Canyoublamemeforbeinggladtoseeayoungfellow——agentleman——liketheboysIusedtogowith?Itellyouitmakesmefeelfull——Iwanttocry。I’msickforsomebodytotalkto。
Ihavenochildren,thankGod!IfIhadI’dnotstayhere。I’msickofthishole。I’mlonely——"
Thereappearedtobenodoubtaboutthetruthofallthis。
Genuineemotionchecked,thenhaltedthehurriedspeech。Shebrokedownandcried。ItseemedstrangetoDuanethatanoutlaw’swife——andawomanwhofittedherconsortandthewildnatureoftheirsurroundings——shouldhaveweaknessenoughtoweep。Duanebelievedandpitiedher。
"I’msorryforyou,"hesaid。
"Don’tbeSORRYforme,"shesaid。"Thatonlymakesmeseethe——thedifferencebetweenyouandme。Anddon’tpayanyattentiontowhattheseoutlawssayaboutme。They’reignorant。
Theycouldn’tunderstandme。You’llhearthatBlandkilledmenwhoranafterme。Butthat’salie。Bland,likealltheotheroutlawsalongthisriver,isalwayslookingforsomebodytokill。HeSWEARSnot,butIdon’tbelievehim。Heexplainsthatgunplaygravitatestomenwhoaretherealthing——thatitisprovokedbythefour—flushes,thebadmen。Idon’tknow。AllI
knowisthatsomebodyisbeingkilledeveryotherday。HehatedSpencebeforeSpenceeversawme。"
"WouldBlandobjectifIcalledonyouoccasionally?"inquiredDuane。
"No,hewouldn’t。Helikesmetohavefriends。Askhimyourselfwhenhecomesback。Thetroublehasbeenthattwoorthreeofhismenfellinlovewithme,andwhenhalfdrunkgottofighting。You’renotgoingtodothat。"
"I’mnotgoingtogethalfdrunk,that’scertain,"repliedDuane。
Hewassurprisedtoseehereyesdilate,thenglowwithfire。
BeforeshecouldreplyEuchrereturnedtotheporch,andthatputanendtotheconversation。
Duanewascontenttoletthematterrestthere,andhadlittlemoretosay。EuchreandMrs。Blandtalkedandjoked,whileDuanelistened。Hetriedtoformsomeestimateofhercharacter。Manifestlyshehadsufferedawrong,ifnotworse,atBland’shands。Shewasbitter,morbid,overemotional。Ifshewasaliar,whichseemedlikelyenough,shewasafrankone,andbelievedherself。Shehadnocunning。ThethingwhichstruckDuanesoforciblywasthatshethirstedforrespect。Inthat,betterthaninherweaknessofvanity,hethoughthehaddiscoveredatraitthroughwhichhecouldmanageher。
Once,whilehewasrevolvingthesethoughts,hehappenedtoglanceintothehouse,anddeepintheshadowofacornerhecaughtapalegleamofJennie’sfacewithgreat,staringeyesonhim。Shehadbeenwatchinghim,listeningtowhathesaid。
Hesawfromherexpressionthatshehadrealizedwhathadbeensohardforhertobelieve。Watchinghischance,heflashedalookather;andthenitseemedtohimthechangeinherfacewaswonderful。
Later,afterhehadleftMrs。Blandwithameaning"Adios——manana,"andwaswalkingalongbesidetheoldoutlaw,hefoundhimselfthinkingofthegirlinsteadofthewoman,andofhowhehadseenherfaceblazewithhopeandgratitude。
CHAPTERVII
ThatnightDuanewasnottroubledbyghostshauntinghiswakingandsleepinghours。Heawokefeelingbrightandeager,andgratefultoEuchreforhavingputsomethingworthwhileintohismind。Duringbreakfast,however,hewasunusuallythoughtful,workingovertheideaofhowmuchorhowlittlehewouldconfideintheoutlaw。HewasawareofEuchre’sscrutiny。
"Wal,"begantheoldman,atlast,"how’dyoumakeoutwiththekid?"
"Kid?"inquiredDuane,tentatively。
"Jennie,Imean。What’dyouAn’shetalkabout?"
"Wehadalittlechat。Youknowyouwantedmetocheerherup。"
Euchresatwithcoffee—cuppoisedandnarroweyesstudyingDuane。
"Reckonyoucheeredher,allright。WhatI’mafearedofismebbeyoudonethejobtoowell。"
"Howso?"
