首页 >出版文学> THE PASSIONATE PILGRI>第2章
  ’Areyewearied,lad?’sheaskedafterawhile。
  ’Iamnotsomuchwearied,Mary,’Ireplied,gettingonmyfeet,’asIamwearyofdelay,andperhapsofArostoo。Youknowmewellenoughtojudgemefairly,saywhatIlike。Well,Mary,youmaybesureofthis:youhadbetterbeanywherebuthere。’
  ’I’llbesureofonething,’shereturned:’I’llbewheremydutyis。’
  ’Youforget,youhaveadutytoyourself,’Isaid。
  ’Ay,man?’shereplied,poundingatthedough。’willyouhavefoundthatintheBible,now?’
  ’Mary,’Isaidsolemnly,’youmustnotlaughatmejustnow。GodknowsIaminnoheartforlaughing。Ifwecouldgetyourfatherwithus,itwouldbebest。butwithhimorwithouthim,Iwantyoufarawayfromhere,mygirl。foryourownsake,andformine,ay,andforyourfather’stoo,Iwantyoufar-farawayfromhere。I
  camewithotherthoughts。Icamehereasamancomeshome。nowitisallchanged,andIhavenodesirenorhopebuttoflee-forthat’stheword-flee,likeabirdoutofthefowler’ssnare,fromthisaccursedisland。’
  Shehadstoppedherworkbythistime。
  ’Anddoyouthink,now,’saidshe,’doyouthink,now,Ihaveneithereyesnorears?DoyethinkIhavenaebrokenmyhearttohavethesebrawsashecallsthem,Godforgivehim!thrownintothesea?DoyethinkIhavelivedwithhim,dayin,dayout,andnotseenwhatyousawinanhourortwo?No,’shesaid,’Iknowthere’swronginit。whatwrong,Ineitherknownorwanttoknow。
  Therewasneveranillthingmadebetterbymeddling,thatIcouldhearof。But,mylad,youmustneveraskmetoleavemyfather。
  Whilethebreathisinhisbody,I’llbewithhim。Andhe’snotlongforhere,either:thatIcantellyou,Charlie-he’snotlongforhere。Themarkisonhisbrow。andbetterso-maybebetterso。’
  Iwasawhilesilent,notknowingwhattosay。andwhenIrousedmyheadatlasttospeak,shegotbeforeme。
  ’Charlie,’shesaid,’what’srightforme,neednaeberightforyou。There’ssinuponthishouseandtrouble。youareastranger。
  takeyourthingsuponyourbackandgoyourwaystobetterplacesandtobetterfolk,andifyouwereevermindedtocomeback,thoughitweretwentyyearssyne,youwouldfindmeayewaiting。’
  ’MaryEllen,’Isaid,’Iaskedyoutobemywife,andyousaidasgoodasyes。That’sdoneforgood。Whereveryouare,Iam。asI
  shallanswertomyGod。’
  AsIsaidthewords,thewindsuddenlyburstoutraving,andthenseemedtostandstillandshudderroundthehouseofAros。Itwasthefirstsquall,orprologue,ofthecomingtempest,andaswestartedandlookedaboutus,wefoundthatagloom,liketheapproachofevening,hadsettledroundthehouse。
  ’Godpityallpoorfolksatsea!’shesaid。’We’llseenomoreofmyfathertillthemorrow’smorning。’
  Andthenshetoldme,aswesatbythefireandhearkenedtotherisinggusts,ofhowthischangehadfallenuponmyuncle。Alllastwinterhehadbeendarkandfitfulinhismind。WhenevertheRoostranhigh,or,asMarysaid,whenevertheMerryMenweredancing,hewouldlieoutforhourstogetherontheHead,ifitwereatnight,oronthetopofArosbyday,watchingthetumultofthesea,andsweepingthehorizonforasail。AfterFebruarythetenth,whenthewealth-bringingwreckwascastashoreatSandag,hehadbeenatfirstunnaturallygay,andhisexcitementhadneverfallenindegree,butonlychangedinkindfromdarktodarker。Heneglectedhiswork,andkeptRorieidle。Theytwowouldspeaktogetherbythehouratthegableend,inguardedtonesandwithanairofsecrecyandalmostofguilt。andifshequestionedeither,asatfirstshesometimesdid,herinquirieswereputasidewithconfusion。SinceRoriehadfirstremarkedthefishthathungabouttheferry,hismasterhadneversetfootbutonceuponthemainlandoftheRoss。Thatonce-itwasintheheightofthesprings-hehadpasseddryshodwhilethetidewasout。but,havinglingeredoverlongonthefarside,foundhimselfcutofffromArosbythereturningwaters。Itwaswithashriekofagonythathehadleapedacrossthegut,andhehadreachedhomethereafterinafever-fitoffear。Afearofthesea,aconstanthauntingthoughtofthesea,appearedinhistalkanddevotions,andeveninhislookswhenhewassilent。
  Roriealonecameintosupper。butalittlelatermyuncleappeared,tookabottleunderhisarm,putsomebreadinhispocket,andsetforthagaintohisoutlook,followedthistimebyRorie。Iheardthattheschoonerwaslosingground,butthecrewwerestillfightingeveryinchwithhopelessingenuityandcourse。
  andthenewsfilledmymindwithblackness。
  Alittleaftersundownthefullfuryofthegalebrokeforth,suchagaleasIhaveneverseeninsummer,nor,seeinghowswiftlyithadcome,eveninwinter。MaryandIsatinsilence,thehousequakingoverhead,thetempesthowlingwithout,thefirebetweenussputteringwithraindrops。Ourthoughtswerefarawaywiththepoorfellowsontheschooner,ormynotlessunhappyuncle,houselessonthepromontory。andyeteverandagainwewerestartledbacktoourselves,whenthewindwouldriseandstrikethegablelikeasolidbody,orsuddenlyfallanddrawaway,sothatthefireleapedintoflameandourheartsboundedinoursides。
  Nowthestorminitsmightwouldseizeandshakethefourcornersoftheroof,roaringlikeLeviathaninanger。Anon,inalull,coldeddiesoftempestmovedshudderinglyintheroom,liftingthehairuponourheadsandpassingbetweenusaswesat。Andagainthewindwouldbreakforthinachorusofmelancholysounds,hootinglowinthechimney,wailingwithflutelikesoftnessroundthehouse。
  Itwasperhapseighto’clockwhenRoriecameinandpulledmemysteriouslytothedoor。Myuncle,itappeared,hadfrightenedevenhisconstantcomrade。andRorie,uneasyathisextravagance,prayedmetocomeoutandsharethewatch。IhastenedtodoasI
  wasasked。themorereadilyas,whatwithfearandhorror,andtheelectricaltensionofthenight,Iwasmyselfrestlessanddisposedforaction。ItoldMarytobeundernoalarm,forIshouldbeasafeguardonherfather。andwrappingmyselfwarmlyinaplaid,I
  followedRorieintotheopenair。
  Thenight,thoughweweresolittlepastmidsummer,wasasdarkasJanuary。Intervalsofagropingtwilightalternatedwithspellsofutterblackness。anditwasimpossibletotracethereasonofthesechangesintheflyinghorrorofthesky。Thewindblewthebreathoutofaman’snostrils。allheavenseemedtothunderoverheadlikeonehugesail。andwhentherefellamomentarylullonAros,wecouldhearthegustsdismallysweepinginthedistance。OverallthelowlandsoftheRoss,thewindmusthaveblownasfierceasontheopensea。andGodonlyknowstheuproarthatwasragingaroundtheheadofBenKyaw。Sheetsofmingledsprayandrainweredriveninourfaces。AllroundtheisleofArosthesurf,withanincessant,hammeringthunder,beatuponthereefsandbeaches。Nowlouderinoneplace,nowlowerinanother,likethecombinationsoforchestralmusic,theconstantmassofsoundwashardlyvariedforamoment。Andloudaboveallthishurly-burlyIcouldhearthechangefulvoicesoftheRoostandtheintermittentroaringoftheMerryMen。Atthathour,thereflashedintomymindthereasonofthenamethattheywerecalled。Forthenoiseofthemseemedalmostmirthful,asitout-toppedtheothernoisesofthenight。orifnotmirthful,yetinstinctwithaportentousjoviality。Nay,anditseemedevenhuman。Aswhensavagemenhavedrunkawaytheirreason,and,discardingspeech,bawltogetherintheirmadnessbythehour。so,tomyears,thesedeadlybreakersshoutedbyArosinthenight。
  Arminarm,andstaggeringagainstthewind,RorieandIwoneveryyardofgroundwithconsciouseffort。Weslippedonthewetsod,wefelltogethersprawlingontherocks。Bruised,drenched,beaten,andbreathless,itmusthavetakenusnearhalfanhourtogetfromthehousedowntotheHeadthatoverlookstheRoost。
