ButforonceEllenseemedsingularlyunresponsivetothispanoramaofwildnessandgrandeur。Herearswerelikethoseofalisteningdeer,andhereyescontinuallyrevertedtotheopenplacesalongtheRim。
Atfirst,inherexcitement,timeflewby。Gradually,however,asthesunmovedwestward,shebegantoberestless。Thesoftthudofdroppingpinecones,therustlingofsquirrelsupanddowntheshaggy—barkedspruces,thecrackingofweatheredbitsofrock,thesecaughtherkeenearsmanytimesandbroughtheruperectandthrilling。Finallysheheardasoundwhichresembledthatofanunshodhoofonstone。Stealthilythenshetookherrifleandslippedbackthroughthepinethickettothespotshehadchosen。Thelittlepinesweresoclosetogetherthatshehadtocrawlbetweentheirtrunks。
Thegroundwascoveredwithasoftbedofpineneedles,brownandfragrant。Inherhurrysheprickedherunglovedhandonasharppineconeanddrewtheblood。Shesuckedthetinywound。"ShoreI’mwonderin’ifthat’sabadomen,"shemuttered,darklythoughtful。
Thensheresumedhersinuousapproachtotheedgeofthethicket,andpresentlyreachedit。
Ellenlayflatamomenttorecoverherbreath,thenraisedherselfonherelbows。ThroughanopeninginthefringeofbuckbrushshecouldplainlyseethepromontorywhereshehadstoodwithJeanIsbel,andalsotheapproachesbywhichhemightcome。Rathernervouslysherealizedthathercovertwashardlymorethanahundredfeetfromthepromontory。Itwasimperativethatshebeabsolutelysilent。
HereyessearchedtheopeningsalongtheRim。Thegrayformofadeercrossedoneofthese,andsheconcludedithadmadethesoundshehadheard。Thenshelaydownmorecomfortablyandwaited。
Resolutelysheheld,asmuchaspossible,tohersensorialperceptions。
ThemeaningofEllenJorthlyinginambushjusttoseeanIsbelwasaconundrumsherefusedtoponderinthepresent。Shewasdoingit,andthephysicalacthaditsfascination。Herears,attunedtoallthesoundsofthelonelyforest,caughtthemandarrangedthemaccordingtoherknowledgeofwoodcraft。
Alonghourpassedby。Thesunhadslantedtoapointhalfwaybetweenthezenithandthehorizon。SuddenlyathoughtconfrontedEllenJorth:
"He’snotcomin’,"shewhispered。Theinstantthatideapresenteditselfshefeltablanksenseofloss,avagueregret——somethingthatmusthavebeendisappointment。Unpreparedforthis,shewasheldbysurpriseforamoment,andthenshewasstunned。Herspirit,swiftandrebellious,hadnotimetoriseinherdefense。Shewasalonely,guilty,miserablegirl,tooweakforpridetouphold,toofluctuatingtoknowherrealself。Shestretchedthere,buryingherfaceinthepineneedles,diggingherfingersintothem,wantingnothingsomuchasthattheymighthideher。ThemomentwasincomprehensibletoEllen,andutterlyintolerable。Thesharppineneedles,piercingherwristsandcheeks,andherhotheavingbreast,seemedtogiveherexquisiterelief。
Theshrillsnortofahorsesoundednearathand。WithashockEllen’sbodystiffened。Thenshequiveredalittleandherfeelingsunderwentswiftchange。Cautiouslyandnoiselesslysheraisedherselfuponherelbowsandpeepedthroughtheopeninginthebrush。ShesawamantyingahorsetoabushsomewhatbackfromtheRim。Drawingariflefromitssaddlesheathhethrewitinthehollowofhisarmandwalkedtotheedgeoftheprecipice。HegazedawayacrosstheBasinandappearedlostincontemplationorthought。Thenheturnedtolookbackintotheforest,asifheexpectedsomeone。
Ellenrecognizedthelithefigure,thedarkfacesolikeanIndian’s。
ItwasIsbel。Hehadcome。Somehowhiscomingseemedwonderfulandterrible。Ellenshookassheleanedonherelbows。JeanIsbel,truetohisword,inspiteofherscorn,hadcomebacktoseeher。Thefactseemedmonstrous。Hewasanenemyofherfather。Longhadrangerumorbeenbandiedfromliptolip——oldGassIsbelhadsentforhisIndiansontofighttheJorths。JeanIsbel——sonofaTexan——unerringshot——
