`Allthisisgoodtofrightenchildrenwith,’hesaid。`I’llhaveyouyet。’
Itwasverywellsaid,withoutscorn,withanalmostausterequietness。
`Doubtless,’wastheanswer;`butthere’snotimelikethepresent,believeme。Foramanofrealconvictionsthisisafineopportunityofself—sacrifice。Youmaynotfindanothersofavourable,sohumane。Thereisn’tevenacathearus,andthesecondemnedoldhouseswouldmakeagoodheapofbrickswhereyoustand。You’llnevergetmeatsolittlecosttolifeandproperty,whichyouarepaidtoprotect。’
`Youdon’tknowwhoyou’respeakingto,’saidChiefInspectorHeat,firmly。`IfIweretolaymyhandsonyounowIwouldbenobetterthanyourself。’
`Ah!Thegame!’
`Youmaybesureoursidewillwinintheend。Itmayyetbenecessarytomakepeoplebelievethatsomeofyououghttobeshotatsightlikemaddogs。Thenthatwillbethegame。ButI’llbedamnedifIknowwhatyoursis。Idon’tbelieveyouknowyourselves。You’llnevergetanythingbyit。’
`Meantime,it’syouwhogetsomethingfromit—sofar。Andyougetiteasily,too。Iwon’tspeakofyoursalary,buthaven’tyoumadeyournamesimplybynotunderstandingwhatweareafter?’
`Whatareyouafter,then?’askedChiefInspectorHeat,withscornfulhaste,likeamaninahurrywhoperceivesheiswastinghistime。
Theperfectanarchistansweredbyasmilewhichdidnotparthisthin,colourlesslips;andthecelebratedChiefInspectorfeltasenseofsuperioritywhichinducedhimtoraiseawarningfinger。
`Giveitup—whateveritis,’hesaidinanadmonishingtone,butnotsokindlyasifhewerecondescendingtogivegoodadvicetoacracksmanofrepute。`Giveitup。You’llfindwearetoomanyforyou。
ThefixedsmileontheProfessor’slipswavered,asifthemockingspiritwithinhadlostitsassurance。ChiefInspectorHeatwenton:
`Don’tyoubelieveme—eh?Well,you’veonlygottolookaboutyou。
Weare。Andanyway,you’renotdoingitwell。You’realwaysmakingamessofit。Why,ifthethievesdidn’tknowtheirworkbettertheywouldstarve。’
Thehintofaninvinciblemultitudebehindthatman’sbackrousedasombreindignationinthebreastoftheProfessor。Hesmilednolongerhisenigmaticandmockingsmile。Theresistingpowerofnumbers,theunattackablestolidityofagreatmultitude,wasthehauntingfearofhissinisterloneliness。
Hislipstrembledforsometimebeforehemanagedtosayinastrangledvoice:
`Iamdoingmyworkbetterthanyou’redoingyours。’
`That’lldonow,’interruptedChiefInspectorHeat,hurriedly;andtheProfessorlaughedrightoutthistime。Whilestilllaughinghemovedon;
buthedidnotlaughlong。Itwasasad—faced,miserablelittlemanwhoemergedfromthenarrowpassageintothebustleofthebroadthoroughfare。
Hewalkedwiththenervelessgaitofatrampgoingon,stillgoingon,indifferenttorainorsuninasinisterdetachmentfromtheaspectsofskyandearth。ChiefInspectorHeat,ontheotherhand,afterwatchinghimforawhile,steppedoutwiththepurposefulbrisknessofamandisregardingindeedtheinclemenciesoftheweather,butconsciousofhavinganauthorizedmissiononthisearthandthemoralsupportofhiskind。Alltheinhabitantsoftheimmensetown,thepopulationofthewholecountry,andeventheteemingmillionsstrugglingupontheplanet,werewithhim—downtotheverythievesandmendicants。Yes,thethievesthemselvesweresuretobewithhiminhispresentwork。Theconsciousnessofuniversalsupportinhisgeneralactivityheartenedhimtograpplewiththeparticularproblem。
