首页 >出版文学> The Princess de Montpensier>第6章
  SoAlbert,asheshookhandswithMissFosdick,regardedherwithunusualinterest。And,judgingbythewayinwhichshelookedathim,shetoowasinterested。Aftersomeminutesoftheusualconventionalsummer-timechattheyounggentlemansuggestedthattheyadjourntothedrugstoreforrefreshments。Theinvitationwasaccepted,thevivaciousMissKelseyactingasspokesman——orspokeswoman——inthematter。
  Ithinkyoumustbeamind-reader,Mr。Speranza,shedeclared。
  IamdyingforasundaeandIhavejustdiscoveredthatIhaven’tmypurseorapennywithme。IshouldhavebeenreducedtothehumiliationofborrowingfromMadelinehere,oraskingthatdeafoldBurgessmantotrustmeuntilto-morrow。Andheissofrightfullydeaf,sheaddedinexplanation,thatwhenIaskedhimthelasttimehemademerepeatituntilIthoughtIshoulddieofshame,orexhaustion,oneortheother。EverytimeIshoutedhewouldsay’Hey?’andIwasobligedtoshoutagain。Ofcourse,theplacewascrowded,and——Oh,well,Idon’tliketoeventhinkaboutit。Blessyou,blessyou,AlbertSperanza!Anddopleaselet’shurry!
  Whentheyenteredthedrugstore——italsosold,accordingtoitssign,Cigars,soda,ice-cream,patentmedicines,candy,knick-
  knacks,chewinggum,souvenirsandnotions——thesextetteofwhichHelenKendallmadeonewasjustleaving。ShenoddedpleasantlytoAlbertandhenoddedinreturn,butEdRaymond’scarelessbowhedidnotchoosetosee。Hehadhithertoratherlikedthatyounggentleman。nowhefeltasuddenbutviolentdetestationforhim。
  Sundaespleasanttothepalateanddisastroustoallbutyouthfuldigestionswereordered。Albert’shadaslightflavorofgallandwormwood,butheendeavoredtocounterbalancethisbythesweetnessderivedfromthesocietyofJaneKelseyandherfriend。Hisconversationwasparticularlybrilliantandsparklingthatevening。
  Janelaughedmuchandchattedmore。MissFosdickwasquieter,butshe,too,appearedtobeenjoyingherself。Janedemandedtoknowhowthepoemsweredeveloping。Shebeggedhimtohaveaninspirationnow——Do,PLEASE,sothatMadelineandIcanseeyou。Itseemedtobeherideathathavinganinspirationwassimilartohavingafit。MissFosdicklaughedatthis,butshedeclaredthatsheadoredpoetryandspecifiedcertainpoemswhichwereobjectsofherespecialadoration。TheconversationthereafterbecamewhatMissKelseydescribedashighbrow,andtooktheformofadialoguebetweenMissFosdickandAlbert。ItwasinterruptedbythearrivaloftheKelseylimousine,whichrolledmajesticallyuptothedrugstoresteps。Janespieditfirst。
  Oh,mercyme,here’smother!sheexclaimed。Andyourmother,too,Madeline。Wearetrackedtoourlair……No,no,Mr。
  Speranza,youmustn’tgoout。No,really,wehadratheryouwouldn’t。Thanks,eversomuch,forthesundaes。Come,Madeline。
  MissFosdickheldoutherhand。
  Thankyou,Mr。Speranza,shesaid。IhaveenjoyedourpoetrytalkSOmuch。Itmustbewonderfultowriteasyoudo。Goodnight。
  Shelookedadmiringlyintohiseyesasshesaidit。InspiteofthegallandwormwoodAlbertfounditnotatallunpleasanttobelookedatinthatwaybyagirllikeMadelineFosdick。Hisreflectionsonthatpointwereinterruptedbyavoicefromthecar。
  Come,Madeline,come,itsaid,fussily。WhatAREyouwaitingfor?
  Albertcaughtaglimpseofamajesticfigurewhich,seatedbesideMrs。Kelseyontherearseatofthelimousine,toweredabovethatshort,plumpladyasadreadnaughttowersaboveacoalbarge。HesurmisedthisfiguretobethatofthematernalFosdick。Madelineclimbedinbesideherparentandthelimousinerolledaway。
  Albert’sgoing-to-bedreflectionsthateveningweredividedinflavor,likeafruitsundae,acombinationofsweetandsour。ThesourwasfurnishedbythoughtsofEdwinRaymondandHelenKendall,theformer’spresumptionindaringtoseekhersocietyashedid,andHelen’samazingsillinessinpermittingsuchathing。Thesweet,ofcourse,wasfurnishedbyavoicewhichrepeatedtohismemorythewords,Itmustbewonderfultowriteasyoudo。Alsothetoneofthatvoiceandthelookintheeyes。
  Couldhehavebeenprivilegedtoheartheclosingbitsofaconversationwhichwastakingplaceatthatmomenthisreflectionsmighthavebeenstillfurthersaccharined。MissJaneKelseywassaying:AndNOWwhatdoyouthinkofourCapeCodpoet?Didn’tI
  promiseyoutoshowyousomethingyoucouldn’tfindonFifthAvenue?AndtothisMissMadelineFosdickmadereply:IthinkheisthehandsomestcreatureIeversaw。Andsoclever!Why,heiswonderful,Jane!Howintheworlddoeshehappentobelivinghere——allthetime?
  Itisperhaps,onthewhole,agoodthingthatAlbertSperanzacouldnothearthis。ItiscertainlyagoodthingthatCaptainZelotesSnowdidnothearit。
  AndalthoughthebalanceofsweetandsourinAlbert’smindthatnightwasalmosteven,thesourpredominatednextdayandcontinuedtopredominate。IssacharPricehadsowedtheseedofjealousyinthemindoftheassistantbookkeeperofZ。SnowandCompany,andthatseedtookrootandgrewasitisonlytoolikelytodoundersuchcircumstances。ThateveningAlbertwalkedagaintothepost-
  office。Helenwasnotthere,neitherwasMissKelseyorMissFosdick。HewaitedforatimeandthendeterminedtocallattheKendallhome,somethinghehadnotdoneforsometime。Ashecameuptothefrontwalk,betweenthearbor-vitaehedges,hesawthattheparlorwindowswerealight。Thewindowshadewasbutpartiallydrawnandbeneathithecouldseeintotheroom。HelenwasseatedatthepianoandEdwinRaymondwasstandingbesideher,readytoturnthepageofhermusic。
  Albertwhirledonhisheelandwalkedoutoftheyardanddownthestreettowardhisownhome。Hisattitudeofmindwasacuriousone。HehadamindtowaituntilRaymondleftandthengointotheKendallparloranddemandofHelentoknowwhatshemeantbylettingthatfellowmakesuchafoolofhimself。Whatrighthadhe——Raymond——tocalluponher,andturnhermusicand——andsetthewholetowntalking?Why——Oh,hecouldthinkofmanythingstoaskandsay。Thetroublewasthatthesayingofthemwould,hefeltsure,bedistinctlybaddiplomacyonhispart。Noone——notevenhe——couldtalktoHelenKendallinthatfashion。notunlesshewishedittobetheirfinalconversation。
  Sohewenthome,tofretandtossangrilyandmiserablyhalfthenight。HehadneverbeforeconsideredhimselfintheslightestdegreeinlovewithHelen,buthehadtakenforgrantedthethoughtthatshelikedhimbetterthananyoneelse。Nowhewasbeginningtofearthatperhapsshedidnot,and,withhistemperament,woundedvanityandpoeticimaginationsuppliedtherest。Withinafortnightheconsideredhimselfdesperatelyinlovewithher。
  Duringthisfortnighthecalledattheparsonage,theKendallhome,severaltimes。OnthefirstoftheseoccasionstheReverendMr。
  Kendall,havingjustcompletedasermondealingwiththewarand,beingfullofhissubject,readthesaidsermontohisdaughterandtoAlbert。Thereadingitselflastedforthree-quartersofanhourandMr。Kendall’spost-argumentandgeneraldissertationonGermanperfidyanotherhourafterthat。BythattimeitwaslateandAlbertwenthome。Thesecondcallwasevenworse,forEdRaymondcalledalsoandthetwoyoungmengloweredateachotheruntilteno’clock。Theymighthavecontinuedtoglowerindefinitely,forneithermeanttoleavebeforetheother,butHelenannouncedthatshehadsomehome-studypaperstolookoverandsheknewtheywouldexcuseherunderthecircumstances。Onthathinttheydepartedsimultaneously,separatingatthegateandwalkingwithdeliberatedignityinoppositedirections。
  Athisthirdattempt,however,AlbertwassuccessfultotheextentthatHelenwasalonewhenhecalledandtherewasnoschoolworktointerrupt。Butinnootherrespectwastheinterviewsatisfactory。
  Allthatweekhehadbeenboilingwiththeindignationofthelandedproprietorwhodiscoversatrespasseronhisestate,andbeforethiscallwasfifteenminutesoldhisfeelingshadboiledover。
  WhatISthematterwithyou,Al?askedHelen。Dotellmeandlet’sseeifIcan’thelpyououtofyourtrouble。
  Hervisitorflushed。Trouble?herepeated,stiffly。Idon’tknowwhatyoumean。
  Ohyes,do。Youmust。WhatISthematter?
