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  TheHarvesterledthewaytotheguestchamberoverlookingthelake,andinstalleditsfirstoccupant。ThenhehurriedtotheGirl。Thedoctorwasholdingherheadandonehand,hiswifetheother,andthenurseherfeet。
  IttooktheHarvestertenstrenuousminutestomakehistouchandpresenceknownandtoworkquiet。Alloverhebegancrooninghisstoryofrest,joy,andlove。
  HebrokeoffwithafewwordstointroduceDoctorHarmontotheCareysandthenurse,andthencalmlycontinuedwhiletheothermenstoodandwatchedhim。
  ``Seemsrathercutoutforit,’’commentedDoctorHarmon。
  ``Ineveryethaveseenhimattemptanythingthathedidn’tappearcutoutfor,’’answeredDoctorCarey。
  ``Willsheknowme?’’inquiredtheyoungman,approachingthebed。
  WhentheGirl’seyesfellonhimshegrewrigidandlaystaringathim。Suddenlywithawildcryshestruggledtorise。
  ``Youhavecome!’’shecried。``OhIknewyouwouldcome!Ifeltyouwouldcome!Icannotpayyounow!
  Ohwhydidn’tyoucomesooner?’’
  TheyoungdoctorleanedoverandtookoneofthewhitehandsfromtheHarvester,strokingitgently。
  ``Whyyoudidpay,Ruth!Howdidyoucometoforget?Don’tyourememberthedraftyousentme?
  Ididn’tcomeformoney;Icametovisityou,tonurseyou,todoallIcantomakeyouwell。Iamgoingtotakecareofyounowsofinelyyou’llbeoutonthelakeandamongtheflowerssoon。I’vegotsomemedicinethatmakeseveryonewell。It’sgoingtomakeyoustrong,andthere’ssomethingelsethat’sgoingtomakeyouhappy;andme,I’mgoingtobetheproudestmanalive。’’
  Hereachedoverandtookpossessionoftheotherhand,strokingthemsoftly,andtheGirllaytenselystaringathimandgraduallyyieldingtohistouchandvoice。
  TheHarvesterarose,andpassingaroundthebed,heplacedachairforDoctorHarmonandmotioningforDoctorCareylefttheroom。Hewenttotheshoretohisswimmingpool,wearilydroppedonthebench,andstaredacrossthewater。
  ``WellthankGoditworked,anyway!’’hemuttered。
  ``What’sthatpopinjaydoinghere?’’thunderedDoctorCarey。``Gotsomemedicinethatcureseverybody。
  Goingtomakeherwell,ishe?Makethecows,andtheducks,andthechickens,andtheshitepokeswell,andhappy——nonameforit!Afterthisweareallgoingtobewellandhappy!Youlookitrightnow,David!WhatunderHeavenhaveyoudone?’’
  ``Leftmywifewiththemansheloves,andtowhomI
  releaseher,mydearfriend,’’saidtheHarvester。``Andit’ssoeasyformethatyouneedn’tgivemakingitalittleharder,anythought。’’
  ``David,forgiveme!’’criedDoctorCarey。``Idon’tunderstandthis。I’malmostinsane。Willyoutellmewhatitmeans?’’
  ``MeansthatItookadvantageoftheGirl’sillness,utterloneliness,andfear,andforcedherintomarryingmeforshelterandcare,whenshelovedandwantedanotherman,whowaspreparingtocometoher。HeisherChicagodoctor,andfineineveryfibre,asyoucansee。Thereisonlyonethingonearthformetodo,andthatistogetoutoftheirway,andI’lldoitassoonassheiswell;
  butIvowIwon’tleaveherpoor,tiredbodyuntilsheis,notevenforhim。IthoughtsureIcouldteachhertoloveme!Ohbutthisisbitter,Doc!’’
  ``Youareaconsummatefooltobringhimhere!’’
  criedDoctorCarey。``Ifsheistoosicktorealizethesituationnow,shewillbedifferentwhensheisnormalagain。Anysanegirlthatwouldn’tloveyou,David,ain’tfitforanything!’’
  ``Yes,I’mawhaleofalover!’’saidtheHarvestergrimly。``NicemessI’vemadeofit。Butthereisnorealharmdone。ThankGod,Harmonwasnottheonlywhiteman。’’
  ``David,whatdoyoumean?’’
  ``Isitbetweenus,Doc?’’
  ``Yes。’’
  ``Foralltime?’’
  ``Itis。’’
  TheHarvestertoldhim。Heended,``Givethefellowhisdues,Doc。Hehadherathismercy,utterlyaloneandunprotected,inabigcity。Therewasnotalivingsoultoholdhimtoaccount。Headdedtohisburdens,borrowedmoremoney,andsentherhere。Hethoughtshewascomingtothecountrywhereshewouldbesafeandwellcaredforuntilhecouldsupporther。Ididtheremainder。NowImustundoit,that’sall!Butyouhavegottogointhereandpractisewithhim。
  You’vegottoshowhimeverycourtesyoftheprofession。
  Youmustgoalittleovertherules,andteachhimallyoucan。Youwillhavetostifleyourfeelings,andbeasmuchofamanasitisinyoutobe,atyourlevelbest。’’
  ``I’mnogoodatstiflingmyfeelings!’’
  ``Thenyou’llhavetolearn,’’saidtheHarvester。
  ``Ifyou’dlivedthroughmyyearsofrepressioninthewoodsyou’ddothefellowcredit。AsIseeit,hissideofthisisnearlyasfineasyoumakeit。Itellyoushewasutterlystricken,alone,andbeautiful。Shesoughthisassistance。Whentheendcamehethoughtonlyofher。
  Won’tyougiveayoungfellowinaplacelikeChicagosomecreditforthat?Can’tyougetthroughyouwhatitmeans?’’
  DoctorCareystoodfrowningindeepthought,butthelinesofhisfacegraduallychanged。
  ``IsupposeI’vegottostomachhim,’’hesaid。
  Thenursecamedownthegravelpath。
  ``Mr。Langston,DoctorHarmonaskedmetocallyou,’’shesaid。
  TheHarvesteraroseandwenttothesunshineroom。
  ``Whatdoeshewant,Molly?’’askedthedoctor。
  ``Wantstoturnoverhisjob,’’chuckledthenurse。``Hehelditaboutsevenminutesinpeace,andthenshebegantofretandcallfortheHarvester。Hejustsweatbloodtopacifyher,buthecouldn’tmakeit。Hetriedtoholdher,tomakelovetoher,andgoodnessknowswhat,butshestruggledandcried,`David,’untilhehadtogiveitupandsendme。’’
  ``Molly,’’saidDoctorCarey,``we’veknowntheHarvesteralongtime,andheisourfriend,isn’the?’’
  ``Ofcourse!’’saidthenurse。
  ``Weknowthisisthefirstwomanheeverloved,probablyeverwill,asheismade。Nowwedon’tlikethisstrangerbuttinginhere;weresentit,Molly。Weareonthesideofourfriend,andwewanthimtowin。
  I’llgrantthatthisfellowisfine,andthathehasdonewell,butwhat’stheuseintearinguparrangementsalreadymade?Andsosuitable!NowMolly,youaremybestnurse,andagoodreliableaidintimeslikethis。
  Igaveyouinstructionsanhourago。I’lladdthistothem。YOUAREONTHEHARVESTER’SSIDE。Doyouunderstand?
  Inthis,andthedaystocome,you’llhaveathousandchancestoputinalickwithasickwoman。
  PuttheminasItellyou。’’
  ``Yes,DoctorCarey。’’
  ``AndMolly!Youaresomethingbesidesmybestnurse。You’reasmashingprettygirl,andyouroccupationshouldmakeyouespeciallyattractivetoayoungdoctor。I’msurethisfellowisallright,sowhileyouaredoingyourbestwithyourpatientfortheHarvester,whynothaveatryforyourselfwiththedoctor?Itcouldn’tdoanyharm,anditmightstraightenoutmatters。Anyway,youthinkitover。’’
  Thenursestudiedhisfacesilentlyforatime,andthenshebegantolaughsoftly。
  ``Heisuptheredoinghisbestwithher,’’shesaid。
  Thedoctorthrewouthishandsinagestureofdisdain,andthenurselaughedagain;buthercheekswerepinkandhereyesflashingasshereturnedtoduty。
  ``Randomshot,butitmighthitsomething,younevercantell,’’commentedthedoctor。
  TheHarvesterenteredtheGirl’sroomandstoodstill。
  Shewasfrettingandraisinghertemperaturerapidly。
  Beforehereachedthedoorhisheartgaveonegreatleapatthesoundofhervoicecallinghisname。Heknewwhattodo,buthehesitated。
  ``Sheseemstohavebecomeaccustomedtoyou,andattimesdoesnotrememberme,’’saidDoctorHarmon。``I
  thinkyouhadbettertakeheragainuntilshegrowsquiet。’’
  TheHarvestersteppedtothebedandlookedthedoctorintheeye。
  ``IamafraidIleftoutoneimportantfeatureinourlittletalkonthebridge,’’hesaid。``Ineglectedtotellyouthatinyourfightforthiswoman’slifeandloveyouhavearival。Iamhe。Sheismywife,andwiththelastfibreofmybeingIadoreher。Ifyouwin,andshewantsyoutotakeheraway,Iwillhelpyou;butmyheartgoeswithherforever。IfbyanychanceitshouldoccurthatIhavebeenmistakenormisinterpretedherdeliriumorthatshehasbeendeceivedandfindssheprefersmeandMedicineWoods,toyouandChicago,whenshehashadopportunitytomeasureusmanagainstman,youmustunderstandthatIclaimher。SoIsaytoyoufrankly,takeherifyoucan,butdon’timaginethatIampassive。
  I’llhelpyouifIknowshewantsyou,butIfightyoueveryinchoftheway。Onlyithasgottobesquareandopen。Doyouunderstand?’’
