Forthepatriarchwasnotgiventojoking。Icanstillseehisseriousface,hisunclippedheadofhair,oftenbroughtbackbehindhisearswithaflickofthethumbandspreadingitsancientGallicmaneoverhisshoulders。Iseehislittlethree—corneredhat,hissmallclothesbuckledattheknees,hiswoodenshoes,stuffedwithstraw,thatechoedashewalked。Ah,no!Oncechildhood’sgameswerepast,itwouldneverhavedonetoreartheGrasshopperandunearththeDungbeetlefromhisnaturalsurroundings。
Grandmother,pioussoul,usedtoweartheeccentricheaddressoftheRouerguehighlanders:alargediskofblackfelt,stiffasaplank,adornedinthemiddlewithacrownafinger’sbreadthhighandhardlywideracrossthanasixfrancpiece。Ablackribbonfastenedunderthechinmaintainedtheequilibriumofthiselegant,butunsteadycircle。Pickles,hemp,chickens,curdsandwhey,butter;washingtheclothes,mindingthechildren,seeingtothemealsofthehousehold:saythatandyouhavesummedupthestrenuouswoman’sroundofideas。Onherleftside,thedistaff,withitsloadofflax;inherrighthand,thespindleturningunderaquicktwistofherthumb,moistenedatintervalswithhertongue:
soshewentthroughlife,unwearied,attendingtotheorderandthewelfareofthehouse。Iseeherinmymind’seyeparticularlyonwinterevenings,whichweremorefavorabletofamilytalk。Whenthehourcameformeals,allofus,bigandlittle,wouldtakeourseatsroundalongtable,onacoupleofbenches,dealplankssupportedbyfourricketylegs。Eachfoundhiswoodenbowlandhistinspooninfrontofhim。Atoneendofthetablealwaysstoodanenormousryeloaf,thesizeofacartwheel,wrappedinalinenclothwithapleasantsmellofwashing,andremaineduntilnothingwasleftofit。Withavigorousstroke,grandfatherwouldcutoffenoughfortheneedsofthemoment;thenhewoulddividethepieceamonguswiththeoneknifewhichhealonewasentitledtowield。
Itwasnoweachone’sbusinesstobreakuphisbitwithhisfingersandtofillhisbowlashepleased。
Nextcamegrandmother’sturn。Acapaciouspotbubbledlustilyandsangupontheflamesinthehearth,exhalinganappetizingsavorofbaconandturnips。Armedwithalongmetalladle,grandmotherwouldtakefromit,foreachofusinturn,firstthebroth,whereintosoakthebread,andnexttherationofturnipsandbacon,partlyfatandpartlylean,fillingthebowltothetop。Attheotherendofthetablewasthepitcher,fromwhichthethirstywerefreetodrinkatwill。Whatappetiteswehadandwhatfestivemealsthosewere,especiallywhenacreamcheese,homemade,wastheretocompletethebanquet!
Nearusblazedthehugefireplace,inwhichwholetreetrunkswereconsumedintheextremecoldweather。Fromacornerofthatmonumental,soot—glazedchimney,projected,ataconvenientheight,abracketwithaslateshelf,whichservedtolightthekitchenwhenwesatuplate。Onthisweburntchipsofpinewood,selectedamongthemosttranslucent,thosecontainingthemostresin。Theyshedovertheroomaluridredlight,whichsavedthewalnutoilinthelamp。
Whenthebowlswereemptiedandthelastcrumbofcheesescrapedup,grandamwentbacktoherdistaff,onastoolbythechimneycorner。Wechildren,boysandgirls,squattingonourheelsandputtingoutourhandstothecheerfulfireoffurze,formedacircleroundherandlistenedtoherwitheagerears。Shetoldusstories,notgreatlyvaried,itistrue,butstillwonderful,forthewolfoftenplayedapartinthem。Ishouldhaveverymuchlikedtoseethiswolf,theheroofsomanytalesthatmadeourfleshcreep;buttheshepherdalwaysrefusedtotakemeintohisstrawhut,inthemiddleofthefold,atnight。Whenwehaddonetalkingaboutthehorridwolf,thedragonandtheserpentandwhentheresinoussplintershadgivenouttheirlastgleams,wewenttosleepthesweetsleepthattoilgives。Astheyoungestofthehousehold,Ihadarighttothemattress,asackstuffedwithoatchaff。Theothershadtobecontentwithstraw。
