Small?Shemadeitsoundimmense。
Ithinkhe’snarrow,selfish。Hetakeshimselfsoseriously!
Hehasagreatrespectforhimself。Idon’tblamehimforthat,
saidIsabel。Itmakesonemoresuretorespectothers。
Ralphforamomentfeltalmostreassuredbyherreasonabletone。
Yes,buteverythingisrelative。oneoughttofeelone’srelationtothings-toothers。Idon’tthinkMr。Osmonddoesthat。
I’vechieflytodowithhisrelationtome。Inthathe’sexcellent。
He’stheincarnationoftaste,Ralphwenton,thinkinghardhowhecouldbestexpressGilbertOsmond’ssinisterattributeswithoutputtinghimselfinthewrongbyseemingtodescribehimcoarsely。Hewishedtodescribehimimpersonally,scientifically。Hejudgesandmeasures,approvesandcondemns,altogetherbythat。
It’sahappythingthenthathistasteshouldbeexquisite。
It’sexquisite,indeed,sinceithasledhimtoselectyouashisbride。Buthaveyoueverseensuchataste-areallyexquisiteone-ruffled?
Ihopeitmayneverbemyfortunetofailtogratifymyhusband’s。
AtthesewordsasuddenpassionleapedtoRalph’slips。Ah,that’swilful,that’sunworthyofyou!Youwerenotmeanttobemeasuredinthatway-youweremeantforsomethingbetterthantokeepguardoverthesensibilitiesofasteriledilettante!
Isabelrosequicklyandhedidthesame,sothattheystoodforamomentlookingateachotherasifhehadflungdownadefianceoraninsult。ButYougotoofar,shesimplybreathed。
I’vesaidwhatIhadonmymind-andI’vesaiditbecauseIloveyou!
Isabelturnedpale:washetooonthattiresomelist?Shehadasuddenwishtostrikehimoff。Ahthen,you’renotdisinterested!
Iloveyou,butIlovewithouthope,saidRalphquickly,forcingasmileandfeelingthatinthatlastdeclarationhehadexpressedmorethanheintended。
Isabelmovedawayandstoodlookingintothesunnystillnessofthegarden。butafteralittlesheturnedbacktohim。I’mafraidyourtalkthenisthewildnessofdespair!Idon’tunderstandit-butitdoesn’tmatter。I’mnotarguingwithyou。it’simpossibleIshould。
I’veonlytriedtolistentoyou。I’mmuchobligedtoyouforattemptingtoexplain,shesaidgently,asiftheangerwithwhichshehadjustsprunguphadalreadysubsided。It’sverygoodofyoutotrytowarnme,ifyou’rereallyalarmed。butIwon’tpromisetothinkofwhatyou’vesaid:Ishallforgetitassoonaspossible。Tryandforgetityourself。you’vedoneyourduty,andnomancandomore。I
can’texplaintoyouwhatIfeel,whatIbelieve,andIwouldn’tifIcould。ShepausedamomentandthenwentonwithaninconsequencethatRalphobservedeveninthemidstofhiseagernesstodiscoversomesymptomofconcession。Ican’tenterintoyourideaofMr。
Osmond。Ican’tdoitjustice,becauseIseehiminquiteanotherway。
He’snotimportant-no,he’snotimportant。he’samantowhomimportanceissupremelyindifferent。Ifthat’swhatyoumeanwhenyoucallhim’small,’thenhe’sassmallasyouplease。Icallthatlarge-it’sthelargestthingIknow。Iwon’tpretendtoarguewithyouaboutapersonI’mgoingtomarry,Isabelrepeated。I’mnotintheleastconcernedtodefendMr。Osmond。he’snotsoweakastoneedmydefence。IshouldthinkitwouldseemstrangeeventoyourselfthatIshouldtalkofhimsoquietlyandcoldly,asifhewereanyoneelse。Iwouldn’ttalkofhimatalltoanyonebutyou。andyou,afterwhatyou’vesaid-Imayjustansweryouonceforall。Pray,wouldyouwishmetomakeamercenarymarriage-whattheycallamarriageofambition?I’veonlyoneambition-tobefreetofollowoutagoodfeeling。Ihadothersonce,butthey’vepassedaway。DoyoucomplainofMr。Osmondbecausehe’snotrich?That’sjustwhatIlikehimfor。I’vefortunatelymoneyenough。I’veneverfeltsothankfulforitasto-day。TherehavebeenmomentswhenIshouldliketogoandkneeldownbyyourfather’sgrave:hedidperhapsabetterthingthanheknewwhenheputitintomypowertomarryapoorman-amanwhohasbornehispovertywithsuchdignity,withsuchindifference。
Mr。Osmondhasneverscramblednorstruggledhehascaredfornoworldlyprize。Ifthat’stobenarrow,ifthat’stobeselfish,thenit’sverywell。I’mnotfrightenedbysuchwords,I’mnotevendispleased。I’monlysorrythatyoushouldmakeamistake。Othersmighthavedoneso,butI’msurprisedthatyoushould。Youmightknowagentlemanwhenyouseeone-youmightknowafinemind。Mr。
Osmondmakesnomistakes!Heknowseverything,heunderstandseverything,hehasthekindest,gentlest,highestspirit。You’vegotholdofsomefalseidea。It’sapity,butIcan’thelpit。itregardsyoumorethanme。Isabelpausedamoment,lookingathercousinwithaneyeilluminedbyasentimentwhichcontradictedthecarefulcalmnessofhermanner-amingledsentiment,towhichtheangrypainexcitedbyhiswordsandthewoundedprideofhavingneededtojustifyachoiceofwhichshefeltonlythenoblenessandpurity,equallycontributed。ThoughshepausedRalphsaidnothing。hesawshehadmoretosay。Shewasgrand,butshewashighlysolicitous。shewasindifferent,butshewasallinapassion。Whatsortofapersonshouldyouhavelikedmetomarry?sheaskedsuddenly。Youtalkaboutone’ssoaringandsailing,butifonemarriesatallonetouchestheearth。Onehashumanfeelingsandneeds,onehasaheartinone’sbosom,andonemustmarryaparticularindividual。YourmotherhasneverforgivenmefornothavingcometoabetterunderstandingwithLordWarburton,andshe’shorrifiedatmycontentingmyselfwithapersonwhohasnoneofhisgreatadvantages-noproperty,notitle,nohonours,nohouses,norlands,norposition,norreputation,norbrilliantbelongingsofanysort。
It’sthetotalabsenceofallthesethingsthatpleasesme。Mr。
Osmond’ssimplyaverylonely,averycultivatedandaveryhonestman-he’snotaprodigiousproprietor。
Ralphhadlistenedwithgreatattention,asifeverythingshesaidmeriteddeepconsideration。butintruthhewasonlyhalfthinkingofthethingsshesaid,hewasfortherestsimplyaccommodatinghimselftotheweightofhistotalimpression-theimpressionofherardentgoodfaith。Shewaswrong,butshebelieved。shewasdeluded,butshewasdismallyconsistent。Itwaswonderfullycharacteristicofherthat,havinginventedafinetheoryaboutGilbertOsmond,shelovedhimnotforwhathereallypossessed,butforhisverypovertiesdressedoutashonours。Ralphrememberedwhatbehadsaidtohisfatheraboutwishingtoputitintoherpowertomeettherequirementsofherimagination。Hehaddoneso,andthegirlhadtakenfulladvantageofluxury。PoorRalphfeltsick。hefeltashamed。Isabelhadutteredherlastwordswithalowsolemnityofconvictionwhichvirtuallyterminatedthediscussion,andshecloseditformallybyturningawayandwalkingbacktothehouse。Ralphwalkedbesideher,andtheypassedintothecourttogetherandreachedthebigstaircase。
HerehestoppedandIsabelpaused,turningonhimafaceofelation-absolutelyandperverselyofgratitude。Hisoppositionhadmadeherownconceptionofherconductclearertoher。Shallyounotcomeuptobreakfast?sheasked。
No。Iwantnobreakfast。I’mnothungry。
Yououghttoeat,saidthegirl。youliveonair。
Ido,verymuch,andIshallgobackintothegardenandtakeanothermouthful。Icamethusfarsimplytosaythis。ItoldyoulastyearthatifyouweretogetintotroubleIshouldfeelterriblysold。That’showIfeelto-day。
DoyouthinkI’mintrouble?
One’sintroublewhenone’sinerror。
Verywell,saidIsabel。Ishallnevercomplainofmytroubletoyou!
