Iimmediatelycalledonmyadvocate,andtoldhimoftherascal’sproposal;andhesaidIwasquiterighttorefusetohaveanydealingswithsuchafellow。HeaddedthatasIhadM。BonoasawitnessIoughttomakePossano’sadvocatepresenthisplea,andI
authorizedhimtotakeproceedingsinmyname。
Aclerkwasimmediatelysenttothecriminallieutenant,prayinghimtocommandtheadvocatetobringbeforehim,inthreedays,thepleaofoneAnami,aliasPogomas,aliasPossano,thesaidpleabeingagainstJacquesCasanova,commonlycalledtheChevalierdeSeingalt。
Thisdocument,towhichIaffixedmysignature,waslaidbeforethecriminallieutenant。
Ididnotcareforthethreedays’delay,butmycounseltoldmeitwasalwaysgiven,andthatImustmakeupmymindtosubmittoallthevexationIshouldbeobligedtoundergo,evenifwewerewhollysuccessful。
AsMadamed’UrfehadtakenherdepartureinconformitywiththeordersofParalis,IdinedwithMarcolineattheinn,andtriedtoraisemyspiritsbyallthemeansinmypower。Itookmymistresstothebestmillinersanddressmakersinthetown,andboughthereverythingshetookafancyto;andthenwewenttothetheatre,whereshemusthavebeenpleasedtoseealleyesfixedonher。
MadamePernon,whowasinthenextboxtoours,mademeintroduceMarcolinetoher;andfromthewaytheyembracedeachotherwhentheplaywasoverIsawtheywerelikelytobecomeintimate,theonlyobstacletotheirfriendshipbeingthatMadamePernondidnotknowawordofItalian,andthatMarcolinedidnotdaretospeakawordofFrenchforfearofmakingherselfridiculous。Whenwegotbacktotheinn,MarcolinetoldmethathernewfriendhadgivenhertheFlorentinekiss:thisistheshibbolethofthesect。
Theprettynick—nacksIhadgivenherhadmadeherhappy;herardourwasredoubled,andthenightpassedjoyously。
Ispentthenextdayingoingfromshoptoshop,makingfreshpurchasesforMarcoline,andwesuppedmerrilyatMadamePernon’s。
Thedayafter,M。Bonocametoseemeatanearlyhourwithasmileofcontentonhisface。
"Letusgoandbreakfastatacoffee—house,"saidhe;"wewillhavesomediscussiontogether。"
WhenwewerebreakfastingheshewedmealetterwrittenbyPossano,inwhichtherascalsaidthathewasreadytoabandonproceedingsprovidedthatM。deSeingaltgavehimahundredlouis,onreceiptofwhichhepromisedtoleaveLyonsimmediately。
"Ishouldbeagreatfool,"saidI,"ifIgavetheknavemoremoneytoescapefromthehandsofjustice。Lethimgoifhelikes,Iwon’tpreventhim;buthehadbetternotexpectmetogivehimanything。
Hewillhaveawritoutagainsthimto—morrow。Ishouldliketoseehimbrandedbythehangman。Hehasslanderedme,hisbenefactor,toogrievously;lethimprovewhathesays,orbedishonouredbeforeallmen。"
"Hisabandoningtheproceedings,"saidM。Bono,"wouldinmyopinionamounttothesamethingashisfailingtoprovehischarges,andyouwoulddowelltopreferittoatrialwhichwoulddoyourreputationnogood,evenifyouwerecompletelysuccessful。Andthehundredlouisisnothingincomparisonwiththecostsofsuchatrial。"
"M。Bono,Ivalueyouradviceveryhighly,andstillmorehighlythekindlyfeelingswhichpromptyou,butyoumustallowmetofollowmyownopinioninthiscase。"
IwenttomycounselandtoldhimofthefreshproposalthatPossanohadmade,andofmyrefusaltolistentoit,begginghimtotakemeasuresforthearrestofthevillainwhohadvowedmydeath。
ThesameeveningIhadMadamePernonandM。Bono,whowasherlover,tosupwithme;andasthelatterhadagoodknowledgeofItalianMarcolinewasabletotakepartinthemerrimentofthecompany。
ThenextdayBonowrotetotellmethatPossanohadleftLyonsnevertoreturn,andthathehadsignedafullandsatisfactoryretraction。
Iwasnotsurprisedtohearofhisflight,buttheothercircumstanceIcouldnotunderstand。IthereforehastenedtocallonBono,whoshowedmethedocument,whichwascertainlyplainenough。
"Willthatdo?"saidhe。
"SowellthatIforgivehim,butIwonderhedidnotinsistonthehundredLouis。"
"Mydearsir,Igavehimthemoneywithpleasure,topreventascandalousaffairwhichwouldhavedoneusallharminbecomingpublic。IfIhadtoldyounothing,youcouldn’thavetakenanystepsinthematter,andIfeltmyselfobligedtorepairthemischiefIhaddoneinthisway。Youwouldhaveknownnothingaboutit,ifyouhadsaidthatyouwerenotsatisfied。Iamonlytoogladtohavebeenenabledtoskewmyfriendshipbythistriflingservice。Wewillsaynomoreaboutit。"
"Verygood,"saidI,embracinghim,"wewillsaynomore,butpleasetoreceivetheassuranceofmygratitude。"
IconfessIfeltmuchrelievedatbeingfreedfromthistroublesomebusiness。
EndToLondonByJacquesCasanovaMEMOIRSOFJACQUESCASANOVAdeSEINGALT1725—1798
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CHAPTERV
IMeettheVenetianAmbassadorsatLyons,andalsoMarcoline’sUncle——IPartfromMarcolineandSetOutforParis——AnAmorousJourneyThusfreedfromthecareswhichthedreadfulslandersofPossanohadcausedme,IgavemyselfuptotheenjoymentofmyfairVenetian,doingallinmypowertoincreaseherhappiness,asifIhadhadapremonitionthatweshouldsoonbeseparatedfromoneanother。
ThedayafterthesupperIgavetoMadamePernonandM。Bono,wewenttothetheatretogether,andintheboxoppositetousIsawM。
Querini,theprocurator,Morosini,M。Memmo,andCountStratico,aProfessoroftheUniversityofPadua。Iknewallthesegentlemen;
theyhadbeeninLondon,andwerepassingthroughLyonsontheirreturntoVenice。
"Farewell,fairMarcoline!"Isaidtomyself,feelingquitebroken—
hearted,butIremainedcalm,andsaidnothingtoher。ShedidnotnoticethemasshewasabsorbedinherconversationwithM。Bono,andbesides,shedidnotknowthembysight。IsawthatM。Memmohadseenmeandwastellingtheprocuratorofmypresence,andasIknewthelatterverywellIfeltboundtopaythemmyrespectsthenandthere。
Querinireceivedmeverypolitelyforadevotee,asalsodidMorosini,whileMemmoseemedmoved;butnodoubtherememberedthatitwaschieflyduetohismotherthatIhadbeenimprisonedeightyearsago。IcongratulatedthegentlemenontheirembassytoEngland,ontheirreturntotheirnativeland,andforform’ssakecommendedmyselftotheirgoodofficestoenablemetoreturnalso。
M。Morosini,noticingtherichnessofmydressandmygeneralappearanceofprosperity,saidthatwhileIhadtostayawayhehadtoreturn,andthatheconsideredmetheluckierman。
"Yourexcellencyiswellaware,"saidI,"thatnothingissweeterthanforbiddenfruit。"
Hesmiled,andaskedmewhitherIwentandwhenceIcame。
"IcomefromRome,"Ianswered,"whereIhadsomeconversewiththeHolyFather,whomIknewbefore,andIamgoingthroughParisonmywaytoLondon。
"Callonmehere,ifyouhavetime,Ihavealittlecommissiontogiveyou。"
"Ishallalwayshavetimetoserveyourexcellencyin。Areyoustoppinghereforlong?"
