首页 >出版文学> THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY>第10章
  Henriettashowednosignsofbreakingdown。HerprospectshadbrightenedonherleavingEngland,andshewasnowinthefullenjoymentofhercopiousresources。Shehadindeedbeenobligedtosacrificeherhopeswithregardtotheinnerlife。thesocialquestion,ontheContinent,bristledwithdifficultiesevenmorenumerousthanthoseshehadencounteredinEngland。ButontheContinenttherewastheouterlife,whichwaspalpableandvisibleateveryturn,andmoreeasilyconvertibletoliteraryusesthanthecustomsofthoseopaqueislanders。Outofdoorsinforeignlands,assheingeniouslyremarked,oneseemedtoseetherightsideofthetapestry。outofdoorsinEnglandoneseemedtoseethewrongside,whichgaveonenonotionofthefigure。Theadmissioncostsherhistorianapang,butHenrietta,despairingofmoreoccultthings,wasnowpayingmuchattentiontotheouterlife。ShehadbeenstudyingitfortwomonthsatVenice,fromwhichcityshesenttotheIntervieweraconscientiousaccountofthegondolas,thePiazza,theBridgeofSighs,thepigeonsandtheyoungboatmanwhochantedTasso。TheInterviewerwasperhapsdisappointed,butHenriettawasatleastseeingEurope。HerpresentpurposewastogetdowntoRomebeforethemalariashouldcomeon-heapparentlysupposedthatitbeganonafixedday。andwiththisdesignshewastospendatpresentbutfewdaysinFlorence。Mr。BantlingwastogowithhertoRome,andshepointedouttoIsabelthatashehadbeentherebefore,ashewasamilitarymanandashehadhadaclassicaleducation-hehadbeenbredatEton,wheretheystudynothingbutLatinandWhyte-Melville,saidMissStackpole-hewouldbeamostusefulcompanioninthecityoftheCaesars。AtthisjunctureRalphhadthehappyideaofproposingtoIsabelthatshealso,underhisownescort,shouldmakeapilgrimagetoRome。Sheexpectedtopassaportionofthenextwinterthere-thatwasverywell。butmeantimetherewasnoharminsurveyingthefield。ThereweretendaysleftofthebeautifulmonthofMay-themostpreciousmonthofalltothetrueRomelover。
  IsabelwouldbecomeaRome-lover。thatwasaforegoneconclusion。
  Shewasprovidedwithatrustycompanionofherownsex,whosesociety,thankstothefactofothercallsonthislady’sattention,wouldprobablynotbeoppressive。MadameMerlewouldremainwithMrs。Touchett。shehadleftRomeforthesummerandwouldn’tcaretoreturn。SheprofessedherselfdelightedtobeleftatpeaceinFlorence。shehadlockedupherapartmentandsenthercookhometoPalestrina。SheurgedIsabel,however,toassenttoRalph’sproposal,andassuredherthatagoodintroductiontoRomewasnotathingtobedespised。Isabelintruthneedednourging,andthepartyoffourarrangeditslittlejourney。Mrs。Touchett,onthisoccasion,hadresignedherselftotheabsenceofaduenna。wehaveseenthatshenowinclinedtothebeliefthathernieceshouldstandalone。OneofIsabel’spreparationsconsistedofherseeingGilbertOsmondbeforeshestartedandmentioningherintentiontohim。
  IshouldliketobeinRomewithyou,hecommented。Ishouldliketoseeyouonthatwonderfulground。
  Shescarcelyfaltered。Youmightcomethen。
  Butyou’llhavealotofpeoplewithyou。
  Ah,Isabeladmitted,ofcourseIshallnotbealone。
  Foramomenthesaidnothingmore。You’lllikeit,hewentonatlast。They’vespoiledit,butyou’llraveaboutit。
  OughtItodislikeitbecause,poorolddear-theNiobeofNations,youknow-ithasbeenspoiled?sheasked。
  No,Ithinknot。Ithasbeenspoiledsooften,hesmiled:IfI
  weretogo,whatshouldIdowithmylittlegirl?
  Can’tyouleaveheratthevilla?
  Idon’tknowthatIlikethat-thoughthere’saverygoodoldwomanwholooksafterher。Ican’taffordagoverness。
  Bringherwithyouthen,saidIsabelpromptly。
  Mr。Osmondlookedgrave。ShehasbeeninRomeallwinter,atherconvent。andshe’stooyoungtomakejourneysofpleasure。
  Youdon’tlikebringingherforward?Isabelenquired。
  No,Ithinkyounggirlsshouldbekeptoutoftheworld。
  Iwasbroughtuponadifferentsystem。
  You?Oh,withyouitsucceeded,becauseyou-youwereexceptional。
  Idon’tseewhy,saidIsabel,who,however,wasnotsuretherewasnotsometruthinthespeech。
  Mr。Osmonddidn’texplain。hesimplywenton:IfIthoughtitwouldmakeherresembleyoutojoinasocialgroupinRomeI’dtakehertheretomorrow。
  Don’tmakeherresembleme,saidIsabel。Keepherlikeherself。
  Imightsendhertomysister,Mr。Osmondobserved。Hehadalmosttheairofaskingadvice。heseemedtoliketotalkoverhisdomesticmatterswithMissArcher。
  Yes,sheconcurred。Ithinkthatwouldn’tdomuchtowardsmakingherresembleme!
  AftershehadleftFlorenceGilbertOsmondmetMadameMerleattheCountessGemini’s。Therewereotherpeoplepresent。theCountess’sdrawing-roomwasusuallywellfilled,andthetalkhadbeengeneral,butafterawhileOsmondlefthisplaceandcameandsatonanottomanhalf-behind,half-besideMadameMerle’schair:ShewantsmetogotoRomewithher,heremarkedinalowvoice。
  Togowithher?
  Tobetherewhileshe’sthere。Sheproposedit。
  Isupposeyoumeanthatyouproposeditandsheassented。
  OfcourseIgaveherachance。Butshe’sencouraging-she’sveryencouraging。
  Irejoicetohearit-butdon’tcryvictorytoosoon。Ofcourseyou’llgotoRome。
  Ah,saidOsmond,itmakesonework,thisideaofyours!
  Don’tpretendyoudon’tenjoyit-you’reveryungrateful。You’venotbeensowelloccupiedthesemanyyears。
  Thewayyoutakeit’sbeautiful,saidOsmond。Ioughttobegratefulforthat。
  Nottoomuchso,however,MadameMerleanswered。Shetalkedwithherusualsmile,leaningbackinherchairandlookingroundtheroom。
  You’vemadeaverygoodimpression,andI’veseenformyselfthatyou’vereceivedone。You’venotcometoMrs。Touchett’sseventimestoobligeme。
  Thegirl’snotdisagreeable,Osmondquietlyconceded。
  MadameMerledroppedhereyeonhimamoment,duringwhichherlipsclosedwithacertainfirmness。Isthatallyoucanfindtosayaboutthatfinecreature?
  All?Isn’titenough?Ofhowmanypeoplehaveyouheardmesaymore?
  Shemadenoanswertothis,butstillpresentedhertalkativegracetotheroom。You’reunfathomable,shemurmuredatlast。I’mfrightenedattheabyssintowhichIshallhavecasther。
  Hetookitalmostgaily。Youcan’tdrawback-you’vegonetoofar。
  Verygood。butyoumustdotherestyourself。
  Ishalldoit,saidGilbertOsmond。
  MadameMerleremainedsilentandhechangedhisplaceagain。butwhensherosetogohealsotookleave。Mrs。Touchett’svictoriawasawaitingherguestinthecourt,andafterhehadhelpedhisfriendintoithestoodtheredetainingher。You’reveryindiscreet,shesaidratherwearily。youshouldn’thavemovedwhenIdid。
  Hehadtakenoffhishat。hepassedhishandoverhisforehead。I
  alwaysforget。I’moutofthehabit。
  You’requiteunfathomable,sherepeated,glancingupatthewindowsofthehouse,amodernstructureinthenewpartofthetown。
  Hepaidnoheedtothisremark,butspokeinhisownsense。She’sreallyverycharming。I’vescarcelyknownanyonemoregraceful。
  Itdoesmegoodtohearyousaythat。Thebetteryoulikeherthebetterforme。
  Ilikeherverymuch。She’sallyoudescribedher,andintothebargaincapable,Ifeel,ofgreatdevotion。Shehasonlyonefault。
  What’sthat?
