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第3章

  ’Perhapsitdoes。However,’headdedmorecheerfully,’thoughI
  feelthestudytobeonealmosttragicinitsquality,IhopetobethenewCopernicus。WhathewastothesolarsystemIaimtobetothesystemsbeyond。’
  Then,bymeansoftheinstrumentathand,theytravelledtogetherfromtheearthtoUranusandthemysteriousoutskirtsofthesolarsystem;fromthesolarsystemtoastarintheSwan,thenearestfixedstarinthenorthernsky;fromthestarintheSwantoremoterstars;thencetotheremotestvisible;tilltheghastlychasmwhichtheyhadbridgedbyafragilelineofsightwasrealizedbyLadyConstantine。
  ’Wearenowtraversingdistancesbesidewhichtheimmenselinestretchingfromtheearthtothesunisbutaninvisiblepoint,’
  saidtheyouth。’When,justnow,wehadreachedaplanetwhoseremotenessisahundredtimestheremotenessofthesunfromtheearth,wewereonlyatwothousandthpartofthejourneytothespotatwhichwehaveopticallyarrivednow。’
  ’Oh,praydon’t;itoverpowersme!’shereplied,notwithoutseriousness。’Itmakesmefeelthatitisnotworthwhiletolive;
  itquiteannihilatesme。’
  ’Ifitannihilatesyourladyshiptoroamovertheseyawningspacesjustonce,thinkhowitmustannihilatemetobe,asitwere,inconstantsuspensionamidthemnightafternight。’
  ’Yes……ItwasnotreallythissubjectthatIcametoseeyouupon,Mr。St。Cleeve,’shebeganasecondtime。’Itwasapersonalmatter。’
  ’Iamlistening,LadyConstantine。’
  ’Iwilltellityou。Yetno,——notthismoment。Letusfinishthisgrandsubjectfirst;itdwarfsmine。’
  Itwouldhavebeendifficulttojudgefromheraccentswhethershewereafraidtobroachherownmatter,orreallyinterestedinhis。
  Oracertainyouthfulpridethatheevidencedatbeingtheelucidatorofsuchalargetheme,andathavingdrawnhertheretohearandobserveit,mayhaveinclinedhertoindulgehimforkindness’sake。
  Thereuponhetookexceptiontoheruseoftheword’grand’asdescriptiveoftheactualuniverse:
  ’Theimaginarypictureoftheskyastheconcavityofadomewhosebaseextendsfromhorizontohorizonofourearthisgrand,simplygrand,andIwishIhadnevergotbeyondlookingatitinthatway。
  Buttheactualskyisahorror。’
  ’Anewviewofouroldfriends,thestars,’shesaid,smilingupatthem。
  ’Butsuchanobviouslytrueone!’saidtheyoungman。’Youwouldhardlythink,atfirst,thathorridmonsterslieuptherewaitingtobediscoveredbyanymoderatelypenetratingmind——monsterstowhichthoseoftheoceansbearnosortofcomparison。’
  ’Whatmonstersmaytheybe?’
  ’Impersonalmonsters,namely,Immensities。Untilapersonhasthoughtoutthestarsandtheirinter—spaces,hehashardlylearntthattherearethingsmuchmoreterriblethanmonstersofshape,namely,monstersofmagnitudewithoutknownshape。Suchmonstersarethevoidsandwasteplacesofthesky。Look,forinstance,atthosepiecesofdarknessintheMilkyWay,’hewenton,pointingwithhisfingertowherethegalaxystretchedacrossovertheirheadswiththeluminousnessofafrostedweb。’YouseethatdarkopeninginitneartheSwan?Thereisastillmoreremarkableonesouthoftheequator,calledtheCoalSack,asasortofnicknamethathasafarcicalforcefromitsveryinadequacy。Intheseoursightplungesquitebeyondanytwinklerwehaveyetvisited。Thosearedeepwellsforthehumanmindtoletitselfdowninto,leavealonethehumanbody!andthinkofthesidecavernsandsecondaryabyssestorightandleftasyoupasson!’
