首页 >出版文学> THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY>第15章
  Forherself,shelingeredinthesoundlesssaloonlongafterthefirehadgoneout。Therewasnodangerofherfeelingthecold。shewasinafever。Sheheardthesmallhoursstrike,andthenthegreatones,buthervigiltooknoheedoftime。Hermind,assailedbyvisions,wasinastateofextraordinaryactivity,andhervisionsmightaswellcometoherthere,whereshesatuptomeetthem,asonherpillow,tomakeamockeryofrest。AsIhavesaid,shebelievedshewasnotdefiant,andwhatcouldbeabetterproofofitthanthatsheshouldlingertherehalfthenight,tryingtopersuadeherselfthattherewasnoreasonwhyPansyshouldn’tbemarriedasyouwouldputaletterinthepost-office?Whentheclockstruckfourshegotup。shewasgoingtobedatlast,forthelamphadlongsincegoneoutandthecandlesburneddowntotheirsockets。Buteventhenshestoppedagaininthemiddleoftheroomandstoodtheregazingatarememberedvision-thatofherhusbandandMadameMerleunconsciouslyandfamiliarlyassociated。
  CHAPTER43
  ThreenightsafterthisshetookPansytoagreatparty,towhichOsmond,whoneverwenttodances,didnotaccompanythem。Pansywasasreadyforadanceasever。wasnotofageneralizingturnandhadnotextendedtootherpleasurestheinterdictshehadseenplacedonthoseoflove。Ifshewasbidinghertimeorhopingtocircumventherfathershemusthavehadaprevisionofsuccess。Isabelthoughtthisunlikely。itwasmuchmorelikelythatPansyhadsimplydeterminedtobeagoodgirl。Shehadneverhadsuchachance,andshehadaproperesteemforchances。Shecarriedherselfnolessattentivelythanusualandkeptnolessanxiousaneyeuponhervaporousskirts。sheheldherbouquetverytightandcountedovertheflowersforthetwentiethtime。ShemadeIsabelfeelold。itseemedsolongsinceshehadbeeninaflutteraboutaball。Pansy,whowasgreatlyadmired,wasneverinwantofpartners,andverysoonaftertheirarrivalshegaveIsabel,whowasnotdancing,herbouquettohold。IsabelhadrenderedherthisserviceforsomeminuteswhenshebecameawareofthenearpresenceofEdwardRosier。Hestoodbeforeher。hehadlosthisaffablesmileandworealookofalmostmilitaryresolution。ThechangeinhisappearancewouldhavemadeIsabelsmileifshehadnotfelthiscasetobeatbottomahardone:hehadalwayssmeltsomuchmoreofheliotropethanofgunpowder。Helookedatheramomentsomewhatfiercely,asiftonotifyherhewasdangerous,andthendroppedhiseyesonherbouquet。
  Afterhehadinspectedithisglancesoftenedandhesaidquickly:
  It’sallpansies。itmustbehers!
  Isabelsmiledkindly。Yes,it’shers。shegaveittometohold。
  MayIholditalittle,Mrs。Osmond?thepooryoungmanasked。
  No,Ican’ttrustyou。I’mafraidyouwouldn’tgiveitback。
  I’mnotsurethatIshould。Ishouldleavethehousewithitinstantly。
  ButmayInotatleasthaveasingleflower?
  Isabelhesitatedamoment,andthen,smilingstill,heldoutthebouquet。
  Chooseoneyourself。It’sfrightfulwhatI’mdoingforyou。
  Ah,ifyoudonomorethanthis,Mrs。Osmond!Rosierexclaimedwithhisglassinoneeye,carefullychoosinghisflower。
  Don’tputitintoyourbutton-hole,shesaid。Don’tfortheworld!
  Ishouldlikehertoseeit。Shehasrefusedtodancewithme,butIwishtoshowherthatIbelieveinherstill。
  It’sverywelltoshowittoher,butit’soutofplacetoshowittoothers。Herfatherhastoldhernottodancewithyou。
  Andisthatallyoucandoforme?Iexpectedmorefromyou,Mrs。
  Osmond,saidtheyoungmaninatoneoffinegeneralreference。
  Youknowouracquaintancegoesbackveryfar-quiteintothedaysofourinnocentchildhood。
  Don’tmakemeouttooold,Isabelpatientlyanswered。Youcomebacktothatveryoften,andI’veneverdeniedit。ButImusttellyouthat,oldfriendsasweare,ifyouhaddonemethehonourtoaskmetomarryyouIshouldhaverefusedyouonthespot。
  Ah,youdon’testeemmethen。SayatoncethatyouthinkmeamereParisiantrifler!
  Iesteemyouverymuch,butI’mnotinlovewithyou。WhatImeanbythat,ofcourse,isthatI’mnotinlovewithyouforPansy。
  Verygood。Isee。Youpityme-that’sall。AndEdwardRosierlookedallround,inconsequently,withhissingleglass。Itwasarevelationtohimthatpeopleshouldn’tbemorepleased。buthewasatleasttooproudtoshowthatthedeficiencystruckhimasgeneral。
  Isabelforamomentsaidnothing。Hismannerandappearancehadnotthedignityofthedeepesttragedy。hislittleglass,amongotherthings,wasagainstthat。Butshesuddenlyfelttouched。herownunhappiness,afterall,hadsomethingincommonwithhis,anditcameoverher,morethanbefore,thathere,inrecognizable,ifnotinromanticform,wasthemostaffectingthingintheworld-younglovestrugglingwithadversity。Wouldyoureallybeverykindtoher?shefinallyaskedinalowtone。
  Hedroppedhiseyesdevoutlyandraisedthelittleflowerthatheheldinhisfingerstohislips。Thenhelookedather。Youpityme。butdon’tyoupityheralittle?
  Idon’tknow。I’mnotsure。She’llalwaysenjoylife。
  Itwilldependonwhatyoucalllife!Mr。Rosiereffectivelysaid。
  Shewon’tenjoybeingtortured。
  There’llbenothingofthat。
  I’mgladtohearit。Sheknowswhatshe’sabout。You’llsee。
  Ithinkshedoes,andshe’llneverdisobeyherfather。Butshe’scomingbacktome,Isabeladded,andImustbegyoutogoaway。
  RosierlingeredamomenttillPansycameinsightonthearmofhercavalier。hestoodjustlongenoughtolookherintheface。
  Thenhewalkedaway,holdinguphishead。andthemannerinwhichheachievedthissacrificetoexpediencyconvincedIsabelhewasverymuchinlove。
  Pansy,whoseldomgotdisarrangedindancing,lookingperfectlyfreshandcoolafterthisexercise,waitedamomentandthentookbackherbouquet。Isabelwatchedherandsawshewascountingtheflowers。whereuponshesaidtoherselfthatdecidedlythereweredeeperforcesatplaythanshehadrecognized。PansyhadseenRosierturnaway,butshesaidnothingtoIsabelabouthim。shetalkedonlyofherpartner,afterhehadmadehisbowandretired。ofthemusic,thefloor,theraremisfortuneofhavingalreadytornherdress。
  Isabelwassure,however,shehaddiscoveredherlovertohaveabstractedaflower。thoughthisknowledgewasnotneededtoaccountforthedutifulgracewithwhichsherespondedtotheappealofhernextpartner。Thatperfectamenityunderacuteconstraintwaspartofalargersystem。Shewasagainledforthbyaflushedyoungman,thistimecarryingherbouquet。andshehadnotbeenabsentmanyminuteswhenIsabelsawLordWarburtonadvancingthroughthecrowd。Hepresentlydrewnearandbadehergood-evening。shehadnotseenhimsincethedaybefore。Helookedabouthim,andthenWhere’sthelittlemaid?heasked。ItwasinthismannerthathehadformedtheharmlesshabitofalludingtoMissOsmond。
  She’sdancing,saidIsabel。You’llseehersomewhere。
  HelookedamongthedancersandatlastcaughtPansy’seye。Sheseesme,butshewon’tnoticeme,hethenremarked。Areyounotdancing?
