首页 >出版文学> The Longest Journey>第19章
  "Itisonlyherwishifwelivetogether。Shewasplanningitwhenshedied。"
  "Ican’tfollow——because——toshareyourlife?DidyouknowI
  calledherelastSundayweek?"
  "Yes。ButthenIonlyknewhalf。Ithoughtyouweremyfather’sson。"
  Stephen’sangerandbewildermentwereincreasing。Hestuttered。
  "What——what’stheoddsifyoudid?"
  "Ihatedmyfather,"saidRickie。"Ilovedmymother。"Andneverhadthephrasesseemedsodestituteofmeaning。
  "LastSundayweek,"interruptedStephen,hisvoicesuddenlyrising,"Icametocallonyou。Notasthisorthat’sson。Nottofallonyourneck。Nortolivehere。Nor——damnyourdirtylittlemind!ImeanttosayIdidn’tcomeformoney。Sorry。Sorry。I
  simplycameasIwas,andIhaven’talteredsince。"
  "Yes——yetourmother——formeshehasrisenfromthedeadsincethen——IknowIwaswrong——"
  "AndwheredoIcomein?"Hekickedthehassock。"Ihaven’trisenfromthedead。Ihaven’talteredsincelastSundayweek。I’m——"Hestutteredagain。Hecouldnotquiteexplainwhathewas。"ThemantowardsAndover——afterall,hewashavingprinciples。Butyou’ve—
  —"Hisvoicebroke。"Imindit——I’m——Idon’talter——blackguardoneweek——liveherethenext——Ikeeptooneortheother——you’vehurtsomethingmostbadlyinmethatIdidn’tknowwasthere。"
  "Don’tletustalk,"saidRickie。"Itgetsworseeveryminute。
  Simplysayyouforgiveme;shakehands,andhavedonewithit。"
  "ThatIwon’t。ThatIcouldn’t。Infact,Idon’tknowwhatyoumean。"
  ThenRickiebegananewappeal——nottopity,fornowhewasinnomoodtowhimper。Forallitspathos,therewassomethingheroicinthismeeting。"Iwarnyoutostopherewithme,Stephen。Nooneelseintheworldwilllookafteryou。AsfarasIknow,youhaveneverbeenreallyunhappyyetorsuffered,asyoushoulddo,fromyourfaults。Lastnightyounearlykilledyourselfwithdrink。
  NevermindwhyI’mwillingtocureyou。Iamwilling,andIwarnyoutogivemethechance。Forgivemeornot,asyouchoose。I
  careforotherthingsmore。"
  Stephenlookedathimatlast,faintlyapproving。Theofferwasridiculous,butitdidtreathimasaman。
  "Letmetellyouofafaultofmine,andhowIwaspunishedforit,"continuedRickie。"TwoyearsagoIbehavedbadlytoyou,upattheRings。No,evenafewdaysbeforethat。Wewentforaride,andIthoughttoomuchofothermatters,anddidnottrytounderstandyou。ThencametheRings,andintheevening,whenyoucalleduptomemostkindly,Ineveranswered。Buttheridewasthebeginning。EversincethenIhavetakentheworldatsecond—hand。Ihavebotheredlessandlesstolookitintheface——untilnotonlyyou,buteveryoneelsehasturnedunreal。
  NeverAnsell:hekeptaway,andsomehowsavedhimself。Buteveryoneelse。DoyourememberinoneofTonyFailing’sbooks,’Castbitterbreaduponthewaters,andaftermanydaysitreallydoescomebacktoyou’?Thishadbeentrueofmylife;itwillbeequallytrueofadrunkard’s,andIwarnyoutostopwithme。"
  "Ican’tstopafterthatcheque,"saidStephenmoregently。"ButIdoremembertheride。Iwasabitboredmyself。"
  Agnes,whohadnotbeenseeingtothebreakfast,chosethismomenttocallfromthepassage。"Ofcoursehecan’tstop,"sheexclaimed。"Forbetterorworse,it’ssettled。We’venoneofusalteredsincelastSundayweek。"
  "Thereyou’reright,Mrs。Elliot!"heshouted,startingoutofthetemperatepast。"Wehaven’taltered。"WitharareflashofinsightheturnedonRickie。"Iseeyourgame。Youdon’tcareaboutMEdrinking,ortoshakeMYhand。It’ssomeoneelseyouwanttocure——asitwere,thatoldphotograph。Youtalktome,butallthetimeyoulookatthephotograph。"Hesnatcheditup。