"Wal,whenIwentintoJenlastnightIthoughtshewashalfcrazy。Shewasburstin’withexcitement,an’thelookinhereyeshurtme。Shewouldn’ttellmeadarnwordyousaid。Butshehungontomyhands,an’showedeverywaywithoutspeakin’
howshewantedtothankmeferbringin’youover。Buck,itwasplaintomethetyou’deithergonethelimitorelseyou’dbeenkinderprodigalofcheeran’hope。I’dhatetothinkyou’dledJennietohopemore’neverwouldcometrue。"
Euchrepaused,and,asthereseemednoreplyforthcoming,hewenton:
"Buck,I’veseensomeoutlawswhosewordwasgood。Mineis。Youcantrustme。Itrustedyou,didn’tI,takin’youovertherean’puttin’youwisetomytryin’tohelpthetpoorkid?"
ThusenjoinedbyEuchre,DuanebegantotelltheconversationswithJennieandMrs。Blandwordforword。LongbeforehehadreachedanendEuchresetdownthecoffee—cupandbegantostare,andattheconclusionofthestoryhisfacelostsomeofitsredcolorandbeadsofsweatstoodoutthicklyonhisbrow。
"Wal,ifthetdoesn’tfloorme!"heejaculated,blinkingatDuane。"Youngman,Ifiggeredyouwassomeswift,an’suretomakeyourmarkonthisriver;butIreckonImissedyourrealcaliber。Sothet’swhatitmeanstobeaman!IguessI’dforgot。Wal,I’mold,an’evenifmyheartwasintherightplaceIneverwasbuiltferbigstunts。Doyouknowwhatit’lltaketodoallyoupromisedJen?"
"Ihaven’tanyidea,"repliedDuane,gravely。
"You’llhavetopullthewooloverKateBland’seyes,antevenifshefallsinlovewithyou,which’sshorelikely,thetwon’tbeeasy。An’she’dkillyouinaminnit,Buck,ifsheevergotwise。Youain’tmistakenhernone,areyou?"
"Notme,Euchre。She’sawoman。I’dfearhermorethananyman。"
"Wal,you’llhavetokillBlandan’ChessAllowayan’Rugg,an’
mebbesomeothers,beforeyoucanrideoffintothehillswiththetgirl。"
"Why?Can’tweplantobenicetoMrs。Blandandthenatanopportunetimesneakoffwithoutanygun—play?"
"Don’tseehowonearth,"returnedEuchre,earnestly。"WhenBland’sawayheleavesallkindsofspiesan’scoutswatchin’
thevalleytrails。They’veallgotrifles。Youcouldn’tgitbythem。
Butwhenthebossishomethere’sadifference。Only,ofcourse,himan’Chesskeeptheireyespeeled。Theybothstaytohomeprettymuch,exceptwhenthey’replayin’monteorpokeroveratBenson’s。SoIsaythebestbetistopickoutagoodtimeintheafternoon,driftovercareless—likewithacoupleofhosses,chokeMrs。Blandorknockheronthehead,takeJenniewithyou,an’makearushtogitoutofthevalley。Ifyouhadluckyoumightpullthetstuntwithoutthrowin’agun。
ButIreckonthebestfiggerin’wouldincludedodgin’someleadan’leavin’atleastBlandorAllowaydeadbehindyou。I’mfiggerin’,ofcourse,thetwhentheycomehomean’findoutyou’revisitin’Katefrequentthey’lljestnaturallylookferresults。Chessdon’tlikeyou,fernoreasonexceptyou’reswiftonthedraw——mebbeswifter’nhim。Thet’sthehellofthisgun—playbusiness。Noonecanevertellwho’stheswifteroftwogunmentilltheymeet。Thetfactholdsafascinationmebbeyou’lllearnsomeday。Blandwouldtreatyoucivilonlesstherewasreasonnotto,an’thenIdon’tbelievehe’dinvitehimselftoameetin’withyou。He’dsetChessorRuggtoputyououtoftheway。StillBland’snocoward,an’ifyoucameacrosshimatabadmomentyou’dhavetobequicker’nyouwaswithBosomer。"
"Allright。I’llmeetwhatcomes,"saidDuane,quickly。"Thegreatpointistohavehorsesreadyandpicktherightmoment,thenrushthetrickthrough。"
"Thet’stheONLYchancefersuccess。An’youcan’tdoitalone。"
"I’llhaveto。Iwouldn’taskyoutohelpme。Leaveyoubehind!"
