`Doyouknowhowmuchmoneythereisinthatthing?’heasked,asifaddressingslowlysomehob—goblinsittingbetweentheearsofthehorse。
`No,’saidMrsVerloc。`Hegaveittome。Ididn’tcount。Ithoughtnothingofitatthetime。Afterwards——’
Shemovedherrighthandalittle。Itwassoexpressivethatlittlemovementofthatrighthandwhichhadstruckthedeadlyblowintoaman’sheartlessthananhourbeforethatOssiponcouldnotrepressashudder。
Heexaggerateditthenpurposely,andmuttered:
`Iamcold。Igotchilledthrough。’
MrsVerloclookedstraightaheadattheperspectiveofherescape。Nowandthen,likeasablestreamerblownacrossaroad,thewords`Thedropgivenwasfourteenfeet’gotinthewayofhertensestare。Throughtheblackveilthewhitesofherbigeyesgleamedlustrouslyliketheeyesofamaskedwoman。
Ossipon’srigidityhadsomethingbusinesslike,aqueerofficialexpression。
Hewasheardagainallofasudden,asthoughhehadreleasedacatchinordertospeak。
`Lookhere!Doyouknowwhetheryour—whetherhekepthisaccountatthebankinhisownnameorinsomeothername。
MrsVerlocturneduponhimhermaskedfaceandthebigwhitegleamofhereyes。
`Othername?’shesaid,thoughtfully。
`Beexactinwhatyousay,’Ossiponlecturedintheswiftmotionofthehansom。`It’sextremelyimportant。Iwillexplaintoyou。Thebankhasthenumbersofthesenotes。Iftheywerepaidtohiminhisownname,thenwhenhis—hisdeathbecomesknown,thenotesmayservetotrackussincewehavenoothermoney。Youhavenoethermoneyonyou?’
Sheshookherheadnegatively。
`Nonewhatever?’heinsisted。
`Afewcoppers。
`Itwouldbedangerousinthatcase。Themoneywouldhavethentobedealtspeciallywith。Veryspecially。We’dhaveperhapstolosemorethanhalftheamountinordertogetthesenoteschangedinacertainsafeplaceIknowofinParis。Intheothercase—Imeanifhehadhisaccountandgotpaidoutundersomeothername—saySmith,forinstance—themoneyisperfectlysafetouse。Youunderstand?ThebankhasnomeansofknowingthatMrVerlocand,say,Smithareoneandthesameperson。Doyouseehowimportantitisthatyoushouldmakenomistakeinansweringme?Canyouanswerthatqueryatall?Perhapsnot。Eh?
Shesaidcomposedly:
`Iremembernow!Hedidn’tbankinhisownname。HetoldmeoncethatitwasondepositinthenameofProzor。’
`Youaresure?’
`Certain。’
`Youdon’tthinkthebankhadanyknowledgeofhisrealname?Oranybodyinthebankor——’
Sheshruggedhershoulders。
`HowcanIknow?Isitlikely,Tom?’
`No。Isupposeit’snotlikely。Itwouldhavebeenmorecomfortabletoknow……Hereweare。Getoutfirst,andwalkstraightin。Movesmartly。’
Heremainedbehind,andpaidthecabmanoutofhisownloosesilver。
Theprogrammetracedbyhisminuteforesightwascarriedout。WhenMrsVerloc,withherticketforStMaloinherhand,enteredtheladies’waiting—room,ComradeOssiponwalkedintothebar,andinsevenminutesabsorbedthreegoesofhotbrandyandwater。
`Tryingtodriveoutacold,’heexplainedtothebarmaid,withafriendlynodandagrimacingsmile。Thenhecameout,bringingoutfromthatfestiveinterludethefaceofamanwhohaddrunkattheveryFountainofSorrow。
Heraisedhiseyestotheclock。Itwastime。Hewaited。
Punctual,MrsVerloccameout,withherveildown,andallblack—blackascommonplacedeathitself,crownedwithafewcheapandpaleflowers。
Shepassedclosetoalittlegroupofmenwhowerelaughing,butwhoselaughtercouldhavebeenstruckdeadbyasingleword。Herwalkwasindolent,butherbackwasstraight,andComradeOssiponlookedafteritinterrorbeforemakingastarthimself。
Thetrainwasdrawnup,withhardlyanybodyaboutitsrowofopendoors。
Owingtothetimeoftheyearandtotheabominableweathertherewerebutfewpassengers。MrsVerlocwalkedslowlyalongthelineofemptycompartmentstillOssipontouchedherelbowfrombehind。
`Inhere。’
Shegotin,andheremainedontheplatformlookingabout。Shebentforward,andinawhisper:
`Whatisit,Tom?Isthereanydanger?’