Ioweagreatdealtoyou,deargrandmother:itwasinyourlapthatIfoundconsolationformyfirstsorrows。Youhavehandeddowntome,perhaps,alittleofyourphysicalvigor,alittleofyourloveofwork;butcertainlyyouwerenomoreaccountablethangrandfatherformypassionforinsects。
Norwaseitherofmyownparents。Mymother,whowasquiteilliterate,havingknownnoteacherthanthebitterexperienceofaharassedlife,wastheexactoppositeofwhatmytastesrequiredfortheirdevelopment。Mypeculiaritymustseekitsoriginelsewhere:thatIwillswear。ButIdonotfinditinmyfather,either。Theexcellentman,whowashardworkingandsturdilybuiltlikegranddad,hadbeentoschoolasachild。Heknewhowtowrite,thoughhetookthegreatestlibertieswithspelling;heknewhowtoreadandunderstoodwhatheread,providedthereadingpresentednomoreseriousliterarydifficultiesthanoccurredinthestoriesinthealmanac。Hewasthefirstofhislinetoallowhimselftobetemptedbythetownandhelivedtoregretit。Badlyoff,havingbutlittleoutletforhisindustry,makingGodknowswhatshiftstopickupalivelihood,hewentthroughallthedisappointmentsofthecountrymanturnedtownsman。Persecutedbybadluck,bornedownbytheburden,forallhisenergyandgoodwill,hewasfarindeedfromstartingmeinentomology。Hehadothercares,caresmoredirectandmoreserious。AgoodcuffortwowhenhesawmepinninganinsecttoacorkwasalltheencouragementthatIreceivedfromhim。Perhapshewasright。
Theconclusionispositive:thereisnothinginhereditytoexplainmytasteforobservation。YoumaysaythatIdonotgofarenoughback。Well,whatshouldIfindbeyondthegrandparentswheremyfactscometoastop?Iknow,partly。Ishouldfindevenmoreunculturedancestors:sonsofthesoil,plowmen,sowersofrye,neatherds;oneandall,bytheveryforceofthings,ofnottheleastaccountinthenicemattersofobservation。
Andyet,inme,theobserver,theinquirerintothingsbegantotakeshapealmostininfancy。WhyshouldInotdescribemyfirstdiscoveries?Theyareingenuousintheextreme,butwillservenotwithstandingtotellussomethingofthewayinwhichtendenciesfirstshowthemselves。Iwasfiveorsixyearsold。Thatthepoorhouseholdmighthaveonemouthlesstofeed,Ihadbeenplacedingrandmother’scare,asIhavejustbeensaying。Here,insolitude,myfirstgleamsofintelligencewereawakenedamidstthegeese,thecalvesandthesheep。Everythingbeforethatisimpenetrabledarkness。Myrealbirthisatthatmomentwhenthedawnofpersonalityrises,dispersingthemistsofunconsciousnessandleavingalastingmemory。Icanseemyselfplainly,cladinasoiledfriezefrockflappingagainstmybareheels;Irememberthehandkerchiefhangingfrommywaistbyabitofstring,ahandkerchiefoftenlostandreplacedbythebackofmysleeve。
ThereIstandoneday,apensiveurchin,withmyhandsbehindmybackandmyfaceturnedtothesun。Thedazzlingsplendorfascinatesme。IamtheMothattractedbythelightofthelamp。
WithwhatamIenjoyingthegloriousradiance:withmymouthormyeyes?Thatisthequestionputbymybuddingscientificcuriosity。
Reader,donotsmile:thefutureobserverisalreadypracticingandexperimenting。Iopenmymouthwideandclosemyeyes:theglorydisappears。Iopenmyeyesandshutmymouth:thegloryreappears。
Irepeattheperformance,withthesameresult。Thequestion’ssolved:IhavelearntbydeductionthatIseethesunwithmyeyes。
Oh,whatadiscovery!Thatevening,Itoldthewholehouseallaboutit。Grandmothersmiledfondlyatmysimplicity:theotherslaughedatit。’Tisthewayoftheworld。
