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第6章

  Thesewild,independentmenoftheWestwerenotatalllikethedegradedmenoftheward,fawningorsullen,whohadbeenhisformerandonlyparishioners。Ahorriblefearhadbeengrowinguponhimeversincehisfailure,asheconsideredit,withtheConvener’scongregationthenightbefore。IthelpedhimnotatalltorememberthekindlywordsofencouragementspokenbytheConvener,northesympathythatshowedinhiswife’svoiceandmanner。"Theyfeltsorryforme,"hegroanedaloud。Hesethisjawshard,asmenhadseenhimwhengoingintoascrimonthefootballfield。"I’lldomybestwhatever,"hesaidaloud,lookingbeforehimatthewavinghorizon;"amancanonlyfail。ButsurelyIcanhelpsomepoorchapoutyonder。"Hiseyesfollowedthewavingfoot—hilllinetilltheyrestedonthemightymassesoftheRockies。"Ay,"hesaidwithastart,droppingintohismother’sspeech,"theretheyare,’thehillsfromwhencecomethmyhelp。’Surely,IdonotthinkHewouldsendmeoutheretofail。"
  Theretheylay,thatmightywrinklingofMotherEarth’soldface,huge,jaggedmassesofbaregreyrock,patchedhereandthere,andfinallycappedwithwhitewheretheypiercedtheblue。Uptotheirbaseranthelumberingfoot—hills,andstillfurtherupthegreysides,likeattackingcolumns,thedarkdaringpinesswarmedinmassedbattalions;then,whereravinesgavethemfooting,inregiments,theninoutpostpickets,andlastofallinlonelyrigidsentinels。Butfarabovetheloneliestsentinelpine,cold,white,serene,shonethepeaks。TheHighlandbloodinShock’sveinsstirredtothecallofthehills。Glancingaroundtomakesurehewasquitealone——hehadalmostneverbeenwherehecouldbequitesurethathewouldnotbeheard——Shockraisedhisvoiceinashout,again,and,expandinghislungstothefull,onceagain。Howsmallhisvoiceseemed,howpunyhisstrength,howbriefhislife,inthepresenceofthosesilent,mighty,ancientrangeswiththeirhoaryfacesandsnowyheads。Awedbytheirsolemnsilence,andbythethoughtoftheirancient,eternal,unchangingendurance,herepeatedtohimselfinalowtonethewordsoftheancientPsalm:
  "Lord,Thouhastbeenourdwelling—place,Ingenerationsall,BeforeThoueverhadstbroughtforthThemountains,greatorsmall!"
  Howexaltingarethemountainsandhowhumbling!Howlonelyandhowcomforting!Howawesomeandhowkindly!Howrelentlessandhowsympathetic!Reflectingeverymoodofman,theyaddsomewhattohisnoblerstatureanddiminishsomewhathisignoblerself。Toalltrueappealtheygivebackanswer,buttotheheartregardinginiquity,likeGod,theymakenoresponse。Theyneverobtrudethemselves,buttheysmileuponhisjoys,andinhissorrowoffersilentsympathy,andeverasGod’smessengerstheybidhimrememberthatwithalltheirmassmanismightierthanthey,thatwhentheslowmarchofthepinesshallhavetroddowntheirmight’sdust,stillwiththedewofeternalyouthfreshuponhisbrowwillhebewithGod。
  ThenandthereinShock’shearttheresprangupakindlyfeelingforthemountainsthatthroughallhisvaryingexperiencesneverlefthim。Theywerealwaysthere,steadfastlywatchfulbydayliketheeyeofGod,andatnightwhilehesleptkeepingunslumberingguardlikeJehovahhimself。Alldayashedroveuptheinterminableslopesanddownagain,themountainskeptcompanywithhim,asfriendsmight。Somuchsothathecaughthimself,morethanonceaftermomentsofabsorption,glancingupatthemwithhastypenitence。Hehadforgottenthem,butunoffendedtheyhadbeenwatchingandwaitingforhim。
  AlittleafternoonShockfoundthetrailturnintowardalong,log,low—roofedbuilding,whichseemedtohavebeenerectedinsections,withanirregulargroupofsod—roofedout—housesclusteringabout。
  Anoldmanloungedagainstthejamboftheopendoor。
  "Goodday,"saidShockpolitely。
  Theoldmanlookedhimoverforamomentortwoandthenansweredasifmakingaconcessionofsomeimportance,"Goodday,goodday!Fromtown?Wanttoeat?"
