首页 >出版文学> THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY>第6章
  There’sagooddealinthat。andindeedouryoungladyfelttheforceofit-feltitthrownoff,intothevastoftruthandpoetry,aspracticallyabaittoherimagination。Butshepromptlycameround。
  Thinkofmeornot,asyoufindmostpossible。onlyleavemealone。
  Untilwhen?
  Well,forayearortwo。
  Whichdoyoumean?Betweenoneyearandtwothere’sallthedifferenceintheworld。
  Callittwothen,saidIsabelwithastudiedeffectofeagerness。
  AndwhatshallIgainbythat?herfriendaskedwithnosignofwincing。
  You’llhaveobligedmegreatly。
  Andwhatwillbemyreward?
  Doyouneedarewardforanactofgenerosity?
  Yes,whenitinvolvesagreatsacrifice。
  There’snogenerositywithoutsomesacrifice。Mendon’tunderstandsuchthings。Ifyoumakethesacrificeyou’llhaveallmyadmiration。
  Idon’tcareacentforyouradmiration-notonestraw,withnothingtoshowforit。Whenwillyoumarryme?That’stheonlyquestion。
  Never-ifyougoonmakingmefeelonlyasIfeelatpresent。
  WhatdoIgainthenbynottryingtomakeyoufeelotherwise?
  You’llgainquiteasmuchasbyworryingmetodeath!CasparGoodwoodbenthiseyesagainandgazedawhileintothecrownofhishat。Adeepflushoverspreadhisface。shecouldseehersharpnesshadatlastpenetrated。Thisimmediatelyhadavalue-classic,romantic,redeeming,whatdidsheknow?-forher。thestrongmaninpainwasoneofthecategoriesofthehumanappeal,littlecharmashemightexertinthegivencase。Whydoyoumakemesaysuchthingstoyou?shecriedinatremblingvoice。Ionlywanttobegentle-tobethoroughlykind。It’snotdelightfultometofeelpeoplecareformeandyettohavetotryandreasonthemoutofit。Ithinkothersalsooughttobeconsiderate。wehaveeachtojudgeforourselves。I
  knowyou’reconsiderate,asmuchasyoucanbe。you’vegoodreasonsforwhatyoudo。ButIreallydon’twanttomarry,ortotalkaboutitatallnow。Ishallprobablyneverdoit-no,never。I’veaperfectrighttofeelthatway,andit’snokindnesstoawomantopresshersohard,tourgeheragainstherwill。IfIgiveyoupainIcanonlysayI’mverysorry。It’snotmyfault。Ican’tmarryyousimplytopleaseyou。Iwon’tsaythatIshallalwaysremainyourfriend,becausewhenwomensaythat,inthesesituations,itpasses,I
  believe,forasortofmockery。Buttrymesomeday。
  CasparGoodwood,duringthisspeech,hadkepthiseyesfixeduponthenameofhishatter,anditwasnotuntilsometimeaftershehadceasedspeakingthatheraisedthem。Whenhedidsothesightofarosy,lovelyeagernessinIsabel’sfacethrewsomeconfusionintohisattempttoanalyzeherwords。I’llgohome-I’llgoto-morrow-
  I’llleaveyoualone,hebroughtoutatlast。Only,heheavilysaid,Ihatetolosesightofyou!
  Neverfear。Ishalldonoharm。
  You’llmarrysomeoneelse,assureasIsithere,CasparGoodwooddeclared。
  Doyouthinkthatagenerouscharge?
  Whynot?Plentyofmenwilltrytomakeyou。
  ItoldyoujustnowthatIdon’twishtomarryandthatIalmostcertainlynevershall。
  Iknowyoudid,andIlikeyour’almostcertainly’!Iputnofaithinwhatyousay。
  Thankyouverymuch。Doyouaccusemeoflyingtoshakeyouoff?
  Yousayverydelicatethings。
  WhyshouldInotsaythat?You’vegivenmenopledgeofanythingatall。
  No,that’sallthatwouldbewanting!
  Youmayperhapsevenbelieveyou’resafe-fromwishingtobe。Butyou’renot,theyoungmanwentonasifpreparinghimselffortheworst。
  Verywellthen。We’llputitthatI’mnotsafe。Haveitasyouplease。
  Idon’tknow,however,saidCasparGoodwood,thatmykeepingyouinsightwouldpreventit。
  Don’tyouindeed?I’mafterallverymuchafraidofyou。DoyouthinkI’msoveryeasilypleased?sheaskedsuddenly,changinghertone。
  No-Idon’t。Ishalltrytoconsolemyselfwiththat。Butthereareacertainnumberofverydazzlingmenintheworld,nodoubt。andiftherewereonlyoneitwouldbeenough。Themostdazzlingofallwillmakestraightforyou。You’llbesuretotakenoonewhoisn’tdazzling。
  Ifyoumeanbydazzlingbrilliantlyclever,Isabelsaid-andI
  can’timaginewhatelseyoumean-Idon’tneedtheaidofaclevermantoteachmehowtolive。Icanfinditoutformyself。
  Findouthowtolivealone?Iwishthat,whenyouhave,you’dteachme!
  Shelookedathimamoment。thenwithaquicksmile,Oh,yououghttomarry!shesaid。
  Hemightbepardonedifforaninstantthisexclamationseemedtohimtosoundtheinfernalnote,anditisnotonrecordthathermotivefordischargingsuchashafthadbeenoftheclearest。Heoughtn’ttostrideaboutleanandhungry,however-shecertainlyfeltthatforhim。Godforgiveyou!hemurmuredbetweenhisteethasheturnedaway。
  Heraccenthadputherslightlyinthewrong,andafteramomentshefelttheneedtorightherself。Theeasiestwaytodoitwastoplacehimwhereshehadbeen。Youdomegreatinjustice-yousaywhatyoudon’tknow!shebrokeout。Ishouldn’tbeaneasyvictim-I’veprovedit。
  Oh,tome,perfectly。
  I’veprovedittoothersaswell。Andshepausedamoment。I
  refusedaproposalofmarriagelastweek。whattheycall-nodoubt-
  adazzlingone。
  I’mverygladtohearit,saidtheyoungmangravely。
  Itwasaproposalmanygirlswouldhaveaccepted。ithadeverythingtorecommendit。Isabelhadnotproposedtoherselftotellthisstory,but,nowshehadbegun,thesatisfactionofspeakingitoutanddoingherselfjusticetookpossessionofher。Iwasofferedagreatpositionandagreatfortune-byapersonwhomIlikeextremely。
  Casparwatchedherwithintenseinterest。IsheanEnglishman?
  He’sanEnglishnobleman,saidIsabel。
  Hervisitorreceivedthisannouncementatfirstinsilence,butatlastsaid:I’mgladhe’sdisappointed。
  Wellthen,asyouhavecompanionsinmisfortune,makethebestofit。
  Idon’tcallhimacompanion,saidCaspargrimly。
  Whynot-sinceIdeclinedhisofferabsolutely?
  Thatdoesn’tmakehimmycompanion。Besides,he’sanEnglishman。
  Andprayisn’tanEnglishmanahumanbeing?Isabelasked。
  Oh,thosepeople?They’renotofmyhumanity,andIdon’tcarewhatbecomesofthem。
  You’reveryangry,saidthegirl。We’vediscussedthismatterquiteenough。
  Ohyes,I’mveryangry。Ipleadguiltytothat!
