首页 >出版文学> The Longest Journey>第3章
  Hedidnotcatchcold,butwhilehewasouthismotherdied。Sheonlysurvivedherhusbandelevendays,acoincidencewhichwasrecordedontheirtombstone。
  Such,insubstance,wasthestorywhichRickietoldhisfriendsastheystoodtogetherintheshelterofthedell。Thegreenbankattheentrancehidtheroadandtheworld,andnow,asinspring,theycouldseenothingbutsnow—whiterampartsandtheevergreenfoliageofthefirs。Onlyfromtimetotimewouldabeechleafflutterinfromthewoodsabove,tocommentonthewaningyear,andthewarmthandradianceofthesunwouldvanishbehindapassingcloud。
  Aboutthegreatcoathedidnottellthem,forhecouldnothavespokenofitwithouttears。
  III
  Mr。Ansell,aprovincialdraperofmoderateprosperity,oughtbyrightstohavebeenclassednotwiththecow,butwiththosephenomenathatarenotreallythere。Buthisson,withpardonableillogicality,exceptedhim。Heneversuspectedthathisfathermightbethesubjectiveproductofadiseasedimagination。Fromhisearliestyearshehadtakenhimforgranted,asamostundeniableandlovablefact。Tobebornonethingandgrowupanother——Ansellhadaccomplishedthiswithoutweakeningoneofthetiesthatboundhimtohishome。Theroomsabovetheshopstillseemedascomfortable,thegardenbehinditasgracious,astheyhadseemedfifteenyearsbefore,whenhewouldsitbehindMissAppleblossom’scentralthrone,andshe,likesomeallegoricalfigure,wouldsendthechangeandreceiptedbillsspinningawayfromherinlittleboxwoodballs。Atfirsttheyoungmanhadattributedthesehappyrelationstohisowntact。
  Butintimeheperceivedthatthetactwasallonthesideofhisfather。Mr。Ansellwasnotmerelyamanofsomeeducation;hehadwhatnoeducationcanbring——thepowerofdetectingwhatisimportant。Likemanyfathers,hehadsparednoexpenseoverhisboy,——hehadborrowedmoneytostarthimatarapaciousandfashionableprivateschool;hehadsenthimtotutors;hehadsenthimtoCambridge。Butheknewthatallthiswasnottheimportantthing。Theimportantthingwasfreedom。Theboymustusehiseducationashechose,andifhepaidhisfatherbackitwouldcertainlynotbeinhisowncoin。SowhenStewartsaid,"AtCambridge,canIreadfortheMoralScienceTripos?"Mr。Ansellhadonlyreplied,"Thisphilosophy——doyousaythatitliesbehindeverything?"
  "Yes,Ithinkso。Ittriestodiscoverwhatisgoodandtrue。"
  "Then,myboy,youhadbetterreadasmuchofitasyoucan。"
  Andayearlater:"I’dliketotakeupthisphilosophyseriously,butIdon’tfeeljustified。"
  "Whynot?"
  "Becauseitbringsinnoreturn。IthinkI’magreatphilosopher,butthenallphilosophersthinkthat,thoughtheydon’tdaretosayso。But,howevergreatIam。Ishan’tearnmoney。PerhapsI
  shan’teverbeabletokeepmyself。Ishan’tevengetagoodsocialposition。You’veonlytosayoneword,andI’llworkfortheCivilService。I’mgoodenoughtogetinhigh。"
  Mr。Anselllikedmoneyandsocialposition。Butheknewthatthereisamoreimportantthing,andreplied,"Youmusttakeupthisphilosophyseriously,Ithink。"
  "Anotherthing——therearethegirls。"
  "ThereisenoughmoneynowtogetMaryandMaudasgoodhusbandsastheydeserve。"AndMaryandMaudtookthesameview。
  ItwasinthisplebeianhouseholdthatRickiespentpartoftheChristmasvacation。Hisownhome,suchasitwas,waswiththeSilts,needycousinsofhisfather’s,andcombinedtoapeculiardegreetherestrictionsofhospitalitywiththediscomfortsofaboarding—house。SuchpleasureashehadoutsideCambridgewasinthehomesofhisfriends,anditwasaparticularjoyandhonourtovisitAnsell,who,thoughasfreefromsocialsnobbishnessasmostofuswillevermanagetobe,wasrathercarefulwhenhedroveuptothefacadeofhisshop。