  Asyousee,I’mawall-flower。
  Won’tyoudancewithme?
  Thankyou。I’dratheryoushoulddancewiththelittlemaid。
  Oneneedn’tpreventtheother-especiallyasshe’sengaged。
  She’snotengagedforeverything,andyoucanreserveyourself。Shedancesveryhard,andyou’llbethefresher。
  Shedancesbeautifully,saidLordWarburton,followingherwithhiseyes。Ah,atlast,headded,shehasgivenmeasmile。Hestoodtherewithhishandsome,easy,importantphysiognomy。andasIsabelobservedhimitcameoverher,asithaddonebefore,thatitwasstrangeamanofhismettleshouldtakeaninterestinalittlemaid。Itstruckherasagreatincongruity。neitherPansy’ssmallfascinations,norhisownkindness,hisgood-nature,notevenhisneedforamusement,whichwasextremeandconstant,weresufficienttoaccountforit。Ishouldliketodancewithyou,hewentoninamoment,turningbacktoIsabel。butIthinkIlikeevenbettertotalkwithyou。
  Yes,it’sbetter,andit’smoreworthyofyourdignity。Greatstatesmenoughtn’ttowaltz。
  Don’tbecruel。WhydidyourecommendmethentodancewithMissOsmond?
  Ah,that’sdifferent。Ifyoudancedwithheritwouldlooksimplylikeapieceofkindness-asifyouweredoingitforheramusement。Ifyoudancewithmeyou’lllookasifyouweredoingitforyourown。
  Andprayhaven’tIarighttoamusemyself?
  No,notwiththeaffairsoftheBritishEmpireonyourhands。
  TheBritishEmpirebehanged!You’realwayslaughingatit。
  Amuseyourselfwithtalkingtome,saidIsabel。
  I’mnotsureit’sreallyarecreation。You’retoopointed。I’vealwaystobedefendingmyself。Andyoustrikemeasmorethanusuallydangerousto-night。Willyouabsolutelynotdance?
  Ican’tleavemyplace。Pansymustfindmehere。
  Hewassilentalittle。You’rewonderfullygoodtoher,hesaidsuddenly。
  Isabelstaredalittleandsmiled。Canyouimagineone’snotbeing?
  Noindeed。Iknowhowoneischarmedwithher。Butyoumusthavedoneagreatdealforher。
  I’vetakenheroutwithme,saidIsabel,smilingstill。AndI’veseenthatshehasproperclothes。
  Yoursocietymusthavebeenagreatbenefittoher。You’vetalkedtoher,advisedher,helpedhertodevelop。
  Ahyes,ifsheisn’ttheroseshehaslivednearit。
  Shelaughed,andhercompaniondidasmuch。buttherewasacertainvisiblepreoccupationinhisfacewhichinterferedwithcompletehilarity。Wealltrytoliveasnearitaswecan,hesaidafteramoment’shesitation。
  Isabelturnedaway。Pansywasabouttoberestoredtoher,andshewelcomedthediversion。WeknowhowmuchshelikedLordWarburton。shethoughthimpleasantereventhanthesumofhismeritswarranted。
  therewassomethinginhisfriendshipthatappearedakindofresourceincaseofindefiniteneed。itwaslikehavingalargebalanceatthebank。Shefelthappierwhenhewasintheroom。therewassomethingreassuringinhisapproach。thesoundofhisvoiceremindedherofthebeneficenceofnature。Yetforallthatitdidn’tsuitherthatheshouldbetoonearher,thatheshouldtaketoomuchofhergood-willforgranted。Shewasafraidofthat。sheavertedherselffromit。shewishedhewouldn’t。Shefeltthatifheshouldcometoonear,asitwere,itmightbeinhertoflashoutandbidhimkeephisdistance。PansycamebacktoIsabelwithanotherrentinherskirt,whichwastheinevitableconsequenceofthefirstandwhichshedisplayedtoIsabelwithseriouseyes。Thereweretoomanygentlemeninuniform。theyworethosedreadfulspurs,whichwerefataltothedressesoflittlemaids。Ithereuponbecameapparentthattheresourcesofwomenareinnumerable。IsabeldevotedherselftoPansy’sdesecrateddrapery。shefumbledforapinandrepairedtheinjury。shesmiledandlistenedtoheraccountofheradventures。Herattention,hersympathywereimmediateandactive。andtheywereindirectproportiontoasentimentwithwhichtheywereinnowayconnected-alivelyconjectureastowhetherLordWarburtonmightbetryingtomakelovetoher。Itwasnotsimplyhiswordsjustthen。itwasothersaswell。itwasthereferenceandthecontinuity。ThiswaswhatshethoughtaboutwhileshepinnedupPansy’sdress。Ifitwereso,asshefeared,hewasofcourseunwitting。hehimselfhadnottakenaccountofhisintention。Butthismadeitnonethemoreauspicious,madethesituationnonethelessimpossible。Thesoonerheshouldgetbackintorightrelationswiththingsthebetter。HeimmediatelybegantotalktoPansy-onwhomitwascertainlymystifyingtoseethathedroppedasmileofchasteneddevotion。Pansyreplied,asusual,withalittleairofconscientiousaspiration。hehadtobendtowardheragooddealinconversation,andhereyes,asusual,wanderedupanddownhisrobustpersonasifhehadofferedittoherforexhibition。Shealwaysseemedalittlefrightened。yetherfrightwasnotofthepainfulcharacterthatsuggestsdislike。onthecontrary,shelookedasifsheknewthatheknewshelikedhim。Isabelleftthemtogetheralittleandwanderedtowardafriendwhomshesawnearandwithwhomshetalkedtillthemusicofthefollowingdancebegan,forwhichsheknewPansytobealsoengaged。Thegirljoinedherpresently,withalittleflutteredflush,andIsabel,whoscrupulouslytookOsmond’sviewofhisdaughter’scompletedependence,consignedher,asapreciousandmomentaryloan,toherappointedpartner。Aboutallthismattershehadherownimaginations,herownreserves。thereweremomentswhenPansy’sextremeadhesivenessmadeeachofthem,tohersense,lookfoolish。ButOsmondhadgivenherasortoftableauofherpositionashisdaughter’sduenna,whichconsistedofgraciousalternationsofconcessionandcontraction。andthereweredirectionsofhiswhichshelikedtothinksheobeyedtotheletter。
  Perhaps,asregardssomeofthem,itwasbecauseherdoingsoappearedtoreducethemtotheabsurd。
  AfterPansyhadbeenledaway,shefoundLordWarburtondrawingnearheragain。Sherestedhereyesonhimsteadily。shewishedshecouldsoundhisthoughts。Buthehadnoappearanceofconfusion。Shehaspromisedtodancewithmelater,hesaid。
  I’mgladofthat。Isupposeyou’veengagedherforthecotillion。
  Atthishelookedalittleawkward。No,Ididn’taskherforthat。It’saquadrille。
  Ah,you’renotclever!saidIsabelalmostangrily。Itoldhertokeepthecotillionincaseyoushouldaskforit。
  Poorlittlemaid,fancythat!AndLordWarburtonlaughedfrankly。
  OfcourseIwillifyoulike。
  IfIlike?Oh,ifyoudancewithheronlybecauseIlikeit-!
  I’mafraidIboreher。Sheseemstohavealotofyoungfellowsonherbook。
  Isabeldroppedhereyes,reflectingrapidly。LordWarburtonstoodtherelookingatherandshefelthiseyesonherface。Shefeltmuchinclinedtoaskhimtoremovethem。Shedidn’tdoso,however。
  sheonlysaidtohim,afteraminute,withherownraised:
  Pleaseletmeunderstand。
  Understandwhat?