  There,itseemed,wasmyuncle’sfavouriteobservatory。Rightinthefaceofit,wherethecliffishighestandmostsheer,ahumpofearth,likeaparapet,makesaplaceofshelterfromthecommonwinds,whereamanmaysitinquietandseethetideandthemadbillowscontendingathisfeet。Ashemightlookdownfromthewindowofahouseuponsomestreetdisturbance,so,fromthispost,helooksdownuponthetumblingoftheMerryMen。Onsuchanight,ofcourse,hepeersuponaworldofblackness,wherethewaterswheelandboil,wherethewavesjousttogetherwiththenoiseofanexplosion,andthefoamtowersandvanishesinthetwinklingofaneye。NeverbeforehadIseentheMerryMenthusviolent。Thefury,height,andtransiencyoftheirspoutingswasathingtobeseenandnotrecounted。Highoverourheadsonthecliffrosetheirwhitecolumnsinthedarkness。andthesameinstant,likephantoms,theyweregone。Sometimesthreeatatimewouldthusaspireandvanish。sometimesagusttookthem,andthespraywouldfallaboutus,heavyasawave。Andyetthespectaclewasrathermaddeninginitslevitythanimpressivebyitsforce。Thoughtwasbeatendownbytheconfoundinguproar-agleefulvacancypossessedthebrainsofmen,astateakintomadness。andIfoundmyselfattimesfollowingthedanceoftheMerryMenasitwereatuneuponajigginginstrument。
  Ifirstcaughtsightofmyunclewhenwewerestillsomeyardsawayinoneoftheflyingglimpsesoftwilightthatchequeredthepitchdarknessofthenight。Hewasstandingupbehindtheparapet,hisheadthrownbackandthebottletohismouth。Asheputitdown,hesawandrecogniseduswithatossofonehandfleeringlyabovehishead。
  ’Hashebeendrinking?’shoutedItoRorie。
  ’Hewillayebedrunkwhenthewindblaws,’returnedRorieinthesamehighkey,anditwasallthatIcoulddotohearhim。
  ’Then-washeso-inFebruary?’Iinquired。
  Rorie’s’Ay’wasacauseofjoytome。Themurder,then,hadnotsprungincoldbloodfromcalculation。itwasanactofmadnessnomoretobecondemnedthantobepardoned。Myunclewasadangerousmadman,ifyouwill,buthewasnotcruelandbaseasIhadfeared。
  Yetwhatasceneforacarouse,whatanincrediblevice,wasthisthatthepoormanhadchosen!Ihavealwaysthoughtdrunkennessawildandalmostfearfulpleasure,ratherdemoniacalthanhuman。butdrunkenness,outhereintheroaringblackness,ontheedgeofacliffabovethathellofwaters,theman’sheadspinningliketheRoost,hisfoottotteringontheedgeofdeath,hisearwatchingforthesignsofship-wreck,surelythat,ifitwerecredibleinanyone,wasmorallyimpossibleinamanlikemyuncle,whosemindwassetuponadamnatorycreedandhauntedbythedarkestsuperstitions。Yetsoitwas。and,aswereachedthebightofshelterandcouldbreatheagain,Isawtheman’seyesshininginthenightwithanunholyglimmer。
  ’Eh,Charlie,man,it’sgrand!’hecried。’Seetothem!’hecontinued,draggingmetotheedgeoftheabyssfromwhencearosethatdeafeningclamourandthosecloudsofspray。’seetothemdancin’,man!Isthatnowicked?’
  Hepronouncedthewordwithgusto,andIthoughtitsuitedwiththescene。
  ’They’reyowlin’forthonschooner,’hewenton,histhin,insanevoiceclearlyaudibleintheshelterofthebank,’an’she’scomin’
  ayenearer,ayenearer,ayeneareran’neareran’nearer。an’theyken’t,thefolkkensit,theykenwoolit’sbywi’them。Charlie,lad,they’rea’drunkinyonschooner,a’dozenedwi’drink。Theywerea’drunkintheCHRIST-ANNA,atthehinderend。There’snanecoulddroonatseawantin’thebrandy。Hootawa,whatdoyouken?’
  withasuddenblastofanger。’Itellye,itcannaebe。theydroonwithootit。Ha’e,’holdingoutthebottle,’tak’asowp。’
  Iwasabouttorefuse,butRorietouchedmeasifinwarning。andindeedIhadalreadythoughtbetterofthemovement。Itookthebottle,therefore,andnotonlydrankfreelymyself,butcontrivedtospillevenmoreasIwasdoingso。Itwaspurespirit,andalmoststrangledmetoswallow。Mykinsmandidnotobservetheloss,but,oncemorethrowingbackhishead,drainedtheremaindertothedregs。Then,withaloudlaugh,hecastthebottleforthamongtheMerryMen,whoseemedtoleapup,shoutingtoreceiveit。
  ’Ha’e,bairns!’hecried,’there’syourhan’sel。Ye’llgetbonniernorthat,ormorning。’
  Suddenly,outintheblacknightbeforeus,andnottwohundredyardsaway,weheard,atamomentwhenthewindwassilent,theclearnoteofahumanvoice。InstantlythewindswepthowlingdownupontheHead,andtheRoostbellowed,andchurned,anddancedwithanewfury。Butwehadheardthesound,andweknew,withagony,thatthiswasthedoomedshipnowcloseonruin,andthatwhatwehadheardwasthevoiceofhermasterissuinghislastcommand。
  Crouchingtogetherontheedge,wewaited,strainingeverysense,fortheinevitableend。Itwaslong,however,andtousitseemedlikeages,eretheschoonersuddenlyappearedforonebriefinstant,relievedagainstatowerofglimmeringfoam。Istillseeherreefedmainsailflappingloose,astheboomfellheavilyacrossthedeck。Istillseetheblackoutlineofthehull,andstillthinkIcandistinguishthefigureofamanstretcheduponthetiller。Yetthewholesightwehadofherpassedswifterthanlightning。theverywavethatdisclosedherfellburyingherforever。themingledcryofmanyvoicesatthepointofdeathroseandwasquenchedintheroaringoftheMerryMen。Andwiththatthetragedywasatanend。Thestrongship,withallhergear,andthelampperhapsstillburninginthecabin,thelivesofsomanymen,precioussurelytoothers,dear,atleast,asheaventothemselves,hadall,inthatonemoment,gonedownintothesurgingwaters。
  Theyweregonelikeadream。Andthewindstillranandshouted,andthesenselesswatersintheRooststillleapedandtumbledasbefore。
  Howlongwelaytheretogether,wethree,speechlessandmotionless,ismorethanIcantell,butitmusthavebeenforlong。Atlength,onebyone,andalmostmechanically,wecrawledbackintotheshelterofthebank。AsIlayagainsttheparapet,whollywretchedandnotentirelymasterofmymind,Icouldhearmykinsmanmaunderingtohimselfinanalteredandmelancholymood。
  Nowhewouldrepeattohimselfwithmaudliniteration,’Sicafechtastheyhad-sicasairfechtastheyhad,puirlads,puirlads!’
  andanonhewouldbewailthat’a’thegearwasasgude’stint,’
  becausetheshiphadgonedownamongtheMerryMeninsteadofstrandingontheshore。andthroughout,thename-theCHRIST-ANNA-
  wouldcomeandgoinhisdivagations,pronouncedwithshudderingawe。Thestormallthistimewasrapidlyabating。Inhalfanhourthewindhadfallentoabreeze,andthechangewasaccompaniedorcausedbyaheavy,cold,andplumpingrain。Imustthenhavefallenasleep,andwhenIcametomyself,drenched,stiff,andunrefreshed,dayhadalreadybroken,grey,wet,discomfortableday。
  thewindblewinfaintandshiftingcapfuls,thetidewasout,theRoostwasatitslowest,andonlythestrongbeatingsurfroundallthecoastsofArosremainedtowitnessofthefuriesofthenight。
  CHAPTERV。AMANOUTOFTHESEA。
  Roriesetoutforthehouseinsearchofwarmthandbreakfast。butmyunclewasbentuponexaminingtheshoresofAros,andIfeltitapartofdutytoaccompanyhimthroughout。Hewasnowdocileandquiet,buttremulousandweakinmindandbody。anditwaswiththeeagernessofachildthathepursuedhisexploration。Heclimbedfardownupontherocks。onthebeaches,hepursuedtheretreatingbreakers。Themerestbrokenplankorragofcordagewasatreasureinhiseyestobesecuredattheperilofhislife。Toseehim,withweakandstumblingfootsteps,exposehimselftothepursuitofthesurf,orthesnaresandpitfallsoftheweedyrock,keptmeinaperpetualterror。Myarmwasreadytosupporthim,myhandclutchedhimbytheskirt,Ihelpedhimtodrawhispitifuldiscoveriesbeyondthereachofthereturningwave。anurseaccompanyingachildofsevenwouldhavehadnodifferentexperience。
  Yet,weakenedashewasbythereactionfromhismadnessofthenightbefore,thepassionsthatsmoulderedinhisnaturewerethoseofastrongman。Histerrorofthesea,althoughconqueredforthemoment,wasstillundiminished。hadtheseabeenalakeoflivingflames,hecouldnothaveshrunkmorepanicallyfromitstouch。andonce,whenhisfootslippedandheplungedtothemidlegintoapoolofwater,theshriekthatcameupoutofhissoulwaslikethecryofdeath。Hesatstillforawhile,pantinglikeadog,afterthat。buthisdesireforthespoilsofshipwrecktriumphedoncemoreoverhisfears。oncemorehetotteredamongthecurdedfoam。
  oncemorehecrawledupontherocksamongtheburstingbubbles。
  oncemorehiswholeheartseemedtobesetondriftwood,fit,ifitwasfitforanything,tothrowuponthefire。Pleasedashewaswithwhathefound,hestillincessantlygrumbledathisill-
  fortune。
  ’Aros,’hesaid,’isnoaplaceforwrecksava’-noava’。A’theyearsI’vedwalthere,thisanemaksthesecond。andthebesto’
  thegearcleantint!’
