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第15章

  Heglidedonabouttenshort,swiftstepsbeforehehalted。Thatwasasfarashispiercingeyescouldpenetrate。IftherehadbeenaguardstationedoutsidethestoreJeanwouldhaveseenhimbeforebeingseen。
  Hesawthefence,reachedit,enteredtheyard,glidedinthedenseshadowofthebarnuntiltheblacksquarebegantoloomgray——thecolorofstoneatnight。Jeanpeeredthroughtheobscurity。Nodarkfigureofamanshowedagainstthatgraywall——onlyablackpatch,whichmustbetheholeinthefoundationmentioned。Arayoflightnowstreakedoutfromthelittleblackwindow。Totherightshowedthewide,blackdoor。
  FartheronJeanglidedsilently。Thenhehalted。Therewasnoguardoutside。Jeanheardtheclinkofacap,thelazydrawlofaTexan,andthenastrong,harshvoice——Jorth’s。ItstrungJean’swholebeingtightandvibrating。Insidehewasonfirewhilecoldthrillsrippledoverhisskin。Ittooktremendouseffortofwilltoholdhimselfbackanotherinstanttolisten,tolook,tofeel,tomakesure。Andthatinstantchargedhimwithamightycurrentofhotblood,straining,throbbing,damming。
  WhenJeanleapedthiscurrentburst。Inafewswiftboundshegainedhispointhalfwaybetweendoorandwindow。Heleanedhisrifleagainstthestonewall。Thenheswungtheax。Crash!Thewindowshuttersplitandrattledtothefloorinside。Thesilencethenbrokewithahoarse,"What’sthet?"
  WithallhismightJeanswungtheheavyaxonthedoor。Smash!Thelowerhalfcavedinandbangedtothefloor。Brightlightflaredoutthehole。
  "Lookout!"yelledaman,inloudalarm。"They’rebatterin’thebackdoor!"
  Jeanswungagain,highonthesplintereddoor。Crash!Piecesflewinside。
  "They’vegotaxes,"hoarselyshoutedanothervoice。"Shovethecounterag’in’thedoor。"
  "No!"thunderedavoiceofauthoritythatdenotedterroraswell。
  "Letthemcomein。Pullyourgunsan’taketocover!"
  "Theyain’tcomin’in,"wasthehoarsereply。"They’llshootinonusfromthedark。"
  "Putoutthelamp!"yelledanother。
  Jean’sthirdheavyswingcavedinpartoftheupperhalfofthedoor。
  Shoutsandcursesintermingledwiththeslidingofbenchesacrossthefloorandthehardshuffleofboots。Thisconfusionseemedtobesplitandsilencedbyapiercingyell,ofdifferentcaliber,ofterriblemeaning。ItstayedJean’sswing——causedhimtodroptheaxandsnatchuphisrifle。
  "DON’TANYBODYMOVE!"
  Likeasteelwhipthisvoicecutthesilence。ItbelongedtoBlue。
  Jeanswiftlybenttoputhiseyetoacrackinthedoor。Mostofthosevisibleseemedtohavebeenfrozenintounnaturalpositions。Jorthstoodratherinfrontofhismen,hatlessandcoatless,onearmoutstretched,andhisdarkprofilesettowardalittlemanjustinsidethedoor。ThismanwasBlue。JeanneededonlyoneflashinglookatBlue’sface,athisleveled,quiveringguns,tounderstandwhyhehadchosenthistrick。
  "Who’re———you?"demandedJorth,inhuskypants。
  "ReckonI’mIsbel’sright—handman,"camethebitingreply。
  "OncetolerablewellknowninTexas……KINGFISHER!"
