首页 >出版文学> The Longest Journey>第17章
  Hisstrengthandhisyouthcalledtohers,expectingnoprudishresponse。"It’sveryodd。ItisthatI’mRickie’sbrother。I’vejustfoundout。I’vecometotellyouall。"
  "Yes?"
  Hefeltinhispocketforthepapers。"Half—brotherIoughttohavesaid。"
  "Yes?"
  "I’millegitimate。Legallyspeaking,thatis,I’vebeenturnedoutofCadover。Ihaven’tapenny。I——"
  "Thereisnooccasiontoinflictthedetails。"Herface,whichhadbeenanevenbrown,begantoflushslowlyinthecentreofthecheeks。Thecolourspreadtillallthathesawofherwassuffused,andsheturnedaway。Hethoughthehadshockedher,andsodidshe。Neitherknewthatthebodycanbeinsincereandexpressnottheemotionswefeelbutthosethatweshouldliketofeel。Inrealityshewasquitecalm,andherdislikeofhimhadnothingemotionalinitasyet。
  "Yousee——"hebegan。Hewasdeterminedtotellthefidgetystory,forthesooneritwasoverthesoonertheywouldhavesomethingtoeat。Delicacyhelacked,andhissympathieswerelimited。Butsuchastheywere,theyrangtrue:heputnodecorousphantombetweenhimandhisdesires。
  "Idosee。Ihaveseenfortwoyears。"Shesatdownattheheadofthetable,wheretherewasanotherink—pot。Intothisshedippedapen。"Ihaveseeneverything,Mr。Wonham——whoyouare,howyouhavebehavedatCadover,howyoumusthavetreatedMrs。
  Failingyesterday;andnow"——hervoicebecameverygrave——"Iseewhyyouhavecomehere,penniless。Beforeyouspeak,weknowwhatyouwillsay。"
  Hismouthfellopen,andhelaughedsomerrilythatitmighthavegivenherawarning。Butshewasthinkinghowtofollowupherfirstsuccess。"AndIthoughtIwasbringingtremendousnews!"hecried。"IonlytwisteditoutofMrs。Failinglastnight。AndRickieknowstoo?"
  "Wehaveknownfortwoyears。"
  "Butcome,bythebye,——ifyou’veknownfortwoyears,howisityoudidn’t——"Thelaughdiedoutofhiseyes。"Youaren’tashamed?"heasked,halfrisingfromhischair。"Youaren’tlikethemantowardsAndover?"
  "Please,pleasesitdown,"saidAgnes,intheeventonessheusedwhenspeakingtotheservants;"letusnotdiscusssideissues。I
  amahorriblydirectperson,Mr。Wonham。Igoalwaysstraighttothepoint。"Sheopenedachequebook。"IamafraidIshallshockyou。Forhowmuch?"
  Hewasnotattending。
  "Thereisthepaperwesuggestyoushallsign。"Shepushedtowardshimapseudo—legaldocument,justcomposedbyHerbert。
  "Inconsiderationofthesumof……,Iagreetoperpetualsilence—
  —torestrainfromlibellous……nevertomolestthesaidFrederickElliotbyintruding——’"
  Hisbrainwasnotquick。Hereadthedocumentovertwice,andhecouldstillsay,"Butwhat’sthatchequefor?"
  "Itismyhusband’s。Hesignedforyouassoonasweheardyouwerehere。Weguessedyouhadcometobesilenced。Hereishissignature。Buthehasleftthefillinginforme。Forhowmuch?I
  willcrossit,shallI?Youwilljusthavestartedabankingaccount,ifIunderstandMrs。Failingrightly。Itisnotquiteaccuratetosayyouarepenniless:Iheardfromherjustbeforeyoureturnedfromyourcricket。Sheallowsyoutwohundreda—
  year,Ithink。Butthisadditionalsum——shallIdatethechequeSaturdayorfortomorrow?"
  Atlasthefoundwords。Knockinghispipeoutonthetable,hesaidslowly,"Here’saverybadmistake。"
  "Itisquitepossible,"retortedAgnes。Shewasgladshehadtakentheoffensive,insteadofwaitingtillhebeganhisblackmailing,ashadbeentheadviceofRickie。AuntEmilyhadsaidthatveryspring,"One’sonlyhopewithStephenistostartbullyingfirst。"Herehewas,quitebewildered,smearingthepipe—asheswithhisthumb。Heaskedtoreadthedocumentagain。
  "Astampandall!"heremarked。
  Theyhadanticipatedthathisclaimwouldexceedtwopounds。
  "Isee。Allright。Ittakesafoolaminute。Nevermind。I’vemadeabadmistake。"
  "Yourefuse?"sheexclaimed,forhewasstandingatthedoor。
  "Thendoyourworst!Wedefyyou!"
