Henriettashowednosignsofbreakingdown。HerprospectshadbrightenedonherleavingEngland,andshewasnowinthefullenjoymentofhercopiousresources。Shehadindeedbeenobligedtosacrificeherhopeswithregardtotheinnerlife。thesocialquestion,ontheContinent,bristledwithdifficultiesevenmorenumerousthanthoseshehadencounteredinEngland。ButontheContinenttherewastheouterlife,whichwaspalpableandvisibleateveryturn,andmoreeasilyconvertibletoliteraryusesthanthecustomsofthoseopaqueislanders。Outofdoorsinforeignlands,assheingeniouslyremarked,oneseemedtoseetherightsideofthetapestry。outofdoorsinEnglandoneseemedtoseethewrongside,whichgaveonenonotionofthefigure。Theadmissioncostsherhistorianapang,butHenrietta,despairingofmoreoccultthings,wasnowpayingmuchattentiontotheouterlife。ShehadbeenstudyingitfortwomonthsatVenice,fromwhichcityshesenttotheIntervieweraconscientiousaccountofthegondolas,thePiazza,theBridgeofSighs,thepigeonsandtheyoungboatmanwhochantedTasso。TheInterviewerwasperhapsdisappointed,butHenriettawasatleastseeingEurope。HerpresentpurposewastogetdowntoRomebeforethemalariashouldcomeon-heapparentlysupposedthatitbeganonafixedday。andwiththisdesignshewastospendatpresentbutfewdaysinFlorence。Mr。BantlingwastogowithhertoRome,andshepointedouttoIsabelthatashehadbeentherebefore,ashewasamilitarymanandashehadhadaclassicaleducation-hehadbeenbredatEton,wheretheystudynothingbutLatinandWhyte-Melville,saidMissStackpole-hewouldbeamostusefulcompanioninthecityoftheCaesars。AtthisjunctureRalphhadthehappyideaofproposingtoIsabelthatshealso,underhisownescort,shouldmakeapilgrimagetoRome。Sheexpectedtopassaportionofthenextwinterthere-thatwasverywell。butmeantimetherewasnoharminsurveyingthefield。ThereweretendaysleftofthebeautifulmonthofMay-themostpreciousmonthofalltothetrueRomelover。
IsabelwouldbecomeaRome-lover。thatwasaforegoneconclusion。
Shewasprovidedwithatrustycompanionofherownsex,whosesociety,thankstothefactofothercallsonthislady’sattention,wouldprobablynotbeoppressive。MadameMerlewouldremainwithMrs。Touchett。shehadleftRomeforthesummerandwouldn’tcaretoreturn。SheprofessedherselfdelightedtobeleftatpeaceinFlorence。shehadlockedupherapartmentandsenthercookhometoPalestrina。SheurgedIsabel,however,toassenttoRalph’sproposal,andassuredherthatagoodintroductiontoRomewasnotathingtobedespised。Isabelintruthneedednourging,andthepartyoffourarrangeditslittlejourney。Mrs。Touchett,onthisoccasion,hadresignedherselftotheabsenceofaduenna。wehaveseenthatshenowinclinedtothebeliefthathernieceshouldstandalone。OneofIsabel’spreparationsconsistedofherseeingGilbertOsmondbeforeshestartedandmentioningherintentiontohim。
IshouldliketobeinRomewithyou,hecommented。Ishouldliketoseeyouonthatwonderfulground。
Shescarcelyfaltered。Youmightcomethen。
Butyou’llhavealotofpeoplewithyou。
Ah,Isabeladmitted,ofcourseIshallnotbealone。
Foramomenthesaidnothingmore。You’lllikeit,hewentonatlast。They’vespoiledit,butyou’llraveaboutit。
OughtItodislikeitbecause,poorolddear-theNiobeofNations,youknow-ithasbeenspoiled?sheasked。
No,Ithinknot。Ithasbeenspoiledsooften,hesmiled:IfI
weretogo,whatshouldIdowithmylittlegirl?
Can’tyouleaveheratthevilla?
Idon’tknowthatIlikethat-thoughthere’saverygoodoldwomanwholooksafterher。Ican’taffordagoverness。
Bringherwithyouthen,saidIsabelpromptly。
Mr。Osmondlookedgrave。ShehasbeeninRomeallwinter,atherconvent。andshe’stooyoungtomakejourneysofpleasure。
Youdon’tlikebringingherforward?Isabelenquired。
No,Ithinkyounggirlsshouldbekeptoutoftheworld。
Iwasbroughtuponadifferentsystem。
You?Oh,withyouitsucceeded,becauseyou-youwereexceptional。
Idon’tseewhy,saidIsabel,who,however,wasnotsuretherewasnotsometruthinthespeech。
Mr。Osmonddidn’texplain。hesimplywenton:IfIthoughtitwouldmakeherresembleyoutojoinasocialgroupinRomeI’dtakehertheretomorrow。
Don’tmakeherresembleme,saidIsabel。Keepherlikeherself。
Imightsendhertomysister,Mr。Osmondobserved。Hehadalmosttheairofaskingadvice。heseemedtoliketotalkoverhisdomesticmatterswithMissArcher。
Yes,sheconcurred。Ithinkthatwouldn’tdomuchtowardsmakingherresembleme!
AftershehadleftFlorenceGilbertOsmondmetMadameMerleattheCountessGemini’s。Therewereotherpeoplepresent。theCountess’sdrawing-roomwasusuallywellfilled,andthetalkhadbeengeneral,butafterawhileOsmondlefthisplaceandcameandsatonanottomanhalf-behind,half-besideMadameMerle’schair:ShewantsmetogotoRomewithher,heremarkedinalowvoice。
Togowithher?
Tobetherewhileshe’sthere。Sheproposedit。
Isupposeyoumeanthatyouproposeditandsheassented。
OfcourseIgaveherachance。Butshe’sencouraging-she’sveryencouraging。
Irejoicetohearit-butdon’tcryvictorytoosoon。Ofcourseyou’llgotoRome。
Ah,saidOsmond,itmakesonework,thisideaofyours!
Don’tpretendyoudon’tenjoyit-you’reveryungrateful。You’venotbeensowelloccupiedthesemanyyears。
Thewayyoutakeit’sbeautiful,saidOsmond。Ioughttobegratefulforthat。
Nottoomuchso,however,MadameMerleanswered。Shetalkedwithherusualsmile,leaningbackinherchairandlookingroundtheroom。
You’vemadeaverygoodimpression,andI’veseenformyselfthatyou’vereceivedone。You’venotcometoMrs。Touchett’sseventimestoobligeme。
Thegirl’snotdisagreeable,Osmondquietlyconceded。
MadameMerledroppedhereyeonhimamoment,duringwhichherlipsclosedwithacertainfirmness。Isthatallyoucanfindtosayaboutthatfinecreature?
All?Isn’titenough?Ofhowmanypeoplehaveyouheardmesaymore?
Shemadenoanswertothis,butstillpresentedhertalkativegracetotheroom。You’reunfathomable,shemurmuredatlast。I’mfrightenedattheabyssintowhichIshallhavecasther。
Hetookitalmostgaily。Youcan’tdrawback-you’vegonetoofar。
Verygood。butyoumustdotherestyourself。
Ishalldoit,saidGilbertOsmond。
MadameMerleremainedsilentandhechangedhisplaceagain。butwhensherosetogohealsotookleave。Mrs。Touchett’svictoriawasawaitingherguestinthecourt,andafterhehadhelpedhisfriendintoithestoodtheredetainingher。You’reveryindiscreet,shesaidratherwearily。youshouldn’thavemovedwhenIdid。
Hehadtakenoffhishat。hepassedhishandoverhisforehead。I
alwaysforget。I’moutofthehabit。
You’requiteunfathomable,sherepeated,glancingupatthewindowsofthehouse,amodernstructureinthenewpartofthetown。
Hepaidnoheedtothisremark,butspokeinhisownsense。She’sreallyverycharming。I’vescarcelyknownanyonemoregraceful。
Itdoesmegoodtohearyousaythat。Thebetteryoulikeherthebetterforme。
Ilikeherverymuch。She’sallyoudescribedher,andintothebargaincapable,Ifeel,ofgreatdevotion。Shehasonlyonefault。
What’sthat?
Toomanyideas。
Iwarnedyoushewasclever。
Fortunatelythey’reverybadones,saidOsmond。
Whyisthatfortunate?