  Thenamemusthavebeenaguaranteeofdeath。Jorthrecognizedthisoutlawandrealizedhisownfate。Inthelamplighthisfaceturnedapalegreenishwhite。Hisoutstretchedhandbegantoquiverdown。
  Blue’sleftgunseemedtoleapupandflashredandexplode。Severalheavyreportsmergedalmostasone。Jorth’sarmjerkedlimply,flinginghisgun。Andhisbodysaggedinthemiddle。Hishandsflutteredlikecrippledwingsandfoundtheirwaytohisabdomen。Hisdeath—palefaceneverchangeditssetlooknorpositiontowardBlue。Buthisgaspingutterancewasoneofhorriblemortalfuryandterror。Thenhebegantosway,stillwiththatstrange,rigidsetofhisfacetowardhisslayer,untilhefell。
  Hisfallbrokethespell。EvenBlue,likethegunmanhewas,hadpausedtowatchJorthinhislastmortalaction。Jorth’sfollowersbegantodrawandshoot。JeansawBlue’sreturnfirebringdownahugeman,whofellacrossJorth’sbody。ThenJean,quickasthethoughtthatactuatedhim,raisedhisrifleandshotatthebiglamp。Itburstinaflare。Itcrashedtothefloor。Darknessfollowed——ablank,thick,envelopingmantle。Thenredflashesofgunsemphasizedtheblackness。
  Insidethestoretherebrokelooseapandemoniumofshots,yells,curses,andthuddingboots。Jeanshovedhisriflebarrelinsidethedoorand,holdingitlowdown,hemovedittoandfrowhileheworkedleverandtriggeruntilthemagazinewasempty。Then,drawinghissix—shooter,heemptiedthat。AroarofriflesfromthefrontofthestoretoldJeanthathiscomradeshadenteredthefray。Bulletszippedthroughthedoorhehadbroken。Jeanranswiftlyroundthecorner,takingcaretosheeroffalittletotheleft,andwhenhegotclearofthebuildinghesawalineofflashesinthemiddleoftheroad。Blaisdellandtheotherswerefiringintothedoorofthestore。WithnimblefingersJeanreloadedhisrifle。Thenswiftlyheranacrosstheroadanddowntogetbehindhiscomrades。Theirshootinghadslackened。Jeansawdarkformscominghisway。
  "Hello,Blaisdell!"hecalled,warningly。
  "Thaty’u,Jean?"returnedtherancher,loomingup。"Wal,wewasn’tworriedabooty’u。"
  "Blue?"queriedJean,sharply。
  Alittle,darkfigureshuffledpastJean。"Howdy,Jean!"saidBlue,dryly。"Y’ushoredidyourpart。ReckonI’llneedtobetiedup,butIain’thurtmuch。"
  "Colmor’shit,"calledthevoiceofGordon,afewyardsdistant。
  "Helpme,somebody!"
  JeanrantohelpGordonupholdtheswayingColmor。"Areyouhurt—bad?"
  askedJean,anxiously。Theyoungman’sheadrolledandhung。Hewasbreathinghardanddidnotreply。Theyhadalmosttocarryhim。
  "Comeon,men!"calledBlaisdell,turningbacktowardtheotherswhowerestillfiring。"We’llletwellenoughalone……Fredericks,y’uan’Billhelpmefindthebodyoftheoldman。It’sheahsomewhere。"
  FartherondowntheroadthesearchersstumbledoverGastonIsbel。
  TheypickedhimupandfollowedJeanandGordon,whoweresupportingthewoundedColmor。JeanlookedbacktoseeBluedragginghimselfalongintherear。Itwastoodarktoseedistinctly;nevertheless,JeangottheimpressionthatBluewasmoreseverelywoundedthanhehadclaimedtobe。ThedistancetoMeeker’scabinwasnotfar,butittookwhatJeanfelttobealongandanxioustimetogetthere。
  Colmorapparentlyralliedsomewhat。WhenthisprocessionenteredMeeker’syard,Bluewaslaggingbehind。
  "Blue,howairy’u?"calledBlaisdell,withconcern。
  "Wal,Igot——myboots——on——anyhow,"repliedBlue,huskily。
  Helurchedintotheyardandsliddownonthegrassandstretchedout。