  "Ilikeournewlettering,"hesaidthoughtfully。Thewords"StewartAnsell"wererepeatedagainandagainalongtheHighStreet——curlygoldlettersthatseemedtofloatintanksofglazedchocolate。
  "Rather!"saidRickie。ButhewonderedwhetheroneofthebondsthatkepttheAnsellfamilyunitedmightnotbetheircompleteabsenceoftaste——asurerbondbyfarthantheidentityofit。
  Andhewonderedthisagainwhenhesatatteaoppositealongrowofcrayons——Stewartasababy,Stewartasasmallboywithlargefeet,Stewartasalargerboywithsmallerfeet,Maryreadingabookwhoseleaveswereasthickaseiderdowns。Andyetagaindidhewonderitwhenhewokewithagaspinthenighttofindaharpinluminouspaintthrobbingandgloweringathimfromtheadjacentwall。"Watchandpray"waswrittenontheharp,anduntilRickiehungatoweloverittheexhortationwaspartiallysuccessful。
  Itwasaveryhappyvisit。MissAppleblosssom——whonowactedashousekeeper——hadmethimbefore,duringhernever—forgottenexpeditiontoCambridge,andheradmirationofUniversitylifewasasshrillandasgenuinenowasithadbeenthen。Thegirlsatfirstwerealittleaggressive,foronhisarrivalhehadbeentired,andMaudhadtakenitforhaughtiness,andsaidhewaslookingdownonthem。Butthispassed。Theydidnotfallinlovewithhim,norhewiththem,butamorningwasspentverypleasantlyinsnow—ballinginthebackgarden。AnsellwasratherdifferenttowhathewasinCambridge,buttoRickienotlessattractive。Andtherewasacuriouscharminthehumoftheshop,whichswelledintoaroarifoneopenedthepartitiondooronamarket—day。
  "Listentoyourmoney!"saidRickie。"IwishIcouldhearmine。I
  wishmymoneywasalive。"
  "Idon’tunderstand。"
  "Mine’sdeadmoney。It’scometomethroughaboutsixdeadpeople——silently。"
  "Gettingalittlesmallerandalittlemorerespectableeachtime,onaccountofthedeath—duties。"
  "Itneededtogetrespectable。"
  "Why?Didyourpeople,too,oncekeepashop?"
  "Oh,notasbadasthat!Theyonlyswindled。AboutahundredyearsagoanElliotdidsomethingshadyandfoundedthefortunesofourhouse。"
  "Ineverknewanyonesorelentlesstohisancestors。Youmakeupforyoursoapinesstowardstheliving。"
  "You’dberelentlessifyou’dheardtheSilts,asIhave,talkabout’afortune,smallperhaps,butunsoiledbytrade!’OfcourseAuntEmilyisratherdifferent。Oh,goodnessme!I’veforgottenmyaunt。Shelivesnotsofar。Ishallhavetocallonher。"
  AccordinglyhewrotetoMrs。Failing,andsaidheshouldliketopayhisrespects。HetoldherabouttheAnsells,andsowordedtheletterthatshemightreasonablyhavesentaninvitationtohisfriend。
  Sherepliedthatshewaslookingforwardtotheirtete—a—tete。
  "Youmustn’tgoroundbythetrains,"saidMr。Ansell。"ItmeanschangingatSalisbury。Bytheroadit’snogreatway。StewartshalldriveyouoverSalisburyPlain,andfetchyoutoo。"
  "There’stoomuchsnow,"saidAnsell。
  "Thenthegirlsshalltakeyouintheirsledge。"
  "ThatIwill,"saidMaud,whowasnotunwillingtoseetheinsideofCadover。ButRickiewentroundbythetrains。
  "Wehaveallmissedyou,"saidAnsell,whenhereturned。"Thereisageneralfeelingthatyouarenonuisance,andhadbetterstoptilltheendofthevac。"
  Thishecouldnotdo。HewasboundforChristmastotheSilts——
  "asaREALguest,"Mrs。Silthadwritten,underliningtheword"real"twice。AndafterChristmashemustgotothePembrokes。
  "Thesearenoreasons。Theonlyrealreasonfordoingathingisbecauseyouwanttodoit。Ithinkthetalkabout’engagements’
  iscant。"
  "Ithinkperhapsitis,"saidRickie。Buthewent。Neverhadtheturkeybeensoathletic,ortheplum—puddingtiedintoitsclothsotightly。Yetheknewthatboththesesymbolsofhilarityhadcostmoney,anditwenttohisheartwhenMr。Siltsaidinahungryvoice,"Haveyouthoughtatallofwhatyouwanttobe?