  "That’sallright,Mrs。Elliot,"hesaidroughly。"Idon’twantascenewithyou,noryetwithyourhusband。We’llsaynomoreaboutit。It’sallright。Imeannoharm。"
  "Butyoursignaturethen!Youmustsign——you——"
  Hepushedpasther,andsaidashereachedforhiscap,"There,that’sallright。It’smymistake。I’msorry。"Hespokelikeafarmerwhohasfailedtosellasheep。Hismannerwasutterlyprosaic,anduptothelastshethoughthehadnotunderstoodher。"Butit’smoneyweofferyou,"sheinformedhim,andthendartedbacktothestudy,believingforoneterriblemomentthathehadpickeduptheblankcheque。Whenshereturnedtothehallhehadgone。Hewaswalkingdowntheroadratherquickly。Atthecornerheclearedhisthroat,spatintothegutter,anddisappeared。
  "There’sanoddfinish,"shethought。Shewaspuzzled,anddeterminedtorecasttheinterviewalittlewhensherelatedittoRickie。Shehadnotsucceeded,forthepaperwasstillunsigned。ButshehadsocowedStephenthathewouldprobablyrestcontentwithhistwohundreda—year,andnevercometroublingthemagain。Clevermanagement,foroneknewhimtoberapacious:shehadheardtalesofhimlendingtothepoorandexactingrepaymenttotheuttermostfarthing。Hehadalsostolenatschool。Moderatelytriumphant,shehurriedintotheside—
  garden:shehadjustrememberedAnsell:she,notRickie,hadreceivedhiscard。
  "Oh,Mr。Ansell!"sheexclaimed,awakinghimfromsomeday—dream。
  "Haven’teitherRickieorHerbertbeenouttoyou?Now,docomeintodinner,toshowyouaren’toffended。Youwillfindallofusassembledintheboys’dining—hall。"
  Toherannoyanceheaccepted。
  "Thatis,iftheJacksonsarenotexpectingyou。"
  TheJacksonsdidnotmatter。Ifhemightbrushhisclothesandbathehislip,hewouldliketocome。
  "Oh,whathashappenedtoyou?Andoh,myprettylobelias!"
  Hereplied,"Amomentarycontactwithreality,"andshe,whodidnotlookforsenseinhisremarks,hurriedawaytothedining—
  halltoannouncehim。
  Thedining—hallwasnotunlikethepreparationroom。Therewasthesameparquetfloor,anddadoofshinypitchpine。Onitswallsalsowereimperialportraits,andovertheharmoniumtowhichtheysangtheeveninghymnswasspreadtheUnionJack。Sundaydinner,themostpompousmealoftheweek,wasinprogress。Herbrothersatattheheadofthehightable,herhusbandattheheadofthesecond。Toeachhegaveareassuringnodandwenttoherownseat,whichwasamongthejuniorboys。Thebeefwasbeingcarriedout;shestoppedit。"Mr。Anselliscoming,"shecalled。
  "Herbertthereismoreroombyyou;situpstraight,boys。"Theboyssatupstraight,andarespectfulhushspreadovertheroom。
  "Hereheis!"calledRickiecheerfully,takinghiscuefromhiswife。"Oh,thisissplendid!"Ansellcamein。"I’msogladyoumanagedthis。Icouldn’tleavethesewretcheslastnight!"Theboystitteredsuitably。Theatmosphereseemednormal。EvenHerbert,thoughlongingtohearwhathadhappenedtotheblackmailer,gaveadequategreetingtotheirguest:"Comein,Mr。
  Ansell;comehere。Takeusasyoufindus!"
