hewouldsay。Intime——itwasstillveryvague——hewouldrentorpurchaseafarm。Thereisnoformulainwhichwemaysumupdecentpeople。SoAnsellhadpreached,andhadofcourseproceededtoofferaformula:"Theymustbeserious,theymustbetruthful。"Seriousnotinthesenseofglum;buttheymustbeconvincedthatourlifeisastateofsomeimportance,andourearthnotaplacetobeattimeon。OfsomuchStephenwasconvinced:heshoweditinhiswork,inhisplay,inhisself—respect,andaboveall——thoughthefactishardtoface—inhissacredpassionforalcohol。Drink,today,isanunlovelything。BetweenusandtheheightsofCithaerontheriverofsinnowflows。Yetthecriesstillcallfromthemountain,andgrantedamanhasrespondedtothem,itisbetterherespondwiththecandouroftheGreek。
"IshallstopattheThompsons’now,"saidthedisappointedreveller。"Prayers。"
Rickiedidnotpresshistriumph,butitwasahappymoment,partlybecauseofthetriumph,partlybecausehewassurethathisbrothermustcareforhim。Stephenwastooselfishtogiveupanypleasurewithoutgravereasons。HewascertainthathehadbeenrighttodisentanglehimselffromSawston,andtoignorethethreatsandtearsthatstilltemptedhimtoreturn。Heretherewasrealworkforhimtodo。Moreover,thoughhesoughtnoreward,ithadcome。Hishealthwasbetter,hisbrainsound,hislifewashedclean,notbythewatersofsentiment,butbytheeffortsofafellow—man。Stephenwasmanfirst,brotherafterwards。Hereinlayhisbrutalityandalsohisvirtue。"Lookmeintheface。Don’thangonmeclothesthatdon’tbelong——asyoudidonyourwife,givinghersaint’srobes,whereasshewassimplyawomanofherownsort,whoneededcarefulwatching。Tearupthephotographs。HereamI,andthereareyou。Therestiscant。"Therestwasnotcant,andperhapsStephenwouldconfessasmuchintime。ButRickieneededatonic,andaman,notabrother,mustholdittohislips。
"Iseetheoldspire,"hecalled,andthenadded,"Idon’tmindseeingitagain。"
"Noonedoes,asfarasIknow。Peoplehavecomefromtheothersideoftheworldtoseeitagain。"
"Piouspeople。ButIdon’tholdwithbishops。"Hewasyoungenoughtobeuneasy。Thecathedral,afountofsuperstition,mustfindnoplaceinhislife。Attheageoftwentyhehadsettledthings。
"I’vegotmyownphilosophy,"heoncetoldAnsell,"andIdon’tcareastrawaboutyours。"Ansell’smirthhadannoyedhimnotalittle。Anditwasstrangethatonesosettledshouldfeelhisheartleapupatthesightofanoldspire。"Iregarditasapublicbuilding,"hetoldRickie,whoagreed。"It’suseful,too,asalandmark。"Hisattitudetodaywasdefensive。ItwaspartofasubtlechangethatRickiehadnotedinhimsincehisreturnfromScotland。Hisfacegavehintsofanewmaturity。"YoucanseetheoldspirefromtheRidgeway,"hesaid,suddenlylayingahandonRickie’sknee,"beforerainasclearlyasanytelegraphpost。"
"HowfaristheRidgeway?"
"Seventeenmiles。"
"Whichdirection?"
"North,naturally。NorthagainfromthatyouseeDevizes,thevaleofPewsey,andtheotherdowns。AlsotowardsBath。Itissomethingofaview。YououghttogetontheRidgeway。"
"Ishouldn’thavetimeforthat。"
"OrBeaconHill。Orlet’sdoStonehenge。"
"Ifit’sfine,IsuggesttheRings。"
"Itwillbefine。"Thenhemurmuredthenamesofvillages。
"Iwishyoucouldlivehere,"saidRickiekindly。"Ibelieveyoulovetheseparticularacresmorethanthewholeworld。"
Stephenrepliedthatthiswasnotthecase:hewasonlyusedtothem。Hewishedtheyweredrivingout,insteadofwaitingfortheCadchurchtrain。
TheyhadadvancedintoSalisbury,andthecathedral,apublicbuilding,wasgreyagainstatendersky。Rickiesuggestedthat,whilewaitingforthetrain,theyshouldvisitit。Hespokeoftheincomparablenorthporch。
"I’veneverbeeninsideit,andIneverwill。Sorrytoshockyou,Rickie,butImusttellyouplainly。I’manatheist。Idon’tbelieveinanything。"
"Ido,"saidRickie。
"Whenamandies,it’sasifhe’sneverbeen,"heasserted。ThetraindrewupinSalisburystation。Herealittleincidenttookplacewhichcausedthemtoaltertheirplans。
Theyfoundoutsidethestationatrapdrivenbyasmallboy,whohadcomeinfromCadfordtofetchsomewire—netting。"That’lldous,"saidStephen,andcalledtotheboy,"IfIpayyourrailway—ticketback,andifIgiveyousixpenceaswell,willyouletusdrivebackinthetrap?"Theboysaidno。"Itwillbeallright,"saidRickie。"IamMrs。Failing’snephew。"Theboyshookhishead。"AndyouknowMr。Wonham?"Theboycouldn’tsayhedidn’t。"Thenwhat’syourobjection?Why?Whatisit?Whynot?"
