’Areyewearied,lad?’sheaskedafterawhile。
’Iamnotsomuchwearied,Mary,’Ireplied,gettingonmyfeet,’asIamwearyofdelay,andperhapsofArostoo。Youknowmewellenoughtojudgemefairly,saywhatIlike。Well,Mary,youmaybesureofthis:youhadbetterbeanywherebuthere。’
’I’llbesureofonething,’shereturned:’I’llbewheremydutyis。’
’Youforget,youhaveadutytoyourself,’Isaid。
’Ay,man?’shereplied,poundingatthedough。’willyouhavefoundthatintheBible,now?’
’Mary,’Isaidsolemnly,’youmustnotlaughatmejustnow。GodknowsIaminnoheartforlaughing。Ifwecouldgetyourfatherwithus,itwouldbebest。butwithhimorwithouthim,Iwantyoufarawayfromhere,mygirl。foryourownsake,andformine,ay,andforyourfather’stoo,Iwantyoufar-farawayfromhere。I
camewithotherthoughts。Icamehereasamancomeshome。nowitisallchanged,andIhavenodesirenorhopebuttoflee-forthat’stheword-flee,likeabirdoutofthefowler’ssnare,fromthisaccursedisland。’
Shehadstoppedherworkbythistime。
’Anddoyouthink,now,’saidshe,’doyouthink,now,Ihaveneithereyesnorears?DoyethinkIhavenaebrokenmyhearttohavethesebrawsashecallsthem,Godforgivehim!thrownintothesea?DoyethinkIhavelivedwithhim,dayin,dayout,andnotseenwhatyousawinanhourortwo?No,’shesaid,’Iknowthere’swronginit。whatwrong,Ineitherknownorwanttoknow。
Therewasneveranillthingmadebetterbymeddling,thatIcouldhearof。But,mylad,youmustneveraskmetoleavemyfather。
Whilethebreathisinhisbody,I’llbewithhim。Andhe’snotlongforhere,either:thatIcantellyou,Charlie-he’snotlongforhere。Themarkisonhisbrow。andbetterso-maybebetterso。’
Iwasawhilesilent,notknowingwhattosay。andwhenIrousedmyheadatlasttospeak,shegotbeforeme。
’Charlie,’shesaid,’what’srightforme,neednaeberightforyou。There’ssinuponthishouseandtrouble。youareastranger。
takeyourthingsuponyourbackandgoyourwaystobetterplacesandtobetterfolk,andifyouwereevermindedtocomeback,thoughitweretwentyyearssyne,youwouldfindmeayewaiting。’
’MaryEllen,’Isaid,’Iaskedyoutobemywife,andyousaidasgoodasyes。That’sdoneforgood。Whereveryouare,Iam。asI
shallanswertomyGod。’
AsIsaidthewords,thewindsuddenlyburstoutraving,andthenseemedtostandstillandshudderroundthehouseofAros。Itwasthefirstsquall,orprologue,ofthecomingtempest,andaswestartedandlookedaboutus,wefoundthatagloom,liketheapproachofevening,hadsettledroundthehouse。
’Godpityallpoorfolksatsea!’shesaid。’We’llseenomoreofmyfathertillthemorrow’smorning。’
Andthenshetoldme,aswesatbythefireandhearkenedtotherisinggusts,ofhowthischangehadfallenuponmyuncle。Alllastwinterhehadbeendarkandfitfulinhismind。WhenevertheRoostranhigh,or,asMarysaid,whenevertheMerryMenweredancing,hewouldlieoutforhourstogetherontheHead,ifitwereatnight,oronthetopofArosbyday,watchingthetumultofthesea,andsweepingthehorizonforasail。AfterFebruarythetenth,whenthewealth-bringingwreckwascastashoreatSandag,hehadbeenatfirstunnaturallygay,andhisexcitementhadneverfallenindegree,butonlychangedinkindfromdarktodarker。Heneglectedhiswork,andkeptRorieidle。Theytwowouldspeaktogetherbythehouratthegableend,inguardedtonesandwithanairofsecrecyandalmostofguilt。andifshequestionedeither,asatfirstshesometimesdid,herinquirieswereputasidewithconfusion。SinceRoriehadfirstremarkedthefishthathungabouttheferry,hismasterhadneversetfootbutonceuponthemainlandoftheRoss。Thatonce-itwasintheheightofthesprings-hehadpasseddryshodwhilethetidewasout。but,havinglingeredoverlongonthefarside,foundhimselfcutofffromArosbythereturningwaters。Itwaswithashriekofagonythathehadleapedacrossthegut,andhehadreachedhomethereafterinafever-fitoffear。Afearofthesea,aconstanthauntingthoughtofthesea,appearedinhistalkanddevotions,andeveninhislookswhenhewassilent。
Roriealonecameintosupper。butalittlelatermyuncleappeared,tookabottleunderhisarm,putsomebreadinhispocket,andsetforthagaintohisoutlook,followedthistimebyRorie。Iheardthattheschoonerwaslosingground,butthecrewwerestillfightingeveryinchwithhopelessingenuityandcourse。
andthenewsfilledmymindwithblackness。
Alittleaftersundownthefullfuryofthegalebrokeforth,suchagaleasIhaveneverseeninsummer,nor,seeinghowswiftlyithadcome,eveninwinter。MaryandIsatinsilence,thehousequakingoverhead,thetempesthowlingwithout,thefirebetweenussputteringwithraindrops。Ourthoughtswerefarawaywiththepoorfellowsontheschooner,ormynotlessunhappyuncle,houselessonthepromontory。andyeteverandagainwewerestartledbacktoourselves,whenthewindwouldriseandstrikethegablelikeasolidbody,orsuddenlyfallanddrawaway,sothatthefireleapedintoflameandourheartsboundedinoursides。
Nowthestorminitsmightwouldseizeandshakethefourcornersoftheroof,roaringlikeLeviathaninanger。Anon,inalull,coldeddiesoftempestmovedshudderinglyintheroom,liftingthehairuponourheadsandpassingbetweenusaswesat。Andagainthewindwouldbreakforthinachorusofmelancholysounds,hootinglowinthechimney,wailingwithflutelikesoftnessroundthehouse。
Itwasperhapseighto’clockwhenRoriecameinandpulledmemysteriouslytothedoor。Myuncle,itappeared,hadfrightenedevenhisconstantcomrade。andRorie,uneasyathisextravagance,prayedmetocomeoutandsharethewatch。IhastenedtodoasI
wasasked。themorereadilyas,whatwithfearandhorror,andtheelectricaltensionofthenight,Iwasmyselfrestlessanddisposedforaction。ItoldMarytobeundernoalarm,forIshouldbeasafeguardonherfather。andwrappingmyselfwarmlyinaplaid,I
followedRorieintotheopenair。
Thenight,thoughweweresolittlepastmidsummer,wasasdarkasJanuary。Intervalsofagropingtwilightalternatedwithspellsofutterblackness。anditwasimpossibletotracethereasonofthesechangesintheflyinghorrorofthesky。Thewindblewthebreathoutofaman’snostrils。allheavenseemedtothunderoverheadlikeonehugesail。andwhentherefellamomentarylullonAros,wecouldhearthegustsdismallysweepinginthedistance。OverallthelowlandsoftheRoss,thewindmusthaveblownasfierceasontheopensea。andGodonlyknowstheuproarthatwasragingaroundtheheadofBenKyaw。Sheetsofmingledsprayandrainweredriveninourfaces。AllroundtheisleofArosthesurf,withanincessant,hammeringthunder,beatuponthereefsandbeaches。Nowlouderinoneplace,nowlowerinanother,likethecombinationsoforchestralmusic,theconstantmassofsoundwashardlyvariedforamoment。Andloudaboveallthishurly-burlyIcouldhearthechangefulvoicesoftheRoostandtheintermittentroaringoftheMerryMen。Atthathour,thereflashedintomymindthereasonofthenamethattheywerecalled。Forthenoiseofthemseemedalmostmirthful,asitout-toppedtheothernoisesofthenight。orifnotmirthful,yetinstinctwithaportentousjoviality。Nay,anditseemedevenhuman。Aswhensavagemenhavedrunkawaytheirreason,and,discardingspeech,bawltogetherintheirmadnessbythehour。so,tomyears,thesedeadlybreakersshoutedbyArosinthenight。
Arminarm,andstaggeringagainstthewind,RorieandIwoneveryyardofgroundwithconsciouseffort。Weslippedonthewetsod,wefelltogethersprawlingontherocks。Bruised,drenched,beaten,andbreathless,itmusthavetakenusnearhalfanhourtogetfromthehousedowntotheHeadthatoverlookstheRoost。
