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HetookaresolveafterthisnottomisinterpretherwordsevenwhenMissStackpoleappearedtostrikethepersonalnotemoststrongly。
Hebethoughthimselfthatpersons,inherview,weresimpleandhomogeneousorganisms,andthathe,forhisownpart,wastoopervertedarepresentativeofthenatureofmantohavearighttodealwithherinstrictreciprocity。Hecarriedouthisresolvewithagreatdealoftact,andtheyoungladyfoundinrenewedcontactwithhimnoobstacletotheexerciseofhergeniusforunshrinkingenquiry,thegeneralapplicationofherconfidence。HersituationatGardencourttherefore,appreciatedaswehaveseenhertobebyIsabelandfullofappreciationherselfofthatfreeplayofintelligencewhich,tohersense,renderedIsabel’scharacterasister-spirit,andoftheeasyvenerablenessofMr。Touchett,whosenobletone,asshesaid,metwithherfullapproval-hersituationatGardencourtwouldhavebeenperfectlycomfortablehadshenotconceivedanirresistiblemistrustofthelittleladyforwhomshehadatfirstsupposedherselfobligedtoallowasmistressofthehouse。Shepresentlydiscovered,intruth,thatthisobligationwasofthelightestandthatMrs。TouchettcaredverylittlehowMissStackpolebehaved。Mrs。TouchetthaddefinedhertoIsabelasbothanadventuressandabore-adventuressesusuallygivingonemoreofathrill。shehadexpressedsomesurpriseatherniece’shavingselectedsuchafriend,yethadimmediatelyaddedthatsheknewIsabel’sfriendswereherownaffairandthatshehadneverundertakentolikethemallortorestrictthegirltothosesheliked。
IfyoucouldseenonebutthepeopleIlike,mydear,you’dhaveaverysmallsociety,Mrs。Touchettfranklyadmitted。andIdon’tthinkIlikeanymanorwomanwellenoughtorecommendthemtoyou。
Whenitcomestorecommendingit’saseriousaffair。Idon’tlikeMissStackpole-everythingaboutherdispleasesme。shetalkssomuchtooloudandlooksatoneasifonewantedtolookather-whichonedoesn’t。I’msureshehaslivedallherlifeinaboarding-house,andIdetestthemannersandthelibertiesofsuchplaces。IfyouaskmeifIprefermyownmanners,whichyoudoubtlessthinkverybad,I’lltellyouthatIpreferthemimmensely。MissStackpoleknowsI
detestboarding-housecivilization,andshedetestsmefordetestingit,becauseshethinksitthehighestintheworld。She’dlikeGardencourtagreatdealbetterifitwereaboarding-house。Forme,I
finditalmosttoomuchofone!Weshallnevergetontogethertherefore,andthere’snousetrying。
Mrs。TouchettwasrightinguessingthatHenriettadisapprovedofher,butshehadnotquiteputherfingeronthereason。AdayortwoafterMissStackpole’sarrivalshehadmadesomeinvidiousreflexionsonAmericanhotels,whichexcitedaveinofcounterargumentonthepartofthecorrespondentoftheInterviewer,whointheexerciseofherprofessionhadacquaintedherself,inthewesternworld,witheveryformofcaravansary。HenriettaexpressedtheopinionthatAmericanhotelswerethebestintheworld,andMrs。Touchett,freshfromarenewedstrugglewiththem,recordedaconvictionthattheyweretheworst。Ralph,withhisexperimentalgeniality,suggested,bywayofhealingthebreach,thatthetruthlaybetweenthetwoextremesandthattheestablishmentsinquestionoughttobedescribedasfairmiddling。Thiscontributiontothediscussion,however,MissStackpolerejectedwithscorn。Middlingindeed!Iftheywerenotthebestintheworldtheyweretheworst,buttherewasnothingmiddlingaboutanAmericanhotel。
Wejudgefromdifferentpointsofview,evidently,saidMrs。
Touchett。Iliketobetreatedasanindividual。youliketobetreatedasa’party。’
Idon’tknowwhatyoumean,Henriettareplied。IliketobetreatedasanAmericanlady。
PoorAmericanladies!criedMrs。Touchettwithalaugh。They’retheslavesofslaves。
They’rethecompanionsoffreemen,Henriettaretorted。
They’rethecompanionsoftheirservants-theIrishchambermaidandthenegrowaiter。Theysharetheirwork。
DoyoucallthedomesticsinanAmericanhousehold’slaves’?
MissStackpoleenquired。Ifthat’sthewayyoudesiretotreatthem,nowonderyoudon’tlikeAmerica。
Ifyou’venotgoodservantsyou’remiserable,Mrs。Touchettserenelysaid。They’reverybadinAmerica,butI’vefiveperfectonesinFlorence。
Idon’tseewhatyouwantwithfive,Henriettacouldn’thelpobserving。Idon’tthinkIshouldliketoseefivepersonssurroundingmeinthatmenialposition。
Iliketheminthatpositionbetterthaninsomeothers,
proclaimedMrs。Touchettwithmuchmeaning。
ShouldyoulikemebetterifIwereyourbutler,dear?herhusbandasked。
Idon’tthinkIshould:youwouldn’tatallhavethetenue。
Thecompanionsoffreemen-Ilikethat,MissStackpole,saidRalph。It’sabeautifuldescription。
WhenIsaidfreemenIdidn’tmeanyou,sir!
AndthiswastheonlyrewardthatRalphgotforhiscompliment。MissStackpolewasbaffled。sheevidentlythoughttherewassomethingtreasonableinMrs。Touchett’sappreciationofaclasswhichsheprivatelyjudgedtobeamysterioussurvivaloffeudalism。ItwasperhapsbecausehermindwasoppressedwiththisimagethatshesufferedsomedaystoelapsebeforeshetookoccasiontosaytoIsabel:Mydearfriend,Iwonderifyou’regrowingfaithless。
Faithless?Faithlesstoyou,Henrietta?
No,thatwouldbeagreatpain。butit’snotthat。
Faithlesstomycountrythen?
Ah,thatIhopewillneverbe。WhenIwrotetoyoufromLiverpoolI
saidIhadsomethingparticulartotellyou。You’veneveraskedmewhatitis。Isitbecauseyou’vesuspected?
Suspectedwhat?AsaruleIdon’tthinkIsuspect,saidIsabel。I
remembernowthatphraseinyourletter,butIconfessIhadforgottenit。Whathaveyoutotellme?
Henriettalookeddisappointed,andhersteadygazebetrayedit。Youdon’taskthatright-asifyouthoughtitimportant。You’rechanged-you’rethinkingofotherthings。
Tellmewhatyoumean,andI’llthinkofthat。
Willyoureallythinkofit?That’swhatIwishtobesureof。
I’venotmuchcontrolofmythoughts,butI’lldomybest,saidIsabel。Henriettagazedather,insilence,foraperiodwhichtriedIsabel’spatience,sothatourheroineaddedatlast:Doyoumeanthatyou’regoingtobemarried?
NottillI’veseenEurope!saidMissStackpole。Whatareyoulaughingat?shewenton。WhatImeanisthatMr。Goodwoodcameoutinthesteamerwithme。
Ah!Isabelresponded。
Yousaythatright。Ihadagooddealoftalkwithhim。hehascomeafteryou。
Didhetellyouso?
No,hetoldmenothing。that’showIknewit,saidHenriettacleverly。Hesaidverylittleaboutyou,butIspokeofyouagooddeal。
Isabelwaited。AtthementionofMr。Goodwood’snameshehadturnedalittlepale。I’mverysorryyoudidthat,sheobservedatlast。
Itwasapleasuretome,andIlikedthewayhelistened。Icouldhavetalkedalongtimetosuchalistener。hewassoquiet,sointense。hedrankitallin。
Whatdidyousayaboutme?Isabelasked。
IsaidyouwereonthewholethefinestcreatureIknow。
I’mverysorryforthat。Hethinkstoowellofmealready。heoughtn’ttobeencouraged。
He’sdyingforalittleencouragement。Iseehisfacenow,andhisearnestabsorbedlookwhileItalked。Ineversawanuglymanlooksohandsome。
He’sverysimple-minded,saidIsabel。Andhe’snotsougly。
There’snothingsosimplifyingasagrandpassion。
It’snotagrandpassion。I’mverysureit’snotthat。
Youdon’tsaythatasifyouweresure。
Isabelgaveratheracoldsmile。IshallsayitbettertoMr。
Goodwoodhimself。
He’llsoongiveyouachance,saidHenrietta。Isabelofferednoanswertothisassertion,whichhercompanionmadewithanairofgreatconfidence。He’llfindyouchanged,thelatterpursued。
You’vebeenaffectedbyyournewsurroundings。
Verylikely。I’maffectedbyeverything。
ByeverythingbutMr。Goodwood!MissStackpoleexclaimedwithaslightlyharshhilarity。
Isabelfailedeventosmilebackandinamomentshesaid:Didheaskyoutospeaktome?
