"Whistnow,laddie!Therenow。ItisstheLord。"
Hervoicegrewsteadyandgrave。"ItisstheLord,andHegaveyoutomeforthesefewhappyyears,and,Shock,man,youwillbeheedingme。"
Shockturnedhisfacetowardheragainandlaidhisfaceclosetohercheek。
"Remember,IgaveyoutoHimselfinconvenantthatday,andthatcovenantyouwillkeepnowand——afterwards,andImustbekeepingittoo。"
"Yes,mother,"saidShockbrokenly,whileheheldhertight。"Butitisonlyfortwoyears,andthenIwillbecominghome,oryoutome,andbeforethat,perhaps。"
"Yes,yes,laddie,itmaybe——itmaybe,"saidhismothersoothingly,"butwhetherorno,wewillnotbetakingbackwiththeonehandwhatwegivewiththeother。Ihadmindedtogiveyouwithouttears,but——butoh,lad,youareall——all——all——Ihave。
Thereisnoonelefttome。"
Therewasalongsilencebetweenthem。Undercoverofdarknesstheylettheirtearsfreelymingle。InallhislifeShockhadneverseenhismothersob,andnowhewasheart——strickenwithgriefandterror。
"Whistnow,mother,youmustnotcrylikethat。SurelyGodwillbegoodtous,andbeforelongIwillgetalittleplaceforyouyonder。Whyshouldyounotcometome?Therearemissionaries’wivesoutthere,"hesaid。
"No,lad,"hismotherrepliedquietly,"Iwillnotbedeceivingmyself,noryou。AndyetitmaybetheLord’swill。Butgoawaynowandlieyoudown。Youwillneedtosleepabit,to—morrowwillbeaharddaytoyou。"
Fortwentyyearsandmoreshehadthoughtfirstofherboy,andnow,eveninthemidstofherowngreatsorrow,shethoughtmostlyofhimandhisgrief。
"Letmestayhere,mother,"whisperedShock。Andsoineachother’sarmstheylay,andfromsheerexhaustionbothsoonfellasleep。
Themorning’ssunwasshiningthroughthechinkbythecurtainwhenMrs。Macgregorawoke。Gentlysheslippedoutofthebedandbeforedressinglightedthekitchenfire,putonthekettlefortheteaandthepotfortheporridge。Thenshedressedherselfandsteppingaboutontiptoepreparedbreakfast,peeringinnowandthenathersleepingson。
Itwaswithafacecalmandstrong,andevenbright,thatshewentinatlasttowakenhim。
"Now,mother,"exclaimedShock,springingoffthebed,"thisisreallytoobad,andImeanttogiveyouyourbreakfastinbedto—
day。"
"Ay,it’smyselfknewthatmuch,"shecriedwithalittlelaughofdelight。
"Oh,butyou’rehardtomanage,"saidShockseverely,"butwaituntilIgetyououtyonderinmyownhouse。"
"Ay,lad,"answeredhismotherbrightly,"itwillbeyourturnthen。"
Theyweredetermined,thesetwo,tolookonlyatthebrightsideto—
day。Nosunshouldshineupontheirtears。Thepartingwouldbesoreenoughwithallthehelpthathopecouldbring。AndsothemorningpassedinlastpreparationsforShock’sgoing,andthelastcounselsandpromises,andinplanningforthenewhomethatwastobemadeintheshadowoftheRockiesinthefarWest。
"Andthetimewillsoonpass,mother,"saidShockcheerfully,"anditwillbegoodforyoutohaveBrownwithyou。Hewillneedyourcare,youknow,"hehastenedtoadd,knowingwellthatnotforherownsakecouldshehavebeenpersuadedtoreceiveevenBrownintoherlittlehome。
"Ay,IwilldoforhimwhatIcan,"shereplied,"andindeed,"sheaddedwarmly,"he’sakindlad,poorfellow。"
"Andtheyoungladieswillbelookinginonyounowandthen,sotheysaid,"andShockbentlowoverhistrunkworkingwiththeropingofit。
