SoAlbert,asheshookhandswithMissFosdick,regardedherwithunusualinterest。And,judgingbythewayinwhichshelookedathim,shetoowasinterested。Aftersomeminutesoftheusualconventionalsummer-timechattheyounggentlemansuggestedthattheyadjourntothedrugstoreforrefreshments。Theinvitationwasaccepted,thevivaciousMissKelseyactingasspokesman——orspokeswoman——inthematter。
Ithinkyoumustbeamind-reader,Mr。Speranza,shedeclared。
IamdyingforasundaeandIhavejustdiscoveredthatIhaven’tmypurseorapennywithme。IshouldhavebeenreducedtothehumiliationofborrowingfromMadelinehere,oraskingthatdeafoldBurgessmantotrustmeuntilto-morrow。Andheissofrightfullydeaf,sheaddedinexplanation,thatwhenIaskedhimthelasttimehemademerepeatituntilIthoughtIshoulddieofshame,orexhaustion,oneortheother。EverytimeIshoutedhewouldsay’Hey?’andIwasobligedtoshoutagain。Ofcourse,theplacewascrowded,and——Oh,well,Idon’tliketoeventhinkaboutit。Blessyou,blessyou,AlbertSperanza!Anddopleaselet’shurry!
Whentheyenteredthedrugstore——italsosold,accordingtoitssign,Cigars,soda,ice-cream,patentmedicines,candy,knick-
knacks,chewinggum,souvenirsandnotions——thesextetteofwhichHelenKendallmadeonewasjustleaving。ShenoddedpleasantlytoAlbertandhenoddedinreturn,butEdRaymond’scarelessbowhedidnotchoosetosee。Hehadhithertoratherlikedthatyounggentleman。nowhefeltasuddenbutviolentdetestationforhim。
Sundaespleasanttothepalateanddisastroustoallbutyouthfuldigestionswereordered。Albert’shadaslightflavorofgallandwormwood,butheendeavoredtocounterbalancethisbythesweetnessderivedfromthesocietyofJaneKelseyandherfriend。Hisconversationwasparticularlybrilliantandsparklingthatevening。
Janelaughedmuchandchattedmore。MissFosdickwasquieter,butshe,too,appearedtobeenjoyingherself。Janedemandedtoknowhowthepoemsweredeveloping。Shebeggedhimtohaveaninspirationnow——Do,PLEASE,sothatMadelineandIcanseeyou。Itseemedtobeherideathathavinganinspirationwassimilartohavingafit。MissFosdicklaughedatthis,butshedeclaredthatsheadoredpoetryandspecifiedcertainpoemswhichwereobjectsofherespecialadoration。TheconversationthereafterbecamewhatMissKelseydescribedashighbrow,andtooktheformofadialoguebetweenMissFosdickandAlbert。ItwasinterruptedbythearrivaloftheKelseylimousine,whichrolledmajesticallyuptothedrugstoresteps。Janespieditfirst。
Oh,mercyme,here’smother!sheexclaimed。Andyourmother,too,Madeline。Wearetrackedtoourlair……No,no,Mr。
Speranza,youmustn’tgoout。No,really,wehadratheryouwouldn’t。Thanks,eversomuch,forthesundaes。Come,Madeline。
MissFosdickheldoutherhand。
Thankyou,Mr。Speranza,shesaid。IhaveenjoyedourpoetrytalkSOmuch。Itmustbewonderfultowriteasyoudo。Goodnight。
Shelookedadmiringlyintohiseyesasshesaidit。InspiteofthegallandwormwoodAlbertfounditnotatallunpleasanttobelookedatinthatwaybyagirllikeMadelineFosdick。Hisreflectionsonthatpointwereinterruptedbyavoicefromthecar。
Come,Madeline,come,itsaid,fussily。WhatAREyouwaitingfor?
Albertcaughtaglimpseofamajesticfigurewhich,seatedbesideMrs。Kelseyontherearseatofthelimousine,toweredabovethatshort,plumpladyasadreadnaughttowersaboveacoalbarge。HesurmisedthisfiguretobethatofthematernalFosdick。Madelineclimbedinbesideherparentandthelimousinerolledaway。
Albert’sgoing-to-bedreflectionsthateveningweredividedinflavor,likeafruitsundae,acombinationofsweetandsour。ThesourwasfurnishedbythoughtsofEdwinRaymondandHelenKendall,theformer’spresumptionindaringtoseekhersocietyashedid,andHelen’samazingsillinessinpermittingsuchathing。Thesweet,ofcourse,wasfurnishedbyavoicewhichrepeatedtohismemorythewords,Itmustbewonderfultowriteasyoudo。Alsothetoneofthatvoiceandthelookintheeyes。
Couldhehavebeenprivilegedtoheartheclosingbitsofaconversationwhichwastakingplaceatthatmomenthisreflectionsmighthavebeenstillfurthersaccharined。MissJaneKelseywassaying:AndNOWwhatdoyouthinkofourCapeCodpoet?Didn’tI
promiseyoutoshowyousomethingyoucouldn’tfindonFifthAvenue?AndtothisMissMadelineFosdickmadereply:IthinkheisthehandsomestcreatureIeversaw。Andsoclever!Why,heiswonderful,Jane!Howintheworlddoeshehappentobelivinghere——allthetime?
Itisperhaps,onthewhole,agoodthingthatAlbertSperanzacouldnothearthis。ItiscertainlyagoodthingthatCaptainZelotesSnowdidnothearit。
AndalthoughthebalanceofsweetandsourinAlbert’smindthatnightwasalmosteven,thesourpredominatednextdayandcontinuedtopredominate。IssacharPricehadsowedtheseedofjealousyinthemindoftheassistantbookkeeperofZ。SnowandCompany,andthatseedtookrootandgrewasitisonlytoolikelytodoundersuchcircumstances。ThateveningAlbertwalkedagaintothepost-
office。Helenwasnotthere,neitherwasMissKelseyorMissFosdick。HewaitedforatimeandthendeterminedtocallattheKendallhome,somethinghehadnotdoneforsometime。Ashecameuptothefrontwalk,betweenthearbor-vitaehedges,hesawthattheparlorwindowswerealight。Thewindowshadewasbutpartiallydrawnandbeneathithecouldseeintotheroom。HelenwasseatedatthepianoandEdwinRaymondwasstandingbesideher,readytoturnthepageofhermusic。
Albertwhirledonhisheelandwalkedoutoftheyardanddownthestreettowardhisownhome。Hisattitudeofmindwasacuriousone。HehadamindtowaituntilRaymondleftandthengointotheKendallparloranddemandofHelentoknowwhatshemeantbylettingthatfellowmakesuchafoolofhimself。Whatrighthadhe——Raymond——tocalluponher,andturnhermusicand——andsetthewholetowntalking?Why——Oh,hecouldthinkofmanythingstoaskandsay。Thetroublewasthatthesayingofthemwould,hefeltsure,bedistinctlybaddiplomacyonhispart。Noone——notevenhe——couldtalktoHelenKendallinthatfashion。notunlesshewishedittobetheirfinalconversation。
Sohewenthome,tofretandtossangrilyandmiserablyhalfthenight。HehadneverbeforeconsideredhimselfintheslightestdegreeinlovewithHelen,buthehadtakenforgrantedthethoughtthatshelikedhimbetterthananyoneelse。Nowhewasbeginningtofearthatperhapsshedidnot,and,withhistemperament,woundedvanityandpoeticimaginationsuppliedtherest。Withinafortnightheconsideredhimselfdesperatelyinlovewithher。
Duringthisfortnighthecalledattheparsonage,theKendallhome,severaltimes。OnthefirstoftheseoccasionstheReverendMr。
Kendall,havingjustcompletedasermondealingwiththewarand,beingfullofhissubject,readthesaidsermontohisdaughterandtoAlbert。Thereadingitselflastedforthree-quartersofanhourandMr。Kendall’spost-argumentandgeneraldissertationonGermanperfidyanotherhourafterthat。BythattimeitwaslateandAlbertwenthome。Thesecondcallwasevenworse,forEdRaymondcalledalsoandthetwoyoungmengloweredateachotheruntilteno’clock。Theymighthavecontinuedtoglowerindefinitely,forneithermeanttoleavebeforetheother,butHelenannouncedthatshehadsomehome-studypaperstolookoverandsheknewtheywouldexcuseherunderthecircumstances。Onthathinttheydepartedsimultaneously,separatingatthegateandwalkingwithdeliberatedignityinoppositedirections。
Athisthirdattempt,however,AlbertwassuccessfultotheextentthatHelenwasalonewhenhecalledandtherewasnoschoolworktointerrupt。Butinnootherrespectwastheinterviewsatisfactory。
Allthatweekhehadbeenboilingwiththeindignationofthelandedproprietorwhodiscoversatrespasseronhisestate,andbeforethiscallwasfifteenminutesoldhisfeelingshadboiledover。
WhatISthematterwithyou,Al?askedHelen。Dotellmeandlet’sseeifIcan’thelpyououtofyourtrouble。
Hervisitorflushed。Trouble?herepeated,stiffly。Idon’tknowwhatyoumean。
Ohyes,do。Youmust。WhatISthematter?
