Shockhadearlyrecognisedthattheevilswhichweresorampant,andthatexercisedsuchabanefulinfluenceinthecommunity,wereduenotsomuchtoanyinherentloveofviceastotheconditionsunderwhichthemenwereforcedtolive。Lifewasalonelythingontheranges,withoutcolour,withoutvariety,andmenplungedintodebaucheryfromsheerdesperatereactionfrommonotony。Shockbelievedthat,iftherecouldbeestablishedasocialcentreofferingintellectualinterestandphysicalrecreation,muchcouldbedonetobanishthevicesthatwerefastbecomingimbeddedintheverylifeandcharacterofthepeople。Andsoheplannedtheerectionofabuildingthatwouldserveforchurch,manse,club—
house,schoolroom,andlibrary,andwouldthusbecomeaspotaroundwhichthelifeofthecommunitymightgatherinacleanandwholesomeatmosphere。HeappealedtotheChurchManseBuildingFundforagrant,hedrewhisplansforhisbuilding,andthroughoutthesummerquietlysetaboutgatheringhismaterials。Oneandanotherofhisfriendshewouldpersuadetohaulaloadoflogsfromthehills,andwithgood—naturedpersistencehewouldgetaday’sworknowandagainfromtheyoungfellowswhofrequentlyhadmoretimeontheirhandsthantheyknewhowtoreasonablymakeuseof,withtheresultthatbeforetheywerewellawareofwhatwasbeingdonealogbuildingstoodreadyfortheroofingandplaster。Hissuccessstimulatedhisfriendstomoreorganisedandcontinuedeffort。Theybegantoviewitheachotherinmakingcontributionsofworkandmaterialforthenewbuilding。Macnamarafurnishedlime,Martindrewsand,SinclairandTheKid,whohadthebesthorsesandwagons,drewlumberfromthemillattheFort;andbythetimesummerwasgonethebuilding,roofed,chinked,andplastered,onlyrequiredafewfinishingtouchestobereadyfortheopening。Indeed,itwasamostcreditablestructure。Itwasalarge,roomy,two—storybuilding,thedownstairsofwhichwasgivenuptoaroomtobedevotedtopublicuses。TheupstairsShockplannedtocontainfourbed—rooms。
"Whatdoyouwantoffourbed—rooms,Mr。Prospector?"saidIke,astheywerelayingoutthespace。"Youcan’tsleepinmore’nthreeof’ematatime。"
"No,butyoucansleepinone,Ike,andsomeoftheboysinanother,andIwantonemyself。"
"Oh!"saidIke,muchpleased。"Goingtorunakindofstoppin’
place,areyou?"
"Yes;Ihopemyfriendswillstopwithmeoften。"
"Guessyouwon’thavemuchtroublewiththatsideofit,"saidIke。
"Andthishereroom,"hecontinued,"willdofirstrateforakindoflumber—room,provisions,andharness,andsuchlike,Iguess?"
"No,"saidShock。"Thisroomwillbethefinestroominthehouse。
See:itwilllookawayouttowardthesouthandwest,overthelake,anduptothemountains。Theinsideoftheroomwon’tbehardtobeat,buttheoutsidecannotbeequalledinalltheworld,andI
tellyouwhat,Ike,itcannotbetoogood,forthisroomisformymother。"Therewasareverent,tendertoneinShock’svoicethattouchedIke。
"Isshereallygoin’tocomeouthere?"heasked。
"Ihopeso,"saidShock。"Nextspring。"
"Isay,"saidIke,"won’tshefinditlonely?"