  Aglancethroughthedoor,showingtheremainsofdinneronatable,determinedShock。"No,IguessI’llpushon。"
  "Allright,"saidtheoldman,histonesuggestingthatwhileitwasamatterofsupremeindifferencetohim,toShockitmightbeasomewhatseriousconcerntoneglecttoeatinhishouse。
  "ThisisSpruceCreek?"enquiredShock。
  "Yes,Ibelievethat’swhattheycallit,"saidtheoldmanwithslowdeliberation,addingafterafewmomentssilence"becausethereain’tnospruceshere。"
  Shockgavetheexpectedlaughwithsuchheartinessthattheoldmandeignedtotakesomelittleinterestinhim。
  "Cattle?"heenquired。
  "No。"
  "Sport?"
  "Well,alittle,perhaps。"
  "Oh!Pospectin’,eh?Well,land’sprettywelltakenupinthisvicinity,Iguess。"
  Tothisoldmantherewerenootherinterestsinlifebeyondcattle,sport,andprospctingthatcouldaccountforthestranger’spresenceinthisregion。
  "Yes,"laughedShock,"prospectinginawaystoo。"
  Theoldmanwasobviouslypuzzled。
  "Well,"heventured,"comeinside,anyway。PrettychillywindthatforApril。Comerightin!"
  Shocksteppedin。Theoldmandrewnearertohim。
  "Pain—killerorlime—juice?"heenquiredinaninsinuatingvoice。
  "What?"saidShock。
  "Pain—killerorlime—juice,"winkingandloweringhisvoicetoaconfidentialtone。
  "Well,asIhaven’tgotanypainIguessI’lltakealittlelime—
  juice,"repliedShock。
  Theoldmangavehimanotherwink,longandslow,wenttothecorneroftheroom,pushedbackatable,pulledupaboardfromthefloor,andextractedabottle。
  "You’sgottobemightycareful,"hesaid。"Themblankpolicefellers,insteadofattendingtotheirbusiness,noseroundtillafellercan’ttakenorestatnight。"
  Hewenttoashelfthatstoodbehindtheplankthatdidforacounter,tookdowntwoglasses,andfilledthemup。
  "There,"hesaidwithgreatsatisfaction,"you’llfindthat’snoback—yardbrew。"
  Shockslowlyliftedtheglassandsmeltit。"Why,it’swhisky!"hesaidinasurprisedtone。
  "Ha!ha!"burstouttheoldman。"You’readandy;that’swhatitisathome。"
  Hewasdelightedwithhisguest’sfinetouchofhumour。Shockhesitatedamomentortwo,lookingdownatthewhiskyintheglassbeforehim。
  "Howmuch?"hesaidatlength。
  "Oh,we’llmakethatfiftycentstoyou,"saidtheoldmancarelessly。
  Shockputdownthemoney,liftedhisglassslowly,carriedittothedoorandthrewthecontentsoutside。
  "Holdonthere!Whattheblank,blankdoyoumean?"Theoldmanwasoverthecounterwithabound。
  "Itwasmine,"saidShockquietly。
  "Yours,"shoutedtheoldman,besidehimselfwithrage;"Iaintgoin’tostandnosuchinsultasthat。"
  "Insult!"
  "What’sthematterwiththatwhisky?"
  "AllrightasfarasIknow,butIwantedlime—juice。"
  "Lime—juice!"Theoldman’samazementsomewhatsubduedhisanger。
  "Lime—juice!Well,I’llbeblanked!"