Andshemovedupthestaircase。
Ralph,standingtherewithhishandsinhispocketsfollowedherwithhiseyes。thenthelurkingchillofthehigh-walledcourtstruckhimandmadehimshiver,sothathereturnedtothegardentobreakfastontheFlorentinesunshine。
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Isabel,whenshestrolledintheCascinewithherlover,feltnoimpulsetotellhimhowlittlehewasapprovedatPalazzoCrescentini。
Thediscreetoppositionofferedtohermarriagebyherauntandhercousinmadeonthewholenogreatimpressionuponher。themoralofitwassimplythattheydislikedGilbertOsmond。ThisdislikewasnotalarmingtoIsabel。shescarcelyevenregrettedit。foritservedmainlytothrowintohigherreliefthefact,ineverywaysohonourable,thatshemarriedtopleaseherself。Onedidotherthingstopleaseotherpeople。onedidthisforamorepersonalsatisfaction。
andIsabel’ssatisfactionwasconfirmedbyherlover’sadmirablegoodconduct。GilbertOsmondwasinlove,andhehadneverdeservedlessthanduringthesestill,brightdays,eachofthemnumbered,whichprecededthefulfilmentofhishopes,theharshcriticismpasseduponhimbyRalphTouchett。ThechiefimpressionproducedonIsabel’sspiritbythiscriticismwasthatthepassionofloveseparateditsvictimterriblyfromeveryonebutthelovedobject。Shefeltherselfdisjoinedfromeveryoneshehadeverknownbefore-fromhertwosisters,whowrotetoexpressadutifulhopethatshewouldbehappy,andasurprise,somewhatmorevague,athernothavingchosenaconsortwhowastheheroofaricheraccumulationofanecdote。fromHenrietta,who,shewassure,wouldcomeout,toolate,onpurposetoremonstrate。fromLordWarburton,whowouldcertainlyconsolehimself,andfromCasparGoodwood,whoperhapswouldnot。fromheraunt,whohadcold,shallowideasaboutmarriage,forwhichshewasnotsorrytodisplayhercontempt。andfromRalph,whosetalkabouthavinggreatviewsforherwassurelybutawhimsicalcoverforapersonaldisappointment。Ralphapparentlywishedhernottomarryatall-thatwaswhatitreallymeant-becausehewasamusedwiththespectacleofheradventuresasasinglewoman。Hisdisappointmentmadehimsayangrythingsaboutthemanshehadpreferredeventohim:
IsabelflatteredherselfthatshebelievedRalphhadbeenangry。Itwasthemoreeasyforhertobelievethisbecause,asIsay,shehadnowlittlefreeorunemployedemotionforminorneeds,andacceptedasanincident,infactquiteasanornament,ofherlottheideathattopreferGilbertOsmondasshepreferredhimwasperforcetobreakallotherties。Shetastedofthesweetsofthispreference,andtheymadeherconscious,almostwithawe,oftheinvidiousandremorselesstideofthecharmedandpossessedcondition,greataswasthetraditionalhonourandimputedvirtueofbeinginlove。Itwasthetragicpartofhappiness。one’srightwasalwaysmadeofthewrongofsomeoneelse。
Theelationofsuccess,whichsurelynowflamedhighinOsmond,emittedmeanwhileverylittlesmokeforsobrilliantablaze。
Contentment,onhispart,tooknovulgarform。excitement,inthemostself-consciousofmen,wasakindofecstasyofself-control。Thisdisposition,however,madehimanadmirablelover。itgavehimaconstantviewofthesmittenanddedicatedstate。Heneverforgothimself,asIsay。andsoheneverforgottobegracefulandtender,toweartheappearance-whichpresentedindeednodifficulty-ofstirredsensesanddeepintentions。Hewasimmenselypleasedwithhisyounglady。MadameMerlehadmadehimapresentofincalculablevalue。
Whatcouldbeafinerthingtolivewiththanahighspiritattunedtosoftness?Forwouldnotthesoftnessbeallforone’sself,andthestrenuousnessforsociety,whichadmiredtheairofsuperiority?
Whatcouldbeahappiergiftinacompanionthanaquick,fancifulmindwhichsavedonerepetitionsandreflectedone’sthoughtonapolished,elegantsurface?Osmondhatedtoseehisthoughtreproducedliterally-thatmadeitlookstaleandstupid。hepreferredittobefreshenedinthereproductionevenaswordsbymusic。Hisegotismhadnevertakenthecrudeformofdesiringadullwife。thislady’sintelligencewastobeasilverplate,notanearthenone-aplatethathemightheapupwithripefruits,towhichitwouldgiveadecorativevalue,sothattalkmightbecomeforhimasortofserveddessert。HefoundthesilverqualityinthisperfectioninIsabel。hecouldtapherimaginationwithhisknuckleandmakeitring。Heknewperfectly,thoughhehadnotbeentold,thattheirunionenjoyedlittlefavourwiththegirl’srelations。buthehadalwaystreatedhersocompletelyasanindependentpersonthatithardlyseemednecessarytoexpressregretfortheattitudeofherfamily。Nevertheless,onemorning,hemadeanabruptallusiontoit。
It’sthedifferenceinourfortunetheydon’tlike,hesaid。TheythinkI’minlovewithyourmoney。
Areyouspeakingofmyaunt-ofmycousin?Isabelasked。Howdoyouknowwhattheythink?
You’venottoldmethey’repleased,andwhenIwrotetoMrs。
Touchetttheotherdaysheneveransweredmynote。IftheyhadbeendelightedIshouldhavehadsomesignofit,andthefactofmybeingpoorandyourichisthemostobviousexplanationoftheirreserve。Butofcoursewhenapoormanmarriesarichgirlhemustbepreparedforimputations。Idon’tmindthem。Ionlycareforonething-foryournothavingtheshadowofadoubt。Idon’tcarewhatpeopleofwhomIasknothingthink-I’mnotevencapableperhapsofwantingtoknow。I’veneversoconcernedmyself,Godforgiveme,andwhyshouldIbeginto-day,whenIhavetakentomyselfacompensationforeverything?Iwon’tpretendI’msorryyou’rerich。
I’mdelighted。Idelightineverythingthat’syours-whetheritbemoneyorvirtue。Money’sahorridthingtofollow,butacharmingthingtomeet。Itseemstome,however,thatI’vesufficientlyprovedthelimitsofmyitchforit:Ineverinmylifetriedtoearnapenny,andIoughttobelesssubjecttosuspicionthanmostofthepeopleoneseesgrubbingandgrabbing。Isupposeit’stheirbusinesstosuspect-thatofyourfamily。it’sproperonthewholetheyshould。They’lllikemebettersomeday。sowillyou,forthatmatter。
Meanwhilemybusinessisnottomakemyselfbadblood,butsimplytobethankfulforlifeandlove。Ithasmademebetter,lovingyou,
hesaidonanotheroccasion。ithasmademewiserandeasierandI
won’tpretendtodeny-brighterandnicerandevenstronger。IusedtowantagreatmanythingsbeforeandtobeangryIdidn’thavethem。
TheoreticallyIwassatisfied,asIoncetoldyou。IflatteredmyselfIhadlimitedmywants。ButIwassubjecttoirritation。Iusedtohavemorbid,sterile,hatefulfitsofhunger,ofdesire。NowI’mreallysatisfied,becauseIcan’tthinkofanythingbetter。It’sjustaswhenonehasbeentryingtospelloutabookinthetwilightandsuddenlythelampcomesin。Ihadbeenputtingoutmyeyesoverthebookoflifeandfindingnothingtorewardmeformypains。butnowthatIcanreaditproperlyIseeit’sadelightfulstory。Mydeargirl,Ican’ttellyouhowlifeseemstostretchtherebeforeus-whatalongsummerafternoonawaitsus。It’sthelatterhalfofanItalianday-withagoldenhaze,andtheshadowsjustlengthening,andthatdivinedelicacyinthelight,theair,thelandscape,whichI
havelovedallmylifeandwhichyouloveto-day。Uponmyhonour,I
don’tseewhyweshouldn’tgeton。We’vegotwhatwelike-tosaynothingofhavingeachother。We’vethefacultyofadmirationandseveralcapitalconvictions。We’renotstupid,we’renotmean,we’renotunderbondstoanykindofignoranceordreariness。You’reremarkablyfresh,andI’mremarkablywell-seasoned。We’vemypoorchildtoamuseus。we’lltryandmakeupsomelittlelifeforher。
It’sallsoftandmellow-ithastheItaliancolouring。
Theymadeagoodmanyplans,buttheyleftthemselvesalsoagooddealoflatitude。itwasamatterofcourse,however,thattheyshouldliveforthepresentinItaly。ItwasinItalythattheyhadmet,Italyhadbeenapartytotheirfirstimpressionsofeachother,andItalyshouldbeapartytotheirhappiness。OsmondhadtheattachmentofoldacquaintanceandIsabelthestimulusofnew,whichseemedtoassureherafutureatahighlevelofconsciousnessofthebeautiful。Thedesireforunlimitedexpansionhadbeensucceededinhersoulbythesensethatlifewasvacantwithoutsomeprivatedutythatmightgatherone’senergiestoapoint。ShehadtoldRalphshehadseenlifeinayearortwoandthatshewasalreadytired,notoftheactofliving,butofthatofobserving。Whathadbecomeofallherardours,heraspirations,hertheories,herhighestimateofherindependenceandherincipientconvictionthatsheshouldnevermarry?Thesethingshadbeenabsorbedinamoreprimitiveneed-aneedtheanswertowhichbrushedawaynumberlessquestions,yetgratifiedinfinitedesires。Itsimplifiedthesituationatastroke,itcamedownfromabovelikethelightofthestars,anditneedednoexplanation。Therewasexplanationenoughinthefactthathewasherlover,herown,andthatsheshouldbeabletobeofusetohim。