Notinsomanywords。Buthiseyesaskedit-andhishandshake,whenhebademegood-bye。
Thankyoufordoingso。AndIsabelturnedaway。
Yes,you’rechanged。you’vegotnewideasoverhere,herfriendcontinued。
Ihopeso,saidIsabel。oneshouldgetasmanynewideasaspossible。
Yes。buttheyshouldn’tinterferewiththeoldoneswhentheoldoneshavebeentherightones。
Isabelturnedaboutagain。IfyoumeanthatIhadanyideawithregardtoMr。Goodwood-!Butshefalteredbeforeherfriend’simplacableglitter。
Mydearchild,youcertainlyencouragedhim。
Isabelmadeforthemomentasiftodenythischarge。insteadofwhich,however,shepresentlyanswered:It’sverytrue。Ididencouragehim。AndthensheaskedifhercompanionhadlearnedfromMr。Goodwoodwhatheintendedtodo。Itwasaconcessiontohercuriosity,forshedislikeddiscussingthesubjectandfoundHenriettawantingindelicacy。
Iaskedhim,andhesaidhemeanttodonothing,MissStackpoleanswered。ButIdon’tbelievethat。he’snotamantodonothing。
Heisamanofhigh,boldaction。Whateverhappenstohimhe’llalwaysdosomething,andwhateverhedoeswillalwaysberight。
Iquitebelievethat。Henriettamightbewantingindelicacy,butittouchedthegirl,allthesame,tohearthisdeclaration。
Ah,youdocareforhim!hervisitorrangout。
Whateverhedoeswillalwaysberight,Isabelrepeated。Whenaman’softhatinfalliblemouldwhatdoesitmattertohimwhatonefeels?
Itmaynotmattertohim,butitmatterstoone’sself。
Ah,whatitmatterstome-that’snotwhatwe’rediscussing,
saidIsabelwithacoldsmile。
Thistimehercompanionwasgrave。Well,Idon’tcare。youhavechanged。You’renotthegirlyouwereafewshortweeksago,andMr。
Goodwoodwillseeit。Iexpecthimhereanyday。
Ihopehe’llhatemethen,saidIsabel。
IbelieveyouhopeitaboutasmuchasIbelievehimcapableofit。
Tothisobservationourheroinemadenoreturn。shewasabsorbedinthealarmgivenherbyHenrietta’sintimationthatCasparGoodwoodwouldpresenthimselfatGardencourt。Shepretendedtoherself,however,thatshethoughttheeventimpossible,and,later,shecommunicatedherdisbelieftoherfriend。Forthenextforty-eighthours,nevertheless,shestoodpreparedtoheartheyoungman’snameannounced。Thefeelingpresseduponher。itmadetheairsultry,asifthereweretobeachangeofweather。andtheweather,sociallyspeaking,hadbeensoagreeableduringIsabel’sstayatGardencourtthatanychangewouldbefortheworse。Hersuspenseindeedwasdissipatedthesecondday。ShehadwalkedintotheparkincompanywiththesociableBunchie,andafterstrollingaboutforsometime,inamanneratoncelistlessandrestless,hadseatedherselfonagardenbench,withinsightofthehouse,beneathaspreadingbeech,where,inawhitedressornamentedwithblackribbons,sheformedamongtheflickeringshadowsagracefulandharmoniousimage。Sheentertainedherselfforsomemomentswithtalkingtothelittleterrier,astowhomtheproposalofanownershipdividedwithhercousinhadbeenappliedasimpartiallyaspossible-impartiallyasBunchie’sownsomewhatfickleandinconstantsympathieswouldallow。Butshewasnotifiedforthefirsttime,onthisoccasion,ofthefinitecharacterofBunchie’sintellect。hithertoshehadbeenmainlystruckwithitsextent。Itseemedtoheratlastthatshewoulddowelltotakeabook。formerly,whenheavy-hearted,shehadbeenable,withthehelpofsomewell-chosenvolume,totransfertheseatofconsciousnesstotheorganofpurereason。Oflate,itwasnottobedenied,literaturehadseemedafadinglight,andevenaftershehadremindedherselfthatheruncle’slibrarywasprovidedwithacompletesetofthoseauthorswhichnogentleman’scollectionshouldbewithout,shesatmotionlessandempty-handed,hereyesbentonthecoolgreenturfofthelawn。Hermeditationswerepresentlyinterruptedbythearrivalofaservantwhohandedheraletter。TheletterboretheLondonpostmarkandwasaddressedinahandsheknew-thatcameintohervision,alreadysoheldbyhim,withthevividnessofthewriter’svoiceorhisface。Thisdocumentprovedshortandmaybegivenentire。
MYDEARMISSARCHER-Idon’tknowwhetheryouwillhaveheardofmycomingtoEngland,butevenifyouhavenotitwillscarcelybeasurprisetoyou。YouwillrememberthatwhenyougavememydismissalatAlbany,threemonthsago,Ididnotacceptit。I
protestedagainstit。YouinfactappearedtoacceptmyprotestandtoadmitthatIhadtherightonmyside。Ihadcometoseeyouwiththehopethatyouwouldletmebringyouovertomyconviction。myreasonsforentertainingthishopehadbeenofthebest。Butyoudisappointedit。Ifoundyouchanged,andyouwereabletogivemenoreasonforthechange。Youadmittedthatyouwereunreasonable,anditwastheonlyconcessionyouwouldmake。butitwasaverycheapone,becausethat’snotyourcharacter。No,youarenot,andyouneverwillbe,arbitraryorcapricious。ThereforeitisthatIbelieveyouwillletmeseeyouagain。YoutoldmethatI’mnotdisagreeabletoyou,andIbelieveit。forIdon’tseewhythatshouldbe。Ishallalwaysthinkofyou。Ishallneverthinkofanyoneelse。IcametoEnglandsimplybecauseyouarehere。Icouldn’tstayathomeafteryouhadgone:Ihatedthecountrybecauseyouwerenotinit。IfIlikethiscountryatpresentitisonlybecauseitholdsyou。IhavebeentoEnglandbefore,buthaveneverenjoyeditmuch。MayInotcomeandseeyouforhalfanhour?ThisatpresentisthedearestwishofyoursfaithfullyCASPARGOODWOOD
Isabelreadthismissivewithsuchdeepattentionthatshehadnotperceivedanapproachingtreadonthesoftgrass。Lookingup,however,asshemechanicallyfoldeditshesawLordWarburtonstandingbeforeher。
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Sheputtheletterintoherpocketandofferedhervisitorasmileofwelcome,exhibitingnotraceofdiscomposureandhalfsurprisedathercoolness。
Theytoldmeyouwereouthere,saidLordWarburton。andastherewasnooneinthedrawing-roomandit’sreallyyouthatIwishtosee,Icameoutwithnomoreado。
Isabelhadgotup。shefeltawish,forthemoment,thatheshouldnotsitdownbesideher。Iwasjustgoingindoors。
Pleasedon’tdothat。it’smuchjollierhere。I’veriddenoverfromLockleigh。it’salovelyday。Hissmilewaspeculiarlyfriendlyandpleasing,andhiswholepersonseemedtoemitthatradianceofgood-feelingandgoodfarewhichhadformedthecharmofthegirl’sfirstimpressionofhim。ItsurroundedhimlikeazoneoffineJuneweather。
We’llwalkaboutalittlethen,saidIsabel,whocouldnotdivestherselfofthesenseofanintentiononthepartofhervisitorandwhowishedbothtoeludetheintentionandtosatisfyhercuriosityaboutit。Ithadflasheduponhervisiononcebefore,andithadgivenheronthatoccasion,asweknow,acertainalarm。Thisalarmwascomposedofseveralelements,notallofwhichweredisagreeable。shehadindeedspentsomedaysinanalyzingthemandhadsucceededinseparatingthepleasantpartoftheideaofLordWarburton’smakinguptoherfromthepainful。Itmayappeartosomereadersthattheyoungladywasbothprecipitateandundulyfastidious。butthelatterofthesefacts,ifthechargebetrue,mayservetoexonerateherfromthediscreditoftheformer。Shewasnoteagertoconvinceherselfthataterritorialmagnate,asshehadheardLordWarburtoncalled,wassmittenwithhercharms。thefactofadeclarationfromsuchasourcecarryingwithitreallymorequestionsthanitwouldanswer。Shehadreceivedastrongimpressionofhisbeingapersonage,andshehadoccupiedherselfinexaminingtheimagesoconveyed。Attheriskofaddingtotheevidenceofherself-sufficiencyitmustbesaidthattherehadbeenmomentswhenthispossibilityofadmirationbyapersonagerepresentedtoheranaggressionalmosttothedegreeofanaffront,quitetothedegreeofaninconvenience。Shehadneveryetknownapersonage。therehadbeennopersonages,inthissense,inherlife。therewereprobablynonesuchatallinhernativeland。Whenshehadthoughtofindividualeminenceshehadthoughtofitonthebasisofcharacterandwit-ofwhatonemightlikeinagentleman’smindandinhistalk。
