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第8章

  ’Shouldwelive……justasweare,exactly,……supposingI
  agreed?’shefaintlyinquired。
  ’Yes,thatismyidea。’
  ’Quiteprivately,yousay。Howcould——themarriagebequiteprivate?’
  ’IwouldgoawaytoLondonandgetalicense。Thenyoucouldcometome,andreturnagainimmediatelyaftertheceremony。Icouldreturnatleisureandnotasoulintheworldwouldknowwhathadtakenplace。Think,dearest,withwhatafreeconscienceyoucouldthenassistmeinmyeffortstoplumbthesedeepsaboveus!Anyfeelingthatyoumaynowhaveagainstclandestinemeetingsassuchwouldthenberemoved,andourheartswouldbeatrest。’
  Therewasacertainscientificpracticabilityeveninhislove—
  making,anditherecameoutexcellently。Butshesatonwithsuspendedbreath,herheartwildlybeating,whilehewaitedinopen—
  mouthedexpectation。Eachwasswayedbytheemotionwithinthem,muchasthecandle—flamewasswayedbythetempestwithout。Itwasthemostcriticaleveningoftheirlives。
  Thepaleraysofthelittlelanternfelluponherbeautifulface,snuglyandneatlyboundinbyherblackbonnet;butnotabeamofthelanternleakedoutintothenighttosuggesttoanywatchfuleyethathumanlifeatitshighestexcitementwasbeatingwithinthedarkandisolatedtower;forthedomehadnowindows,andeveryshutterthataffordedanopeningforthetelescopewashermeticallyclosed。Predilectionsandmisgivingssoequallystrovewithinherstillyouthfulbreastthatshecouldnotutteraword;herintentionwheeledthiswayandthatlikethebalanceofawatch。Hisunexpectedpropositionhadbroughtaboutthesmartestencounterofinclinationwithprudence,ofimpulsewithreserve,thatshehadeverknown。
  Ofallthereasonsthatshehadexpectedhimtogiveforhisurgentrequesttoseeherthisevening,anofferofmarriagewasprobablythelast。Whetherornotshehadeveramusedherselfwithhypotheticalfanciesonsuchasubject,——anditwasonlynaturalthatsheshouldvaguelyhavedoneso,——thecourageinherprotegecoollytoadvanceit,withoutahintfromherselfthatsuchaproposalwouldbetolerated,showedherthattherewasmoreinhischaracterthanshehadreckonedon:andthediscoveryalmostfrightenedher。Thehumour,attitude,andtenorofherattachmenthadbeenofquiteanunpremeditatedquality,unsuggestiveofanysuchaudacioussolutiontotheirdistressesasthis。
  ’Irepeatmyquestion,dearest,’hesaid,afterherlongpause。
  ’Shallitbedone?OrshallIexilemyself,andstudyasbestI
  can,insomedistantcountry,outofsightandsound?’
  ’Arethosetheonlyalternatives?Yes,yes;Isupposetheyare!’
  Shewaitedyetanothermoment,bentoverhiskneelingfigure,andkissedhisforehead。’Yes;itshallbedone,’shewhispered。’I
  willmarryyou。’
  ’Myangel,Iamcontent!’
  Hedrewheryieldingformtohisheart,andherheadsankuponhisshoulder,ashepressedhistwolipscontinuouslyuponhers。Tosuchhadthestudyofcelestialphysicsbroughttheminthespaceofeightmonths,oneweek,andafewodddays。
  ’Iamweakerthanyou,——fartheweaker,’shewenton,hertearsfalling。’RatherthanloseyououtofmysightIwillmarrywithoutstipulationorcondition。But——Iputittoyourkindness——grantmeonelittlerequest。’
  Heinstantlyassented。
  ’Itisthat,inconsiderationofmypeculiarpositioninthiscounty,——O,youcan’tunderstandit!——youwillnotputanendtotheabsolutesecrecyofourrelationshipwithoutmyfullassent。Also,thatyouwillnevercometoWellandHousewithoutfirstdiscussingwithmetheadvisabilityofthevisit,acceptingmyopiniononthepoint。There,seehowatimidwomantriestofenceherselfin!’