Shecouldsurrendertohimwithakindofhumility,shecouldmarryhimwithakindofpride。shewasnotonlytaking,shewasgiving。
HebroughtPansywithhimtwoorthreetimestotheCascine-Pansywhowasverylittletallerthanayearbefore,andnotmucholder。
Thatshewouldalwaysbeachildwastheconvictionexpressedbyherfather,whoheldherbythehandwhenshewasinhersixteenthyearandtoldhertogoandplaywhilehesatdownalittlewiththeprettylady。Pansyworeashortdressandalongcoat。herhatalwaysseemedtoobigforher。Shefoundpleasureinwalkingoff,withquick,shortsteps,totheendofthealley,andtheninwalkingbackwithasmilethatseemedanappealforapprobation。Isabelapprovedinabundance,andtheabundancehadthepersonaltouchthatthechild’saffectionatenaturecraved。Shewatchedherindicationsasifforherselfalsomuchdependedonthem-Pansyalreadysorepresentedpartoftheserviceshecouldrender,partoftheresponsibilityshecouldface。HerfathertooksothechildishviewofherthathehadnotyetexplainedtoherthenewrelationinwhichhestoodtotheelegantMissArcher。Shedoesn’tknow,hesaidtoIsabel。shedoesn’tguess。shethinksitperfectlynaturalthatyouandIshouldcomeandwalkheretogethersimplyasgoodfriends。Thereseemstomesomethingenchantinglyinnocentinthat。it’sthewayIlikehertobe。No,I’mnotafailure,asIusedtothink。I’vesucceededintwothings。I’mtomarrythewomanIadore,andI’vebroughtupmychild,asIwished,intheoldway。
Hewasveryfond,inallthings,oftheoldway。thathadstruckIsabelasoneofhisfine,quiet,sincerenotes。Itoccurstomethatyou’llnotknowwhetheryou’vesucceededuntilyou’vetoldher,shesaid。Youmustseehowshetakesyournews。Shemaybehorrified-shemaybejealous。
I’mnotafraidofthat。she’stoofondofyouonherownaccount。I
shouldliketoleaveherinthedarkalittlelonger-toseeifitwillcomeintoherheadthatifwe’renotengagedweoughttobe。
IsabelwasimpressedbyOsmond’sartistic,theplasticview,asitsomehowappeared,ofPansy’sinnocence-herownappreciationofitbeingmoreanxiouslymoral。Shewasperhapsnotthelesspleasedwhenhetoldherafewdayslaterthathehadcommunicatedthefacttohisdaughter,whohadmadesuchaprettylittlespeech-Oh,thenI
shallhaveabeautifulsister!
Shewasneithersurprisednoralarmed。shehadnotcried,asheexpected。
Perhapsshehadguessedit,saidIsabel。
Don’tsaythat。IshouldbedisgustedifIbelievedthat。Ithoughtitwouldbejustalittleshock。butthewayshetookitprovesthathergoodmannersareparamount。That’salsowhatIwished。Youshallseeforyourself。to-morrowsheshallmakeyouhercongratulationsinperson。
Themeeting,onthemorrow,tookplaceattheCountessGemini’s,whitherPansyhadbeenconductedbyherfather,whoknewthatIsabelwastocomeintheafternoontoreturnavisitmadeherbytheCountessonlearningthattheyweretobecomesisters-in-law。
CallingatCasaTouchettthevisitorhadnotfoundIsabelathome。butafterouryoungwomanhadbeenusheredintotheCountess’sdrawing-roomPansyarrivedtosaythatherauntwouldpresentlyappear。Pansywasspendingthedaywiththatlady,whothoughtherofanagetobegintolearnhowtocarryherselfincompany。ItwasIsabel’sviewthatthelittlegirlmighthavegivenlessonsindeportmenttoherrelative,andnothingcouldhavejustifiedthisconvictionmorethanthemannerinwhichPansyacquittedherselfwhiletheywaitedtogetherfortheCountess。Herfather’sdecision,theyearbefore,hadfinallybeentosendherbacktotheconventtoreceivethelastgraces,andMadameCatherinehadevidentlycarriedouthertheorythatPansywastobefittedforthegreatworld。
Papahastoldmethatyou’vekindlyconsentedtomarryhim,saidthisexcellentwoman’spupil。It’sverydelightful。Ithinkyou’llsuitverywell。
YouthinkIshallsuityou?
You’llsuitmebeautifully。butwhatImeanisthatyouandpapawillsuiteachother。You’rebothsoquietandsoserious。You’renotsoquietashe-orevenasMadameMerle。butyou’remorequietthanmanyothers。Heshouldnotforinstancehaveawifelikemyaunt。
She’salwaysinmotion,inagitation-to-dayespecially。you’llseewhenshecomesin。Theytoldusattheconventitwaswrongtojudgeourelders,butIsupposethere’snoharmifwejudgethemfavourably。
You’llbeadelightfulcompanionforpapa。
Foryoutoo,Ihope,Isabelsaid。
Ispeakfirstofhimonpurpose。I’vetoldyoualreadywhatI
myselfthinkofyou。Ilikedyoufromthefirst。IadmireyousomuchthatIthinkitwillbeagoodfortunetohaveyoualwaysbeforeme。You’llbemymodel。IshalltrytoimitateyouthoughI’mafraiditwillbeveryfeeble。I’mverygladforpapa-heneededsomethingmorethanme。WithoutyouIdon’tseehowhecouldhavegotit。You’llbemystepmother,butwemustn’tusethatword。They’realwayssaidtobecruel。butIdon’tthinkyou’lleversomuchaspinchorevenpushme。I’mnotafraidatall。
MygoodlittlePansy,saidIsabelgently,Ishallbeeversokindtoyou。Avague,inconsequentvisionofhercominginsomeoddwaytoneedithadintervenedwiththeeffectofachill。
Verywellthen,I’venothingtofear,thechildreturnedwithhernoteofpreparedpromptitude。Whatteachingshehadhad,itseemedtosuggest-orwhatpenaltiesfornon-performanceshedreaded!
Herdescriptionofheraunthadnotbeenincorrect。theCountessGeminiwasfurtherthaneverfromhavingfoldedherwings。SheenteredtheroomwithaflutterthroughtheairandkissedIsabelfirstontheforeheadandthenoneachcheekasifaccordingtosomeancientprescribedrite。Shedrewthevisitortoasofaand,lookingatherwithavarietyofturnsofthehead,begantotalkverymuchasif,seatedbrushinhandbeforeaneasel,shewereapplyingaseriesofconsideredtouchestoacompositionoffiguresalreadysketchedin。
IfyouexpectmetocongratulateyouImustbegyoutoexcuseme。I
don’tsupposeyoucareifIdoornot。Ibelieveyou’resupposednottocare-throughbeingsoclever-forallsortsofordinarythings。
ButIcaremyselfifItellfibs。Inevertellthemunlessthere’ssomethingrathergoodtobegained。Idon’tseewhat’stobegainedwithyou-especiallyasyouwouldn’tbelieveme。Idon’tmakeprofessionsanymorethanImakepaperflowersorflounceylampshades-Idon’tknowhow。Mylampshadeswouldbesuretotakefire,myrosesandmyfibstobelargerthanlife。I’mverygladformyownsakethatyou’retomarryOsmond。butIwon’tpretendI’mgladforyours。You’reverybrilliant-youknowthat’sthewayyou’realwaysspokenof。you’reanheiressandverygood-lookingandoriginal,notbanal。soit’sagoodthingtohaveyouinthefamily。Ourfamily’sverygood,youknow。Osmondwillhavetoldyouthat。andmymotherwasratherdistinguished-shewascalledtheAmericanCorinne。Butwe’redreadfullyfallen,Ithink,andperhapsyou’llpickusup。I’vegreatconfidenceinyou。thereareeversomanythingsIwanttotalktoyouabout。Inevercongratulateanygirlonmarrying。I
thinktheyoughttomakeitsomehownotquitesoawfulasteeltrap。I
supposePansyoughtn’ttohearallthis。butthat’swhatshehascometomefor-toacquirethetoneofsociety。There’snoharminherknowingwhathorrorsshemaybeinfor。WhenfirstIgotanideathatmybrotherhaddesignsonyouIthoughtofwritingtoyou,torecommendyou,inthestrongestterms,nottolistentohim。ThenI
thoughtitwouldbedisloyal,andIhateanythingofthatkind。
Besides,asIsay,Iwasenchantedformyself。andafterallI’mveryselfish。Bytheway,youwon’trespectme,notonelittlemite,andweshallneverbeintimate。Ishouldlikeit,butyouwon’t。
Someday,allthesame,weshallbebetterfriendsthanyouwillbelieveatfirst。Myhusbandwillcomeandseeyou,though,asyouprobablyknow,he’sonnosortoftermswithOsmond。He’sveryfondofgoingtoseeprettywomen,butI’mnotafraidofyou。InthefirstplaceIdon’tcarewhathedoes。Inthesecond,youwon’tcareastrawforhim。hewon’tbeabit,atanytime,youraffair,and,stupidasheis,he’llseeyou’renothis。Someday,ifyoucanstandit,I’lltellyouallabouthim。Doyouthinkmynieceoughttogooutoftheroom?Pansy,goandpractisealittleinmyboudoir。
Letherstay,please,saidIsabel。IwouldratherhearnothingthatPansymaynot!