`Waitamoment。There’stheguard。’
Shesawhimaccostthemaninuniform。Theytalkedforawhile。Sheheardtheguardsay`Verywell,sir,’andsawhimtouchhiscap。ThenOssiponcameback,saying:`Itoldhimnottoletanybodygetintoourcompartment。’
Shewasleaningforwardonherseat。`Youthinkofeverything……You’llgetmeoff,Tom?’sheaskedinagustofanguish,liftingherveilbrusquelytolookathersaviour。
Shehaduncoveredafacelikeadamant。Andoutofthisfacetheeyeslookedon,big,dry,enlarged,lightless,burntoutliketwoblackholesinthewhite,shiningglobes。
`Thereisnodanger,’hesaid,gazingintothemwithanearnestnessalmostrapt,whichtoMrsVerloc,flyingfromthegallows,seemedtobefullofforceandtenderness。Thisdevotiondeeplymovedher—andtheadamantinefacelostthesternrigidityofitsterror。ComradeOssipongazedatitasnoloverevergazedathismistress’sface。AlexanderOssipon,anarchist,nicknamedtheDoctor,authorofamedical(andimproper)pamphlet,latelectureronthesocialaspectsofhygienetoworkingmen’sclubs,wasfreefromthetrammelsofconventionalmorality—buthesubmittedtotheruleofscience。Hewasscientific,andhegazedscientificallyatthatwoman,thesisterofadegenerate,adegenerateherself—ofamurderingtype。Hegazedather,andinvokedLombroso,asanItalianpeasantrecommendshimselftohisfavouritesaint。Hegazedscientifically。Hegazedathercheeks,athernose,athereyes,atherears……Bad!……Fatal!
MrsVerloc’spalelipspatting,slightlyrelaxedunderhispassionatelyattentivegaze,hegazedalsoatherteeth……Notadoubtremained……amurderingtype……IfComradeOssipondidnotrecommendhisterrifiedsoultoLombroso,itwasonlybecauseonscientificgroundshecouldnotbelievethathecarriedabouthimsuchathingasasoul。Buthehadinhimthescientificspirit,whichmovedhimtotestifyontheplatformofarailwaystationinnervous,jerkyphrases。
`Hewasanextraordinarylad,thatbrotherofyours。Mostinterestingtostudy。Aperfecttypeinaway。Perfect!’
Hespokescientificallyinhissecretfear。AndMrsVerloc,hearingthesewordsofcommendationvouchsafedtoherbeloveddead,swayedforwardwithaflickeroflightinhersombreeyes,likearayofsunshineheraldingatempestofrain。
`Hewasthatindeed,’shewhispered,softly,withquiveringlips。`Youtookalotofnoticeofhim,Tom。Ilovedyouforit。’
`It’salmostincredibletheresemblancetherewasbetweenyoutwo,’
pursuedOssipon,givingavoicetohisabidingdread,andtryingtoconcealhisnervous,sickeningimpatienceforthetraintostart。`Yes,heresembledyou。’
Thesewordswerenotespeciallytouchingorsympathetic。Butthefactofthatresemblanceinsisteduponwasenoughinitselftoactuponheremotionspowerfully。Withalittlefaintcry,andthrowingherarmsout,MrsVerlocburstintotearsatlast。
Ossiponenteredthecarriage,hastilyclosedthedoorandlookedouttoseethetimebythestationclock。Eightminutesmore。ForthefirstthreeoftheseMrsVerlocweptviolentlyandhelplesslywithoutpauseorinterruption。Thensherecoveredsomewhat,andsobbedgentlyinanabundantfalloftears。Shetriedtotalktohersaviour,tothemanwhowasthemessengeroflife。
`Oh,Tom!HowcouldIfeartodieafterhewastakenawayfrommesocruelly!HowcouldI!HowcouldIbesuchacoward!’