  No?Well,whyshouldyou?Youhavenoneedtobeanything。"Andatdessert:"IwonderwhoCadovergoesto?Iexpectmoneywillfollowmoney。Italwaysdoes。"ItwaswithaguiltyfeelingofreliefthatheleftforthePembrokes’。
  ThePembrokeslivedinanadjacentsuburb,orrather"sububurb,"——thetractcalledSawston,celebratedforitspublicschool。Theirstyleoflife,however,wasnotparticularlysuburban。TheirhousewassmallanditsnamewasShelthorpe,butithadanairaboutitwhichsuggestedacertainamountofmoneyandacertainamountoftaste。Thereweredecentwater—coloursinthedrawing—room。Madonnasofacknowledgedmerithunguponthestairs。AreplicaoftheHermesofPraxiteles——ofcourseonlythebust——stoodinthehallwitharealpalmbehindit。Agnes,inherslap—dashway,wasagoodhousekeeper,andkepttheprettythingswelldusted。ItwasshewhoinsistedonthestripofbrownhollandthatleddiagonallyfromthefrontdoortothedoorofHerbert’sstudy:boys’grubbyfeetshouldnotgotreadingonherIndiansquare。Itwasshewhoalwayscleanedthepicture—framesandwashedthebustandtheleavesofthepalm。Inshort,ifahousecouldspeak——andsometimesitdoesspeakmoreclearlythanthepeoplewholiveinit——thehouseofthePembrokeswouldhavesaid,"Iamnotquitelikeotherhouses,yetIamperfectlycomfortable。Icontainworksofartandamicroscopeandbooks。
  ButIdonotliveforanyofthesethingsorsufferthemtodisarrangeme。Iliveformyselfandforthegreaterhousesthatshallcomeafterme。Yetinmeneitherthecryofmoneynorthecryformoneyshalleverbeheard。"
  Mr。Pembrokewasatthestation。Hedidbetterasahostthanasaguest,andwelcomedtheyoungmanwithrealfriendliness。
  "Wewereallcoming,butGeraldhasstrainedhisankleslightly,andwantstokeepquiet,asheisplayingnextweekinamatch。
  And,needlesstosay,thatexplainstheabsenceofmysister。"
  "GeraldDawes?"
  "Yes;he’swithus。I’msogladyou’llmeetagain。"
  "SoamI,"saidRickiewithextremeawkwardness。"Doesherememberme?"
  "Vividly。"
  VividalsowasRickie’sremembranceofhim。
  "Asplendidfellow,"assertedMr。Pembroke。
  "IhopethatAgnesiswell。"
  "Thankyou,yes;sheiswell。AndIthinkyou’relookingmorelikeotherpeopleyourself。"
  "I’vebeenhavingaverygoodtimewithafriend。"
  "Indeed。That’sright。Whowasthat?"
  Rickiehadayoungman’sreticence。Hegenerallyspokeof"afriend,""apersonIknow,""aplaceIwasat。"Whenthebookoflifeisopening,ourreadingsaresecret,andweareunwillingtogivechapterandverse。Mr。Pembroke,whowashalfwaythroughthevolume,andhadskippedorforgottentheearlierpages,couldnotunderstandRickie’shesitation,norwhywithsuchawkwardnessheshouldpronouncetheharmlessdissyllable"Ansell。"
  "Ansell?Wasn’tthatthepleasantfellowwhoaskedustolunch?"
  "No。ThatwasAnderson,whokeepsbelow。Youdidn’tseeAnsell。
  TheoneswhocametobreakfastwereTilliardandHornblower。"
  "Ofcourse。AndsincethenyouhavebeenwiththeSilts。Howarethey?"
  "Verywell,thankyou。Theywanttoberememberedtoyou。"
  ThePembrokeshadformerlylivedneartheElliots,andhadshowngreatkindnesstoRickiewhenhisparentsdied。Theywerethusratherinthepositionoffamilyfriends。
  "Pleaserememberuswhenyouwrite。"Headded,almostroguishly,"TheSiltsarekindnessitself。Allthesame,itmustbejustalittle——dull,wethought,andwethoughtthatyoumightlikeachange。Andofcoursewearedelightedtohaveyoubesides。Thatgoeswithoutsaying。"
  "It’sverygoodofyou,"saidRickie,whohadacceptedtheinvitationbecausehefeltheoughtto。
  "Notabit。Andyoumustn’texpectustobeotherwisethanquietontheholidays。Thereisalibraryofasort,asyouknow,andyouwillfindGeraldasplendidfellow。"
  "Willtheybemarriedsoon?"