  ’Uncle,’saidI,forwewerenowonastretchofopensand,wheretherewasnothingtodiverthismind,’Isawyoulastnight,asI
  neverthoughttoseeyou-youweredrunk。’
  ’Na,na,’hesaid,’noasbadasthat。Ihadbeendrinking,though。AndtotellyetheGod’struth,it’sathingIcannaemend。There’snaesoberermanthanmeinmyordnar。butwhenI
  hearthewindblawinmylug,it’smybeliefthatIganggyte。’
  ’Youareareligiousman,’Ireplied,’andthisissin’。
  ’Ou,’hereturned,’ifitwasnaesin,IdinnaekenthatIwouldcarefor’t。Yesee,man,it’sdefiance。There’sasairspango’
  theauldsino’thewarldinyousea。it’sanunchristianbusinessatthebesto’t。an’whileswhenitgetsup,an’thewindskreights-thewindan’herareakindofsib,I’mthinkin’-an’thaeMerryMen,thedaftcallants,blawin’andlauchin’,andpuirsoulsinthedeidthrawswarstlin’theleelangnichtwi’theirbitships-weel,itcomesowermelikeaglamour。I’madeil,Iken’t。ButIthinknaethingo’thepuirsailorlads。I’mwi’thesea,I’mjustlikeaneo’herainMerryMen。’
  IthoughtIshouldtouchhiminajointofhisharness。Iturnedmetowardsthesea。thesurfwasrunninggaily,waveafterwave,withtheirmanesblowingbehindthem,ridingoneafteranotherupthebeach,towering,curving,fallingoneuponanotheronthetrampledsand。Without,thesaltair,thescaredgulls,thewidespreadarmyofthesea-chargers,neighingtoeachother,astheygatheredtogethertotheassaultofAros。andclosebeforeus,thatlineontheflatsandsthat,withalltheirnumberandtheirfury,theymightneverpass。
  ’Thusfarshaltthougo,’saidI,’andnofarther。’AndthenI
  quotedassolemnlyasIwasableaversethatIhadoftenbeforefittedtothechorusofthebreakers:-
  ButyettheLordthatisonhigh,Ismoreofmightbyfar,Thannoiseofmanywatersis,Asgreatseabillowsare。
  ’Ay,’saidmykinsinan,’atthehinderend,theLordwilltriumph。
  Idinnaemisdoobtthat。Buthereonearth,evensillymen-folkdaurHimtoHisface。Itisnaewise。Iamnaesayin’thatit’swise。butit’stheprideoftheeye,andit’sthelusto’life,an’
  it’sthewaleo’pleesures。’
  Isaidnomore,forwehadnowbeguntocrossaneckoflandthatlaybetweenusandSandag。andIwithheldmylastappealtotheman’sbetterreasontillweshouldstanduponthespotassociatedwithhiscrime。Nordidhepursuethesubject。buthewalkedbesidemewithafirmerstep。ThecallthatIhadmadeuponhismindactedlikeastimulant,andIcouldseethathehadforgottenhissearchforworthlessjetsam,inaprofound,gloomy,andyetstirringtrainofthought。InthreeorfourminuteswehadtoppedthebraeandbeguntogodownuponSandag。Thewreckhadbeenroughlyhandledbythesea。thestemhadbeenspunroundanddraggedalittlelowerdown。andperhapsthesternhadbeenforcedalittlehigher,forthetwopartsnowlayentirelyseparateonthebeach。WhenwecametothegraveIstopped,uncoveredmyheadinthethickrain,and,lookingmykinsmanintheface,addressedhim。
  ’Aman,’saidI,’wasinGod’sprovidencesufferedtoescapefrommortaldangers。hewaspoor,hewasnaked,hewaswet,hewasweary,hewasastranger。hehadeveryclaimuponthebowelsofyourcompassion。itmaybethathewasthesaltoftheearth,holy,helpful,andkind。itmaybehewasamanladenwithiniquitiestowhomdeathwasthebeginningoftorment。Iaskyouinthesightofheaven:GordonDarnaway,whereisthemanforwhomChristdied?’
  Hestartedvisiblyatthelastwords。buttherecamenoanswer,andhisfaceexpressednofeelingbutavaguealarm。
  ’Youweremyfather’sbrother,’Icontinued。’You,havetaughtmetocountyourhouseasifitweremyfather’shouse。andwearebothsinfulmenwalkingbeforetheLordamongthesinsanddangersofthislife。ItisbyourevilthatGodleadsusintogood。wesin,IdarenotsaybyHistemptation,butImustsaywithHisconsent。andtoanybutthebrutishmanhissinsarethebeginningofwisdom。Godhaswarnedyoubythiscrime。Hewarnsyoustillbythebloodygravebetweenourfeet。andifthereshallfollownorepentance,noimprovement,noreturntoHim,whatcanwelookforbutthefollowingofsomememorablejudgment?’
  EvenasIspokethewords,theeyesofmyunclewanderedfrommyface。Achangefelluponhislooksthatcannotbedescribed。hisfeaturesseemedtodwindleinsize,thecolourfadedfromhischeeks,onehandrosewaveringlyandpointedovermyshoulderintothedistance,andtheoft-repeatednamefelloncemorefromhislips:’TheCHRIST-ANNA!’
  Iturned。andifIwasnotappalledtothesamedegree,asIreturnthankstoHeaventhatIhadnotthecause,Iwasstillstartledbythesightthatmetmyeyes。Theformofamanstooduprightonthecabin-hutchofthewreckedship。hisbackwastowardsus。heappearedtobescanningtheoffingwithshadedeyes,andhisfigurewasrelievedtoitsfullheight,whichwasplainlyverygreat,againsttheseaandsky。IhavesaidathousandtimesthatIamnotsuperstitious。butatthatmoment,withmymindrunningupondeathandsin,theunexplainedappearanceofastrangeronthatsea-girt,solitaryislandfilledmewithasurprisethatborderedcloseonterror。ItseemedscarcepossiblethatanyhumansoulshouldhavecomeashorealiveinsuchaseaashadratedlastnightalongthecoastsofAros。andtheonlyvesselwithinmileshadgonedownbeforeoureyesamongtheMerryMen。Iwasassailedwithdoubtsthatmadesuspenseunbearable,and,toputthemattertothetouchatonce,steppedforwardandhailedthefigurelikeaship。
  Heturnedabout,andIthoughthestartedtobeholdus。Atthismycourageinstantlyrevived,andIcalledandsignedtohimtodrawnear,andhe,onhispart,droppedimmediatelytothesands,andbeganslowlytoapproach,withmanystopsandhesitations。Ateachrepeatedmarkoftheman’suneasinessIgrewthemoreconfidentmyself。andIadvancedanotherstep,encouraginghimasIdidsowithmyheadandhand。Itwasplainthecastawayhadheardindifferentaccountsofourislandhospitality。andindeed,aboutthistime,thepeoplefarthernorthhadasorryreputation。
  ’Why,’Isaid,’themanisblack!’
