CHAPTER17。CHADWICKBUFORD,GENTLEMAN
Andso,returnedtotheBluegrass,themidsummerofthatyear,ChadwickBufordgentleman。Ayouthofeighteen,withtheself-possessionofaman,andapairoflevel,cleareyes,thatlookedtheworldinthefaceasproudlyaseverbutwithnodefianceandnosecretsenseofshameItwasacuriousstorythatChadbroughtbackandtoldtotheMajor,ontheporchunderthehoneysucklevines,butitseemedtosurprisetheMajorverylittle:howoldNathanhadsentforhimtocometohisdeath-bedandhadtoldChadthathewasnofoundling;thatoneofhisfarmsbelongedtotheboy;thathehadliedtotheMajoraboutChad'smother,whowasalawfulwife,inordertokeepthelandforhimself;
howoldNathanhadofferedtogivebackthefarm,orpayhimthepriceofitinlivestock,andhow,atoldJoel'sadvicehehadtakenthestockandturnedthestockintomoney。How,afterhehadfoundhismother'sgrave,hisfirstacthadbeentotakeuptheroughbee-gumcoffinthatheldherremains,andcarryitdowntheriver,andburyherwhereshehadtherighttolie,sidebysidewithhergrandfatherandhis——theoldgentlemanwhosleptinwigandperukeonthehill-side——thathergoodnameandmemoryshouldneveragainsufferinsultfromanylivingtongue。ItwasthenthatMajortookChadbytheshouldersroughly,and,withtearsinhiseyes,sworethathewouldhavenomorenonsensefromtheboy;thatChadwasfleshofhisfleshandboneofhisbone;thathewouldadopthimandmakehimlivewherehebelonged,andbreakhisdamnedpride。AnditwasthenthatChadtoldhimhowgladlyhewouldcome,nowthathecouldbringhimanuntarnishedname。Andthetwowalkedtogetherdowntotheoldfamilygraveyard,wheretheMajorsaidthatthetwointhemountainsshouldbebroughtsomedayandwherethetwobrotherswhohadpartednearlyfourscoreyearsagocould,sidebyside,awaitJudgmentDay。
WhentheywentbackintothehousetheMajorwenttothesideboard。
"Haveadrink,Chad?"
Chadlaughed:"Doyouthinkitwillstuntmygrowth?"
"Standuphere,andlet'ssee,"saidtheMajor。
Thetwostoodup,backtoback,infrontofalongmirror,andChad'sshaggyhairroseatleastaninchabovetheMajor'sthinlocksofgray。TheMajorturnedandlookedathimfromheadtofootwithaffectionatepride。
"Sixfeetinyoursocks,totheinch,withoutthathair。Ireckonitwon'tstuntyou——notnow。"
"Allright,"laughedChad,"thenI'lltakethatdrink。"Andtogethertheydrank。
Thus,ChadwickBuford,gentleman,afterthelapseofthree-quartersofacentury,camebacktohisown:andwhatthatown,atthatdayandinthatland,was!
ItwastheroseofVirginia,springing,infullbloom,fromnewandrichersoil——aroseofadeeperscarletandastrongerstem:andthebigvillagewheretheoldUniversityreareditsnoblefrontwastheveryheartofthatrose。Thereweretheproudestfamilies,thestateliesthomes,thebroadestculture,themostgracioushospitality,thegentlestcourtesies,thefinestchivalry,thattheStatehaseverknown。Therelivedthepoliticalidols;
there,underthelowsky,rosethememorialshafttoClay。Therehadlivedbeauxandbelles,memoriesofwhomhangstillaboutthetown,peopleitwithphantomshapes,andgiveanindividualorafamilyhereandthereasubtledistinctionto-day。TherethegraspofCalvinismwasmostlax。Therewerethedance,thereadysideboard,thecardtable,theloveofthehorseandthedog,andbutlittlepassionforthegame-cock。Therewereasmanlyvirtues,asmanlyvices,astheworldhaseverknown。Andthere,lovewasasfarfromlustasheavenfromhell。
ItwasonthethresholdofthislifethatChadstood。KentuckyhadgivenbirthtothemanwhowastoupholdtheUnion——birthtothemanwhowouldseektoshatterit。FatehadgivenChadtheearlylifeofone,andlikebloodwiththeother;and,curiouslyenough,inhisownshortlife,healreadyepitomizedthesocialdevelopmentofthenation,fromitsbirthinalogcabintoitsswiftmaturitybehindthecolumnsofaGreekportico。AgainsttheuncountedgenerationsofgentlepeoplethatranbehindhimtosunnyEngland,howlittlecouldtheshortsleepofthreeinthehillscount!Itmaytakethreegenerationstomakeagentleman,butoneisenough,ifthebloodbethere,theheartberight,andthebrainandhandcomeearlyunderdiscipline。
ItwastoGeneralDeanthattheMajortoldChad'sstoryfirst。Thetwooldfriendssilentlygraspedhands,andthecloudbetweenthempassedlikemist。
"BringhimovertodinneronSaturday,Cal——youandMissLucy,won'tyou?Somepeoplearecomingoutfromtown。"Inmakingamends,therewasnohalf-waywithGeneralDean。
"Iwill,"saidtheMajor,"gladly。"
ThecoolofthecomingautumnwasalreadyintheairthatSaturdaywhenMissLucyandtheMajorandChad,intheoldcarriage,witholdTomasdriverandthepickaninnybehind,startedforGeneralDean's。TheMajorwasbeautifultobehold,inhisfloweredwaistcoat,hisruffledshirt,whitetrousersstrappedbeneathhishighlypolished,high-heeledboots,highhatandfrockcoat,withonlythelowestbuttonfastened,inordertoriveaglimpseofthatwonderfulwaistcoat,justasthat,too,wasunbuttonedatthetopthattherufflesmightpeepoutupontheworld。Chad'sraiment,too,wasaSolomon's——forhim。Hehadprotested,butinvain;andhe,too,worewhitetrouserswithstraps,high-heeledboots,andawine-coloredwaistcoatandslouchhat,andabrave,thoughveryconscious,figurehemade,withhistallbody,well-poisedhead,strongshouldersandthickhair。ItwasararethingforMissLucytodo,buttheoldgentlewomancouldnotresisttheMajor,andshe,too,rodeinstatewiththem,smilingindulgentlyattheMajor'squips,andnow,kindly,onChad。
Adrowsypeacelayoverthemagnificentwoodlands,unravagedthenexceptforfirewood;thesearedpastures,justbeginningtoshowgreenagainforthesecondspring;theflashingcreek,theseasofstillhempandyellowcorn。andChadsawawistfulshadowcrossMissLucy'spaleface,andadarkeroneanxiouslysweepoverheMajor'sjestinglips。
Guestswerearriving,whentheyenteredtheyardgate,andguestswerecomingbehindthem。GeneralandMrs。Deanwerereceivingthemontheporch,andHarryandDanwerehelpingtheladiesoutoftheircarriages,while,leaningagainstoneofthecolumns,inpurewhite,wasthegracefulfigureofMargaret。Thattherecouldeverhavebeenanyfeelinginanymemberofthefamilyotherthansimple,graciouskindlinesstowardhim,Chadcouldneitherseenorfeel。Atonceeverytraceofembarrassmentinhimwasgone,andhecouldbutwonderattheswiftjusticedonehiminawaythatwassosimpleandeffective。EvenwithMargarettherewasnotraceofconsciousness。Thepastwaswipedcleanofallsavecourtesyandkindness。ThereweretheHunts——Nellie,andtheLieutenantoftheLexingtonRifles,RichardHunt,adauntless-lookingdare-
devil,withthereadytongueofacoffee-housewitandthegraceofacavalier。TherewasElizabethMorgan,towhomHarry'sgraveeyeswerealwayswandering,andMissJennieOverstreet,whowasromanticandopenlynowwrotepoemsfortheObserver,andwholookedatChadwithnoattempttoconcealheradmirationofhisappearanceandherwonderastowhohewas。Andthereweretheneighborsroundabout——theTalbotts,Quisenberrys,Clays,Prestons,Morgans——surelynolessthanfortystrong,andallfordinner。ItwasnolittletrialforChadinthatcrowdoffineladies,judges,soldiers,lawyers,statesmen——buthestooditwell。Whilehisself-consciousnessmadehimawkward,hehadpronounceddignityofbearing;hisdiffidenceemphasizedhismodesty,andhehadthegoodsensetostandandkeepstill。Soontheywereattable——andwhatatableandwhatadinnerthatwas!Thedining-roomwasthebiggestandsunniestroominthehouse;itswallscoveredwithhuntingprints,picturesofgameandstagheads。Thetableranthelengthofit。Thesnowytableclothhungalmosttothefloor。AttheheadsatMrs。Dean,withagreattureenofcalf'sheadsoupinfrontofher。BeforetheGeneralwasthesaddleofvenisonthatwastofollow,drenchedinabottleofancientMadeira,andflankedbyflakesofred-currantjelly。BeforetheMajorrestedbroiledwildducks,onwhichhecouldshowhiscarvingskill——ongameaswellasmen。A
greatturkeysupplantedthevenison,andlasttocome,andbeforeRichardHunt,LieutenantoftheRifles,wasaKentuckyham。Thatham!Mellow,aged,boiledinchampagne,bakedbrown,spiceddeeply,rosypinkwithin,andofaflavorandfragrancetoshatterthefastofaPope;andwithout,abrown-edgedwhitelayer,sofirmthatthelieutenant'sdeftcarvingknife,passingthrough,gavenohinttotheeyethatitwasdeliciousfat。Therehadbeenmerryjestandlaughterandbanterandgallantcomplimentbefore,butitwasRichardHunt'sturnnow,andstoryafterstoryhetold,astherose-flakesdroppedunderhisknifeinsuchthinslicesthattheiredgescoiled。Itwasfullhalfanhourbeforethecarverandstory-tellerweredone。Afterthathamthetableclothwaslifted,andthedessertspreadonanotherlyingbeneath;
thenthat,too,wasraised,andthenutsandwineswereplacedonathird——reddamaskthistime。
Thencamethetoasts:tothegracioushostessfromMajorBuford;toMissLucyfromGeneralDean;fromvaliantRichardHunttoblushingMargaret,andthentheladiesweregone,andthetalkwaspolitics——theelectionofLincoln,slavery,disunion。
"IfLincolniselected,nopowerbutGod'scanavertwar,"saidRichardHunt,gravely。
Dan'seyesflashed。"Willyoutakeme?"
