``Youmight,ifyouwerewithotherpeoplewhothoughtinthesameway,''hesaid,``andifyouhadn'tfoundoutthatitissuchamistaketothinkinthatway,thatit'sevenstupid。But,yousee,ifyouwereI,youwouldhavelivedwithmyfather,andhe'dhavetoldyouwhatheknows——whathe'sbeenfindingoutallhislife。''
``What'shefoundout?''
``Oh!''Marcoanswered,quitecasually,``justthatyoucan'tsetsavagethoughtslooseintheworld,anymorethanyoucanletloosesavagebeastswithhydrophobia。Theyspreadasortofrabies,andtheyalwaystearandworryyoufirstofall。''
``Whatdoyoumean?''TheRatgaspedout。
``It'slikethis,''saidMarco,lyingflatandcoolonhishardpillowandlookingatthereflectionofthestreetlampontheceiling。``ThatdayIturnedintoyourBarracks,withoutknowingthatyou'dthinkIwasspying,itmadeyoufeelsavage,andyouthrewthestoneatme。IfithadmademefeelsavageandI'drushedinandfought,whatwouldhavehappenedtoallofus?''
TheRat'sspiritofgeneralshipgavetheanswer。
``IshouldhavecalledontheSquadtochargewithfixedbayonets。They'dhavehalfkilledyou。You'reastrongchap,andyou'dhavehurtalotofthem。''
Anoteofterrorbrokeintohisvoice。``WhatafoolIshouldhavebeen!''hecriedout。``Ishouldneverhavecomehere!I
shouldneverhaveknownHIM!''EvenbythelightofthestreetlampMarcocouldseehimbegintolookalmostghastly。
``TheSquadcouldeasilyhavehalfkilledme,''Marcoadded。
``Theycouldhavequitekilledme,iftheyhadwantedtodoit。
Andwhowouldhavegotanygoodoutofit?Itwouldonlyhavebeenastreet-lads'row——withthepoliceandprisonattheendofit。''
``Butbecauseyou'dlivedwithhim,''TheRatpondered,``youwalkedinasifyoudidn'tmind,andjustaskedwhywedidit,andlookedlikeastrongerchapthananyofus——anddifferent——different。Iwonderedwhatwasthematterwithyou,youweresocoolandsteady。Iknownow。Itwasbecauseyouwerelikehim。He'dtaughtyou。He'slikeawizard。''
``Heknowsthingsthatwizardsthinktheyknow,butheknowsthembetter,''Marcosaid。``Hesaysthey'renotqueerandunnatural。
They'rejustsimplelawsofnature。Youhavetobeeitherononesideortheother,likeanarmy。Youchooseyourside。Youeitherbuilduporteardown。Youeitherkeepinthelightwhereyoucansee,oryoustandinthedarkandfighteverythingthatcomesnearyou,becauseyoucan'tseeandyouthinkit'sanenemy。No,youwouldn'thavebeenjealousifyou'dbeenIandI'dbeenyou。''
``Andyou'reNOT?''TheRat'ssharpvoicewasalmosthollow。
``You'llswearyou'renot?''
``I'mnot,''saidMarco。
TheRat'sexcitementevenincreasedashadeashepouredforthhisconfession。
``Iwasafraid,''hesaid。``I'vebeenafraideverydaysinceI
camehere。I'lltellyoustraightout。ItseemedjustnaturalthatyouandLazaruswouldn'tstandme,justasIwouldn'thavestoodyou。Itseemedjustnaturalthatyou'dworktogethertothrowmeout。IknewhowIshouldhaveworkedmyself。Marco——I
saidI'dtellyoustraightout——I'mjealousofyou。I'mjealousofLazarus。ItmakesmewildwhenIseeyoubothknowingallabouthim,andfitandreadytodoanythinghewantsdone。I'mnotreadyandI'mnotfit。''
``You'ddoanythinghewanteddone,whetheryouwerefitandreadyornot,''saidMarco。``Heknowsthat。''
``Doeshe?Doyouthinkhedoes?''criedTheRat。``Iwishhe'dtryme。Iwishhewould。''
MarcoturnedoveronhisbedandroseuponhiselbowsothathefacedTheRatonhissofa。
``LetusWAIT,''hesaidinawhisper。``LetusWAIT。''
Therewasapause,andthenTheRatwhisperedalso。
``Forwhat?''
``Forhimtofindoutthatwe'refittobetried。Don'tyouseewhatfoolsweshouldbeifwespentourtimeinbeingjealous,eitherofus。We'reonlytwoboys。Supposehesawwewereonlytwosillyfools。WhenyouarejealousofmeorofLazarus,justgoandsitdowninastillplaceandthinkofHIM。Don'tthinkaboutyourselforaboutus。He'ssoquietthattothinkabouthimmakesyouquietyourself。WhenthingsgowrongorwhenI'mlonely,he'staughtmetositdownandmakemyselfthinkofthingsIlike——pictures,books,monuments,splendidplaces。Itpushestheotherthingsoutandsetsyourmindgoingproperly。
Hedoesn'tknowInearlyalwaysthinkofhim。He'sthebestthoughthimself。Youtryit。You'renotreallyjealous。YouonlyTHINKyouare。You'llfindthatoutifyoualwaysstopyourselfintime。Anyonecanbesuchafoolifheletshimself。
Andhecanalwaysstopitifhemakesuphismind。I'mnotjealous。Youmustletthatthoughtalone。You'renotjealousyourself。Kickthatthoughtintothestreet。''
TheRatcaughthisbreathandthrewhisarmsupoverhiseyes。
``Oh,Lord!Oh,Lord!''hesaid;``ifI'dlivednearhimalwaysasyouhave。IfIjusthad。''
``We'rebothlivingnearhimnow,''saidMarco。``Andhere'ssomethingtothinkof,''leaningmoreforwardonhiselbow。
``ThekingswhowerebeingmadereadyforSamaviahavewaitedalltheseyears;WEcanmakeourselvesreadyandwaitsothat,ifjusttwoboysarewantedtodosomething——justtwoboys——wecanstepoutoftherankswhenthecallcomesandsay`Here!'Nowlet'sliedownandthinkofituntilwegotosleep。''
XIII
LORISTANATTENDSADRILLOFTHESQUAD,ANDMARCOMEETSASAMAVIAN
TheSquadwasnotforgotten。ItfoundthatLoristanhimselfwouldhaveregardedneglectasabreachofmilitaryduty。
``Youmustrememberyourmen,''hesaid,twoorthreedaysafterTheRatbecameamemberofhishousehold。``Youmustkeepuptheirdrill。Marcotellsmeitwasverysmart。Don'tletthemgetslack。''
``Hismen!''TheRatfeltwhathecouldnothaveputintowords。
Heknewhehadworked,andthattheSquadhadworked,intheirhiddenholesandcorners。Onlyhiddenholesandcornershadbeenpossibleforthembecausetheyhadexistedinspiteoftheprotestoftheirworldandthevigilanceofitspolicemen。TheyhadtriedmanyrefugesbeforetheyfoundtheBarracks。Noonebutresentedtheexistenceofatroopofnoisyvagabonds。Butsomehowthismanknewthattherehadevolvedfromitsomethingmorethanmerenoisyplay,thathe,TheRat,hadMEANTorderanddiscipline。
``Hismen!''ItmadehimfeelasifhehadhadtheVictoriaCrossfastenedonhiscoat。Hehadbrainenoughtoseemanythings,andheknewthatitwasinthiswaythatLoristanwasfindinghimhis``place。''Heknewhow。
WhentheywenttotheBarracks,theSquadgreetedthemwithatumultuouswelcomewhichexpressedagreatsenseofrelief。
Privatelythemembershadbeenfilledwithfearswhichtheyhadtalkedovertogetherindeepgloom。Marco'sfather,theydecided,wastoobigaswelltoletthetwocomebackafterhehadseenthesorttheSquadwasmadeupof。Hemightbepoorjustnow,toffssometimeslosttheirmoneyforabit,butyoucouldseewhathewas,andfatherslikehimweren'tgoingtolettheirsonsmakefriendswith``suchasus。''He'dstopthedrillandthe``SecretSociety''game。That'swhathe'ddo!