  "That’swhatIaskedfor,"repliedShockgood—naturedly。
  "Lime—juice!"repeatedtheoldman。"Butwhatinblank,blankdidyouthrowitoutfor?"
  "Why,whatelsecouldIdowithit?"
  "Whatelse?Seehere,stranger,thehullpopulationofthisentirevicinityisn’tmorethantwenty—fivepersons,buteverylastoneof’emtwenty—five’udtoldyouwhattodowithit。Whydidn’tyougiveittome?"
  "Why,"saidShockinasurprisedtone,"Idon’tknowthewaysofyourcountry,butwhereIcomefromwedon’ttakeanyman’sleavings。"
  Thiswasnewlightuponthesubjectfortheoldman。
  "Well,now,seehere,youngman,ifeveryou’reindoubtagainaboutaglassofwhiskylikethatonethere,youjustremarktoyourselfthatwhiletheremaybeafewthingsyoumightdowithit,there’sjustoneyoucan’t。There’sonlyonespotforwhisky,andthat’sinsidesomefellowthatknowssomething。Heavensandearth!Didn’tknowwhattodowithit,eh?"
  HepeeredcuriouslyintoShock’sfaceasifhefoundhimaninterestingstudy。
  "No,"saidShockseriously,"yousee,Icouldn’tdrinkit——neverdidinmylife。"
  Theoldmandrewnearertohim。"Say,"touchinghimwithhisforefingeronthechest,"ifIcouldonlybesureyou’dkeepfreshI’dputyouinacase。They’dcomeamightylongwayinthiscountrytoseeyou,youbet。"
  BillLee’sangeranddisgustweregivingplacetocuriosity。
  "Whatareyou,anyway?"heenquired。
  "Well,mybosstoldmeto—dayIwasaprospector。"Shock’smindreverted,ashespoke,tothatlastconversationwithhisConvener。
  "Prospector,"echoedtheoldman。"Whatfor,land,coal?"
  "No,men。"
  "What?"Theoldmanlookedasifhecouldnothaveheardaright。
  "Men,"saidShockagainsimplyandearnestly。
  Billwashopelesslypuzzled。Hetriedtogetatitanotherway。
  "What’syourCompany?"heenquired。"Imeanwhoareyouworkingfor?"
  BeforeansweringShockpaused,lookingfarpastBilldownthetrailandthensaidsolemnly,"God。"
  Billstartedbackfromhiscompanionwithagaspofsurprise。Wasthemanmad?Puttingtheincidentofthewhiskyandthisanswerofhistogether,hemightwellbe。
  "Yes,"saidShock,withdrawinghiseyesfromthetrailandfacingBillsquarely。"That’smybusiness。Iamaftermen。"HedrewfromhispocketasmallBibleandread,"FollowmeandIwillmakeyoufishersofmen。"
  WhenBillsawtheBiblehelookedrelieved,butratherdisgusted。
  "Oh,Igityounow!You’reapreacher,eh?"
  "Well,"saidShockinatonealmostconfidential,"I’lltellyouI’mnotmuchofapreacher。Idon’tthinkI’mcutoutforthat,somehow。"HereBillbrightenedslightly。"Itriedlastnightintown,"continuedShock,"anditwasprettybad。Idon’tknowwhohadtheworstofit,thecongregationormyself。Butitwasbad。"
  "Thinkin’ofquittin’?"Billaskedalmosteagerly,"Becauseifyouare,Iknowagoodjobforafellowofyourbuildandmake。"
  "No,Ican’tquit。Ihavegottogoon。"Bill’sfacefell。"AndperhapsIcanmakeupinsomeotherways。Imaybeabletohelpsomefellowsabit。"ThesincerityandhumbleearnestnessofShock’stonequitesoftenedBill’sheart。
  "Well,there’slotsof’emneedit,"hesaidinhisgruffvoice。
  "There’stheblankestlotoffoolsontheseranchesyoueverseen。"
  Shockbecamealert。Hewasonthetrackofbusiness。
  "What’swrongwiththem?"heenquired。
  "Wrong?Why,theyaintgotnosense。Theystockupwithcattle,horses,andoutfittobeatcreation,andthenletthewholethinggotoblazes。"
  "What’sthematterwiththem?"persistedShock,"Aretheylazy?"