Anotherfind。Atnightfall,amidsttheneighboringbushes,asortofjingleattractedmyattention,soundingveryfaintlyandsoftlythroughtheeveningsilence。Whoismakingthatnoise?Isitalittlebirdchirpinginhisnest?Wemustlookintothematterandthatquickly。True,thereisthewolf,whocomesoutofthewoodsatthistime,sotheytellme。Let’sgoallthesame,butnottoofar:justthere,behindthatclumpofgroom。Istandonthelookoutforlong,butallinvain。Atthefaintestsoundofmovementinthebrushwood,thejingleceases。Itryagainnextdayandthedayafter。Thistime,mystubbornwatchsucceeds。Whoosh!AgrabofmyhandandIholdthesinger。Itisnotabird;itisakindofGrasshopperwhosehindlegsmyplayfellowshavetaughtmetolike:apoorrecompenseformyprolongedambush。Thebestpartofthebusinessisnotthetwohauncheswiththeshrimpyflavor,butwhatIhavejustlearnt。Inowknow,frompersonalobservation,thattheGrasshoppersings。Ididnotpublishmydiscovery,forfearofthesamelaughterthatgreetedmystoryaboutthesun。
Oh,whatprettyflowers,inafieldclosetothehouse!Theyseemtosmiletomewiththeirgreatvioleteyes。Lateron,Isee,intheirplace,bunchesofbigredcherries。Itastethem。Theyarenotniceandtheyhavenostones。Whatcanthosecherriesbe?Attheendofthesummer,grandfathercomeswithaspadeandturnsmyfieldofobservationtopsy—turvy。Fromundergroundtherecomes,bythebasketfulandsackful,asortofroundroot。Iknowthatroot;itaboundsinthehouse;timeaftertimeIhavecookeditinthepeatstove。Itisthepotato。Itsvioletfloweranditsredfruitarepigeonholedforgoodandallinmymemory。
Withaneverwatchfuleyeforanimalsandplants,thefutureobserver,thelittlesix—year—oldmonkey,practicedbyhimself,allunawares。Hewenttotheflower,hewenttotheinsect,evenasthelargewhitebutterflygoestothecabbageandtheredadmiraltothethistle。Helookedandinquired,drawnbyacuriositywhereofhereditydidnotknowthesecret。Heborewithinhimthegermofafacultyunknowntohisfamily;hekeptaliveaglimmerthatwasforeigntotheancestralhearth。Whatwillbecomeofthatinfinitesimalsparkofchildishfancy?Itwilldieout,beyondadoubt,unlesseducationintervene,givingitthefuelofexample,fanningitwiththebreathofexperience。Inthatcase,schoolingwillexplainwhatheredityleavesunexplained。Thisiswhatwewillexamineinthenextchapter。
CHAPTERVIMYSCHOOLING
Iambackinthevillage,inmyfather’shouse。Iamnowsevenyearsold;anditishightimethatIwenttoschool。Nothingcouldhaveturnedoutbetter:themasterismygodfather。WhatshallIcalltheroominwhichIwastobecomeacquaintedwiththealphabet?Itwouldbedifficulttofindtheexactword,becausetheroomservedforeverypurpose。Itwasatonceaschool,akitchen,abedroom,adiningroomand,attimes,achickenhouseandapiggery。Palatialschoolswerenotdreamtofinthosedays;
anywretchedhovelwasthoughtgoodenough。
Abroadfixedladderledtothefloorabove。Undertheladderstoodabigbedinaboardedrecess。Whatwasthereupstairs?I
neverquiteknew。Iwouldseethemastersometimesbringdownanarmfulofhayfortheass,sometimesabasketofpotatoeswhichthehousewifeemptiedintothepotinwhichthelittleporkers’foodwascooked。Itmusthavebeenaloftofsorts,astorehouseofprovisionsformanandbeast。Thosetwoapartmentscomposedthewholebuilding。
Toreturntothelowerone,theschoolroom:awindowfacessouth,theonlywindowinthehouse,alow,narrowwindowwhoseframeyoucantouchatthesametimewithyourheadandbothyourshoulders。
Thissunnyapertureistheonlylivelyspotinthedwelling,itoverlooksthegreaterpartofthevillage,whichstragglesalongtheslopesofaslantingvalley。Inthewindowrecessisthemaster’slittletable。
Theoppositewallcontainsanicheinwhichstandsagleamingcopperpailfullofwater。Heretheparchedchildrencanrelievetheirthirstwhentheyplease,withacupleftwithintheirreach。
Atthetopofthenicheareafewshelvesbrightwithpewterplates,dishesanddrinkingvessels,whicharetakendownfromtheirsanctuaryongreatoccasionsonly。