"Yes,indeed,"repliedhismotherheartily,"neveryoufear。"
Andsowithunitedanddeterminedpurposetheykeptatarm’slengththeheart’ssorrowtheyknewwouldfalluponeachwhenalone。
Togototheendsoftheearthintheseglobe—trottingdaysisattendedwithlittleanxiety,muchlessheart—break,butinthosedayswhenCanadawascutoffattheLakes,thelandbeyondwasawilderness,untravelledforthemostpartbutbytheIndianortrapper,andconsideredafitdwellingplaceonlyfortheHudsonBayofficerkepttherebyhisloyaltyto"theCompany,"orthehalf—
breedrunnertowhomitwasnativeland,orthemoreadventurousland—hungrysettler,ortherecklessgold—feveredminer。Onlyundersomegreatpassiondidmenleavehomeandthosedearerthanlife,andcastingasidedreamsofsocial,commercial,orothergreatness,devotethemselvestolifeonthatrudefrontier。ButsuchapassionhadseizeduponShock,andinithismothershared。Togetherthesetwosimplesouls,whowereallinalltoeachother,madetheirofferingforthegreatcause,bringingeachtheirallwithoutstint,withoutmeasure,withoutgrudging,thoughnotwithoutheart—break,andgainingthatfullexquisitejoy,tosomanyunknown,oflove’scompletesacrifice。
Tononebutthemselves,however,wasthegreatnessofthesacrificeapparent。ForwhenthecarriagearrivedwithMrs。Fairbanksandherdaughterstherewasnosignoftearsorheart—breakinthequietfacesthatwelcomedthem。AndMrs。Fairbanks,whohadcomepreparedtoofferoverflowingsympathytotheoldlady"deserted"byher"fanatical"son,wassomewhattakenabackbythequietdignityandperfectcontrolthatdistinguishedthelady’svoiceandmanner。
Afterthefirsteffusivekiss,whichMrs。FairbankshurriedtobestowandwhichMrs。Macgregorsufferedwithcalmsurprise,itbecamedifficulttogoonwiththeprogrammeoftearfulconsolationwhichhadbeenprepared。Thereseemedhardlyaplaceforsympathy,muchlessfortearfulconsolation,inthiswell—orderedhome,andwiththeseself—sufficientfolk。
"Wethoughtwewouldliketocomeoverand——and——help,perhapsdriveyoutothestationtoseeyoursonoff,"saidMrs。Fairbanks,whowasreadjustinghersceneryandchangingherrolewithallspeed。
"Thatwaskind,indeed,"saidMrs。Macgregor,"butHamishwillbewalking,Idoubt,andIwilljustbewaitingathome。"
Shehadtheinstinctofthewoundedtohideinsomeshelteredandfamiliarhaunt。
"Ishallbegladtoremainwithyou,Mrs。Macgregor,ifIcanbeofanyservice,"repeatedMrs。Fairbanks。
"Itwillnotbenecessary;everythingisdone,andthereisnothingneeded。"
Thevoicewasmorethanquiet,asifitcamefromaheartwhosepassionhadbeenspent。
"Itisverykind,indeed,andwearegrateful,"saidShock,feelingthathismother’smannermightbemisunderstood。
"Yess,yess,"saidtheoldladyhastily,"itissverygoodofyouandoftheyoungladies,"turningtolookatHelenwithkindlyeyes。
"Youwillnotbethinkingmeungrateful,"sheaddedwithasuspicionoftearsinhervoice。"IhavebeenspoiledbyHamishyonder,"
turningherfacetowardherson。