Thelieutenantliftedhisglass。"Gladly,myboy。"
"Kentucky'sconvictionsarewiththeUnion;herkinshipandsympathieswiththeSouth,"saidadeep-voicedlawyer。"Shemustremainneutral。"
"Straddlingthefence,"saidtheMajor,sarcastically。
"No;toavertthewar,ifpossible,ortoactthepeacemakerwhenthetragedyisover。"
"Well,IcanseeKentuckianskeepingoutofafight,"laughedtheGeneral,andhelookedaround。ThreeoutoffiveofthemenpresenthadbeenintheMexicanwar。TheGeneralhadbeenwoundedatCerroGordo,andtheMajorhadbroughthisdeadhomeinleadencoffins。
"ThefanaticsofBoston,thehot-headsofSouthCarolina——theyaremakingthemischief。"
"AndNewEnglandbeganwithslavery,"saidthelawyeragain。
"Andnaturally,withthatconsciencethatisanationalcalamity,wasthefirsttogiveitup,"saidRichardHunt,"whenthemarketpriceofslavesfelltosixpenceapoundintheopenBostonmarkets。"Therewasanincredulousmurmur。
"Oh,yes,"saidHunt,easily,"IcanshowyouadvertisementsinBostonpapersofslavesforsaleatsixpenceapound。"
Perhapsitneveroccurredtoasoulpresentthattheword"slave"wasneverheardinthatregionexceptinsomesuchway。WithSoutherners,thenegroeswere"ourservants"or"ourpeople"——neverslaves。Twoladsatthattableweregrowingwhite——ChadandHarry——andChad'slipsopenedfirst。
"Idon'tthinkslaveryhasmuchtodowiththequestion,really,"hesaid,"notevenwithMr。Lincoln。"Thesilentsurprisethatfollowedtheboy'sembarrassedstatementendedinagaspofastonishmentwhenHarryleanedacrossthetableandsaid,hotly:
"SlaveryhasEVERYTHINGtodowiththequestion。"
TheMajorlookedbewildered;theGeneralfrowned,andthekeen-eyedlawyerspokeagain:
"ThestrugglewaswrittenintheConstitution。Theframersevadedit。Logicleadsonewayaswellasanotherandnomancanlogicallyblameanotherforthewayhegoes。"
"Nomorepoliticsnow,gentlemen,"saidtheGeneralquickly。"Wewilljointheladies。Harry,"headded,withsomesternness,"leadtheway!"
Asthethreeboysrose,Chadliftedhisglass。Hisfacewaspaleandhislipstrembled。
"MayIproposeatoast,GeneralDean?"
"Why,certainly,"saidtheGeneral,kindly。
"IwanttodrinktoonemanbutforwhomImightbeinalogcabinnow,andmighthavediedthereforallIknow——myfriendand,thankGod!mykinsman——MajorBuford。"
Itwasirregularandhardlyingoodtaste,buttheboyhadwaitedtilltheladiesweregone,andittouchedtheMajorthatheshouldwanttomakesuchapublicacknowledgmentthatthereshouldbenofalsecolorsintheflaghemeanthenceforthtobear。
ThestartledguestsdrankblindlytotheconfusedMajor,thoughtheyknewnotwhy,butastheladsdisappearedthelawyerasked:
"Whoisthatboy,Major?"
Outside,thesamequestionhadbeenaskedamongtheladiesandthesamestorytold。Thethreegirlsrememberedhimvaguely,theysaid,andwhenChadreappeared,intheeyesofthepoetessatleast,thehaloofromancefloatedabovehishead。
ShewaswaitingforChadwhenhecameoutontheporch,andsheshookhercurlsandflashedhereyesinawaythatalmostalarmedhim。OldMammydroppedhimacurtsey,forshehadhadherorders,and,behindher,Snowball,nowatall,fine-lookingcoal-blackyouth,grinnedawelcome。Thethreegirlswerewalkingunderthetrees,withtheirarmsmysteriouslytwinedaboutoneanther'swaists,andthepoetesswalkeddowntowardthemwiththethreelads,RichardHuntfollowing。Chadcouldnotknowhowithappened,but,amomentlater,DanwaswalkingawaywithNellieHuntoneway;HarrywithElizabethMorgantheother;theLieutenanthadMargaretalone,andMissOverstreetwasleadinghimaway,ravingmeanwhileaboutthebeautyoffieldandsky。Astheywenttowardthegatehecouldnothelpflashingonelooktowardthepairunderthefirtree。AnamusedsmilewasplayingundertheLieutenant'sbeautifulmustache,hiseyesweredancingwithmischief,andMargaretwasblushingwithanythingelsethandispleasure。
"Oho!"hesaid,asChadandhiscompanionpassedon。"Sitsthewindinthatcorner?Blessme,iflookscouldkill,I'dhaveahappydeathhereatyourfeet,MistressMargaret。SEEtheyoungman!It'sthesecondtimehehasalmostslainme。"
ChadcouldscarcelyhearMissJennie'shappychatter,scarcelysawtheshakingcurls,theeyesallbutinafrenzyofrolling。Hiseyeswereinthebackofhishead,andhisbackward-listeningearsheardonlyMargaret'slaughbehindhim。
"Oh,Idolovetheautumn"——itwasatthefootofthosesteps,thoughtChad,thathefirstsawMargaretspringingtothebackofherponyanddashingoffunderthefirtrees——"andit'scoming。There'sonescarletleafalready"——Chadcouldseetherockfencewherehehadsatthatspringday——
"it'scuriousandmournfulthatyoucanseeinanyseasonasignofthenexttocome。"AndtherewasthecreekwherehefoundDanfishing,andtheretheroadledtothefordwhereMargarethadspurnedhisofferofaslimyfish——ugh!"Idolovetheautumn。ItmakesmefeelliketheyoungwomanwhotoldEmersonthatshehadsuchmammoththoughtsshecouldn'tgivethemutterance——why,wakeup,Mr。Buford,wakeup!"Chadcametowithastart。
"Doyouknowyouaren'tverypolite,Mr。Buford?"Mr。Buford!Thatdidsoundfunny。
"ButIknowwhatthematteris,"shewenton。"Isawyoulook"——shenoddedherheadbackward。"Canyoukeepasecret?"Chadnodded;hehadnotyetopenedhislips。
"Thae'sgoingtobeamatchbackthere。He'sonlyafewyearsolder。TheFrenchsaythatawomanshouldbehalfaman'sageplussevenyears。Thatwouldmakeheronlyafewyearstooyoung,andshecanwait。"Chadwasscarletunderthegirl'smischievoustorture,butacryfromthehousesavedhim。Danwascallingthemback。
"Mr。HunthastogobackearlytodrilltheRifles。Canyoukeepanothersecret?"AgainChadnoddedgravely。"Well,heisgoingtodrivemeback。I'lltellhimwhatadangerousrivalhehas。"Chadwasdumb;therewasmuchyetforhimtolearnbeforehecouldparrywithatonguelikehers。
"He'sverygood-looking,"saidMissJennie,whenshejoinedthegirls,"butoh,sostupid。"
Margaretturnedquicklyandunsuspiciously。"Stupid!Why,he'sthefirstmaninhisclass。"
"Oh,"saidMissJennie,withademuresmile,"perhapsIcouldn'tdrawhimout,"andMargaretflushedtohavecaughtthedeftlytossedbaitsoreadily。
AmomentlatertheLieutenantwasgatheringupthereins,withMissJenniebyhisside。HegaveabowtoMargaret,andMissJennienoddedtoChad。
"Comeseemewhenyoucometotown,Mr。Buford,"shecalled,asthoughtoanoldfriend,andstillChadwasdumb,thoughheliftedhishatgravely。
AtnotimewasChadalonewithMargaret,andhewasnotsorry——hermannersopuzzledhim。ThethreeladsandthreegirlswalkedtogetherthroughMrs。
Dean'sgardenwithitsgrasswalksandflowerbedsandvegetablepatchessurroundedwithrosebushes。Attheloweredgetheycouldseethebarnwithsheepintheyardaroundit,andthereweretheverystileswhereHarryandMargarethadsatinstatewhenDanandChadwerecharginginthetournament。
ThethingmightneverhavehappenedforanysignfromHarryorDanorMargaret,andChadbegantowonderifhispastorhispresentwereadream。
HowfinethiscourtesywasChadcouldnotrealize。NeithercouldheknowthatthefavorMargarethadshownhimwhenhewaslittlemorethanoutcasthemustnow,asanequal,winforhimself。MissJenniehadcalledhim"Mr。Buford。"HewonderedwhatMargaretwouldcallhimwhenhecametosaygood-by。Shecalledhimnothing。Sheonlysmiledathim。
"Youmustcometoseeussoonagain,"shesaid,graciously,andsosaidalltheDeans。
TheMajorwasquietgoinghome,andMissLucydrowsed。AlleveningtheMajorwasquiet。
"Ifafightdoescome,"hesaid,whentheyweregoingtobed,"IreckonI'mnottoooldtotakeahand。"
"AndIreckonI'mnottooyoung,"saidChad。
CHAPTER18。THESPIRITOF'76ANDTHESHADOWOF'61
Onenight,inthefollowingApril,therewasagreatdanceinLexington。NextdaythenewsofSumtercame。Chadpleadedtobeletofffromthedance,buttheMajorwouldnothearofit。Itwasafancy-dressball,andtheMajorhadapetpurposeofhisownthathewantedgratifiedandChadhadpromisedtoaidhim。ThatfancywasthatChadshouldgoinregimentals,asthestern,oldsoldieronthewall,ofwhomtheMajorsworetheboywasthe"spitandimage。"
TheMajorhimselfhelpedChaddressinwig,peruke,stock,breeches,boots,spurs,cockedhat,swordandall。Andthenheledtheboydownintotheparlor,whereMissLucywaswaitingforthem,andstoodhimupononesideoftheportrait。Topleasetheoldfellow,Chadlaughinglystrucktheattitudeofthepicturedsoldier,andtheMajorcried:
"What'dItellyou,Lucy!"Thenheadvancedandmadealowbow。
"GeneralBuford,"hesaid,"GeneralWashington'scompliments,andwillGeneralBufordplanttheflagonthathillwheretheleftwingoftheBritishisentrenched?"