  ``Youarecertainlysufficientlyclear。’’
  ``Nomanwhoishalfamanseesthelastchanceofhappinessgooutofhislifewithoutputtingupthestiffestbattleheknows,’’saidtheHarvestergrimly。``Ruth-
  girl,youareraisingthefeveragain。Youmustbequiet。’’
  Withinfinitetendernesshepossessedhimselfofherhandsandbeganstrokingherhair,andinalowandsoothingvoicethestoryofthebirds,flowers,lake,andwoodswenton。TokeepitfromgrowingmonotonoustheHarvesterbranchedoutandputineverythingheknew。
  Inthedaysthatfollowedheheldapositionnonecouldtakefromhim。Whilethedoctorsfoughtthefever,heworkedforrestandquiet,andsoothedthetorturedbodyasbesthecould,thatthemedicinesmightact。
  Butthefeverwasstubborn,andtheremedieswereslow;andlongbeforethedreadedcomingdaythedoctorsandnursewerequietlysayingtoeachotherthatwhenthecrisiscametheheartwouldfail。Therewasnovitalitytosustainlife。ButtheydidnotdaretelltheHarvester。DayandnighthesatbesidethemaplebedorstretchedsleepingafewminutesonthecouchwhiletheGirlslept;andwithfaithneverfalteringandcourageunequalled,hewarnedthemtohavetheirremediesandappliancesready。
  ``Idon’tsayit’sgoingtobeeasy,’’hesaid。``Ijustmerelystatethatitmustbedone。AndI’llalsomentionthat,whenthehourcomes,themanwhodiscoversthathecoulddosomethingifhehaddigitalis,oraremedyheshouldhavehadreadyandhasforgotten,thatmanhadbetterkeepoutofmysight。Makeyourpreparationsnow。Talkthecaseover。Fillyourhypodermics。Cleanyourairpumps。Getyourhot-waterbottlesready。
  Havesystem。Labelyourstufflargeandsetitconveniently。
  Youseewhatiscoming,beprepared!’’
  Oneday,whiletheGirllayinahalf-drugged,feverishsleep,theHarvesterwentforaswim。Hedressedalittlesoonerthanwasexpectedandincrossingtheliving-roomheheardDoctorHarmonsaytoDoctorCareyontheveranda,``Whatarewegoingtodowithhimwhentheendcomes?’’
  TheHarvestersteppedtothedoor。``Thatwon’tbethequestion,’’hesaidgrimly。``ItwillbewhatwillHEdowithus?’’
  Then,withanalmostimperceptiblemovement,hecaughtDoctorHarmonatthewaistline,andliftedanddangledhimasababy,andthenstoodhimonthefloor。
  ``Didn’thardlyexpectthatmuchmuscle,didyou?’’
  heinquiredlightly。``AndI’mnotinwhatyoucouldcallcondition,either。Insteadofwastinganytimeonfoolquestionslikethat,youtwogooveryourstuffandaskeachother,havewegoteverylastapplianceknowntophysicsandsurgery?Havewegotduplicatesonhandincasewebreakdelicateinstrumentslikehypodermicsyringesandthatsortofthing?Engageyourselveswithquestionspertainingtolife;thatisyourbusiness。
  Insteadofplanningwhatyou’lldoinfailure,bolsteryoursoulsagainstit。GrannyMorelandbeatsyoutwoputtogetheringripandcourage。’’
  TheHarvesterreturnedtohistask,andthefightwenton。Atlastthehourcamewhenthetemperaturefelllowerandlower。Thefeeblepulsesflickeredandgrewindiscernible;agraypallorhoveredovertheGirl,andacoldsweatstoodonhertemples。
  ``Now!’’saidtheHarvester。``Exerciseyourcalling!
  Fightlikemenordevils,butwinyoumust。’’
  Theydidwork。Theyadministeredstimulants;appliedheattothechilledbody;fansswepttheroomwithvitalizedair;hypodermicswereused;andeverylastresortknowntosciencewasgivenafulltest,andtheweakheartthrobbedslowerandslower,andliferanoutwitheachbreath。TheHarvesterstoodwaitingwithsetjaws。Hecoulddetectnochangeforthebetter。Atlasthepickedupachilledhandandcoulddiscovernopulse,andthegraynailsandthedarktipstoldastoryofarrestedcirculation。Helaiddownthehandandfacedthemen。
  ``Thisiswhatyou’dcallthecrisis,Doc?’’heaskedgently。
  ``Yes。’’
  ``Areyoustemmingit?Areyoustemmingit?Areyousuresheisholdingherown?’’
  DoctorCareylookedathimsilently。
  ``Haveyoudoneallyoucando?’’askedtheHarvester。
  ``Yes。’’
  ``Youbelievehergoingout?’’
  ``Yes’’
  TheHarvesterturnedtoDoctorHarmon。``Doyouconcurinthat?’’
  ``Yes。’’
  Thentothenurse,``Andyou?’’
  ``Yes。’’
  ``Then,’’saidtheHarvester,``allofyouareuseless。
  Getoutofhere。Idon’twantyouratmosphere。Ifyoucanbelieveonlyindeath,leaveus!Sheismywife,andifthisistheendshebelongstome,andIwilldoasI
  choosewithher。Allofyougo!’’
  TheHarvestersteppedtothebathroomdoorandcalledGrannyMoreland。``Granny,’’hesaid,``sciencehasturnedtail,andleftmeinextremity。Fillyourhot-
  waterbottlesandcomeinherewithyourheartbigwithhopeandhelpmesavemyDreamGirl。SheisbreathingGranny;we’vegottomakeherkeepitup,that’sall——justkeepherbreathing。’’
  Hereturnedtothesunshineroom,placedasmalltablebesidethebed,andonitaglassofwater,spoon,andahypodermicsyringe。WhenGrannyMorelandcamehesaid:``Nowyoubeginonherfeetandrubwithlong,sweeping,upwardstrokestodrivethebloodtoherheart。’’
  AroundtheGirlhepiledhot-waterbottlesandbreathlesslyhungoverher,rubbingherhands。Hewipedtheperspirationfromherforehead,andthendroppedbyherbedandforasecondlaidhisfaceonhercoldpalm。
  ``IfIamwrong,Heavenforgiveme,’’heprayed。
  ``Andyou,oh,mydarlingDreamGirl,forgiveme,butIamforcedtotry——Godhelpingme!Amen。’’
  Hearose,tookasmallbottlefromhispocket,filledthespoonwithwater,andmeasuredintoitthreedropsofliquidasyellowasgold。Thenheheldthespoontothebluelips,andwithhisfingersworkedapartthesetteeth,andpouredthemedicinedownherthroat。ThentheyrubbedandmutteredsnatchesofprayerforfifteenminuteswhentheHarvesteradministeredanotherthreedrops。Itmighthavebeenfancy,butitseemedtohimherjawswerenotsostiff。FasterflewhishandsandhesentGrannyMorelandtorefillthehotbottles。WhenhegavetheGirlthethirddoseheinjectedsomeoftheliquidoverherheartandoftheglycerinethedoctorshadleft,intheextremities。Hereleasedmoreairandbeganrubbingagain。
  Thesecondhourstartedinthesameway,andendedwithslowlyrelaxingmusclesandfainttingesofcolourinthewhitecheeks。Thefeetwerenotsocold,andwhentheHarvesterheldthespoonheknewthattheGirlmadeanefforttoswallow,andhecouldseehereyelidstremble。ThereuponhepointedthesesignstoGranny,andimploredhertorubandpray,andprayandrub,whileheworkeduntiltheperspirationrolleddownhisgrayface。Attheendofthesecondhourhebegandecreasingthedosesandshorteningthetime,andagainhecommencedinalowrumblehissongoflifeandhealth,toencouragetheGirlasconsciousnessreturned。
  OccasionallyDoctorCareyopenedthedoorslightlyandpeepedintoseeifhewerewanted,buthereceivednoinvitationtoenter。ThelasttimeheleftwiththeimpressionthattheHarvesterwasraving,whileheworkedoveralifelessbody。HehadtheGirlwarmlycoveredandbentoverherfaceandhands。AtherfeetcrouchedGrannyMoreland,rubbing,stillrubbing,beneaththecovers,whileinasteadystreamtheHarvesterwaspouringouthissong。Ifhehadlistenedaninstantlongerhewouldhaverecognizedthatthetoneandthewordshadchanged。Nowitwas,``Gently,breathegently,Girl!Slowly,steadily,easily!Deeper,alittledeeper,Ruth!BraveGirl,neveranothersowonderful!That’smyDreamGirlcomingfromtheshadows,comingtolife’ssunshine,comingtohope,comingtolove!Deeper,justalittledeeper!Smoothlyandevenly!Youaremakingit,Girl!Youaremakingit!