"Threeorfourdays。"
WhenI’gotbacktomyboxMarcolineaskedmewhowerethegentlementowhomIhadbeenspeaking。Iansweredcoollyandindifferently,butwatchingherasIspoke,thattheyweretheVenetianambassadorsontheirwayfromLondon。Theflushofhercheekdiedawayandwasreplacedbypallor;sheraisedhereyestoheaven,loweredthem,andsaidnotaword。Myheartwasbroken。AfewminutesafterwardssheaskedmewhichwasM。Querini,andafterIhadpointedhimouttohershewatchedhimfurtivelyfortherestoftheevening。
Thecurtainfell,weleftourbox,andatthedoorofthetheatrewefoundtheambassadorswaitingfortheircarriage。Minewasinthesamelineastheirs。TheambassadorQuerinisaid,——
"Youhaveaveryprettyyoungladywithyou。"
Marcolinesteppedforward,seizedhishand,andkisseditbeforeI
couldanswer。
Querini,whowasgreatlyastonished,thankedherandsaid,——
"WhathaveIdonetodeservethishonour?"
"Because,"saidMarcoline,speakingintheVenetiandialect,"IhavethehonourofknowinghisexcellencyM。Querini。"
"WhatareyoudoingwithM。Casanova?"
"Heismyuncle。"
Mycarriagecameup。Imadeaprofoundbowtotheambassadors,andcalledouttothecoachman,"Tothe’HotelduParc’。"ItwasthebesthotelinLyons,andIwasnotsorryfortheVenetianstohearwhereIwasstaying。
Marcolinewasindespair,forshesawthatthetimeforpartingwasnearathand。
"Wehavethreeorfourdaysbeforeus,"saidI,"inwhichwecancontrivehowtocommunicatewithyouruncleMattio。ImustcommendyouhighlyforkissingM。Querini’shand。Thatwasamasterstrokeindeed。Allwillgooffwell;butIhopeyouwillbemerry,forsadnessIabhor。"
WewerestillattablewhenIheardthevoiceofM。Memmointheante—chamber;hewasayoungman,intelligentandgood—natured。I
warnedMarcolinenottosayawordaboutourprivateaffairs,buttodisplayamoderategaiety。Theservantannouncedtheyoungnobleman,andwerosetowelcomehim;buthemadeussitdownagain,andsatbesideus,anddrankaglassofwinewiththeutmostcordiality。HetoldmehowhehadbeensuppingwiththeolddevoteeQuerini,whohadhadhishandkissedbyayoungandfairVenetian。Theambassadorsweremuchamusedatthecircumstance,andQuerinihimself,inspiteofhisscrupulousconscience,wasgreatlyflattered。
"MayIaskyou,mademoiselle,"headded,"howyoucametoknowM。
Querini?"
"It’samystery,sir。"
"Amystery,isit?Whatfunweshallhavetomorrow!Ihavecome,"
hesaid,addressinghimselftome,"toaskyoutodinewithusto—
morrow,andyoumustbringyourcharmingniece。"
"Wouldyouliketogo,Marcoline?"
"’Congrandissimopiacere’!WeshallspeakVenetian,shallwenot?"
"Certainly。"
"’Eviva’!IcannotlearnFrench。"
"M。Queriniisinthesameposition,"saidM。Memmo。
Afterhalfanhour’sagreeableconversationheleftus,andMarcolineembracedmewithdelightathavingmadesuchagoodimpressiononthesegentlemen。
"Putonyourbestdressto—morrow,"saidI,"anddonotforgetyourjewels。Beagreeabletoeverybody,butpretendnottoseeyourUncleMattio,whowillbesuretowaitattable。"
"YoumaybesureIshallfollowyouradvicetotheletter。"
"AndImeantomaketherecognitionasceneworthyofthedrama。I
intendthatyoushallbetakenbacktoVenicebyM。Querinihimself,whileyourunclewilltakecareofyoubyhisspecialorders。"
"Ishallbedelightedwiththisarrangement,provideditsucceeds。"
"Youmaytrusttomeforthat。"
Atnineo’clockthenextdayIcalledonMorosiniconcerningthecommissionshehadforme。HegavemealittleboxandaletterforLadyHarrington,andanotherletterwiththewords,——
"TheProcuratorMorosiniisverysorrynottohavebeenabletotakealastleaveofMdlle。Charpillon。"
"WhereshallIfindher?"
"Ireallydon’tknow。Ifyoufindher,givehertheletter;ifnot,itdoesn’tmatter。That’sadazzlingbeautyyouhavewithyou,Casanova。"
"Well,shehasdazzledme。"
"ButhowdidsheknowQuerini?"
"ShehasseenhimatVenice,butshehasneverspokentohim。"
"Ithoughtso;wehavebeenlaughingoverit,butQueriniishugelypleased。Buthowdidyougetholdofher?Shemustbeveryyoung,asMemmosaysshecannotspeakFrench。"
"Itwouldbealongstorytotell,andafterallwemetthroughamerechance。"
"Sheisnotyourniece。"
"Nay,sheismore——sheismyqueen。"
"YouwillhavetoteachherFrench,aswhenyougettoLondon。"
"Iamnotgoingtotakeherthere;shewantstoreturntoVenice。"
"Ipityyouifyouareinlovewithher!Ihopeshewilldinewithus?"
"Oh,yes!sheisdelightedwiththehonour。"
"Andwearedelightedtohaveourpoorrepastanimatedbysuchacharmingperson。"
"Youwillfindherworthyofyourcompany;sheisfullofwit。"
WhenIgotbacktotheinnItoldMarcolinethatifanythingwassaidatdinneraboutherreturntoVenice,shewastoreplythatnoonecouldmakeherreturnexceptM。Querini,butthatifshecouldhavehisprotectionshewouldgladlygobackwithhim。
"Iwilldrawyououtofthedifficulty,"saidI;andshepromisedtocarryoutmyinstructions。
Marcolinefollowedmyadvicewithregardtohertoilette,andlookedbrilliantinallrespects;andI,wishingtoshineintheeyesoftheproudVenetiannobles,haddressedmyselfwiththeutmostrichness。
Iworeasuitofgreyvelvet,trimmedwithgoldandsilverlace;mypointlaceshirtwasworthatleastfiftylouis;andmydiamonds,mywatches,mychains,myswordofthefinestEnglishsteel,mysnuff—
boxsetwithbrilliants,mycrosssetwithdiamonds,mybucklessetwiththesamestones,werealtogetherworthmorethanfiftythousandcrowns。Thisostentation,thoughpuerileinitself,yethadapurpose,forIwishedM。deBragadintoknowthatIdidnotcutabadfigureintheworld;andIwishedtheproudmagistrateswhohadmademequitmynativelandtolearnthatIhadlostnothing,andcouldlaughattheirseverity。
Inthisgorgeousstylewedrovetotheambassador’sdinnerathalf—
pastone。
AllpresentwereVenetians,andtheywelcomedMarcolineenthusiastically。ShewhowasbornwiththeinstinctofgoodmannersbehavedwiththegraceofanymphandthedignityofaFrenchprincess;andassoonasshewasseatedbetweentwograveandreverendsignors,shebeganbysayingthatshewasdelightedtofindherselftheonlyrepresentativeofhersexinthisdistinguishedcompany,andalsothattherewerenoFrenchmenpresent。
"Thenyoudon’tliketheFrench,"saidM。Memmo。
"IlikethemwellenoughsofarasIknowthem,butIamonlyacquaintedwiththeirexterior,asIdon’tspeakorunderstandthelanguage。"
Afterthiseverybodyknewhowtotakeher,andthegaietybecamegeneral。
Sheansweredallquestionstothepoint,andentertainedthecompanywithherremarksonFrenchmanners,sodifferenttoVenetiancustoms。
InthecourseofdinnerM。Queriniaskedhowshehadknownhim,andsherepliedthatshehadoftenseenhimatDivineservice,whereatthedevoteeseemedgreatlyflattered。M。Morosini,pretendingnottoknowthatshewastoreturntoVenice,toldherthatunlessshemadehastetoacquireFrench,theuniversallanguage,shewouldfindLondonverytedious,astheItalianlanguagewasverylittleknownthere。
"Ihope,"shereplied,"thatM。deSeingaltwillnotbringmeintothesocietyofpeoplewithwhomIcannotexchangeideas。IknowI
shallneverbeabletolearnFrench。"
WhenwehadleftthetabletheambassadorsbeggedmetotellthestoryofmyescapefromTheLeads,andIwasgladtoobligethem。
Mystorylastedfortwowholehours;andasitwasnoticedthatMarcoline’seyesbecamewetwithtearswhenIcametospeakofmygreatdanger。Shewasrallieduponthecircumstance,andtoldthatnieceswerenotusuallysoemotional。
"Thatmaybe,gentlemen,"shereplied,"thoughIdonotseewhyanieceshouldnotloveheruncle。ButIhaveneverlovedanyoneelsebuttheheroofthetale,andIcannotseewhatdifferencetherecanbebetweenonekindofloveandanother。"
"Therearefivekindsofloveknowntoman,"saidM。Querini。"Theloveofone’sneighbour,theloveofGod,whichisbeyondcompare,thehighestofall,lovematrimonial,theloveofhouseandhome,andtheloveofself,whichoughttocomelastofall,thoughmanyplaceitinthefirstrank。"
Thenoblemancommentedbrieflyonthesediversekindsoflove,butwhenhecametotheloveofGodhebegantosoar,andIwasgreatlyastonishedtoseeMarcolinesheddingtears,whichshewipedawayhastilyasiftohidethemfromthesightoftheworthyoldmanwhomwinehadmademoretheologicalthanusual。Feigningtobeenthusiastic,Marcolinetookhishandandkissedit,whileheinhisvainexaltationdrewhertowardshimandkissedheronthebrow,saying,"Poveretta,youareanangel!"