"Hush,Cal,"saidMissLucy,laughing。
"GeneralBuford'scomplimentstoGeneralWashington。GeneralBufordwillplantthatflagonANYhillthatANYenemyholdsagainstit。"
Thelad'sfacepaledasthewords,bysomecuriousimpulse,sprangtohislips,buttheunsuspectingMajorsawnolurkingsignificanceinhismanner,norinwhathesaid,andthentherewasarumbleofcarriagewheelsatthedoor。
Thewinterhadspedswiftly。Chadhaddonehisworkincollegeonlyfairlywell,forMargarethadbeenadisturbingfactor。Thegirlwasanimpenetrablemysterytohim,forthepastbetweenthemwasnotonlywipedclean——itseemedquitegone。Onceonlyhadhedaredtoopenhislipsabouttheolddays,andthegirl'sflushedsilencemadealikemistakeforeverimpossible。HecameandwentattheDeans'ashepleased。Alwaystheywerekind,courteous,hospitable——nomore,noless,unvaryingly。DuringtheChristmasholidaysheandMargarethadhadafoolishquarrel,anditwasthenthatChadtookhislittleflingathislittleworld——aflingthatwasfoolish,butharmful,chieflyinthatittookhistimeandhismindandhisenergyfromhiswork。Henotonlyneglectedhisstudies,buthefellinwiththewildyoungbucksofthetown,learnedtoplaycards,tookmorewinethanwasgoodforhimsometimes,wasonthevergeofseveralduels,andnightafternightracedhomeinhisbuggyagainstthecomingdawn。ThoughMissLucylookedworried,theindulgentoldMajormadenoprotest。Indeedhewasratherpleased。Chadwassowinghiswildoats——itwasintheblood,andthemoodwouldpass。Itdidpass,naturallyenough,ontheverydaythatthebreachbetweenhimandMargaretwaspartlyhealed;andtheheartofCalebHazel,whomChad,formonths,hadnotdaredtoface,wasmadegladwhentheboycamebacktohimremorsefulandrepentant——theoldChadoncemore。
Theywerelateingettingtothedance。EverywindowintheoldHunthomewasbrilliantwithlight。Chineselanternsswunginthebigyard。Thescentofearlyspringflowerssmotethefreshnightair。Musicandthemurmurofnimblefeetandhappylaughtersweptoutthewide-opendoorspastwhichwhitefiguresflittedswiftly。ScarcelyanybodyknewChadinhisregimentals,andtheMajor,withthedelightofaboy,ledhimaround,gravelypresentinghimasGeneralBufordhereandthere。Indeed,theladmadeanoblefigurewithhissuperbheightandbearing,andheworeswordandspursasthoughborntothem。
MargaretwasdancingwithRichardHuntwhenshesawhiseyessearchingforherthroughtheroom,andshegavehimaradiantsmilethatalmoststunnedhim。
Shehadbeenhaughtyanddistantwhenhewenttohertopleadforgiveness:shehadbeentoohard。andMargaret,too,wasrepentant。
"Why,who'sthat?"askedRichardHunt。"Oh,yes,"headded,gettinghisanswerfromMargaret'sface。"Blessme,buthe'sfine——theveryspiritof'76。ImusthavehimintheRifles。"
"Willyoumakehimalieutenant?"askedMargaret。
"Why,yes,Iwill,"saidMr。Hunt,decisively。"I'llresignmyselfinhisfavor,ifitpleasesyou。"
"Oh,no,no——noonecouldfillyourplace。"
"Well,hecan,Ifear——andherehecomestodoit。I'llhavetoretreatsometime,andIsupposeI'daswellbeginnow。"AndthegallantgentlemanbowedtoChad。
"Willyoupardonme,MissMargaret?Mymotheriscallingme。"
"Youmusthavekeenears,"saidMargaret;"yourmotherisupstairs。"
"Yes;butshewantsme。Everybodywantsme,but——"hebowedagainwithanimperturbablesmileandwenthisway。
MargaretlookeddemurelyintoChad'seagereyes。
"Andhowisthespiritof'76?"
"Thespiritof'76isunchanged。"
"Oh,yes,heis;Iscarcelyknewhim。"
"Buthe'sunchanged;heneverwillchange。"
MargaretdroppedhereyesandChadlookedaround。
"Iwishwecouldgetoutofhere。"
"Wecan,"saidMargaret,demurely。
"Wewill!"saidChad,andhemadeforadoor,outsidewhichlanternswereswinginginthewind。Margaretcaughtupsomeflimsygarmentandwounditaboutherprettyroundthroat——theycallita"fascinator"intheSouth。
Chadlookeddownather。
"Iwishyoucouldseeyourself;IwishIcouldtellyouhowyoulook。"
"Ihave,"saidMargaret,"everytimeIpassedamirror。Andotherpeoplehavetoldme。Mr。Huntdid。Hedidn'tseemtohavemuchtrouble。"
"IwishIhadhistongue。"
"Ifyouhad,andnothingelse,youwouldn'thaveme"——Chadstartedasthelittlewitchpausedasecond,drawling——"leavingmyfriendsandthisjollydancetogooutintoafreezingyardandtalktoanagedColonialwhodoesn'tappreciatehismodernblessings。Thenextthingyou'llbewanting,I
suppose——willbe——"
"You,Margaret;you——YOU!"
IthadcomeatlastandMargarethardlyknewthechokedvoicethatinterruptedher。Shehadturnedherbacktohimtositdown。Shepausedamoment,standing。Hereyesclosed;aslighttremorranthroughher,andshesankwithherfaceinherhands。Chadstoodsilent,trembling。Voicesmurmuredaboutthem,butlikethemusicinthehouse,theyseemedstrangelyfaraway。Thestirringofthewindmadethesuddendamponhisforeheadicy-cold。Margaret'shandsslowlyleftherface,whichhadchangedasbyamiracle。Everytraceofcoquetrywasgone。Itwasthefaceofawomanwhoknewherownheart,andhadthesweetfranknesstospeakit,thatwasliftednowtoChad。
"I'msogladyouarewhatyouare,Chad;buthadyoubeenotherwise——thatwouldhavemadenodifferencetome。Youbelievethat,don'tyou,Chad?Theymightnothaveletmemarryyou,butIshouldhavecared,justthesame。Theymaynotnow,butthat,too,willmakenodifference。"Sheturnedhereyesfromhisforaninstant,asthoughshewerelookingfarbackward。"Eversincethatday,"shesaid,slowly,"whenIheardyousay,'TellthelittlegurlIdidn'tmeannothin'callin'heralittlegal'"——therewasalow,deliciousgurgleinthethroatasshetriedtoimitatehisoddspeech,andthenhereyessuddenlyfilledwithtears,butshebrushedthemaway,smilingbrightly。"Eversincethen,Chad——"shestopped——ashadowfellacrossthedoorofthelittlesummerhouse。
"HereIam,Mr。Hunt,"shesaid,lightly;"isthisyourdance?"Sheroseandwasgone。"Thankyou,Mr。Buford,"shecalledback,sweetly。
ForamomentChadstoodwherehewas,quitedazed——soquickly,sounexpectedlyhadthecrisiscome。Thebloodhadrushedtohisfaceandfloodedhimwithtriumphanthappiness。Aterribledoubtchilledhimasquickly。Hadheheardaright?——couldhehavemisunderstoodher?Hadthedreamofyearsreallycometrue?Whatwasitshehadsaid?Hestumbledaroundinthehalfdarkness,wondering。Wasthisanotherphaseofherunceasingcoquetry?HowquicklyhertonehadchangedwhenRichardHunt'sshadowcame。Atthatmoment,heneithercouldnorwouldhavechangedahairhadsomegeniedroppedthembothinthemidstofthecrowdedball-room。Heturnedswiftlytowardthedancers。Hemustsee,know——now!
