首页 >出版文学> Villa Rubein and Other Stories>第6章
  Christianwatchedtheirsoftuncertainrushes。Goingtothelittlesummer—housesheflungherselfdownonaseat,andpressedherhandstoherheart。
  Therewasastrangeandsuddenachingthere。Washegoingfromher?
  Ifso,whatwouldbeleft?Howlittleandhownarrowseemedtheoutlookofherlife——withtheworldwaitingforher,theworldofbeauty,effort,self—sacrifice,fidelity!Itwasasthoughaflashofthatsummerlightninghadfledby,singeingher,takingfromherallpowersofflight,burningoffherwings,asoffoneofthosepalehoveringmoths。Tearsstartedup,andtrickleddownherface。
  ’Blind!’shethought;’howcouldIhavebeensoblind?’
  Someonecamedownthepath。
  "Who’sthere?"shecried。
  Harzstoodinthedoorway。
  "Whydidyoucomeout?"hesaid。"Ah!whydidyoucomeout?"Hecaughtherhand;Christiantriedtodrawitfromhim,andtoturnhereyesaway,butshecouldnot。Heflunghimselfdownonhisknees,andcried:"Iloveyou!"
  InaraptureofsoftterrorChristianbentherforeheaddowntohishand。
  "Whatareyoudoing?"sheheardhimsay。"Isitpossiblethatyouloveme?"andshefelthiskissesonherhair。
  "Mysweet!itwillbesohardforyou;youaresolittle,solittle,andsoweak。"Claspinghishandclosertoherface,shemurmured:"I
  don’tcare。"
  Therewasalong,softsilence,thatseemedtolastforever。
  Suddenlyshethrewherarmsroundhisneckandkissedhim。
  "Whatevercomes!"shewhispered,andgatheringherdress,escapedfromhimintothedarkness。
  XII
  Christianwokenextmorningwithasmile。Inherattitudes,hervoice,hereyes,therewasahappyandsweetseriousness,asifshewerehuggingsomeholythought。Afterbreakfastshetookabookandsatintheopenwindow,whenceshecouldseethepoplar—treesguardingtheentrance。Therewasabreeze;therosesclosebykeptnoddingtoher;thecathedralbellswereinfullchime;beeshummedabovethelavender;andintheskysoftcloudswerefloatinglikehuge,whitebirds。
  ThesoundsofMissNaylor’sstaccatodictationtravelledacrosstheroom,andGreta’ssighsasshetookitdown,oneeyeonherpaper,oneeyeonScruff,wholaywithablackearflappedacrosshispaw,andhistaneyebrowsquivering。Hewasindisgrace,forDominique,comingonhimunawares,hadseenhim"sayhisprayers"beforeapudding,andtakethepuddingforreward。
  Christianputherbookdowngently,andslippedthroughthewindow。
  Harzwascominginfromtheroad。"Iamallyours!"shewhispered。
  Hisfingersclosedonhers,andhewentintothehouse。
  Sheslippedback,tookupherbook,andwaited。Itseemedlongbeforehecameout,butwhenhedidhewavedherback,andhurriedon;shehadaglimpseofhisface,whitetothelips。Feelingfaintandsick,sheflewtoherstepfather’sroom。
  HerrPaulwasstandinginacornerwiththeutterlydisturbedappearanceofaneasy—goingman,visitedbytheunexpected。Hisfineshirt—frontwascrumpledasifhisbreasthadheavedtoosuddenlyunderstrongemotion;hissmokedeyeglassesdangleddownhisback;
  hisfingerswereembeddedinhisbeard。Hewasfixinghiseyeonaspotinthefloorasthoughheexpectedittoexplodeandblowthemtofragments。InanothercornerMrs。Decie,withhalf—closedeyes,wasrunningherfinger—tipsacrossherbrow。
  "Whathaveyousaidtohim?"criedChristian。
  HerrPaulregardedherwithglassyeyes。
  "MeinGott!"hesaid。"YourauntandI!"
  "Whathaveyousaidtohim?"repeatedChristian。
  "Theimpudence!Ananarchist!。Abeggar!"