  "Ohno!"whisperedMr。Pembroke,shuttinghiseyes,asifRickiehadmadesometerriblefauxpas。"Itwillbeaverylongengagement。Hemustmakehiswayfirst。Ihaveseensuchendlessmiseryresultfrompeoplemarryingbeforetheyhavemadetheirway。"
  "Yes。Thatisso,"saidRickiedespondently,thinkingoftheSilts。
  "It’sasadunpalatabletruth,"saidMr。Pembroke,thinkingthatthedespondencymightbepersonal,"butonemustacceptit。MysisterandGerald,Iamthankfultosay,haveacceptedit,thoughnaturallyithasbeenalittlepill。"
  Theircablurchedroundthecornerashespoke,andthetwopatientscameinsight。Agneswasleaningoverthecreosotedgarden—gate,andbehindhertherestoodayoungmanwhohadthefigureofaGreekathleteandthefaceofanEnglishone。Hewasfairandcleanshaven,andhiscolourlesshairwascutrathershort。Thesunwasinhiseyes,andthey,likehismouth,seemedscarcelymorethanslitsinhishealthyskin。Justwherehebegantobebeautifultheclothesstarted。Roundhisneckwentanup—and—downcollarandamauve—and—goldtie,andtherestofhislimbswerehiddenbyagreyloungesuit,carefullycreasedintherightplaces。
  "Lovely!Lovely!"criedAgnes,bangingonthegate,"Yourtrainmusthavebeentotheminute。"
  "Hullo!"saidtheathlete,andvomitedwiththegreetingacloudoftobacco—smoke。Itmusthavebeenimprisonedinhismouthsometime,fornopipewasvisible。
  "Hullo!"returnedRickie,laughingviolently。Theyshookhands。
  "Whereareyougoing,Rickie?"askedAgnes。"Youaren’tgrubby。
  Whydon’tyoustop?Gerald,getthelargewicker—chair。Herberthasletters,butwecansitheretilllunch。It’slikespring。"
  ThegardenofShelthorpewasnearlyallinfrontanunusualandpleasantarrangement。Thefrontgateandtheservants’entrancewerebothattheside,andintheremainingspacethegardenerhadcontrivedalittlelawnwhereonecouldsitconcealedfromtheroadbyafence,fromtheneighbourbyafence,fromthehousebyatree,andfromthepathbyabush。
  "Thisisthelovers’bower,"observedAgnes,sittingdownonthebench。Rickiestoodbyhertillthechairarrived。
  "Areyousmokingbeforelunch?"askedMr。Dawes。
  "No,thankyou。Ihardlyeversmoke。"
  "Novices。Aren’tyouatCambridgenow?"
  "Yes。"
  "What’syourcollege?"
  Rickietoldhim。
  "DoyouknowCarruthers?"
  "Rather!"
  "ImeanA。P。Carruthers,whogothissockerblue。"
  "Rather!He’ssecretarytothecollegemusicalsociety。"
  "A。P。Carruthers?"
  "Yes。"
  Mr。Dawesseemedoffended。Hetappedonhisteeth,andremarkedthattheweatherbadnobusinesstobesowarminwinter。
  "ButitwasfiendishbeforeChristmas,"saidAgnes。
  Hefrowned,andasked,"DoyouknowamancalledGerrish?"
  "No。"
  "Ah。"
  "DoyouknowJames?"
  "Neverheardofhim。"
  "He’smyyeartoo。Hegotablueforhockeyhissecondterm。"
  "Iknownothingaboutthe’Varsity。"
  Rickiewincedattheabbreviation"’Varsity。"Itwasatthattimetheproperthingtospeakof"theUniversity。"
  "Ihaven’tthetime,"pursuedMr。Dawes。
  "No,no,"saidRickiepolitely。
  "IhadthechanceofbeinganUndergrad,myself,and,byJove,I’mthankfulIdidn’t!"