  "Man!Y’u’rehurtbad!"exclaimedBlaisdell。Theothershaltedintheirslowmarchand,asifbytacit,unspokenword,loweredthebodyofIsbeltotheground。ThenBlaisdellkneltbesideBlue。JeanleftColmortoGordonandhurriedtopeerdownintoBlue’sdimface。
  "No,Iain’t——hurt,"saidBlue,inamuchweakervoice。I’m——jestkilled!……ItwasQueen!……Y’uallheerdme——Queenwas——onlybadmaninthatlot。Iknowedit……Icould——hevkilledhim……
  ButIwas——afterLeeJorthan’hisbrothers……"
  Blue’svoicefailedthere。
  "Wal!"ejaculatedBlaisdell。
  "Shorewasfunny——Jorth’sface——whenIsaid——KingFisher,"whisperedBlue。"Funnier——whenIbored——himthrough……Butit——was——Queen——"
  Hiswhisperdiedaway。
  "Blue!"calledBlaisdell,sharply。Receivingnoanswer,hebentlowerinthestarlightandplacedahandupontheman’sbreast。
  "Wal,he’sgone……IwonderifhereallywastheoldTexasKingFisher。Noonewouldeverbelieveit……ButifhekilledtheJorths,I’llshorebelievehim。
  CHAPTERX
  TwoweeksoflonelysolitudeintheforesthadworkedincalculablechangeinEllenJorth。
  LateinJuneherfatherandhertwouncleshadpackedandriddenoffwithDaggs,Colter,andsixothermen,allheavilyarmed,somesomberwithdrink,othershardandgrimwithaforetasteoffight。Ellenhadnotbeengivenanyorders。Herfatherhadforgottentobidhergood—byorhadavoidedit。Theirdarkmissionwasstampedontheirfaces。
  Theyhadgoneand,keenashadbeenEllen’spang,nevertheless,theirdeparturewasarelief。ShehadheardthemblusterandbragsooftenthatshehadherdoubtsofanygreatJorth—Isbelwar。Barkingdogsdidnotbite。Somebody,perhapsoneachside,wouldbebadlywounded,possiblykilled,andthenthefeudwouldgoonasbefore,mostlytalk。
  Manyofherformerimpressionshadfaded。Developmenthadbeensorapidandcontinuousinherthatshecouldlookbacktoaday—by—daytransformation。Atnightshehadhatedthesightofherselfandwhenthedawncameshewouldrise,singing。
  JorthhadleftEllenathomewiththeMexicanwomanandAntonio。
  Ellensawthemonlyatmealtimes,andoftennotthen,forshefrequentlyvisitedoldJohnSpragueorcamehomelatetodoherowncooking。
  ItwasbutashortdistanceuptoSprague’scabin,andsinceshehadstoppedridingtheblackhorse,Spades,shewalked。Spadeswasaccustomedtohavinggrain,andinthemorningshewouldcomedowntotheranchandwhistle。EllenhadvowedshewouldneverfeedthehorseandbadeAntoniodoit。ButonemorningAntoniowasabsent。
  ShefedSpadesherself。Whenshelaidahandonhimandwhenherubbedhisnoseagainsthershouldershewasnotquitesosureshehatedhim。
  "WhyshouldI?"shequeried。"Ahorsecain’thelpitifhebelongsto——to——"Ellenwasnotsureofanythingexceptthatmoreandmoreitgrewgoodtobealone。
  Awholedayinthelonelyforestpassedswiftly,yetitleftafeelingoflongtime。Shelivedbyherthoughts。Alwaysthemorningwasbright,sunny,sweetandfragrantandcolorful,andhermoodwaspensive,wistful,dreamy。Andalways,justassurelyasthehourspassed,thoughtintrudeduponherhappiness,andthoughtbroughtmemory,andmemorybroughtshame,andshamebroughtfight。Sunsetaftersunsetshehaddraggedherselfbacktotheranch,sullenandsickandbeaten。Yetsheneverceasedtostruggle。
  TheJulystormscame,andtheforestfloorthathadbeensosearandbrownanddryanddustychangedasifbymagic。Thegreengrassshotup,theflowersbloomed,andalongthecanyonbedsoflacyfernsswayedinthewindandbenttheirgracefultipsovertheamber—coloredwater。
