thenheblanchedwithahorrifiedsenseofwhatshehaddone,andathisownrelationtothedeed。Hefeltlikeanawakenedsomnambulistwhoshouldfindthathehadbeenaccessorytoatragedyduringhisunconsciousness。Shehadloosenedtheknotofherdifficultiesbycuttingitunscrupulouslythroughandthrough。
Thebigtidingsratherdazedthancrushedhim,hispredominantfeelingbeingsoonagainoneofkeenestsorrowandsympathy。Yetonethingwasobvious;hecoulddonothing——absolutelynothing。Theeventwhichhenowheardofforthefirsttimehadtakenplacefivelongmonthsago。Hereflected,andregretted——andmechanicallywentonwithhispreparationsforsettlingdowntoworkundertheshadowofTableMountain。Hewasasonewhosuddenlyfindstheworldastrangerplacethanhethought;butisexcludedbyage,temperament,andsituationfrombeingmuchmorethananastonishedspectatorofitsstrangeness。
TheRoyalObservatorywasaboutamileoutofthetown,andhitherherepairedassoonashehadestablishedhimselfinlodgings。Hehaddecided,onhisfirstvisittotheCape,thatitwouldbehighlyadvantageoustohimifhecouldsupplementtheoccasionaluseofthelargeinstrumentsherebytheuseathisownhouseofhisownequatorial,andhadaccordinglygivendirectionsthatitmightbesentoverfromEngland。Thepreciouspossessionnowarrived;andalthoughthesightofit——ofthebrassesonwhichherhandhadoftenrested,oftheeyepiecethroughwhichherdarkeyeshadbeamed——
engenderedsomedecidedlybitterregretsinhimforatime,hecouldnotlongaffordtogivetothepastthedaysthatweremeantforthefuture。
Unabletogetaroomconvenientforaprivateobservatoryheresolvedatlasttofixtheinstrumentonasolidpillarinthegarden;andseveraldayswerespentinaccommodatingittoitsnewposition。InthislatitudetherewasnonecessityforeconomizingclearnightsashehadbeenobligedtodoontheoldtoweratWelland。Thereithadhappenedmorethanonce,thatafterwaitingidlethroughdaysandnightsofcloudyweather,Viviettewouldfixhertimeformeetinghimatanhourwhenatlasthehadanopportunityofseeingthesky;sothatingivingtoherthegoldenmomentsofcloudlessnesshewaslosinghischancewiththeorbsabove。
Thosefeatureswhichusuallyattracttheeyeofthevisitortoanewlatitudearethenovelformsofhumanandvegetablelife,andothersuchsublunarythings。Buttheyoungmanglancedslightinglyatthese;thechangesoverheadhadallhisattention。Theoldsubjectwasimprintedthere,butinanewtype。Herewasaheaven,fixedandancientasthenorthern;yetithadneverappearedabovetheWellandhillssincetheywereheavedupfrombeneath。Herewasanunalterablecircumpolarregion;butthepolarpatternsstereotypedinhistoryandlegend——withoutwhichithadalmostseemedthatapolarskycouldnotexist——hadneverbeenseentherein。
St。Cleeve,aswasnatural,beganbycursorysurveys,whichwerenotlikelytobeofmuchutilitytotheworldortohimself。Hewastedseveralweeks——indeedabovetwomonths——inacomparativelyidlesurveyofsouthernnovelties;inthemereluxuryoflookingatstellarobjectswhosewonderswereknown,recounted,andclassified,longbeforehisownpersonalityhadbeenheardof。Withachild’ssimpledelightheallowedhisinstrumenttorove,eveningafterevening,fromthegorgeousglitterofCanopustothehazycloudsofMagellan。BeforehehadwellfinishedthisopticalpreludetherefloatedovertohimfromtheothersideoftheEquatorthepostscripttotheepistleofhislostViviette。Itcameinthevehicleofacommonnewspaper,undertheheadof’Births:’——
’April10th,18——,atthePalace,Melchester,thewifeoftheBishopofMelchester,ofason。’
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Threeyearspassedaway,andSwithinstillremainedattheCape,quietlypursuingtheworkthathadbroughthimthere。Hismemorandaofobservationshadaccumulatedtoawheelbarrowload,andhewasbeginningtoshapethemintoatreatisewhichshouldpossesssomescientificutility。