  Byallthatisholyandglorious!Sticktoit,Ruth,holdtighttome!I’llhelpyou,dear!Youarecoming,comingbacktolifeandlove。Don’tworryyourselftryingtoohard,ifonlyyoucansendeverybreathasdeeplyasthelastone,youcanmakeit。Youbravegirl!
  YouwonderfulDreamGirl!Ah,Ruth,thenameofthisisvictory!’’
  AnhourbeforeDoctorCareyhadsaidtoDoctorHarmonandthenurse,ashesoftlyclosedthedoor:``ItisoverandtheHarvesterisraving。We’llgivehimalittlemoretimeandseeifhewon’trealizeithimself。
  Thatwillbeeasierforhimthanforustotrytotellhim。’’
  Nowheopenedthedoor,staredasecond,andcomingtotheoppositesideofthebed,heleanedovertheGirl。
  Thenhefeltherfeet。Theywerewarmandslightlydamp。Asurprisedlookcreptoverhisface。HegentlyreachedforahandthattheHarvesteryieldedtohim。
  Itwaswarm,thebluetipsbecomingrosy,thewristpulsediscernible。Thenhebentcloser,touchedherface,andsawthetremulouseyelids。Heturnedbackthecover,andheldhisearoverherheart。Whenhestraightened,``AsGodlives,she’sgotachance,David!’’heexultedinanawedwhisper。
  TheHarvesterliftedagravenface,downwhichthesweatofagonyrolled,andhislipspartedinatwitchingsmile。``Thenthisiswherelovebeatsthedoctors,Carey!’’hesaid。
  ``Itiswherelovehasventuredwhatsciencedaresnot。
  Lovedidn’tdoallofthis。InthenameoftheAlmighty,whatdidyougiveher,David?’’
  ``Life!’’criedtheHarvester。``Life!Comeon,Ruth,comeon!Outofthevalleycometome!Youarewellnow,Girl!It’sallover!Thelasttraceoffeverisgone,thelastofthedullache。Canyouswallowjusttwomoredropsofbottledsunshine,Ruth?’’
  Theflickeringlidsslowlyopened,andthebigblackeyeslookedstraightintotheHarvester’s。Hemetthemsteadily,smilingencouragement。
  ``Hangontoeachbreath,dearheart!’’heurged。
  ``Thefeverisgone。Thepainisover!Longlifeandtheloveyoucraveareforyou。You’veonlytokeepbreathingafewmorehoursandthebattleisyours。
  GloriousGirl!Noble!Youaredoingfinely!Ruth,doyouknowme?’’
  Herlipsmoved。
  ``Don’ttrytospeak,’’saidtheHarvester。``Don’twastebreathonaword。Savethegoodoxygentostrengthenyourtiredbody。Butifyoudoknowme,maybeyoucouldsmile,Ruth!’’
  Shecouldjustsmile,andthatwasall。Feeble,flickering,transient,butasitcrossedthelivingfacetheHarvesterliftedherhandsandkissedthemoverandover,back,palm,andfingertips。
  ``Nowjustonemoredrop,honey,andthenalongrest。
  Willyoutryitagainforme?’’
  Sheassented,andtheHarvestertookthebottlefromhispocket,pouredthedrop,andheldthespoontowillinglips。Thebigeyeswereonhimwithaquestion。
  Thentheyfelltothespoon。TheHarvesterunderstood。
  ``Yes,it’smine!It’sgotsixtyyearsofwonderfullifeinit,everyoneofthemfullofloveandhappinessformydearDreamGirl。Canyoutakeit,Ruth?’’
  Herlipsparted,thewineoflifepassedbetween。Shesmiledfaintly,andhereyelidsdroppedshut,butpresentlytheyopenedagain。
  ``David!’’
  ``MyDreamGirl!’’
  ``Harvester?’’
  ``Yes!’’
  ``MedicineMan?’’
  ``Don’t,Ruth!Saveeverybreathtohelpyourheart。’’
  ``Life?’’
  ``Lifeitis,Girl!’’exultedtheHarvester。``Longlife!Love!Home!Themanyoulove!Everyhappinessthatevercametoagirl!Nothingshallbedeniedyou!Nothingshallbelacking!It’sallinyourhandsnow,Ruth。We’vealldoneeverythingwecan;youmustdotheremainder。It’syourworktosendeverybreathasdeeplyasyoucan。Doc,releaseanothertankofair。
  Areherfeetwarm,Granny?Letthenursetakeyourplacenow。And,honey,gotosleep!I’llkeepwatchforyou。I’llmeasureeachbreathyoudraw。Iftheyshortenorweaken,I’llwakeyouformoremedicine。Youcantrustme!Alwaysyoucantrustme,Ruth。’’
  TheGirlsmiledandfellintoalight,evenslumber。
  GrannyMorelandstumbledtothecouchandrolledonitsobbingwithnervousexhaustion。DoctorCareycalledthenursetotakeherplace。ThenhecametotheHarvester’ssideandwhispered,``Letme,David!’’
  TheHarvesterlookedupwithhisqueergrin,buthemadenomotiontoarise。
  ``Won’tyoutrustme,David?I’llwatchasifitweremyownwife。’’
  ``Iwouldn’ttrustanymanonearth,forthecomingthreehours,’’repliedtheHarvester。``IfIkeepthisupthatlong,sheissafe。GoandrestuntilIcallyou。’’
  HeagainbentovertheGirl,onehandonherleftwrist,theotheroverherheart,hiseyesonherlips,watchingthedepthandstrengthofhereverybreath。
  Regularlyheadministeredthemedicinehewasgivingher。Sometimesshetookithalfasleep;againshegavehimasmilethattotheHarvesterwasthesupremethingofearthorHeaven。Towardtheendofthelongvigil,inexhaustionheslippedtothefloor,andlaidhisheadonthesideofthebed,andforasecondhishandrelaxedandhefellasleep。TheGirlawakenedashistouchloosenedandlookingdownshesawhishuddledbody。AsecondlatertheHarvesterawokewithaguiltystarttofindherfingerstwistedintheshockofhaironthetopofhishead。
  ``PoorstrandedGirl,’’hemuttered。``She’sclingingtomeforlife,andyoucanstakeallyouareworthshe’sgoingtogetit!’’
  Thenhegentlyrelaxedhergrip,gaveherthelastdosehefeltnecessary,yieldedhisplacetoDoctorCareyandstaggeredupthehill。AsthesunpeepedoverMedicineWoodshestretchedhimselfbetweenthetwomoundsundertheoak,andforafewminuteshisbodywasrentwiththeawful,tornsobbingofastrongman。Belshazzarnosedthetwistingfigureandwhinedpitifully。A
  chatteringlittlemarshwrentiltedonabushandscolded。
  Abluejayperchedaboveandtriedtodecidewhethertherewascauseforanalarmsignal。Asnakecomingfromthewatertohuntbirdsranclosetohim,andchangingitscourse,wentweavingawayamongthemosses。
  Graduallythepentforcesspentthemselves,andforhourstheHarvesterlayinthedeepsleepofexhaustion,andstretchedbesidehim,Belshazzarguardedwithanxiousdogeyes。
  CHAPTERXVIII
  THEBETTERMAN
  InthemiddleoftheafternoontheHarvesteraroseandwentintothelake,ateaheartydinner,andthentookuphiswatchagain。Fortwodaysandnightshekepthisplace,untilhehadtheGirloutofdanger,andwherecarefulnursingwasallthatwasrequiredtoinsurelifeandhealth。Ashesatbesideherthelastday,hisphysicalendurancestrainedtothebreakingpoint,shelaidherhandoverhis,andlookedlongandsteadilyintohiseyes。
  ``TherearesomanythingsIwanttoknow,’’shesaid。
  TheHarvester’sfirmfingersclosedoverhers。``Ruth,haveyoueverbeensorrythatyoutrustedme?’’