  "Iunderstood,"saidStewart,"thatIshouldfindyouall。Mrs。
  ElliottoldmeIshould。OnthatunderstandingIcame。"
  Itwasatonceevidentthatsomethinghadgonewrong。
  Anselllookedroundtheroomcarefully。Thenclearinghisthroatandrufflinghishair,hebegan—
  "IcannotseethemanwithwhomIhavetalked,intimately,foranhour,inyourgarden。"
  Theworstofitwastheywereallsofarfromhimandfromeachother,eachattheendofatablefulofinquisitiveboys。ThetwomasterslookedatAgnesforinformation,forherreassuringnodhadnottoldthemmuch。Shelookedhopelesslyback。
  "Icannotseethisman,"repeatedAnsell,whoremainedbytheharmoniuminthemidstofastonishedwaitresses。"Ishetobegivennolunch?"
  Herbertbrokethesilencebyfreshgreetings。Rickieknewthatthecontestwaslost,andthathisfriendhadsidedwiththeenemy。Itwasthekindofthinghewoulddo。Onemustfacethecatastrophequietlyandwithdignity。PerhapsAnsellwouldhaveturnedonhisheel,andleftbehindhimonlyvaguesuspicions,ifMrs。Elliothadnottriedtotalkhimdown。"Man,"shecried——
  "whatman?Oh,Iknow——terriblebore!Didhegetholdofyou?"——
  thuscommittingtheirfirstblunder,andcausingAnselltosaytoRickie,"Haveyouseenyourbrother?"
  "Ihavenot。"
  "Haveyoubeentoldhewashere?"
  Rickie’sanswerwasinaudible。
  "Haveyoubeentoldyouhaveabrother?"
  "Letuscontinuethisconversationlater。"
  "Continueit?Mydearman,howcanweuntilyouknowwhatI’mtalkingabout?Youmustthinkmemad;butItellyousolemnlythatyouhaveabrotherofwhomyou’veneverheard,andthathewasinthishousetenminutesago。"Hepausedimpressively。"Yourwifehashappenedtoseehimfirst。Beingneitherseriousnortruthful,sheiskeepingyouapart,tellinghimsomelieandnottellingyouaword。"
  Therewasamurmurofalarm。Oneoftheprefectsrose,andAnsellsethisbacktothewall,quitereadyforabattle。Fortwoyearshehadwaitedforhisopportunity。HewouldhitoutatMrs。
  Elliotlikeanyploughboynowthatithadcome。Rickiesaid:
  "Thereisaslightmisunderstanding。I,likemywife,haveknownwhatthereistoknowfortwoyears"——adignifiedrebuff,buttheirsecondblunder。
  "Exactly,"saidAgnes。"NowIthinkMr。Ansellhadbettergo。"
  "Go?"explodedAnsell。"I’veeverythingtosayyet。Ibegyourpardon,Mrs。Elliot,Iamconcernedwithyounolonger。Thisman"——heturnedtotheavenueoffaces——"thismanwhoteachesyouhasabrother。Hehasknownofhimtwoyearsandbeenashamed。Hehas——oh——oh——howitfitstogether!Rickie,it’syou,notMrs。
  Silt,whomusthavesenttalesofhimtoyouraunt。It’syouwho’veturnedhimoutofCadover。It’syouwho’veorderedhimtoberuinedtoday。
  NowHerbertarose。"Outofmysight,sir!ButhaveitfrommefirstthatRickieandhisaunthavebothbehavedmostgenerously。
  No,no,Agnes,I’llnotbeinterrupted。Garbledversionsmustnotgetabout。IftheWonhammanisnotsatisfiednow,hemustbeinsatiable。Hecannotlevyblackmailonusforever。Sir,Igiveyoutwominutes;thenyouwillbeexpelledbyforce。"
  "Twominutes!"sangAnsell。"Icansayagreatdealinthat。"Heputonefootonachairandheldhisarmsoverthequiveringroom。HeseemedtransfiguredintoaHebrewprophetpassionateforsatireandthetruth。"Oh,keepquietfortwominutes,"hecried,"andI’lltellyousomethingyou’llbegladtohear。You’realittleafraidStephenmaycomeback。Don’tbeafraid。Ibringgoodnews。You’llneverseehimnoranyonelikehimagain。I