  Thereisnothingthematterwithme。
  Nonsense!Ofcoursethereis。Youhavescarcelyspokenawordofyourownaccordsinceyoucame,andyouhavebeenscowlinglikeathundercloudallthetime。Nowwhatisit?HaveIdonesomethingyoudon’tlike?
  Thereisnothingthematter,Itellyou。
  Pleasedon’tbesosilly。Ofcoursethereis。Ithoughttheremustbesomethingwrongthelasttimeyouwerehere,thatevening,whenEdcalled,too。Itseemedtomethatyouwereratherqueerthen。Nowyouarequeererstill。Whatisit?
  Thisstraightforwardattack,althoughabsolutelycharacteristicofHelen,wasdisconcerting。Albertmetitbyanattackofhisown。
  Helen,hedemanded,whatdoesthatRaymondfellowmeanbycomingtoseeyouashedoes?
  NowwhetherornotHelenwasentirelyinthedarkastothecauseofhervisitor’squeernessisaquestionnottobeansweredhere。
  Shewasfarfrombeingastupidyoungpersonanditisatleastprobablethatshemayhaveguessedalittleofthetruth。But,beingfeminine,shedidnotpermitAlberttoguessthatshehadguessed。Ifherastonishmentatthequestionwasnotentirelysincere,itcertainlyappearedtobeso。
  Whatdoeshemean?sherepeated。Whatdoeshemeanbycomingtoseeme?Why,whatdoYOUmean?Ishouldthinkthatwasthequestion。Whyshouldn’thecometoseeme,pray?
  NowAlberthasadozenreasonsinhismind,eachofwhichwastohimsufficientlyconvincing。ButexpressingthosereasonstoHelenKendallhefoundsingularlydifficult。Hegrewconfusedandstammered。
  Well——well,becausehehasnobusinesstocomeheresomuch,wasthebesthecoulddo。Helen,strangetosay,wasnotsatisfied。
  Hasnobusinessto?sherepeated。Why,ofcoursehehas。I
  askedhimtocome。
  Youdid?Goodheavens,youdon’tLIKEhim,doyou?
  OfcourseIlikehim。Ithinkheisaverynicefellow。Don’tyou?
  No,Idon’t。
  Whynot?
  Well——well,becauseIdon’t,that’sall。Hehasnobusinesstomonopolizeyouallthetime。Why,heishereabouteverynightintheweek,oryou’reoutwithhim,downtown,or——orsomewhere。
  Everybodyistalkingaboutitand——
  Waitaminute,please。YousayeverybodyistalkingaboutEdRaymondandme。Whatdoyoumeanbythat?Whataretheysaying?
  They’resaying……Oh,they’resayingyouandheare——are——
  Arewhat?
  Are——are——Oh,they’resayingallsortsofthings。Lookhere,Helen,I——
  Wait!Iwanttoknowmoreaboutthis。Whathaveyouheardsaidaboutme?
  Oh,alotofthings……Thatis——er——well,nothinginparticular,perhaps,but——
  Wait!Whohaveyouheardsayingit?
  Oh,nevermind!Helen——
  ButIdomind。Whohaveyouheardsayingthis’lotofthings’
  aboutme?
  Nobody,Itellyou……Oh,well,ifyoumustknow,IssyPricesaid——well,hesaidyouandthisRaymondfellowwerewhathecalled’keepingcompany’and——andthatthewholetownwastalkingaboutit。
  Sheslowlyshookherhead。
  IssyPrice!sherepeated。AndyoulistenedtowhatIssyPricesaid。IssyPrice,ofallpeople!
  Well——well,hesaideveryoneelsesaidthesamething。
  Didhesaymorethanthat?
  No,butthatwasenough,wasn’tit。Besides,therestwasplain。
  Icouldseeitmyself。Heiscallinghereabouteverynightintheweek,and——andbeingaroundeverywherewithyouand——and——Oh,anyonecansee!
  Helen’susuallyplacidtemperwasbeginningtoruffle。
  Verywell,shesaid,thentheymaysee。Whyshouldn’thecallhereifhewishes——andIwish?Whyshouldn’tIbe’aroundwithhim,’asyousay?Whynot?
  Well,becauseIdon’tlikeit。Itisn’ttherightthingforyoutodo。Yououghttobemorecarefulof——ofwhatpeoplesay。
  Herealized,almostassoonasthislastsentencewasblurtedout,theabsolutetactlessnessofit。ThequietgleamofhumorhehadsooftennoticedinHelen’seyeswassucceedednowbyalookhehadneverbeforeseenthere。
  Oh,I’msorry,headded,hastily。Ibegyourpardon,Helen。I
  didn’tmeantosaythat。Forgiveme,willyou?
  Shedidnotanswerimmediately。Thenshesaid,Idon’tknowwhetherIshallornot。IthinkIshallhavetothinkitover。
  Andperhapsyouhadbettergonow。
  ButI’Msorry,Helen。Itwasafoolthingtosay。Idon’tknowwhyIwassuchanidiot。Doforgiveme。come!
  Sheslowlyshookherhead。Ican’t——yet,shesaid。Andthisyoumustunderstand:IfEdRaymond,oranyoneelse,callsonmeandIchoosetopermitit,orifIchoosetogooutwithhimanywhereatanytime,thatismyaffairandnot’everyoneelse’s’——
  whichincludesIssacharPrice。AndmyFRIENDS——myrealfriends——
  willnotlistentomean,ridiculousgossip。Goodnight。
  SothatwastheendofthatattemptatassertingtheDivineRightbytheSouthHarnisskingofhearts。Albertwasmoremiserablethanever,angrierthanever——notonlyatRaymondandHelen,butathimself——andhisnewly-discoveredjealousyburnedwithabrighterandgreenerflame。Theideaofthrowingeverythingoverboard,goingtoCanadaandenlistingintheCanadianArmy——anideawhichhadhadastrongandalluringappealeversincethewarbrokeout——
  camebackwithredoubledforce。Buttherewastheagreementwithhisgrandfather。Hehadgivenhisword。howcouldhebreakit?