Thereisnothingthematterwithme。
Nonsense!Ofcoursethereis。Youhavescarcelyspokenawordofyourownaccordsinceyoucame,andyouhavebeenscowlinglikeathundercloudallthetime。Nowwhatisit?HaveIdonesomethingyoudon’tlike?
Thereisnothingthematter,Itellyou。
Pleasedon’tbesosilly。Ofcoursethereis。Ithoughttheremustbesomethingwrongthelasttimeyouwerehere,thatevening,whenEdcalled,too。Itseemedtomethatyouwereratherqueerthen。Nowyouarequeererstill。Whatisit?
Thisstraightforwardattack,althoughabsolutelycharacteristicofHelen,wasdisconcerting。Albertmetitbyanattackofhisown。
Helen,hedemanded,whatdoesthatRaymondfellowmeanbycomingtoseeyouashedoes?
NowwhetherornotHelenwasentirelyinthedarkastothecauseofhervisitor’squeernessisaquestionnottobeansweredhere。
Shewasfarfrombeingastupidyoungpersonanditisatleastprobablethatshemayhaveguessedalittleofthetruth。But,beingfeminine,shedidnotpermitAlberttoguessthatshehadguessed。Ifherastonishmentatthequestionwasnotentirelysincere,itcertainlyappearedtobeso。
Whatdoeshemean?sherepeated。Whatdoeshemeanbycomingtoseeme?Why,whatdoYOUmean?Ishouldthinkthatwasthequestion。Whyshouldn’thecometoseeme,pray?
NowAlberthasadozenreasonsinhismind,eachofwhichwastohimsufficientlyconvincing。ButexpressingthosereasonstoHelenKendallhefoundsingularlydifficult。Hegrewconfusedandstammered。
Well——well,becausehehasnobusinesstocomeheresomuch,wasthebesthecoulddo。Helen,strangetosay,wasnotsatisfied。
Hasnobusinessto?sherepeated。Why,ofcoursehehas。I
askedhimtocome。
Youdid?Goodheavens,youdon’tLIKEhim,doyou?
OfcourseIlikehim。Ithinkheisaverynicefellow。Don’tyou?
No,Idon’t。
Whynot?
Well——well,becauseIdon’t,that’sall。Hehasnobusinesstomonopolizeyouallthetime。Why,heishereabouteverynightintheweek,oryou’reoutwithhim,downtown,or——orsomewhere。
Everybodyistalkingaboutitand——
Waitaminute,please。YousayeverybodyistalkingaboutEdRaymondandme。Whatdoyoumeanbythat?Whataretheysaying?
They’resaying……Oh,they’resayingyouandheare——are——
Arewhat?
Are——are——Oh,they’resayingallsortsofthings。Lookhere,Helen,I——
Wait!Iwanttoknowmoreaboutthis。Whathaveyouheardsaidaboutme?
Oh,alotofthings……Thatis——er——well,nothinginparticular,perhaps,but——
Wait!Whohaveyouheardsayingit?
Oh,nevermind!Helen——
ButIdomind。Whohaveyouheardsayingthis’lotofthings’
aboutme?
Nobody,Itellyou……Oh,well,ifyoumustknow,IssyPricesaid——well,hesaidyouandthisRaymondfellowwerewhathecalled’keepingcompany’and——andthatthewholetownwastalkingaboutit。
Sheslowlyshookherhead。
IssyPrice!sherepeated。AndyoulistenedtowhatIssyPricesaid。IssyPrice,ofallpeople!
Well——well,hesaideveryoneelsesaidthesamething。
Didhesaymorethanthat?
No,butthatwasenough,wasn’tit。Besides,therestwasplain。
Icouldseeitmyself。Heiscallinghereabouteverynightintheweek,and——andbeingaroundeverywherewithyouand——and——Oh,anyonecansee!
Helen’susuallyplacidtemperwasbeginningtoruffle。
Verywell,shesaid,thentheymaysee。Whyshouldn’thecallhereifhewishes——andIwish?Whyshouldn’tIbe’aroundwithhim,’asyousay?Whynot?
Well,becauseIdon’tlikeit。Itisn’ttherightthingforyoutodo。Yououghttobemorecarefulof——ofwhatpeoplesay。
Herealized,almostassoonasthislastsentencewasblurtedout,theabsolutetactlessnessofit。ThequietgleamofhumorhehadsooftennoticedinHelen’seyeswassucceedednowbyalookhehadneverbeforeseenthere。
Oh,I’msorry,headded,hastily。Ibegyourpardon,Helen。I
didn’tmeantosaythat。Forgiveme,willyou?
Shedidnotanswerimmediately。Thenshesaid,Idon’tknowwhetherIshallornot。IthinkIshallhavetothinkitover。
Andperhapsyouhadbettergonow。
ButI’Msorry,Helen。Itwasafoolthingtosay。Idon’tknowwhyIwassuchanidiot。Doforgiveme。come!
Sheslowlyshookherhead。Ican’t——yet,shesaid。Andthisyoumustunderstand:IfEdRaymond,oranyoneelse,callsonmeandIchoosetopermitit,orifIchoosetogooutwithhimanywhereatanytime,thatismyaffairandnot’everyoneelse’s’——
whichincludesIssacharPrice。AndmyFRIENDS——myrealfriends——
willnotlistentomean,ridiculousgossip。Goodnight。
SothatwastheendofthatattemptatassertingtheDivineRightbytheSouthHarnisskingofhearts。Albertwasmoremiserablethanever,angrierthanever——notonlyatRaymondandHelen,butathimself——andhisnewly-discoveredjealousyburnedwithabrighterandgreenerflame。Theideaofthrowingeverythingoverboard,goingtoCanadaandenlistingintheCanadianArmy——anideawhichhadhadastrongandalluringappealeversincethewarbrokeout——
camebackwithredoubledforce。Buttherewastheagreementwithhisgrandfather。Hehadgivenhisword。howcouldhebreakit?