  Youtoldmetendaysagothatyou’dliketomarrymystepdaughter。
  You’venotforgottenit!
  Forgottenit?IwrotetoMr。Osmondaboutitthismorning。
  Ah,saidIsabel,hedidn’tmentiontomethathehadheardfromyou。
  LordWarburtonstammeredalittle。I-Ididn’tsendmyletter。
  Perhapsyouforgotthat。
  No,Iwasn’tsatisfiedwithit。It’sanawkwardsortoflettertowrite,youknow。ButIshallsenditto-night。
  Atthreeo’clockinthemorning?
  Imeanlater,inthecourseoftheday。
  Verygood。Youstillwishthentomarryher?
  Verymuchindeed。
  Aren’tyouafraidthatyou’llboreher?AndashercompanionstaredatthisenquiryIsabeladded:Ifshecan’tdancewithyouforhalfanhourhowwillshebeabletodancewithyouforlife?
  Ah,saidLordWarburtonreadily,I’llletherdancewithotherpeople!Aboutthecotillion,thefactisIthoughtthatyou-thatyou-
  ThatIwoulddoitwithyou?ItoldyouI’ddonothing。
  Exactly。sothatwhileit’sgoingonImightfindsomequietcornerwherewemaysitdownandtalk。
  Oh,saidIsabelgravely,you’remuchtooconsiderateofme。
  WhenthecotillioncamePansywasfoundtohaveengagedherself,thinking,inperfecthumility,thatLordWarburtonhadnointentions。Isabelrecommendedhimtoseekanotherpartner,butheassuredherthathewoulddancewithnoonebutherself。As,however,shehad,inspiteoftheremonstrancesofherhostess,declinedotherinvitationsonthegroundthatshewasnotdancingatall,itwasnotpossibleforhertomakeanexceptioninLordWarburton’sfavour。
  AfterallIdon’tcaretodance,hesaid。it’sabarbarousamusement:I’dmuchrathertalk。Andheintimatedthathehaddiscoveredexactlythecornerhehadbeenlookingfor-aquietnookinoneofthesmallerrooms,wherethemusicwouldcometothemfaintlyandnotinterferewithconversation。Isabelhaddecidedtolethimcarryouthisidea。shewishedtobesatisfied。Shewanderedawayfromtheball-roomwithhim,thoughsheknewherhusbanddesiredsheshouldnotlosesightofhisdaughter。Itwaswithhisdaughter’spretendant,however。thatwouldmakeitrightforOsmond。
  Onherwayoutoftheball-roomshecameuponEdwardRosier,whowasstandinginadoorway,withfoldedarms,lookingatthedanceintheattitudeofayoungmanwithoutillusions。Shestoppedamomentandaskedhimifhewerenotdancing。
  Certainlynot,ifIcan’tdancewithher!heanswered。
  Youhadbettergoawaythen,saidIsabelwiththemannerofgoodcounsel。
  Ishallnotgotillshedoes!AndheletLordWarburtonpasswithoutgivinghimalook。
  Thisnobleman,however,hadnoticedthemelancholyyouth,andheaskedIsabelwhoherdismalfriendwas,remarkingthathehadseenhimsomewherebefore。
  It’stheyoungmanI’vetoldyouabout,who’sinlovewithPansy。
  Ahyes,Iremember。Helooksratherbad。
  Hehasreason。Myhusbandwon’tlistentohim。
  What’sthematterwithhim?LordWarburtonenquired。Heseemsveryharmless。
  Hehasn’tmoneyenough,andheisn’tveryclever。
  LordWarburtonlistenedwithinterest。heseemedstruckwiththisaccountofEdwardRosier。Dearme。helookedawell-set-upyoungfellow。
  Soheis,butmyhusband’sveryparticular。
  Oh,Isee。AndLordWarburtonpausedamoment。Howmuchmoneyhashegot?hethenventuredtoask。
  Somefortythousandfrancsayear。
  Sixteenhundredpounds?Ah,butthat’sverygood,youknow。
  SoIthink。Myhusband,however,haslargerideas。
  Yes。I’venoticedthatyourhusbandhasverylargeideas。Ishereallyanidiot,theyoungman?
  Anidiot?Notintheleast。he’scharming。WhenhewastwelveyearsoldImyselfwasinlovewithhim。
  Hedoesn’tlookmuchmorethantwelveto-day,LordWarburtonrejoinedvaguely,lookingabouthim。Thenwithmorepoint,Don’tyouthinkwemightsithere?heasked。
  Whereveryouplease。Theroomwasasortofboudoir,pervadedbyasubdued,rose-colouredlight。aladyandgentlemanmovedoutofitasourfriendscamein。
  It’sverykindofyoutotakesuchaninterestinMr。Rosier,
  Isabelsaid。
  Heseemstomeratherill-treated。Hehadafaceayardlong。I
  wonderedwhatailedhim。
  You’reajustman,saidIsabel。You’veakindthoughtevenforarival。
  LordWarburtonsuddenlyturnedwithastare。Arival!Doyoucallhimmyrival?
  Surely-ifyoubothwishtomarrythesameperson。
  Yes-butsincehehasnochance!
  Ilikeyou,howeverthatmaybe,forputtingyourselfinhisplace。
  Itshowsimagination。
  Youlikemeforit?AndLordWarburtonlookedatherwithanuncertaineye。Ithinkyoumeanyou’relaughingatmeforit。
  Yes,I’mlaughingatyoualittle。ButIlikeyouassomebodytolaughat。
  Ahwell,then,letmeenterintohissituationalittlemore。
  Whatdoyousupposeonecoulddoforhim?
  SinceIhavebeenpraisingyourimaginationI’llleaveyoutoimaginethatyourself,Isabelsaid。Pansytoowouldlikeyouforthat。
  MissOsmond?Ah,she,Iflattermyself,likesmealready。
  Verymuch,Ithink。
  Hewaitedalittle。hewasstillquestioningherface。Wellthen,I
  don’tunderstandyou。Youdon’tmeanthatshecaresforhim?
  SurelyI’vetoldyouIthoughtshedid。
  Aquickblushsprangtohisbrow。Youtoldmeshewouldhavenowishapartfromherfather’s,andasI’vegatheredthathewouldfavourme-!HepausedalittleandthensuggestedDon’tyousee?
  throughhisblush。
  Yes,Itoldyoushehasanimmensewishtopleaseherfather,andthatitwouldprobablytakeherveryfar。
  Thatseemstomeaveryproperfeeling,saidLordWarburton。
  Certainly。it’saveryproperfeeling。Isabelremainedsilentforsomemoments。theroomcontinuedempty。thesoundofthemusicreachedthemwithitsrichnesssoftenedbytheinterposingapartments。
  Thenatlastshesaid:Butithardlystrikesmeasthesortoffeelingtowhichamanwouldwishtobeindebtedforawife。
  Idon’tknow。ifthewife’sagoodoneandhethinksshedoeswell!
  Yes,ofcourseyoumustthinkthat。
  Ido。Ican’thelpit。YoucallthatveryBritish,ofcourse。
  No,Idon’t。IthinkPansywoulddowonderfullywelltomarryyou,andIdon’tknowwhoshouldknowitbetterthanyou。Butyou’renotinlove。
  Ah,yesIam,Mrs。Osmond!
  Isabelshookherhead。Youliketothinkyouarewhileyousitherewithme。Butthat’snothowyoustrikeme。
  I’mnotliketheyoungmaninthedoorway。Iadmitthat。Butwhatmakesitsounnatural?CouldanyoneintheworldbemoreloveablethanMissOsmond?