  Sheturnedawayfromhim,walkedtotheopenwindowandstoodamomentlookingintotheduskyvoidofthestreet,whereaturbidgaslightalonerepresentedsocialanimation。Forsometimeneitheroftheseyoungpersonsspoke。Casparlingerednearthechimney-piecewitheyesgloomilyattached。Shehadvirtuallyrequestedhimtogo-heknewthat。butattheriskofmakinghimselfodioushekepthisground。Shewastoonursedaneedtobeeasilyrenounced,andhehadcrossedtheseaalltowringfromhersomescrapofavow。Presentlysheleftthewindowandstoodagainbeforehim。Youdomeverylittlejustice-aftermytellingyouwhatItoldyoujustnow。I’msorryI
  toldyou-sinceitmatterssolittletoyou。
  Ah,criedtheyoungman,ifyouwerethinkingofmewhenyoudidit!Andthenhepausedwiththefearthatshemightcontradictsohappyathought。
  Iwasthinkingofyoualittle,saidIsabel。
  Alittle?Idon’tunderstand。IftheknowledgeofwhatIfeelforyouhadanyweightwithyouatall,callingita’little’isapooraccountofit。
  Isabelshookherheadasiftocarryoffablunder。I’verefusedamostkind,noblegentleman。Makethemostofthat。
  Ithankyouthen,saidCasparGoodwoodgravely。Ithankyouimmensely。
  Andnowyouhadbettergohome。
  MayInotseeyouagain?heasked。
  Ithinkit’sbetternot。You’llbesuretotalkofthis,andyouseeitleadstonothing。
  Ipromiseyounottosayawordthatwillannoyyou。
  Isabelreflectedandthenanswered:Ireturninadayortwotomyuncle’s,andIcan’tproposetoyoutocomethere。Itwouldbetooinconsistent。
  CasparGoodwood,onhisside,considered。Youmustdomejusticetoo。Ireceivedaninvitationtoyouruncle’smorethanaweekago,andIdeclinedit。
  Shebetrayedsurprise。Fromwhomwasyourinvitation?
  FromMr。RalphTouchett,whomIsupposetobeyourcousin。I
  declineditbecauseIhadnotyourauthorizationtoacceptit。ThesuggestionthatMr。TouchettshouldinvitemeappearedtohavecomefromMissStackpole。
  Itcertainlyneverdidfromme。Henriettareallygoesveryfar,
  Isabeladded。
  Don’tbetoohardonher-thattouchesme。
  No。ifyoudeclinedyoudidquiteright,andIthankyouforit。
  AndshegavealittleshudderofdismayatthethoughtthatLordWarburtonandMr。GoodwoodmighthavemetatGardencourt:itwouldhavebeensoawkwardforLordWarburton。
  Whenyouleaveyourunclewheredoyougo?hercompanionasked。
  Igoabroadwithmyaunt-toFlorenceandotherplaces。
  Theserenityofthisannouncementstruckachilltotheyoungman’sheart。heseemedtoseeherwhirledawayintocirclesfromwhichhewasinexorablyexcluded。Neverthelesshewentonquicklywithhisquestions。AndwhenshallyoucomebacktoAmerica?
  Perhapsnotforalongtime。I’mveryhappyhere。
  Doyoumeantogiveupyourcountry?
  Don’tbeaninfant!
  Well,you’llbeoutofmysightindeed!saidCasparGoodwood。
  Idon’tknow,sheansweredrathergrandly。Theworld-withalltheseplacessoarrangedandsotouchingeachother-comestostrikeoneasrathersmall。
  It’sasighttoobigforme!Casparexclaimedwithasimplicityouryoungladymighthavefoundtouchingifherfacehadnotbeensetagainstconcessions。
  Thisattitudewaspartofasystem,atheory,thatshehadlatelyembraced,andtobethoroughshesaidafteramoment:Don’tthinkmeunkindifIsayit’sjustthat-beingoutofyoursight-thatI
  like。IfyouwereinthesameplaceIshouldfeelyouwerewatchingme,andIdon’tlikethat-Ilikemylibertytoomuch。Ifthere’sathingintheworldI’mfondof,shewentonwithaslightrecurrenceofgrandeur,it’smypersonalindependence。
  ButwhatevertheremightbeofthetoosuperiorinthisspeechmovedCasparGoodwood’sadmiration。therewasnothinghewincedatinthelargeairofit。Hehadneversupposedshehadn’twingsandtheneedofbeautifulfreemovements-hewasn’t,withhisownlongarmsandstrides,afraidofanyforceinher。Isabel’swords,iftheyhadbeenmeanttoshockhim,failedofthemarkandonlymadehimsmilewiththesensethatherewascommonground。WhowouldwishlesstocurtailyourlibertythanI?Whatcangivemegreaterpleasurethantoseeyouperfectlyindependent-doingwhateveryoulike?It’stomakeyouindependentthatIwanttomarryyou。
  That’sabeautifulsophism,saidthegirlwithasmilemorebeautifulstill。
  Anummarriedwoman-agirlofyourage-isn’tindependent。Thereareallsortsofthingsshecan’tdo。She’shamperedateverystep。
  That’sasshelooksatthequestion,Isabelansweredwithmuchspirit。notinmyfirstyouth-IcandowhatIchoose-Ibelongquitetotheindependentclass。I’veneitherfathernormother。I’mpoorandofaseriousdisposition。I’mnotpretty。Ithereforeamnotboundtobetimidandconventional。indeedIcan’taffordsuchluxuries。Besides,Itrytojudgethingsformyself。tojudgewrong,I
  think,ismorehonourablethannottojudgeatall。Idon’twishtobeameresheepintheflock。Iwishtochoosemyfateandknowsomethingofhumanaffairsbeyondwhatotherpeoplethinkitcompatiblewithproprietytotellme。Shepausedamoment,butnotlongenoughforhercompaniontoreply。Hewasapparentlyonthepointofdoingsowhenshewenton:Letmesaythistoyou,Mr。Goodwood。You’resokindastospeakofbeingafraidofmymarrying。IfyoushouldheararumourthatI’monthepointofdoingso-girlsareliabletohavesuchthingssaidaboutthem-rememberwhatIhavetoldyouaboutmyloveoflibertyandventuretodoubtit。
  Therewassomethingpassionatelypositiveinthetoneinwhichshegavehimthisadvice,andhesawashiningcandourinhereyesthathelpedhimtobelieveher。Onthewholehefeltreassured,andyoumighthaveperceiveditbythemannerinwhichhesaid,quiteeagerly:
  Youwantsimplytotravelfortwoyears?I’mquitewillingtowaittwoyears,andyoumaydowhatyoulikeintheinterval。Ifthat’sallyouwant,praysayso。Idon’twantyoutobeconventional。doI
  strikeyouasconventionalmyself?Doyouwanttoimproveyourmind?
  Yourmind’squitegoodenoughforme。butifitinterestsyoutowanderaboutawhileandseedifferentcountriesIshallbedelightedtohelpyouinanywayinmypower。
  You’reverygenerous。that’snothingnewtome。Thebestwaytohelpmewillbetoputasmanyhundredmilesofseabetweenusaspossible。
  Onewouldthinkyouweregoingtocommitsomeatrocity!saidCasparGoodwood。
  PerhapsIam。Iwishtobefreeeventodothatifthefancytakesme。
  Wellthen,hesaidslowly,I’llgohome。Andheputouthishand,tryingtolookcontentedandconfident。
  Isabel’sconfidenceinhim,however,wasgreaterthananyhecouldfeelinher。Notthathethoughthercapableofcommittinganatrocity。but,turnitoverashewould,therewassomethingominousinthewayshereservedheroption。Asshetookhishandshefeltagreatrespectforhim。sheknewhowmuchhecaredforherandshethoughthimmagnanimous。Theystoodsoforamoment,lookingateachother,unitedbyahand-claspwhichwasnotmerelypassiveonherside。That’sright,shesaidverykindly,almosttenderly。You’lllosenothingbybeingareasonableman。
  ButI’llcomeback,whereveryouare,twoyearshence,hereturnedwithcharacteristicgrimness。
  Wehaveseenthatouryoungladywasinconsequent,andatthisshesuddenlychangedhernote。Ah,remember,Ipromisenothing-
  absolutelynothing!Thenmoresoftly,asiftohelphimtoleaveher:
  AndremembertoothatIshallnotbeaneasyvictim!