Hehadgaugedthesouthernskieswithgreaterresultsthanevenhehimselfhadanticipated。Thoseunfamiliarconstellationswhich,tothecasualbeholder,areatmostanewarrangementofordinarypointsoflight,weretothisprofessedastronomer,astohisbrethren,afargreatermatter。
Itwasbelowthesurfacethathismateriallay。There,inregionsrevealedonlytotheinstrumentalobserver,weresunsofhybridkind——fire—fogs,floatingnuclei,globesthatflewingroupslikeswarmsofbees,andotherextraordinarysights——which,whendecomposedbySwithin’sequatorial,turnedouttobethebeginningofanewseriesofphenomenainsteadoftheendofanoldone。
Thereweregloomydesertsinthosesouthernskiessuchasthenorthshowsscarcelyanexampleof;sitessetapartforthepositionofsunswhichforsomeunfathomablereasonwereleftuncreated,theirplacesremainingeversinceconspicuousbytheiremptiness。
TheinspectionofthesechasmsbroughthimasecondpulsationofthatoldhorrorwhichhehadusedtodescribetoVivietteasproducedinhimbybottomlessnessinthenorthheaven。Theghostlyfingeroflimitlessvacancytouchedhimnowontheotherside。
Infinitedeepsinthenorthstellarregionhadahomelyfamiliarityaboutthem,whencomparedwithinfinitedeepsintheregionofthesouthpole。Thiswasanevenmoreunknowntractoftheunknown。
Spacehere,beinglessthehistorichauntofhumanthoughtthanoverheadathome,seemedtobepervadedwithamorelonelyloneliness。
WeretheregivenonpapertotheseastronomicalexercitationsofSt。
CleeveaspaceproportionabletothatoccupiedbyhisyearwithVivietteatWelland,thisnarrativewouldtrebleitslength;butnotasingleadditionalglimpsewouldbeaffordedofSwithininhisrelationswitholdemotions。Intheseexperimentswithtubesandglasses,importantastheyweretohumanintellect,therewaslittlefoodforthesympatheticinstinctswhichcreatethechangesinalife。Thatwhichistheforegroundandmeasuringbaseofoneperspectivedraughtmaybethevanishing—pointofanotherperspectivedraught,whileyettheyarebothdraughtsofthesamething。Swithin’sdoingsanddiscoveriesinthesouthernsiderealsystemwere,nodoubt,incidentsofthehighestimportancetohim;
andyetfromanintersocialpointofviewtheyservedbutthehumblepurposeofkillingtime,whileotherdoings,morenearlyalliedtohisheartthantohisunderstanding,developedthemselvesathome。
Intheintervalsbetweenhisprofessionaloccupationshetookwalksoverthesand—flatsnear,oramongthefarmswhichweregraduallyoverspreadingthecountryinthevicinityofCapeTown。HegrewfamiliarwiththeoutlineofTableMountain,andthefleecy’Devil’sTable—Cloth’whichusedtosettleonitstopwhenthewindwassouth—east。OnthesepromenadeshewouldmoreparticularlythinkofViviette,andofthatcuriouspatheticchapterinhislifewithherwhichseemedtohavewounditselfupandendedforever。Thosesceneswererapidlyrecedingintodistance,andtheintensityofhissentimentregardingthemhadproportionatelyabated。Hefeltthattherehadbeensomethingwrongtherein,andyethecouldnotexactlydefinetheboundaryofthewrong。Viviette’ssadandamazingsequeltothatchapterhadstillafearful,catastrophicaspectinhiseyes;butinsteadofmusingoveritanditsbearingsheshunnedthesubject,asweshunbynighttheshadysceneofadisaster,andkeeptotheopenroad。
Hesometimescontemplatedherapartfromthepast——leadingherlifeintheCathedralCloseatMelchester;andwonderedhowoftenshelookedsouthandthoughtofwherehewas。
OnoneoftheseafternoonwalksintheneighbourhoodoftheRoyalObservatoryheturnedandgazedtowardsthesignal—postontheLion’sRump。Thiswasahighpromontorytothenorth—westofTableMountain,andoverlookedTableBay。Beforehiseyeshadleftthescenethesignalwassuddenlyhoistedonthestaff。Itannouncedthatamailsteamerhadappearedinviewoverthesea。Inthecourseofanhourheretracedhissteps,ashehadoftendoneonsuchoccasions,andstrolledleisurelyacrosstheinterveningmileandahalftillhearrivedatthepost—officedoor。