"Wal,I’lltakemychances,"repliedEuchre,gruffly。"I’mgoin’tohelpJennie,youcangambleyourlastpesoonthet。
There’sonlyfourmeninthiscampwhowouldshootme——Bland,an’hisright—handpards,an’thetrabbit—facedBenson。IfyouhappenedtoputoutBlandandChess,I’dstandagoodshowwiththeothertwo。Anyway,I’moldan’tired——what’sthedifferenceifIdogitplugged?Icanriskasmuchasyou,Buck,evenifI
amafraidofgun—play。Yousaidcorrect,’Hossesready,therightminnit,thenrushthetrick。’Thetmuch’ssettled。Nowlet’sfiggerallthelittledetails。"
Theytalkedandplanned,thoughintruthitwasEuchrewhoplanned,Duanewholistenedandagreed。WhileawaitingthereturnofBlandandhislieutenantsitwouldbewellforDuanetogrowfriendlywiththeotheroutlaws,tositinafewgamesofmonte,orshowawillingnesstospendalittlemoney。ThetwoschemersweretocalluponMrs。Blandeveryday——EuchretocarrymessagesofcheerandwarningtoJennie,Duanetoblindtheelderwomanatanycost。Thesepreliminariesdecidedupon,theyproceededtoputthemintoaction。
Nohardtaskwasittowinthefriendshipofthemostofthosegood—naturedoutlaws。Theywereusedtomenofabetterorderthantheirscomingtothehiddencampsandsoonerorlatersinkingtotheirlowerlevel。Besides,withthemeverythingwaseasycome,easygo。Thatwaswhylifeitselfwentonsocarelesslyandusuallyendedsocheaply。Thereweremenamongthem,however,thatmadeDuanefeelthatterribleinexplicablewrathriseinhisbreast。Hecouldnotbeartobenearthem。Hecouldnottrusthimself。Hefeltthatanyinstantaword,adeed,somethingmightcalltoodeeplytothatinstincthecouldnolongercontrol。JackrabbitBensonwasoneofthesemen。
BecauseofhimandotheroutlawsofhisilkDuanecouldscarcelyeverforgettherealityofthings。Thiswasahiddenvalley,arobbers’den,arendezvousformurderers,awildplacestainedredbydeedsofwildmen。Andbecauseofthattherewasalwaysachargedatmosphere。Themerriest,idlest,mostcarelessmomentmightintheflashofaneyeendinruthlessandtragicaction。Inanassemblageofdesperatecharactersitcouldnotbeotherwise。TheterriblethingthatDuanesensedwasthis。Thevalleywasbeautiful,sunny,fragrant,aplacetodreamin;themountaintopswerealwaysblueorgoldrimmed,theyellowriverslidslowlyandmajesticallyby,thebirdssanginthecottonwoods,thehorsesgrazedandpranced,childrenplayedandwomenlongedforlove,freedom,happiness;theoutlawsrodeinandout,freewithmoneyandspeech;theylivedcomfortablyintheiradobehomes,smoked,gambled,talked,laughed,whiledawaytheidlehours——andallthetimelifetherewaswrong,andthesimplestmomentmightbeprecipitatedbythatevilintothemostawfulofcontrasts。Duanefeltratherthansawadark,broodingshadowoverthevalley。
Then,withoutanysolicitationorencouragementfromDuane,theBlandwomanfellpassionatelyinlovewithhim。Hisconsciencewasnevertroubledaboutthebeginningofthataffair。Shelaunchedherself。Ittooknogreatperspicuityonhisparttoseethat。Andthethingwhichevidentlyheldherincheckwasthenewness,thestrangeness,andforthemomenttheall—satisfyingfactofhisrespectforher。Duaneexertedhimselftoplease,toamuse,tointerest,tofascinateher,andalwayswithdeference。Thatwashisstrongpoint,andithadmadehisparteasysofar。Hebelievedhecouldcarrythewholeschemethroughwithoutinvolvinghimselfanydeeper。