  You’llgetverysickofyourindependence。
  PerhapsIshall。it’sevenveryprobable。WhenthatdaycomesI
  shallbeverygladtoseeyou。
  Shehadlaidherhandontheknobofthedoorthatledintoherroom,andshewaitedamomenttoseewhetherhervisitorwouldnottakehisdeparture。Butheappearedunabletomove。therewasstillanimmenseunwillingnessinhisattitudeandasoreremonstranceinhiseyes。Imustleaveyounow,saidIsabel。andsheopenedthedoorandpassedintotheotherroom。
  Thisapartmentwasdark,butthedarknesswastemperedbyavagueradiancesentupthroughthewindowfromthecourtofthehotel,andIsabelcouldmakeoutthemassesofthefurniture,thedimshiningofthemirrorandtheloomingofthebigfour-postedbed。Shestoodstillamoment,listening,andatlastsheheardCasparGoodwoodwalkoutofthesitting-roomandclosethedoorbehindhim。Shestoodstillalittlelonger,andthen,byanirresistibleimpulse,droppedonherkneesbeforeherbedandhidherfaceinherarms。
  CHAPTER17
  Shewasnotpraying。shewastrembling-tremblingallover。
  Vibrationwaseasytoher,wasinfacttooconstantwithher,andshefoundherselfnowhumminglikeasmittenharp。Sheonlyasked,however,toputonthecover,tocaseherselfagaininbrownholland,butshewishedtoresistherexcitement,andtheattitudeofdevotion,whichshekeptforsometime,seemedtohelphertobestill。SheintenselyrejoicedthatCasparGoodwoodwasgone。therewassomethinginhavingthusgotridofhimthatwaslikethepayment,forastampedreceipt,ofsomedebttoolongonhermind。Asshefeltthegladreliefshebowedherheadalittlelower。thesensewasthere,throbbinginherheart。itwaspartofheremotion,butitwasathingtobeashamedof-itwasprofaneandoutofplace。Itwasnotforsometenminutesthatsherosefromherknees,andevenwhenshecamebacktothesitting-roomhertremorhadnotquitesubsided。Ithadhad,verily,twocauses:partofitwastobeaccountedforbyherlongdiscussionwithMr。Goodwood,butitmightbefearedthattherestwassimplytheenjoymentshefoundintheexerciseofherpower。Shesatdowninthesamechairagainandtookupherbook,butwithoutgoingthroughtheformofopeningthevolume。
  Sheleanedback,withthatlow,soft,aspiringmurmurwithwhichsheoftenutteredherresponsetoaccidentsofwhichthebrightersidewasnotsuperficiallyobvious,andyieldedtothesatisfactionofhavingrefusedtwoardentsuitorsinafortnight。ThatloveoflibertyofwhichshehadgivenCasparGoodwoodsoboldasketchwasasyetalmostexclusivelytheoretic。shehadnotbeenabletoindulgeitonalargescale。Butitappearedtohershehaddonesomething。shehadtastedofthedelight,ifnotofbattle,atleastofvictory。shehaddonewhatwastruesttoherplan。IntheglowofthisconsciousnesstheimageofMr。Goodwoodtakinghissadwalkhomewardthroughthedingytownpresenteditselfwithacertainreproachfulforce。sothat,asatthesamemomentthedooroftheroomwasopened,sherosewithanapprehensionthathehadcomeback。ButitwasonlyHenriettaStackpolereturningfromherdinner。
  MissStackpoleimmediatelysawthatouryoungladyhadbeenthroughsomething,andindeedthediscoverydemandednogreatpenetration。Shewentstraightuptoherfriend,whoreceivedherwithoutagreeting。Isabel’selationinhavingsentCasparGoodwoodbacktoAmericapresupposedherbeinginamannergladhehadcometoseeher。butatthesametimesheperfectlyrememberedHenriettahadhadnorighttosetatrapforher。Hashebeenhere,dear?
  thelatteryearninglyasked。
  Isabelturnedawayandforsomemomentsanswerednothing。Youactedverywrongly,shedeclaredatlast。
  Iactedforthebest。Ionlyhopeyouactedaswell。
  You’renotthejudge。Ican’ttrustyou,saidIsabel。
  Thisdeclarationwasunflattering,butHenriettawasmuchtoounselfishtoheedthechargeitconveyed。shecaredonlyforwhatitintimatedwithregardtoherfriend。IsabelArcher,sheobservedwithequalabruptnessandsolemnity,ifyoumarryoneofthesepeopleI’llneverspeaktoyouagain!
  BeforemakingsoterribleathreatyouhadbetterwaittillI’masked,Isabelreplied。NeverhavingsaidawordtoMissStackpoleaboutLordWarburton’sovertures,shehadnownoimpulsewhatevertojustifyherselftoHenriettabytellingherthatshehadrefusedthatnobleman。
  Oh,you’llbeaskedquickenough,onceyougetoffontheContinent。AnnieClimberwasaskedthreetimesinItaly-poorplainlittleAnnie。
  Well,ifAnnieClimberwasn’tcapturedwhyshouldIbe?
  Idon’tbelieveAnniewaspressed。butyou’llbe。
  That’saflatteringconviction,saidIsabelwithoutalarm。
  Idon’tflatteryou,Isabel,Itellyouthetruth!criedherfriend。Ihopeyoudon’tmeantotellmethatyoudidn’tgiveMr。
  Goodwoodsomehope。
  Idon’tseewhyIshouldtellyouanything。asIsaidtoyoujustnow,Ican’ttrustyou。Butsinceyou’resomuchinterestedinMr。
  GoodwoodIwon’tconcealfromyouthathereturnsimmediatelytoAmerica。
  Youdon’tmeantosayyou’vesenthimoff?Henriettaalmostshrieked。
  Iaskedhimtoleavemealone。andIaskyouthesame,Henrietta。MissStackpoleglitteredforaninstantwithdismayandthenpassedtothemirroroverthechimney-pieceandtookoffherbonnet。Ihopeyou’veenjoyedyourdinner,Isabelwenton。
  Buthercompanionwasnottobedivertedbyfrivolouspropositions。Doyouknowwhereyou’regoing,IsabelArcher?
  JustnowI’mgoingtobed,saidIsabelwithpersistentfrivolity。
  Doyouknowwhereyou’redrifting?Henriettapursued,holdingoutherbonnetdelicately。
  No,Ihaven’ttheleastidea,andIfinditverypleasantnottoknow。Aswiftcarriage,ofadarknight,rattlingwithfourhorsesoverroadsthatonecan’tsee-that’smyideaofhappiness。
  Mr。Goodwoodcertainlydidn’tteachyoutosaysuchthingsasthat-
  liketheheroineofanimmoralnovel,saidMissStackpole。You’redriftingtosomegreatmistake。
  Isabelwasirritatedbyherfriend’sinterference,yetshestilltriedtothinkwhattruththisdeclarationcouldrepresent。Shecouldthinkofnothingthatdivertedherfromsaying:Youmustbeveryfondofme,Henrietta,tobewillingtobesoaggressive。
  Iloveyouintensely,Isabel,saidMissStackpolewithfeeling。
  Well,ifyoulovemeintenselyletmeasintenselyalone。IaskedthatofMr。Goodwood,andImustalsoaskitofyou。
  Takecareyou’renotletalonetoomuch。
  That’swhatMr。Goodwoodsaidtome。ItoldhimImusttaketherisks。
  You’reacreatureofrisks-youmakemeshudder!criedHenrietta。WhendoesMr。GoodwoodreturntoAmerica?
  Idon’tknow-hedidn’ttellme。
  Perhapsyoudidn’tenquire,saidHenriettawiththenoteofrighteousirony。
  Igavehimtoolittlesatisfactiontohavetherighttoaskquestionsofhim。
  ThisassertionseemedtoMissStackpoleforamomenttobiddefiancetocomment。butatlastsheexclaimed:Well,Isabel,ifIdidn’tknowyouImightthinkyouwereheartless!
  Takecare,saidIsabel。you’respoilingme。
  I’mafraidI’vedonethatalready。Ihope,atleast,MissStackpoleadded,thathemaycrosswithAnnieClimber!
  IsabellearnedfromherthenextmorningthatshehaddeterminednottoreturntoGardencourtwhereoldMr。Touchetthadpromisedherarenewedwelcome,buttoawaitinLondonthearrivaloftheinvitationthatMr。BantlinghadpromisedherfromhissisterLadyPensil。MissStackpolerelatedveryfreelyherconversationwithRalphTouchett’ssociablefriendanddeclaredtoIsabelthatshereallybelievedshehadnowgotholdofsomethingthatwouldleadtosomething。OnthereceiptofLadyPensil’sletter-Mr。Bantlinghadvirtuallyguaranteedthearrivalofthisdocument-shewouldimmediatelydepartforBedfordshire,andifIsabelcaredtolookoutforherimpressionsintheInterviewershewouldcertainlyfindthem。Henriettawasevidentlygoingtoseesomethingoftheinnerlifethistime。
  Doyouknowwhereyou’redrifting,HenriettaStackpole?Isabelasked,imitatingthetoneinwhichherfriendhadspokenthenightbefore。
  I’mdriftingtoabigposition-thatoftheQueenofAmericanJournalism。Ifmynextletterisn’tcopiedallovertheWestI’llswallowmypen-wiper!