TherewasnoletterfromEnglandforhim;buttherewasanewspaper,addressedintheseventeenthcenturyhandwritingofhisgrandmother,who,inspiteofhergreatage,stillretainedasteadyholdonlife。Heturnedawaydisappointed,andresumedhiswalkintothecountry,openingthepaperashewentalong。
Acrossinblackinkattractedhisattention;anditwasoppositeanameamongthe’Deaths。’Hisbloodranicilyashediscernedthewords’ThePalace,Melchester。’Butitwasnotshe。Herhusband,theBishopofMelchester,had,afterashortillness,departedthislifeatthecomparativelyearlyageoffiftyyears。
AlltheenactmentsofthebygonedaysatWellandnowstarteduplikeanawakenedarmyfromtheground。Butafewmonthswerewantingtothetimewhenhewouldbeofanagetomarrywithoutsacrificingtheannuitywhichformedhismeansofsubsistence。ItwasapointinhislifethathadhadnomeaningorinterestforhimsincehisseparationfromViviette,forwomenwerenownomoretohimthantheinhabitantsofJupiter。ButthewhirligigoftimehavingagainsetViviettefree,theaspectofhomealtered,andconjectureastoherfuturefoundroomtoworkanew。
Butbeyondthesimplefactthatshewasawidowheforsometimegainednotanatomofintelligenceconcerningher。Therewasnooneofwhomhecouldinquirebuthisgrandmother,andshecouldtellhimnothingaboutaladywhodweltfarawayatMelchester。
Severalmonthsslippedbythus;andnofeelingwithinhimrosetosufficientstrengthtoforcehimoutofapassiveattitude。ThenbythemerestchancehisgrannystatedinoneofherramblingepistlesthatLadyConstantinewascomingtoliveagainatWellandintheoldhouse,withherchild,nowalittleboybetweenthreeandfouryearsofage。
Swithin,however,livedonasbefore。
Butbythefollowingautumnachangebecamenecessaryfortheyoungmanhimself。HisworkattheCapewasdone。Hisuncle’swishesthatheshouldstudytherehadbeenmorethanobserved。Thematerialsforhisgreattreatisewerecollected,anditnowonlyremainedforhimtoarrange,digest,andpublishthem,forwhichpurposeareturntoEnglandwasindispensable。
Sotheequatorialwasunscrewed,andthestandtakendown;theastronomer’sbarrow—loadofpreciousmemoranda,androllsuponrollsofdiagrams,representingthreeyearsofcontinuouslabour,weresafelypacked;andSwithindepartedforgoodandallfromtheshoresofCapeTown。
Hehadlongbeforeinformedhisgrandmotherofthedateatwhichshemightexpecthim;andinareplyfromher,whichreachedhimjustprevioustosailing,shecasuallymentionedthatshefrequentlysawLadyConstantine;thatonthelastoccasionherladyshiphadshowngreatinterestintheinformationthatSwithinwascominghome,andhadinquiredthetimeofhisreturn。
OnalatesummerdaySwithinsteppedfromthetrainatWarborne,and,directinghisbaggagetobesentonafterhim,setoutonfootforoldWellandonceagain。
Itseemedbutthedayafterhisdeparture,solittlehadthescenechanged。True,therewasthatchangewhichisalwaysthefirsttoarrestattentioninplacesthatareconventionallycalledunchanging——ahigherandbroadervegetationateveryfamiliarcornerthanattheformertime。
Hehadnotgoneamilewhenhesawwalkingbeforehimaclergymanwhoseform,afterconsideration,herecognized,inspiteofanovelwhitenessinthatpartofhishairthatshowedbelowthebrimofhishat。Swithinwalkedmuchfasterthanthisgentleman,andsoonwasathisside。
’Mr。Torkingham!Iknewitwas,’saidSwithin。
Mr。Torkinghamwasslowerinrecognizingtheastronomer,butinamomenthadgreetedhimwithawarmshakeofthehand。
’Ihavebeentothestationonpurposetomeetyou!’criedMr。
Torkingham,’andwasreturningwiththeideathatyouhadnotcome。
Iamyourgrandmother’semissary。Shecouldnotcomeherself,andasshewasanxious,andnobodyelsecouldbespared,Icameforher。’
Thentheywalkedontogether。TheparsontoldSwithinallabouthisgrandmother,theparish,andhisendeavourstoenlightenit;andinduecoursesaid,’YouarenodoubtawarethatLadyConstantineislivingagainatWelland?’