  ``Never!’’saidtheGirlinstantly。
  ``Thensupposeyoukeepitup,’’saidhe。``Whateveritisthatyouwanttoknow,don’tuseaniotaofstrengthtotalkortothinkaboutitnow。Justsaytoyourself,helovesmewellenoughtodowhatisright,andIknowthathewill。Allyouhavetodoistobepatientuntilyougrowstrongerthanyoueverhavebeeninyourlife,andthenyoushallhaveexactlywhatyouwant,Ruth。Sleeplikeababyforaweekortwo。Then,slowlyandgradually,wewillbuildupsuchaconstitutionforyouthatyoushallride,drive,row,swim,dance,play,andhaveallthatyourgirlhoodhasmissedinfunandfrolic,andallthatyourwomanhoodcravesinloveandcompanionship。Happinesshascomeatlast,Ruth。
  Takeitfromme。Everythingyoucraveisyours。Theloveyouwant,thehome,andthelife。Assoonasyouarestrongenough,youshallknowallaboutit。Yourbusinessistodrinkstimulantsandsleepnow,dear。’’
  ``Sotiredofthisbed!’’
  ``Itwon’tbelonguntilyoucanlieonthecouchandtheverandaswingagain。’’
  ``Glory!’’saidtheGirl。``David,Imusthavebeenfulloffeverforalongtime。Ican’tremembereverything。’’
  ``Don’ttry,Itellyou。Lifeiscomingoutrightforyou;that’sallyouneedknownow。’’
  ``Andforyou,David?’’
  ``Wheneverthingsarerightforyou,theyareforme,Ruth。’’
  ``Don’tyoueverthinkofyourself?’’
  ``NotwhenIamcloseyou。’’
  ``Ah!ThenIshallhavetogrowstrongverysoonandthinkofyou。’’
  TheHarvester’ssmilewaspathetic。Hewasunspeakablytiredagain。
  ``Nevermindme!’’hesaid。``Onlygetwell。’’
  ``David,wastherealittlehorse?’’
  ``Therecertainlywasandis,’’saidtheHarvester。
  ``Youhadnotnamedhimyet,butinafewdaysIcanleadhimtothewindow。’’
  ``Wastheresomethingsaidaboutaboat?’’
  ``Twoofthem。’’
  ``Two?’’
  ``Yes。Arowboatforyou,andalaunchthatwilltakeyoualloverthelakewithonlytheexertionofsteeringonyourpart。’’
  ``David,Iwantmypendantandring。Iamsotiredoflyinghere,Iwanttoplaywiththem。’’
  ``Wheredoyoukeepthem,Ruth?’’
  ``Inthewillowteapot。Ithoughtnoonewouldlookthere。’’
  TheHarvesterlaughedandbroughtthelittleboxes。
  Hehadtoopenthem,buttheGirlputontheringandaskedhimifhewouldnothelpherwiththependant。Heslippedthethreadaroundherneckandclaspedit。Withasighofsatisfactionshetooktheornamentinonehandandclosedhereyes。Hethoughtshewasfallingasleep,butpresentlyshelookedathim。
  ``Youwon’tallowthemtotakeitfromme?’’
  ``Indeedno!Thereisnoreasononearthwhyyoushouldnothavethatthreadaroundyourneckifyouwantit。’’
  ``Iamgoingtosleepnow。Iwanttwothings。MayIhavethem?’’
  ``Youmay,’’saidtheHarvesterpromptly,``providedtheyarenottoeat。’’
  ``No,’’saidtheGirl。``I’vesufferedandmadeotherstrouble。Iwon’tbotheryoubyaskingforanythingmorethanisbroughtme。Thisisdifferent。Youarecompletelywornout。Yourfacefrightensme,David,andwhitehairsthatwerenotthereafewdaysagohavecomealongyourtemples。Icanseethem。’’
  ``Yougavemeamightyseriousscare,Ruth。’’
  ``Iknow,’’saidtheGirl。``Forgiveme。Ididn’tmeanto。IwantyoutoleavemetoDoctorHarmonandthenurseandgosleepaweek。ThenIwillbereadyfortheswing,andtohearsomemoreaboutthetreesandbirds。’’
  ``Icankeepitupifyoureallyneedme,butifyoudon’tIamsleepy。So,ifyoufeelsafe,IthinkIwillgo。’’
  ``OhIamsafeenough,’’saidtheGirl。``Itisn’tthat。
  I’msolonely。I’vemadeupmymindnottogrieveformother,butImisshersonow。Ifeelsofriendless。’’
  ``But,honey,’’saidtheHarvester,``youmustn’tdothat!Don’tyouseehowallofusloveyou?HereisGrannyshuttingupherhouseandlivinghere,justtobewithyou。Thenursewilldoanythingyousay。Hereisthemanyouknowbest,andthinksomuchof,stayinginthecabin,andsohappytogiveyouallhistime,andanythingelseyouwillhave,dear。AndtheCareyscomeeveryday,andwilldotheirbesttocomfortyou,andalwaysIamhereforyoutofallbackon。’’
  ``Yes,I’mfallingrightnow,’’saidtheGirl。``I
  almostwishIhadthefeveragain。Noonehastouchedmefordays。Ifeelasifeveryonewasafraidofme。’’
  TheHarvesterwaspuzzled。
  ``Well,Ruth,I’mdoingthebestIknow,’’hesaid。
  ``Whatisityouwant?’’
  ``Nothing!’’answeredtheGirlwithslightlydejectedinflection。``Saygood-byetome,andgosleepyourweek。
  I’llbeverygood,andthenyoushalltakemeadriveupthehillwhenyouawaken。Won’tthatbefine?’’
  ``Saygood-byetome!’’Shefelta``littlelonely!’’
  Theyallactedasiftheywere``afraid’’ofher。TheHarvesterindulgedinaflashingmentalreviewandarrivedatadecision。Hekneltbesidethebed,tookbothslender,coolhandsandcoveredthemwithkisses。Thenheslidahandunderthepillowandraisedthetiredhead。
  ``IfIamtosaygood-bye,Ihavetodoitinmyownway,Ruth,’’hesaid。
  Thereuponhebeganatthetumbledmassofhairandkissedfromherforeheadtoherlips,kisseswarmandtender。
  ``Nowyougotosleep,andgrowstrongenoughbythetimeIcomebacktotellmewhomyoulove,’’hesaid,andwentfromtheroomwithoutwaitingforanyreply。
  WithshortintervalsforfoodanddipsinthelaketheHarvesterverynearlyslepttheweek。Whenhefinallyfelthimselfagain,hebathed,shaved,dressedfreshly,andwenttoseetheGirl。Hehadtotouchhertobesureshewasreal。Shewasextremelyweakandtremulous,butherfaceandhandswerefuller,hercolourwasgood,shewasravenouslyhungry。DoctorHarmonsaidshewasalittletryant,andthenursethatshewasplaincross。ThefirstthingtheHarvesternoticedwasthatthedullbluelookinthedepthofthedarkeyeswasgone。Theywereclear,duskywells,withshininglightsatthebottom。
  ``WellIneverwouldhavebelievedit!’’hecried。
  ``DoctorHarmon,youareagreatphysician!Youhavemadeherallovernew,andinafewmoredaysshewillbeontheveranda。Thisisgreat!’’
  ``DoIappearsomuchbettertoyou,Harvester?’’
  askedtheGirl。
  ``Hasnoonethoughttoshowyou,’’criedtheHarvester。``Here,letme!’
  Hesteppedtoherdressingtable,pickedupamirror,andhelditbeforehersothatshecouldseeherself。
  ``SeemstomeIamdreadfullywhiteandthinyet!’’
  ``IfyouhadseenwhatIsawtendaysago,myGirl,youwouldthinkyouappearlikeapink,rosyangelnow,orawonderfuldream。’’
  ``Truly,doIintheleastresembleadream,David?’’
  ``Youareadream。Theloveliestoneamaneverhad。
  Withthreemonthsofrightcareandexerciseyou’llbethebeautifulwomannatureintended。I’msoproudofyou。Youarebeingsobrave!Justliethereinpatienceafewmoredays,andoutyoucomeagaintolife;
  andlifethatwillthrillyourbeingwithjoy。’’
  ``Allright,’’saidtheGirl,``Iwill。Davidareyouattendingtoyourherbs?’’
  ``Notforafewweeks。’’
  ``Youareverymuchbehind?’’
  ``No。Nothingimportant。Idon’tmakeenoughtocountonwhatisreadynow。Icansoongatherjimsonleavesandseedtofillorders,thehemlockisaboutrighttotakethefruit,themustardisyetinpod,andthesaffronandwormseedcanbeattendedlater。
  Icancatchupintwodays。’’
  ``Whatabout——aboutthebigbedonthehill?’’
  TheHarvesterexperiencedaninwardthrillofdelight。
  Shewassoimpressedwiththevalueoftheginsengshewouldnotmentionit,evenbeforethemansheloved——
  nomorethanthat——``adored’’——``worshipped!’’
  Hesmiledatherinunderstanding。
  ``I’llhavetotakeapeepatthatandreport,’’hesaid。
  ``Areyourestednow?’’
  ``Indeedyes!’’