  Besides,togoawayandleavehisrivalwithaclearfielddidnotappealtohim,either。
  OnaWednesdayeveninginthemiddleofSeptemberthefinalsocialeventoftheSouthHarnisssummerseasonwastotakeplace。TheSocietyfortheReliefoftheFrenchWoundedwastogiveadanceintheballroomofthehotel,theproceedsfromthesaleofticketstobedevotedtothepurposedefinedbythenameofthisorganization。
  Everylastmemberofthesummercolonywastoattend,ofcourse,andallthoseofthepermanentresidentswhoaspiredtosocialdistinctionandcaredtopaythehighpriceofadmission。
  Albertwasgoing,naturally。Thatis,hehadatfirstplannedtogo,then——afterthedisastrouscallattheparsonage——decidedthathewouldgoundernocircumstances,andatthelastchangedhismindoncemoretotheaffirmative。MissMadelineFosdick,JaneKelsey’sfriend,wasresponsibleforthefinalchange。Sheitwaswhohadsoldhimhisticketandurgedhimtobepresent。Heandshehadmetseveraltimessincethefirstmeetingatthepost-
  office。Usuallywhentheymettheytalkedconcerningpoetryandkindredloftytopics。AlbertlikedMissFosdick。Itishardnottolikeapretty,attractiveyoungladywhotakessuchaflatteringinterestinone’saspirationsandliteraryefforts。Thehighbrowchit-chats——quotingMissKelseyagain——werepleasantinmanyways。
  forinstance,theywereinthenatureofatonicforweakenedself-
  esteem,andtheSperanzaself-esteemwassufferingjustatthistime,fromshock。
  Alberthad,whenhefirstheardthatthedancewastotakeplace,intendedinvitingHelentoaccompanyhim。Hehadtakenheracceptanceforgranted,hehavingactedasherescorttosomanydancesandsocialaffairs。SoheneglectedinvitingherandthencameIssy’smischief-makingremarksandthetroublewhichfollowed。
  So,asinvitingherwasoutofthequestion,heresolvednottoattend,himself。ButMissFosdickurgedsoprettilythatheboughthisticketandpromisedtobeamongthosepresent。
  Provided,ofcourse,heventured,beinginarecklessmood,thatyousavemeatleastfourdances。Sheraisedherbrowsinmockdismay。
  Oh,mygoodness!sheexclaimed。I’mafraidIcouldn’tdothat。
  Fourismuchtoomany。OneIwillpromise,butnomore。
  However,ashepersisted,sheyieldedanother。Hewastohavetwodancesand,possiblyanextra。
  Andyouarealuckyyoungman,declaredJaneKelsey,whohadalsopromisedtwo。Ifyouknewhowmanyfellowshavebeggedforjustone。But,ofcourse,sheadded,THEYwerenotpoets,secondeditionsofTennysonandKeatsandallthat。ItisKeatswhowasthepoet,isn’tit,Madeline?sheadded,turningtoherfriend。
  Oh,I’msogladIgotitrightthefirsttime。I’malwaysmixinghimupwithWatts,themanwhoinventedthehymnsandwrotethesteam-engine——orsomething。
  TheWednesdayeveninginthemiddleofSeptemberwasabeautifuloneandthehotelwascrowded。TheItem,initsaccountthefollowingweek,enumeratingthosepresent,spokeofOurnewresidents,Mrs。FletcherStoryFosdickandMissMadelineFosdick,whoaretooccupythemagnificentresidencenowaboutbeingbuiltontheInletHillbytheirhusbandandfather,respectively,FletcherStoryFosdick,Esquire,thewell-knownNewYorkbanker。
  ThephrasingofthisnewsnotecausedmuchjoyinSouthHarniss,andtheItemgainedseveralnewandhopefulsubscribers。
  ButwhenthegushingreporterresponsibleforthisaddedthatMissFosdickwasadreamoflovelinessonthisoccasionhewasstatingonlythetruth。Shewasverybeautifulindeedandacertainyoungmanwhosteppeduptoclaimhisfirstdancerealizedthefact。Thesaidyoungmanwasoutwardlycool,butred-hotwithin,theinternalriseintemperaturebeingcausedbythesightofHelenKendallcrossingthefloorarminarmwithEdwinRaymond。Albert’sfacewaswhitewithanger,exceptfortworedspotsonhischeeks,andhisblackeyesflashed。Consequentlyhe,too,wasconsideredquiteworththelookingatandfeminineglancesfollowedhim。
  Whoisthathandsome,foreign-lookingfellowyourfriendisdancingwith?whisperedoneyounglady,aguestatthehotel,toMissKelsey。Janetoldher。
  Butheisn’taforeigner,sheadded。HeliveshereinSouthHarnissalltheyear。Heisapoet,Ibelieve,andMadeline,whoknowsaboutsuchthings——inheritsitfromhermother,Isuppose——
  sayshispoetryisbeautiful。
  Hercompanionwatchedthesubjectoftheirconversationas,withMissFosdick,hemovedlightlyandsurelythroughthecrowdonthefloor。
  HeLOOKSlikeapoet,shesaid,slowly。Heiswonderfullyhandsome,sodistinguished,andSUCHadancer!Butwhyshouldapoetlivehere——alltheyear?Isthatallhedoesforaliving——
  writepoetry?
  Janepretendednottohearherand,amasculinefriendcomingtoclaimhisdance,seizedtheopportunitytoescape。However,anothersitteroutsuppliedtheinformation。
  Heisasortofassistantbookkeeperatthelumberyardbytherailroadstation,saidthisperson。Hisgrandfatherownstheplace,Ibelieve。Onewouldneverguessittolookathimnow……
  Humph!IwonderifMrs。Fosdickknows。Theysaysheis——well,notdemocraticallyinclined,tosaytheleast。
  AlberthadhistwopromiseddanceswithMadelineFosdick,buttheextrahedidnotobtain。Mrs。Fosdick,theeverwatchful,hadseenandmadeinquiries。Thenshecalledherdaughtertoherandissuedanultimatum。
  IamSOsorry,saidtheyounglady,inrefusingthepleafortheextra。Ishouldliketo,butI——butMotherhasaskedmetodancewithafriendofoursfromhome。I——IAMsorry,really。
  Shelookedasifshemeantit。Albertwassorry,too。Thishadbeenastrangeevening,anothercombinationofsweetandsour。HeglancedacrossthefloorandsawHelenandtheinevitableRaymondemergetogetherfromtheroomwheretherefreshmentswereserved。
  Ragingjealousyseizedhimatthesight。Helenhadnotbeennearhim,hadscarcelyspokentohimsincehisarrival。Heforgotthathehadnotbeennearnorspokentoher。
  Hedancedtwiceorthricemorewithacquaintances,summerorpermanent,andthendecidedtogohome。MadelineFosdickhesawattheotherendoftheroomsurroundedbyagroupofyoungmasculinity。
  Helenhecouldnotseeatthemoment。Hemovedinthedirectionofthecoatroom。JustashereachedthedoorhewassurprisedtoseeEdRaymondstridebyhim,headdownandlookinganythingbutjoyful。
  Hewatchedandwasstillmoreastonishedtoseetheyoungmangethiscoatandhatfromtheattendantandwalkoutofthehotel。Hesawhimstrideawayalongthedriveanddownthemoonlitroad。Hewas,apparently,goinghome——goinghomealone。
  Hegothisowncoatandhatand,beforeputtingthemon,steppedbackforafinallookattheballroom。Ashestoodbythecloakroomdoorsomeonetouchedhisarm。TurninghesawHelen。
  Why——why,Helen!heexclaimed,insurprise。
  Areyougoinghome?sheasked,inalowtone。
  Yes,I——
  Andyouaregoingalone?
  Yes。
  Wouldyoumind——wouldittroubleyoutoomuchtowalkwithmeasfarasourhouse?