Shelamentedaloudherloveoflife,thatlifewithoutgraceorcharm,andalmostwithoutdecency,butofanexaltedfaithfulnessofpurpose,evenuntomurder。And,asoftenhappensinthelamentofpoorhumanityrichinsufferingbutindigentinwords,thetruth—theverycryoftruth—wasfoundinawornandartificialshapepickedupsomewhereamongthephrasesofshamsentiment。
`HowcouldIbesoafraidofdeath!Tom,Itried。ButIamafraid。I
triedtodoawaywithmyself。AndIcouldn’t。AmIhard?Isupposethecupofhorrorswasnotfullenoughforsuchasme。Thenwhenyoucame……
’
Shepaused。Theninagustofconfidenceandgratitude:`Iwillliveallmydaysforyou,Tom!’shesobbedout。
`Gooverintotheothercornerofthecarriage,awayfromtheplatform,’
saidOssipon,solicitously。Shelethersavioursettlehercomfortably,andhewatchedthecomingonofanothercrisisofweeping,stillmoreviolentthanthefirst。Hewatchedthesymptomswithasortofmedicalair,asifcountingseconds。Heheardtheguard’swhistleatlast。Aninvoluntarycontractionoftheupperlipbaredhisteethwithalltheaspectofsavageresolutionashefeltthetrainbeginningtomove。MrsVerlocheardandfeltnothing,andOssipon,hersaviour,stoodstill。Hefeltthetrainrollquicker,rumblingheavilytothesoundofthewoman’sloudsobs,andthencrossingthecarriageintwolongstridesheopenedthedoordeliberately,andleapedout。
Hehadleapedoutattheveryendoftheplatform;andsuchwashisdeterminationinstickingtohisdesperateplanthathemanagedbyasortofmiracle,performedalmostintheair,toslamtothedoorofthecarriage。
Onlythendidhefindhimselfrolling,headoverheelslikeashotrabbit。
Hewasbruised,shaken,paleasdeath,andoutofbreathwhenhegotup。
Buthewascalm,andperfectlyabletomeettheexcitedcrowdofrailwaymenwhohadgatheredroundhiminamoment。Heexplained,ingentleandconvincingtones,thathiswifehadstartedatamoment’snoticeforBrittanytoherdyingmother;that,ofcourse,shewasgreatlyupset,andheconsiderablyconcernedatherstate;thathewastryingtocheerherup,andhadabsolutelyfailedtonoticeatfirstthatthetrainwasmovingout。Tothegeneralexclamation`Whydidn’tyougoontoSouthampton,thensir?’heobjectedtheinexperienceofayoungsister—in—lawleftaloneinthehousewiththreesmallchildren,andheralarmathisabsencethetelegraphofficesbeingclosed。Hehadactedonimpulse。`ButIdon’tthinkI’llevertrythatagain,’heconcluded;smiledallround;distributedsomesmallchange,andmarchedwithoutalimpoutofthestation。
Outside,ComradeOssipon,flushofsafebanknotesasneverbeforeinhislife,refusedtheofferofacab。
`Icanwalk,’hesaid,withalittlefriendlylaughtothecivildriver。
Hecouldwalk。Hewalked。Hecrossedthebridge。LateronthetowersoftheAbbeysawintheirmassiveimmobilitytheyellowbushofhishairpassingunderthelamps。ThelightsofVictoriasawhim,too,andSloaneSquare,andtherailingsofthepark。AndComradeOssipononcemorefoundhimselfonabridge。Theriver,asinistermarvel—ofstillshadowsandflowinggleamsminglingbelowinablacksilence,arrestedhisattention。
Hestoodlookingovertheparapetforalongtime。Theclocktowerboomedabrazenblastabovehisdroopinghead。Helookedupatthedial……HalfpasttwelveofawildnightintheChannel。
AndagainComradeOssiponwalked。Hisrobustformwasseenthatnightindistantpartsoftheenormoustownslumberingmonstrouslyonacarpetofmudunderaveilofrawmist。Itwasseencrossingthestreetswithoutlifeandsound,ordiminishingintheinterminablestraightperspectivesofshadowyhousesborderingemptyroadwayslinedbystringsofgas—lamps。