  Toomanyideas。
  Iwarnedyoushewasclever。
  Fortunatelythey’reverybadones,saidOsmond。
  Whyisthatfortunate?
  Dame,iftheymustbesacrificed!
  MadameMerleleanedback,lookingstraightbeforeher。thenshespoketothecoachman。Butherfriendagaindetainedher。IfIgotoRomewhatshallIdowithPansy?
  I’llgoandseeher,saidMadameMerle。
  CHAPTER27
  Imaynotattempttoreportinitsfulnessouryoungwoman’sresponsetothedeepappealofRome,toanalyzeherfeelingsasshetrodthepavementoftheForumortonumberherpulsationsasshecrossedthethresholdofSaintPeter’s。Itisenoughtosaythatherimpressionwassuchasmighthavebeenexpectedofapersonofherfreshnessandhereagerness。Shehadalwaysbeenfondofhistory,andherewashistoryinthestonesofthestreetandtheatomsofthesunshine。Shehadanimaginationthatkindledatthementionofgreatdeeds,andwhereversheturnedsomegreatdeedhadbeenacted。
  Thesethingsstronglymovedher,butmovedherallinwardly。Itseemedtohercompanionsthatshetalkedlessthanusual,andRalphTouchett,whenheappearedtobelookinglistlesslyandawkwardlyoverherhead,wasreallydroppingonheranintensityofobservation。Byherownmeasureshewasveryhappy。shewouldevenhavebeenwillingtotakethesehoursforthehappiestshewasevertoknow。Thesenseoftheterriblehumanpastwasheavytoher,butthatofsomethingaltogethercontemporarywouldsuddenlygiveitwingsthatitcouldwaveintheblue。Herconsciousnesswassomixedthatshescarcelyknewwherethedifferentpartsofitwouldleadher,andshewentaboutinarepressedecstasyofcontemplation,seeingofteninthethingsshelookedatagreatdealmorethanwasthere,andyetnotseeingmanyoftheitemsenumeratedinherMurray。Rome,asRalphsaid,confessedtothepsychologicalmoment。Theherdofreechoingtouristshaddepartedandmostofthesolemnplaceshadrelapsedintosolemnity。
  Theskywasablazeofblue,andtheplashofthefountainsintheirmossynicheshadlostitschillanddoubleditsmusic。Onthecornersofthewarm,brightstreetsonestumbledonbundlesofflowers。Ourfriendshadgoneoneafternoon-itwasthethirdoftheirstay-tolookatthelatestexcavationsintheForum,theselabourshavingbeenforsometimepreviouslargelyextended。TheyhaddescendedfromthemodernstreettotheleveloftheSacredWay,alongwhichtheywanderedwithareverenceofstepwhichwasnotthesameonthepartofeach。HenriettaStackpolewasstruckwiththefactthatancientRomehadbeenpavedagooddeallikeNewYork,andevenfoundananalogybetweenthedeepchariot-rutstraceableintheantiquestreetandtheover-jangledirongrooveswhichexpresstheintensityofAmericanlife。Thesunhadbeguntosink,theairwasagoldenhaze,andthelongshadowsofbrokencolumnandvaguepedestalleanedacrossthefieldofruin。HenriettawanderedawaywithMr。Bantling,whomitwasapparentlydelightfultohertohearspeakofJuliusCaesarasacheekyoldboy,andRalphaddressedsuchelucidationsashewaspreparedtooffertotheattentiveearofourheroine。Oneofthehumblearchaeologistswhohoverabouttheplacehadputhimselfatthedisposalofthetwo,andrepeatedhislessonwithafluencywhichthedeclineoftheseasonhaddonenothingtoimpair。AprocessofdiggingwasonviewinaremotecorneroftheForum,andhepresentlyremarkedthatifitshouldpleasethesignoritogoandwatchitalittletheymightseesomethingofinterest。TheproposalcommendeditselfmoretoRalphthantoIsabel,wearywithmuchwandering。sothatsheadmonishedhercompaniontosatisfyhiscuriositywhileshepatientlyawaitedhisreturn。Thehourandtheplaceweremuchtohertaste-sheshouldenjoybeingbrieflyalone。RalphaccordinglywentoffwiththeciceronewhileIsabelsatdownonaprostratecolumnnearthefoundationsoftheCapitol。Shewantedashortsolitude,butshewasnotlongtoenjoyit。KeenaswasherinterestintheruggedrelicsoftheRomanpastthatlayscatteredaboutherandinwhichthecorrosionofcenturieshadstillleftsomuchofindividuallife,herthoughts,afterrestingawhileonthesethings,hadwandered,byaconcatenationofstagesitmightrequiresomesubtletytotrace,toregionsandobjectschargedwithamoreactiveappeal。FromtheRomanpasttoIsabelArcher’sfuturewasalongstride,butherimaginationhadtakenitinasingleflightandnowhoveredinslowcirclesoverthenearerandricherfield。Shewassoabsorbedinherthoughts,asshebenthereyesuponarowofcrackedbutnotdislocatedslabscoveringthegroundatherfeet,thatshehadnotheardthesoundofapproachingfootstepsbeforeashadowwasthrownacrossthelineofhervision。Shelookedupandsawagentleman-agentlemanwhowasnotRalphcomebacktosaythattheexcavationswereabore。Thispersonagewasstartledasshewasstartled。hestoodtherebaringhisheadtoherperceptiblypalesurprise。
  LordWarburton!Isabelexclaimedassherose。
  Ihadnoideaitwasyou。Iturnedthatcornerandcameuponyou。
  Shelookedabouthertoexplain。I’malone,butmycompanionshavejustleftme。Mycousin’sgonetolookattheworkoverthere。
  Ahyes。Isee。AndLordWarburton’seyeswanderedvaguelyinthedirectionshehadindicated。Hestoodfirmlybeforehernow。hehadrecoveredhisbalanceandseemedtowishtoshowit,thoughverykindly。Don’tletmedisturbyou,hewenton,lookingatherdejectedpillar。I’mafraidyou’retired。
  Yes,I’mrathertired。Shehesitatedamoment,butsatdownagain。
  Don’tletmeinterruptyou,sheadded。
  Ohdear,I’mquitealone,I’venothingonearthtodo。IhadnoideayouwereinRome。I’vejustcomefromtheEast。I’monlypassingthrough。
  You’vebeenmakingalongjourney,saidIsabel,whohadlearnedfromRalphthatLordWarburtonwasabsentfromEngland。
  Yes,Icameabroadforsixmonths-soonafterIsawyoulast。
  I’vebeeninTurkeyandAsiaMinor。IcametheotherdayfromAthens。
  Hemanagednottobeawkward,buthewasn’teasy,andafteralongerlookatthegirlhecamedowntonature。Doyouwishmetoleaveyou,orwillyouletmestayalittle?
  Shetookitallhumanely。Idon’twishyoutoleaveme,LordWarburton。I’mverygladtoseeyou。
  Thankyouforsayingthat。MayIsitdown?
  Theflutedshaftonwhichshehadtakenherseatwouldhaveaffordedaresting-placetoseveralpersons,andtherewasplentyofroomevenforahighly-developedEnglishman。Thisfinespecimenofthatgreatclassseatedhimselfnearouryounglady,andinthecourseoffiveminuteshehadaskedherseveralquestions,takenratheratrandomandtowhich,asheputsomeofthemtwiceover,heapparentlysomewhatmissedcatchingtheanswer。hadgivenhertoosomeinformationabouthimselfwhichwasnotwasteduponhercalmerfemininesense。Herepeatedmorethanoncethathehadnotexpectedtomeether,anditwasevidentthattheencountertouchedhiminawaythatwouldhavemadepreparationadvisable。Hebeganabruptlytopassfromtheimpunityofthingstotheirsolemnity,andfromtheirbeingdelightfultotheirbeingimpossible。Hewassplendidlysunburnt。evenhismultitudinousbeardhadbeenburnishedbythefireofAsia。Hewasdressedintheloose-fitting,heterogeneousgarmentsinwhichtheEnglishtravellerinforeignlandsiswonttoconsulthiscomfortandaffirmhisnationality。andwithhispleasantsteadyeyes,hisbronzedcomplexion,freshbeneathitsseasoning,hismanlyfigure,hisminimizingmannerandhisgeneralairofbeingagentlemanandanexplorer,hewassucharepresentativeoftheBritishraceasneednotinanyclimehavebeendisavowedbythosewhohaveakindnessforit。Isabelnotedthesethingsandwasgladshehadalwayslikedhim。Hehadkept,evidentlyinspiteofshocks,everyoneofhismerits-thesepropertiespartakingoftheessenceofgreatdecenthouses,asonemightputit。resemblingtheirinnermostfixturesandornaments,notsubjecttovulgarshiftingandremovableonlybysomewholebreak-up。Theytalkedofthemattersnaturallyinorder。heruncle’sdeath,Ralph’sstateofhealth,thewayshehadpassedherwinter,hervisittoRome,herreturntoFlorence,herplansforthesummer,thehotelshewasstayingat。andthenofLordWarburton’sownadventures,movements,intentions,impressionsandpresentdomicile。Atlasttherewasasilence,anditsaidsomuchmorethaneitherhadsaidthatitscarceneededhisfinalwords。I’vewrittentoyouseveraltimes。
  Writtentome?I’veneverhadyourletters。
  Ineversentthem。Iburnedthemup。
  Ah,laughedIsabel,itwasbetterthatyoushoulddothatthanI!