Dame,iftheymustbesacrificed!
MadameMerleleanedback,lookingstraightbeforeher。thenshespoketothecoachman。Butherfriendagaindetainedher。IfIgotoRomewhatshallIdowithPansy?
I’llgoandseeher,saidMadameMerle。
CHAPTER27
Imaynotattempttoreportinitsfulnessouryoungwoman’sresponsetothedeepappealofRome,toanalyzeherfeelingsasshetrodthepavementoftheForumortonumberherpulsationsasshecrossedthethresholdofSaintPeter’s。Itisenoughtosaythatherimpressionwassuchasmighthavebeenexpectedofapersonofherfreshnessandhereagerness。Shehadalwaysbeenfondofhistory,andherewashistoryinthestonesofthestreetandtheatomsofthesunshine。Shehadanimaginationthatkindledatthementionofgreatdeeds,andwhereversheturnedsomegreatdeedhadbeenacted。
Thesethingsstronglymovedher,butmovedherallinwardly。Itseemedtohercompanionsthatshetalkedlessthanusual,andRalphTouchett,whenheappearedtobelookinglistlesslyandawkwardlyoverherhead,wasreallydroppingonheranintensityofobservation。Byherownmeasureshewasveryhappy。shewouldevenhavebeenwillingtotakethesehoursforthehappiestshewasevertoknow。Thesenseoftheterriblehumanpastwasheavytoher,butthatofsomethingaltogethercontemporarywouldsuddenlygiveitwingsthatitcouldwaveintheblue。Herconsciousnesswassomixedthatshescarcelyknewwherethedifferentpartsofitwouldleadher,andshewentaboutinarepressedecstasyofcontemplation,seeingofteninthethingsshelookedatagreatdealmorethanwasthere,andyetnotseeingmanyoftheitemsenumeratedinherMurray。Rome,asRalphsaid,confessedtothepsychologicalmoment。Theherdofreechoingtouristshaddepartedandmostofthesolemnplaceshadrelapsedintosolemnity。
Theskywasablazeofblue,andtheplashofthefountainsintheirmossynicheshadlostitschillanddoubleditsmusic。Onthecornersofthewarm,brightstreetsonestumbledonbundlesofflowers。Ourfriendshadgoneoneafternoon-itwasthethirdoftheirstay-tolookatthelatestexcavationsintheForum,theselabourshavingbeenforsometimepreviouslargelyextended。TheyhaddescendedfromthemodernstreettotheleveloftheSacredWay,alongwhichtheywanderedwithareverenceofstepwhichwasnotthesameonthepartofeach。HenriettaStackpolewasstruckwiththefactthatancientRomehadbeenpavedagooddeallikeNewYork,andevenfoundananalogybetweenthedeepchariot-rutstraceableintheantiquestreetandtheover-jangledirongrooveswhichexpresstheintensityofAmericanlife。Thesunhadbeguntosink,theairwasagoldenhaze,andthelongshadowsofbrokencolumnandvaguepedestalleanedacrossthefieldofruin。HenriettawanderedawaywithMr。Bantling,whomitwasapparentlydelightfultohertohearspeakofJuliusCaesarasacheekyoldboy,andRalphaddressedsuchelucidationsashewaspreparedtooffertotheattentiveearofourheroine。Oneofthehumblearchaeologistswhohoverabouttheplacehadputhimselfatthedisposalofthetwo,andrepeatedhislessonwithafluencywhichthedeclineoftheseasonhaddonenothingtoimpair。AprocessofdiggingwasonviewinaremotecorneroftheForum,andhepresentlyremarkedthatifitshouldpleasethesignoritogoandwatchitalittletheymightseesomethingofinterest。TheproposalcommendeditselfmoretoRalphthantoIsabel,wearywithmuchwandering。sothatsheadmonishedhercompaniontosatisfyhiscuriositywhileshepatientlyawaitedhisreturn。Thehourandtheplaceweremuchtohertaste-sheshouldenjoybeingbrieflyalone。RalphaccordinglywentoffwiththeciceronewhileIsabelsatdownonaprostratecolumnnearthefoundationsoftheCapitol。Shewantedashortsolitude,butshewasnotlongtoenjoyit。KeenaswasherinterestintheruggedrelicsoftheRomanpastthatlayscatteredaboutherandinwhichthecorrosionofcenturieshadstillleftsomuchofindividuallife,herthoughts,afterrestingawhileonthesethings,hadwandered,byaconcatenationofstagesitmightrequiresomesubtletytotrace,toregionsandobjectschargedwithamoreactiveappeal。FromtheRomanpasttoIsabelArcher’sfuturewasalongstride,butherimaginationhadtakenitinasingleflightandnowhoveredinslowcirclesoverthenearerandricherfield。Shewassoabsorbedinherthoughts,asshebenthereyesuponarowofcrackedbutnotdislocatedslabscoveringthegroundatherfeet,thatshehadnotheardthesoundofapproachingfootstepsbeforeashadowwasthrownacrossthelineofhervision。Shelookedupandsawagentleman-agentlemanwhowasnotRalphcomebacktosaythattheexcavationswereabore。Thispersonagewasstartledasshewasstartled。hestoodtherebaringhisheadtoherperceptiblypalesurprise。
LordWarburton!Isabelexclaimedassherose。
Ihadnoideaitwasyou。Iturnedthatcornerandcameuponyou。
Shelookedabouthertoexplain。I’malone,butmycompanionshavejustleftme。Mycousin’sgonetolookattheworkoverthere。
Ahyes。Isee。AndLordWarburton’seyeswanderedvaguelyinthedirectionshehadindicated。Hestoodfirmlybeforehernow。hehadrecoveredhisbalanceandseemedtowishtoshowit,thoughverykindly。Don’tletmedisturbyou,hewenton,lookingatherdejectedpillar。I’mafraidyou’retired。
Yes,I’mrathertired。Shehesitatedamoment,butsatdownagain。
Don’tletmeinterruptyou,sheadded。
Ohdear,I’mquitealone,I’venothingonearthtodo。IhadnoideayouwereinRome。I’vejustcomefromtheEast。I’monlypassingthrough。
You’vebeenmakingalongjourney,saidIsabel,whohadlearnedfromRalphthatLordWarburtonwasabsentfromEngland。
Yes,Icameabroadforsixmonths-soonafterIsawyoulast。
I’vebeeninTurkeyandAsiaMinor。IcametheotherdayfromAthens。
Hemanagednottobeawkward,buthewasn’teasy,andafteralongerlookatthegirlhecamedowntonature。Doyouwishmetoleaveyou,orwillyouletmestayalittle?
Shetookitallhumanely。Idon’twishyoutoleaveme,LordWarburton。I’mverygladtoseeyou。
Thankyouforsayingthat。MayIsitdown?
Theflutedshaftonwhichshehadtakenherseatwouldhaveaffordedaresting-placetoseveralpersons,andtherewasplentyofroomevenforahighly-developedEnglishman。Thisfinespecimenofthatgreatclassseatedhimselfnearouryounglady,andinthecourseoffiveminuteshehadaskedherseveralquestions,takenratheratrandomandtowhich,asheputsomeofthemtwiceover,heapparentlysomewhatmissedcatchingtheanswer。hadgivenhertoosomeinformationabouthimselfwhichwasnotwasteduponhercalmerfemininesense。Herepeatedmorethanoncethathehadnotexpectedtomeether,anditwasevidentthattheencountertouchedhiminawaythatwouldhavemadepreparationadvisable。Hebeganabruptlytopassfromtheimpunityofthingstotheirsolemnity,andfromtheirbeingdelightfultotheirbeingimpossible。Hewassplendidlysunburnt。evenhismultitudinousbeardhadbeenburnishedbythefireofAsia。Hewasdressedintheloose-fitting,heterogeneousgarmentsinwhichtheEnglishtravellerinforeignlandsiswonttoconsulthiscomfortandaffirmhisnationality。andwithhispleasantsteadyeyes,hisbronzedcomplexion,freshbeneathitsseasoning,hismanlyfigure,hisminimizingmannerandhisgeneralairofbeingagentlemanandanexplorer,hewassucharepresentativeoftheBritishraceasneednotinanyclimehavebeendisavowedbythosewhohaveakindnessforit。Isabelnotedthesethingsandwasgladshehadalwayslikedhim。Hehadkept,evidentlyinspiteofshocks,everyoneofhismerits-thesepropertiespartakingoftheessenceofgreatdecenthouses,asonemightputit。resemblingtheirinnermostfixturesandornaments,notsubjecttovulgarshiftingandremovableonlybysomewholebreak-up。Theytalkedofthemattersnaturallyinorder。heruncle’sdeath,Ralph’sstateofhealth,thewayshehadpassedherwinter,hervisittoRome,herreturntoFlorence,herplansforthesummer,thehotelshewasstayingat。andthenofLordWarburton’sownadventures,movements,intentions,impressionsandpresentdomicile。Atlasttherewasasilence,anditsaidsomuchmorethaneitherhadsaidthatitscarceneededhisfinalwords。I’vewrittentoyouseveraltimes。
Writtentome?I’veneverhadyourletters。
Ineversentthem。Iburnedthemup。
Ah,laughedIsabel,itwasbetterthatyoushoulddothatthanI!