  LadyConstantinewasheedfulandsilent。
  Hetriedtogiveheryetanotherideaofthesizeoftheuniverse;
  neverwasthereamoreardentendeavourtobringdowntheimmeasurabletohumancomprehension!Byfiguresofspeechandaptcomparisonshetookhermindintoleading—strings,compellinghertofollowhimintowildernessesofwhichshehadneverinherlifeevenrealizedtheexistence。
  ’Thereisasizeatwhichdignitybegins,’heexclaimed;’furtheronthereisasizeatwhichgrandeurbegins;furtheronthereisasizeatwhichsolemnitybegins;furtheron,asizeatwhichawfulnessbegins;furtheron,asizeatwhichghastlinessbegins。Thatsizefaintlyapproachesthesizeofthestellaruniverse。SoamInotrightinsayingthatthosemindswhoexerttheirimaginativepowerstoburythemselvesinthedepthsofthatuniversemerelystraintheirfacultiestogainanewhorror?’
  Standing,asshestood,inthepresenceofthestellaruniverse,undertheveryeyesoftheconstellations,LadyConstantineapprehendedsomethingoftheearnestyouth’sargument。
  ’Andtoaddanewweirdnesstowhattheskypossessesinitssizeandformlessness,thereisinvolvedthequalityofdecay。Forallthewonderoftheseeverlastingstars,eternalspheres,andwhatnot,theyarenoteverlasting,theyarenoteternal;theyburnoutlikecandles。YouseethatdyingoneinthebodyoftheGreaterBear?Twocenturiesagoitwasasbrightastheothers。Thesensesmaybecometerrifiedbyplungingamongthemastheyare,butthereisapitifulnessevenintheirglory。Imaginethemallextinguished,andyourmindfeelingitswaythroughaheavenoftotaldarkness,occasionallystrikingagainsttheblack,invisiblecindersofthosestars……Ifyouarecheerful,andwishtoremainso,leavethestudyofastronomyalone。Ofallthesciences,italonedeservesthecharacteroftheterrible。’
  ’Iamnotaltogethercheerful。’
  ’Thenif,ontheotherhand,youarerestlessandanxiousaboutthefuture,studyastronomyatonce。Yourtroubleswillbereducedamazingly。Butyourstudywillreducetheminasingularway,byreducingtheimportanceofeverything。Sothatthescienceisstillterrible,evenasapanacea。Itisquiteimpossibletothinkatalladequatelyofthesky——ofwhattheskysubstantiallyis,withoutfeelingitasajuxtaposednightmare。Itisbetter——farbetter——formentoforgettheuniversethantobearitclearlyinmind!……
  Butyousaytheuniversewasnotreallywhatyoucametoseemeabout。Whatwasit,mayIask,LadyConstantine?’
  Shemused,andsighed,andturnedtohimwithsomethingpatheticinher。
  ’Theimmensityofthesubjectyouhaveengagedmeonhascompletelycrushedmysubjectoutofme!Yoursiscelestial;minelamentablyhuman!Andthelessmustgivewaytothegreater。’
  ’Butisit,inahumansense,andapartfrommacrocosmicmagnitudes,important?’heinquired,atlastattractedbyhermanner;forhebegantoperceive,inspiteofhisprepossession,thatshehadreallysomethingonhermind。
  ’Itisasimportantaspersonaltroublesusuallyare。’
  NotwithstandingherpreconceivednotionofcomingtoSwithinasemployertodependant,aschatelainetopage,shewasfallingintoconfidentialintercoursewithhim。Hisvastandromanticendeavourslenthimapersonalforceandcharmwhichshecouldnotbutapprehend。Inthepresenceoftheimmensitiesthathisyoungmindhad,asitwere,broughtdownfromabovetohers,theybecameunconsciouslyequal。Therewas,moreover,aninbornlikinginLadyConstantinetodwelllessonherpermanentpositionasacountyladythanonherpassingemotionsasawoman。
  ’IwillpostponethematterIcametochargeyouwith,’sheresumed,smiling。’Imustreconsiderit。NowIwillreturn。’
  ’Allowmetoshowyououtthroughthetreesandacrossthefields?’