"Idon’tthinkso,"saidShock,withacurioussmile。"Youknow,mymotherisratherpeculiar。Fortwenty—fiveyears,withoutmissingasinglenight,shecameintomyroomtokissmebeforeIwenttosleep,andshe’sjustthatfoolishthatifI’manywherearoundI
don’tthinkshe’llbelonely。"AndthenShockproceededtogiveIkeapictureofhismother,andallherdevotiontohimthroughthelongyearsofhislife。Theroughbuttender—heartedcowboywasmoretouchedthanhecaredtoshow。
"Say,"hesaid,whenShockhadfinished,"howdidyouevercometoleaveher?Icouldn’t’a’doneit,nohow。"
"Shesentme,"saidShocksimply。"There’sOneshelovesbetterthanme。"AndIkeunderstoodwithoutmoreexplanation。
Forthefurnishingofthehouse,andfortheequipmentofthelibraryandclub—rooms,ShockhadappealedtohisfriendsintheEastthroughBrown,towhomhegaveafulldescriptionofthebuildingandthepurposesforwhichithadbeenerected。Theresponsewassoheartyandsogenerousthat,whentheloadsofhouse—furnishings,books,magazines,andpapersarrived,Shock’sheartwasfulltooverflowingwithgratitude,and,whenalittlelaterhereceivednoticethatacabinetorganhadarrivedattherailroaddepot,hefeltthatthedifficultiesandtrialsofamissionary’slifewerefewandsmallincomparisonwiththetriumphsandrewards。
Atlengtheverythingwasinplaceandthebuildingreadyfortheopening。Thepreparationsforthisgreateventwereinthehandsofacommittee,ofwhichTheKidwaschairman;thedecorationswerelefttoIkeandPerault;theprogrammewaslefttoTheKid,assistedbyMarion,whohadbeenpersuadednotonlytosing,herself,buthadagreedtotraintheschoolchildreninsomeactionsongs。Therewastobeagrandsupper,ofcourse,——nothingWesternwouldbecompletewithoutthatfeature,——andinadditiontotheordinaryspeechesandmusicalnumberstherewastobeanigger—minstrelshowwithclog—
dancingfurnishedbytheminersandlumbermenfromthePass,atShock’surgentinvitation。ThewholeaffairwastobewoundupbyagrandpromenadeheadedbyyoungMalcolmForbes,sonofaHighlandchief,ashyyoungfellowwhomShockhaddugupfromaremotevalley,andwhowastoappearinfullHighlandcostumewithhispipes。Smallwonderthatthewholecommunity,fromtheForttothePass,wastinglingwithdelightedanticipation。Suchaneventwasnotonlyimportantofitself,butitwashailedastheinaugurationofanewerainthecountry,forwithchurch,school,library,andclubtheywouldbeabreastofthemostadvancedEasterncivilisation。
NotonlywerethepeopleoftheLoonLakedistrictstirredwithinterestintheopeningoftheirnewbuilding,buttoafargreaterextentthantheyknewtheirconfidenceandeventheiraffectionhadgatheredaboutthemantowhoseenergythewholeenterprisewasdue。
Duringthesemonthstheyhadcometorelyuponhisjudgmentasamanofaffairs,totrusthimforhistruehumanheart,andtoregardhimwithreverenceasonetouchedwithaspiritunlikethatoftheworldwithwhichtheywerefamiliar——aspiritofgeneroussympathywiththeminalltheirmultitudinoustrialsanddifficulties,aspiritthatmadehimthinknothingofhimselfandmuchofthem。Herepresentedtothemreligioninamanneratoncewinningandimpressive,asfewofthemhadeverseenitrepresentedbefore。
Atlengththegreatdaycame,andwithitthegatheringofthepeoplefromallpartsfarandnear。AfewfarmerswholivedtowardtheFortcamewiththeirwivesandchildreninhorse—wagonsandox—
wagons;therancherswiththeirfamiliesdroveforthemostpartinDEMOCRATSandbuckboards;butmanyoftheranchersandtheirwivesandallthecowboyscameonhorseback。TherehadneverbeensuchagatheringatLoonLakewithinthememoryoftheoldesttimer。Thepreparationsforsupperwereelaborateandimpressive。Itwasimportantthatthispartoftheevening’sproceedingsshouldgooffwell。AsShock,passingupanddown,witnessedtheaboundinghilarityofthosewhothrongedthesupper—tableshismindwasrelievedofallanxietyastothesuccessoftheentertainmenttofollow。WithgreatdifficultySinclair,whowasashyman,waspersuadedtopresideaschairman。ItwasonlythepromiseofShocktosupporthimontheonesideandofFatherMike,whowasalmostasmuchinterestedinthesuccessoftheentertainmentasShockhimself,ontheother,thatinducedSinclairfinallytoacceptthisresponsibleandhonourableposition。ItwasindeedanhouroftriumphtoShockandhisfellow—workers,andastheentertainmentprogressedtheygatheredsatisfactiontothefullfromthemanifestationsofdelightonthepartoftheaudiencethatpackedthebuildingtothedoors。
Aftertheentertainmenthadwellbegunastrangerappearedatthedooraskingfortheminister。
"Well,"saidIke,whowasperformingtheresponsibledutyofdoor—
keeper,"youcan’tseehim,notnow。What’srequired?"