ButTheRatcameswinginginonhissecondhandcrutcheslookingasifhehadbeenmadeageneral,andMarcocamewithhim;andthedrilltheSquadwasputthroughwasstricterandfinerthananydrilltheyhadeverknown。
``Iwishmyfathercouldhaveseenthat,''MarcosaidtoTheRat。
TheRatturnedredandwhiteandthenredagain,buthesaidnotasingleword。Themerethoughtwaslikeaflashoffirepassingthroughhim。Butnofellowcouldhopeforathingasbigasthat。TheSecretParty,initssubterraneancavern,surroundedbyitspiledarms,satdowntoreadthemorningpaper。
Thewarnewswasbadtoread。TheMaranovitchheldthedayforthemoment,andwhiletheysufferedandwroughtcrueltiesinthecapitalcity,theIarovitchsufferedandwroughtcrueltiesinthecountryoutside。SofierceanddarkwastherecordthatEuropestoodaghast。
TheRatfoldedhispaperwhenhehadfinished,andsatbitinghisnails。Havingdonethisforafewminutes,hebegantospeakinhisdramaticandhollowSecretPartywhisper。
``Thehourhascome,''hesaidtohisfollowers。``Themessengersmustgoforth。Theyknownothingofwhattheygofor;
theyonlyknowthattheymustobey。Iftheywerecaughtandtortured,theycouldbetraynothingbecausetheyknownothingbutthat,atcertainplaces,theymustutteracertainword。Theycarrynopapers。Allcommandstheymustlearnbyheart。Whenthesignisgiven,theSecretPartywillknowwhattodo——wheretomeetandwheretoattack。''
Hedrewplansofthebattleontheflagstones,andhesketchedanimaginaryroutewhichthetwomessengersweretofollow。ButhisknowledgeofthemapofEuropewasnotworthmuch,andheturnedtoMarco。
``YouknowmoreaboutgeographythatIdo。Youknowmoreabouteverything,''hesaid。``IonlyknowItalyisatthebottomandRussiaisatonesideandEngland'sattheother。HowwouldtheSecretMessengersgotoSamavia?Canyoudrawthecountriesthey'dhavetopassthrough?''
Becauseanyschool-boywhoknewthemapcouldhavedonethesamething,Marcodrewthem。HealsoknewthestationstheSecretTwowouldarriveatandleavebywhentheyenteredacity,thestreetstheywouldwalkthroughandtheveryuniformstheywouldsee;butofthesethingshesaidnothing。Therealityhisknowledgegavetothegamewas,however,athrillingthing。HewishedhecouldhavebeenfreetoexplaintoTheRatthethingsheknew。Togethertheycouldhaveworkedoutsomanydetailsoftravelandpossibleadventurethatitwouldhavebeenalmostasiftheyhadsetoutontheirjourneyinfact。
Asitwas,themeresketchingoftheroutefiredTheRat'simagination。Heforgedaheadwiththestoryofadventure,andfilleditwithsuchmysteriouspurportanddesignthattheSquadattimesgaspedforbreath。InhisglowingversiontheSecretTwoenteredcitiesbymidnightandsangandbeggedatpalacegateswherekingsdrivingoutwardpausedtolistenandweregiventheSign。
``Thoughitwouldnotalwaysbekings,''hesaid。``Sometimesitwouldbethepoorestpeople。Sometimestheymightseemtobebeggarslikeourselves,whentheywereonlySecretOnesdisguised。Agreatlordmightwearpoorclothesandpretendtobeaworkman,andweshouldonlyknowhimbythesignswehadlearnedbyheart。WhenweweresenttoSamavia,weshouldbeobligedtocreepinthroughsomebackpartofthecountrywherenofightingwasbeingdoneandwherenoonewouldattack。Theirgeneralsarenotcleverenoughtoprotectthepartswhicharejoinedtofriendlycountries,andtheyhavenotforcesenough。
Twoboyscouldfindawayiniftheythoughtitout。''
Hebecamepossessedbytheideaofthinkingitoutonthespot。
HedrewhisroughmapofSamaviaontheflagstoneswithhischalk。
``Lookhere,''hesaidtoMarco,who,withtheelatedandthrilledSquad,bentoveritinaclosecircleofheads。
``BeltrazoishereandCarnolitzishere——andhereisJiardasia。
BeltrazoandJiardasiaarefriendly,thoughtheydon'ttakesides。AllthefightingisgoingoninthecountryaboutMelzarr。Thereisnoreasonwhytheyshouldpreventsingletravelersfromcominginacrossthefrontiersoffriendlyneighbors。They'renotfightingwiththecountriesoutside,theyarefightingwiththemselves。''Hepausedamomentandthought。
``Thearticleinthatmagazinesaidsomethingaboutahugeforestontheeasternfrontier。That'shere。Wecouldwanderintoaforestandstaythereuntilwe'dplannedallwewantedtodo。
Eventhepeoplewhohadseenuswouldforgetaboutus。Whatwehavetodoistomakepeoplefeelasifwewerenothing——nothing。''
Theywereintheverymidstofit,crowdedtogether,leaningover,stretchingnecksandbreathingquicklywithexcitement,whenMarcoliftedhishead。Somemysteriousimpulsemadehimdoitinspiteofhimself。
``There'smyfather!''hesaid。
Thechalkdropped,everythingdropped,evenSamavia。TheRatwasupandonhiscrutchesasifsomemagicforcehadswunghimthere。Howhegavethecommand,orifhegaveitatall,notevenhehimselfknew。ButtheSquadstoodatsalute。
LoristanwasstandingattheopeningofthearchwayasMarcohadstoodthatfirstday。Heraisedhisrighthandinreturnsaluteandcameforward。
``IwaspassingtheendofthestreetandrememberedtheBarrackswashere,''heexplained。``IthoughtIshouldliketolookatyourmen,Captain。''
Hesmiled,butitwasnotasmilewhichmadehiswordsreallyajoke。Helookeddownatthechalkmapdrawnontheflagstones。
``Youknowthatmapwell,''hesaid。``EvenIcanseethatitisSamavia。WhatistheSecretPartydoing?''