TheproblemimmediatelybeforetheChiefInspectorwasthatofmanagingtheAssistantCommissionerofhisdepartment,hisimmediatesuperior。Thisistheperennialproblemoftrustyandloyalservants;anarchismgaveititsparticularcomplexion,butnothingmore。Truthtosay,ChiefInspectorHeatthoughtbutlittleofanarchism。Hedidnotattachundueimportancetoit,andcouldneverbringhimselftoconsideritseriously。Ithadmorethecharacterofdisorderlyconduct;disorderlywithoutthehumanexcuseofdrunkenness,whichatanyrateimpliesgoodfeelingandanamiableleaningtowardsfestivity。Ascriminals,anarchistsweredistinctlynoclass—
noclassatall。AndrecallingtheProfessor,ChiefInspectorHeat,withoutcheckinghisswingingpace,mutteredthroughhisteeth:
`Lunatic。’
Catchingthieveswasanothermatteraltogether。Ithadthatqualityofseriousnessbelongingtoeveryformofopensportwherethebestmanwinsunderperfectlycomprehensiblerules。Therewerenorulesfordealingwithanarchists。AndthatwasdistastefultotheChiefInspector。Itwasallfoolishness,butthatfoolishnessexcitedthepublicmind,affectedpersonsinhighplaces,andtoucheduponinternationalrelations。Ahard,mercilesscontemptsettledrigidlyontheChiefInspector’sfaceashewalkedon。Hismindranoveralltheanarchistsofhisflock。Notoneofthemhad,halfthespunkofthisorthatburglarhehadknown。Nothalf—notonetenth。
AtheadquarterstheChiefInspectorwasadmittedatoncetotheAssistantCommissioner’sprivateroom。Hefoundhimpeninhand,bentoveragreattablebestrewnwithpapers,asifworshippinganenormousdoubleinkstandofbronzeandcrystal。Speaking—tubesresemblingsnakesweretiedbyheheadstothebackoftheAssistantCommissioner’swoodenarmchair,andtheirgapingmouthsseemedreadytobitehiselbows。Andinthisattitudeheraisedonlyhiseyes,whoselidsweredarkerthanhisfaceandverymuchcreased。Thereportshadcomein:everyanarchisthadbeenexactlyaccountedfor。
Aftersayingthisheloweredhiseyes,signedrapidlytwosinglesheetsofpaper,andonlythenlaiddownhispen,andsatwellback,directinganinquiringgazeathisrenownedsubordinate。TheChiefInspectorstooditwell,deferentialbutinscrutable。
`Idaresayyouwereright,’saidtheAssistantCommissioner,`intellingmeatfirstthattheLondonanarchistshadnothingtodowiththis。Iquiteappreciatetheexcellentwatchkeptonthembyyourmen。Ontheotherhand,this,forthepublic,doesnotamounttomorethanaconfessionofignorance。’
TheAssistantCommissioner’sdeliverywasleisurely,asitwerecautious。
Histhoughtseemedtorestpoisedonawordbeforepassingtoanother,asthoughwordshadbeenthestepping—stonesforhisintellectpickingitswayacrossthewatersoferror。`UnlessyouhavebroughtsomethingusefulfromGreenwich,’headded。
TheChiefInspectorbeganatoncetheaccountofhisinvestigationinaclear,matter—of—factmanner。Hissuperior,turninghischairalittle,andcrossinghisthinlegs,leanedsidewaysonhiselbow,withonehandshadinghiseyes。Hislisteningattitudehadasortofangularandsorrowfulgrace。Gleamsasofhighlyburnishedsilverplayedonthesidesofhisebony—blackheadwhenheinclineditslowlyattheend。
ChiefInspectorHeatwaitedwiththeappearanceofturningoverinhismindallhehadjustsaid,but,asamatteroffact,consideringtheadvisabilityofsayingsomethingmore。TheAssistantCommissionercuthishesitationshort。