Ithoughtyouwouldn’tcareforthem,hewentonwithasimplicitythattouchedher。ItseemedtomethatafterallIhadnorighttotroubleyouwithletters。
Ishouldhavebeenverygladtohavenewsofyou。YouknowhowI
hopedthat-that-Butshestopped。therewouldbesuchaflatnessintheutteranceofherthought。
Iknowwhatyou’regoingtosay。Youhopedweshouldalwaysremaingoodfriends。Thisformula,asLordWarburtonutteredit,wascertainlyflatenough。butthenhewasinterestedinmakingitappearso。
ShefoundherselfreducedsimplytoPleasedon’ttalkofallthat。
aspeechwhichhardlystruckherasimprovementontheother。
It’sasmallconsolationtoallowme!hercompanionexclaimedwithforce。
Ican’tpretendtoconsoleyou,saidthegirl,who,allstillasshesatthere,threwherselfbackwithasortofinwardtriumphontheanswerthathadsatisfiedhimsolittlesixmonthsbefore。Hewaspleasant,hewaspowerful,hewasgallant。therewasnobettermanthanhe。Butheranswerremained。
It’sverywellyoudon’ttrytoconsoleme。itwouldn’tbeinyourpower,sheheardhimsaythroughthemediumofherstrangeelation。
Ihopedweshouldmeetagain,becauseIhadnofearyouwouldattempttomakemefeelIhadwrongedyou。Butwhenyoudothat-thepain’sgreaterthanthepleasure。Andshegotupwithasmallconsciousmajesty,lookingforhercompanions。
Idon’twanttomakeyoufeelthat。ofcourseIcan’tsaythat。I
onlyjustwantyoutoknowoneortwothings-infairnesstomyself,asitwere。Iwon’treturntothesubjectagain。IfeltverystronglywhatIexpressedtoyoulastyear。Icouldn’tthinkofanythingelse。Itriedtoforget-energetically,systematically。I
triedtotakeaninterestinsomebodyelse。ItellyouthisbecauseIwantyoutoknowIdidmyduty。Ididn’tsucceed。ItwasforthesamepurposeIwentabroad-asfarawayaspossible。Theysaytravellingdistractsthemind,butitdidn’tdistractmine。I’vethoughtofyouperpetually,eversinceIlastsawyou。I’mexactlythesame。Iloveyoujustasmuch,andeverythingIsaidtoyouthenisjustastrue。ThisinstantatwhichIspeaktoyoushowsmeagainexactlyhow,tomygreatmisfortune,youjustinsuperablycharmme。
There-Ican’tsayless。Idon’tmean,however,toinsist。it’sonlyforamoment。ImayaddthatwhenIcameuponyouafewminutessince,withoutthesmallestideaofseeingyou,Iwas,uponmyhonour,intheveryactofwishingIknewwhereyouwere。Hehadrecoveredhisself-control,andwhilehespokeitbecamecomplete。Hemighthavebeenaddressingasmallcommittee-makingallquietlyandclearlyastatementofimportance。aidedbyanoccasionallookatapaperofnotesconcealedinhishat,whichhehadnotagainputon。Andthecommittee,assuredly,wouldhavefeltthepointproved。
I’veoftenthoughtofyou,LordWarburton,Isabelanswered。YoumaybesureIshallalwaysdothat。Andsheaddedinatoneofwhichshetriedtokeepupthekindnessandkeepdownthemeaning:
There’snoharminthatoneitherside。
Theywalkedalongtogether,andshewasprompttoaskabouthissistersandrequesthimtoletthemknowshehaddoneso。Hemadeforthemomentnofurtherreferencetotheirgreatquestion,butdippedagainintoshallowerandsaferwaters。ButhewishedtoknowwhenshewastoleaveRome,andonhermentioningthelimitofherstaydeclaredhewasgladitwasstillsodistant。
Whydoyousaythatifyouyourselfareonlypassingthrough?
sheenquiredwithsomeanxiety。
Ah,whenIsaidIwaspassingthroughIdidn’tmeanthatonewouldtreatRomeasifitwereClaphamJunction。TopassthroughRomeistostopaweekortwo。
SayfranklythatyoumeantostayaslongasIdo!
Hisflushedsmile,foralittle,seemedtosoundher。Youwon’tlikethat。You’reafraidyou’llseetoomuchofme。
Itdoesn’tmatterwhatIlike。Icertainlycan’texpectyoutoleavethisdelightfulplaceonmyaccount。ButIconfessI’mafraidofyou。
AfraidI’llbeginagain?Ipromisetobeverycareful。
Theyhadgraduallystoppedandtheystoodamomentfacetoface。
PoorLordWarburton!shesaidwithacompassionintendedtobegoodforbothofthem。
PoorLordWarburtonindeed!ButI’llbecareful。
Youmaybeunhappy,butyoushallnotmakemeso。ThatIcan’tallow。
IfIbelievedIcouldmakeyouunhappyIthinkIshouldtryit。Atthisshewalkedinadvanceandhealsoproceeded。I’llneversayawordtodispleaseyou。
Verygood。Ifyoudo,ourfriendship’satanend。
Perhapssomeday-afterawhile-you’llgivemeleave。
Giveyouleavetomakemeunhappy?
Hehesitated。Totellyouagain-Buthecheckedhimself。I’llkeepitdown。I’llkeepitdownalways。
RalphTouchetthadbeenjoinedinhisvisittotheexcavationbyMissStackpoleandherattendant,andthesethreenowemergedfromamongthemoundsofearthandstonecollectedroundtheapertureandcameintosightofIsabelandhercompanion。PoorRalphhailedhisfriendwithjoyqualifiedbywonder,andHenriettaexclaimedinahighvoiceGracious,there’sthatlord!RalphandhisEnglishneighbourgreetedwiththeausteritywithwhich,afterlongseparation,Englishneighboursgreet,andMissStackpolerestedherlargeintellectualgazeuponthesunburnttraveller。Butshesoonestablishedherrelationtothecrisis。Idon’tsupposeyourememberme,sir。
IndeedIdorememberyou,saidLordWarburton。Iaskedyoutocomeandseeme,andyounevercame。
Idon’tgoeverywhereI’masked,MissStackpoleansweredcoldly。
Ahwell,Iwon’taskyouagain,laughedthemasterofLockleigh。
IfyoudoI’llgo。sobesure!
LordWarburton,forallhishilarity,seemedsureenough。Mr。
Bantlinghadstoodbywithoutclaimingarecognition,buthenowtookoccasiontonodtohislordship,whoansweredhimwithafriendlyOh,youhere,Bantling?andahand-shake。
Well,saidHenrietta,Ididn’tknowyouknewhim!