There,itseemed,wasmyuncle’sfavouriteobservatory。Rightinthefaceofit,wherethecliffishighestandmostsheer,ahumpofearth,likeaparapet,makesaplaceofshelterfromthecommonwinds,whereamanmaysitinquietandseethetideandthemadbillowscontendingathisfeet。Ashemightlookdownfromthewindowofahouseuponsomestreetdisturbance,so,fromthispost,helooksdownuponthetumblingoftheMerryMen。Onsuchanight,ofcourse,hepeersuponaworldofblackness,wherethewaterswheelandboil,wherethewavesjousttogetherwiththenoiseofanexplosion,andthefoamtowersandvanishesinthetwinklingofaneye。NeverbeforehadIseentheMerryMenthusviolent。Thefury,height,andtransiencyoftheirspoutingswasathingtobeseenandnotrecounted。Highoverourheadsonthecliffrosetheirwhitecolumnsinthedarkness。andthesameinstant,likephantoms,theyweregone。Sometimesthreeatatimewouldthusaspireandvanish。sometimesagusttookthem,andthespraywouldfallaboutus,heavyasawave。Andyetthespectaclewasrathermaddeninginitslevitythanimpressivebyitsforce。Thoughtwasbeatendownbytheconfoundinguproar-agleefulvacancypossessedthebrainsofmen,astateakintomadness。andIfoundmyselfattimesfollowingthedanceoftheMerryMenasitwereatuneuponajigginginstrument。
Ifirstcaughtsightofmyunclewhenwewerestillsomeyardsawayinoneoftheflyingglimpsesoftwilightthatchequeredthepitchdarknessofthenight。Hewasstandingupbehindtheparapet,hisheadthrownbackandthebottletohismouth。Asheputitdown,hesawandrecogniseduswithatossofonehandfleeringlyabovehishead。
’Hashebeendrinking?’shoutedItoRorie。
’Hewillayebedrunkwhenthewindblaws,’returnedRorieinthesamehighkey,anditwasallthatIcoulddotohearhim。
’Then-washeso-inFebruary?’Iinquired。
Rorie’s’Ay’wasacauseofjoytome。Themurder,then,hadnotsprungincoldbloodfromcalculation。itwasanactofmadnessnomoretobecondemnedthantobepardoned。Myunclewasadangerousmadman,ifyouwill,buthewasnotcruelandbaseasIhadfeared。
Yetwhatasceneforacarouse,whatanincrediblevice,wasthisthatthepoormanhadchosen!Ihavealwaysthoughtdrunkennessawildandalmostfearfulpleasure,ratherdemoniacalthanhuman。butdrunkenness,outhereintheroaringblackness,ontheedgeofacliffabovethathellofwaters,theman’sheadspinningliketheRoost,hisfoottotteringontheedgeofdeath,hisearwatchingforthesignsofship-wreck,surelythat,ifitwerecredibleinanyone,wasmorallyimpossibleinamanlikemyuncle,whosemindwassetuponadamnatorycreedandhauntedbythedarkestsuperstitions。Yetsoitwas。and,aswereachedthebightofshelterandcouldbreatheagain,Isawtheman’seyesshininginthenightwithanunholyglimmer。
’Eh,Charlie,man,it’sgrand!’hecried。’Seetothem!’hecontinued,draggingmetotheedgeoftheabyssfromwhencearosethatdeafeningclamourandthosecloudsofspray。’seetothemdancin’,man!Isthatnowicked?’
Hepronouncedthewordwithgusto,andIthoughtitsuitedwiththescene。
’They’reyowlin’forthonschooner,’hewenton,histhin,insanevoiceclearlyaudibleintheshelterofthebank,’an’she’scomin’
ayenearer,ayenearer,ayeneareran’neareran’nearer。an’theyken’t,thefolkkensit,theykenwoolit’sbywi’them。Charlie,lad,they’rea’drunkinyonschooner,a’dozenedwi’drink。Theywerea’drunkintheCHRIST-ANNA,atthehinderend。There’snanecoulddroonatseawantin’thebrandy。Hootawa,whatdoyouken?’
withasuddenblastofanger。’Itellye,itcannaebe。theydroonwithootit。Ha’e,’holdingoutthebottle,’tak’asowp。’
Iwasabouttorefuse,butRorietouchedmeasifinwarning。andindeedIhadalreadythoughtbetterofthemovement。Itookthebottle,therefore,andnotonlydrankfreelymyself,butcontrivedtospillevenmoreasIwasdoingso。Itwaspurespirit,andalmoststrangledmetoswallow。Mykinsmandidnotobservetheloss,but,oncemorethrowingbackhishead,drainedtheremaindertothedregs。Then,withaloudlaugh,hecastthebottleforthamongtheMerryMen,whoseemedtoleapup,shoutingtoreceiveit。
’Ha’e,bairns!’hecried,’there’syourhan’sel。Ye’llgetbonniernorthat,ormorning。’
Suddenly,outintheblacknightbeforeus,andnottwohundredyardsaway,weheard,atamomentwhenthewindwassilent,theclearnoteofahumanvoice。InstantlythewindswepthowlingdownupontheHead,andtheRoostbellowed,andchurned,anddancedwithanewfury。Butwehadheardthesound,andweknew,withagony,thatthiswasthedoomedshipnowcloseonruin,andthatwhatwehadheardwasthevoiceofhermasterissuinghislastcommand。
Crouchingtogetherontheedge,wewaited,strainingeverysense,fortheinevitableend。Itwaslong,however,andtousitseemedlikeages,eretheschoonersuddenlyappearedforonebriefinstant,relievedagainstatowerofglimmeringfoam。Istillseeherreefedmainsailflappingloose,astheboomfellheavilyacrossthedeck。Istillseetheblackoutlineofthehull,andstillthinkIcandistinguishthefigureofamanstretcheduponthetiller。Yetthewholesightwehadofherpassedswifterthanlightning。theverywavethatdisclosedherfellburyingherforever。themingledcryofmanyvoicesatthepointofdeathroseandwasquenchedintheroaringoftheMerryMen。Andwiththatthetragedywasatanend。Thestrongship,withallhergear,andthelampperhapsstillburninginthecabin,thelivesofsomanymen,precioussurelytoothers,dear,atleast,asheaventothemselves,hadall,inthatonemoment,gonedownintothesurgingwaters。
Theyweregonelikeadream。Andthewindstillranandshouted,andthesenselesswatersintheRooststillleapedandtumbledasbefore。
Howlongwelaytheretogether,wethree,speechlessandmotionless,ismorethanIcantell,butitmusthavebeenforlong。Atlength,onebyone,andalmostmechanically,wecrawledbackintotheshelterofthebank。AsIlayagainsttheparapet,whollywretchedandnotentirelymasterofmymind,Icouldhearmykinsmanmaunderingtohimselfinanalteredandmelancholymood。
Nowhewouldrepeattohimselfwithmaudliniteration,’Sicafechtastheyhad-sicasairfechtastheyhad,puirlads,puirlads!’
andanonhewouldbewailthat’a’thegearwasasgude’stint,’
becausetheshiphadgonedownamongtheMerryMeninsteadofstrandingontheshore。andthroughout,thename-theCHRIST-ANNA-
wouldcomeandgoinhisdivagations,pronouncedwithshudderingawe。Thestormallthistimewasrapidlyabating。Inhalfanhourthewindhadfallentoabreeze,andthechangewasaccompaniedorcausedbyaheavy,cold,andplumpingrain。Imustthenhavefallenasleep,andwhenIcametomyself,drenched,stiff,andunrefreshed,dayhadalreadybroken,grey,wet,discomfortableday。
thewindblewinfaintandshiftingcapfuls,thetidewasout,theRoostwasatitslowest,andonlythestrongbeatingsurfroundallthecoastsofArosremainedtowitnessofthefuriesofthenight。
CHAPTERV。AMANOUTOFTHESEA。
Roriesetoutforthehouseinsearchofwarmthandbreakfast。butmyunclewasbentuponexaminingtheshoresofAros,andIfeltitapartofdutytoaccompanyhimthroughout。Hewasnowdocileandquiet,buttremulousandweakinmindandbody。anditwaswiththeeagernessofachildthathepursuedhisexploration。Heclimbedfardownupontherocks。onthebeaches,hepursuedtheretreatingbreakers。Themerestbrokenplankorragofcordagewasatreasureinhiseyestobesecuredattheperilofhislife。Toseehim,withweakandstumblingfootsteps,exposehimselftothepursuitofthesurf,orthesnaresandpitfallsoftheweedyrock,keptmeinaperpetualterror。Myarmwasreadytosupporthim,myhandclutchedhimbytheskirt,Ihelpedhimtodrawhispitifuldiscoveriesbeyondthereachofthereturningwave。anurseaccompanyingachildofsevenwouldhavehadnodifferentexperience。
Yet,weakenedashewasbythereactionfromhismadnessofthenightbefore,thepassionsthatsmoulderedinhisnaturewerethoseofastrongman。Histerrorofthesea,althoughconqueredforthemoment,wasstillundiminished。hadtheseabeenalakeoflivingflames,hecouldnothaveshrunkmorepanicallyfromitstouch。andonce,whenhisfootslippedandheplungedtothemidlegintoapoolofwater,theshriekthatcameupoutofhissoulwaslikethecryofdeath。Hesatstillforawhile,pantinglikeadog,afterthat。buthisdesireforthespoilsofshipwrecktriumphedoncemoreoverhisfears。oncemorehetotteredamongthecurdedfoam。
oncemorehecrawledupontherocksamongtheburstingbubbles。
oncemorehiswholeheartseemedtobesetondriftwood,fit,ifitwasfitforanything,tothrowuponthefire。Pleasedashewaswithwhathefound,hestillincessantlygrumbledathisill-
fortune。
’Aros,’hesaid,’isnoaplaceforwrecksava’-noava’。A’theyearsI’vedwalthere,thisanemaksthesecond。andthebesto’
thegearcleantint!’