HewalkedthroughSquares,Places,Ovals,Commons,throughmonotonousstreetswithunknownnameswherethedustofhumanitysettlesinertandhopelessoutofthestreamoflife。Hewalked。Andsuddenlyturningintoastripofafrontgardenwithamangygrassplot,helethimselfintoasmallgrimyhousewithalatchkeyhetookoutofhispocket。
Hethrewhimselfdownonhisbedalldressed,andlaystillforawholequarterofanhourThenhesatupsuddenly,drawinguphisknees,andclaspinghislegs。Thefirstdawnfoundhimopen—eyed,inthatsameposture。Thismanwhocouldwalksolong,sofar,soaimlessly,withoutshowingasignoffatigue,couldalsoremainsittingstillforhourswithoutstirringalimboraneyelid。Butwhenthelatesunsentitsraysintotheroomheunclaspedhishands,andfellbackonthepillow。Hiseyesstaredattheceiling。Andsuddenlytheyclosed。ComradeOssiponsleptinthesunlight。
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THEenormousironpadlockonthedoorsofthewallcupboardwastheonlyobjectintheroomonwhichtheeyecouldrestwithoutbecomingafflictedbythemiserableunlovelinessofformsandthepovertyofmaterial。Unsaleableintheordinarycourseofbusinessonaccountofitsnobleproportions,ithadbeencededtotheProfessorforafewpencebyamarinedealerintheeastofLondon。Theroomwaslarge,clean,respectable,andpoorwiththatpovertysuggestingthestarvationofeveryhumanneedexceptmerebread。Therewasnothingonthewallsbutthepaper,anexpanseofarsenicalgreen,soiledwithindeliblesmudgeshereandthere,andwithstainsresemblingfadedmapsofuninhabitedcontinents。
AtadealtablenearawindowsatComradeOssipon,holdinghisheadbetweenhisfists。TheProfessor,dressedinonlyhissuitofshoddytweeds,butflappingtoandfroonthebareboardsapairofincrediblydilapidatedslippers,hadthrusthishandsdeepintotheover—strainedpocketsofhisjacket。HewasrelatingtohisrobustguestavisithehadlatelybeenpayingCotheApostleMichaelis。ThePerfectAnarchisthadevenbeenunbendingalittle。
`Thefellowdidn’tknowanythingofVerloc’sdeath。Ofcourse!Heneverlooksatthenewspapers。Theymakehimtoosad,hesays。Butnevermind。
Iwalkedintohiscottage。Notasoulanywhere。1hadtoshouthalfadozentimesbeforeheansweredme。Ithoughthewasfastasleepyet,inbed。
Butnotatall。Hehadbeenwritinghisbookforfourhoursalready。Hesatinthattinycageinalitterofmanuscript。Therewasahalf—eatenrawcarrotonthetablenearhim。Hisbreakfast。Helivesonadietofrawcarrotsandalittlemilknow。’
`Howdoeshelookonit?’askedComradeOssipon,listlessly。
`Angelic……Ipickedupahandfulofhispagesfromthefloor。Thepovertyofreasoningisastonishing。Hehasnologic。Hecan’tthinkconsecutively。
Butthat’snothing。Hehasdividedhisbiographyintothreeparts,entitled`Faith,Hope,Charity’。Heiselaboratingnowtheideaofaworldplannedoutlikeanimmenseandnicehospital,withgardensandflowers,inwhichthestrongaretodevotethemselvestothenursingoftheweak。’
TheProfessorpaused。
`Conceiveyouthisfolly,Ossipon?Theweak!Thesourceofallevilonthisearth!’hecontinuedwithhisgrimassurance。`ItoldhimthatIdreamtofaworldlikeshambles,wheretheweakwouldbetakeninhandforutterextermination。
`Doyouunderstand,Ossipon?Thesourceofallevil!Theyareoursinistermasters—theweak,theflabby,thesilly,thecowardly,thefaintofheart,andtheslavishofmind。Theyhavepower。Theyarethemultitude。Theirsisthekingdomoftheearth。Exterminate,exterminate!Thatistheonlywayofprogress。Itis!Followme,Ossipon。Firstthegreatmultitudeoftheweakmustgo,thentheonlyrelativelystrong。Yousee?Firsttheblind,thenthedeafandthedumb,thenthehaltandthelame—andsoon。Everytaint,everyvice,everyprejudice,everyconventionmustmeetitsdoom。’