  Shesaidneitheradistinctyesnorno;and,descendingthetower,theythreadedthefirsandcrossedtheploughedfield。Byanoddcoincidenceheremarked,whentheydrewneartheGreatHouse——
  ’Youmaypossiblybeinterestedinknowing,LadyConstantine,thatthatmedium—sizedstaryouseeoverthere,lowdowninthesouth,ispreciselyoverSirBlountConstantine’sheadinthemiddleofAfrica。’
  ’Howverystrangethatyoushouldhavesaidso!’sheanswered。’YouhavebroachedformetheverysubjectIhadcometospeakof。’
  ’Onadomesticmatter?’hesaid,withsurprise。
  ’Yes。Whatasmallmatteritseemsnow,afterourastronomicalstupendousness!andyetonmywaytoyouitsofartranscendedtheordinarymattersofmylifeasthesubjectyouhaveledmeuptotranscendsthis。But,’withalittlelaugh,’Iwillendeavourtosinkdowntosuchephemeraltrivialitiesashumantragedy,andexplain,sinceIhavecome。Thepointis,Iwantahelper:nowomaneverwantedonemore。FordaysIhavewantedatrustyfriendwhocouldgoonasecreterrandforme。Itisnecessarythatmymessengershouldbeeducated,shouldbeintelligent,shouldbesilentasthegrave。Doyougivemeyoursolemnpromiseastothelastpoint,ifIconfideinyou?’
  ’Mostemphatically,LadyConstantine。’
  ’Yourrighthanduponthecompact。’
  Hegavehishand,andraisedherstohislips。Inadditiontohisrespectforherastheladyofthemanor,therewastheadmirationoftwentyyearsfortwenty—eightornineinsuchrelations。
  ’Itrustyou,’shesaid。’Now,beyondtheaboveconditions,itwasspeciallynecessarythatmyagentshouldhaveknownSirBlountConstantinewellbysightwhenhewasathome。Fortheerrandisconcerningmyhusband;IammuchdisturbedatwhatIhaveheardabouthim。’
  ’Iamindeedsorrytoknowit。’
  ’Thereareonlytwopeopleintheparishwhofulfilalltheconditions,——Mr。Torkingham,andyourself。IsentforMr。
  Torkingham,andhecame。Icouldnottellhim。Ifeltatthelastmomentthathewouldn’tdo。IhavecometoyoubecauseIthinkyouwilldo。Thisisit:myhusbandhasledmeandalltheworldtobelievethatheisinAfrica,huntinglions。IhavehadamysteriousletterinformingmethathehasbeenseeninLondon,inverypeculiarcircumstances。ThetruthofthisIwantascertained。
  Willyougoonthejourney?’
  ’Personally,Iwouldgototheendoftheworldforyou,LadyConstantine;but——’
  ’Nobuts!’
  ’HowcanIleave?’
  ’Whynot?’
  ’Iampreparingaworkonvariablestars。ThereisoneofthesewhichIhaveexceptionallyobservedforseveralmonths,andonthismygreattheoryismainlybased。Ithasbeenhithertocalledirregular;butIhavedetectedaperiodicityinitsso—calledirregularitieswhich,ifproved,wouldaddsomeveryvaluablefactstothoseknownonthissubject,oneofthemostinteresting,perplexing,andsuggestiveinthewholefieldofastronomy。Now,toclinchmytheory,thereshouldbeasuddenvariationthisweek,——oratlatestnextweek,——andIhavetowatcheverynightnottoletitpass。Youseemyreasonfordeclining,LadyConstantine。’
  ’Youngmenarealwayssoselfish!’shesaid。
  ’Itmightruinthewholeofmyyear’slabourifIleavenow!’
  returnedtheyouth,greatlyhurt。’Couldyounotwaitafortnightlonger?’