’Uncle,’saidI,forwewerenowonastretchofopensand,wheretherewasnothingtodiverthismind,’Isawyoulastnight,asI
neverthoughttoseeyou-youweredrunk。’
’Na,na,’hesaid,’noasbadasthat。Ihadbeendrinking,though。AndtotellyetheGod’struth,it’sathingIcannaemend。There’snaesoberermanthanmeinmyordnar。butwhenI
hearthewindblawinmylug,it’smybeliefthatIganggyte。’
’Youareareligiousman,’Ireplied,’andthisissin’。
’Ou,’hereturned,’ifitwasnaesin,IdinnaekenthatIwouldcarefor’t。Yesee,man,it’sdefiance。There’sasairspango’
theauldsino’thewarldinyousea。it’sanunchristianbusinessatthebesto’t。an’whileswhenitgetsup,an’thewindskreights-thewindan’herareakindofsib,I’mthinkin’-an’thaeMerryMen,thedaftcallants,blawin’andlauchin’,andpuirsoulsinthedeidthrawswarstlin’theleelangnichtwi’theirbitships-weel,itcomesowermelikeaglamour。I’madeil,Iken’t。ButIthinknaethingo’thepuirsailorlads。I’mwi’thesea,I’mjustlikeaneo’herainMerryMen。’
IthoughtIshouldtouchhiminajointofhisharness。Iturnedmetowardsthesea。thesurfwasrunninggaily,waveafterwave,withtheirmanesblowingbehindthem,ridingoneafteranotherupthebeach,towering,curving,fallingoneuponanotheronthetrampledsand。Without,thesaltair,thescaredgulls,thewidespreadarmyofthesea-chargers,neighingtoeachother,astheygatheredtogethertotheassaultofAros。andclosebeforeus,thatlineontheflatsandsthat,withalltheirnumberandtheirfury,theymightneverpass。
’Thusfarshaltthougo,’saidI,’andnofarther。’AndthenI
quotedassolemnlyasIwasableaversethatIhadoftenbeforefittedtothechorusofthebreakers:-
ButyettheLordthatisonhigh,Ismoreofmightbyfar,Thannoiseofmanywatersis,Asgreatseabillowsare。
’Ay,’saidmykinsinan,’atthehinderend,theLordwilltriumph。
Idinnaemisdoobtthat。Buthereonearth,evensillymen-folkdaurHimtoHisface。Itisnaewise。Iamnaesayin’thatit’swise。butit’stheprideoftheeye,andit’sthelusto’life,an’
it’sthewaleo’pleesures。’
Isaidnomore,forwehadnowbeguntocrossaneckoflandthatlaybetweenusandSandag。andIwithheldmylastappealtotheman’sbetterreasontillweshouldstanduponthespotassociatedwithhiscrime。Nordidhepursuethesubject。buthewalkedbesidemewithafirmerstep。ThecallthatIhadmadeuponhismindactedlikeastimulant,andIcouldseethathehadforgottenhissearchforworthlessjetsam,inaprofound,gloomy,andyetstirringtrainofthought。InthreeorfourminuteswehadtoppedthebraeandbeguntogodownuponSandag。Thewreckhadbeenroughlyhandledbythesea。thestemhadbeenspunroundanddraggedalittlelowerdown。andperhapsthesternhadbeenforcedalittlehigher,forthetwopartsnowlayentirelyseparateonthebeach。WhenwecametothegraveIstopped,uncoveredmyheadinthethickrain,and,lookingmykinsmanintheface,addressedhim。
’Aman,’saidI,’wasinGod’sprovidencesufferedtoescapefrommortaldangers。hewaspoor,hewasnaked,hewaswet,hewasweary,hewasastranger。hehadeveryclaimuponthebowelsofyourcompassion。itmaybethathewasthesaltoftheearth,holy,helpful,andkind。itmaybehewasamanladenwithiniquitiestowhomdeathwasthebeginningoftorment。Iaskyouinthesightofheaven:GordonDarnaway,whereisthemanforwhomChristdied?’
Hestartedvisiblyatthelastwords。buttherecamenoanswer,andhisfaceexpressednofeelingbutavaguealarm。
’Youweremyfather’sbrother,’Icontinued。’You,havetaughtmetocountyourhouseasifitweremyfather’shouse。andwearebothsinfulmenwalkingbeforetheLordamongthesinsanddangersofthislife。ItisbyourevilthatGodleadsusintogood。wesin,IdarenotsaybyHistemptation,butImustsaywithHisconsent。andtoanybutthebrutishmanhissinsarethebeginningofwisdom。Godhaswarnedyoubythiscrime。Hewarnsyoustillbythebloodygravebetweenourfeet。andifthereshallfollownorepentance,noimprovement,noreturntoHim,whatcanwelookforbutthefollowingofsomememorablejudgment?’
EvenasIspokethewords,theeyesofmyunclewanderedfrommyface。Achangefelluponhislooksthatcannotbedescribed。hisfeaturesseemedtodwindleinsize,thecolourfadedfromhischeeks,onehandrosewaveringlyandpointedovermyshoulderintothedistance,andtheoft-repeatednamefelloncemorefromhislips:’TheCHRIST-ANNA!’
Iturned。andifIwasnotappalledtothesamedegree,asIreturnthankstoHeaventhatIhadnotthecause,Iwasstillstartledbythesightthatmetmyeyes。Theformofamanstooduprightonthecabin-hutchofthewreckedship。hisbackwastowardsus。heappearedtobescanningtheoffingwithshadedeyes,andhisfigurewasrelievedtoitsfullheight,whichwasplainlyverygreat,againsttheseaandsky。IhavesaidathousandtimesthatIamnotsuperstitious。butatthatmoment,withmymindrunningupondeathandsin,theunexplainedappearanceofastrangeronthatsea-girt,solitaryislandfilledmewithasurprisethatborderedcloseonterror。ItseemedscarcepossiblethatanyhumansoulshouldhavecomeashorealiveinsuchaseaashadratedlastnightalongthecoastsofAros。andtheonlyvesselwithinmileshadgonedownbeforeoureyesamongtheMerryMen。Iwasassailedwithdoubtsthatmadesuspenseunbearable,and,toputthemattertothetouchatonce,steppedforwardandhailedthefigurelikeaship。
Heturnedabout,andIthoughthestartedtobeholdus。Atthismycourageinstantlyrevived,andIcalledandsignedtohimtodrawnear,andhe,onhispart,droppedimmediatelytothesands,andbeganslowlytoapproach,withmanystopsandhesitations。Ateachrepeatedmarkoftheman’suneasinessIgrewthemoreconfidentmyself。andIadvancedanotherstep,encouraginghimasIdidsowithmyheadandhand。Itwasplainthecastawayhadheardindifferentaccountsofourislandhospitality。andindeed,aboutthistime,thepeoplefarthernorthhadasorryreputation。
’Why,’Isaid,’themanisblack!’