  mustspeakveryplainly,foryouareallthreefools。Idon’twantyoutosayafterwards,’PoorMr。Anselltriedtobeclever。’
  GenerallyIdon’tmind,butIshouldmindtoday。Pleaselisten。
  Stephenisabully;hedrinks;heknocksonedown;buthewouldsoonerdiethantakemoneyfrompeoplehedidnotlove。Perhapshewilldie,forhehasnothingbutafewpencethatthepoorgavehimandsometobaccowhich,tomyeternalglory,heacceptedfromme。Pleaselistenagain。Whydidhecomehere?Becausehethoughtyouwouldlovehim,andwasreadytoloveyou。ButItellyou,don’tbeafraid。Hewouldsoonerdienowthansayyouwerehisbrother。Pleaselistenagain——"
  "Now,Stewart,don’tgoonlikethat,"saidRickiebitterly。
  "It’seasyenoughtopreachwhenyouareanoutsider。Youwouldbemorecharitableifsuchathinghadhappenedtoyourself。Easyenoughtobeunconventionalwhenyouhaven’tsufferedandknownothingofthefacts。Youloveanythingoutoftheway,anythingqueer,thatdoesn’toftenhappen,andsoyougetexcitedoverthis。It’suseless,mydearman;youhavehurtme,butyouwillneverupsetme。Assoonasyoustopthisridiculousscenewewillfinishourdinner。Spreadthisscandal;addtoit。I’mtoooldtomindsuchnonsense。Icannothelpmyfather’sdisgrace,ontheonehand;nor,ontheother,willIhaveanythingtodowithhisblackguardofason。"
  Sothesecretwasgiventotheworld。Agnesmightcolourathisspeech;HerbertmightcalculatetheeffectofitontheentriesforDunwoodHouse;buthecaredfornoneofthesethings。ThankGod!hewaswitheredupatlast。
  "Pleaselistenagain,"resumedAnsell。"Pleasecorrecttwoslightmistakes:firstly,StephenisoneofthegreatestpeopleIhaveevermet;secondly,he’snotyourfather’sson。He’sthesonofyourmother。"
  ItwasRickie,notAnsell,whowascarriedfromthehall,anditwasHerbertwhopronouncedtheblessing——
  "Benedictobenedicatur。"
  Aprofoundstillnesssucceededthestorm,andtheboys,slippingawayfromtheirmeal,toldthenewstotherestoftheschool,orputitintheletterstheywerewritinghome。
  XXVIII
  Thesoulhasherowncurrency。Shemintsherspiritualcoinageandstampsitwiththeimageofsomebelovedface。Withitshepaysherdebts,withitshereckons,saying,"Thismanhasworth,thismanisworthless。"Andintimesheforgetsitsorigin;itseemstohertobeathingunalterable,divine。Butthesoulcanalsohaveherbankruptcies。
  Perhapsshewillbethericherintheend。Inheragonyshelearnstoreckonclearly。Fairasthecoinmayhavebeen,itwasnotaccurate;andthoughsheknewitnot,thereweretreasuresthatitcouldnotbuy。Theface,howeverbeloved,wasmortal,andasliableasthesoulherselftoerr。Wedobutshiftresponsibilitybymakingastandardofthedead。
  Thereis,indeed,anothercoinagethatbearsonitnotman’simagebutGod’s。Itisincorruptible,andthesoulmaytrustitsafely;itwillserveherbeyondthestars。Butitcannotgiveusfriends,ortheembraceofalover,orthetouchofchildren,forwithourfellowmortalsithasnoconcern。Itcannotevengivethejoyswecalltrivial——fineweather,thepleasuresofmeatanddrink,bathingandthehotsandafterwards,running,dreamlesssleep。Havewelearntthetruedisciplineofabankruptcyifweturntosuchcoinageasthis?Willitreallyprofitussomuchifwesaveoursoulsandlosethewholeworld?