Swithinsaidhehadheardasmuch,andadded,whatwasfarwithinthetruth,thatthenewsoftheBishop’sdeathhadbeenagreatsurprisetohim。
’Yes,’saidMr。Torkingham,withninethoughtstooneword。’Onemighthaveprophesied,tolookathim,thatMelchesterwouldnotlackabishopforthenextfortyyears。Yes;paledeathknocksatthecottagesofthepoorandthepalacesofkingswithanimpartialfoot!’
’Washeaparticularlygoodman?’askedSwithin。
’HewasnotaKenoraHeber。Tospeakcandidly,hehadhisfaults,ofwhicharrogancewasnottheleast。Butwhoisperfect?’
Swithin,somehow,feltrelievedtohearthattheBishopwasnotaperfectman。
’Hispoorwife,Ifear,hadnotagreatdealmorehappinesswithhimthanwithherfirsthusband。Butonemightalmosthaveforeseenit;
themarriagewashasty——theresultofared—hotcaprice,hardlybecominginamanofhisposition;anditbetokenedawantoftemperatediscretionwhichsoonshoweditselfinotherways。That’salltherewastobesaidagainsthim,andnowit’sallover,andthingshavesettledagainintotheiroldcourse。ButtheBishop’swidowisnottheLadyConstantineofformerdays。No;putitasyouwill,sheisnotthesame。Thereseemstobeanamelesssomethingonhermind——atrouble——arootedmelancholy,whichnoman’sministrycanreach。Formerlyshewasawomanwhoseconfidenceitwaseasytogain;butneitherreligionnorphilosophyavailswithhernow。
Beyondthat,herlifeisstrangelylikewhatitwaswhenyouwerewithus。’
Conversingthustheypursuedtheturnpikeroadtilltheirconversationwasinterruptedbyacryingvoiceontheirleft。Theylooked,andperceivedthatachild,ingettingoveranadjoiningstile,hadfallenonhisface。
Mr。TorkinghamandSwithinbothhasteneduptohelpthesufferer,whowasalovelylittlefellowwithflaxenhair,whichspreadoutinafrillofcurlsfrombeneathaquaint,close—fittingvelvetcapthathewore。Swithinpickedhimup,whileMr。Torkinghamwipedthesandfromhislipsandnose,andadministeredafewwordsofconsolation,togetherwithafewsweet—meats,which,somewhattoSwithin’ssurprise,theparsonproducedasifbymagicfromhispocket。Onehalfthecomfortrenderedwouldhavesufficedtosoothesuchadispositionasthechild’s。Heceasedcryingandranawayindelighttohisunconsciousnurse,whowasreachingupforblackberriesatahedgesomewayoff。
’Youknowwhoheis,ofcourse?’saidMr。Torkingham,astheyresumedtheirjourney。
’No,’saidSwithin。
’Oh,Ithoughtyoudid。Yethowshouldyou?ItisLadyConstantine’sboy——heronlychild。Hisfondmotherlittlethinksheissofarawayfromhome。’
’Dearme!——LadyConstantine’s——ah,howinteresting!’Swithinpausedabstractedlyforamoment,thensteppedbackagaintothestile,whilehestoodwatchingthelittleboyoutofsight。