  ’Mydearlady—love,neitherofthosetwohigh—handedcoursesshouldIhavetaken,evenhadyounotstipulatedagainstthem。Theveryessenceofourmarriageplanisthatthosetwoconditionsarekept。
  Iseeaswellasyoudo,evenmorethanyoudo,howimportantitisthatforthepresent,——ay,foralongtimehence——Ishouldstillbebutthecurate’slonelyson,unattachedtoanybodyoranything,withnoobjectofinterestbuthisscience;andyoutherecluseladyofthemanor,towhomheisonlyanacquaintance。’
  ’Seewhatdeceitslovesowsinhonestminds!’
  ’ItwouldbeahumiliationtoyouatpresentthatIcouldnotbearifamarriagebetweenusweremadepublic;aninconveniencewithoutanycompensatingadvantage。’
  ’Iamsogladyouassumeitwithoutmysettingitbeforeyou!NowI
  knowyouarenotonlygoodandtrue,butpoliticandtrustworthy。’
  ’Well,then,hereisourcovenant。Myladyswearstomarryme;I,inreturnforsuchgreatcourtesy,swearnevertocompromiseherbyintrudingatWellandHouse,andtokeepthemarriageconcealedtillIhavewonapositionworthyofher。’
  ’OrtillIrequestittobemadeknown,’sheadded,possiblyforeseeingacontingencywhichhadnotoccurredtohim。
  ’Ortillyourequestit,’herepeated。
  ’Itisagreed,’murmuredLadyConstantine,XVI
  Afterthisthereonlyremainedtobesettledbetweenthemthepracticaldetailsoftheproject。
  Thesewerethatheshouldleavehomeinacoupleofdays,andtakelodgingseitherinthedistantcityofBathorinaconvenientsuburbofLondon,tillasufficienttimeshouldhaveelapsedtosatisfylegalrequirements;thatonafinemorningattheendofthistimesheshouldhieawaytothesameplace,andbemetatthestationbySt。Cleeve,armedwiththemarriagelicense;whencetheyshouldatonceproceedtothechurchfixeduponfortheceremony;
  returninghomeindependentlyinthecourseofthenexttwoorthreedays。
  Whilethesetacticswereunderdiscussionthetwo—and—thirtywindsofheavencontinued,asbefore,tobeataboutthetower,thoughtheironsetsappearedtobesomewhatlesseninginforce。Himselfnowcalmedandsatisfied,Swithin,asisthewontofhumanity,tookserenerviewsofNature’scrushingmechanicswithout,andsaid,’Thewinddoesn’tseemdisposedtoputthetragicperiodtoourhopesandfearsthatIspokeofinmymomentarydespair。’
  ’Thedispositionofthewindisasviciousasever,’sheanswered,lookingintohisfacewithpausingthoughtson,perhaps,othersubjectsthanthatdiscussed。’Itisyourmoodofviewingitthathaschanged。"Thereisnothingeithergoodorbad,butthinkingmakesitso。"’
  And,asifflatlytostultifySwithin’sassumption,acircularhurricane,exceedinginviolenceanythathadprecededit,seizedholduponRings—HillSpeeratthatmomentwiththedeterminationofaconsciousagent。Thefirstsensationofaresultingcatastrophewasconveyedtotheirintelligencebytheflappingofthecandle—
  flameagainstthelantern—glass;thenthewind,whichhithertotheyhadheardratherthanfelt,rubbedpastthemlikeafugitive。
  Swithinbeheldaroundandabovehim,inplaceoftheconcavityofthedome,theopenheaven,withitsracingclouds,remotehorizon,andintermittentgleamofstars。Thedomethathadcoveredthetowerhadbeenwhirledoffbodily;andtheyhearditdescendcrashinguponthetrees。
  FindinghimselfuntouchedSwithinstretchedouthisarmstowardsLadyConstantine,whoseapparelhadbeenseizedbythespinningair,nearlyliftingheroffherlegs。She,too,wasasyetunharmed。
  Eachheldtheotherforamoment,when,fearingthatsomethingfurtherwouldhappen,theytookshelterinthestaircase。
  ’Dearest,whatanescape!’hesaid,stillholdingher。
  ’Whatistheaccident?’sheasked。’Hasthewholetopreallygone?’