  Ithoughtyouwouldn’tcareforthem,hewentonwithasimplicitythattouchedher。ItseemedtomethatafterallIhadnorighttotroubleyouwithletters。
  Ishouldhavebeenverygladtohavenewsofyou。YouknowhowI
  hopedthat-that-Butshestopped。therewouldbesuchaflatnessintheutteranceofherthought。
  Iknowwhatyou’regoingtosay。Youhopedweshouldalwaysremaingoodfriends。Thisformula,asLordWarburtonutteredit,wascertainlyflatenough。butthenhewasinterestedinmakingitappearso。
  ShefoundherselfreducedsimplytoPleasedon’ttalkofallthat。
  aspeechwhichhardlystruckherasimprovementontheother。
  It’sasmallconsolationtoallowme!hercompanionexclaimedwithforce。
  Ican’tpretendtoconsoleyou,saidthegirl,who,allstillasshesatthere,threwherselfbackwithasortofinwardtriumphontheanswerthathadsatisfiedhimsolittlesixmonthsbefore。Hewaspleasant,hewaspowerful,hewasgallant。therewasnobettermanthanhe。Butheranswerremained。
  It’sverywellyoudon’ttrytoconsoleme。itwouldn’tbeinyourpower,sheheardhimsaythroughthemediumofherstrangeelation。
  Ihopedweshouldmeetagain,becauseIhadnofearyouwouldattempttomakemefeelIhadwrongedyou。Butwhenyoudothat-thepain’sgreaterthanthepleasure。Andshegotupwithasmallconsciousmajesty,lookingforhercompanions。
  Idon’twanttomakeyoufeelthat。ofcourseIcan’tsaythat。I
  onlyjustwantyoutoknowoneortwothings-infairnesstomyself,asitwere。Iwon’treturntothesubjectagain。IfeltverystronglywhatIexpressedtoyoulastyear。Icouldn’tthinkofanythingelse。Itriedtoforget-energetically,systematically。I
  triedtotakeaninterestinsomebodyelse。ItellyouthisbecauseIwantyoutoknowIdidmyduty。Ididn’tsucceed。ItwasforthesamepurposeIwentabroad-asfarawayaspossible。Theysaytravellingdistractsthemind,butitdidn’tdistractmine。I’vethoughtofyouperpetually,eversinceIlastsawyou。I’mexactlythesame。Iloveyoujustasmuch,andeverythingIsaidtoyouthenisjustastrue。ThisinstantatwhichIspeaktoyoushowsmeagainexactlyhow,tomygreatmisfortune,youjustinsuperablycharmme。
  There-Ican’tsayless。Idon’tmean,however,toinsist。it’sonlyforamoment。ImayaddthatwhenIcameuponyouafewminutessince,withoutthesmallestideaofseeingyou,Iwas,uponmyhonour,intheveryactofwishingIknewwhereyouwere。Hehadrecoveredhisself-control,andwhilehespokeitbecamecomplete。Hemighthavebeenaddressingasmallcommittee-makingallquietlyandclearlyastatementofimportance。aidedbyanoccasionallookatapaperofnotesconcealedinhishat,whichhehadnotagainputon。Andthecommittee,assuredly,wouldhavefeltthepointproved。
  I’veoftenthoughtofyou,LordWarburton,Isabelanswered。YoumaybesureIshallalwaysdothat。Andsheaddedinatoneofwhichshetriedtokeepupthekindnessandkeepdownthemeaning:
  There’snoharminthatoneitherside。
  Theywalkedalongtogether,andshewasprompttoaskabouthissistersandrequesthimtoletthemknowshehaddoneso。Hemadeforthemomentnofurtherreferencetotheirgreatquestion,butdippedagainintoshallowerandsaferwaters。ButhewishedtoknowwhenshewastoleaveRome,andonhermentioningthelimitofherstaydeclaredhewasgladitwasstillsodistant。
  Whydoyousaythatifyouyourselfareonlypassingthrough?
  sheenquiredwithsomeanxiety。
  Ah,whenIsaidIwaspassingthroughIdidn’tmeanthatonewouldtreatRomeasifitwereClaphamJunction。TopassthroughRomeistostopaweekortwo。
  SayfranklythatyoumeantostayaslongasIdo!
  Hisflushedsmile,foralittle,seemedtosoundher。Youwon’tlikethat。You’reafraidyou’llseetoomuchofme。
  Itdoesn’tmatterwhatIlike。Icertainlycan’texpectyoutoleavethisdelightfulplaceonmyaccount。ButIconfessI’mafraidofyou。
  AfraidI’llbeginagain?Ipromisetobeverycareful。
  Theyhadgraduallystoppedandtheystoodamomentfacetoface。
  PoorLordWarburton!shesaidwithacompassionintendedtobegoodforbothofthem。
  PoorLordWarburtonindeed!ButI’llbecareful。
  Youmaybeunhappy,butyoushallnotmakemeso。ThatIcan’tallow。
  IfIbelievedIcouldmakeyouunhappyIthinkIshouldtryit。Atthisshewalkedinadvanceandhealsoproceeded。I’llneversayawordtodispleaseyou。
  Verygood。Ifyoudo,ourfriendship’satanend。
  Perhapssomeday-afterawhile-you’llgivemeleave。
  Giveyouleavetomakemeunhappy?
  Hehesitated。Totellyouagain-Buthecheckedhimself。I’llkeepitdown。I’llkeepitdownalways。
  RalphTouchetthadbeenjoinedinhisvisittotheexcavationbyMissStackpoleandherattendant,andthesethreenowemergedfromamongthemoundsofearthandstonecollectedroundtheapertureandcameintosightofIsabelandhercompanion。PoorRalphhailedhisfriendwithjoyqualifiedbywonder,andHenriettaexclaimedinahighvoiceGracious,there’sthatlord!RalphandhisEnglishneighbourgreetedwiththeausteritywithwhich,afterlongseparation,Englishneighboursgreet,andMissStackpolerestedherlargeintellectualgazeuponthesunburnttraveller。Butshesoonestablishedherrelationtothecrisis。Idon’tsupposeyourememberme,sir。
  IndeedIdorememberyou,saidLordWarburton。Iaskedyoutocomeandseeme,andyounevercame。
  Idon’tgoeverywhereI’masked,MissStackpoleansweredcoldly。
  Ahwell,Iwon’taskyouagain,laughedthemasterofLockleigh。
  IfyoudoI’llgo。sobesure!
  LordWarburton,forallhishilarity,seemedsureenough。Mr。
  Bantlinghadstoodbywithoutclaimingarecognition,buthenowtookoccasiontonodtohislordship,whoansweredhimwithafriendlyOh,youhere,Bantling?andahand-shake。
  Well,saidHenrietta,Ididn’tknowyouknewhim!