``Themessengersaretryingtofindawayin,''answeredMarco。
``Wecangetinthere,''saidTheRat,pointingwithacrutch。
``There'saforestwherewecouldhideandfindoutthings。''
``Reconnoiter,''saidLoristan,lookingdown。``Yes。Twostrayboyscouldbeverysafeinaforest。It'sagoodgame。''
Thatheshouldbethere!Thatheshould,inhisownwonderfulway,havegiventhemsuchathingasthis。ThatheshouldhavecaredenougheventolookuptheBarracks,waswhatTheRatwasthinking。Abatchofragamuffinstheywereandnothingelse,andhestandinglookingatthemwithhisfinesmile。Therewassomethingabouthimwhichmadehimseemevensplendid。TheRat'sheartthumpedwithstartledjoy。
``Father,''saidMarco,``willyouwatchTheRatdrillus?I
wantyoutoseehowwellitisdone。''
``Captain,willyoudomethathonor?''LoristansaidtoTheRat,andtoeventhesewordshegavetherighttone,neitherjestingnortooserious。Becauseitwassorightatone,TheRat'spulsesbeatonlywithexultation。Thisgodofhishadlookedathismaps,hehadtalkedofhisplans,hehadcometoseethesoldierswhowerehiswork!TheRatbeganhisdrillasifhehadbeenreviewinganarmy。
WhatLoristansawdonewaswonderfulinitsmechanicalexactness。
TheSquadmovedliketheperfectpartsofaperfectmachine。
Thattheycouldsodoitinsuchspace,andthattheyshouldhaveaccomplishedsuchprecision,wasanextraordinarytestimonialtothemilitaryefficiencyandcuriousqualitiesofthisonehunchbacked,vagabondofficer。
``Thatismagnificent!''thespectatorsaid,whenitwasover。
``Itcouldnotbebetterdone。Allowmetocongratulateyou。''
HeshookTheRat'shandasifithadbeenaman's,and,afterhehadshakenit,heputhisownhandlightlyontheboy'sshoulderandletitrestthereashetalkedafewminutestothemall。
Hekepthistalkwithinthegame,andhisclearcomprehensionofitaddedaflavorwhicheventhedullestmemberoftheSquadwaselatedby。Sometimesyoucouldn'tunderstandtoffswhentheymadeashyatbeingfriendly,butyoucouldunderstandhim,andhestirredupyourspirits。Hedidn'tmakejokeswithyou,either,asifachaphadtobekeptgrinning。Afterthefewminuteswereover,hewentaway。Thentheysatdownagainintheircircleandtalkedabouthim,becausetheycouldtalkandthinkaboutnothingelse。TheystaredatMarcofurtively,feelingasifhewereacreatureofanotherworldbecausehehadlivedwiththisman。TheystaredatTheRatinanewwayalso。
Thewonderful-lookinghandhadrestedonhisshoulder,andhehadbeentoldthatwhathehaddonewasmagnificent。
``Whenyousaidyouwishedyourfathercouldhaveseenthedrill,''saidTheRat,``youtookmybreathaway。I'dneverhavehadthecheektothinkofitmyself——andI'dneverhavedaredtoletyouaskhim,evenifyouwantedtodoit。Andhecamehimself!Itstruckmedumb。''
``Ifhecame,''saidMarco,``itwasbecausehewantedtoseeit。''
Whentheyhadfinishedtalking,itwastimeforMarcoandTheRattogoontheirway。LoristanhadgivenTheRatanerrand。Atacertainhourhewastopresenthimselfatacertainshopandreceiveapackage。
``Lethimdoitalone,''LoristansaidtoMarco。``Hewillbebetterpleased。Hisdesireistofeelthatheistrustedtodothingsalone。''
Sotheypartedatastreetcorner,MarcotowalkbacktoNo。7
PhilibertPlace,TheRattoexecutehiscommission。Marcoturnedintooneofthebetterstreets,throughwhichheoftenpassedonhiswayhome。Itwasnotafashionablequarter,butitcontainedsomerespectablehousesinwhosewindowshereandthereweretobeseenneatcardsbearingtheword``Apartments,''whichmeantthattheownerofthehousewouldlettolodgershisdrawing-roomorsitting-roomsuite。
AsMarcowalkedupthestreet,hesawsomeonecomeoutofthedoorofoneofthehousesandwalkquicklyandlightlydownthepavement。Itwasayoungwomanwearinganelegantthoughquietdress,andahatwhichlookedasifithadbeenboughtinParisorVienna。Shehad,infact,aslightlyforeignair,anditwasthis,indeed,whichmadeMarcolookatherlongenoughtoseethatshewasalsoagracefulandlovelyperson。Hewonderedwhathernationalitywas。Evenatsomeyards'distancehecouldseethatshehadlongdarkeyesandacurvedmouthwhichseemedtobesmilingtoitself。HethoughtshemightbeSpanishorItalian。
Hewastryingtodecidewhichofthetwocountriesshebelongedto,asshedrewneartohim,butquitesuddenlythecurvedmouthceasedsmilingasherfootseemedtocatchinabreakinthepavement,andshesolostherbalancethatshewouldhavefallenifhehadnotleapedforwardandcaughther。
Shewaslightandslender,andhewasastrongladandmanagedtosteadyher。Anexpressionofsharpmomentaryanguishcrossedherface。
``Ihopeyouarenothurt,''Marcosaid。
Shebitherlipandclutchedhisshoulderveryhardwithherslimhand。
``Ihavetwistedmyankle,''sheanswered。``IamafraidIhavetwisteditbadly。Thankyouforsavingme。Ishouldhavehadabadfall。''
Herlong,darkeyeswereverysweetandgrateful。Shetriedtosmile,buttherewassuchdistressundertheeffortthatMarcowasafraidshemusthavehurtherselfverymuch。
``Canyoustandonyourfootatall?''heasked。
``Icanstandalittlenow,''shesaid,``butImightnotbeabletostandinafewminutes。ImustgetbacktothehousewhileI
canbeartotouchthegroundwithit。Iamsosorry。IamafraidIshallhavetoaskyoutogowithme。Fortunatelyitisonlyafewyardsaway。''
``Yes,''Marcoanswered。``Isawyoucomeoutofthehouse。Ifyouwillleanonmyshoulder,Icansoonhelpyouback。Iamgladtodoit。Shallwetrynow?''
Shehadagentleandsoftmannerwhichwouldhaveappealedtoanyboy。Hervoicewasmusicalandherenunciationexquisite。
WhethershewasSpanishorItalian,itwaseasytoimagineherapersonwhodidnotalwaysliveinLondonlodgings,evenofthebetterclass。
``Ifyouplease,''sheansweredhim。``Itisverykindofyou。
Youareverystrong,Isee。ButIamgladtohaveonlyafewstepstogo。''
Sherestedonhisshoulderaswellasonherumbrella,butitwasplainthateverymovementgaveherintensepain。Shecaughtherlipwithherteeth,andMarcothoughtsheturnedwhite。Hecouldnothelplikingher。Shewassolovelyandgraciousandbrave。
Hecouldnotbeartoseethesufferinginherface。
``Iamsosorry!''hesaid,ashehelpedher,andhisboy'svoicehadsomethingofthewonderfulsympathetictoneofLoristan's。
Thebeautifulladyherselfremarkedit,andthoughthowunlikeitwastotheordinaryboy-voice。
``Ihavealatch-key,''shesaid,whentheystoodonthelowstep。
Shefoundthelatch-keyinherpurseandopenedthedoor。Marcohelpedherintotheentrance-hall。Shesatdownatonceinachairnearthehat-stand。Theplacewasquiteplainandold-fashionedinside。
``ShallIringthefront-doorbelltocallsomeone?''Marcoinquired。
``Iamafraidthattheservantsareout,''sheanswered。``Theyhadaholiday。Willyoukindlyclosethedoor?Ishallbeobligedtoaskyoutohelpmeintothesitting-roomattheendofthehall。IshallfindallIwantthere——ifyouwillkindlyhandmeafewthings。Someonemaycomeinpresently——perhapsoneoftheotherlodgers——and,evenifIamaloneforanhourorso,itwillnotreallymatter。''
``PerhapsIcanfindthelandlady,''Marcosuggested。Thebeautifulpersonsmiled。
``Shehasgonetohersister'swedding。ThatiswhyIwasgoingouttospendthedaymyself。Iarrangedtheplantoaccommodateher。Howgoodyouare!Ishallbequitecomfortabledirectly,really。Icangettomyeasy-chairinthesitting-roomnowI
haverestedalittle。''
Marcohelpedhertoherfeet,andhersharp,involuntaryexclamationofpainmadehimwinceinternally。Perhapsitwasaworsesprainthansheknew。
Thehousewasoftheearly-VictorianLondonorder。A``frontlobby''withadining-roomontherighthand,anda``backlobby,''afterthefootofthestairswaspassed,outofwhichopenedthebasementkitchenstaircaseandasitting-roomlookingoutonagloomyflaggedbackyardinclosedbyhighwalls。Thesitting-roomwasrathergloomyitself,buttherewereafewluxuriousthingsamongtheordinaryfurnishings。Therewasaneasy-chairwithasmalltablenearit,andonthetablewereasilverlampandsomerathereleganttrifles。Marcohelpedhischargetotheeasy-chairandputacushionfromthesofaunderherfoot。Hediditverygently,and,asheroseafterdoingit,hesawthatthelong,softdarkeyeswerelookingathiminacuriousway。
``Imustgoawaynow,''hesaid,``butIdonotliketoleaveyou。MayIgoforadoctor?''