  Noone,possibly。Butlovehasnothingtodowithgoodreasons。
  Idon’tagreewithyou。I’mdelightedtohavegoodreasons。
  Ofcourseyouare。Ifyouwerereallyinloveyouwouldn’tcareastrawforthem。
  Ah,reallyinlove-reallyinlove!LordWarburtonexclaimed,foldinghisarms,leaningbackhisheadandstretchinghimselfalittle。YoumustrememberthatI’mforty-twoyearsold。Iwon’tpretendI’masIonceWell,ifyou’resure,saidIsabel,it’sallright。
  Heanswerednothing。hesatthere,withhisheadback,lookingbeforehim。Abruptly,however,hechangedhisposition。heturnedquicklytohisfriend。Whyareyousounwilling,sosceptical?
  Shemethiseyes,andforamomenttheylookedstraightateachother。Ifshewishedtobesatisfiedshesawsomethingthatsatisfiedher。shesawinhisexpressionthegleamofanideathatshewasuneasyonherownaccount-thatshewasperhapseveninfear。Itshowedasuspicion,notahope,butsuchasitwasittoldherwhatshewantedtoknow。Notforaninstantshouldhesuspectherofdetectinginhisproposalofmarryingherstepdaughteranimplicationofincreasednearnesstoherself,orofthinkingit,onsuchabetrayal,ominous。Inthatbrief,extremelypersonalgaze,however,deepermeaningspassedbetweenthemthantheywereconsciousofatthemoment。
  MydearLordWarburton,shesaid,smiling,youmaydo,asfarasI’mconcerned,whatevercomesintoyourhead。
  Andwiththisshegotupandwanderedintotheadjoiningroom,where,withinhercompanion’sview,shewasimmediatelyaddressedbyapairofgentlemen,highpersonagesintheRomanworld,whometherasiftheyhadbeenlookingforher。Whileshetalkedwiththemshefoundherselfregrettingshehadmoved。itlookedalittlelikerunningaway-allthemoreasLordWarburtondidn’tfollowher。Shewasgladofthis,however,andatanyrateshewassatisfied。Shewassowellsatisfiedthatwhen,inpassingbackintotheball-room,shefoundEdwardRosierstillplantedinthedoorway,shestoppedandspoketohimagain。Youdidrightnottogoaway。I’vesomecomfortforyou。
  Ineedit,theyoungmansoftlywailed,whenIseeyousoawfullythickwithhim!
  Don’tspeakofhim。I’lldowhatIcanforyou。I’mafraiditwon’tbemuch,butwhatIcanI’lldo。
  Helookedatherwithgloomyobliqueness。Whathassuddenlybroughtyouround?
  Thesensethatyouareaninconvenienceindoorways!sheanswered,smilingasshepassedhim。Halfanhourlatershetookleave,withPansy,andatthefootofthestaircasethetwoladies,withmanyotherdepartingguests,waitedawhilefortheircarriage。justasitapproachedLordWarburtoncameoutofthehouseandassistedthemtoreachtheirvehicle。Hestoodamomentatthedoor,askingPansyifshehadamusedherself。andshe,havingansweredhim,fellbackwithalittleairoffatigue。ThenIsabel,atthewindow,detaininghimbyamovementofherfinger,murmuredgently:Don’tforgettosendyourlettertoherfather!
  CHAPTER44
  TheCountessGeminiwasoftenextremelybored-bored,inherownphrase,toextinction。Shehadnotbeenextinguished,however,andshestruggledbravelyenoughwithherdestiny,whichhadbeentomarryanunaccommodatingFlorentinewhoinsisteduponlivinginhisnativetown,whereheenjoyedsuchconsiderationasmightattachtoagentlemanwhosetalentforlosingatcardshadnotthemeritofbeingincidentaltoanobligingdisposition。TheCountGeminiwasnotlikedevenbythosewhowonfromhim。andheboreaname,which,havingameasurablevalueinFlorence,was,likethelocalcoinoftheoldItalianstates,withoutcurrencyinotherpartsofthepeninsula。InRomehewassimplyaverydullFlorentine,anditisnotremarkablethatheshouldnothavecaredtopayfrequentvisitstoaplacewhere,tocarryitoff,hisdulnessneededmoreexplanationthanwasconvenient。TheCountesslivedwithhereyesuponRome,anditwastheconstantgrievanceofherlifethatshehadnotanhabitationthere。Shewasashamedtosayhowseldomshehadbeenallowedtovisitthatcity。itscarcelymadethematterbetterthattherewereothermembersoftheFlorentinenobilitywhoneverhadbeenthereatall。
  Shewentwhenevershecould。thatwasallshecouldsay。Orrathernotall,butallshesaidshecouldsay。Infactshehadmuchmoretosayaboutit,andhadoftensetforththereasonswhyshehatedFlorenceandwishedtoendherdaysintheshadowofSaintPeter’s。
  Theyarereasons,however,thatdonotcloselyconcernus,andwereusuallysummedupinthedeclarationthatRome,inshort,wastheEternalCityandthatFlorencewassimplyaprettylittleplacelikeanyother。TheCountessapparentlyneededtoconnecttheideaofeternitywithheramusements。ShewasconvincedthatsocietywasinfinitelymoreinterestinginRome,whereyoumetcelebritiesallwinterateveningparties。AtFlorencetherewerenocelebrities。noneatleastthatonehadheardof。Sinceherbrother’smarriageherimpatiencehadgreatlyincreased。shewassosurehiswifehadamorebrilliantlifethanherself。ShewasnotsointellectualasIsabel,butshewasintellectualenoughtodojusticetoRome-nottotheruinsandthecatacombs,notevenperhapstothemonumentsandmuseums,thechurchceremoniesandthescenery。butcertainlytoalltherest。Sheheardagreatdealabouthersister-in-lawandknewperfectlythatIsabelwashavingabeautifultime。ShehadindeedseenitforherselfontheonlyoccasiononwhichshehadenjoyedthehospitalityofPalazzoRoccanera。Shehadspentaweekthereduringthefirstwinterofherbrother’smarriage,butshehadnotbeenencouragedtorenewthissatisfaction。Osmonddidn’twanther-thatshewasperfectlyawareof。butshewouldhavegoneallthesame,forafterallshedidn’tcaretwostrawsaboutOsmond。Itwasherhusbandwhowouldn’tlether,andthemoneyquestionwasalwaysatrouble。Isabelhadbeenverynice。theCountess,whohadlikedhersister-in-lawfromthefirst,hadnotbeenblindedbyenvytoIsabel’spersonalmerits。Shehadalwaysobservedthatshegotonbetterwithcleverwomenthanwithsillyoneslikeherself。thesillyonescouldneverunderstandherwisdom,whereasthecleverones-thereallycleverones-alwaysunderstoodhersilliness。Itappearedtoherthat,differentastheywereinappearanceandgeneralstyle,Isabelandshehadsomewhereapatchofcommongroundthattheywouldsettheirfeetuponatlast。Itwasnotverylarge,butitwasfirm,andtheyshouldbothknowitwhenoncetheyhadreallytouchedit。Andthenshelived,withMrs。Osmond,undertheinfluenceofapleasantsurprise。
  shewasconstantlyexpectingthatIsabelwouldlookdownonher,andsheasconstantlysawthisoperationpostponed。Sheaskedherselfwhenitwouldbegin,likefire-works,orLent,ortheoperaseason。notthatshecaredmuch,butshewonderedwhatkeptitinabeyance。Hersister-in-lawregardedherwithnonebutlevelglancesandexpressedforthepoorCountessaslittlecontemptasadmiration。InrealityIsabelwouldassoonhavethoughtofdespisingherasofpassingamoraljudgementonagrasshopper。Shewasnotindifferenttoherhusband’ssister,however。shewasratheralittleafraidofher。