ButStephenleantagainstthetime—tablesandspokeofothermatters。
Presentlytheboysaid,"Didyousayyou’dpaymyrailway—ticketback,Mr。Wonham?"
"Yes,"saidabystander。"Didn’tyouhearhim?"
"Iheardhimrightenough。"
NowStephenlaidhishandonthesplash—board,saying,"WhatI
want,though,isthistraphereofyours,see,todriveinbackmyself;"andashespokethebystanderfollowedhimincanon,"Whathewants,though,isthattheretrapofyours,see,todrivehisselfbackin。"
"I’venoobjection,"saidtheboy,asifdeeplyoffended。Foratimehesatmotionless,andthengotdown,remarking,"Iwon’trobyouofyoursixpence。"
"Sillylittlefool,"snappedRickie,astheydrovethroughthetown。
Stephenlookedsurprised。"What’swrongwiththeboy?Hehadtothinkitover。Noonehadaskedhimtodosuchathingbefore。
Nexttimehe’dletushavethetrapquickenough。"
"Notifhehaddriveninforacabbageinsteadofwire—netting。"
"Heneverwoulddriveinforacabbage。"
Rickieshuffledhisfeet。Buthisirritationpassed。Hesawthatthelittleincidenthadbeenaquietchallengetothecivilizationthathehadknown。"Organize。""Systematize。""Fillupeverymoment,""Induceespritdecorps。"Hereviewedthewatchwordsofthelasttwoyears,andfoundthattheyignoredpersonalcontest,personaltruces,personallove。ByfollowingthemSawstonSchoolhadlostitsquietusefulnessandbecomeafrothysea,whereinplungedDunwoodHouse,thatunnecessaryship。
Humbled,heturnedtoStephenandsaid,"No,you’reright。
Nothingiswrongwiththeboy。Hewashonestlythinkingitout。"
ButStephenhadforgottentheincident,orelsehewasnotinclinedtotalkaboutit。Hisassertivefitwasover。
ThedirectroadfromSalisburytoCadoverisextremelydull。Thecity——whichGodintendedtokeepbytheriver;didshenotmovethere,beingthirsty,inthereignofWilliamRufus?——thecityhadstrayedoutofherownplain,climbedupherslopes,andtumbledovertheminuglycataractsofbrick。Thecataractsarestillshort,anddoubtlesstheymeetorcreatesomecommercialneed。Butinsteadoflookingtowardsthecathedral,asallthecityshould,theylookoutwardsatapaganentrenchment,asthecityshouldnot。Theyneglectthepoiseoftheearth,andthesentimentsshehasdecreed。Theyarethemodernspirit。
Throughthemtheroaddescendsintoanunobtrusivecountrywhere,nevertheless,thepoweroftheearthgrowsstronger。Streamsdodivide。Distancesdostillexist。Itiseasiertoknowthemeninyourvalleythanthosewholiveinthenext,acrossawasteofdown。Itiseasiertoknowmenwell。Thecountryisnotparadise,andcanshowthevicesthatgrieveagoodmaneverywhere。Butthereisroominit,andleisure。
"Isuppose,"saidRickieasthetwilightfell,"thiskindofthingisgoingonalloverEngland。"Perhapshemeantthattownsareafterallexcrescences,greyfluxions,wheremen,hurryingtofindoneanother,havelostthemselves。Buthegotnoresponse,andexpectednone。Turningroundinhisseat,hewatchedthewintersunslideoutofaquietsky。Thehorizonwasprimrose,andtheearthagainstitgavemomentaryhintsofpurple。Allfaded:nopageantwouldconcludethegraciousday,andwhenheturnedeastwardthenightwasalreadyestablished。
"Thoseverlands——"saidStephen,scarcelyabovehisbreath。
"Whatareverlands?"