  Iguessyoudon’tknoweveryoneIknow,Mr。Bantlingrejoinedfacetiously。
  IthoughtthatwhenanEnglishmanknewalordhealwaystoldyou。
  Ah,I’mafraidBantlingwasashamedofme,LordWarburtonlaughedagain。Isabeltookpleasureinthatnote。shegaveasmallsighofreliefastheykepttheircoursehomeward。
  ThenextdaywasSunday。shespenthermorningovertwolongletters-onetohersisterLily,theothertoMadameMerle。butinneitheroftheseepistlesdidshementionthefactthatarejectedsuitorhadthreatenedherwithanotherappeal。OfaSundayafternoonallgoodRomansandthebestRomansareoftenthenorthernbarbariansfollowthecustomofgoingtovespersatSaintPeter’s。
  andithadbeenagreedamongourfriendsthattheywoulddrivetogethertothegreatchurch。Afterlunch,anhourbeforethecarriagecame,LordWarburtonpresentedhimselfattheHoteldeParisandpaidavisittothetwoladies,RalphTouchettandMr。Bantlinghavinggoneouttogether。ThevisitorseemedtohavewishedtogiveIsabelaproofofhisintentiontokeepthepromisemadehertheeveningbefore。hewasbothdiscreetandfrank-notevendumblyimportunateorremotelyintense。Hethuslefthertojudgewhatameregoodfriendhecouldbe。Hetalkedabouthistravels,aboutPersia,aboutTurkey,andwhenMissStackpoleaskedhimwhetheritwouldpayforhertovisitthosecountriesassuredhertheyofferedagreatfieldtofemaleenterprise。Isabeldidhimjustice,butshewonderedwhathispurposewasandwhatheexpectedtogainevenbyprovingthesuperiorstrainofhissincerity。Ifheexpectedtomeltherbyshowingwhatagoodfellowhewas,hemightsparehimselfthetrouble。
  Sheknewthesuperiorstrainofeverythingabouthim,andnothinghecouldnowdowasrequiredtolighttheview。MoreoverhisbeinginRomeatallaffectedherasacomplicationofthewrongsort-shelikedsocomplicationsoftheright。Nevertheless,when,onbringinghiscalltoaclose,hesaidhetooshouldbeatSaintPeter’sandshouldlookoutforherandherfriends,shewasobligedtoreplythathemustfollowhisconvenience。
  Inthechurch,asshestrolledoveritstesselatedacres,hewasthefirstpersonsheencountered。ShehadnotbeenoneofthesuperiortouristswhoaredisappointedinSaintPeter’sandfinditsmallerthanitsfame。thefirsttimeshepassedbeneaththehugeleatherncurtainthatstrainsandbangsattheentrance,thefirsttimeshefoundherselfbeneaththefar-archingdomeandsawthelightdrizzledownthroughtheairthickenedwithincenseandwiththereflectionsofmarbleandgilt,ofmosaicandbronze,herconceptionofgreatnessroseanddizzilyrose。Afterthisitneverlackedspacetosoar。Shegazedandwonderedlikeachildorapeasant,shepaidhersilenttributetotheseatedsublime。LordWarburtonwalkedbesideherandtalkedofSaintSophiaofConstantinople。shefearedforinstancethathewouldendbycallingattentiontohisexemplaryconduct。Theservicehadnotyetbegun,butatSaintPeter’sthereismuchtoobserve,andasthereissomethingalmostprofaneinthevastnessoftheplace,whichseemsmeantasmuchforphysicalasforspiritualexercise,thedifferentfiguresandgroups,themingledworshippersandspectators,mayfollowtheirvariousintentionswithoutconflictorscandal。Inthatsplendidimmensityindividualindiscretioncarriesbutashortdistance。Isabelandhercompanions,however,wereguiltyofnone。forthoughHenriettawasobligedincandourtodeclarethatMichaelAngelo’sdomesufferedbycomparisonwiththatoftheCapitolatWashington,sheaddressedherprotestchieflytoMr。Bantling’searandreserveditinitsmoreaccentuatedformforthecolumnsoftheInterviewer。Isabelmadethecircuitofthechurchwithhislordship,andastheydrewnearthechoirontheleftoftheentrancethevoicesofthePope’ssingerswerebornetothemovertheheadsofthelargenumberofpersonsclusteredoutsidethedoors。Theypausedawhileontheskirtsofthiscrowd,composedinequalmeasureofRomancockneysandinquisitivestrangers,andwhiletheystoodtherethesacredconcertwentforward。
  Ralph,withHenriettaandMr。Bantling,wasapparentlywithin,whereIsabel,lookingbehindthedensegroupinfrontofher,sawtheafternoonlight,silveredbycloudsofincensethatseemedtominglewiththesplendidchant,slopethroughtheembossedrecessesofhighwindows。AfterawhilethesingingstoppedandthenLordWarburtonseemeddisposedtomoveoffwithher。Isabelcouldonlyaccompanyhim。
  whereuponshefoundherselfconfrontedwithGilbertOsmond,whoappearedtohavebeenstandingatashortdistancebehindher。Henowapproachedwithalltheforms-heappearedtohavemultipliedthemonthisoccasiontosuittheplace。
  Soyoudecidedtocome?shesaidassheputoutherhand。
  Yes,Icamelastnightandcalledthisafternoonatyourhotel。
  Theytoldmeyouhadcomehere,andIlookedaboutforyou。
  Theothersareinside,shedecidedtosay。
  Ididn’tcomefortheothers,hepromptlyreturned。
  Shelookedaway。LordWarburtonwaswatchingthem。perhapshehadheardthis。SuddenlysherememberedittobejustwhathehadsaidtoherthemorninghecametoGardencourttoaskhertomarryhim。Mr。
  Osmond’swordshadbroughtthecolourtohercheek,andthisreminiscencehadnottheeffectofdispellingit。Sherepairedanybetrayalbymentioningtoeachcompanionthenameoftheother,andfortunatelyatthismomentMr。Bantlingemergedfromthechoir,cleavingthecrowdwithBritishvalourandfollowedbyMissStackpoleandRalphTouchett。Isayfortunately,becausethisisperhapsasuperficialviewofthematter。sinceonperceivingthegentlemanfromFlorenceRalphTouchettappearedtotakethecaseasnotcommittinghimtojoy。Hedidn’thangback,however,fromcivility,andpresentlyobservedtoIsabel,withduebenevolence,thatshewouldsoonhaveallherfriendsabouther。MissStackpolehadmetMr。OsmondinFlorence,butshehadalreadyfoundoccasiontosaytoIsabelthatshelikedhimnobetterthanherotheradmirers-
  thanMr。TouchettandLordWarburton,andeventhanlittleMr。
  RosierinParis。Idon’tknowwhatit’sinyou,shehadbeenpleasedtoremark,butforanice-girlyoudoattractthemostunnaturalpeople。Mr。Goodwood’stheonlyoneI’veanyrespectfor,andhe’sjusttheoneyoudon’tappreciate。
  What’syouropinionofSaintPeter’s?Mr。Osmondwasmeanwhileenquiringofouryounglady。
  It’sverylargeandverybright,shecontentedherselfwithreplying。
  It’stoolarge。itmakesonefeellikeanatom。
  Isn’tthattherightwaytofeelinthegreatestofhumantemples?
  sheaskedwithratheralikingforherphrase。
  Isupposeit’stherightwaytofeeleverywhere,whenoneisnobody。ButIlikeitinachurchaslittleasanywhereelse。
  YououghtindeedtobeaPope!Isabelexclaimed,rememberingsomethinghehadreferredtoinFlorence。
  Ah,Ishouldhaveenjoyedthat!saidGilbertOsmond。
  LordWarburtonmeanwhilehadjoinedRalphTouchett,andthetwostrolledawaytogether。Who’sthefellowspeakingtoMissArcher?
  hislordshipdemanded。
  Hisname’sGilbertOsmond-helivesinFlorence,Ralphsaid。
  Whatishebesides?
  Nothingatall。Ohyes,he’sanAmerican。butoneforgetsthat-
  he’ssolittleofone。
  HasheknownMissArcherlong?
  Threeorfourweeks。
  Doesshelikehim?
  She’stryingtofindout。
  Andwillshe?
  Findout-?Ralphasked。
  Willshelikehim?
  Doyoumeanwillsheaccepthim?
  Yes,saidLordWarburtonafteraninstant。Isupposethat’swhatIhorriblymean。
  Perhapsnotifonedoesnothingtopreventit,Ralphreplied。
  Hislordshipstaredamoment,butapprehended。Thenwemustbeperfectlyquiet?
  Asquietasthegrave。Andonlyonthechance!Ralphadded。
  Thechanceshemay?
  Thechanceshemaynot?
  LordWarburtontookthisatfirstinsilence,buthespokeagain。
  Isheawfullyclever?
  Awfully,saidRalph。
  Hiscompanionthought。Andwhatelse?
  Whatmoredoyouwant?Ralphgroaned。
  Doyoumeanwhatmoredoesshe?