  ’Thedomehasbeenblownofftheroof。’
  Assoonasitwaspracticableherelittheextinguishedlantern,andtheyemergedagainupontheleads,wheretheextentofthedisasterbecameatonceapparent。Savingtheabsenceoftheenclosinghemisphereallremainedthesame。Thedome,beingconstructedofwood,waslightbycomparisonwiththerestofthestructure,andthewheelswhichallowedithorizontal,or,asSwithinexpressedit,azimuthmotion,denieditafirmholduponthewalls;sothatithadbeenliftedoffthemlikeacoverfromapot。Theequatorialstoodinthemidstasithadstoodbefore。
  Havingexecuteditsgrotesquepurposethewindsanktocomparativemildness。Swithintookadvantageofthislullbycoveringuptheinstrumentswithcloths,afterwhichthebetrothedcouplepreparedtogodownstairs。
  Buttheeventsofthenighthadnotyetfullydisclosedthemselves。
  Atthismomenttherewasasoundoffootstepsandaknockingatthedoorbelow。
  ’Itcan’tbeforme!’saidLadyConstantine。’Iretiredtomyroombeforeleavingthehouse,andtoldthemonnoaccounttodisturbme。’
  SheremainedatthetopwhileSwithinwentdownthespiral。InthegloomhebeheldHannah。
  ’OMasterSwithin,canyecomehome!Thewindhavebloweddownthechimleythatdon’tsmoke,andthepinning—endwithit;andtheoldancienthouse,thathavebeeninyourfamilysolongasthememoryofman,isnakedtotheworld!Itisamercythatyourgrammerwerenotkilled,sittingbythehearth,pooroldsoul,andsoontowalkwi’God,——for’a’sgettingwamblingonherpins,Mr。Swithin,asagedfolksdo。AsIsay,’awasallbutmurderedbytheelements,anddoingnomoreharmthanthebabesinthewood,norspeakingoneharmfulword。AndthefireandsmokewereblowedallacrosshouselikeachapterinRevelation;andyourpoorreverentfather’sfeaturesscorchedtoflakes,lookinglikethevilestruffian,andthegiltframespoiled!Everyflitch,everyeye—piece,andeverychineisburiedunderthewalling;andIfedthempigswithmyownhands,MasterSwithin,littlethinkingtheywouldcometothisend。
  Doyecollectyourself,Mr。Swithin,andcomeatonce!’
  ’Iwill,——Iwill。I’llfollowyouinamoment。Doyouhastenbackagainandassist。’
  WhenHannahhaddepartedtheyoungmanranuptoLadyConstantine,towhomheexplainedtheaccident。AftersympathizingwitholdMrs。
  MartinLadyConstantineadded,’Ithoughtsomethingwouldoccurtomarourscheme!’