’Icanneverventureoutofdoorsnowwithoutsweetsinmypocket,’
continuedthegood—naturedvicar:’andtheresultisthatImeetthatyoungmanmorefrequentlyonmyroundsthananyotherofmyparishioners。’
St。Cleevewassilent,andtheyturnedintoWellandLane,wheretheirpathspresentlydiverged,andSwithinwaslefttopursuehiswayalone。Hemighthaveaccompaniedthevicaryetfurther,andgonestraighttoWellandHouse;butitwouldhavebeendifficulttodosothenwithoutprovokinginquiry。Itwaseasytogotherenow:
byacrosspathhecouldbeatthemansionalmostassoonasbythedirectroad。AndyetSwithindidnotturn;hefeltanindescribablereluctancetoseeViviette。Hecouldnotexactlysaywhy。True,beforeheknewhowthelandlayitmightbeawkwardtoattempttocall:andthiswasasufficientexcuseforpostponement。
Inthismoodhewenton,followingthedirectwaytohisgrandmother’shomestead。Hereachedthegarden—gate,and,lookingintotheboskybasinwheretheoldhousestood,sawagracefulfemaleformmovingbeforetheporch,biddingadieutosomeonewithinthedoor。
Hewonderedwhatcreatureofthatmouldhisgrandmothercouldknow,andwentforwardwithsomehesitation。Athisapproachtheapparitionturned,andhebeheld,developedintoblushingwomanhood,onewhohadoncebeenknowntohimasthevillagemaidenTabithaLark。SeeingSwithin,andapparentlyfromaninstinctthatherpresencewouldnotbedesirablejustthen,shemovedquicklyroundintothegarden。
Thereturnedtravellerenteredthehouse,wherehefoundawaitinghimpooroldMrs。Martin,towhoseearthlycoursedeathstoodratherastheasymptotethanastheend。Shewasperceptiblysmallerinformthanwhenhehadlefther,andshecouldseelessdistinctly。
Aratheraffectinggreetingfollowed,inwhichhisgrandmothermurmuredthewordsofIsrael:’"Nowletmedie,sinceIhaveseenthyface,becausethouartyetalive。"’
TheformofHannahhaddisappearedfromthekitchen,thatancientservanthavingbeengatheredtoherfathersaboutsixmonthsbefore,herplacebeingfilledbyayounggirlwhoknewnotJoseph。Theypresentlychattedwithmuchcheerfulness,andhisgrandmothersaid,’HaveyouheardwhatawonderfulyoungwomanMissLarkhasbecome?——
amerefleet—footed,slitteringmaidwhenyouwerelasthome。’
St。Cleevehadnotheard,buthehadpartlyseen,andhewasinformedthatTabithahadleftWellandshortlyafterhisowndeparture,andhadstudiedmusicwithgreatsuccessinLondon,whereshehadresidedeversincetillquiterecently;thatsheplayedatconcerts,oratorios——had,inshort,joinedthephalanxofWonderfulWomenwhohadresolvedtoeclipsemasculinegeniusaltogether,andhumiliatethebrutalsextothedust。
’Sheisonlyinthegarden,’addedhisgrandmother。’Whydon’tyegooutandspeaktoher?’