  ShehadarrangedwithherfriendMissAnnieClimber,theyoungladyofthecontinentaloffers,thattheyshouldgotogethertomakethosepurchaseswhichweretoconstituteMissClimber’sfarewelltoahemisphereinwhichsheatleasthadbeenappreciated。andshepresentlyrepairedtoJermynStreettopickuphercompanion。
  ShortlyafterherdepartureRalphTouchettwasannounced,andassoonashecameinIsabelsawhehadsomethingonhismind。Heverysoontookhiscousinintohisconfidence。Hehadreceivedfromhismotheratelegramtotheeffectthathisfatherhadhadasharpattackofhisoldmalady,thatshewasmuchalarmedandthatshebeggedhewouldinstantlyreturntoGardencourt。OnthisoccasionatleastMrs。Touchett’sdevotiontotheelectricwirewasnotopentocriticism。
  I’vejudgeditbesttoseethegreatdoctor,SirMatthewHope,first,Ralphsaid。bygreatgoodluckhe’sintown。He’stoseemeathalf-pasttwelve,andIshallmakesureofhiscomingdowntoGardencourt-whichhewilldothemorereadilyashehasalreadyseenmyfatherseveraltimes,boththereandinLondon。There’sanexpressattwo-forty-five,whichIshalltake。andyou’llcomebackwithmeorremainhereafewdayslonger,exactlyasyouprefer。
  Ishallcertainlygowithyou,Isabelreturned。Idon’tsupposeI
  canbeofanyusetomyuncle,butifhe’sillIshallliketobenearhim。
  Ithinkyou’refondofhim,saidRalphwithacertainshypleasureinhisface。Youappreciatehim,whichalltheworldhasn’tdone。Thequality’stoofine。
  Iquiteadorehim,Isabelafteramomentsaid。
  That’sverywell。Afterhissonhe’syourgreatestadmirer。
  Shewelcomedthisassurance,butshegavesecretlyasmallsighofreliefatthethoughtthatMr。Touchettwasoneofthoseadmirerswhocouldn’tproposetomarryher。This,however,wasnotwhatshespoke。shewentontoinformRalphthattherewereotherreasonsforhernotremaininginLondon。Shewastiredofitandwishedtoleaveit。andthenHenriettawasgoingaway-goingtostayinBedfordshire。
  InBedfordshire?
  WithLadyPensil,thesisterofMr。Bantling,whohasansweredforaninvitation。
  Ralphwasfeelinganxious,butatthishebrokeintoalaugh。
  Suddenly,nonetheless,hisgravityreturned。Bantling’samanofcourage。Butiftheinvitationshouldgetlostontheway?
  IthoughttheBritishpost-officewasimpeccable。
  ThegoodHomersometimesnods,saidRalph。However,hewentonmorebrightly,thegoodBantlingneverdoes,and,whateverhappens,he’lltakecareofHenrietta。
  RalphwenttokeephisappointmentwithSirMatthewHope,andIsabelmadeherarrangementsforquittingPratt’sHotel。Heruncle’sdangertouchedhernearly,andwhileshestoodbeforeheropentrunk,lookingabouthervaguelyforwhatsheshouldputintoit,thetearssuddenlyrosetohereyes。ItwasperhapsforthisreasonthatwhenRalphcamebackattwoo’clocktotakehertothestationshewasnotyetready。HefoundMissStackpole,however,inthesitting-room,whereshehadjustrisenfromherluncheon,andthisladyimmediatelyexpressedherregretathisfather’sillness。
  He’sagrandoldman,shesaid。he’sfaithfultothelast。Ifit’sreallytobethelast-pardonmyalludingtoit,butyoumustoftenhavethoughtofthepossibility-I’msorrythatIshallnotbeatGardencourt。
  You’llamuseyourselfmuchmoreinBedfordshire。
  Ishallbesorrytoamusemyselfatsuchatime,saidHenriettawithmuchpropriety。Butsheimmediatelyadded:Ishouldlikesotocommemoratetheclosingscene。
  Myfathermaylivealongtime,saidRalphsimply。Then,advertingtotopicsmorecheerful,heinterrogatedMissStackpoleastoherownfuture。
  NowthatRalphwasintroublesheaddressedhiminatoneoflargerallowanceandtoldhimthatshewasmuchindebtedtohimforhavingmadeheracquaintedwithMr。Bantling。HehastoldmejustthethingsIwanttoknow,shesaid。allthesociety-itemsandallabouttheroyalfamily。Ican’tmakeoutthatwhathetellsmeabouttheroyalfamilyismuchtotheircredit。buthesaysthat’sonlymypeculiarwayoflookingatit。Well,allIwantisthatheshouldgivemethefacts。Icanputthemtogetherquickenough,onceI’vegotthem。AndsheaddedthatMr。Bantlinghadbeensogoodastopromisetocomeandtakeheroutthatafternoon。
  Totakeyouwhere?Ralphventuredtoenquire。
  ToBuckinghamPalace。He’sgoingtoshowmeoverit,sothatI
  maygetsomeideahowtheylive。
  Ah,saidRalph,weleaveyouingoodhands。Thefirstthingweshallhearisthatyou’reinvitedtoWindsorCastle。
  Iftheyaskme,Ishallcertainlygo。OnceIgetstartedI’mnotafraid。Butforallthat,Henriettaaddedinamoment,I’mnotsatisfied。I’mnotatpeaceaboutIsabel。
  Whatisherlastmisdemeanour?
  Well,I’vetoldyoubefore,andIsupposethere’snoharminmygoingon。IalwaysfinishasubjectthatItakeup。Mr。Goodwoodwasherelastnight。
  Ralphopenedhiseyes。heevenblushedalittle-hisblushbeingthesignofanemotionsomewhatacute。HerememberedthatIsabel,inseparatingfromhiminWinchesterSquare,hadrepudiatedhissuggestionthathermotiveindoingsowastheexpectationofavisitoratPratesHotel,anditwasanewpangtohimtohavetosuspectherofduplicity。Ontheotherhand,hequicklysaidtohimself,whatconcernwasitofhisthatsheshouldhavemadeanappointmentwithalover?Haditnotbeenthoughtgracefulineveryagethatyoungladiesshouldmakeamysteryofsuchappointments?
  RalphgaveMissStackpoleadiplomaticanswer。Ishouldhavethoughtthat,withtheviewsyouexpressedtometheotherday,thiswouldsatisfyyouperfectly。
  Thatheshouldcometoseeher?Thatwasverywell,asfarasitwent。Itwasalittleplotofmine。IlethimknowthatwewereinLondon,andwhenithadbeenarrangedthatIshouldspendtheeveningoutIsenthimaword-thewordwejustuttertothe’wise。’I
  hopedhewouldfindheralone。Iwon’tpretendIdidn’thopethatyou’dbeoutoftheway。Hecametoseeher,buthemightaswellhavestayedaway。
  Isabelwascruel?-andRalph’sfacelightedwiththereliefofhiscousin’snothavingshownduplicity。
  Idon’texactlyknowwhatpassedbetweenthem。Butshegavehimnosatisfaction-shesenthimbacktoAmerica。
  PoorMr。Goodwood!Ralphsighed。
  Heronlyideaseemstobetogetridofhim,Henriettawenton。
  PoorMr。Goodwood!Ralphrepeated。Theexclamation,itmustbeconfessed,wasautomatic。itfailedexactlytoexpresshisthoughts,whichweretakinganotherline。
  Youdon’tsaythatasifyoufeltit。Idon’tbelieveyoucare。
  Ah,saidRalph,youmustrememberthatIdon’tknowthisinterestingyoungman-thatI’veneverseenhim。
  Well,Ishallseehim,andIshalltellhimnottogiveup。IfI
  didn’tbelieveIsabelwouldcomeround,MissStackpoleadded-
  well,I’dgiveupmyself。ImeanI’dgiveherup!