Moreorlesseverywhere,atanyspotwhichthelighttouches,arecrudelycoloredpictures,pastedonthewalls。HereisOurLadyoftheSevenDolours,thedisconsolateMotherofGodopeningherbluecloaktoshowherheartpiercedwithsevendaggers。Betweenthesunandmoon,whichstareatyouwiththeirgreat,roundeyes,istheEternalFather,whoserobeswellsasthoughpuffedoutwiththestorm。Totherightofthewindow,intheembrasure,istheWanderingJew。Hewearsathree—corneredhat,alarge,whiteleatherapron,hobnailedshoesandastoutstick。’Neverwassuchabeardedmanseenbeforeorafter,’saysthelegendthatsurroundsthepicture。Thedraftsmanhasnotforgottenthisdetail:theoldman’sbeardspreadsinasnowyavalancheovertheapronandcomesdowntohisknees。OntheleftisGenevieveofBrabant,accompaniedbytheroe,withfierceGolohidinginthebushes,swordinhand。AbovehangsTheDeathofMr。Credit,slainbydefaultersatthedoorofhisinn;andsoonandsoon,ineveryvarietyofsubject,atalltheunoccupiedspotsofthefourwalls。
Iwasfilledwithadmirationofthispicturegallery,whichheldone’seyeswithitsgreatpatchesofred,blue,greenandyellow。
Themaster,however,hadnotsetuphiscollectionwithaviewtotrainingourmindsandhearts。Thatwasthelastandleastoftheworthyman’sambitions。Anartistinhisfashion,hehadadornedhishouseaccordingtohistaste;andwebenefitedbytheschemeofdecoration。
Whilethegalleryofhalfpennypicturesmademehappyalltheyearround,therewasanotherentertainmentwhichIfoundparticularlyattractiveinwinter,infrostyweather,whenthesnowlaylongontheground。Againstthefarwallstandsthefireplace,asmonumentalinsizeasatmygrandmother’s。Itsarchedcorniceoccupiesthewholewidthoftheroom,fortheenormousredoubtfulfilsmorethanonepurpose。Inthemiddleisthehearth,but,ontherightandleft,aretwobreast—highrecesses,halfwoodandhalfstone。Eachofthemisabed,withamattressstuffedwithchaffofwinnowedcorn。Twoslidingplanksserveasshuttersandclosethechestifthesleeperwouldbealone。Thisdormitory,shelteredunderthechimneymantel,suppliescouchesforthefavoredonesofthehouse,thetwoboarders。Theymustliesnuginthereatnight,withtheirshuttersclosed,whenthenorthwindhowlsatthemouthofthedarkvalleyandsendsthesnowawhirl。
Therestisoccupiedbythehearthanditsaccessories:thethree—
leggedstools;thesaltbox,hangingagainstthewalltokeepitscontentsdry;theheavyshovelwhichittakestwohandstowield;
lastly,thebellowssimilartothosewithwhichIusedtoblowoutmycheeksingrandfather’shouse。Theyconsistofamightybranchofpine,hollowedthroughoutitslengthwithared—hotiron。Bymeansofthischannel,one’sbreathisapplied,fromaconvenientdistance,tothespotwhichistoberevived。Withacoupleofstonesforsupports,themaster’sbundleofsticksandourownlogsblazeandflicker,eachofushavingtobringalogofwoodinthemorning,ifhewouldshareinthetreat。
Forthatmatter,thefirewasnotexactlylitforus,but,aboveall,towarmarowofthreepotsinwhichsimmeredthepigs’food,amixtureofpotatoesandbran。That,despitethetributeofalog,wastherealobjectofthebrushwoodfire。Thetwoboarders,ontheirstools,inthebestplaces,andweotherssittingonourheelsformedasemicirclearoundthosebigcauldrons,fulltothebrimandgivingofflittlejetsofsteam,withpuff—puff—puffingsounds。Thebolderamongus,whenthemaster’seyeswereengagedelsewhere,woulddigaknifeintoawellcookedpotatoandaddittotheirbitofbread;forImustsaythat,ifwedidlittleworkinmyschool,atleastwedidadealofeating。Itwastheregularcustomtocrackafewnutsandnibbleatacrustwhilewritingourpageorsettingoutourrowsoffigures。
We,thesmallerones,inadditiontothecomfortofstudyingwithourmouthsfull,hadeverynowandthentwootherdelights,whichwerequiteasgoodascrackingnuts。Thebackdoorcommunicatedwiththeyardwherethehen,surroundedbyherbroodofchicks,scratchedatthedunghill,whilethelittleporkers,ofwhomtherewereadozen,wallowedintheirstonetrough。Thisdoorwouldopensometimestoletoneofusout,aprivilegewhichweabused,fortheslyonesamonguswerecarefulnottocloseitonreturning。