"Whistnow,mother,"saidHamishtoherinalowtone,inwhichdepreciationandwarningweremingled。Heknewhowhardthenexthourwouldbeforhimselfandforhismother,andheknew,too,thattheycouldnotindulgethemselvesintheluxuryofutteredgriefandlove。Atthismoment,tothereliefofall,Brownenteredwithanexaggeratedairofcarelessness。
"Here’samanforyour’settler’seffect,’"hecriedcheerily。
"Luckydog,ainthe,"hecried,turningtoHelen,"anddon’tIwishIwasinhisplace。Thinkofthetimeshewillhaveridingovertheclaimswiththosejollycowboys,nottospeakoftheclaimshewillbestaking,andthegoldhewillbewashingoutofthoseparishstreamsofhis。Don’tIwishIweregoing!Iam,too,whenIcanpersuadethoseoldiron—liveredprofessorstoletmethrough。
However,nextyearI’mtopass。Mrs。Macgregoristoseetothat。"
"Indeed,Ihopeso,"criedBetty,"anhour’sstudyatleast,beforebreakfastandnogallivantingatnight。Iwillhelpyou,Mrs。
Macgregor。Wewillgethimthroughthistime。"
"Ay,IdoubtIwillnotbemuchthebetterofyourhelp,"repliedMrs。Macgregor,withashrewdkindlysmile。
"Therenow,takethat,"saidBrowntoBetty,addingruefullytoShock,"YouseewhatI’minfor。"
"You’llsurvive,"saidShock。
Thenheroseandliftedhiscoatfromthepegbehindthedoor。AtthesameinstantHelenrosehurriedlyandwithpalingfacesaidtohermother:"Letusgonow。"
"Well,Mrs。Macgregor,ifwecannotserveyouwewillbegoing,"
saidMrs。Fairbanks;"butwewouldbegladtodriveMr。Macgregortothestation。"
Shewasanxioustojustifyhervisittoherselfandherfriends。
"That’safirst—rateidea,"criedBrown,"thatis,ifyoucangivemealift,too。"
"Ofcourse,"criedBetty。
"Thankyou,Ishallbeveryglad,"saidShock,seeingitwouldpleaseMrs。Fairbanks。
"Comealong,then,"saidBetty。"Isupposewehavenottoomuchtime。"
"Good—bye,forthepresent,"saidMrs。Fairbanks,offeringherhandtotheoldlady,whowasstandingerect,whitebutcalm,facingthehourwhosebitternessshehadalreadytasted。
"Good—bye,"saidBettysoftly,kissingthewhitecheek,andtryingtohurryhermothertowardsthedoor。
Atthis,Helen,whohadbeenstandingwithfacegrowingwhiterandwhiter,wenttoMrs。Macgregorandputherarmsaroundherandkissedhergood—bye。Whenshewasnearingthedoorshecamehurriedlyback。"Oh,letmestaywithyou。Icannotbeartogo,"shewhispered。
Theoldladyturnedandscrutinisedsteadilytheyoungfaceturnedsopleadinglytowardher。Slowlyunderthatsteadygazetheredcreptupintothewhitecheek,likethefirstdawningofday,tillthewholefaceandneckwereinahotflameofcolour。Yetthegrey,lustrouseyesneverwavered,but,unshrinking,answeredtheoldlady’ssearchinglook。AtthatrevealingwaveofcolourShock’smothermadeasiftopushthegirlawayfromher,but,withaquickchangeofmood,shetookherinherarmsinstead。
"Ay,poorlassie,youtoo!Yes,yes,youmaystaywithmenow。"
ThemotherlytouchandtoneandtheknowledgethathersecrethadbeenreadweremorethanHelencouldbear。SheclungtoMrs。
Macgregor,sobbingpassionatesobs。
AtthisextraordinaryoutburstMrs。FairbankscamebackintotheroomandstoodwithShockandtheothersgazinginutteramazementuponthisscene。
"Whistnow,lassie,whistnow,"Mrs。Macgregorwassaying,"neveryoufear,he’llcomebackagain。"
"Whatonearthisthisnonsense,Helen?"Mrs。Fairbanks’voicewashaughtyandsuspicious。"Whatdoesthismean?"