`Youbelievethereweretwomen?’heasked,withoutuncoveringhiseyes。
TheChiefInspectorthoughtitmorethanprobable。Inhisopinion,thetwomenhadpartedfromeachotherwithinahundredyardsfromtheObservatorywalls。Heexplainedalsohowtheothermancouldhavegotoutoftheparkspeedilywithoutbeingobserved。Thefog,thoughnotverydense,wasinhisfavour。Heseemedtohaveescortedtheothertothespot,andthentohavelefthimtheretodothejobsingle—handed。TakingthetimethosetwowereseencomingoutofMazeHillStationbytheoldwoman,andthetimewhentheexplosionwasheard,theChiefInspectorthoughtthattheothermanmighthavebeenactuallyattheGreenwichParkStation,readytocatchthenexttrainup,atthemomenthiscomradewasdestroyinghimselfsothoroughly。
`Verythoroughly—eh?’murmuredtheAssistantCommissionerfromundertheshadowofhishand。
TheChiefInspectorinafewvigorouswordsdescribedtheaspectsoftheremains。`Thecoroner’sjurywillhaveatreat,’headded,grimly。
TheAssistantCommissioneruncoveredhiseyes。
`Weshallhavenothingtotellthem,’heremarked,languidly。
Helookedup,andforatimewatchedthemarkedlynoncommittalattitudeofhisChiefInspector。Hisnaturewasonethatisnoteasilyaccessibletoillusions。Heknewthatadepartmentisatthemercyofitssubordinateofficers,whohavetheirownconceptionsofloyalty。Hiscareerhadbeguninatropicalcolony。Hehadlikedhisworkthere。Itwaspolicework。
Hehadbeenverysuccessfulintrackingandbreakingupcertainnefarioussecretsocietiesamongstthenatives。Thenhetookhislongleave,andgotmarriedratherimpulsively。Itwasagoodmatchfromaworldlypointofview,buthiswifeformedanunfavourableopinionofthecolonialclimateonhearsayevidence。Ontheotherhand,shehadinfluentialconnections。
Itwasanexcellentmatch。Buthedidnotliketheworkhehadtodonow。
Hefelthimselfdependentontoomanysubordinatesandtoomanymasters。
Thenearpresenceofthatstrangeemotionalphenomenoncalledpublicopinionweigheduponhisspirits,andalarmedhimbyitsirrationalnature。Nodoubtthatfromignoranceheexaggeratedtohimselfitspowerforgoodandevil—especiallyforevil;andtherougheastwindsoftheEnglishspring(whichagreedwithhiswife)augmentedhisgeneralmistrustofmen’smotivesandoftheefficiencyoftheirorganization。Thefutilityofofficeworkespeciallyappalledhimonthosedayssotryingtohissensitiveliver。
Hegotup,unfoldinghimselftohisfullheight,andwithaheavinessofstepremarkableinsoslenderaman,movedacrosstheroomtothewindow。
Thepanesstreamedwithrain,andtheshortstreethelookeddownintolaywetandempty,asifsweptclearsuddenlybyagreatflood。Itwasaverytryingday,chokedinrawfogtobeginwith,andnowdrownedincoldrain。Theflickering,blurredflamesofgas—lampsseemedtobedissolvinginawateryatmosphere。Andtheloftypretensionsofamankindoppressedbythemiserableindignitiesoftheweatherappearedasacolossalandhopelessvanitydeservingofscorn,wonder,andcompassion。
`Horrible,horrible!’thoughttheAssistantCommissionertohimself,withhisfacenearthewindow—pane。`Wehavebeenhavingthissortofthingnowfortendays;no,afortnight—afortnight。’Heceasedtothinkcompletelyforatime。Thatutterstillnessofhisbrainlastedaboutthreeseconds。
Thenhesaid,perfunctorily:`Youhavesetinquiriesonfootfortracingthatothermanupanddowntheline?’