Atthisincident,inwhichtherewasmoreloveofourneighbourthanloveofGod,weallbitourlipstopreventourselvesburstingoutlaughing,andtheslylittlepusspretendedtobeextremelymoved。
IneverknewMarcoline’scapacitiestillthen,forsheconfessedthatheremotionwaswhollyfictitious,anddesignedtowintheoldman’sgoodgraces;andthatifshehadfollowedherowninclinationsshewouldhavelaughedheartily。Shewasdesignedtoactaparteitheruponthestageoronathrone。Chancehadordainedthatsheshouldbebornofthepeople,andhereducationhadbeenneglected;butifshehadbeenproperlytutoredshewouldhavebeenfitforanything。
Beforereturninghomewewerewarmlyinvitedtodinnerthenextday。
Aswewantedtobetogether,wedidnotgotothetheatrethatdayandwhenwegothomeIdidnotwaitforMarcolinetoundresstocoverherwithkisses。
"Dearheart,"saidI,"youhavenotshewnmeallyourperfectionstillnow,whenweareabouttopart;youmakemeregretyouaregoingbacktoVenice。Todayyouwonallhearts。"
"Keepmethen,withyou,andIwilleverbeasIhavebeento—day。
Bytheway,didyouseemyuncle?"
"Ithinkso。Wasitnothewhowasincontinualattendance?"
"Yes。Irecognizedhimbyhisring。Didhelook,atme?"
"Allthetime,andwithanairofthegreatestastonishment。I
avoidedcatchinghiseye,whichrovedfromyoutomecontinually。"
"Ishouldliketoknowwhatthegoodmanthinks!Youwillseehimagainto—morrow。IamsurehewillhavetoldM。Querinithat,Iamhisniece,andconsequentlynotyours。
"Iexpectso,too。"
"AndifM。Querinisaysasmuchtometo—morrow,I,expectIshallhaveto,admitthefact。Whatdoyouthink?"
"Youmustundoubtedlytellhimthetruth,butfranklyandopenly,andsoasnottolethimthinkthatyouhaveneedofhimtoreturntoVenice。Heisnotyourfather,andhasnorightoveryourliberty。"
"Certainlynot。"
"Verygood。YoumustalsoagreethatIamnotyouruncle,andthatthebondbetweenusis,ofthemosttenderdescription。Will,therebeanydifficultyisthat?"
"Howcanyouaskmesuchaquestion?Thelinkbetweenusmakesmefeelproud,andwilleverdoso。"
"Well,well,Isaynomore。Itrustentirelyinyourtact。RememberthatQueriniandnoothermusttakeyoubacktoVenice;hemusttreatyouasifyouwerehisdaughter。Ifhewillnotconsent,youshallnotreturnatall。"
"WouldtoGoditwereso!"
EarlythenextmorningIgotanotefromM。Querinirequestingmetocallonhim,ashewantedtospeaktomeonamatterofimportance。
"Wearegettingon,"saidMarcoline。"Iamverygladthatthingshavetakenthisturn,forwhenyoucomebackyoucantellmethewholestory,andIcanregulatemyconductaccordingly。"
IfoundQueriniandMorosinitogether。TheygavemetheirhandswhenIcamein,andQueriniaskedmetositdown,sayingthattherewouldbenothinginourdiscussionwhichM。Morosinimightnothear。
"Ihaveaconfidencetomaketoyou,M。Casanova,"hebegan;"butfirstIwantyoutodomethesamefavor。"
"Icanhavenosecretsfromyourexcellency。"
"Iamobligedtoyou,andwilltrytodeserveyourgoodopinion。
Ibegthatyouwilltellmesincerelywhetheryouknowtheyoungpersonwhoiswithyou,fornoonebelievesthatsheisyourniece。"
"Itistruethatsheis——notmyniece,butnotbeingacquaintedwithherrelationsorfamilyIcannotbesaidtoknowherinthesensewhichyourexcellencygivestotheword。Nevertheless,IamproudtoconfessthatIloveherwithanaffectionwhichwillnotendsavewithmylife。"
"Iamdelightedtohearyousayso。Howlonghaveyouhadher?"
"Nearlytwomonths。"
"Verygood!Howdidshefallintoyourhands?"
"Thatisapointwhichonlyconcernsher,andyouwillallowmenottoanswerthatquestion。"
"Good!wewillgoon。Thoughyouareinlovewithher,itisverypossiblethatyouhavenevermadeanyenquiriesrespectingherfamily。"
"Shehastoldmethatshehasafatherandamother,poorbuthonest,butIconfessIhaveneverbeencuriousenoughtoenquirehername。
Ionlyknowherbaptismalname,whichispossiblynothertrueone,butitdoesquitewellforme。"
"Shehasgivenyouhertruename。"
"Yourexcellencysurprisesme!Youknowher,then?"
"Yes;Ididnotknowheryesterday,butIdonow。Twomonths……
Marcoline……yes,itmustbeshe。Iamnowcertainthatmymanisnotmad。"
"Yourman?"
"Yes,sheishisniece。WhenwewereatLondonheheardthatshehadleftthepaternalroofaboutthemiddleofLent。Marcoline’smother,whoishissister,wrotetohim。Hewasafraidtospeaktoheryesterday,becauseshelookedsogrand。Heeventhoughthemustbemistaken,andhewouldhavebeenafraidofoffendingmebyspeakingtoagrandladyatmytable。Shemusthaveseenhim,too。"
"Idon’tthinkso,shehassaidnothingaboutittome。"
"Itistruethathewasstandingbehindherallthetime。Butletuscometothepoint。IsMarcolineyourwife,orhaveyouanyintentionofmarryingher?"
"Iloveherastenderlyasanymancanloveawoman,butIcannotmakeherawife;thereasonsareknownonlytoherselfandme。"
"Irespectyoursecret;buttellmeifyouwouldobjecttomybegginghertoreturntoVenicewithheruncle?"