  ’Iamnotquitesureofthatyet。’
  Onashortconsiderationwithhim,sheagreedtowaitatthetopofthetowertillhecouldcomebackandinformheriftheaccidentwerereallysoseriousastointerferewithhisplanfordeparture。
  Hethenlefther,andthereshesatinthedark,alone,lookingovertheparapet,andstraininghereyesinthedirectionofthehomestead。
  Atfirstallwasobscurity;butwhenhehadbeengoneabouttenminuteslightsbegantomovetoandfrointhehollowwherethehousestood,andshoutsoccasionallymingledwiththewind,whichretainedsomeviolenceyet,playingoverthetreesbeneathherasonthestringsofalyre。Butnotaboughofthemwasvisible,acloakofblacknesscoveringeverythingnetherward;whileoverheadthewindyskylookeddownwithastrangeanddisguisedface,thethreeorfourstarsthatalonewerevisiblebeingsodissociatedbycloudsthatsheknewnotwhichtheywere。UnderanyothercircumstancesLadyConstantinemighthavefeltanamelessfearinthussittingaloftonalonelycolumn,withaforestgroaningunderherfeet,andpalaeolithicdeadmenfeedingitsroots;buttherecentpassionatedecisionstirredherpulsestoanintensitybesidewhichtheordinarytremorsoffeminineexistenceassertedthemselvesinvain。
  Theapocalypticeffectofthescenesurroundingherwas,indeed,notinharmonious,andaffordedanappropriatebackgroundtoherintentions。
  Afterwhatseemedtoheraninterminablespaceoftime,quickstepsinthestaircasebecameaudibleabovetheroarofthefirs,andinafewinstantsSt。Cleeveagainstoodbesideher。
  Thecaseofthehomesteadwasserious。Hannah’saccounthadnotbeenexaggeratedinsubstance:thegableendofthehousewasopentothegarden;thejoists,leftwithoutsupport,haddropped,andwiththemtheupperfloor。Bythehelpofsomelabourers,wholivednear,andLadyConstantine’smanAnthony,whowaspassingatthetime,thehomesteadhadbeenproppedup,andprotectedforthenightbysomerickcloths;butSwithinfeltthatitwouldbeselfishinthehighestdegreetoleavetwolonelyoldwomentothemselvesatthisjuncture。’Inshort,’heconcludeddespondently,’IcannotgotostayinBathorLondonjustnow;perhapsnotforanotherfortnight!’
  ’Nevermind,’shesaid。’Afortnighthencewilldoaswell。’
  ’AndIhavetheseforyou,’hecontinued。’YourmanGreenwaspassingmygrandmother’sonhiswaybackfromWarborne,wherehehadbeen,hesays,foranylettersthathadcomeforyoubytheeveningpost。AshestayedtoassisttheothermenItoldhimIwouldgoontoyourhousewiththelettershehadbrought。OfcourseIdidnottellhimIshouldseeyouhere。’
  ’Thankyou。Ofcoursenot。NowI’llreturnatonce。’
  Indescendingthecolumnhereyefelluponthesuperscriptionofoneoftheletters,andsheopenedandglancedoveritbythelanternlight。Sheseemedstartled,and,musing,said,’Thepostponementofour——intentionmustbe,Ifear,foralongtime。IfindthataftertheendofthismonthIcannotleavehomesafely,evenforaday。’
  Perceivingthathewasabouttoaskwhy,sheadded,’Iwillnottroubleyouwiththereasonnow;itwouldonlyharassyou。Itisonlyafamilybusiness,andcannotbehelped。’
  ’Thenwecannotbemarriedtill——Godknowswhen!’saidSwithinblankly。’Icannotleavehometillafterthenextweekortwo;youcannotleavehomeunlesswithinthattime。Sowhatarewetodo?’
  ’Idonotknow。’
  ’Mydear,dearone,don’tletusbebeatenlikethis!Don’tletawell—consideredplanbeoverthrownbyamereaccident!Here’saremedy。DoYOUgoandstaytherequisitetimeintheparishwearetobemarriedin,insteadofme。WhenmygrandmotherisagainwellhousedIcancometoyou,insteadofyoutome,aswefirstsaid。
  Thenitcanbedonewithinthetime。’
  Reluctantly,shyly,andyetwithacertaingladnessofheart,shegavewaytohisproposalthattheyshouldchangeplacesintheprogramme。Therewasmuchthatshedidnotlikeinit,shesaid。
  Itseemedtoherasifsheweretakingtheinitiativebygoingandattendingtothepreliminaries。Itwastheman’sparttodothat,inheropinion,andwasusuallyundertakenbyhim。
  ’But,’arguedSwithin,’therearecasesinwhichthewomandoesgivethenotices,andsoon;thatistosay,whenthemanisabsolutelyhinderedfromdoingso;andoursissuchacase。Theseemingisnothing;Iknowthetruth,andwhatdoesitmatter?Youdonotrefuse——retractyourwordtobemywife,because,toavoidasickeningdelay,theformalitiesrequireyoutoattendtotheminplaceofme?’