  Shewonderedather。shethoughtherveryextraordinary。TheCountessseemedtohertohavenosoul。shewaslikeabrightrareshell,withapolishedsurfaceandaremarkablypinklip,inwhichsomethingwouldrattlewhenyoushookit。ThisrattlewasapparentlytheCountess’sspiritualprinciple,alittleloosenutthattumbledaboutinsideofher。Shewastoooddfordisdain,tooanomalousforcomparisons。IsabelwouldhaveinvitedheragaintherewasnoquestionofinvitingtheCount。butOsmond,afterhismarriage,hadnotscrupledtosayfranklythatAmywasafooloftheworstspecies-afoolwhosefollyhadtheirrepressibilityofgenius。Hesaidatanothertimethatshehadnoheart。andheaddedinamomentthatshehadgivenitallaway-insmallpieces,likeafrostedwedding-cake。ThefactofnothavingbeenaskedwasofcourseanotherobstacletotheCountess’sgoingagaintoRome。butattheperiodwithwhichthishistoryhasnowtodealshewasinreceiptofaninvitationtospendseveralweeksatPalazzoRoccanera。TheproposalhadcomefromOsmondhimself,whowrotetohissisterthatshemustbepreparedtobeveryquiet。WhetherornoshefoundinthisphraseallthemeaninghehadputintoitIamunabletosay。butsheacceptedtheinvitationonanyterms。Shewascurious,moreover。
  foroneoftheimpressionsofherformervisithadbeenthatherbrotherhadfoundhismatch。BeforethemarriageshehadbeensorryforIsabel,sosorryastohavehadseriousthoughts-ifanyoftheCountess’sthoughtswereserious-ofputtingheronherguard。Butshehadletthatpass,andafteralittleshewasreassured。Osmondwasasloftyasever,buthiswifewouldnotbeaneasyvictim。TheCountesswasnotveryexactatmeasurements,butitseemedtoherthatifIsabelshoulddrawherselfupshewouldbethetallerspiritofthetwo。WhatshewantedtolearnnowwaswhetherIsabelhaddrawnherselfup。itwouldgiveherimmensepleasuretoseeOsmondovertopped。
  SeveraldaysbeforeshewastostartforRomeaservantbroughtherthecardofavisitor-acardwiththesimplesuperscriptionHenriettaC。Stackpole。TheCountesspressedherfinger-tipstoherforehead。shedidn’tremembertohaveknownanysuchHenriettaasthat。TheservantthenremarkedthattheladyhadrequestedhimtosaythatiftheCountessshouldnotrecognizehernameshewouldknowherwellenoughonseeingher。BythetimesheappearedbeforehervisitorshehadinfactremindedherselfthattherewasoncealiteraryladyatMrs。Touchett’s。theonlywomanoflettersshehadeverencountered-thatistheonlymodernone,sinceshewasthedaughterofadefunctpoetess。SherecognizedMissStackpoleimmediately,themoresothatMissStackpoleseemedperfectlyunchanged。andtheCountess,whowasthoroughlygood-natured,thoughtitratherfinetobecalledonbyapersonofthatsortofdistinction。ShewonderedifMissStackpolehadcomeonaccountofhermother-whethershehadheardoftheAmericanCorinne。HermotherwasnotatalllikeIsabel’sfriend。theCountesscouldseeataglancethatthisladywasmuchmorecontemporary。andshereceivedanimpressionoftheimprovementsthatweretakingplace-chieflyindistantcountries-inthecharactertheprofessionalcharacterofliteraryladies。HermotherhadbeenusedtowearaRomanscarfthrownoverapairofshoulderstimorouslybaredoftheirtightblackvelvetohtheoldclothes!andagoldlaurel-wreathsetuponamultitudeofglossyringlets。Shehadspokensoftlyandvaguely,withtheaccentofherCreoleancestors,asshealwaysconfessed。
  shesighedagreatdealandwasnotatallenterprising。ButHenrietta,theCountesscouldsee,wasalwayscloselybuttonedandcompactlybraided。therewassomethingbriskandbusiness-likeinherappearance。hermannerwasalmostconscientiouslyfamiliar。Itwasasimpossibletoimagineherevervaguelysighingastoimaginealetterpostedwithoutitsaddress。TheCountesscouldnotbutfeelthatthecorrespondentoftheInterviewerwasmuchmoreinthemovementthantheAmericanCorinne。SheexplainedthatshehadcalledontheCountessbecauseshewastheonlypersonsheknewinFlorence,andthatwhenshevisitedaforeigncityshelikedtoseesomethingmorethansuperficialtravellers。SheknewMrs。Touchett,butMrs。TouchettwasinAmerica,andevenifshehadbeeninFlorenceHenriettawouldnothaveputherselfoutforher,sinceMrs。
  Touchettwasnotoneofheradmirations。
  DoyoumeanbythatthatIam?theCountessgraciouslyasked。
  Well,IlikeyoubetterthanIdoher,saidMissStackpole。I
  seemtorememberthatwhenIsawyoubeforeyouwereveryinteresting。
  Idon’tknowwhetheritwasanaccidentorwhetherit’syourusualstyle。AtanyrateIwasagooddealstruckwithwhatyousaid。Imadeuseofitafterwardsinprint。
  Dearme!criedtheCountess,staringandhalfalarmed。IhadnoideaIeversaidanythingremarkable!IwishIhadknownitatthetime。
  Itwasaboutthepositionofwomaninthiscity,MissStackpoleremarked。Youthrewagooddealoflightuponit。
  Thepositionofwoman’sveryuncomfortable。Isthatwhatyoumean?Andyouwroteitdownandpublishedit?theCountesswenton。
  Ah,doletmeseeit!
  I’llwritetothemtosendyouthepaperifyoulike,Henriettasaid。Ididn’tmentionyourname。Ionlysaidaladyofhighrank。
  AndthenIquotedyourviews。
  TheCountessthrewherselfhastilybackward,tossingupherclaspedhands。DoyouknowI’mrathersorryyoudidn’tmentionmyname?Ishouldhaveratherlikedtoseemynameinthepapers。I
  forgetwhatmyviewswere。Ihavesomany!ButI’mnotashamedofthem。I’mnotatalllikemybrother-Isupposeyouknowmybrother?Hethinksitakindofscandaltobeputinthepapers。ifyouweretoquotehimhe’dneverforgiveyou。
  Heneedn’tbeafraid。Ishallneverrefertohim,saidMissStackpolewithblanddryness。That’sanotherreason,sheadded,whyIwantedtocometoseeyou。YouknowMr。Osmondmarriedmydearestfriend。
  Ah,yes。youwereafriendofIsabel’s。IwastryingtothinkwhatIknewaboutyou。
  quitewillingtobeknownbythat,Henriettadeclared。Butthatisn’twhatyourbrotherlikestoknowmeby。HehastriedtobreakupmyrelationswithIsabel。
  Don’tpermitit,saidtheCountess。
  That’swhatIwanttotalkabout。I’mgoingtoRome。
  SoamI!theCountesscried。We’llgotogether。
  Withgreatpleasure。AndwhenIwriteaboutmyjourneyI’llmentionyoubynameasmycompanion。
  TheCountesssprangfromherchairandcameandsatonthesofabesidehervisitor。Ah,youmustsendmethepaper!Myhusbandwon’tlikeit,butheneedneverseeit。Besides,hedoesn’tknowhowtoread。
  Henrietta’slargeeyesbecameimmense。Doesn’tknowhowtoread?
  MayIputthatintomyletter?
  Intoyourletter?
  IntheInterviewer。That’smypaper。
  Ohyes,ifyoulike。withhisname。AreyougoingtostaywithIsabel?