  Andjustatthatmoment,inavoicethatIcouldscarcehaverecognised,mykinsmanbeganswearingandprayinginamingledstream。Ilookedathim。hehadfallenonhisknees,hisfacewasagonised。ateachstepofthecastaway’sthepitchofhisvoicerose,thevolubilityofhisutteranceandthefervourofhislanguageredoubled。Icallitprayer,foritwasaddressedtoGod。
  butsurelynosuchrantingincongruitieswereeverbeforeaddressedtotheCreatorbyacreature:surelyifprayercanbeasin,thismadharanguewassinful。Irantomykinsman,Iseizedhimbytheshoulders,Idraggedhimtohisfeet。
  ’Silence,man,’saidI,’respectyourGodinwords,ifnotinaction。Here,ontheverysceneofyourtransgressions,Hesendsyouanoccasionofatonement。Forwardandembraceit。welcomelikeafatheryoncreaturewhocomestremblingtoyourmercy。’
  Withthat,Itriedtoforcehimtowardstheblack。buthefelledmetotheground,burstfrommygrasp,leavingtheshoulderofhisjacket,andfledupthehillsidetowardsthetopofAroslikeadeer。Istaggeredtomyfeetagain,bruisedandsomewhatstunned。
  thenegrohadpausedinsurprise,perhapsinterror,somehalfwaybetweenmeandthewreck。myunclewasalreadyfaraway,boundingfromrocktorock。andIthusfoundmyselftornforatimebetweentwoduties。ButIjudged,andIprayHeaventhatIjudgedrightly,infavourofthepoorwretchuponthesands。hismisfortunewasatleastnotplainlyofhisowncreation。itwasone,besides,thatI
  couldcertainlyrelieve。andIhadbegunbythattimetoregardmyuncleasanincurableanddismallunatic。Iadvancedaccordinglytowardstheblack,whonowawaitedmyapproachwithfoldedarms,likeonepreparedforeitherdestiny。AsIcamenearer,hereachedforthhishandwithagreatgesture,suchasIhadseenfromthepulpit,andspoketomeinsomethingofapulpitvoice,butnotawordwascomprehensible。ItriedhimfirstinEnglish,theninGaelic,bothinvain。sothatitwasclearwemustrelyuponthetongueoflooksandgestures。ThereuponIsignedtohimtofollowme,whichhedidreadilyandwithagraveobeisancelikeafallenking。allthewhiletherehadcomenoshadeofalterationinhisface,neitherofanxietywhilehewasstillwaiting,norofreliefnowthathewasreassured。ifhewereaslave,asIsupposed,I
  couldnotbutjudgehemusthavefallenfromsomehighplaceinhisowncountry,andfallenashewas,Icouldnotbutadmirehisbearing。Aswepassedthegrave,Ipausedandraisedmyhandsandeyestoheavenintokenofrespectandsorrowforthedead。andhe,asifinanswer,bowedlowandspreadhishandsabroad。itwasastrangemotion,butdonelikeathingofcommoncustom。andI
  supposeditwasceremonialinthelandfromwhichhecame。Atthesametimehepointedtomyuncle,whomwecouldjustseepercheduponaknoll,andtouchedhisheadtoindicatethathewasmad。
  Wetookthelongwayroundtheshore,forIfearedtoexcitemyuncleifwestruckacrosstheisland。andaswewalked,IhadtimeenoughtomaturethelittledramaticexhibitionbywhichIhopedtosatisfymydoubts。Accordingly,pausingonarock,IproceededtoimitatebeforethenegrotheactionofthemanwhomIhadseenthedaybeforetakingbearingswiththecompassatSandag。Heunderstoodmeatonce,and,takingtheimitationoutofmyhands,showedmewheretheboatwas,pointedoutseawardasiftoindicatethepositionoftheschooner,andthendownalongtheedgeoftherockwiththewords’EspiritoSanto,’strangelypronounced,butclearenoughforrecognition。Ihadthusbeenrightinmyconjecture。thepretendedhistoricalinquiryhadbeenbutacloakfortreasure-hunting。themanwhohadplayedonDr。RobertsonwasthesameastheforeignerwhovisitedGrisapolinspring,andnow,withmanyothers,laydeadundertheRoostofAros:therehadtheirgreedbroughtthem,thereshouldtheirbonesbetossedforevermore。Inthemeantimetheblackcontinuedhisimitationofthescene,nowlookingupskywardasthoughwatchingtheapproachofthestormnow,inthecharacterofaseaman,wavingtheresttocomeaboard。nowasanofficer,runningalongtherockandenteringtheboat。andanonbendingoverimaginaryoarswiththeairofahurriedboatman。butallwiththesamesolemnityofmanner,sothatIwasneverevenmovedtosmile。Lastly,heindicatedtome,byapantomimenottobedescribedinwords,howhehimselfhadgoneuptoexaminethestrandedwreck,and,tohisgriefandindignation,hadbeendesertedbyhiscomrades。andthereuponfoldedhisarmsoncemore,andstoopedhishead,likeoneacceptingfate。
  Themysteryofhispresencebeingthussolvedforme,Iexplainedtohimbymeansofasketchthefateofthevesselandofallaboardher。Heshowednosurprisenorsorrow,and,withasuddenliftingofhisopenhand,seemedtodismisshisformerfriendsormasterswhichevertheyhadbeenintoGod’spleasure。Respectcameuponmeandgrewstronger,themoreIobservedhim。Isawhehadapowerfulmindandasoberandseverecharacter,suchasI
  lovedtocommunewith。andbeforewereachedthehouseofArosI
  hadalmostforgotten,andwhollyforgivenhim,hisuncannycolour。
  ToMaryItoldallthathadpassedwithoutsuppression,thoughI
  ownmyheartfailedme。butIdidwrongtodoubthersenseofjustice。
  ’Youdidtheright,’shesaid。’God’swillbedone。’Andshesetoutmeatforusatonce。
  AssoonasIwassatisfied,IbadeRoriekeepaneyeuponthecastaway,whowasstilleating,andsetforthagainmyselftofindmyuncle。IhadnotgonefarbeforeIsawhimsittinginthesameplace,upontheverytopmostknoll,andseeminglyinthesameattitudeaswhenIhadlastobservedhim。Fromthatpoint,asI
  havesaid,themostofArosandtheneighbouringRosswouldbespreadbelowhimlikeamap。anditwasplainthathekeptabrightlook-outinalldirections,formyheadhadscarcelyrisenabovethesummitofthefirstascentbeforehehadleapedtohisfeetandturnedasiftofaceme。Ihailedhimatonce,aswellasIwasable,inthesametonesandwordsasIhadoftenusedbefore,whenIhadcometosummonhimtodinner。Hemadenotsomuchasamovementinreply。Ipassedonalittlefarther,andagaintriedparley,withthesameresult。ButwhenIbeganasecondtimetoadvance,hisinsanefearsblazedupagain,andstillindeadsilence,butwithincrediblespeed,hebegantofleefrombeforemealongtherockysummitofthehill。Anhourbefore,hehadbeendeadweary,andIhadbeencomparativelyactive。Butnowhisstrengthwasrecruitedbythefervourofinsanity,anditwouldhavebeenvainformetodreamofpursuit。Nay,theveryattempt,Ithought,mighthaveinflamedhisterrors,andthusincreasedthemiseriesofourposition。AndIhadnothingleftbuttoturnhomewardandmakemysadreporttoMary。
  Sheheardit,asshehadheardthefirst,withaconcernedcomposure,and,biddingmeliedownandtakethatrestofwhichI
  stoodsomuchinneed,setforthherselfinquestofhermisguidedfather。Atthatageitwouldhavebeenastrangethingthatputmefromeithermeatorsleep。Isleptlonganddeep。anditwasalreadylongpastnoonbeforeIawokeandcamedownstairsintothekitchen。Mary,Rorie,andtheblackcastawaywereseatedaboutthefireinsilence。andIcouldseethatMaryhadbeenweeping。Therewascauseenough,asIsoonlearned,fortears。Firstshe,andthenRorie,hadbeenforthtoseekmyuncle。eachinturnhadfoundhimpercheduponthehill-top,andfromeachinturnhehadsilentlyandswiftlyfled。Roriehadtriedtochasehim,butinvain。madnesslentanewvigourtohisbounds。hesprangfromrocktorockoverthewidestgullies。hescouredlikethewindalongthehill-tops。hedoubledandtwistedlikeaharebeforethedogs。andRorieatlengthgavein。andthelastthathesaw,myunclewasseatedasbeforeuponthecrestofAros。Evenduringthehottestexcitementofthechase,evenwhenthefleet-footedservanthadcome,foramoment,veryneartocapturehim,thepoorlunatichadutterednotasound。Hefled,andhewassilent,likeabeast。andthissilencehadterrifiedhispursuer。
  Therewassomethingheart-breakinginthesituation。Howtocapturethemadman,howtofeedhiminthemeanwhile,andwhattodowithhimwhenhewascaptured,werethethreedifficultiesthatwehadtosolve。
  ’Theblack,’saidI,’isthecauseofthisattack。Itmayevenbehispresenceinthehousethatkeepsmyuncleonthehill。Wehavedonethefairthing。hehasbeenfedandwarmedunderthisroof。
  nowIproposethatRorieputhimacrossthebayinthecoble,andtakehimthroughtheRossasfarasGrisapol。’
  InthisproposalMaryheartilyconcurred。andbiddingtheblackfollowus,weallthreedescendedtothepier。Certainly,Heaven’swillwasdeclaredagainstGordonDarnaway。athinghadhappened,neverparalleledbeforeinAros。duringthestorm,thecoblehadbrokenloose,and,strikingontheroughsplintersofthepier,nowlayinfourfeetofwaterwithonesidestovein。Threedaysofworkatleastwouldberequiredtomakeherfloat。ButIwasnottobebeaten。Iledthewholepartyroundtowherethegutwasnarrowest,swamtotheotherside,andcalledtotheblacktofollowme。Hesigned,withthesameclearnessandquietasbefore,thatheknewnottheart。andtherewastruthapparentinhissignals,itwouldhaveoccurredtononeofustodoubthistruth。
  andthathopebeingover,wemustallgobackevenaswecametothehouseofAros,thenegrowalkinginourmidstwithoutembarrassment。
  Allwecoulddothatdaywastomakeonemoreattempttocommunicatewiththeunhappymadman。Againhewasvisibleonhisperch。againhefledinsilence。Butfoodandagreatcloakwereatleastleftforhiscomfort。therain,besides,hadclearedaway,andthenightpromisedtobeevenwarm。Wemightcomposeourselves,wethought,untilthemorrow。restwasthechiefrequisite,thatwemightbestrengthenedforunusualexertions。andasnonecaredtotalk,weseparatedatanearlyhour。