peerlesstracker——abadanddangerousman!ThenthereflashedoverEllenaburningthought——ifitweretrue,ifhewasanenemyofherfather’s,ifafightbetweenJorthandIsbelwasinevitable,sheoughttokillthisJeanIsbelrightthereinhistracksasheboldlyandconfidentlywaitedforher。Foolhewastothinkshewouldcome。
Ellensankdownanddroppedherheaduntilthestrangetremorofherarmsceased。Thatdarkandgrimflashofthoughtretreated。Shehadnotcometomurderamanfromambush,butonlytowatchhim,totrytoseewhathemeant,whathethought,toallayastrangecuriosity。
Afterawhileshelookedagain。IsbelwassittingonanupheavedsectionoftheRim,inacomfortablepositionfromwhichhecouldwatchtheopeningsintheforestandgazeaswellacrossthewestcurveoftheBasintotheMazatzals。Hehadcomposedhimselftowait。
Hewascladinabuckskinsuit,rathernew,anditcertainlyshowedofftoadvantage,comparedwiththeraggedandsoiledapparelEllenremembered。Hedidnotlooksolarge。Ellenwasusedtothelong,lean,rangyArizoniansandTexans。Thismanwasbuiltdifferently。
Hehadthewidestshouldersofanymanshehadeverseen,andtheymadehimappearrathershort。Buthislithe,powerfullimbsprovedhewasnotshort。Wheneverhemovedthemusclesrippled。Hishandswereclaspedroundaknee——brown,sinewyhands,verybroad,andfittingthethickmuscularwrists。Hiscollarwasopen,andhedidnotwearascarf,asdidthemenEllenknew。ThenherintensecuriosityatlastbroughthersteadygazetoJeanIsbel’sheadandface。Heworeacap,evidentlyofsomethinfur。Hishairwasstraightandshort,andincoloradeadravenblack。Hiscomplexionwasdark,cleartan,withnotraceofred。Hedidnothavetheprominentcheekbonesnorthehigh—bridgednoseusualwithwhitemenwhowerepartIndian。StillhehadtheIndianlook。Ellencaughtthatinthedark,intent,piercingeyes,inthewide,level,thoughtfulbrows,inthesternimpassivenessofhissmoothface。Hehadastraight,sharp—cutprofile。
Ellenwhisperedtoherself:"Isawhimrighttheotherday。Only,I’dnotadmitit……Thefinest—lookin’manIeversawinmylifeisadamnedIsbel!WasthatwhatIcomeoutheahfor?"
Sheloweredherselfoncemoreand,foldingherarmsunderherbreast,shereclinedcomfortablyonthem,andsearchedoutasmallerpeepholefromwhichshecouldspyuponIsbel。Andasshewatchedhimthenewandperplexingsideofhermindwaxedbusier。Whyhadhecomeback?
Whatdidhewantofher?Acquaintance,friendship,wasimpossibleforthem。Hehadbeenrespectful,deferentialtowardher,inawaythathadstrangelypleased,untilthesurprisingmomentwhenhehadkissedher。Thathadonlydisruptedherratherdreamypleasureinasituationshehadnotexperiencedbefore。Allthemenshehadmetinthiswildcountrywereroughandbold;mostofthemhadwantedtomarryher,and,failingthat,theyhadpersistedinamorousattentionsnotparticularlyflatteringorhonorable。Theywereabadlot。Andcontactwiththemhaddulledsomeofhersensibilities。ButthisJeanIsbelhadseemedagentleman。Shestruggledtobefair,tryingtoforgetherantipathy,asmuchtounderstandherselfastogivehimduecredit。True,hehadkissedher,crudelyandforcibly。Butthatkisshadnotbeenaninsult。Ellen’sfinerfeelingforcedhertobelievethis。Sherememberedthehonestamazeandshameandcontritionwithwhichbehadfacedher,tryingawkwardlytoexplainhisboldact。
Likewisesherecalledthesubtleswiftchangeinhimatherwords,"Oh,I’vebeenkissedbefore!"Shewasgladshehadsaidthat。Still——wassheglad,afterall?