Thedancewasaquadrilleandthefigurewas"Grandrightandleft。"MargarethadmetRichardHuntopposite,half-way,whenChadreachedthedoorandwascurtseyingtohimwitharadiantsmile。Againtheboy'sdoubtsbeathimfiercely;andthenMargaretturnedherhead,asthoughsheknewhemustbestandingthere。Herfacegrewsosuddenlyseriousandhereyessoftenedwithsuchswifttendernesswhentheymethis,thatawaveofguiltyshamesweptthroughhim。Andwhenshecamearoundtohimandpassed,sheleanedfromthecircletowardhim,merryandmock-reproachful:
"Youmustn'tlookatmelikethat,"shewhispered,andHunt,closeathand,saw,guessedandsmiled。Chadturnedquicklyawayagain。
Thathappydawn——goinghome!TheMajordrowsedandfellasleep。Thefirstcominglight,thefirstcoolbreaththatwasstealingovertheawakeningfields,thefirstspringleaveswiththeirweightofdew,werenotmorefreshandpurethanthelovethatwasintheboy'sheart。Heheldhisrighthandinhisleft,asthoughhewereimprisoningtherethememoryofthelastlittleclaspthatshehadgivenit。HelookedattheMajor,andhewonderedhowanybodyonearth,atthathour,couldbeasleep。Hethoughtofthewasteddaysofthepastfewmonths;thesilly,foolishlifehehadled,andthankedGodthat,inthememoryofthem,therewasnotonestingofshame。Howhewouldworkforhernow!Littleguessinghowproudshealreadywas,hesworetohimselfhowproudsheshouldbeofhimsomeday。Hewonderedwhereshewas,andwhatshewasdoing。Shecouldnotbeasleep,andhemusthavecriedaloudcouldhehaveknown——couldhehaveheardheronherkneesatherbedside,whisperinghisnameforthefirsttimeinherprayers;couldhehaveseenher,alittlelater,atheropenwindow,lookingacrossthefields,asthoughhereyesmustreachhimthroughthemorningdusk。
Thathappydawn——forboth,thathappydawn!
Itwaswellthatneither,atthathour,couldseebeyondtherimofhisownlittleworld。InafarSoutherncityanotherball,thatnight,hadbeengoingon。Downtheretheairwaschargedwiththeprescienceofdarktrouble,but,whilethemusicmoanedtomanyaheartlikeagodinpain,therewasnobrooding——onlyadeeperflushtothecheek,abrightersparkletotheeye,akeenerwittothetongue;tothedance,amerrierswing。Andatthatveryhourofdawn,ladies,slippered,bareofhead,andineveninggowns,wereflutteringlikewhitemothsalongthestreetsofoldCharleston,anddowntotheBattery,whereFortSumterlay,grayandquietinthemorningmist——toawaitwithjestandlaughterthehissingshriekofoneshellthatlightedthefiresofafouryears'hellinahappylandofGod-fearingpeaceandGod-givenplenty,andthehissingshriekofanotherthatAnderson,Kentuckian,hurledback,inheroicdefenceoftheflagstruckforthefirsttimebyotherthananalienhand。
CHAPTER19。THEBLUEORTHEGRAY
InthefarNorth,asinthefarSouth,menhadbuttodriftwiththetide。
AmongtheKentuckians,theforcesthatmouldedhersons——DavisandLincoln——wereatwarintheState,astheywereatwarinthenation。Bytiesofblood,sympathies,institutions,KentuckywasboundfasttotheSouth。Yet,tenyearsbefore,Kentuckianshaddemandedthegradualemancipationoftheslave。Thatfarback,theyhadcarvedapledgeonablockofKentuckymarble,whichshouldbeplacedintheWashingtonmonument,thatKentuckywouldbethelasttogiveuptheUnion。Fortenyears,theyhadfelttheshadowofthewarcreepingtowardthem。Inthedarkhoursofthatdismalyear,beforethedawnoffinaldecision,themen,women,andchildrenofKentuckytalkedoflittleelsesavewar,andtheskeletonofwartookitsplaceintheclosetofeveryhomefromtheOhiotothecrestoftheCumberland。Whenthedawnofthatdecisioncame,Kentuckyspreadbeforetheworldarecordofindependent-mindedness,patriotism,aseachsidesavetheword,andsacrificethathasnoparallelinhistory。Shesenttheflowerofheryouth——fortythousandstrong——intotheConfederacy;sheliftedthelidofhertreasurytoLincoln,andinanswertohiseverycall,senthimasoldier,practicallywithoutabountyandwithoutadraft。Andwhenthecurtainfellonthelastactofthegreattragedy,halfofhermanhoodwasbehindit——helplessfromdisease,wounded,ordeadonthebattle-field。
So,onagentleAprilday,whenthegreatnewscame,itcamelikeaswordthat,withonestroke,slashedtheStateintwain,shearingthroughthestrongestbondsthatlinkonemantoanother,whetherofblood,business,politicsorreligion,asthoughtheywerenomorethanthreadsofwool。
NowhereintheUnionwastheNationaldramasoplayedtothebitterendintheconfinesofasingleState。Asthenationwasrentapart,sowasthecommonwealth;astheState,sowasthecounty;asthecounty,theneighborhood;astheneighborhood,thefamily;andasthefamily,sobrotherandbrother,fatherandson。Inthenationthekinshipwasracialonly。
Brotherknewnotthefaceofbrother。Therewasdistancebetweenthem,antagonism,prejudice,asmoulderingdislikeeasilyfannedtoflaminghatred。
InKentuckythebrothershadbeenborninthesamebed,sleptinthesamecradle,playedunderthesameroof,satsidebysideinthesameschoolroom,andstoodnowonthethresholdofmanhoodarminarm,withmutualinterests,mutuallove,mutualprideinfamilythatmadeclanfeelingpeculiarlyintense。
Forantislaveryfanaticism,orhonestunionism,oneneedednottogotothefarNorth;as,forimperious,hotheaded,non-interferenceorpureStatesovereignty,oneneedednottogotothefarSouth。TheywereallthereintheState,thecounty,thefamily——underthesameroof。Alongtheborderalonedidfeelingapproachuniformity——theborderofKentuckyhills。ThereunionismwasfreefromprejudiceasnowhereelseonthecontinentsaveelsewherethroughouttheSouthernmountains。ThoseSouthernYankeesknewnothingaboutthevalleyaristocrat,nothingabouthisslaves,andcaredaslittleforoneasfortheother。Since'76theyhadknownbutoneflag,andoneflagonly,andtothatflaginstinctivelytheyrallied。ButthattheStateshouldbesweptfrombordertoborderwithhorror,therewasdivisionevenhere:for,intheKentuckymountains,therewas,hereandthere,apatriarchlikeJoelTurnerwhoownedslaves,andheandhissonsfoughtforthemasheandhissonswouldhavefoughtfortheirhorses,ortheircattle,ortheirsheep。
ItwastheprescienthorrorofsuchaconditionthathadnolittlepartintheneutralstandthatKentuckystrovetomaintain。Sheknewwhatwarwas——foreveryfiresidewasrichinmemoriesthatmenandwomenhadofkindredwhohadfallenonnumberlessbattle-fields——backeventoSt。Clair'sdefeatandtheRaisinmassacre;andthoughshedidnotfearwarforitsharvestofdangersanddeath,shedidlookwithterroronaconflictbetweenneighbors,friends,andbrothers。SosherefusedtroopstoLincoln;sherefusedthemtoDavis。
Bothpledgedherimmunityfrominvasion,and,toenforcethatpledge,sheraisedHomeGuardsasshehadalreadyraisedStateGuardsforinternalprotectionandpeace。Andthere——asaState——shestood:butthetragedywentonintheKentuckyhome——atragedyofpeculiarintensityandpathosinoneKentuckyhome——theDeans'。
Harryhadgrownuptall,pale,studious,brooding。HehadalwaysbeenthepetofhisUncleBrutus——theoldLionofWhiteHall。VisitingtheHall,hehaddrunkinthepoison,orconsecration,aswasthepointofview,ofabolitionism。Atthefirstsignhewasneverallowedtogoagain。Butthepoisonhadgonedeep。WheneverhecouldhewenttohearoldBrutusspeak。
Eagerlyheheardstoriesofthefearlessabolitionist'shand-to-handfightswithmenwhosoughttoskewerhisfierytongue。Deeplyhebroodedoneverywordthathisretentiveearhadcaughtfromtheoldman'slips,andonthewrongsheenduredinbehalfofhiscauseandforfreedomofspeech。
Oneotherherodidheplaceabovehim——thegreatcommonerafterwhomhehadbeenchristened,HenryClayDean。HeknewhowClay'slifehadbeendevotedtoavertingthecomingwar,andhowhislastdayshadbeendarklyshadowedbythebeliefthat,whenhewasgone,thewarmustcome。AttimeshecouldhearthatclarionvoiceasitrangthroughtheSenatewiththeboldchallengetohisownpeoplethatparamountwashisdutytothenation——subordinatehisdutytohisState。Whocantellwhatthenationowed,inKentucky,atleast,tothepassionateallegiancethatwasbroadcastthroughtheStatetoHenryClay?Itwasnotintheboy'sbloodtobedrivenaninch,andnoonetriedtodrivehim。InhisownhomehewasaspectreofgnawinganguishtohismotherandMargaret,ofunspeakablebitternessanddisappointmenttohisfather,andanimpenetrablesphinxtoDan。ForinDantherewasnoshakingdoubt。Hewasthespirit,incarnate,oftheyoung,unquestioning,unthinking,generous,reckless,hotheaded,passionateSouth。