Swithinwasnothingloth,andstrolledoutundertheapple—trees,wherehearrivedjustintimetopreventMissLarkfromgoingoffbythebackgate。Therewasnotmuchdifficultyinbreakingtheicebetweenthem,andtheybegantochatwithvivacity。
Nowalltheseproceedingsoccupiedtime,forsomehowitwasverycharmingtotalktoMissLark;andbydegreesSt。CleeveinformedTabithaofhisgreatundertaking,andofthevoluminousnoteshehadamassed,whichwouldrequiresomuchrearrangementandrecopyingbyanamanuensisastoabsolutelyappalhim。Hegreatlyfearedheshouldnotgetonecarefulenoughforsuchscientificmatter;
whereuponTabithasaidshewouldbedelightedtodoitforhim。
Thenblushing,anddeclaringsuddenlythatithadgrownquitelate,shelefthimandthegardenforherrelation’shousehardby。
Swithin,nolessthanTabitha,hadbeensurprisedbythedisappearanceofthesunbehindthehill;andthequestionnowarosewhetheritwouldbeadvisabletocalluponViviettethatnight。
Therewaslittledoubtthatsheknewofhiscoming;butmorethanthathecouldnotpredicate;andbeingentirelyignorantofwhomshehadaroundher,entirelyinthedarkastoherpresentfeelingstowardshim,hethoughtitwouldbebettertodeferhisvisituntilthenextday。
Walkingroundtothefrontofthehousehebeheldthewell—knownagriculturistsHezzyBiles,HaymossFry,andsomeothersofthesameoldschool,passingthegatehomewardfromtheirworkwithbundlesofwoodattheirbacks。Swithinsalutedthemoverthetoprail。
’Well!domyeyesandears——’beganHezzy;andthen,balancinghisfaggotonendagainstthehedge,hecameforward,theothersfollowing。
’SaysItomyselfassoonasIheerdhisvoice,’Hezzycontinued(addressingSwithinasifhewereadisinterestedspectatorandnothimself),’pleaseGodI’llpitchmynitch,andgoacrossandspeaktoen。’
’Iknowedinawinking’twassomegreatnavigatorthatIseeastandingthere,’saidHaymoss。’Butwhe’r’twereasortofnabob,oradiment—digger,oralion—hunter,Icouldn’tsomuchasguesstillIheerdenspeak。’
’AndwhatchangeshavecomeoverWellandsinceIwaslastathome?’
askedSwithin。
’Well,Mr。SanCleeve,’Hezzyreplied,’whenyou’vesaidthatafewstriplingboysandmaidenshavebustedintoblooth,andafewmarriedwomenhaveplimmedandchimped(myladyamong’em),why,you’vesaidanighstall,Mr。SanCleeve。’
Theconversationthusbeganwascontinuedondiversmatterstilltheywereallenvelopedintotaldarkness,whenhisoldacquaintancesshoulderedtheirfaggotsagainandproceededontheirway。
NowthathewasactuallywithinhercoastsagainSwithinfeltalittlemorestronglytheinfluenceofthepastandViviettethanhehadbeenaccustomedtodoforthelasttwoorthreeyears。DuringthenighthefelthalfsorrythathehadnotmarchedofftotheGreatHousetoseeher,regardlessofthetimeofday。Ifshereallynourishedforhimanyparticleofheroldaffectionithadbeenthecruellestthingnottocall。AfewquestionsthatheputconcerninghertohisgrandmotherelicitedthatLadyConstantinehadnofriendsabouther——notevenherbrother——andthatherhealthhadnotbeensogoodsinceherreturnfromMelchesterasformerly。
Still,thisprovednothingastothestateofherheart,andasshehadkeptadeadsilencesincetheBishop’sdeathitwasquitepossiblethatshewouldmeethimwiththatcoldrepressivetoneandmannerwhichexperiencedwomenknowsowellhowtoputonwhentheywishtointimatetothelong—lostloverthatoldepisodesaretobetakenasforgotten。
Thenextmorninghepreparedtocall,ifonlyonthegroundofoldacquaintance,forSwithinwastoostraightforwardtoascertainanythingindirectly。Itwasrathertooearlyforthispurposewhenhewentoutfromhisgrandmother’sgarden—gate,afterbreakfast,andhewaitedinthegarden。WhilehelingeredhiseyefellonRings—
HillSpeer。
Itappeareddark,foramoment,againsttheblueskybehindit;thenthefleetingcloudwhichshadoweditpassedon,andthefaceofthecolumnbrightenedintosuchluminousnessthattheskybehindsanktothecomplexionofadarkfoil。
’Surelysomebodyisonthecolumn,’hesaidtohimself,aftergazingatitawhile。
InsteadofgoingstraighttotheGreatHousehedeviatedthroughtheinsulatingfield,nowsownwithturnips,whichsurroundedtheplantationonRings—Hill。Bythetimethatheplungedunderthetreeshewasstillmorecertainthatsomebodywasonthetower。Hecreptuptothebasewithproprietarycuriosity,forthespotseemedagainlikehisown。
Thepathstillremainedmuchasformerly,butthenookinwhichthecabinhadstoodwascoveredwithundergrowth。Swithinenteredthedoorofthetower,ascendedthestaircaseabouthalf—wayontip—toe,andlistened,forhedidnotwishtointrudeonthetopifanystrangerwerethere。Thehollowspiral,asheknewfromoldexperience,wouldbringdowntohisearstheslightestsoundfromabove;anditnowrevealedtohimthewordsofaduologueinprogressatthesummitofthetower。
’Mother,whatshallIdo?’achild’svoicesaid。’ShallIsing?’