  Shedidnotrefuse,shesaid。Inshortsheagreedtohisentreaty。
  Theyhad,intruth,gonesofarintheirdreamofunionthattherewasnodrawingbacknow。Whicheverofthemwasforcedbycircumstancestobetheprotagonistintheenterprise,thethingmustbedone。Theirintentiontobecomehusbandandwife,atfirsthaltingandtimorous,hadaccumulatedmomentumwiththelapseofhours,tillitnowboredowneveryobstacleinitscourse。
  ’Sinceyoubegmeto,——sincethereisnoalternativebetweenmygoingandalongpostponement,’shesaid,astheystoodinthedarkporchofWellandHousebeforeparting,——’sinceIamtogofirst,andseemtobethepioneerinthisadventure,promiseme,Swithin,promiseyourViviette,thatinyearstocome,whenperhapsyoumaynotlovemesowarmlyasyoudonow——’
  ’Thatwillneverbe。’
  ’Well,hopingitwillnot,butsupposingitshould,promisemethatyouwillneverreproachmeastheonewhotooktheinitiativewhenitshouldhavebeenyourself,forgettingthatitwasatyourrequest;promisethatyouwillneversayIshowedimmodestreadinesstodoso,oranythingwhichmayimplyyourobliviousnessofthefactthatIactinobediencetonecessityandyourearnestprayer。’
  Needitbesaidthathepromisednevertoreproachherwiththatoranyotherthingaslongastheyshouldlive?Thefewdetailsofthereversedarrangementweresoonsettled,Bathbeingtheplacefinallydecidedon。Then,withawarmaudacitywhicheventshadencouraged,hepressedhertohisbreast,andshesilentlyenteredthehouse。
  Hereturnedtothehomestead,theretoattendtotheunexpecteddutiesofrepairingthehavocwroughtbythegale。
  Thatnight,inthesolitudeofherchamber,LadyConstantinereopenedandreadthesubjoinedletter——oneofthosehandedtoherbySt。Cleeve:——
  "—————STREET,PICCADILLY,October15,18——。
  ’DEARVIVIETTE,——YouwillbesurprisedtolearnthatIaminEngland,andthatIamagainoutofharness——unlessyoushouldhaveseenthelatterinthepapers。RioJaneiromaydoformonkeys,butitwon’tdoforme。HavingresignedtheappointmentIhavereturnedhere,asapreliminarysteptofindinganotherventformyenergies;
  inotherwords,anothermilchcowformysustenance。Iknewnothingwhateverofyourhusband’sdeathtilltwodaysago;sothatanyletterfromyouonthesubject,atthetimeitbecameknown,musthavemiscarried。Hypocrisyatsuchamomentisworsethanuseless,andIthereforedonotcondolewithyou,particularlyastheevent,thoughnewtoabanishedmanlikeme,occurredsolongsince。Youarebetterwithouthim,Viviette,andarenowjustthelimbfordoingsomethingforyourself,notwithstandingthethreadbarestateinwhichyouseemtohavebeencastupontheworld。Youarestillyoung,and,asIimagine(unlessyouhavevastlyalteredsinceI
  beheldyou),good—looking:thereforemakeupyourmindtoretrieveyourpositionbyamatchwithoneofthelocalcelebrities;andyouwoulddowelltobegindrawingneighbouringcoversatonce。A
  genialsquire,withmoreweightthanwit,morerealtythanweight,andmorepersonaltythanrealty(consideringthecircumstances),wouldbebestforyou。Youmightmakeapositionforusbothbysomesuchalliance;for,totellthetruth,Ihavehadbutin—and—
  outlucksofar。Ishallbewithyouinlittlemorethanafortnight,whenwewilltalkoverthematterseriously,ifyoudon’tobject。——Youraffectionatebrother,LOUIS。’