  ’No,——no。Don’tthinkthatIhaveaskedyou,pray。Ihavenowishtoinconvenienceyou。’
  ’LadyConstantine,don’tbeangrywithme!Willyoudothis,——watchthestarformewhileIamgone?Ifyouarepreparedtodoiteffectually,Iwillgo。’
  ’Willitbemuchtrouble?’
  ’Itwillbesometrouble。Youwouldhavetocomehereeverycleareveningaboutnine。Iftheskywerenotclear,thenyouwouldhavetocomeatfourinthemorning,shouldthecloudshavedispersed。’
  ’Couldnotthetelescopebebroughttomyhouse?’
  Swithinshookhishead。
  ’Perhapsyoudidnotobserveitsrealsize,——thatitwasfixedtoaframe—work?Icouldnotaffordtobuyanequatorial,andIhavebeenobligedtorigupanapparatusofmyowndevising,soastomakeitinsomemeasureanswerthepurposeofanequatorial。ItCOULDbemoved,butIwouldrathernottouchit。’
  ’Well,I’llgotothetelescope,’shewenton,withanemphasisthatwasnotwhollyplayful。’YouarethemostungallantyouthIevermetwith;butIsupposeImustsetthatdowntoscience。Yes,I’llgotothetoweratnineeverynight。’
  ’Andalone?Ishouldprefertokeepmypursuitsthereunknown。’
  ’Andalone,’sheanswered,quiteoverbornebyhisinflexibility。
  ’Youwillnotmissthemorningobservation,ifitshouldbenecessary?’
  ’Ihavegivenmyword。’
  ’AndIgivemine。IsupposeIoughtnottohavebeensoexacting!’
  Hespokewiththatsuddenemotionalsenseofhisowninsignificancewhichmadethesealternationsofmoodpossible。’Iwillgoanywhere——doanythingforyou——thismoment——to—morroworatanytime。Butyoumustreturnwithmetothetower,andletmeshowyoutheobservingprocess。’
  Theyretracedtheirsteps,thetenderhoar—frosttakingtheimprintoftheirfeet,whiletwostarsintheTwinslookeddownupontheirtwopersonsthroughthetrees,asifthosetwopersonscouldbearsomesortofcomparisonwiththem。Onthetowertheinstructionsweregiven。Whenallwasover,andhewasagainconductinghertotheGreatHouseshesaid——
  ’Whencanyoustart?’
  ’Now,’saidSwithin。
  ’Somuchthebetter。Youshallgoupbythenightmail。’
  V
  Onthethirdmorningaftertheyoungman’sdepartureLadyConstantineopenedthepost—baganxiously。Thoughshehadrisenbeforefouro’clock,andcrossedtothetowerthroughthegrayhalf—
  lightwheneverybladeandtwigwerefurredwithrime,shefeltnolanguor。Expectationcouldbanishatcock—crowtheeye—heavinesswhichapathyhadbeenunabletodisperseallthedaylong。
  Therewas,asshehadhoped,aletterfromSwithinSt。Cleeve。
  ’DEARLADYCONSTANTINE,——Ihavequitesucceededinmymission,andshallreturnto—morrowat10p。m。Ihopeyouhavenotfailedintheobservations。Watchingthestarthroughanopera—glassSundaynight,Ifanciedsomechangehadtakenplace,butIcouldnotmakemyselfsure。YourmemorandaforthatnightIawaitwithimpatience。
  Pleasedon’tneglecttowritedownATTHEMOMENT,allremarkableappearancesbothastocolourandintensity;andbeveryexactastotime,whichcorrectinthewayIshowedyou。——Iam,dearLadyConstantine,yoursmostfaithfully,SWITHINST。
  CLEEVE。’