  Henriettaheldupherhead,gazingalittleinsilenceatherhostess。Shehasnotaskedme。IwrotetoherIwascoming,andsheansweredthatshewouldengagearoomformeatapension。Shegavenoreason。
  TheCountesslistenedwithextremeinterest。Thereason’sOsmond,shepregnantlyremarked。
  Isabeloughttomakeastand,saidMissStackpole。I’mafraidshehaschangedagreatdeal。Itoldhershewould。
  I’msorrytohearit。Ihopedshewouldhaveherownway。Whydoesn’tmybrotherlikeyou?theCountessingenuouslyadded。
  Idon’tknowandIdon’tcare。He’sperfectlywelcomenottolikeme。Idon’twanteveryonetolikeme。Ishouldthinklessofmyselfifsomepeopledid。Ajournalistcan’thopetodomuchgoodunlesshegetsagooddealhated。that’sthewayheknowshowhisworkgoeson。Andit’sjustthesameforalady。ButIdidn’texpectitofIsabel。
  Doyoumeanthatshehatesyou?theCountessenquired。
  Idon’tknow。Iwanttosee。That’swhatI’mgoingtoRomefor。
  Dearme,whatatiresomeerrand!theCountessexclaimed。
  Shedoesn’twritetomeinthesameway。it’seasytoseethere’sadifference。Ifyouknowanything,MissStackpolewenton,Ishouldliketohearitbeforehand,soastodecideonthelineIshalltake。
  TheCountessthrustoutherunderlipandgaveagradualshrug。I
  knowverylittle。IseeandhearverylittleofOsmond。Hedoesn’tlikemeanybetterthanheappearstolikeyou。
  Yetyou’renotaladycorrespondent,saidHenriettapensively。
  Oh,hehasplentyofreasons。Neverthelessthey’veinvitedme-I’mtostayinthehouse!AndtheCountesssmiledalmostfiercely。herexultation,forthemoment,tooklittleaccountofMissStackpole’sdisappointment。
  Thislady,however,regardeditveryplacidly。Ishouldn’thavegoneifshehadaskedme。ThatisIthinkIshouldn’t。andI’mgladIhadn’ttomakeupmymind。Itwouldhavebeenaverydifficultquestion。Ishouldn’thavelikedtoturnawayfromher,andyetI
  shouldn’thavebeenhappyunderherroof。Apensionwillsuitmeverywell。Butthat’snotall。
  Rome’sverygoodjustnow,saidtheCountess。thereareallsortsofbrilliantpeople。DidyoueverhearofLordWarburton?
  Hearofhim?Iknowhimverywell。Doyouconsiderhimverybrilliant?Henriettaenquired。
  Idon’tknowhim,butI’mtoldhe’sextremelygrandseigneur。
  He’smakinglovetoIsabel。
  Makinglovetoher?
  SoI’mtold。Idon’tknowthedetails,saidtheCountesslightly。ButIsabel’sprettysafe。
  Henriettagazedearnestlyathercompanion。foramomentshesaidnothing。WhendoyougotoRome?sheenquiredabruptly。
  Notforaweek,I’mafraid。
  Ishallgoto-morrow,Henriettasaid。IthinkIhadbetternotwait。
  Dearme,I’msorry。I’mhavingsomedressesmade。I’mtoldIsabelreceivesimmensely。ButIshallseeyouthere。Ishallcallonyouatyourpension。Henriettasatstill-shewaslostinthought。andsuddenlytheCountesscried:Ah,butifyoudon’tgowithmeyoucan’tdescribeourjourney!
  MissStackpoleseemedunmovedbythisconsideration。shewasthinkingofsomethingelseandpresentlyexpressedit。I’mnotsurethatIunderstandyouaboutLordWarburton。
  Understandme?Imeanhe’sverynice,that’sall。
  Doyouconsideritnicetomakelovetomarriedwomen?Henriettaenquiredwithunprecedenteddistinctness。
  TheCountessstared,andthenwithalittleviolentlaugh:It’scertainallthenicemendoit。Getmarriedandyou’llsee!sheadded。
  Thatideawouldbeenoughtopreventme,saidMissStackpole。I
  shouldwantmyownhusband。Ishouldn’twantanyoneelse’s。DoyoumeanthatIsabel’sguilty-guilty-?Andshepausedalittle,choosingherexpression。
  DoImeanshe’sguilty?Ohdearno,notyet,Ihope。IonlymeanthatOsmond’sverytiresomeandthatLordWarburton,asIhear,isagreatdealatthehouse。I’mafraidyou’rescandalized。
  No,I’mjustanxious,Henriettasaid。
  Ah,you’renotverycomplimentarytoIsabel!Youshouldhavemoreconfidence。I’lltellyou,theCountessaddedquickly:ifitwillbeacomforttoyouIengagetodrawhimoff。
  MissStackpoleansweredatfirstonlywiththedeepersolemnityofhergaze。Youdon’tunderstandme,shesaidafterawhile。I
  haven’ttheideayouseemtosuppose。I’mnotafraidforIsabel-inthatway。I’monlyafraidshe’sunhappy-that’swhatIwanttogetat。
  TheCountessgaveadozenturnsofthehead。shelookedimpatientandsarcastic。Thatmayverywellbe。formypartIshouldliketoknowwhetherOsmondis。MissStackpolehadbegunalittletoboreher。
  Ifshe’sreallychangedthatmustbeatthebottomofit,
  Henriettawenton。
  You’llsee。she’lltellyou,saidtheCountess。
  Ah,shemaynottellme-that’swhatI’mafraidof!Well,ifOsmondisn’tamusinghimself-inhisownoldway-IflattermyselfI
  shalldiscoverit,theCountessrejoined。
  Idon’tcareforthat,saidHenrietta。
  Idoimmensely!IfIsabel’sunhappyI’mverysorryforher,butI
  can’thelpit。Imighttellhersomethingthatwouldmakeherworse,butIcan’ttellheranythingthatwouldconsoleher。Whatdidshegoandmarryhimfor?Ifshehadlistenedtomeshe’dhavegotridofhim。I’llforgiveher,however,ifIfindshehasmadethingshotforhim!IfshehassimplyallowedhimtotrampleuponherIdon’tknowthatIshallevenpityher。ButIdon’tthinkthat’sverylikely。
  Icountuponfindingthatifshe’smiserableshehasatleastmadehimso。
  Henriettagotup。theseseemedtoher,naturally,verydreadfulexpectations。ShehonestlybelievedshehadnodesiretoseeMr。
  Osmondunhappy。andindeedhecouldnotbe,forherthesubjectofaflightoffancy。ShewasonthewholeratherdisappointedintheCountess,whosemindmovedinanarrowercirclethanshehadimagined,thoughwithacapacityforcoarsenesseventhere。Itwillbebetteriftheyloveeachother,shesaidforedification。
  Theycan’t。Hecan’tloveanyone。
  Ipresumedthatwasthecase。ButitonlyaggravatesmyfearforIsabel。
  Ishallpositivelystartto-morrow。
  Isabelcertainlyhasdevotees,saidtheCountess,smilingveryvividly。
  IdeclareIdon’tpityher。
  ItmaybeIcan’tassisther,MissStackpolepursued,asifitwerewellnottohaveillusions。
  Youcanhavewantedto,atanyrate。that’ssomething。Ibelievethat’swhatyoucamefromAmericafor,theCountesssuddenlyadded。
  Yes,Iwantedtolookafterher,Henriettasaidserenely。
  Herhostessstoodtheresmilingatherwithsmallbrighteyesandaneager-lookingnose。withcheeksintoeachofwhichaflushhadcome。
  Ah,that’sverypretty-c’estbiengentil!Isn’titwhattheycallfriendship?