  "Paul!"murmuredMrs。Decie。
  "Theoutlaw!Thefellow!"HerrPaulbegantostrideabouttheroom。
  Quiveringfromheadtofoot,Christiancried:"Howdaredyou?"andranfromtheroom,pushingasideMissNaylorandGreta,whostoodblanchedandfrightenedinthedoorway。
  HerrPaulstoppedinhistramp,and,stillwithhiseyesfixedonthefloor,growled:
  "Afinething—hein?What’scoming?Willyoupleasetellme?Ananarchist——abeggar!"
  "Paul!"murmuredMrs。Decie。
  "Paul!Paul!Andyou!"hepointedtoMissNaylor——"Twowomenwitheyes!——hein!"
  "Thereisnothingtobegainedbyviolence,"Mrs。Deciemurmured,passingherhandkerchiefacrossherlips。MissNaylor,whosethinbrowncheekshadflushed,advancedtowardshim。
  "Ihopeyoudonot——"shesaid;"IamsuretherewasnothingthatI
  couldhaveprevented——Ishouldbegladifthatwereunderstood。"
  And,turningwithsomedignity,thelittleladywentaway,closingthedoorbehindher。
  "Youhear!"HerrPaulsaid,violentlysarcastic:"nothingshecouldhaveprevented!Enfin,!WillyoupleasetellmewhatIamtodo?"
  "Menoftheworld"——whosephilosophyisacreatureofcircumstanceandacceptedthings——findanydeviationfromthepathoftheirconvictionsdangerous,shocking,andanintolerablebore。HerrPaulhadspenthislifelaughingatconvictions;thematterhadbuttotouchhimpersonally,andthetapoflaughterwasturnedoff。Thatanyonetowhomhewasthelawfulguardianshouldmarryotherthanawell—groomedman,properlyendowedwithgoods,properlyselected,wasbeyondexpressionhorrid。Fromhispointofviewhehadgreatexcuseforhorror;andhewasnaturallyunabletojudgewhetherhehadexcuseforhorrorfromotherpointsofview。Hisamazementhadinitaspiceofthepathetic;hewaslikeachildinthepresenceofathingthatheabsolutelycouldnotunderstand。Theinterviewhadlefthimwithasenseofinsecuritywhichhefelttobeparticularlyunfair。
  Thedoorwasagainopened,andGretaflewin,hercheeksflushed,herhairfloatingbehindher,andtearsstreamingdownhercheeks。
  "Papa!"shecried,"youhavebeencrueltoChris。Thedoorislocked;Icanhearhercrying——whyhaveyoubeencruel?"Withoutwaitingtobeanswered,sheflewoutagain。
  HerrPaulseizedhishairwithbothhishands:"Good!Verygood!Myownchild,please!Whatnextthen?"
  Mrs。Decierosefromherchairlanguidly。"Myheadisverybad,"shesaid,shadinghereyesandspeakinginlowtones:"Itisnousemakingafuss——nothingcancomeofthis——hehasnotapenny。
  Christianwillhavenothingtillyoudie,whichwillnotbeforalongtimeyet,ifyoucanbutavoidanapoplecticfit!"
  AttheselastwordsHerrPaulgaveastartofrealdisgust。"Hum!"
  hemuttered;itwasasiftheworldwerebentonbeingbrutaltohim。
  Mrs。Deciecontinued:
  "IfIknowanythingofthisyoungman,hewillnotcomehereagain,afterthewordsyouhavespoken。AsforChristian——youhadbettertalktoNicholas。Iamgoingtoliedown。"
  HerrPaulnervouslyfingeredtheshirt—collarroundhisstout,shortneck。
  "Nicholas!Certainly——agoodidea。Quellediabled’afaire!"
  ’French!’thoughtMrs。Decie;’weshallsoonhavepeace。PoorChristian!I’msorry!Afterall,thesethingsareamatteroftimeandopportunity。’Thisconsoledheragooddeal。
  ButforChristianthehourswerealongnightmareofgriefandshame,fearandanger。Wouldheforgive?Wouldhebetruetoher?Orwouldhegoawaywithoutaword?Sinceyesterdayitwasasifshehadsteppedintoanotherworld,andlostitagain。Inplaceofthatnewfeeling,intoxicatingaswine,whatwascoming?Whatbitter;
  dreadfulending?