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Oneafternoonoftheautumnof1876,towarddusk,ayoungmanofpleasingappearancerangatthedoorofasmallapartmentonthethirdfloorofanoldRomanhouse。OnitsbeingopenedheenquiredforMadameMerle。whereupontheservant,aneat,plainwoman,withaFrenchfaceandalady’smaid’smanner,usheredhimintoadiminutivedrawing-roomandrequestedthefavourofhisname。Mr。
EdwardRosier,saidtheyoungman,whosatdowntowaittillhishostessshouldappear。
ThereaderwillperhapsnothaveforgottenthatMr。RosierwasanornamentoftheAmericancircleinParis,butitmayalsoberememberedthathesometimesvanishedfromitshorizon。HehadspentaportionofseveralwintersatPau,andashewasagentlemanofconstitutedhabitshemighthavecontinuedforyearstopayhisannualvisittothischarmingresort。Inthesummerof1876,however,anincidentbefellhimwhichchangedthecurrentnotonlyofhisthoughts,butofhiscustomarysequences。HepassedamonthintheUpperEngadineandencounteredatSaintMoritzacharmingyounggirl。Tothislittlepersonhebegantopay,onthespot,particularattention:shestruckhimasexactlythehouseholdangelhehadlongbeenlookingfor。Hewasneverprecipitate,hewasnothingifnotdiscreet,soheforboreforthepresenttodeclarehispassion。butitseemedtohimwhentheyparted-theyoungladytogodownintoItalyandheradmirertoproceedtoGeneva,wherehewasunderbondstojoinotherfriendsthatheshouldberomanticallywretchedifhewerenottoseeheragain。ThesimplestwaytodosowastogointheautumntoRome,whereMissOsmondwasdomiciledwithherfamily。Mr。RosierstartedonhispilgrimagetotheItaliancapitalandreacheditonthefirstofNovember。Itwasapleasantthingtodo,butfortheyoungmantherewasastrainoftheheroicintheenterprise。Hemightexposehimself,unseasoned,tothepoisonoftheRomanair,whichinNovemberlay,notoriously,muchinwait。Fortune,however,favoursthebrave。andthisadventurer,whotookthreegrainsofquinineaday,hadattheendofamonthnocausetodeplorehistemerity。Hehadmadetoacertainextentgooduseofhistime。hehaddevoteditinvaintofindingaflawinPansyOsmond’scomposition。Shewasadmirablyfinished。shehadhadthelasttouch。shewasreallyaconsummatepiece。HethoughtofherinamorousmeditationagooddealashemighthavethoughtofaDresden-chinashepherdess。MissOsmond,indeed,inthebloomofherjuvenility,hadahintoftherococowhichRosier,whosetastewaspredominantlyforthatmanner,couldnotfailtoappreciate。ThatheesteemedtheproductionsofcomparativelyfrivolousperiodswouldhavebeenapparentfromtheattentionhebestoweduponMadameMerle’sdrawing-room,which,althoughfurnishedwithspecimensofeverystyle,wasespeciallyrichinarticlesofthelasttwocenturies。Hehadimmediatelyputaglassintooneeyeandlookedround。andthenByJove,shehassomejollygoodthings!hehadyearninglymurmured。Theroomwassmallanddenselyfilledwithfurniture。itgaveanimpressionoffadedsilkandlittlestatuetteswhichmighttotterifonemoved。Rosiergotupandwanderedaboutwithhiscarefultread,bendingoverthetableschargedwithknick-knacksandthecushionsembossedwithprincelyarms。WhenMadameMerlecameinshefoundhimstandingbeforethefireplacewithhisnoseveryclosetothegreatlaceflounceattachedtothedamaskcoverofthemantel。Hehadlifteditdelicately,asifheweresmellingit。
It’soldVenetian,shesaid。it’srathergood。
It’stoogoodforthis。yououghttowearit。
TheytellmeyouhavesomebetterinParis,inthesamesituation。
Ah,butIcan’twearmine,smiledthevisitor。
Idon’tseewhyyoushouldn’t!I’vebetterlacethanthattowear。
Hiseyeswandered,lingeringly,roundtheroomagain。You’vesomeverygoodthings。
Yes,butIhatethem。
Doyouwanttogetridofthem?theyoungmanquicklyasked。
No,it’sgoodtohavesomethingtohate:oneworksitoff!
Ilovemythings,saidMr。Rosierashesatthereflushedwithallhisrecognitions。Butit’snotaboutthem,noraboutyours,thatI
cametotalktoyou。
Hepausedamomentandthen,withgreatersoftness:IcaremoreforMissOsmondthanforallthebibelotsinEurope!
MadameMerleopenedwideeyes。Didyoucometotellmethat?
Icametoaskyouradvice。
Shelookedathimwithafriendlyfrown,strokingherchinwithherlargewhitehand。Amaninlove,youknow,doesn’taskadvice。
Whynot,ifhe’sinadifficultposition?That’softenthecasewithamaninlove。I’vebeeninlovebefore,andIknow。Butneversomuchasthistime-reallyneversomuch。Ishouldlikeparticularlytoknowwhatyouthinkofmyprospects。I’mafraidthatforMr。OsmondI’mnot-well,arealcollector’spiece。
Doyouwishmetointercede?MadameMerleaskedwithherfinearmsfoldedandherhandsomemouthdrawnuptotheleft。
IfyoucouldsayagoodwordformeIshouldbegreatlyobliged。
TherewillbenouseinmytroublingMissOsmondunlessIhavegoodreasontobelieveherfatherwillconsent。
You’reveryconsiderate。that’sinyourfavour。Butyouassumeinratheranoff-handwaythatIthinkyouaprize。
You’vebeenverykindtome,saidtheyoungman。That’swhyI
came。
I’malwayskindtopeoplewhohavegoodLouisQuatorze。It’sveryrarenow,andthere’snotellingwhatonemaygetbyit。Withwhichtheleft-handcornerofMadameMerle’smouthgaveexpressiontothejoke。
Buthelooked,inspiteofit,literallyapprehensiveandconsistentlystrenuous。Ah,Ithoughtyoulikedmeformyself!
Ilikeyouverymuch。but,ifyouplease,wewon’tanalyze。
PardonmeifIseempatronizing,butIthinkyouaperfectlittlegentleman。Imusttellyou,however,thatI’venotthemarryingofPansyOsmond。
Ididn’tsupposethat。Butyou’veseemedtomeintimatewithherfamily,andIthoughtyoumighthaveinfluence。
MadameMerleconsidered。Whomdoyoucallherfamily?
Why,herfather。and-howdoyousayitinEnglish?-herbellemere。
Mr。Osmond’sherfather,certainly。buthiswifecanscarcelybetermedamemberofherfamily。Mrs。Osmondhasnothingtodowithmarryingher。I’msorryforthat,saidRosierwithanamiablesighofgoodfaith。IthinkMrs。Osmondwouldfavourme。
Verylikely-ifherhusbanddoesn’t。
Heraisedhiseyebrows。Doesshetaketheoppositelinefromhim?
Ineverything。Theythinkquitedifferently。
Well,saidRosier,I’msorryforthat。butit’snoneofmybusiness。
She’sveryfondofPansy。
Yes,she’sveryfondofPansy。
AndPansyhasagreataffectionforher。Shehastoldmehowshelovesherasifshewereherownmother。
Youmust,afterall,havehadsomeveryintimatetalkwiththepoorchild,saidMadameMerle。Haveyoudeclaredyoursentiments?