  "I’vemyownideasofgoodmanners,andtolookfriendsbetweentheeyesisoneofthem;andthis"——hetorethephotographacross"andthis"——hetoreitagain——"andthese——"Heflungthepiecesattheman,whohadsunkintoachair。"Formypart,I’moff。"
  ThenRickiewasheroicnolonger。Turningroundinhischair,hecoveredhisface。Themanwasright。Hedidnotlovehim,evenashehadneverhatedhim。Ineitherpassionhehaddegradedhimtobeasymbolforthevanishedpast。Themanwasright,andwouldhavebeenlovable。Helongedtobebackridingoverthosewindyfields,tobebackinthosemysticcircles,beneathpuresky。
  Thentheycouldhavewatchedandhelpedandtaughteachother,untilthewordwasareality,andthepastnotatornphotograph,butDemeterthegoddessrejoicinginthespring。Ah,ifhehadseizedthosehighopportunities!Fortheyledtothehighestofall,thesymbolicmoment,which,ifamanaccepts,hehasacceptedlife。
  ThevoiceofAgnes,whichhadluredhimthen("Formysake,"shehadwhispered),pealedoverhimnowintriumph。Abruptlyitbrokeintosobsthathadtheeffectofrain。Hestartedup。TheangerhaddiedoutofStephen’sface,notforasubtlereasonbutbecauseherewasawoman,nearhim,andunhappy。
  Shetriedtoapologize,andbroughtonafreshburstoftears。
  Somethinghadupsether。Theyheardherlockingthedoorofherroom。Fromthatmomenttheirintercoursewaschanged。
  "Whydoesshekeepcryingtoday?"musedRickie,asifhespoketosomemutualfriend。
  "Icanmakeaguess,"saidStephen,andhisheavyfaceflushed。
  "Didyouinsulther?"heaskedfeebly。
  "Butwho’sGerald?"
  Rickieraisedhishandtohismouth。
  "Shelookedatmeasifsheknewme,andthengasps’Gerald,’andstartedcrying。"
  "Geraldisthenameofsomeonesheonceknew。"
  "SoIthought。"Therewasalongsilence,inwhichtheycouldhearapiteousgulpingcough。"Whereishenow?"askedStephen。
  "Dead。"
  "Andthenyou——?"
  Rickienodded。
  "Bad,thissortofthing。"
  "Ididn’tknowofthisparticularthing。Sheactedasifshehadforgottenhim。Perhapsshehad,andyouwokehimup。Therearequeertricksintheworld。Sheisoverstrained。Shehasprobablybeenplottingeversinceyouburstinlastnight。"
  "Againstme?"
  "Yes。"
  Stephenstoodirresolute。"Isupposeyouandshepulledtogether?"Hesaidatlast。
  "Getawayfromus,man!Imindlosingyou。Yetit’saswellyoudon’tstop。"
  "Oh,THAT’Soutofthequestion,"saidStephen,brushinghiscap。
  "Ifyou’veguessedanything,I’dbeobligedifyoudidn’tmentionit。I’venorighttoask,butI’dbeobliged。"
  Henodded,andwalkedslowlyalongthelandinganddownthestairs。Rickieaccompaniedhim,andevenopenedthefrontdoor。
  ItwasasifAgneshadabsorbedthepassionoutofbothofthem。
  Thesuburbwasnowwrappedinacloud,notofitsownmaking。
  Sighaftersighpassedalongitsstreetstobreakagainstdrippingwalls。Theschool,thehouseswerehidden,andallcivilizationseemedinabeyance。Onlythesimplestsounds,thesimplestdesiresemerged。Theyagreedthatthisweatherwasstrangeaftersuchasunset。
  "That’sacollie,"saidStephen,listening。
  "Iwishyou’dhavesomebreakfastbeforestarting。"
  "Nofood,thanks。Butyouknow"Hepaused。"It’sallbeenamuddle,andI’venoobjectiontoyourcomingalongwithme。"
  Theclouddescendedlower。
  "Comewithmeasaman,"saidStephen,alreadyoutinthemist。
  "Notasabrother;whocareswhatpeopledidyearsback?We’realivetogether,andtherestiscant。HereamI,Rickie,andthereareyou,afairwreck。They’venouseforyouhere,——neverhadany,ifthetruthwasknown,——andthey’veonlymadeyoubeastly。Thishouse,sotospeak,hastherot。It’scommon—sensethatyoushouldcome。"
  "Stephen,waitaminute。Whatdoyoumean?"