Andjustatthatmoment,inavoicethatIcouldscarcehaverecognised,mykinsmanbeganswearingandprayinginamingledstream。Ilookedathim。hehadfallenonhisknees,hisfacewasagonised。ateachstepofthecastaway’sthepitchofhisvoicerose,thevolubilityofhisutteranceandthefervourofhislanguageredoubled。Icallitprayer,foritwasaddressedtoGod。
butsurelynosuchrantingincongruitieswereeverbeforeaddressedtotheCreatorbyacreature:surelyifprayercanbeasin,thismadharanguewassinful。Irantomykinsman,Iseizedhimbytheshoulders,Idraggedhimtohisfeet。
’Silence,man,’saidI,’respectyourGodinwords,ifnotinaction。Here,ontheverysceneofyourtransgressions,Hesendsyouanoccasionofatonement。Forwardandembraceit。welcomelikeafatheryoncreaturewhocomestremblingtoyourmercy。’
Withthat,Itriedtoforcehimtowardstheblack。buthefelledmetotheground,burstfrommygrasp,leavingtheshoulderofhisjacket,andfledupthehillsidetowardsthetopofAroslikeadeer。Istaggeredtomyfeetagain,bruisedandsomewhatstunned。
thenegrohadpausedinsurprise,perhapsinterror,somehalfwaybetweenmeandthewreck。myunclewasalreadyfaraway,boundingfromrocktorock。andIthusfoundmyselftornforatimebetweentwoduties。ButIjudged,andIprayHeaventhatIjudgedrightly,infavourofthepoorwretchuponthesands。hismisfortunewasatleastnotplainlyofhisowncreation。itwasone,besides,thatI
couldcertainlyrelieve。andIhadbegunbythattimetoregardmyuncleasanincurableanddismallunatic。Iadvancedaccordinglytowardstheblack,whonowawaitedmyapproachwithfoldedarms,likeonepreparedforeitherdestiny。AsIcamenearer,hereachedforthhishandwithagreatgesture,suchasIhadseenfromthepulpit,andspoketomeinsomethingofapulpitvoice,butnotawordwascomprehensible。ItriedhimfirstinEnglish,theninGaelic,bothinvain。sothatitwasclearwemustrelyuponthetongueoflooksandgestures。ThereuponIsignedtohimtofollowme,whichhedidreadilyandwithagraveobeisancelikeafallenking。allthewhiletherehadcomenoshadeofalterationinhisface,neitherofanxietywhilehewasstillwaiting,norofreliefnowthathewasreassured。ifhewereaslave,asIsupposed,I
couldnotbutjudgehemusthavefallenfromsomehighplaceinhisowncountry,andfallenashewas,Icouldnotbutadmirehisbearing。Aswepassedthegrave,Ipausedandraisedmyhandsandeyestoheavenintokenofrespectandsorrowforthedead。andhe,asifinanswer,bowedlowandspreadhishandsabroad。itwasastrangemotion,butdonelikeathingofcommoncustom。andI
supposeditwasceremonialinthelandfromwhichhecame。Atthesametimehepointedtomyuncle,whomwecouldjustseepercheduponaknoll,andtouchedhisheadtoindicatethathewasmad。
Wetookthelongwayroundtheshore,forIfearedtoexcitemyuncleifwestruckacrosstheisland。andaswewalked,IhadtimeenoughtomaturethelittledramaticexhibitionbywhichIhopedtosatisfymydoubts。Accordingly,pausingonarock,IproceededtoimitatebeforethenegrotheactionofthemanwhomIhadseenthedaybeforetakingbearingswiththecompassatSandag。Heunderstoodmeatonce,and,takingtheimitationoutofmyhands,showedmewheretheboatwas,pointedoutseawardasiftoindicatethepositionoftheschooner,andthendownalongtheedgeoftherockwiththewords’EspiritoSanto,’strangelypronounced,butclearenoughforrecognition。Ihadthusbeenrightinmyconjecture。thepretendedhistoricalinquiryhadbeenbutacloakfortreasure-hunting。themanwhohadplayedonDr。RobertsonwasthesameastheforeignerwhovisitedGrisapolinspring,andnow,withmanyothers,laydeadundertheRoostofAros:therehadtheirgreedbroughtthem,thereshouldtheirbonesbetossedforevermore。Inthemeantimetheblackcontinuedhisimitationofthescene,nowlookingupskywardasthoughwatchingtheapproachofthestormnow,inthecharacterofaseaman,wavingtheresttocomeaboard。nowasanofficer,runningalongtherockandenteringtheboat。andanonbendingoverimaginaryoarswiththeairofahurriedboatman。butallwiththesamesolemnityofmanner,sothatIwasneverevenmovedtosmile。Lastly,heindicatedtome,byapantomimenottobedescribedinwords,howhehimselfhadgoneuptoexaminethestrandedwreck,and,tohisgriefandindignation,hadbeendesertedbyhiscomrades。andthereuponfoldedhisarmsoncemore,andstoopedhishead,likeoneacceptingfate。
Themysteryofhispresencebeingthussolvedforme,Iexplainedtohimbymeansofasketchthefateofthevesselandofallaboardher。Heshowednosurprisenorsorrow,and,withasuddenliftingofhisopenhand,seemedtodismisshisformerfriendsormasterswhichevertheyhadbeenintoGod’spleasure。Respectcameuponmeandgrewstronger,themoreIobservedhim。Isawhehadapowerfulmindandasoberandseverecharacter,suchasI
lovedtocommunewith。andbeforewereachedthehouseofArosI
hadalmostforgotten,andwhollyforgivenhim,hisuncannycolour。
ToMaryItoldallthathadpassedwithoutsuppression,thoughI
ownmyheartfailedme。butIdidwrongtodoubthersenseofjustice。
’Youdidtheright,’shesaid。’God’swillbedone。’Andshesetoutmeatforusatonce。
AssoonasIwassatisfied,IbadeRoriekeepaneyeuponthecastaway,whowasstilleating,andsetforthagainmyselftofindmyuncle。IhadnotgonefarbeforeIsawhimsittinginthesameplace,upontheverytopmostknoll,andseeminglyinthesameattitudeaswhenIhadlastobservedhim。Fromthatpoint,asI
havesaid,themostofArosandtheneighbouringRosswouldbespreadbelowhimlikeamap。anditwasplainthathekeptabrightlook-outinalldirections,formyheadhadscarcelyrisenabovethesummitofthefirstascentbeforehehadleapedtohisfeetandturnedasiftofaceme。Ihailedhimatonce,aswellasIwasable,inthesametonesandwordsasIhadoftenusedbefore,whenIhadcometosummonhimtodinner。Hemadenotsomuchasamovementinreply。Ipassedonalittlefarther,andagaintriedparley,withthesameresult。ButwhenIbeganasecondtimetoadvance,hisinsanefearsblazedupagain,andstillindeadsilence,butwithincrediblespeed,hebegantofleefrombeforemealongtherockysummitofthehill。Anhourbefore,hehadbeendeadweary,andIhadbeencomparativelyactive。Butnowhisstrengthwasrecruitedbythefervourofinsanity,anditwouldhavebeenvainformetodreamofpursuit。Nay,theveryattempt,Ithought,mighthaveinflamedhisterrors,andthusincreasedthemiseriesofourposition。AndIhadnothingleftbuttoturnhomewardandmakemysadreporttoMary。
Sheheardit,asshehadheardthefirst,withaconcernedcomposure,and,biddingmeliedownandtakethatrestofwhichI
stoodsomuchinneed,setforthherselfinquestofhermisguidedfather。Atthatageitwouldhavebeenastrangethingthatputmefromeithermeatorsleep。Isleptlonganddeep。anditwasalreadylongpastnoonbeforeIawokeandcamedownstairsintothekitchen。Mary,Rorie,andtheblackcastawaywereseatedaboutthefireinsilence。andIcouldseethatMaryhadbeenweeping。Therewascauseenough,asIsoonlearned,fortears。Firstshe,andthenRorie,hadbeenforthtoseekmyuncle。eachinturnhadfoundhimpercheduponthehill-top,andfromeachinturnhehadsilentlyandswiftlyfled。Roriehadtriedtochasehim,butinvain。madnesslentanewvigourtohisbounds。hesprangfromrocktorockoverthewidestgullies。hescouredlikethewindalongthehill-tops。hedoubledandtwistedlikeaharebeforethedogs。andRorieatlengthgavein。andthelastthathesaw,myunclewasseatedasbeforeuponthecrestofAros。Evenduringthehottestexcitementofthechase,evenwhenthefleet-footedservanthadcome,foramoment,veryneartocapturehim,thepoorlunatichadutterednotasound。Hefled,andhewassilent,likeabeast。andthissilencehadterrifiedhispursuer。
Therewassomethingheart-breakinginthesituation。Howtocapturethemadman,howtofeedhiminthemeanwhile,andwhattodowithhimwhenhewascaptured,werethethreedifficultiesthatwehadtosolve。
’Theblack,’saidI,’isthecauseofthisattack。Itmayevenbehispresenceinthehousethatkeepsmyuncleonthehill。Wehavedonethefairthing。hehasbeenfedandwarmedunderthisroof。
nowIproposethatRorieputhimacrossthebayinthecoble,andtakehimthroughtheRossasfarasGrisapol。’
InthisproposalMaryheartilyconcurred。andbiddingtheblackfollowus,weallthreedescendedtothepier。Certainly,Heaven’swillwasdeclaredagainstGordonDarnaway。athinghadhappened,neverparalleledbeforeinAros。duringthestorm,thecoblehadbrokenloose,and,strikingontheroughsplintersofthepier,nowlayinfourfeetofwaterwithonesidestovein。Threedaysofworkatleastwouldberequiredtomakeherfloat。ButIwasnottobebeaten。Iledthewholepartyroundtowherethegutwasnarrowest,swamtotheotherside,andcalledtotheblacktofollowme。Hesigned,withthesameclearnessandquietasbefore,thatheknewnottheart。andtherewastruthapparentinhissignals,itwouldhaveoccurredtononeofustodoubthistruth。
andthathopebeingover,wemustallgobackevenaswecametothehouseofAros,thenegrowalkinginourmidstwithoutembarrassment。
Allwecoulddothatdaywastomakeonemoreattempttocommunicatewiththeunhappymadman。Againhewasvisibleonhisperch。againhefledinsilence。Butfoodandagreatcloakwereatleastleftforhiscomfort。therain,besides,hadclearedaway,andthenightpromisedtobeevenwarm。Wemightcomposeourselves,wethought,untilthemorrow。restwasthechiefrequisite,thatwemightbestrengthenedforunusualexertions。andasnonecaredtotalk,weseparatedatanearlyhour。