Sheherselfwasacharacter-shecouldn’thelpbeingawareofthat。
andhithertohervisionsofacompletedconsciousnesshadconnectedthemselveslargelywithmoralimages-thingsastowhichthequestionwouldbewhethertheypleasedhersublimesoul。LordWarburtonloomedupbeforeher,largelyandbrightly,asacollectionofattributesandpowerswhichwerenottobemeasuredbythissimplerule,butwhichdemandedadifferentsortofappreciation-
anappreciationthatthegirl,withherhabitofjudgingquicklyandfreely,feltshelackedpatiencetobestow。Heappearedtodemandofhersomethingthatnooneelse,asitwere,hadpresumedtodo。Whatshefeltwasthataterritorial,apolitical,asocialmagnatehadconceivedthedesignofdrawingherintothesysteminwhichheratherinvidiouslylivedandmoved。Acertaininstinct,notimperious,butpersuasive,toldhertoresist-murmuredtoherthatvirtuallyshehadasystemandanorbitofherown。Ittoldherotherthingsbesides-
thingswhichbothcontradictedandconfirmedeachother。thatagirlmightdomuchworsethantrustherselftosuchamanandthatitwouldbeveryinterestingtoseesomethingofhissystemfromhisownpointofview。thatontheotherhand,however,therewasevidentlyagreatdealofitwhichsheshouldregardonlyasacomplicationofeveryhour,andthateveninthewholetherewassomethingstiffandstupidwhichwouldmakeitaburden。FurthermoretherewasayoungmanlatelycomefromAmericawhohadnosystematall,butwhohadacharacterofwhichitwasuselessforhertotrytopersuadeherselfthattheimpressiononhermindhadbeenlight。Thelettershecarriedinherpocketallsufficientlyremindedherofthecontrary。Smilenot,however,Iventuretorepeat,atthissimpleyoungwomanfromAlbanywhodebatedwhethersheshouldacceptanEnglishpeerbeforehehadofferedhimselfandwhowasdisposedtobelievethatonthewholeshecoulddobetter。Shewasapersonofgreatgoodfaith,andiftherewasagreatdealoffollyinherwisdomthosewhojudgeherseverelymayhavethesatisfactionoffindingthat,later,shebecameconsistentlywiseonlyatthecostofanamountoffollywhichwillconstitutealmostadirectappealtocharity。
LordWarburtonseemedquitereadytowalk,tositortodoanythingthatIsabelshouldpropose,andhegaveherthisassurancewithhisusualairofbeingparticularlypleasedtoexerciseasocialvirtue。Buthewas,nevertheless,notincommandofhisemotions,andashestrolledbesideherforamoment,insilence,lookingatherwithoutlettingherknowit,therewassomethingembarrassedinhisglanceandhismisdirectedlaughter。Yes,assuredly-aswehavetouchedonthepoint,wemayreturntoitforamomentagain-theEnglisharethemostromanticpeopleintheworldandLordWarburtonwasabouttogiveanexampleofit。Hewasabouttotakeastepwhichwouldastonishallhisfriendsanddispleaseagreatmanyofthem,andwhichhadsuperficiallynothingtorecommendit。Theyoungladywhotrodtheturfbesidehimhadcomefromaqueercountryacrosstheseawhichheknewagooddealabout。
herantecedents,herassociationswereveryvaguetohismindexceptinsofarastheyweregeneric,andinthissensetheyshowedasdistinctandunimportant。MissArcherhadneitherafortunenorthesortofbeautythatjustifiesamantothemultitude,andhecalculatedthathehadspentabouttwenty-sixhoursinhercompany。Hehadsummedupallthis-theperversityoftheimpulse,whichhaddeclinedtoavailitselfofthemostliberalopportunitiestosubside,andthejudgementofmankind,asexemplifiedparticularlyinthemorequickly-judginghalfofit:hehadlookedthesethingswellinthefaceandthenhaddismissedthemfromhisthoughts。Hecarednomoreforthemthanfortherosebudinhisbuttonhole。Itisthegoodfortuneofamanwhoforthegreaterpartofalifetimehasabstainedwithouteffortfrommakinghimselfdisagreeabletohisfriends,thatwhentheneedcomesforsuchacourseitisnotdiscreditedbyirritatingassociations。
Ihopeyouhadapleasantride,saidIsabel,whoobservedhercompanion’shesitancy。
Itwouldhavebeenpleasantiffornothingelsethanthatitbroughtmehere。
AreyousofondofGardencourt?thegirlasked,moreandmoresurethathemeanttomakesomeappealtoher。wishingnottochallengehimifhehesitated,andyettokeepallthequietnessofherreasonifheproceeded。Itsuddenlycameuponherthathersituationwasonewhichafewweeksagoshewouldhavedeemeddeeplyromantic:theparkofanoldEnglishcountry-house,withtheforegroundembellishedbyagreatasshesupposednoblemanintheactofmakinglovetoayoungladywho,oncarefulinspection,shouldbefoundtopresentremarkableanalogieswithherself。Butifshewasnowtheheroineofthesituationshesucceededscarcelythelessinlookingatitfromtheoutside。
IcarenothingforGardencourt,saidhercompanion。Icareonlyforyou。
You’veknownmetooshortatimetohavearighttosaythat,andI
can’tbelieveyou’reserious。
ThesewordsofIsabel’swerenotperfectlysincere,forshehadnodoubtwhateverthathehimselfwas。Theyweresimplyatributetothefact,ofwhichshewasperfectlyaware,thatthosehehadjustutteredwouldhaveexcitedsurpriseonthepartofavulgarworld。
And,moreover,ifanythingbesidethesenseshehadalreadyacquiredthatLordWarburtonwasnotaloosethinkerhadbeenneededtoconvinceher,thetoneinwhichherepliedwouldquitehaveservedthepurpose。
One’srightinsuchamatterisnotmeasuredbythetime,MissArcher。it’smeasuredbythefeelingitself。IfIweretowaitthreemonthsitwouldmakenodifference。IshallnotbemoresureofwhatI
meanthanIamto-day。OfcourseI’veseenyouverylittle,butmyimpressiondatesfromtheveryfirsthourwemet。Ilostnotime,I
fellinlovewithyouthen。Itwasatfirstsight,asthenovelssay。Iknownowthat’snotafancy-phrase,andIshallthinkbetterofnovelsforevermore。ThosetwodaysIspentheresettledit。Idon’tknowwhetheryoususpectedIwasdoingso,butIpaid-mentallyspeakingImean-thegreatestpossibleattentiontoyou。Nothingyousaid,nothingyoudid,waslostuponme。WhenyoucametoLockleightheotherday-orratherwhenyouwentaway-Iwasperfectlysure。
NeverthelessImadeupmymindtothinkitoverandtoquestionmyselfnarrowly。I’vedoneso。allthesedaysI’vedonenothingelse。Idon’tmakemistakesaboutsuchthings。I’maveryjudiciousanimal。I
don’tgooffeasily,butwhenI’mtouched,it’sforlife。It’sforlife,MissArcher,it’sforlife,LordWarburtonrepeatedinthekindest,tenderest,pleasantestvoiceIsabelhadeverheard,andlookingatherwitheyeschargedwiththelightofapassionthathadsifteditselfclearofthebaserpartsofemotion-theheat,theviolence,theunreason-andthatburnedassteadilyasalampinawindlessplace。
Bytacitconsent,ashetalked,theyhadwalkedmoreandmoreslowly,andatlasttheystoppedandhetookherhand。Ah,LordWarburton,howlittleyouknowme!Isabelsaidverygently。Gentlytooshedrewherhandaway。
Don’ttauntmewiththat,thatIdon’tknowyoubettermakesmeunhappyenoughalready。it’sallmyloss。Butthat’swhatIwant,anditseemstomeI’mtakingthebestway。Ifyou’llbemywife,thenIshallknowyou,andwhenItellyouallthegoodIthinkofyouyou’llnotbeabletosayit’sfromignorance。
IfyouknowmelittleIknowyouevenless,saidIsabel。
Youmeanthat,unlikeyourself,Imaynotimproveonacquaintance?Ah,ofcoursethat’sverypossible。Butthink,tospeaktoyouasIdo,howdeterminedImustbetotryandgivesatisfaction!Youdolikemerather,don’tyou?