  Why——whyofcoursenot。Ishallbedelighted。ButIthoughtyou——
  IthoughtEdRaymond——
  No,I’malone。Waithere。Iwillbereadyinjustaminute。
  Shehurriedaway。Hegazedafterherinbewilderment。Sheandhehadscarcelyexchangedawordduringtheevening,andnow,whentheeveningwasalmostover,shecameandaskedhimtobeherescort。
  Whatinthewideworld——?
  Theminuteshehadspecifiedhadhardlyelapsedwhenshereappeared,readyforoutofdoors。Shetookhisarmandtheywalkeddownthestepsofthehotel,pastthegroupoflightsattheheadofthedriveandalongtheroad,withthemoonshiningdownuponitandthedamp,saltbreezefromtheoceanblowingacrossit。Theywalkedforthefirstfewminutesinsilence。Therewereadozenquestionshewouldhavelikedtoask,buthisjealousresentmenthadnotentirelyvanishedandhisprideforbade。Itwasshewhospokefirst。
  Albert,shesaid,youmustthinkthisveryodd。
  Heknewwhatshemeant,buthedidnotchoosetoadmitit。
  What?heasked。
  Why,myaskingyoutowalkhomewithme,after——afterourtrouble。
  Itisstrange,Isuppose,particularlyasyouhadnotspokenbeforethiswholeevening。
  _I_——spokentoYOU?Why,youbowedtomewhenIcameintotheroomandthatwastheonlysignofrecognitionyougavemeuntiljustnow。Notadance——notone。
  Didyouexpectmetolookyouupandbegyoutodancewithme?
  Didyouexpectmetotrotatthatfellow’sheelsandwaitmychancetogetawordwithyou,totakewhatheleft?Ishouldsaynot!ByGeorge,Helen,I——
  Sheinterruptedhim。Hush,hush!shepleaded。Thisisallsosilly,sochildish。Andwemustn’tquarrelanymore。Ihavemadeupmymindtothat。Wemustn’t。
  Humph!Allright,_I_hadnothoughtofquarrelinginthebeginning。Buttherearesomethingsaself-respectingchapcan’tstand。IhaveSOMEpride,Ihope。
  Shecaughtherbreathquickly。Doyouthink,sheasked,thatitwasnosacrificetomypridetobegyoutowalkhomewithme?
  After——afterthethingsyousaidtheotherevening?Oh,Albert,howcouldyousaythem!
  Well——hehesitated,andthenadded,ItoldyouIwassorry。
  Yes,butyouweren’treallysorry。YoumusthavebelievedthethingsthathatefulIssacharPricesaidoryouwouldn’thaverepeatedthem……Oh,butnevermindthatnow,Ididn’tmeantospeakofitatall。IaskedyoutowalkhomewithmebecauseI
  wantedtomakeupourquarrel。Yes,thatwasit。Ididn’twanttogoawayandfeelthatyouandIwerenotasgoodfriendsasever。
  So,yousee,IputallMYpridetooneside——andasked。
  Onephraseinonesentenceofthisspeechcaughtandheldtheyoungman’sattention。Heforgottheothers。
  Youaregoingaway?herepeated。Whatdoyoumean?Whereareyougoing?
  IamgoingtoCambridgetostudy。IamgoingtotakesomecoursesatRadcliffe。YouknowItoldyouIhopedtosomeday。Well,ithasbeenarranged。Iamtolivewithmycousin,father’shalfsisterinSomerville。FatheriswellenoughtoleavenowandI
  haveengagedacapablewoman,Mrs。Peters,tohelpMariawiththehousework。IamgoingFridaymorning,thedayafterto-morrow。
  Hestoppedshorttostareather。
  Youaregoingaway?heasked,again。Youaregoingtodothatand——and——Whydidn’tyoutellmebefore?
  Itwasacharacteristicreturntohisattitudeofoutragedroyalty。
  Shehadmadealltheseplans,hadarrangedtodothisthing,andhehadnotbeeninformed。AtanothertimeHelenmighthavelaughedathim。shegenerallydidwhenhebecamewhatshecalledtheGrandBashaw。Shedidnotlaughnow,however,butansweredquietly。
  Ididn’tknowIwasgoingtodoituntilalittlemorethanaweekago,shesaid。AndIhavenotseenyousincethen。
  No,you’vebeentoobusyseeingsomeoneelse。
  Shelostpatiencefortheinstant。Oh,don’t,don’t,don’t!shecried。Iknowwhoyoumean,ofcourse。YoumeanEdRaymond。
  Don’tyouknowwhyhehasbeenatthehousesomuchoflate?WhyheandIhavebeensomuchtogether?Don’tyoureallyknow?
  What?……No,Idon’t——exceptthatyouandhewantedtobetogether。
  Anditdidn’toccurtoyouthattheremightbesomeotherreason?
  Youforgot,Isuppose,thatheandIwereappointedontheTicketCommitteeforthisverydance?
  Hehadforgottenitentirely。NowherememberedperfectlythemeetingoftheFrenchReliefSocietyatwhichtheappointmenthadbeenmade。InfactHelenherselfhadtoldhimofitatthetime。
  Forthemomenthewasstaggered,butheralliedpromptly。
  Committeemeetingsmaydoasanexcuseforsomethings,hesaid,buttheydon’texplaintherest——hiscallshereeveryothereveningand——andsoon。Honestnow,Helen,youknowhehasn’tbeenrunningafteryouinthiswayjustbecauseheisonthatcommitteewithyou。nowdon’tyou?
  Theywerealmostattheparsonage。ThelightfromMr。Kendall’sstudywindowshonethroughtheleavesofthelilacbushbehindthewhitefence。Helenstartedtospeak,buthesitated。Herepeatedhisquestion。
  Nowdon’tyou?heurged。
  Why,why,yes,IsupposeIdo,shesaid,slowly。Idoknow——
  now。ButIdidn’teventhinkofsuchathinguntil——untilyoucamethateveningandtoldmewhatIssyPricesaid。
  Youmeanyoudidn’tguessatall?
  Well——well,perhapsI——Ithoughthelikedtocome——likedto——Oh,whatistheuseofbeingsilly!Ididthinkhelikedtocall,butonlyasafriend。Hewasjollyandlotsoffunandwewerebothfondofmusic。Ienjoyedhiscompany。Ineverdreamedthattherewasanythingmorethanthatuntilyoucameandwereso——disagreeable。
  AndeventhenIdidn’tbelieve——untilto-night。
  Againshehesitated。To-night?herepeated。Whathappenedto-
  night?
  Ohnothing。Ican’ttellyou。Oh,whycan’tfriendsbefriendsandnot……ThatiswhyIspoketoyou,Albert,whyIwantedtohavethistalkwithyou。IwasgoingawaysosoonandIcouldn’tbeartogowithanyunfriendlinessbetweenus。Theremustn’tbe。
  Don’tyousee?
  Heheardbutapartofthis。ThememoryofRaymond’sfaceashehadseenitwhentheyoungmanstrodeoutofthecloakroomandoutofthehotelcamebacktohimandwithitagreatheart-throbbingsenseofrelief,oftriumph。Heseizedherhand。
  Helen,hecried,didhe——didyoutellhim——Oh,byGeorge,Helen,you’rethemostwonderfulgirlintheworld!I’m——I——Oh,Helen,youknowI——I——
  Itwasnothishabittobeatalossforwords,buthewasjustthen。Hetriedtoretainherhand,toputhisarmabouther。
  Oh,Helen!hecried。You’rewonderful!You’resplendid!I’mcrazyaboutyou!Ireallyam!I——
  Shepushedhimgentlyaway。Don’t!Pleasedon’t!shesaid。
  Oh,don’t!
  ButImust。Don’tyouseeI……Why,you’recrying!
  Herfacehad,foramoment,beenupturned。Themoonatthatmomenthadslippedbehindacloud,butthelamplightfromthewindowhadshownhimthetearsinhereyes。Hewasamazed。Hecouldhaveshouted,havelaughedaloudfromjoyortriumphantexultationjustthen,buttoweep!Whatoccasionwastherefortears,exceptonEdRaymond’spart?