Iguessyoudon’tknoweveryoneIknow,Mr。Bantlingrejoinedfacetiously。
IthoughtthatwhenanEnglishmanknewalordhealwaystoldyou。
Ah,I’mafraidBantlingwasashamedofme,LordWarburtonlaughedagain。Isabeltookpleasureinthatnote。shegaveasmallsighofreliefastheykepttheircoursehomeward。
ThenextdaywasSunday。shespenthermorningovertwolongletters-onetohersisterLily,theothertoMadameMerle。butinneitheroftheseepistlesdidshementionthefactthatarejectedsuitorhadthreatenedherwithanotherappeal。OfaSundayafternoonallgoodRomansandthebestRomansareoftenthenorthernbarbariansfollowthecustomofgoingtovespersatSaintPeter’s。
andithadbeenagreedamongourfriendsthattheywoulddrivetogethertothegreatchurch。Afterlunch,anhourbeforethecarriagecame,LordWarburtonpresentedhimselfattheHoteldeParisandpaidavisittothetwoladies,RalphTouchettandMr。Bantlinghavinggoneouttogether。ThevisitorseemedtohavewishedtogiveIsabelaproofofhisintentiontokeepthepromisemadehertheeveningbefore。hewasbothdiscreetandfrank-notevendumblyimportunateorremotelyintense。Hethuslefthertojudgewhatameregoodfriendhecouldbe。Hetalkedabouthistravels,aboutPersia,aboutTurkey,andwhenMissStackpoleaskedhimwhetheritwouldpayforhertovisitthosecountriesassuredhertheyofferedagreatfieldtofemaleenterprise。Isabeldidhimjustice,butshewonderedwhathispurposewasandwhatheexpectedtogainevenbyprovingthesuperiorstrainofhissincerity。Ifheexpectedtomeltherbyshowingwhatagoodfellowhewas,hemightsparehimselfthetrouble。
Sheknewthesuperiorstrainofeverythingabouthim,andnothinghecouldnowdowasrequiredtolighttheview。MoreoverhisbeinginRomeatallaffectedherasacomplicationofthewrongsort-shelikedsocomplicationsoftheright。Nevertheless,when,onbringinghiscalltoaclose,hesaidhetooshouldbeatSaintPeter’sandshouldlookoutforherandherfriends,shewasobligedtoreplythathemustfollowhisconvenience。
Inthechurch,asshestrolledoveritstesselatedacres,hewasthefirstpersonsheencountered。ShehadnotbeenoneofthesuperiortouristswhoaredisappointedinSaintPeter’sandfinditsmallerthanitsfame。thefirsttimeshepassedbeneaththehugeleatherncurtainthatstrainsandbangsattheentrance,thefirsttimeshefoundherselfbeneaththefar-archingdomeandsawthelightdrizzledownthroughtheairthickenedwithincenseandwiththereflectionsofmarbleandgilt,ofmosaicandbronze,herconceptionofgreatnessroseanddizzilyrose。Afterthisitneverlackedspacetosoar。Shegazedandwonderedlikeachildorapeasant,shepaidhersilenttributetotheseatedsublime。LordWarburtonwalkedbesideherandtalkedofSaintSophiaofConstantinople。shefearedforinstancethathewouldendbycallingattentiontohisexemplaryconduct。Theservicehadnotyetbegun,butatSaintPeter’sthereismuchtoobserve,andasthereissomethingalmostprofaneinthevastnessoftheplace,whichseemsmeantasmuchforphysicalasforspiritualexercise,thedifferentfiguresandgroups,themingledworshippersandspectators,mayfollowtheirvariousintentionswithoutconflictorscandal。Inthatsplendidimmensityindividualindiscretioncarriesbutashortdistance。Isabelandhercompanions,however,wereguiltyofnone。forthoughHenriettawasobligedincandourtodeclarethatMichaelAngelo’sdomesufferedbycomparisonwiththatoftheCapitolatWashington,sheaddressedherprotestchieflytoMr。Bantling’searandreserveditinitsmoreaccentuatedformforthecolumnsoftheInterviewer。Isabelmadethecircuitofthechurchwithhislordship,andastheydrewnearthechoirontheleftoftheentrancethevoicesofthePope’ssingerswerebornetothemovertheheadsofthelargenumberofpersonsclusteredoutsidethedoors。Theypausedawhileontheskirtsofthiscrowd,composedinequalmeasureofRomancockneysandinquisitivestrangers,andwhiletheystoodtherethesacredconcertwentforward。
Ralph,withHenriettaandMr。Bantling,wasapparentlywithin,whereIsabel,lookingbehindthedensegroupinfrontofher,sawtheafternoonlight,silveredbycloudsofincensethatseemedtominglewiththesplendidchant,slopethroughtheembossedrecessesofhighwindows。AfterawhilethesingingstoppedandthenLordWarburtonseemeddisposedtomoveoffwithher。Isabelcouldonlyaccompanyhim。
whereuponshefoundherselfconfrontedwithGilbertOsmond,whoappearedtohavebeenstandingatashortdistancebehindher。Henowapproachedwithalltheforms-heappearedtohavemultipliedthemonthisoccasiontosuittheplace。
Soyoudecidedtocome?shesaidassheputoutherhand。
Yes,Icamelastnightandcalledthisafternoonatyourhotel。
Theytoldmeyouhadcomehere,andIlookedaboutforyou。
Theothersareinside,shedecidedtosay。
Ididn’tcomefortheothers,hepromptlyreturned。
Shelookedaway。LordWarburtonwaswatchingthem。perhapshehadheardthis。SuddenlysherememberedittobejustwhathehadsaidtoherthemorninghecametoGardencourttoaskhertomarryhim。Mr。
Osmond’swordshadbroughtthecolourtohercheek,andthisreminiscencehadnottheeffectofdispellingit。Sherepairedanybetrayalbymentioningtoeachcompanionthenameoftheother,andfortunatelyatthismomentMr。Bantlingemergedfromthechoir,cleavingthecrowdwithBritishvalourandfollowedbyMissStackpoleandRalphTouchett。Isayfortunately,becausethisisperhapsasuperficialviewofthematter。sinceonperceivingthegentlemanfromFlorenceRalphTouchettappearedtotakethecaseasnotcommittinghimtojoy。Hedidn’thangback,however,fromcivility,andpresentlyobservedtoIsabel,withduebenevolence,thatshewouldsoonhaveallherfriendsabouther。MissStackpolehadmetMr。OsmondinFlorence,butshehadalreadyfoundoccasiontosaytoIsabelthatshelikedhimnobetterthanherotheradmirers-
thanMr。TouchettandLordWarburton,andeventhanlittleMr。
RosierinParis。Idon’tknowwhatit’sinyou,shehadbeenpleasedtoremark,butforanice-girlyoudoattractthemostunnaturalpeople。Mr。Goodwood’stheonlyoneI’veanyrespectfor,andhe’sjusttheoneyoudon’tappreciate。
What’syouropinionofSaintPeter’s?Mr。Osmondwasmeanwhileenquiringofouryounglady。
It’sverylargeandverybright,shecontentedherselfwithreplying。
It’stoolarge。itmakesonefeellikeanatom。
Isn’tthattherightwaytofeelinthegreatestofhumantemples?
sheaskedwithratheralikingforherphrase。
Isupposeit’stherightwaytofeeleverywhere,whenoneisnobody。ButIlikeitinachurchaslittleasanywhereelse。
YououghtindeedtobeaPope!Isabelexclaimed,rememberingsomethinghehadreferredtoinFlorence。
Ah,Ishouldhaveenjoyedthat!saidGilbertOsmond。
LordWarburtonmeanwhilehadjoinedRalphTouchett,andthetwostrolledawaytogether。Who’sthefellowspeakingtoMissArcher?
hislordshipdemanded。
Hisname’sGilbertOsmond-helivesinFlorence,Ralphsaid。
Whatishebesides?
Nothingatall。Ohyes,he’sanAmerican。butoneforgetsthat-
he’ssolittleofone。
HasheknownMissArcherlong?
Threeorfourweeks。
Doesshelikehim?
She’stryingtofindout。
Andwillshe?
Findout-?Ralphasked。
Willshelikehim?
Doyoumeanwillsheaccepthim?
Yes,saidLordWarburtonafteraninstant。Isupposethat’swhatIhorriblymean。
Perhapsnotifonedoesnothingtopreventit,Ralphreplied。
Hislordshipstaredamoment,butapprehended。Thenwemustbeperfectlyquiet?
Asquietasthegrave。Andonlyonthechance!Ralphadded。
Thechanceshemay?
Thechanceshemaynot?
LordWarburtontookthisatfirstinsilence,buthespokeagain。
Isheawfullyclever?
Awfully,saidRalph。
Hiscompanionthought。Andwhatelse?
Whatmoredoyouwant?Ralphgroaned。
Doyoumeanwhatmoredoesshe?