"Iguessit’sprettyimportant,"thestrangersaid。
"It’satelegram。Infact,it’sbadnews,soMr。McIntyreofBigRiversaid。"
"Badnews!"exclaimedIke。"Mightybadtimetobringbadnews。Whycouldn’tyouwait?"
"Somethingscan’twait,"saidthemanbriefly。"Guessyou’dbetterreadit,it’sopen。"
"Notme,"saidIke,shrinkingfromthisliberty。"SendforTheKid。"
InafewmomentsTheKidappearedand,takingthetelegramfromIke,readit。
"TheLordhelpus!"heexclaimedashereadthewire。HetookIketoonesideawayfromthecrowdandreadhimthewords:"’Yourmotherseriouslyill。Doctorsholdoutnohopeofrecovery。Signed,BROWN。’"
"Hismother!Say,boss,what’llwedo?Hethinksamightylotofhismother。I’veheerdhimtalk。Thiswillpurtynighkillhim,I
guess。"
Theystoodforsomemomentslookingblanklyateachother,unwillingtodelivertheblowwhichtheyknewwouldstrikedeepintotheheartofthemantheyhadcometolove。
"Hemustbetold,"saidTheKidatlength。"Let’ssee——he’llwanttogettotheendoftheline,anyway,andthat’soverahundredmilesfromhere。Isay,Ike,you’dbettertellhim,Iguess。"
"Well,"saidIkeslowly,"thatthere’sapurtyparticularbitofdiplomatics,andIaintusedtoit。Isay,"withasuddeninspiration,"youtellhim。"
"Couldn’tdoit,Ike。HowwoulditdotogetFatherMikeorSinclair?"
"Yes,"saidIkemeditatively,"they’ddoallrightifweweren’there,butIguesswebelongtohim’mostmorethantheydo。"
"That’sso,Ike,"saidTheKidquickly。"That’sso;it’soneofus。"
"Yes,it’soneofus,"saidIke,"andifIcoulddoitwell,boss,youwouldn’tseenobuck。"
"Allright,Ike,"saidTheKid,drawingalongbreath。"I’lldoit。"
"I’llrememberit,boss,"saidIke。"Guessthereaintmuchtimetolose。Howisheagoin’togitthere?"
"TaketheSwallow,Ike,"saidTheKid。"She’sgoodforahundredmiles。"
"Mr。McIntyre’steamwillbereadytogofromhisplace,"saidthestranger,whohadcomenear。
"Good!"saidTheKid。"Whereareyougoing,Ike?"
"Togitthehorses。He’llwanttogitrightoff。IguessI’llputhimonSlipper,andI’lltaketheSwallow。Slipperridespurtyeasy,andhe’sapurtybigman。"
"Allright,Ike,"saidTheKid。"Remembereveryminuteisprecious。
Here,Mac,"hecontinued,turningtoMacnamara,whostoodlookinginatthedoor,craninghisnecktoseeandhearwhatwasgoingon,"sliparoundtothesidedoorandtellMr。MacgregorthatIwanthimrightaway。"
InafewminutesShockcamerunningoutinhighspirits,elatedwiththesuccessoftheevening。"Hello,oldboy!"hecriedtoTheKid。
"It’sgreat,isn’tit?You’reagreatconcertconductor!Whatdoyouwantmefor?"