Hewasplayingatagameoflove——playingwithlifeanddeathsSometimeshetrembled,notthathefearedBlandorAllowayoranyotherman,butatthedeepsoflifehehadcometoseeinto。Hewascarriedoutofhisoldmood。NotoncesincethisdaringmotivehadstirredhimhadhebeenhauntedbythephantomofBainbesidehisbed。RatherhadhebeenhauntedbyJennie’ssadface,herwistfulsmile,hereyes。Heneverwasabletospeakawordtoher。WhatlittlecommunicationhehadwithherwasthroughEuchre,whocarriedshortmessages。ButhecaughtglimpsesofhereverytimehewenttotheBlandhouse。
Shecontrivedsomehowtopassdoororwindow,togivehimalookwhenchanceafforded。AndDuanediscoveredwithsurprisethatthesemomentsweremorethrillingtohimthananywithMrs。Bland。OftenDuaneknewJenniewassittingjustinsidethewindow,andthenhefeltinspiredinhistalk,anditwasallmadeforher。Soatleastshecametoknowhimwhileasyetshewasalmostastranger。JenniehadbeeninstructedbyEuchretolisten,tounderstandthatthiswasDuane’sonlychancetohelpkeephermindfromconstantworry,togathertheimportofeverywordwhichhadadoublemeaning。
Euchresaidthatthegirlhadbeguntowitherunderthestrain,toburnupwithintensehopewhichhadflamedwithinher。ButallthedifferenceDuanecouldseewasapalerfaceanddarker,morewonderfuleyes。Theeyesseemedtobeentreatinghimtohurry,thattimewasflying,thatsoonitmightbetoolate。
Thentherewasanothermeaninginthem,alight,astrangefirewhollyinexplicabletoDuane。Itwasonlyaflashgoneinaninstant。Butheremembereditbecausehehadneverseenitinanyotherwoman’seyes。AndallthroughthosewaitingdaysheknewthatJennie’sface,andespeciallythewarm,fleetingglanceshegavehim,wasresponsibleforasubtleandgradualchangeinhim。Thischangehefancied,wasonlythatthroughremembranceofherhegotridofhispale,sickeningghosts。
OnedayacarelessMexicanthrewalightedcigaretteupintothebrushmattingthatservedasaceilingforBenson’sden,andtherewasafirewhichleftlittlemorethantheadobewallsstanding。Theresultwasthatwhilerepairswerebeingmadetherewasnogamblinganddrinking。Timehungveryheavilyonthehandsofsometwo—scoreoutlaws。Dayspassedbywithoutabrawl,andBland’svalleysawmoresuccessivehoursofpeacethaneverbefore。Duane,however,foundthehoursanythingbutempty。HespentmoretimeatMrs。Bland’s;hewalkedmilesonallthetrailsleadingoutofthevalley;hehadacarefortheconditionofhistwohorses。
UponhisreturnfromthelatestofthesetrampsEuchresuggestedthattheygodowntotherivertotheboat—landing。
"Ferrycouldn’trunashorethismornin’,"saidEuchre。"Rivergettin’lowan’sand—barsmakin’ithardferhosses。There’sagreaserfreight—wagonstuckinthemud。Ireckonwemighthearnewsfromthefreighters。Bland’ssupposedtobeinMexico。"
Nearlyalltheoutlawsincampwereassembledontheriverbank,lollingintheshadeofthecottonwoods。Theheatwasoppressive。Notanoutlawofferedtohelpthefreighters,whoweretryingtodigaheavilyfreightedwagonoutofthequicksand。Fewoutlawswouldworkforthemselves,letaloneforthedespisedMexicans。
DuaneandEuchrejoinedthelazygroupandsatdownwiththem。
Euchrelightedablackpipe,and,drawinghishatoverhiseyes,laybackincomfortafterthemannerofthemajorityoftheoutlaws。ButDuanewasalert,observing,thoughtful。Henevermissedanything。Itwashisbeliefthatanymomentanidlewordmightbeofbenefittohim。Moreover,theseroughmenwerealwaysinteresting。
"Bland’sbeenchasedacrosstheriver,"saidone。
"New,he’sdeliverin’cattletothetCubanship,"repliedanother。
"Bigdealon,hey?"