"IthinkMarcolineishappy,butifshehassucceededingainingthefavourofyourexcellency,sheishappierstill;andIfeelsurethatifsheweretogobacktoVeniceundertheexaltedpatronageofyourexcellency,shewouldeffaceallstainsonherreputation。Astopermittinghertogo,Icanputnostumblingblockintheway,forI
amnothermaster。AsherloverIwoulddefendhertothelastdropofmyblood,butifshewantstoleavemeIcanonlyassent,thoughwithsorrow。"
"Youspeakwithmuchsense,andIhopeyouwillnotbedispleasedatmyundertakingthisgoodwork。OfcourseIshalldonothingwithoutyourconsent。"
"Irespectthedecreesoffatewhentheyarepromulgatedbysuchamanasyou。IfyourexcellencycaninduceMarcolinetoleaveme,I
willmakenoobjection;butIwarnyouthatshemustbewonmildly。
Sheisintelligent,shelovesme,andsheknowsthatsheisindependent;besidesshereckonsonme,andshehascausetodoso。
Speaktoherto—daybyherself;mypresencewouldonlybeinyourway。Waittilldinnerisover;theinterviewmightlastsometime。"
"MydearCasanova,youareanhonestman。Iamdelightedtohavemadeyouracquaintance。"
"Youdometoomuchhonour。ImaysaythatMarcolinewillhearnothingofallthis。"
WhenIgotbacktotheinn,IgaveMarcolineanexactaccountofthewholeconversation,warningherthatshewouldbesupposedtoknownothingaboutit。
"Youmustexecuteamasterlystroke,dearest,"saidI,"topersuadeM。QuerinithatIdidnotlieinsayingthatyouhadnotseenyouruncle。Assoonasyouseehim,youmustgiveashoutofsurprise,exclaim,’Mydearuncle!’andrushtohisarms。Thiswouldbeasplendidanddramaticsituation,whichwoulddoyouhonourintheeyesofallthecompany。"
"YoumaybesurethatIshallplaythepartverywell,althoughmyheartbesad。"
Atthetimeappointedwewaitedontheambassadors,andfoundthatalltheotherguestshadassembled。Marcoline,asblitheandsmilingasbefore,firstaccostedM。Querini,andthendidthepolitetoallthecompany。AfewminutesbeforedinnerMattiobroughtinhismaster’sspectaclesonasilvertray。Marcoline,whowassittingnexttoM。Querini,stoppedshortinsomethingshewassaying,andstaringattheman,exclaimedinaquestioningvoice,——
"Myuncle?"
"Yes,mydearniece。"
Marcolineflungherselfintohisarms,andtherewasamovingscene,whichexcitedtheadmirationofall。
"IknewyouhadleftVenice,dearuncle,butIdidnotknowyouwereinhisexcellency’sservice。Iamsogladtoseeyouagain!Youwilltellmyfatherandmotheraboutme?YouseeIamhappy。Wherewereyouyesterday?"
"Here。"
"Andyoudidn’tseeme?"
"Yes;butyourunclethere……"
"Well,"saidI,laughing,"letusknoweachother,cousin,andbegoodfriends。Marcoline,Icongratulateyouonhavingsuchanhonestmanforanuncle。"
"Thatisreallyveryfine,"saidM。Querini;andeverybodyexclaimed,"Veryaffecting,veryaffectingindeed!"
Thenewly—founduncledeparted,andwesatdowntodinner,butinspiritswhichdifferedfromthoseofyesterday。Marcolineboretracesofthosemingledemotionsofhappinessandregretwhichmoveloyalheartswhentheycalltomindthernativeland。M。Querinilookedatheradmiringly,andseemedtohavealltheconfidenceofsuccesswhichagoodactiongivestothemind。M。Morosinisatapleasedspectator。Theotherswereattentiveandcuriousastowhatwouldcomenext。Theylistenedtowhatwassaid,andhungonMarcoline’slips。
Afterthefirstcoursetherewasgreaterunisoninthecompany,andM。MorosinitoldMarcolinethatifshewouldreturntoVeniceshewouldbesureoffindingahusbandworthyofher。
"Imustbethejudgeofthat,"saidshe。
"Yes,butitisagoodthingtohaverecoursetotheadviceofdiscreetpersonswhoareinterestedinthehappinessofbothparties。"
"Excuseme,butIdonotthinkso。IfIevermarry,myhusbandwillhavetopleasemefirst。"
"Whohastaughtyouthismaxim?"saidQuerini。
"Myuncle,Casanova,whohas,Iverilybelieve,taughtmeeverythingthatcanbelearntinthetwomonthsIhavebeenhappyenoughtolivewithhim。"
"Icongratulatethemasterandthepupil,butyouarebothtooyoungtohavelearntalltherangeofscience。Moralsciencecannotbelearntintwomonths。"
"Whathisexcellencyhasjustsaid,"saidI,turningtoMarcoline,"isperfectlycorrect。Inaffairsofmarriagebothpartiesshouldrelytoagreatextentontheadviceoffriends,formeremarriagesofinclinationareoftenunhappy。"
"Thatisareallyphilosophicalremark,mydearMarcoline,"saidQuerini;"buttellmethequalitieswhichinyouropinionaredesirableinahusband。"
"Ishouldbepuzzledtonamethem,buttheywouldallbecomemanifestinthemanthatpleasedme。"
"Andsupposinghewereaworthlessfellow?"
"Hewouldcertainlynotpleaseme,andthat’sthereasonwhyIhavemadeupmymindnevertomarryamanwhomIhavenotstudied。"
"Supposingyoumadeamistake?"
"ThenIwouldweepinsecret。"
"Howifyouwerepoor?"
"Sheneedneverfearpoverty,mylord,"saidI。"Shehasanincomeoffiftycrownsamonthfortheremainderofherlife。"
"Oh,that’sadifferentmatter。Ifthatisso,sweetheart,youareprivileged。YouwillbeabletoliveatVeniceinperfectindependence。"
"IthinkthattolivehonourablythereIonlyneedtheprotectionofalordlikeyourexcellency。"
"Astothat,Marcoline,IgiveyoumywordthatIwilldoallinmypowerforyouifyoucometoVenice。Butletmeaskyouonequestion,howareyousureofyourincomeoffiftycrownsamonth?
Youarelaughing。"
"IlaughbecauseIamsuchasillylittlething。Idon’thaveanyheedformyownbusiness。Myfriendtherewilltellyouallaboutit。"
"Youhavenotbeenjoking,haveyou?"saidtheworthyoldmantome。
"Marcoline,"saidI,"hasnotonlycapitalwhichwillproducealargersumthanthatwhichIhavenamed,butshehasalsovaluablepossessions。Yourexcellencywillnoteherwisdominsayingthatshewouldneedyourlordship’sprotectionatVenice,forshewillrequiresomeonetolookaftertheinvestmentofhercapital。Thewholeamountisinmyhands,andifshelikesMarcolinecanhaveitallinlessthantwohours。"
"Verygood;thenyoumuststartforVenicethedayafterto—morrow。
Mattioisquitereadytoreceiveyou。"
"Ihavethegreatestrespectandloveformyuncle,butitisnottohiscarethatyourexcellencymustcommendmeifIresolvetogo。"
"Thentowhom?"
"Toyourowncare,mylord。Yourexcellencyhascalledmedeardaughtertwoorthreetimes,leadme,then,toVenice,likeagoodfather,andIwillcomewillingly;otherwiseIprotestIwillnotleavethemantowhomIoweallIhave。IwillstartforLondonwithhimthedayafterto—morrow。"
Atthesewordswhichdelightedmesilencefellonall。TheywaitedforM。Querinitospeak,andthegeneralopinionseemedtobethathehadgonetoofartobeabletodrawback。Nevertheless,theoldmankeptsilence;perhapsinhischaracterofdevoteehewasafraidofbeingledintotemptation,orofgivingoccasiontoscandal,andtheotherguestsweresilentlikehim,andatetokeepeachotherincountenance。Mattio’shandtrembledashewaited;Marcolinealonewascalmandcollected。Dessertwasserved,andstillnoonedaredtosayaword。Allatoncethiswonderfulgirlsaid,inaninspiredvoice,asifspeakingtoherself,——
"WemustadorethedecreesofDivineProvidence,butaftertheissue,sincemortalsarenotabletodiscernthefuture,whetheritbegoodorwhetheritbeevil。"
"Whatdoesthatreflectionrelateto,mydeardaughter?"saidM。
Querini,"andwhydoyoukissmyhandnow?"