TheKidtookhimbythearmandledhimawayinsilencetowardtheOldProspector’sshack,whichstoodnearby。
"What’sthematter,Stanton;anythinggonewrong?"StillTheKidmadenoreply;but,walkingtothedooroftheshack,openedit,andwentinandlitthelamp。"Sitdown,"hesaid,pushingShockintoachair。"Ihavesomethingtotellyou。There’s——there’sbadnews,I’mafraid。I’llwaitoutside。"Heputthetelegramdown,wenthastilyout,andclosedthedoor,leavingShocktofacetheblowwherenoeyecouldsee。
ItseemedanhourtoTheKidbeforeIkecameupwiththeSwallowandSlippersaddledandreadyforthejourney。
"Whereishe?"saidIke,inawhisper。
"Inthere,"repliedTheKid,withagroan。"Godhelphim!"
"IguessHewill。Heoughtto,"saidIkegravely,"Gotgrub,Ike,andblankets?"
Ikenodded,pointingtothesackstrappedtothesaddle。
"Heoughttostart,"saidTheKidnervously,"Thatwire’stwodaysoldnow。Itwilltaketillto—morrownighttoreachtownevenifeverythinggoesright,andeverymomentcounts。Bettergoin,"hecontinued,"andtellhimthehorsesareready。"
Ikenoddedandwenttowardthecloseddoor,openeditsoftly,andwentin。HefoundShocksittingatthetablegazingvacantlyatthetelegraminhishandasiftryingtotakeinitsmeaning。HelookedupatIkeasheenteredand,handinghimthetelegram,said:
"It’smymother,Ike。Doyouremembermymother?"
"Yes,Iknow,"repliedIke,approachinghimtimidlyandlayingahandawkwardlyonhisshoulder。"Idon’twanttopresume,"hecontinued,"butIwaswonderin’iftherewasanyonewhocouldhelpyoutostandit?"
"Thereis,thereisOne,thereis。"
"That’sallright,then,"saidIke,asifanimportantmatterhadbeensettled。"Thehorsesareready。"
"Thehorses?"saidShock,withapuzzledair。
"Yes;thoughtyou’dwanttoridetotowntogettosendawireorsomethin’。"
"OfcourseIdo;thankyou。I’llgotoheratonce。WhatafoolI
am!"Herosehastilyashespoke,changedhiscoat,andgettinghishatandridingglovescameouttowhereTheKidstoodwiththehorses。
"Why,it’stheSwallow,andSlipper!"hesaid,"Boys,thisisgoodofyou。"
TheKidstoodwithoutaword,lookingatShock’swhite,dazedface。
Hecouldnottrusthisvoicetospeak。
"You’dbestgetontoSlipper,"saidIke。"Rideseasyandismightysure。TheSwallow’sallright,ofcourse,"hecontinuedapologeticallytoTheKid,"butaleetlelight"
"ButIdon’twantboth,"saidShock。
"Oh!IguessI’llgoalong,"declaredIke。"Iknowthetrailsandshort—cutsalittlebetter。Cansavetime,perhaps。Thatis,"headded,"ifyoudon’tmindmygoin’along。"
"That’sawfullygoodofyou,Ike,"saidShock。"Ishallbegladtohaveyou。"
"Good—bye,Kiddie,"saidShockaffectionately,holdingouthishandtoTheKid。"Icannotsay,muchjustnow,butIappreciatethiskindness,my,boy。"
"Don’t,don’t!"saidTheKid,inahuskywhisper。"IwishtoHeavenIcouldhelpyou。Good—bye。"
"Good—bye,"saidShock,takingupthereins。"Oh!Isay,Kid,don’ttellanyoneto—night。Keepthethinggoing;itwouldbeapitytospoiltheirfun,youknow。Youcandothisforme,can’tyou?"