``Howdearyouare!''sheexclaimed。``ButIdonotwantone,thankyou。Iknowexactlywhattodoforasprainedankle。Andperhapsmineisnotreallyasprain。Iamgoingtotakeoffmyshoeandsee。''
``MayIhelpyou?''Marcoasked,andhekneeleddownagainandcarefullyunfastenedhershoeandwithdrewitfromherfoot。Itwasaslenderanddelicatefootinasilkstocking,andshebentandgentlytouchedandrubbedit。
``No,''shesaid,whensheraisedherself,``Idonotthinkitisasprain。Nowthattheshoeisoffandthefootrestsonthecushion,itismuchmorecomfortable,muchmore。Thankyou,thankyou。IfyouhadnotbeenpassingImighthavehadadangerousfall。''
``Iamverygladtohavebeenabletohelpyou,''Marcoanswered,withanairofrelief。``NowImustgo,ifyouthinkyouwillbeallright。''
``Don'tgoyet,''shesaid,holdingoutherhand。``Ishouldliketoknowyoualittlebetter,ifImay。Iamsograteful。I
shouldliketotalktoyou。Youhavesuchbeautifulmannersforaboy,''sheended,withapretty,kindlaugh,``andIbelieveIknowwhereyougotthemfrom。''
``Youareverykindtome,''Marcoanswered,wonderingifhedidnotreddenalittle。``ButImustgobecausemyfatherwill——''
``Yourfatherwouldletyoustayandtalktome,''shesaid,withevenaprettierkindlinessthanbefore。``Itisfromhimyouhaveinheritedyourbeautifulmanner。Hewasonceafriendofmine。Ihopeheismyfriendstill,thoughperhapshehasforgottenme。''
AllthatMarcohadeverlearnedandallthathehadevertrainedhimselftoremember,quicklyrushedbackuponhimnow,becausehehadaclearandrapidlyworkingbrain,andhadnotlivedtheordinaryboy'slife。Herewasabeautifulladyofwhomheknewnothingatallbutthatshehadtwistedherfootinthestreetandhehadhelpedherbackintoherhouse。Ifsilencewasstilltheorder,itwasnotforhimtoknowthingsoraskquestionsoranswerthem。Shemightbetheloveliestladyintheworldandhisfatherherdearestfriend,but,evenifthiswereso,hecouldbestservethembothbyobeyingherfriend'scommandswithallcourtesy,andforgettingnoinstructionhehadgiven。
``Idonotthinkmyfathereverforgetsanyone,''heanswered。
``No,Iamsurehedoesnot,''shesaidsoftly。``HashebeentoSamaviaduringthelastthreeyears?''
Marcopausedamoment。
``PerhapsIamnottheboyyouthinkIam,''hesaid。``MyfatherhasneverbeentoSamavia。''
``Hehasnot?But——youareMarcoLoristan?''
``Yes。Thatismyname。''
Suddenlysheleanedforwardandherlonglovelyeyesfilledwithfire。
``ThenyouareaSamavian,andyouknowofthedisastersoverwhelmingus。Youknowallthehideousnessandbarbarityofwhatisbeingdone。Yourfather'ssonmustknowitall!''
``Everyoneknowsit,''saidMarco。
``Butitisyourcountry——yourown!Yourbloodmustburninyourveins!''
Marcostoodquitestillandlookedather。Hiseyestoldwhetherhisbloodburnedornot,buthedidnotspeak。Hislookwasanswerenough,sincehedidnotwishtosayanything。
``Whatdoesyourfatherthink?IamaSamavianmyself,andI
thinknightandday。WhatdoeshethinkoftherumoraboutthedescendantoftheLostPrince?Doeshebelieveit?''
Marcowasthinkingveryrapidly。Herbeautifulfacewasglowingwithemotion,herbeautifulvoicetrembled。ThatsheshouldbeaSamavian,andloveSamavia,andpourherfeelingfortheventoaboy,wasdeeplymovingtohim。Buthowsoeveronewasmoved,onemustrememberthatsilencewasstilltheorder。Whenonewasveryyoung,onemustrememberordersfirstofall。
``Itmightbeonlyanewspaperstory,''hesaid。``Hesaysonecannottrustsuchthings。Ifyouknowhim,youknowheisverycalm。''
``Hashetaughtyoutobecalmtoo?''shesaidpathetically。
``Youareonlyaboy。Boysarenotcalm。Neitherarewomenwhentheirheartsarewrung。Oh,mySamavia!Oh,mypoorlittlecountry!Mybrave,torturedcountry!''andwithasuddensobshecoveredherfacewithherhands。
AgreatlumpmountedtoMarco'sthroat。Boyscouldnotcry,butheknewwhatshemeantwhenhesaidherheartwaswrung。
Whensheliftedherhead,thetearsinhereyesmadethemsofterthanever。
``IfIwereamillionSamaviansinsteadofonewoman,Ishouldknowwhattodo!''shecried。``IfyourfatherwereamillionSamavians,hewouldknow,too。HewouldfindIvor'sdescendant,ifheisontheearth,andhewouldendallthishorror!''
``Whowouldnotenditiftheycould?''criedMarco,quitefiercely。
``Butmenlikeyourfather,menwhoareSamavians,mustthinknightanddayaboutitasIdo,''sheimpetuouslyinsisted。
``Yousee,Icannothelppouringmythoughtsouteventoaboy——becauseheisaSamavian。OnlySamavianscare。Samaviaseemssolittleandunimportanttootherpeople。Theydon'tevenseemtoknowthatthebloodsheispouringforthpoursfromhumanveinsandbeatinghumanhearts。Menlikeyourfathermustthink,andplan,andfeelthattheymust——mustfindaway。Evenawomanfeelsit。Evenaboymust。StefanLoristancannotbesittingquietlyathome,knowingthatSamavianheartsarebeingshotthroughandSamavianbloodpouredforth。HecannotthinkandsayNOTHING!''
Marcostartedinspiteofhimself。Hefeltasifhisfatherhadbeenstruckintheface。Howdareshesaysuchwords!Bigashewas,suddenlyhelookedbigger,andthebeautifulladysawthathedid。
``Heismyfather,''hesaidslowly。
Shewasaclever,beautifulperson,andsawthatshehadmadeagreatmistake。
``Youmustforgiveme,''sheexclaimed。``IusedthewrongwordsbecauseIwasexcited。Thatisthewaywithwomen。YoumustseethatImeantthatIknewhewasgivinghisheartandstrength,hiswholebeing,toSamavia,eventhoughhemuststayinLondon。''
Shestartedandturnedherheadtolistentothesoundofsomeoneusingthelatch-keyandopeningthefrontdoor。Thesomeonecameinwiththeheavystepofaman。
``Itisoneofthelodgers,''shesaid。``Ithinkitistheonewholivesinthethirdfloorsitting-room。''
``Thenyouwon'tbealonewhenIgo,''saidMarco。``Iamgladsomeonehascome。Iwillsaygood-morning。MayItellmyfatheryourname?''
``Tellmethatyouarenotangrywithmeforexpressingmyselfsoawkwardly,''shesaid。
``Youcouldn'thavemeantit。Iknowthat,''Marcoansweredboyishly。``Youcouldn't。''
``No,Icouldn't,''sherepeated,withthesameemphasisonthewords。
Shetookacardfromasilvercaseonthetableandgaveittohim。
``Yourfatherwillremembermyname,''shesaid。``Ihopehewillletmeseehimandtellhimhowyoutookcareofme。''
Sheshookhishandwarmlyandlethimgo。Butjustashereachedthedoorshespokeagain。
``Oh,mayIaskyoutodoonethingmorebeforeyouleaveme?''
shesaidsuddenly。``Ihopeyouwon'tmind。Willyourunup-stairsintothedrawing-roomandbringmethepurplebookfromthesmalltable?IshallnotmindbeingaloneifIhavesomethingtoread。''
``Apurplebook?Onasmalltable?''saidMarco。
``Betweenthetwolongwindows,''shesmiledbackathim。
Thedrawing-roomofsuchhousesastheseisalwaystobereachedbyoneshortflightofstairs。
Marcoranuplightly。
XIV
MARCODOESNOTANSWER
Bythetimeheturnedthecornerofthestairs,thebeautifulladyhadrisenfromherseatinthebackroomandwalkedintothedining-roomatthefront。Aheavily-built,dark-beardedmanwasstandinginsidethedoorasifwaitingforher。
``Icoulddonothingwithhim,''shesaidatonce,inhersoftvoice,speakingquiteprettilyandgently,asifwhatshesaidwasthemostnaturalthingintheworld。``Imanagedthelittletrickofthesprainedfootreallywell,andgothimintothehouse。Heisanamiableboywithperfectmanners,andIthoughtitmightbeeasytosurprisehimintosayingmorethanheknewhewassaying。Youcangenerallydothatwithchildrenandyoungthings。Butheeitherknowsnothingorhasbeentrainedtoholdhistongue。He'snotstupid,andhe'sofahighspirit。ImadeapatheticlittlesceneaboutSamavia,becauseIsawhecouldbeworkedup。Itdidworkhimup。ItriedhimwiththeLostPrincerumor;but,ifthereistruthinit,hedoesnotorwillnotknow。Itriedtomakehimlosehistemperandbetraysomethingindefendinghisfather,whomhethinksagod,bytheway。ButI
madeamistake。Isawthat。It'sapity。Boyscansometimesbemadetotellanything。''Shespokeveryquicklyunderherbreath。Themanspokequicklytoo。
``Whereishe?''heasked。
``Isenthimuptothedrawing-roomtolookforabook。Hewilllookforafewminutes。Listen。He'saninnocentboy。Heseesmeonlyasagentleangel。NothingwillSHAKEhimsomuchastohearmetellhimthetruthsuddenly。Itwillbesuchashocktohimthatperhapsyoucandosomethingwithhimthen。Hemaylosehisholdonhimself。He'sonlyaboy。''
``You'reright,''saidthebeardedman。``Andwhenhefindsoutheisnotfreetogo,itmayalarmhimandwemaygetsomethingworthwhile。''
``Ifwecouldfindoutwhatistrue,orwhatLoristanthinksistrue,weshouldhaveacluetoworkfrom,''shesaid。
``Wehavenotmuchtime,''themanwhispered。``WeareorderedtoBosniaatonce。Beforemidnightwemustbeontheway。''
``Letusgointotheotherroom。Heiscoming。''
WhenMarcoenteredtheroom,theheavily-builtmanwiththepointeddarkbeardwasstandingbytheeasy-chair。
``IamsorryIcouldnotfindthebook,''heapologized。``I
lookedonallthetables。''
``Ishallbeobligedtogoandsearchforitmyself,''saidtheLovelyPerson。
Sherosefromherchairandstoodupsmiling。AndatherfirstmovementMarcosawthatshewasnotdisabledintheleast。
``Yourfoot!''heexclaimed。``It'sbetter?''