"Ikissyourhandbecauseyouhavecalledmeyourdeardaughterforthefourthtime。"
Thisjudiciousremarkelicitedasmileofapprovalfromall,andrestoredthegeneralgaiety;butM。QueriniaskedMarcolinetoexplainherobservationonProvidence。
"Itwasaninspiration,andtheresultofself—examination。Iamwell;Ihavelearnedsomethingoflife;Iamonlyseventeen,andinthecourseoftwomonthsIhavebecomerichbyhonestmeans。Iamallhappy,andyetIowemyhappinesstothegreatesterroramaidencancommit。ThusIhumblemyselfbeforethedecrees,ofProvidenceandadoreitswisdom。"
"Youareright,but,nonethelessyououghttorepentofwhatyouhavedone。"
"That’swhereIampuzzled;forbeforeIcanrepent;Imustthinkofit,andwhenIthinkofitIfindnothingforwhichtorepent。I
supposeIshallhavetoconsultsomegreattheologianonthepoint。"
"Thatwillnotbenecessary;youare,intelligent,andyourheartisgood,andIwillgiveyouthenecessaryinstructionontheway。Whenonerepentsthereisnoneedtothinkofthepleasurewhichoursinshavegivenus。"
InhischaracterofapostlethegoodM。Queriniwasbecomingpiouslyamorousofhisfairproselyte。Heleftthetableforafewmoments,andwhenhereturnedhe,toldMarcolinethatifhehadayoungladytotaketo,Veniceheshouldbeobligedtoleaveherinthecareofhishousekeeper,DameVeneranda,inwhomhehadeveryconfidence。
"Ihavejustbeenspeakingtoher;andifyouwouldliketocome,allisarranged。Youshallsleepwithher,anddinewithustillwegettoVenice,andthenIwilldeliver,youintoyourmother’skeeping,inthepresenceofyouruncle。Whatdoyousay?"
"Iwillcomewithpleasure:"
"ComeandseeDameVeneranda。"
"Willingly。"
"Comewithus,Casanova。"
DameVenerandalookedaperfectcannoness,andIdidnotthinkthatMarcolinewouldfall,inlovewithher,butsheseemedsensibleandtrustworthy。M。QuerinitoldherinourpresencewhathehadjusttoldMarcoline,andtheduennaassuredhimthatshewouldtake,theutmostcareoftheyounglady。Marcolinekissedherandcalledhermother,thusgainingtheoldlady’s,goodgraces。Werejoined,thecompany,whoexpressedtoMarcolinetheirintensepleasureathavingherforacompanionontheirjourney。
"Ishallhavetoputmystewardinanothercarriage,"saidM。Querini,"asthecalashonlyholdstwo。"
"Thatwillnotbenecessary,"Iremarked,"forMarcolinehashercarriage,andMistressVenerandawillfinditaverycomfortableone。
Itwillholdherluggageaswell。"
"You,wanttogivemeyourcarriage,"saidMarcoline。"Youaretoogoodtome"
Icouldmadenoreply,myemotionwassogreat。Iturnedasideandwiped,awaymytears。Returningtothecompany,IfoundthatMarcolinehadvanishedandM。Morosini,who,wasalsomuchaffectedtoldmeshehadgome,tospeaktoMistressVeneranda。Everybodywasmelancholy,andseeingthatIwasthecauseIbegantotalkaboutEngland,whereIhopedtomakemyfortunewithaprojectofmine,thesuccessofwhichonlydependedonLordEgremont。M。deMorosinisaidhewouldgivemealetterforLordEgremontandanotherforM。Zuccata,theVenetianambassador。
"Areyounotafraid,"saidM。Querini,"ofgettinginto,troublewiththeStateInquisitorsforrecommendingM。Casanova?"
MorosinirepliedcoldlythatastheInquisitorshad,nottoldhimforwhatcrimeIwascondemned,hedidnotfeelhimselfboundtosharetheirjudgment。OldQuerini,whowasextremelyparticular,shookhisheadandsaidnothing。
JustthenMarcolinecamebacktotheroom,andeverybodycouldseethatshehadbeenweeping。Iconfessthatthismarkofheraffectionwasaspleasingtomyvanityastomylove;butsuchisman,andsuch,doubtless,isthereaderwhomaybecensuringmyconduct。
Thischarminggirl,whostill,afteralltheseyears,dwellsinmyoldheart,askedmetotakeherbacktotheinn,asshewantedtopackuphertrunks。Weleftdirectly,afterhavingpromisedtocometodinneronthefollowingday。
IweptbitterlywhenIgottomyroom。ItoldClairmonttoseethatthecarriagewasingoodorder,andthen,hastilyundressing,Iflungmyselfonthebedinmydressing—gown,andweptasifsomeblessingwasbeingtakenfrommeagainstmywill。Marcoline,whowasmuchmoresensible,didwhatshecouldtoconsoleme,butIlikedtotormentmyself,andherwordsdidbutincreasemydespair。
"Reflect,"saidshe,"thatitisnotIwhoamleavingyou,butyouwhoaresendingmeaway;thatIlongtospendtherestofmydayswithyou,andthatyouhaveonlygottosayawordtokeepme。"
Iknewthatshewasright;butstillafatalfearwhichhasalwaysswayedme,thefearofbeingboundtoanyone,andthehypocrisyofalibertineeverlongingforchange,boththesefeelingsmademepersistinmyresolutionandmysadness。
Aboutsixo’clockMM。MorosiniandQuerinicameintothecourtyardandlookedatthecarriage,whichwasbeinginspectedbythewheelwright。TheyspoketoClairmont,andthencametoseeus。
"Goodheavens!"saidM。Querini,seeingthenumerousboxeswhichshewasgoingtoplaceonhercarriage;andwhenhehadheardthathercarriagewastheonehehadjustlookedat,heseemedsurprised;itwasindeedaverygoodvehicle。
M。MorosinitoldMarcolinethatifshelikedtosellitwhenshegottoVenicehewouldgiveherathousandVenetianducats,orthreethousandfrancsforit。
"Youmightgiveherdoublethatamount,"saidI,"foritisworththreethousandducats。"
"Wewillarrangeallthat,"saidhe;andQueriniadded,——
"Itwillbeaconsiderableadditiontothecapitalsheproposestoinvest。"
AftersomeagreeableconversationItoldM。QuerinithatIwouldgivehimabillofexchangeforfivethousandducats,which,withthethreeorfourthousandducatsthesaleofherjewellerywouldrealize,andthethousandforthecarriage,wouldgiveheracapitalofnineortenthousandducats,theinterestofwhichwouldbringherinahandsomeincome。
NextmorningIgotM。BonotogivemeabillofexchangeonM。
Querini’sorder,andatdinner—timeMarcolinehandeditovertohernewprotector,whowroteheraformalreceipt。M。Morosinigavemethelettershehadpromised,andtheirdeparturewasfixedforeleveno’clockthenextday。Thereadermayimaginethatourdinner—partywasnotovergay。Marcolinewasdepressed,IasgloomyasaspleneticEnglishman,andbetweenuswemadethefeastmorelikeafuneralthanameetingoffriends。
IwillnotattempttodescribethenightIpassedwithmycharmer。
SheaskedmeagainandagainhowIcouldbemyownexecutioner;butI
couldnotanswer,forIdidnotknow。ButhowoftenhaveIdonethingswhichcausedmepain,buttowhichIwasimpelledbysomeoccultforceitwasmywhimnottoresist。
Inthemorning,whenIhadputonmybootsandspurs,andtoldClairmontnottobeuneasyifIdidnotreturnthatnight,MarcolineandIdrovetotheambassadors’residence。Webreakfastedtogether,silentlyenough,forMarcolinehadtearsinhereyes,andeveryoneknowingmynobleconducttowardsherrespectedhernaturalgrief。