Ralphtookhimbythearmtoturnhim:theyhadtorejointheothers。Shewantsnothingthatwecangiveher。
Ahwell,ifshewon’thaveYou-!saidhislordshiphandsomelyastheywent。
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Onthemorrow,intheevening,LordWarburtonwentagaintoseehisfriendsattheirhotel,andatthisestablishmenthelearnedthattheyhadgonetotheopera。HedrovetotheoperawiththeideaofpayingthemavisitintheirboxaftertheeasyItalianfashion。
andwhenhehadobtainedhisadmittance-itwasoneofthesecondarytheatres-lookedaboutthelarge,bare,ill-lightedhouse。Anacthadjustterminatedandhewasatlibertytopursuehisquest。Afterscanningtwoorthreetiersofboxesheperceivedinoneofthelargestofthesereceptaclesaladywhomheeasilyrecognized。MissArcherwasseatedfacingthestageandpartlyscreenedbythecurtainofthebox。andbesideher,leaningbackinhischair,wasMr。
GilbertOsmond。Theyappearedtohavetheplacetothemselves,andWarburtonsupposedtheircompanionshadtakenadvantageoftherecesstoenjoytherelativecoolnessofthelobby。Hestoodawhilewithhiseyesontheinterestingpair。heaskedhimselfifheshouldgoupandinterrupttheharmony。AtlasthejudgedthatIsabelhadseenhim,andthisaccidentdeterminedhim。Thereshouldbenomarkedholdingoff。HetookhiswaytotheupperregionsandonthestaircasemetRalphTouchettslowlydescending,hishatattheinclinationofennuiandhishandswheretheyusuallywere。
Isawyoubelowamomentsinceandwasgoingdowntoyou。Ifeellonelyandwantcompany,wasRalph’sgreeting。
You’vesomethat’sverygoodwhichyou’veyetdeserted。
Doyoumeanmycousin?Oh,shehasavisitoranddoesn’twantme。
ThenMissStackpoleandBantlinghavegoneouttoacafetoeatanice-MissStackpoledelightsinanice。Ididn’tthinktheywantedmeeither。Theopera’sverybad。thewomenlooklikelaundressesandsinglikepeacocks。Ifeelverylow。
Youhadbettergohome,LordWarburtonsaidwithoutaffectation。
Andleavemyyoungladyinthissadplace?Ahno,Imustwatchoverher。
Sheseemstohaveplentyoffriends。
Yes,that’swhyImustwatch,saidRalphwiththesamelargemock-melancholy。
Ifshedoesn’twantyouit’sprobableshedoesn’twantme。
No,you’redifferent。GototheboxandstaytherewhileIwalkabout。
LordWarburtonwenttothebox,whereIsabel’swelcomewasastoafriendsohonourablyoldthathevaguelyaskedhimselfwhatqueertemporalprovinceshewasannexing。HeexchangedgreetingswithMr。
Osmond,towhomhehadbeenintroducedthedaybeforeandwho,afterhecamein,satblandlyapartandsilent,asifrepudiatingcompetenceinthesubjectsofallusionnowprobable。ItstruckhersecondvisitorthatMissArcherhad,inoperaticconditions,aradiance,evenaslightexaltation。asshewas,however,atalltimesakeenly-glancing,quickly-moving,completelyanimatedyoungwoman,hemayhavebeenmistakenonthispoint。Hertalkwithhimmoreoverpointedtopresenceofmind。itexpressedakindnesssoingeniousanddeliberateastoindicatethatshewasinundisturbedpossessionofherfaculties。PoorLordWarburtonhadmomentsofbewilderment。Shehaddiscouragedhim,formally,asmuchasawomancould。whatbusinesshadshethenwithsuchartsandsuchfelicities,aboveallwithsuchtonesofreparation-preparation?Hervoicehadtricksofsweetness,butwhyplaythemonhim?Theotherscameback。thebare,familiar,trivialoperabeganagain。Theboxwaslarge,andtherewasroomforhimtoremainifhewouldsitalittlebehindandinthedark。Hedidsoforhalfanhour,whileMr。Osmondremainedinfront,leaningforward,hiselbowsonhisknees,justbehindIsabel。LordWarburtonheardnothing,andfromhisgloomycornersawnothingbuttheclearprofileofthisyoungladydefinedagainstthedimilluminationofthehouse。Whentherewasanotherintervalnoonemoved。Mr。OsmondtalkedtoIsabel,andLordWarburtonkepthiscorner。Hedidsobutforashorttime,however。afterwhichhegotupandbadegood-nighttotheladies。Isabelsaidnothingtodetainhim,butitdidn’tpreventhisbeingpuzzledagain。Whyshouldshemarksooneofhisvalues-
quitethewrongone-whenshewouldhavenothingtodowithanother,whichwasquitetheright?Hewasangrywithhimselfforbeingpuzzled,andthenangryforbeingangry。Verdi’smusicdidlittletocomforthim,andheleftthetheatreandwalkedhomeward,withoutknowinghisway,throughthetortuous,tragicstreetsofRome,whereheaviersorrowsthanhishadbeencarriedunderthestars。
What’sthecharacterofthatgentleman?OsmondaskedofIsabelafterhehadretired。
Irreproachable-don’tyouseeit?
HeownsabouthalfEngland。that’shischaracter,Henriettaremarked。That’swhattheycallafreecountry!
Ah,he’sagreatproprietor?Happyman!saidGilbertOsmond。
Doyoucallthathappiness-theownershipofwretchedhumanbeings?criedMissStackpole。Heownshistenantsandhasthousandsofthem。It’spleasanttoownsomething,butinanimateobjectsareenoughforme。Idon’tinsistonfleshandbloodandmindsandconsciences。
Itseemstomeyouownahumanbeingortwo,Mr。Bantlingsuggestedjocosely。IwonderifWarburtonordershistenantsaboutasyoudome。
LordWarburton’sagreatradical,Isabelsaid。Hehasveryadvancedopinions。
Hehasveryadvancedstonewalls。Hispark’senclosedbyagiganticironfence,somethirtymilesround,HenriettaannouncedfortheinformationofMr。Osmond。IshouldlikehimtoconversewithafewofourBostonradicals。
Don’ttheyapproveofironfences?askedMr。Bantling。
Onlytoshutupwickedconservatives。IalwaysfeelasifIweretalkingtoyouoversomethingwithaneattop-finishofbrokenglass。
Doyouknowhimwell,thisunreformedreformer?Osmondwenton,questioningIsabel。
WellenoughforalltheuseIhaveforhim。
Andhowmuchofauseisthat?
Well,Iliketolikehim。
’Likingtolike’-why,itmakesapassion!saidOsmond。
No-sheconsidered-keepthatforlikingtodislike。
Doyouwishtoprovokemethen,Osmondlaughed,toapassionforhim?
Shesaidnothingforamoment,butthenmetthelightquestionwithadisproportionategravity。No,Mr。Osmond。Idon’tthinkI
shouldeverdaretoprovokeyou。LordWarburton,atanyrate,shemoreeasilyadded,isaveryniceman。
Ofgreatability?herfriendenquired。
Ofexcellentability,andasgoodashelooks。
Asgoodashe’sgood-lookingdoyoumean?He’sverygood-looking。
Howdetestablyfortunate!-tobeagreatEnglishmagnate,tobecleverandhandsomeintothebargain,and,bywayoffinishingoff,toenjoyyourhighfavour!That’samanIcouldenvy。
Isabelconsideredhimwithinterest。Youseemtometobealwaysenvyingsomeone。YesterdayitwasthePope。todayit’spoorLordWarburton。
Myenvy’snotdangerous。itwouldn’thurtamouse。Idon’twanttodestroythepeople-Ionlywanttobethem。Youseeitwoulddestroyonlymyself。
You’dliketobethePope?saidIsabel。
Ishouldloveit-butIshouldhavegoneinforitearlier。Butwhy-Osmondreverted-doyouspeakofyourfriendaspoor?