  "Wait’swhatwewon’tdo,"saidStephenatthegate。
  "Imustask——"
  Hedidwaitforaminute,andsobswereheard,faint,hopeless,vindictive。Thenhetrudgedaway,andRickiesoonlosthiscolourandhisform。Butavoicepersisted,saying,"Come,Idomeanit。
  Come;Iwilltakecareofyou,Icanmanageyou。"
  Thewordswerekind;yetitwasnotfortheirsakethatRickieplungedintotheimpalpablecloud。Inthevoicehehadfoundasurerguarantee。Habitsandsexmaychangewiththenewgeneration,featuresmayalterwiththeplayofaprivatepassion,butavoiceisapartfromthese。Itliesnearertotheracialessenceandperhapstothedivine;itcan,atallevents,overleaponegrave。
  XXXII
  Mr。Pembrokedidnotreceiveaclearaccountofwhathadhappenedwhenhereturnedfortheinterval。Hissister——hetoldherfrankly——wasconcealingsomethingfromhim。Shecouldmakenoreply。Hadshegonemad,shewondered。Hithertoshehadpretendedtoloveherhusband。Whychoosesuchamomentforthetruth?
  "ButIunderstandRickie’sposition,"hetoldher。"Itisanunbalancedposition,yetIunderstandit;Inoteditsapproachwhilehewasill。Heimagineshimselfhisbrother’skeeper。
  Thereforewemustmakeconcessions。Wemustnegotiate。"ThenegotiationswerestillprogressinginNovember,themonthduringwhichthisstorydrawstoitsclose。
  "Iunderstandhisposition,"hethentoldher。"Itisbothweakanddefiant。HeisstillwiththoseAnsells。Readthisletter,whichthanksmeforhislittlestories。Wesentthemlastmonth,youremember——suchofthemaswecouldfind。Itseemsthathefillsuphistimebywriting:hehasalreadywrittenabook。"
  Sheonlygavehimhalfherattention,forabeautifulwreathhadjustarrivedfromtheflorist’s。Shewastakingituptothecemetery:todayherchildhadbeendeadayear。
  "Ontheotherhand,hehasalteredhiswill。Fortunately,hecannotaltermuch。ButIfearthatwhatisnotsettledonyou,willgo。ShouldIreadwhatIwroteonthispoint,andalsomyminutesoftheinterviewwitholdMr。Ansell,andthecopyofmycorrespondencewithStephenWonham?"
  Butherflywasannounced。Whileheputthewreathinforher,sheranforamomentupstairs。Afewtearshadcometohereyes。
  Ascandalousdivorcewouldhavebeenmorebearablethanthiswithdrawal。Peopleasked,"Whydidherhusbandleaveher?"andtheanswercame,"Oh,nothingparticular;heonlycouldn’tstandher;sheliedandtaughthimtolie;shekepthimfromtheworkthatsuitedhim,fromhisfriends,fromhisbrother,——inaword,shetriedtorunhim,whichamanwon’tpardon。"Afewtears;notmany。Toher,lifenevershoweditselfasaclassicdrama,inwhich,bytryingtoadvanceourfortunes,weshatterthem。ShehadturnedStephenoutofWiltshire,andhefelllikeathunderboltonSawstonandonherself。IntryingtogainMrs。
  Failing’smoneyshehadprobablylostmoneywhichwouldhavebeenherown。Butironyisasubtleteacher,andshewasnotthewomantolearnfromsuchlessonsasthese。Hersufferingwasmoredirect。Threemenhadwrongedher;thereforeshehatedthem,and,ifshecould,woulddothemharm。
  "Thesenegotiationsarequiteuseless,"shetoldHerbertwhenshecamedownstairs。"Wehadmuchbetterbideourtime。TellmejustaboutStephenWonham,though。"
  Hedrewherintothestudyagain。"WonhamisorwasinScotland,learningtofarmwithconnectionsoftheAnsells:Ibelievethemoneyistogotowardssettinghimup。Apparentlyheisahardworker。Healsodrinks!"
  Shenoddedandsmiled。"Morethanhedid?"