  Ellenhauntedthesecooldells,thesepine—shaded,mossy—rockedravineswherethebrookstinkledandthedeercamedowntodrink。Shewanderedalone。Buttheregrewtobecompanyintheaspensandthemusicofthelittlewaterfalls。Ifshecouldhavelivedinthatsolitudealways,neverreturningtotheranchhomethatremindedherofhername,shecouldhaveforgottenandhavebeenhappy。
  Shelovedthestorms。Itwasadrycountryandshehadlearnedthroughyearstowelcomethecreamycloudsthatrolledfromthesouthwest。Theycamesailingandclusteringanddarkeningatlasttoformagreat,purple,angrymassthatappearedtolodgeagainstthemountainrimandburstintodazzlingstreaksoflightningandgraypallsofrain。Lightningseldomstruckneartheranch,butupontheRimtherewasneverastormthatdidnotsplinterandcrashsomeofthenoblepines。Duringthestormseasonsheepherdersandwoodsmengenerallydidnotcampunderthepines。
  Fearoflightningwasinborninthenatives,butforEllenthedazzlingwhitestreaksorthetremendoussplitting,cracklingshock,orthethunderousboomandrumblealongthebattlementsoftheRimhadnoterrors。Astormeasedherbreast。Deepinherheartwasahiddengatheringstorm。Andsomehow,tobeoutwhentheelementswerewarring,whentheearthtrembledandtheheavensseemedtoburstasunder,affordedherstrangerelief。
  Thesummerdaysbecameweeks,andfartherandfarthertheycarriedEllenonthewingsofsolitudeandlonelinessuntilsheseemedtolookbackyearsattheselfshehadhated。Andalways,whenthedarkmemoryimpingeduponpeace,shefoughtandfoughtuntilsheseemedtobefightinghatreditself。Scornofscornandhateofhate!Yetevenherbattlesgrewtobedreams。ForwhentheinevitableretrospectbroughtbackJeanIsbelandhisloveandhercowardlyfalsehoodshewouldshudderalittleandputanunconscioushandtoherbreastandutterlyfailinherfightanddriftoffdowntovagueandwistfuldreams。
  Thecleanandhealingforest,withitswhisperingwindandimperioussolitude,hadcomebetweenEllenandthemeaningofthesqualidsheepranch,withitstravestyofhome,itstragicowner。Anditwascomingbetweenhertwoselves,theonethatshehadbeenforcedtobeandtheotherthatshedidnotknow——thethinker,thedreamer,theromancer,theonewholivedinfancythelifesheloved。
  ThesummermorningdawnedthatbroughtEllenstrangetidings。Theymusthavebeencreatedinhersleep,andnowwererealizedinthegloriousburstofgoldensun,inthesweepofcreamycloudsacrosstheblue,inthesolemnmusicofthewindinthepines,inthewildscreechofthebluejaysandthenoblebugleofastag。Theseheraldedthedayasnoordinaryday。Somethingwasgoingtohappentoher。
  Shedivinedit。Shefeltit。Andshetrembled。Nothingbeautiful,hopeful,wonderfulcouldeverhappentoEllenJorth。Shehadbeenborntodisaster,tosuffer,tobeforgotten,anddiealone。Yetallnatureaboutherseemedamagnificentrebuketohermorbidness。Thesamespiritthatcameouttherewiththethick,amberlightwasinher。Shelived,andsomethinginherwasstrongerthanmind。
  Ellenwenttothedoorofhercabin,wheresheflungoutherarms,driventoembracethisnamelesspurportofthemorning。Andawell—knownvoicebrokeinuponherrapture。
  "Wal,lass,Iliketoseeyouhappyan’Ihatemyselffercomin’。
  BecauseI’vebeentoGrassValleyfertwodaysan’I’vegotnews。"
  OldJohnSpraguestoodthere,withasmilethatdidnothideatroubledlook。
  "Oh!UncleJohn!Youstartledme,"exclaimedEllen,shockedbacktoreality。Andslowlysheadded:"GrassValley!News?"