  You’recrying!herepeated。Why,Helen——!
  Don’t!shesaid,again。Oh,don’t!Pleasedon’ttalkthatway。
  Butdon’tyouwantmeto,Helen?I——IwantyoutoknowhowI
  feel。Youdon’tunderstand。I——
  Hush!……Don’t,Al,don’t,please。Don’ttalkinthatway。I
  don’twantyouto。
  Butwhynot?
  Oh,becauseIdon’t。It’s——itisfoolish。You’reonlyaboy,youknow。
  Aboy!I’mmorethanayearolderthanyouare。
  Areyou?Whyyes,Isupposeyouare,really。Butthatdoesn’tmakeanydifference。Iguessgirlsareolderthanboyswhentheyareourage,lotsolder。
  Oh,botherallthat!Wearen’tkids,eitherofus。Iwantyoutolisten。Youdon’tunderstandwhatI’mtryingtosay。
  Yes,Ido。ButI’msureyoudon’t。YouaregladbecauseyouhavefoundyouhavenoreasontobejealousofEdRaymondandthatmakesyousay——foolishthings。ButI’mnotgoingtohaveourfriendshipspoiledinthatway。Iwantustoberealfriends,always。Soyoumustn’tbesilly。
  I’mnotsilly。Helen,ifyouwon’tlistentoanythingelse,willyoulistentothis?Willyoupromisemethatwhileyouareawayyouwon’thaveotherfellowscallingonyouor——oranythinglikethat?AndI’llpromiseyouthatI’llhavenothingtosaytoanothergirl——inanywaythatcounts,Imean。Shallwepromiseeachotherthat,Helen?Come!
  Shepausedforsomemomentbeforeanswering,butherreply,whenitcame,wasfirm。
  No,shesaid,Idon’tthinkweshouldpromiseanything,excepttoremainfriends。Youmightpromiseandthenbesorry,later。
  _I_might?Howaboutyou?
  Perhapswebothmight。Sowewon’ttaketherisk。Youmaycomeandseemeto-morroweveningandsaygood-by,ifyoulike。Butyoumustn’tstaylong。ItismylastnightwithfatherforsometimeandImustn’tcheathimoutofit。Goodnight,Albert。I’msogladourmisunderstandingisover,aren’tyou?
  OfcourseIam。But,Helen——
  Imustgoinnow。Goodnight。
  ThereflectionsofAlbertoSperanzaduringhiswalkbacktotheSnowplacewerevariedbutwonderful。HethoughtofRaymond’shumiliationandgloriedinit。HethoughtofHelenandrhapsodized。
  Andif,occasionally,hethoughtalsoofthedanceandofMadelineFosdick,forgivehim。Hewasbarelytwenty-oneandthemoonwasshining。
  CHAPTERIX
  Thegood-bycallthefollowingeveningwas,tohimatleast,notverysatisfactory。Helenwastired,havingbeenbusyalldaywiththefinalpreparationsforleaving,andoldMr。KendallinsistedonbeingpresentduringtheentirevisitandintellinglongandinvolvedstoriesofthetripabroadhehadmadewhenayoungmanandtheunfavorableopinionwhichhehadthenformedofPrussiansastravelingcompanions。Albert’sopinionofPrussianswasatleastasunfavorableashisown,buthiscompleteandeveneageragreementwitheachoftheoldgentleman’sstatementsdidnothavetheeffectofchokingthelatteroff,butratherseemedtoactasencouragementformore。Whenteno’clockcameanditwastimetogoAlbertfeltasifhehadbeenlisteningtoalectureontheHohenzollerns。GreatScott,Helen,hewhispered,asshecametothedoorwithhim,Idon’tfeelasifIhadtalkedwithyouaminute。Why,Iscarcely——
  ButjusthereMr。Kendallcamehurryingfromthesitting-roomtotellofoneincidentwhichhehadhithertoforgotten,andsoeventhisbriefintervalofprivacywasdenied。ButAlbertmadeonemoreattempt。
  I’mgoingtorunovertothestationto-morrowmorningtoseeyouoff,hecalledfromthegate。Goodnight。
  Themorningtrainleftatnineo’clock,andataquartertonineAlbert,whohadkepthiseyeontheclockeversinceeight,hishourofarrivingattheoffice,calledtoMr。Price。
  Isay,hesaid,inalowtoneandoneascasualashecouldassume,Iamgoingtorunoutforafewminutes。I’llberightback。
  Issachar’sresponsewasasusualanythingbutlow。
  Eh?heshouted。Goin’out?Whereyougoin’?
  Oh,I’mjustgoingout——er——onanerrand。
  Whatkindofanerrand?Iwascal’latin’torunoutmyselfforalittlespell。Can’tIdoyourerrandforyou?
  No,no……There,there,don’tbothermeanymore。I’minahurry。
  Hurry!So’mIinahurry。Iwascal’latin’torunacrosttothedeepoandseeHelenKendallstartforBoston。She’sgoin’thismorning。didyouknowit?
  BeforethesomewhatflusteredassistantbookkeepercouldreplyCaptainZelotescalledfromtheinneroffice:
  Wouldn’twonderifthatwaswhereAlwasbound,too,heobserved。
  AndIwasthinkin’ofthesamething。Supposeweallgotogether。
  Labe’llkeepshop,won’tyou,Labe?
  Mr。Keelerlookedoverhisspectacles。Eh?heobserved。Oh,yes,yes……yes,yes,yes。Andsaygood-bytoHelenforme,someofyou,ifyouhappentothinkofit。Notthat’twillmakemuchdifferencetoher,headded,whethershegetsmygood-bysornot,butitmightmakesometome……Um,yes,yes。
  Mr。Pricewaseagertooblige。
  I’lltellheryousent’em,Labe,hesaid,patronizingly。Setyourmindtorest。I’lltellher。
  Laban’sliptwitched。Muchobliged,Is,hechirruped。That’sagreatrelief!Mymind’srestedsomealready。
  So,insteadofgoingalonetotherailwaystation,Albertmadeoneofadelegationofthree。AndatthestationwasMr。Kendall,andtwooftheschoolcommittee,andoneortwomembersofthechurchsewingcircle,andthepresidentandsecretaryoftheSocietyfortheReliefoftheFrenchWounded。Sofarfrombeinganintimateconfidentialfarewell,Helen’sdeparturewasinthenatureofapublicceremonywithspeech-making。Mr。Pricemademostofthespeeches,infactthelowerportionofhiscountenancewasinviolentmotionmostofthetenminutes。
  Takecareofyourself,Helen,heurgedloudly。Don’tyouworryaboutyourpa,we’lllookoutforhim。Anddon’tletnoneofthemBostonfellerscarryyouoff。We’llwatchandseethatEddieRaymondandAlheredon’tgetintomischiefwhileyou’regone。
  I……Crimustee!JimYoung,whatintime’sthematterwithyou?
  Can’tyeseenothin’?
  Thislastoutburstwasdirectedatthedriverofthedepot-wagon,who,wheelingatrunkonabaggagetruck,hadbumpedviolentlyintotherearofMr。Price’slegs,justatthekneejoint,causingtheirownertobendbackwardunexpectedly,andwithenthusiasm。
  Can’tyouseenothin’whenit’srightinfrontofye?demandedIssachar,righteouslyindignant。
  JimYoungwinkedoverhisshoulderatAlbert。Sorry,Is,hesaid,ashecontinuedtowardthebaggagecar。Ididn’tnoticeyouWASinfrontofme。
  Well,then,you’dbetter……Eh?Seehere,whatdoyoumeanbythat?