Never!criedRosier,liftinghisneatly-glovedhand。NevertillI’veassuredmyselfofthoseoftheparents。
Youalwayswaitforthat?You’veexcellentprinciples。youobservetheproprieties。
Ithinkyou’relaughingatme,theyoungmanmurmured,droppingbackinhischairandfeelinghissmallmoustache。Ididn’texpectthatofyou,MadameMerle。
Sheshookherheadcalmly,likeapersonwhosawthingsasshesawthem。Youdon’tdomejustice。Ithinkyourconductinexcellenttasteandthebestyoucouldadopt。Yes,that’swhatIthink。
Iwouldn’tagitateher-onlytoagitateher。Ilovehertoomuchforthat,saidNedRosier。
I’mglad,afterall,thatyou’vetoldme,MadameMerlewenton。
Leaveittomealittle。IthinkIcanhelpyou。
Isaidyouwerethepersontocometo!hervisitorcriedwithpromptelation。
Youwereveryclever,MadameMerlereturnedmoredryly。WhenI
sayIcanhelpyouImeanonceassumingyourcausetobegood。Letusthinkalittleifitis。
I’mawfullydecent,youknow,saidRosierearnestly。Iwon’tsayI’venofaults,butI’llsayI’venovices。
Allthat’snegative,anditalwaysdepends,also,onwhatpeoplecallvices。What’sthepositiveside?What’sthevirtuous?WhathaveyougotbesidesyourSpanishlaceandyourDresdenteacups?
I’veacomfortablelittlefortune-aboutfortythousandfrancsayear。WiththetalentIhaveforarranging,wecanlivebeautifullyonsuchanincome。
Beautifully,no。Sufficiently,yes。Eventhatdependsonwhereyoulive。
Well,inParis。IwouldundertakeitinParis。
MadameMerle’smouthrosetotheleft。Itwouldn’tbefamous。you’dhavetomakeuseoftheteacups,andthey’dgetbroken。
Wedon’twanttobefamous。IfMissOsmondshouldhaveeverythingprettyitwouldbeenough。Whenone’sasprettyassheonecanafford-well,quitecheapfaience。Sheoughtnevertowearanythingbutmuslin-withoutthesprig,saidRosierreflectively。
Wouldn’tyouevenallowherthesprig?She’dbemuchobligedtoyouatanyrateforthattheory。
It’sthecorrectone,Iassureyou。andI’msureshe’denterintoit。Sheunderstandsallthat。that’swhyIloveher。
She’saverygoodlittlegirl,andmosttidy-alsoextremelygraceful。
Butherfather,tothebestofmybelief,cangivehernothing。
Rosierscarcedemurred。Idon’tintheleastdesirethatheshould。
ButImayremark,allthesame,thatheliveslikearichman。
Themoney’shiswife’s。shebroughthimalargefortune。
Mrs。Osmondthenisveryfondofherstepdaughter。shemaydosomething。
Foralove-sickswainyouhaveyoureyesaboutyou!MadameMerleexclaimedwithalaugh。
Iesteemadotverymuch。Icandowithoutit,butIesteemit。
Mrs。Osmond,MadameMerlewenton,willprobablyprefertokeephermoneyforherownchildren。
Herownchildren?Surelyshehasnone。
Shemayhaveyet。Shehadapoorlittleboy,whodiedtwoyearsago,sixmonthsafterhisbirth。Othersthereforemaycome。
Ihopetheywill,ifitwillmakeherhappy。She’sasplendidwoman。MadameMerlefailedtoburstintospeech。Ah,aboutherthere’smuchtobesaid。Splendidasyoulike!We’venotexactlymadeoutthatyou’reaparti。Theabsenceofvicesishardlyasourceofincome。
Pardonme,Ithinkitmaybe,saidRosierquitelucidly。You’llbeatouchingcouple,livingonyourinnocence!Ithinkyouunderrateme。
You’renotsoinnocentasthat?Seriously,saidMadameMerle,ofcoursefortythousandfrancsayearandanicecharacterareacombinationtobeconsidered。Idon’tsayit’stobejumpedat,buttheremightbeaworseoffer。Mr。Osmond,however,willprobablyinclinetobelievehecandobetter。
Hecandosoperhaps。butwhatcanhisdaughterdo?Shecan’tdobetterthanmarrythemansheloves。Forshedoes,youknow,Rosieraddedeagerly。
Shedoes-Iknowit。
Ah,criedtheyoungman,Isaidyouwerethepersontocometo。
ButIdon’tknowhowyouknowit,ifyouhaven’taskedher,MadameMerlewenton。
Insuchacasethere’snoneedofaskingandtelling。asyousay,we’reaninnocentcouple。Howdidyouknowit?
Iwhoamnotinnocent?Bybeingverycrafty。Leaveittome。I’llfindoutforyou。
Rosiergotupandstoodsmoothinghishat。Yousaythatrathercoldly。
Don’tsimplyfindouthowitis,buttrytomakeitasitshouldbe。
I’lldomybest。I’lltrytomakethemostofyouradvantages。
Thankyousoverymuch。MeanwhilethenI’llsayawordtoMrs。
Osmond。
Gardez-vous-enbien!AndMadameMerlewasonherfeet。Don’tsethergoing,oryou’llspoileverything。
Rosiergazedintohishat。hewonderedwhetherhishostesshadbeenafteralltherightpersontocometo。Idon’tthinkI
understandyou。I’manoldfriendofMrs。Osmond,andIthinkshewouldlikemetosucceed。
Beanoldfriendasmuchasyoulike。themoreoldfriendsshehasthebetter,forshedoesn’tgetonverywellwithsomeofhernew。
Butdon’tforthepresenttrytomakehertakeupthecudgelsforyou。
Herhusbandmayhaveotherviews,and,asapersonwhowishesherwell,Iadviseyounottomultiplypointsofdifferencebetweenthem。
PoorRosier’sfaceassumedanexpressionofalarm。asuitforthehandofPansyOsmondwasevenamorecomplicatedbusinessthanhistasteforpropertransitionshadallowed。Buttheextremegoodsensewhichheconcealedunderasurfacesuggestingthatofacarefulowner’sbestsetcametohisassistance。Idon’tseethatI’mboundtoconsiderMr。Osmondsoverymuch!heexclaimed。
No,butyoushouldconsiderher。Yousayyou’reanoldfriend。
Wouldyoumakehersuffer?
Notfortheworld。
Thenbeverycareful,andletthematteralonetillI’vetakenafewsoundings。
Letthematteralone,dearMadameMerle?RememberthatI’minlove。
Oh,youwon’tburnup!Whydidyoucometome,ifyou’renottoheedwhatIsay?