  CHAPTER18
  IthadoccurredtoRalphthat,intheconditions,Isabel’spartingwithherfriendmightbeofaslightlyembarrassednature,andhewentdowntothedoorofthehotelinadvanceofhiscousin,who,afteraslightdelay,followedwiththetracesofanunacceptedremonstrance,ashethought,inhereyes。ThetwomadethejourneytoGardencourtinalmostunbrokensilence,andtheservantwhometthematthestationhadnobetternewstogivethemofMr。Touchett-afactwhichcausedRalphtocongratulatehimselfafreshonSirMatthewHope’shavingpromisedtocomedowninthefiveo’clocktrainandspendthenight。Mrs。Touchett,helearned,onreachinghome,hadbeenconstantlywiththeoldmanandwaswithhimatthatmoment。andthisfactmadeRalphsaytohimselfthat,afterall,whathismotherwantedwasjusteasyoccasion。Thefinernatureswerethosethatshoneatthelargertimes。Isabelwenttoherownroom,notingthroughoutthehousethatperceptiblehushwhichprecedesacrisis。Attheendofanhour,however,shecamedownstairsinsearchofheraunt,whomshewishedtoaskaboutMr。Touchett。Shewentintothelibrary,butMrs。Touchettwasnotthere,andastheweather,whichhadbeendampandchill,wasnowaltogetherspoiled,itwasnotprobableshehadgoneforherusualwalkinthegrounds。
  Isabelwasonthepointofringingtosendaquestiontoherroom,whenthispurposequicklyyieldedtoanunexpectedsound-thesoundoflowmusicproceedingapparentlyfromthesaloon。Sheknewherauntnevertouchedthepiano,andthemusicianwasthereforeprobablyRalph,whoplayedforhisownamusement。Thatheshouldhaveresortedtothisrecreationatthepresenttimeindicatedapparentlythathisanxietyabouthisfatherhadbeenrelieved。sothatthegirltookherway,almostwithrestoredcheer,towardthesourceoftheharmony。Thedrawing-roomatGardencourtwasanapartmentofgreatdistances,and,asthepianowasplacedattheendofitfurthestremovedfromthedooratwhichsheentered,herarrivalwasnotnoticedbythepersonseatedbeforetheinstrument。ThispersonwasneitherRalphnorhismother。itwasaladywhomIsabelimmediatelysawtobeastrangertoherself,thoughherbackwaspresentedtothedoor。Thisback-anampleandwell-dressedone-Isabelviewedforsomemomentswithsurprise。Theladywasofcourseavisitorwhohadarrivedduringherabsenceandwhohadnotbeenmentionedbyeitheroftheservants-oneofthemheraunt’smaid-ofwhomshehadhadspeechsinceherreturn。Isabelhadalreadylearned,however,withwhattreasuresofreservethefunctionofreceivingordersmaybeaccompanied,andshewasparticularlyconsciousofhavingbeentreatedwithdrynessbyheraunt’smaid,throughwhosehandsshehadslippedperhapsalittletoomistrustfullyandwithaneffectofplumagebutthemorelustrous。
  Theadventofaguestwasinitselffarfromdisconcerting。shehadnotyetdivestedherselfofayoungfaiththateachnewacquaintancewouldexertsomemomentousinfluenceonherlife。Bythetimeshehadmadethesereflexionsshebecameawarethattheladyatthepianoplayedremarkablywell。ShewasplayingsomethingofSchubert’s-Isabelknewnotwhat,butrecognizedSchubert-andshetouchedthepianowithadiscretionofherown。Itshowedskill,itshowedfeeling。Isabelsatdownnoiselesslyonthenearestchairandwaitedtilltheendofthepiece。Whenitwasfinishedshefeltastrongdesiretothanktheplayer,androsefromherseattodoso,whileatthesametimethestrangerturnedquicklyround,asifbutjustawareofherpresence。
  That’sverybeautiful,andyourplayingmakesitmorebeautifulstill,saidIsabelwithalltheyoungradiancewithwhichsheusuallyutteredatruthfulrapture。
  Youdon’tthinkIdisturbedMr。Touchettthen?themusicianansweredassweetlyasthiscomplimentdeserved。ThehouseissolargeandhisroomsofarawaythatIthoughtImightventure,especiallyasIplayedjust-justduboutdesdoigts。
  She’saFrenchwoman,Isabelsaidtoherself。shesaysthatasifshewereFrench。Andthissuppositionmadethevisitormoreinterestingtoourspeculativeheroine。Ihopemyuncle’sdoingwell,Isabeladded。Ishouldthinkthattohearsuchlovelymusicasthatwouldreallymakehimfeelbetter。
  Theladysmiledanddiscriminated。I’mafraidtherearemomentsinlifewhenevenSchuberthasnothingtosaytous。Wemustadmit,however,thattheyareourworst。
  I’mnotinthatstatenowthen,saidIsabel。OnthecontraryI
  shouldbesogladifyouwouldplaysomethingmore。
  Ifitwillgiveyoupleasure-delighted。Andthisobligingpersontookherplaceagainandstruckafewchords,whileIsabelsatdownnearertheinstrument。Suddenlythenew-comerstoppedwithherhandsonthekeys,half-turningandlookingoverhershoulder。Shewasfortyyearsoldandnotpretty,thoughherexpressioncharmed。
  Pardonme,shesaid。butareyoutheniece-theyoungAmerican?
  I’mmyaunt’sniece,Isabelrepliedwithsimplicity。
  Theladyatthepianosatstillamomentlonger,castingherairofinterestoverhershoulder。That’sverywell。we’recompatriots。Andthenshebegantoplay。
  Ahthenshe’snotFrench,Isabelmurmured。andastheoppositesuppositionhadmadeherromanticitmighthaveseemedthatthisrevelationwouldhavemarkedadrop。Butsuchwasnotthefact。
  rarereventhantobeFrenchseemedittobeAmericanonsuchinterestingterms。
  Theladyplayedinthesamemannerasbefore,softlyandsolemnly,andwhilesheplayedtheshadowsdeepenedintheroom。Theautumntwilightgatheredin,andfromherplaceIsabelcouldseetherain,whichhadnowbeguninearnest,washingthecold-lookinglawnandthewindshakingthegreattrees。Atlast,whenthemusichadceased,hercompaniongotupand,comingnearerwithasmile,beforeIsabelhadtimetothankheragain,said:I’mverygladyou’vecomeback。I’veheardagreatdealaboutyou。
  Isabelthoughtheraveryattractiveperson,butneverthelessspokewithacertainabruptnessinreplytothisspeech。Fromwhomhaveyouheardaboutme?