Besides,togoawayandleavehisrivalwithaclearfielddidnotappealtohim,either。
OnaWednesdayeveninginthemiddleofSeptemberthefinalsocialeventoftheSouthHarnisssummerseasonwastotakeplace。TheSocietyfortheReliefoftheFrenchWoundedwastogiveadanceintheballroomofthehotel,theproceedsfromthesaleofticketstobedevotedtothepurposedefinedbythenameofthisorganization。
Everylastmemberofthesummercolonywastoattend,ofcourse,andallthoseofthepermanentresidentswhoaspiredtosocialdistinctionandcaredtopaythehighpriceofadmission。
Albertwasgoing,naturally。Thatis,hehadatfirstplannedtogo,then——afterthedisastrouscallattheparsonage——decidedthathewouldgoundernocircumstances,andatthelastchangedhismindoncemoretotheaffirmative。MissMadelineFosdick,JaneKelsey’sfriend,wasresponsibleforthefinalchange。Sheitwaswhohadsoldhimhisticketandurgedhimtobepresent。Heandshehadmetseveraltimessincethefirstmeetingatthepost-
office。Usuallywhentheymettheytalkedconcerningpoetryandkindredloftytopics。AlbertlikedMissFosdick。Itishardnottolikeapretty,attractiveyoungladywhotakessuchaflatteringinterestinone’saspirationsandliteraryefforts。Thehighbrowchit-chats——quotingMissKelseyagain——werepleasantinmanyways。
forinstance,theywereinthenatureofatonicforweakenedself-
esteem,andtheSperanzaself-esteemwassufferingjustatthistime,fromshock。
Alberthad,whenhefirstheardthatthedancewastotakeplace,intendedinvitingHelentoaccompanyhim。Hehadtakenheracceptanceforgranted,hehavingactedasherescorttosomanydancesandsocialaffairs。SoheneglectedinvitingherandthencameIssy’smischief-makingremarksandthetroublewhichfollowed。
So,asinvitingherwasoutofthequestion,heresolvednottoattend,himself。ButMissFosdickurgedsoprettilythatheboughthisticketandpromisedtobeamongthosepresent。
Provided,ofcourse,heventured,beinginarecklessmood,thatyousavemeatleastfourdances。Sheraisedherbrowsinmockdismay。
Oh,mygoodness!sheexclaimed。I’mafraidIcouldn’tdothat。
Fourismuchtoomany。OneIwillpromise,butnomore。
However,ashepersisted,sheyieldedanother。Hewastohavetwodancesand,possiblyanextra。
Andyouarealuckyyoungman,declaredJaneKelsey,whohadalsopromisedtwo。Ifyouknewhowmanyfellowshavebeggedforjustone。But,ofcourse,sheadded,THEYwerenotpoets,secondeditionsofTennysonandKeatsandallthat。ItisKeatswhowasthepoet,isn’tit,Madeline?sheadded,turningtoherfriend。
Oh,I’msogladIgotitrightthefirsttime。I’malwaysmixinghimupwithWatts,themanwhoinventedthehymnsandwrotethesteam-engine——orsomething。
TheWednesdayeveninginthemiddleofSeptemberwasabeautifuloneandthehotelwascrowded。TheItem,initsaccountthefollowingweek,enumeratingthosepresent,spokeofOurnewresidents,Mrs。FletcherStoryFosdickandMissMadelineFosdick,whoaretooccupythemagnificentresidencenowaboutbeingbuiltontheInletHillbytheirhusbandandfather,respectively,FletcherStoryFosdick,Esquire,thewell-knownNewYorkbanker。
ThephrasingofthisnewsnotecausedmuchjoyinSouthHarniss,andtheItemgainedseveralnewandhopefulsubscribers。
ButwhenthegushingreporterresponsibleforthisaddedthatMissFosdickwasadreamoflovelinessonthisoccasionhewasstatingonlythetruth。Shewasverybeautifulindeedandacertainyoungmanwhosteppeduptoclaimhisfirstdancerealizedthefact。Thesaidyoungmanwasoutwardlycool,butred-hotwithin,theinternalriseintemperaturebeingcausedbythesightofHelenKendallcrossingthefloorarminarmwithEdwinRaymond。Albert’sfacewaswhitewithanger,exceptfortworedspotsonhischeeks,andhisblackeyesflashed。Consequentlyhe,too,wasconsideredquiteworththelookingatandfeminineglancesfollowedhim。
Whoisthathandsome,foreign-lookingfellowyourfriendisdancingwith?whisperedoneyounglady,aguestatthehotel,toMissKelsey。Janetoldher。
Butheisn’taforeigner,sheadded。HeliveshereinSouthHarnissalltheyear。Heisapoet,Ibelieve,andMadeline,whoknowsaboutsuchthings——inheritsitfromhermother,Isuppose——
sayshispoetryisbeautiful。
Hercompanionwatchedthesubjectoftheirconversationas,withMissFosdick,hemovedlightlyandsurelythroughthecrowdonthefloor。
HeLOOKSlikeapoet,shesaid,slowly。Heiswonderfullyhandsome,sodistinguished,andSUCHadancer!Butwhyshouldapoetlivehere——alltheyear?Isthatallhedoesforaliving——
writepoetry?
Janepretendednottohearherand,amasculinefriendcomingtoclaimhisdance,seizedtheopportunitytoescape。However,anothersitteroutsuppliedtheinformation。
Heisasortofassistantbookkeeperatthelumberyardbytherailroadstation,saidthisperson。Hisgrandfatherownstheplace,Ibelieve。Onewouldneverguessittolookathimnow……
Humph!IwonderifMrs。Fosdickknows。Theysaysheis——well,notdemocraticallyinclined,tosaytheleast。
AlberthadhistwopromiseddanceswithMadelineFosdick,buttheextrahedidnotobtain。Mrs。Fosdick,theeverwatchful,hadseenandmadeinquiries。Thenshecalledherdaughtertoherandissuedanultimatum。
IamSOsorry,saidtheyounglady,inrefusingthepleafortheextra。Ishouldliketo,butI——butMotherhasaskedmetodancewithafriendofoursfromhome。I——IAMsorry,really。
Shelookedasifshemeantit。Albertwassorry,too。Thishadbeenastrangeevening,anothercombinationofsweetandsour。HeglancedacrossthefloorandsawHelenandtheinevitableRaymondemergetogetherfromtheroomwheretherefreshmentswereserved。
Ragingjealousyseizedhimatthesight。Helenhadnotbeennearhim,hadscarcelyspokentohimsincehisarrival。Heforgotthathehadnotbeennearnorspokentoher。
Hedancedtwiceorthricemorewithacquaintances,summerorpermanent,andthendecidedtogohome。MadelineFosdickhesawattheotherendoftheroomsurroundedbyagroupofyoungmasculinity。
Helenhecouldnotseeatthemoment。Hemovedinthedirectionofthecoatroom。JustashereachedthedoorhewassurprisedtoseeEdRaymondstridebyhim,headdownandlookinganythingbutjoyful。
Hewatchedandwasstillmoreastonishedtoseetheyoungmangethiscoatandhatfromtheattendantandwalkoutofthehotel。Hesawhimstrideawayalongthedriveanddownthemoonlitroad。Hewas,apparently,goinghome——goinghomealone。
Hegothisowncoatandhatand,beforeputtingthemon,steppedbackforafinallookattheballroom。Ashestoodbythecloakroomdoorsomeonetouchedhisarm。TurninghesawHelen。
Why——why,Helen!heexclaimed,insurprise。
Areyougoinghome?sheasked,inalowtone。
Yes,I——
Andyouaregoingalone?
Yes。
Wouldyoumind——wouldittroubleyoutoomuchtowalkwithmeasfarasourhouse?