Ilikeyouverymuch,LordWarburton,sheanswered。andatthismomentshelikedhimimmensely。
Ithankyouforsayingthat。itshowsyoudon’tregardmeasastranger。IreallybelieveI’vefilledalltheotherrelationsoflifeverycreditably,andIdon’tseewhyIshouldn’tfillthisone-inwhichIoffermyselftoyou-seeingthatIcaresomuchmoreaboutit。
Askthepeoplewhoknowmewell。I’vefriendswho’llspeakforme。
Idon’tneedtherecommendationofyourfriends,saidIsabel。
Ahnow,that’sdelightfulofyou。Youbelieveinmeyourself。
Completely,Isabeldeclared。Shequiteglowedthere,inwardly,withthepleasureoffeelingshedid。
Thelightinhercompanion’seyesturnedintoasmile,andhegavealongexhalationofjoy。Ifyou’remistaken,MissArcher,letmeloseallIpossess!
Shewonderedwhetherhemeantthisforareminderthathewasrich,and,ontheinstant,feltsurethathedidn’t。Hewassinkingthat,ashewouldhavesaidhimself。andindeedhemightsafelyleaveittothememoryofanyinterlocutor,especiallyofonetowhomhewasofferinghishand。Isabelhadprayedthatshemightnotbeagitated,andhermindwastranquilenough,evenwhileshelistenedandaskedherselfwhatitwasbestsheshouldsay,toindulgeinthisincidentalcriticism。Whatsheshouldsay,hadsheaskedherself?
Herforemostwishwastosaysomethingifpossiblenotlesskindthanwhathehadsaidtoher。Hiswordshadcarriedperfectconvictionwiththem。shefeltshedid,allsomysteriously,mattertohim。I
thankyoumorethanIcansayforyouroffer,shereturnedatlast。
Itdoesmegreathonour。
Ah,don’tsaythat!hebrokeout。Iwasafraidyou’dsaysomethinglikethat。Idon’tseewhatyou’vetodowiththatsortofthing。Idon’tseewhyyoushouldthankme-it’sIwhooughttothankyouforlisteningtome:amanyouknowsolittlecomingdowntoyouwithsuchathumper!Ofcourseit’sagreatquestion。ImusttellyouthatI’dratheraskitthanhaveittoanswermyself。Butthewayyou’velistened-oratleastyourhavinglistenedatall-givesmesomehope。
Don’thopetoomuch,Isabelsaid。
Oh,MissArcher!hercompanionmurmured,smilingagain,inhisseriousness,asifsuchawarningmightperhapsbetakenbutastheplayofhighspirits,theexuberanceofelation。
ShouldyoubegreatlysurprisedifIweretobegyounottohopeatall?Isabelasked。
Surprised?Idon’tknowwhatyoumeanbysurprise。Itwouldn’tbethat。itwouldbeafeelingverymuchworse。
Isabelwalkedonagain。shewassilentforsomeminutes。I’mverysurethat,highlyasIalreadythinkofyou,myopinionofyou,ifI
shouldknowyouwell,wouldonlyrise。ButI’mbynomeanssurethatyouwouldn’tbedisappointed。AndIsaythatnotintheleastoutofconventionalmodesty。it’sperfectlysincere。
I’mwillingtoriskit,MissArcher,hercompanionreplied。
It’sagreatquestion,asyousay。It’saverydifficultquestion。
Idon’texpectyouofcoursetoansweritoutright。Thinkitoveraslongasmaybenecessary。IfIcangainbywaitingI’llgladlywaitalongtime。Onlyrememberthatintheendmydearesthappinessdependsonyouranswer。
Ishouldbeverysorrytokeepyouinsuspense,saidIsabel。
Oh,don’tmind。I’dmuchratherhaveagoodanswersixmonthshencethanabadoneto-day。
Butit’sveryprobablethatevensixmonthshenceIshouldn’tbeabletogiveyouonethatyou’dthinkgood。
Whynot,sinceyoureallylikeme?
Ah,youmustneverdoubtthat,saidIsabel。
Wellthen,Idon’tseewhatmoreyouask!
It’snotwhatIask。it’swhatIcangive。Idon’tthinkIshouldsuityou。Ireallydon’tthinkIshould。
Youneedn’tworryaboutthat。That’smyaffair。Youneedn’tbeabetterroyalistthantheking。
It’snotonlythat,saidIsabel。butI’mnotsureIwishtomarryanyone。
Verylikelyyoudon’t。I’venodoubtagreatmanywomenbeginthatway,saidhislordship,who,beitaverred,didnotintheleastbelieveintheaxiomhethusbeguiledhisanxietybyuttering。Butthey’refrequentlypersuaded。
Ah,that’sbecausetheywanttobe!AndIsabellightlylaughed。
Hersuitor’scountenancefell,andhelookedatherforawhileinsilence。I’mafraidit’smybeinganEnglishmanthatmakesyouhesitate,hesaidpresently。Iknowyourunclethinksyououghttomarryinyourowncountry。
Isabellistenedtothisassertionwithsomeinterest。ithadneveroccurredtoherthatMr。TouchettwaslikelytodiscusshermatrimonialprospectswithLordWarburton。Hashetoldyouthat?
Irememberhismakingtheremark。HespokeperhapsofAmericansgenerally。
HeappearshimselftohavefounditverypleasanttoliveinEngland。Isabelspokeinamannerthatmighthaveseemedalittleperverse,butwhichexpressedbothherconstantperceptionofheruncle’soutwardfelicityandhergeneraldispositiontoeludeanyobligationtotakearestrictedview。
Itgavehercompanionhope,andheimmediatelycriedwithwarmth:
Ah,mydearMissArcher,oldEngland’saverygoodsortofcountry,youknow!Anditwillbestillbetterwhenwe’vefurbisheditupalittle。
Oh,don’tfurbishit,LordWarburton。leaveitalone。Ilikeitthisway。
Wellthen,ifyoulikeit,I’mmoreandmoreunabletoseeyourobjectiontowhatIpropose。
I’mafraidIcan’tmakeyouunderstand。
Yououghtatleasttotry。I’veafairintelligence。Areyouafraid-afraidoftheclimate?Wecaneasilyliveelsewhere,youknow。
Youcanpickoutyourclimate,thewholeworldover。
Thesewordswereutteredwithabreadthofcandourthatwasliketheembraceofstrongarms-thatwaslikethefragrancestraightinherface,andbyhisclean,breathinglips,ofsheknewnotwhatstrangegardens,whatchargedairs。Shewouldhavegivenherlittlefingeratthatmomenttofeelstronglyandsimplytheimpulsetoanswer:
LordWarburton,it’simpossibleformetodobetterinthiswonderfulworld,Ithink,thancommitmyself,verygratefully,toyourloyalty。
Butthoughshewaslostinadmirationofheropportunityshemanagedtomovebackintothedeepestshadeofit,evenassomewild,caughtcreatureinavastcage。Thesplendidsecuritysoofferedherwasnotthegreatestshecouldconceive。Whatshefinallybethoughtherselfofsayingwassomethingverydifferent-somethingthatdeferredtheneedofreallyfacinghercrisis。Don’tthinkmeunkindifIaskyoutosaynomoreaboutthisto-day。
Certainly,certainly!hercompanioncried。Iwouldn’tboreyoufortheworld。
You’vegivenmeagreatdealtothinkabout,andIpromiseyoutodoitjustice。
That’sallIaskofyou,ofcourse-andthatyou’llrememberhowabsolutelymyhappinessisinyourhands。
Isabellistenedwithextremerespecttothisadmonition,butshesaidafteraminute:ImusttellyouthatwhatIshallthinkaboutissomewayoflettingyouknowthatwhatyouaskisimpossible-
lettingyouknowitwithoutmakingyoumiserable。
There’snowaytodothat,MissArcher。Iwon’tsaythatifyourefusemeyou’llkillme。Ishallnotdieofit。ButIshalldoworse。
Ishalllivetonopurpose。
You’lllivetomarryabetterwomanthanI。
Don’tsaythat,please,saidLordWarburtonverygravely。
That’sfairtoneitherofus。
Tomarryaworseonethen。
IftherearebetterwomenthanyouIpreferthebadones。That’sallIcansay,hewentonwiththesameearnestness。There’snoaccountingfortastes。
Hisgravitymadeherfeelequallygrave,andsheshoweditbyagainrequestinghimtodropthesubjectforthepresent。I’llspeaktoyoumyself-verysoon。PerhapsIshallwritetoyou。
Atyourconvenience,yes,hereplied。Whatevertimeyoutake,itmustseemtomelong,andIsupposeImustmakethebestofthat。
Ishallnotkeepyouinsuspense。Ionlywanttocollectmymindalittle。
Hegaveamelancholysighandstoodlookingatheramoment,withhishandsbehindhim,givingshortnervousshakestohishunting-crop。
DoyouknowI’mverymuchafraidofit-ofthatremarkablemindofyours?