  "Lazy!notahair。Butwhentheygettogetheroverabarrelofbeerorakegofwhiskytheyarelikealotofhogsinaswilltrough,andtheywon’tquitwhiletheykinstand。That’snowayforamantodrink!"continuedBillindeepdisgust。
  "Why,isnotthisaProhibitioncountry?"
  "Oh!Prohibitionbeblanked!Whenanymankingetapermitforallhewantstouse,besidesallthatthewhiskymenbringin,what’sthegoodofProhibition?"
  "Isee,"saidShock。"Poorchaps。Itmustbeprettyslowforthemhere。"
  "Slow!"exclaimedBill。"Thataintnoreasonforaman’sbein’afool。Iaintnosaint,butIknowwhentoquit。"
  "Well,you’relucky,"saidShock。"BecauseIhaveseenlotsofmenthatdon’t,andthey’rethefellowsthatneedalittlehelp,don’tyouthinkso?"
  Billsquirmedalittleuneasily。
  "Youcan’tkeepaneyeonallthefoolsunlessyouround’emupincorral,"hegrunted。
  "No。Butamancankeepfromthinkingmoreofalittleticklinginhisstomachthanhedoesofthelifeofhisfellowman。"
  "Well,whatIsayis,"repliedBill,"everyfellow’sgottolookafterhimself。"
  "Yes,"agreedShock,"andalittleaftertheotherfellows,too。Ifamanissick——"
  "Oh!nowyou’respeakin’,"interruptedBilleagerly。"Why,certainly。"
  "Orifheisnotverystrong。"
  "Why,ofcourse。"
  "Now,don’tyouthink,"saidShockveryearnestly,"thatkickingamanalongthatisalreadyslidingtowardaprecipiceisprettymeanbusiness,butsnatchinghimbackandbracinghimupisworthaman’swhile?"
  "Well,Iguess,"saidBillquietly。
  "That’sthebusinessI’mtryingtodo,"saidShock。"I’dhatetohelpamandownwhoisalreadyontheincline。IthinkI’dfeelmean,andifIcanhelponemanbacktowhereit’ssafe,Ithinkit’sworthwhile,don’tyou?"
  Billappeareduncomfortable。Hecouldnotgetangry,Shock’smannerwassoearnest,frank,respectful,andsincere,andatthesametimehewassharpenoughtoseethebearingofShock’sremarksuponwhatwasatleastapartofhisbusinessinlife。
  "Yes,"repeatedShockwithenthusiasm,"that’sworthwhile。Now,lookhere,ifyousawamanslidingdownoneofthoserocksthere,"
  pointingtothegreatmountainsinthedistance,"tosuredeath,wouldyoulethimslide,orwouldyouputyourhandouttohelphim?"
  "Well,IbelieveI’dtry,"saidBillslowly。
  "Butiftherewasgoodmoneyinitforyou,"continuedShock,"youwouldsendhimalong,eh?"
  "Say,stranger,"criedBillindignantly,"whatdoyouthinkIam?"
  "Well,"saidShock,"there’salotofmenslidingdownfastabouthere,yousay。Whatareyoudoingaboutit?"Shock’svoicewasquiet,solemn,almoststern。
  "Isay,"saidBill,"you’dbestputupyourhorseandfeed。Yes,you’vegottofeed,bothofyou,andthisisthebestplaceyou’llfindfortwentymilesround,socomerighton。You’relineaintmine,butyou’rewhite。Isay,though,"continuedBill,unhitchingthecayuse,"it’sapityyou’vetakenupthatpreachin’business。
  I’venotmuchuseforthat。Now,withthattherebuildofyours"——
  BillwasevidentlyimpressedwithShock’sform——"you’dbefitforalmostanything。"
  Shocksmiledandthengrewserious。
  "No,"hesaid,"I’vegottoliveonlyonce,andnothingelseseemedgoodenoughforafellow’slife。"
  "What,preachin’?"