``Itwasn'thurt,''sheanswered,inhersoftlyprettyvoiceandwithhersoftlyprettysmile。``Ionlymadeyouthinkso。''
Itwaspartofherplantosparehimnothingofshockinhersuddentransformation。Marcofelthisbreathleavehimforamoment。
``ImadeyoubelieveIwashurtbecauseIwantedyoutocomeintothehousewithme,''sheadded。``IwishedtofindoutcertainthingsIamsureyouknow。''
``TheywerethingsaboutSamavia,''saidtheman。``Yourfatherknowsthem,andyoumustknowsomethingofthematleast。Itisnecessarythatweshouldhearwhatyoucantellus。WeshallnotallowyoutoleavethehouseuntilyouhaveansweredcertainquestionsIshallaskyou。''
ThenMarcobegantounderstand。Hehadheardhisfatherspeakofpoliticalspies,menandwomenwhowerepaidtotracethepeoplethatcertaingovernmentsorpoliticalpartiesdesiredtohavefollowedandobserved。Heknewitwastheirworktosearchoutsecrets,todisguisethemselvesandliveamonginnocentpeopleasiftheyweremerelyordinaryneighbors。
TheymustbespieswhowerepaidtofollowhisfatherbecausehewasaSamavianandapatriot。Hedidnotknowthattheyhadtakenthehousetwomonthsbefore,andhadaccomplishedseveralthingsduringtheirapparentlyinnocentstayinit。TheyhaddiscoveredLoristanandhadlearnedtoknowhisoutgoingsandincomings,andalsotheoutgoingsandincomingsofLazarus,Marco,andTheRat。Buttheymeant,ifpossible,tolearnotherthings。Iftheboycouldbestartledandterrifiedintounconsciousrevelations,itmightprovewellworththeirwhiletohaveplayedthisbitofmelodramabeforetheylockedthefrontdoorbehindthemandhastilycrossedtheChannel,leavingtheirlandlordtodiscoverforhimselfthatthehousehadbeenvacated。
InMarco'smindstrangethingswerehappening。Theywerespies!
Butthatwasnotall。TheLovelyPersonhadbeenrightwhenshesaidthathewouldreceiveashock。Hisstrongyoungchestswelled。Inallhislife,hehadnevercomefacetofacewithblacktreacherybefore。Hecouldnotgraspit。Thisgentleandfriendlybeingwiththegratefulsoftvoiceandgratefulsofteyeshadbetrayed——BETRAYEDhim!Itseemedimpossibletobelieveit,andyetthesmileonhermcurvedmouthtoldhimthatitwastrue。Whenhehadsprungtohelpher,shehadbeenplayingatrick!Whenhehadbeensorryforherpainandhadwincedatthesoundofherlowexclamation,shehadbeendeliberatelylayingatraptoharmhim。Forafewsecondshewasstunned——perhaps,ifhehadnotbeenhisfather'sson,hemighthavebeenstunnedonly。Buthewasmore。Whenthefirstsecondshadpassed,therearoseslowlywithinhimasenseofsomethinglikehigh,remotedisdain。Itgrewinhisdeepboy'seyesashegazeddirectlyintothepupilsofthelongsoftdarkones。Hisbodyfeltasifitweregrowingtaller。
``Youareveryclever,''hesaidslowly。Then,afterasecond'spause,headded,``Iwastooyoungtoknowthattherewasanyoneso——clever——intheworld。''
TheLovelyPersonlaughed,butshedidnotlaugheasily。Shespoketohercompanion。
``Agrandseigneur!''shesaid。``Asonelooksathim,onehalfbelievesitistrue。''
Themanwiththebeardwaslookingveryangry。Hiseyesweresavageandhisdarkskinreddened。Marcothoughtthathelookedathimasifhehatedhim,andwasmadefiercebythemeresightofhim,forsomemysteriousreason。
``TwodaysbeforeyouleftMoscow,''hesaid,``threemencametoseeyourfather。Theylookedlikepeasants。Theytalkedtohimformorethananhour。Theybroughtwiththemarollofparchment。Isthatnottrue?''
``Iknownothing,''saidMarco。
``BeforeyouwenttoMoscow,youwereinBudapest。YouwenttherefromVienna。Youwerethereforthreemonths,andyourfathersawmanypeople。Someofthemcameinthemiddleofthenight。''
``Iknownothing,''saidMarco。
``Youhavespentyourlifeintravelingfromonecountrytoanother,''persistedtheman。``YouknowtheEuropeanlanguagesasifyouwereacourier,ortheportierinaViennesehotel。Doyounot?''
Marcodidnotanswer。
TheLovelyPersonbegantospeaktothemanrapidlyinRussian。
``AspyandanadventurerStefanLoristanhasalwaysbeenandalwayswillbe,''shesaid。``Weknowwhatheis。ThepoliceineverycapitalinEuropeknowhimasasharperandavagabond,aswellasaspy。Andyet,withallhiscleverness,hedoesnotseemtohavemoney。WhatdidhedowiththebribetheMaranovitchgavehimforbetrayingwhatheknewoftheoldfortress?Theboydoesn'tevensuspecthim。Perhapsit'struethatheknowsnothing。Orperhapsitistruethathehasbeensoill-treatedandfloggedfromhisbabyhoodthathedarenotspeak。
Thereisacowedlookinhiseyesinspiteofhischildishswagger。He'sbeenbothstarvedandbeaten。''
Theoutburstwaswelldone。ShedidnotlookatMarcoasshepouredforthherwords。Shespokewiththeabruptnessandimpetuosityofapersonwhosefeelingshadgotthebetterofher。
IfMarcowassensitiveabouthisfather,shefeltsurethathisyouthwouldmakehisfacerevealsomethingifhistonguedidnot——ifheunderstoodRussian,whichwasoneofthethingsitwouldbeusefultofindout,becauseitwasafactwhichwouldverifymanyotherthings。
Marco'sfacedisappointedher。Nochangetookplaceinit,andtheblooddidnotrisetothesurfaceofhisskin。Helistenedwithanuninterestedair,blankandcoldandpolite。Letthemsaywhattheychose。
Themantwistedhispointedbeardandshruggedhisshoulders。
``Wehaveagoodlittlewine-cellardownstairs,''hesaid。``Youaregoingdownintoit,andyouwillprobablystaythereforsometimeifyoudonotmakeupyourmindtoanswermyquestions。YouthinkthatnothingcanhappentoyouinahouseinaLondonstreetwherepolicemenwalkupanddown。Butyouaremistaken。
Ifyouyellednow,evenifanyonechancedtohearyou,theywouldonlythinkyouwerealadgettingathrashinghedeserved。
Youcanyellasmuchasyoulikeintheblacklittlewine-cellar,andnoonewillhearatall。Weonlytookthishouseforthreemonths,andweshallleaveitto-nightwithoutmentioningthefacttoanyone。Ifwechoosetoleaveyouinthewine-cellar,youwillwaitthereuntilsomebodybeginstonoticethatnoonegoesinandout,andchancestomentionittothelandlord——whichfewpeoplewouldtakethetroubletodo。DidyoucomeherefromMoscow?''