  "Myinformant,Mr。Tilliard——oh,Ioughtnottohavementionedhisname。HeisoneofthebettersortofRickie’sCambridgefriends,andhasbeendreadfullygrievedatthecollapse,buthedoesnotwanttobemixedupinit。ThisautumnhewasupintheLowlands,closeby,andverykindlymadeafewunobtrusiveinquiriesforme。Themanisbecominganhabitualdrunkard。"
  Shesmiledagain。Stephenhadevokedhersecret,andshehatedhimmoreforthatthanforanythingelsethathehaddone。Thepoiseofhisshouldersthatmorning——itwasnomore——hadrecalledGerald。
  Ifonlyshehadnotbeensotired!Hehadremindedherofthegreatestthingshehadknown,andtohercloudymindthisseemeddegradation。Shehadturnedtohimastoherlover;withalook,whichamanofhistypeunderstood,shehadaskedforhispity;
  foroneterriblemomentshehaddesiredtobeheldinhisarms。
  EvenHerbertwassurprisedwhenshesaid,"I’mgladhedrinks。I
  hopehe’llkillhimself。Amanlikethatoughtnevertohavebeenborn。"
  "Perhapsthesinsoftheparentsarevisitedonthechildren,"
  saidHerbert,takinghertothecarriage。"Yetitisnotforustodecide。"
  "Ifeelsurehewillbepunished。Whatrighthashe——"Shebrokeoff。Whatrighthadhetoourcommonhumanity?Itwasahardlessonforanyonetolearn。ForAgnesitwasimpossible。
  Stephenwasillicit,abnormal,worsethanamandiseased。Yetshehadturnedtohim:hehaddrawnoutthetruth。
  "Mydear,don’tcry,"saidherbrother,drawingupthewindows。
  "IhavegreathopesofMr。Tilliard——theSiltshavewritten——Mrs。
  Failingwilldowhatshecan——"
  Asshedrovetothecemetery,herbitternessturnedagainstAnsell,whohadkeptherhusbandaliveinthedaysafterStephen’sexpulsion。Ifhehadnotbeenthere,Rickiewouldhaverenouncedhismotherandhisbrotherandalltheouterworld,troublingnoone。Themystic,inherentinhim,wouldhaveprevailed。SoAnsellhimselfhadtoldher。AndAnsell,too,hadshelteredthefugitivesandgiventhemmoney,andsavedthemfromtheludicrouschecksthatsooftenstopyoungmen。Butwhenshereachedthecemetery,andstoodbesidethetinygrave,allherbitterness,allherhatredwereturnedagainstRickie。
  "Buthe’llcomebackintheend,"shethought。"Awifehasonlytowait。Whatarehisfriendsbesideme?Theytoowillmarry。I
  haveonlytowait。Hisbook,likeallthathehasdone,willfail。Hisbrotherisdrinkinghimselfaway。PooraimlessRickie!
  Ihaveonlytokeepcivil。Hewillcomebackintheend。"
  Shehadmoved,andfoundherselfclosetothegraveofGerald。
  Theflowersshehadplantedafterhisdeathweredead,andshehadnotlikedtorenewthem。Therelaytheathlete,andhisdustwasasthelittlechild’swhomshehadbroughtintotheworldwithsuchhope,withsuchpain。
  XXXIII
  ThatsamedayRickie,feelingneitherpoornoraimless,lefttheAnsells’foranight’svisittoCadover。Hisaunthadinvitedhim——why,hecouldnotthink,norcouldhethinkwhyheshouldrefusetheinvitation。Shecouldnotannoyhimnow,andhewasnotvindictive。InthedellnearMadingleyhehadcried,"Ihatenoone,"inhisignorance。Now,withfullknowledge,hehatednooneagain。Theweatherwaspleasant,thecountyattractive,andhewasreadyforalittlechange。
  MaudandStewartsawhimoff。Stephen,whowasdownfortheholiday,hadbeenleftwithhischinontheluncheontable。Hehadwantedtocomealso。Rickiepointedoutthatyoucannotvisitwhereyouhavebrokenthewindows。Therewasanargument——theregenerallywas——andnowtheyoungmanhadturnedsulky。
  "Lethimdowhathelikes,"saidAnsell。"Heknowsmorethanwedo。Heknowseverything。"
  "Ishetogetdrunk?"Rickieasked。
  "Mostcertainly。"
  "Andtogowhereheisn’tasked?"
  Maud,thoughlikingalittlespiritinaman,declaredthistobeimpossible。
  "Well,Iwishyoujoy!"Rickiecalled,asthetrainmovedaway。
  "Hemeansmischiefthisevening。Hetoldmepiouslythathefeltitbeatingup。Good—bye!"