Why——whyofcoursenot。Ishallbedelighted。ButIthoughtyou——
IthoughtEdRaymond——
No,I’malone。Waithere。Iwillbereadyinjustaminute。
Shehurriedaway。Hegazedafterherinbewilderment。Sheandhehadscarcelyexchangedawordduringtheevening,andnow,whentheeveningwasalmostover,shecameandaskedhimtobeherescort。
Whatinthewideworld——?
Theminuteshehadspecifiedhadhardlyelapsedwhenshereappeared,readyforoutofdoors。Shetookhisarmandtheywalkeddownthestepsofthehotel,pastthegroupoflightsattheheadofthedriveandalongtheroad,withthemoonshiningdownuponitandthedamp,saltbreezefromtheoceanblowingacrossit。Theywalkedforthefirstfewminutesinsilence。Therewereadozenquestionshewouldhavelikedtoask,buthisjealousresentmenthadnotentirelyvanishedandhisprideforbade。Itwasshewhospokefirst。
Albert,shesaid,youmustthinkthisveryodd。
Heknewwhatshemeant,buthedidnotchoosetoadmitit。
What?heasked。
Why,myaskingyoutowalkhomewithme,after——afterourtrouble。
Itisstrange,Isuppose,particularlyasyouhadnotspokenbeforethiswholeevening。
_I_——spokentoYOU?Why,youbowedtomewhenIcameintotheroomandthatwastheonlysignofrecognitionyougavemeuntiljustnow。Notadance——notone。
Didyouexpectmetolookyouupandbegyoutodancewithme?
Didyouexpectmetotrotatthatfellow’sheelsandwaitmychancetogetawordwithyou,totakewhatheleft?Ishouldsaynot!ByGeorge,Helen,I——
Sheinterruptedhim。Hush,hush!shepleaded。Thisisallsosilly,sochildish。Andwemustn’tquarrelanymore。Ihavemadeupmymindtothat。Wemustn’t。
Humph!Allright,_I_hadnothoughtofquarrelinginthebeginning。Buttherearesomethingsaself-respectingchapcan’tstand。IhaveSOMEpride,Ihope。
Shecaughtherbreathquickly。Doyouthink,sheasked,thatitwasnosacrificetomypridetobegyoutowalkhomewithme?
After——afterthethingsyousaidtheotherevening?Oh,Albert,howcouldyousaythem!
Well——hehesitated,andthenadded,ItoldyouIwassorry。
Yes,butyouweren’treallysorry。YoumusthavebelievedthethingsthathatefulIssacharPricesaidoryouwouldn’thaverepeatedthem……Oh,butnevermindthatnow,Ididn’tmeantospeakofitatall。IaskedyoutowalkhomewithmebecauseI
wantedtomakeupourquarrel。Yes,thatwasit。Ididn’twanttogoawayandfeelthatyouandIwerenotasgoodfriendsasever。
So,yousee,IputallMYpridetooneside——andasked。
Onephraseinonesentenceofthisspeechcaughtandheldtheyoungman’sattention。Heforgottheothers。
Youaregoingaway?herepeated。Whatdoyoumean?Whereareyougoing?
IamgoingtoCambridgetostudy。IamgoingtotakesomecoursesatRadcliffe。YouknowItoldyouIhopedtosomeday。Well,ithasbeenarranged。Iamtolivewithmycousin,father’shalfsisterinSomerville。FatheriswellenoughtoleavenowandI
haveengagedacapablewoman,Mrs。Peters,tohelpMariawiththehousework。IamgoingFridaymorning,thedayafterto-morrow。
Hestoppedshorttostareather。
Youaregoingaway?heasked,again。Youaregoingtodothatand——and——Whydidn’tyoutellmebefore?
Itwasacharacteristicreturntohisattitudeofoutragedroyalty。
Shehadmadealltheseplans,hadarrangedtodothisthing,andhehadnotbeeninformed。AtanothertimeHelenmighthavelaughedathim。shegenerallydidwhenhebecamewhatshecalledtheGrandBashaw。Shedidnotlaughnow,however,butansweredquietly。
Ididn’tknowIwasgoingtodoituntilalittlemorethanaweekago,shesaid。AndIhavenotseenyousincethen。
No,you’vebeentoobusyseeingsomeoneelse。
Shelostpatiencefortheinstant。Oh,don’t,don’t,don’t!shecried。Iknowwhoyoumean,ofcourse。YoumeanEdRaymond。
Don’tyouknowwhyhehasbeenatthehousesomuchoflate?WhyheandIhavebeensomuchtogether?Don’tyoureallyknow?
What?……No,Idon’t——exceptthatyouandhewantedtobetogether。
Anditdidn’toccurtoyouthattheremightbesomeotherreason?
Youforgot,Isuppose,thatheandIwereappointedontheTicketCommitteeforthisverydance?
Hehadforgottenitentirely。NowherememberedperfectlythemeetingoftheFrenchReliefSocietyatwhichtheappointmenthadbeenmade。InfactHelenherselfhadtoldhimofitatthetime。
Forthemomenthewasstaggered,butheralliedpromptly。
Committeemeetingsmaydoasanexcuseforsomethings,hesaid,buttheydon’texplaintherest——hiscallshereeveryothereveningand——andsoon。Honestnow,Helen,youknowhehasn’tbeenrunningafteryouinthiswayjustbecauseheisonthatcommitteewithyou。nowdon’tyou?
Theywerealmostattheparsonage。ThelightfromMr。Kendall’sstudywindowshonethroughtheleavesofthelilacbushbehindthewhitefence。Helenstartedtospeak,buthesitated。Herepeatedhisquestion。
Nowdon’tyou?heurged。
Why,why,yes,IsupposeIdo,shesaid,slowly。Idoknow——
now。ButIdidn’teventhinkofsuchathinguntil——untilyoucamethateveningandtoldmewhatIssyPricesaid。
Youmeanyoudidn’tguessatall?
Well——well,perhapsI——Ithoughthelikedtocome——likedto——Oh,whatistheuseofbeingsilly!Ididthinkhelikedtocall,butonlyasafriend。Hewasjollyandlotsoffunandwewerebothfondofmusic。Ienjoyedhiscompany。Ineverdreamedthattherewasanythingmorethanthatuntilyoucameandwereso——disagreeable。
AndeventhenIdidn’tbelieve——untilto-night。
Againshehesitated。To-night?herepeated。Whathappenedto-
night?
Ohnothing。Ican’ttellyou。Oh,whycan’tfriendsbefriendsandnot……ThatiswhyIspoketoyou,Albert,whyIwantedtohavethistalkwithyou。IwasgoingawaysosoonandIcouldn’tbeartogowithanyunfriendlinessbetweenus。Theremustn’tbe。
Don’tyousee?
Heheardbutapartofthis。ThememoryofRaymond’sfaceashehadseenitwhentheyoungmanstrodeoutofthecloakroomandoutofthehotelcamebacktohimandwithitagreatheart-throbbingsenseofrelief,oftriumph。Heseizedherhand。
Helen,hecried,didhe——didyoutellhim——Oh,byGeorge,Helen,you’rethemostwonderfulgirlintheworld!I’m——I——Oh,Helen,youknowI——I——
Itwasnothishabittobeatalossforwords,buthewasjustthen。Hetriedtoretainherhand,toputhisarmabouther。
Oh,Helen!hecried。You’rewonderful!You’resplendid!I’mcrazyaboutyou!Ireallyam!I——
Shepushedhimgentlyaway。Don’t!Pleasedon’t!shesaid。
Oh,don’t!
ButImust。Don’tyouseeI……Why,you’recrying!
Herfacehad,foramoment,beenupturned。Themoonatthatmomenthadslippedbehindacloud,butthelamplightfromthewindowhadshownhimthetearsinhereyes。Hewasamazed。Hecouldhaveshouted,havelaughedaloudfromjoyortriumphantexultationjustthen,buttoweep!Whatoccasionwastherefortears,exceptonEdRaymond’spart?