Shewatchedhim。Everylittlewhileheshiftedhisgazefromthebluegulfbeneathhimtotheforest。Whenheturnedthusthesunshoneonhisfaceandshecaughtthepiercinggleamofhisdarkeyes。
Shesaw,too,thathewaslistening。Watchingandlisteningforher!
Ellenhadtostillatumultwithinher。Itmadeherfeelveryyoung,veryshy,verystrange。Allthewhileshehatedhimbecausehemanifestlyexpectedhertocome。Severaltimesheroseandwalkedalittlewayintothewoods。Thelasttimehelookedatthewesteringsunandshookhishead。Hisconfidencehadgone。Thenhesatandgazeddownintothevoid。ButEllenknewhedidnotseeanythingthere。HeseemedanimagecarvedinthestoneoftheRim,andhegaveEllenasingularimpressionoflonelinessandsadness。Washethinkingofthemiserablebattlehisfatherhadsummonedhimtolead——
ofwhatitwouldcost——ofitsuselesspainandhatred?Ellenseemedtodivinehisthoughts。Inthatmomentshesoftenedtowardhim,andinhersoulquiveredandstirredanintangiblesomethingthatwaslikepain,thatwastoodeepforherunderstanding。ButshefeltsorryforanIsbeluntiltheoldprideresurged。Whatifheadmiredher?Sherememberedhisinterest,thewonderandadmiration,thegrowinglightinhiseyes。Andithadnotbeenrepugnanttoheruntilhedisclosedhisname。"What’sinaname?"shemused,recallingpoetrylearnedinhergirlhood。"’Arosebyanyothernamewouldsmellassweet’……
He’sanIsbel——yethemightbesplendid——noble……Bah!he’snot——
andI’dhatehimanyhow。"I
AllatonceEllenfeltcoldshiversstealoverher。Isbel’spiercinggazewasdirectedstraightatherhidingplace。Herheartstoppedbeating。Ifhediscoveredherthereshefeltthatshewoulddieofshame。Thenshebecameawarethatabluejaywasscreechinginapineaboveher,andaredsquirrelsomewherenearwaschatteringhisshrillannoyance。Thesetwodenizensofthewoodscouldbedependedupontoespythewariesthunterandmakeknownhispresencetotheirkind。Ellenhadamomentofmorethandread。Thiskeen—eyed,keen—earedIndianmightseerightthroughherbrushycovert,mighthearthethrobbingofherheart。Itrelievedherimmeasurablytoseehimturnawayandtaketopacingthepromontory,withhisheadbowedandhishandsbehindhisback。Hehadstoppedlookingoffintotheforest。Presentlyhewheeledtothewest,andbythelightuponhisfaceEllensawthatthetimewasnearsunset。Turkeyswerebeginningtogobblebackontheridge。
Isbelwalkedtohishorseandappearedtobeuntyingsomethingfromthebackofhissaddle。WhenhecamebackEllensawthathecarriedasmallpackageapparentlywrappedinpaper。WiththisunderhisarmhestrodeoffinthedirectionofEllen’scampandsoondisappearedintheforest。
ForalittlewhileEllenlaythereinbewilderment。Ifshehadmadeconjecturesbefore,theywerenowmultiplied。WherewasJeanIsbelgoing?Ellensatupsuddenly。"Well,shorethisheahbeatsme,"
shesaid。"Whatdidhehaveinthatpackage?Whatwashegoin’
todowithit?"