  EvenafterMr。Pricehadthusbeenpushedoutoftheforeground,sotospeak,AlbertwasdeniedtheopportunityoftakinghisplacebyHelen’sside。Herfatherhadafewlastmessagestodeliver,thenCaptainZelotesshookherhandandtalkedforamoment,and,afterthat,theladiesofthesewingcircleandthewarworksocietyfeltittheirdutyto,severallyandjointly,kisshergood-by。Thislastwasatryingoperationtowatch。
  Thentheenginebellrangandthetrainbegantomove。Albert,runningbesidetheplatformofthelastcar,helduphishandforafarewellclasp。
  Good-by,hesaid,andaddedinawhisper,You’llwrite,won’tyou?
  Ofcourse。Andsomustyou。Good-by。
  Thelastcarandthehandkerchiefwavingfigureonitsplatformdisappearedaroundthecurve。Thelittlegroupbythestationbrokeup。Albertandhisgrandfatherwalkedovertotheofficetogether。
  Theregoesagoodgirl,Al,wasCaptainLote’sonlycomment。A
  mightygoodcapablegirl。
  Albertnodded。Amomentlaterheliftedhishattoagroupinapassingautomobile。
  Whowerethosefolks?askedtheCaptain。
  TheFosdicks,wasthereply。ThepeoplewhoaregoingtobuilddownbytheInlet。
  ItwasMadelineandhermother。Thelatterhadbeenserenelyindifferent,buttheyoungladyhadsmiledandbowedbehindthematernalshoulders。
  Oh。thatso?observedCaptainZelotes,lookingaftertheflyingcarwithinterest。That’swho’tis,eh?Nicelookin’,theyoungone,ain’tshe?
  Albertdidnotanswer。WiththenoiseofthetrainwhichwascarryingHelenoutofhislifestillringinginhisearsitseemedwickedeventomentionanothergirl’sname,tosaynothingofcommentinguponhergoodlooks。Fortherestofthatdayhewasagloomyspirit,adarkshadowintheofficeofZ。SnowandCo。
  BeforetheendofanotherfortnighttheseasonatSouthHarnisswasdefinitelyover。ThehotelclosedontheSaturdayfollowingthedance,andbyOctoberfirstthelastofthecottageswaslockedandshuttered。TheKelseyswentonthetwentiethandtheFosdickswentwiththem。AlbertmetMadelineandJaneatthepost-officeintheeveningofthenineteenthandtheremorefarewellsweresaid。
  Don’tforgetusdownhereinthesand,willyou?hesuggestedtoMissFosdick。ItwasJaneKelseywhoanswered。
  Oh,shewon’tforget,returnedthatyounglady。Whyshehasyourphotographtorememberyouby。
  Madelinecoloredbecominglyandwas,asJanedescribedit,awfullyfussed。
  Nonsense!sheexclaimed,withmuchindignation,Ihaven’tanysuchthing。YouknowIhaven’t,Jane。
  Yes,youhave,mydear。Youhaveaphotographofhimstandinginfrontofthedrugstoreandlookingdreamilyinat——atthestrawberrysundaes。Itisamostromanticpose,really。
  Albertlaughed。Herememberedthephotograph。ItwasoneofaseriesofsnapshotstakenwithMissKelsey’scameraoneSaturdayafternoonwhenapartyofyoungpeoplehadmetinfrontofthesundaedispensary。Janehadinsistedonsnappingeveryone。
  ThatremindsmethatIhaveneverseentherestofthosephotographs,hesaid。
  Haven’tyou?exclaimedJane。Well,yououghttoseethem。I
  haveMadeline’swithme。Itisadream,ifIdosayitasItookit。
  Sheproducedthesnapshot,whichshowedherfriendstandingbesidethesilver-leaftreebeforethedruggist’swindowandsmilingatthecamera。Itwasagoodlikenessand,consequently,averyprettypicture。
  Isn’titadream,justasIsaid?demandedtheartist。Honestnow,isn’tit?
  Albertofcoursedeclaredittobebeyondpraise。
  MayIhavethisone?heasked,ontheimpulseofthemoment。
  Don’taskme,stupid,commandedJane,mischievously。Itisn’tmyfuneral——ormyportrait,either。
  MayI?herepeated,turningtoMadeline。Shehesitated。
  Why——whyyes,youmay,ifyoucareforit,shesaid。ThatparticularoneisJane’s,anyway,andifshechoosestogiveitawayIdon’tseehowIcanpreventher。ButwhyyoushouldwanttheoldthingIcan’tconceive。Ilookasstiffandwoodenasasign-post。
  Janeheldupaprotestingfinger。
  Fibs,fibs,fibs,sheobserved。Can’tconceivewhyheshouldwantit!Asifyouweren’tperfectlyawarethathewillwearitnexthisheartand——Oh,don’tputitinTHATpocket!Isaidnextyourheart,andthatisn’tonyourRIGHTside。
  Alberttookthephotographhomeandstuckitbetweentheframeandglassofhisbureau。ThencameasuddenremembranceofhispartingwithHelenandwithitatwingeofconscience。Hehadbeggedhertohavenothingtodowithanyotherfellow。Trueshehadrefusedtopromiseandconsequentlyhealsowasunbound,butthatmadenodifference——shouldnotmakeany。Soheputthephotographatthebackofthedrawerwherehekepthiscollarsandties,witharesolvenevertolookatit。Hedidnotlookatit——veryoften。
  Thencameanotherlongwinter。Hegroundawayatthebookkeeping——
  hewasmoreproficientatit,buthehateditasheartilyasever——
  andwroteagooddealofverseandsomeprose。Forthefirsttimehesoldaprosearticle,ashortstory,toaminormagazine。HewrotelongletterstoHelenandshereplied。Shewasstudyinghard,shelikedherwork,andshehadbeenofferedtheopportunitytotutorinagirls’summercampinVermontduringJulyandAugustandmeanttoacceptprovidedherfather’shealthcontinuedgood。
  AlbertprotestedviolentlyagainstherbeingabsentfromSouthHarnissforsolong。Youwillscarcelybehomeatall,hewrote。
  Ishallhardlyseeyou。WhatamIgoingtodo?AsitisnowI
  missyou——andsoonforfourcloselywrittenpages。Havinggottenintothespiritofcompositionhe,sotospeak,gloriedinhisloneliness,somuchsothatHelenwasmovedtoremonstrate。
  Yourlettermademealmostmiserable,shewrote,untilIhadreaditovertwice。ThenIbegantosuspectthatyouwereenjoyingyourwretchedness,orenjoyingwritingaboutit。Itrulydon’tbelieveanyone——youespecially——couldbequiteaslonesomeasallthat。Honestlynow,Albert,weren’tyouexaggeratingalittle?I
  ratherthinkyouwere?
  Hehadbeen,ofcourse,butitirritatedhimtothinkthatsherecognizedthefact。Shehadanuncannyfacultyofseeingthroughhiseverypretense。Inhisnextletterhesaidnothingwhateveraboutbeinglonesome。
  Athome,andattheoffice,thewarwaswhatpeopletalkedaboutmostofthetime。SincetheLusitania’ssinkingCaptainZeloteshadbeenabattlechargerchafingatthebit。Hewantedtofightandtofightatonce。
  We’vegottodoit,Mother,hedeclared,overandoveragain。
  Soonerorlaterwe’vegottofightthatKaisergang。Whatarewewaitin’for。willsomebodytellmethat?
  Olive,asusual,wasmildandunruffled。
  ProbablythePresidentknowsasmuchaboutitasyouandme,Zelotes,shesuggested。Ipresumelikelyhehashisownreasons。
  Humph!WhenSethBassettgotupinthenightandtookadrinkoutofthebottleofParisGreenbymistake’BialCahoonaskedhimwhatintimehekeptParisGreeninhisbedroomfor,anyhow。AllthatSethwouldsaywasthathehadhisownreasons。Therestofthetownwaslefttoguesswhatthosereasonswas。That’swhatthePresident’sdoin’——keepin’usguessin’。Bytheeverlastin’,ifI
  wasyoungerI’dshipaboardaBritishlime-juicerandgoandfight,myself!