  Idon’tknowwhattheycallit。IthoughtIhadbettercome。
  She’sveryhappy-she’sveryfortunate,theCountesswenton。
  Shehasothersbesides。Andthenshebrokeoutpassionately。
  She’smorefortunatethanI!I’masunhappyasshe-I’veaverybadhusband。he’sagreatdealworsethanOsmond。AndI’venofriends。I
  thoughtIhad,butthey’regone。Noone,manorwoman,woulddoformewhatyou’vedoneforher。
  Henriettawastouched。therewasnatureinthisbittereffusion。Shegazedathercompanionamoment,andthen:Lookhere,Countess,I’lldoanythingforyouthatyoulike。I’llwaitoverandtravelwithyou。
  Nevermind,theCountessansweredwithaquickchangeoftone:
  onlydescribemeinthenewspaper!
  Henrietta,beforeleavingher,however,wasobligedtomakeherunderstandthatshecouldgivenofictitiousrepresentationofherjourneytoRome。MissStackpolewasastrictlyveraciousreporter。
  OnquittinghershetookthewaytotheLung’Arno,thesunnyquaybesidetheyellowriverwherethebright-facedinnsfamiliartotouristsstandallinarow。ShehadlearnedherwaybeforethisthroughthestreetsofFlorenceshewasveryquickinsuchmatters,andwasthereforeabletoturnwithgreatdecisionofstepoutofthelittlesquarewhichformstheapproachtothebridgeoftheHolyTrinity。Sheproceededtotheleft,towardthePonteVecchio,andstoppedinfrontofoneofthehotelswhichoverlookthatdelightfulstructure。Hereshedrewforthasmallpocket-book,tookfromitacardandapenciland,aftermeditatingamoment,wroteafewwords。
  Itisourprivilegetolookoverhershoulder,andifweexerciseitwemayreadthebriefquery:CouldIseeyouthiseveningforafewmomentsonaveryimportantmatter?HenriettaaddedthatsheshouldstartonthemorrowforRome。Armedwiththislittledocumentsheapproachedtheporter,whonowhadtakenuphisstationinthedoorway,andaskedifMr。Goodwoodwereathome。Theporterreplied,asportersalwaysreply,thathehadgoneoutabouttwentyminutesbefore。whereuponHenriettapresentedhercardandbeggeditmightbehandedhimonhisreturn。ShelefttheinnandpursuedhercoursealongthequaytothesevereporticooftheUffizi,throughwhichshepresentlyreachedtheentranceofthefamousgalleryofpaintings。
  Makingherwayin,sheascendedthehighstaircasewhichleadstotheupperchambers。Thelongcorridor,glazedononesideanddecoratedwithantiquebusts,whichgivesadmissiontotheseapartments,presentedanemptyvistainwhichthebrightwinterlighttwinkleduponthemarblefloor。Thegalleryisverycoldandduringthemidwinterweeksbutscantilyvisited。MissStackpolemayappearmoreardentinherquestofartisticbeautythanshehashithertostruckusasbeing,butshehadafterallherpreferencesandadmirations。OneofthelatterwasthelittleCorreggiooftheTribune-theVirginkneelingdownbeforethesacredinfant,wholiesinalitterofstraw,andclappingherhandstohimwhilehedelightedlylaughsandcrows。Henriettahadaspecialdevotiontothisintimatescene-shethoughtitthemostbeautifulpictureintheworld。
  Onherway,atpresent,fromNewYorktoRome,shewasspendingbutthreedaysinFlorence,andyetremindedherselfthattheymustnotelapsewithoutherpayinganothervisittoherfavouriteworkofart。Shehadagreatsenseofbeautyinallways,anditinvolvedagoodmanyintellectualobligations。ShewasabouttoturnintotheTribunewhenagentlemancameoutofit。whereuponshegavealittleexclamationandstoodbeforeCasparGoodwood。
  I’vejustbeenatyourhotel,shesaid。Ileftacardforyou。
  I’mverymuchhonoured,CasparGoodwoodansweredasifhereallymeantit。
  ItwasnottohonouryouIdidit。I’vecalledonyoubeforeandIknowyoudon’tlikeit。Itwastotalktoyoualittleaboutsomething。
  Helookedforamomentatthebuckleinherhat。Ishallbeverygladtohearwhatyouwishtosay。
  Youdon’tliketotalkwithme,saidHenrietta。ButIdon’tcareforthat。Idon’ttalkforyouramusement。Iwroteawordtoaskyoutocomeandseeme。butsinceI’vemetyouherethiswilldoaswell。
  Iwasjustgoingaway,Goodwoodstated。butofcourseI’llstop。
  Hewascivil,butnotenthusiastic。
  Henrietta,however,neverlookedforgreatprofessions,andshewassomuchinearnestthatshewasthankfulhewouldlistentoheronanyterms。Sheaskedhimfirst,nonetheless,ifhehadseenallthepictures。
  AllIwantto。I’vebeenhereanhour。
  Iwonderifyou’veseenmyCorreggio,saidHenrietta。Icameuponpurposetohavealookatit。ShewentintotheTribuneandheslowlyaccompaniedher。
  IsupposeI’veseenit,butIdidn’tknowitwasyours。Idon’trememberpictures-especiallythatsort。Shehadpointedoutherfavouritework,andheaskedherifitwasaboutCorreggioshewishedtotalkwithhim。
  No,saidHenrietta,it’saboutsomethinglessharmonious!Theythesmall,brilliantroom,asplendidcabinetoftreasures,tothemselves。therewasonlyacustodehoveringabouttheMediceanVenus。Iwantyoutodomeafavour,MissStackpolewenton。
  CasparGoodwoodfrownedalittle,butheexpressednoembarrassmentatthesenseofnotlookingeager。Hisfacewasthatofamucholdermanthanourearlierfriend。I’msureit’ssomethingIshan’tlike,hesaidratherloudly。
  No,Idon’tthinkyou’lllikeit。Ifyoudiditwouldbenofavour。
  Well,let’shearit,hewentoninthetoneofamanquiteconsciousofhispatience。
  Youmaysaythere’snoparticularreasonwhyyoushoulddomeafavour。IndeedIonlyknowofone:thefactthatifyou’dletmeI’dgladlydoyouone。Hersoft,exacttone,inwhichtherewasnoattemptateffect,hadanextremesincerity。andhercompanion,thoughhepresentedratherahardsurface,couldn’thelpbeingtouchedbyit。
  Whenhewastouchedherarelyshowedit,however,bytheusualsigns。heneitherblushed,norlookedaway,norlookedconscious。Heonlyfixedhisattentionmoredirectly。heseemedtoconsiderwithaddedfirmness。Henriettacontinuedthereforedisinterestedly,withoutthesenseofanadvantage。Imaysaynow,indeed-itseemsagoodtime-thatifI’veeverannoyedyouandIthinksometimesIhaveit’sbecauseIknewIwaswillingtosufferannoyanceforyou。I’vetroubledyou-doubtless。ButI’dtaketroubleforyou。
  Goodwoodhesitated。You’retakingtroublenow。
  Yes,Iam-some。Iwantyoutoconsiderwhetherit’sbetteronthewholethatyoushouldgotoRome。
  Ithoughtyouweregoingtosaythat!heansweredratherartlessly。Youhaveconsidereditthen?
  OfcourseIhave,verycarefully。I’velookedallroundit。
  OtherwiseIshouldn’thavecomesofarasthis。That’swhatIstayedinParistwomonthsfor。Iwasthinkingitover。
  I’mafraidyoudecidedasyouliked。Youdecideditwasbestbecauseyouweresomuchattracted。
  Bestforwhom,doyoumean?Goodwooddemanded。
  Well,foryourselffirst。ForMrs。Osmondnext。
  Oh,itwon’tdoheranygood!Idon’tflattermyselfthat。
  Won’titdohersomeharm?-that’sthequestion。
  Idon’tseewhatitwillmattertoher。I’mnothingtoMrs。Osmond。
  Butifyouwanttoknow,Idowanttoseehermyself。
  Yes,andthat’swhyyougo。
  Ofcourseitis。Couldtherebeabetterreason?