You’reverykind。I’llbeverygood,theyoungmanpromised。
ButI’mafraidMr。Osmond’sprettyhard,headdedinhismildvoiceashewenttothedoor。
MadameMerlegaveashortlaugh。Ithasbeensaidbefore。Buthiswifeisn’teasyeither。
Ah,she’sasplendidwoman!NedRosierrepeated,fordeparture。
Heresolvedthathisconductshouldbeworthyofanaspirantwhowasalreadyamodelofdiscretion。buthesawnothinginanypledgehehadgivenMadameMerlethatmadeitimproperheshouldkeephimselfinspiritsbyanoccasionalvisittoMissOsmond’shome。Hereflectedconstantlyonwhathisadviserhadsaidtohim,andturnedoverinhismindtheimpressionofherrathercircumspecttone。Hehadgonetoherdeconfiance,astheyputitinParis。butitwaspossiblehehadbeenprecipitate。Hefounddifficultyinthinkingofhimselfasrash-hehadincurredthisreproachsorarely。butitcertainlywastruethathehadknownMadameMerleonlyforthelastmonth,andthathisthinkingheradelightfulwomanwasnot,whenonecametolookintoit,areasonforassumingthatshewouldbeeagertopushPansyOsmondintohisarms,gracefullyarrangedasthesemembersmightbetoreceiveher。Shehadindeedshownhimbenevolence,andshewasapersonofconsiderationamongthegirl’speople,whereshehadaratherstrikingappearanceRosierhadmorethanoncewonderedhowshemanageditofbeingintimatewithoutbeingfamiliar。Butpossiblyhehadexaggeratedtheseadvantages。Therewasnoparticularreasonwhysheshouldtaketroubleforhim。acharmingwomanwascharmingtoeveryone,andRosierfeltratherafoolwhenhethoughtofhishavingappealedtoheronthegroundthatshehaddistinguishedhim。
Verylikely-thoughshehadappearedtosayitinjoke-shewasreallyonlythinkingofhisbibelots。Haditcomeintoherheadthathemightofferhertwoorthreeofthegemsofhiscollection?IfshewouldonlyhelphimtomarryMissOsmondhewouldpresentherwithhiswholemuseum。Hecouldhardlysaysotoheroutright。itwouldseemtoogrossabribe。Butheshouldlikehertobelieveit。
ItwaswiththesethoughtsthathewentagaintoMrs。Osmond’s,Mrs。
Osmondhavinganevening-shehadtakentheThursdayofeachweekwhenhispresencecouldbeaccountedforongeneralprinciplesofcivility。TheobjectofMr。Rosier’swell-regulatedaffectiondweltinahighhouseintheveryheartofRome。adarkandmassivestructureoverlookingasunnypiazzettaintheneighbourhoodoftheFarnesePalace。Inapalace,too,littlePansylived-apalacebyRomanmeasure,butadungeontopoorRosier’sapprehensivemind。Itseemedtohimofevilomenthattheyoungladyhewishedtomarry,andwhosefastidiousfatherhedoubtedofhisabilitytoconciliate,shouldbeimmuredinakindofdomesticfortress,apilewhichboreasternoldRomanname,whichsmeltofhistoricdeeds,ofcrimeandcraftandviolence,whichwasmentionedinMurrayandvisitedbytouristswholooked,onavaguesurvey,disappointedanddepressed,andwhichhadfrescoesbyCaravaggiointhepianonobileandarowofmutilatedstatuesanddustyurnsinthewide,nobly-archedloggiaoverhangingthedampcourtwhereafountaingushedoutofamossyniche。InalesspreoccupiedframeofmindhecouldhavedonejusticetothePalazzoRoccanera。hecouldhaveenteredintothesentimentofMrs。Osmond,whohadoncetoldhimthatonsettlingthemselvesinRomesheandherhusbandhadchosenthishabitationfortheloveoflocalcolour。Ithadlocalcolourenough,andthoughheknewlessaboutarchitecturethanaboutLimogesenamelshecouldseethattheproportionsofthewindowsandeventhedetailsofthecornicehadquitethegrandair。ButRosierwashauntedbytheconvictionthatatpicturesqueperiodsyounggirlshadbeenshutuptheretokeepthemfromtheirtrueloves,andthen,underthethreatofbeingthrownintoconvents,hadbeenforcedintounholymarriages。Therewasonepoint,however,towhichhealwaysdidjusticewhenoncehefoundhimselfinMrs。Osmond’swarm,rich-lookingreception-rooms,whichwereonthesecondfloor。Heacknowledgedthatthesepeoplewereverystrongingoodthings。ItwasatasteofOsmond’sown-notatallofhers。thisshehadtoldhimthefirsttimehecametothehouse,when,afteraskinghimselfforaquarterofanhourwhethertheyhadevenbetterFrenchthanheinParis,hewasobligedonthespottoadmitthattheyhad,verymuch,andvanquishedhisenvy,asagentlemanshould,tothepointofexpressingtohishostesshispureadmirationofhertreasures。HelearnedfromMrs。Osmondthatherhusbandhadmadealargecollectionbeforetheirmarriageandthat,thoughhehadannexedanumberoffinepieceswithinthelastthreeyears,hehadachievedhisgreatestfindsatatimewhenhehadnottheadvantageofheradvice。Rosierinterpretedthisinformationaccordingtoprinciplesofhisown。Foradvicereadcash,hesaidtohimself。andthefactthatGilbertOsmondhadlandedhishighestprizesduringhisimpecuniousseasonconfirmedhismostcherisheddoctrine-thedoctrinethatacollectormayfreelybepoorifhebeonlypatient。Ingeneral,whenRosierpresentedhimselfonaThursdayevening,hisfirstrecognitionwasforthewallsofthesaloon。therewerethreeorfourobjectshiseyesreallyyearnedfor。ButafterhistalkwithMadameMerlehefelttheextremeseriousnessofhisposition。andnow,whenhecamein,helookedaboutforthedaughterofthehousewithsucheagernessasmightbepermittedagentlemanwhosesmile,ashecrossedathreshold,alwaystookeverythingcomfortableforgranted。
CHAPTER37
Pansywasnotinthefirstoftherooms,alargeapartmentwithaconcaveceilingandwallscoveredwitholdreddamask。itwashereMrs。Osmondusuallysat-thoughshewasnotinhermostcustomaryplaceto-night-andthatacircleofmorespecialintimatesgatheredaboutthefire。Theroomwasflushedwithsubdued,diffusedbrightness。itcontainedthelargerthingsand-almostalways-anodourofflowers。
Pansyonthisoccasionwaspresumablyinthenextoftheseries,theresortofyoungervisitors,whereteawasserved。Osmondstoodbeforethechimney,leaningbackwithhishandsbehindhim。hehadonefootupandwaswarmingthesole。Halfadozenpersons,scatterednearhim,weretalkingtogether。buthewasnotintheconversation。hiseyeshadanexpression,frequentwiththem,thatseemedtorepresentthemasengagedwithobjectsmoreworththeirwhilethantheappearancesactuallythrustuponthem。Rosier,cominginunannounced,failedtoattracthisattention。buttheyoungman,whowasverypunctilious,thoughhewasevenexceptionallyconsciousthatitwasthewife,notthehusband,hehadcometosee,wentuptoshakehandswithhim。Osmondputouthislefthand,withoutchanginghisattitude。
Howd’yedo?Mywife’ssomewhereabout。
Neverfear。Ishallfindher,saidRosiercheerfully。
Osmond,however,tookhimin。hehadneverinhislifefelthimselfsoefficientlylookedat。MadameMerlehastoldhim,andhedoesn’tlikeit,heprivatelyreasoned。HehadhopedMadameMerlewouldbethere,butshewasnotinsight。perhapsshewasinoneoftheotherroomsorwouldcomelater。HehadneverespeciallydelightedinGilbertOsmond,havingafancyhegavehimselfairs。ButRosierwasnotquicklyresentful,andwherepolitenesswasconcernedhadeverastrongneedofbeingquiteintheright。Helookedroundhimandsmiled,allwithouthelp,andtheninamoment,IsawajollygoodpieceofCapodiMonteto-day,hesaid。
Osmondanswerednothingatfirst。butpresently,whilehewarmedhisboot-sole,Idon’tcareafigforCapodiMonte!hereturned。
Ihopeyou’renotlosingyourinterest?
Inoldpotsandplates?Yes,I’mlosingmyinterest。
Rosierforaninstantforgotthedelicacyofhisposition。You’renotthinkingofpartingwitha-apieceortwo?
No,I’mnotthinkingofpartingwithanythingatall,Mr。
Rosier,saidOsmond,withhiseyesstillontheeyesofhisvisitor。
Ah,youwanttokeep,butnottoadd,Rosierremarkedbrightly。
Exactly。I’venothingIwishtomatch。
PoorRosierwasawarehehadblushed。hewasdistressedathiswantofassurance。Ah,well,Ihave!wasallhecouldmurmur。andheknewhismurmurwaspartlylostasheturnedaway。HetookhiscoursetotheadjoiningroomandmetMrs。Osmondcomingoutofthedeepdoorway。Shewasdressedinblackvelvet。shelookedhighandsplendid,ashehadsaid,andyetohsoradiantlygentle!WeknowwhatMr。Rosierthoughtofherandthetermsinwhich,toMadameMerle,hehadexpressedhisadmiration。Likehisappreciationofherdearlittlestepdaughteritwasbasedpartlyonhiseyefordecorativecharacter,hisinstinctforauthenticity。butalsoonasenseforuncataloguedvalues,forthatsecretofalustrebeyondanyrecordedlosingorrediscovering,whichhisdevotiontobrittlewareshadstillnotdisqualifiedhimtorecognize。Mrs。Osmond,atpresent,mightwellhavegratifiedsuchtastes。Theyearshadtouchedheronlytoenrichher。theflowerofheryouthhadnotfaded,itonlyhungmorequietlyonitsstem。Shehadlostsomethingofthatquickeagernesstowhichherhusbandhadprivatelytakenexception-shehadmoretheairofbeingabletowait。Now,atallevents,framedinthegildeddoorway,shestruckouryoungmanasthepictureofagraciouslady。
YouseeI’mveryregular,hesaid。ButwhoshouldbeifI’mnot?
Yes,I’veknownyoulongerthananyonehere。Butwemustn’tindulgeintenderreminiscences。Iwanttointroduceyoutoayounglady。
Ah,please,whatyounglady?Rosierwasimmenselyobliging。butthiswasnotwhathehadcomefor。
Shesitstherebythefireinpinkandhasnoonetospeakto。
Rosierhesitatedamoment。Can’tMr。Osmondspeaktoher?He’swithinsixfeetofher。
Mrs。Osmondalsohesitated。She’snotverylively,andbedoesn’tlikedullpeople。
Butshe’sgoodenoughforme?Ahnow,that’shard!