Ittooknolittlewillpowertoholdhertherewhenshewantedtostealafterhimthroughthewoodsandfindoutwhathemeant。Buthisreputationinfluencedevenherandsherefusedtopithercunningintheforestagainsthis。Itwouldbebettertowaituntilhereturnedtohishorse。Thusdecided,shelaybackagaininhercovertandgavehermindovertoponderingcuriosity。SoonerthansheexpectedsheespiedIsbelapproachingthroughtheforest,emptyhanded。Hehadnottakenhisrifle。Ellenavertedherglanceamomentandthrilledtoseetherifleleaningagainstarock。VerilyJeanIsbelhadbeenfarremovedfromhostileintentthatday。Shewatchedhimstrideswiftlyuptohishorse,untiethehalter,andmount。Ellenhadanimpressionofhisarrowlikestraightfigure,andsinuousgraceandease。Thenhelookedbackatthepromontory,asiftofixapictureofitinhismind,androdeawayalongtheRim。Shewatchedhimoutofsight。Whatailedher?
Somethingwaswrongwithher,butsherecognizedonlyrelief。
WhenIsbelhadbeengonelongenoughtoassureEllenthatshemightsafelyventureforthshecrawledthroughthepinethickettotheRimontheothersideofthepoint。ThesunwassettingbehindtheBlackRange,sheddingagoldengloryovertheBasin。WestwardthezigzagRimreachedlikeastreameroffireintothesun。Thevastpromontoriesjuttedoutwithblazingbeaconlightsupontheirstone—walledfaces。
Deepdown,theBasinwasturningshadowydarkblue,goingtosleepforthenight。
Ellenbentswiftstepstowardhercamp。Longshaftsofgoldprecededherthroughtheforest。Thentheypaledandvanished。Thetipsofpinesandsprucesturnedgold。Ahoarse—voicedoldturkeygobblerwasboominghischug—a—lugfromthehighestground,andthesofterchickofhenturkeysansweredhim。Ellenwasalmostbreathlesswhenshearrived。
Twopacksandacoupleoflop—earedburrosattestedtothefactofAntonio’sreturn。ThiswasgoodnewsforEllen。Sheheardthebleatoflambsandtinkleofbellscomingnearerandnearer。AndshewasgladtofeelthatifIsbelhadvisitedhercamp,mostprobablyitwasduringtheabsenceoftheherders。
TheinstantsheglancedintohertentshesawthepackageIsbelhadcarried。Itlayonherbed。Ellenstaredblankly。"The——theimpudenceofhim!"sheejaculated。Thenshekickedthepackageoutofthetent。
Wordsandactionseemedtoliberateadammed—uphotfury。Shekickedthepackageagain,andthoughtshewouldkickitintothesmolderingcamp—fire。Butsomehowshestoppedshortofthat。Sheleftthethingthereontheground。
PepeandAntoniohoveinsight,drivinginthetumblingwoollyflock。
Ellendidnotwantthemtoseethepackage,sowithcontemptforherself,andsomewhatlesseninganger,shekickeditbackintothetent。Whatwasinit?Shepeepedinsidethetent,devouredbycuriosity。Neat,wellwrappedandtiedpackageslikethatwerenotoftenseenintheTontoBasin。Ellendecidedshewouldwaituntilaftersupper,andatafavorablemomentlayitunopenedonthefire。Whatdidshecarewhatitcontained?Manifestlyitwasagift。ShearguedthatshewashighlyincensedwiththisinsolentIsbelwhohadtheeffronterytoapproachherwithsomesortofpresent。
ItdevelopedthattheusuallycheerfulAntoniohadreturnedtaciturnandgloomy。AllEllencouldgetoutofhimwasthatthejobofsheepherderhadtakenonhazardsinimicaltopeace—lovingMexicans。Hehadheardsomethinghewouldnottell。Ellenhelpedpreparethesupperandsheateinsilence。Shehadherownbroodingtroubles。Antoniopresentlytoldherthatherfatherhadsaidshewasnottostartbackhomeafterdark。Aftersuppertheherdersrepairedtotheirowntents,leavingEllenthefreedomofhercamp—fire。Wherewithshesecuredthepackageandbroughtitforthtoburn。Femininecuriosityrankledstronginherbreast。Yieldingsofarastoshaketheparcelandpressit,andfinallytearacomeroffthepaper,shesawsomewordswritteninleadpencil。Bendingnearertheblaze,sheread,"FormysisterAnn。"
Ellengazedatthebig,boldhand—writing,quitelegibleandfairlywelldone。Suddenlyshetoretheoutsidewrappercompletelyoff。FromprintedwordsontheinsideshegatheredthatthepackagehadcomefromastoreinSanFrancisco。"Reckonhefetchedhomealotofpresentsforhisfolks——thekids——andhissister,"mutteredEllen。
"Thatwasniceofhim。WhateverthisisheshoremeantitforsisterAnn……AnnIsbel。Why,shemustbethatblack—eyedgirlImetandlikedsowellbeforeIknewshewasanIsbel……Hissister!"