Hepointedatthedusk,andsaid,"Ournameforakindoffield。"
Thenhedrovehiswhipintoitssocket,andseemedtoswallowsomething。Rickie,straininghiseyesforverlands,couldonlyseeatumblingwildernessofbrown。
"Aretheremanylocalwords?"
"Therehavebeen。"
"Isupposetheydieout。"
Theconversationturnedcuriously。Inthetoneofonewhoreplies,hesaid,"IexpectthatsometimeorotherIshallmarry。"
"Iexpectyouwill,"saidRickie,andwonderedalittlewhythereplyseemednotabrupt。"WouldweseetheRingsinthedaytimefromhere?"
"(Wedoseethem。)ButMrs。Failingoncesaidnodecentwomanwouldhaveme。"
"Didyouagreetothat?"
"Drivealittle,willyou?"
Thehorsewentslowlyforwardintothewilderness,thatturnedfrombrowntoblack。Thenaluminousglimmersurroundedthem,andtheairgrewcooler:theroadwasdescendingbetweenparapetsofchalk。
"But,Rickie,mightn’tIfindagirl——naturallynotrefined——andbehappywithherinmyownway?IwouldtellherstraightIwasnothingmuch——faithful,ofcourse,butthatsheshouldneverhaveallmythoughts。Outofnodisrespecttoher,butbecauseallone’sthoughtscan’tbelongtoanysingleperson。"
Whilehespokeeventheroadvanished,andinvisiblewatercamegurglingthroughthewheel—spokes。Thehorsehadchosentheford。
"Youcan’townpeople。Atleastafellowcan’t。Itmaybedifferentforapoet。(Letthehorsedrink。)AndIwanttomarrysomeone,anddon’tyetknowwhosheis,whichapoetagainwilltellyouisdisgusting。Doesitdisgustyou?Beingnothingmuch,surelyI’dbettergogently。Forit’ssomethingratheroutsidethatmakesonemarry,ifyoufollowme:notexactlyoneself。
(Don’thurrythehorse。)Wewanttomarry,andyet——Ican’texplain。IfancyI’llgowading:thisisourstream。"
Romanticloveisgreaterthanthis。Therearemenandwomen——weknowitfromhistory——whohavebeenbornintotheworldforeachother,andfornooneelse,whohaveaccomplishedthelongestjourneylockedineachother’sarms。Butromanticloveisalsothecodeofmodernmorals,and,forthisreason,popular。Eternalunion,eternalownership——thesearetemptingbaitsfortheaverageman。Heswallowsthem,willnotconfesshismistake,and——perhapstocoverit——cries"dirtycynic"atsuchamanasStephen。
Rickiewatchedtheblackearthunitetotheblacksky。Buttheskyoverheadgrewclearer,andinittwinkledthePloughandthecentralstars。Hethoughtofhisbrother’sfutureandofhisownpast,andofhowmuchtruthmightlieinthatantithesisofAnsell’s:"Amanwantstolovemankind,awomanwantstoloveoneman。"Atallevents,heandhiswifehadillustratedit,andperhapstheconflict,sotragicintheirowncase,waselsewherethesaltoftheworld。MeanwhileStephencalledfromthewaterformatches:therewassometrickwithpaperwhichMr。Failinghadshowedhim,andwhichhewouldshowRickienow,insteadoftalkingnonsense。Bendingdown,heilluminatedthedimpledsurfaceoftheford。"Quiteacurrent。"hesaid,andhisfaceflickeredoutinthedarkness。"Yes,givemetheloosepaper,quick!Crumpleitintoaball。"
Rickieobeyed,thoughintentonthetransfiguredface。Hebelievedthatanewspiritdweltthere,expellingthecruditiesofyouth。Hesawsteadiereyes,andthesignofmanhoodsetlikeabarofgolduponsteadierlips。Somefacesareknitbybeauty,orbyintellect,orbyagreatpassion:hadStephen’swaitedforthetouchoftheyears?