  Sheputoutanappealinghand,whichSpraguequicklytookinhisown,asiftoreassureher。
  "Yes,an’notbadsofarasyouJorthsareconcerned,"hereplied。
  "ThefirstJorth—Isbelfighthascomeoff……Reckonyouremembermakin’mepromisetotellyouifIheerdanythin’。Wal,Ididn’twaitferyoutocomeup。"
  "SoEllenheardhervoicecalmlysaying。Whatwasthislyingcalmwhenthereseemedtobeastonehammeratherheart?Thefirstfight——notsobadfortheJorths!ThenithadbeenbadfortheIsbels。
  Asudden,coldstillnessfelluponhersenses。
  "Let’ssitdown——outdoors,"Spraguewassaying。"Nicean’sunnythis——mornin’。Ideclare——I’moutofbreath。Notusedtowalkin’。An’
  besides,IleftGrassValley,inthenight——an’I’mtired。Butexcoosemefromhangin’roundthetvillagelastnight!Therewasshore——"
  "Who——whowaskilled?"interruptedEllen,hervoicebreakinglowanddeep。
  "GuyIsbelan’BillJacobsontheIsbelside,an’Daggs,Craig,an’
  Greavesonyourfather’sside,"statedSprague,withsomethingofawedhaste。
  "Ah!"breathedEllen,andsherelaxedtosinkbackagainstthecabinwall。
  Spragueseatedhimselfonthelogbesideher,turningtofaceher,andheseemedburdenedwithgraveandimportantmatters。
  "Iheerdagoodmanyconflictin’stories,"hesaid,earnestly。"Thevillagefolksisallskeeredan’there’snobelievin’theirgossip。
  ButIgotwhathappenedstraightfromJakeEvarts。Thefightcomeoffdaybeforeyestiddy。Yourfather’sgangrodedowntoIsbel’sranch。
  Daggswasseentobewantin’someoftheIsbelhosses,soEvartssays。
  An’GuyIsbelan’Jacobsranoutinthepasture。Daggsan’someothersshotthemdown"Killedthem——thatway?"putinEllen,sharply。
  "SoEvartssays。Hewasontheridgean’swearsheseenitall。TheykilledGuyan’Jacobsincoldblood。Nochancefertheirlives——noteventofight!……Wall,hentheysurroundedtheIsbelcabin。Thefightlastallthetdayan’allnightan’thenextday。EvartssaysGuyan’Jacobslaidouttharallthistime。An’aherdofhogsbrokeinthepasturean’waseatin’thedeadbodies……"
  "MyGod!"burstoutEllen。"UncleJohn,y’ushorecain’tmeanmyfatherwouldn’tstopfightin’longenoughtodrivethehogsoffan’
  burythosedaidmen?"