  ``Youaredreadfullythin。’’
  ``Ialwaysam。I’llpickupalittlewhenIgetbacktowork。’’
  ``David,Iwantyoutogotoworknow。’’
  ``Canyouspareme?’’
  ``Haven’twedonewelltheselastfewdays?’’
  ``Ican’ttellyouhowwell。’’
  ``Thenpleasegogathereverythingyouneedtofillordersexceptthebigbed,andbythattimemaybeyoucouldtakeanotherweekoff,andIcouldgotothehilltopandonthelake。I’msoanxioustoputmyfeetontheearth。Theyfeelsodead。’’
  ``Areyourfeetwellrubbedtodrawdownthecirculation?’’
  ``Theyarerubbedshinyandalmostskinned,David。
  Nooneeverhadbettercare,ofthatIamsure。Gogatherwhatyoushouldhave。’’
  ``Allright,’’saidtheHarvester。
  HearoseandashestartedtoleavetheroomhetookonelastlookattheGirltoseeifhecoulddetectanythinghecouldsuggestforhercomfort,andreadamessageinhereyes。Instantlytherewasanansweringflashinhis。
  ``I’llbebackinaminute,’’hesaid。``Ijustnoticeddiscoreavillosahasthefinestrattleboxesformed。I’vebeenwaitingtoshowyou。Andthehoptreehasitscastanetsallgreenandgold。Inafewmoreweeksitwillbegintoplayforyou。I’llbringyousome。’’
  Soonhereturnedwiththequeerseedformations,andashebentaboveher,withhisbacktoDoctorHarmon,hewhispered,``Whatisit?’’
  Herlipsbarelyformedtheoneword,``Hurry!’’
  TheHarvesterstraightened。
  ``Allcomfortable,Ruth?’’heaskedcasually。
  ``Yes。’’
  ``Youunderstand,ofcourse,thatthereisnottheslightestnecessityformygoingtoworkifyoureallywantmeforanything,evenifit’snothingmorethantohavemewithincallingdistance,incaseyouSHOULD
  wantsomething。ThewholelotIcangathernowwon’tamounttotwentydollars。It’smerelyamatterofpridewithmetohavewhatiscalledfor。I’dmuchratherremain,ifyoucanusemeinanywayatall。’’
  ``Twentydollarsisconsiderable,whenexpensesareasheavyasnow。Andit’sworthmorethananymoneytoyounottofailwhenorderscome。Ihavelearnedthat,andDavid,Idon’twantyoutoeither。Youmustfillalldemandsasusual。Iwouldn’tforgivemyselfthiswinterifyoushouldbeforcedtosendordersonlypartlyfilledbecauseIfellillandhinderedyou。Pleasegoandgatherallyoupossiblywillneedofeverythingyoutakeatthisseason,onlyremember!’’
  ``Thereisnodangerofmyforgetting。Ifyouaregoingtosendmeawaytowork,youwillallowmetokissyourhandbeforeIgo,fairlady?’’
  Hediditfervently。
  ``Onewordwithyou,Harmon,’’hesaidashelefttheroom。
  DoctorHarmonaroseandfollowedhimtothegoldgarden,andtogethertheystoodbesidethemoltenhedgeofsunflowers,coneflowers,elecampane,andjewelflower。
  ``Imerelywanttomentionthatthisisyourinning,’’
  saidtheHarvester。``FindoutifyouareessentialtotheGirl’shappinessassoonasyoucan,andthedayshetellsmeso,Iwillfileherpetitionandtakeatriptothecitytostudysomelittlechemicalquirksthatbotherme。
  That’sall。’’
  TheHarvesterwenttothedry-houseforbagsandclippingshears,andthedoctorreturnedtothesunshineroom。
  ``Ruth,’’hesaid,``doyouknowthattheHarvesteristhesquarestmanIevermet?’’
  ``Ishe?’’askedtheGirl。
  ``Heis!Hecertainlyis!’’
  ``YoumustrememberthatIhavelittleacquaintancewithmen,’’saidshe。``YouarethefirstoneIeverknew,andtheonlyoneexcepthim。’’
  ``WellItrytobesquare,’’saidDoctorHarmon,``butthatiswhereLangstonhasmebeatenamile。I
  havetotry。Hedoesn’t。Hewasbornthatway。’’
  TheGirlbegantolaugh。
  ``Hisenvironmentissodifferent,’’shesaid。``Perhapsifhewereinabigcity,hewouldhavetotryalso。’’
  ``Won’tdo!’’saidthedoctor。``Hechosehislocation。
  SodidI。HeisastrongerphysicalmanthanIeverwasoreverwillbe。Thestrugglethatboundhimtothewoodsandtoresearch,thatmadehimthemasterofforcesthatgivebacklife,whenamanlikeCareysaysitistheend,proveshimamaster。Thetumultinhissoulmusthavebeenlikeacycloneinhisforest,whenheturnedhisbackontheworldandstucktothewoods。
  Careytoldmeaboutit。Somedayyoumusthear。It’sastoryawomanoughttoknowinordertoarriveatpropervalues。YouneverwillunderstandthemanuntilyouknowthatheiscleanwheremostofusareblackenedwithuglysinswehavenorightonGod’sfootstooltocommitandnotsomuchreasonashe。Everymanshouldbeasheis,butveryfeware。CareysaysLangston’smotherwasawonderfulelementintheformationofhischaracter;butallmothersareanxious,andnoneofthemcanbuildwithnofoundationandnosoultimber。
  Shehadmaterialforamantoherhand,orshecouldn’thavemadeone。’’
  ``Iseewhatyoumean。’’
  ``Sofarasanyinexperiencedgirleversees,’’saidthedoctor。``Somedayifyoulivetofiftyyouwillknow,butyoucan’tcomprehenditnow。’’
  ``IfyouthinkIlivedallmylifeinChicago’spovertyspotsanddon’tknowunbridledhumannature!’’
  ``Ifoundyouandyourmotherunusuallyinnocentwomen。Youmayunderstandsomethings。Ihopeyoudo。Itwillhelpyoutodecidewhoistherealmanamongthemenwhocomeintoyourlife。Therearesomemen,Ruth,whoarefittomatewithawoman,andtoperpetuatethemselvesandtheirmentalandmoralforcesinchildren,whowillbelikethem,andthereareotherswhoarenot。Itisthese`others’whoareresponsibleforthesinoftheworld,thesicknessandsuffering。Anytimeyouaresureyouhaveachanceatamoralman,squareandhonest,incontrolofhisbrainandbody,ifyouareawisewoman,Ruth,sticktohimasthelimpettotherock。’’
  ``YoumeansticktotheHarvester?’’
  ``Ifyouareawisewoman!’’
  ``Whenwasawomaneverwise?’’
  ``Afewhavebeen。Theyaretheonlycare-free,reallyhappyonesoftheworld,theonlywiveswithoutabig,poison,blue-bottleflyintheirointment。’’
  ``Idetestflies!’’saidtheGirl。
  ``SodoI,’’saidthedoctor。``ForthisreasonIsaytoyouchoosetheointmentthatneverhadoneinit。
  Takethemanwhois`masterofhisfate,captainofhissoul。’SticktotheHarvester!Heisinfinitelythebetterman!’’
  ``WellhaveyouseenanythingtoindicatethatI
  wasn’tsticking?’’askedtheGirl。
  ``No。AndforyoursakeIhopeIneverwill。’’
  Shelaughedsoftly。
  ``Youdolovehim,Ruth?’’
  ``AsIdidmymother,yes。Thereisnotatraceinmyheartofthethinghecallslove。’’
  ``Youhavebeenstunted,warped,andthefountainsoflifeneverhaveopened。Itwillcomewithrightconditionsofliving。’’
  ``Doyouthinkso?’’
  ``Iknowso。Atleastthereisnooneelseyoulove,Ruth?’’
  ``Nooneexceptyou。’’
  ``Anddoyoufeelaboutmejustasyoudohim?’’
  ``No!Itisdifferent。WhatIowehimisformyself。
  WhatIoweyouisformymother。Yousaw!Youknow!Youunderstandwhatyoudidforher,andwhatitmeanttome。TheHarvestermustbethefinestmanonearth,butwhenItrytothinkofeitherGodorHeaven,yourfaceintervenes。’’
  ``That’sallright,Ruth,I’msogladyoutoldme,’’
  saidDoctorHarmon。``Icanmakeitallperfectlycleartoyou。Youjustgoonandworshipmeallyouplease。
  It’sboundtomakeacleaner,bettermanofme。
  WhatyoufeelformewillholdmetoahighermorallevelallmylifethanIeverhaveknownbefore;butneverforgetthatyouarenotgoingtoliveinHeaven。Youwillbehereatleastsixtyyearsyet,sowhenyoucometothinkofselectingapartnerfortherelationsoftheworld,yousticktothefinestmanonearth;see?’’
  ``Ido!’’saidtheGirl。``IsawyoukissMollyaweekago。Sheislovely,andIhopeyouwillbeperfectlyhappy。Itwon’tinterferewithmyworshippingyou;nottheleastintheworld。Goaheadandbejoyful!’’