  Notanotherwordintheletterabouthiserrand;hismindranonnothingbutthisastronomicalsubject。Hehadsucceededinhismission,andyethedidnotevensayyesornotothegreatquestion,——whetherornotherhusbandwasmasqueradinginLondonattheaddressshehadgiven。
  ’Waseveranythingsoprovoking!’shecried。
  However,thetimewasnotlongtowait。Hiswayhomewardwouldliewithinastone’s—throwofthemanor—house,andthoughforcertainreasonsshehadforbiddenhimtocallatthelatehourofhisarrival,shecouldeasilyintercepthimintheavenue。Attwentyminutespasttenshewentoutintothedrive,andstoodinthedark。
  Sevenminuteslatersheheardhisfootstep,andsawhisoutlineintheslitoflightbetweentheavenue—trees。Hehadavaliseinonehand,agreat—coatonhisarm,andunderhisarmaparcelwhichseemedtobeveryprecious,fromthemannerinwhichheheldit。
  ’LadyConstantine?’heaskedsoftly。
  ’Yes,’shesaid,inherexcitementholdingoutbothherhands,thoughhehadplainlynotexpectedhertoofferone。
  ’Didyouwatchthestar?’
  ’I’lltellyoueverythingindetail;but,pray,yourerrandfirst!’
  ’Yes,it’sallright。Didyouwatcheverynight,notmissingone?’
  ’Iforgottogo——twice,’shemurmuredcontritely。
  ’Oh,LadyConstantine!’hecriedindismay。’Howcouldyouservemeso!whatshallIdo?’
  ’Pleaseforgiveme!Indeed,Icouldnothelpit。Ihadwatchedandwatched,andnothinghappened;andsomehowmyvigilancerelaxedwhenIfoundnothingwaslikelytotakeplaceinthestar。’
  ’Buttheverycircumstanceofitnothavinghappened,madeitallthemorelikelyeveryday。’
  ’Haveyou——seen——’shebeganimploringly。
  Swithinsighed,loweredhisthoughtstosublunarythings,andtoldbrieflythestoryofhisjourney。SirBlountConstantinewasnotinLondonattheaddresswhichhadbeenanonymouslysenther。Itwasamistakeofidentity。ThepersonwhohadbeenseenthereSwithinhadsoughtout。HeresembledSirBlountstrongly;buthewasastranger。
  ’HowcanIrewardyou!’sheexclaimed,whenhehaddone。
  ’InnowaybutbygivingmeyourgoodwishesinwhatIamgoingtotellyouonmyownaccount。’Hespokeintonesofmysteriousexultation。’Thisparcelisgoingtomakemyfame!’
  ’Whatisit?’
  ’Ahugeobject—glassforthegreattelescopeIamsobusyabout!
  Suchamagnificentaidtosciencehasneverenteredthiscountybefore,youmaydepend。’
  Heproducedfromunderhisarmthecarefullycuddled—uppackage,whichwasinshapearoundflatdisk,likeadinner—plate,tiedinpaper。
  Proceedingtoexplainhisplanstohermorefully,hewalkedwithhertowardsthedoorbywhichshehademerged。Itwasalittlesidewicketthroughawalldividingtheopenparkfromthegardenterraces。Hereforamomentheplacedhisvaliseandparcelonthecopingofthestonebalustrade,tillhehadbiddenherfarewell。
  Thenheturned,andinlayingholdofhisbagbythedimlightpushedtheparcelovertheparapet。Itfellsmashuponthepavedwalktenoradozenfeetbeneath。
  ’Oh,goodheavens!’hecriedinanguish。
  ’What?’
  ’Myobject—glassbroken!’
  ’Isitofmuchvalue?’
  ’ItcostallIpossess!’