  "Evartssaystheystoppedfightin’,allright,butitwastowatchthehogs,"declaredSprague。"An’then,whatd’yethink?Thewimminfolkscomeout——thered—headedone,Guy’swife,an’Jacobs’swife——theydrovethehogsawayan’buriedtheirhusbandsrightthereinthepasture。Evartssaysheseenthegraves。"
  "ItisthewomenwhocanteachthesebloodyTexansalesson,"
  declaredEllen,forcibly。
  "Wal,Daggswasdrunk,an’hegotupfrombehindwherethegangwashidin’,an’daredtheIsbelstocomeout。Theyshothimtopieces。
  An’thetnightsomeoneoftheIsbelsshotCraig,whowasaloneonguard……An’last——thishere’swhatIcometotellyou——JeanIsbelslippedupinthedarkonGreavesan’knifedhim。"
  "Whydidy’uwanttotellmethatparticularly?"askedEllen,slowly。
  "BecauseIreckonthefactsinthecasearequeer——an’because,Ellen,yournamewasmentioned,"announcedSprague,positively。
  "Myname——mentioned?"echoedEllen。Herhorroranddisgustgavewaytoaquickeningprocessofthought,amountingastonishment。"Bywhom?"
  "JeanIsbel,"repliedSprague,asifthenameandthefactweremomentous。
  Ellensatstillasastone,herhandsbetweenherknees。Slowlyshefeltthebloodrecedefromherface,pricklingherkindownbelowherneck。Thatnamelockedherthought。
  "Ellen,it’samightyqueerstory——tooqueertobealie,"wentonSprague。"Nowyoulisten!EvartsgotthisfromTedMeeker。An’TedMeekerheerditfromGreaves,whodidn’tdietillthenextdayafterJeanIsbelknifedhim。An’yourdadshotTedfertellin’whatheheerd……No,Greaveswasn’tkilledoutright。Hewascutsomethin’turrible——intwoplaces。Theywrappedhimallupan’nextdaypackedhiminawagonbacktoGrassValley。EvartssaysTedMeekerwasfriendlywithGreavesan’wenttoseehimashewaslayin’inhisroomnexttothestore。Wal,accordin’toMeeker’sstory,Greavescametoan’talked。
  Hesaidhewassittin’thereinthedark,shootin’occasionallyatIsbel’scabin,whenheheerdarustlebehindhiminthegrass。Heknowedsomeonewascrawlin’onhim。Butbeforehecouldgethisgunaroundhewasjumpedbywhathethoughtwasagrizzlybear。Butitwasaman。HeshutoffGreaves’swindan’draggedhimbackintheditch。
  An’hesaid:’Greaves,it’sthehalf—breed。An’he’sgoin’tocutyou——FIRSTFORELLENJORTH!an’thenforGastonIsbel!’……GreavessaidJeanrippedhimwithabowieknife……An’thetwasallGreavesremembered。Hediedsoonaftertellin’thisstory。Hemusthevfoughtawfulhard。ThetsecondcutIsbelgavehimwentclearthroughhim……
  SomeofthegangwastharwhenGreavestalked,an’naturallytheywonderedwhyJeanIsbelhadsaid’firstforEllenJorth。’……SomebodyrememberedthetGreaveshadcastasluronyourgoodname,Ellen。An’
  thentheyhadJeanIsbel’sreasonfersayin’thettoGreaves。Itcausedalotoftalk。An’whenSimmBrucebustedinsomeoftheganghaw—hawedhiman’saidashowhe’dgetthethirdcutfromJeanIsbel’sbowie。
  Brucewashalfdrunkan’hebegantocussan’raveaboutJeanIsbelbein’inlovewithhisgirl……Asbadluckwouldhaveit,acoupleofmorefellarscomeinan’askedMeekerquestions。Hejestgottothetpart,’Greaves,it’sthehalf—breed,an’he’sgoin’tocutyou——
  FIRSTFORELLENJORTH,’wheninwalkedyourfather!……Thenitallhadtocomeout——whatJeanIsbelhadsaidan’done——an’why。
  HowGreaveshadbackedSimmBruceinslurrin’you!"
  SpraguepausedtolookhardatEllen。
  "Oh!Then——whatdiddaddo?"whisperedEllen。
  "Hesaid,’ByGod!half—breedornot,there’soneIsbelwho’saman!’