"Icantry,"saidTheKid,settinghisteethtogether。
Hestoodlookingafterthemastheywentupthetrailinthemoonlight"Oh!thiscursedcountry!"hegroaned。"It’ssofarfromanyplace。He’llneverseeheragain,I’msure。Well,ImustkeepthisthinggoingasIpromised。ButsomeofthenumberI’llcutout,youcanbet。"
Straightonthroughthemoonlightrodethetwomen,theonetryingtomakerealthewordsthatmarchedwithceaselesstrampacrosshisbrain:"Doctorsholdoutnohopeofrecovery。"Theyseemedlikewordsoffirewrittenacrosstheprairie。Theother,ridingalittlebehind,exceptwherethetrailgrewdifficultorindistinct,silentbutalertforopportunitytoofferaidorshowsympathy,governingcarefullythepacesothatthebestpossiblespeedcouldbegotoutofthesuperbanimalsthatwiththeirswinginglopecoveredthelongslopesupanddown。ThememoryofthatridetoShockinafteryearswaslikethatofaghastlynightmare,astrangeinterminglingofmoonlightandshadow;themurmurofthenightwindabouthisears;
thesteadybeatofthehoofsuponthebeatentrail;thepauseatmidnightbytheupperfordoftheBlackDogtofeedandresttheirhorses;andthenthesteadyonwardpushthroughthenighttillthegreyandgoldoftheeasternskytoldthatthemorninghadcome。Hecouldneverforgethowthefirstbeamsoftherisingsunsmotehiseyeslikethecutofawhiptillhewasalmostforcedtocryoutinhispain。Herememberedhowitseemedtohimasifhewereinthegripofsomemysteriousforceimpellinghimonwardinthatunending,relentlesslope。Anotherpauseatsunrisetogivethehorsesbreath,andthenonagaintheyrodethroughthatterribleredlightoftherisingsun,tillatlengthinthestillearlyforenoonthemanseofBigRiverwasreached。Theirhorseswerejadedandleg—weary,forinthethirteenhoursduringwhichtheyhadkeptuptheirlong,swinginggaittheyhadcoveredmorethanahundredmiles。
TheMcIntyreswereexpectingthem。
"Wewantspeakabouthismother,dear,"saidthelittlewomanofthemanse,withawarmfeelinginherheartforthemissionarywhohadspentanightwiththemsomesevenmonthsago,andhadtoldthemsosimplyandfullyofhislife,astoryofwhichtheheartandsoulhadbeenhismother。"Ithurtstospeakofthesethingsforawhile,"sheadded。
"Yes,mydarling,Iknow,"saidherhusband,hiseyeslingeringtenderlyuponthefacelookingsosweet,butsowanandpaleabovetheblackdressandcrepecollar。"Weknow,weknow,darling,"herepeated,takingherinhisarms。Theywereboththinkingofthelittlemoundlookingsosmalluponthewideprairie,smallbutbigenoughtoholdalltheirheart’streasure。Forfivemonthsthemansehadbeenoverrunningwithheaven’sownlight;andwithjoythatrippledandflowedfrombabylaughter,thatlurkedindimpledfingersanddimpledtoesanddimpledcheeks,everydimpleawelloflightandjoy——andthenthelittlemoundwithitswhiterailing,andonlytheechoesofthelaughterandthememoryofthedimpledfingers,toes,andcheeks,——andtheemptymanse!ItwasthismemorythatmadetheirwelcomeofShocksofulloftenderunderstanding。
Thereisnospeechlikeheart—speech,andduringthehourintheBigRivermansetoShock’shearttherecame——howhecouldnothavetold—
—theinarticulatemessageofsympathythathealedandcomforted,sothathedroveawayrestedandrefreshedaswithsleep。AstheywerehitchinguptheteamIkefoundopportunitytowhispertoShock:"I
say,p’rhapsyou’dratherhe’dgowithyou;he’dhelpyoumore,p’rhaps?"