"Itmeans,"saidMrs。Macgregorwithquietdignity,"whatneitheryounorIcanhelporharm。"
"Helen,speaktome。"
AtthesterncommandHelenliftedherface,stillhotwithblushes,andstoodlookingstraightintohermother’seyes。Hermotherturnedfromherimpatiently。
"Doyouknowwhatthismeans?"shesaidtoShock。
"What?Idon’tunderstand,"repliedShock,gazinghelplesslyatthehaughty,angryfaceturnedtowardhim。
"Haveyoudaredtospeaktomydaughter?"
"Oh,mamma,"criedHelen,inanagonyofmortification,"howcanyou?"
"Youmaywellbeashamed,"saidMrs。Fairbanks,whohadquitelostcontrolofherself,"throwingyourselfattheheadofamansofarbeneathyou,withnoprospects,andwhodoesnotevenwantyou。"
"Sofarbeneath,didyousay?"criedMrs。Macgregorquickly。"Woman,saynomore。Youshameyourself,letaloneyourchild。Whist,"——
checkingtheother’sspeech——"thebloodintheveinsofHectorMacgregoryonder"(pointingtotheportraitoftheHighlandsoldieronthewall)"wasasproudasthatinanyLowlandtraderofyou。"
"Whatsortofconduct,then,isthis?"answeredMrs。Fairbanksangrily。"Haveyouencouragedyourson?"
"Hush,mother,"saidShock,suddenlyawakeningtoanunderstandingofwhatwashappening,"letmespeak。"
Thesternvoicecompelledsilence。Shockwasanewmantothemall。
Hewasthinkingquicklynowforhismother,forhimself,butmostofallforthegirlheloved,whostoodwithfaceturnedawayandeyescastdowninintolerablehumiliation。
"Mrs。Fairbanks,"saidShock,speakingslowlyandwithquietdignity,"ifIhavenotspokenoflovetoyourdaughter,itisnotbecauseIhavenotlovedherwellandforlong,butbecauseIcouldnotfeelmyselfworthyofher。Hush,mother;Iamnotworthyofher,norshallIeverbe,notbyreasonofanydifferenceinblood,——forthereisnodifference,——butbecauseofwhatsheisherself,sofaraboveme。Ihaveneverspokenwithmylipsoflove,andyetformanyandmanyadayIhavefearedthatmyeyes,andallelsethatcouldspeak,musthavetoldherIlovedher。Andifitshouldbe——forI
willnotpretendtomisunderstandyou——ifitshouldbethatitispossiblesheshouldeverloveme,thentherehascometomeajoygreaterthanIcouldhavehoped,andwhatevermay,comeofit,thisdayisthehappiestofmylife。"
AsShockbegantospeak,Helenliftedherface,andasshelistenedherlookofgriefandshamefled,andinhereyesalightofjoybegantodawn,thengrewtillitseemedtooverflowinwavesacrossherbeautifulface。AndasShockcontinuedhiscalm,manlywordspridemingledinherjoy,andherheadlifteditselfwithagraceanddignitythatmatchedthatoftheoldladystandingbyherside。
Mrs。FairbanksstoodfairlyspeechlessatShock’swordsandatthelookofjoyandprideshesawuponherdaughter’sface。
"Thisisabsurd!"shecriedatlength。"It’spreposterous,anditmustendnowandforever。Iforbidabsolutelyanythinginthewayof——ofengagementorunderstanding。Iwillnothavemydaughtertieherselftoamanwithsuchprospects。"
"Wait,mother,"saidShock,puttinghishandouttowardtheoldlady,whowasabouttospeak。"Mrs。Fairbanks,"hecontinuedquietly,"farbeitfrommetotakeadvantageofyourdaughterinanyway,andIsaytoyouherethatsheisasfreenowaswhenshecameintothisroom。Ishallnotaskhertobindherselftome,butIwillbefalsetomyself,andfalsetoher,ifIdonotsaythatI
loveherasdearlyasmaneverlovedwoman,andcomewhatmay,I
shalllovehertillIdie。"