  ItwasRachelElliswhocausedtheCaptaintobeabitmorerestrainedinhisremarks。
  Youhadn’toughttotalkthatway,Cap’nLote,shesaid。NotwhenAlbert’saround,youhadn’t。
  Eh?Whynot?
  Becausethefirstthingyouknowhe’llbestartin’forCanadatoenlist。He’sbeencrazytodoitfor’mostayear。
  Hehas?Howdoyouknowhehas?
  Becausehe’stoldmeso,more’nonce。
  Heremployerlookedather。
  Humph!hegrunted。Heseemstotellyouagoodmanythingshedoesn’ttelltherestofus。
  Thehousekeepernodded。Yes,shesaidgravely,Ishouldn’twonderifhedid。Amomentlatersheadded,Cap’nLote,youwillbecareful,won’tyou?Youwouldn’twantAltogooffandleaveZ。
  SnowandCompanywhenhimandyouaregettin’onsomuchbetter。
  YouAREgettin’onbetter,ain’tyou?
  Thecaptainpulledathisbeard。
  Yes,headmitted,seemsasifwewas。Heain’tanywonderatbookkeepin’,buthe’sbetter’nheusedtobe。andhedoesseemtotryhard,I’llsaythatforhim。
  Rachaelbeamedgratification。He’llbeaRobertPenfoldyet,shedeclared。seeifheisn’t。Soyoumusn’tencouragehimintoenlistin’intheCanadianarmy。Youwouldn’twanthimtodothatanymore’ntherestofuswould。
  Thecaptaingazedintentlyintothebowlofthepipewhichhehadbeencleaning。Hemadenoanswer。
  Youwouldn’twanthimtodothat,wouldyou?repeatedthehousekeeper。
  CaptainLoteblewthroughthepipestem。Thenhesaid,No,I
  wouldn’t……butI’mdarngladhe’sgotthespunktoWANTtodoit。WemaygetthatPortygeestreakoutofhim,poetryandall,giveustime。eh,Rachael?
  ItwasthefirsttimeinmonthsthathehadusedthewordPortygee
  inconnectionwithhisgrandson。Mrs。Ellissmiledtoherself。
  InAprilthearbutusbudsbegantoappearabovetheleafmoldbetweenthescruboaksinthewoods,andthewallsofFletcherFosdick’snewsummerhomebegantoriseabovetheyoungpinesonthehillbytheInletintheBayRoad。TheItemkeptitsreadersinformed,byweeklyinstallments,oftheprogressmadebythebuilders。
  ThelumberforMr。FletcherFosdick’snewcottageisbeginningtobehauledtohispropertyonInletHillinthistown。OurenterprisingfirmofSouthHarnissdealers,Z。Snow&Co。,arefurnishingsaidlumber。Mr。NehemiahNickersonistodothemasonwork。Mr。Fosdickshowsgoodjudgmentaswellasacommendablespiritinengaginglocaltalentinthisway。Weventuretosayhewillneverregretit。
  Aweeklater:
  Mr。FletcherFosdick’snewresidenceisbeginningbuilding,thefoundationbeingprettynearlaid。
  Andthefollowingweek:
  TheFosdickmansionisgrowingfast。SouthHarnissmaywellbeproudofitsnewornament。
  TheriseinthreesuccessivenumbersfromcottagetomansionisperhapssufficienttoindicatethattheFosdicksummerhomewastobe,asIssacharPricedescribedit,Someconsiderablehouse!Yessir,bycrimus,someconsiderable!
  InJune,Helencamehomeforaweek。AttheendoftheweekshelefttotakeuphernewdutiesatthesummercampforgirlsinVermont。Albertandsheweretogetheragooddealduringthatweek。Anticipatingherarrival,theyoungman’sardentimaginationhadagainfannedwhathedelightedtothinkofashisloveforherintoflame。Duringthelastmonthsofthewinterhehadnotplayedthelanguishingswainasconscientiouslyasduringtheautumn。
  Likethesailorinthesongis’eartwastruetoPollalways,buthehadbrokenawayfromhisself-imposedhermitageinhisroomattheSnowplaceseveraltimestoattendsociables,entertainmentsand,even,dances。Now,whenshereturnedhewaseagerlyawaitingherandwouldhavehauntedtheparsonagebeforeandafterworkinghoursofeverydayaswellastheevening,ifshehadpermitted,andwhenwithherassumedaproprietaryairwhichwassoobviousthatevenMr。Pricefeltcalledupontocommentonit。
  Say,Al,drawledIssachar,cal’lateyou’vecutoutEddieRaymondalongwithHelen,ain’tye?Don’tseehimhangin’aroundanysinceshegotback,andthewayyouwasactin’whenIseeyoustruttin’
  intotheparsonageyardlastnightaforemailtimemademethinkyoumusthaveafirstmortgageonHelenandherpaandthehouseandthemeetin’-houseandtwo-thirdsofthegraveyard。Ineverseesuchanimportant-lookin’critterinMYlife。Haw,haw!Eh?How’boutit?
  AlbertdidnotmindthePricesarcasm。insteadhefeltrathergratefultohavetheproletariatrecognizethathehadtriumphedagain。Theflyinhisointment,sotospeak,wasthefactthatHelenherselfdidnotintheleastrecognizethattriumph。Shelaughedathim。
  Don’tlookatmelikethat,please,please,don’t,shebegged。
  Whynot?witharepetitionofthelook。
  Becauseitissilly。
  Silly!Well,Ilikethat!Aren’tyouandIengaged?Orjustthesameasengaged?
  No,ofcoursewearenot。
  Butwepromisedeachother——
  No,wedidnot。Andyouknowwedidn’t。
  Helen,whydoyoutreatmethatway?Don’tyouknowthat——thatI
  justworshipthegroundyoutreadon?Don’tyouknowyou’retheonlygirlinthisworldIcouldevercarefor?Don’tyouknowthat?
  TheywerewalkinghomefromchurchSundaymorningandhadreachedthecornerbelowtheparsonage。There,screenedbythethicketofyoungsilver-leafs,shestoppedmomentarilyandlookedintohisface。Thenshewalkedon。
  Don’tyouknowhowmuchIcare?herepeated。
  Sheshookherhead。Youthinkyoudonow,perhaps,shesaid,butyouwillchangeyourmind。
  Whatdoyoumeanbythat?HowdoyouknowIwill?