Ourheroine’sbiographercanscarcelytellwhy,butthequestionmadeherstartandbroughtaconsciousblushtohercheek。Shereturnedhislookamoment,andthenwithanoteinhervoicethatmightalmosthaveappealedtohiscompassion,SoamI,mylord!
sheoddlyexclaimed。
Hiscompassionwasnotstirred,however。allhepossessedofthefacultyofpitywasneededathome。Ah!bemerciful,bemerciful,hemurmured。
Ithinkyouhadbettergo,saidIsabel。I’llwritetoyou。
Verygood。butwhateveryouwriteI’llcomeandseeyou,youknow。
Andthenhestoodreflecting,hiseyesfixedontheobservantcountenanceofBunchie,whohadtheairofhavingunderstoodallthathadbeensaidandofpretendingtocarryofftheindiscretionbyasimulatedfitofcuriosityastotherootsofanancientoak。
There’sonethingmore,hewenton。Youknow,ifyoudon’tlikeLockleigh-ifyouthinkit’sdamporanythingofthatsort-youneednevergowithinfiftymilesofit。It’snotdamp,bytheway。I’vehadthehousethoroughlyexamined。it’sperfectlysafeandright。Butifyoushouldn’tfancyityouneedn’tdreamoflivinginit。There’snodifficultywhateveraboutthat。thereareplentyofhouses。I
thoughtI’djustmentionit。somepeopledon’tlikeamoat,youknow。Good-bye。
Iadoreamoat,saidIsabel。Good-bye。
Heheldouthishand,andshegavehimhersamoment-amomentlongenoughforhimtobendhishandsomebaredheadandkissit。Then,stillagitating,inhismasteredemotion,hisimplementofthechase,hewalkedrapidlyaway。Hewasevidentlymuchupset。
Isabelherselfwasupset,butshehadnotbeenaffectedasshewouldhaveimagined。Whatshefeltwasnotagreatresponsibility,agreatdifficultyofchoice。itappearedtohertherehadbeennochoiceinthequestion。Shecouldn’tmarryLordWarburton。theideafailedtosupportanyenlightenedprejudiceinfavourofthefreeexplorationoflifethatshehadhithertoentertainedorwasnowcapableofentertaining。Shemustwritethistohim,shemustconvincehim,andthatdutywascomparativelysimple。Butwhatdisturbedher,inthesensethatitstruckherwithwonderment,wasthisveryfactthatitcosthersolittletorefuseamagnificentchance。Withwhateverqualificationsonewould,LordWarburtonhadofferedheragreatopportunity。thesituationmighthavediscomforts,mightcontainoppressive,mightcontainnarrowingelements,mightprovereallybutastupefyinganodyne。butshedidhersexnoinjusticeinbelievingthatnineteenwomenoutoftwentywouldhaveaccommodatedthemselvestoitwithoutapang。Whythenuponheralsoshoulditnotirresistiblyimposeitself?Whowasshe,whatwasshe,thatsheshouldholdherselfsuperior?Whatviewoflife,whatdesignuponfate,whatconceptionofhappiness,hadshethatpretendedtobelargerthantheselarge,thesefabulousoccasions?Ifshewouldn’tdosuchathingasthatthenshemustdogreatthings,shemustdosomethinggreater。PoorIsabelfoundgroundtoremindherselffromtimetotimethatshemustnotbetooproud,andnothingcouldbemoresincerethanherprayertobedeliveredfromsuchadanger:theisolationandlonelinessofpridehadforhermindthehorrorofadesertplace。IfithadbeenpridethatinterferedwithheracceptingLordWarburtonsuchabetisewassingularlymisplaced。andshewassoconsciousoflikinghimthatsheventuredtoassureherselfitwastheverysoftness,andthefineintelligence,ofsympathy。Shelikedhimtoomuchtomarryhim,thatwasthetruth。somethingassuredhertherewasafallacysomewhereintheglowinglogicoftheproposition-ashesawit-
eventhoughshemightn’tputherveryfinestfinger-pointonit。andtoinflictuponamanwhoofferedsomuchawifewithatendencytocriticizewouldbeapeculiarlydiscreditableact。Shehadpromisedhimshewouldconsiderhisquestion,andwhen,afterhehadlefther,shewanderedbacktothebenchwherehehadfoundherandlostherselfinmeditation,itmighthaveseemedthatshewaskeepinghervow。Butthiswasnotthecase。shewaswonderingifshewerenotacold,hard,priggishperson,and,onheratlastgettingupandgoingratherquicklybacktothehouse,felt,asshehadsaidtoherfriend,reallyfrightenedatherself。
CHAPTER13
Itwasthisfeelingandnotthewishtoaskadvice-shehadnodesirewhateverforthat-thatledhertospeaktoheruncleofwhathadtakenplace。Shewishedtospeaktosomeone。sheshouldfeelmorenatural,morehuman,andheruncle,forthispurpose,presentedhimselfinamoreattractivelightthaneitherherauntorherfriendHenrietta。Hercousinofcoursewasapossibleconfidant。butshewouldhavehadtodoherselfviolencetoairthisspecialsecrettoRalph。Sothenextday,afterbreakfast,shesoughtheroccasion。
Heruncleneverlefthisapartmenttilltheafternoon,buthereceivedhiscronies,ashesaid,inhisdressing-room。Isabelhadquitetakenherplaceintheclasssodesignated,which,fortherest,includedtheoldman’sson,hisphysician,hispersonalservant,andevenMissStackpole。Mrs。Touchettdidnotfigureinthelist,andthiswasanobstaclethelesstoIsabel’sfindingherhostalone。Hesatinacomplicatedmechanicalchair,attheopenwindowofhisroom,lookingwestwardovertheparkandtheriver,withhisnewspapersandletterspiledupbesidehim,histoiletfreshlyandminutelymade,andhissmooth,speculativefacecomposedtobenevolentexpectation。
Sheapproachedherpointdirectly。IthinkIoughttoletyouknowthatLordWarburtonhasaskedmetomarryhim。IsupposeI
oughttotellmyaunt。butitseemsbesttotellyoufirst。
Theoldmanexpressednosurprise,butthankedherfortheconfidencesheshowedhim。
Doyoumindtellingmewhetheryouacceptedhim?hethenenquired。
I’venotansweredhimdefinitelyyet。I’vetakenalittletimetothinkofit,becausethatseemsmorerespectful。ButIshallnotaccepthim。
Mr。Touchettmadenocommentuponthis。hehadtheairofthinkingthat,whateverinteresthemighttakeinthematterfromthepointofviewofsociability,hehadnoactivevoiceinit。Well,Itoldyouyou’dbeasuccessoverhere。Americansarehighlyappreciated。
Veryhighlyindeed,saidIsabel。Butatthecostofseemingbothtastelessandungrateful,Idon’tthinkIcanmarryLordWarburton。
Well,herunclewenton,ofcourseanoldmancan’tjudgeforayounglady。I’mgladyoudidn’taskmebeforeyoumadeupyourmind。I
supposeIoughttotellyou,headdedslowly,butasitwerenotofmuchconsequence,thatI’veknownallaboutitthesethreedays。
AboutLordWarburton’sstateofmind?
Abouthisintentions,astheysayhere。Hewrotemeaverypleasantletter,tellingmeallaboutthem。Shouldyouliketoseehisletter?
theoldmanobliginglyasked。
Thankyou。Idon’tthinkIcareaboutthat。ButI’mgladhewrotetoyou。itwasrightthatheshould,andhewouldbecertaintodowhatwasright。
Ahwell,Iguessyoudolikehim!Mr。Touchettdeclared。Youneedn’tpretendyoudon’t。
Ilikehimextremely。I’mveryfreetoadmitthat。ButIdon’twishtomarryanyonejustnow。
Youthinksomeonemaycomealongwhomyoumaylikebetter。Well,that’sverylikely,saidMr。Touchett,whoappearedtowishtoshowhiskindnesstothegirlbyeasingoffherdecision,asitwere,andfindingcheerfulreasonsforit。
Idon’tcareifIdon’tmeetanyoneelse。IlikeLordWarburtonquitewellenough。Shefellintothatappearanceofasuddenchangeofpointofviewwithwhichshesometimesstartledandevendispleasedherinterlocutors。
Heruncle,however,seemedproofagainsteitheroftheseimpressions。He’saveryfineman,heresumedinatonewhichmighthavepassedforthatofencouragement。HisletterwasoneofthepleasantestI’vereceivedforsomeweeks。IsupposeoneofthereasonsIlikeitwasthatitwasallaboutyou。thatisallexceptthepartthatwasabouthimself。Isupposehetoldyouallthat。
HewouldhavetoldmeeverythingIwishedtoaskhim,Isabelsaid。
Butyoudidn’tfeelcurious?