TheringinShock’svoiceashespokethelastwordsthrilledeveryoneintheroom。
"Ay,ladthatyouwill,"saidhismotherproudly。
"Oh,ainthegreat,"whisperedBrowntoBetty,whoinherexcitementhaddrawnclosetohim。Bettyrespondedwithalook,butcouldnottrustherselftospeak。
Themomentwaspregnantwithpossibilities。
AsShockfinishedspeaking,Helen,withanindescribableminglingofshygraceandcalmstrength,cameandstoodbyhisside。ForthefirsttimeShocklostcontrolofhimself。Heflushedhotly,thengrewpale,thenwithaslightlydefiantlookinhisface,heputhisarmlightlyabouther。
"Timeforthattrain,"saidBrown,whohadslippedtotheouterdoor。"Thatis,"hecontinuedinhisbriskestmanner,"ifyou’regoing。"
WithaquickgaspHelenturnedtowardsShock。Hetightenedhisarmaboutthegirl,andputtinghishanduponhershoulder,turnedherfacetowardhimandlookeddownintoherface。
"Good—bye,"hesaidgently。"Rememberyouarefree,freeaseveryouwere。Ihavenoclaimuponyou,butdon’tforgetthatIwillalwaysloveyou。Iwillneverforgetyou。"
"Good—bye,Shock,"sherepliedinalow,sweettone,liftingherfacetohim。"Iwillnotforget。YouknowIwillnotforget。"
Sheslippedherarmaroundhisneck,andwhilehisgreatframetrembledwithemotionsheheldhimfast。
"I’llnotforget,"shesaidagain,thelightinhergreatgreyeyesquenchedinaquickrushoftears。"Youknow,Shock,Iwillnotforget。"Herlipsquiveredpiteously。
ThenShockcastrestrainttothewinds。"No,"hecriedaloud,"youwillnotforget,thankGod,youwillnotforget,andyouaremine!"
Hedrewherclosetohim,heldheramomentortwo,lookingintohereyes,andasshelaylimpandclinginginhisarmshekissedheronthebrow,andthenonthelips,andgavehertohismother。
"Here,mother,"hesaid,"takeher,begoodtoher,loveherformysake。"
Heputhisarmsaroundhismother,kissedhertwice,andwasgone。
"He’llnevergetthattrain,"criedBetty。
"Takethecarriage,"saidMrs。Fairbanksshortly,"andfollowhim。"
"Comealong!hurry!"saidBetty,catchingBrown’sarm。
"Thestation,John!"
"Oh,Isay,"gaspedBrown,seizingBetty’shandandcrushingitecstatically,"mayIembraceyou?It’seitheryouorJohnthere。"
"Dobequiet。ItseemstomewehavehadasmuchofthatsortofthingasIcanstand。Wasn’titawful?"
"Awful?Awfullyjolly!"gaspedBrown,hugginghimself。"Haven’thadathrillapproachingthatsincetheMcGillmatch,andeventhatwasonlyapaleadumbrationofwhatI’vejustbeenthrough。"
"I’msureIdon’tknowwhattothink。It’ssodreadfullystartling。"
"Startling!"criedBrown。"Comenow,MissBetty,youdon’tmeantosayyouhaven’tseenthisgrowingforthepastsixmonths!"
"No,trulyIhaven’t。"
"Well,that’sonlybecauseyouhavebeensooccupiedwithyourownaffairs。"
"Nonsense,"criedBettyindignantly,withasuddenflameofcolourinhercheeks。"You’requiterude。"
"Idon’tcareforanythingnow,"criedBrownrecklessly。"Myprayers,tears,andalms—givinghaven’tbeenwithoutavail。TheterrorsandagoniesI’veenduredthislastfewdayslestthatoldblockheadshouldtakehimselfoffwithoutsayingordoinganything,nomanwilleverknow。Andhewouldhavegoneoff,too,haditnotbeenforthatluckyflukeofyourmother’s。DoyoumindifIyell?"
"Hush!Here,letmyhandgo,it’squiteuseless,"saidBetty,lookingatthatmemberwhichBrownhadjustrelinquished。
"John,"gravelyenquiredBrown,"areyouusingbothyourhands?"