  Howwillithelpyou?-that’swhatIwanttoknow,saidMissStackpole。
  That’sjustwhatIcan’ttellyou。It’sjustwhatIwasthinkingaboutinParis。
  Itwillmakeyoumorediscontented。
  Whydoyousay’more’so?Goodwoodaskedrathersternly。HowdoyouknowI’mdiscontented?
  Well,saidHenrietta,hesitatingalittle,youseemnevertohavecaredforanother。
  HowdoyouknowwhatIcarefor?hecriedwithabigblush。
  JustnowIcaretogotoRome。
  Henriettalookedathiminsilence,withasadyetluminousexpression。Well,sheobservedatlast,IonlywantedtotellyouwhatIthink。Ihaditonmymind。Ofcourseyouthinkit’snoneofmybusiness。Butnothingisanyone’sbusinessonthatprinciple。
  It’sverykindofyou。I’mgreatlyobligedtoyouforyourinterest,saidCasparGoodwood。IshallgotoRomeandIshan’thurtMrs。Osmond。
  Youwon’thurther,perhaps。Butwillyouhelpher?-that’stherealissue。
  Issheinneedofhelp?heaskedslowly,withapenetratinglook。
  Mostwomenalwaysare,saidHenriettawithconscientiousevasivenessandgeneralizinglesshopefullythanusual。IfyougotoRome,sheadded,Ihopeyou’llbeatruefriend-notaselfishone!Andsheturnedoffandbegantolookatthepictures。
  CasparGoodwoodlethergoandstoodwatchingherwhileshewanderedroundtheroom。butafteramomentherejoinedher。You’veheardsomethingaboutherhere,hethenresumed。Ishouldliketoknowwhatyou’veheard。
  Henriettahadneverprevaricatedinherlife,and,thoughonthisoccasiontheremighthavebeenafitnessindoingso,shedecided,afterthinkingsomeminutes,tomakenosuperficialexception。Yes,I’veheard,sheanswered。butasIdon’twantyoutogotoRomeI
  won’ttellyou。
  Justasyouplease。Ishallseeformyself,hesaid。Theninconsistently,forhim,You’veheardshe’sunhappy!headded。
  Oh,youwon’tseethat!Henriettaexclaimed。
  Ihopenot。Whendoyoustart?
  To-morrow,bytheeveningtrain。Andyou?
  Goodwoodhungback。hehadnodesiretomakehisjourneytoRomeinMissStackpole’scompany。HisindifferencetothisadvantagewasnotofthesamecharacterasGilbertOsmond’s,butithadatthismomentanequaldistinctness。ItwasratheratributetoMissStackpole’svirtuesthanareferencetoherfaults。Hethoughtherveryremarkable,verybrilliant,andhehad,intheory,noobjectiontotheclasstowhichshebelonged。Ladycorrespondentsappearedtohimapartofthenaturalschemeofthingsinaprogressivecountry,andthoughheneverreadtheirlettershesupposedthattheyministeredsomehowtosocialprosperity。ButitwasthisveryeminenceoftheirpositionthatmadehimwishMissStackpoledidn’ttakesomuchforgranted。ShetookforgrantedthathewasalwaysreadyforsomeallusiontoMrs。Osmond。shehaddonesowhentheymetinParis,sixweeksafterhisarrivalinEurope,andshehadrepeatedtheassumptionwitheverysuccessiveopportunity。HehadnowishwhatevertoalludetoMrs。Osmond。hewasnotalwaysthinkingofher。hewasperfectlysureofthat。Hewasthemostreserved,theleastcolloquialofmen,andthisenquiringauthoresswasconstantlyflashingherlanternintothequietdarknessofhissoul。Hewishedshedidn’tcaresomuch。heevenwished,thoughitmightseemratherbrutalofhim,thatshewouldleavehimalone。Inspiteofthis,however,hejustnowmadeotherreflections-whichshowhowwidelydifferent,ineffect,hisill-humourwasfromGilbertOsmond’s。HedesiredtogoimmediatelytoRome。hewouldhavelikedtogoalone,inthenight-train。HehatedtheEuropeanrailway-carriages,inwhichonesatforhoursinavise,kneetokneeandnosetonosewithaforeignertowhomonepresentlyfoundone’sselfobjectingwithalltheaddedvehemenceofone’swishtohavethewindowopen。andiftheywereworseatnighteventhanbyday,atleastatnightonecouldsleepanddreamofanAmericansaloon-car。Buthecouldn’ttakeanight-trainwhenMissStackpolewasstartinginthemorning。itstruckhimthatthiswouldbeaninsulttoanunprotectedwoman。Norcouldhewaituntilaftershehadgoneunlessheshouldwaitlongerthanhehadpatiencefor。Itwouldn’tdotostartthenextday。Sheworriedhim。
  sheoppressedhim。theideaofspendingthedayinaEuropeanrailway-carriagewithherofferedacomplicationofirritations。
  Still,shewasaladytravellingalone。itwashisdutytoputhimselfoutforher。Therecouldbenotwoquestionsaboutthat。itwasaperfectlyclearnecessity。Helookedextremelygraveforsomemomentsandthensaid,whollywithouttheflourishofgallantrybutinatoneofextremedistinctness,Ofcourseifyou’regoingto-morrowI’llgotoo,asImaybeofassistancetoyou。
  Well,Mr。Goodwood,Ishouldhopeso!Henriettareturnedimperturbably。
  CHAPTER45
  IhavealreadyhadreasontosaythatIsabelknewherhusbandtobedispleasedbythecontinuanceofRalph’svisittoRome。Thatknowledgewasverypresenttoherasshewenttohercousin’shotelthedayaftershehadinvitedLordWarburtontogiveatangibleproofofhissincerity。andatthismoment,asatothers,shehadasufficientperceptionofthesourcesofOsmond’sopposition。Hewishedhertohavenofreedomofmind,andheknewperfectlywellthatRalphwasanapostleoffreedom。Itwasjustbecausehewasthis,Isabelsaidtoherself,thatitwasarefreshmenttogoandseehim。
  Itwillbeperceivedthatshepartookofthisrefreshmentinspiteofherhusband’saversiontoit,thatispartookofit,assheflatteredherself,discreetly。Shehadnotasyetundertakentoactindirectoppositiontohiswishes。hewasherappointedandinscribedmaster。shegazedatmomentswithasortofincredulousblanknessatthisfact。Itweigheduponherimagination,however。constantlypresenttohermindwereallthetraditionarydecenciesandsanctitiesofmarriage。Theideaofviolatingthemfilledherwithshameaswellaswithdread,forongivingherselfawayshehadlostsightofthiscontingencyintheperfectbeliefthatherhusband’sintentionswereasgenerousasherown。Sheseemedtosee,nonetheless,therapidapproachofthedaywhensheshouldhavetotakebacksomethingshehadsolemnlybestown。Suchaceremonywouldbeodiousandmonstrous。shetriedtoshuthereyestoitmeanwhile。Osmondwoulddonothingtohelpitbybeginningfirst。hewouldputthatburdenuponhertotheend。HehadnotyetformallyforbiddenhertocalluponRalph。butshefeltsurethatunlessRalphshouldverysoondepartthisprohibitionwouldcome。HowcouldpoorRalphdepart?Theweatherasyetmadeitimpossible。Shecouldperfectlyunderstandherhusband’swishfortheevent。shedidn’t,tobejust,seehowhecouldlikehertobewithhercousin。Ralphneversaidawordagainsthim,butOsmond’ssore,muteprotestwasnonethelessfounded。Ifheshouldpositivelyinterpose,ifheshouldputforthhisauthority,shewouldhavetodecide,andthatwouldn’tbeeasy。Theprospectmadeherheartbeatandhercheeksburn,asIsay,inadvance。thereweremomentswhen,inherwishtoavoidanopenrupture,shefoundherselfwishingRalphwouldstartevenatarisk。