``Iknownothing,''saidMarco。
``Youmightremaininthegoodlittleblackcellaranunpleasantlylongtimebeforeyouwerefound,''themanwenton,quitecoolly。``Doyourememberthepeasantswhocametoseeyourfathertwonightsbeforeyouleft?''
``Iknownothing,''saidMarco。
``Bythetimeitwasdiscoveredthatthehousewasemptyandpeoplecameintomakesure,youmightbetooweaktocalloutandattracttheirattention。DidyougotoBudapestfromVienna,andwereyouthereforthreemonths?''askedtheinquisitor。
``Iknownothing,''saidMarco。
``Youaretoogoodforthelittleblackcellar,''putintheLovelyPerson。``Ilikeyou。Don'tgointoit!''
``Iknownothing,''Marcoanswered,buttheeyeswhichwerelikeLoristan'sgaveherjustsuchalookasLoristanwouldhavegivenher,andshefeltit。Itmadeheruncomfortable。
``Idon'tbelieveyouwereeverill-treatedorbeaten,''shesaid。``Itellyou,thelittleblackcellarwillbeahardthing。Don'tgothere!''
AndthistimeMarcosaidnothing,butlookedatherstillasifheweresomegreatyoungnoblewhowasveryproud。
Heknewthateverywordthebeardedmanhadspokenwastrue。Tocryoutwouldbeofnouse。Iftheywentawayandlefthimbehindthem,therewasnoknowinghowmanydayswouldpassbeforethepeopleoftheneighborhoodwouldbegintosuspectthattheplacehadbeendeserted,orhowlongitwouldbebeforeitoccurredtosomeonetogivewarningtotheowner。Andinthemeantime,neitherhisfathernorLazarusnorTheRatwouldhavethefaintestreasonforguessingwherehewas。Andhewouldbesittingaloneinthedarkinthewine-cellar。Hedidnotknowintheleastwhattodoaboutthisthing。Heonlyknewthatsilencewasstilltheorder。
``Itisajet-blacklittlehole,''themansaid。``Youmightcrackyourthroatinit,andnoonewouldhear。DidmencometotalkwithyourfatherinthemiddleofthenightwhenyouwereinVienna?''
``Iknownothing,''saidMarco。
``Hewon'ttell,''saidtheLovelyPerson。``Iamsorryforthisboy。''
``Hemaytellafterhehassatinthegoodlittleblackwine-cellarforafewhours,''saidthemanwiththepointedbeard。``Comewithme!''
HeputhispowerfulhandonMarco'sshoulderandpushedhimbeforehim。Marcomadenostruggle。Herememberedwhathisfatherhadsaidaboutthegamenotbeingagame。Itwasn'tagamenow,butsomehowhehadastronghaughtyfeelingofnotbeingafraid。
Hewastakenthroughthehallway,towardtherear,anddownthecommonplaceflaggedstepswhichledtothebasement。Thenhewasmarchedthroughanarrow,ill-lighted,flaggedpassagetoadoorinthewall。Thedoorwasnotlockedandstoodatrifleajar。
Hiscompanionpusheditfartheropenandshowedpartofawine-
cellarwhichwassodarkthatitwasonlytheshelvesnearestthedoorthatMarcocouldfaintlysee。Hiscaptorpushedhiminandshutthedoor。Itwasasblackaholeashehaddescribed。
Marcostoodstillinthemidstofdarknesslikeblackvelvet。
Hisguardturnedthekey。
``ThepeasantswhocametoyourfatherinMoscowspokeSamavianandwerebigmen。Doyourememberthem?''heaskedfromoutside。
``Iknownothing,''answeredMarco。
``Youareayoungfool,''thevoicereplied。``AndIbelieveyouknowevenmorethanwethought。Yourfatherwillbegreatlytroubledwhenyoudonotcomehome。Iwillcomebacktoseeyouinafewhours,ifitispossible。Iwilltellyou,however,thatIhavehaddisturbingnewswhichmightmakeitnecessaryforustoleavethehouseinahurry。Imightnothavetimetocomedownhereagainbeforeleaving。''
Marcostoodwithhisbackagainstabitofwallandremainedsilent。
Therewasstillnessforafewminutes,andthentherewastobeheardthesoundoffootstepsmarchingaway。
Whenthelastdistantechodiedallwasquitesilent,andMarcodrewalongbreath。Unbelievableasitmayappear,itwasinonesensealmostabreathofrelief。Intherushofstrangefeelingwhichhadsweptoverhimwhenhefoundhimselffacingtheastoundingsituationup-stairs,ithadnotbeeneasytorealizewhathisthoughtsreallywere;thereweresomanyofthemandtheycamesofast。Howcouldhequitebelievetheevidenceofhiseyesandears?Afewminutes,onlyafewminutes,hadchangedhisprettilygratefulandkindlyacquaintanceintoasubtleandcunningcreaturewhoseloveforSamaviahadbeenpartofaplottoharmitandtoharmhisfather。
Whatdidsheandhercompanionwanttodo——whatcouldtheydoiftheyknewthethingstheyweretryingtoforcehimtotell?
Marcobracedhisbackagainstthewallstoutly。
``Whatwillitbebesttothinkaboutfirst?''
Thishesaidbecauseoneofthemostabsorbinglyfascinatingthingsheandhisfathertalkedabouttogetherwasthepowerofthethoughtswhichhumanbeingsallowtopassthroughtheirminds——thestrangestrengthofthem。Whentheytalkedofthis,MarcofeltasifhewerelisteningtosomemarvelousEasternstoryofmagicwhichwastrue。InLoristan'stravels,hehadvisitedthefarOrientalcountries,andhehadseenandlearnedmanythingswhichseemedmarvels,andtheyhadtaughthimdeepthinking。Hehadknown,andreasonedthroughdayswithmenwhobelievedthatwhentheydesiredathing,clearandexaltedthoughtwouldbringittothem。Hehaddiscoveredwhytheybelievedthis,andhadlearnedtounderstandtheirprofoundarguments。
Whathehimselfbelieved,hehadtaughtMarcoquitesimplyfromhischildhood。Itwasthis:hehimself——Marco,withthestrongboy-body,thethickmatofblackhair,andthepatchedclothes——
wasthemagician。Heheldandwavedhiswandhimself——andhiswandwashisownThought。Whenspecialprivationoranxietybesetthem,itwastheirruletosay,``Whatwillitbebesttothinkaboutfirst?''whichwasMarco'sreasonforsayingittohimselfnowashestoodinthedarknesswhichwaslikeblackvelvet。
Hewaitedafewminutesfortherightthingtocometohim。
``IwillthinkoftheveryoldhermitwholivedontheledgeofthemountainsinIndiaandwholetmyfathertalktohimthroughallonenight,''hesaidatlast。Thishadbeenawonderfulstoryandoneofhisfavorites。LoristanhadtraveledfartoseethisancientBuddhist,andwhathehadseenandheardduringthatonenighthadmadechangesinhislife。ThepartofthestorywhichcamebacktoMarconowwasthesewords:
``Letpassthroughthymind,myson,onlytheimagethouwouldstdesiretoseeatruth。Meditateonlyuponthewishofthyheart,seeingfirstthatitcaninjurenomanandisnotignoble。Thenwillittakeearthlyformanddrawneartothee。Thisisthelawofthatwhichcreates。''
``Iamnotafraid,''Marcosaidaloud。``Ishallnotbeafraid。
InsomewayIshallgetout。''
Thiswastheimagehewantedmosttokeepsteadilyinhismind——thatnothingcouldmakehimafraid,andthatinsomewayhewouldgetoutofthewine-cellar。
Hethoughtofthisforsomeminutes,andsaidthewordsoverseveraltimes。Hefeltmorelikehimselfwhenhehaddoneit。
``Whenmyeyesareaccustomedtothedarkness,Ishallseeifthereisanylittleglimmeroflightanywhere,''hesaidnext。
Hewaitedwithpatience,anditseemedforsometimethathesawnoglimmeratall。Heputouthishandsoneithersideofhim,andfoundthat,onthesideofthewallagainstwhichhestood,thereseemedtobenoshelves。Perhapsthecellarhadbeenusedforotherpurposesthanthestoringofwine,and,ifthatwastrue,theremightbesomewheresomeopeningforventilation。Theairwasnotbad,butthenthedoorhadnotbeenshuttightlywhenthemanopenedit。