  Ilaylongawake,planningacampaignforthemorrow。IwastoplacetheblackonthesideofSandag,whenceheshouldheadmyuncletowardsthehouse。Rorieinthewest,Iontheeast,weretocompletethecordon,asbestwemight。Itseemedtome,themoreI
  recalledtheconfigurationoftheisland,thatitshouldbepossible,thoughhard,toforcehimdownuponthelowgroundalongArosBay。andoncethere,evenwiththestrengthofhismadness,ultimateescapewashardlytobefeared。ItwasonhisterroroftheblackthatIrelied。forImadesure,howeverhemightrun,itwouldnotbeinthedirectionofthemanwhomhesupposedtohavereturnedfromthedead,andthusonepointofthecompassatleastwouldbesecure。
  WhenatlengthIfellasleep,itwastobeawakenedshortlyafterbyadreamofwrecks,blackmen,andsubmarineadventure。andI
  foundmyselfsoshakenandfeveredthatIarose,descendedthestair,andsteppedoutbeforethehouse。Within,Rorieandtheblackwereasleeptogetherinthekitchen。outsidewasawonderfulclearnightofstars,withhereandthereacloudstillhanging,laststragglersofthetempest。Itwasnearthetopoftheflood,andtheMerryMenwereroaringinthewindlessquietofthenight。
  Never,notevenintheheightofthetempest,hadIheardtheirsongwithgreaterawe。Now,whenthewindsweregatheredhome,whenthedeepwasdandlingitselfbackintoitssummerslumber,andwhenthestarsrainedtheirgentlelightoverlandandsea,thevoiceofthesetide-breakerswasstillraisedforhavoc。Theyseemed,indeed,tobeapartoftheworld’sevilandthetragicsideoflife。Norweretheirmeaninglessvociferationstheonlysoundsthatbrokethesilenceofthenight。ForIcouldhear,nowshrillandthrillingandnowalmostdrowned,thenoteofahumanvoicethataccompaniedtheuproaroftheRoost。Iknewitformykinsman’s。andagreatfearfelluponmeofGod’sjudgments,andtheevilintheworld。Iwentbackagainintothedarknessofthehouseasintoaplaceofshelter,andlaylonguponmybed,ponderingthesemysteries。
  ItwaslatewhenIagainwoke,andIleapedintomyclothesandhurriedtothekitchen。Noonewasthere。Rorieandtheblackhadbothstealthilydepartedlongbefore。andmyheartstoodstillatthediscovery。IcouldrelyonRorie’sheart,butIplacednotrustinhisdiscretion。Ifhehadthussetoutwithoutaword,hewasplainlybentuponsomeservicetomyuncle。Butwhatservicecouldhehopetorenderevenalone,farlessinthecompanyofthemaninwhommyunclefoundhisfearsincarnated?EvenifIwerenotalreadytoolatetopreventsomedeadlymischief,itwasplainImustdelaynolonger。WiththethoughtIwasoutofthehouse。
  andoftenasIhaverunontheroughsidesofAros,IneverranasIdidthatfatalmorning。IdonotbelieveIputtwelveminutestothewholeascent。
  Myunclewasgonefromhisperch。Thebaskethadindeedbeentornopenandthemeatscatteredontheturf。but,aswefoundafterwards,nomouthfulhadbeentasted。andtherewasnotanothertraceofhumanexistenceinthatwidefieldofview。Dayhadalreadyfilledtheclearheavens。thesunalreadylightedinarosybloomuponthecrestofBenKyaw。butallbelowmetherudeknollsofArosandtheshieldofsealaysteepedinthecleardarklingtwilightofthedawn。
  ’Rorie!’Icried。andagain’Rorie!’Myvoicediedinthesilence,buttherecamenoanswerback。Iftherewereindeedanenterpriseafoottocatchmyuncle,itwasplainlynotinfleetnessoffoot,butindexterityofstalking,thatthehuntersplacedtheirtrust。
  Iranonfarther,keepingthehigherspurs,andlookingrightandleft,nordidIpauseagaintillIwasonthemountaboveSandag。
  Icouldseethewreck,theuncoveredbeltofsand,thewavesidlybeating,thelongledgeofrocks,andoneitherhandthetumbledknolls,boulders,andgulliesoftheisland。Butstillnohumanthing。
  AtastridethesunshinefellonAros,andtheshadowsandcoloursleapedintobeing。Nothalfamomentlater,belowmetothewest,sheepbegantoscatterasinapanic。Therecameacry。Isawmyunclerunning。Isawtheblackjumpupinhotpursuit。andbeforeIhadtimetounderstand,Roriealsohadappeared,callingdirectionsinGaelicastoadogherdingsheep。
  Itooktomyheelstointerfere,andperhapsIhaddonebettertohavewaitedwhereIwas,forIwasthemeansofcuttingoffthemadman’slastescape。Therewasnothingbeforehimfromthatmomentbutthegrave,thewreck,andtheseainSandagBay。AndyetHeavenknowsthatwhatIdidwasforthebest。
  MyuncleGordonsawinwhatdirection,horribletohim,thechasewasdrivinghim。Hedoubled,dartingtotherightandleft。buthighasthefeverraninhisveins,theblackwasstilltheswifter。Turnwherehewould,hewasstillforestalled,stilldriventowardthesceneofhiscrime。Suddenlyhebegantoshriekaloud,sothatthecoastre-echoed。andnowbothIandRoriewerecallingontheblacktostop。Butallwasvain,foritwaswrittenotherwise。Thepursuerstillran,thechasestillspedbeforehimscreaming。theyavoidedthegrave,andskimmedclosepastthetimbersofthewreck。inabreaththeyhadclearedthesand。andstillmykinsmandidnotpause,butdashedstraightintothesurf。
  andtheblack,nowalmostwithinreach,stillfollowedswiftlybehindhim。RorieandIbothstopped,forthethingwasnowbeyondthehandsofmen,andthesewerethedecreesofGodthatcametopassbeforeoureyes。Therewasneverasharperending。Onthatsteepbeachtheywerebeyondtheirdepthatabound。neithercouldswim。theblackroseonceforamomentwithathrottlingcry。butthecurrenthadthem,racingseaward。andifevertheycameupagain,whichGodalonecantell,itwouldbetenminutesafter,atthefarendofArosRoost,wheretheseabirdshoverfishing。
  WILLO’THEMILL。
  CHAPTERI。THEPLAINANDTHESTARS。
  THEMillhereWilllivedwithhisadoptedparentsstoodinafallingvalleybetweenpinewoodsandgreatmountains。Above,hillafterhill,soaredupwardsuntiltheysoaredoutofthedepthofthehardiesttimber,andstoodnakedagainstthesky。Somewayup,alonggreyvillagelaylikeaseamorarayofvapouronawoodedhillside。andwhenthewindwasfavourable,thesoundofthechurchbellswoulddropdown,thinandsilvery,toWill。Below,thevalleygreweversteeperandsteeper,andatthesametimewidenedoutoneitherhand。andfromaneminencebesidethemillitwaspossibletoseeitswholelengthandawaybeyonditoverawideplain,wheretheriverturnedandshone,andmovedonfromcitytocityonitsvoyagetowardsthesea。Itchancedthatoverthisvalleytherelayapassintoaneighbouringkingdom。sothat,quietandruralasitwas,theroadthatranalongbesidetheriverwasahighthoroughfarebetweentwosplendidandpowerfulsocieties。Allthroughthesummer,travelling-carriagescamecrawlingup,orwentplungingbrisklydownwardspastthemill。andasithappenedthattheothersidewasverymucheasierofascent,thepathwasnotmuchfrequented,exceptbypeoplegoinginonedirection。andofallthecarriagesthatWillsawgoby,five-sixthswereplungingbrisklydownwardsandonlyone-sixthcrawlingup。Muchmorewasthisthecasewithfoot-passengers。Allthelight-footedtourists,allthepedlarsladenwithstrangewares,weretendingdownwardliketheriverthataccompaniedtheirpath。Norwasthisall。forwhenWillwasyetachildadisastrouswararoseoveragreatpartoftheworld。Thenewspaperswerefullofdefeatsandvictories,theearthrangwithcavalryhoofs,andoftenfordaystogetherandformilesaroundthecoilofbattleterrifiedgoodpeoplefromtheirlaboursinthefield。Ofallthis,nothingwasheardforalongtimeinthevalley。butatlastoneofthecommanderspushedanarmyoverthepassbyforcedmarches,andforthreedayshorseandfoot,cannonandtumbril,drumandstandard,keptpouringdownwardpastthemill。Alldaythechildstoodandwatchedthemontheirpassage-therhythmicalstride,thepale,unshavenfacestannedabouttheeyes,thediscolouredregimentalsandthetatteredflags,filledhimwithasenseofweariness,pity,andwonder。andallnightlong,afterhewasinbed,hecouldhearthecannonpoundingandthefeettrampling,andthegreatarmamentsweepingonwardanddownwardpastthemill。Nooneinthevalleyeverheardthefateoftheexpedition,fortheylayoutofthewayofgossipinthosetroubloustimes。butWillsawonethingplainly,thatnotamanreturned。Whitherhadtheyallgone?Whitherwentallthetouristsandpedlarswithstrangewares?whitherallthebriskbaroucheswithservantsinthedicky?whitherthewaterofthestream,evercoursingdownwardandeverrenewedfromabove?Eventhewindblewoftenerdownthevalley,andcarriedthedeadleavesalongwithitinthefall。Itseemedlikeagreatconspiracyofthingsanimateandinanimate。theyallwentdownward,fleetlyandgailydownward,andonlyhe,itseemed,remainedbehind,likeastockuponthewayside。Itsometimesmadehimgladwhenhenoticedhowthefisheskepttheirheadsupstream。They,atleast,stoodfaithfullybyhim,whileallelsewerepostingdownwardtotheunknownworld。
  Oneeveningheaskedthemillerwheretheriverwent。
  ’Itgoesdownthevalley,’answeredhe,’andturnsapowerofmills-sixscoremills,theysay,fromheretoUnterdeck-andisnonethewearierafterall。Andthenitgoesoutintothelowlands,andwatersthegreatcorncountry,andrunsthroughasightoffinecitiessotheysaywherekingsliveallaloneingreatpalaces,withasentrywallingupanddownbeforethedoor。Anditgoesunderbridgeswithstonemenuponthem,lookingdownandsmilingsocuriousitthewater,andlivingfolksleaningtheirelbowsonthewallandlookingovertoo。Andthenitgoesonandon,anddownthroughmarshesandsands,untilatlastitfallsintothesea,wheretheshipsarethatbringparrotsandtobaccofromtheIndies。
  Ay,ithasalongtrotbeforeitasitgoessingingoverourweir,blessitsheart!’