  Thedoctorsprangtohisfeetincrimsonconfusion。
  TheGirllayandlaughedathim。
  ``Don’t!’’shecried。``It’sallright!Ittakesaweightoffmysoulasheavyasamountain。Idoadoreyou,asIsaid。ButeveryhoursinceIleftChicagoabig,blackcloudhashungoverme。Ididn’tfeelfree。Ididn’tfeelabsolved。IfeltthatmyobligationstoyouweresoheavythatwhenIhadsettledthelastofthemoneydebtIwasinhonourbound——’’
  ``Don’t,Ruth!Forgetthosedreadfultimes,asItoldyouthen!Thinkonlyofahappyfuture!’’
  ``Letmefinish,’’saidtheGirl。``Letmegetthisoutofmysystemwiththeotherpoison。FromthedayI
  camehere,I’vewhisperedinmyheart,`Iamnotfree!’
  Butifyouloveanotherwoman!Ifyouaregoingtotakehertoyourheartandtoyourlips,whythatismyrelease。OhMan,speakthewords!TellmeIamfreeindeed!’’
  ``Ruth,bequiet,formercysake!You’llraiseatemperature,andtheHarvesterwillpitchmeintothelake。
  Youarefree,child,ofcourse!Youalwayshavebeen。
  IunderstoodtheawfulpressurethatwasonyouwiththeveryfirstglimpseIhadofyourmother。Whowasshe,Ruth?’’
  ``Sheneverwouldtellme。’’
  ``Shethoughtyouwouldappealtoherpeople?’’
  ``SheknewIwould!Icouldn’thavehelpedit。’’
  ``Wouldyouliketoknow?’’
  ``Ineverwantto。Itistoolate。Iinfinitelyprefertoremaininignorance。Talkofsomethingelse。’’
  ``LetmereadawonderfulbookIfoundontheHarvester’sshelves。’’
  ``Anythingtherewillcontainwonders,becauseheonlybuyswhatappealstohim,andittakesagreatbooktodothat。Iamgoingtolearn。Hewillteachme,andwhenIcomewithincomprehendingdistanceofhim,thenwearegoingontogether。’’
  ``Whatanattractiveplacethisis!’’
  ``Isn’tit?Ionlyhaveseenenoughtounderstandtheplan。Iscarcelycanwaittosetmyfeetonearthandgointodetail。GrannyMorelandsaysthatwhenspringcomesoverthehill,andbringsuptheflowersinthebigwoods,she’dratherwalkthroughthemthantoreadRevelation。ShesaysitgivesheranideaofHeavenshecancomecloserrealizinganditseemsmorestable。
  Youknowsheworriesaboutthefoundations。Shecan’tunderstandwhatsupportsHeaven。ButupthereinMedicineWoodstheolddeargetssocloseherGodthatsomedaysheisgoingtorealizethatherideaofHeaventhereisquiteasnearrightasmarblestreetsandgoldpillarsandvastlymoreprobable。ThedayIreachthathilltopagain,Heavenbeginsforme。
  DoyouknowthewonderfulthingtheHarvesterdidupthere?’’
  ``Undertheoak?’’
  ``Yes。’’
  ``Careytoldme。Itwasmarvellous。’’
  ``Notsuchamarvelasanotherthedoctorcouldn’thaveknown。TheHarvestermadepassingoutsonatural,soeasy,soapartofelementalforces,thatIalmosthaveforgottenhertorturedbody。WhenIthinkofhernow,itistowonderifnextsummerIcandistinguishherwhisperamongtheleaves。Beforeyougo,I’lltakeyouupthereandtellyouwhathesays,andshowyouwhathemeans,andyouwillfeelitalso。’’
  ``WhatifIshouldn’tgo?’’
  ``Whatdoyoumean?’’
  ``DoctorCareyhasofferedmeasplendidpositioninhishospital。Therewouldbeworkallday,insteadofwaitingalldayinthehopeofworkinganhour。Therewouldbealivinginitfortwofromthewordgo。Therewouldbebetterair,longerlife,moretobegotoutofit,andifIcanmakegood,Carey’sworktotakeupashegrowsold。’’
  ``Takeit!Takeitquickly!’’criedtheGirl。``Don’twaitaminute!YoumightwearoutyourheartinChicagofortwentyyearsorforever,andnothaveanopportunitytodoonehalfsomuchgood。Takeitatonce!’’
  ``IwaswaitingtolearnwhatyouandLangstonwouldsay。’’
  ``Hewillsaytakeit。’’
  ``ThenIwillbetoohappyforwords。Ruth,youhavenotonlypaidthedebt,butyouhavebroughtmethegreatestjoyamaneverhad。AndthereisnoneedtowaittheagesIthoughtImust。HecantellinayearifIcandothework,andIknowIcannow;soit’sallsettled,ifLangstonagrees。’’
  ``Hewill,’’saidtheGirl。``Letmetellhim!’’
  ``Iwishyouwould,’’saidthedoctor。``Idon’tknowjusthowtogoatit。’’
  ThenfortwodaystheHarvesterandBelshazzargatheredherbsandspreadthemonthedryingtrays。
  Ontheafternoonofthethird,closethree,thedoctorcametothedoor。
  ``Langston,’’hesaid,``wehaveacallforyou。Wecan’tkeepRuthquietmuchlonger。Sheistired。Wewanttochangeherbedcompletely。Shewon’talloweitherofustolifther。Shesayswehurther。Willyoucomeandtryit?’’
  ``You’llhavetogivemetimetodipandruboffandgetintocleanclothing,’’hesaid。``I’vebeenkeepingaway,becauseIwasworkingontime,andIsmelltostrangulationofstramoniumandsaffron。’’
  ``Can’tgiveyoutenseconds,’’saidthedoctor。``Ourtemperisgettingbrittle。Wearecrossastheproverbialfeverpatient。Ifyoudon’tcomeatoncewewillimagineyoudon’twantto,andrefusetobemovedatall。’’
  ``Coming!’’criedtheHarvester,asheplungedhishandsinthewashbowlandsousedhisface。Asecondlaterheappearedontheporch。
  ``Ruth,’’hesaid,``Iamsteepedintheodoursofthedry-house。Can’tyouwaituntilIbatheanddress?’’
  ``No,Ican’t,’’saidafretfulvoice。``Ican’tendurethisbedanotherminute。’’
  ``ThenletDoctorHarmonliftyou。Heissofreshandclean。’’
  TheHarvesterglancedenviouslyattheshavenfaceandwhitetrousersandshirtofthedoctor。
  ``Ijusthatefresh,cleanmen。Iwanttosmellherbs。
  Iwanttoputmyfeetinthedirtandmyhandsinthewater。’’
  TheHarvestercameatarush。Hebroughtabigeasychairfromtheliving-room,straightenedthecover,andbentabovetheGirl。Hepickedheruplightly,gently,andeasinghertohisbodysettledinthechair。Shelaidherfaceonhisshoulder,andheavedadeepsighofcontent。
  ``Becarefulwithmyback,Man,’’shesaid。``Ithinkmyspineisalmostwornthrough。’’
  ``Poorgirl,’’saidtheHarvester。``Thatbedshouldbesofter。’’
  ``Itshouldnot!’’contradictedtheGirl。``Itshouldbemuchharder。I’mtiredofsoftbeds。Iwanttolieontheearth,withmyheadonaroot;andIwishitwouldraindirtonme。Iambathedthreadbare。Iwanttobeallstreaky。’’
  ``Iunderstand,’’saidtheHarvester。``Harmon,bringmeapadandpencilaminute,ImustwriteanorderforsomethingsIwant。Willyoucalluptownandhavethemsentoutimmediately?’’
  Onthepadhewrote:``TelephoneCareytogetthehighestgradecurled-hairmattress,anewpad,andpillow,andbringthemflyinginthecar。CallGrannyandthegirlandemptytheroom。Clean,air,andfumigateitthoroughly。Arrangethefurnituredifferently,andhelpmeintotheliving-roomwithRuth。’’Hehandedthepadtothedoctor。
  ``Pleaseattendtothat,’’hesaid,andtotheGirl:
  ``Nowwegoonajourney。Doc,youandMollytakethecornersoftherugweareonandslideusintotheotherroomuntilyougetthisairedandfreshened。’’
  Intheliving-roomtheGirltookonelonglookatthesurroundingsandsuddenlyrelaxed。ShecuddledagainsttheHarvesterandliftingatremulouswhitehand,drewitacrosshisunshavencheek。
  ``Feelssogood,’’shesaid。``I’msickandtiredofimmaculatemen。’’
  TheHarvesterlaughed,tuckedherfeetinthecoverandheldhertenderly。TheGirllaywithhercheekagainsttheroughkhaki,palpitantwiththeexcitementofbeingmoved。
  ``Isn’titgreat?’’shepanted。
  Hecaughtthehandthathadtouchedhischeekinatendergrip,andlaughedadeeprumbleofexultationthatcamefromthedepthsofhisheart。
  ``There’snonameforit,honey,’’hesaid。``Butdon’ttrytotalkuntilyouhavealongrest。Changingpositionsafteryouhavelainsolongmaybemakingunusualworkforyourheart。AmIhurtingyourback?’’