Hehadnodoubtthateverythingneedfulhadbeendone。ChiefInspectorHeatknew,ofcourse,thoroughlythebusinessofmanhunting。Andtheseweretheroutinesteps,too,thatwouldbetakenasamatterofcoursebythemerestbeginner。Afewinquiriesamongsttheticketcollectorsandtheportersofthetwosmallrailwaystationswouldgiveadditionaldetailsastotheappearanceofthetwomen;theinspectionofthecollectedticketswouldshowatoncewheretheycamefromthatmorning。Itwaselementary,andcouldnothavebeenneglected。Accordingly,theChiefInspectoransweredthatallthishadbeendonedirectlytheoldwomanhadcomeforwardwithherdeposition。Andhementionedthenameofastation。`That’swheretheycamefrom,sir,’hewenton。`TheporterwhotooktheticketsatMazeHillrememberstwochapsansweringtothedescriptionpassingthebarrier。Theyseemedtohimtworespectableworking—menofasuperiorsort—signpaintersorhousedecorators。Thebigmangotoutofathird—classcompartmentbackward,withabrighttincaninhishand。Ontheplatformhegaveittocarrytothefairyoungfellowwhofollowedhim。AllthisagreesexactlywithwhattheoldwomantoldthepolicesergeantinGreenwich。’
TheAssistantCommissioner,stillwithhisfaceturnedtothewindow,expressedhisdoubtastothesetwomenhavinghadanythingtodowiththeoutrage。Allthistheoryrestedupontheutterancesofanoldcharwomanwhohadbeennearlyknockeddownbyamaninahurry。Notaverysubstantialauthorityindeed,unlessonthegroundofsuddeninspiration,whichwashardlytenable。
`Franklynow,couldshehavebeenreallyinspired?’hequeried,withgraveirony,keepinghisbacktotheroom,asifentrancedbythecontemplationofthetown’scolossalformshalflostinthenight。Hedidnotevenlookroundwhenheheardthemutteroftheword`Providential’fromtheprincipalsubordinateofhisdepartment,whosename,printedsometimesinthepapers,wasfamiliartothegreatpublicasthatofoneofitszealousandhard—workingprotectors。ChiefInspectorHeatraisedhisvoicealittle。
`Stripsandbitsofbrighttinwerequitevisibletome,’hesaid。`That’saprettygoodcorroboration。’
`Andthesemencamefromthatlittlecountrystation,’theAssistantCommissionermusedaloud,wondering。HewastoldthatsuchwasthenameontwoticketsoutofthreegivenupoutofthattrainatMazeHill。ThethirdpersonwhogotoutwasahawkerfromGravesendwellknowntotheporters。TheChiefInspectorimpartedthatinformationinatoneoffinalitywithsomeillhumour,asloyalservantswilldointheconsciousnessoftheirfidelityandwiththesenseofthevalueoftheirloyalexertions。
AndstilltheAssistantCommissionerdidnotturnawayfromthedarknessoutside,asvastasasea。
`Twoforeignanarchistscomingfromthatplace,’hesaid,apparentlytothewindow—pane。`It’sratherunaccountable。’
`Yes,sir。ButitwouldbestillmoreunaccountableifthatMichaelisweren’tstayinginacottageintheneighbourhood。’
Atthesoundofthatname,fallingunexpectedlyintothisannoyingaffair,theAssistantCommissionerdismissedbrusquelythevagueremembranceofhisdailywhistpartyathisclub。Itwasthemostcomfortinghabitofhislife,inamainlysuccessfuldisplayofhisskillwithouttheassistanceofanysubordinate。Heenteredhisclubtoplayfromfivetoseven,beforegoinghometodinner,forgettingforthosetwohourswhateverwasdistastefulinhislife,asthoughthegamewereabeneficentdrugforallayingthepangsofmoraldiscontent。Hispartnerswerethegloomilyhumorouseditorofacelebratedmagazine;asilent,elderlybarristerwithmaliciouslittleeyes;andahighlymartial,simple—mindedoldColonelwithnervousbrownhands。Theywerehisclubacquaintancesmerely。Henevermetthemelsewhereexceptatthecard—table。Buttheyallseemedtoapproachthegameinthespiritofco—sufferers,asifitwereindeedadrugagainstthesecretillsofexistence;andeverydayasthesundeclinedoverthecountlessroofsofthetown,amellow,pleasurableimpatience,resemblingtheimpulseofasureandprofoundfriendship,lightenedhisprofessionallabours。