Forthwith,theporkerswouldcomerunningin,oneaftertheother,attractedbythesmelloftheboiledpotatoes。Mybench,theonewheretheyoungsterssat,stoodagainstthewall,underthecopperpailtowhichweusedtogoforwaterwhenthenutshadmadeusthirsty,andwasrightinthewayofthepigs。Uptheycametrottingandgrunting,curlingtheirlittletails;theyrubbedagainstourlegs;theypokedtheircoldpinksnoutsintoourhandsinsearchofascrapofcrust;theyquestioneduswiththeirsharplittleeyestolearnifwehappenedtohaveadrychestnutfortheminourpockets。Whentheyhadgonetheround,somethiswayandsomethat,theywentbacktothefarmyard,drivenawaybyafriendlyflickofthemaster’shandkerchief。Nextcamethevisitofthehen,bringinghervelvet—coatedchickstoseeus。Allofuseagerlycrumbledalittlebreadforourprettyvisitors。Weviedwithoneanotherincallingthemtousandticklingwithourfingerstheirsoftanddownybacks。No,therewascertainlynolackofdistractions。
Whatcouldwelearninsuchaschoolasthat!Letusfirstspeakoftheyoungones,ofwhomIwasone。Eachofushad,orratherwassupposedtohave,inhishandsalittlepennybook,thealphabet,printedongraypaper。Itbegan,onthecover,withapigeon,orsomethinglikeit。Nextcameacross,followedbythelettersintheirorder。Whenweturnedover,oureyesencounteredtheterribleba,be,bi,bo,bu,thestumblingblockofmostofus。
Whenwehadmasteredthatformidablepage,wewereconsideredtoknowhowtoreadandwereadmittedamongthebigones。But,ifthelittlebookwastobeofanyuse,theleastthatwasrequiredwasthatthemastershouldinteresthimselfinustosomeextentandshowushowtosetaboutthings。Forthis,theworthyman,toomuchtakenupwiththebigones,hadnotthetime。Thefamousalphabetwiththepigeonwasthrustuponusonlytogiveustheairofscholars。Weweretocontemplateitonourbench,todecipheritwiththehelpofournextneighbor,incasehemightknowoneortwooftheletters。Ourcontemplationcametonothing,beingeverymomentdisturbedbyavisittothepotatoesinthestewpots,aquarrelamongplaymatesaboutamarble,thegruntinginvasionoftheporkersorthearrivalofthechicks。Withtheaidofthesedistractions,wewouldwaitpatientlyuntilitwastimeforustogohome。Thatwasourmostseriouswork。
Thebigonesusedtowrite。Theyhadthebenefitofthesmallamountoflightintheroom,bythenarrowwindowwheretheWanderingJewandruthlessGolofacedeachother,andofthelargeandonlytablewithitscircleofseats。Theschoolsuppliednothing,notevenadropofink;everyonehadtocomewithafullsetofutensils。Theinkhornofthosedays,arelicoftheancientpencaseofwhichRabelaisspeaks,wasalongcardboardboxdividedintotwostages。Theuppercompartmentheldthepens,madeofgooseorturkeyquillstrimmedwithapenknife;thelowercontained,inatinywell,inkmadeofsootmixedwithvinegar。
Themaster’sgreatbusinesswastomendthepens——adelicatework,notwithoutdangerforinexperiencedfingers——andthentotraceattheheadofthewhitepagealineofstrokes,singlelettersorwords,accordingtothescholar’scapabilities。Whenthatisover,keepaneyeontheworkofartwhichiscomingtoadornthecopy!
Withwhatundulatingmovementsofthewristdoesthehand,restingonthelittlefinger,prepareandplanitsflight!Allatonce,thehandstartsoff,flies,whirls;and,loandbehold,underthelineofwritingisunfurledagarlandofcircles,spiralsandflourishes,framingabirdwithoutspreadwings,thewhole,ifyouplease,inredink,theonlykindworthyofsuchapen。Largeandsmall,westoodawestruckinthepresenceofthesemarvels。Thefamily,intheevening,aftersupper,wouldpassfromhandtohandthemasterpiecebroughtbackfromschool:’Whataman!’wasthecomment。’Whataman,todrawyouaHolyGhostwithastrokeofthepen!’