"No,no,Ike;don’tleaveme;Iwantyou,"Shockhadreplied。
"Allright,boss;thatsuitsme,"wasIke’sanswer,gladthathisofferhadnotbeenaccepted。
"Good—bye,"saidMr。McIntyre,wavinghishand。"Donotsparethem,Ike,"hecontinued。"TheycanmakeSpruceCreekintwohoursandahalfeasily。"
"I’lltakecareo’them,"saidIke,swingingthefiery,half—brokenbronchosontothetrail。"They’doughttodoalittlebetterthanthat,Ijudge。"Andtheydid;for,whenthebuckboarddrewupattheSpruceCreekStoppingPlaceIkeremarkedtoBillLee,whostoodinhisusualpositionleaningagainstthedoor:"TwohoursfromBigRiver,andnotmuchtheworse,Iguess。"
Bill’swelcomeofShockwasalmosteffusiveinitsheartiness,butIkecuthimshort。
"Isay,Bill,"hecalledout,walkingtothestable;"gotanyoatsinhere?"
"Oh,afew。Ikeepsomeforthoroughbreds,youknow。"AndhewalkedafterIkeintothestable。
Ikebegantalkingrapidlyandinalowtone。AsBilllistenedhebecameunusuallyexcited。"Eh!What!No。Say,that’sbad,tooblankbad!Hismother,eh?Myteam?Certainly。Theretheyare,fitforagooddozenanhour。Put’emrightin。"
IntenminutesBill’steam,theprideofhisheart,werehitchedtothebuckboard。
"Allright,Bill,"saidIke,takingthereins。
"Allright,Ike,"repliedBill。"Theirskindon’tsaymuch,buttheycantalkwiththeirfeetafew。Let’emgo。Theywon’trunaway。"
TheperformanceofBill’sbony,shaggyteammorethanjustifiedtheirowner’spromise。Theydid"talkwiththeirfeet,"andtosuchgoodpurposethatinlessthantwohoursShockstoodatthedoorofhisConvener’shouse,hismindbewildered,hissensesnumbedfromtheterriblestrainthroughwhichhehadpassed。
"Comein,mydearfellow,"saidtheConvener,whohadevidentlybeenexpectinghim,"comerightin。"
ButShockstoodatthedoor。"Isthereanyword?"heenquired,withavoicevoidofallemotion。
"Nothingfurther。"
"Whendoesthetraingo?"
"Thetrain?Oh,attwointhemorning。"
"Howlongdoesittake?"
"Fivedays。"
"Fivedays!"echoedShock,inavoiceofdespair。
"Youmightwireamessageinthemeantime,"saidtheConvenerkindly。"Wewillgodowntothetelegraphofficeafteryouhavehadarestandacupoftea。"
"No,no,"saidShock,turningeagerlyfromthedoor。"Iamallright;cannotwegonow?"
Atthetelegraphofficeanumberofmenstoodlaughingandtalking。
Shockdrewablanksheettowardhimandsethimselftocomposehiswire。Againandagainhemadetheattempt,butatlengthheputdownthepenandlookedaroundpiteouslyathisfriend。"Icannotsayit!"heexclaimedinahurriedwhisper。
"Comeoutsideaminute,"saidtheConvener,takinghisarm。"NowtellmewhatyouwanttosayandperhapsIcanhelpyou。"
"Oh!"criedShock,wreathinghisgreatfingersanhisagony。"Iwanttosaygoodbye——No,no,notthat!Iwanttotellher——givehermyloveandsayIwanttoseeher。Shewillbewantingme。"Hisbreathbegantocomeingreatheavingsobs。
"Letmetry,"saidhisfriend。"Youstayouthere。"
AftersomemomentstheConvenerreturnedandhandedShockapaperonwhichhehadwritten:"Godkeepyou,motherdear。Myheart’slovetoyou。ShallIcome?"