  Itwasthisallusiontoherbrother’scomingvisitwhichhadcaughthereyeinthetowerstaircase,andledtoamodificationintheweddingarrangement。
  HavingreadtheletterthroughonceLadyConstantineflungitasidewithanimpatientlittlestampthatshookthedecayingoldfloorandcasement。Itscontentsproducedperturbation,misgiving,butnotretreat。Thedeepglowofenchantmentshedbytheideaofaprivateunionwithherbeautifulyoungloverkilledthepalelightofcoldreasoningfromanindifferentlygoodrelative。
  ’Oh,no,’shemurmured,asshesat,coveringherfacewithherhand。
  ’NotforwealthuntoldcouldIgivehimupnow!’
  Noargument,shortofApolloinpersonfromtheclouds,wouldhaveinfluencedher。Shemadeherpreparationsfordepartureasifnothinghadintervened。
  XVII
  InherdaysofprosperityLadyConstantinehadoftengonetothecityofBath,eitherfrivolously,forshoppingpurposes,ormusico—
  religiously,toattendchoirfestivalsintheabbey;sotherewasnothingsurprisinginherrevertingtoanoldpractice。Thatthejourneymightappeartobeofasomewhatsimilarnatureshetookwithhertheservantwhohadbeenaccustomedtoaccompanyheronformeroccasions,thoughthewoman,havingnowleftherservice,andsettledinthevillageasthewifeofAnthonyGreen,withayoungchildonherhands,couldwithsomedifficultyleavehome。LadyConstantineovercametheanxiousmother’sscruplesbyprovidingthatyoungGreenshouldbewellcaredfor;andknowingthatshecouldcountuponthiswoman’sfidelity,ifuponanybody’s,incaseofanaccident(foritwaschieflyLadyConstantine’sexertionsthathadmadeanhonestwifeofMrs。Green),shedepartedforafortnight’sabsence。
  Thenextdayfoundmistressandmaidsettledinlodgingsinanoldplum—colouredbrickstreet,whichahundredyearsagocouldboastofrankandfashionamongitsresidents,thoughnowthebroadfan—lightovereachbroaddooradmittedthesuntothehallsofalodging—
  housekeeperonly。Thelamp—postswerestillthosethathaddonedutywithoillights;andrheumaticoldcoachmenandpostilions,thatoncehaddrivenandriddengloriouslyfromLondontoLand’sEnd,ornamentedwiththeirbentpersonsandbowlegsthepavementinfrontofthechiefinn,inthesorryhopeofearningsixpencetokeepbodyandsoultogether。
  ’Wearekeptwellinformedonthetimeo’day,mylady,’saidMrs。
  Green,asshepulleddowntheblindsinLadyConstantine’sroomontheeveningoftheirarrival。’There’sachurchexactlyatthebackofus,andIheareveryhourstrike。’
  LadyConstantinesaidshehadnoticedthattherewasachurchquitenear。
  ’Well,itisbettertohavethatatthebackthanotherfolks’
  winders。Andifyourladyshipwantstogothereitwon’tbefartowalk。’
  ’That’swhatoccurredtome,’saidLadyConstantine,’IFIshouldwanttogo。’
  Duringtheensuingdaysshefelttotheutmostthetediousnessofwaitingmerelythattimemightpass。Notasoulknewherthere,andsheknewnotasoul,acircumstancewhich,whileitaddedtohersenseofsecrecy,intensifiedhersolitude。Occasionallyshewenttoashop,withGreenashercompanion。Thoughtherewerepurchasestobemade,theywerebynomeansofapressingnature,andbutpoorlyfilledupthevacanciesofthosestrange,speculativedays,——