WhereuponforthesecondtimeEllendepositedthefascinatingpackageinhertent。Shecouldnotburnitupjustthen。Shehadotheremotionsbesidesscornandhate。Andmemoryofthatsoft—voiced,kind—hearted,beautifulIsbelgirlcheckedherresentment。"Iwonderifheislikehissister,?’shesaid,thoughtfully。Itappearedtobeanunfortunatethought。JeanIsbelcertainlyresembledhissister。
"Toobadtheybelongtothefamilythatruineddad。"
Ellenwenttobedwithoutopeningthepackageorwithoutburningit。
Andtoherannoyance,whateverwayshelaysheappearedtotouchthisstrangepackage。Therewasnotmuchroominthelittletent。Firstsheputitatherheadbesideherrifle,butwhensheturnedoverhercheekcameincontactwithit。Thenshefeltasifshehadbeenstung。
Shemoveditagain,onlytotouchitpresentlywithherhand。Nextsheflungittothebottomofherbed,whereitfelluponherfeet,andwhateverwayshemovedthemshecouldnotescapethepressureofthisundesirableandmysteriousgift。
Byandbyshefellasleep,onlytodreamthatthepackagewasacaressinghandstealingabouther,feelingforhers,andholdingitwithsoft,strongclasp。Whensheawokeshehadthestrangestsensationinherrightpalm。Itwasmoist,throbbing,hot,andthefeelofitonhercheekwasstrangelythrillingandcomforting。
Shelayawakethen。Thenightwasdarkandstill。Onlyalowmoanofwindinthepinesandthefainttinkleofasheepbellbroketheserenity。Shefeltverysmallandlonelylyingthereinthedeepforest,and,tryhowshewould,itwasimpossibletothinkthesamethenasshedidintheclearlightofday。Resentment,pride,anger——theseseemedabatednow。Iftheeventsofthedayhadnotchangedher,theyhadatleastbroughtupsofterandkindermemoriesandemotionsthanshehadknownforlong。Nothinghurtandsaddenedhersomuchastorememberthegay,happydaysofherchildhood,hersweetmother,her,oldhome。ThenherthoughtreturnedtoIsbelandhisgift。Ithadbeenyearssinceanyonehadmadeheragift。
Whatcouldthisonebe?Itdidnotmatter。ThewonderwasthatJeanIsbelshouldbringittoherandthatshecouldbeperturbedbyitspresence。"Hemeantitforhissisterandsohethoughtwellofme,"shesaid,infinality。
MorningbroughtEllenfurthervacillation。Atlengthsherolledtheobnoxiouspackageinsideherblankets,sayingthatshewouldwaituntilshegothomeandthenconsignitcheerfullytotheflames。
Antoniotiedherpackonaburro。Shedidnothaveahorse,andthereforehadtowalktheseveralmiles,toherfather’sranch。
Shesetoffatabriskpace,leadingtheburroandcarryingherrifle。Andsoonshewasdeepinthefragrantforest。Themorningwasclearandcool,withjustenoughfrosttomakethesunlitgrasssparkleasifwithdiamonds。Ellenfeltfresh,buoyant,singularlyfullof,life。Heryouthwouldnotbedenied。Itwaspulsing,yearning。ShehummedanoldSoutherntuneandeverystepseemedoneofpleasureinaction,ofadvancetowardsomeintangiblefuturehappiness。Alltheunknownoflifebeforehercalled。Herheartbeathighinherbreastandshewalkedasoneinadream。Herthoughtswereswift—changing,intimate,deep,andvague,notofyesterdayorto—day,norofreality。