  Arudeentrancethisintothelifeoffacts,andprimitiveemotions!
  SheletGretaintoherroomafteratime,forthechildhadbegunsobbing;butshewouldnottalk,andsathourafterhouratthewindowwiththeairfanningherface,andthepaininhereyesturnedtotheskyandtrees。Afteroneortwoattemptsatconsolation,Gretasankonthefloor,andremainedthere,humblygazingathersisterinasilenceonlybrokenwhenChristianclearedherthroatoftears,andbythesongofbirdsinthegarden。Intheafternoonsheslippedawayanddidnotcomebackagain。
  AfterhisinterviewwithMr。Treffry,HerrPaultookabath,perfumedhimselfwithprecision,andcausedittobeclearlyunderstoodthat,undercircumstancessuchasthese,aman’shousewasnotsuitedforapigtolivein。HeshortlyafterwardswentouttotheKurbaus,andhadnotreturnedbydinner—time。
  Christiancamedownfordinner。Therewerecrimsonspotsinhercheeks,darkcirclesroundhereyes;shebehaved,however,asthoughnothinghadhappened。MissNaylor,affectedbythekindnessofherheartandtheshockhersystemhadsustained,rolledanumberofbreadpills,lookingateachasitcame,withanairofsurprise,andconcealingitwithdifficulty。Mr。Treffrywascoughing,andwhenhetalkedhisvoiceseemedtorumbleevenmorethanusual。Gretawasdumb,tryingtocatchChristian’seye;Mrs。Deciealoneseemedatease。AfterdinnerMr。Treffrywentofftohisroom,leaningheavilyonChristian’sshoulder。Ashesankintohischair,hesaidtoher:
  "Pullyourselftogether,mydear!"Christiandidnotanswerhim。
  OutsidehisroomGretacaughtherbythesleeve。
  "Look!"shewhispered,thrustingapieceofpaperintoChristian’shand。"ItistomefromDr。Edmund,butyoumustreadit。"
  Christianopenedthenote,whichranasfollows:
  "MYPHILOSOPHERANDFRIEND,——Ireceivedyournote,andwenttoourfriend’sstudio;hewasnotin,buthalfanhouragoIstumbledonhiminthePlatz。Heisnotquitehimself;hashadatouchofthesun——nothingserious:Itookhimtomyhotel,whereheisinbed。Ifhewillstaytherehewillbeallrightinadayortwo。Inanycaseheshallnoteludemyclutchesforthepresent。
  "MywarmrespectstoMistressChristian。——Yoursinfriendshipandphilosophy,EDMUNDDAWNEY。"
  Christianreadandre—readthisnote,thenturnedtoGreta。
  "WhatdidyousaytoDr。Dawney?"
  Gretatookbackthepieceofpaper,andreplied:"Isaid:
  "’DEARDR。EDMUND,——WeareanxiousaboutHerrHarz。Wethinkheisperhapsnotverywellto—day。We(IandChristian)shouldliketoknow。Youcantellus。Pleaseshallyou?GRETA。’
  "ThatiswhatIsaid。"
  Christiandroppedhereyes。"Whatmadeyouwrite?"
  Gretagazedathermournfully:"Ithought——OChris!comeintothegarden。Iamsohot,anditissodullwithoutyou!"
  ChristianbentherheadforwardandrubbedhercheekagainstGreta’s,thenwithoutanotherwordranupstairsandlockedherselfintoherroom。Thechildstoodlistening;hearingthekeyturninthelock,shesankdownonthebottomstepandtookScruffinherarms。
  HalfanhourlaterMissNaylor,carryingacandle,foundhertherefastasleep,withherheadrestingontheterrier’sback,andtearstainsonhercheeks……
  Mrs。Deciepresentlycameout,alsocarryingacandle,andwenttoherbrother’sroom。Shestoodbeforehischair,withfoldedhands。
  "Nicholas,whatistobedone?"
  Mr。Treffrywaspouringwhiskyintoaglass。
  "Damnit,Con!"heanswered;"howshouldIknow?"