  ’Andwhatisthesea?’askedWill。
  ’Thesea!’criedthemiller。’Lordhelpusall,itisthegreatestthingGodmade!Thatiswhereallthewaterintheworldrunsdownintoagreatsaltlake。Thereitlies,asflatasmyhandandasinnocent-likeasachild。buttheydosaywhenthewindblowsitgetsupintowater-mountainsbiggerthananyofours,andswallowsdowngreatshipsbiggerthanourmill,andmakessucharoaringthatyoucanhearitmilesawayupontheland。Therearegreatfishinitfivetimesbiggerthanabull,andoneoldserpentasloneasourriverandasoldasalltheworld,withwhiskerslikeaman,andacrownofsilveronherhead。’
  Willthoughthehadneverheardanythinglikethis,andhekeptonaskingquestionafterquestionabouttheworldthatlayawaydowntheriver,withallitsperilsandmarvels,untiltheoldmillerbecamequiteinterestedhimself,andatlasttookhimbythehandandledhimtothehilltopthatoverlooksthevalleyandtheplain。
  Thesunwasnearsetting,andhunglowdowninacloudlesssky。
  Everythingwasdefinedandglorifiedingoldenlight。Willhadneverseensogreatanexpanseofcountryinhislife。hestoodandgazedwithallhiseyes。Hecouldseethecities,andthewoodsandfields,andthebrightcurvesoftheriver,andfarawaytowheretherimoftheplaintrenchedalongtheshiningheavens。Anover-masteringemotionseizedupontheboy,soulandbody。hisheartbeatsothicklythathecouldnotbreathe。thesceneswambeforehiseyes。thesunseemedtowheelroundandround,andthrowoff,asitturned,strangeshapeswhichdisappearedwiththerapidityofthought,andweresucceededbyothers。Willcoveredhisfacewithhishands,andburstintoaviolentfitoftears。andthepoormiller,sadlydisappointedandperplexed,sawnothingbetterforitthantotakehimupinhisarmsandcarryhimhomeinsilence。
  FromthatdayforwardWillwasfullofnewhopesandlongings。
  Somethingkepttuggingathisheart-strings。therunningwatercarriedhisdesiresalongwithitashedreamedoveritsfleetingsurface。thewind,asitranoverinnumerabletree-tops,hailedhimwithencouragingwords。branchesbeckoneddownward。theopenroad,asitshoulderedroundtheanglesandwentturningandvanishingfastandfasterdownthevalley,torturedhimwithitssolicitations。Hespentlongwhilesontheeminence,lookingdowntherivershedandabroadonthefatlowlands,andwatchedthecloudsthattravelledforthuponthesluggishwindandtrailedtheirpurpleshadowsontheplain。orhewouldlingerbythewayside,andfollowthecarriageswithhiseyesastheyrattleddownwardbytheriver。Itdidnotmatterwhatitwas。everythingthatwentthatway,wereitcloudorcarriage,birdorbrownwaterinthestream,hefelthisheartflowoutafteritinanecstasyoflonging。
  Wearetoldbymenofsciencethatalltheventuresofmarinersonthesea,allthatcounter-marchingoftribesandracesthatconfoundsoldhistorywithitsdustandrumour,sprangfromnothingmoreabstrusethanthelawsofsupplyanddemand,andacertainnaturalinstinctforcheaprations。Toanyonethinkingdeeply,thiswillseemadullandpitifulexplanation。ThetribesthatcameswarmingoutoftheNorthandEast,iftheywereindeedpressedonwardfrombehindbyothers,weredrawnatthesametimebythemagneticinfluenceoftheSouthandWest。Thefameofotherlandshadreachedthem。thenameoftheeternalcityrangintheirears。theywerenotcolonists,butpilgrims。theytravelledtowardswineandgoldandsunshine,buttheirheartsweresetonsomethinghigher。Thatdivineunrest,thatoldstingingtroubleofhumanitythatmakesallhighachievementsandallmiserablefailure,thesamethatspreadwingswithIcarus,thesamethatsentColumbusintothedesolateAtlantic,inspiredandsupportedthesebarbariansontheirperilousmarch。Thereisonelegendwhichprofoundlyrepresentstheirspirit,ofhowaflyingpartyofthesewanderersencounteredaveryoldmanshodwithiron。Theoldmanaskedthemwhithertheyweregoing。andtheyansweredwithonevoice:’TotheEternalCity!’Helookeduponthemgravely。’Ihavesoughtit,’
  hesaid,’overthemostpartoftheworld。ThreesuchpairsasI
  nowcarryonmyfeethaveIwornoutuponthispilgrimage,andnowthefourthisgrowingslenderunderneathmysteps。AndallthiswhileIhavenotfoundthecity。’Andheturnedandwenthisownwayalone,leavingthemastonished。
  AndyetthiswouldscarcelyparalleltheintensityofWill’sfeelingfortheplain。Ifhecouldonlygofarenoughoutthere,hefeltasifhiseyesightwouldbepurgedandclarified,asifhishearingwouldgrowmoredelicate,andhisverybreathwouldcomeandgowithluxury。Hewastransplantedandwitheringwherehewas。helayinastrangecountryandwassickforhome。Bitbybit,hepiecedtogetherbrokennotionsoftheworldbelow:oftheriver,evermovingandgrowinguntilitsailedforthintothemajesticocean。ofthecities,fullofbriskandbeautifulpeople,playingfountains,bandsofmusicandmarblepalaces,andlightedupatnightfromendtoendwithartificialstarsofgold。ofthegreatchurches,wiseuniversities,bravearmies,anduntoldmoneylyingstoredinvaults。ofthehigh-flyingvicethatmovedinthesunshine,andthestealthandswiftnessofmidnightmurder。Ihavesaidhewassickasifforhome:thefigurehalts。Hewaslikesomeonelyingintwilit,formlesspreexistence,andstretchingouthishandslovinglytowardsmany-coloured,many-soundinglife。Itwasnowonderhewasunhappy,hewouldgoandtellthefish:theyweremadefortheirlife,wishedfornomorethanwormsandrunningwater,andaholebelowafallingbank。buthewasdifferentlydesigned,fullofdesiresandaspirations,itchingatthefingers,lustingwiththeeyes,whomthewholevariegatedworldcouldnotsatisfywithaspects。Thetruelife,thetruebrightsunshine,layfaroutupontheplain。AndO!toseethissunlightoncebeforehedied!tomovewithajocundspiritinagoldenland!tohearthetrainedsingersandsweetchurchbells,andseetheholidaygardens!’AndOfish!’hewouldcry,’ifyouwouldonlyturnyournosesdownstream,youcouldswimsoeasilyintothefabledwatersandseethevastshipspassingoveryourheadlikeclouds,andhearthegreatwater-hillsmakingmusicoveryoualldaylong!’Butthefishkeptlookingpatientlyintheirowndirection,untilWillhardlyknewwhethertolaughorcry。