  Ralphtookhimbythearmtoturnhim:theyhadtorejointheothers。Shewantsnothingthatwecangiveher。
  Ahwell,ifshewon’thaveYou-!saidhislordshiphandsomelyastheywent。
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  Onthemorrow,intheevening,LordWarburtonwentagaintoseehisfriendsattheirhotel,andatthisestablishmenthelearnedthattheyhadgonetotheopera。HedrovetotheoperawiththeideaofpayingthemavisitintheirboxaftertheeasyItalianfashion。
  andwhenhehadobtainedhisadmittance-itwasoneofthesecondarytheatres-lookedaboutthelarge,bare,ill-lightedhouse。Anacthadjustterminatedandhewasatlibertytopursuehisquest。Afterscanningtwoorthreetiersofboxesheperceivedinoneofthelargestofthesereceptaclesaladywhomheeasilyrecognized。MissArcherwasseatedfacingthestageandpartlyscreenedbythecurtainofthebox。andbesideher,leaningbackinhischair,wasMr。
  GilbertOsmond。Theyappearedtohavetheplacetothemselves,andWarburtonsupposedtheircompanionshadtakenadvantageoftherecesstoenjoytherelativecoolnessofthelobby。Hestoodawhilewithhiseyesontheinterestingpair。heaskedhimselfifheshouldgoupandinterrupttheharmony。AtlasthejudgedthatIsabelhadseenhim,andthisaccidentdeterminedhim。Thereshouldbenomarkedholdingoff。HetookhiswaytotheupperregionsandonthestaircasemetRalphTouchettslowlydescending,hishatattheinclinationofennuiandhishandswheretheyusuallywere。
  Isawyoubelowamomentsinceandwasgoingdowntoyou。Ifeellonelyandwantcompany,wasRalph’sgreeting。
  You’vesomethat’sverygoodwhichyou’veyetdeserted。
  Doyoumeanmycousin?Oh,shehasavisitoranddoesn’twantme。
  ThenMissStackpoleandBantlinghavegoneouttoacafetoeatanice-MissStackpoledelightsinanice。Ididn’tthinktheywantedmeeither。Theopera’sverybad。thewomenlooklikelaundressesandsinglikepeacocks。Ifeelverylow。
  Youhadbettergohome,LordWarburtonsaidwithoutaffectation。
  Andleavemyyoungladyinthissadplace?Ahno,Imustwatchoverher。
  Sheseemstohaveplentyoffriends。
  Yes,that’swhyImustwatch,saidRalphwiththesamelargemock-melancholy。
  Ifshedoesn’twantyouit’sprobableshedoesn’twantme。
  No,you’redifferent。GototheboxandstaytherewhileIwalkabout。
  LordWarburtonwenttothebox,whereIsabel’swelcomewasastoafriendsohonourablyoldthathevaguelyaskedhimselfwhatqueertemporalprovinceshewasannexing。HeexchangedgreetingswithMr。
  Osmond,towhomhehadbeenintroducedthedaybeforeandwho,afterhecamein,satblandlyapartandsilent,asifrepudiatingcompetenceinthesubjectsofallusionnowprobable。ItstruckhersecondvisitorthatMissArcherhad,inoperaticconditions,aradiance,evenaslightexaltation。asshewas,however,atalltimesakeenly-glancing,quickly-moving,completelyanimatedyoungwoman,hemayhavebeenmistakenonthispoint。Hertalkwithhimmoreoverpointedtopresenceofmind。itexpressedakindnesssoingeniousanddeliberateastoindicatethatshewasinundisturbedpossessionofherfaculties。PoorLordWarburtonhadmomentsofbewilderment。Shehaddiscouragedhim,formally,asmuchasawomancould。whatbusinesshadshethenwithsuchartsandsuchfelicities,aboveallwithsuchtonesofreparation-preparation?Hervoicehadtricksofsweetness,butwhyplaythemonhim?Theotherscameback。thebare,familiar,trivialoperabeganagain。Theboxwaslarge,andtherewasroomforhimtoremainifhewouldsitalittlebehindandinthedark。Hedidsoforhalfanhour,whileMr。Osmondremainedinfront,leaningforward,hiselbowsonhisknees,justbehindIsabel。LordWarburtonheardnothing,andfromhisgloomycornersawnothingbuttheclearprofileofthisyoungladydefinedagainstthedimilluminationofthehouse。Whentherewasanotherintervalnoonemoved。Mr。OsmondtalkedtoIsabel,andLordWarburtonkepthiscorner。Hedidsobutforashorttime,however。afterwhichhegotupandbadegood-nighttotheladies。Isabelsaidnothingtodetainhim,butitdidn’tpreventhisbeingpuzzledagain。Whyshouldshemarksooneofhisvalues-
  quitethewrongone-whenshewouldhavenothingtodowithanother,whichwasquitetheright?Hewasangrywithhimselfforbeingpuzzled,andthenangryforbeingangry。Verdi’smusicdidlittletocomforthim,andheleftthetheatreandwalkedhomeward,withoutknowinghisway,throughthetortuous,tragicstreetsofRome,whereheaviersorrowsthanhishadbeencarriedunderthestars。
  What’sthecharacterofthatgentleman?OsmondaskedofIsabelafterhehadretired。
  Irreproachable-don’tyouseeit?
  HeownsabouthalfEngland。that’shischaracter,Henriettaremarked。That’swhattheycallafreecountry!
  Ah,he’sagreatproprietor?Happyman!saidGilbertOsmond。
  Doyoucallthathappiness-theownershipofwretchedhumanbeings?criedMissStackpole。Heownshistenantsandhasthousandsofthem。It’spleasanttoownsomething,butinanimateobjectsareenoughforme。Idon’tinsistonfleshandbloodandmindsandconsciences。
  Itseemstomeyouownahumanbeingortwo,Mr。Bantlingsuggestedjocosely。IwonderifWarburtonordershistenantsaboutasyoudome。
  LordWarburton’sagreatradical,Isabelsaid。Hehasveryadvancedopinions。
  Hehasveryadvancedstonewalls。Hispark’senclosedbyagiganticironfence,somethirtymilesround,HenriettaannouncedfortheinformationofMr。Osmond。IshouldlikehimtoconversewithafewofourBostonradicals。
  Don’ttheyapproveofironfences?askedMr。Bantling。
  Onlytoshutupwickedconservatives。IalwaysfeelasifIweretalkingtoyouoversomethingwithaneattop-finishofbrokenglass。
  Doyouknowhimwell,thisunreformedreformer?Osmondwenton,questioningIsabel。
  WellenoughforalltheuseIhaveforhim。
  Andhowmuchofauseisthat?
  Well,Iliketolikehim。
  ’Likingtolike’-why,itmakesapassion!saidOsmond。
  No-sheconsidered-keepthatforlikingtodislike。
  Doyouwishtoprovokemethen,Osmondlaughed,toapassionforhim?
  Shesaidnothingforamoment,butthenmetthelightquestionwithadisproportionategravity。No,Mr。Osmond。Idon’tthinkI
  shouldeverdaretoprovokeyou。LordWarburton,atanyrate,shemoreeasilyadded,isaveryniceman。
  Ofgreatability?herfriendenquired。
  Ofexcellentability,andasgoodashelooks。
  Asgoodashe’sgood-lookingdoyoumean?He’sverygood-looking。
  Howdetestablyfortunate!-tobeagreatEnglishmagnate,tobecleverandhandsomeintothebargain,and,bywayoffinishingoff,toenjoyyourhighfavour!That’samanIcouldenvy。
  Isabelconsideredhimwithinterest。Youseemtometobealwaysenvyingsomeone。YesterdayitwasthePope。todayit’spoorLordWarburton。
  Myenvy’snotdangerous。itwouldn’thurtamouse。Idon’twanttodestroythepeople-Ionlywanttobethem。Youseeitwoulddestroyonlymyself。
  You’dliketobethePope?saidIsabel。
  Ishouldloveit-butIshouldhavegoneinforitearlier。Butwhy-Osmondreverted-doyouspeakofyourfriendaspoor?