Andnowthispleasurablesensationwentoutofhimwithsomethingresemblingaphysicalshockandwasreplacedbyaspecialkindofinterestinhisworkofsocialprotection—animpropersortofinterest,whichmaybedefinedbestasasuddenandalertmistrustoftheweaponinhishand。
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TheladypatronessofMichaelis,theticket—of—leaveapostleofhumanitarianhopes,wasoneofthemostinfluentialanddistinguishedconnectionsoftheAssistantCommissioner’swife,whomshecalledAnnie,andtreatedstillratherasanotverywiseandutterlyinexperiencedyounggirl。Butshehadconsentedtoaccepthimonafriendlyfooting,whichwasbynomeansthecasewithallofhiswife’sinfluentialconnections。Marriedyoungandsplendidlyatsomeremoteepochofthepast,shehadhadforatimeacloseviewofgreataffairs,andevenofsomegreatmen。Sheherselfwasagreatlady。Oldnowinthenumberofheryears,shehadthatsortofexceptionaltemperamentwhichdefiestimewithscornfuldisregard,asifitwerearathervulgarconventionsubmittedtobythemassofinferiormankind。Manyotherconventionseasiertosetaside,alas!failedtoobtainherrecognition,alsoontemperamentalgrounds—eitherbecausetheyboredher,orelsebecausetheystoodinthewayofherscornsandsympathies。
Admirationwasasentimentunknowntoher(itwasoneofthesecretgriefsofhermostnoblehusbandagainsther)—first,asalwaysmoreorlesstaintedwithmediocrity,andnextasbeinginawayanadmissionofinferiority。
Andbothwerefranklyinconceivabletohernature。Tobefearlesslyoutspokeninheropinionscameeasilytoher,sinceshejudgedsolelyfromthestandpointofhersocialposition。Shewasequallyuntrammelledinheractions;andashertactfulnessproceededfromgenuinehumanity,herbodilyvigourremainedremarkableandhersuperioritywassereneandcordial,threegenerationshadadmiredherinfinitely,andthelastshewaslikelytoseehadpronouncedherawonderfulwoman。Meantime,intelligent,withasortofloftysimplicity,andcuriousatheart,butnotlikemanywomenmerelyofsocialgossip,sheamusedheragebyattractingwithinherkenthroughthepowerofhergreat,almosthistorical,socialprestigeeverythingthatroseabovethedeadlevelofmankind,lawfullyorunlawfully,byposition,wit,audacity,fortuneormisfortune。RoyalHighnesses,artists,menofscience,youngstatesmen,andcharlatansofallagesandconditions,who,unsubstantialandlight,bobbinguplikecorks,showbestthedirectionofthesurfacecurrents,hadbeenwelcomedinthathouse,listenedto,penetrated,understood,appraised,forherownedification。Inherownwords,shelikedtowatchwhattheworldwascomingto。Andasshehadapracticalmindherjudgementofmenandthings,thoughbasedonspecialprejudices,wasseldomtotallywrong,andalmostneverwrong—headed。Herdrawing—roomwasprobablytheonlyplaceinthewideworldwhereanAssistantCommissionerofPolicecouldmeetaconvictliberatedonaticket—of—leaveonotherthanprofessionalandofficialground。WhohadbroughtMichaelisthereoneafternoontheAssistantCommissionerdidnotrememberverywell。HehadanotionitmusthavebeenacertainMemberofParliamentofillustriousparentageandunconventionalsympathies,whichwerethestandingjokeofthecomicpapers。Thenotabilitiesandeventhesimplenotorietiesofthedaybroughteachotherfreelytothattempleofanoldwoman’snotignoblecuriosity。Younevercouldguesswhomyouwerelikelytocomeuponbeingreceivedinsemi—privacywithinthefadedbluesilkandgiltframescreen,makingacosynookforacouchandafewarmchairsinthegreatdrawing—room,withitshumofvoicesandthegroupsofpeopleseatedorstandinginthelightofsixtallwindows。