  HithertothetrafficontheroadhadpassedbyWill,likesomethingseeninapicture:hehadperhapsexchangedsalutationswithatourist,orcaughtsightofanoldgentlemaninatravellingcapatacarriagewindow。butforthemostpartithadbeenameresymbol,whichhecontemplatedfromapartandwithsomethingofasuperstitiousfeeling。Atimecameatlastwhenthiswastobechanged。Themiller,whowasagreedymaninhisway,andneverforewentanopportunityofhonestprofit,turnedthemill-houseintoalittlewaysideinn,and,severalpiecesofgoodfortunefallinginopportunely,builtstablesandgotthepositionofpostmasterontheroad。ItnowbecameWill’sdutytowaituponpeople,astheysattobreaktheirfastsinthelittlearbouratthetopofthemillgarden。andyoumaybesurethathekepthisearsopen,andlearnedmanynewthingsabouttheoutsideworldashebroughttheomeletteorthewine。Nay,hewouldoftengetintoconversationwithsingleguests,andbyadroitquestionsandpoliteattention,notonlygratifyhisowncuriosity,butwinthegoodwillofthetravellers。Manycomplimentedtheoldcoupleontheirserving-boy。andaprofessorwaseagertotakehimawaywithhim,andhavehimproperlyeducatedintheplain。Themillerandhiswifeweremightilyastonishedandevenmorepleased。Theythoughtitaverygoodthingthattheyshouldhaveopenedtheirinn。’Yousee,’theoldmanwouldremark,’hehasakindoftalentforapublican。heneverwouldhavemadeanythingelse!’Andsolifewaggedoninthevalley,withhighsatisfactiontoallconcernedbutWill。Everycarriagethatlefttheinn-doorseemedtotakeapartofhimawaywithit。andwhenpeoplejestinglyofferedhimalift,hecouldwithdifficultycommandhisemotion。Nightafternighthewoulddreamthathewasawakenedbyflusteredservants,andthatasplendidequipagewaitedatthedoortocarryhimdownintotheplain。nightafternight。untilthedream,whichhadseemedalljollitytohimatfirst,begantotakeonacolourofgravity,andthenocturnalsummonsandwaitingequipageoccupiedaplaceinhismindassomethingtobebothfearedandhopedfor。
  Oneday,whenWillwasaboutsixteen,afatyoungmanarrivedatsunsettopassthenight。Hewasacontented-lookingfellow,withajollyeye,andcarriedaknapsack。Whiledinnerwaspreparing,hesatinthearbourtoreadabook。butassoonashehadbeguntoobserveWill,thebookwaslaidaside。hewasplainlyoneofthosewhopreferlivingpeopletopeoplemadeofinkandpaper。Will,onhispart,althoughhehadnotbeenmuchinterestedinthestrangeratfirstsight,soonbegantotakeagreatdealofpleasureinhistalk,whichwasfullofgoodnatureandgoodsense,andatlastconceivedagreatrespectforhischaracterandwisdom。Theysatfarintothenight。andabouttwointhemorningWillopenedhishearttotheyoungman,andtoldhimhowhelongedtoleavethevalleyandwhatbrighthopeshehadconnectedwiththecitiesoftheplain。Theyoungmanwhistled,andthenbrokeintoasmile。
  ’Myyoungfriend,’heremarked,’youareaverycuriouslittlefellowtobesure,andwishagreatmanythingswhichyouwillneverget。Why,youwouldfeelquiteashamedifyouknewhowthelittlefellowsinthesefairycitiesofyoursareallafterthesamesortofnonsense,andkeepbreakingtheirheartstogetupintothemountains。Andletmetellyou,thosewhogodownintotheplainsareaveryshortwhiletherebeforetheywishthemselvesheartilybackagain。Theairisnotsolightnorsopure。noristhesunanybrighter。Asforthebeautifulmenandwomen,youwouldseemanyoftheminragsandmanyofthemdeformedwithhorribledisorders。andacityissohardaplaceforpeoplewhoarepoorandsensitivethatmanychoosetodiebytheirownhand。’
  ’Youmustthinkmeverysimple,’answeredWill。’AlthoughIhaveneverbeenoutofthisvalley,believeme,Ihaveusedmyeyes。I
  knowhowonethinglivesonanother。forinstance,howthefishhangsintheeddytocatchhisfellows。andtheshepherd,whomakessoprettyapicturecarryinghomethelamb,isonlycarryingithomefordinner。Idonotexpecttofindallthingsrightinyourcities。Thatisnotwhattroublesme。itmighthavebeenthatonceuponatime。butalthoughIliveherealways,Ihaveaskedmanyquestionsandlearnedagreatdealintheselastyears,andcertainlyenoughtocuremeofmyoldfancies。Butyouwouldnothavemedielikeadogandnotseeallthatistobeseen,anddoallthatamancando,letitbegoodorevil?youwouldnothavemespendallmydaysbetweenthisroadhereandtheriver,andnotsomuchasmakeamotiontobeupandlivemylife?-Iwouldratherdieoutofhand,’hecried,’thanlingeronasIamdoing。’
  ’Thousandsofpeople,’saidtheyoungman,’liveanddielikeyou,andarenonethelesshappy。’
  ’Ah!’saidWill,’iftherearethousandswhowouldlike,whyshouldnotoneofthemhavemyplace?’
  Itwasquitedark。therewasahanginglampinthearbourwhichlitupthetableandthefacesofthespeakers。andalongthearch,theleavesuponthetrellisstoodoutilluminatedagainstthenightsky,apatternoftransparentgreenuponaduskypurple。Thefatyoungmanrose,and,takingWillbythearm,ledhimoutundertheopenheavens。
  ’Didyoueverlookatthestars?’heasked,pointingupwards。
  ’Oftenandoften,’answeredWill。
  ’Anddoyouknowwhattheyare?’
  ’Ihavefanciedmanythings。’
  ’Theyareworldslikeours,’saidtheyoungman。’Someofthemless。manyofthemamilliontimesgreater。andsomeoftheleastsparklesthatyouseearenotonlyworlds,butwholeclustersofworldsturningabouteachotherinthemidstofspace。Wedonotknowwhattheremaybeinanyofthem。perhapstheanswertoallourdifficultiesorthecureofalloursufferings:andyetwecanneverreachthem。notalltheskillofthecraftiestofmencanfitoutashipforthenearestoftheseourneighbours,norwouldthelifeofthemostagedsufficeforsuchajourney。Whenagreatbattlehasbeenlostoradearfriendisdead,whenwearehippedorinhighspirits,theretheyareunweariedlyshiningoverhead。
  Wemaystanddownhere,awholearmyofustogether,andshoutuntilwebreakourhearts,andnotawhisperreachesthem。Wemayclimbthehighestmountain,andwearenonearerthem。Allwecandoistostanddownhereinthegardenandtakeoffourhats。thestarshinelightsuponourheads,andwheremineisalittlebald,I
  daresayyoucanseeitglisteninthedarkness。Themountainandthemouse。ThatisliketobeallweshalleverhavetodowithArcturusorAldebaran。Canyouapplyaparable?’headded,layinghishanduponWill’sshoulder。’Itisnotthesamethingasareason,butusuallyvastlymoreconvincing。’
  Willhunghisheadalittle,andthenraiseditoncemoretoheaven。Thestarsseemedtoexpandandemitasharperbrilliancy。
  andashekeptturninghiseyeshigherandhigher,theyseemedtoincreaseinmultitudeunderhisgaze。
  ’Isee,’hesaid,turningtotheyoungman。’Weareinarat-
  trap。’
  ’Somethingofthatsize。Didyoueverseeasquirrelturninginacage?andanothersquirrelsittingphilosophicallyoverhisnuts?