  Thestrangerhesitatedasinglemomentandthen,Fromyouruncle,sheanswered。I’vebeenherethreedays,andthefirstdayheletmecomeandpayhimavisitinhisroom。Thenhetalkedconstantlyofyou。
  Asyoudidn’tknowmethatmustratherhaveboredyou。
  Itmademewanttoknowyou。Allthemorethatsincethen-yourauntbeingsomuchwithMr。Touchett-I’vebeenquitealoneandhavegotrathertiredofmyownsociety。I’venotchosenagoodmomentformyvisit。
  Aservanthadcomeinwithlampsandwaspresentlyfollowedbyanotherbearingthetea-tray。OntheappearanceofthisrepastMrs。
  Touchetthadapparentlybeennotified,forshenowarrivedandaddressedherselftothetea-pot。Hergreetingtoherniecedidnotdiffermateriallyfromhermannerofraisingthelidofthisreceptacleinordertoglanceatthecontents:inneitheractwasitbecomingtomakeashowofavidity。Questionedaboutherhusbandshewasunabletosayhewasbetter。butthelocaldoctorwaswithhim,andmuchlightwasexpectedfromthisgentleman’sconsultationwithSirMatthewHope。
  Isupposeyoutwoladieshavemadeacquaintance,shepursued。
  Ifyouhaven’tIrecommendyoutodoso。forsolongaswecontinue-RalphandI-toclusteraboutMr。Touchett’sbedyou’renotlikelytohavemuchsocietybuteachother。
  Iknownothingaboutyoubutthatyou’reagreatmusician,
  Isabelsaidtothevisitor。
  There’sagooddealmorethanthattoknow,Mrs。Touchettaffirmedinherlittledrytone。
  Averylittleofit,Iamsure,willcontentMissArcher!theladyexclaimedwithalightlaugh。I’manoldfriendofyouraunt’s。
  I’velivedmuchinFlorence。I’mMadameMerle。Shemadethislastannouncementasifshewerereferringtoapersonoftolerablydistinctidentity。ForIsabel,however,itrepresentedlittle。shecouldonlycontinuetofeelthatMadameMerlehadascharmingamannerasanyshehadeverencountered。
  She’snotaforeignerinspiteofhername,saidMrs。Touchett。
  Shewasborn-Ialwaysforgetwhereyouwereborn。
  It’shardlyworthwhilethenIshouldtellyou。
  Onthecontrary,saidMrs。Touchett,whorarelymissedalogicalpoint。ifIrememberedyourtellingmewouldbequitesuperfluous。
  MadameMerleglancedatIsabelwithasortofworld-widesmile,athingthatover-reachedfrontiers。Iwasbornundertheshadowofthenationalbanner。
  She’stoofondofmystery,saidMrs。Touchett。that’shergreatfault。
  Ah,exclaimedMadameMerle,I’vegreatfaults,butIdon’tthinkthat’soneofthem。itcertainlyisn’tthegreatest。IcameintotheworldintheBrooklynnavy-yard。MyfatherwasahighofficerintheUnitedStatesNavy,andhadapost-apostofresponsibility-inthatestablishmentatthetime。IsupposeIoughttolovethesea,butIhateit。That’swhyIdon’treturntoAmerica。Ilovetheland。
  thegreatthingistolovesomething。
  Isabel,asadispassionatewitness,hadnotbeenstruckwiththeforceofMrs。Touchett’scharacterizationofhervisitor,whohadanexpressive,communicative,responsiveface,bynomeansofthesortwhich,toIsabel’smind,suggestedasecretivedisposition。Itwasafacethattoldofanamplitudeofnatureandofquickandfreemotionsand,thoughithadnoregularbeauty,wasinthehighestdegreeengagingandattaching。MadameMerlewasatall,fair,smoothwoman。
  everythinginherpersonwasroundandreplete,thoughwithoutthoseaccumulationswhichsuggestheaviness。Herfeatureswerethickbutinperfectproportionandharmony,andhercomplexionhadahealthyclearness。Hergreyeyesweresmallbutfulloflightandincapableofstupidity-incapable,accordingtosomepeople,evenoftears。shehadaliberal,full-rimmedmouthwhichwhenshesmileddrewitselfupwardtotheleftsideinamannerthatmostpeoplethoughtveryodd,someveryaffectedandafewverygraceful。Isabelinclinedtorangeherselfinthelastcategory。MadameMerlehadthick,fairhair,arrangedsomehowclassicallyandasifshewereaBust,Isabeljudged-aJunooraNiobe。andlargewhitehands,ofaperfectshape,ashapesoperfectthattheirpossessor,preferringtoleavethemunadorned,worenojewelledrings。Isabelhadtakenheratfirst,aswehaveseen,foraFrenchwoman。butextendedobservationmighthaverankedherasaGerman-aGermanofhighdegree,perhapsanAustrian,abaroness,acountess,aprincess。ItwouldneverhavebeensupposedshehadcomeintotheworldinBrooklyn-thoughonecoulddoubtlessnothavecarriedthroughanyargumentthattheairofdistinctionmarkingherinsoeminentadegreewasinconsistentwithsuchabirth。Itwastruethatthenationalbannerhadfloatedimmediatelyoverhercradle,andthebreezyfreedomofthestarsandstripesmighthaveshedaninfluenceupontheattitudeshetheretooktowardslife。Andyetshehadevidentlynothingofthefluttered,flappingqualityofamorselofbuntinginthewind。hermannerexpressedthereposeandconfidencewhichcomefromalargeexperience。Experience,however,hadnotquenchedheryouth。ithadsimplymadehersympatheticandsupple。Shewasinawordawomanofstrongimpulseskeptinadmirableorder。ThiscommendeditselftoIsabelasanidealcombination。
  Thegirlmadethesereflectionswhilethethreeladiessatattheirtea,butthatceremonywasinterruptedbeforelongbythearrivalofthegreatdoctorfromLondon,whohadbeenimmediatelyusheredintothedrawing-room。Mrs。Touchetttookhimofftothelibraryforaprivatetalk。andthenMadameMerleandIsabelparted,tomeetagainatdinner。TheideaofseeingmoreofthisinterestingwomandidmuchtomitigateIsabel’ssenseofthesadnessnowsettlingonGardencourt。
  Whenshecameintothedrawing-roombeforedinnershefoundtheplaceempty。butinthecourseofamomentRalpharrived。Hisanxietyabouthisfatherhadbeenlightened。SirMatthewHope’sviewofhisconditionwaslessdepressedthanhisownhadbeen。Thedoctorrecommendedthatthenursealoneshouldremainwiththeoldmanforthenextthreeorfourhours。sothatRalph,hismotherandthegreatphysicianhimselfwerefreetodineattable。Mrs。TouchettandSirMatthewappeared。MadameMerlewasthelast。
  BeforeshecameIsabelspokeofhertoRalph,whowasstandingbeforethefireplace。PraywhoisthisMadameMerle?
  ThecleverestwomanIknow,notexceptingyourself,saidRalph。
  Ithoughtsheseemedverypleasant。
  Iwassureyou’dthinkherverypleasant。
  Isthatwhyyouinvitedher?
  Ididn’tinviteher,andwhenwecamebackfromLondonIdidn’tknowshewashere。Nooneinvitedher。She’safriendofmymother’s,andjustafteryouandIwenttotownmymothergotanotefromher。ShehadarrivedinEnglandsheusuallylivesabroad,thoughshehasfirstandlastspentagooddealoftimehere,andaskedleavetocomedownforafewdays。She’sawomanwhocanmakesuchproposalswithperfectconfidence。she’ssowelcomewherevershegoes。
  Andwithmymothertherecouldbenoquestionofhesitating。she’stheonepersonintheworldwhommymotherverymuchadmires。Ifshewerenotherselfwhichsheafterallmuchprefers,shewouldliketobeMadameMerle。Itwouldindeedbeagreatchange。
  Well,she’sverycharming,saidIsabel。Andsheplaysbeautifully。
  Shedoeseverythingbeautifully。She’scomplete。
  Isabellookedathercousinamoment。Youdon’tlikeher。
  Onthecontrary,Iwasonceinlovewithher。
  Andshedidn’tcareforyou,andthat’swhyyoudon’tlikeher。
  Howcanwehavediscussedsuchthings?MonsieurMerlewasthenliving。
  Ishedeadnow?
  Soshesays。
  Don’tyoubelieveher?
  Yes,becausethestatementagreeswiththeprobabilities。ThehusbandofMadameMerlewouldbelikelytopassaway。
  Isabelgazedathercousinagain。Idon’tknowwhatyoumean。Youmeansomething-thatyoudon’tmean。WhatwasMonsieurMerle?
  ThehusbandofMadame。
  You’reveryodious。Hassheanychildren?
  Nottheleastlittlechild-fortunately。
  Fortunately?