  "No。Stoppingmenfromslidingovertheprecipiceandhelpingthemback。Thefactis,"and,Shocklookedoverthecayuse’sbackintoBill’seyes,"everymanshouldtakeahandatthat。There’salotofsatisfactioninit。"
  "Well,stranger,"repliedBill,leadingthewaytothestable,"I
  guessyou’reprettynearright,thoughit’squeertohearmesayit。
  Thereaintmuchinanything,anyway。Whenyourhorseisawayatthefrontleadin’thebunchandeverybodyyellin’foryou,you’rehappy,butwhensomeotherfellow’shorsemakestherunnin’andthecrowdgetsa—yellin’forhim,thenyou’resick。Prettysoonyougitsoyoudon’tcare。"
  "’Vanityofvanities,allisvanity,’"quotedShock。"Solomonsaysyou’reright。"
  "Solomon,eh?Well,byallaccountshehitquiteagait,too。Hadthemalllookin’dizzy,Ireckon。Comeonin。I’llhavedinnerinashake。"
  Friedporkandflapjacks,donebrowninthegravy,withblackmolassespouredoverall,andblackteastrongenoughtofloataman—of—war,allthiswithacondimentoftwentymilesoffoot—hillbreezes,makesadinnersuchasnokingeverenjoyed。Shock’sdelightinhiseatingwassoobviousthatBill’sheartwarmedtowardshim。Nofinercomplimentcanbepaidacookthantoeatfreelyandwithrelishofhiscooking。Beforethemealwasoverthemenhadsofarbrokenthroughthebarriersofreserveastoventuremutualconfidencesaboutthepast。AfterShockhadtoldtheuneventfulstoryofhislife,inwhichhismother,ofcourse,wasthecentralfigure,Billsatafewmomentsinsilence,andthenbegan:"Well,Ineverknewmymother。Myfatherwasadevil,soI
  guessIcamenaturallybyallthedevilmentinme,andthat’safew。
  But"——andhereBillpausedforsomelittletime——"butIhadasweetheartonce,overfortyyearsagonow,downinKansas,andshewasallright,youbet。Why,sir,shewas——oh!well,’taintnousetalkin’,butIwenttochurchfortheyearIknowedhermore’nalltherestofmylifeputtogether,andwasshapin’outforadifferentlineofconductuntil——"Shockwaitedinsilence。"AftershediedIdidn’tseemtocare。IwentouttoCalifornia,knockedabout,andthentothedevilgenerally。"Shock’seyesbegantoshine。
  "Iknow,"hesaid,"youhadnooneelsetolookafter——tothinkof。"
  "NonethatIcaredablankfor。Begpardon。SoIdriftedround,dugforgoldalittle,ranchedalittle,Justlikenow,gambledalittle,soldwhiskyalittle,nothingverymuch。Didn’tseemtocaremuch,anddon’tyet。"
  Shocksatwaitingforhimtocontinue,buthardlyknewwhattosay。
  Hisheartwasoverflowingwithpityforthislonelyoldmanwhoselifelayinthepast,greyandcolourless,exceptforthatsinglebrightspotwherelovehadmadeitsmark。Suddenlyhestretchedouthishandtowardtheoldman,andsaid:"Whatyouwantisafriend,arealgoodfriend。"
  Theoldmantookhishandinaquick,fiercegrip,hishard,witheredfacelitupwithasoft,warmlight。
  "Stranger,"hesaid,tryinghardtokeephisvoicesteady,"I’dgiveallIhaveforone。"
  "Letmetellyouaboutmine,"saidShockquickly。
  Halfanhourlater,asBillstoodlookingafterShockandrubbinghisfingers,hesaidinsoliloquy:"Well,IguessI’mgittin’old。
  Whatinthunderhasgotintome,anyway?How’dhegitmeontothatline?Say,whatabuncosteererhe’dmake!Andwiththatfaceandthemeyesofhis!No,’taintthat。It’shisblankhonesttalk。HangifIknowwhatitis,buthe’sgotit!He’swhite,Iswear!Butblankhim!hemakesafellowfeellikeathief。"