  PART3WILTSHIRE
  XXIX
  Robert——thereisnooccasiontomentionhissurname:hewasayoungfarmerofsomeeducationwhotriedtocoaxtheagedsoilofWiltshirescientifically——cametoCadoveronbusinessandfellinlovewithMrs。Elliot。Shewasthereonherbridalvisit,andhe,anobscurenobody,wasreceivedbyMrs。Failingintothehouseandtreatedashersocialequal。Hewasgood—lookinginabucolicway,andpeoplesometimesmistookhimforagentlemanuntiltheysawhishands。Hediscoveredthis,andoneoftheslow,gentlejokesheplayedonsocietywastotalkuponsomeculturedsubjectwithhishandsbehindhisbackandthensuddenlyrevealthem。"Doyougoinforboating?"theladywouldask;andthenheexplainedthatthoseparticularwealsaremadebythehandlesoftheplough。Uponwhichshebecameextremelyinterested,butfoundanearlyopportunityoftalkingtosomeoneelse。
  HeplayedthisjokeonMrs。Elliotthefirstevening,notknowingthatsheobservedhimasheenteredtheroom。Hewalkedheavily,liftinghisfeetasifthecarpetwasfurrowed,andhehadnoeveningclothes。Everyonetriedtoputhimathisease,butsherathersuspectedthathewastherealready,andenviedhim。Theywereintroduced,andspokeofByron,whowasstillfashionable。
  Outcamehishands——theonlyroughhandsinthedrawing—room,theonlyhandsthathadeverworked。Shewasfilledwithsomestrangeapproval,andlikedhim。
  Afterdinnertheymetagain,tospeaknotofByronbutofmanure。
  Theotherpeopleweresocleverandsoamusingthatitrelievedhertolistentoamanwhotoldherthreetimesnottobuyartificialmanurereadymade,but,ifshewoulduseit,tomakeitherselfatthelastmoment。Becausetheammoniaevaporated。
  Hereweretwopacketsofpowder。Didtheysmell?No。Mixthemtogetherandpoursomecoffee——Anappallingsmellatonceburstforth,andeveryonebegantocoughandcry。Thiswasgoodfortheearthwhenshefeltsour,forheknewwhentheearthwasill。
  Heknew,too,whenshewashungryhespokeofhertantrums——thestrangeunscientificelementinherthatwillbafflethescientisttotheendoftime。"Studyaway,Mrs。Elliot,"hetoldher;"readallthebooksyoucangetholdof;butwhenitcomestothepoint,strolloutwithapipeinyourmouthanddoabitofguessing。"Ashetalked,theearthbecamealivingbeing——orratherabeingwithalivingskin,——andmanurenolongerdirtystuff,butasymbolofregenerationandofthebirthoflifefromlife。"Soitgoesonforever!"shecriedexcitedly。Hereplied:
  "Notforever。Intimethefireatthecentrewillcool,andnothingcangoonthen。"
  Headvancedintolovewithopeneyes,slowly,heavily,justashehadadvancedacrossthedrawingroomcarpet。Butthistimethebridedidnotobservehistread。Shewaslisteningtoherhusband,andtryingnottobesostupid。Whenhewasclosetoher——soclosethatitwasdifficultnottotakeherinhisarms——
  hespoketoMr。Failing,andwasatonceturnedoutofCadover。
  "I’msorry,"saidMr。Failing,ashewalkeddownthedrivewithhishandonhisguest’sshoulder。"Ihadnonotionyouwerethatsort。Anyonewhobehaveslikethathastostopatthefarm。"
  "Anyone?"
  "Anyone。"Hesighedheavily,notforanypersonalgrievance,butbecausehesawhowunruly,howbarbaric,isthesoulofman。
  Afterall,thismanwasmorecivilizedthanmost。
  "Areyouangrywithme,sir?"Hecalledhim"sir,"notbecausehewasricherorclevererorsmarter,notbecausehehadhelpedtoeducatehimandhadlenthimmoney,butforareasonmoreprofound——forthereasonthattherearegradationsinheaven。
  "Ididthinkyou——thatamanlikeyouwouldn’triskmakingpeopleunhappy。Mysister—in—law——Idon’tsaythistostopyoulovingher;somethingelsemustdothat——mysister—in—law,asfarasI
  know,doesn’tcareforyouonelittlebit。Ifyouhadsaidanything,ifshehadguessedthatachancepersonwasin——thisfearfulstate,youwouldsimply——haveopenedhell。Awomanofhersortwouldhavelostall——"
  "Iknewthat。"
  Mr。Failingremovedhishand。Hewasdispleased。
  "Butsomethinghere,"saidRobertincoherently。"Thishere。"Hestruckhimselfheavilyontheheart。"Thishere,doingsomethingsounusual,makesitnotmatterwhatsheloses——I——"Afterasilenceheasked,"HaveIquitefollowedyou,sir,inthatbusinessofthebrotherhoodofman?"
  "Howdoyoumean?"