Ionlymeanthatyou’veideasfortwo。Andthenyou’resoobliging。
Soisyourhusband。
No,he’snot-tome。AndMrs。Osmondvaguelysmiled。
That’sasignheshouldbedoublysotootherwomen。
SoItellhim,shesaid,stillsmiling。
YouseeIwantsometea,Rosierwenton,lookingwistfullybeyond。
That’sperfect。Goandgivesometomyyounglady。
Verygood。butafterthatI’llabandonhertoherfate。ThesimpletruthisI’mdyingtohavealittletalkwithMissOsmond。
Ah,saidIsabel,turningaway,Ican’thelpyouthere!
Fiveminuteslater,whilehehandedatea-cuptothedamselinpink,whomhehadconductedintotheotherroom,hewonderedwhether,inmakingtoMrs。OsmondtheprofessionIhavejustquoted,hehadbrokenthespiritofhispromisetoMadameMerle。Suchaquestionwascapableofoccupyingthisyoungman’smindforaconsiderabletime。Atlast,however,hebecame-comparativelyspeaking-reckless。hecaredlittlewhatpromiseshemightbreak。Thefatetowhichhehadthreatenedtoabandonthedamselinpinkprovedtobenonesoterrible。forPansyOsmond,whohadgivenhimtheteaforhiscompanion-Pansywasasfondaseverofmakingtea-presentlycameandtalkedtoher。IntothismildcolloquyEdwardRosierenteredlittle。hesatbymoodily,watchinghissmallsweetheart。Ifwelookathernowthroughhiseyesweshallatfirstnotseemuchtoremindusoftheobedientlittlegirlwho,atFlorence,threeyearsbefore,wassenttowalkshortdistancesintheCascinewhileherfatherandMissArchertalkedtogetherofmatterssacredtoelderpeople。ButafteramomentweshallperceivethatifatnineteenPansyhasbecomeayoungladyshedoesn’treallyfilloutthepart。thatifshehasgrownveryprettyshelacksinadeplorabledegreethequalityknownandesteemedintheappearanceoffemalesasstyle。andthatifsheisdressedwithgreatfreshnessshewearshersmartattirewithanundisguisedappearanceofsavingit-verymuchasifitwerelentherfortheoccasion。EdwardRosier,itwouldseem,wouldhavebeenjustthemantonotethesedefects。andinpointoffacttherewasnotaqualityofthisyounglady,ofanysort,thathehadnotnoted。Onlyhecalledherqualitiesbynamesofhisown-someofwhichindeedwerehappyenough。No,she’sunique-she’sabsolutelyunique,heusedtosaytohimself。andyoumaybesurethatnotforaninstantwouldhehaveadmittedtoyouthatshewaswantinginstyle。Style?Why,shehadthestyleofalittleprincess。ifyoucouldn’tseeityouhadnoeye。Itwasnotmodern,itwasnotconscious,itwouldproducenoimpressioninBroadway。thesmall,seriousdamsel,inherstifflittledress,onlylookedlikeanInfantaofVelasquez。ThiswasenoughforEdwardRosier,whothoughtherdelightfullyold-fashioned。Heranxiouseyes,hercharminglips,herslipofafigure,wereastouchingasachildishprayer。Hehadnowanacutedesiretoknowjusttowhatpointshelikedhim-adesirewhichmadehimfidgetashesatinhischair。
Itmadehimfeelhot,sothathehadtopathisforeheadwithhishandkerchief。hehadneverbeensouncomfortable。Shewassuchaperfectjeunefille,andonecouldn’tmakeofajeunefilletheenquiryrequisiteforthrowinglightonsuchapoint。AjeunefillewaswhatRosierhadalwaysdreamedof-ajeunefillewhoshouldyetnotbeFrench,forhehadfeltthatthisnationalitywouldcomplicatethequestion。HewassurePansyhadneverlookedatanewspaperandthat,inthewayofnovels,ifshehadreadSirWalterScottitwastheverymost。AnAmericanjeunefille-whatcouldbebetterthanthat?
Shewouldbefrankandgay,andyetwouldnothavewalkedalone,norhavereceivedlettersfrommen,norhavebeentakentothetheatretoseethecomedyofmanners。Rosiercouldnotdenythat,asthematterstood,itwouldbeabreachofhospitalitytoappealdirectlytothisunsophisticatedcreature。buthewasnowinimminentdangerofaskinghimselfifhospitalitywerethemostsacredthingintheworld。
WasnotthesentimentthatheentertainedforMissOsmondofinfinitelygreaterimportance?Ofgreaterimportancetohim-yes。butnotprobablytothemasterofthehouse。Therewasonecomfort。evenifthisgentlemanhadbeenplacedonhisguardbyMadameMerlehewouldnothaveextendedthewarningtoPansy。itwouldnothavebeenpartofhispolicytoletherknowthataprepossessingyoungmanwasinlovewithher。Buthewasinlovewithher,theprepossessingyoungman。andalltheserestrictionsofcircumstancehadendedbyirritatinghim。WhathadGilbertOsmondmeantbygivinghimtwofingersofhislefthand?IfOsmondwasrude,surelyhehimselfmightbebold。Hefeltextremelyboldafterthedullgirlinsovainadisguiseofrose-colourhadrespondedtothecallofhermother,whocameintosay,withasignificantsimperatRosier,thatshemustcarryherofftoothertriumphs。Themotheranddaughterdepartedtogether,andnowitdependedonlyuponhimthatheshouldbevirtuallyalonewithPansy。Hehadneverbeenalonewithherbefore。
hehadneverbeenalonewithajeunefille。Itwasagreatmoment。
poorRosierbegantopathisforeheadagain。Therewasanotherroombeyondtheoneinwhichtheystood-asmallroomthathadbeenthrownopenandlighted,butthat,thecompanynotbeingnumerous,hadremainedemptyalltheevening。Itwasemptyyet。itwasupholsteredinpaleyellow。therewereseverallamps。throughtheopendooritlookedtheverytempleofauthorizedlove。Rosiergazedamomentthroughthisaperture。hewasafraidthatPansywouldrunaway,andfeltalmostcapableofstretchingoutahandtodetainher。Butshelingeredwheretheothermaidenhadleftthem,makingnomotiontojoinaknotofvisitorsonthefarsideoftheroom。Foralittleitoccurredtohimthatshewasfrightened-toofrightenedperhapstomove。butasecondglanceassuredhimshewasnot,andhethenreflectedthatshewastooinnocentindeedforthat。Afterasupremehesitationheaskedherifhemightgoandlookattheyellowroom,whichseemedsoattractiveyetsovirginal。HehadbeentherealreadywithOsmond,toinspectthefurniture,whichwasoftheFirstFrenchEmpire,andespeciallytoadmiretheclockwhichhedidn’treallyadmire,animmenseclassicstructureofthatperiod。Hethereforefeltthathehadnowbeguntomanoeuvre。
Certainly,youmaygo,saidPansy。andifyoulikeI’llshowyou。Shewasnotintheleastfrightened。
That’sjustwhatIhopedyou’dsay。you’resoverykind,Rosiermurmured。
Theywentintogether。Rosierreallythoughttheroomveryugly,anditseemedcold。ThesameideaappearedtohavestruckPansy。It’snotforwinterevenings。it’sforsummer,shesaid。It’spapa’staste。
hehassomuch。
Hehadagooddeal,Rosierthought。butsomeofitwasverybad。
Helookedabouthim。hehardlyknewwhattosayinsuchasituation。
Doesn’tMrs。Osmondcarehowherroomsaredone?Hasshenotaste?heasked。
Ohyes,agreatdeal。butit’smoreforliterature,saidPansy-andforconversation。Butpapacaresalsoforthosethings。I
thinkheknowseverything。
Rosierwassilentalittle。There’sonethingI’msureheknows!
hebrokeoutpresently。HeknowsthatwhenIcomehereit’s,withallrespecttohim,withallrespecttoMrs。Osmond,who’ssocharming-it’sreally,saidtheyoungman,toseeyou!
Toseeme?AndPansyraisedhervaguely-troubledeyes。
Toseeyou。that’swhatIcomefor,Rosierrepeated,feelingtheintoxicationofarupturewithauthority。
Pansystoodlookingathim,simply,intently,openly。ablushwasnotneededtomakeherfacemoremodest。Ithoughtitwasforthat。
Anditwasnotdisagreeabletoyou?