  Imeanfortunatelyforthechild。She’dbesuretospoilit。
  Isabelwasapparentlyonthepointofassuringhercousinforthethirdtimethathewasodious。butthediscussionwasinterruptedbythearrivaloftheladywhowasthetopicofit。Shecamerustlinginquickly,apologizingforbeinglate,fasteningabracelet,dressedindarkbluesatin,whichexposedawhitebosomthatwasineffectuallycoveredbyacurioussilvernecklace。Ralphofferedherhisarmwiththeexaggeratedalertnessofamanwhowasnolongeralover。
  Evenifthishadstillbeenhiscondition,however,Ralphhadotherthingstothinkabout。ThegreatdoctorspentthenightatGardencourtand,returningtoLondononthemorrow,afteranotherconsultationwithMr。Touchett’sownmedicaladviser,concurredinRalph’sdesirethatheshouldseethepatientagainonthedayfollowing。OnthedayfollowingSirMatthewHopereappearedatGardencourt,andnowtookalessencouragingviewoftheoldman,whohadgrownworseinthetwenty-fourhours。Hisfeeblenesswasextreme,andtohisson,whoconstantlysatbyhisbedside,itoftenseemedthathisendmustbeathand。Thelocaldoctor,averysagaciousman,inwhomRalphhadsecretlymoreconfidencethaninhisdistinguishedcolleague,wasconstantlyinattendance,andSirMatthewHopecamebackseveraltimes。Mr。Touchettwasmuchofthetimeunconscious。hesleptagreatdeal。herarelyspoke。IsabelhadagreatdesiretobeusefultohimandwasallowedtowatchwithhimathourswhenhisotherattendantsofwhomMrs。Touchettwasnottheleastregularwenttotakerest。Heneverseemedtoknowher,andshealwayssaidtoherself,SupposeheshoulddiewhileI’msittinghere。anideawhichexcitedherandkeptherawake。Onceheopenedhiseyesforawhileandfixedthemuponherintelligently,butwhenshewenttohim,hopinghewouldrecognizeher,heclosedthemandrelapsedintostupor。Thedayafterthis,however,herevivedforalongertime。butonthisoccasionRalphonlywaswithhim。Theoldmanbegantotalk,muchtohisson’ssatisfaction,whoassuredhimthattheyshouldpresentlyhavehimsittingup。
  No,myboy,saidMr。Touchett,notunlessyouburymeinasittingposture,assomeoftheancients-wasittheancients?-usedtodo。
  Ah,daddy,don’ttalkaboutthat,Ralphmurmured。Youmustn’tdenythatyou’regettingbetter。
  Therewillbenoneedofmydenyingitifyoudon’tsayit,theoldmananswered。Whyshouldweprevaricatejustatthelast?Weneverprevaricatedbefore。I’vegottodiesometime,andit’sbettertodiewhenone’ssickthanwhenone’swell。I’mverysick-
  assickasIshalleverbe。Ihopeyoudon’twanttoprovethatI
  shalleverbeworsethanthis?Thatwouldbetoobad。Youdon’t?
  Wellthen。
  Havingmadethisexcellentpointhebecamequiet。butthenexttimethatRalphwaswithhimheagainaddressedhimselftoconversation。ThenursehadgonetohersupperandRalphwasaloneincharge,havingjustrelievedMrs。Touchett,whohadbeenonguardsincedinner。Theroomwaslightedonlybytheflickeringfire,whichoflatehadbecomenecessary,andRalph’stallshadowwasprojectedoverwallandceilingwithanoutlineconstantlyvaryingbutalwaysgrotesque。
  Who’sthatwithme-isitmyson?theoldmanasked。
  Yes,it’syourson,daddy。
  Andistherenooneelse?
  Nooneelse。
  Mr。Touchettsaidnothingforawhile。andthen,Iwanttotalkalittle,hewenton。
  Won’tittireyou?Ralphdemurred。
  Itwon’tmatterifitdoes。Ishallhavealongrest。Iwanttotalkaboutyou。
  Ralphhaddrawnnearertothebed。hesatleaningforwardwithhishandonhisfather’s。Youhadbetterselectabrightertopic。
  Youwerealwaysbright。Iusedtobeproudofyourbrightness。I
  shouldlikesomuchtothinkyou’ddosomething。
  Ifyouleaveus,saidRalph,Ishalldonothingbutmissyou。
  That’sjustwhatIdon’twant。it’swhatIwanttotalkabout。
  Youmustgetanewinterest。
  Idon’twantanewinterest,daddy。IhavemoreoldonesthanI
  knowwhattodowith。
  Theoldmanlaytherelookingathisson。hisfacewasthefaceofthedying,buthiseyesweretheeyesofDanielTouchett。HeseemedtobereckoningoverRalph’sinterests。Ofcourseyouhaveyourmother,
  hesaidatlast。You’lltakecareofher。
  Mymotherwillalwaystakecareofherself,Ralphreturned。
  Well,saidhisfather,perhapsasshegrowsoldershe’llneedalittlehelp。
  Ishallnotseethat。She’lloutliveme。
  Verylikelyshewill。butthat’snoreason-!Mr。Touchettlethisphrasedieawayinahelplessbutnotquitequeruloussighandremainedsilentagain。
  Don’ttroubleyourselfaboutus,saidhisson。MymotherandI
  getonverywelltogether,youknow。
  Yougetonbyalwaysbeingapart。that’snotnatural。
  Ifyouleaveusweshallprobablyseemoreofeachother。
  Well,theoldmanobservedwithwanderingirrelevance,itcan’tbesaidthatmydeathwillmakemuchdifferenceinyourmother’slife。
  Itwillprobablymakemorethanyouthink。
  Well,she’llhavemoremoney,saidMr。Touchett。I’veleftheragoodwife’sportion,justasifshehadbeenagoodwife。
  Shehasbeenone,daddy,accordingtoherowntheory。Shehasnevertroubledyou。
  Ah,sometroublesarepleasant,Mr。Touchettmurmured。Thoseyou’vegivenmeforinstance。Butyourmotherhasbeenless-less-
  whatshallIcallit?lessoutofthewaysinceI’vebeenill。I
  presumesheknowsI’venoticedit。
  Ishallcertainlytellherso。I’msogladyoumentionit。
  Itwon’tmakeanydifferencetoher。shedoesn’tdoittopleaseme。Shedoesittoplease-toplease-Andhelayawhiletryingtothinkwhyshedidit。Shedoesitbecauseitsuitsher。Butthat’snotwhatIwanttotalkabout,headded。It’saboutyou。You’llbeverywelloff。
  Yes,saidRalph,Iknowthat。ButIhopeyou’venotforgottenthetalkwehadayearago-whenItoldyouexactlywhatmoneyIshouldneedandbeggedyoutomakesomegooduseoftherest。
  Yes,yes,Iremember。Imadeanewwill-inafewdays。Isupposeitwasthefirsttimesuchathinghadhappened-ayoungmantryingtogetawillmadeagainsthim。
  Itisnotagainstme,saidRalph。Itwouldbeagainstmetohavealargepropertytotakecareof。It’simpossibleforamaninmystateofhealthtospendmuchmoney,andenoughisasgoodasafeast。
  Well,you’llhaveenough-andsomethingover。Therewillbemorethanenoughforone-therewillbeenoughfortwo。
  That’stoomuch,saidRalph。
  Ah,don’tsaythat。Thebestthingyoucando,whenI’mgone,willbetomarry。
  Ralphhadforeseenwhathisfatherwascomingto,andthissuggestionwasbynomeansfresh。IthadlongbeenMr。Touchett’smostingeniouswayoftakingthecheerfulviewofhisson’spossibleduration。Ralphhadusuallytreateditfacetiously。butpresentcircumstancesproscribedthefacetious。Hesimplyfellbackinhischairandreturnedhisfather’sappealinggaze。
  IfI,withawifewhohasn’tbeenveryfondofme,havehadaveryhappylife,saidtheoldman,carryinghisingenuityfurtherstill,whatalifemightn’tyouhaveifyoushouldmarryapersondifferentfromMrs。Touchett。Therearemoredifferentfromherthantherearelikeher。Ralphstillsaidnothing。andafterapausehisfatherresumedsoftly:Whatdoyouthinkofyourcousin?
  AtthisRalphstarted,meetingthequestionwithastrainedsmile。
  DoIunderstandyoutoproposethatIshouldmarryIsabel?
  Well,that’swhatitcomestointheend。Don’tyoulikeIsabel?
  Yes,verymuch。AndRalphgotupfromhischairandwanderedovertothefire。Hestoodbeforeitaninstantandthenhestoopedandstirreditmechanically。
  IlikeIsabelverymuch,herepeated。
  Well,saidhisfather,Iknowshelikesyou。Shehastoldmehowmuchshelikesyou。
  Didsheremarkthatshewouldliketomarryme?