Afterbreakfastwesetout,Isittingintheforepartofthecarriage,facingMarcolineandDameVeneranda,whowouldhavemademelaughunderanyothercircumstances,herastonishmentatfindingherselfinamoregorgeouscarriagethantheambassador’swassogreat。Sheexpatiatedontheeleganceandcomfortoftheequipage,andamusedusbysayingthathermasterwasquiterightinsayingthatthepeoplewouldtakeherfortheambassadress。Butinspiteofthispieceofcomedy,MarcolineandIweresadalltheway。M。
Querini,whodidnotlikenighttravelling,madeusstopatPont—
Boivoisin,atnineo’clock,andafterabadsuppereveryonewenttobedtobereadytostartatdaybreak。MarcolinewastosleepwithVeneranda,soIaccompaniedher,andtheworthyoldwomanwenttobedwithoutanyceremony,lyingsoclosetothewallthattherewasroomfortwomore;butafterMarcolinehadgotintobedIsatdownonachair,andplacingmyheadbesidehersonthepillowwemingledoursobsandtearsallnight。
WhenVeneranda,whohadsleptsoundly,awoke,shewasmuchastonishedtoseemestillinthesameposition。Shewasagreatdevotee,butwomen’spietyeasilygivesplacetopity,andshehadmovedtothefurthestextremityofthebedwiththeintentionofgivingmeanothernightoflove。Butmymelancholypreventedmyprofitingbyherkindness。
Ihadorderedasaddlehorsetobereadyformeinthemorning。Wetookahastycupofcoffeeandbadeeachothermutualfarewells。I
placedMarcolineinthecarriage,gaveheralastembrace,andwaitedforthecrackofthepostillion’swhiptogallopbacktoLyons。I
torealonglikeamadman,forIfeltasifIshouldliketosendthehorsetothegroundandkillmyself。Butdeathnevercomestohimthatdesiresit,saveinthefableoftheworthyLafontaine。InsixhoursIhadaccomplishedtheeighteenleaguesbetweenPont—BoivoisinandLyons,onlystoppingtochangehorses。Itoreoffmyclothesandthrewmyselfonthebed,wherethirtyhoursbeforeIhadenjoyedallthedelightsoflove。IhopedthattheblissIhadlostwouldreturntomeinmydreams。However,Isleptprofoundly,anddidnotwaketilleighto’clock。Ihadbeenasleepaboutnineteenhours。
IrangforClairmont,andtoldhimtobringupmybreakfast,whichI
devouredeagerly。WhenmystomachwasrestoredinthismannerIfellasleepagain,anddidnotgetuptillthenextmorning,feelingquitewell,andasifIcouldsupportlifealittlelonger。
ThreedaysafterMarcoline’sdepartureIboughtacomfortabletwo—
wheeledcarriagewithpatentsprings,andsentmytrunkstoParisbythediligence。Ikeptaportmanteaucontainingthemerestnecessaries,forImeanttotravelinadressing—gownandnight—cap,andkeeptomyselfallthewaytoParis。IintendedthisasasortofhomagetoMarcoline,butIreckonedwithoutmyhost。
IwasputtingmyjewellerytogetherinacasketwhenClairmontannouncedatradesmanandhisdaughter,aprettygirlwhomIhadremarkedatdinner,forsincethedepartureofmyfairVenetianIhaddinedatthetable—d’hotebywayofdistraction。
Ishutupmyjewelsandaskedthemtocomein,andthefatheraddressedmepolitely,saying,——
"Sir,Ihavecometoaskyoutodomeafavourwhichwillcostyoubutlittle,whileitwillbeofimmenseservicetomydaughterandmyself。"
"WhatcanIdoforyou?IamleavingLyonsatday—breakto—morrow。"
"Iknowit,foryousaidsoatdinner;butweshallbereadyatanyhour。Bekindenoughtogivemydaughteraseatinyourcarriage。I
will,ofcourse,payforathirdhorse,andwillridepost。"
"Youcannothaveseenthecarriage。"
"Excuseme,Ihavedoneso。Itis,Iknow,onlymeantforone,butshecouldeasilysqueezeintoit。IknowIamtroublingyou,butifyouwereawareoftheconvenienceitwouldbetomeIamsureyouwouldnotrefuse。Alltheplacesinthediligencearetakenuptonextweek,andifIdon’tgettoParisinsixdaysImightaswellstayawayaltogether。IfIwerearichmanIwouldpost,butthatwouldcostfourhundredfrancs,andIcannotaffordtospendsomuch。
Theonlycourseopentomeistoleavebythediligencetomorrow,andtohavemyselfandmydaughterboundtotheroof。Yousee,sir,theideamakesherweep,andIdon’tlikeitmuchbettermyself。"
Ilookedattentivelyatthegirl,andfoundhertooprettyformetokeepwithinboundsifItravelledalonewithher。Iwassad,andthetormentIhadenduredinpartingfromMarcolinehadmademeresolvetoavoidalloccasionswhichmighthavesimilarresults。Ithoughtthisresolvenecessaryformypeaceofmind。
"Thisgirl,"Isaidtomyself,"maybesocharmingthatIshouldfallinlovewithherifIyieldtothefather’srequest,andIdonotwishforanysuchresult。"
Iturnedtothefatherandsaid,——
"Isympathizewithyousincerely;butIreallydon’tseewhatIcandoforyouwithoutcausingmyselfthegreatestinconvenience。"
"PerhapsyouthinkthatIshallnotbeabletoridesomanypostsinsuccession,butyouneedn’tbeafraidonthatscore:"
"Thehorsemightgivein;youmighthaveafall,andIknowthatI
shouldfeelobligedtostop,andIaminahurry。Ifthatreasondoesnotstrikeyouasacogentone,Iamsorry,fortomeitappearsunanswerable。"
"Letusruntherisk,sir,atallevents。"
"ThereisastillgreaterriskofwhichIcantellyounothing。Inbrief,sir,youaskwhatisimpossible。"
"InHeaven’sname,sir,"saidthegirl,withavoiceandalookthatwouldhavepiercedaheartofstone,"rescuemefromthatdreadfuljourneyontheroofofthediligence!Theveryideamakesmeshudder;Ishouldbeafraidoffallingoffalltheway;besides,thereissomethingmeanintravellingthatway。Dobutgrantmethisfavour,andIwillsitatyourfeetsoasnottodiscomfortyou。"
"Thisistoomuch!Youdonotknowme,mademoiselle。Iamneithercruelnorimpolite,especiallywhereyoursexisconcerned,thoughmyrefusalmustmakeyoufeelotherwise。IfIgivewayyoumayregretitafterwards,andIdonotwishthattohappen。"Then,turningtothefather,Isaid,——
"Apost—chaisecostssixLouis。Heretheyare;takethem。Iwillputoffmydepartureforafewhours,ifnecessary,toanswerforthechaise,supposingyouarenotknownhere,andanextrahorsewillcostfourLouistakethem。Astotherest,youwouldhavespentasmuchintakingtwoplacesinthediligence。"
"Youareverykind,sir,butIcannotacceptyourgift。Iamnotworthyofit,andIshouldbestilllessworthyifIacceptedthemoney。Adele,letusgo。Forgiveus,sir,ifwehavewastedhalfanhourofyourtime。Come,mypoorchild。"
"Waitamoment,father。"
Adelebeggedhimtowait,ashersobsalmostchokedher。Iwasfuriouswitheverything,buthavingreceivedonelookfromherbeautifuleyesIcouldnotwithstandhersorrowanylonger,andsaid,"Calmyourself,mademoiselle。ItshallneverbesaidthatIremainedunmovedwhilebeautywept。Iyieldtoyourrequest,forifIdidnotIshouldnotbeabletosleepallnight。ButIaccedeononecondition,"Iadded,turningtoherfather,"andthatisthatyousitatthebackofthecarriage。"
"Certainly;butwhatistobecomeofyourservant?"
"Hewillrideoninfront。Everythingissettled。Gotobednow,andbereadytostartatsixo’clock。"
"Certainly,butyouwillallowmetopayfortheextrahorse?"