Buttheyplayedasboyswhocontinuedthenonsenseoftherailwaycarriage。Thepapercaughtfirefromthematch,andspreadintoaroseofflame。"Nowgentlywithme,"saidStephen,andtheylaiditflowerlikeonthestream。Gravelandtremulousweedsleaptintosight,andthentheflowersailedintodeepwater,andupleaptthetwoarchesofabridge。"It’llstrike!"theycried;
"no,itwon’t;it’schosentheleft,"andonearchbecameafairytunnel,droppingdiamonds。ThenitvanishedforRickie;butStephen,whokneltinthewater,declaredthatitwasstillafloat,farthroughthearch,burningasifitwouldburnforever。
XXXIV
ThecarriagethatMrs。FailinghadsenttomeethernephewreturnedfromCadchurchstationempty。Shewaspreparingforasolitarydinnerwhenhesomehowarrived,fullofapologies,butmoresedatethanshehadexpected。Shecuthisexplanationsshort。"Nevermindhowyougothere。Youarehere,andIamquitepleasedtoseeyou。"Hechangedhisclothesandtheyproceededtothedining—room。
Therewasabrightfire,butthecurtainswerenotdrawn。Mr。
Failinghadbelievedthatwindowswiththenightbehindaremorebeautifulthananypictures,andhiswidowhadkepttothecustom。Itwasbraveofhertopersevere,lumpsofchalkhavingcomeoutofthenightlastJune。Forsomeobscurereason——notsoobscuretoRickie——shehadpreservedthemasmementoesofanepisode。Seeingtheminarowonthemantelpiece,heexpectedthattheirfirsttopicwouldbeStephen。Buttheynevermentionedhim,thoughhewaslatentinallthattheysaid。
ItwasofMr。Failingthattheyspoke。TheEssayshadbeenasuccess。Shewasreallypleased。Thebookwasbroughtinatherrequest,andbetweenthecoursesshereaditaloudtohernephew,inhersoftyetunsympatheticvoice。Thenshesentforthepressnotices——afterallnoonedespisesthem——andreadtheircommentsonherintroduction。Shewieldedagracefulpen,wasapt,adequate,suggestive,indispensable,unnecessary。Sothemealpassedpleasantlyaway,fornoonecouldsowellcombinetheformalwiththeunconventional,anditonlyseemedcharmingwhenpaperslitteredherstatelytable。
"Mymanwroteverynicely,"sheobserved。"Now,youreadmesomethingoutofhimthatyoulike。Read’TheTruePatriot。’"
Hetookthebookandfound:"Letusloveoneanother。Letourchildren,physicalandspiritual,loveoneanother。Itisallthatwecando。Perhapstheearthwillneglectourlove。Perhapsshewillconfirmit,andsuffersomerallying—point,spire,mound,forthenewgeneratonstocherish。"
"Hewrotethatwhenhewasyoung。Lateronhedoubtedwhetherwehadbetterloveoneanother,orwhethertheearthwillconfirmanything。Hediedamostunhappyman。"
Hecouldnothelpsaying,"Notknowingthattheearthhadconfirmedhim。"
"Hasshe?Itisquitepossible。Wemeetsoseldominthesedays,sheandI。Doyouseemuchoftheearth?"
"Alittle。"
"Doyouexpectthatshewillconfirmyou?"
"Itisquitepossible。"
"Bewareofher,Rickie,Ithink。"
"Ithinknot。"
"Bewareofher,surely。Goingbacktoherreallyisgoingback——
throwingawaytheartificialitywhich(thoughyouyoungpeoplewon’tconfessit)istheonlygoodthinginlife。Don’tpretendyouaresimple。OnceIpretended。Don’tpretendthatyoucareforanythingbutforclevertalksuchasthis,andforbooks。"
"Thetalk,"saidLeightonafterwards,"certainlywasclever。Butitmeantsomething,allthesame。"Heheardnomore,forhismistresstoldhimtoretire。
"Andmynephew,thisbeingso,makeupyourquarrelwithyourwife。"Shestretchedoutherhandtohimwithrealfeeling。"Itiseasiernowthanitwillbelater。Poorlady,shehaswrittentomefoolishlyandoften,but,onthewhole,Isidewithheragainstyou。Shewouldgrantyouallthatyoufoughtfor——allthepeople,allthetheories。Ihaveit,inherwriting,thatshewillneverinterferewithyourlifeagain。"
"Shecannothelpinterfering,"saidRickie,withhiseyesontheblackwindows。"Shedespisesme。Besides,Idonotloveher。"