Ilaylongawake,planningacampaignforthemorrow。IwastoplacetheblackonthesideofSandag,whenceheshouldheadmyuncletowardsthehouse。Rorieinthewest,Iontheeast,weretocompletethecordon,asbestwemight。Itseemedtome,themoreI
recalledtheconfigurationoftheisland,thatitshouldbepossible,thoughhard,toforcehimdownuponthelowgroundalongArosBay。andoncethere,evenwiththestrengthofhismadness,ultimateescapewashardlytobefeared。ItwasonhisterroroftheblackthatIrelied。forImadesure,howeverhemightrun,itwouldnotbeinthedirectionofthemanwhomhesupposedtohavereturnedfromthedead,andthusonepointofthecompassatleastwouldbesecure。
WhenatlengthIfellasleep,itwastobeawakenedshortlyafterbyadreamofwrecks,blackmen,andsubmarineadventure。andI
foundmyselfsoshakenandfeveredthatIarose,descendedthestair,andsteppedoutbeforethehouse。Within,Rorieandtheblackwereasleeptogetherinthekitchen。outsidewasawonderfulclearnightofstars,withhereandthereacloudstillhanging,laststragglersofthetempest。Itwasnearthetopoftheflood,andtheMerryMenwereroaringinthewindlessquietofthenight。
Never,notevenintheheightofthetempest,hadIheardtheirsongwithgreaterawe。Now,whenthewindsweregatheredhome,whenthedeepwasdandlingitselfbackintoitssummerslumber,andwhenthestarsrainedtheirgentlelightoverlandandsea,thevoiceofthesetide-breakerswasstillraisedforhavoc。Theyseemed,indeed,tobeapartoftheworld’sevilandthetragicsideoflife。Norweretheirmeaninglessvociferationstheonlysoundsthatbrokethesilenceofthenight。ForIcouldhear,nowshrillandthrillingandnowalmostdrowned,thenoteofahumanvoicethataccompaniedtheuproaroftheRoost。Iknewitformykinsman’s。andagreatfearfelluponmeofGod’sjudgments,andtheevilintheworld。Iwentbackagainintothedarknessofthehouseasintoaplaceofshelter,andlaylonguponmybed,ponderingthesemysteries。
ItwaslatewhenIagainwoke,andIleapedintomyclothesandhurriedtothekitchen。Noonewasthere。Rorieandtheblackhadbothstealthilydepartedlongbefore。andmyheartstoodstillatthediscovery。IcouldrelyonRorie’sheart,butIplacednotrustinhisdiscretion。Ifhehadthussetoutwithoutaword,hewasplainlybentuponsomeservicetomyuncle。Butwhatservicecouldhehopetorenderevenalone,farlessinthecompanyofthemaninwhommyunclefoundhisfearsincarnated?EvenifIwerenotalreadytoolatetopreventsomedeadlymischief,itwasplainImustdelaynolonger。WiththethoughtIwasoutofthehouse。
andoftenasIhaverunontheroughsidesofAros,IneverranasIdidthatfatalmorning。IdonotbelieveIputtwelveminutestothewholeascent。
Myunclewasgonefromhisperch。Thebaskethadindeedbeentornopenandthemeatscatteredontheturf。but,aswefoundafterwards,nomouthfulhadbeentasted。andtherewasnotanothertraceofhumanexistenceinthatwidefieldofview。Dayhadalreadyfilledtheclearheavens。thesunalreadylightedinarosybloomuponthecrestofBenKyaw。butallbelowmetherudeknollsofArosandtheshieldofsealaysteepedinthecleardarklingtwilightofthedawn。
’Rorie!’Icried。andagain’Rorie!’Myvoicediedinthesilence,buttherecamenoanswerback。Iftherewereindeedanenterpriseafoottocatchmyuncle,itwasplainlynotinfleetnessoffoot,butindexterityofstalking,thatthehuntersplacedtheirtrust。
Iranonfarther,keepingthehigherspurs,andlookingrightandleft,nordidIpauseagaintillIwasonthemountaboveSandag。
Icouldseethewreck,theuncoveredbeltofsand,thewavesidlybeating,thelongledgeofrocks,andoneitherhandthetumbledknolls,boulders,andgulliesoftheisland。Butstillnohumanthing。
AtastridethesunshinefellonAros,andtheshadowsandcoloursleapedintobeing。Nothalfamomentlater,belowmetothewest,sheepbegantoscatterasinapanic。Therecameacry。Isawmyunclerunning。Isawtheblackjumpupinhotpursuit。andbeforeIhadtimetounderstand,Roriealsohadappeared,callingdirectionsinGaelicastoadogherdingsheep。
Itooktomyheelstointerfere,andperhapsIhaddonebettertohavewaitedwhereIwas,forIwasthemeansofcuttingoffthemadman’slastescape。Therewasnothingbeforehimfromthatmomentbutthegrave,thewreck,andtheseainSandagBay。AndyetHeavenknowsthatwhatIdidwasforthebest。
MyuncleGordonsawinwhatdirection,horribletohim,thechasewasdrivinghim。Hedoubled,dartingtotherightandleft。buthighasthefeverraninhisveins,theblackwasstilltheswifter。Turnwherehewould,hewasstillforestalled,stilldriventowardthesceneofhiscrime。Suddenlyhebegantoshriekaloud,sothatthecoastre-echoed。andnowbothIandRoriewerecallingontheblacktostop。Butallwasvain,foritwaswrittenotherwise。Thepursuerstillran,thechasestillspedbeforehimscreaming。theyavoidedthegrave,andskimmedclosepastthetimbersofthewreck。inabreaththeyhadclearedthesand。andstillmykinsmandidnotpause,butdashedstraightintothesurf。
andtheblack,nowalmostwithinreach,stillfollowedswiftlybehindhim。RorieandIbothstopped,forthethingwasnowbeyondthehandsofmen,andthesewerethedecreesofGodthatcametopassbeforeoureyes。Therewasneverasharperending。Onthatsteepbeachtheywerebeyondtheirdepthatabound。neithercouldswim。theblackroseonceforamomentwithathrottlingcry。butthecurrenthadthem,racingseaward。andifevertheycameupagain,whichGodalonecantell,itwouldbetenminutesafter,atthefarendofArosRoost,wheretheseabirdshoverfishing。
WILLO’THEMILL。
CHAPTERI。THEPLAINANDTHESTARS。
THEMillhereWilllivedwithhisadoptedparentsstoodinafallingvalleybetweenpinewoodsandgreatmountains。Above,hillafterhill,soaredupwardsuntiltheysoaredoutofthedepthofthehardiesttimber,andstoodnakedagainstthesky。Somewayup,alonggreyvillagelaylikeaseamorarayofvapouronawoodedhillside。andwhenthewindwasfavourable,thesoundofthechurchbellswoulddropdown,thinandsilvery,toWill。Below,thevalleygreweversteeperandsteeper,andatthesametimewidenedoutoneitherhand。andfromaneminencebesidethemillitwaspossibletoseeitswholelengthandawaybeyonditoverawideplain,wheretheriverturnedandshone,andmovedonfromcitytocityonitsvoyagetowardsthesea。Itchancedthatoverthisvalleytherelayapassintoaneighbouringkingdom。sothat,quietandruralasitwas,theroadthatranalongbesidetheriverwasahighthoroughfarebetweentwosplendidandpowerfulsocieties。Allthroughthesummer,travelling-carriagescamecrawlingup,orwentplungingbrisklydownwardspastthemill。andasithappenedthattheothersidewasverymucheasierofascent,thepathwasnotmuchfrequented,exceptbypeoplegoinginonedirection。andofallthecarriagesthatWillsawgoby,five-sixthswereplungingbrisklydownwardsandonlyone-sixthcrawlingup。Muchmorewasthisthecasewithfoot-passengers。Allthelight-footedtourists,allthepedlarsladenwithstrangewares,weretendingdownwardliketheriverthataccompaniedtheirpath。Norwasthisall。forwhenWillwasyetachildadisastrouswararoseoveragreatpartoftheworld。Thenewspaperswerefullofdefeatsandvictories,theearthrangwithcavalryhoofs,andoftenfordaystogetherandformilesaroundthecoilofbattleterrifiedgoodpeoplefromtheirlaboursinthefield。Ofallthis,nothingwasheardforalongtimeinthevalley。butatlastoneofthecommanderspushedanarmyoverthepassbyforcedmarches,andforthreedayshorseandfoot,cannonandtumbril,drumandstandard,keptpouringdownwardpastthemill。Alldaythechildstoodandwatchedthemontheirpassage-therhythmicalstride,thepale,unshavenfacestannedabouttheeyes,thediscolouredregimentalsandthetatteredflags,filledhimwithasenseofweariness,pity,andwonder。andallnightlong,afterhewasinbed,hecouldhearthecannonpoundingandthefeettrampling,andthegreatarmamentsweepingonwardanddownwardpastthemill。Nooneinthevalleyeverheardthefateoftheexpedition,fortheylayoutofthewayofgossipinthosetroubloustimes。butWillsawonethingplainly,thatnotamanreturned。Whitherhadtheyallgone?Whitherwentallthetouristsandpedlarswithstrangewares?whitherallthebriskbaroucheswithservantsinthedicky?whitherthewaterofthestream,evercoursingdownwardandeverrenewedfromabove?Eventhewindblewoftenerdownthevalley,andcarriedthedeadleavesalongwithitinthefall。Itseemedlikeagreatconspiracyofthingsanimateandinanimate。theyallwentdownward,fleetlyandgailydownward,andonlyhe,itseemed,remainedbehind,likeastockuponthewayside。Itsometimesmadehimgladwhenhenoticedhowthefisheskepttheirheadsupstream。They,atleast,stoodfaithfullybyhim,whileallelsewerepostingdownwardtotheunknownworld。
Oneeveningheaskedthemillerwheretheriverwent。
’Itgoesdownthevalley,’answeredhe,’andturnsapowerofmills-sixscoremills,theysay,fromheretoUnterdeck-andisnonethewearierafterall。Andthenitgoesoutintothelowlands,andwatersthegreatcorncountry,andrunsthroughasightoffinecitiessotheysaywherekingsliveallaloneingreatpalaces,withasentrywallingupanddownbeforethedoor。Anditgoesunderbridgeswithstonemenuponthem,lookingdownandsmilingsocuriousitthewater,andlivingfolksleaningtheirelbowsonthewallandlookingovertoo。Andthenitgoesonandon,anddownthroughmarshesandsands,untilatlastitfallsintothesea,wheretheshipsarethatbringparrotsandtobaccofromtheIndies。
Ay,ithasalongtrotbeforeitasitgoessingingoverourweir,blessitsheart!’