"Youshallpaynothingatall;itwouldbeashameifIreceivedanymoneyfromyou。Youhavetoldmeyouarepoor,andpovertyisnodishonour;well,ImaytellyouthatIamrich,andrichesarenohonoursavewhentheyareusedindoinggood。Therefore,asIsaid,Iwillpayforall。"
"Verygood,butIwillpayfortheextrahorseinthecarriage。"
"Certainlynot,andletushavenobargaining,please;itistimetogotobed。IwillputyoudownatPariswithoutthejourneycostingyouafarthing,andthenifyoulikeyoumaythankme;thesearetheonlyconditionsonwhichIwilltakeyou。Look!Mdlle。Adeleislaughing,that’srewardenoughforme。"
"Iamlaughingforjoyathavingescapedthatdreadfuldiligenceroof。"
"Isee,butIhopeyouwillnotweepinmycarriage,forallsadnessisanabominationtome。"
Iwent,tobed,resolvedtostruggleagainstmyfatenolonger。I
sawthatIcouldnotwithstandthetemptingcharmsofthisnewbeauty,andIdeterminedthateverythingshouldbeoverinacoupleofdays。Adelehadbeautifulblueeyes,acomplexionwhereinweremingledthelilyandtherose,asmallmouth,excellentteeth,afigurestillslenderbutfullofpromise;here,surely,wereenoughmotivesforafreshfall。Ifellasleep,thankingmygoodgeniusforthusprovidingmewithamusementonthejourney。
JustbeforewestartedthefathercameandaskedifitwasallthesametomewhetherwewentbyBurgundyortheBourbonnais。
"Certainly。Doyoupreferanyparticularroute?"
"IfIwentthroughNeversImightbeabletocollectasmallaccount。"
"ThenwewillgobytheBourbonnais。"
DirectlyafterAdele,simplybutneatlydressed,camedownandwishedmegoodday,tellingmethatherfatherwasgoingtoputasmalltrunkcontainingtheirbelongingsatthebackofthecarriage。
Seeingmebusy,sheaskedifshecouldhelpmeinanyway。
"No,"Ireplied,"youhadbettertakeaseat,"
Shedidso,butinatimidmanner,whichannoyedme,becauseitseemedtoexpressthatshewasadependentofmine。Itoldhersogently,andmadehertakesmaecoffeewithme,andhershynesssoonworeoff。
Wewerejuststeppingintothecarriagewhenamancameandtoldmethatthelampswereoutofrepairandwouldcomeoffifsomethingwerenotdonetothem。Heofferedtoputthemintogoodrepairinthecourseofanhour。Iwasinaterriblerage,andcalledClairmontandbegantoscoldhim,buthesaidthatthelampswereallrightashortwhileago,andthatthemanmusthaveputthemoutoforderthathemighthavethetaskofrepairingthem。
Hehadhititoffexactly。Ihadheardofthetrickbefore,andI
calledouttotheman;andonhisansweringmeratherimpudently,I
begantokickhim,withmypistolinmyhand。Heranoffswearing,andthenoisebroughtupthelandlordandfiveorsixofhispeople。
EverybodysaidIwasintheright,butallthesameIhadtowastetwohoursasitwouldnothavebeenprudenttotravelwithoutlamps。
Anotherlamp—makerwassummoned;helookedatthedamage,andlaughedattherascallytrickhisfellow—tradesmanhadplayedme。
"CanIimprisontherascal?"Isaidtothelandlord。"Ishouldliketohavethesatisfactionofdoingso,wereittocostmetwoLouis。"
"TwoLouis!Yourhonourshallbeattendedtoinamoment。"
Iwasinadreadfulrage,anddidnotnoticeAdele,whowasquiteafraidofme。Apoliceofficialcameuptotakemyinformation,andexaminewitnesses,andtodrawupthecase。
"Howmuchisyourtimeworth,sir?"heaskedme。
"Fivelouis。"
WiththesewordsIslidtwolouisintohishand,andheimmediatelywrotedownafineoftwentylouisagainstthelamp—maker,andthenwenthisway,saying,——
"Yourmanwillbeinprisoninthenexttenminutes。"Ibreathedagainattheprospectofvengeance。IthenbeggedMdlle。Adele’spardon,whoaskedmineinherturn,notknowinghowIhadoffendedher。Thismighthaveledtosomeaffectionatepassages,butherfathercameinsayingthattherascalwasinprison,andthateveryonesaidIwasright。
"Iamperfectlyreadytoswearthathedidthedamage,"saidhe。
"Yousawhim,didyou?"
"No,butthat’sofnoconsequence,aseverybodyissurehedidit。"
Thispieceofsimplicityrestoredmygoodtempercompletely,andI
begantoaskMoreau,ashecalledhimself,severalquestions。Hetoldmehewasawidower,thatAdelewashisonlychild,thathewasgoingtosetupinbusinessatLouviers,andsoon。
Inthecourseofanhourthefarceturnedintoatragedy,inthefollowingmanner。Twowomen,oneofthemwithababyatherbreast,andfollowedbyfourbrats,allofwhommighthavebeenputunderabushelmeasure,camebeforeme,andfallingontheirkneesmademeguessthereasonofthispitifulsight。Theywerethewife,themother,andthechildrenofthedelinquent。
Myheartwassoonmovedwithpityforthem,formyvengeancehadbeencomplete,andIdidnotharbourresentment;butthewifealmostputmeinafuryagainbysayingthatherhusbandwasaninnocentman,andthattheywhohadaccusedhimwererascals。
Themother,seeingthestormreadytoburst,attackedmemoreadroitly,admittingthathersonmightbeguilty,butthathemusthavebeendriventoitbymisery,ashehadgotnobreadwherewithtofeedhischildren。Sheadded:
"Mygoodsir,takepityonus,forheisouronlysupport。Doagooddeedandsethimfree,forhewouldstayinprisonallhisdaysunlesswesoldourbedstopayyou。"
"Myworthywoman,Iforgivehimcompletely。Handthisdocumenttothepolicemagistrateandallwillbewell。"
AtthesametimeIgaveheralouisandtoldhertogo,notwishingtobetroubledwithherthanks。Afewmomentsafter,theofficialcametogetmysignaturefortheman’srelease,andIhadtopayhimthelegalcosts。Mylampscosttwelvefrancstomend,andatnineo’clockIstarted,havingspentfourorfivelouisfornothing。
Adelewasobligedtositbetweenmylegs,butshewasillatease。
Itoldhertositfurtherback,butasshewouldhavehadtoleanonme,Ididnoturgeher;itwouldhavebeenratheradangeroussituationtobeginwith。Moreausatatthebackofthecarriage,Clairmontwentoninfront,andwewerethusneckandneck,orratherneckandback,thewholeway。
Wegotdowntochangehorses,andasweweregettingintothecarriageagainAdelehadtoliftherleg,andshewedmeapairofblackbreeches。Ihavealwayshadahorrorofwomenwithbreeches,butaboveallofblackbreeches。
"Sir,"saidItoherfather,"yourdaughterhasshewnmeherblackbreeches。"
"It’suncommonlyluckyforherthatshedidn’tshewyousomethingelse。"
Ilikedthereply,butthecursedbreecheshadsooffendedmethatI
becamequitesulky。Itseemedtomethatsuchclotheswereakindoframpartoroutwork,verynatural,nodoubt,butIthoughtayounggirlshouldknownothingofthedanger,or,atallevents,pretendignoranceifshedidnotpossessit。AsIcouldneitherscoldhernorovercomemybadtemper,Icontentedmyselfwithbeingpolite,butIdidnotspeakagaintillwegottoSt。Simphorien,unlessitwastoaskhertositmorecomfortably。
WhenwegottoSt。SimphorienItoldClairmonttogooninfrontandorderusagoodsupperatRoanne,andtosleepthere。Whenwewereabouthalf—wayAdeletoldmethatshemustbeatroubletome,asI
wasnotsogayasIhadbeen。Iassuredherthatitwasnotso,andthatIonlykeptsilencethatshemightbeabletorest。
"Youareverykind,"sheanswered,"butitisquiteamistakeforyoutothinkthatyouwoulddisturbmebytalking。Allowmetotellyouthatyouareconcealingtherealcauseofyoursilence。"
"Doyouknowtherealcause?"
"Yes,IthinkIdo。"
"Well,whatisit?"
"Youhavechangedsinceyousawmybreeches。"
"Youareright,thisblackattirehasclothedmysoulwithgloom。"
"Iamverysorry,butyoumustallowthatinthefirstplaceIwasnottosupposethatyouweregoingtoseemybreeches,andinthesecondplacethatIcouldnotbeawarethatthecolourwouldbedistastefultoyou。"
"Trueagain,butasIchancedtoseethearticlesyoumustforgivemydisgust。Thisblackhasfilledmysoulwithfunerealimages,justaswhitewouldhavecheeredme。Doyoualwayswearthosedreadfulbreeches?"