``Iamnotafraid,''herepeated。``Ishallnotbeafraid。InsomewayIshallgetout。''
Hewouldnotallowhimselftostopandthinkabouthisfatherwaitingforhisreturn。Heknewthatwouldonlyrousehisemotionsandweakenhiscourage。Hebegantofeelhiswaycarefullyalongthewall。Itreachedfartherthanhehadthoughtitwould。
Thecellarwasnotsoverysmall。Hecreptrounditgradually,and,whenhehadcreptroundit,hemadehiswayacrossit,keepinghishandsextendedbeforehimandsettingdowneachfootcautiously。Thenhesatdownonthestonefloorandthoughtagain,andwhathethoughtwasofthethingstheoldBuddhisthadtoldhisfather,andthattherewasawayoutofthisplaceforhim,andheshouldsomehowfindit,and,beforetoolongatimehadpassed,bewalkinginthestreetagain。
Itwaswhilehewasthinkinginthiswaythathefeltastartlingthing。Itseemedalmostasifsomethingtouchedhim。Itmadehimjump,thoughthetouchwassolightandsoftthatitwasscarcelyatouchatall,infacthecouldnotbesurethathehadnotimaginedit。Hestoodupandleanedagainstthewallagain。
Perhapsthesuddennessofhismovementplacedhimatsomeanglehehadnotreachedbefore,orperhapshiseyeshadbecomemorecompletelyaccustomedtothedarkness,for,asheturnedhisheadtolisten,hemadeadiscovery:abovethedoortherewasaplacewherethevelvetblacknesswasnotsodense。Therewassomethinglikeaslitinthewall,though,asitdidnotopenupondaylightbutuponthedarkpassage,itwasnotlightitadmittedsomuchasalessershadeofdarkness。Buteventhatwasbetterthannothing,andMarcodrewanotherlongbreath。
``Thatisonlythebeginning。Ishallfindawayout,''hesaid。
``ISHALL。''
Herememberedreadingastoryofamanwho,beingshutbyaccidentinasafetyvault,passedthroughsuchterrorsbeforehisreleasethathebelievedhehadspenttwodaysandnightsintheplacewhenhehadbeenthereonlyafewhours。
``Histhoughtsdidthat。Imustremember。IwillsitdownagainandbeginthinkingofallthepicturesinthecabinetroomsoftheArtHistoryMuseuminVienna。Itwilltakesometime,andthentherearetheothers,''hesaid。
Itwasagoodplan。Whilehecouldkeephisminduponthegamewhichhadhelpedhimtopasssomanydullhours,hecouldthinkofnothingelse,asitrequiredcloseattention——andperhaps,asthedaywenton,hiscaptorswouldbegintofeelthatitwasnotsafetoruntheriskofdoingathingasdesperateasthiswouldbe。Theymightthinkbetterofitbeforetheyleftthehouseatleast。Inanycase,hehadlearnedenoughfromLoristantorealizethatonlyharmcouldcomefromlettingone'smindrunwild。
``Amindiseitheranenginewithbrokenandflyinggear,oragiantpowerundercontrol,''wasthethingtheyknew。
Hehadwalkedinimaginationthroughthreeofthecabinetroomsandwasturningmentallyintoafourth,whenhefoundhimselfstartingagainquiteviolently。Thistimeitwasnotatatouchbutatasound。Surelyitwasasound。Anditwasinthecellarwithhim。Butitwasthetiniestpossiblenoise,aghostofasqueakandasuggestionofamovement。Itcamefromtheoppositesideofthecellar,thesidewheretheshelveswere。Helookedacrossinthedarknesssawalightwhichtherecouldbenomistakeabout。ItWASalight,twolightsindeed,tworoundphosphorescentgreenishballs。Theyweretwoeyesstaringathim。Andthenheheardanothersound。Notasqueakthistime,butsomethingsohomelyandcomfortablethatheactuallyburstoutlaughing。Itwasacatpurring,anicewarmcat!Andshewascurledupononeofthelowershelvespurringtosomenew-bornkittens。Heknewtherewerekittensbecauseitwasplainnowwhatthetinysqueakhadbeen,anditwasmadeplainerbythefactthatheheardanothermuchmoredistinctoneandthenanother。Theyhadallbeenasleepwhenhehadcomeintothecellar。Ifthemotherhadbeenawake,shehadprobablybeenverymuchafraid。Afterwardshehadperhapscomedownfromhershelftoinvestigate,andhadpassedclosetohim。Thefeelingofreliefwhichcameuponhimatthisqueerandsimplediscoverywaswonderful。Itwassonaturalandcomfortableanevery-daythingthatitseemedtomakespiesandcriminalsunreal,andonlynaturalthingspossible。Withamothercatpurringawayamongherkittens,evenadarkwine-cellarwasnotsoblack。Hegotupandkneeledbytheshelf。Thegreenisheyesdidnotshineinanunfriendlyway。Hecouldfeelthattheownerofthemwasanicebigcat,andhecountedfourroundlittleballsofkittens。Itwasacuriousdelighttostrokethesoftfurandtalktothemothercat。Sheansweredwithpurring,asifshelikedthesenseoffriendlyhumannearness。Marcolaughedtohimself。
``It'squeerwhatadifferenceitmakes!''hesaid。``Itisalmostlikefindingawindow。''
Themerepresenceoftheseharmlesslivingthingswascompanionship。Hesatdownclosetothelowshelfandlistenedtothemotherlypurring,nowandthenspeakingandputtingouthishandtotouchthewarmfur。Thephosphorescentlightinthegreeneyeswasacomfortinitself。
``Weshallgetoutofthis——bothofus,''hesaid。``Weshallnotbehereverylong,Puss-cat。''
Hewasnottroubledbythefearofbeingreallyhungryforsometime。Hewassousedtoeatingscantilyfromnecessity,andtopassinglonghourswithoutfoodduringhisjourneys,thathehadprovedtohimselfthatfastingisnot,afterall,suchadesperateordealasmostpeopleimagine。Ifyoubeginbyexpectingtofeelfamishedandbycountingthehoursbetweenyourmeals,youwillbegintoberavenous。Butheknewbetter。
Thetimepassedslowly;buthehadknownitwouldpassslowly,andhehadmadeuphismindnottowatchitnoraskhimselfquestionsaboutit。Hewasnotarestlessboy,but,likehisfather,couldstandorsitorliestill。Nowandthenhecouldheardistantrumblingsofcartsandvanspassinginthestreet。
Therewasacertaindegreeofcompanionshipinthesealso。Hekepthisplacenearthecatandhishandwherehecouldoccasionallytouchher。Hecouldlifthiseyesnowandthentotheplacewherethedimglimmerofsomethinglikelightshoweditself。
Perhapsthestillness,perhapsthedarkness,perhapsthepurringofthemothercat,probablyallthree,causedhisthoughtstobegintotravelthroughhismindslowlyandmoreslowly。Atlasttheyceasedandhefellasleep。Themothercatpurredforsometime,andthenfellasleepherself。
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ASOUNDINADREAM
Marcosleptpeacefullyforseveralhours。Therewasnothingtoawakenhimduringthattime。Butattheendofit,hissleepwaspenetratedbyadefinitesound。Hehaddreamedofhearingavoiceatadistance,and,ashetriedinhisdreamtohearwhatitsaid,abriefmetallicringingsoundawakenedhimoutright。
Itwasoverbythetimehewasfullyconscious,andatonceherealizedthatthevoiceofhisdreamhadbeenarealone,andwasspeakingstill。ItwastheLovelyPerson'svoice,andshewasspeakingrapidly,asifshewereinthegreatesthaste。Shewasspeakingthroughthedoor。
``Youwillhavetosearchforit,''wasallheheard。``Ihavenotamoment!''And,ashelistenedtoherhurriedlydepartingfeet,therecametohimwiththeirhasteningechoesthewords,``Youaretoogoodforthecellar。Ilikeyou!''