  "Ithoughtlovewastobringitabout。"
  "Loveofanotherman’swife?Sensuallove?Youhaveunderstoodnothing——nothing。"Thenhewasashamed,andcried,"Iunderstandnothingmyself。"Forherememberedthatsensualandspiritualarenoteasywordstouse;thatthereare,perhaps,nottwoAphrodites,butoneAphroditewithaJanusface。"Ionlyunderstandthatyoumusttrytoforgether。"
  "Iwillnottry。"
  "Promisemejustthis,then——nottodoanythingcrooked。"
  "I’mstraight。Noboasting,butIcouldn’tdoacrookedthing——
  No,notifItried。"
  Andsoappallinglystraightwasheinafteryears,thatMr。
  Failingwishedthathehadphrasedthepromisedifferently。
  Robertsimplywaited。Hetoldhimselfthatitwashopeless;butsomethingdeeperthanhimselfdeclaredthattherewashope。Hegaveupdrink,andkepthimselfinallwaysclean,forhewantedtobeworthyofherwhenthetimecame。Womenseemedfondofhim,andcausedhimtoreflectwithpleasure,"Theydorunafterme。
  Theremustbesomethinginme。Good。I’dbedoneforiftherewasn’t。"ForsixyearsheturneduptheearthofWiltshire,andreadbooksforthesakeofhismind,andtalkedtogentlemenforthesakeoftheirpatois,andeachyearherodetoCadovertotakeoffhishattoMrs。Elliot,and,perhaps,tospeaktoheraboutthecrops。Mr。Failingwasgenerallypresent,anditstruckneithermanthatthosedulllittlevisitsweresomanywordsoutofwhichalonelywomanmightbuildsentences。ThenRobertwenttoLondononbusiness。HechancedtoseeMr。Elliotwithastrangelady。Thetimehadcome。
  Hebecamediplomatic,andcalledatMr。Elliot’sroomstofindthingsout。ForifMrs。Elliotwashappierthanhecouldevermakeher,hewouldwithdraw,andloveherinrenunciation。Butifhecouldmakeherhappier,hewouldloveherinfulfilment。Mr。
  Elliotadmittedhimasafriendofhisbrother—in—law’s,andfeltverybroad—mindedashedidso。Robert,however,wasasuccess。
  Theyoungishmentherefoundhiminteresting,andlikedtoshockhimwithtalesofnaughtyLondonandnaughtierParis。Theyspokeof"experience"and"sensations"and"seeinglife,"andwhenasmileploughedoverhisface,concludedthathispruderywasvanquished。Hesawthattheyweremuchlessviciousthantheysupposed:oneboyhadobviouslyreadhissensationsinabook。
  Buthecouldpardonvice。Whathecouldnotpardonwastriviality,andhehopedthatnodecentwomancouldpardoniteither。Theregrewupinhimacold,steadyangeragainstthesesillypeoplewhothoughtitadvancedtobeshocking,andwhodescribed,assomethingparticularlychoiceandeducational,thingsthathehadunderstoodandfoughtagainstforyears。HeinquiredafterMrs。Elliot,andaboytittered。Itseemedthatshe"didnotknow,"thatshelivedinaremotesuburb,takingcareofaskinnybaby。"Ishallcallsometimeorother,"saidRobert。"Do,"saidMr。Elliot,smiling。Andnexttimehesawhiswifehecongratulatedheronherrusticadmirer。
  Shehadsufferedterribly。Shehadaskedforbread,andhadbeengivennotevenastone。Peopletalkofhungeringfortheideal,butthereisanotherhunger,quiteasdivine,forfacts。Shehadaskedforfactsandhadbeengiven"views,""emotionalstandpoints,""attitudestowardslife。"Toawomanwhobelievedthatfactsarebeautiful,thatthelivingworldisbeautifulbeyondthelawsofbeauty,thatmanureisneithergrossnorludicrous,thatafire,noteternal,glowsattheheartoftheearth,itwasintolerabletobeputoffwithwhattheElliotscalled"philosophy,"and,ifsherefused,tobetoldthatshehadnosenseofhumour。"TarryingintotheElliotfamily。"Ithadsoundedsosplendid,forshewasapennilesschildwithnothingtooffer,andtheElliotsheldtheirheadshigh。Forwhatreason?