"Iknow,mydear。Norsheyou。Iamnotbeingsentimental。Isayoncemore,bewareoftheearth。Weareconventionalpeople,andconventions——ifyouwillbutseeit——aremajesticintheirway,andwillclaimusintheend。Wedonotliveforgreatpassionsorforgreatmemories,orforanythinggreat。"
Hethrewuphishead。"Wedo。"
"Nowlistentome。Iamseriousandfriendlytonight,asyoumusthaveobserved。Ihaveaskedyouherepartlytoamusemyself——youbelongtomyMarchPast——butalsotogiveyougoodadvice。Therehasbeenavolcano——aphenomenonwhichItoooncegreatlyadmired。Theeruptionisover。Lettheconventionsdotheirworknow,andcleartherubbishaway。Myageisfifty—nine,andItellyousolemnlythattheimportantthingsinlifearelittlethings,andthatpeoplearenotimportantatall。Gobacktoyourwife。"
Helookedather,andwasfilledwithpity。Heknewthathewouldneverbefrightenedofheragain。Onlybecauseshewasseriousandfriendlydidhetroublehimselftoreply。"ThereisonelittlefactIshouldliketotellyou,asconfutingyourtheory。
Theideaofastory——alongstory——hadbeeninmyheadforayear。Asadreamtoamusemyself——thekindofamusementyouwouldrecommendforthefuture。Ishouldhavehadtimetowriteit,butthepeopleroundmecolouredmylife,andsoitneverseemedworthwhile。Forthestoryisnotlikelytopay。Thencamethevolcano。AfewdaysafteritwasoverIlayinbedlookingoutuponaworldofrubbish。TwomenIknow——oneintellectual,theotherverymuchthereverse——burstintotheroom。Theysaid,’Whathappenedtoyourshortstories?Theyweren’tgood,butwherearethey?Whyhaveyoustoppedwriting?Whyhaven’tyoubeentoItaly?Youmustwrite。Youmustgo。Becausetowrite,togo,isyou。"Well,Ihavewritten,andyesterdaywesentthelongstoryoutonitsrounds。Themendonotlikeit,fordifferentreasons。ButitmatteredverymuchtothemthatIshouldwriteit,andsoitgotwritten。AsItoldyou,thisisonlyonefact;
otherfacts,Itrust,havehappenedinthelastfivemonths。ButImentionittoprovethatpeopleareimportant,andtherefore,howevermuchitinconveniencesmywife,Iwillnotgobacktoher。"
"AndItaly?"askedMrs。Failing。
Thisquestionheavoided。Italymustwait。Nowthathehadthetime,hehadnotthemoney。
"Orwhatisthelongstoryabout,then?"
"Aboutamanandawomanwhomeetandarehappy。"
"Somewhatofatourdeforce,Iconclude。"
Hefrowned。"Inliteratureweneedn’tintrudeourownlimitations。I’mnotsosillyastothinkthatallmarriagesturnoutlikemine。Mycharacteristoblameforourcatastrophe,notmarriage。"
"Mydear,Itoohavemarried;marriageistoblame。"
Buthereagainheseemedtoknowbetter。
"Well,"shesaid,leavingthetableandmovingwithherdesserttothemantelpiece,"soyouareabandoningmarriageandtakingtoliterature。Andarehappy。"
"Yes。"
"Because,asweusedtosayatCambridge,thecowisthere。Theworldisrealagain。Thisisaroom,thatawindow,outsideisthenight"
"Goon。"
Hepointedtothefloor。"Thedayisstraightbelow,shiningthroughotherwindowsintootherrooms。"
"Youareveryodd,"shesaidafterapause,"andIdonotlikeyouatall。Thereyousit,eatingmybiscuits,andallthetimeyouknowthattheearthisround。Whotaughtyou?Iamgoingtobednow,andallthenight,youtellme,youandIandthebiscuitsgoplungingeastwards,untilwereachthesun。Butbreakfastwillbeatnineasusual。Good—night。"
Sherangthebelltwice,andhermaidcamewithhercandleandherwalking—stick:itwasherhabitoflatetogotoherroomassoonasdinnerwasover,forshehadnoonetositupwith。
Rickiewasimpressedbyherloneliness,andalsobythemixtureinherofinsightandobtuseness。Shewassoquick,soclear—headed,soimaginativeeven。Butallthesame,shehadforgottenwhatpeoplewerelike。Findinglifedull,shehaddroppedliesintoit,asachemistdropsanewelementintoasolution,hopingthatlifewouldtherebysparkleorturnsomebeautifulcolour。Shelovedtomisleadothers,andintheendherprivateviewoffalseandtruewasobscured,andshemisledherself。HowshemusthaveenjoyedtheirerrorsoverStephen!Butherownerrorhadbeengreater,inasmuchasitwasspiritualentirely。