Thebig,gray,white—tailedsquirrelscrossedaheadofheronthetrail,scamperedoverthepinygroundtohopontreetrunks,andtheretheypausedtowatchherpass。Thevociferouslittleredsquirrelsbarkedandchatteredather。Fromeverythicketsoundedthegobbleofturkeys。
Thebluejayssqualledinthetreetops。Adeerlifteditsheadfrombrowsingandstoodmotionless,withlongearserect,watchinghergoby。
Thushappilyanddreamilyabsorbed,EllencoveredtheforestmilesandsoonreachedthetrailthatleddownintothewildbrakesofChevelonCanyon。Itwasroughgoingandlessconducivetosweetwanderingsofmind。Ellenslowlylostthem。Andthenafamiliarfeelingassailedher,onesheneverfailedtohaveuponreturningtoherfather’sranch——areluctance,abitterdissatisfactionwithherhome,aloyalstruggleagainstthevaguesensethatallwasnotasitshouldbe。
Attheheadofthiscanyoninalittle,level,grassymeadowstoodarudeone—roomlogshack,withaleaningred—stonechimneyontheoutside。
Thiswastheabodeofastrangeoldmanwhohadlonglivedthere。HisnamewasJohnSpragueandhisoccupationwasraisingburros。Nosheeporcattleorhorsesdidheown,notevenadog。RumorhadsaidSpraguewasaprospector,oneofthemanywhohadsearchedthatcountryfortheLostDutchmangoldmine。SpragueknewmoreabouttheBasinandRimthananyofthesheepmenorranchers。FromBlackButtetotheCibiqueandfromChevelonButtetoRenoPasshekneweverytrail,canyon,ridge,andspring,andcouldfindhiswaytothemonthedarkestnight。Hisfame,however,dependedmostlyuponthefactthathedidnothingbutraiseburros,andwouldraisenonebutblackburroswithwhitefaces。
TheseburroswerethefinestbredinailtheBasinandwereingreatdemand。Spraguesoldafeweveryyear。HehadmadeapresentofonetoEllen,althoughhehatedtopartwiththem。ThisoldmanwasEllen’soneandonlyfriend。
UponhertripouttotheRimwiththesheep,UncleJohn,asEllencalledhim,hadbeenawayononeofhisinfrequentvisitstoGrassValley。Itpleasedhernowtoseeabluecolumnofsmokelazilyliftingfromtheoldchimneyandtohearthediscordantbrayofburros。
AssheenteredtheclearingSpraguesawherfromthedoorofhisshack。
"Hello,UncleJohn!"shecalled。
"Wal,ifitain’tEllen!"hereplied,heartily。"WhenIseenthetwhite—facedjinnyIknowedwhowasleadin’her。Whereyoubeen,girl?"
Spraguewasalittle,stoop—shoulderedoldman,withgrizzledheadandface,andshrewdgrayeyesthatbeamedkindlyonheroverhisruddycheeks。Ellendidnotlikethetobaccostainonhisgrizzledbeardnorthedirty,motley,ragged,ill—smellinggarbhewore,butshehadceasedheruselessattemptstomakehimmorecleanly。
"I’vebeenherdin’sheep,"repliedEllen。"Andwherehavey’ubeen,uncle?Imissedy’uonthewayover。"
"Beenpackin’insomegrub。An’IreckonIstayedlongerinGrassValleythanIrecollect。Butthetwasonlynatural,considerin’——"
"What?"askedEllen,bluntly,astheoldmanpaused。
Spraguetookablackpipeoutofhisvestpocketandbeganrimmingthebowlwithhisfingers。TheglancehebentonEllenwasthoughtfulandearnest,andsokindthatshefeareditwaspity。Ellensuddenlyburnedfornewsfromthevillage。
Wal,comeinan’setdown,won’tyou?"heasked。
"No,thanks,"repliedEllen,andshetookaseatonthechoppingblock。
"Tellme,uncle,what’sgoin’ondownintheValley?"