"Somebig。Ruggsaysthebosshedanorderferfifteenthousand。"
"Say,thatorder’lltakeayeartofill。"
"New。HardinisincahootswithBland。Between’emthey’llfillordersbigger’nthet。"
"WonderedwhatHardinwasrustlin’inherefer。"
Duanecouldnotpossiblyattendtoalltheconversationamongtheoutlaws。Heendeavoredtogetthedriftoftalknearesttohim。
"KidFuller’sgoin’tocash,"saidasandy—whiskeredlittleoutlaw。
"SoJimwastellin’me。Blood—poison,ain’tit?Thetholewasn’tbad。Buthetookthefever,"rejoinedacomrade。
"DegersaystheKidmightpullthroughifhehednursin’。"
"Wal,KateBlandain’tnursin’anyshot—upboysthesedays。Shehasn’tgottime。"
Alaughfollowedthissally;thencameapenetratingsilence。
Someoftheoutlawsglancedgood—naturedlyatDuane。Theyborehimnoillwill。ManifestlytheywereawareofMrs。Bland’sinfatuation。
"Pete,’pearstomeyou’vesaidthetbefore。"
"Shore。Wal,it’shappenedbefore。"
ThisremarkdrewlouderlaughterandmoresignificantglancesatDuane。Hedidnotchoosetoignorethemanylonger。
"Boys,pokeallthefunyoulikeatme,butdon’tmentionanylady’snameagain。Myhandisnervousanditchythesedays。"
Hesmiledashespoke,andhisspeechwasdrawled;butthegoodhumorinnowiseweakenedit。Thenhislatterremarkwassignificanttoaclassofmenwhofrominclinationandnecessitypracticedatgun—drawinguntiltheyworecallousandsoreplacesontheirthumbsandinculcatedintheverydeepsoftheirnervousorganizationahabitthatmadeeventhesimplestandmostinnocentmotionofthehandendatornearthehip。
Therewassomethingremarkableaboutagun—fighter’shand。Itneverseemedtobegloved,nevertobeinjured,neveroutofsightorinanawkwardposition。
Thereweregrizzledoutlawsinthatgroup,someofwhomhadmanynotchesontheirgun—handles,andthey,withtheircomrades,accordedDuanesilencethatcarriedconvictionoftheregardinwhichhewasheld。
Duanecouldnotrecallanyotherinstancewherehehadletfallafamiliarspeechtothesemen,andcertainlyhehadneverbeforehintedofhispossibilities。Hesawinstantlythathecouldnothavedonebetter。
"Orfulhot,ain’tit?"remarkedBillBlack,presently。Billcouldnotkeepquietforlong。HewasatypicalTexasdesperado,hadneverbeenanythingelse。Hewasstoop—shoulderedandbow—leggedfrommuchriding;awirylittleman,allmuscle,withasquarehead,ahardfacepartlyblackfromscrubbybeardandredfromsun,andabright,roving,crueleye。Hisshirtwasopenattheneck,showingagrizzledbreast。
"Isthereanyguyinthisheahoutfitsportenoughtogoswimmin’?"heasked。
"MyGawd,Bill,youain’tagoin’towash!"exclaimedacomrade。
ThisraisedalaughinwhichBlackjoined。Butnooneseemedeagertojoinhiminabath。
"LaziestoutfitIeverrustledwith,"wentonBill,discontentedly。"Nuthin’todo!Say,ifnobodywantstoswimmaybesomeofyou’llgamble?"
Heproducedadirtypackofcardsandwavedthematthemotionlesscrowd。
"Bill,you’retoogoodatcards,"repliedalankyoutlaw。
"Now,Jasper,yousaythetpowerfulsweet,an’youlooksweet,erImighttakeittoheart,"repliedBlack,withasuddenchangeoftone。
Hereitwasagain——thatupflashingpassion。WhatJaspersawfittoreplywouldmollifytheoutlaworitwouldnot。Therewasanevenbalance。
"Nooffense,Bill,"saidJasper,placidly,withoutmoving。
BillgruntedandforgotJasper。Butheseemedrestlessanddissatisfied。Duaneknewhimtobeaninveterategambler。AndasBenson’splacewasoutofrunning—order,Blackwaslikeafishondryland。
"Wal,ifyou—allareafraidofthecairds,whatwillyoubeton?"heasked,indisgust。
"Bill,I’llplayyouagameofmumblypegfertwobits。"
repliedone。
Blackeagerlyaccepted。Bettingtohimwasaseriousmatter。
Thegameobsessedhim,notthestakes。Heenteredintothemumblypegcontestwithathoughtfulmienandacordedbrow。Hewon。Othercomradestriedtheirluckwithhimandlost。
Finally,whenBillhadexhaustedtheirsupplyoftwo—bitpiecesortheirdesireforthatparticulargame,heofferedtobetonanything。
"Seethetturtle—dovethere?"hesaid,pointing。"I’llbethe’llscareatonestoneorhewon’t。Fivepesoshe’llflyorhewon’tflywhensomeonechucksastone。Who’lltakemeup?"