  Billwentbacktohislonelyranchwithhislonelymiserablelife,unconsciouslytryingtoanalysehisnewemotions,someofwhichhewouldbegladtoescape,andsomehewouldbeloathtolose。Hestoodathisdooramoment,lookinginuponthecheerlessjumbleofboxesandfurniture,andthenturning,hegazedacrossthesunnyslopestowherehecouldseehisbunchofcattlefeeding,andwithasighthatcamefromthedeepestspotinhisheart,hesaid:"Yes,I
  guesshe’sright。It’safriendIneed。That’swhat。"
  VII
  THEOUTPOST
  UponaslightswellofprairiestoodtheOutpostmanseofBigRiver,thesoleandonlybuildinginthecountryrepresentativeofthegreatChurchwhichlaybehindit,andwhich,underablestatesmanship,wasseekingtoholdthenewWestforthingshighandgood。TheBigRiverpeoplewereproudoftheirmanse。Theministerwasproudofit,andwithreason。Itstoodforcourage,faith,andself—denial。TotheConvenerandSuperintendent,intheirhoursofdiscouragement,thislittlebuildingbroughtcheerandhope。For,whileitstoodthereitkepttouchbetweenthatnewcountryandwhatwasbestandmostcharteristicinCanadiancivilisation,anditwasforthisthattheywroughtandprayed。But,thoughtopeopleandminister,ConvenerandSuperintendent,thelittlemansemeantsomuch,thebareness,theunloveliness,and,morethanall,theutterlonelinessofitsmoteShockwithasenseofdepression。Atfirsthecouldnotexplaintohimselfthisfeeling。ItwasonlyafterhehadconsciouslyrecognisedthepicturewhichhadrisenincontrastbeforehismindasthehomeoftheFairbanks,thatheunderstood。
  "Icouldneverbringhertosuchahouseasthis,"washisthought。
  "Awomanwoulddiehere。"
  And,indeed,therewasmuchtodepressinthefirstlookatthelittleboardbuildingthatmadeahomefortheMcIntyres,setdownonthetreelessprairiewithonlyalittlewoodenpalingtodefenditfromthewastethatgapedatitfromeveryside。ThecontrastbetweenthisbarespeckofhumanhabitationandthecosyhomesofhisnativeProvince,seteachwithinitsshelteringnestoforchardandgarden,couldhardly,havebeenmorecomplete。Butashiseyesrandowntheslopeoftheprairieandupoverthehillstothejaggedlineofpeaksatthehorizon,hewasconsciousofaswiftchangeoffeeling。Themightyhillsspoketohisheart。
  "Yes,evenhereonemightlivecontented,"hesaidaloud,andhefoundhimselfpicturinghowthelightfromthosegreatpeakswouldilluminethefacethathadgrownsodearwithinthelastfewmonths。
  "Andmymotherwouldlikeittoo,"hesaid,speakingoncemorealoud。Sowithbetterheartheturnedfromthetrailtothelittlemansedoor。Themomenthepassedwithinthedoorallsenseofdepressionwasgone。OutoftheirbarelittlewoodenhousetheMcIntyreshadmadeahome,aplaceofcomfortandofrest。True,thewallswerewithoutplaster,brownpaperwithfactorycottontackedoverittakingitsplace,buttheywerewind—proof,andbesidesweremostconvenientforhangingthingson。Thefurniturethoughchieflyinterestingasanillustrationoftheevolutionofthepackingbox,wasnonethelessserviceableandcomfortable。Thefloorswereasyetuncarpeted,butnowthatAprilwascomethecarpetswerehardlymissed。Then,too,thefewchoicepicturesuponthewalls,theingeniousbookcaseandthemoreingeniousplateandcup—rackdisplayinghonestdelfandsomebitsofchoicechina,thedrapingcurtainsofmuslinandcretonne,allspokeofcultivatedmindsandrefinedtastes。Staringwantstherewere,andmanydiscrepanciesandincongruities,butnovulgaritiesnorcoarsenessnortawdriness。