Michaelishadbeentheobjectofarevulsionofpopularsentiment,thesamesentimentwhichyearsagohadapplaudedtheferocityofthelifesentencepasseduponhimforcomplicityinarathermadattempttorescuesomeprisonersfromapolicevan。Theplanoftheconspiratorshadbeentoshootdownthehorsesandoverpowertheescort。Unfortunately,oneofthepoliceconstablesgotshot,too。Heleftawifeandthreesmallchildren,andthedeathofthatmanarousedthroughthelengthandbreadthofarealmforwhosedefence,welfare,andglorymendieeverydayasmatterofduty,anoutburstoffuriousindignation,ofaraging,implacablepityforthevictim。Threeringleadersgothanged。Michaelis,youngandslim,locksmithbytrade,andgreatfrequenterofeveningschools,didnotevenknowthatanybodyhadbeenkilled,hispartwithafewothersbeingtoforceopenthedooratthebackofthespecialconveyance。Whenarrestedhehadabunchofskeletonkeysinonepocket,aheavychiselinanother,andashortcrowbarinhishand;neithermorenorlessthanaburglar。Butnoburglarwouldhavereceivedsuchaheavysentence。
Thedeathoftheconstablehadmadehimmiserableatheart,butthefailureoftheplotalso。Hedidnotconcealeitherofthesesentimentsfromhisempanelledcountrymen,andthatsortofcompunctionappearedshockinglyimperfecttothecrammedcourt。Thejudgeonpassingsentencecommentedfeelinglyuponthedepravityandcallousnessoftheyoungprisoner。
Thatmadethegroundlessfameofhiscondemnation;thefameofhisreleasewasmadeforhimonnobettergroundsbypeoplewhowishedtoexploitthesentimentalaspectofhisimprisonmenteitherforpurposesoftheirownorfornointelligiblepurpose。Heletthemdosointheinnocenceofhisheartandthesimplicityofhismind。Nothingthathappenedtohimindividuallyhadanyimportance。Hewaslikethosesaintlymenwhosepersonalityislostinthecontemplationoftheirfaith。Hisideaswerenotinthenatureofconvictions。Theywereinaccessibletoreasoning。Theyformedinalltheircontradictionsandobscuritiesaninvincibleandhumanitariancreed,whichheconfessedratherthanpreached,withanobstinategentleness,asmileofpacificassuranceonhislips,andhiscandidblueeyescastdownbecausethesightoffacestroubledhisinspirationdevelopedinsolitude。
Inthatcharacteristicattitude,patheticinhisgrotesqueandincurableobesitywhichhehadtodraglikeagalleyslave’sbullettotheendofhisdays,theAssistantCommissionerofPolicebeheldtheticket—of—leaveapostlefillingaprivilegedarmchairwithinthescreen。Hesattherebytheheadoftheoldlady’scouch,mild’voicedandquiet,withnomoreself—consciousnessthanaverysmallchild,andwithsomethingofachild’scharm—theappealingcharmoftrustfulness。Confidentofthefuture,whosesecretwayshadbeenrevealedtohimwithinthefourwallsofawell—knownpenitentiary,hehadnoreasontolookwithsuspicionuponanybody。Ifhecouldnotgivethegreatandcuriousladyaverydefiniteideaastowhattheworldwascomingto,hehadmanagedwithoutefforttoimpressherbyhisunembitteredfaith,bythesterlingqualityofhisoptimism。
Acertainsimplicityofthoughtiscommontoserenesoulsatbothendsofthesocialscale。Thegreatladywassimpleinherownway。Hisviewsandbeliefshadnothinginthemtoshockorstartleher,sinceshejudgedthemfromthestandpointofherloftyposition。Indeed,hersympathieswereeasilyaccessibletoamanofthatsort。Shewasnotanexploitingcapitalistherself;shewas,asitwere,abovetheplayofeconomicconditions。