  Women-whentheyarevery,verygood-sometimespitymenafterthey’vehurtthem。that’stheirgreatwayofshowingkindness,saidRalph,joiningintheconversationforthefirsttimeandwithacynicismsotransparentlyingeniousastobevirtuallyinnocent。
  Pray,haveIhurtLordWarburton?Isabelasked,raisinghereyebrowsasiftheideawereperfectlyfresh。
  Itserveshimrightifyouhave,saidHenriettawhilethecurtainrosefortheballet。
  Isabelsawnomoreofherattributivevictimforthenexttwenty-fourhours,butontheseconddayafterthevisittotheoperasheencounteredhiminthegalleryoftheCapitol,wherehestoodbeforethelionofthecollection,thestatueoftheDyingGladiator。Shehadcomeinwithhercompanions,amongwhom,onthisoccasionagain,GilbertOsmondhadhisplace,andtheparty,havingascendedthestaircase,enteredthefirstandfinestoftherooms。
  LordWarburtonaddressedheralertlyenough,butsaidinamomentthathewasleavingthegallery。AndI’mleavingRome,headded。I
  mustbidyougood-bye。Isabel,inconsequentlyenough,wasnowsorrytohearit。Thiswasperhapsbecauseshehadceasedtobeafraidofhisrenewinghissuit。shewasthinkingofsomethingelse。Shewasonthepointofnamingherregret,butshecheckedherselfandsimplywishedhimahappyjourney。whichmadehimlookatherratherunlightedly。I’mafraidyou’llthinkmevery’volatile。’ItoldyoutheotherdayIwantedsomuchtostop。
  Ohno。youcouldeasilychangeyourmind。
  That’swhatIhavedone。
  Bonvoyagethen。
  You’reinagreathurrytogetridofme,saidhislordshipquitedismally。
  Notintheleast。ButIhatepartings。
  Youdon’tcarewhatIdo,hewentonpitifully。
  Isabellookedathimamoment。Ah,shesaid,you’renotkeepingyourpromise!
  Hecolouredlikeaboyoffifteen。IfI’mnot,thenit’sbecauseIcan’t。andthat’swhyI’mgoing。
  Good-byethen。
  Good-bye。Helingeredstill,however。WhenshallIseeyouagain?
  Isabelhesitated,butsoon,asifshehadhadahappyinspiration:
  Somedayafteryou’remarried。
  Thatwillneverbe。Itwillbeafteryouare。
  Thatwilldoaswell,shesmiled。
  Yes,quiteaswell。Good-bye。
  Theyshookhands,andheleftheraloneinthegloriousroom,amongtheshiningantiquemarbles。Shesatdowninthecentreofthecircleofthesepresences,regardingthemvaguely,restinghereyesontheirbeautifulblankfaces。listening,asitwere,totheireternalsilence。Itisimpossible,inRomeatleast,tolooklongatagreatcompanyofGreeksculptureswithoutfeelingtheeffectoftheirnoblequietude。which,aswithahighdoorclosedfortheceremony,slowlydropsonthespiritthelargewhitemantleofpeace。IsayinRomeespecially,becausetheRomanairisanexquisitemediumforsuchimpressions。Thegoldensunshinemingleswiththem,thedeepstillnessofthepast,sovividyet,thoughitisnothingbutavoidfullofnames,seemstothrowasolemnspelluponthem。TheblindswerepartlyclosedinthewindowsoftheCapitol,andaclear,warmshadowrestedonthefiguresandmadethemmoremildlyhuman。Isabelsattherealongtime,underthecharmoftheirmotionlessgrace,wonderingtowhat,oftheirexperience,theirabsenteyeswereopen,andhow,toourears,theiralienlipswouldsound。Thedarkredwallsoftheroomthrewthemintorelief。thepolishedmarblefloorreflectedtheirbeauty。Shehadseenthemallbefore,butherenjoymentrepeateditself,anditwasallthegreaterbecauseshewasgladagain,forthetime,tobealone。Atlast,however,herattentionlapsed,drawnoffbyadeepertideoflife。Anoccasionaltouristcamein,stoppedandstaredamomentattheDyingGladiator,andthenpassedoutoftheotherdoor,creakingoverthesmoothpavement。AttheendofhalfanhourGilbertOsmondreappeared,apparentlyinadvanceofhiscompanions。Hestrolledtowardherslowly,withhishandsbehindhimandhisusualenquiring,yetnotquiteappealingsmile。I’msurprisedtofindyoualone,Ithoughtyouhadcompany。
  SoIhave-thebest。AndsheglancedattheAntinousandtheFaun。
  DoyoucallthembettercompanythananEnglishpeer?
  Ah,myEnglishpeerleftmesometimeago。Shegotup,speakingwithintentionalittledryly。
  Mr。Osmondnotedherdryness,whichcontributedforhimtotheinterestofhisquestion。I’mafraidthatwhatIheardtheothereveningistrue:you’rerathercrueltothatnobleman。
  IsabellookedamomentatthevanquishedGladiator。It’snottrue。I’mscrupulouslykind。
  That’sexactlywhatImean!GilbertOsmondreturned,andwithsuchhappyhilaritythathisjokeneedstobeexplained。Weknowthathewasfondoforiginals,ofrarities,ofthesuperiorandtheexquisite。
  andnowthathehadseenLordWarburton,whomhethoughtaveryfineexampleofhisraceandorder,heperceivedanewattractionintheideaoftakingtohimselfayoungladywhohadqualifiedherselftofigureinhiscollectionofchoiceobjectsbydecliningsonobleahand。GilbertOsmondhadahighappreciationofthisparticularpatriciate。notsomuchforitsdistinction,whichhethoughteasilysurpassable,asforitssolidactuality。HehadneverforgivenhisstarfornotappointinghimtoanEnglishdukedom,andhecouldmeasuretheunexpectednessofsuchconductasIsabel’s。Itwouldbeproperthatthewomanhemightmarryshouldhavedonesomethingofthatsort。
  CHAPTER29
  RalphTouchett,intalkwithhisexcellentfriend,hadrathermarkedlyqualified,asweknow,hisrecognitionofGilbertOsmond’spersonalmerits。buthemightreallyhavefelthimselfilliberalinthelightofthatgentleman’sconductduringtherestofthevisittoRome。OsmondspentaportionofeachdaywithIsabelandhercompanions,andendedbyaffectingthemastheeasiestofmentolivewith。Whowouldn’thaveseenthathecouldcommand,asitwere,bothtactandgaiety?-whichperhapswasexactlywhyRalphhadmadehisold-timelookofsuperficialsociabilityareproachtohim。EvenIsabel’sinvidiouskinsmanwasobligedtoadmitthathewasjustnowadelightfulassociate。Hisgood-humourwasimperturbable,hisknowledgeoftherightfact,hisproductionoftherightword,asconvenientasthefriendlyflickerofamatchforyourcigarette。Clearlyhewasamused-asamusedasamancouldbewhowassolittleeversurprised,andthatmadehimalmostapplausive。Itwasnotthathisspiritswerevisiblyhigh-hewouldnever,intheconcertofpleasure,touchthebigdrumbysomuchasaknuckle:hehadamortaldisliketothehigh,raggednote,towhathecalledrandomravings。HethoughtMissArchersometimesoftooprecipitateareadiness。Itwaspityshehadthatfault,becauseifshehadnothaditshewouldreallyhavehadnone。shewouldhavebeenassmoothtohisgeneralneedofherashandledivorytothepalm。Ifhewasnotpersonallyloud,however,hewasdeep,andduringtheseclosingdaysoftheRomanMayheknewacomplacencythatmatchedwithslowirregularwalksunderthepinesoftheVillaBorghese,amongthesmallsweetmeadow-flowersandthemossymarbles。Hewaspleasedwitheverything。hehadneverbeforebeenpleasedwithsomanythingsatonce。Oldimpressions,oldenjoyments,renewedthemselves。oneevening,goinghometohisroomattheinn,hewrotedownalittlesonnettowhichheprefixedthetitleofRomeRevisited。AdayortwolaterheshowedthispieceofcorrectandingeniousversetoIsabel,explainingtoherthatitwasanItalianfashiontocommemoratetheoccasionsoflifebyatributetothemuse。
  Hetookhispleasuresingeneralsingly。hewastoooften-hewouldhaveadmittedthat-toosorelyawareofsomethingwrong,somethingugly。thefertilizingdewofaconceivablefelicitytooseldomdescendedonhisspirit。Butatpresenthewashappy-happierthanhehadperhapseverbeeninhislife,andthefeelinghadalargefoundation。Thiswassimplythesenseofsuccess-themostagreeableemotionofthehumanheart。Osmondhadneverhadtoomuchofit。inthisrespecthehadtheirritationofsatiety,asheknewperfectlywellandoftenremindedhimself。Ahno,I’venotbeenspoiled。