  "Butwe’llwaitforyoutopass,"theycried。FortheSalisburytrainalwaysbackedoutofthestationandthenreturned,andtheAnsellfamily,includingStewart,tookanincrediblepleasureinseeingitdothis。
  Thecarriagewasempty。Rickiesettledhimselfdownforhislittlejourney。Firsthelookedatthecolouredphotographs。Thenhereadthedirectionsforobtainingluncheon—baskets,andfeltthetextureofthecushions。Throughthewindowsasignal—boxinterestedhim。Thenhesawtheuglylittletownthatwasnowhishome,andupitschiefstreettheAnsells’memorablefacade。Thespiritofagenialcomedydweltthere。Itwassoabsurd,sokindly。Thehousewasdividedagainstitselfandyetstood。
  Metaphysics,commerce,socialaspirations——alllivedtogetherinharmony。Mr。Ansellhaddonemuch,butonewastemptedtobelieveinamorecapriciouspower——thepowerthatabstainsfrom"nipping。""Onenipsorisnipped,andneverknowsbeforehand,"quotedRickie,andopenedthepoemsofShelley,amanlessfoolishthanyousupposed。Howpleasantitwastoread!
  Ifbusinessworriedhim,ifStephenwasnoisyorAnsellperverse,therestillremainedthisparadiseofbooks。Itseemedasifhehadreadnothingfortwoyears。
  Thenthetrainstoppedfortheshunting,andheheardprotestsfromminorofficialswhowereworkingontheline。Theycomplainedthatsomeonewhodidn’toughtto,hadmountedonthefootboardofthecarriage。Stephen’sfaceappeared,convulsedwithlaughter。Withtheactionofaswimmerhedivedinthroughtheopenwindow,andfellcomfortablyonRickie’sluggageandRickie。Hedeclareditwasthefinestjokeeverknown。Rickiewasnotsosure。"You’llberunovernext,"hesaid。"Whatdidyoudothatfor?"
  "I’mcomingwithyou,"hegiggled,rollingallthathecouldontothedustyfloor。
  "Now,Stephen,thisistoobad。Getup。Wewentintothewholequestionyesterday。"
  "Iknow;andIsettledwewouldn’tgointoitagain,spoilingmyholiday。"
  "Well,it’sexecrabletaste。"
  NowhewaswavingtotheAnsells,andshowingthemapieceofsoap:itwasallhisluggage,andeventhatheabandoned,forheflungitatStewart’sloftybrow。
  "Ican’tthinkwhatyou’vedoneitfor。YouknowhowstronglyI
  felt。"
  Stephenrepliedthatheshouldstopinthevillage;meetRickieatthelodgegates;thatkindofthing。
  "It’sexecrabletaste,"herepeated,tryingtokeepgrave。
  "Well,youdidallyoucould,"heexclaimedwithsuddensympathy。
  "LeavingmetalkingtooldAnsell,youmighthavethoughtyou’dgotyourway。I’veasmuchtasteasmostchaps,but,hangit!
  yourauntisn’ttheGermanEmperor。Shedoesn’townWiltshire。"
  "Youass!"sputteredRickie,whohadtakentolaughatnonsenseagain。
  "No,sheisn’t,"herepeated,blowingakissoutofthewindowtomaidens。"Why,westartedforWiltshireonthewetmorning!"
  "WhenStewartfoundusatSawstonrailwaystation?"Hesmiledhappily。"Ineverthoughtweshouldpullthrough。"
  "Well,weDIDN’T。Weneverdidwhatwemeant。It’snonsensethatIcouldn’thavemanagedyoualone。I’veanotion。Slipoutafteryourdinnerthisevening,andwe’llgetthunderingtighttogether。"
  "I’veanotionIwon’t。"
  "It’ddoyounoendofgood。You’llgettoknowpeople——
  shepherds,carters——"Hewavedhisarmsvaguely,indicatingdemocracy。"Thenyou’llsing。"
  "Andthen?"