  "There’ssomethinginChristianthatmakesinterferencedangerous。I
  knowverywellthatI’venoinfluencewithheratall。"
  "You’rerightthere,Con,"Mr。Treffryreplied。
  Mrs。Decie’spaleeyes,fastenedonhisface,forcedhimtolookup。
  "Iwishyouwouldleaveoffdrinkingwhiskyandattendtome。Paulisanelement——"
  "Paul,"Mr。Treffrygrowled,"isanass!"
  "Paul,"pursuedMrs。Decie,"isanelementofdangerinthesituation;anyill—timedoppositionofhismightdrivehertoIdon’tknowwhat。Christianisgentle,sheis’sympathetic’astheysay;
  butthwarther,andsheisasobstinateas……
  "YouorI!Leaveheralone!"
  "Iunderstandhercharacter,butIconfessthatIamatalosswhattodo。"
  "Donothing!"Hedrankagain。
  Mrs。Decietookupthecandle。
  "Men!"shesaidwithamysteriousintonation;shrugginghershoulders,shewalkedout。
  Mr。Treffryputdownhisglass。
  ’Understand?’hethought;’no,youdon’t,andIdon’t。Whounderstandsayounggirl?Vapourings,dreams,moonshineI……Whatdoessheseeinthispainterfellow?Iwonder!’Hebreathedheavily。’Byheavens!Iwouldn’thavehadthishappenforahundredthousandpounds!’
  XIII
  FormanyhoursafterDawneyhadtakenhimtohishotel,Harzwasprostratewithstunningpainsintheheadandneck。Hehadbeenalldaywithoutfood,exposedtoburningsun,sufferingviolentemotion。
  Movementofanysortcausedhimsuchagonythathecouldonlylieinstupor,countingthespotsdancingbefore,hiseyes。Dawneydideverythingforhim,andHarzresentedinalistlesswaytheintentscrutinyofthedoctor’scalm,blackeyes。
  Towardstheendoftheseconddayhewasabletogetup;Dawneyfoundhimsittingonthebedinshirtandtrousers。
  "Myson,"hesaid,"youhadbettertellmewhatthetroubleis——itwilldoyourstubborncarcasegood。"
  "Imustgobacktowork,"saidHarz。
  "Work!"saidDawneydeliberately:"youcouldn’t,ifyoutried。"
  "Imust。"
  "Mydearfellow,youcouldn’ttellonecolourfromanother。"
  "Imustbedoingsomething;Ican’tsithereandthink。"
  Dawneyhookedhisthumbsintohiswaistcoat:"Youwon’tseethesunforthreedaysyet,ifIcanhelpit。"
  Harzgotup。
  "I’mgoingtomystudioto—morrow,"hesaid。"Ipromisenottogoout。ImustbewhereIcanseemywork。IfIcan’tpaint,Icandraw;Icanfeelmybrushes,movemythingsabout。IshallgomadifIdonothing。"
  Dawneytookhisarm,andwalkedhimupanddown。
  "I’llletyougo,"hesaid,"butgivemeachance!It’sasmuchtometoputyoustraightasitistoyoutopaintadecentpicture。
  Nowgotobed;I’llhaveacarriageforyouto—morrowmorning。"
  Harzsatdownonthebedagain,andforalongtimestayedwithoutmoving,hiseyesfixedonthefloor。Thesightofhim,sodesperateandmiserable,hurttheyoungdoctor。
  "Canyougettobedbyyourself?"heaskedatlast。
  Harznodded。
  "Then,good—night,oldchap!"andDawneylefttheroom。
  HetookhishatandturnedtowardstheVilla。Betweenthepoplarshestoppedtothink。Thefarthertreeswerefret—workedblackagainstthelingeringgoldofthesunset;ahugemoth,attractedbythetipofhiscigar,cameflutteringinhisface。Themusicofaconcertinaroseandfell,likethesighingofsomedisillusionedspirit。Dawneystoodforseveralminutesstaringatthehouse。
  HewasshowntoMrs。Decie’sroom。Shewasholdingamagazinebeforehereyes,andreceivedhimwithasmuchreliefasphilosophypermitted。
  "YouaretheverypersonIwantedtosee,"shesaid。
  Henoticedthatthemagazinesheheldwasuncut。
  "Youareayoungman,"pursuedMrs。Decie,"butasmydoctorIhavearighttoyourdiscretion。"
  Dawneysmiled;thefeaturesofhisbroad,clean—shavenfacelookedridiculouslysmallonsuchoccasions,buthiseyesretainedtheirairofcalculation。
  "Thatisso,"heanswered。
  "Itisaboutthisunfortunateaffair。IunderstandthatMr。Harziswithyou。Iwantyoutouseyourinfluencetodissuadehimfromattemptingtoseemyniece。"
  "Influence!"saidDawney;"youknowHarz!"