You’recrying!herepeated。Why,Helen——!
Don’t!shesaid,again。Oh,don’t!Pleasedon’ttalkthatway。
Butdon’tyouwantmeto,Helen?I——IwantyoutoknowhowI
feel。Youdon’tunderstand。I——
Hush!……Don’t,Al,don’t,please。Don’ttalkinthatway。I
don’twantyouto。
Butwhynot?
Oh,becauseIdon’t。It’s——itisfoolish。You’reonlyaboy,youknow。
Aboy!I’mmorethanayearolderthanyouare。
Areyou?Whyyes,Isupposeyouare,really。Butthatdoesn’tmakeanydifference。Iguessgirlsareolderthanboyswhentheyareourage,lotsolder。
Oh,botherallthat!Wearen’tkids,eitherofus。Iwantyoutolisten。Youdon’tunderstandwhatI’mtryingtosay。
Yes,Ido。ButI’msureyoudon’t。YouaregladbecauseyouhavefoundyouhavenoreasontobejealousofEdRaymondandthatmakesyousay——foolishthings。ButI’mnotgoingtohaveourfriendshipspoiledinthatway。Iwantustoberealfriends,always。Soyoumustn’tbesilly。
I’mnotsilly。Helen,ifyouwon’tlistentoanythingelse,willyoulistentothis?Willyoupromisemethatwhileyouareawayyouwon’thaveotherfellowscallingonyouor——oranythinglikethat?AndI’llpromiseyouthatI’llhavenothingtosaytoanothergirl——inanywaythatcounts,Imean。Shallwepromiseeachotherthat,Helen?Come!
Shepausedforsomemomentbeforeanswering,butherreply,whenitcame,wasfirm。
No,shesaid,Idon’tthinkweshouldpromiseanything,excepttoremainfriends。Youmightpromiseandthenbesorry,later。
_I_might?Howaboutyou?
Perhapswebothmight。Sowewon’ttaketherisk。Youmaycomeandseemeto-morroweveningandsaygood-by,ifyoulike。Butyoumustn’tstaylong。ItismylastnightwithfatherforsometimeandImustn’tcheathimoutofit。Goodnight,Albert。I’msogladourmisunderstandingisover,aren’tyou?
OfcourseIam。But,Helen——
Imustgoinnow。Goodnight。
ThereflectionsofAlbertoSperanzaduringhiswalkbacktotheSnowplacewerevariedbutwonderful。HethoughtofRaymond’shumiliationandgloriedinit。HethoughtofHelenandrhapsodized。
Andif,occasionally,hethoughtalsoofthedanceandofMadelineFosdick,forgivehim。Hewasbarelytwenty-oneandthemoonwasshining。
CHAPTERIX
Thegood-bycallthefollowingeveningwas,tohimatleast,notverysatisfactory。Helenwastired,havingbeenbusyalldaywiththefinalpreparationsforleaving,andoldMr。KendallinsistedonbeingpresentduringtheentirevisitandintellinglongandinvolvedstoriesofthetripabroadhehadmadewhenayoungmanandtheunfavorableopinionwhichhehadthenformedofPrussiansastravelingcompanions。Albert’sopinionofPrussianswasatleastasunfavorableashisown,buthiscompleteandeveneageragreementwitheachoftheoldgentleman’sstatementsdidnothavetheeffectofchokingthelatteroff,butratherseemedtoactasencouragementformore。Whenteno’clockcameanditwastimetogoAlbertfeltasifhehadbeenlisteningtoalectureontheHohenzollerns。GreatScott,Helen,hewhispered,asshecametothedoorwithhim,Idon’tfeelasifIhadtalkedwithyouaminute。Why,Iscarcely——
ButjusthereMr。Kendallcamehurryingfromthesitting-roomtotellofoneincidentwhichhehadhithertoforgotten,andsoeventhisbriefintervalofprivacywasdenied。ButAlbertmadeonemoreattempt。
I’mgoingtorunovertothestationto-morrowmorningtoseeyouoff,hecalledfromthegate。Goodnight。
Themorningtrainleftatnineo’clock,andataquartertonineAlbert,whohadkepthiseyeontheclockeversinceeight,hishourofarrivingattheoffice,calledtoMr。Price。
Isay,hesaid,inalowtoneandoneascasualashecouldassume,Iamgoingtorunoutforafewminutes。I’llberightback。
Issachar’sresponsewasasusualanythingbutlow。
Eh?heshouted。Goin’out?Whereyougoin’?
Oh,I’mjustgoingout——er——onanerrand。
Whatkindofanerrand?Iwascal’latin’torunoutmyselfforalittlespell。Can’tIdoyourerrandforyou?
No,no……There,there,don’tbothermeanymore。I’minahurry。
Hurry!So’mIinahurry。Iwascal’latin’torunacrosttothedeepoandseeHelenKendallstartforBoston。She’sgoin’thismorning。didyouknowit?
BeforethesomewhatflusteredassistantbookkeepercouldreplyCaptainZelotescalledfromtheinneroffice:
Wouldn’twonderifthatwaswhereAlwasbound,too,heobserved。
AndIwasthinkin’ofthesamething。Supposeweallgotogether。
Labe’llkeepshop,won’tyou,Labe?
Mr。Keelerlookedoverhisspectacles。Eh?heobserved。Oh,yes,yes……yes,yes,yes。Andsaygood-bytoHelenforme,someofyou,ifyouhappentothinkofit。Notthat’twillmakemuchdifferencetoher,headded,whethershegetsmygood-bysornot,butitmightmakesometome……Um,yes,yes。
Mr。Pricewaseagertooblige。
I’lltellheryousent’em,Labe,hesaid,patronizingly。Setyourmindtorest。I’lltellher。
Laban’sliptwitched。Muchobliged,Is,hechirruped。That’sagreatrelief!Mymind’srestedsomealready。
So,insteadofgoingalonetotherailwaystation,Albertmadeoneofadelegationofthree。AndatthestationwasMr。Kendall,andtwooftheschoolcommittee,andoneortwomembersofthechurchsewingcircle,andthepresidentandsecretaryoftheSocietyfortheReliefoftheFrenchWounded。Sofarfrombeinganintimateconfidentialfarewell,Helen’sdeparturewasinthenatureofapublicceremonywithspeech-making。Mr。Pricemademostofthespeeches,infactthelowerportionofhiscountenancewasinviolentmotionmostofthetenminutes。
Takecareofyourself,Helen,heurgedloudly。Don’tyouworryaboutyourpa,we’lllookoutforhim。Anddon’tletnoneofthemBostonfellerscarryyouoff。We’llwatchandseethatEddieRaymondandAlheredon’tgetintomischiefwhileyou’regone。
I……Crimustee!JimYoung,whatintime’sthematterwithyou?
Can’tyeseenothin’?
Thislastoutburstwasdirectedatthedriverofthedepot-wagon,who,wheelingatrunkonabaggagetruck,hadbumpedviolentlyintotherearofMr。Price’slegs,justatthekneejoint,causingtheirownertobendbackwardunexpectedly,andwithenthusiasm。
Can’tyouseenothin’whenit’srightinfrontofye?demandedIssachar,righteouslyindignant。
JimYoungwinkedoverhisshoulderatAlbert。Sorry,Is,hesaid,ashecontinuedtowardthebaggagecar。Ididn’tnoticeyouWASinfrontofme。
Well,then,you’dbetter……Eh?Seehere,whatdoyoumeanbythat?