"Ibegpardon,sir,"enquiredtheastonishedcoachman,halfturninground。
"Here,dostopyournonsense,"criedBettyinashockedvoice。
"Oh,allright,John,thiswilldo,"saidBrown,seizingBetty’shandagain,asJohngavehisattentiontothehorses。
"Isay,pullupbesideMr。Macgregorthere,willyou?Here,Shock,getin。You’llmissyourtrain。Here,youoldbloke,comealong,don’tgapelikeasickduck。Getinhere。Youhavegottogetthattrainnow。"
"Mr。Brown,"saidBettyinaseverewhisper,"mind,don’tsayawordtohimaboutthisbusiness。Ican’tstandit。"
"Certainlynot,"saidBrown,inamatteroffacttone。"There’snothingtobesaid。"
Buttherewasonelastwordtobesaid,andthatwasBetty’s。
"Good—bye,Shock,"shewhisperedtohim,ashesteppeduponhistrain。"Ithink——Iknow——I’mveryglad。"
PoorShockcouldonlygraspherhandinmutefarewell。Itwasjustdawninguponhimthathehadsomefurtherofferingtobringtomakehissacrificecomplete。
VI
ONTHETRAIL
"That’sthetrail。LoonLakeliesyonder。"
Shock’sConvener,whohadchargeforhisChurchofthisdistrict,stoodbythebuck—boardwheelpointingsouthwest。Hewasamanaboutmiddlelife,rathershortbutwellsetup,withastrong,honestface,tannedandbearded,redeemedabundantlyfromcommonnessbytheeye,deepblueandfearless,thatspokeofthegeniusinthesoul。
Itwasakindlyfacewithal,andwithhumourlurkingabouttheeyesandmouth。DuringthedayandnightspentwithhimShockhadcometofeelthatinthismantherewasanchorageforanywhomightfeelthemselvesadrift,andsomehowthegreatWest,withitslongleaguesofemptyprairiethroughwhichhehadpassed,travellingbytheslowprogressofconstructiontrains,wouldnowseemalittlelessemptybecauseofthisman。BetweenthenewfieldtowardwhichthistrailledandthehomeandfolkinthefarEasttherewouldalwaysbethismanwhowouldknowhim,andwouldsometimesbethinkingofhim。ThethoughtheartenedShockmorethanalittle。
"That’sthetrail,"repeatedtheConvener;"followthat;itwillleadyoutoyourhome。"
"Home!"thoughtShockwithatugathisheartandaqueerlittlesmileonhisface。
"Yes,aman’shomeiswherehisheartis,andhisheartiswherehisworklies。"
Shockglancedquicklyattheman’stannedface。Didhesuspect,Shockwondered,thehomesicknessandthelonginginhisheart?