  Ineedn’taskyouwhichofthemlookedmoreofafool。’
  CHAPTERII。THEPARSON’SMARJORY。
  Aftersomeyearstheoldpeopledied,bothinonewinter,verycarefullytendedbytheiradoptedson,andveryquietlymournedwhentheyweregone。Peoplewhohadheardofhisrovingfanciessupposedhewouldhastentoselltheproperty,andgodowntherivertopushhisfortunes。ButtherewasneveranysignofsuchinintentiononthepartofWill。Onthecontrary,hehadtheinnsetonabetterfooting,andhiredacoupleofservantstoassisthimincarryingiton。andtherehesettleddown,akind,talkative,inscrutableyoungman,sixfeetthreeinhisstockings,withanironconstitutionandafriendlyvoice。Hesoonbegantotakerankinthedistrictasabitofanoddity:itwasnotmuchtobewonderedatfromthefirst,forhewasalwaysfullofnotions,andkeptcallingtheplainestcommon-senseinquestion。butwhatmostraisedthereportuponhimwastheoddcircumstanceofhiscourtshipwiththeparson’sMarjory。
  Theparson’sMarjorywasalassaboutnineteen,whenWillwouldbeaboutthirty。wellenoughlooking,andmuchbettereducatedthananyothergirlinthatpartofthecountry,asbecameherparentage。Sheheldherheadveryhigh,andhadalreadyrefusedseveraloffersofmarriagewithagrandair,whichhadgotherhardnamesamongtheneighbours。Forallthatshewasagoodgirl,andonethatwouldhavemadeanymanwellcontented。
  Willhadneverseenmuchofher。foralthoughthechurchandparsonagewereonlytwomilesfromhisowndoor,hewasneverknowntogotherebutonSundays。Itchanced,however,thattheparsonagefellintodisrepair,andhadtobedismantled。andtheparsonandhisdaughtertooklodgingsforamonthorso,onverymuchreducedterms,atWill’sinn。Now,whatwiththeinn,andthemill,andtheoldmiller’ssavings,ourfriendwasamanofsubstance。andbesidesthat,hehadanameforgoodtemperandshrewdness,whichmakeacapitalportioninmarriage。andsoitwascurrentlygossiped,amongtheirill-wishers,thattheparsonandhisdaughterhadnotchosentheirtemporarylodgingwiththeireyesshut。Willwasaboutthelastmanintheworldtobecajoledorfrightenedintomarriage。Youhadonlytolookintohiseyes,limpidandstilllikepoolsofwater,andyetwithasortofclearlightthatseemedtocomefromwithin,andyouwouldunderstandatoncethatherewasonewhoknewhisownmind,andwouldstandtoitimmovably。Marjoryherselfwasnoweaklingbyherlooks,withstrong,steadyeyesandaresoluteandquietbearing。ItmightbeaquestionwhethershewasnotWill’smatchinstedfastness,afterall,orwhichofthemwouldruletheroastinmarriage。ButMarjoryhadnevergivenitathought,andaccompaniedherfatherwiththemostunshakeninnocenceandunconcern。
  TheseasonwasstillsoearlythatWill’scustomerswerefewandfarbetween。butthelilacswerealreadyflowering,andtheweatherwassomildthatthepartytookdinnerunderthetrellice,withthenoiseoftheriverintheirearsandthewoodsringingaboutthemwiththesongsofbirds。Willsoonbegantotakeaparticularpleasureinthesedinners。Theparsonwasratheradullcompanion,withahabitofdozingattable。butnothingrudeorcrueleverfellfromhislips。Andasfortheparson’sdaughter,shesuitedhersurroundingswiththebestgraceimaginable。andwhatevershesaidseemedsopatandprettythatWillconceivedagreatideaofhertalents。Hecouldseeherface,assheleanedforward,againstabackgroundofrisingpinewoods。hereyesshonepeaceably。thelightlayaroundherhairlikeakerchief。somethingthatwashardlyasmilerippledherpalecheeks,andWillcouldnotcontainhimselffromgazingonherinanagreeabledismay。Shelooked,eveninherquietestmoments,socompleteinherself,andsoquickwithlifedowntoherfingertipsandtheveryskirtsofherdress,thattheremainderofcreatedthingsbecamenomorethanablotbycomparison。andifWillglancedawayfromhertohersurroundings,thetreeslookedinanimateandsenseless,thecloudshunginheavenlikedeadthings,andeventhemountaintopsweredisenchanted。
  Thewholevalleycouldnotcompareinlookswiththisonegirl。
  Willwasalwaysobservantinthesocietyofhisfellow-creatures。
  buthisobservationbecamealmostpainfullyeagerinthecaseofMarjory。Helistenedtoallsheuttered,andreadhereyes,atthesametime,fortheunspokencommentary。Manykind,simple,andsincerespeechesfoundanechoinhisheart。Hebecameconsciousofasoulbeautifullypoiseduponitself,nothingdoubting,nothingdesiring,clothedinpeace。Itwasnotpossibletoseparateherthoughtsfromherappearance。Theturnofherwrist,thestillsoundofhervoice,thelightinhereyes,thelinesofherbody,fellintunewithhergraveandgentlewords,liketheaccompanimentthatsustainsandharmonisesthevoiceofthesinger。
  Herinfluencewasonething,nottobedividedordiscussed,onlytohefeltwithgratitudeandjoy。ToWill,herpresencerecalledsomethingofhischildhood,andthethoughtofhertookitsplaceinhismindbesidethatofdawn,ofrunningwater,andoftheearliestvioletsandlilacs。Itisthepropertyofthingsseenforthefirsttime,orforthefirsttimeafterlong,liketheflowersinspring,toreawakeninusthesharpedgeofsenseandthatimpressionofmysticstrangenesswhichotherwisepassesoutoflifewiththecomingofyears。butthesightofalovedfaceiswhatrenewsaman’scharacterfromthefountainupwards。
  OnedayafterdinnerWilltookastrollamongthefirs。agravebeatitudepossessedhimfromtoptotoe,andhekeptsmilingtohimselfandthelandscapeashewent。Theriverranbetweenthestepping-stoneswithaprettywimple。abirdsangloudlyinthewood。thehill-topslookedimmeasurablyhigh,andasheglancedatthemfromtimetotimeseemedtocontemplatehismovementswithabeneficentbutawfulcuriosity。Hiswaytookhimtotheeminencewhichoverlookedtheplain。andtherehesatdownuponastone,andfellintodeepandpleasantthought。Theplainlayabroadwithitscitiesandsilverriver。everythingwasasleep,exceptagreateddyofbirdswhichkeptrisingandfallingandgoingroundandroundintheblueair。HerepeatedMarjory’snamealoud,andthesoundofitgratifiedhisear。Heshuthiseyes,andherimagesprangupbeforehim,quietlyluminousandattendedwithgoodthoughts。Therivermightrunforever。thebirdsflyhigherandhighertilltheytouchedthestars。Hesawitwasemptybustleafterall。forhere,withoutstirringafeet,waitingpatientlyinhisownnarrowvalley,healsohadattainedthebettersunlight。
  ThenextdayWillmadeasortofdeclarationacrossthedinner-
  table,whiletheparsonwasfillinghispipe。
  ’MissMarjory,’hesaid,’IneverknewanyoneIlikedsowellasyou。Iammostlyacold,unkindlysortofman。notfromwantofheart,butoutofstrangenessinmywayofthinking。andpeopleseemfarawayfromme。’Tisasiftherewereacircleroundme,whichkepteveryoneoutbutyou。Icanheartheotherstalkingandlaughing。butyoucomequiteclose。Maybe,thisisdisagreeabletoyou?’heasked。
  Marjorymadenoanswer。
  ’Speakup,girl,’saidtheparson。
  ’Nay,now,’returnedWill,’Iwouldn’tpressher,parson。Ifeeltongue-tiedmyself,whoamnotusedtoit。andshe’sawoman,andlittlemorethanachild,whenallissaid。Butformypart,asfarasIcanunderstandwhatpeoplemeanbyit,IfancyImustbewhattheycallinlove。Idonotwishtobeheldascommittingmyself。forImaybewrong。butthatishowIbelievethingsarewithme。AndifMissMarjoryshouldfeelanyotherwiseonherpart,mayhapshewouldbesokindasshakeherhead。’
  Marjorywassilent,andgavenosignthatshehadheard。
  ’Howisthat,parson?’askedWill。
  ’Thegirlmustspeak,’repliedtheparson,layingdownhispipe。
  ’Here’sourneighbourwhosayshelovesyou,Madge。Doyoulovehim,ayorno?’
  ’IthinkIdo,’saidMarjory,faintly。
  ’Wellthen,that’sallthatcouldbewished!’criedWill,heartily。
  Andhetookherhandacrossthetable,andhelditamomentinbothofhiswithgreatsatisfaction。
  ’Youmustmarry,’observedtheparson,replacinghispipeinhismouth。
  ’Isthattherightthingtodo,thinkyou?’demandedWill。
  ’Itisindispensable,’saidtheparson。
  ’Verywell,’repliedthewooer。
  TwoorthreedayspassedawaywithgreatdelighttoWill,althoughabystandermightscarcehavefounditout。HecontinuedtotakehismealsoppositeMarjory,andtotalkwithherandgazeuponherinherfather’spresence。buthemadenoattempttoseeheralone,norinanyotherwaychangedhisconducttowardsherfromwhatithadbeensincethebeginning。Perhapsthegirlwasalittledisappointed,andperhapsnotunjustly。andyetifithadbeenenoughtobealwaysinthethoughtsofanotherperson,andsopervadeandalterhiswholelife,shemighthavebeenthoroughlycontented。ForshewasneveroutofWill’smindforaninstant。
  Hesatoverthestream,andwatchedthedustoftheeddy,andthepoisedfish,andstrainingweeds。hewanderedoutaloneintothepurpleeven,withalltheblackbirdspipingroundhiminthewood。
  heroseearlyinthemorning,andsawtheskyturnfromgreytogold,andthelightleapuponthehill-tops。andallthewhilehekeptwonderingifhehadneverseensuchthingsbefore,orhowitwasthattheyshouldlooksodifferentnow。Thesoundofhisownmill-wheel,orofthewindamongthetrees,confoundedandcharmedhisheart。Themostenchantingthoughtspresentedthemselvesunbiddeninhismind。Hewassohappythathecouldnotsleepatnight,andsorestless,thathecouldhardlysitstilloutofhercompany。Andyetitseemedasifheavoidedherratherthansoughtherout。
  Oneday,ashewascominghomefromaramble,WillfoundMarjoryinthegardenpickingflowers,andashecameupwithher,slackenedhispaceandcontinuedwalkingbyherside。
  ’Youlikeflowers?’hesaid。
  ’IndeedIlovethemdearly,’shereplied。’Doyou?’
  ’Why,no,’saidhe,’notsomuch。Theyareaverysmallaffair,whenallisdone。Icanfancypeoplecaringforthemgreatly,butnotdoingasyouarejustnow。’
  ’How?’sheasked,pausingandlookingupathim。
  ’Pluckingthem,’saidhe。’Theyareadealbetteroffwheretheyare,andlookadealprettier,ifyougotothat。’
  ’Iwishtohavethemformyown,’sheanswered,’tocarrythemnearmyheart,andkeeptheminmyroom。Theytemptmewhentheygrowhere。theyseemtosay,Comeanddosomethingwithus。butonceI
  havecutthemandputthemby,thecharmislaid,andIcanlookatthemwithquiteaneasyheart。’
  ’Youwishtopossessthem,’repliedWill,’inordertothinknomoreaboutthem。It’sabitlikekillingthegoosewiththegoldeneggs。It’sabitlikewhatIwishedtodowhenIwasaboy。