EvenafterMr。Pricehadthusbeenpushedoutoftheforeground,sotospeak,AlbertwasdeniedtheopportunityoftakinghisplacebyHelen’sside。Herfatherhadafewlastmessagestodeliver,thenCaptainZelotesshookherhandandtalkedforamoment,and,afterthat,theladiesofthesewingcircleandthewarworksocietyfeltittheirdutyto,severallyandjointly,kisshergood-by。Thislastwasatryingoperationtowatch。
Thentheenginebellrangandthetrainbegantomove。Albert,runningbesidetheplatformofthelastcar,helduphishandforafarewellclasp。
Good-by,hesaid,andaddedinawhisper,You’llwrite,won’tyou?
Ofcourse。Andsomustyou。Good-by。
Thelastcarandthehandkerchiefwavingfigureonitsplatformdisappearedaroundthecurve。Thelittlegroupbythestationbrokeup。Albertandhisgrandfatherwalkedovertotheofficetogether。
Theregoesagoodgirl,Al,wasCaptainLote’sonlycomment。A
mightygoodcapablegirl。
Albertnodded。Amomentlaterheliftedhishattoagroupinapassingautomobile。
Whowerethosefolks?askedtheCaptain。
TheFosdicks,wasthereply。ThepeoplewhoaregoingtobuilddownbytheInlet。
ItwasMadelineandhermother。Thelatterhadbeenserenelyindifferent,buttheyoungladyhadsmiledandbowedbehindthematernalshoulders。
Oh。thatso?observedCaptainZelotes,lookingaftertheflyingcarwithinterest。That’swho’tis,eh?Nicelookin’,theyoungone,ain’tshe?
Albertdidnotanswer。WiththenoiseofthetrainwhichwascarryingHelenoutofhislifestillringinginhisearsitseemedwickedeventomentionanothergirl’sname,tosaynothingofcommentinguponhergoodlooks。Fortherestofthatdayhewasagloomyspirit,adarkshadowintheofficeofZ。SnowandCo。
BeforetheendofanotherfortnighttheseasonatSouthHarnisswasdefinitelyover。ThehotelclosedontheSaturdayfollowingthedance,andbyOctoberfirstthelastofthecottageswaslockedandshuttered。TheKelseyswentonthetwentiethandtheFosdickswentwiththem。AlbertmetMadelineandJaneatthepost-officeintheeveningofthenineteenthandtheremorefarewellsweresaid。
Don’tforgetusdownhereinthesand,willyou?hesuggestedtoMissFosdick。ItwasJaneKelseywhoanswered。
Oh,shewon’tforget,returnedthatyounglady。Whyshehasyourphotographtorememberyouby。
Madelinecoloredbecominglyandwas,asJanedescribedit,awfullyfussed。
Nonsense!sheexclaimed,withmuchindignation,Ihaven’tanysuchthing。YouknowIhaven’t,Jane。
Yes,youhave,mydear。Youhaveaphotographofhimstandinginfrontofthedrugstoreandlookingdreamilyinat——atthestrawberrysundaes。Itisamostromanticpose,really。
Albertlaughed。Herememberedthephotograph。ItwasoneofaseriesofsnapshotstakenwithMissKelsey’scameraoneSaturdayafternoonwhenapartyofyoungpeoplehadmetinfrontofthesundaedispensary。Janehadinsistedonsnappingeveryone。
ThatremindsmethatIhaveneverseentherestofthosephotographs,hesaid。
Haven’tyou?exclaimedJane。Well,yououghttoseethem。I
haveMadeline’swithme。Itisadream,ifIdosayitasItookit。
Sheproducedthesnapshot,whichshowedherfriendstandingbesidethesilver-leaftreebeforethedruggist’swindowandsmilingatthecamera。Itwasagoodlikenessand,consequently,averyprettypicture。
Isn’titadream,justasIsaid?demandedtheartist。Honestnow,isn’tit?
Albertofcoursedeclaredittobebeyondpraise。
MayIhavethisone?heasked,ontheimpulseofthemoment。
Don’taskme,stupid,commandedJane,mischievously。Itisn’tmyfuneral——ormyportrait,either。
MayI?herepeated,turningtoMadeline。Shehesitated。
Why——whyyes,youmay,ifyoucareforit,shesaid。ThatparticularoneisJane’s,anyway,andifshechoosestogiveitawayIdon’tseehowIcanpreventher。ButwhyyoushouldwanttheoldthingIcan’tconceive。Ilookasstiffandwoodenasasign-post。
Janeheldupaprotestingfinger。
Fibs,fibs,fibs,sheobserved。Can’tconceivewhyheshouldwantit!Asifyouweren’tperfectlyawarethathewillwearitnexthisheartand——Oh,don’tputitinTHATpocket!Isaidnextyourheart,andthatisn’tonyourRIGHTside。
Alberttookthephotographhomeandstuckitbetweentheframeandglassofhisbureau。ThencameasuddenremembranceofhispartingwithHelenandwithitatwingeofconscience。Hehadbeggedhertohavenothingtodowithanyotherfellow。Trueshehadrefusedtopromiseandconsequentlyhealsowasunbound,butthatmadenodifference——shouldnotmakeany。Soheputthephotographatthebackofthedrawerwherehekepthiscollarsandties,witharesolvenevertolookatit。Hedidnotlookatit——veryoften。
Thencameanotherlongwinter。Hegroundawayatthebookkeeping——
hewasmoreproficientatit,buthehateditasheartilyasever——
andwroteagooddealofverseandsomeprose。Forthefirsttimehesoldaprosearticle,ashortstory,toaminormagazine。HewrotelongletterstoHelenandshereplied。Shewasstudyinghard,shelikedherwork,andshehadbeenofferedtheopportunitytotutorinagirls’summercampinVermontduringJulyandAugustandmeanttoacceptprovidedherfather’shealthcontinuedgood。
AlbertprotestedviolentlyagainstherbeingabsentfromSouthHarnissforsolong。Youwillscarcelybehomeatall,hewrote。
Ishallhardlyseeyou。WhatamIgoingtodo?AsitisnowI
missyou——andsoonforfourcloselywrittenpages。Havinggottenintothespiritofcompositionhe,sotospeak,gloriedinhisloneliness,somuchsothatHelenwasmovedtoremonstrate。
Yourlettermademealmostmiserable,shewrote,untilIhadreaditovertwice。ThenIbegantosuspectthatyouwereenjoyingyourwretchedness,orenjoyingwritingaboutit。Itrulydon’tbelieveanyone——youespecially——couldbequiteaslonesomeasallthat。Honestlynow,Albert,weren’tyouexaggeratingalittle?I
ratherthinkyouwere?
Hehadbeen,ofcourse,butitirritatedhimtothinkthatsherecognizedthefact。Shehadanuncannyfacultyofseeingthroughhiseverypretense。Inhisnextletterhesaidnothingwhateveraboutbeinglonesome。
Athome,andattheoffice,thewarwaswhatpeopletalkedaboutmostofthetime。SincetheLusitania’ssinkingCaptainZeloteshadbeenabattlechargerchafingatthebit。Hewantedtofightandtofightatonce。
We’vegottodoit,Mother,hedeclared,overandoveragain。
Soonerorlaterwe’vegottofightthatKaisergang。Whatarewewaitin’for。willsomebodytellmethat?
Olive,asusual,wasmildandunruffled。
ProbablythePresidentknowsasmuchaboutitasyouandme,Zelotes,shesuggested。Ipresumelikelyhehashisownreasons。
Humph!WhenSethBassettgotupinthenightandtookadrinkoutofthebottleofParisGreenbymistake’BialCahoonaskedhimwhatintimehekeptParisGreeninhisbedroomfor,anyhow。AllthatSethwouldsaywasthathehadhisownreasons。Therestofthetownwaslefttoguesswhatthosereasonswas。That’swhatthePresident’sdoin’——keepin’usguessin’。Bytheeverlastin’,ifI
wasyoungerI’dshipaboardaBritishlime-juicerandgoandfight,myself!