`Andwhatremains?’askedOssiponinastifledvoice。
`Iremain—ifIamstrongenough,’assertedthesallowlittleProfessor,whoselargeears,thinlikemembranes,andstandingfaroutfromthesidesofhisfrailskull,tookonsuddenlyadeepredtint。
`Haven’tIsufferedenoughfromthisoppressionoftheweak?’hecontinuedforcibly。Thentappingthebreast—pocketofhisjacket:`AndyetIamtheforce,’hewenton。`Butthetime!Thetime!Givemetime!Ah!thatmultitude,toostupidtofeeleitherpityorfear。SometimesIthinktheyhaveeverythingontheirside。Everything—evendeath—myownweapon。
`ComeanddrinksomebeerwithmeattheSilenus,’saidtherobustOssiponafteranintervalofsilencepervadedbytherapidflap,flapoftheslippersonthefeetofthePerfectAnarchist。Thislastaccepted。Hewasjovialthatdayinhisownpeculiarway。HeslappedOssipon’sshoulder。
`Beer!Sobeit!Letusdrinkandbemerry,forwearestrong,andtomorrowwedie。’
Hebusiedhimselfwithputtingonhisboots,andtalkedmeanwhileinhiscurt,resolutetones。
`What’sthematterwithyou,Ossipon?Youlookglumandseekevenmycompany。Ihearthatyouareseenconstantlyinplaceswheremenutterfoolishthingsoverglassesofliquor。Why?Haveyouabandonedyourcollectionofwomen?Theyaretheweakwhofeedthestrong—eh?’
Hestampedonefoot,andpickeduphisotherlacedboot,heavy,thick—soled,unblacked,mendedmanytimes。Hesmiledtohimselfgrimly。
`Tellme,Ossipon,terribleman,haseveroneofyourvictimskilledherselfforyou—orareyourtriumphssofarincomplete—forbloodaloneputsasealongreatness?Blood。Death。Lookathistory。’
`Youbedamned,’saidOssipon,withoutturninghishead。
`Why?Letthatbethehopeoftheweak,whosetheologyhasinventedhellforthestrong。Ossipon,myfeelingforyouisamicablecontempt。
Youcouldn’tkillafly。’
ButrollingtothefeastonthetopoftheomnibustheProfessorlosthishighspirits。Thecontemplationofthemultitudesthrongingthepavementsextinguishedhisassuranceunderaloadofdoubtanduneasinesswhichhecouldshakeoffafteraperiodofseclusionintheroomwiththelargecupboardclosedbyanenormouspadlock。
`Andso,’saidoverhisshoulderComradeOssipon,whosatontheseatbehind。`AndsoMichaelisdreamsofaworldlikeabeautifulandcheeryhospital。’
`Justso。Animmensecharityforthehealingoftheweak,’assentedtheProfessor,sardonically。
`That’ssilly,’admittedOssipon。`Youcan’thealweakness。ButafterallMichaelismaynotbesofarwrong。Intwohundredyearsdoctorswillruletheworld。Sciencereignsalready。Itreignsintheshademaybe—
butitreigns。Andallsciencemustculminateatlastinthescienceofhealing—nottheweak,butthestrong。Mankindwantstolive—tolive。’
`Mankind,’assertedtheProfessorwithaself—confidentglitterofhisiron—rimmedspectacles,`doesnotknowwhatitwants。’
`Butyoudo,’growledOssipon。`Justnowyou’vebeencryingfortime—time。Well,thedoctorswillserveyououtyourtime—ifyouaregood。
Youprofessyourselftobeoneofthestrong—becauseyoucarryinyourpocketenoughstufftosendyourselfand,say,twentyotherpeopleintoeternity。Buteternityisadamnedhole。It’stimethatyouneed。You—
ifyoumetamanwhocouldgiveyouforcertaintenyearsoftime,youwouldcallhimyourmaster。’
`Mydeviceis:NoGod!Nomaster,’saidtheProfessor,sententiously,asherosetogetoffthebus。