  "Why?"askedAgnes,fortherewasapause。
  "Putsyoubackinyourprofession。Menwhogotherefirst,beforetheArmy,starthopelesslybehind。ThesamewiththeStockExchangeorPainting。Iknowmeninboth,andthey’venevercaughtupthetimetheylostinthe’Varsity——unless,ofcourse,youturnparson。"
  "IloveCambridge,"saidshe。"Allthosegloriousbuildings,andeveryonesohappyandrunninginandoutofeachother’sroomsalldaylong。"
  "ThatmightmakeanUndergradhappy,butIbegleavetostateitwouldn’tme。Ihaven’tfouryearstothrowawayforthesakeofbeingcalleda’VarsitymanandhobnobbingwithLords。"
  Rickiewaspreparedtofindhisoldschoolfellowungrammaticalandbumptious,buthewasnotpreparedtofindhimpeevish。
  Athletes,hebelieved,weresimple,straightforwardpeople,cruelandbrutalifyoulike,butneverpetty。Theyknockedyoudownandhurtyou,andthenwentontheirwayrejoicing。Forthis,Rickiethought,thereissomethingtobesaid:hehadescapedthesinofdespisingthephysicallystrong——asinagainstwhichthephysicallyweakmustguard。ButherewasDawesreturningagainandagaintothesubjectoftheUniversity,fulloftransparentjealousyandpettyspite,nagging,nagging,nagging,likeamaidenladywhohasnotbeeninvitedtoatea—party。Rickiewonderedwhether,afterall,Ansellandtheextremistsmightnotberight,andbodilybeautyandstrengthbesignsofthesoul’sdamnation。
  HeglancedatAgnes。Shewaswritingdownsomeorderingsforthetradespeopleonapieceofpaper。Herhandsomefacewasintentonthework。ThebenchonwhichsheandGeraldweresittinghadnoback,butshesatasstraightasadart。He,thoughstrongenoughtositstraight,didnottakethetrouble。
  "Whydon’ttheytalktoeachother?"thoughtRickie。
  "Gerald,givethispapertothecook。"
  "Icangiveittotheotherslavey,can’tI?"
  "She’dbedressing。"
  "Well,there’sHerbert。"
  "He’sbusy。Oh,youknowwherethekitchenis。Takeittothecook。"
  Hedisappearedslowlybehindthetree。
  "Whatdoyouthinkofhim?"sheimmediatelyasked。Hemurmuredcivilly。
  "Hashechangedsincehewasaschoolboy?"
  "Inaway。"
  "Dotellmeallabouthim。Whywon’tyou?"
  ShemighthaveseenaflashofhorrorpassoverRickie’sface。
  Thehorrordisappeared,for,thankGod,hewasnowaman,whomcivilizationprotects。ButheandGeraldhadmet,asitwere,behindthescenes,beforeourdecorousdramaopens,andtheretheelderboyhaddonethingstohim——absurdthings,notworthchroniclingseparately。Anapple—piebedisnothing;pinches,kicks,boxedears,twistedarms,pulledhair,ghostsatnight,inkybooks,befouledphotographs,amounttoverylittlebythemselves。Butletthembeunitedandcontinuous,andyouhaveahellthatnogrown—updevilcandevise。BetweenRickieandGeraldtherelayashadowthatdarkenslifemoreoftenthanwesuppose。
  Thebullyandhisvictimneverquiteforgettheirfirstrelations。Theymeetinclubsandcountryhouses,andclaponeanotherontheback;butinboththememoryisgreenofamorestrenuousday,whentheywereboystogether。
  Hetriedtosay,"Hewastherightkindofboy,andIwasthewrongkind。"ButCambridgewouldnotlethimsmooththesituationoverbyself—belittlement。Ifhehadbeenthewrongkindofboy,Geraldhadbeenaworsekind。Hemurmured,"Wearedifferent,very,"andMissPembroke,perhapssuspectingsomething,askednomore。ButshekepttothesubjectofMr。Dawes,humorouslydepreciatingherloveranddiscussinghimwithoutreverence。
  Rickielaughed,butfeltuncomfortable。Whenpeoplewereengaged,hefeltthattheyshouldbeoutsidecriticism。Yetherehewascriticizing。Hecouldnothelpit。Hewasdraggedin。
  "Ihopehisankleisbetter。"
  "Neverwasbad。He’salwaysfussingoversomething。"
  "Heplaysnextweekinamatch,IthinkHerbertsays。"
  "Idaresayhedoes。"
  "Shallwebegoing?"