Lastnight,astheyhadsattogetherinlatetalk,hehaddrawnfromShockwithcunningskill(thosewhoknewhimwouldrecognisethetrick)thepictureofhisnewmissionary’shome,andhadinterpretedarightthethrillinthevoicethattoldoftheoldladyleftbehind。Butnow,asShockglancedathisConvener’sface,therewasnothingtoindicateanyhiddenmeaninginhiswords。Thespeaker’seyeswerefardownthetrailthatwoundlikeawaveringwhiteribbonovertheyellow—greenbillowsofprairiethatreachedtothehorizonbeforeanduptothegreatmountainsontheright。
"TwentymileswillbringyoutoSpruceCreekstopping—place;twentymilesmoreandyouareatBigRiver——notsoverybigeither。Youwillseetherealittleschoolandbesideit,ontheleft,alittlehouse——youmightcallitashack,butwemakethemostofthingsouthere。That’sMr。McIntyre’smanse,andproudofittheyallare,I
cantellyou。Youwillstaywithhimovernight——afinefellowyouwillfindhim,aNovaScotian,verysilent;andbetterthanhimselfisthelittlebravewomanhehasforawife;areallysuperiorwoman。Isometimeswonder——butnevermind,forpeopledoubtlesswonderatourwives:onecannevergetatthebottomofthemysteryofwhysomewomendoit。Theywillseeyouonyourway。Uptothistimehewasthelastmanwehadinthatdirection。Nowyouareouroutpost——adistinctionIenvyyou。"
TheConvener’sblueeyewasalightwithenthusiasm。Thecallofthenewlandwaseverringinginhisheart,andthesoundofthestrifeatthefrontinhisear。
UnconsciouslyShockdrewinalongbreath,thehomesicknessandheart—longinggavebackbeforethespiritofhighcourageandenterprisewhichbreathedthroughthewordsofthelittlemanbesidehim,whosefamewasinalltheWesternChurch。
"Upthesevalleyssomewhere,"continuedtheConvener,wavinghishandstowardsthesouthernsky—line,"arethemen——theranchersandcowboysItoldyouoflastnight。Somegoodmen,andsomeofthemdevils——mengoodbynature,devilsbycircumstance,poorfellows。
Theywon’twantyou,perhaps,buttheyneedyoubadly。AndtheChurchwantsthem,and"——afteralittlepause——"Godwantsthem。"
TheConvenerpaused,stilllookingatthedistantflowinghills。
ThenheturnedtoShockandsaidsolemnly,"Welooktoyoutogetthem。"
Shockgasped。"Tome!togetthem!"
"Yes,that’swhatweexpect。Why!doyouremembertheoldchapI
toldyouabout——thatoldprospectorwholivesatLoonLake?——youwillcomeacrosshim,unlesshehasgonetothemountains。Forthirteenyearsthatmanhashuntedthegulchesformines。Thereareyourmines,"wavinghishandagain,"andyouareourprospector。Digthemup。Good—bye。Godblessyou。Reporttomeinsixmonths。"
TheConvenerlookedathisfingersafterShockhadleft,spreadingthemapart。"Well,whatthatchapgripshe’llholduntilhewantstoletitgo,"hesaidtohimself,wrinklinghisfaceintoacurioussmile。
Nowandthenashewalkedalongthetrailheturnedandlookedafterthebuckboardheadingtowardthesouthernhorizon,butneveroncedidhismissionarylookback。
"Ithinkhewilldo。Hemadeamessofmyservicelastnight,butI
supposehewasrattled,andthennoonecouldbemoredisgustedthanhe,whichisnotabadsign。Hisheart’sallright,andhewillwork,buthe’sslow。He’sundoubtedlyslow。Thosefellowswillgivehimatime,Ifear,"andagaintheConvenersmiledtohimself。Ashecametothebrowofthehill,wherethetraildippedintotheriverbottominwhichthelittletownlaythatconstitutedthenucleusofhisparish,hepausedand,oncemoreturning,lookedafterthediminishingbuckboard。"Hewon’tlookback,eh!Allright,myman。I
likeyoubetterforit。Itmusthavebeenahardpulltoleavethatdearoldladybehind。Hemightbringherout。Therearejustthetwoofthem。Well,wewillsee。It’sprettycloseshaving。"
Hewasthinkingofthethreatenedcutinthealreadymeagresalariesofhismissionaries,renderednecessarybythedisproportionbetweenthegrowthofthefundsandtheexpansionofthework。
"It’sashame,too,"hesaid,turningandlookingoncemoreafterShockincasethereshouldbeafinalsignaloffarewell,whichhewouldbesorrytomiss。
"They’reevidentlyeverythingtoeachother。"ButitwasanoldproblemwiththeConvener,whosesolutionlaynotwithhim,butwiththechurchthatsenthimouttodothiswork。
MeantimeShock’seyeswereuponthetrail,andhisheartwasringingwiththatlastwordofhisConvener。"Weexpectyoutogetthem。Youareourprospector,digthemup。"Ashethoughtoftheworkthatlaybeforehim,andofallhewasexpectedtoachieve,hisheartsank。
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