Ossiponfollowed。`Waittillyouarelyingflatonyourbackattheendofyourtime,’heretorted,jumpingoffthefootboardaftertheother。
`Yourscurvy,shabby,mangylittlebitoftime,’hecontinuedacrossthestreet,andhoppingontothekerbstone。
`Ossipon,Ithinkyouareahumbug,’theProfessorsaid,openingmasterfullythedoorsoftherenownedSilenus。Andwhentheyhadestablishedthemselvesatalittletablehedevelopedfurtherthisgraciousthought。`Youarenotevenadoctor。Butyouarefunny。Yournotionofahumanityuniversallyputtingoutthetongueandtakingthepillfrompoletopoleatthebiddingofafewsolemnjokersisworthyoftheprophet。Prophecy!What’sthegoodofthinkingofwhatwillbe!’Heraisedhisglass。`Tothedestructionofwhatis,’hesaid,calmly。
Hedrankandrelapsedintohispeculiarlyclosemannerofsilence。Thethoughtofamankindasnumerousasthesandsoftheseashore,asindestructible,asdifficulttohandle,oppressedhim。Thesoundofexplodingbombswaslostintheirimmensityofpassivegrainswithoutanecho。Forinstance,thisVerlocaffair。Whothoughtofitnow?Ossipon,asifsuddenlycompelledbysomemysteriousforce,pulledamuch—foldednewspaperoutofhispocket。
TheProfessorraisedhisheadattherustle。`What’sthatpaper?Anythinginit?’heasked。
Ossiponstartedlikeascaredsomnambulist。
`Nothing。Nothingwhatever。Thething’stendaysold。Iforgotitinmypocket,Isuppose。’
Buthedidnotthrowtheoldthingaway。Beforereturningittohispockethestoleaglanceatthelastlinesofaparagraph。Theyranthus:
`Animpenetrablemysteryseemsdestinedtohangforeveroverthisactofmadnessordespair。’
Suchweretheendwordsofanitemofnewsheaded:
`SuicideofLadyPassengerfromacross—ChannelBoat。’ComradeOssiponwasfamiliarwiththebeautiesofitsjournalisticstyle。`Animpenetrablemysteryseemsdestinedtohangforever……’Hekneweverywordbyheart。
`Animpenetrablemystery……`Andtherobustanarchist,hanginghisheadonhisbreast,fellintoalongreverie。
Hewasmenacedbythisthingintheverysourcesofhisexistence。Hecouldnotissueforthtomeethisvariousconquests,thosethathecourtedonbenchesinKensingtonGardens,andthosehemetneararearailings,withoutthedreadofbeginningtotalktothemofanimpenetrablemysterydestined……Hewasbecomingscientificallyafraidofinsanitylyinginwaitforhimamongsttheselines。`Tohangforeverover。’Itwasanobsession,atorture。Hehadlatelyfailedtokeepseveraloftheseappointments,whosenoteusedtobeanunboundedtrustfulnessinthelanguageofsentimentandmanlytenderness。Theconfidingdispositionofvariousclassesofwomensatisfiedtheneedofhisself—love,andputsomematerialmeansintohishandHeneededittolive。Itwasthere。Butifhecouldnolongermakeuseofit,herantheriskofstarvinghisidealsandhisbody……`Thisactofmadnessordespair。’
`Animpenetrablemystery’wassure`tohangforever’asfarasallmankindwasconcerned。Butwhatofthatifhealoneofallmencouldnevergetridofthecursedknowledge?AndComradeOssipon’sknowledgewasaspreciseasthenewspapermancouldmakeit—uptotheverythresholdofthe`mysterydestinedtohangforever……’。
ComradeOssiponwaswellinformed。Heknewwhatthegangwaymanofthesteamerhadseen:`Aladyinablackdressandablackveil,wanderingatmidnightalongsideonthequay。`Areyougoingbytheboat,ma’am,’
hehadaskedher,encouragingly。`Thisway。’Sheseemednottoknowwhattodo。Hehelpedheronboard。Sheseemedweak。’