AndChad?ThenewsreachedMajorBuford'sfarmatnoon,andChadwenttothewoodsandcameinatdusk,haggardandspent。Miserablynowheheldhistongueandtorturedhisbrain。Purposely,heneveropenedhislipstoHarryDean。HetriedtomakeknowntotheMajorthestrugglegoingonwithinhim,buttheiron-willedoldmanbrushedawayallargumentwithanimpatientwaveofhishand。WithMargarethetalkedonce,andstraightwaythequestionwasdroppedlikealivingcoal。So,Chadwithdrewfromhisfellows。Thesociallifeofthetown,gayerthanevernow,knewhimnomore。Hekeptuphiscollegework,butwhenhewasnotathisbooks,hewalkedthefields,andmanyamoonlitmidnightfoundhimstridingalongawhiteturnpike,orsittingmotionlessontopofafencealongtheborderofsomewoodland,hischininbothhands,fightinghisfightoutinthecoolstillnessalone。HehimselflittleknewtheunmeantsignificancetherewasintheoldContinentaluniformhehadworntothedance。Evenhisoldrifle,hadhebutknownit,hadbeencarriedwithDanielMorganfromVirginiatoWashington'saidinCambridge。HisearliestmemoriesofwarwererootedinthrillingstoriesofKing'sMountain。Hehadheardoldmentellofpointingdeadlyriflesatred-coatsatNewOrleans,andhadabsorbedtheirownloveofOldHickory。Theschool-masterhimself,whenamerelad,hadbeenwithScottinMexico。Thespiritoftheback-woodsmanhadbeencaughtinthehills,andwasaliveandunchangedatthatveryhour。TheboywaspracticallyborninRevolutionarydays,andthatwaswhy,likeallmountaineers,ChadhadlittleloveofStateandonlyloveofcountry——wasfirst,lastandallthetime,simplyAmerican。Itwasnotreason——itwasinstinct。Theheroestheschool-masterhadtaughthimtoloveandsomedaytoemulate,hadfoughtunderoneflag,and,likethem,themountaineersneverdreamedtherecouldbeanother。Andsotheboywasanunconsciousreincarnationofthatoldspirit,uninfluencedbytemporaryapostasiesintheoutsideworld,untouchedabsolutelybysectionalprejudiceortheappealoftheslave。Themountaineerhadnohatredofthevalleyaristocrat,becauseheknewnothingofhim,andenviednomanwhathewas,whathehad,orthelifeheled。So,asforslavery,thatquestion,singularlyenough,nevertroubledhissoul。Tohimslaveswerehewersofwoodanddrawersofwater。TheLordhadmadethemsoandtheBiblesaidthatitwasright。Thattheschool-masterhadtaughtChad。Hehadread"UncleTom'sCabin,"andthestorymadehimsmile。
Thetragediesofithehadneverknownandhedidnotbelieve。Slavesweresleek,well-fed,well-housed,lovedandtrusted,rightlyinferiorandhappy;
andnoaristocratevermovedamongthemwithamorelordly,righteousairofauthoritythandidthismountainladwhohadknownthemlittlemorethanhalfadozenyears。UnliketheNorth,theboyhadnoprejudice,noantagonism,nojealousy,nogrievancetohelphiminhisstruggle。UnlikeHarry,hehadnoslavesympathytostirhimtothedepths,nostubborn,rebelliouspridetoprodhimon。Inthedayswhentheschool-masterthunderedathimsomespeechofthePrinceofKentuckians,itwasalwaysthenationalthrillinthefieryutterancethathadshakenhimeventhen。SothatunconsciouslytheboywastheembodimentofpureAmericanism,andforthatreasonheandthepeopleamongwhomhewasbornstoodamongthemillionsoneitherside,quitealone。
Whatwashefightingthen——ah,what?Ifthebed-rockofhischaracterwasnotloyalty,itwasnothing。InthemountainstheTurnershadtakenhimfromtheWilderness。IntheBluegrasstheoldMajorhadtakenhimfromthehills。Hisverylifeheowedtothesimple,kindlymountaineers,andwhathevaluedmorethanhislifeheowedtothesimplegentlemanwhohadpickedhimupfromtheroadsideand,almostwithoutquestion,hadtakenhimtohisheartandtohishome。TheTurners,heknew,wouldfightfortheirslavesastheywouldhavefoughtDillonorDevilhadeitherproposedtotakefromthemacow,ahog,orasheep。ForthatChadcouldnotblamethem。AndtheMajorwasgoingtofight,ashebelieved,forhisliberty,hisState,hiscountry,hisproperty,hisfireside。Sointheeyesofboth,Chadmustbethesnakewhohadwarmedhisfrozenbodyontheirhearthstonesandbittenthekindlyhandsthathadwarmedhimbacktolife。WhatwouldMelissasay?Mentallyheshrankfromthefireofhereyesandthescornofhertonguewhensheshouldknow。AndMargaret——thethoughtofherbroughtalwaysavoicelessgroan。Toher,hehadlethisdoubtsbeknown,andherwhitesilenceclosedhisownlipsthenandthere。ThesimplefactthathehaddoubtswasanenteringwedgeofcoldnessbetweenthemthatChadsawmustforcethemapartforheknewthatthetruthmustcomesoon,andwhatwouldbethebittercostofthattruth。ShecouldneverseehimasshesawHarry。Harrywasabelovedanderringbrother。Hatredofslaveryhadbeencunninglyplantedinhisheartbyherfather'sownbrother,uponwhoseheadtheblameforHarry'ssinwasset。Theboyhadbeentaunteduntilhisownfather'sscornhadstirredhisproudindependenceintostubbornresistanceandintensifiedhisresolutiontodowhathepleasedandwhathethoughtwasright。ButChad——shewouldneverunderstandhim。ShewouldneverunderstandhislovefortheGovernmentthathadonceabandonedherpeopletosavagesandforcedherStateandhistoseekaidfromaforeignland。Inhereyes,too,hewouldberendingtheheartsthathadbeentenderesttohiminalltheworld:
andthatwasall。Ofwhatfateshewoulddealouttohimhedarednotthink。
IfheliftedhishandagainsttheSouth,hemuststrikeattheheartofallhelovedbest,towhichheowedmost。IfagainsttheUnion,attheheartofallthatwasbestinhimself。Inhimthepurespiritthatgavebirthtothenationwasfightingforlife。Ah,God!whatshouldhedo——whatshouldhedo?
CHAPTER20。OFFTOTHEWAR
ThroughoutthatsummerChadfoughthisfight,dailyswayingthiswayandthat——foughtitinsecretuntilthephantomofneutralityfadedandgaveplacetothegrimspectreofwar——untilwitheachhandKentuckydrewaswordandmadereadytoplungebothintoherownstoutheart。WhenSumterfell,sheshookherheadresolutelytobothNorthandSouth。Crittenden,inthenameofUnionloversandthedeadClay,pleadedwiththeStatetotakenopartinthefratricidalcrime。Fromthemothers,wives,sistersanddaughtersofthirty-onecountiescamepiteouslythesameappeal。Neutrality,tobeheldinviolate,wastheanswertothecryfromboththeNorthandtheSouth;butarmedneutrality,saidKentucky。TheStatehadnotthemoralrighttosecede;
theNation,noconstitutionalrighttocoerce:ifboththeNorthandtheSouthlefttheirpathsofdutyandfought——letbothkeeptheirbattlesfromhersoil。StraightwayStateGuardswentintocampandHomeGuardswereheldinreserve,buttherewasnotafoolintheCommonwealthwhodidnotknowthat,insympathy,theStateGuardswerealreadyfortheConfederacyandtheHomeGuardsfortheUnioncause。ThiswasinMay。
InJune,FederalswereenlistingacrosstheOhio;Confederates,justovertheborderofDixiewhichbeginsinTennessee。WithinamonthStonewallJacksonsatonhishorse,afterBullRun,watchingtheroutedYankees,prayingforfreshmenthathemightgoonandtaketheCapitol,and,fromtheFederaldreamofasixty-days'riot,theNorthwokewithagasp。Aweekortwolater,CampDickRobinsonsquatteddownontheedgeoftheBluegrass,thefirstviolationoftheState'sneutrality,andbeckonedwithbothhandsforYankeerecruits。SoonanorderwentroundtodisarmtheStateGuards,andonthatverydaytheStateGuardsmadereadyforDixie。OnthatdaythecrisiscameattheDeans',andonthatdayChadBufordmadeuphismind。WhentheMajorandMissLucywenttobedthatnight,heslippedoutofthehouseandwalkedthroughtheyardandacrossthepike,followingthelittlecreekhalfunconsciouslytowardtheDeans',untilhecouldseethelightinMargaret'swindow,andthereheclimbedthewormfenceandsatleaninghisheadagainstoneoftheforkedstakeswithhishatinhislap。Hewouldprobablynotseeheragain。Hewouldsendherwordnextmorningtoaskthathemight,andhefearedwhattheresultofthatwordwouldbe。Severaltimeshislongingeyessawhershadowpassthecurtain,andwhenherlightwasout,heclosedhiseyesandsatmotionless——howlonghehardlyknew;but,whenhesprangdown,hewasstiffenedfromthemidnightchillandhisunchangedposture。Hewentbacktohisroomthen,andwroteMargaretaletterandtoreitupandwenttobed。
Therewaslittlesleepforhimthatnight,andwhentheglimmerofmorningbrightenedathiswindow,heroselistlessly,dippedhishotheadinabowlofwaterandstoleouttothebarn。Hislittlemarewhinniedawelcomeasheopenedthebarndoor。Hepattedherontheneck。
"Good-by,littlegirl,"hesaid。Hestartedtocallherbynameandstopped。
Margarethadnamedthebeautifulcreature"Dixie。"Theservantswerestirring。
"Good-mawnin',MarsChad,"saideach,andwitheachheshookhands,sayingsimplythathewasgoingawaythatmorning。OnlyoldTomaskedhimaquestion。
"FohGawd,MarsChad,"saidtheoldfellow,"oldMarsBufordcan'tgitalongwidoutyou。Yougwinetocomebacksoon?"