Andshehadagreatcapacityofpityforthemoreobviousformsofcommonhumanmiseries,preciselybecauseshewassuchacompletestrangertothemthatshehadtotranslateherconceptionintotermsofmentalsufferingbeforeshecouldgraspthenotionoftheircruelty。TheAssistantCommissionerrememberedverywelltheconversationbetweenthesetwo。Hehadlistenedinsilence。Itwassomethingasexcitinginaway,andeventouchinginitsforedoomedfutility,astheeffortsatmoralintercoursebetweentheinhabitantsofremoteplanets。Butthisgrotesqueincarnationofhumanitarianpassionappealed,somehow,toone’simagination。AtlastMichaelisrose,andtakingthegreatlady’sextendedhand,shookit,retaineditforamomentinhisgreatcushionedpalmwithunembarrassedfriendliness,andturneduponthesemi—privatenookofthedrawing—roomhisback,vastandsquare,andasifdistendedundertheshorttweedjacket。Glancingaboutinserenebenevolence,hewaddledalongtothedistantdoorbetweentheknotsofothervisitors。Themurmurofconversationspausedonhispassage。
Hesmiledinnocentlyatatall,brilliantgirl,whoseeyesmethisaccidentally,andwentoutunconsciousoftheglancesfollowinghimacrosstheroom。
Michaelis’sfirstappearanceintheworldwasasuccess—asuccessofesteemunmarredbyasinglemurmurofderision。Theinterruptedconversationswereresumedintheirpropertone,graveorlight。Onlyawell—set—up,long—limbed,active—lookingmanoffortytalkingwithtwoladiesnearawindowremarkedaloud,withanunexpecteddepthoffeeling:`Eighteenstone,Ishouldsay,andnotfivefootsix。Poorfellow!It’sterrible—terrible。’
TheladyofthehousegazingabsentlyattheAssistantCommissioner,leftalonewithherontheprivatesideofthescreen,seemedtoberearranginghermentalimpressionsbehindherthoughtfulimmobilityofahandsomeoldface。Menwithgreymoustachesandfull,healthy,vaguelysmilingcountenancesapproached,circlingroundthescreen;twomaturewomenwithamatronlyairofgraciousresolution;aclean—shavedindividualwithsunkencheeks,anddanglingagold—mountedeyeglassonabroadblackribbonwithanoldworld,dandifiedeffect。Asilencedeferential,butfullofreserves,reignedforamoment,andthenthegreatladyexclaimed,notwithresentment,butwithasortofprotestingindignation:
`Andthatofficiallyissupposedtobearevolutionist!Whatnonsense。’
ShelookedhardattheAssistantCommissioner,whomurmured,apologetically:
`Notadangerousoneperhaps。’
`Notdangerous—Ishouldthinknotindeed。Heisamerebeliever。It’sthetemperamentofasaint,’declaredthegreatladyinafirmtone。`Andtheykepthimshutupfortwentyyears。Oneshuddersatthestupidityofit。Andnowtheyhavelethimouteverybodybelongingtohimisgoneawaysomewhereordead。Hisparentsaredead;thegirlhewastomarryhasdiedwhilehewasinprison;hehaslosttheskillnecessaryforhismanualoccupation。Hetoldmeallthishimselfwiththesweetestpatience;butthen,hesaid,hehadhadplentyoftimetothinkoutthingsforhimself。
Aprettycompensation!Ifthat’sthestuffrevolutionistsaremadeofsomeofusmaywellgoontheirkneestothem,’shecontinuedinaslightlybanteringvoice,whilethebanalsocietysmileshardenedontheworldlyfacesturnedtowardsherwithconventionaldeference。`Thepoorcreatureisobviouslynolongerinapositiontotakecareofhimself。Somebodywillhavetolookafterhimalittle。’
`Heshouldberecommendedtofollowatreatmentofsomesort,thesoldierlyvoiceoftheactive—lookingmanwasheardadvisingearnestlyfromadistance。
Hewasinthepinkofconditionforhisage,andeventhetextureofhislongfrock—coathadacharacterofelasticsoundness,asifitwerealivingtissue。`Themanisvirtuallyacripple,’headdedwithunmistakablefeeling。
Othervoices,asifgladoftheopening,murmuredhastycompassion。