  dayssurroundedbyashadeoffear,yetpoetizedbysweetexpectation。
  OnthethirteenthdayshetoldGreenthatshewasgoingtotakeawalk,andleavingthehouseshepassedbytheobscureststreetstotheAbbey。Afterwanderingaboutbeneaththeaislestillhercouragewasscrewedtoitshighest,shewentoutattheotherside,and,lookingtimidlyroundtoseeifanybodyfollowed,walkedontillshecametoacertaindoor,whichshereachedjustatthemomentwhenherheartbegantosinktoitsverylowest,renderingallthescrewingupinvain。
  WhetheritwasbecausethemonthwasOctober,orfromanyotherreason,thedesertedaspectofthequarteringeneralsatespeciallyonthisbuilding。Moreoverthepavementwasup,andheapsofstoneandgravelobstructedthefootway。Nobodywascoming,nobodywasgoing,inthatthoroughfare;sheappearedtobethesingleoneofthehumanracebentuponmarriagebusiness,whichseemedtohavebeenunanimouslyabandonedbyalltherestoftheworldasprovenfolly。ButshethoughtofSwithin,hisblondehair,ardenteyes,andeloquentlips,andwascarriedonwardbytheveryreflection。
  Enteringthesurrogate’sroomLadyConstantinemanaged,atthelastjuncture,tostatehererrandintonessocollectedastostartleevenherselftowhichherlistenerrepliedalsoasifthewholethingwerethemostnaturalintheworld。Whenitcametotheaffirmationthatshehadlivedfifteendaysintheparish,shesaidwithdismay——
  ’Ono!Ithoughtthefifteendaysmeanttheintervalofresidencebeforethemarriagetakesplace。Ihavelivedhereonlythirteendaysandahalf。NowImustcomeagain!’
  ’Ah——well——Ithinkyouneednotbesoparticular,’saidthesurrogate。’Asamatteroffact,thoughtheletterofthelawrequiresfifteendays’residence,manypeoplemakefivesufficient。
  Theprovisionisinserted,asyoudoubtlessareaware,tohinderrunawaymarriagesasmuchaspossible,andsecretunions,andothersuchobjectionablepractices。Youneednotcomeagain。’
  ThateveningLadyConstantinewrotetoSwithinSt。Cleevethelastletterofthefortnight:——
  ’MYDEAREST,——Docometomeassoonasyoucan。ByasortoffavouringblunderIhavebeenabletoshortenthetimeofwaitingbyaday。Comeatonce,forIamalmostbrokendownwithapprehension。
  Itseemsratherrashatmoments,allthis,andIwishyouwereheretoreassureme。IdidnotknowIshouldfeelsoalarmed。Iamfrightenedateveryfootstep,anddreadlestanybodywhoknowsmeshouldaccostme,andfindoutwhyIamhere。IsometimeswonderhowIcouldhaveagreedtocomeandenactyourpart,butIdidnotrealizehowtryingitwouldbe。Yououghtnottohaveaskedme,Swithin;uponmyword,itwastoocruelofyou,andIwillpunishyouforitwhenyoucome!ButIwon’tupbraid。Ihopethehomesteadisrepairedthathascostmeallthissacrificeofmodesty。IfitwereanybodyintheworldbutYOUinquestionI
  wouldrushhome,withoutwaitingherefortheendofit,——IreallythinkIwould!But,dearest,no。Imustshowmystrengthnow,orletitbeforeverhid。Thebarriersofceremonyarebrokendownbetweenus,anditisforthebestthatIamhere。’