  Heranroundbythestepstothelowerlawn,LadyConstantinefollowing,ashecontinued,’Itisamagnificenteight—inchfirstqualityobjectlens!ItookadvantageofmyjourneytoLondontogetit!Ihavebeensixweeksmakingthetubeofmilledboard;andasIhadnotenoughmoneybytwelvepoundsforthelens,Iborroweditofmygrandmotheroutofherlastannuitypayment。Whatcanbe,canbedone!’
  ’Perhapsitisnotbroken。’
  Hefeltontheground,foundtheparcel,andshookit。Aclickingnoiseissuedfrominside。Swithinsmotehisforeheadwithhishand,andwalkedupanddownlikeamadfellow。
  ’Mytelescope!Ihavewaitedninemonthsforthislens。Nowthepossibilityofsettingupareallypowerfulinstrumentisover!Itistoocruel——howcouldithappen!……LadyConstantine,Iamashamedofmyself,——beforeyou。Oh,but,LadyConstantine,ifyouonlyknewwhatitistoapersonengagedinsciencetohavethemeansofclinchingatheorysnatchedawayatthelastmoment!ItisIagainsttheworld;andwhentheworldhasaccidentsonitssideinadditiontoitsnaturalstrength,whatchanceforme!’
  Theyoungastronomerleantagainstthewall,andwassilent。HismiserywasofanintensityandkindwiththatofPalissy,inthesestruggleswithanadversefate。
  ’Don’tmindit,——praydon’t!’saidLadyConstantine。’Itisdreadfullyunfortunate!Youhavemywholesympathy。Canitbemended?’
  ’Mended,——no,no!’
  ’Cannotyoudowithyourpresentonealittlelonger?’
  ’Itisaltogetherinferior,cheap,andbad!’
  ’I’llgetyouanother,——yes,indeed,Iwill!Allowmetogetyouanotherassoonaspossible。I’lldoanythingtoassistyououtofyourtrouble;forIammostanxioustoseeyoufamous。Iknowyouwillbeagreatastronomer,inspiteofthismishap!Come,sayI
  maygetanewone。’
  Swithintookherhand。Hecouldnottrusthimselftospeak。
  SomedayslateralittleboxofpeculiarkindcametotheGreatHouse。ItwasaddressedtoLadyConstantine,’withgreatcare。’
  Shehaditpartlyopenedandtakentoherownlittlewriting—room;
  andafterlunch,whenshehaddressedforwalking,shetookfromtheboxapaperparcelliketheonewhichhadmetwiththeaccident。
  Thisshehidunderhermantle,asifshehadstolenit;and,goingoutslowlyacrossthelawn,passedthroughthelittledoorbeforespokenof,andwassoonhasteninginthedirectionoftheRings—Hillcolumn。
  Therewasabrightsunoverheadonthatafternoonofearlyspring,anditsraysshedanunusualwarmthonsouth—westaspects,thoughshadyplacesstillretainedthelookandfeelofwinter。Rookswerealreadybeginningtobuildnewnestsortomendupoldones,andclamorouslycalledinneighbourstogiveopinionsondifficultiesintheirarchitecture。LadyConstantineswervedoncefromherpath,asifshehaddecidedtogotothehomesteadwhereSwithinlived;butonsecondthoughtsshebentherstepstothecolumn。
  Drawingnearitshelookedup;butbyreasonoftheheightoftheparapetnobodycouldbeseenthereonwhodidnotstandontiptoe。
  Shethought,however,thatheryoungfriendmightpossiblyseeher,ifhewerethere,andcomedown;andthathewasthereshesoonascertainedbyfindingthedoorunlocked,andthekeyinside。Nomovement,however,reachedherearsfromabove,andshebegantoascend。