  "Plop。"
  "Precisely。"
  "ButI’llcatchyou,"promisedStephen。"Weshallcarryyouupthehilltobed。Inthemorningyouwake,haveyourrowwitholdEm’ly,shekicksyouout,wemeet——we’llmeetattheRings!"Hedancedupanddownthecarriage。Someoneinthenextcarriagepunchedatthepartition,andwhenthishappens,allladswithmettleknowthattheymustpunchthepartitionback。
  "Thankyou。I’veanotionIwon’t,"saidRickiewhenthenoisehadsubsided——subsidedforamomentonly,forthefollowingconversationtookplacetoanaccompanimentofdustandbangs。
  "ExceptasregardstheRings。Wewillmeetthere。"
  "ThenI’llgettightbymyself。"
  "No,youwon’t。"
  "Yes,Iwill。Isworetodosomethingspecialthisevening。I
  feellikeit。"
  "Inthatcase,Igetoutatthenextstation。"Hewaslaughing,butquitedetermined。Stephenhadgrowntoodictatorialoflate。
  TheAnsellsspoilthim。"It’sbadenoughhavingyouthereatall。
  Havingyoutheredrunkisimpossible。I’dsoonernotvisitmyauntthanthink,whenIsatwithher,thatyou’redowninthevillageteachingherlabourerstobeasbeastlyasyourself。Goifyouwill。Butnotwithme。"
  "Whyshouldn’tIhaveagoodtimewhileI’myoung,ifIdon’tharmanyone?"saidStephendefiantly。
  "Needwediscussself。"
  "Oh,IcanstopmyselfanyminuteIchoose。Ijustsay’Iwon’t’
  toyouoranyotherfool,andIdon’t。"
  Rickieknewthattheboastwastrue。Hecontinued,"ThereisalsoathingcalledMorality。YoumaylearnintheBible,andalsofromtheGreeks,thatyourbodyisatemple。"
  "Soyousaidinyourlongestletter。"
  "ProbablyIwrotelikeaprig,forthereasonthatIhaveneverbeentemptedinthisway;butsurelyitiswrongthatyourbodyshouldescapeyou。"
  "Idon’tfollow,"heretorted,punching。
  "Itisn’tright,evenforalittletime,toforgetthatyouexist。"
  "Isupposeyou’veneverbeentemptedtogotosleep?"
  Justthenthetrainpassedthroughacoppiceinwhichthegreyundergrowthlookednomorealivethanfirewood。Yeteverytwiginitwaswaitingforthespring。Rickieknewthattheanalogywasfalse,butargumentconfusedhim,andhegaveupthislineofattackalso。
  "Dobemorecarefuloverlife。Ifyourbodyescapesyouinonething,whynotinmore?Amanwillhaveothertemptations。"
  "Youmeanwomen,"saidStephenquietly,pausingforamomentinthisgame。"Butthat’sabsolutelydifferent。Thatwouldbeharmingsomeoneelse。"
  "Isthattheonlythingthatkeepsyoustraight?"
  "Whatelseshould?"AndhelookednotintoRickie,butpasthim,withthewonderingeyesofachild。Rickienodded,andreferredhimselftothewindow。
  Heobservedthatthecountrywassmootherandmoreplastic。Thewoodshadgone,andunderapale—blueskylongcontoursofearthwereflowing,andmerging,risingalittletobearsomecoronalofbeeches,partingalittletodisclosesomegreenvalley,wherecottagesstoodunderelmsorbesidetranslucentwaters。ItwasWiltshireatlast。Thetrainhadenteredthechalk。Atlastitslackenedatawaysideplatform。Withoutspeakingheopenedthedoor。
  "What’sthatfor?"
  "Togoback。"
  Stephenhadforgottenthethreat。Hesaidthatthiswasnotplayingthegame。
  "Surely!"
  "Ican’thaveyougoingback。"
  "Promisetobehavedecentlythen。"
  Hewasseizedandpulledawayfromthedoor。
  "WechangeatSalisbury,"heremarked。"Thereisanhourtowait。Youwillfindmetroublesome。"
  "Itisn’tfair,"explodedStephen。"It’salowdowntrick。HowcanIletyougoback?"
  "Promise,then。"
  "Oh,yes,yes,yes。Y。M。C。A。Butforthisoccasiononly。"
  "No,no。Fortherestofyourholiday。"
  "Yes,yes。Verywell。Ipromise。"
  "Fortherestofyourlife?"
  SomehowitpleasedhimthatStephenshouldbanghimcrosslywithhiselbowandsay,"No。Getout。You’vegonetoofar。"Sohadthetrain。Theporterattheendofthewaysideplatformslammedthedoor,andtheyproceededtowardSalisburythroughtheslowlymodulatingdowns。Rickiepretendedtoread。Overthebookhewatchedhisbrother’sface,andwonderedhowbadtempercouldbeconsistentwithamindsoradiant。Inspiteofhisobstinacyandconceit,Stephenwasaneasypersontolivewith。Heneverfidgetedornursedhiddengrievances,orindulgedinashoddypride。ThoughhespentRickie’smoneyasslowlyashecould,heaskedforitwithoutapology:"Youmustputitdownagainstme,"