  ``No,’’saidtheGirl。``ThisisthefirsttimeIhavebeencomfortableinages。AmItiringyou?’’
  ``Yes,’’laughedtheHarvester。``Youarealmostasheavyasalargesackofleaves,butnotquiteequaltoabridgepillaroralog。Besuretothinkofthat,andworryconsiderably。Youareindangerofstrainingmymusclestothelastdegree,myheartincluded。’’
  ``Whereisyourheart?’’whisperedtheGirl。
  ``Rightunderyourcheek,’’answeredtheHarvester。
  ``ButforHeaven’ssake,don’tintimatethatyouaretakinganyinterestinit,oritwillgotopoundinguntilyourheadwillbounce。It’sonememberofmybodythatIcan’tcontrolwhereyouareconcerned。’’
  ``Ithoughtyoudidn’tlikemeanymore。’’
  ``Careful!’’warnedtheHarvester。``YouareyettoocloseHeaventofiblikethat,Ruth。WhathaveI
  donetoindicatethatIdon’tloveyoumorethanever?’’
  ``Stayedawaynearlyeveryminuteforthreeawfuldays,andwouldn’tcomewithoutbeingdragged;andnowyou’rewishingtheywouldhurryandfixthatbed,soyoucanputmedownandgobacktoyourrankoldherbsagain。’’
  ``Wellofalltheblackprevarications!Iwentwhenyousentme,andcamewhenyoucalled。I’dwillinglygiveupmyhopeofwhatGrannycalls`salvation’toholdyouasIamforanhour,andyouknowit。’’
  ``It’sgoingtobemuchlongerthanthat,’’saidtheGirlnestlingtohim。``Iaskedforyoubecauseyouneverhurtme,andtheyalwaysdo。Iknewyouweresostrongthatmyweightnowwouldn’tbealoadforoneofyourhands,andIamnotgoingbacktothatbeduntilIamsotiredthatIwillbegladtoliedown。’’
  ForalongtimeshewassosilenttheHarvesterthoughthergoingtosleep;andhavinglearnedthatforhimjoywasprobablytransient,hedeliberatelygotallhecould。
  Hecloselyheldthehandshehadnotwithdrawn,andoftenliftedittohislips。Sometimeshestrokedtheheavybraid,gentlyranhishandsacrossthetiredshoulders,oreasedherintoadifferentposition。Therewasnotadoubtinhismindofonething。Hewashavingaroyal,goodtime,andhewasthankfulfortheworkhehadsethisassistantsthatkeptthemoutoftheroom。
  Theyseemedinnohurry,andfromscuffling,laughing,andasteadystreamoftalk,theywereentertainedatleast。AtlasttheGirlroused。
  ``ThereissomethingIwanttoaskyou,’’shesaid。
  ``IpromisedDoctorHarmonIwould。’’
  InstantlytheheartoftheHarvestergavealeapthatjarredtheheadrestingonit。
  ``Youdon’tlikehim?’’questionedtheGirl。
  ``Ido!’’declaredtheHarvester。``Ilikehimimmensely。
  Thereisnotafine,manlygood-lookingfeatureabouthimthatIhavemissed。Idon’tfailtodohimjusticeoneverypoint。’’
  ``I’msoglad!Thenyouwillwanthimtoremain。’’
  ``Here?’’askedtheHarvesterwithalight,hotbreath。
  ``InOnabasha!DoctorCareyhasofferedhimtheplaceofchiefassistantatthehospital。Thereisagoodsalaryandthechanceoftakingupthedoctor’sworkashegrowsolder。Itmeansplentytodoatonce,healthfulatmosphere,congenialsociety——everythingtoayoungman。HeonlyhadacallonceinawhileinChicago,oftenamongpeoplewhoreceivedmorethantheypaid,likeme,andhewasverylonely。Ithinkitwouldbegreatforhim。’’
  ``Andforyou,Ruth?’’
  ``Itdoesn’tmaketheleastdifferencetome;butforhissake,becauseIthinksomuchofhim,Iwouldliketoseehimhavetheplace。’’
  ``Youstillthinksomuchofhim,Ruth?’’
  ``More,ifpossible,’’saidtheGirl。``AddedtoallI
  owedhimbefore,hehascomehereandworkedfordaystosaveme,anditwasn’thisfaultthatittookabiggerman。Nothingaltersthefactthathedidallhecould,mostgraciouslyandgladly。’’
  ``Whatdoyoumean,Ruth?’’stammeredtheHarvester。
  ``Ohtheyhavewornthemselvesout!’’criedtheGirlimpatiently。``First,GrannyMorelandtoldmeeveryleastlittledetailofhowIwentout,andyouresurrectedme。Iknewwhatshesaidwastrue,becausesheworkedwithyou。ThenDoctorCareytoldme,andMrs。Carey,andDoctorHarmon,andMolly,andevenGranny’slittleassistanthasleftthekitchentotellmethatI
  owemylifetoyou,andallofthemmightaswellhavesavedbreath。IknewallthetimethatifeverIcameoutofthis,andhadachancetobelikeotherwomen,itwouldbeyourwork,andI’mgladitis。I’dhatetobeunderobligationstosomepeopleIknow;butI
  feelhonouredtobeindebtedtoyou。’’
  ``I’mmightysorrytheyworriedyou。Ihadnoidea——’’
  ``Theydidn’t`worry,’me!IamjusttellingyouthatIknewitallthetime;that’sall!’’
  ``Forgetthat!’’saidtheHarvester。``Comebacktooursubject。Whatwasityouwanted,dear?’’
  ``ToknowifyouhaveanyobjectionstoDoctorHarmonremaininginOnabasha?’’
  ``Certainlynot!Itwillbeafinethingforhim。’’
  ``Willitmakeanydifferencetoyouinanyway?’’
  ``Ruth,that’sprobingtoodeep,’’saidtheHarvester。
  ``Idon’tseewhy!’’
  ``I’mgladofit!’’
  ``Why?’’
  ``I’dleastrathershowmylittlenesstoyouthantoanyoneelseonearth。’’
  ``Thenyouhavesomefeelingaboutit?’’
  ``Perhapsatrifle。I’llgetoverit。Givemealittletimetoadjustmyself。DoctorHarmonshallhavetheplace,ofcourse。Don’tworryaboutthat!’’
  ``Hewillbesohappy!’’
  ``Andyou,Ruth?’’
  ``I’llbehappytoo!’’