  Meanwhileaffairsatthetopofthecolumnhadprogressedasfollows。Theafternoonbeingexceptionallyfine,Swithinhadascendedabouttwoo’clock,and,seatinghimselfatthelittletablewhichhehadconstructedonthespot,hebeganreadingoverhisnotesandexaminingsomeastronomicaljournalsthathadreachedhiminthemorning。Thesunblazedintothehollowroof—spaceasintoatub,andthesideskeptouteverybreeze。ThoughthemonthwasFebruarybelowitwasMayintheabacusofthecolumn。Thisstateoftheatmosphere,andthefactthatonthepreviousnighthehadpursuedhisobservationstillpasttwoo’clock,producedinhimattheendofhalfanhouranoverpoweringinclinationtosleep。
  Spreadingonthelead—workathickrugwhichhekeptupthere,heflunghimselfdownagainsttheparapet,andwassooninastateofunconsciousness。
  Itwasabouttenminutesafterwardsthatasoftrustleofsilkenclothescameupthespiralstaircase,and,hesitatingonwards,reachedtheorifice,whereappearedtheformofLadyConstantine。
  Shedidnotatfirstperceivethathewaspresent,andstoodstilltoreconnoitre。Hereyeglancedoverhistelescope,nowwrappedup,histableandpapers,hisobserving—chair,andhiscontrivancesformakingthebestofadeficiencyofinstruments。Allwaswarm,sunny,andsilent,exceptthatasolitarybee,whichhadsomehowgotwithinthehollowoftheabacus,wassingingroundinquiringly,unabletodiscernthatascentwastheonlymodeofescape。Inanothermomentshebeheldtheastronomer,lyinginthesunlikeasailorinthemain—top。
  LadyConstantinecoughedslightly;hedidnotawake。Shethenentered,and,drawingtheparcelfrombeneathhercloak,placeditonthetable。Afterthisshewaited,lookingforalongtimeathissleepingface,whichhadaveryinterestingappearance。Sheseemedreluctanttoleave,yetwantedresolutiontowakehim;and,pencillinghisnameontheparcel,shewithdrewtothestaircase,wherethebrushingofherdressdecreasedtosilenceassherecededroundandroundonherwaytothebase。
  Swithinstillslepton,andpresentlytherustlebeganagaininthefar—downinteriorofthecolumn。Thedoorcouldbeheardclosing,andtherustlecamenearer,showingthatshehadshutherselfin,——
  nodoubttolessentheriskofanaccidentalsurprisebyanyroamingvillager。WhenLadyConstantinereappearedatthetop,andsawtheparcelstilluntouchedandSwithinasleepasbefore,sheexhibitedsomedisappointment;butshedidnotretreat。
  Lookingagainathim,hereyesbecamesosentimentallyfixedonhisfacethatitseemedasifshecouldnotwithdrawthem。Therelay,intheshapeofanAntinous,noamoroso,nogallant,butaguilelessphilosopher。Hispartedlipswerelipswhichspoke,notoflove,butofmillionsofmiles;thosewereeyeswhichhabituallygazed,notintothedepthsofothereyes,butintootherworlds。Withinhistemplesdweltthoughts,notofwoman’slooks,butofstellaraspectsandtheconfigurationofconstellations。
  Thus,tohisphysicalattractivenesswasaddedtheattractivenessofmentalinaccessibility。Theennoblinginfluenceofscientificpursuitswasdemonstratedbythespeculativepuritywhichexpresseditselfinhiseyeswheneverhelookedatherinspeaking,andinthechildlikefaultsofmannerwhicharosefromhisobtusenesstotheirdifferenceofsex。Hehadnever,sincebecomingaman,lookedevensolowastothelevelofaLadyConstantine。Hisheavenatpresentwastrulyintheskies,andnotinthatonlyotherplacewheretheysayitcanbefound,intheeyesofsomedaughterofEve。WouldanyCirceorCalypso——andifso,whatone?——evercheckthispale—hairedscientist’snocturnalsailingsintotheinterminablespacesoverhead,andhurlallhismightycalculationsoncosmicforceandstellarfireintoLimbo?Oh,thepityofit,ifsuchshouldbethecase!