Women-whentheyarevery,verygood-sometimespitymenafterthey’vehurtthem。that’stheirgreatwayofshowingkindness,saidRalph,joiningintheconversationforthefirsttimeandwithacynicismsotransparentlyingeniousastobevirtuallyinnocent。
Pray,haveIhurtLordWarburton?Isabelasked,raisinghereyebrowsasiftheideawereperfectlyfresh。
Itserveshimrightifyouhave,saidHenriettawhilethecurtainrosefortheballet。
Isabelsawnomoreofherattributivevictimforthenexttwenty-fourhours,butontheseconddayafterthevisittotheoperasheencounteredhiminthegalleryoftheCapitol,wherehestoodbeforethelionofthecollection,thestatueoftheDyingGladiator。Shehadcomeinwithhercompanions,amongwhom,onthisoccasionagain,GilbertOsmondhadhisplace,andtheparty,havingascendedthestaircase,enteredthefirstandfinestoftherooms。
LordWarburtonaddressedheralertlyenough,butsaidinamomentthathewasleavingthegallery。AndI’mleavingRome,headded。I
mustbidyougood-bye。Isabel,inconsequentlyenough,wasnowsorrytohearit。Thiswasperhapsbecauseshehadceasedtobeafraidofhisrenewinghissuit。shewasthinkingofsomethingelse。Shewasonthepointofnamingherregret,butshecheckedherselfandsimplywishedhimahappyjourney。whichmadehimlookatherratherunlightedly。I’mafraidyou’llthinkmevery’volatile。’ItoldyoutheotherdayIwantedsomuchtostop。
Ohno。youcouldeasilychangeyourmind。
That’swhatIhavedone。
Bonvoyagethen。
You’reinagreathurrytogetridofme,saidhislordshipquitedismally。
Notintheleast。ButIhatepartings。
Youdon’tcarewhatIdo,hewentonpitifully。
Isabellookedathimamoment。Ah,shesaid,you’renotkeepingyourpromise!
Hecolouredlikeaboyoffifteen。IfI’mnot,thenit’sbecauseIcan’t。andthat’swhyI’mgoing。
Good-byethen。
Good-bye。Helingeredstill,however。WhenshallIseeyouagain?
Isabelhesitated,butsoon,asifshehadhadahappyinspiration:
Somedayafteryou’remarried。
Thatwillneverbe。Itwillbeafteryouare。
Thatwilldoaswell,shesmiled。
Yes,quiteaswell。Good-bye。
Theyshookhands,andheleftheraloneinthegloriousroom,amongtheshiningantiquemarbles。Shesatdowninthecentreofthecircleofthesepresences,regardingthemvaguely,restinghereyesontheirbeautifulblankfaces。listening,asitwere,totheireternalsilence。Itisimpossible,inRomeatleast,tolooklongatagreatcompanyofGreeksculptureswithoutfeelingtheeffectoftheirnoblequietude。which,aswithahighdoorclosedfortheceremony,slowlydropsonthespiritthelargewhitemantleofpeace。IsayinRomeespecially,becausetheRomanairisanexquisitemediumforsuchimpressions。Thegoldensunshinemingleswiththem,thedeepstillnessofthepast,sovividyet,thoughitisnothingbutavoidfullofnames,seemstothrowasolemnspelluponthem。TheblindswerepartlyclosedinthewindowsoftheCapitol,andaclear,warmshadowrestedonthefiguresandmadethemmoremildlyhuman。Isabelsattherealongtime,underthecharmoftheirmotionlessgrace,wonderingtowhat,oftheirexperience,theirabsenteyeswereopen,andhow,toourears,theiralienlipswouldsound。Thedarkredwallsoftheroomthrewthemintorelief。thepolishedmarblefloorreflectedtheirbeauty。Shehadseenthemallbefore,butherenjoymentrepeateditself,anditwasallthegreaterbecauseshewasgladagain,forthetime,tobealone。Atlast,however,herattentionlapsed,drawnoffbyadeepertideoflife。Anoccasionaltouristcamein,stoppedandstaredamomentattheDyingGladiator,andthenpassedoutoftheotherdoor,creakingoverthesmoothpavement。AttheendofhalfanhourGilbertOsmondreappeared,apparentlyinadvanceofhiscompanions。Hestrolledtowardherslowly,withhishandsbehindhimandhisusualenquiring,yetnotquiteappealingsmile。I’msurprisedtofindyoualone,Ithoughtyouhadcompany。
SoIhave-thebest。AndsheglancedattheAntinousandtheFaun。
DoyoucallthembettercompanythananEnglishpeer?
Ah,myEnglishpeerleftmesometimeago。Shegotup,speakingwithintentionalittledryly。
Mr。Osmondnotedherdryness,whichcontributedforhimtotheinterestofhisquestion。I’mafraidthatwhatIheardtheothereveningistrue:you’rerathercrueltothatnobleman。
IsabellookedamomentatthevanquishedGladiator。It’snottrue。I’mscrupulouslykind。
That’sexactlywhatImean!GilbertOsmondreturned,andwithsuchhappyhilaritythathisjokeneedstobeexplained。Weknowthathewasfondoforiginals,ofrarities,ofthesuperiorandtheexquisite。
andnowthathehadseenLordWarburton,whomhethoughtaveryfineexampleofhisraceandorder,heperceivedanewattractionintheideaoftakingtohimselfayoungladywhohadqualifiedherselftofigureinhiscollectionofchoiceobjectsbydecliningsonobleahand。GilbertOsmondhadahighappreciationofthisparticularpatriciate。notsomuchforitsdistinction,whichhethoughteasilysurpassable,asforitssolidactuality。HehadneverforgivenhisstarfornotappointinghimtoanEnglishdukedom,andhecouldmeasuretheunexpectednessofsuchconductasIsabel’s。Itwouldbeproperthatthewomanhemightmarryshouldhavedonesomethingofthatsort。
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RalphTouchett,intalkwithhisexcellentfriend,hadrathermarkedlyqualified,asweknow,hisrecognitionofGilbertOsmond’spersonalmerits。buthemightreallyhavefelthimselfilliberalinthelightofthatgentleman’sconductduringtherestofthevisittoRome。OsmondspentaportionofeachdaywithIsabelandhercompanions,andendedbyaffectingthemastheeasiestofmentolivewith。Whowouldn’thaveseenthathecouldcommand,asitwere,bothtactandgaiety?-whichperhapswasexactlywhyRalphhadmadehisold-timelookofsuperficialsociabilityareproachtohim。EvenIsabel’sinvidiouskinsmanwasobligedtoadmitthathewasjustnowadelightfulassociate。Hisgood-humourwasimperturbable,hisknowledgeoftherightfact,hisproductionoftherightword,asconvenientasthefriendlyflickerofamatchforyourcigarette。Clearlyhewasamused-asamusedasamancouldbewhowassolittleeversurprised,andthatmadehimalmostapplausive。Itwasnotthathisspiritswerevisiblyhigh-hewouldnever,intheconcertofpleasure,touchthebigdrumbysomuchasaknuckle:hehadamortaldisliketothehigh,raggednote,towhathecalledrandomravings。HethoughtMissArchersometimesoftooprecipitateareadiness。Itwaspityshehadthatfault,becauseifshehadnothaditshewouldreallyhavehadnone。shewouldhavebeenassmoothtohisgeneralneedofherashandledivorytothepalm。Ifhewasnotpersonallyloud,however,hewasdeep,andduringtheseclosingdaysoftheRomanMayheknewacomplacencythatmatchedwithslowirregularwalksunderthepinesoftheVillaBorghese,amongthesmallsweetmeadow-flowersandthemossymarbles。Hewaspleasedwitheverything。hehadneverbeforebeenpleasedwithsomanythingsatonce。Oldimpressions,oldenjoyments,renewedthemselves。oneevening,goinghometohisroomattheinn,hewrotedownalittlesonnettowhichheprefixedthetitleofRomeRevisited。AdayortwolaterheshowedthispieceofcorrectandingeniousversetoIsabel,explainingtoherthatitwasanItalianfashiontocommemoratetheoccasionsoflifebyatributetothemuse。