  Mrs。Decie’svoicehardened。
  "Everybody,"shesaid,"hashisweakpoints。Thisyoungmanisopentoapproachfromatleasttwoquarters——hisprideisone,hisworkanother。Iamseldomwrongingaugingcharacter;thesearehisvitalspots,andtheyareoftheessenceofthismatter。I’msorryforhim,ofcourse——butathisage,andlivingaman’slife,thesethings——"Hersmilewasextrapale。"Iwishyoucouldgivemesomethingformyhead。It’sfoolishtoworry。Nervesofcourse!
  ButIcan’thelpit!Youknowmyopinion,Dr。Dawney。Thatyoungmanwillgofarifheremainsunfettered;hewillmakeaname。Youwillbedoinghimagreatserviceifyoucouldshowhimtheaffairasitreallyis——adragonhim,andquiteunworthyofhispride!Dohelpme!Youarejustthemantodoit!"
  Dawneythrewuphisheadasiftoshakeoffthisimpeachment;thecurveofhischinthusdisplayedwasimposinginitsfulness;
  altogetherhewasimposing,havinganairofcapability。
  Shestruckhim,indeed,asreallyscared;itwasasifhermaskofsmilehadbecomeawry,andfailedtocoverheremotion;andhewaspuzzled,thinking,’Iwouldn’thavebelievedshehaditinher……’
  "It’snotaneasybusiness,"hesaid;"I’llthinkitover。"
  "Thankyou!"murmuredMrs。Decie。"Youaremostkind。"
  Passingtheschoolroom,helookedinthroughtheopendoor。
  Christianwassittingthere。Thesightofherfaceshockedhim,itwassowhite,soresolutelydumb。Abooklayonherknees;shewasnotreading,butstaringbeforeher。Hethoughtsuddenly:’Poorthing!IfIdon’tsaysomethingtoher,Ishallbeabrute!’
  "MissDevorell,"hesaid:"Youcanreckononhim。"
  Christiantriedtospeak,butherlipstrembledsothatnothingcameforth。
  "Good—night,"saidDawney,andwalkedout……
  ThreedayslaterHarzwassittinginthewindowofhisstudio。Itwasthefirstdayhehadfounditpossibletowork,andnow,tiredout,hestaredthroughtheduskattheslowlylengtheningshadowsoftherafters。Asolitarymosquitohummed,andtwohousesparrows,whohadbuiltbeneaththeroof,chirrupedsleepily。Swallowsdartedbythewindow,dippingtheirbluewingstowardsthequietwater;ahushhadstolenovereverything。Hefellasleep。
  Hewoke,withadimimpressionofsomenearpresence。Inthepaleglimmerfrominnumerablestars,theroomwasfullofshadowyshapes。
  Helithislantern。Theflamedartedforth,bickered,thenslowlylitupthegreatroom。
  "Who’sthere?"
  Arustlingseemedtoanswer。Hepeeredabout,wenttothedoorway,anddrewthecurtain。Awoman’scloakedfigureshrankagainstthewall。Herfacewasburiedinherhands;herarms,fromwhichthecloakfellback,werealonevisible。
  "Christian?"
  Sheranpasthim,andwhenhehadputthelanterndown,wasstandingatthewindow。Sheturnedquicklytohim。"Takemeawayfromhere!
  Letmecomewithyou!"
  "Doyoumeanit?"
  "Yousaidyouwouldn’tgivemeup!"
  "Youknowwhatyouaredoing?"
  Shemadeamotionofassent。
  "Butyoudon’tgraspwhatthismeans。Thingstobearthatyouknownothingof——hungerperhaps!Think,evenhunger!Andyourpeoplewon’tforgive——you’llloseeverything。"
  Sheshookherhead。
  "Imustchoose——it’sonethingortheother。Ican’tgiveyouup!
  Ishouldbeafraid!"