  ``Thenit’sallright,’’saidtheHarvester。
  Helaiddownherhand,drewthecoveroverit,andslightlyshiftedherpositiontoresther。Thedooropened,andDoctorHarmonannouncedthattheroomwasready。Itwasshiningandfresh。Thebedwasnowturnedwithitsheadtothenorth,sothatfromitonecouldseethebigtreesinMedicineWoods,thesweepofthehillside,thesparkleofmallow-borderedSingingWater,thedrivewayandthegoldflowergarden。Everythingwassochangedthattheroomhadquiteadifferentappearance。TheinstanthelaidheronittheGirlsaid,``Thisbedisnotmine。’’
  ``Yesitis,’’saidtheHarvester。``Yousee,wewerealittleexcitedsometimes,andwespilledafewquartsofperfectlygoodmedicineonyourmattress。Itwashopelesslysmellyandruined;soIamgoingtocremateitandthisisyoursplinternewoneandafreshpadandpillow。Nowyoutrythemandseeiftheyarenotmuchharderandmorecomfortable。’’
  ``Thisisjustperfect!’’shesighed,asshesankintothebed。
  TheHarvesterbentoverhertostraightenthecover,whensuddenlyshereachedbotharmsaroundhisneck,andgrippedhimwithallherstrength。
  ``Thankyou!’’shesaid。
  ``MayIholdyouto-morrow?’’whisperedtheHarvester,emboldenedbythis。
  ``Pleasedo,’’saidtheGirl。
  TheHarvester,withdogtoheel,wenttotheoaktothink。
  ``Belshazzar,kommenSie!’’saidtheman,droppingontheseatandholdingouthishand。Thedoglaidhismuzzleinthefirmgrip。
  ``Bel,’’saidtheHarvester,``Iamallatsea。OnedayIthinkmaybeIhavealittlechance,thenext——noneatall。Ihadanhourofsolidcomfortto-day,nowI’minthesweatboxagain。It’salittleselfishstreakinme,Bel,thathatestoseeHarmongointothehospitalandtakemyplacewiththeCareys。Theyaremybestandonlyfriends。Heisyoung,social,handsome,andwillbeeverpresent。InthreemonthshewillbecomesopopularthatImightaswellbeofftheearth。IwishIdidn’tthinkit,butI’msosmallthatIdo。AndthenthereismyDreamGirl,Bel。Thegirlyoufoundforme,oldfellow。Thereneverwasanotherlikeher,andshehasmyheartforalltime。Andhehashers。Thathospitalplanisthebestthingintheworldforher。ItwillkeepherwhereCareycanhaveaneyeonher,wheretheairisbetter,whereshecanhavecompanywithoutthecitycrush,wheresheisclosethecountry,andagoodlivingisassured。Bel,it’sthenicestarrangementyoueversawforeveryoneweknow,exceptus。’’
  TheHarvesterlaughedshortly。``Bel,’’hesaid,``tellme!Ifamanlivedahundredyears,couldhehavetheheartachealltheway?SeemslikeI’vehaditalmostthatlongnow。Infact,I’vehaditsuchagesI’dbelonesomewithoutit。Thisissomemoreofmyveryownmedicine,soIshouldn’tmakeawryfaceovertakingit。IknewwhatwouldhappenwhenIsentforhim,andIdidn’thesitate。Imustnotnow。
  ``OnlyIgottostoponething,Bel。ItoldhimI
  wouldplaysquare,andIhave。Buthereitends。
  Afterthis,Imuststepbackandbebigbrother。Lotsoffuninthisbrotherbusiness,Bel。ButmaybeIamcutoutforit。Anywayit’swritten!Butifitis,howdidshecometoallowmesuchprivilegesasItookto-
  day?Thatwasn’tprofessionalbyanymeans。Itwasjustthestiffestlove-makingIknewhowtodo,Bel,andshedidn’tobjectbythequiverofaneyelash。GodknowsIwaswatchingcloselyenoughforanysignthatI
  wasdistasteful。AndImighthavebeenwellenough。
  Rough,herb-stainedoldclothes,unshaven,everythingtooffendadaintygirl。ShesaidImightholdheragainto-morrow。And,Bel,whatthenationdidshehugmelikethatfor,ifshe’sgoingtomarryhim?Boy,Iseemywaycleartoanhourmore。WhileI’matit,justtosurprisemyself,IbelieveI’lltakeitlikeothermen。I
  thinkI’llgoonalittlebender,andmakewhatprobablywillbethelastdayaplumbgoodone。Somethingworthrememberingisbetterthannothingatall,Bel!
  Hehasn’ttoldmethathehaswon。Shedidn’tSAY
  shewasgoingtomarryhim,andshedidsayhehurther,andshewantedme。Bel,howaboutthegrimnessofit,ifsheshouldmarryhimandthendiscoverthathehurtsher,andshewantsme。LordGodAlmighty,ifyouhaveanymercyatall,neverputmeupagainstthat,’’prayedtheHarvester,``formyheartiswaterwheresheisconcerned。’’
  TheHarvesterarose,andgoingtothelake,hecutanarmloadofbig,pinkmallows,coveredeachmoundwithfreshflowers,whistledtothedog,andwenttohiswork。
  Manythingshadaccumulated,andhecleanedthebarn,carriedherbsfromthedry-housetothestore-room,andputeverythingintoshape。ClosenoonthenextdayhewenttoOnabasha,andwasgonethreehours。
  Hecamebackbarberedinthelateststyle,andcarryingabigbundle。Whenthehourforarrangingthebedcame,hewasyetinhisroom,buthesentwordhewouldbethereinasecond。
  Ashecrossedtheliving-roomhepulledachairtotheverandaandplacedafootstoolbeforeit。Thenhesteppedintothesunshineroom。AquizzicalexpressioncrossedthefaceofDoctorHarmonasheclosedthebookhewasreadingaloudtotheGirlandarose。WhollyunembarrassedtheHarvestersmiled。
  ``HaveIgotthisrigginganywherenearright?’’heinquired。
  ``David,whathaveyoudone?’’gaspedtheamazedGirl。
  ``Ididn’tfeelanywherenearuptothe`markofmyhighcalling’yesterday,’’quotedtheHarvester。``I
  don’tknowhowIappear,butI’mcleanasshaving,soapandhotwaterwillmakeme,andmyclothingwillnotsmelloffensively。Nowcomeoutofthatbedforahappyhour。Whereisthatbigcoverlet?Youaregoingontheverandato-day。’’
  ``Youlookjustlikeeveryoneelse,’’complainedDoctorHarmon。
  ``Youlookperfectlylovely,’’declaredtheGirl。
  ``Theswalesendsyouthisinvitationtocomeandseestar-shineatthefootofmulleinhill,’’saidtheHarvester,offeringabouquet。Itwasaloosebunchoflong-
  stemmed,delicateflowers,eachaninchacross,andhavingfivepearl-whitepetalslightlystripedwithpalegreen。Fivelonggoldanthersarose,andattheirbasegoldstamensandagreenpistil。Theleaveswereheart-
  shapedandfrosty,whitish-green,resemblingfelt。TheHarvesterbenttoofferthem。
  ``HavesomeGrassofParnassus,mydear,’’hesaid。
  TheGirlwavedthemaway。``Gostandovertherebythedoorandslowlyturnaround。Iwanttoseeyou。’’
  TheHarvesterobeyed。Hewasfreshlyandcarefullyshaven。Hishairwascloselycroppedatthebaseofthehead,long,heavy,andslightlywavingontop。Heworeawhitesilkshirt,witharollingcollarandtie,whitetrousers,belt,hose,andshoes,andhishandsweremanicuredwithcare。
  ``HaveImadeamessofit,ordoIappearanythinglikeothermen?’’heasked,eagerly。
  TheGirlliftedhereyestoDoctorHarmonandsmiled。
  ``Doyouobserveanythingmessy?’’sheinquired。
  ``Youneedn’tfishforcomplimentsquitesoobviously,’’
  heanswered。``I’llpaythemwithoutbeingasked。
  Idonot。Heisquitecorrect,andinfinitelybetterlookingthantheaverage。Distinguishedisaproperwordforthegentlemaninmyopinion。Butwhy,inHeaven’sname,haveweneverhadthepleasureofseeingyouthusbefore?’’
  ``Lookhere,Doc,’’saidtheHarvester,``doyoumeanthatyouenjoylookingatmemerelybecauseIamdressedthisway?’’
  ``Idoindeed,’’saidthedoctor。``Itisgoodtoseeyouwiththegarbofworklaidaside,andthestampofcleanlinessandeaseuponyou。’’
  ``Bygum,thatisrubbingitinalittletoorough!’’
  criedtheHarvester。``Ibatheoftenerthanyoudo。MyclothingisalwayscleanwhenIstartout。Ofcourse,inmyworkIcomehourlyincontactwithmuck,water,andherbjuices。’’
  ``It’sunderstoodthatisunavoidable,’’saidDoctorHarmon。
  ``Andifcleanlinessismadeanissue,I’dratherrollinanyofitthanputmyfingertipsintothedailyworkofasurgeon,’’addedtheHarvester,andtheGirlgiggled。
  ``That’senoughMedicineMan!’’shesaid。``Youdidnotmakea`mess’ofit,oranythingelseyoueverattempted。Asforappearinglikeothermen,thankHeaven,youdonot。Youlookjustawholeworldbiggerandbetterandfiner。Come,carrymeoutquickly。Iamwildtogo。Pleaseputmylovelyflowersinwater,Molly,onlygivemeafewtohold。’’
  TheHarvesterarrangedthepinkcoverlet,pickeduptheGirl,andcarriedhertotheliving-room。
  ``Wewillrestherealittle,’’hesaid,``andthen,ifyoufeelequaltoit,wewilltrytheveranda。Areyoueasynow?’’
  Shenestledherfaceagainstthesoftshirtandsmiledathim。Sheliftedherhand,laiditonhissmoothcheekandthenthecrisphair。
  ``OhMan!’’shecried。``ThankGodyoudidn’tgivemeup,too!Iwantlife!IwantLIFE!’’
  TheHarvestertightenedhisgripjustatrifle。``ThenIthankGod,too,’’hesaid。``Canyoutellmehowyouare,dear?Isthereanydifference?’’
  ``Yes,’’sheanswered。``Igrowtiredlyingsolong,butthereisn’ttheghostofanacheinmybones。Icanjustfeelpure,deliciousbloodrunninginmyveins。Myhandsandfeetarealwayswarm,andmyheadcool。’’
  TheHarvester’sfacedrewveryclose。``Howaboutyourheart,honey?’’hewhispered。``Anythingnewthere?’’
  ``Yes,Iamallovernewinsideandout。Iwanttoshout,run,sing,andswim。OhI’dgiveanythingtohaveyoucarrymedownanddipmeinthelakerightnow。’’
  ``Soon,Girl!Thatwillcomesoon,’’prophesiedtheHarvester。
  ``Iscarcelycanwait。Andyoudidsayasaddle,didn’tyou?Won’titbegreattocomegallopingupthelevee,whentheleavesareredandthefrostisintheair。
  OhamIgoingfastenough?’’