"Iamwearingthemforthefirsttimeto—day。"
"Thenyoumustallowthatyouhavecommittedanunbecomingaction。"
"Unbecoming?"
"Yes,whatwouldyouhavesaidifIhadcomedowninpetticoatsthismorning?Youwouldhavepronouncedthemunbecoming。Youarelaughing。"
"Forgiveme,butIneverheardanythingsoamusing。Butyourcomparisonwillnotstand;everyonewouldhaveseenyourpetticoats,whereasnoonehasanybusinesstoseemybreeches。"
Iassentedtoherlogic,delightedtofindhercapableoftearingmysophismtopieces,butIstillpreservedsilence。
AtRoannewehadagoodenoughsupper,andMoreau,whoknewverywellthatifithadnotbeenforhisdaughtertherewouldhavebeennofreejourneyandfreesupperforhim,wasdelightedwhenItoldhimthatshekeptmegoodcompany。Itoldhimaboutourdiscussiononbreeches,andhepronouncedhisdaughtertobeinthewrong,laughingpleasantly。AftersupperItoldhimthatheandhisdaughterweretosleepintheroominwhichweweresitting,whileIwouldpassthenightinaneighbouringcloset。
Justaswewerestartingthenextmorning,Clairmonttoldmethathewouldgooninfront,toseethatourbedswereready,addingthataswehadlostonenightitwouldnotdomuchharmifweweretoloseanother。
ThisspeechletmeknowthatmyfaithfulClairmontbegantofeeltheneedofrest,andhishealthwasdeartome。ItoldhimtostopatSt。PierreleMortier,andtotakecarethatagoodsupperwasreadyforus。Whenwewereinthecarriageagain,Adelethankedme。
"Thenyoudon’tlikenighttravelling?"Isaid。
"Ishouldn’tminditifIwerenotafraidofgoingtosleepandfallingonyou。"
"Why,Ishouldlikeit。Aprettygirllikeyouisanagreeableburden。"
Shemadenoreply,butIsawthatsheunderstood;mydeclarationwasmade,butsomethingmorewaswantedbeforeIcouldrelyonherdocility。IrelapsedintosilenceagaintillwegottoVarennes,andthenIsaid,——
"IfIthoughtyoucouldeataroastfowlwithasgoodanappetiteasmine,Iwoulddinehere。"
"Tryme,Iwillendeavourtomatchyou。"
Weatewellanddrankbetter,andbythetimewestartedagainwewerealittledrunk。Adele,whowasonlyaccustomedtodrinkwinetwoorthreetimesayear,laughedatnotbeingabletostandupright,butseemedtobeafraidthatsomethingwouldhappen。I
comfortedherbysayingthatthefumesofchampagnesoonevaporated;
butthoughshestrovewithallhermighttokeepawake,natureconquered,andlettingherprettyheadfallonmybreastshefellasleep,anddidnotrouseherselffortwohours。Itreatedherwiththegreatestrespect,thoughIcouldnotresistascertainingthatthearticleofclothingwhichhaddispleasedmesomuchhadentirelydisappeared。
WhileshesleptIenjoyedthepleasureofgazingontheswellingcurvesofherbuddingbreast,butIrestrainedmyardour,asthedisappearanceoftheblackbreechesassuredmethatIshouldfindherperfectlysubmissivewheneverIchosetomaketheassault。Iwished,however,thatsheshouldgiveherselfuptomeofherownfreewill,oratanyratecomehalf—waytomeetme,andIknewthatIhadonlytosmooththepathtomakeherdoso。
Whensheawokeandfoundthatshehadbeensleepinginmyarms,herastonishmentwasextreme。Sheapologizedandbeggedmetoforgiveher,whileIthoughtthebestwaytoputherateasewouldbetogiveheranaffectionatekiss。Theresultwassatisfactory;whodoesnotknowtheeffectofakissgivenatthepropertime?
Asherdresswasinsomedisordershetriedtoadjustit,butwewereratherpushedforspace,andbyanawkwardmovementsheuncoveredherknee。Iburstoutlaughingandshejoinedme,andhadthepresenceofmindtosay:
"Ihopetheblackcolourhasgivenyounofunerealthoughtsthistime。"
"Thehueoftherose,dearAdele,canonlyinspiremewithdeliciousfancies。"
Isawthatsheloweredhereyes,butinamannerthatshewedshewaspleased。
Withthistalk——and,sotospeak,castingoilontheflames——wereachedMoulin,andgotdownforafewmoments。Acrowdofwomenassaileduswithknivesandedgedtoolsofallsorts,andIboughtthefatheranddaughterwhatevertheyfancied。Wewentonourway,leavingthewomenquarrellingandfightingbecausesomehadsoldtheirwaresandothershadnot。
IntheeveningwereachedSt。Pierre;butduringthefourhoursthathadelapsedsinceweleftMoulinwehadmadeway,andAdelehadbecomequitefamiliarwithme。
ThankstoClairmont,whohadarrivedtwohoursbefore,anexcellentsupperawaitedus。Wesuppedinalargeroom,wheretwogreatwhitebedsstoodreadytoreceiveus。
ItoldMoreauthatheandhisdaughtershouldsleepinonebed,andI
intheother;butherepliedthatIandAdelecouldeachhaveabedtoourselves,ashewantedtostartforNeversdirectlyaftersupper,soastobeabletocatch—hisdebtoratdaybreak,andtorejoinuswhenwegottherethefollowingday。
"Ifyouhadtoldmebefore,wewouldhavegoneontoNeversandsleptthere。"
"Youaretookind。Imeantoridethethreeandahalfstages。Theridingwilldomegood,andIlikeit。Ileavemydaughterinyourcare。Shewillnotbesonearyouasinthecarriage。"
"Oh,wewillbeverydiscreet,youmaybesure!"
AfterhisdepartureItoldAdeletogotobedinherclothes,ifshewereafraidofme。
"Ishan’tbeoffended,"Iadded。
"Itwouldbeverywrongofme,"sheanswered,"togiveyousuchaproofofmywantofconfidence。"
Sherose,wentoutamoment,andwhenshecamebackshelockedthedoor,andassoonasshewasreadytoslipoffherlastarticleofclothingcameandkissedme。Ihappenedtobewritingatthetime,andasshehadcomeupontiptoeIwassurprised,thoughinaveryagreeablemanner。Shefledtoherbed,sayingsaucily,"Youarefrightenedofme,Ithink?"
"Youarewrong,butyousurprisedme。Comeback,Iwanttoseeyoufallasleepinmyarms。"
"Comeandseemesleep。"
"Willyousleepallthetime?"
"OfcourseIshall。"
"Wewillseeaboutthat。"
Iflungthependown,andinamomentIheldherinmyarms,smiling,ardent,submissivetomydesires,andonlyentreatingmetospareher。Ididmybest,andthoughshehelpedmetothebestofherability,thefirstassaultwasalabourofHercules。Theotherswerepleasanter,foritisonlythefirststepthatispainful,andwhenthefieldhadbeenstainedwiththebloodofthreesuccessivebattles,weabandonedourselvestorepose。Atfiveo’clockinthemorningClairmontknocked,andItoldhimtogetussomecoffee。I
wasobligedtogetupwithoutgivingfairAdelegoodday,butI
promisedthatsheshouldhaveitontheway。
Whenshewasdressedshelookedatthealtarwhereshehadofferedherfirstsacrificetolove,andviewedthesignsofherdefeatwithasigh。Shewaspensiveforsometime,butwhenwewereinthecarriageagainhergaietyreturned,andinourmutualtransportsweforgottogrieveoverourapproachingparting。
WefoundMoreauatNevers;hewasinagreatstatebecausehecouldnotgethismoneybeforenoon。Hedarednotaskmetowaitforhim,butIsaidthatwewouldhaveagooddinnerandstartwhenthemoneywaspaid。
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