  Whathadtheyeverdone,exceptsaysarcasticthings,andlimp,andberefined?Mr。Failingsufferedtoo,butshesufferedmore,inasmuchasFrederickwasmoreimpossiblethanEmily。Hedidnotlikeher,hepracticallylivedapart,hewasnotevenfaithfulorpolite。Theseweregravefaults,buttheywerehumanones:shecouldevenimaginetheminamansheloved。Whatshecouldneverlovewasadilettante。
  Robertbroughtheranarmfulofsweet—peas。Helaiditonthetable,puthishandsbehindhisback,andkeptthemtheretilltheendofthevisit。Sheknewquitewellwhyhehadcome,andthoughshealsoknewthathewouldfail,shelovedhimtoomuchtosnubhimortostareinvirtuousindignation。"Whyhaveyoucome?"sheaskedgravely,"andwhyhaveyoubroughtmesomanyflowers?"
  "Mygardenisfullofthem,"heanswered。"Sweetpeasneedpickingdown。And,generallyspeaking,flowersareplentifulinJuly。"
  Shebrokehispresentintobunches——somuchforthedrawing—room,somuchforthenursery,somuchforthekitchenandherhusband’sroom:hewouldbedownforthenight。Themostbeautifulshewouldkeepforherself。Presentlyhesaid,"Yourhusbandisnogood。I’vewatchedhimforaweek。I’mthirty,andnotwhatyoucallhasty,asIusedtobe,orthinkingthatnothingmattersliketheFrench。No。I’maplainBritisher,yet——
  I——I’vebegunwrongend,Mrs。Elliot;IshouldhavesaidthatI’vethoughtchieflyofyouforsixyears,andthatthoughItalkheresorespectfully,ifIonceunhookedmyhands——"
  Therewasapause。Thenshesaidwithgreatsweetness,"Thankyou;Iamgladyouloveme,"andrangthebell。
  "Whathaveyoudonethatfor?"hecried。
  "Becauseyoumustnowleavethehouse,andneverenteritagain。"
  "Idon’tgoalone,"andhebegantogetfurious。
  Hervoicewasstillsweet,butstrengthlayinittoo,asshesaid,"Youeithergonowwithmythanksandblessing,orelseyougowiththepolice。IamMrs。Elliot。WeneednotdiscussMr。
  Elliot。IamMrs。Elliot,andifyoumakeonesteptowardsmeI
  giveyouincharge。"
  Butthemaidansweredthebellnotofthedrawing—room,butofthefrontdoor。TheywerejoinedbyMr。Elliot,whoheldouthishandwithmuchurbanity。Itwasnottaken。Helookedquicklyathiswife,andsaid,"AmIdetrop?"Therewasalongsilence。
  Atlastshesaid,"Frederick,turnthismanout。"
  "Mylove,why?"
  Robertsaidthathelovedher。
  "ThenIamdetrop,"saidMr。Elliot,smoothingouthisgloves。
  Hewouldgivethesesoddenbarbariansalesson。"Myhansomiswaitingatthedoor。Praymakeuseofit。"
  "Don’t!"shecried,almostaffectionately。"DearFrederick,itisn’taplay。Justtellthismantogo,orsendforthepolice。"
  "Onthecontrary;itisFrenchcomedyofthebesttype。Don’tyouagree,sir,thatthepolicewouldbeaninartisticerror?"Hewasperfectlycalmandcollected,whereastheywereinapitiablestate。
  "Turnhimoutatonce!"shecried。"Hehasinsultedyourwife。
  Saveme,saveme!"Sheclungtoherhusbandandwept。"HewasgoingIhadmanagedhim——hewouldneverhaveknown——"Mr。Elliotrepulsedher。
  "Ifyoudon’tfeelinclinedtostartatonce,"hesaidwitheasycivility,"Letushavealittletea。Mydearsir,doforgivemefornotshootingyou。Nousavonschangetoutcela。Pleasedon’tlooksonervous。Pleasedounclaspyourhands——"
  Hewasalone。
  "That’sallright,"heexclaimed,andstrolledtothedoor。Thehansomwasdisappearingroundthecorner。"That’sallright,"herepeatedinmorequaveringtonesashereturnedtothedrawing—
  roomandsawthatitwaslitteredwithsweet—peas。Theircolourgotonhisnerves——magenta,crimson;magenta,crimson。Hetriedtopickthemup,andtheyescaped。Hetrodthemunderfoot,andtheymultipliedanddancedinthetriumphofsummerlikeathousandbutterflies。Thetrainhadleftwhenhegottothestation。HefollowedontoLondon,andtherehelostalltraces。
  Atmidnighthebegantorealizethathiswifecouldneverbelongtohimagain。