Leightoncameinwithsomecoffee。Feelingitunnecessarytolightthedrawing—roomlampforonesmallyoungman,hepersuadedRickietosayhepreferredthedining—room。SoRickiesatdownbythefireplayingwithoneofthelumpsofchalk。Histhoughtswentbacktotheford,fromwhichtheyhadscarcelywandered。
Stillheheardthehorseinthedarkdrinking,stillhesawthemysticrose,andthetunneldroppingdiamonds。Hehaddrivenawayalone,believingtheearthhadconfirmedhim。Hestoodbehindthingsatlast,andknewthatconventionsarenotmajestic,andthattheywillnotclaimusintheend。
Ashemused,thechalkslippedfromhisfingers,andfellonthecoffee—cup,whichbroke。Thechina,saidLeighton,wasexpensive。
Hebelieveditwasimpossibletomatchitnow。Eachcupwasdifferent。Itwasaharlequinset。Thesaucer,withoutthecup,wasthereforeuseless。WouldMr。ElliotpleaseexplaintoMrs。
Failinghowithappened。
Rickiepromisedhewouldexplain。
HehadleftStephenpreparingtobathe,andhadheardhimworkingup—streamlikeananimal,splashingintheshallows,breathingheavilyasheswamthepools;attimesreedssnapped,orclodsofearthwerepulledin。BythefireheremembereditwasagainNovember。"Shouldyoulikeawalk?"heaskedLeighton,andtoldhimwhostoppedinthevillagetonight。Leightonwaspleased。Atnineo’clockthetwoyoungmenleftthehouse,underaskythatwasstillonlybrightinthezenith。"Itwillraintomorrow,"
Leightonsaid。
"Mybrothersays,finetomorrow。"
"Finetomorrow,"Leightonechoed。
"Nowwhichdoyoumean?"askedRickie,laughing。
Sincetheplumesofthefir—treestouchedoverthedrive,onlyaverylittlelightpenetrated。Itwascleareroutsidethelodgegate,andbubblesofair,whichWiltshireseemedtohavetravelledfromanimmensedistance,brokegentlyandseparatelyonhisface。Theypausedonthebridge。Heaskedwhetherthelittlefishandthebrightgreenweedswereherenowaswellasinthesummer。Thefootmanhadnotnoticed。Overthebridgetheycametothecross—roads,ofwhichoneledtoSalisburyandtheotherupthroughthestringofvillagestotherailwaystation。
TheroadinfrontwasonlytheRomanroad,theonethatwentontothedowns。Turningtotheleft,theywereinCadford。
"HewillbewiththeThompsons,"saidRickie,lookingupatdarkeaves。"Perhapshe’sinbedalready。"
"PerhapshewillbeatTheAntelope。"
"No。TonightheiswiththeThompsons。"
"WiththeThompsons。"Afteradozenpaceshesaid,"TheThompsonshavegoneaway。"
"Where?Why?"
"TheywereturnedoutbyMr。Wilbrahamonaccountofourbrokenwindows。"
"Areyousure?"
"Fivefamilieswereturnedout。"
"That’sbadforStephen,"saidRickie,afterapause。"Hewaslookingforward——oh,it’smonstrousinanycase!"
"ButtheThompsonshavegonetoLondon,"saidLeighton。"Why,thatfamily——theysayit’sbeeninthevalleyhundredsofyears,andnevergotbeyondshepherding。TovariouspartsofLondon。"
"LetustryTheAntelope,then。"
"LetustryTheAntelope。"
Theinnlayupinthevillage。Rickiehastenedhispace。Thistyrannywasmonstrous。Somemenoftheageofundergraduateshadbrokenwindows,andthereforetheyandtheirfamiliesweretoberuined。Thefoolswhogovernusfinditeasiertobesevere。Itsavesthemtroubletosay,"Theinnocentmustsufferwiththeguilty。"Itevengivesthemathrillofpride。Againstallthiswickednonsense,againsttheWilbrahamsandPembrokeswhotrytoruleourworldStephenwouldfighttillhedied。Stephenwasahero。Hewasalawtohimself,andrightly。Hewasgreatenoughtodespiseoursmallmoralities。Hewasattaininglove。Thiseve—
ningRickiecaughtAnsell’senthusiasm,andfeltitworthwhiletosacrificeeverythingforsuchaman。
"TheAntelope,"saidLeighton。"Thoselightsunderthegreatestelm。"
"Wouldyoupleaseaskifhe’sthere,andifhe’dcomeforaturnwithme。Idon’tthinkI’llgoin。"
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