  certainlyI’venotbeenspoiled,heusedinwardlytorepeat。IfIdosucceedbeforeIdieIshallthoroughlyhaveearnedit。Hewastooapttoreasonasifearningthisboonconsistedaboveallofcovertlyachingforitandmightbeconfinedtothatexercise。
  Absolutelyvoidofit,also,hiscareerhadnotbeen。hemightindeedhavesuggestedtoaspectatorhereandtherethathewasrestingonvaguelaurels。Buthistriumphswere,someofthem,nowtooold。othershadbeentooeasy。Thepresentonehadbeenlessarduousthanmighthavebeenexpected,buthadbeeneasy-thatishadbeenrapid-onlybecausehehadmadeanaltogetherexceptionaleffort,agreatereffortthanhehadbelieveditinhimtomake。Thedesiretohavesomethingorothertoshowforhisparts-toshowsomehoworother-hadbeenthedreamofhisyouth。butastheyearswentontheconditionsattachedtoanymarkedproofofrarityhadaffectedhimmoreandmoreasgrossanddetestable。liketheswallowingofmugsofbeertoadvertisewhatonecouldstand。Ifananonymousdrawingonamuseumwallhadbeenconsciousandwatchfulitmighthaveknownthispeculiarpleasureofbeingatlastandallofasuddenidentified-asfromthehandofagreatmaster-bythesohighandsounnoticedfactofstyle。Hisstylewaswhatthegirlhaddiscoveredwithalittlehelp。andnow,besideherselfenjoyingit,sheshouldpublishittotheworldwithouthishavinganyofthetrouble。Sheshoulddothethingforhim,andhewouldnothavewaitedinvain。
  ShortlybeforethetimefixedinadvanceforherdeparturethisyoungladyreceivedfromMrs。Touchettatelegramrunningasfollows:LeaveFlorence4thJuneforBellaggio,andtakeyouifyouhavenototherviews。Butcan’twaitifyoudawdleinRome。ThedawdlinginRomewasverypleasant,butIsabelhaddifferentviews,andsheletherauntknowshewouldimmediatelyjoinher。ShetoldGilbertOsmondthatshehaddoneso,andherepliedthat,spendingmanyofhissummersaswellashiswintersinItaly,hehimselfwouldloiteralittlelongerinthecoolshadowofSaintPeter’s。HewouldnotreturntoFlorencefortendaysmore,andinthattimeshewouldhavestartedforBellaggio。Itmightbemonthsinthiscasebeforeheshouldseeheragain。Thisexchangetookplaceinthelargedecoratedsitting-roomoccupiedbyourfriendsatthehotel。
  itwaslateintheevening,andRalphTouchettwastotakehiscousinbacktoFlorenceonthemorrow。Osmondhadfoundthegirlalone。MissStackpolehadcontractedafriendshipwithadelightfulAmericanfamilyonthefourthfloorandhadmountedtheinterminablestaircasetopaythemavisit。Henriettacontractedfriendships,intravelling,withgreatfreedom,andhadformedinrailway-carriagesseveralthatwereamonghermostvaluedties。Ralphwasmakingarrangementsforthemorrow’sjourney,andIsabelsataloneinawildernessofyellowupholstery。Thechairsandsofaswereorange。thewallsandwindowsweredrapedinpurpleandgilt。Themirrors,thepictureshadgreatflamboyantframes。theceilingwasdeeplyvaultedandpaintedoverwithnakedmusesandcherubs。ForOsmondtheplacewasuglytodistress。thefalsecolours,theshamsplendourwerelikevulgar,bragging,lyingtalk。IsabelhadtakeninhandavolumeofAmpere,presented,ontheirarrivalinRome,byRalph。butthoughshehelditinherlapwithherfingervaguelykeptintheplaceshewasnotimpatienttopursueherstudy。Alampcoveredwithadroopingveilofpinktissue-paperburnedonthetablebesideheranddiffusedastrangepalerosinessoverthescene。
  Yousayyou’llcomeback。butwhoknows?GilbertOsmondsaid。I
  thinkyou’remuchmorelikelytostartonyourvoyageroundtheworld。
  You’reundernoobligationtocomeback。youcandoexactlywhatyouchoose。youcanroamthroughspace。
  Well,Italy’sapartofspace,Isabelanswered。Icantakeitontheway。
  Onthewayroundtheworld?No,don’tdothat。Don’tputusinaparenthesis-giveusachaptertoourselves。Idon’twanttoseeyouonyourtravels。I’dratherseeyouwhenthey’reover。Ishouldliketoseeyouwhenyou’retiredandsatiated,Osmondaddedinamoment。Ishallpreferyouinthatstate。
  Isabel,withhereyesbent,fingeredthepagesofM。Ampere。Youturnthingsintoridiculewithoutseemingtodoit,thoughnot,I
  think,withoutintendingit。You’venorespectformytravels-youthinkthemridiculous。
  Wheredoyoufindthat?
  Shewentoninthesametone,frettingtheedgeofherbookwiththepaper-knife。Youseemyignorance,myblunders,thewayIwanderaboutasiftheworldbelongedtome,simplybecause-becauseithasbeenputintomypowertodoso。Youdon’tthinkawomanoughttodothat。Youthinkitboldandungraceful。
  Ithinkitbeautiful,saidOsmond。Youknowmyopinions-I’vetreatedyoutoenoughofthem。Don’tyouremembermytellingyouthatoneoughttomakeone’slifeaworkofart?Youlookedrathershockedatfirst。butthenItoldyouthatitwasexactlywhatyouseemedtometobetryingtodowithyourown。
  Shelookedupfromherbook。Whatyoudespisemostintheworldisbad,isstupidart。
  Possibly。Butyoursseemtomeveryclearandverygood。
  IfIweretogotoJapannextwinteryouwouldlaughatme,shewenton。
  Osmondgaveasmile-akeenone,butnotalaugh,forthetoneoftheirconversationwasnotjocose。Isabelhadinfacthersolemnity。
  hehadseenitbefore。Youhaveanimaginationthatstartlesone!
  That’sexactlywhatIsay。Youthinksuchanideaabsurd。
  IwouldgivemylittlefingertogotoJapan。it’soneofthecountriesIwantmosttosee。Can’tyoubelievethat,withmytasteforoldlacquer?
  Ihaven’tatasteforoldlacquertoexcuseme,saidIsabel。
  You’veabetterexcuse-themeansofgoing。You’requitewronginyourtheorythatIlaughatyou。Idon’tknowwhathasputitintoyourhead。
  Itwouldn’tberemarkableifyoudidthinkitridiculousthatI
  shouldhavethemeanstotravelwhenyou’venot。foryouknoweverything,andIknownothing。
  Themorereasonwhyyoushouldtravelandlearn,smiledOsmond。
  Besides,headdedasifitwereapointtobemade,Idon’tknoweverything。
  Isabelwasnotstruckwiththeoddityofhissayingthisgravely。
  shewasthinkingthatthepleasantestincidentofherlife-soitpleasedhertoqualifythesetoofewdaysinRome,whichshemightmusinglyhavelikenedtothefigureofsomesmallprincessofoneoftheagesofdressover-muffledinamantleofstateanddraggingatrainthatittookpagesorhistorianstoholdup-thatthisfelicitywascomingtoanend。ThatmostoftheinterestofthetimehadbeenowingtoMr。Osmondwasareflexionshewasnotjustnowatpainstomake。shehadalreadydonethepointabundantjustice。Butshesaidtoherselfthatiftherewereadangertheyshouldnevermeetagain,perhapsafterallitwouldbeaswell。Happythingsdon’trepeatthemselves,andheradventureworealreadythechanged,theseawardfaceofsomeromanticislandfromwhich,afterfeastingonpurplegrapes,shewasputtingoffwhilethebreezerose。ShemightcomebacktoItalyandfindhimdifferent-thisstrangemanwhopleasedherjustashewas。anditwouldbebetternottocomethanruntheriskofthat。Butifshewasnottocomethegreaterthepitythatthechapterwasclosed。shefeltforamomentapangthattouchedthesourceoftears。Thesensationkepthersilent,andGilbertOsmondwassilenttoo。hewaslookingather。Goeverywhere,
  hesaidatlast,inalow,kindvoice。doeverything。geteverythingoutoflife。Behappy-betriumphant。
  Whatdoyoumeanbybeingtriumphant?