Whatwasreadatmyschool?Atmost,inFrench,afewselectionsfromsacredhistory。Latinrecurredoftener,toteachustosingvespersproperly。Themoreadvancedpupilstriedtodeciphermanuscript,adeedofsale,thehieroglyphicsofsomescrivener。
Andhistory,geography?Nooneeverheardofthem。Whatdifferencediditmaketouswhethertheearthwasroundorsquare!
Ineithercase,itwasjustashardtomakeitbringforthanything。
Andgrammar?Themastertroubledhisheadverylittleaboutthat;
andwestillless。Weshouldhavebeengreatlysurprisedbythenoveltyandtheforbiddinglookofsuchwordsinthegrammaticaljargonassubstantive,indicativeandsubjunctive。Accuracyoflanguage,whetherofspeechorwriting,mustbelearntbypractice。
Andnoneofuswastroubledbyscruplesinthisrespect。Whatwastheuseofallthesesubtleties,when,oncomingoutofschool,aladsimplywentbacktohisflockofsheep!
Andarithmetic?Yes,wedidalittleofthisbutnotunderthatlearnedname。Wecalleditsums。Toputdownrowsoffigures,nottoolong,addthemandsubtractthemonefromtheotherwasmoreorlessfamiliarwork。OnSaturdayevenings,tofinishuptheweek,therewasageneralorgyofsums。Thetopboystoodupand,inaloudvoice,recitedthemultiplicationtableuptotwelvetimes。I
saytwelvetimes,forinthosedays,becauseofouroldduodecimalmeasures,itwasthecustomtocountasfarasthetwelvetimestable,insteadofthetentimesofthemetricsystem。Whenthisrecitalwasover,thewholeclass,thelittleonesincluded,tookitupinchorus,creatingsuchanuproarthatchicksandporkerstooktoflightiftheyhappenedtobethere。Andthiswentontotwelvetimestwelve,thefirstintherowstartingthenexttableandthewholeclassrepeatingitasloudasitcouldyell。Ofallthatweweretaughtinschool,themultiplicationtablewaswhatweknewbest,forthisnoisymethodendedbydinningthedifferentnumbersintoourears。Thisdoesnotmeanthatwebecameskilfulreckoners。Thecleverestofuseasilygotmuddledwiththefigurestobecarriedinamultiplicationsum。Asfordivision,rareindeedweretheywhoreachedsuchheights。Inshort,themomentaproblem,howeverinsignificant,hadtobesolved,wehadrecoursetomentalgymnasticsmuchratherthantothelearnedaidofarithmetic。
Whenallissaid,ourmasterwasanexcellentmanwhocouldhavekeptschoolverywellbutforhislackofonething;andthatwastime。Hedevotedtousallthelittleleisurewhichhisnumerousfunctionslefthim。And,firstofall,hemanagedthepropertyofanabsenteelandowner,whoonlyoccasionallysetfootinthevillage。Hehadunderhiscareanoldcastlewithfourtowers,whichhadbecomesomanypigeonhouses;hedirectedthegettinginofthehay,thewalnuts,theapplesandtheoats。Weusedtohelphimduringthesummer,whentheschool,whichwaswellattendedinwinter,wasalmostdeserted。Allthatremained,becausetheywerenotyetbigenoughtoworkinthefields,wereafewchildren,includinghimwhowasonedaytosetdownthesememorablefacts。
Lessonsatthattimewerelessdull。Theywereoftengivenonthehayoronthestraw;oftenerstill,lessontimewasspentincleaningoutthedovecoteorstampingonthesnailsthathadsalliedinrainyweatherfromtheirfortresses,thetallboxbordersofthegardenbelongingtothecastle。
Ourmasterwasabarber。Withhislighthand,whichwassocleveratbeautifyingourcopieswithcurlicuebirds,heshavedthenotabilitiesoftheplace:themayor,theparishpriest,thenotary。Ourmasterwasabellringer。Aweddingorachristeninginterruptedthelessons:hehadtoringapeal。Agatheringstormgaveusaholiday:thegreatbellmustbetolledtowardoffthelightningandthehail。Ourmasterwasachoirsinger。Withhismightyvoice,hefilledthechurchwhenheledtheMagnificatatvespers。Ourmasterwoundupandregulatedthevillageclock。