Themotherseemedtoassent,forthechildbegan——
’TherobinhasfledfromthewoodTothesnughabitationofman。’
Thisperformanceapparentlyattractedbutlittleattentionfromthechild’scompanion,fortheyoungvoicesuggested,asanewformofentertainment,’ShallIsaymyprayers?’
’Yes,’repliedonewhomSwithinhadbeguntorecognize。
’WhoshallIprayfor?’
Noanswer。
’WhoshallIprayfor?’
’Prayforfather。’
’Butheisgonetoheaven?’
AsighfromViviettewasdistinctlyaudible。
’Youmadeamistake,didn’tyou,mother?’continuedthelittleone。
’Imusthave。Thestrangestmistakeawomanevermade!’
Nothingmorewassaid,andSwithinascended,wordsfromaboveindicatingtohimthathisfootstepswereheard。Inanotherhalf—
minuteherosethroughthehatchway。Aladyinblackwassittinginthesun,andtheboywiththeflaxenhairwhomhehadseenyesterdaywasatherfeet。
’Viviette!’hesaid。
’Swithin!——atlast!’shecried。
Thewordsdieduponherlips,andfromveryfaintnessshebentherhead。Forinsteadofrushingforwardtoherhehadstoodstill;andthereappeareduponhisfacealookwhichtherewasnomistaking。
Yes;hewasshockedatherwornandfadedaspect。TheimagehehadmentallycarriedoutwithhimtotheCapehehadbroughthomeagainasthatofthewomanhewasnowtorejoin。Butanotherwomansatbeforehim,andnottheoriginalViviette。Hercheekshadlostforeverthatfirmcontourwhichhadbeendrawnbythevigoroushandofyouth,andthemassesofhairthatwereoncedarknessvisiblehadbecometouchedhereandtherebyafaintgreyhaze,liketheViaLacteainamidnightsky。
Yettothosewhohadeyestounderstandaswellastosee,thechastenedpensivenessofheroncehandsomefeaturesrevealedmorepromisingmaterialbeneaththaneverheryouthhaddone。ButSwithinwashopelesslyherjunior。Unhappilyforherhehadnowjustarrivedatanagewhosecanonoffaithitisthatthesillyperiodofwoman’slifeisheronlyperiodofbeauty。Viviettesawitall,andknewthatTimehadatlastbroughtabouthisrevenges。
Shehadtremblinglywatchedandwaitedwithoutsleep,eversinceSwithinhadre—enteredWelland,anditwasforthis。
Swithincameforward,andtookherbythehand,whichshepassivelyallowedhimtodo。
’Swithin,youdon’tloveme,’shesaidsimply。
’OViviette!’
’Youdon’tloveme,’sherepeated。
’Don’tsayit!’
’Yes,butIwill!youhavearightnottoloveme。Youdidonce。
ButnowIamanoldwoman,andyouarestillayoungman;sohowcanyouloveme?Idonotexpectit。Itiskindandcharitableofyoutocomeandseemehere。’
’IhavecomeallthewayfromtheCape,’hefaltered,forherinsistencetookallpoweroutofhimtodenyinmerepolitenesswhatshesaid。
’Yes;youhavecomefromtheCape;butnotforme,’sheanswered。
’Itwouldbeabsurdifyouhadcomeforme。Youhavecomebecauseyourworkthereisfinished……Iliketositherewithmylittleboy——itisapleasantspot。Itwasoncesomethingtous,wasitnot?butthatwaslongago。Youscarcelyknewmeforthesamewoman,didyou?’