’Andwhatisthesea?’askedWill。
’Thesea!’criedthemiller。’Lordhelpusall,itisthegreatestthingGodmade!Thatiswhereallthewaterintheworldrunsdownintoagreatsaltlake。Thereitlies,asflatasmyhandandasinnocent-likeasachild。buttheydosaywhenthewindblowsitgetsupintowater-mountainsbiggerthananyofours,andswallowsdowngreatshipsbiggerthanourmill,andmakessucharoaringthatyoucanhearitmilesawayupontheland。Therearegreatfishinitfivetimesbiggerthanabull,andoneoldserpentasloneasourriverandasoldasalltheworld,withwhiskerslikeaman,andacrownofsilveronherhead。’
Willthoughthehadneverheardanythinglikethis,andhekeptonaskingquestionafterquestionabouttheworldthatlayawaydowntheriver,withallitsperilsandmarvels,untiltheoldmillerbecamequiteinterestedhimself,andatlasttookhimbythehandandledhimtothehilltopthatoverlooksthevalleyandtheplain。
Thesunwasnearsetting,andhunglowdowninacloudlesssky。
Everythingwasdefinedandglorifiedingoldenlight。Willhadneverseensogreatanexpanseofcountryinhislife。hestoodandgazedwithallhiseyes。Hecouldseethecities,andthewoodsandfields,andthebrightcurvesoftheriver,andfarawaytowheretherimoftheplaintrenchedalongtheshiningheavens。Anover-masteringemotionseizedupontheboy,soulandbody。hisheartbeatsothicklythathecouldnotbreathe。thesceneswambeforehiseyes。thesunseemedtowheelroundandround,andthrowoff,asitturned,strangeshapeswhichdisappearedwiththerapidityofthought,andweresucceededbyothers。Willcoveredhisfacewithhishands,andburstintoaviolentfitoftears。andthepoormiller,sadlydisappointedandperplexed,sawnothingbetterforitthantotakehimupinhisarmsandcarryhimhomeinsilence。
FromthatdayforwardWillwasfullofnewhopesandlongings。
Somethingkepttuggingathisheart-strings。therunningwatercarriedhisdesiresalongwithitashedreamedoveritsfleetingsurface。thewind,asitranoverinnumerabletree-tops,hailedhimwithencouragingwords。branchesbeckoneddownward。theopenroad,asitshoulderedroundtheanglesandwentturningandvanishingfastandfasterdownthevalley,torturedhimwithitssolicitations。Hespentlongwhilesontheeminence,lookingdowntherivershedandabroadonthefatlowlands,andwatchedthecloudsthattravelledforthuponthesluggishwindandtrailedtheirpurpleshadowsontheplain。orhewouldlingerbythewayside,andfollowthecarriageswithhiseyesastheyrattleddownwardbytheriver。Itdidnotmatterwhatitwas。everythingthatwentthatway,wereitcloudorcarriage,birdorbrownwaterinthestream,hefelthisheartflowoutafteritinanecstasyoflonging。
Wearetoldbymenofsciencethatalltheventuresofmarinersonthesea,allthatcounter-marchingoftribesandracesthatconfoundsoldhistorywithitsdustandrumour,sprangfromnothingmoreabstrusethanthelawsofsupplyanddemand,andacertainnaturalinstinctforcheaprations。Toanyonethinkingdeeply,thiswillseemadullandpitifulexplanation。ThetribesthatcameswarmingoutoftheNorthandEast,iftheywereindeedpressedonwardfrombehindbyothers,weredrawnatthesametimebythemagneticinfluenceoftheSouthandWest。Thefameofotherlandshadreachedthem。thenameoftheeternalcityrangintheirears。theywerenotcolonists,butpilgrims。theytravelledtowardswineandgoldandsunshine,buttheirheartsweresetonsomethinghigher。Thatdivineunrest,thatoldstingingtroubleofhumanitythatmakesallhighachievementsandallmiserablefailure,thesamethatspreadwingswithIcarus,thesamethatsentColumbusintothedesolateAtlantic,inspiredandsupportedthesebarbariansontheirperilousmarch。Thereisonelegendwhichprofoundlyrepresentstheirspirit,ofhowaflyingpartyofthesewanderersencounteredaveryoldmanshodwithiron。Theoldmanaskedthemwhithertheyweregoing。andtheyansweredwithonevoice:’TotheEternalCity!’Helookeduponthemgravely。’Ihavesoughtit,’
hesaid,’overthemostpartoftheworld。ThreesuchpairsasI
nowcarryonmyfeethaveIwornoutuponthispilgrimage,andnowthefourthisgrowingslenderunderneathmysteps。AndallthiswhileIhavenotfoundthecity。’Andheturnedandwenthisownwayalone,leavingthemastonished。
AndyetthiswouldscarcelyparalleltheintensityofWill’sfeelingfortheplain。Ifhecouldonlygofarenoughoutthere,hefeltasifhiseyesightwouldbepurgedandclarified,asifhishearingwouldgrowmoredelicate,andhisverybreathwouldcomeandgowithluxury。Hewastransplantedandwitheringwherehewas。helayinastrangecountryandwassickforhome。Bitbybit,hepiecedtogetherbrokennotionsoftheworldbelow:oftheriver,evermovingandgrowinguntilitsailedforthintothemajesticocean。ofthecities,fullofbriskandbeautifulpeople,playingfountains,bandsofmusicandmarblepalaces,andlightedupatnightfromendtoendwithartificialstarsofgold。ofthegreatchurches,wiseuniversities,bravearmies,anduntoldmoneylyingstoredinvaults。ofthehigh-flyingvicethatmovedinthesunshine,andthestealthandswiftnessofmidnightmurder。Ihavesaidhewassickasifforhome:thefigurehalts。Hewaslikesomeonelyingintwilit,formlesspreexistence,andstretchingouthishandslovinglytowardsmany-coloured,many-soundinglife。Itwasnowonderhewasunhappy,hewouldgoandtellthefish:theyweremadefortheirlife,wishedfornomorethanwormsandrunningwater,andaholebelowafallingbank。buthewasdifferentlydesigned,fullofdesiresandaspirations,itchingatthefingers,lustingwiththeeyes,whomthewholevariegatedworldcouldnotsatisfywithaspects。Thetruelife,thetruebrightsunshine,layfaroutupontheplain。AndO!toseethissunlightoncebeforehedied!tomovewithajocundspiritinagoldenland!tohearthetrainedsingersandsweetchurchbells,andseetheholidaygardens!’AndOfish!’hewouldcry,’ifyouwouldonlyturnyournosesdownstream,youcouldswimsoeasilyintothefabledwatersandseethevastshipspassingoveryourheadlikeclouds,andhearthegreatwater-hillsmakingmusicoveryoualldaylong!’Butthefishkeptlookingpatientlyintheirowndirection,untilWillhardlyknewwhethertolaughorcry。