"Nothin’muchyet——excepttalk。An’there’saheapofthet。"
"Humph!Therealwayswastalk,"declaredEllen,contemptuously。
"Anasty,gossipy,cattyhole,thatGrassValley!"
"Ellen,thar’sgoin’tobewar——abloodywarintheoleTontoBasin,"
wentonSprague,seriously。
"War!……Betweenwhom?"
"TheIsbelsan’theirenemies。Ireckonmostpeopledownthar,an’
sureallthecattlemen,aironoldGass’sside。Blaisdell,Gordon,Fredericks,Blue——they’llallbeinit。"
"Whoaretheygoin’tofight?"queriedEllen,sharply。
"Wal,theopentalkisthetthesheepmenareforcin’thiswar。Butthar’stalknotsoopen,an’Ireckonnotveryhealthyforanymantowhisperhyarbouts。"
"UncleJohn,y’uneedn’tbeafraidtotellmeanythin’,saidEllen。
"I’dnevergivey’uaway。Y’u’vebeenagoodfriendtome。"
"ReckonIwanttobe,Ellen,"hereturned,noddinghisshaggyhead。
"Itain’teasytobefondofyouasIaman’keepmymouthshet……I’dliketoknowsomethin’。Hevyouanyrelativesawayfromhyarthetyoucouldgototillthisfight’sover?"
"No。AllIhave,sofarasIknow,arerightheah。"
"Howabootfriends?"
"UncleJohn,Ihavenone,"shesaid,sadly,withbowedhead。
"Wal,wal,I’msorry。Iwashopin’youmightgitaway。"
Sheliftedherface。"Shorey’udon’tthinkI’drunoffifmydadgotinafight?"sheflashed。
"Ihopeyouwill。"
"I’maJorth,"shesaid,darkly,anddroppedherheadagain。
Spraguenoddedgloomily。Evidentlyhewasperplexedandworried,andstronglyswayedbyaffectionforher。
"Wouldyougoawaywithme?"heasked。"WecouldpackovertotheMazatzalsan’livethartillthisblowsover。"
"Thanky’u,UncleJohn。Y’u’rekindandgood。ButI’llstaywithmyfather。Histroublesaremine。"
"Ahuh!……Wal,Imighthevreckonedso……Ellen,howdoyoustandonthishyarsheepan’cattlequestion?"
"Ithinkwhat’sfairforoneisfairforanother。Idon’tlikesheepasmuchasIlikecattle。Butthat’snotthepoint。Therangeisfree。
Supposey’uhadcattleandIhadsheep。I’dfeelasfreetorunmysheepanywhereasy’uweretoranyourcattle。"
"Right。Butwhatifyouthrowedyoursheeproundmyrangean’sheepedoffthegrasssomycattlewouldhevtomoveorstarve?"
"ShoreIwouldn’tthrowmysheeproundy’urrange,"shedeclared,stoutly。
"Wal,you’veansweredhalfofthequestion。An’nowsupposin’alotofmycattlewasstolenbyrustlers,butnotasingleoneofyoursheep。
What’dyouthinkthen?"
"I’dshorethinkrustlerschosetostealcattlebecausetherewasnoprofitinstealin’sheep。"
"Egzactly。Butwouldn’tyouhevaqueerideeabootit?"
"Idon’tknow。Whyqueer?What’rey’udrivin’at,UncleJohn?"
"Wal,wouldn’tyougitkindofahunchthettherustlerswas——sayaleetlefriendlytowardthesheepmen?