"Idon'tknow,UncleTom,"saidChad,sadly。
"Wharyougwine,MarsChad?"
"Intothearmy。"
"Deahmy?"Theoldmansmiled。"YougwinetofightdeYankees?"
"I'mgoingtofightWITHtheYankees。"
Theolddriverlookedasthoughhecouldnothaveheardaright。
"Youfoolin'thisolenigger,MarsChad,ain'tyou?"
Chadshookhishead,andtheoldmanstraightenedhimselfabit。
"I'sesorrytoheahit,suh,"hesaid,withdignity,andheturnedtohiswork。
MissLucywasnotfeelingwellthatmorninganddidnotcomedowntobreakfast。TheboywassopaleandhaggardthattheMajorlookedathimanxiously。
"What'sthematterwithyou,Chad?Areyou——?"
"Ididn'tsleepverywelllastnight,Major。"
TheMajorchuckled。"Ireckonyouain'tgettin'enoughsleepthesedays。I
reckonIwouldn't,either,ifIwereinyourplace。"
Chaddidnotanswer。AfterbreakfasthesatwiththeMajorontheporchinthefresh,sunnyair。TheMajorsmokedhispipe,takingthestemoutofhismouthnowandthentoshoutsomeorderasaservantpassedunderhiseye。
"What'sthenews,Chad?"
"Mr。Crittendenisback。"
"WhatdidoldLincolnsay?"
"ThatCampDickRobinsonwasformedforKentuckiansbyKentuckians,andhedidnotbelievethatitwasthewishoftheStatethatitshouldberemoved。"
"Well,by——!afterhispromise。WhatdidDavissay?"
"ThatifKentuckyopenedtheNortherndoorforinvasion,shemustnotclosetheSoutherndoortoentrancefordefence。"
"Anddeadrightheis,"growledtheMajorwithsatisfaction。
"GovernorMagoffinaskedOhioandIndianatojoininaneffortforapeaceCongress,"Chadadded。
"Well?"
"Bothgovernorsrefused。"
"Itellyou,boy,thehourhascome。"
Thehourhadcome。
"I'mgoingawaythismorning,Major。"
TheMajordidnoteventurnhishead。
"Ithoughtthiswascoming,"hesaidquietly。Chad'sfacegrewevenpaler,andhesteeledhisheartfortherevelation。
"I'vealreadyspokentoLieutenantHunt,"theMajorwenton。"Heexpectstobeacaptain,andhesaysthat,maybe,hecanmakeyoualieutenant。YoucantakethatboyBrutusasabodyservant。"Hebroughthisfistdownontherailingoftheporch。"God,butI'dgivetherestofmylifetobetenyearsyoungerthanIamnow。"
"Major,I'mGOINGINTOTHEUNIONARMY。"
TheMajor'spipealmostdroppedfrombetweenhislips。Catchingthearmsofhischairwithbothhands,heturnedheavilyandwithdazedwonder,asthoughtheboyhadstruckhimwithhisfistfrombehind,and,withoutaword,staredhardintoChad'storturedface。Thekeenoldeyehadnotlongtolookbeforeitsawthetruth,andthen,silently,theoldmanturnedback。Hishandstrembledonthechair,andheslowlythrustthemintohispockets,breathinghardthroughhisnose。Theboyexpectedanoutbreak,butnonecame。Abeebuzzedabovethem。Ayellowbutterflyzigzaggedby。Blackbirdschatteredinthefirs。Thescreechofapeacockshrilledacrosstheyard,andaploughman'ssingingwailedacrossthefields:
Trouble,OLawd!
Nothin'buttroubleindelan'ofCanaan。
Theboyknewhehadgivenhisoldfriendamortalhurt。
"Don't,Major,"hepleaded。"Youdon'tknowhowIhavefoughtagainstthis。I
triedtobeonyourside。IthoughtIwas。IjoinedtheRifles。IfoundfirstthatIcouldn'tfightWITHtheSouth,and——then——I——foundthatIhadtofightFORtheNorth。ItalmostkillsmewhenIthinkofallyouhavedone"
TheMajorwavedhishandimperiously。Hewasnotthemantohearhisfavorsrecounted,muchlessrefertothemhimself。Hestraightenedandgotupfromhischair。Hismannerhadgrownformal,stately,coldlycourteous。
"Icannotunderstand,butyouareoldenough,sir,toknowyourownmind。Youshouldhavepreparedmeforthis。Youwillexcusemeamoment。"ChadroseandtheMajorwalkedtowardthedoor,hisstepnotverysteady,andhisshouldersabitshrunken——hisback,somehow,lookedsuddenlyold。
"Brutus!"hecalledsharplytoablackboywhowastrainingrosebushesintheyard。"SaddleMr。Chad'shorse。"Then,withoutlookingagainatChad,heturnedintohisoffice,andChad,standingwherehewas,withabreakingheart,couldhear,throughtheopenwindow,therustlingofpapersandthescratchingofapen。
InafewminutesheheardtheMajorriseandheturnedtomeethim。Theoldmanheldarollofbillsinonehandandapaperintheother。
"Hereisthebalancedueyouonourlasttrade,"hesaid,quietly。"Themareisyours——Dixie,"headded,grimly。"Theoldmareisinfoal。Iwillkeepherandsendyouyourduewhenthetimecomes。Wearequiteeven,"hewentoninaleveltoneofbusiness。"Indeed,whatyouhavedoneabouttheplacemorethanexceedsanyexpensethatyouhaveevercausedme。Ifanything,Iamstillinyourdebt。"
"Ican'ttakeit!"saidChad,chokingbackasob。
"Youwillhavetotakeit,"theMajorbrokein,curtly,unless——"theMajorheldbackthebitterspeechthatwasonhislipsandChadunderstood。Theoldmandidnotwanttofeelunderanyobligationstohim。
"IwouldofferyouBrutus,aswasmyintention,exceptthatIknowyouwouldnottakehim,"againheadded,grimly,"andBrutuswouldrunawayfromyou。"
"No,Major,"saidChad,sadly,"IwouldnottakeBrutus,"andhesteppeddownonestepoftheporchbackward。
"Itriedtotellyou,Major,butyouwouldn'tlisten。Idon'twonder,forI
couldn'texplaintoyouwhatIcouldn'tunderstandmyself。I——"theboychokedandtearsfilledhiseyes。Hewasafraidtoholdouthishand。
"Good-by,Major,"hesaid,brokenly。
"Good-by,sir,"answeredtheMajor,withastiffbow,buttheoldman'slipshookandheturnedabruptlywithin。
Chaddidnottrusthimselftolookback,but,asherodethroughthepasturetothepikegate,hisearsheard,nevertoforget,thechatteroftheblackbirds,thenoisesaroundthebarn,thecryofthepeacock,andthewailingoftheploughman:
Trouble,OLawd!
Nothin'buttrouble——
Atthegatethelittlemareturnedherheadtowardtownandstartedawayintheeasyswinginglopeforwhichshewasfamous。FromacornfieldJeromeConners,theoverseer,watchedhorseandriderforawhile,andthenhislipswereliftedoverhisprotrudingteethinoneofhisghastly,infrequentsmiles。ChadBufordwasoutofhiswayatlast。AttheDeans'gate,SnowballwasjustgoinginonMargaret'sponyandChadpulledup。
"Where'sMr。Dan,Snowball?——andMr。Harry?"
"MarsDanhegwinetodewah——an'I'segwinewidhim。"
"IsMr。Harrygoing,too?"Snowballhesitated。Hedidnotliketogossipaboutfamilymatters,butitwasafriendofthefamilywhowasquestioninghim。
"Yessuh!ButMammysayMarsHarry'stechedindehaid。Hegwinetofightwiddepo'whitetrash。"
"IsMissMargaretathome?"