Mycuriositywouldhavebeenidle-onceIhaddeterminedtodeclinehisoffer。
Youdidn’tfinditsufficientlyattractive?Mr。Touchettenquired。
Shewassilentalittle。Isupposeitwasthat,shepresentlyadmitted。ButIdon’tknowwhy。
Fortunatelyladiesarenotobligedtogivereasons,saidheruncle。There’sagreatdealthat’sattractiveaboutsuchanidea。butIdon’tseewhytheEnglishshouldwanttoenticeusawayfromournativeland。Iknowthatwetrytoattractthemoverthere,butthat’sbecauseourpopulationisinsufficient。Here,youknow,they’rerathercrowded。However,Ipresumethere’sroomforcharmingyoungladieseverywhere。
Thereseemstohavebeenroomhereforyou,saidIsabel,whoseeyeshadbeenwanderingoverthelargepleasure-spacesofthepark。
Mr。Touchettgaveashrewd,conscioussmile。There’sroomeverywhere,mydear,ifyou’llpayforit。IsometimesthinkI’vepaidtoomuchforthis。Perhapsyoualsomighthavetopaytoomuch。
PerhapsImight,thegirlreplied。
Thatsuggestiongavehersomethingmoredefinitetorestonthanshehadfoundinherownthoughts,andthefactofthisassociationofheruncle’smildacutenesswithherdilemmaseemedtoprovethatshewasconcernedwiththenaturalandreasonableemotionsoflifeandnotaltogetheravictimtointellectualeagernessandvagueambitions-
ambitionsreachingbeyondLordWarburton’sbeautifulappeal,reachingtosomethingindefinableandpossiblynotcommendable。InsofarastheindefinablehadaninfluenceuponIsabel’sbehaviouratthisjuncture,itwasnottheconception,evenunformulated,ofaunionwithCasparGoodwood。forhowevershemighthaveresistedconquestatherEnglishsuitor’slargequiethandsshewasatleastasfarremovedfromthedispositiontolettheyoungmanfromBostontakepositivepossessionofher。Thesentimentinwhichshesoughtrefugeafterreadinghisletterwasacriticalviewofhishavingcomeabroad。foritwaspartoftheinfluencehehaduponherthatheseemedtodepriveherofthesenseoffreedom。Therewasadisagreeablystrongpush,akindofhardnessofpresence,inhiswayofrisingbeforeher。Shehadbeenhauntedatmomentsbytheimage,bythedanger,ofhisdisapprovalandhadwondered-aconsiderationshehadneverpaidinequaldegreetoanyoneelse-whetherhewouldlikewhatshedid。Thedifficultywasthatmorethananymanshehadeverknown,morethanpoorLordWarburtonshehadbegunnowtogivehislordshipthebenefitofthisepithet,CasparGoodwoodexpressedforheranenergy-andshehadalreadyfeltitasapower-thatwasofhisverynature。Itwasinnodegreeamatterofhisadvantages-
itwasamatterofthespiritthatsatinhisclear-burningeyeslikesometirelesswatcheratawindow。Shemightlikeitornot,butheinsisted,ever,withhiswholeweightandforce:eveninone’susualcontactwithhimonehadtoreckonwiththat。Theideaofadiminishedlibertywasparticularlydisagreeabletoheratpresent,sinceshehadjustgivenasortofpersonalaccenttoherindependencebylookingsostraightatLordWarburton’sbigbribeandyetturningawayfromit。SometimesCasparGoodwoodhadseemedtorangehimselfonthesideofherdestiny,tobethestubbornestfactsheknew。shesaidtoherselfatsuchmomentsthatshemightevadehimforatime,butthatshemustmaketermswithhimatlast-
termswhichwouldbecertaintobefavourabletohimself。Herimpulsehadbeentoavailherselfofthethingsthathelpedhertoresistsuchanobligation。andthisimpulsehadbeenmuchconcernedinhereageracceptanceofheraunt’sinvitation,whichhadcometoheratanhourwhensheexpectedfromdaytodaytoseeMr。Goodwoodandwhenshewasgladtohaveananswerreadyforsomethingshewassurehewouldsaytoher。WhenshehadtoldhimatAlbany,ontheeveningofMrs。Touchett’svisit,thatshecouldn’tthendiscussdifficultquestions,dazzledasshewasbythegreatimmediateopeningofheraunt’sofferofEurope,hedeclaredthatthiswasnoansweratall。anditwasnowtoobtainabetteronethathewasfollowingheracrossthesea。Tosaytoherselfthathewasakindofgrimfatewaswellenoughforafancifulyoungwomanwhowasabletotakemuchforgrantedinhim。butthereaderhasarighttoanearerandaclearerview。
Hewasthesonofaproprietorofwell-knowncotton-millsinMassachusetts-agentlemanwhohadaccumulatedaconsiderablefortuneintheexerciseofthisindustry。Casparatpresentmanagedtheworks,andwithajudgementandatemperwhich,inspiteofkeencompetitionandlanguidyears,hadkepttheirprosperityfromdwindling。HehadreceivedthebetterpartofhiseducationatHarvardCollege,where,however,hehadgainedrenownratherasagymnastandanoarsmanthanasagleanerofmoredispersedknowledge。Lateronhehadlearnedthatthefinerintelligencetoocouldvaultandpullandstrain-mighteven,breakingtherecord,treatitselftorareexploits。Hehadthusdiscoveredinhimselfasharpeyeforthemysteryofmechanics,andhadinventedanimprovementinthecotton-spinningprocesswhichwasnowlargelyusedandwasknownbyhisname。Youmighthaveseenitinthenewspapersinconnectionwiththisfruitfulcontrivance。assuranceofwhichhehadgiventoIsabelbyshowingherinthecolumnsoftheNewYorkIntervieweranexhaustivearticleontheGoodwoodpatent-anarticlenotpreparedbyMissStackpole,friendlyasshehadprovedherselftohismoresentimentalinterests。Therewereintricate,bristlingthingsherejoicedin。helikedtoorganize,tocontend,toadminister。hecouldmakepeopleworkhiswill,believeinhim,marchbeforehimandjustifyhim。Thiswastheart,astheysaid,ofmanagingmen-whichrested,inhim,further,onaboldthoughbroodingambition。Itstruckthosewhoknewhimwellthathemightdogreaterthingsthancarryonacotton-factory。therewasnothingcottonyaboutCasparGoodwood,andhisfriendstookforgrantedthathewouldsomehowandsomewherewritehimselfinbiggerletters。Butitwasasifsomethinglargeandconfused,somethingdarkandugly,wouldhavetocalluponhim:hewasnotafterallinharmonywithmeresmugpeaceandgreedandgain,anorderofthingsofwhichthevitalbreathwasubiquitousadvertisement。ItpleasedIsabeltobelievethathemighthaveridden,onaplungingsteed,thewhirlwindofagreatwar-awarliketheCivilstrifethathadoverdarkenedherconsciouschildhoodandhisripeningyouth。
Shelikedatanyratethisideaofhisbeingbycharacterandinfactamoverofmen-likeditmuchbetterthansomeotherpointsinhisnatureandaspect。Shecarednothingforhiscotton-mill-theGoodwoodpatentleftherimaginationabsolutelycold。Shewishedhimnoouncelessofhismanhood,butshesometimesthoughthewouldberathernicerifhelooked,forinstance,alittledifferently。Hisjawwastoosquareandsetandhisfiguretoostraightandstiff:thesethingssuggestedawantofeasyconsonancewiththedeeperrhythmsoflife。Thensheviewedwithreserveahabithehadofdressingalwaysinthesamemanner。itwasnotapparentlythatheworethesameclothescontinually,for,onthecontrary,hisgarmentshadawayoflookingrathertoonew。Buttheyallseemedofthesamepiece。thefigure,thestuff,wassodrearilyusual。Shehadremindedherselfmorethanoncethatthiswasafrivolousobjectiontoapersonofhisimportance。andthenshehadamendedtherebukebysayingthatitwouldbeafrivolousobjectiononlyifshewereinlovewithhim。
Shewasnotinlovewithhimandthereforemightcriticizehissmalldefectsaswellashisgreat-whichlatterconsistedinthecollectivereproachofhisbeingtooserious,or,rather,notofhisbeingso,sinceonecouldneverbe,butcertainlyofhisseemingso。Heshowedhisappetitesanddesignstoosimplyandartlessly。whenonewasalonewithhimhetalkedtoomuchaboutthesamesubject,andwhenotherpeoplewerepresenthetalkedtoolittleaboutanything。Andyethewasofsupremelystrong,cleanmake-whichwassomuch:shesawthedifferentfittedpartsofhimasshehadseen,inmuseumsandportraits,thedifferentfittedpartsofarmouredwarriors-inplatesofsteelhandsomelyinlaidwithgold。Itwasverystrange:
where,ever,wasanytangiblelinkbetweenherimpressionandheract?