Hetookhispleasuresingeneralsingly。hewastoooften-hewouldhaveadmittedthat-toosorelyawareofsomethingwrong,somethingugly。thefertilizingdewofaconceivablefelicitytooseldomdescendedonhisspirit。Butatpresenthewashappy-happierthanhehadperhapseverbeeninhislife,andthefeelinghadalargefoundation。Thiswassimplythesenseofsuccess-themostagreeableemotionofthehumanheart。Osmondhadneverhadtoomuchofit。inthisrespecthehadtheirritationofsatiety,asheknewperfectlywellandoftenremindedhimself。Ahno,I’venotbeenspoiled。
certainlyI’venotbeenspoiled,heusedinwardlytorepeat。IfIdosucceedbeforeIdieIshallthoroughlyhaveearnedit。Hewastooapttoreasonasifearningthisboonconsistedaboveallofcovertlyachingforitandmightbeconfinedtothatexercise。
Absolutelyvoidofit,also,hiscareerhadnotbeen。hemightindeedhavesuggestedtoaspectatorhereandtherethathewasrestingonvaguelaurels。Buthistriumphswere,someofthem,nowtooold。othershadbeentooeasy。Thepresentonehadbeenlessarduousthanmighthavebeenexpected,buthadbeeneasy-thatishadbeenrapid-onlybecausehehadmadeanaltogetherexceptionaleffort,agreatereffortthanhehadbelieveditinhimtomake。Thedesiretohavesomethingorothertoshowforhisparts-toshowsomehoworother-hadbeenthedreamofhisyouth。butastheyearswentontheconditionsattachedtoanymarkedproofofrarityhadaffectedhimmoreandmoreasgrossanddetestable。liketheswallowingofmugsofbeertoadvertisewhatonecouldstand。Ifananonymousdrawingonamuseumwallhadbeenconsciousandwatchfulitmighthaveknownthispeculiarpleasureofbeingatlastandallofasuddenidentified-asfromthehandofagreatmaster-bythesohighandsounnoticedfactofstyle。Hisstylewaswhatthegirlhaddiscoveredwithalittlehelp。andnow,besideherselfenjoyingit,sheshouldpublishittotheworldwithouthishavinganyofthetrouble。Sheshoulddothethingforhim,andhewouldnothavewaitedinvain。
ShortlybeforethetimefixedinadvanceforherdeparturethisyoungladyreceivedfromMrs。Touchettatelegramrunningasfollows:LeaveFlorence4thJuneforBellaggio,andtakeyouifyouhavenototherviews。Butcan’twaitifyoudawdleinRome。ThedawdlinginRomewasverypleasant,butIsabelhaddifferentviews,andsheletherauntknowshewouldimmediatelyjoinher。ShetoldGilbertOsmondthatshehaddoneso,andherepliedthat,spendingmanyofhissummersaswellashiswintersinItaly,hehimselfwouldloiteralittlelongerinthecoolshadowofSaintPeter’s。HewouldnotreturntoFlorencefortendaysmore,andinthattimeshewouldhavestartedforBellaggio。Itmightbemonthsinthiscasebeforeheshouldseeheragain。Thisexchangetookplaceinthelargedecoratedsitting-roomoccupiedbyourfriendsatthehotel。
itwaslateintheevening,andRalphTouchettwastotakehiscousinbacktoFlorenceonthemorrow。Osmondhadfoundthegirlalone。MissStackpolehadcontractedafriendshipwithadelightfulAmericanfamilyonthefourthfloorandhadmountedtheinterminablestaircasetopaythemavisit。Henriettacontractedfriendships,intravelling,withgreatfreedom,andhadformedinrailway-carriagesseveralthatwereamonghermostvaluedties。Ralphwasmakingarrangementsforthemorrow’sjourney,andIsabelsataloneinawildernessofyellowupholstery。Thechairsandsofaswereorange。thewallsandwindowsweredrapedinpurpleandgilt。Themirrors,thepictureshadgreatflamboyantframes。theceilingwasdeeplyvaultedandpaintedoverwithnakedmusesandcherubs。ForOsmondtheplacewasuglytodistress。thefalsecolours,theshamsplendourwerelikevulgar,bragging,lyingtalk。IsabelhadtakeninhandavolumeofAmpere,presented,ontheirarrivalinRome,byRalph。butthoughshehelditinherlapwithherfingervaguelykeptintheplaceshewasnotimpatienttopursueherstudy。Alampcoveredwithadroopingveilofpinktissue-paperburnedonthetablebesideheranddiffusedastrangepalerosinessoverthescene。
Yousayyou’llcomeback。butwhoknows?GilbertOsmondsaid。I
thinkyou’remuchmorelikelytostartonyourvoyageroundtheworld。
You’reundernoobligationtocomeback。youcandoexactlywhatyouchoose。youcanroamthroughspace。
Well,Italy’sapartofspace,Isabelanswered。Icantakeitontheway。
Onthewayroundtheworld?No,don’tdothat。Don’tputusinaparenthesis-giveusachaptertoourselves。Idon’twanttoseeyouonyourtravels。I’dratherseeyouwhenthey’reover。Ishouldliketoseeyouwhenyou’retiredandsatiated,Osmondaddedinamoment。Ishallpreferyouinthatstate。
Isabel,withhereyesbent,fingeredthepagesofM。Ampere。Youturnthingsintoridiculewithoutseemingtodoit,thoughnot,I
think,withoutintendingit。You’venorespectformytravels-youthinkthemridiculous。
Wheredoyoufindthat?
Shewentoninthesametone,frettingtheedgeofherbookwiththepaper-knife。Youseemyignorance,myblunders,thewayIwanderaboutasiftheworldbelongedtome,simplybecause-becauseithasbeenputintomypowertodoso。Youdon’tthinkawomanoughttodothat。Youthinkitboldandungraceful。
Ithinkitbeautiful,saidOsmond。Youknowmyopinions-I’vetreatedyoutoenoughofthem。Don’tyouremembermytellingyouthatoneoughttomakeone’slifeaworkofart?Youlookedrathershockedatfirst。butthenItoldyouthatitwasexactlywhatyouseemedtometobetryingtodowithyourown。
Shelookedupfromherbook。Whatyoudespisemostintheworldisbad,isstupidart。
Possibly。Butyoursseemtomeveryclearandverygood。
IfIweretogotoJapannextwinteryouwouldlaughatme,shewenton。
Osmondgaveasmile-akeenone,butnotalaugh,forthetoneoftheirconversationwasnotjocose。Isabelhadinfacthersolemnity。
hehadseenitbefore。Youhaveanimaginationthatstartlesone!
That’sexactlywhatIsay。Youthinksuchanideaabsurd。
IwouldgivemylittlefingertogotoJapan。it’soneofthecountriesIwantmosttosee。Can’tyoubelievethat,withmytasteforoldlacquer?
Ihaven’tatasteforoldlacquertoexcuseme,saidIsabel。
You’veabetterexcuse-themeansofgoing。You’requitewronginyourtheorythatIlaughatyou。Idon’tknowwhathasputitintoyourhead。
Itwouldn’tberemarkableifyoudidthinkitridiculousthatI
shouldhavethemeanstotravelwhenyou’venot。foryouknoweverything,andIknownothing。
Themorereasonwhyyoushouldtravelandlearn,smiledOsmond。
Besides,headdedasifitwereapointtobemade,Idon’tknoweverything。
Isabelwasnotstruckwiththeoddityofhissayingthisgravely。
shewasthinkingthatthepleasantestincidentofherlife-soitpleasedhertoqualifythesetoofewdaysinRome,whichshemightmusinglyhavelikenedtothefigureofsomesmallprincessofoneoftheagesofdressover-muffledinamantleofstateanddraggingatrainthatittookpagesorhistorianstoholdup-thatthisfelicitywascomingtoanend。ThatmostoftheinterestofthetimehadbeenowingtoMr。Osmondwasareflexionshewasnotjustnowatpainstomake。shehadalreadydonethepointabundantjustice。Butshesaidtoherselfthatiftherewereadangertheyshouldnevermeetagain,perhapsafterallitwouldbeaswell。Happythingsdon’trepeatthemselves,andheradventureworealreadythechanged,theseawardfaceofsomeromanticislandfromwhich,afterfeastingonpurplegrapes,shewasputtingoffwhilethebreezerose。ShemightcomebacktoItalyandfindhimdifferent-thisstrangemanwhopleasedherjustashewas。anditwouldbebetternottocomethanruntheriskofthat。Butifshewasnottocomethegreaterthepitythatthechapterwasclosed。shefeltforamomentapangthattouchedthesourceoftears。Thesensationkepthersilent,andGilbertOsmondwassilenttoo。hewaslookingather。Goeverywhere,
hesaidatlast,inalow,kindvoice。doeverything。geteverythingoutoflife。Behappy-betriumphant。
Whatdoyoumeanbybeingtriumphant?