Thatappearedtobemorethanthegamblingspiritofseveraloutlawscouldwithstand。
"Takethet。Easymoney,"saidone。
"Who’sgoin’tochuckthestone?"askedanother。
"Anybody,"repliedBill。
"Wal,I’llbetyouIcanscarehimwithonestone,"saidthefirstoutlaw。
"We’reinonthet,Jimtofirethedarnick,"chimedintheothers。
Themoneywasputup,thestonethrown。Theturtle—dovetookflight,tothegreatjoyofalltheoutlawsexceptBill。
"I’llbetyou—allhe’llcomebacktothettreeinsideoffiveminnits,"heoffered,imperturbably。
HereupontheoutlawsdidnotshowanylazinessintheiralacritytocoverBill’smoneyasitlayonthegrass。Somebodyhadawatch,andtheyallsatdown,dividingattentionbetweenthetimepieceandthetree。Theminutesdraggedbytotheaccompanimentofvariousjocularremarksanentafoolandhismoney。Whenfourandthree—quarterminuteshadpassedaturtle—dovealightedinthecottonwood。ThenensuedanimpressivesilencewhileBillcalmlypocketedthefiftydollars。
"Butithadn’tthesamedove!"exclaimedoneoutlaw,excitedly。
"This’n’issmaller,dustier,notsopurple。"
Billeyedthespeakerloftily。
"Wal,you’llhavetoketchtheotheronetoprovethet。Sabe,pard?NowI’llbetanygentheahthefiftyIwonthetIcanscarethetdovewithonestone。"
Nooneofferedtotakehiswager。
"Wal,then,I’llbetanyofyouevenmoneythetyouCAN’Tscarehimwithonestone。"
Notproofagainstthischance,theoutlawsmadeupapurse,innowisedisconcertedbyBill’scontemptuousallusionstotheirbandingtogether。Thestonewasthrown。Thedovedidnotfly。
Thereafter,inregardtothatbird,Billwasunabletocoaxorscornhiscomradesintoanykindofwager。
Hetriedthemwithamultiplicityofoffers,andinvain。Thenheappearedatalossforsomeunusualandseductivewager。
PresentlyalittleraggedMexicanboycamealongtherivertrail,aparticularlystarvedandpoor—lookinglittlefellow。
Billcalledtohimandgavehimahandfulofsilvercoins。
Speechless,dazed,hewenthiswayhuggingthemoney。
"I’llbethedropssomebeforehegitstotheroad,"declaredBill。"I’llbetheruns。Hurry,youfour—flushgamblers。"
Billfailedtointerestanyofhiscompanions,andforthwithbecamesullenandsilent。Strangelyhisgoodhumordepartedinspiteofthefactthathehadwonconsiderable。
Duane,watchingthedisgruntledoutlaw,marveledathimandwonderedwhatwasinhismind。Thesemenweremorevariablethanchildren,asunstableaswater,asdangerousasdynamite。
"Bill,I’llbetyoutenyoucan’tspillwhatever’sinthebucketthetpeon’spackin’,"saidtheoutlawcalledJim。
Black’sheadcameupwiththeactionofahawkabouttoswoop。
DuaneglancedfromBlacktotheroad,wherehesawacrippledpeoncarryingatinbuckettowardtheriver。Thispeonwasahalf—wittedIndianwholivedinashackanddidoddjobsfortheMexicans。Duanehadmethimoften。
"Jim,I’lltakeyouup,"repliedBlack。
Something,perhapsaharshnessinhisvoice,causedDuanetowhirl。Hecaughtaleapinggleamintheoutlaw’seye。
"Aw,Bill,thet’stoofurashot,"saidJasper,asBlackrestedanelbowonhiskneeandsightedoverthelong,heavyColt。Thedistancetothepeonwasaboutfiftypaces,toofarforeventhemostexpertshottohitamovingobjectsosmallasabucket。
Duane,marvelouslykeeninthealignmentofsights,waspositivethatBlackheldtoohigh。Anotherlookatthehardface,nowtenseanddarkwithblood,confirmedDuane’ssuspicionthattheoutlawwasnotaimingatthebucketatall。
Duaneleapedandstrucktheleveledgunoutofhishand。
Anotheroutlawpickeditup。
Blackfellbackastounded。Deprivedofhisweapon,hedidnotseemthesameman,orelsehewascowedbyDuane’ssignificantandformidablefront。Sullenlyheturnedawaywithoutevenaskingforhisgun。
CHAPTERVIII
Whatacontrast,Duanethought,theeveningofthatdaypresentedtothestateofhissoul!