CasparGoodwoodhadnevercorrespondedtoherideaofadelightfulperson,andshesupposedthatthiswaswhyhelefthersoharshlycritical。When,however,LordWarburton,whonotonlydidcorrespondwithit,butgaveanextensiontotheterm,appealedtoherapproval,shefoundherselfstillunsatisfied。Itwascertainlystrange。
ThesenseofherincoherencewasnotahelptoansweringMr。
Goodwood’sletter,andIsabeldeterminedtoleaveitawhileunhonoured。Ifhehaddeterminedtopersecuteherhemusttaketheconsequences。foremostamongwhichwashisbeinglefttoperceivehowlittleitcharmedherthatheshouldcomedowntoGardencourt。Shewasalreadyliabletotheincursionsofonesuitoratthisplace,andthoughitmightbepleasanttobeappreciatedinoppositequarterstherewasakindofgrossnessinentertainingtwosuchpassionatepleadersatonce,eveninacasewheretheentertainmentshouldconsistofdismissingthem。ShemadenoreplytoMr。Goodwood。butattheendofthreedaysshewrotetoLordWarburton,andtheletterbelongstoourhistory。
DEARLORDWARBURTON-Agreatdealofearnestthoughthasnotledmetochangemymindaboutthesuggestionyouweresokindastomakemetheotherday。Iamnot,Iamreallyandtrulynot,abletoregardyouinthelightofacompanionforlife。ortothinkofyourhome-yourvarioushomes-assettledseatofmyexistence。Thesethingscannotbereasonedabout,andIveryearnestlyentreatyounottoreturntothesubjectwediscussedsoexhaustively。Weseeourlivesfromourownpointofview。thatistheprivilegeoftheweakestandhumblestofus。andIshallneverbeabletoseemineinthemanneryouproposed。Kindlyletthissufficeyou,anddomethejusticetobelievethatIhavegivenyourproposalthedeeplyrespectfulconsiderationitdeserves。ItiswiththisverygreatregardthatIremainsincerelyyours,ISABELARCHER
WhiletheauthorofthismissivewasmakinguphermindtodespatchitHenriettaStackpoleformedaresolvewhichwasaccompaniedbynodemur。SheinvitedRalphTouchetttotakeawalkwithherinthegarden,andwhenhehadassentedwiththatalacritywhichseemedconstantlytotestifytohishighexpectations,sheinformedhimthatshehadafavourtoaskofhim。Itmaybeadmittedthatatthisinformationtheyoungmanflinched。forweknowthatMissStackpolehadstruckhimasapttopushanadvantage。Thealarmwasunreasoned,however。forhewasclearabouttheareaofherindiscretionaslittleasadvisedofitsverticaldepth,andhemadeaverycivilprofessionofthedesiretoserveher。Hewasafraidofherandpresentlytoldherso。Whenyoulookatmeinacertainwaymykneesknocktogether,myfacultiesdesertme。I’mfilledwithtrepidationandIaskonlyforstrengthtoexecuteyourcommands。
You’veanaddressthatI’veneverencounteredinanywoman。
Well,Henriettarepliedgood-humouredly,ifIhadnotknownbeforethatyouweretryingsomehowtoabashmeIshouldknowitnow。OfcourseI’measygame-Iwasbroughtupwithsuchdifferentcustomsandideas。I’mnotusedtoyourarbitrarystandards,andI’veneverbeenspokentoinAmericaasyouhavespokentome。IfagentlemanconversingwithmeoverthereweretospeaktomelikethatIshouldn’tknowwhattomakeofit。Wetakeeverythingmorenaturallyoverthere,and,afterall,we’reagreatdealmoresimple。Iadmitthat。I’mverysimplemyself。Ofcourseifyouchoosetolaughatmeforityou’reverywelcome。butIthinkonthewholeIwouldratherbemyselfthanyou。I’mquitecontenttobemyself。Idon’twanttochange。ThereareplentyofpeoplethatappreciatemejustasIam。It’struethey’renicefreshfree-bornAmericans!Henriettahadlatelytakenupthetoneofhelplessinnocenceandlargeconcession。Iwantyoutoassistmealittle,
shewenton。Idon’tcareintheleastwhetherIamuseyouwhileyoudoso。or,rather,I’mperfectlywillingyouramusementshouldbeyourreward。IwantyoutohelpmeaboutIsabel。
Hassheinjuredyou?Ralphasked。
IfshehadIshouldn’tmind,andIshouldnevertellyou。WhatI’mafraidofisthatshe’llinjureherself。
Ithinkthat’sverypossible,saidRalph。
Hiscompanionstoppedinthegarden-walk,fixingonhimperhapstheverygazethatunnervedhim。Thattoowouldamuseyou,Isuppose。
Thewayyoudothings!Ineverheardanyonesoindifferent。
ToIsabel?Ah,notthat!
Well,you’renotinlovewithher,Ihope。
Howcanthatbe,whenI’minlovewithAnother?
You’reinlovewithyourself,that’stheOther!MissStackpoledeclared。Muchgoodmayitdoyou!Butifyouwishtobeseriousonceinyourlifehere’sachance。andifyoureallycareforyourcousinhere’sanopportunitytoproveit。Idon’texpectyoutounderstandher。that’stoomuchtoask。Butyouneedn’tdothattograntmyfavour。I’llsupplythenecessaryintelligence。
Ishallenjoythatimmensely!Ralphexclaimed。I’llbeCalibanandyoushallbeAriel。
You’renotatalllikeCaliban,becauseyou’resophisticated,andCalibanwasnot。ButI’mnottalkingaboutimaginarycharacters。I’mtalkingaboutIsabel。Isabel’sintenselyreal。WhatIwishtotellyouisthatIfindherfearfullychanged。
Sinceyoucame,doyoumean?
SinceIcameandbeforeIcame。She’snotthesameassheoncesobeautifullywas。
AsshewasinAmerica?
Yes,inAmerica。Isupposeyouknowshecomesfromthere。Shecan’thelpit,butshedoes。
Doyouwanttochangeherbackagain?
OfcourseIdo,andIwantyoutohelpme。
Ah,saidRalph,I’monlyCaliban。I’mnotProspero。
YouwereProsperoenoughtomakeherwhatshehasbecome。You’veactedonIsabelArchersinceshecamehere,Mr。Touchett。
I,mydearMissStackpole?Neverintheworld。IsabelArcherhasactedonme-yes。sheactsoneveryone。ButI’vebeenabsolutelypassive。
You’retoopassivethen。Youhadbetterstiryourselfandbecareful。Isabel’schangingeveryday。she’sdriftingaway-rightouttosea。I’vewatchedherandIcanseeit。She’snotthebrightAmericangirlshewas。She’stakingdifferentviews,adifferentcolour,andturningawayfromheroldideals。Iwanttosavethoseideals,Mr。Touchett,andthat’swhereyoucomein。
Notsurelyasanideal?
Well,Ihopenot,Henriettarepliedpromptly。I’vegotafearinmyheartthatshe’sgoingtomarryoneofthesefellEuropeans,andIwanttopreventit。
Ah,Isee,criedRalph。andtopreventityouwantmetostepinandmarryher?