Ellenfeltasuddenvibratingshock。Thebloodrushedtohertemples。
Tremblingallover,sherose。
"UncleJohn!"shecried。
"Now,girl,youneedn’tfireupthetway。Setdownan’don’t——"
"Darey’uinsinuatemyfatherhas——"
"Ellen,Iain’tinsinuatin’nothin’,"interruptedtheoldman。"I’mjestaskin’youtothink。Thet’sall。You’re,mostgrownintoayoungwomannow。An’you’vegotsense。Thar’sbadtimesahead,Ellen。
An’Ihatetoseeyoumixinthem。"
"Oh,y’udomakemethink,"repliedEllen,withsmartingtearsinhereyes。"Y’umakemeunhappy。Oh,Iknowmydadisnotlikedinthiscattlecountry。Butit’sunjust。Hehappenedtogoinforsheepraising。Iwishhehadn’t。Itwasamistake。Dadalwayswasacattlemantillwecameheah。Hemadeenemies——who——whoruinedhim。
Andeverywheremisfortunecrossedhistrail……But,oh,UncleJohn,mydadisanhonestman。"
"Wal,child,I——Ididn’tmeanto——tomakeyoucry,"saidtheoldman,feelingly,andheavertedhistroubledgaze。"NevermindwhatIsaid。
I’manoldmeddler。Ireckonnothin’Icoulddoorsaywouldeverchangewhat’sgoin’tohappen。Ifonlyyouwasn’tagirl!……
TharIgoag’in。Ellen,faceyourfuturean’fightyourway。Allyoungstershevtodothet。An’it’stherightkindoffightthetmakestherightkindofmanorwoman。Onlyyoumustbesuretofindyourself。An’bythetImeantofindthereal,true,honest—to—Godbestinyouan’sticktoitan’diefightin’forit。You’reayoungwoman,almost,an’ablamedhandsomeone。Whichmeansyou’llhevmoretroublean’aharderfight。Thiscountryain’teasyonawomanwhenonceslanderhasmarkedher。
"WhatdoIcareforthetalkdowninthatBasin?"returnedEllen。
"IknowtheythinkI’mahussy。I’veletthemthinkit。
I’vehelpedthemto。"
"You’rewrong,child,"saidSprague,earnestly。"Pridean,temper!
Youmustneverletanyonethinkbadofyou,muchlesshelpthemto。"
"Ihateeverybodydownthere,"criedEllen,passionately。"IhatethemsoI’dgloryintheirthinkin’mebad……MymotherbelongedtothebestbloodinTexas。Iamherdaughter。IknowWHOANDWHAT
IAM。ThatupliftsmewheneverImeetthesneaky,slysuspicionsoftheseBasinpeople。Itshowsmethedifferencebetweenthemandme。
That’swhatIgloryin。"
"Ellen,you’reawild,headstrongchild,"rejoinedtheoldman,inseveretones。"Wordhasbeenpassedag’in’yourgoodname——yourhonor……An’hevn’tyougivencauseferthet?"
Ellenfeltherfaceblanchandallherbloodrushbacktoherheartinsickeningforce。Theshockofhiswordswaslikeastabfromacoldblade。Iftheirmeaningandthestem,justlightoftheoldman’sglancedidnotkillherprideandvanitytheysurelykilledhergirlishness。Shestoodmute,staringathim,withherbrown,tremblinghandsstealinguptowardherbosom,asiftowardoffanotherandamortalblow。
"Ellen!"burstoutSprague,hoarsely。"Youmistookme。Aw,Ididn’tmean——whatyouthink,Iswear……Ellen,I’moldan’blunt。Iain’tusedtowimmen。ButI’veloveforyou,child,an’respect,jestthesameasifyouwasmyown……An’IKNOWyou’regood……
Forgiveme……Imeantonlyhevn’tyoubeen,say,sortof——
careless?"
"Care—less?"queriedEllen,bitterlyandlow。
"An’powerfulthoughtlessan’——an’blind——lettin’menkissyouan’
fondleyou——whenyou’rereallyagrowed—upwomannow?"
"Yes——Ihave,"whisperedEllen。
"Wal,then,whydidyouletthem?
"I——Idon’tknow……Ididn’tthink。Themenneverletmealone——
never——never!Igottiredeverlastinglypushin’themaway。Andsometimes——whentheywerekind——andIwaslonelyforsomethingI——I
didn’tmindifoneoranotherfooledroundme。Ineverthought。
Itneverlookedasy’uhavemadeitlook……Then——thosefewtimesridin’thetrailtoGrassValley——whenpeoplesawme——thenI
guessIencouragedsuchattentions……Oh,Imustbe——Iamashamelesslittlehussy!"
"Hushthetkindoftalk,"saidtheoldman,ashetookherhand。
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