  BecauseIknowyou。There,there,Albert,wewon’tquarrel,willwe?Andwewon’tbesilly。You’reanawfullyniceboy,butyouarejustaboy,youknow。
  Hewaslosinghistemper。
  Thisisridiculous!hedeclared。I’mtiredofbeinggrandmotheredbyyou。I’molderthanyouare,andIknowwhatI’mdoing。Come,Helen,listentome。
  Butshewouldnotlisten,andalthoughshewasalwayskindandfrankandfriendly,sheinvariablyrefusedtopermithimtobecomesentimental。Itirritatedhim,andaftershehadgonetheirritationstillremained。Hewroteherasbefore,althoughnotquitesooften,andtheletterswerepossiblynotquitesolong。
  HispridewashurtandtheSperanzapridewasatenderandimportantpartoftheSperanzabeing。IfHelennotedanychangeinhislettersshedidnotrefertoitnorpermitittoinfluenceherown,whichwere,asalways,lengthy,cheerful,andfullofinterestinhimandhisworkandthoughts。
  Duringthepreviousfall,whileunderthenewinfluencearousedinhimbyhisdiscoverythatHelenKendallwasthemostwonderfulgirlintheworld,saiddiscoveryofcoursehavingbeenpreviouslymadeforhimbytheunfortunateRaymond,hehaddevelopedahabitofwanderingoffintothewoodsorbytheseashoretobealoneandtoseekinspiration。Whenayoungpoetisinlove,orfancieshimselfinlove,inspirationisusuallytobefoundwhereversought,butevenatthatageandtooneinthatconditionsolitudeisamarkedaidinthesearch。ThereweretwoorthreespotswhichhadbecomeAlbertSperanza’sfavorites。Onewasahigh,wind-sweptknoll,overlookingthebay,aboutahalfmilefromthehotel,anotherwasasecludednookinthepinegrovebesideCarver’sPond,aprettylittlesheetofwaterontheBayportboundary。OnpleasantSaturdayafternoonsorSundays,whenthepoeticfitwasonhim,Albert,withahalfdozenpencilsinhispocket,andarhymingdictionaryandascribblingpadinanother,waswonttostrolltowardsoneortheotherofthesetworetreats。Therehewouldsprawlamidthebeachgrassoruponthepine-needlesanddreamandthinkand,perhaps,ultimatelywrite。
  OnefairSaturdayinlateJunehewasatthefirstoftheserespectivepoints。Lyingproneonthebeachgrassatthetopoftheknollandpeeringidlyoutbetweenitsstemsatthewatershimmeringinthesummersun,hewasendeavoringtofindasubjectforapoemwhichshoulddealwithloveandwarasrequestedbytheeditoroftheColumbianMagazine。Giveussomethingwithagirlandasoldierinit,theeditorhadwritten。Albert’smindwaslazilydriftinginsearchofthepleasingcombination。
  Thesunwaswarm,thebreezewaslight,thehorizonwasveiledwithaliquidhaze。Albert’smindwasveiledwithasimilarhazeandtheideahewantedwouldnotcome。Hewaslosinghisdesiretofinditandwas,infact,droppingintoadozewhenarousedbyablood-curdlingoutburstofbarksandyelpsandgrowlsbehindhim,athisveryheels。Hecameoutofhisnapwithajumpand,scramblingtoasittingpositionandturning,hesawasmallBostonbull-terrierstandingwithinayardofhisanklesand,apparently,tryingtoturnhisbrindledoutsidein,orhisinsideout,withspitefulferocity。Plainlythedoghadcomeuponhimunexpectedlyandwasexpressingalarm,suspicionanddisapproval。
  AlbertjerkedhisanklesoutofthewayandsaidHello,boy,inascheerfullycordialatoneashecouldmusteratsuchshortnotice。Thedogtookastepforward,evidentlywiththeideaofalwayskeepingtheankleswithinjumpingdistance,showedadoublerowofhealthyteethandgrowledandbarkedwithrenewedviolence。
  Nicedog,observedAlbert。Thenicedogmadeasnapatthenearestankleand,balkedofhispreybyafrenziedkickofthefootattachedtotheankle,shrieked,snarledandgurgledlikeacaninelunatic。
  Gohome,youuglybrute,commandedtheyoungman,losingpatience,andlookingaboutforastoneorstick。Onthetopofthatknollthelargeststonewasthesizeofabuckshotandtheneareststickwas,tobeIrish,astraw。
  Nicedoggie!Niceoldboy!Comeandbepatted!……Clearoutwithyou!Gohome,youbeast!
  Flatteriesandthreatswerealikeintheirresult。Thedogcontinuedtosnarlandgrowl,dartingtowardtheanklesoccasionally。
  Evidentlyhewasmusteringcouragefortheattack。Albertindesperationscoopedupahandfulofsand。Ifworstcametoworsthemightblindthecreaturetemporarily。Whatwouldhappenafterthatwasnotclear。Unlesshemightbyaluckycastfillthedog’sinteriorsofullofsandthat——likethefamousJumpingFrog——itwouldbetooheavytonavigate,hesawnowayofescapefromapainfulbite,probablymorethanone。WhatCaptainZeloteshadformerlycalledhisPortygeetemperflaredup。
  Oh,damnyou,clearout!heshouted,springingtohisfeet。
  Fromalittlewaybelowhim。infact,frombehindthenextdune,betweenhimselfandthebeach,afemininevoicecalledhisname。
  Oh,Mr。Speranza!itsaid。Isityou?I’msoglad!
  Albertturned,butthemomenthedidsothedogmadeadashathislegs,sohewasobligedtoturnbackagainandkickviolently。
  Oh,Iamsogladitisyou,saidthevoiceagain。Iwassureitwasadreadfultramp。Googooloathestramps。
  Asanarticleofdietthatmeant,probably。Googoo——ifthatwasthedog’sname——waspassionatelyfondofpoets,thatwasself-
  evident,andintendedtomakeamealofthisone,forthwith。HeflewattheSperanzaankles。Albertperformedamostundignifiedwardance,anddashedhishandfulofsandintoGoogoo’sopencountenance。Foraminuteorsotherewasalivelyshindyontopofthatknoll。Attheendoftheminutethedog,heldtightlyinapairoffemininearms,wasemittinggrowlsandcoughsandsand,whileMadelineFosdickandAlbertSperanzawerekneelinginmoresandandlookingateachother。
  Oh,didhebiteyou?beggedMissFosdick。
  No……no,Iguessnot,wasthereply。I——Iscarcelyknowyet……Why,whendidyoucome?Ididn’tknowyouwereintown。
  Wecameyesterday。Motoredfromhome,youknow。I——bestill,Goo,youbadthing!ItwassuchalovelydaythatIcouldn’tresistgoingforawalkalongthebeach。ItookGoogoobecausehedoesloveitso,and——Goo,bestill,Itellyou!Iamsurehethinksyouareatramp,outhereallaloneinthe——inthewilderness。Andwhatwereyoudoinghere?
  Albertdrewalongbreath。Iwashalfasleep,Iguess,hesaid,whenhebrokelooseatmyheels。Iwokeupquickenoughthen,asyoumayimagine。Andsoyouarehereforthesummer?Yournewhouseisn’tfinished,isit?
  No,notquite。MotherandGooandIareatthehotelforamonth。
  Butyouhaven’tansweredmyquestion。Whatwereyoudoingoffhereallalone?Haveyoubeenforawalk,too?
  Notexactly。I——well,Icomehereprettyoften。Itisoneofmyfavoritehidingplaces。Yousee,I……don’tlaughifItellyou,willyou?
  Ofcoursenot。Goon。thisisverymysteriousandinteresting。
  Well,Icomeheresometimesonpleasantdays,tobealone——andwrite。
  Write?Writepoetry,doyoumean?
  Yes。
  Oh,howwonderful!WereyouwritingwhenI——whenGoointerruptedyou?
  No。Ihadmadetwoorthreeattempts,butnothingthatIdidsatisfiedme。Ihadjustaboutdecidedtotearthemupandtogiveuptryingforthisafternoon。
  Oh,Ihopeyouwon’ttearthemup。I’msuretheyshouldn’tbe。
  Perhapsyouwerenotinapropermoodtojudge,yourself。
  Perhapsnot。Perhapstheymightlookalittlelesshopelesstosomeoneelse。Butthatpersonwouldhavetobereallyinterested,andtherearefewpeopleinSouthHarnisswhoknoworcareanythingaboutpoetry。
  Isupposethatistrue。I——Idon’tsupposeyouwouldcaretoshowthemtome,wouldyou?
  Why,eagerly,wouldyoureallycaretoseethem?
  IndeedIshould!Notthatmyjudgmentoradviceisworthanything,ofcourse。ButIamvery,veryfondofpoetry,andtoseehowarealpoetwrotewouldbewonderful。AndifIcouldhelpyou,eventheleastlittlebit,itwouldbesuchanhonor。