HithertothetrafficontheroadhadpassedbyWill,likesomethingseeninapicture:hehadperhapsexchangedsalutationswithatourist,orcaughtsightofanoldgentlemaninatravellingcapatacarriagewindow。butforthemostpartithadbeenameresymbol,whichhecontemplatedfromapartandwithsomethingofasuperstitiousfeeling。Atimecameatlastwhenthiswastobechanged。Themiller,whowasagreedymaninhisway,andneverforewentanopportunityofhonestprofit,turnedthemill-houseintoalittlewaysideinn,and,severalpiecesofgoodfortunefallinginopportunely,builtstablesandgotthepositionofpostmasterontheroad。ItnowbecameWill’sdutytowaituponpeople,astheysattobreaktheirfastsinthelittlearbouratthetopofthemillgarden。andyoumaybesurethathekepthisearsopen,andlearnedmanynewthingsabouttheoutsideworldashebroughttheomeletteorthewine。Nay,hewouldoftengetintoconversationwithsingleguests,andbyadroitquestionsandpoliteattention,notonlygratifyhisowncuriosity,butwinthegoodwillofthetravellers。Manycomplimentedtheoldcoupleontheirserving-boy。andaprofessorwaseagertotakehimawaywithhim,andhavehimproperlyeducatedintheplain。Themillerandhiswifeweremightilyastonishedandevenmorepleased。Theythoughtitaverygoodthingthattheyshouldhaveopenedtheirinn。’Yousee,’theoldmanwouldremark,’hehasakindoftalentforapublican。heneverwouldhavemadeanythingelse!’Andsolifewaggedoninthevalley,withhighsatisfactiontoallconcernedbutWill。Everycarriagethatlefttheinn-doorseemedtotakeapartofhimawaywithit。andwhenpeoplejestinglyofferedhimalift,hecouldwithdifficultycommandhisemotion。Nightafternighthewoulddreamthathewasawakenedbyflusteredservants,andthatasplendidequipagewaitedatthedoortocarryhimdownintotheplain。nightafternight。untilthedream,whichhadseemedalljollitytohimatfirst,begantotakeonacolourofgravity,andthenocturnalsummonsandwaitingequipageoccupiedaplaceinhismindassomethingtobebothfearedandhopedfor。
Oneday,whenWillwasaboutsixteen,afatyoungmanarrivedatsunsettopassthenight。Hewasacontented-lookingfellow,withajollyeye,andcarriedaknapsack。Whiledinnerwaspreparing,hesatinthearbourtoreadabook。butassoonashehadbeguntoobserveWill,thebookwaslaidaside。hewasplainlyoneofthosewhopreferlivingpeopletopeoplemadeofinkandpaper。Will,onhispart,althoughhehadnotbeenmuchinterestedinthestrangeratfirstsight,soonbegantotakeagreatdealofpleasureinhistalk,whichwasfullofgoodnatureandgoodsense,andatlastconceivedagreatrespectforhischaracterandwisdom。Theysatfarintothenight。andabouttwointhemorningWillopenedhishearttotheyoungman,andtoldhimhowhelongedtoleavethevalleyandwhatbrighthopeshehadconnectedwiththecitiesoftheplain。Theyoungmanwhistled,andthenbrokeintoasmile。
’Myyoungfriend,’heremarked,’youareaverycuriouslittlefellowtobesure,andwishagreatmanythingswhichyouwillneverget。Why,youwouldfeelquiteashamedifyouknewhowthelittlefellowsinthesefairycitiesofyoursareallafterthesamesortofnonsense,andkeepbreakingtheirheartstogetupintothemountains。Andletmetellyou,thosewhogodownintotheplainsareaveryshortwhiletherebeforetheywishthemselvesheartilybackagain。Theairisnotsolightnorsopure。noristhesunanybrighter。Asforthebeautifulmenandwomen,youwouldseemanyoftheminragsandmanyofthemdeformedwithhorribledisorders。andacityissohardaplaceforpeoplewhoarepoorandsensitivethatmanychoosetodiebytheirownhand。’
’Youmustthinkmeverysimple,’answeredWill。’AlthoughIhaveneverbeenoutofthisvalley,believeme,Ihaveusedmyeyes。I
knowhowonethinglivesonanother。forinstance,howthefishhangsintheeddytocatchhisfellows。andtheshepherd,whomakessoprettyapicturecarryinghomethelamb,isonlycarryingithomefordinner。Idonotexpecttofindallthingsrightinyourcities。Thatisnotwhattroublesme。itmighthavebeenthatonceuponatime。butalthoughIliveherealways,Ihaveaskedmanyquestionsandlearnedagreatdealintheselastyears,andcertainlyenoughtocuremeofmyoldfancies。Butyouwouldnothavemedielikeadogandnotseeallthatistobeseen,anddoallthatamancando,letitbegoodorevil?youwouldnothavemespendallmydaysbetweenthisroadhereandtheriver,andnotsomuchasmakeamotiontobeupandlivemylife?-Iwouldratherdieoutofhand,’hecried,’thanlingeronasIamdoing。’
’Thousandsofpeople,’saidtheyoungman,’liveanddielikeyou,andarenonethelesshappy。’
’Ah!’saidWill,’iftherearethousandswhowouldlike,whyshouldnotoneofthemhavemyplace?’
Itwasquitedark。therewasahanginglampinthearbourwhichlitupthetableandthefacesofthespeakers。andalongthearch,theleavesuponthetrellisstoodoutilluminatedagainstthenightsky,apatternoftransparentgreenuponaduskypurple。Thefatyoungmanrose,and,takingWillbythearm,ledhimoutundertheopenheavens。
’Didyoueverlookatthestars?’heasked,pointingupwards。
’Oftenandoften,’answeredWill。
’Anddoyouknowwhattheyare?’
’Ihavefanciedmanythings。’
’Theyareworldslikeours,’saidtheyoungman。’Someofthemless。manyofthemamilliontimesgreater。andsomeoftheleastsparklesthatyouseearenotonlyworlds,butwholeclustersofworldsturningabouteachotherinthemidstofspace。Wedonotknowwhattheremaybeinanyofthem。perhapstheanswertoallourdifficultiesorthecureofalloursufferings:andyetwecanneverreachthem。notalltheskillofthecraftiestofmencanfitoutashipforthenearestoftheseourneighbours,norwouldthelifeofthemostagedsufficeforsuchajourney。Whenagreatbattlehasbeenlostoradearfriendisdead,whenwearehippedorinhighspirits,theretheyareunweariedlyshiningoverhead。
Wemaystanddownhere,awholearmyofustogether,andshoutuntilwebreakourhearts,andnotawhisperreachesthem。Wemayclimbthehighestmountain,andwearenonearerthem。Allwecandoistostanddownhereinthegardenandtakeoffourhats。thestarshinelightsuponourheads,andwheremineisalittlebald,I
daresayyoucanseeitglisteninthedarkness。Themountainandthemouse。ThatisliketobeallweshalleverhavetodowithArcturusorAldebaran。Canyouapplyaparable?’headded,layinghishanduponWill’sshoulder。’Itisnotthesamethingasareason,butusuallyvastlymoreconvincing。’
Willhunghisheadalittle,andthenraiseditoncemoretoheaven。Thestarsseemedtoexpandandemitasharperbrilliancy。
andashekeptturninghiseyeshigherandhigher,theyseemedtoincreaseinmultitudeunderhisgaze。
’Isee,’hesaid,turningtotheyoungman。’Weareinarat-
trap。’
’Somethingofthatsize。Didyoueverseeasquirrelturninginacage?andanothersquirrelsittingphilosophicallyoverhisnuts?