  Whattheyhadwasfitting。Whatwasfittingbutbeyondtheirmeansthesebravehome—makersdidwithout,andallthingsunfitting,howevercheap,theyscorned。AndShock,thoughheknewnothingofthegenesisandevolutionofthishomeanditsfurnishings,wassensibleofitsatmosphereofquietcomfortandrefinement。ThewelcomeoftheMcIntyreswasradiantwithgoodcheerandheartyhospitality。
  Itwaspartlythesea—roverinhisblood,makingimpossiblethefamiliarpathstroddenbareofanyexperiencethatcouldstirtheheartorthrilltheimagination,butmorethathighambitionthatdwellsinnobleyouth,makingitresponsivetothecallofdutywheredutyisdifficultanddangerous,thatsentDavidMcIntyreoutfromhisquietcountryhomeinNovaScotiatothefarWest。A
  brilliantcourseinPictouAcademy,thatnursingmotherofgeniusforthatProvincebythesea,astillmorebrilliantcourseinDalhousie,andafterwardsinPineHill,promisedyoungMcIntyreanythinghemightdesireinthewayofscholasticdistinction。Theremonstranceofoneofhisprofessors,whenhelearnedoftheintentionofhisbrilliantandmostpromisingstudenttogivehislifetoWesternmissionwork,wascharacteristicoftheattitudeofalmostthewholeCanadianChurchofthatday。
  "Oh,Mr。McIntyre!"saidtheProfessor,"thereisnoneedforsuchamanasyoutogototheWest。"
  EquallycharacteristicofthemanwasMcIntyre’sreply。
  "But,Professor,someonemustgo;andbesidesthatseemstomegreatwork,andI’dliketohaveahandinit。"
  Itwasthenecessity,thedifficulty,andthepromiseoftheworkthatsummonedyoungMcIntyrefromalltheopenings,vacancies,positions,andappointmentshisfriendsweresoeagerlywavingbeforehiseyesandsethimamongthefoot—hillsinthefarfrontasthefirstsettledministerofBigRiver,theprideofhisConvener’sheart,thefriendandshepherdofthescatteredfarmersandranchersofthedistrict。Onceonlydidhecomeneartoregrettinghischoice,andthennotforhisownsake,butforthesakeoftheyounggirlwhomhehadlearnedtoloveandwhoselovehehadgainedduringhisstudentdays。Wouldsheleavehomeandfriendsandthesocialcircleofwhichshewasthebrightestornamentforallthathecouldoffer?Hehadoftenwrittentoher,picturingintheradiantcoloursofhisownWesternskythegloryofprairie,foot—hill,andmountain,thegreatnessandpromiseofthenewland,andtheworthoftheworkhewastryingtodo。Buthistwoyearsofmissionaryexperiencehadmadehimfeelthehardship,theisolation,themeagreness,ofthelifewhichshewouldhavetosharewithhim。Thesunsetcolourswerestillthere,buttheywerelaiduponraggedrock,lonelyhill,andwind—swept,emptyprairie。Ittookhimdaysofhardridingandharderthinkingtogivefinalformtothelastparagraphofhisletter:
  "Ihavetriedfaithfullytopicturemylifeandwork。Canyoubraveallthis?ShouldIaskyoutodoit?Mywork,Ifeel,lieshere,andit’sworthaman’slife。Butwhetheryouwillshareit,itisforyoutodecide。Ifyoufeelyoucannot,believeme,Ishallnotblameyou,butshallloveandhonouryouasbefore。ButthoughitbreakmyheartIcannotgobackfromwhatIseetobemywork。Ibelongtoyou,butfirstIbelongtoHimwhoisbothyourMasterandmine。"