Icouldn’ttell。Ididn’tknow。Younevertoldme,saidPansy。
Iwasafraidofoffendingyou。
Youdon’toffendme,theyounggirlmurmured,smilingasifanangelhadkissedher。
Youlikemethen,Pansy?Rosieraskedverygently,feelingveryhappy。
Yes-Ilikeyou。
Theyhadwalkedtothechimney-piecewherethebigcoldEmpireclockwasperched。theywerewellwithintheroomandbeyondobservationfromwithout。Thetoneinwhichshehadsaidthesefourwordsseemedtohimtheverybreathofnature,andhisonlyanswercouldbetotakeherhandandholditamoment。Thenheraisedittohislips。Shesubmitted,stillwithherpure,trustingsmile,inwhichtherewassomethingineffablypassive。Shelikedhim-shehadlikedhimallthewhile。nowanythingmighthappen!Shewasready-shehadbeenreadyalways,waitingforhimtospeak。Ifhehadnotspokenshewouldhavewaitedforever。butwhenthewordcameshedroppedlikethepeachfromtheshakentree。Rosierfeltthatifheshoulddrawhertowardhimandholdhertohisheartshewouldsubmitwithoutamurmur,wouldresttherewithoutaquestion。ItwastruethatthiswouldbearashexperimentinayellowEmpiresalottino。Shehadknownitwasforherhecame,andyetlikewhataperfectlittleladyshehadcarrieditoff!
You’reverydeartome,hemurmured,tryingtobelievethattherewasafterallsuchathingashospitality。
Shelookedamomentatherhand,wherehehadkissedit。Didyousaypapaknows?
Youtoldmejustnowheknowseverything。
Ithinkyoumustmakesure,saidPansy。
Ah,mydear,whenonceI’msureofyou!Rosiermurmuredinherear。whereuponsheturnedbacktotheotherroomswithalittleairofconsistencywhichseemedtoimplythattheirappealshouldbeimmediate。
TheotherroomsmeanwhilehadbecomeconsciousofthearrivalofMadameMerle,who,wherevershewent,producedanimpressionwhensheentered。Howshediditthemostattentivespectatorcouldnothavetoldyou,forsheneitherspokeloud,norlaughedprofusely,normovedrapidly,nordressedwithsplendour,norappealedinanyappreciablemannertotheaudience。Large,fair,smiling,serene,therewassomethinginherverytranquillitythatdiffuseditself,andwhenpeoplelookedarounditwasbecauseofasuddenquiet。Onthisoccasionshehaddonethequietestthingshecoulddo。afterembracingMrs。Osmond,whichwasmorestriking,shehadsatdownonasmallsofatocommunewiththemasterofthehouse。Therewasabriefexchangeofcommonplacesbetweenthesetwo-theyalwayspaid,inpublic,acertainformaltributetothecommonplace-andthenMadameMerle,whoseeyeshadbeenwandering,askediflittleMr。Rosierhadcomethisevening。
Hecamenearlyanhourago-buthehasdisappeared,Osmondsaid。
Andwhere’sPansy?
Intheotherroom。Thereareseveralpeoplethere。
He’sprobablyamongthem,saidMadameMerle。
Doyouwishtoseehim?Osmondaskedinaprovokinglypointlesstone。
MadameMerlelookedathimamoment。shekneweachofhistonestotheeighthofanote。Yes,IshouldliketosaytohimthatI’vetoldyouwhathewants,andthatitinterestsyoubutfeebly。
Don’ttellhimthat。He’lltrytointerestmemore-whichisexactlywhatIdon’twant。TellhimIhatehisproposal。
Butyoudon’thateit。
Itdoesn’tsignify。Idon’tloveit。Ilethimseethat,myself,thisevening。Iwasrudetohimonpurpose。Thatsortofthing’sagreatbore。There’snohurry。
I’lltellhimthatyou’lltaketimeandthinkitover。
No,don’tdothat。He’llhangon。
IfIdiscouragehimhe’lldothesame。
Yes,butintheonecasehe’lltrytotalkandexplain-whichwouldbeexceedinglytiresome。Intheotherhe’llprobablyholdhistongueandgoinforsomedeepergame。Thatwillleavemequiet。I
hatetalkingwithadonkey。
IsthatwhatyoucallpoorMr。Rosier?
Oh,he’sanuisance-withhiseternalmajolica。
MadameMerledroppedhereyes。shehadafaintsmile。He’sagentleman,hehasacharmingtemper。and,afterall,anincomeoffortythousandfrancs!
It’smisery-’genteel’misery,Osmondbrokein。It’snotwhatI’vedreamedofforPansy。
Verygoodthen。Hehaspromisedmenottospeaktoher。
Doyoubelievehim?Osmondaskedabsent-mindedly。
Perfectly。Pansyhasthoughtagreatdealabouthim。butIdon’tsupposeyouconsiderthatthatmatters。
Idon’tconsideritmattersatall。butneitherdoIbelieveshehasthoughtofhim。
Thatopinion’smoreconvenient,saidMadameMerlequietly。
Hasshetoldyoushe’sinlovewithhim?
Forwhatdoyoutakeher?Andforwhatdoyoutakeme?MadameMerleaddedinamoment。
Osmondhadraisedhisfootandwasrestinghisslimankleontheotherknee。heclaspedhisankleinhishandfamiliarly-hislong,fineforefingerandthumbcouldmakearingforit-andgazedawhilebeforehim。Thiskindofthingdoesn’tfindmeunprepared。It’swhatI
educatedherfor。Itwasallforthis-thatwhensuchacaseshouldcomeupsheshoulddowhatIprefer。
I’mnotafraidthatshe’llnotdoit。
Wellthen,where’sthehitch?
Idon’tseeany。But,allthesame,IrecommendyounottogetridofMr。
Rosier。Keephimonhand。hemaybeuseful。
Ican’tkeephim。Keephimyourself。
Verygood。I’llputhimintoacornerandallowhimsomuchaday。
MadameMerlehad,forthemostpart,whiletheytalked,beenglancingabouther。itwasherhabitinthissituation,justasitwasherhabittointerposeagoodmanyblank-lookingpauses。AlongdropfollowedthelastwordsIhavequoted。andbeforeithadendedshesawPansycomeoutoftheadjoiningroom,followedbyEdwardRosier。ThegirladvancedafewstepsandthenstoppedandstoodlookingatMadameMerleandatherfather。
Hehasspokentoher,MadameMerlewentontoOsmond。
Hercompanionneverturnedhishead。Somuchforyourbeliefinhispromises。Heoughttobehorse-whipped。
Heintendstoconfess,poorlittleman!
Osmondgotup。hehadnowtakenasharplookathisdaughter。Itdoesn’tmatter,hemurmured,turningaway。
PansyafteramomentcameuptoMadameMerlewithherlittlemannerofunfamiliarpoliteness。Thislady’sreceptionofherwasnotmoreintimate。shesimply,assherosefromthesofa,gaveherafriendlysmile。
You’reverylate,theyoungcreaturegentlysaid。
Mydearchild,I’mneverlaterthanIintendtobe。
MadameMerlehadnotgotuptobegracioustoPansy。shemovedtowardEdwardRosier。Hecametomeetherand,veryquickly,asiftogetitoffhismind,I’vespokentoher!hewhispered。
Iknowit,Mr。Rosier。
Didshetellyou?
Yes,shetoldme。Behaveproperlyfortherestoftheevening,andcomeandseemeto-morrowataquarterpastfive。Shewassevere,andinthemannerinwhichsheturnedherbacktohimtherewasadegreeofcontemptwhichcausedhimtomutteradecentimprecation。
HehadnointentionofspeakingtoOsmond。itwasneitherthetimenortheplace。ButheinstinctivelywanderedtowardIsabel,whosattalkingwithanoldlady。Hesatdownontheothersideofher。theoldladywasItalian,andRosiertookforgrantedsheunderstoodnoEnglish。Yousaidjustnowyouwouldn’thelpme,hebegantoMrs。
Osmond。Perhapsyou’llfeeldifferentlywhenyouknow-whenyouknow-!
Isabelmethishesitation。WhenIknowwhat?
Thatshe’sallright。
Whatdoyoumeanbythat?
Well,thatwe’vecometoanunderstanding。
She’sallwrong,saidIsabel。Itwon’tdo。
PoorRosiergazedatherhalf-pleadingly,half-angrily。asuddenflushtestifiedtohissenseofinjury。I’veneverbeentreatedso,hesaid。Whatisthereagainstme,afterall?That’snotthewayI’musuallyconsidered。Icouldhavemarriedtwentytimes。
It’sapityyoudidn’t。Idon’tmeantwentytimes,butoncecomfortably,Isabeladded,smilingkindly。You’renotrichenoughforPansy。Shedoesn’tcareastrawforone’smoney。
No,butherfatherdoes。
Ahyes,hehasprovedthat!criedtheyoungman。