"Yessuh。"
ChadhadhisnotetoMargaret,unsealed。Helittlefeltlikeseeinghernow,buthehadjustaswellhaveitalloveratonce。Hetookitoutandlookeditoveroncemore——irresolute。
"I'mgoingawaytojointheUnionarmy,Margaret。MayIcometotellyougood-by?Ifnot,Godblessyoualways。CHAD。"
"TakethistoMissMargaret,Snowball,andbangmeananswerhereassoonasyoucan。"
"Yessuh。"
Theblackboywasnotgonelong。Chadsawhimgoupthesteps,andinafewmomentshereappearedandgallopedback。
"OleMistissaydeyain'tnoanswer。"
"Thankyou,Snowball。"ChadpitchedhimacoinandlopedontowardLexingtonwithhisheadbent,hishandsfoldedonthepommel,andthereinsflappingloosely。WithinonemileofLexingtonheturnedintoacross-roadandsethisfacetowardthemountains。
Anhourlater,theGeneralandHarryandDanstoodonthebigportico。Inside,themotherandMargaretwereweepingineachother'sarms。Twonegroboyswereeachleadingasaddledhorsefromthestable,whileSnowballwasblubberingatthecornerofthehouse。AtthelastmomentDanhaddecidedtoleavehimbehind。IfHarrycouldhavenoservant,Dan,too,wouldhavenone。Danwascryingwithoutshame。Harry'sfacewasaswhiteandsternashisfather's。AsthehorsesdrewneartheGeneralstretchedoutthesabreinhishandtoDan。
"Thisshouldbelongtoyou,Harry。"
"Itisyourstogive,father,"saidHarry,gently。
"Itshallneverbedrawnagainstmyroofandyourmother。"
Theboywassilent。
"YouaregoingfarNorth?"askedtheGeneral,moregently。"YouwillnotfightonKentuckysoil?"
"Youtaughtmethatthefirstdutyofasoldierisobedience。ImustgowhereI'mordered。"
"Godgrantthatyoutwomaynevermeet。"
"Father!"Itwasacryofhorrorfromboththelads。
Thehorseswerewaitingatthestiles。TheGeneraltookDaninhisarmsandtheboybrokeawayandrandownthesteps,weeping。
"Father,"saidHarry,withtremblinglips,"Ihopeyouwon'tbetoohardonme。Perhapsthedaywillcomewhenyouwon'tbesoashamedofme。Ihopeyouandmotherwillforgiveme。Ican'tdootherwisethanImust。Willyoushakehandswithme,father?"
"Yes,myson。Godbewithyouboth。"
Andthen,ashewatchedtheboysridesidebysidetothegate,headded:
"Icouldkillmyownbrotherwithmyownhandforthis。"
Hesawthemstopamomentatthegate;sawthemclasphandsandturnoppositeways——onewithhisfacesetforTennessee,theothermakingfortheOhio。Danwavedhiscapinalastsadgood-by。Harryrodeoverthehillwithoutturninghishead。TheGeneralstoodrigid,withhishandsclaspedbehindhisback,staringacrossthegrayfieldsbetweenthem。Throughthewinds,camethelowsoundofsobbing。
CHAPTER21。MELISSA
Shortlyafterdusk,thatnight,twoorthreewagonsmovedquietlyoutofLexington,underalittleguardwithgunsloadedandbayonetsfixed。BackattheoldArmory——thehomeofthe"Rifles"——adozenyoungstersdrilledvigorouslywithfacesinabroadgrin,astheysweptunderthemottoofthecompany——"OurlawsthecommandsofourCaptain。"Theywerefollowingoutthosecommandsmostliterally。NeverdidLieutenantHuntgivehisordersmoresonorously——hecouldbeheardforblocksaway。Neverdidyoungsoldiersstampoutmaneuversmorelustily——theymademorenoisethanaregiment。Notamancarriedagun,thoughringingordersto"Carryarms"and"Presentarms"madethewindowsrattle。ItwasJohnMorgan'sfirstruse。Whilethatmock-drillwasgoingon,andlisteningUnionistsoutsidewerelaughingtothinkhowthoseRiflesweregoingtobefoolednextday,thegunsofthecompanyweremovinginthosewagonstowardDixie——towardmocking-bird-hauntedBowlingGreen,wheretheunderfed,unclothed,unarmedbodyofAlbertSydneyJohnston'sarmylay,withonehalf-featheredwingstretchingintotheCumberlandhillsandthefrayededgeoftheothertouchingtheOhio。
Nextmorning,theHomeGuardscamegaylyaroundtotheArmorytoseizethoseguns,andthewilyyoungsterslefttemporarilybehindthey,too,fledforDixie,thatnightgibedthemunmercifully;sothat,thenandthere,alittleinterchangeofpowder-and-ballcivilitiesfollowed;andthus,ontheveryfirstday,DanielDeansmelledtheoneandheardtheotherwhistlerightharmlesslyandmerrily。Straightway,moreguardswerecalledout;cannonwereplantedtosweeptheprincipalstreets,andfromthathourtheoldtownwasundertheruleofaNorthernorSouthernswordforthefouryears'reignofthewar。
Meanwhile,ChadBufordwasgivingastrangejourneytoDixie。Wheneverhedismounted,shewouldturnherheadtowardtheBluegrass,asthoughitsurelyweretimetheywerestartingforhome。Whentheyreachedtheendoftheturnpike,sheliftedherfeetdaintilyalongthemuddyroad,andleapedpoolsofwaterlikeacat。Climbingthefirstfoot-hills,sheturnedherbeautifulheadtorightandleft,andwithpointedearssnortednowandthenatthestrangedarkwoodsoneithersideandthetumblingwater-falls。Theredofherwidenostrilswasshowingwhenshereachedthetopofthefirstmountain,andfromthathighpointofvantagesheturnedherwonderingeyesoverthewiderollingstretchthatwavedhomeward,andwhinniedwithdistinctuneasinesswhenChadstartedherdownintothewildernessbeyond。Distinctlythatroadwasnopathforaladytotread,butDixiewastoknowitbetterinthecomingwar。
WithintenmilesoftheTurners',Chadmetthefirstmanthatheknew——HenceSturgillfromKingdomCome。Hewasdrivingawagon。
"Howdye,Hence!"saidChad,reiningin。
"Whoa!"saidHence,pullinginandstaringatChad'shorseandatChadfromhattospur。
"Don'tyouknowme,Hence?"
"Well,God——I——may——die,ifitain'tChad!Howairye,Chad?Goin'uptooleJoel's?"
"Yes。HowarethingsonKingdomCome?"
Hencespatonthegroundandraisedonehandhighoverhishead:
"God——I——may——die,iftharhain'thelltopayonKingdomCome。Youbetterkeepoffo'KingdomCome,"andthenhestoppedwithanexpressionofquickalarm,lookedaroundhimintothebushesanddroppedhisvoicetoawhisper:
"ButIhain'tsayin'aword——rickollectnow——notaword!"
Chadlaughedaloud。"What'sthematterwithyou,Hence?"
Henceputonefingerononesideofhisnose——stillspeakinginalowtone:
"Whut'dIsay,Chad?D'Isayoneword?"Hegathereduphisreins。"YourickollectJakeandJerryDillon?"Chadnodded。"YouknowJerrywasal'aysa-runnin'overJake'causeJake'didn'thavegoodsense。Jakewasdrappedwhenhewasababy。Well,JerrystruckJakeovertheheadwithafence-rail'bouttwomonthsago,anwhenJakecometo,hehadjustasgoodsenseasanybody,andnowhehatesJerrylikepizen,anJerry'shalfafeardofhim。An'theydosayahowthemtwobrothersaira-goin'"AgainHencestoppedabruptlyandcluckedtohisteam"ButIain'ta-sayin'aword,now,mindye——notaword!"
Chadrodeon,amused,andthinkingthatHencehadgonedaft,buthewastolearnbetter。Areignoffortyyears'terrorwasstartinginthosehills。
NotasoulwasinsightwhenhereachedthetopofthehillfromwhichhecouldseetheTurnerhomebelow——aboutthehouseortheorchardorinthefields。NooneansweredhishallooattheTurnergate,thoughChadwassurethathesawawoman'sfigureflitpastthedoor。ItwasafullminutebeforeMotherTurnercautiouslythrustherheadoutsidethedoorandpeeredathim"Why,AuntBetsey,"calledChad,"don'tyouknowme?"