Thiswashisproudestfunction。Givingaglanceatthesun,toascertainthetimemoreorlessnearly,hewouldclimbtothetopofthesteeple,openahugecageofraftersandfindhimselfinamazeofwheelsandspringswhereofthesecretwasknowntohimalone。
Withsuchaschoolandsuchamasterandsuchexamples,whatwillbecomeofmyembryotastes,asyetsoimperceptible?Inthatenvironment,theyseemboundtoperish,stifledforever。Yetno,thegermhaslife;itworksinmyveins,nevertoleavethemagain。
Itfindsnourishmenteverywhere,downtothecoverofmypennyalphabet,embellishedwithacrudepictureofapigeonwhichI
studyandcontemplatemuchmorezealouslythantheABC。Itsroundeye,withitscircletofdots,seemstosmileuponme。Itswing,ofwhichIcountthefeathersonebyone,tellsmeofflightsonhigh,amongthebeautifulclouds;itcarriesmetothebeechesraisingtheirsmoothtrunksaboveamossycarpetstuddedwithwhitemushroomsthatlooklikeeggsdroppedbysomevagranthen;ittakesmetothesnow—cladpeakswherethebirdsleavethestarryprintoftheirredfeet。Heisafinefellow,mypigeonfriend:heconsolesmeforthewoeshiddenbehindthecoverofmybook。Thankstohim,Isitquietlyonmybenchandwaitmoreorlesstillschoolisover。
Schooloutofdoorshasothercharms。Whenthemastertakesustokillthesnailsintheboxborders,Idonotalwaysscrupulouslyfulfilmyofficeasanexterminator。MyheelsometimeshesitatesbeforecomingdownuponthehandfulwhichIhavegathered。Theyaresopretty!Justthink,thereareyellowonesandpink,whiteonesandbrown,allwithdarkspiralstreaks。Ifillmypocketswiththehandsomest,soastofeastmyeyesonthematmyleisure。
Onhaymakingdaysinthemaster’sfield,Istrikeupanacquaintancewiththefrog。Flayedandstuckattheendofasplitstick,heservesasbaittotemptthecrayfishtocomeoutofhisretreatbythebrookside。OnthealdertreesIcatchtheHoplia,thesplendidscarabwhopalestheazureoftheheavens。Ipickthenarcissusandlearntogather,withthetipofmytongue,thetinydropofhoneythatliesrightatthebottomofthecleftcorolla。
Ialsolearnthattoolongindulgenceinthisfeastbringsaheadache;butthisdiscomfortinnowayimpairsmyadmirationforthegloriouswhiteflower,whichwearsanarrowredcollaratthethroatofitsfunnel。
Whenwegotobeatthewalnuttrees,thebarrengrassplotsprovidemewithlocustsspreadingtheirwings,someintoabluefan,othersintoared。Andthustherusticschool,evenintheheartofwinter,furnishedcontinuousfoodformyinterestinthings。Therewasnoneedforpreceptandexample:mypassionforanimalsandplantsmadeprogressofitself。
Whatdidnotmakeprogresswasmyacquaintancewithmyletters,greatlyneglectedinfavorofthepigeon。Iwasstillatthesamestage,hopelesslybehindhandwiththeintractablealphabet,whenmyfather,byachanceinspiration,broughtmehomefromthetownwhatwasdestinedtogivemeastartalongtheroadofreading。Despitethenotinsignificantpartwhichitplayedinmyintellectualawakening,thepurchasewasbynomeansaruinousone。Itwasalargeprint,pricesixfarthings,coloredanddividedintocompartmentsinwhichanimalsofallsortstaughttheABCbymeansofthefirstlettersoftheirnames。
WhereshouldIkeepthepreciouspicture?Asithappened,intheroomsetapartforthechildrenathome,therewasalittlewindowliketheoneintheschool,openinginthesamewayoutofasortofrecessandinthesamewayoverlookingmostofthevillage。Onewasontheright,theotherontheleftofthecastlewiththepigeonhousetowers;bothaffordedanequallygoodviewoftheheightsoftheslantingvalley。Iwasabletoenjoytheschoolwindowonlyatrareintervals,whenthemasterlefthislittletable;theotherwasatmydisposalasoftenasIliked。Ispentlonghoursthere,sittingonalittlefixedwindowseat。