  "Praygoifyoulike。Ishallstopathome。I’vehadenoughofcoldfeet。"
  Itwasallverycolourlessandodd。
  Geraldreturned,saying,"Ican’tstandyourcook。What’sshewanttoaskmequestionsfor?Ican’tstandtalkingtoservants。
  Isay,’IfIspeaktoyou,wellandgood’——andit’sanotherthingbesidesifshewerepretty。"
  "Well,Ihopeouruglycookwillhavelunchreadyinaminute,"
  saidAgnes。"We’refrightfullyunpunctualthismorning,andI
  daren’tsayanything,becauseitwasthesameyesterday,andifI
  complainagaintheymightleave。PoorRickiemustbestarved。"
  "Why,theSiltsgavemeallthesesandwichesandI’venevereatenthem。Theyalwaysstuffone。"
  "Andyouthoughtyou’dbetter,eh?"saidMr。Dawes,"incaseyouweren’tstuffedhere。"
  MissPembroke,whohouse—keptsomewhateconomically,lookedannoyed。
  ThevoiceofMr。Pembrokewasnowheardcallingfromthehouse,"Frederick!Frederick!Mydearboy,pardonme。ItwasanimportantletterabouttheChurchDefence,otherwise——。Comeinandseeyourroom。"
  Hewasgladtoquitthelittlelawn。Hehadlearnttoomuchthere。Itwasdreadful:theydidnotloveeachother。
  Moredreadfuleventhanthecaseofhisfatherandmother,forthey,untiltheymarried,hadgotonprettywell。Butthismanwasalreadyrudeandbrutalandcold:hewasstilltheschoolbullywhotwistedupthearmsoflittleboys,andranpinsintothematchapel,andstrucktheminthestomachwhentheywereswingingonthehorizontalbar。PoorAgnes;whyeverhadshedoneit?Oughtnotsomebodytointerfere?
  Hehadforgottenhissandwiches,andwentbacktogetthem。
  GeraldandAgneswerelockedineachother’sarms。
  Heonlylookedforamoment,butthesightburntintohisbrain。
  Theman’sgripwasthestronger。Hehaddrawnthewomanontohisknee,waspressingher,withallhisstrength,againsthim。
  Alreadyherhandsslippedoffhim,andshewhispered,"Don’tyouhurt——"Herfacehadnoexpression。Itstaredattheintruderandneversawhim。Thenherloverkissedit,andimmediatelyitshonewithmysteriousbeauty,likesomestar。
  Rickielimpedawaywithoutthesandwiches,crimsonandafraid。Hethought,"Dosuchthingsactuallyhappen?"andheseemedtobelookingdowncolouredvalleys。Brightertheyglowed,tillgodsofpureflamewereborninthem,andthenhewaslookingatpinnaclesofvirginsnow。WhileMr。Pembroketalked,theriotoffairimagesincreased。
  Theyinvadedhisbeingandlitlampsatunsuspectedshrines。
  Theirorchestracommencedinthatsuburbanhouse,wherehehadtostandasideforthemaidtocarryintheluncheon。Musicflowedpasthimlikeariver。Hestoodatthespringsofcreationandheardtheprimevalmonotony。Thenanobscureinstrumentgaveoutalittlephrase。
  Therivercontinuedunheeding。ThephrasewasrepeatedandalistenermightknowitwasafragmentoftheTuneoftunes。
  Noblerinstrumentsacceptedit,theclarionetprotected,thebrassencouraged,anditrosetothesurfacetothewhisperofviolins。InfullunisonwasLoveborn,flameoftheflame,flushingthedarkriverbeneathhimandthevirginsnowsabove。
  Hiswingswereinfinite,hisyoutheternal;thesunwasajewelonhisfingerashepasseditinbenedictionovertheworld。
  Creation,nolongermonotonous,acclaimedhim,inwideningmelody,inbrighterradiances。WasLoveacolumnoffire?Washeatorrentofsong?Washegreaterthaneither——thetouchofamanonawoman?
  ItwasthemerestaccidentthatRickiehadnotbeendisgusted。
  Butthishecouldnotknow。
  Mr。Pembroke,whenhecalledthetwodawdlersintolunch,wasawareofahandonhisarmandavoicethatmurmured,"Don’t——
  theymaybehappy。"
  Hestared,andstruckthegong。Toitsmusictheyapproached,priestandhighpriestess。
  "Rickie,canIgivethesesandwichestothebootboy?"saidtheone。"Hewouldlovethem。"
  "Thegong!Bequick!Thegong!"
  "Areyousmokingbeforelunch?"saidtheother。
  Buttheyhadgotintoheaven,andnothingcouldgetthemoutofit。Othersmightthinkthemsurlyorprosaic。Heknew。Hecouldremembereverywordtheyspoke。Hewouldtreasureeverymotion,everyglanceofeither,andsointimetocome,whenthegatesofheavenhadshut,somefaintradiance,someechoofwisdommightremainwithhimoutside。