Ineedn’taskyouwhichofthemlookedmoreofafool。’
CHAPTERII。THEPARSON’SMARJORY。
Aftersomeyearstheoldpeopledied,bothinonewinter,verycarefullytendedbytheiradoptedson,andveryquietlymournedwhentheyweregone。Peoplewhohadheardofhisrovingfanciessupposedhewouldhastentoselltheproperty,andgodowntherivertopushhisfortunes。ButtherewasneveranysignofsuchinintentiononthepartofWill。Onthecontrary,hehadtheinnsetonabetterfooting,andhiredacoupleofservantstoassisthimincarryingiton。andtherehesettleddown,akind,talkative,inscrutableyoungman,sixfeetthreeinhisstockings,withanironconstitutionandafriendlyvoice。Hesoonbegantotakerankinthedistrictasabitofanoddity:itwasnotmuchtobewonderedatfromthefirst,forhewasalwaysfullofnotions,andkeptcallingtheplainestcommon-senseinquestion。butwhatmostraisedthereportuponhimwastheoddcircumstanceofhiscourtshipwiththeparson’sMarjory。
Theparson’sMarjorywasalassaboutnineteen,whenWillwouldbeaboutthirty。wellenoughlooking,andmuchbettereducatedthananyothergirlinthatpartofthecountry,asbecameherparentage。Sheheldherheadveryhigh,andhadalreadyrefusedseveraloffersofmarriagewithagrandair,whichhadgotherhardnamesamongtheneighbours。Forallthatshewasagoodgirl,andonethatwouldhavemadeanymanwellcontented。
Willhadneverseenmuchofher。foralthoughthechurchandparsonagewereonlytwomilesfromhisowndoor,hewasneverknowntogotherebutonSundays。Itchanced,however,thattheparsonagefellintodisrepair,andhadtobedismantled。andtheparsonandhisdaughtertooklodgingsforamonthorso,onverymuchreducedterms,atWill’sinn。Now,whatwiththeinn,andthemill,andtheoldmiller’ssavings,ourfriendwasamanofsubstance。andbesidesthat,hehadanameforgoodtemperandshrewdness,whichmakeacapitalportioninmarriage。andsoitwascurrentlygossiped,amongtheirill-wishers,thattheparsonandhisdaughterhadnotchosentheirtemporarylodgingwiththeireyesshut。Willwasaboutthelastmanintheworldtobecajoledorfrightenedintomarriage。Youhadonlytolookintohiseyes,limpidandstilllikepoolsofwater,andyetwithasortofclearlightthatseemedtocomefromwithin,andyouwouldunderstandatoncethatherewasonewhoknewhisownmind,andwouldstandtoitimmovably。Marjoryherselfwasnoweaklingbyherlooks,withstrong,steadyeyesandaresoluteandquietbearing。ItmightbeaquestionwhethershewasnotWill’smatchinstedfastness,afterall,orwhichofthemwouldruletheroastinmarriage。ButMarjoryhadnevergivenitathought,andaccompaniedherfatherwiththemostunshakeninnocenceandunconcern。
TheseasonwasstillsoearlythatWill’scustomerswerefewandfarbetween。butthelilacswerealreadyflowering,andtheweatherwassomildthatthepartytookdinnerunderthetrellice,withthenoiseoftheriverintheirearsandthewoodsringingaboutthemwiththesongsofbirds。Willsoonbegantotakeaparticularpleasureinthesedinners。Theparsonwasratheradullcompanion,withahabitofdozingattable。butnothingrudeorcrueleverfellfromhislips。Andasfortheparson’sdaughter,shesuitedhersurroundingswiththebestgraceimaginable。andwhatevershesaidseemedsopatandprettythatWillconceivedagreatideaofhertalents。Hecouldseeherface,assheleanedforward,againstabackgroundofrisingpinewoods。hereyesshonepeaceably。thelightlayaroundherhairlikeakerchief。somethingthatwashardlyasmilerippledherpalecheeks,andWillcouldnotcontainhimselffromgazingonherinanagreeabledismay。Shelooked,eveninherquietestmoments,socompleteinherself,andsoquickwithlifedowntoherfingertipsandtheveryskirtsofherdress,thattheremainderofcreatedthingsbecamenomorethanablotbycomparison。andifWillglancedawayfromhertohersurroundings,thetreeslookedinanimateandsenseless,thecloudshunginheavenlikedeadthings,andeventhemountaintopsweredisenchanted。
Thewholevalleycouldnotcompareinlookswiththisonegirl。
Willwasalwaysobservantinthesocietyofhisfellow-creatures。
buthisobservationbecamealmostpainfullyeagerinthecaseofMarjory。Helistenedtoallsheuttered,andreadhereyes,atthesametime,fortheunspokencommentary。Manykind,simple,andsincerespeechesfoundanechoinhisheart。Hebecameconsciousofasoulbeautifullypoiseduponitself,nothingdoubting,nothingdesiring,clothedinpeace。Itwasnotpossibletoseparateherthoughtsfromherappearance。Theturnofherwrist,thestillsoundofhervoice,thelightinhereyes,thelinesofherbody,fellintunewithhergraveandgentlewords,liketheaccompanimentthatsustainsandharmonisesthevoiceofthesinger。
Herinfluencewasonething,nottobedividedordiscussed,onlytohefeltwithgratitudeandjoy。ToWill,herpresencerecalledsomethingofhischildhood,andthethoughtofhertookitsplaceinhismindbesidethatofdawn,ofrunningwater,andoftheearliestvioletsandlilacs。Itisthepropertyofthingsseenforthefirsttime,orforthefirsttimeafterlong,liketheflowersinspring,toreawakeninusthesharpedgeofsenseandthatimpressionofmysticstrangenesswhichotherwisepassesoutoflifewiththecomingofyears。butthesightofalovedfaceiswhatrenewsaman’scharacterfromthefountainupwards。
OnedayafterdinnerWilltookastrollamongthefirs。agravebeatitudepossessedhimfromtoptotoe,andhekeptsmilingtohimselfandthelandscapeashewent。Theriverranbetweenthestepping-stoneswithaprettywimple。abirdsangloudlyinthewood。thehill-topslookedimmeasurablyhigh,andasheglancedatthemfromtimetotimeseemedtocontemplatehismovementswithabeneficentbutawfulcuriosity。Hiswaytookhimtotheeminencewhichoverlookedtheplain。andtherehesatdownuponastone,andfellintodeepandpleasantthought。Theplainlayabroadwithitscitiesandsilverriver。everythingwasasleep,exceptagreateddyofbirdswhichkeptrisingandfallingandgoingroundandroundintheblueair。HerepeatedMarjory’snamealoud,andthesoundofitgratifiedhisear。Heshuthiseyes,andherimagesprangupbeforehim,quietlyluminousandattendedwithgoodthoughts。Therivermightrunforever。thebirdsflyhigherandhighertilltheytouchedthestars。Hesawitwasemptybustleafterall。forhere,withoutstirringafeet,waitingpatientlyinhisownnarrowvalley,healsohadattainedthebettersunlight。
ThenextdayWillmadeasortofdeclarationacrossthedinner-
table,whiletheparsonwasfillinghispipe。
’MissMarjory,’hesaid,’IneverknewanyoneIlikedsowellasyou。Iammostlyacold,unkindlysortofman。notfromwantofheart,butoutofstrangenessinmywayofthinking。andpeopleseemfarawayfromme。’Tisasiftherewereacircleroundme,whichkepteveryoneoutbutyou。Icanheartheotherstalkingandlaughing。butyoucomequiteclose。Maybe,thisisdisagreeabletoyou?’heasked。
Marjorymadenoanswer。
’Speakup,girl,’saidtheparson。
’Nay,now,’returnedWill,’Iwouldn’tpressher,parson。Ifeeltongue-tiedmyself,whoamnotusedtoit。andshe’sawoman,andlittlemorethanachild,whenallissaid。Butformypart,asfarasIcanunderstandwhatpeoplemeanbyit,IfancyImustbewhattheycallinlove。Idonotwishtobeheldascommittingmyself。forImaybewrong。butthatishowIbelievethingsarewithme。AndifMissMarjoryshouldfeelanyotherwiseonherpart,mayhapshewouldbesokindasshakeherhead。’
Marjorywassilent,andgavenosignthatshehadheard。
’Howisthat,parson?’askedWill。
’Thegirlmustspeak,’repliedtheparson,layingdownhispipe。
’Here’sourneighbourwhosayshelovesyou,Madge。Doyoulovehim,ayorno?’
’IthinkIdo,’saidMarjory,faintly。
’Wellthen,that’sallthatcouldbewished!’criedWill,heartily。
Andhetookherhandacrossthetable,andhelditamomentinbothofhiswithgreatsatisfaction。
’Youmustmarry,’observedtheparson,replacinghispipeinhismouth。
’Isthattherightthingtodo,thinkyou?’demandedWill。
’Itisindispensable,’saidtheparson。
’Verywell,’repliedthewooer。
TwoorthreedayspassedawaywithgreatdelighttoWill,althoughabystandermightscarcehavefounditout。HecontinuedtotakehismealsoppositeMarjory,andtotalkwithherandgazeuponherinherfather’spresence。buthemadenoattempttoseeheralone,norinanyotherwaychangedhisconducttowardsherfromwhatithadbeensincethebeginning。Perhapsthegirlwasalittledisappointed,andperhapsnotunjustly。andyetifithadbeenenoughtobealwaysinthethoughtsofanotherperson,andsopervadeandalterhiswholelife,shemighthavebeenthoroughlycontented。ForshewasneveroutofWill’smindforaninstant。
Hesatoverthestream,andwatchedthedustoftheeddy,andthepoisedfish,andstrainingweeds。hewanderedoutaloneintothepurpleeven,withalltheblackbirdspipingroundhiminthewood。
heroseearlyinthemorning,andsawtheskyturnfromgreytogold,andthelightleapuponthehill-tops。andallthewhilehekeptwonderingifhehadneverseensuchthingsbefore,orhowitwasthattheyshouldlooksodifferentnow。Thesoundofhisownmill-wheel,orofthewindamongthetrees,confoundedandcharmedhisheart。Themostenchantingthoughtspresentedthemselvesunbiddeninhismind。Hewassohappythathecouldnotsleepatnight,andsorestless,thathecouldhardlysitstilloutofhercompany。Andyetitseemedasifheavoidedherratherthansoughtherout。
Oneday,ashewascominghomefromaramble,WillfoundMarjoryinthegardenpickingflowers,andashecameupwithher,slackenedhispaceandcontinuedwalkingbyherside。
’Youlikeflowers?’hesaid。
’IndeedIlovethemdearly,’shereplied。’Doyou?’
’Why,no,’saidhe,’notsomuch。Theyareaverysmallaffair,whenallisdone。Icanfancypeoplecaringforthemgreatly,butnotdoingasyouarejustnow。’
’How?’sheasked,pausingandlookingupathim。
’Pluckingthem,’saidhe。’Theyareadealbetteroffwheretheyare,andlookadealprettier,ifyougotothat。’
’Iwishtohavethemformyown,’sheanswered,’tocarrythemnearmyheart,andkeeptheminmyroom。Theytemptmewhentheygrowhere。theyseemtosay,Comeanddosomethingwithus。butonceI
havecutthemandputthemby,thecharmislaid,andIcanlookatthemwithquiteaneasyheart。’
’Youwishtopossessthem,’repliedWill,’inordertothinknomoreaboutthem。It’sabitlikekillingthegoosewiththegoldeneggs。It’sabitlikewhatIwishedtodowhenIwasaboy。