Theviewwasmagnificent。Icouldseetheendsoftheearth,thatistosay,thehillsthatblockedthehorizon,allbutamistygapthroughwhichthebrookwiththecrayfishflowedunderthealdersandwillows。Highupontheskyline,afewwind—batteredoaksbristledontheridges;andbeyondtherelaynothingbuttheunknown,ladenwithmystery。
Atthebackofthehollowstoodthechurch,withitsthreesteeplesanditsclock;and,alittlehigher,thevillagesquare,whereaspring,fashionedintoafountain,gurgledfromonebasinintoanother,underawidearchedroof。Icouldhearfrommywindowthechatterofthewomenwashingtheirclothes,thestrokesoftheirbeaters,theraspingofthepotsscouredwithsandandvinegar。
Sprinkledovertheslopesarelittlehouseswiththeirgardenpatchesinterracesbankedupbytotteringwalls,whichbulgeunderthethrustoftheearth。Hereandthereareverysteeplanes,withthedentsoftherockforminganaturalpavement。Themule,sure—
footedthoughhebe,wouldhesitatetoenterthesedangerouspasseswithhisloadofbranches。
Furtheron,beyondthevillage,half—wayupthehills,stoodthegreatever—so—oldlimetree,theTel,asweusedtocallit,whosesides,hollowedoutbytheages,werethefavoritehidingplacesofuschildrenatplay。Onfairdays,itsimmense,spreadingfoliagecastawideshadowovertheherdsofoxenandsheep。Thosesolemndays,whichonlycameonceayear,broughtmeafewideasfromwithout:Ilearntthattheworlddidnotendwithmyamphitheaterofhills。Isawtheinnkeeper’swinearriveonmulebackandingoatskinbottles。Ihungaboutthemarketplaceandwatchedtheopeningofjarsfullofstewedpears,thesettingoutofbasketsofgrapes,analmostunknownfruit,theobjectofeagercovetousness。
Istoodandgazedinadmirationattherouletteboardonwhich,forasou,accordingtothespotatwhichitsneedlestoppedonacircularrowofnails,youwonapinkpoodlemadeofbarleysugar,oraroundjarofaniseedsweets,or,muchoftener,nothingatall。
Onapieceofcanvasontheground,rollsofprintedcalicowithredflowers,weredisplayedtotemptthegirls。Closebyroseapileofbeechwoodclogs,topsandboxwoodflutes。Heretheshepherdschosetheirinstruments,tryingthembyblowinganoteortwo。Hownewitallwastome!Whatalotofthingsthereweretoseeinthisworld!Alas,thatwonderfultimewasofbutshortduration!Atnight,afteralittlebrawlingattheinn,itwasallover;andthevillagereturnedtosilenceforayear。
ButImustnotlingeroverthesememoriesofthedawnoflife。Wewerespeakingofthememorablepicturebroughtfromtown。WhereshallIkeepit,tomakethebestuseofit?Why,ofcourse,itmustbepastedontheembrasureofmywindow。Therecess,withitsseat,shallbemystudycell;hereIcanfeastmyeyesbyturnsonthebiglimetreeandtheanimalsofmyalphabet。AndthiswaswhatIdid。
Andnow,mypreciouspicture,itisourturn,yoursandmine。Youbeganwiththesacredbeast,theass,whosename,withabiginitial,taughtmetheletterA。Theboeuf,theox,stoodforB;
thecanard,theduck,toldmeaboutC;thedindon,theturkey,gavemetheletterD。Andsoonwiththerest。Afewcompartments,itistrue,werelackinginclearness。Ihadnofriendlyfeelingforthehippopotamus,thekamichi,orhornedscreamer,andthezebu,whoaimedatmakingmesayH,KandZ。Thoseoutlandishbeasts,whichfailedtogivetheabstractletterthesupportofarecognizedreality,causedmetohesitateforatimeovertheirrecalcitrantconsonants。Nomatter:fathercametomyaidindifficultcases;andImadesuchrapidprogressthat,inafewdays,Iwasabletoturningoodearnestthepagesofmylittlepigeonbook,hithertosoundecipherable。Iwasinitiated;Iknewhowtospell。Myparentsmarveled。Icanexplainthisunexpectedprogresstoday。Thosespeakingpictures,whichbroughtmeamongstmyfriendsthebeasts,wereinharmonywithmyinstincts。IftheanimalhasnotfulfilledallthatitpromisedinsofarasIamconcerned,Ihaveatleasttothankitforteachingmetoread。I
shouldhavesucceededbyothermeans,Idonotdoubt,butnotsoquicklynorsopleasantly。Animalsforever!