  An’hekilledBruceonthespotan’gaveMeekeranastywound。
  SomebodygrabbedhimbeforehecouldshootMeekeragain。TheythrewMeekeroutan’hecrawledtoaneighbor’shouse,wherehewaswhenEvartsseenhim。"
  EllenfeltSprague’sroughbutkindlyhandshakingher。"An’nowwhatdoyouthinkofJeanIsbel?"hequeried。
  Agreat,unsurmountablewallseemedtoobstructEllen’sthought。
  Itseemedgrayincolor。Itmovedtowardher。Itwasinsideherbrain。
  "Itellyou,EllenJorth,"declaredtheoldman,"thetJeanIsbellovesyou—lovesyouturribly——an’hebelievesyou’regood。"
  "Ohno——hedoesn’t!"falteredEllen。
  "Wal,hejestdoes。"
  "Oh,UncleJohn,hecain’tbelievethat!"shecried。
  "Ofcoursehecan。Hedoes。Youaregood——goodasgold,Ellen,an’
  heknowsit……Whataqueerdealitallis!Poordevil!Toloveyouthetturriblyan’hevtofightyourpeople!Ellen,yourdadhaditcorrect。Isbelornot,he’saman……An’Isaywhatashameyoutwoaredividedbyhate。Hatethetyouhednothin’todowith。"
  Spraguepattedherheadandrosetogo。"Mebbethetfightwillendthetrouble。Ireckonitwill。Don’tcrossbridgestillyoucometothem,Ellen。,……Imusthurrybacknow。Ididn’ttaketimetounpackmyburros。Comeupsoon……An’,say,Ellen,don’tthinkhardanymoreofthetJeanIsbel。"
  Spraguestrodeaway,andEllenneitherheardnorsawhimgo。Shesatperfectlymotionless,yethadastrangesensationofbeingliftedbyinvisibleandmightypower。Itwaslikemovementfeltinadream。
  Shewasbeingimpelledupwardwhenherbodyseemedimmovableasstone。
  Whenherbloodbeatdownthisdeadlockofanherphysicalbeingandrushedonandonthroughherveinsitgaveheranirresistibleimpulsetofly,tosailthroughspace,toranandrunandran。
  Andonthemomenttheblackhorse,Spades,comingfromthemeadow,whinniedatsightofher。Ellenleapedupandranswiftly,butherfeetseemedtobestumbling。Shehuggedthehorseandburiedherhotfaceinhismaneandclungtohim。Thenjustasviolentlysherushedforhersaddleandbridleandcarriedtheheavyweightaseasilyasifithadbeenanemptysack。Throwingthemuponhim,shebuckledandstrappedwithstrong,eagerhands。Itneveroccurredtoherthatshewasnotdressedtoride。Upsheflungherself。Andthehorse,sensingherspirit,plungedintostrong,freegaitdownthecanyontrail。
  Theride,theaction,thethrill,thesensationsofviolencewerenotallsheneeded。Solitude,theemptyaislesoftheforest,thefarmilesoflonelywilderness——werethesetheaddedall?Spadestookaswinging,rhythmiclopeupthewindingtrail。Thewindfannedherhotface。Thestingofwhippingaspenbrancheswaspleasant。Adeeprumbleofthundershookthesultryair。Upbeyondthegreenslopeofthecanyonmassedthecreamyclouds,shadingdarkeranddarker。Spadeslopedonthelevels,leapedthewashes,trottedovertherockyground,andtooktoawalkupthelongslope。Ellendroppedthereinsoverthepommel。
  Herhandscouldnotstaysetonanything。Theypressedherbreastandflewouttocaressthewhiteaspensandtotearatthemapleleaves,andgatherthelavenderjuniperberries,andcamebackagaintoherheart。
  Herheartthatwasgoingtoburstorbreak!Asithadswelled,sonowitlabored。Itcouldnotkeeppacewithherneeds。Allthatwasphysical,allthatwaslivinginherhadtobeunleashed。
  Spadesgainedthelevelforest。Howthegreat,brown—greenpinesseemedtobendtheirloftybranchesoverher,protectively,understandingly。