ItwasRachelElliswhocausedtheCaptaintobeabitmorerestrainedinhisremarks。
Youhadn’toughttotalkthatway,Cap’nLote,shesaid。NotwhenAlbert’saround,youhadn’t。
Eh?Whynot?
Becausethefirstthingyouknowhe’llbestartin’forCanadatoenlist。He’sbeencrazytodoitfor’mostayear。
Hehas?Howdoyouknowhehas?
Becausehe’stoldmeso,more’nonce。
Heremployerlookedather。
Humph!hegrunted。Heseemstotellyouagoodmanythingshedoesn’ttelltherestofus。
Thehousekeepernodded。Yes,shesaidgravely,Ishouldn’twonderifhedid。Amomentlatersheadded,Cap’nLote,youwillbecareful,won’tyou?Youwouldn’twantAltogooffandleaveZ。
SnowandCompanywhenhimandyouaregettin’onsomuchbetter。
YouAREgettin’onbetter,ain’tyou?
Thecaptainpulledathisbeard。
Yes,headmitted,seemsasifwewas。Heain’tanywonderatbookkeepin’,buthe’sbetter’nheusedtobe。andhedoesseemtotryhard,I’llsaythatforhim。
Rachaelbeamedgratification。He’llbeaRobertPenfoldyet,shedeclared。seeifheisn’t。Soyoumusn’tencouragehimintoenlistin’intheCanadianarmy。Youwouldn’twanthimtodothatanymore’ntherestofuswould。
Thecaptaingazedintentlyintothebowlofthepipewhichhehadbeencleaning。Hemadenoanswer。
Youwouldn’twanthimtodothat,wouldyou?repeatedthehousekeeper。
CaptainLoteblewthroughthepipestem。Thenhesaid,No,I
wouldn’t……butI’mdarngladhe’sgotthespunktoWANTtodoit。WemaygetthatPortygeestreakoutofhim,poetryandall,giveustime。eh,Rachael?
ItwasthefirsttimeinmonthsthathehadusedthewordPortygee
inconnectionwithhisgrandson。Mrs。Ellissmiledtoherself。
InAprilthearbutusbudsbegantoappearabovetheleafmoldbetweenthescruboaksinthewoods,andthewallsofFletcherFosdick’snewsummerhomebegantoriseabovetheyoungpinesonthehillbytheInletintheBayRoad。TheItemkeptitsreadersinformed,byweeklyinstallments,oftheprogressmadebythebuilders。
ThelumberforMr。FletcherFosdick’snewcottageisbeginningtobehauledtohispropertyonInletHillinthistown。OurenterprisingfirmofSouthHarnissdealers,Z。Snow&Co。,arefurnishingsaidlumber。Mr。NehemiahNickersonistodothemasonwork。Mr。Fosdickshowsgoodjudgmentaswellasacommendablespiritinengaginglocaltalentinthisway。Weventuretosayhewillneverregretit。
Aweeklater:
Mr。FletcherFosdick’snewresidenceisbeginningbuilding,thefoundationbeingprettynearlaid。
Andthefollowingweek:
TheFosdickmansionisgrowingfast。SouthHarnissmaywellbeproudofitsnewornament。
TheriseinthreesuccessivenumbersfromcottagetomansionisperhapssufficienttoindicatethattheFosdicksummerhomewastobe,asIssacharPricedescribedit,Someconsiderablehouse!Yessir,bycrimus,someconsiderable!
InJune,Helencamehomeforaweek。AttheendoftheweekshelefttotakeuphernewdutiesatthesummercampforgirlsinVermont。Albertandsheweretogetheragooddealduringthatweek。Anticipatingherarrival,theyoungman’sardentimaginationhadagainfannedwhathedelightedtothinkofashisloveforherintoflame。Duringthelastmonthsofthewinterhehadnotplayedthelanguishingswainasconscientiouslyasduringtheautumn。
Likethesailorinthesongis’eartwastruetoPollalways,buthehadbrokenawayfromhisself-imposedhermitageinhisroomattheSnowplaceseveraltimestoattendsociables,entertainmentsand,even,dances。Now,whenshereturnedhewaseagerlyawaitingherandwouldhavehauntedtheparsonagebeforeandafterworkinghoursofeverydayaswellastheevening,ifshehadpermitted,andwhenwithherassumedaproprietaryairwhichwassoobviousthatevenMr。Pricefeltcalledupontocommentonit。
Say,Al,drawledIssachar,cal’lateyou’vecutoutEddieRaymondalongwithHelen,ain’tye?Don’tseehimhangin’aroundanysinceshegotback,andthewayyouwasactin’whenIseeyoustruttin’
intotheparsonageyardlastnightaforemailtimemademethinkyoumusthaveafirstmortgageonHelenandherpaandthehouseandthemeetin’-houseandtwo-thirdsofthegraveyard。Ineverseesuchanimportant-lookin’critterinMYlife。Haw,haw!Eh?How’boutit?
AlbertdidnotmindthePricesarcasm。insteadhefeltrathergratefultohavetheproletariatrecognizethathehadtriumphedagain。Theflyinhisointment,sotospeak,wasthefactthatHelenherselfdidnotintheleastrecognizethattriumph。Shelaughedathim。
Don’tlookatmelikethat,please,please,don’t,shebegged。
Whynot?witharepetitionofthelook。
Becauseitissilly。
Silly!Well,Ilikethat!Aren’tyouandIengaged?Orjustthesameasengaged?
No,ofcoursewearenot。
Butwepromisedeachother——
No,wedidnot。Andyouknowwedidn’t。
Helen,whydoyoutreatmethatway?Don’tyouknowthat——thatI
justworshipthegroundyoutreadon?Don’tyouknowyou’retheonlygirlinthisworldIcouldevercarefor?Don’tyouknowthat?
TheywerewalkinghomefromchurchSundaymorningandhadreachedthecornerbelowtheparsonage。There,screenedbythethicketofyoungsilver-leafs,shestoppedmomentarilyandlookedintohisface。Thenshewalkedon。
Don’tyouknowhowmuchIcare?herepeated。
Sheshookherhead。Youthinkyoudonow,perhaps,shesaid,butyouwillchangeyourmind。
Whatdoyoumeanbythat?HowdoyouknowIwill?