Hesprangtothedoorandtriedit,butitwasstilllocked。Thefeetranupthecellarstepsandthroughtheupperhall,andthefrontdoorclosedwithabang。Thetwopeoplehadgoneaway,astheyhadthreatened。Thevoicehadbeenexcitedaswellashurried。Somethinghadhappenedtofrightenthem,andtheyhadleftthehouseingreathaste。
Marcoturnedandstoodwithhisbackagainstthedoor。Thecathadawakenedandshewasgazingathimwithhergreeneyes。Shebegantopurrencouragingly。ShereallyhelpedMarcotothink。
Hewasthinkingwithallhismightandtryingtoremember。
``Whatdidshecomefor?Shecameforsomething,''hesaidtohimself。``Whatdidshesay?Ionlyheardpartofit,becauseI
wasasleep。Thevoiceinthedreamwaspartofit。ThepartI
heardwas,`Youwillhavetosearchforit。Ihavenotamoment。'Andassherandownthepassage,shecalledback,`Youaretoogoodforthecellar。Ilikeyou。'''Hesaidthewordsoverandoveragainandtriedtorecallexactlyhowtheyhadsounded,andalsotorecallthevoicewhichhadseemedtobepartofadreambuthadbeenarealthing。Thenhebegantotryhisfavoriteexperiment。Asheoftentriedtheexperimentofcommandinghismindtogotosleep,sohefrequentlyexperimentedoncommandingittoworkforhim——tohelphimtoremember,tounderstand,andtoargueaboutthingsclearly。
``Reasonthisoutforme,''hesaidtoitnow,quitenaturallyandcalmly。``Showmewhatitmeans。''
Whatdidshecomefor?Itwascertainthatshewasintoogreatahurrytobeable,withoutareason,tosparethetimetocome。
Whatwasthereason?Shehadsaidshelikedhim。Thenshecamebecauseshelikedhim。Ifshelikedhim,shecametodosomethingwhichwasnotunfriendly。Theonlygoodthingshecoulddoforhimwassomethingwhichwouldhelphimtogetoutofthecellar。Shehadsaidtwicethathewastoogoodforthecellar。Ifhehadbeenawake,hewouldhaveheardallshesaidandhaveunderstoodwhatshewantedhimtodoormeanttodoforhim。Hemustnotstopeventothinkofthat。Thefirstwordshehadheard——whathadtheybeen?Theyhadbeenlesscleartohimthanherlastbecausehehadheardthemonlyashewasawakening。
Buthethoughthewassurethattheyhadbeen,``Youwillhavetosearchforit。''Searchforit。Forwhat?Hethoughtandthought。Whatmusthesearchfor?
Hesatdownonthefloorofthecellarandheldhisheadinhishands,pressinghiseyessohardthatcuriouslightsfloatedbeforethem。
``Tellme!Tellme!''hesaidtothatpartofhisbeingwhichtheBuddhistanchoritehadsaidheldallknowledgeandcouldtellamaneverythingifhecalleduponitintherightspirit。
Andinafewminutes,herecalledsomethingwhichseemedsomuchapartofhissleepthathehadnotbeensurethathehadnotdreamedit。Theringingsound!Hespranguponhisfeetwithalittlegaspingshout。Theringingsound!Ithadbeentheringofmetal,strikingasitfell。Anythingmadeofmetalmighthavesoundedlikethat。Shehadthrownsomethingmadeofmetalintothecellar。Shehadthrownitthroughtheslitinthebricksnearthedoor。Shelikedhim,andsaidhewastoogoodforhisprison。Shehadthrowntohimtheonlythingwhichcouldsethimfree。ShehadthrownhimtheKEYofthecellar!
Forafewminutesthefeelingswhichsurgedthroughhimweresofullofstrongexcitementthattheysethisbraininawhirl。Heknewwhathisfatherwouldsay——thatwouldnotdo。Ifhewastothink,hemustholdhimselfstillandnotletevenjoyovercomehim。Thekeywasintheblacklittlecellar,andhemustfinditinthedark。Eventhewomanwholikedhimenoughtogivehimachanceoffreedomknewthatshemustnotopenthedoorandlethimout。Theremustbeadelay。Hewouldhavetofindthekeyhimself,anditwouldbesuretotaketime。Thechanceswerethattheywouldbeatasafeenoughdistancebeforehecouldgetout。
``Iwillkneeldownandcrawlonmyhandsandknees,''hesaid。
``IwillcrawlbackandforthandgoovereveryinchofthefloorwithmyhandsuntilIfindit。IfIgoovereveryinch,Ishallfindit。''
Sohekneeleddownandbegantocrawl,andthecatwatchedhimandpurred。
``Weshallgetout,Puss-cat,''hesaidtoher。``Itoldyouweshould。''
Hecrawledfromthedoortothewallatthesideoftheshelves,andthenhecrawledbackagain。Thekeymightbequiteasmallone,anditwasnecessarythatheshouldpasshishandsovereveryinch,ashehadsaid。Thedifficultywastobesure,inthedarkness,thathedidnotmissaninch。Sometimeshewasnotsureenough,andthenhewentoverthegroundagain。Hecrawledbackwardandforward,andhecrawledforwardandbackward。Hecrawledcrosswiseandlengthwise,hecrawleddiagonally,andhecrawledroundandround。Buthedidnotfindthekey。Ifhehadhadonlyalittlelight,buthehadnone。Hewassoabsorbedinhissearchthathedidnotknowhehadbeenengagedinitforseveralhours,andthatitwasthemiddleofthenight。Butatlastherealizedthathemuststopforarest,becausehiskneeswerebeginningtofeelbruised,andtheskinofhishandswassoreasaresultoftherubbingontheflags。Thecatandherkittenshadgonetosleepandawakenedagaintwoorthreetimes。
``Butitissomewhere!''hesaidobstinately。``Itisinsidethecellar。Iheardsomethingfallwhichwasmadeofmetal。Thatwastheringingsoundwhichawakenedme。''
Whenhestoodup,hefoundhisbodyachedandhewasverytired。
Hestretchedhimselfandexercisedhisarmsandlegs。
``IwonderhowlongIhavebeencrawlingabout,''hethought。
``Butthekeyisinthecellar。Itisinthecellar。''
Hesatdownnearthecatandherfamily,and,layinghisarmontheshelfaboveher,restedhisheadonit。Hebegantothinkofanotherexperiment。
``Iamsotired,IbelieveIshallgotosleepagain。`ThoughtwhichKnowsAll'''——hewasquotingsomethingthehermithadsaidtoLoristanintheirmidnighttalk——``ThoughtwhichKnowsAll!
Showmethislittlething。LeadmetoitwhenIawake。''
Andhedidfallasleep,soundandfast。
Hedidnotknowthathesleptalltherestofthenight。Buthedid。Whenheawakened,itwasdaylightinthestreets,andthemilk-cartswerebeginningtojingleabout,andtheearlypostmenwereknockingbigdouble-knocksatfrontdoors。Thecatmayhaveheardthemilk-carts,buttheactualfactwasthatsheherselfwashungryandwantedtogoinsearchoffood。JustasMarcoliftedhisheadfromhisarmandsatup,shejumpeddownfromhershelfandwenttothedoor。Shehadexpectedtofinditajarasithadbeenbefore。Whenshefounditshut,shescratchedatitandwasdisturbedtofindthisofnouse。BecausesheknewMarcowasinthecellar,shefeltshehadafriendwhowouldassisther,andshemiauledappealingly。
ThisremindedMarcoofthekey。
``IwillwhenIhavefoundit,''hesaid。``Itisinsidethecellar。''
Thecatmiauledagain,thistimeveryanxiouslyindeed。Thekittensheardherandbegantosquirmandsqueakpiteously。
``Leadmetothislittlething,''saidMarco,asifspeakingtoSomethinginthedarknessabouthim,andhegotup。
Heputhishandouttowardthekittens,andittouchedsomethinglyingnotfarfromthem。Itmusthavebeenlyingnearhiselbowallnightwhileheslept。
Itwasthekey!Ithadfallenupontheshelf,andnotontheflooratall。
Marcopickeditupandthenstoodstillamoment。Hemadethesignofthecross。
Thenhefoundhiswaytothedoorandfumbleduntilhefoundthekeyholeandgotthekeyintoit。Thenheturneditandpushedthedooropen——andthecatranoutintothepassagebeforehim。
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