`Quitestartling,’`Monstrous,’`Mostpainfultosee。’Thelankman,withtheeyeglassonabroadribbon,pronouncedmincinglytheword`Grotesque,’
whosejustnesswasappreciatedbythosestandingnearhim。Theysmiledateachother。
TheAssistantCommissionerhadexpressednoopinioneitherthenorlater,hispositionmakingitimpossibleforhimtoventilateanyindependentviewofaticket—of—leaveconvict。But,intruth,hesharedtheviewofhiswife’sfriendandpatronthatMichaeliswasahumanitariansentimentalist,alittlemad,butuponthewholeincapableofhurtingaflyintentionally。
Sowhenthatnamecroppedupsuddenlyinthisvexingbombaffairherealizedallthedangerofitfortheticket—of—leaveapostle,andhismindrevertedatoncetotheoldlady’swell—establishedinfatuation。HerarbitrarykindnesswouldnotbrookpatientlyanyinterferencewithMichaelis’sfreedom。Itwasadeep,calm,convincedinfatuation。Shehadnotonlyfelthimtobeinoffensive,butshehadsaidso,whichlastbyaconfusionofherabsolutistmindbecameasortofincontrovertibledemonstration。Itwasasifthemonstrosityoftheman,withhiscandidinfant’seyesandafatangelicsmile,hadfascinatedher。Shehadcometobelievealmosthistheoryofthefuture,sinceitwasnotrepugnanttoherprejudices。Shedislikedthenewelementofplutocracyinthesocialcompound,andindustrialismasamethodofhumandevelopmentappearedtohersingularlyrepulsiveinitsmechanicalandunfeelingcharacter。ThehumanitarianhopesofthemildMichaelistendednottowardsutterdestruction,butmerelytowardsthecompleteeconomicruinofthesystem。Andshedidnotreallyseewherewasthemoralharmofit。Itwoulddoawaywithallthemultitudeoftheparvenus,whomshedislikedandmistrusted,notbecausetheyhadarrivedanywhere(shedeniedthat),butbecauseoftheirprofoundunintelligenceoftheworld,whichwastheprimarycauseofthecrudityoftheirperceptionsandthearidityoftheirhearts。Withtheannihilationofallcapitaltheywouldvanish,too;butuniversalruin(providingitwasuniversal,asitwasrevealedtoMichaelis)wouldleavethesocialvaluesuntouched。Thedisappearanceofthelastpieceofmoneycouldnotaffectpeopleofposition。
Shecouldnotconceivehowitcouldaffectherposition,forinstance。
ShehaddevelopedthesediscoveriestotheAssistantCommissionerwithalltheserenefearlessnessofanoldwomanwhohadescapedtheblightofindifference。Hehadmadeforhimselftheruletoreceiveeverythingofthatsortinasilencewhichhetookcarefrompolicyandinclinationnottomakeoffensive。HehadanaffectionfortheageddiscipleofMichaelis,acomplexsentimentdependingalittleonherprestige,onherpersonality,butmostofallontheinstinctofflatteredgratitude。Hefelthimselfreallylikedinherhouse。Shewaskindnesspersonified。Andshewaspracticallywise,too,afterthemannerofexperiencedwomen。ShemadehismarriedlifemucheasierthanitwouldhavebeenwithouthergenerouslyfullrecognitionofhisrightsasAnnie’shusband。Herinfluenceuponhiswife,awomandevouredbyallsortsofsmallselfishnesses,smallenvies,smalljealousies,wasexcellent。Unfortunately,bothherkindnessandherwisdomwereofunreasonablecomplexion,distinctlyfeminine,anddifficulttodealwith。
Sheremainedaperfectwomanallalongherfulltaleofyears,andnotassomeofthemdobecome—asortofslippery,pestilentialoldmaninpetticoats。Anditwasasofawomanthathethoughtofher—thespeciallychoiceincarnationofthefeminine,whereinisrecruitedthetender,ingenuous,andfiercebodyguardforallsortsofmenwhotalkundertheinfluenceofanemotion,trueorfraudulent;forpreachers,seers,prophets,orreformers。
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