AndOssiponknewalsowhatthestewardesshadseen:aladyinblackwithawhitefacestandinginthemiddleoftheemptyladies’cabin。Thestewardessinducedhertoliedownthere。Theladyseemedquiteunwillingtospeak,andasifshewereinsomeawfultrouble。Thenextthestewardessknewshewasgonefromtheladies’cabin。Thestewardessthenwentondecktolookforher,andComradeOssiponwasinformedthatthegoodwomanfoundtheunhappyladylyingdowninoneofthehoodedseats。Hereyeswereopen,butshewouldnotansweranythingthatwassaidtoher。Sheseemedveryill。Thestewardessfetchedthechiefsteward,andthosetwopeoplestoodbythesideofthehoodedseatconsultingovertheirextraordinaryandtragicpassenger。Theytalkedinaudiblewhispers(forsheseemedpasthearing)ofStMaloandtheConsulthere,ofcommunicatingwithherpeopleinEngland。Thentheywentawaytoarrangeforherremovaldownbelow,forindeedbywhattheycouldseeofherfacesheseemedtothemtobedying。ButComradeOssiponknewthatbehindthatwhitemaskofdespairtherewasstrugglingagainstterroranddespairavigourofvitality,aloveoflifethatcouldresistthefuriousanguishwhichdrivestomurderandthefear,theblind,madfearofthegallows。Heknew。Butthestewardessandthechiefstewardknewnothing,exceptthatwhentheycamebackforherinlessthanfiveminutestheladyinblackwasnolongerinthehoodedseat。Shewasnowhere。Shewasgone。Itwasthenfiveo’clockinthemorning,anditwasnoaccidenteither。Anhourafterwardsoneofthesteamer’shandsfoundaweddingringleftlyingontheseat。Ithadstucktothewoodinabitofwet,anditsglittercaughttheman’seye。Therewasadate,14June1879,engravedinside。`Animpenetrablemysteryisdestinedtohangforever……
AndComradeOssiponraisedhisbowedhead,belovedofvarioushumblewomenoftheseisles,Apollo—likeinthesunninessofitsbushofhair。
TheProfessorhadgrownrestlessmeantime。Herose。
`Stay,’saidOssipon,hurriedly。`Here,whatdoyouknowofmadnessanddespair?’
TheProfessorpassedthetipofhistongueonhisdry,thinlips,andsaiddoctorally:
`Therearenosuchthings。Allpassionislostnow。Theworldismediocre,limp,withoutforce。Andmadnessanddespairareaforce。Andforceisacrimeintheeyesofthefools,theweakandthesillywhoruletheroost。
Youaremediocre。Verloc,whoseaffairthepolicehasmanagedtosmothersonicely,wasmediocre。Andthepolicemurderedhim。Hewasmediocre。
Everybodyismediocre。Madnessanddespair!Givemethatforalever,andI’llmovetheworld。Ossipon,youhavemycordialscorn。Youareincapableofconceivingevenwhatthefat—fedcitizenwouldcallacrime。Youhavenoforce。’Hepaused,smilingsardonicallyunderthefierceglitterofhisthickglasses。
`Andletmetellyouthatthislittlelegacytheysayyou’vecomeintohasnotimprovedyourintelligence。Yousitatyourbeerlikeadummy。
Good—bye。’
`Willyouhaveit?’saidOssipon,lookingupwithanidioticgrin。
`Havewhat?’
`Thelegacy。Allofit。’
TheincorruptibleProfessoronlysmiled。Hisclotheswereallbutfallingoffhim,hisboots,shapelesswithrepairs,heavylikelead,Itwaterinateverystep。Hesaid:
`Iwillsendyouby—and—byasmallbillforcertainchemicalswhichIshallordertomorrow。Ineedthembadly。Understood—eh?’
Ossiponloweredhisheadslowly。Hewasalone。`Animpenetrablemystery……
’Itseemedtohimthatsuspendedintheairbeforehimhesawhisownbrainpulsatingtotherhythmofanimpenetrablemystery。Itwasdiseasedclearly。`……Thisactofmadnessordespair。’
Themechanicalpianonearthedoorplayedthroughavalsecheekily,thenfeltsilentallatonce,asifgonegrumpy。
ComradeOssipon,nicknamedtheDoctor,wentoutoftheSilenusbeer—hall。