"Willthatdo?"heasked。
"Yes,yes;thankyou。Thatisgood。"
"Now,"saidtheConvener,whentheyhadreachedthehouse,"youmustrest。"
"Iamnottired,"saidShock,asifinsurprise。
"Mydearfellow,youarehalfdead。"
"No,Iamquiteright,andbesides,there’sIke。IoughttolookafterIke。"
"Don’tyouworryaboutIke,"saidtheConvener。"He’sabletolookafterhimself;besidesI’lllookhimupwhenIgetyoutosleep。
Comenow,"andheledhimintothetinybedroom。"Yougetintobed;
I’llbringyouacupofteaandyoucansleep。Noonewilldisturbyou,and,I’llwakeyouattherighttime,neverfear。"
"Idon’tthinkIamsleepy,"saidShock;butwheninafewminuteshisfriendcamebackwithhiscupofteahefoundShockinasleepsoprofoundthathehadnotthehearttowakehim。"Poorchap,poorchap!"saidtheConvener,lookingdownuponthestrong,ruggedface,nowsohaggard。"Thisisahardcountry!"
ForhoursShocklaydeadinsleep。BeforenightfalltheConvenerwenttolookupIke,andonhisreturnfoundhisgueststillasleep。
"Lethimsleep,itwilldohimgood,"hesaidtohiskind—heartedwife,whowouldhavewakenedShocktohavesupper。
"We’lllethimsleeptillananswercomestohiswire。"Lateatnighthewentdowntothetelegraphoffice。
"Yes,"repliedtheclerkinanswertohisenquiry,"there’sawireforMr。Macgregorjustcomein。Badnews,too,Iguess。"
TheConvenertookthemessageandread:"Yourmotherpassedawayinperfectpeacethisevening。Yourmessagebroughthergreatjoy。Shewishedmetosendthisreply:’TheLordismyShepherd;Ishallnotwant。Stayatyourpost,lad,tillHecalls:’HELEN。"
"’StayatyourposttillHecalls,’"readtheConveneragain。"A
greatsoulthat。Thatwordwilldohimgood。"
Hewasright。HefoundShockwaitingforhim,calm,expectant,andreadytobearwhateverlifemightbring,nordidhisfacechangeashereadthewireoverandoveragain。Heonlysaid:"Godisverygoodtous。Shewentawayinpeace,andshegotmywireandIhers。"
"Yes,"saidtheConvener,"Godisalwaysgood。Wesometimescannotseeit,but,"headded,"itwasagreatmatterthatyoursistercouldhavebeentherewithher。"
"Mysister?"saidShock。"Oh!"asuddenflushreddeninghispalecheek。"She’snotmysister——she’smy——she’sourfriend,yes,adearfriend。Itwouldbeagreatjoytomymothertohaveher。"
Therewasnosignofgriefinhisface,butagreatpeaceseemedtohavesettleduponhim。Longintothenighthetalkedovertheaffairsofhismissionfield,givinginresponsetothekeenquestionsofhisConvenerafullaccountoftheworkhehadbeencarryingon,openinguptheplanshehadmadeforfuturework。InparticularwasheanxioustoenlisttheConvener’ssympathyinhisschemeforareading—roomandhospitalatthePass。TheConvenershookhisheadattheplan。"Iagreewithyouentirely,"hesaid,"buttheCommittee,Ifear,willnotgiveyouagrantforahospital。Ifitwereachurchnow——"
"Well,"arguedShock,"itwillserveforachurch。"
"Youmaycountonmetodomybestforyou,"repliedtheConvener,"butIamnotsanguine。TheCommitteeareextremelycautiousandconservative。"
ButwhentheConvenercametoaskaboutthedifficultiesandtrialsofhislifehismissionarybecamesilent。Therewerenotrialsanddifficultiestospeakof,nomoreatleastthantherestofthepeoplehadtobear。Theywereallgoodtohim。
"That’sallright,"saidtheConvener,"buttherearedifficulties,nonetheless。Itisahardcountry,andsometimesitlaysburdensuponusalmostgreaterthanwecanbear。TherearethepoorMcIntyres,now,"hecontinued。"Howdidyoufindthem?"
"Verywell,"repliedShock。"But,indeed,Ididn’tnoticemuch。"
AndthentheConvenertoldhimofthestoryoftheirgreatgrief。
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