Notquite。thatremedywouldbeasbadasthedisease,foryou’rethetypical,thefellEuropeanfromwhomIwishtorescueher。No。I
wishyoutotakeaninterestinanotherperson-ayoungmantowhomsheoncegavegreatencouragementandwhomshenowdoesn’tseemtothinkgoodenough。He’sathoroughlygrandmanandaverydearfriendofmine,andIwishverymuchyouwouldinvitehimtopayavisithere。
Ralphwaspuzzledbythisappeal,anditisperhapsnottothecreditofhispurityofmindthathefailedtolookatitatfirstinthesimplestlight。Itwore,tohiseyes,atortuousair,andhisfaultwasthathewasnotquitesurethatanythingintheworldcouldreallybeascandidasthisrequestofMissStackpole’sappeared。Thatayoungwomanshoulddemandthatagentlemanwhomshedescribedasherverydearfriendshouldbefurnishedwithanopportunitytomakehimselfagreeabletoanotheryoungwoman,ayoungwomanwhoseattentionhadwanderedandwhosecharmsweregreater-thiswasananomalywhichforthemomentchallengedallhisingenuityofinterpretation。Toreadbetweenthelineswaseasierthantofollowthetext,andtosupposethatMissStackpolewishedthegentlemaninvitedtoGardencourtonherownaccountwasthesignnotsomuchofavulgarasofanembarrassedmind。Evenfromthisvenialactofvulgarity,however,Ralphwassaved,andsavedbyaforcethatIcanonlyspeakofasinspiration。WithnomoreoutwardlightonthesubjectthanhealreadypossessedhesuddenlyacquiredtheconvictionthatitwouldbeasovereigninjusticetothecorrespondentoftheInterviewertoassignadishonourablemotivetoanyactofhers。Thisconvictionpassedintohismindwithextremerapidity。itwasperhapskindledbythepureradianceoftheyounglady’simperturbablegaze。Hereturnedthischallengeamoment,consciously,resistinganinclinationtofrownasonefrownsinthepresenceoflargerluminaries。Who’sthegentlemanyouspeakof?
Mr。CasparGoodwood-ofBoston。HehasbeenextremelyattentivetoIsabel-justasdevotedtoherashecanlive。Hehasfollowedherouthereandhe’satpresentinLondon。Idon’tknowhisaddress,butIguessIcanobtainit。
I’veneverheardofhim,saidRalph。
Well,Isupposeyouhaven’theardofeveryone。Idon’tbelievehehaseverheardofyou。butthat’snoreasonwhyIsabelshouldn’tmarryhim。
Ralphgaveamildambiguouslaugh。Whatarageyouhaveformarryingpeople!Doyourememberhowyouwantedtomarrymetheotherday?
I’vegotoverthat。Youdon’tknowhowtotakesuchideas。Mr。
Goodwooddoes,however。andthat’swhatIlikeabouthim。He’sasplendidmanandaperfectgentleman,andIsabelknowsit。
Issheveryfondofhim?
Ifsheisn’tsheoughttobe。He’ssimplywrappedupinher。
Andyouwishmetoaskhimhere,saidRalphreflectively。
Itwouldbeanactoftruehospitality。
CasparGoodwood,Ralphcontinued-it’sratherastrikingname。
Idon’tcareanythingabouthisname。ItmightbeEzekielJenkins,andIshouldsaythesame。He’stheonlymanIhaveeverseenwhomIthinkworthyofIsabel。
You’reaverydevotedfriend,saidRalph。
OfcourseIam。IfyousaythattopourscornonmeIdon’tcare。
Idon’tsayittopourscornonyou。I’mverymuchstruckwithit。
You’remoresatiricthanever,butIadviseyounottolaughatMr。
Goodwood。
IassureyouI’mveryserious。yououghttounderstandthat,
saidRalph。
Inamomenthiscompanionunderstoodit。Ibelieveyouare。nowyou’retooserious。
You’redifficulttoplease。
Oh,you’reveryseriousindeed。Youwon’tinviteMr。Goodwood。
Idon’tknow,saidRalph。I’mcapableofstrangethings。TellmealittleaboutMr。Goodwood。What’shelike?
He’sjusttheoppositeofyou。He’sattheheadofacotton-factory。averyfineone。
Hashepleasantmanners?askedRalph。
Splendidmanners-intheAmericanstyle。
Wouldhebeanagreeablememberofourlittlecircle?
Idon’tthinkhe’dcaremuchaboutourlittlecircle。He’dconcentrateonIsabel。
Andhowwouldmycousinlikethat?
Verypossiblynotatall。Butitwillbegoodforher。Itwillcallbackherthoughts。
Callthemback-fromwhere?
Fromforeignpartsandotherunnaturalplaces。ThreemonthsagoshegaveMr。Goodwoodeveryreasontosupposehewasacceptabletoher,andit’snotworthyofIsabeltogobackonarealfriendsimplybecauseshehaschangedthescene。I’vechangedthescenetoo,andtheeffectofithasbeentomakemecaremoreformyoldassociationsthanever。It’smybeliefthatthesoonerIsabelchangesitbackagainthebetter。Iknowherwellenoughtoknowthatshewouldneverbetrulyhappyoverhere,andIwishhertoformsomestrongAmericantiethatwillactasapreservative。
Aren’tyouperhapsalittletoomuchinahurry?Ralphenquired。
Don’tyouthinkyououghttogivehermoreofachanceinpooroldEngland?
Achancetoruinherbrightyounglife?One’snevertoomuchinahurrytosaveaprecioushumancreaturefromdrowning。
AsIunderstanditthen,saidRalph,youwishmetopushMr。
Goodwoodoverboardafterher。Doyouknow,headded,thatI’veneverheardhermentionhisname?
Henriettagaveabrilliantsmile。I’mdelightedtohearthat。itproveshowmuchshethinksofhim。
Ralphappearedtoallowthattherewasagooddealinthis,andhesurrenderedtothoughtwhilehiscompanionwatchedhimaskance。IfIshouldinviteMr。Goodwood,hefinallysaid,itwouldbetoquarrelwithhim。
Don’tdothat。he’dprovethebetterman。
Youcertainlyaredoingyourbesttomakemehatehim!Ireallydon’tthinkIcanaskhim。Ishouldbeafraidofbeingrudeto,him。
It’sjustasyouplease,Henriettareturned。Ihadnoideayouwereinlovewithheryourself。
Doyoureallybelievethat?theyoungmanaskedwithliftedeyebrows。
That’sthemostnaturalspeechI’veeverheardyoumake!OfcourseIbelieveit,MissStackpoleingeniouslysaid。
Well,Ralphconcluded,toprovetoyouthatyou’rewrongI’llinvitehim。Itmustbeofcourseasafriendofyours。
Itwillnotbeasafriendofminethathe’llcome。anditwillnotbetoprovetomethatI’mwrongthatyou’llaskhim-buttoproveittoyourself!
TheselastwordsofMissStackpole’sonwhichthetwopresentlyseparatedcontainedanamountoftruthwhichRalphTouchettwasobligedtorecognize。butitsofartooktheedgefromtoosharparecognitionthat,inspiteofhissuspectingitwouldberathermoreindiscreettokeepthantobreakhispromise,hewroteMr。Goodwoodanoteofsixlines,expressingthepleasureitwouldgiveMr。
TouchetttheelderthatheshouldjoinalittlepartyatGardencourt,ofwhichMissStackpolewasavaluedmember。HavingsenthislettertothecareofabankerwhomHenriettasuggested
hewaitedinsomesuspense。Hehadheardthisfreshformidablefigurenamedforthefirsttime。forwhenhismotherhadmentionedonherarrivalthattherewasastoryaboutthegirl’shavinganadmirerathome,theideahadseemeddeficientinrealityandhehadtakennopainstoaskquestionstheanswerstowhichwouldinvolveonlythevagueorthedisagreeable。Now,however,thenativeadmirationofwhichhiscousinwastheobjecthadbecomemoreconcrete。ittooktheformofayoungmanwhohadfollowedhertoLondon,whowasinterestedinacotton-millandhadmannersinthemostsplendidoftheAmericanstyles。Ralphhadtwotheoriesaboutthisintervener。EitherhispassionwasasentimentalfictionofMissStackpole’stherewasalwaysasortoftacitunderstandingamongwomen,bornofthesolidarityofthesex,thattheyshoulddiscoverorinventloversforeachother,inwhichcasehewasnottobefearedandwouldprobablynotaccepttheinvitation。orelsehewouldaccepttheinvitationandinthiseventprovehimselfacreaturetooirrationaltodemandfurtherconsideration。ThelatterclauseofRalph’sargumentmighthaveseemedincoherent。butitembodiedhisconvictionthatifMr。GoodwoodwereinterestedinIsabelintheseriousmannerdescribedbyMissStackpolehewouldnotcaretopresenthimselfatGardencourtonasummonsfromthelatterlady。
Onthissupposition,saidRalph,hemustregardherasathornonthestemofhisrose。asanintercessorhemustfindherwantingintact。
TwodaysafterhehadsenthisinvitationhereceivedaveryshortnotefromCasparGoodwood,thankinghimforit,regrettingthatotherengagementsmadeavisittoGardencourtimpossibleandpresentingmanycomplimentstoMissStackpole。RalphhandedthenotetoHenrietta,who,whenshehadreadit,exclaimed:Well,Ineverhaveheardofanythingsostiff!
I’mafraidhedoesn’tcaresomuchaboutmycousinasyousuppose,
Ralphobserved。
No,it’snotthat。it’ssomesubtlermotive。Hisnature’sverydeep。ButI’mdeterminedtofathomit,andIshallwritetohimtoknowwhathemeans。