Well,doingwhatyoulike。
Totriumph,then,itseemstome,istofail!Doingallthevainthingsonelikesisoftenverytiresome。
Exactly,saidOsmondwithhisquietquickness。AsIintimatedjustnow,you’llbetiredsomeday。Hepausedamomentandthenhewenton:Idon’tknowwhetherIhadbetternotwaittillthenforsomethingIwanttosaytoyou。
Ah,Ican’tadviseyouwithoutknowingwhatitis。ButI’mhorridwhenI’mtired,Isabeladdedwithdueinconsequence。
Idon’tbelievethat。You’reangry,sometimes-thatIcanbelieve,thoughI’veneverseenit。ButI’msureyou’renever’cross。’
NotevenwhenIlosemytemper?
Youdon’tloseit-youfindit,andthatmustbebeautiful。Osmondspokewithanobleearnestness。Theymustbegreatmomentstosee。
IfIcouldonlyfinditnow!Isabelnervouslycried。
I’mnotafraid。Ishouldfoldmyarmsandadmireyou。I’mspeakingveryseriously。Heleanedforward,ahandoneachknee。
forsomemomentshebenthiseyesonthefloor。WhatIwishtosaytoyou,hewentonatlast,lookingup,isthatIfindI’minlovewithyou。
Sheinstantlyrose。Ah,keepthattillIamtired!
Tiredofhearingitfromothers?Hesatthereraisinghiseyestoher。No,youmayheeditnowornever,asyouplease。ButafterallImustsayitnow。Shehadturnedaway,butinthemovementshehadstoppedherselfanddroppedhergazeuponhim。Thetworemainedawhileinthissituation,exchangingalonglook-thelarge,consciouslookofthecriticalhoursoflife。Thenhegotupandcamenearher,deeplyrespectful,asifhewereafraidhehadbeentoofamiliar。I’mabsolutelyinlovewithyou。
Hehadrepeatedtheannouncementinatoneofalmostimpersonaldiscretion,likeamanwhoexpectedverylittlefromitbutwhospokeforhisownneededrelief。Thetearscameintohereyes:thistimetheyobeyedthesharpnessofthepangthatsuggestedtohersomehowtheslippingofafinebolt-backward,forward,shecouldn’thavesaidwhich。Thewordshehadutteredmadehim,ashestoodthere,beautifulandgenerous,investedhimaswiththegoldenairofearlyautumn。but,morallyspeaking,sheretreatedbeforethem-facinghimstill-asshehadretreatedintheothercasesbeforealikeencounter。Ohdon’tsaythat,please,sheansweredwithanintensitythatexpressedthedreadofhaving,inthiscasetoo,tochooseanddecide。Whatmadeherdreadgreatwaspreciselytheforcewhich,asitwouldseem,oughttohavebanishedalldread-thesenseofsomethingwithinherself,deepdown,thatshesupposedtobeinspiredandtrustfulpassion。Itwastherelikealargesumstoredinabank-
whichtherewasaterrorinhavingtobegintospend。Ifshetouchedit,itwouldallcomeout。
Ihaven’ttheideathatitwillmattermuchtoyou,saidOsmond。
I’vetoolittletoofferyou。WhatIhave-it’senoughforme。butit’snotenoughforyou。I’veneitherfortune,norfame,norextrinsicadvantagesofanykind。SoIoffernothing。IonlytellyoubecauseIthinkitcan’toffendyou,andsomedayorotheritmaygiveyoupleasure。Itgivesmepleasure,Iassureyou,hewenton,standingtherebeforeher,consideratelyinclinedtoher,turninghishat,whichhehadtakenup,slowlyroundwithamovementwhichhadallthedecenttremorofawkwardnessandnoneofitsoddity,andpresentingtoherhisfirm,refined,slightlyravagedface。Itgivesmenopain,becauseit’sperfectlysimple。Formeyou’llalwaysbethemostimportantwomanintheworld。
Isabellookedatherselfinthischaracter-lookedintently,thinkingshefilleditwithacertaingrace。Butwhatshesaidwasnotanexpressionofanysuchcomplacency。Youdon’toffendme。butyououghttorememberthat,withoutbeingoffended,onemaybeincommoded,troubled。Incommoded:sheheardherselfsayingthat,anditstruckherasaridiculousword。Butitwaswhatstupidlycametoher。
Irememberperfectly。Ofcourseyou’resurprisedandstartled。
Butifit’snothingbutthat,itwillpassaway。AnditwillperhapsleavesomethingthatImaynotbeashamedof。
Idon’tknowwhatitmayleave。YouseeatalleventsthatI’mnotoverwhelmed,saidIsabelwithratherapalesmile。I’mnottootroubledtothink。AndIthinkthatI’mgladwe’reseparating-thatIleaveRometo-morrow。
OfcourseIdon’tagreewithyouthere。
Idon’tatallknowyou,sheaddedabruptly。andthenshecolouredassheheardherselfsayingwhatshehadsaidalmostayearbeforetoLordWarburton。
Ifyouwerenotgoingawayyou’dknowmebetter。
Ishalldothatsomeothertime。
Ihopeso。I’mveryeasytoknow。
No,no,sheemphaticallyanswered-thereyou’renotsincere。
You’renoteasytoknow。noonecouldbelessso。
Well,helaughed,IsaidthatbecauseIknowmyself。Itmaybeaboast,butIdo。
Verylikely。butyou’reverywise。
Soareyou,MissArcher!Osmondexclaimed。
Idon’tfeelsojustnow。Still,I’mwiseenoughtothinkyouhadbettergo。Good-night。
Godblessyou!saidGilbertOsmond,takingthehandwhichshefailedtosurrender。Afterwhichheadded:Ifwemeetagainyou’llfindmeasyouleaveme。Ifwedon’tIshallbesoallthesame。
Thankyouverymuch。Good-bye。
TherewassomethingquietlyfirmaboutIsabel’svisitor。hemightgoofhisownmovement,butwouldn’tbedismissed。There’sonethingmore。Ihaven’taskedanythingofyou-notevenathoughtinthefuture。youmustdomethatjustice。Butthere’salittleserviceI
shouldliketoask。Ishallnotreturnhomeforseveraldays。Rome’sdelightful,andit’sagoodplaceforamaninmystateofmind。Oh,I
knowyou’resorrytoleaveit。butyou’rerighttodowhatyourauntwishes。
Shedoesn’tevenwishit!Isabelbrokeoutstrangely。
Osmondwasapparentlyonthepointofsayingsomethingthatwouldmatchthesewords,buthechangedhismindandrejoinedsimply:Ahwell,it’sproperyoushouldgowithher,veryproper。Doeverythingthat’sproper。Igoinforthat。Excusemybeingsopatronizing。Yousayyoudon’tknowme,butwhenyoudoyou’lldiscoverwhataworshipIhaveforpropriety。
You’renotconventional?Isabelgravelyasked。
Ilikethewayyouutterthatword!No,I’mnotconventional:I’mconventionitself。Youdon’tunderstandthat?Andhepausedamoment,smiling。Ishouldliketoexplainit。Thenwithasudden,quick,brightnaturalness,Docomebackagain,hepleaded。Therearesomanythingswemighttalkabout。
Shestoodtherewithloweredeyes。Whatservicedidyouspeakofjustnow?
GoandseemylittledaughterbeforeyouleaveFlorence。She’saloneatthevilla。Idecidednottosendhertomysister,whohasn’tatallmyideas。Tellhershemustloveherpoorfatherverymuch,
saidGilbertOsmondgently。
Itwillbeagreatpleasuretometogo,Isabelanswered。I’lltellherwhatyousay。Oncemoregood-bye。
Onthishetookarapid,respectfulleave。Whenhehadgoneshestoodamomentlookingaboutherandseatedherselfslowlyandwithanairofdeliberation。Shesattheretillhercompanionscameback,withfoldedhands,gazingattheuglycarpet。Heragitation-forithadnotdiminished-wasverystill,verydeep。Whathadhappenedwassomethingthatforaweekpastherimaginationhadbeengoingforwardtomeet。
buthere,whenitcame,shestopped-thatsublimeprinciplesomehowbrokedown。Theworkingofthisyounglady’sspiritwasstrange,andI
canonlygiveittoyouasIseeit,nothopingtomakeitseemaltogethernatural。Herimagination,asIsay,nowhungback:therewasalastvaguespaceitcouldn’tcross-adusky,uncertaintractwhichlookedambiguousandevenslightlytreacherous,likeamoorlandseeninthewintertwilight。Butshewastocrossityet。