ThesunsetlingeredingoldengloryoverthedistantMexicanmountains;twilightcameslowly;afaintbreezeblewfromtherivercoolandsweet;thelatecooingofadoveandthetinkleofacowbellweretheonlysounds;asereneandtranquilpeacelayoverthevalley。
InsideDuane’sbodytherewasstrife。Thisthirdfacingofadesperatemanhadthrownhimoffhisbalance。Ithadnotbeenfatal,butitthreatenedsomuch。Thebettersideofhisnatureseemedtourgehimtodieratherthantogoonfightingoropposingignorant,unfortunate,savagemen。Buttheperversityofhimwassogreatthatitdwarfedreason,conscience。Hecouldnotresistit。Hefeltsomethingdyinginhim。Hesuffered。Hopeseemedfaraway。DespairhadseizeduponhimandwasdrivinghimintoarecklessmoodwhenhethoughtofJennie。
Hehadforgottenher。Hehadforgottenthathehadpromisedtosaveher。Hehadforgottenthathemeanttosnuffoutasmanylivesasmightstandbetweenherandfreedom。Theveryremembrancesheeredoffhismorbidintrospection。Shemadeadifference。Howstrangeforhimtorealizethat!Hefeltgratefultoher。Hehadbeenforcedintooutlawry;shehadbeenstolenfromherpeopleandcarriedintocaptivity。Theyhadmetintheriverfastness,hetoinstilhopeintoherdespairinglife,shetobethemeans,perhaps,ofkeepinghimfromsinkingtothelevelofhercaptors。Hebecameconsciousofastrongandbeatingdesiretoseeher,talkwithher。
ThesethoughtshadrunthroughhismindwhileonhiswaytoMrs。Bland’shouse。HehadletEuchregoonaheadbecausehewantedmoretimetocomposehimself。Darknesshadaboutsetinwhenhereachedhisdestination。Therewasnolightinthehouse。Mrs。Blandwaswaitingforhimontheporch。
Sheembracedhim,andthesudden,violent,unfamiliarcontactsentsuchashockthroughhimthatheallbutforgotthedeepgamehewasplaying。She,however,inheragitationdidnotnoticehisshrinking。Fromherembraceandthetender,incoherentwordsthatflowedwithithegatheredthatEuchrehadacquaintedherofhisactionwithBlack。
"Hemighthavekilledyour"shewhispered,moreclearly;andifDuanehadeverheardloveinavoicehehearditthen。Itsoftenedhim。Afterall,shewasawoman,weak,fatedthroughhernature,unfortunateinherexperienceoflife,doomedtounhappinessandtragedy。Hemetheradvancesofarthathereturnedtheembraceandkissedher。Emotionsuchassheshowedwouldhavemadeanywomansweet,andshehadacertaincharm。
Itwaseasy,evenpleasant,tokissher;butDuaneresolvedthat,whateverherabandonmentmightbecome,hewouldnotgofurtherthanthelieshemadehimact。
"Buck,youloveme?"shewhispered。
"Yes——yes,"heburstout,eagertogetitover,andevenashespokehecaughtthepalegleamofJennie’sfacethroughthewindow。Hefeltashamehewasgladshecouldnotsee。Didsherememberthatshehadpromisednottomisunderstandanyactionofhis?Whatdidshethinkofhim,seeinghimoutthereintheduskwiththisboldwomaninhisarms?SomehowthatdimsightofJennie’spaleface,thebigdarkeyes,thrilledhim,inspiredhimtohishardtaskofthepresent。