  Well,doingwhatyoulike。
  Totriumph,then,itseemstome,istofail!Doingallthevainthingsonelikesisoftenverytiresome。
  Exactly,saidOsmondwithhisquietquickness。AsIintimatedjustnow,you’llbetiredsomeday。Hepausedamomentandthenhewenton:Idon’tknowwhetherIhadbetternotwaittillthenforsomethingIwanttosaytoyou。
  Ah,Ican’tadviseyouwithoutknowingwhatitis。ButI’mhorridwhenI’mtired,Isabeladdedwithdueinconsequence。
  Idon’tbelievethat。You’reangry,sometimes-thatIcanbelieve,thoughI’veneverseenit。ButI’msureyou’renever’cross。’
  NotevenwhenIlosemytemper?
  Youdon’tloseit-youfindit,andthatmustbebeautiful。Osmondspokewithanobleearnestness。Theymustbegreatmomentstosee。
  IfIcouldonlyfinditnow!Isabelnervouslycried。
  I’mnotafraid。Ishouldfoldmyarmsandadmireyou。I’mspeakingveryseriously。Heleanedforward,ahandoneachknee。
  forsomemomentshebenthiseyesonthefloor。WhatIwishtosaytoyou,hewentonatlast,lookingup,isthatIfindI’minlovewithyou。
  Sheinstantlyrose。Ah,keepthattillIamtired!
  Tiredofhearingitfromothers?Hesatthereraisinghiseyestoher。No,youmayheeditnowornever,asyouplease。ButafterallImustsayitnow。Shehadturnedaway,butinthemovementshehadstoppedherselfanddroppedhergazeuponhim。Thetworemainedawhileinthissituation,exchangingalonglook-thelarge,consciouslookofthecriticalhoursoflife。Thenhegotupandcamenearher,deeplyrespectful,asifhewereafraidhehadbeentoofamiliar。I’mabsolutelyinlovewithyou。
  Hehadrepeatedtheannouncementinatoneofalmostimpersonaldiscretion,likeamanwhoexpectedverylittlefromitbutwhospokeforhisownneededrelief。Thetearscameintohereyes:thistimetheyobeyedthesharpnessofthepangthatsuggestedtohersomehowtheslippingofafinebolt-backward,forward,shecouldn’thavesaidwhich。Thewordshehadutteredmadehim,ashestoodthere,beautifulandgenerous,investedhimaswiththegoldenairofearlyautumn。but,morallyspeaking,sheretreatedbeforethem-facinghimstill-asshehadretreatedintheothercasesbeforealikeencounter。Ohdon’tsaythat,please,sheansweredwithanintensitythatexpressedthedreadofhaving,inthiscasetoo,tochooseanddecide。Whatmadeherdreadgreatwaspreciselytheforcewhich,asitwouldseem,oughttohavebanishedalldread-thesenseofsomethingwithinherself,deepdown,thatshesupposedtobeinspiredandtrustfulpassion。Itwastherelikealargesumstoredinabank-
  whichtherewasaterrorinhavingtobegintospend。Ifshetouchedit,itwouldallcomeout。
  Ihaven’ttheideathatitwillmattermuchtoyou,saidOsmond。
  I’vetoolittletoofferyou。WhatIhave-it’senoughforme。butit’snotenoughforyou。I’veneitherfortune,norfame,norextrinsicadvantagesofanykind。SoIoffernothing。IonlytellyoubecauseIthinkitcan’toffendyou,andsomedayorotheritmaygiveyoupleasure。Itgivesmepleasure,Iassureyou,hewenton,standingtherebeforeher,consideratelyinclinedtoher,turninghishat,whichhehadtakenup,slowlyroundwithamovementwhichhadallthedecenttremorofawkwardnessandnoneofitsoddity,andpresentingtoherhisfirm,refined,slightlyravagedface。Itgivesmenopain,becauseit’sperfectlysimple。Formeyou’llalwaysbethemostimportantwomanintheworld。
  Isabellookedatherselfinthischaracter-lookedintently,thinkingshefilleditwithacertaingrace。Butwhatshesaidwasnotanexpressionofanysuchcomplacency。Youdon’toffendme。butyououghttorememberthat,withoutbeingoffended,onemaybeincommoded,troubled。Incommoded:sheheardherselfsayingthat,anditstruckherasaridiculousword。Butitwaswhatstupidlycametoher。
  Irememberperfectly。Ofcourseyou’resurprisedandstartled。
  Butifit’snothingbutthat,itwillpassaway。AnditwillperhapsleavesomethingthatImaynotbeashamedof。
  Idon’tknowwhatitmayleave。YouseeatalleventsthatI’mnotoverwhelmed,saidIsabelwithratherapalesmile。I’mnottootroubledtothink。AndIthinkthatI’mgladwe’reseparating-thatIleaveRometo-morrow。
  OfcourseIdon’tagreewithyouthere。
  Idon’tatallknowyou,sheaddedabruptly。andthenshecolouredassheheardherselfsayingwhatshehadsaidalmostayearbeforetoLordWarburton。
  Ifyouwerenotgoingawayyou’dknowmebetter。
  Ishalldothatsomeothertime。
  Ihopeso。I’mveryeasytoknow。
  No,no,sheemphaticallyanswered-thereyou’renotsincere。
  You’renoteasytoknow。noonecouldbelessso。
  Well,helaughed,IsaidthatbecauseIknowmyself。Itmaybeaboast,butIdo。
  Verylikely。butyou’reverywise。
  Soareyou,MissArcher!Osmondexclaimed。
  Idon’tfeelsojustnow。Still,I’mwiseenoughtothinkyouhadbettergo。Good-night。
  Godblessyou!saidGilbertOsmond,takingthehandwhichshefailedtosurrender。Afterwhichheadded:Ifwemeetagainyou’llfindmeasyouleaveme。Ifwedon’tIshallbesoallthesame。
  Thankyouverymuch。Good-bye。
  TherewassomethingquietlyfirmaboutIsabel’svisitor。hemightgoofhisownmovement,butwouldn’tbedismissed。There’sonethingmore。Ihaven’taskedanythingofyou-notevenathoughtinthefuture。youmustdomethatjustice。Butthere’salittleserviceI
  shouldliketoask。Ishallnotreturnhomeforseveraldays。Rome’sdelightful,andit’sagoodplaceforamaninmystateofmind。Oh,I
  knowyou’resorrytoleaveit。butyou’rerighttodowhatyourauntwishes。
  Shedoesn’tevenwishit!Isabelbrokeoutstrangely。
  Osmondwasapparentlyonthepointofsayingsomethingthatwouldmatchthesewords,buthechangedhismindandrejoinedsimply:Ahwell,it’sproperyoushouldgowithher,veryproper。Doeverythingthat’sproper。Igoinforthat。Excusemybeingsopatronizing。Yousayyoudon’tknowme,butwhenyoudoyou’lldiscoverwhataworshipIhaveforpropriety。
  You’renotconventional?Isabelgravelyasked。
  Ilikethewayyouutterthatword!No,I’mnotconventional:I’mconventionitself。Youdon’tunderstandthat?Andhepausedamoment,smiling。Ishouldliketoexplainit。Thenwithasudden,quick,brightnaturalness,Docomebackagain,hepleaded。Therearesomanythingswemighttalkabout。
  Shestoodtherewithloweredeyes。Whatservicedidyouspeakofjustnow?
  GoandseemylittledaughterbeforeyouleaveFlorence。She’saloneatthevilla。Idecidednottosendhertomysister,whohasn’tatallmyideas。Tellhershemustloveherpoorfatherverymuch,
  saidGilbertOsmondgently。
  Itwillbeagreatpleasuretometogo,Isabelanswered。I’lltellherwhatyousay。Oncemoregood-bye。
  Onthishetookarapid,respectfulleave。Whenhehadgoneshestoodamomentlookingaboutherandseatedherselfslowlyandwithanairofdeliberation。Shesattheretillhercompanionscameback,withfoldedhands,gazingattheuglycarpet。Heragitation-forithadnotdiminished-wasverystill,verydeep。Whathadhappenedwassomethingthatforaweekpastherimaginationhadbeengoingforwardtomeet。
  buthere,whenitcame,shestopped-thatsublimeprinciplesomehowbrokedown。Theworkingofthisyounglady’sspiritwasstrange,andI
  canonlygiveittoyouasIseeit,nothopingtomakeitseemaltogethernatural。Herimagination,asIsay,nowhungback:therewasalastvaguespaceitcouldn’tcross-adusky,uncertaintractwhichlookedambiguousandevenslightlytreacherous,likeamoorlandseeninthewintertwilight。Butshewastocrossityet。