  No,butshecan’thaveanythingagainstyou。Andshe’sthemostcharmingyoungladyI’veeverseen。Andshewouldbegoodtoyou。I
  havethoughtagreatdealaboutit。
  SohaveI,saidRalph,comingbacktothebedsideagain。I
  don’tmindtellingyouthat。
  Youareinlovewithherthen?Ishouldthinkyouwouldbe。It’sasifshecameoveronpurpose。
  No,I’mnotinlovewithher。butIshouldbeif-ifcertainthingsweredifferent。
  Ah,thingsarealwaysdifferentfromwhattheymightbe,saidtheoldman。Ifyouwaitforthemtochangeyou’llneverdoanything。
  Idon’tknowwhetheryouknow,hewenton。butIsupposethere’snoharminmyalludingtoitatsuchanhourasthis:therewassomeonewantedtomarryIsabeltheotherday,andshewouldn’thavehim。
  IknowsherefusedWarburton:hetoldmehimself。
  Well,thatprovesthere’sachanceforsomebodyelse。
  SomebodyelsetookhischancetheotherdayinLondon-andgotnothingbyit。
  Wasityou?Mr。Touchetteagerlyasked。
  No,itwasanolderfriend。apoorgentlemanwhocameoverfromAmericatoseeaboutit。
  Well,I’msorryforhim,whoeverhewas。ButitonlyproveswhatIsay-thattheway’sopentoyou。
  Ifitis,dearfather,it’sallthegreaterpitythatI’munabletotreadit。Ihaven’tmanyconvictions。butIhavethreeorfourthatIholdstrongly。Oneisthatpeople,onthewhole,hadbetternotmarrytheircousins。Anotheristhatpeopleinanadvancedstageofpulmonarydisorderhadbetternotmarryatall。
  Theoldmanraisedhisweakhandandmovedittoandfrobeforehisface。Whatdoyoumeanbythat?Youlookatthingsinawaythatwouldmakeeverythingwrong。Whatsortofacousinisacousinthatyouhadneverseenformorethantwentyyearsofherlife?
  We’realleachother’scousins,andifwestoppedatthatthehumanracewoulddieout。It’sjustthesamewithyourbadlung。You’reagreatdealbetterthanyouusedtobe。Allyouwantistoleadanaturallife。Itisagreatdealmorenaturaltomarryaprettyyoungladythatyou’reinlovewiththanitistoremainsingleonfalseprinciples。
  I’mnotinlovewithIsabel,saidRalph。
  Yousaidjustnowthatyouwouldbeifyoudidn’tthinkitwrong。I
  wanttoprovetoyouthatitisn’twrong。
  Itwillonlytireyou,deardaddy,saidRalph,whomarvelledathisfather’stenacityandathisfindingstrengthtoinsist。Thenwhereshallweallbe?
  WhereshallyoubeifIdon’tprovideforyou?Youwon’thaveanythingtodowiththebank,andyouwon’thavemetotakecareof。
  Yousayyou’vesomanyinterests。butIcan’tmakethemout。
  Ralphleanedbackinhischairwithfoldedarms。hiseyeswerefixedforsometimeinmeditation。Atlast,withtheairofamanfairlymusteringcourage,Itakeagreatinterestinmycousin,hesaid,butnotthesortofinterestyoudesire。Ishallnotlivemanyyears。
  butIhopeIshalllivelongenoughtoseewhatshedoeswithherself。
  She’sentirelyindependentofme。Icanexerciseverylittleinfluenceuponherlife。ButIshouldliketodosomethingforher。
  Whatshouldyouliketodo?
  Ishouldliketoputalittlewindinhersails。
  Whatdoyoumeanbythat?
  Ishouldliketoputitintoherpowertodosomeofthethingsshewants。Shewantstoseetheworldforinstance。Ishouldliketoputmoneyinherpurse。
  Ah,I’mgladyou’vethoughtofthat,saidtheoldman。ButI’vethoughtofittoo。I’veleftheralegacy-fivethousandpounds。
  That’scapital。it’sverykindofyou。ButIshouldliketodoalittlemore。
  SomethingofthatveiledacutenesswithwhichithadbeenonDanielTouchett’spartthehabitofalifetimetolistentoafinancialpropositionstilllingeredinthefaceinwhichtheinvalidhadnotobliteratedthemanofhappiness。Ishallbehappytoconsiderit,hesaidsoftly。
  Isabel’spoorthen。Mymothertellsmethatshehasbutafewhundreddollarsayear。Ishouldliketomakeherrich。
  Whatdoyoumeanbyrich?
  Icallpeoplerichwhenthey’reabletomeettherequirementsoftheirimagination。Isabelhasagreatdealofimagination。
  Sohaveyou,myson,saidMr。Touchett,listeningveryattentivelybutalittleconfusedly。
  YoutellmeIshallhavemoneyenoughfortwo。WhatIwantisthatyoushouldkindlyrelievemeofmysuperfluityandmakeitovertoIsabel。Dividemyinheritanceintotwoequalhalvesandgiveherthesecond。
  Todowhatshelikeswith?
  Absolutelywhatshelikes。
  Andwithoutanequivalent?
  Whatequivalentcouldtherebe?
  TheoneI’vealreadymentioned。
  Hermarrying-someoneorother?It’sjusttodoawaywithanythingofthatsortthatImakemysuggestion。Ifshehasaneasyincomeshe’llneverhavetomarryforasupport。That’swhatIwantcannilytoprevent。Shewishestobefree,andyourbequestwillmakeherfree。
  Well,youseemtohavethoughtitout,saidMr。Touchett。ButI
  don’tseewhyyouappealtome。Themoneywillbeyours,andyoucaneasilygiveittoheryourself。
  Ralphopenlystared。Ah,dearfather,Ican’tofferIsabelmoney!
  Theoldmangaveagroan。Don’ttellmeyou’renotinlovewithher!Doyouwantmetohavethecreditofit?
  Entirely。Ishouldlikeitsimplytobeaclauseinyourwill,withouttheslightestreferencetome。
  Doyouwantmetomakeanewwillthen?
  Afewwordswilldoit。youcanattendtoitthenexttimeyoufeelalittlelively。
  YoumusttelegraphtoMr。Hilarythen。I’lldonothingwithoutmysolicitor。
  YoushallseeMr。Hilaryto-morrow。
  He’llthinkwe’vequarrelled,youandI,saidtheoldman。
  Veryprobably。Ishalllikehimtothinkit,saidRalph,smiling。and,tocarryouttheidea,IgiveyounoticethatIshallbeverysharp,quitehorridandstrange,withyou。
  Thehumourofthisappearedtotouchhisfather,wholayalittlewhiletakingitin。I’lldoanythingyoulike,Mr。Touchettsaidatlast。butI’mnotsureit’sright。Yousayyouwanttoputwindinhersails。butaren’tyouafraidofputtingtoomuch?
  Ishouldliketoseehergoingbeforethebreeze!Ralphanswered。
  Youspeakasifitwereforyourmereamusement。
  Soitis,agooddeal。
  Well,Idon’tthinkIunderstand,saidMr。Touchettwithasigh。
  YoungmenareverydifferentfromwhatIwas。WhenIcaredforagirl-whenIwasyoung-Iwantedtodomorethanlookather。You’vescruplesthatIshouldn’thavehad,andyou’veideasthatI
  shouldn’thavehadeither。YousayIsabelwantstobefree,andthatherbeingrichwillkeepherfrommarryingformoney。Doyouthinkthatshe’sagirltodothat?
  Bynomeans。Butshehaslessmoneythanshehaseverhadbefore。
  Herfatherthengavehereverything,becauseheusedtospendhiscapital。Shehasnothingbutthecrumbsofthatfeasttoliveon,andshedoesn’treallyknowhowmeagretheyare-shehasyettolearnit。Mymotherhastoldmeallaboutit。Isabelwilllearnitwhenshe’sreallythrownupontheworld,anditwouldbeverypainfultometothinkofhercomingtotheconsciousnessofalotofwantssheshouldbeunabletosatisfy。
  I’veleftherfivethousandpounds。Shecansatisfyagoodmanywantswiththat。
  Shecanindeed。Butshewouldprobablyspenditintwoorthreeyears。
  Youthinkshe’dbeextravagantthen?
  Mostcertainly,saidRalph,smilingserenely。