  "But,dear;howcanyoucomewithme?Wecan’tbemarriedhere。"
  "Iamgivingmylifetoyou。"
  "Youaretoogoodforme,"saidHarz。"Thelifeyou’regoinginto——
  maybedark,likethat!"hepointedtothewindow。
  Asoundoffootstepsbrokethehush。Theycouldseeafigureonthepathbelow。Itstopped,seemedtoconsider,vanished。Theyheardthesoundsofgropinghands,ofacreakingdoor,ofuncertainfeetonthestairs。
  Harzseizedherhand。
  "Quick!"hewhispered;"behindthiscanvas!"
  Christianwastremblingviolently。Shedrewherhoodacrossherface。Theheavybreathingandejaculationsofthevisitorwerenowplainlyaudible。
  "He’sthere!Quick!Hide!"
  Sheshookherhead。
  Withathrillathisheart,Harzkissedher,thenwalkedtowardstheentrance。Thecurtainwaspulledaside。
  ItwasHerrPaul,holdingacigarinonehand,hishatintheother,andbreathinghard。
  "Pardon!"hesaidhuskily,"yourstairsaresteep,anddark!maisen,fin!nousvoila!Ihaveventuredtocomeforatalk。"Hisglancefellonthecloakedfigureintheshadow。
  "Pardon!Athousandpardons!Ihadnoidea!Ibegyoutoforgivethisindiscretion!Imaytakeityouresignpretensionsthen?Youhavealadyhere——Ihavenothingmoretosay;Ionlybegamillionpardonsforintruding。Athousandtimesforgiveme!Good—night!"
  Hebowedandturnedtogo。Christiansteppedforward,andletthehoodfallfromherhead。
  "It’sI!"
  HerrPaulpirouetted。
  "GoodGod!"hestammered,droppingcigarandhat。"GoodGod!"
  Thelanternflaredsuddenly,revealinghiscrimson,shakingcheeks。
  "Youcamehere,atnight!You,thedaughterofmywife!"Hiseyeswanderedwithadullglareroundtheroom。
  "Takecare!"criedHarz:"Ifyousayawordagainsther———"
  Thetwomenstaredateachother’seyes。Andwithoutwarning,thelanternflickeredandwentout。Christiandrewthecloakroundheragain。HerrPaul’svoicebrokethesilence;hehadrecoveredhisself—possession。
  "Ah!ah!"hesaid:"Darkness!Tantmieux!Therightthingforwhatwehavetosay。Sincewedonotesteemeachother,itiswellnottoseetoomuch。"
  "Justso,"saidHarz。
  Christianhadcomeclosetothem。Herpalefaceandgreatshiningeyescouldjustbeseenthroughthegloom。
  HerrPaulwavedhisarm;thegesturewasimpressive,annihilating。
  "Thisisamatter,Ibelieve,betweentwomen,"hesaid,addressingHarz。"Letuscometothepoint。Iwilldoyouthecredittosupposethatyouhaveamarriageinview。Youknow,perhaps,thatMissDevorellhasnomoneytillIdie?"
  "Yes。"
  "AndIampassablyyoung!Youhavemoney,then?"
  "No。"
  "Inthatcase,youwouldproposetoliveonair?"
  "No,towork;ithasbeendonebefore。"
  "Itiscalculatedtoincreasehunger!YouarepreparedtotakeMissDevorell,ayoungladyaccustomedtoluxury,intoplaceslike——this!"
  hepeeredabouthim,"intoplacesthatsmellofpaint,intothemilieuof’thepeople,’intothesocietyofBohemians——whoknows?ofanarchists,perhaps?"
  Harzclenchedhishands:"Iwillanswernomorequestions。"
  "Inthatevent,wereachtheultimatum,"saidHerrPaul。"Listen,HerrOutlaw!Ifyouhavenotleftthecountrybynoonto—morrow,youshallbeintroducedtothepolice!"
  Christianutteredacry。Foraminuteinthegloomtheonlysoundheardwastheshort,hardbreathingofthetwomen。
  SuddenlyHarzcried:"Youcoward,Idefyyou!"
  "Coward!"HerrPaulrepeated。"Thatisindeedthelastword。Looktoyourself,myfriend!"