AtthesoundofhisvoiceMelissasprangoutthedoorwithawelcomingcry,andrantohim,MotherTurnerfollowingwithabroadsmileonherkindoldface。Chadfeltthetearsalmostcome——thesewerefriendsindeed。HowtallMelissahadgrown,andhowlovelyshewas,withhertangledhairandflashingeyesanddelicatelymodelledface。Shewentwithhimtothestabletohelphimputuphishorse,blushingwhenhelookedatherandtalkingverylittle,whiletheoldmother,fromthefence,followedhimwithherdimeyes。AtonceChadbegantoplybothwithquestions——wherewasUncleJoelandtheboysandtheschool-master?And,straightway,Chadfeltareticenceinboth——acuriousreticenceevenwithhim。Oneachsideofthefireplace,oneachsideofthedoor,andoneachsideofthewindow,hesawnarrowblocksfixedtothelogs。
Onewasturnedhorizontal,andthroughtheholeunderitChadsawdaylight——portholestheywere。Atthedoorweretakenblocksascatchesforapieceofuprightwoodnearby,whichwasplainlyusedtobarthedoor。Thecabinwasafortress。Bydegreesthestorycameout。Theneighborhoodwasinaturmoilofbloodshedandterror。TomandDolphhadgoneofftothewar——Rebels。OldJoelhadbeencalledtothedooronenight,afewweekssince,andhadbeenshotdownwithoutwarning。Theyhadfoughtallnight。
Melissaherselfhadhandledarifleatoneoftheportholes。Rubewasoutinthewoodsnow,withJackguardingandtakingcareofhiswoundedfather。A
HomeGuardhadbeenorganized,andDawsDillonwascaptain。Theyweredrivingoutofthemountainseverymanwhoownedanegro,fornearlyeverymanwhoownedanegrohadtaken,orwasforcedtotake,theRebelside。TheDillonswereallYankees,exceptJerry,whohadgoneoffwithTom;andthegiantbrothers,RebelJerryandYankeeJake——asbothwerealreadyknown——hadsworntokilleachotheronsight。Bushwhackinghadalreadybegun。WhenChadaskedabouttheschool-master,theoldwoman'sfacegrewstern,andMelissa'slipcurledwithscorn。
"Yankee!"ThegirlspatthewordoutwithsuchvindictivebitternessthatChad'sfaceturnedslowlyscarlet,whilethegirl'skeeneyespiercedhimlikeaknife,andnarrowedas,withpalefaceandheavingbreast,sherosesuddenlyfromherchairandfacedhim——amazed,bewildered,burningwithsuddenhatred。
"Andyou'reanother!"Thegirl'svoicewaslikeahiss。
"Why,'Lissy!"criedtheoldmother,startled,horrified。
"Lookathim!"saidthegirl。Theoldwomanlooked;herfacegrewhardandfrightened,andsherosefeebly,movingtowardthegirlasthoughforprotectionagainsthim。Chad'sveryheartseemedsuddenlytoturntowater。HehadbeendreadingthemomenttocomewhenhemusttellHeknewitwouldbehard,buthewasnotlookingforthis。
"Youbettergitaway!"quaveredtheoldwoman,"aforeJoelandRubecomein。"
"Hush!"saidthegirl,sharply,herhandsclinchedlikeclaws,herwholebodystiff,likeatigressreadytoattack,orawaitingattack。
"Mebbehecomehyehtofindoutwhartheyair——don'ttellhim!"
"Lissy!"saidChad,brokenly。
"Thenwhutdidyoucomefer?"
"Totellyougood-by,Icametoseeallofyou,Lissy。"
Thegirllaughedscornfully,andChadknewhewashelpless。Hecouldnotexplain,andtheycouldnotunderstand——nobodyhadunderstood。
"AuntBetsey,"hesaid,"youtookJackandmein,andyoutookcareofmejustasthoughIhadbeenyourownchild。YouknowI'dgivemylifeforyouorUncleJoel,oranyoneoftheboys"——hisvoicegrewalittlestern——"andyouknowit,too,Lissy——"
"You'remakin'thingswuss,"interruptedthegirl,stridently,"an'nowyou'regoin'todoallyoucantokillus。Ireckonyoucanseethatdoor。Whydon'tyougoovertotheDillons?"shepanted。"They'refriendso'your'n。An'don'tletUncleJoelorRubeketchyouanywharroundhyeh!"
"I'mnotafraidtoseeUncleJoelorRube,Lissy。"
"Youmustgitaway,Chad,"quaveredtheoldwoman。"Theymoughthurtye!"
"I'msorrynottoseeJack。He'stheonlyfriendIhavenow。"
"Why,Jackwouldsnarlatye,"saidthegirl,bitterly。"HehatesaYankee。"
Shepointedagainwithherfinger。"Ireckonyoucanseethatdoor。"
Theyfollowedhim,Melissagoingontheporchandtheoldwomanstandinginthedoorway。OnonesideofthewalkChadsawarose-bushthathehadbroughtfromtheBluegrassforMelissa。Itwasdying。Hetookonesteptowardit,hisfootsinkinginthesoftearthwherethegirlhadevidentlybeenworkingaroundit,andbrokeofftheonegreenleafthatwasleft。
"Here,Lissy!You'llbesorryyouweresohardonme。I'dnevergetoveritifIdidn'tthinkyouwould。Keepthis,won'tyou,andlet'sbefriends,notenemies。"
Hehelditout,andthegirlangrilystrucktherose-leaffromhishandtoherfeet。
Chadrodeawayatawalk。Twohundredyardsbelow,wherethehillrose,theroadwashock-deepwithsand,andDixie'sfeetwereasnoiselessasacat's。A
fewyardsbeyondaravineontheright,astonerolledfromthebushesintotheroad。InstinctivelyChaddrewrein,andDixiestoodmotionless。Amomentlater,acrouchingfigure,withalongsquirrelrifle,slippedoutofthebushesandstartednoiselesslyacrosstheravine。Chad'spistolflashed。
"Stop!"
Thefigurecrouchedmore,andturnedaterror-strickenface——DawsDillon's。
"Oh,it'syou,isit——Well,dropthatgunandcomedownhere。"
TheDillonboyrose,leavinghisgunontheground,andcamedown,trembling。
"What'reyoudoin'sneakingaroundinthebrush?"
"Nothin'!"TheDillonhadtomaketwoeffortsbeforehecouldspeakatall。
"Nothin',jes'a-huntin'!"
"Huntin'!"repeatedChad。Heloweredhispistolandlookedatthesorryfiguresilently。
"Iknowwhatyouwerehuntin',yourattlesnake!IunderstandyouarecaptainoftheHomeGuard。Ireckonyoudon'tknowthatnobodyhastogointothiswar。Thatamanhastherighttostaypeaceablyathome,andnobodyhastherighttobotherhim。Ifyoudon'tknowit,Itellyounow。IbelieveyouhadsomethingtodowithshootingUncleJoel。"
TheDillonshookhishead,andfumbledwithhishands。
"IfIknewit,I'dkillyouwhereyoustand,now。ButI'vegotonewordtosaytoyou,youhell-pup。Ihatetothinkit,butyouandIareonthesameside——thatis,ifyouhaveanyside。Butinspiteofthat,ifIhearofanyharmhappeningtoAuntBetsey,orMelissa,orUncleJoel,orRube,whiletheyareallpeaceablyathome,I'mgoin'toholdyouandTadresponsible,whetheryouareornot,andI'llkillyou"——heraisedonehandtomaketheAlmightyawitnesstohisoath——"I'llkillyou,ifIhavetofollowyoubothtohellfordoin'it。Now,youtakekeerof'em!Turn'round!"
TheDillonhesitated。
"Turn!"Chadcried,savagely,raisinghispistol。"Gobacktothatgun,an'ifyouturnyourheadI'llshootyouwhereyou'resneakin'aroun'toshootRubeorUncleJoel——intheback,youcowardlyfeist。Pickupthatgun!Now,letheroff!Seeifyoucanhitthatbeech-treeinfrontofyou。Justimaginethatit'sme。"
TheriflecrackedandChadlaughed。
"Well,youain'tmuchofashot。Ireckonyoumusthavechillsandfever。Now,comebackhere。Givemeyourpowder-horn。You'llfinditontopofthehillontheright-handsideoftheroad。Now,youtrot——home!"
ThenDillonstared。
"Double-quick!"shoutedChad。"Yououghttoknowwhatthatmeansifyouareasoldier——asoldier!"herepeated,contemptuously。
TheDillondisappearedonarun。
Chadrodeallthatnight。Atdawnhereachedthefoot-hills,andbynoonhedrewupattheroadwhichturnedtoCampDickRobinson。Hesattherealongtimethinking,andthenpushedontowardLexington。Ifhecould,hewouldkeepfromfightingonKentuckysoil。
Nextmorninghewasgoingataneasy"running-walk"alongtheoldMaysvilleroadtowardtheOhio。WithinthreemilesofMajorBuford's,heleapedthefenceandstuckacrossthefieldsthathemightgoaroundandavoidtheriskofapainfulchancemeetingwithhisoldfriendoranyoftheDeans。
Whatalandofpeaceandplentyitwas——thewoodlands,meadows,pasturelands!
Fatcattleraisedtheirnosesfromthethickgrassandlookedwithmildinquiryathim。Sheepranbleatingtowardhim,asthoughhewerecometosaltthem。Arabbitleapedfromathorn-bushandwhiskedhiswhiteflagintosafetyinahemp-field。Squirrelsbarkedinthebigoaks,andacoveyofyoungquailflutteredupfromafencecornerandsailedbravelyaway。'Possumsignswereplentiful,andontheedgeofthecreekhesawacoonsolemnlysearchingunderarockwithonepawforcrawfishEverynowandthenDixiewouldturnherheadimpatientlytotheleft,forsheknewwherehomewas。TheDeans'housewasjustoverthehillhewouldhavebuttheridetothetoptoseeitand,perhaps,Margaret。Therewasnoneed。Ashesat,lookingupthehill,Margaretherselfrodeslowlyoverit,anddown,throughthesunlightslantingathwartthedreamingwoods,straighttowardhimChadsatstill。Abovehimtheroadcurved,andshecouldnotseehimuntilsheturnedthelittlethicketjustbeforehim。Herponywasmorestartledthanwasshe。Alittleleapofcolortoherfacealoneshowedhersurprise。
"Didyougetmynote?"
"Idid。Yougotmymother'smessage?"
"Idid。"Chadpaused。"ThatiswhyIampassingaroundyou。"
Thegirlsaidnothing。