  Patchesofazure—blueskyflashedbetweenthetrees。Thegreatwhitecloudssailedalongwithher,andshaftsofgoldensunlight,fleckedwithgleamsoffallingpineneedles,shonedownthroughthecanopyoverhead。Awayinfrontofher,uptheslowheaveofforestland,boomedtheheavythunderboltsalongthebattlementsoftheRim。
  Wassheridingtoescapefromherself?FornogaitsuitedheruntilSpadeswasrunninghardandfastthroughtheglades。Thenthepressureofdrywind,thethickodorofpine,theflashesofbrownandgreenandgoldandblue,thesoft,rhythmicthudsofhoofs,thefeelofthepowerfulhorseunderher,thewhipofsprucebranchesonhermusclescontractingandexpandinginhardaction——allthesesensationsseemedtoquellforthetimethemountingcataclysminherheart。
  Theoakswales,themaplethickets,theaspengroves,thepine—shadedaisles,andthemilesofsilverspruceallspedbyher,asifshehadriddenthewind;andthroughtheforestaheadshonethevastopenoftheBasin,gloomedbypurpleandsilvercloud,shadowedbygraystorm,andinthewestbrightenedbygoldensky。
  StraighttotheRimshehadridden,andtothepointwhereshehadwatchedJeanIsbelthatunforgetableday。Sherodetothepromontorybehindthepinethicketandbeheldascenewhichstayedherrestlesshandsuponherheavingbreast。
  Theworldofskyandcloudandearthlyabyssseemedoneofstorm—sunderedgrandeur。Theairwassultryandstill,andsmelledofthepeculiarburnt—woododorcausedbylightningstrikingtrees。Afewheavydropsofrainwerepatteringdownfromthethin,grayedgeofcloudsoverhead。
  Totheeasthungthestorm——ablackcloudlodgedagainsttheRim,fromwhichlong,mistyveilsofrainstreameddownintothegulf。Theroarofrainsoundedlikethesteadyroaroftherapidsofariver。Thenablue—white,piercinglybright,raggedstreakoflightningshotdownoutoftheblackcloud。ItstruckwithasplittingreportthatshockedtheverywallofrockunderEllen。Thentheheavensseemedtoburstopenwiththunderingcrashandclosewithmightythunderingboom。Longroarandlongerrumblerolledawaytotheeastward。Therainpoureddowninroaringcataracts。
  Thesouthheldapanoramaofpurple—shroudedrangeandcanyon,canyonandrange,onacrosstherollingleaguestothedim,loftypeaks,allcanopiedoverwithangry,dusky,low—driftingclouds,horizon—wide,smoky,andsulphurous。AndasEllenwatched,handspressedtoherbreast,feelingincalculablereliefinsightofthistempestandgulfthatresembledhersoul,thesunburstoutfrombehindthelongbankofpurplecloudinthewestandfloodedtheworldtherewithgoldenlightning。
  "Itisforme!"criedEllen。"Mymind——myheart——myverysoul……
  Oh,Iknow!Iknownow!……Ilovehim——lovehim——lovehim!"
  Shecrieditouttotheelements。"Oh,IloveJeanIsbel——an’myheartwillburstorbreak!"
  Themightofherpassionwasliketheblazeofthesun。Beforeitallelseretreated,diminished。Thesuddennessofthetruthdimmedhersight。
  Butshesawclearlyenoughtocrawlintothepinethicket,throughtheclutching,drytwigs,overthematsoffragrantneedlestothecovertwhereshehadoncespieduponJeanIsbel。Andhereshelayfacedownforawhile,handsclutchingtheneedles,breastpressedhardupontheground,strickenandspent。Butvitalitywasexceedingstronginher。
  Itpassed,thatweaknessofrealization,andsheawakenedtotheconsciousnessoflove。