’Knewyou——yes,ofcourseIknewyou!’
’Youlookedasifyoudidnot。Butyoumustnotbesurprisedatme。
Ibelongtoanearliergenerationthanyou,remember。’
Thus,insheerbitternessofspiritdidsheinflictwoundsonherselfbyexaggeratingthedifferenceintheiryears。Butshehadneverthelessspokentruly。Sympathizewithherashemight,andasheunquestionablydid,helovedhernolonger。Butwhyhadsheexpectedotherwise?’Owoman,’mightaprophethavesaidtoher,’greatisthyfaithifthoubelievestajuniorlover’slovewilllastfiveyears!’
’Ishallbegladtoknowthroughyourgrandmotherhowyouaregettingon,’shesaidmeekly。’ButnowIwouldmuchratherthatwepart。Yes;donotquestionme。Iwouldratherthatwepart。Good—
bye。’
Hardlyknowingwhathedidhetouchedherhand,andobeyed。Hewasascientist,andtookwordsliterally。Thereissomethingintheinexorablysimplelogicofsuchmenwhichpartakesofthecrueltyofthenaturallawsthataretheirstudy。Heenteredthetower—steps,andmechanicallydescended;anditwasnottillhegothalf—waydownthathethoughtshecouldnotmeanwhatshehadsaid。
BeforeleavingCapeTownhehadmadeuphismindonthisonepoint;
thatifshewerewillingtomarryhim,marryherhewouldwithoutletorhindrance。Thatmuchhemorallyowedher,andwasnotthemantodemur。AndthoughtheSwithinwhohadreturnedwasnotquitetheSwithinwhohadgoneaway,thoughhecouldnotnowloveherwiththesortoflovehehadoncebestowed;hebelievedthatallherconducthadbeendictatedbythepurestbenevolencetohim,bythatcharitywhich’seekethnotherown。’Hencehedidnotflinchfromawishtodealwithloving—kindnesstowardsher——asentimentperhapsinthelong—runmoretobeprizedthanlover’slove。
Hermannerhadcaughthimunawares;butnowrecoveringhimselfheturnedbackdeterminedly。Burstingoutupontheroofheclaspedherinhisarms,andkissedherseveraltimes。
’Viviette,Viviette,’hesaid,’Ihavecometomarryyou!’
Sheutteredashriek——ashriekofamazedjoy——suchasneverwasheardonthattowerbeforeorsince——andfellinhisarms,claspinghisneck。
Thereshelayheavily。Nottodisturbherhesatdowninherseat,stillholdingherfast。Theirlittleson,whohadstoodwithroundconjecturaleyesthroughoutthemeeting,nowcameclose;andpresentlylookinguptoSwithinsaid——
’Motherhasgonetosleep。’
Swithinlookeddown,andstarted。Hertightclasphadloosened。A
waveofwhiteness,likethatofmarblewhichhadneverseenthesun,creptupfromherneck,andtravelledupwardsandonwardsoverhercheek,lips,eyelids,forehead,temples,itsmarginbanishingbackthelivepinktillthelatterhadentirelydisappeared。
Seeingthatsomethingwaswrong,yetnotunderstandingwhat,thelittleboybegantocry;butinhisconcentrationSwithinhardlyheardit。’Viviette——Viviette!’hesaid。
Thechildcriedwithstilldeepergrief,and,afteramomentaryhesitation,pushedhishandintoSwithin’sforprotection。
’Hush,hush!mychild,’saidSwithindistractedly。’I’lltakecareofyou!OViviette!’heexclaimedagain,pressingherfacetohis。
Butshedidnotreply。
’Whatcanthisbe?’heaskedhimself。Hewouldnotthenansweraccordingtohisfear。
Helookedupforhelp。NobodyappearedinsightbutTabithaLark,whowasskirtingthefieldwithaboundingtread——thesinglebrightspotofcolourandanimationwithinthewidehorizon。Whenhelookeddownagainhisfeardeepenedtocertainty。Itwasnolongerameresurmisethathelpwasvain。Suddenjoyafterdespairhadtouchedanover—strainedhearttoosmartly。Viviettewasdead。TheBishopwasavenged。
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