  Andyet,atnopointofthistryingpreludeneedLadyConstantinehavefearedforherstrength。Deedsinthisconnexiondemandtheparticularkindofcouragethatsuchperfervidwomenareendowedwith,thecourageoftheiremotions,inwhichyoungmenareoftenlamentablydeficient。Herfearwas,intruth,thefearofbeingdiscoveredinanunwontedposition;notoftheactitself。Andthoughherletterwasinitswayatrueexpositionofherfeeling,haditbeennecessarytogothroughthewholelegalprocessoveragainshewouldhavebeenfoundequaltotheemergency。
  IthadbeenforsomedaysapointofanxietywithherwhattodowithGreenduringthemorningofthewedding。Chanceunexpectedlyhelpedherinthisdifficulty。ThedaybeforethepurchaseofthelicenseGreencametoLadyConstantinewithaletterinherhandfromherhusbandAnthony,herfaceaslongasafiddle。
  ’Ihopethere’snothingthematter?’saidLadyConstantine。
  ’Thechild’stookbad,mylady!’saidMrs。Green,withsuspendedfloodsofwaterinhereyes。’IlovethechildbetterthanIshallloveallthemthat’scomingputtogether;forhe’sbeenagoodboytohismothereversincetwelveweeksaforehewasborn!’Twashe,atenderdeary,thatmadeAnthonymarryme,andtherebyturnedhisselffromalittlecalamitytoalittleblessing!For,asyouknow,themanwereabackwardmaninthechurchparto’matrimony,mylady;thoughhe’lldoanythingwhenhe’sforcedabitbyhismanlyfeelings。Andnowtolosethechild——hoo—hoo—hoo!WhatshallIdoo!’
  ’Well,youwanttogohomeatonce,Isuppose?’
  Mrs。Greenexplained,betweenhersobs,thatsuchwasherdesire;
  andthoughthiswasadayortwosoonerthanhermistresshadwishedtobeleftalonesheconsentedtoGreen’sdeparture。Soduringtheafternoonherwomanwentoff,withdirectionstoprepareforLadyConstantine’sreturnintwoorthreedays。Butastheexactdayofherreturnwasuncertainnocarriagewastobesenttothestationtomeether,herintentionbeingtohireonefromthehotel。
  LadyConstantinewasnowleftinuttersolitudetoawaitherlover’sarrival。
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  AmorebeautifulOctobermorningthanthatofthenextdayneverbeamedintotheWellandvalleys。Theyearlydissolutionofleafagewassettinginapace。Thefoliageoftheparktreesrapidlyresolveditselfintothemultitudeofcomplexionswhichmarkthesubtlegradesofdecay,reflectingwetlightsofsuchinnumerablehuesthatitwasawondertothinktheirbeautiesonlyarepetitionofscenesthathadbeenexhibitedthereonscoresofpreviousOctobers,andhadbeenallowedtopassawaywithoutasingledirgefromtheimperturbablebeingswhowalkedamongthem。Farintheshadowssemi—opaquescreensofbluehazemademysteriesofthecommonestgravel—pit,dingle,orrecess。
  ThewoodencabinatthefootofRings—HillSpeerhadbeenfurnishedbySwithinasasittingandsleepingapartment,somelittlewhilebeforethistime;forhehadfoundithighlyconvenient,duringnightobservationsatthetopofthecolumn,toremainonthespotallnight,nottodisturbhisgrandmotherbypassinginandoutofthehouse,andtosavehimselfthelabourofincessantlycrossingthefield。
  Hewouldmuchhavelikedtotellherthesecret,and,haditbeenhisowntotell,wouldprobablyhavedoneso;butsharingitwithanobjectorwhoknewnothisgrandmother’saffectionsowellashedidhimself,therewasnoalternativetoholdinghistongue。Themoreeffectuallytoguardithedecidedtosleepatthecabinduringthetwoorthreenightsprevioustohisdeparture,leavingwordatthehomesteadthatinadayortwohewasgoingonanexcursion。