BecauseIknowyou。There,there,Albert,wewon’tquarrel,willwe?Andwewon’tbesilly。You’reanawfullyniceboy,butyouarejustaboy,youknow。
Hewaslosinghistemper。
Thisisridiculous!hedeclared。I’mtiredofbeinggrandmotheredbyyou。I’molderthanyouare,andIknowwhatI’mdoing。Come,Helen,listentome。
Butshewouldnotlisten,andalthoughshewasalwayskindandfrankandfriendly,sheinvariablyrefusedtopermithimtobecomesentimental。Itirritatedhim,andaftershehadgonetheirritationstillremained。Hewroteherasbefore,althoughnotquitesooften,andtheletterswerepossiblynotquitesolong。
HispridewashurtandtheSperanzapridewasatenderandimportantpartoftheSperanzabeing。IfHelennotedanychangeinhislettersshedidnotrefertoitnorpermitittoinfluenceherown,whichwere,asalways,lengthy,cheerful,andfullofinterestinhimandhisworkandthoughts。
Duringthepreviousfall,whileunderthenewinfluencearousedinhimbyhisdiscoverythatHelenKendallwasthemostwonderfulgirlintheworld,saiddiscoveryofcoursehavingbeenpreviouslymadeforhimbytheunfortunateRaymond,hehaddevelopedahabitofwanderingoffintothewoodsorbytheseashoretobealoneandtoseekinspiration。Whenayoungpoetisinlove,orfancieshimselfinlove,inspirationisusuallytobefoundwhereversought,butevenatthatageandtooneinthatconditionsolitudeisamarkedaidinthesearch。ThereweretwoorthreespotswhichhadbecomeAlbertSperanza’sfavorites。Onewasahigh,wind-sweptknoll,overlookingthebay,aboutahalfmilefromthehotel,anotherwasasecludednookinthepinegrovebesideCarver’sPond,aprettylittlesheetofwaterontheBayportboundary。OnpleasantSaturdayafternoonsorSundays,whenthepoeticfitwasonhim,Albert,withahalfdozenpencilsinhispocket,andarhymingdictionaryandascribblingpadinanother,waswonttostrolltowardsoneortheotherofthesetworetreats。Therehewouldsprawlamidthebeachgrassoruponthepine-needlesanddreamandthinkand,perhaps,ultimatelywrite。
OnefairSaturdayinlateJunehewasatthefirstoftheserespectivepoints。Lyingproneonthebeachgrassatthetopoftheknollandpeeringidlyoutbetweenitsstemsatthewatershimmeringinthesummersun,hewasendeavoringtofindasubjectforapoemwhichshoulddealwithloveandwarasrequestedbytheeditoroftheColumbianMagazine。Giveussomethingwithagirlandasoldierinit,theeditorhadwritten。Albert’smindwaslazilydriftinginsearchofthepleasingcombination。
Thesunwaswarm,thebreezewaslight,thehorizonwasveiledwithaliquidhaze。Albert’smindwasveiledwithasimilarhazeandtheideahewantedwouldnotcome。Hewaslosinghisdesiretofinditandwas,infact,droppingintoadozewhenarousedbyablood-curdlingoutburstofbarksandyelpsandgrowlsbehindhim,athisveryheels。Hecameoutofhisnapwithajumpand,scramblingtoasittingpositionandturning,hesawasmallBostonbull-terrierstandingwithinayardofhisanklesand,apparently,tryingtoturnhisbrindledoutsidein,orhisinsideout,withspitefulferocity。Plainlythedoghadcomeuponhimunexpectedlyandwasexpressingalarm,suspicionanddisapproval。
AlbertjerkedhisanklesoutofthewayandsaidHello,boy,inascheerfullycordialatoneashecouldmusteratsuchshortnotice。Thedogtookastepforward,evidentlywiththeideaofalwayskeepingtheankleswithinjumpingdistance,showedadoublerowofhealthyteethandgrowledandbarkedwithrenewedviolence。
Nicedog,observedAlbert。Thenicedogmadeasnapatthenearestankleand,balkedofhispreybyafrenziedkickofthefootattachedtotheankle,shrieked,snarledandgurgledlikeacaninelunatic。
Gohome,youuglybrute,commandedtheyoungman,losingpatience,andlookingaboutforastoneorstick。Onthetopofthatknollthelargeststonewasthesizeofabuckshotandtheneareststickwas,tobeIrish,astraw。
Nicedoggie!Niceoldboy!Comeandbepatted!……Clearoutwithyou!Gohome,youbeast!
Flatteriesandthreatswerealikeintheirresult。Thedogcontinuedtosnarlandgrowl,dartingtowardtheanklesoccasionally。
Evidentlyhewasmusteringcouragefortheattack。Albertindesperationscoopedupahandfulofsand。Ifworstcametoworsthemightblindthecreaturetemporarily。Whatwouldhappenafterthatwasnotclear。Unlesshemightbyaluckycastfillthedog’sinteriorsofullofsandthat——likethefamousJumpingFrog——itwouldbetooheavytonavigate,hesawnowayofescapefromapainfulbite,probablymorethanone。WhatCaptainZeloteshadformerlycalledhisPortygeetemperflaredup。
Oh,damnyou,clearout!heshouted,springingtohisfeet。
Fromalittlewaybelowhim。infact,frombehindthenextdune,betweenhimselfandthebeach,afemininevoicecalledhisname。
Oh,Mr。Speranza!itsaid。Isityou?I’msoglad!
Albertturned,butthemomenthedidsothedogmadeadashathislegs,sohewasobligedtoturnbackagainandkickviolently。
Oh,Iamsogladitisyou,saidthevoiceagain。Iwassureitwasadreadfultramp。Googooloathestramps。
Asanarticleofdietthatmeant,probably。Googoo——ifthatwasthedog’sname——waspassionatelyfondofpoets,thatwasself-
evident,andintendedtomakeamealofthisone,forthwith。HeflewattheSperanzaankles。Albertperformedamostundignifiedwardance,anddashedhishandfulofsandintoGoogoo’sopencountenance。Foraminuteorsotherewasalivelyshindyontopofthatknoll。Attheendoftheminutethedog,heldtightlyinapairoffemininearms,wasemittinggrowlsandcoughsandsand,whileMadelineFosdickandAlbertSperanzawerekneelinginmoresandandlookingateachother。
Oh,didhebiteyou?beggedMissFosdick。
No……no,Iguessnot,wasthereply。I——Iscarcelyknowyet……Why,whendidyoucome?Ididn’tknowyouwereintown。
Wecameyesterday。Motoredfromhome,youknow。I——bestill,Goo,youbadthing!ItwassuchalovelydaythatIcouldn’tresistgoingforawalkalongthebeach。ItookGoogoobecausehedoesloveitso,and——Goo,bestill,Itellyou!Iamsurehethinksyouareatramp,outhereallaloneinthe——inthewilderness。Andwhatwereyoudoinghere?
Albertdrewalongbreath。Iwashalfasleep,Iguess,hesaid,whenhebrokelooseatmyheels。Iwokeupquickenoughthen,asyoumayimagine。Andsoyouarehereforthesummer?Yournewhouseisn’tfinished,isit?
No,notquite。MotherandGooandIareatthehotelforamonth。
Butyouhaven’tansweredmyquestion。Whatwereyoudoingoffhereallalone?Haveyoubeenforawalk,too?
Notexactly。I——well,Icomehereprettyoften。Itisoneofmyfavoritehidingplaces。Yousee,I……don’tlaughifItellyou,willyou?
Ofcoursenot。Goon。thisisverymysteriousandinteresting。
Well,Icomeheresometimesonpleasantdays,tobealone——andwrite。
Write?Writepoetry,doyoumean?
Yes。
Oh,howwonderful!WereyouwritingwhenI——whenGoointerruptedyou?
No。Ihadmadetwoorthreeattempts,butnothingthatIdidsatisfiedme。Ihadjustaboutdecidedtotearthemupandtogiveuptryingforthisafternoon。
Oh,Ihopeyouwon’ttearthemup。I’msuretheyshouldn’tbe。
Perhapsyouwerenotinapropermoodtojudge,yourself。
Perhapsnot。Perhapstheymightlookalittlelesshopelesstosomeoneelse。Butthatpersonwouldhavetobereallyinterested,andtherearefewpeopleinSouthHarnisswhoknoworcareanythingaboutpoetry。
Isupposethatistrue。I——Idon’tsupposeyouwouldcaretoshowthemtome,wouldyou?
Why,eagerly,wouldyoureallycaretoseethem?
IndeedIshould!Notthatmyjudgmentoradviceisworthanything,ofcourse。ButIamvery,veryfondofpoetry,andtoseehowarealpoetwrotewouldbewonderful。AndifIcouldhelpyou,eventheleastlittlebit,itwouldbesuchanhonor。