Only,theothersdidnotknowofit,wouldneverhearofit。IfPetersucceededhemighttellthetale,butmostlikelyhewaslyingdeadsomewhereintheno—man’s—landbetweenthelines。Weshouldneverbeheardofagainanymore,butourworkremained。SirWalterwouldknowthat,andhewouldtellourfewbelongingsthatwehadgoneoutinourcountry’sservice。
Wewereinthe_castrolagain,sittingundertheparapets。ThesamethoughtsmusthavebeeninSandy’smind,forhesuddenlylaughed。
’It’saqueerending,Dick。Wesimplyvanishintotheinfinite。IftheRussiansgetthroughtheywillneverrecognizewhatisleftofusamongsomuchofthewreckageofbattle。Thesnowwillsooncoverus,andwhenthespringcomestherewillonlybeafewbleachedbones。UponmysoulitisthekindofdeathIalwayswanted。’AndhequotedsoftlytohimselfaverseofanoldScotsballad:
’Mony’stheaneforhimmaksmane,Butnanesallkenwharheisgane。
Owerhiswhitebanes,whentheyarebare,Thewindsallblawforevermair。’
’Butourworklives,’Icried,withasuddengreatgaspofhappiness。
’It’sthejobthatmatters,notthementhatdoit。Andourjob’sdone。Wehavewon,oldchap—wonhandsdown—andthereisnogoingbackonthat。Wehavewonanyway;andifPeterhashadasliceofluck,we’vescoopedthepool……Afterall,weneverexpectedtocomeoutofthisthingwithourlives。’
Blenkiron,withhislegstuckoutstifflybeforehim,washummingquietlytohimself,asheoftendidwhenhefeltcheerful。Hehadonlyonesong,’JohnBrown’sBody’;usuallyonlyalineatatime,butnowhegotasfarasthewholeverse:
’HecapturedHarper’sFerry,withhisnineteenmensotrue,AndhefrightenedoldVirginnytillshetrembledthroughandthrough。
Theyhunghimforatraitor,themselvesthetraitorcrew,Buthissoulgoesmarchingalong。’
’Feelinggood?’Iasked。
’Fine。I’mabouttheluckiestmanonGod’searth,Major。I’vealwayswantedtogetintoabigshow,butIdidn’tseehowitwouldcomethewayofahomelycitizenlikeme,livinginasteam—warmedhouseandgoingdowntowntomyofficeeverymorning。IusedtoenvymyolddadthatfoughtatChattanooga,andneverforgottotellyouaboutit。ButIguessChattanoogawaslikeascrapinaBowerybarcomparedtothis。WhenImeettheoldmaninGloryhe’llhavetolistensometome。’
ItwasjustafterBlenkironspokethatwegotareminderofStumm’spresence。Thegunwaswelllaid,forashellplumpedonthenearedgeofthecastro。ItmadeanendofoneoftheCompanionswhowasonguardthere,badlywoundedanother,andafragmentgashedmythigh。Wetookrefugeintheshallowcave,butsomewildshootingfromtheeastsidebroughtusbacktotheparapets,forwefearedanattack。Nonecame,noranymoreshells,andonceagainthenightwasquiet。
IaskedBlenkironifhehadanynearrelatives。
’Why,no,exceptasister’sson,acollege—boywhohasnoneedofhisuncle。It’sfortunatethatwethreehavenowives。Ihaven’tanyregrets,neither,forI’vehadamightydealoutoflife。IwasthinkingthismorningthatitwasapityIwasgoingoutwhenIhadjustgotmyduo—denumtolistentoreason。ButIreckonthat’sanotherofmymercies。ThegoodGodtookawaythepaininmystomachsothatImightgotoHimwithaclearheadandathankfulheart。’
’We’reluckyfellows,’saidSandy;’we’veallhadourwhack。
WhenIrememberthegoodtimesI’vehadIcouldsingahymnofpraise。We’velivedlongenoughtoknowourselves,andtoshapeourselvesintosomekindofdecency。Butthinkofthoseboyswhohavegiventheirlivesfreelywhentheyscarcelyknewwhatlifemeant。Theywerejustatthebeginningoftheroad,andtheydidn’tknowwhatdrearybitslaybeforethem。Itwasallsunshinyandbright—coloured,andyettheygaveitupwithoutamoment’sdoubt。
Andthinkofthemenwithwivesandchildrenandhomesthatwerethebiggestthingsinlifetothem。Forfellowslikeustoshirkwouldbeblackcowardice。It’ssmallcreditforustostickitout。
Butwhenthoseothersshuttheirteethandwentforward,theywereblessedheroes……’
Afterthatwefellsilent。Aman’sthoughtsatatimelikethatseemtobedouble—powered,andthememorybecomesverysharpandclear。Idon’tknowwhatwasintheothers’minds,butIknowwhatfilledmyown……
Ifancyitisn’tthemenwhogetmostoutoftheworldandarealwaysbuoyantandcheerfulthatmostfeartodie。Ratheritistheweak—enginedsoulswhogoaboutwithdulleyes,thatclingmostfiercelytolife。Theyhavenotthejoyofbeingalivewhichisakindofearnestofimmortality……IknowthatmythoughtswerechieflyaboutthejollythingsthatIhadseenanddone;notregret,butgratitude。Thepanoramaofbluenoonsontheveldunrolleditselfbeforeme,andhunter’snightsinthebush,thetasteoffoodandsleep,thebitterstimulusofdawn,thejoyofwildadventure,thevoicesofoldstaunchfriends。Hithertothewarhadseemedtomakeabreakwithallthathadgonebefore,butnowthewarwasonlypartofthepicture。Ithoughtofmybattalion,andthegoodfellowsthere,manyofwhomhadfallenontheLoosparapets。Ihadneverlookedtocomeoutofthatmyself。ButIhadbeenspared,andgiventhechanceofagreaterbusiness,andIhadsucceeded。Thatwasthetremendousfact,andmymoodwashumblegratitudetoGodandexultantpride。Deathwasasmallpricetopayforit。AsBlenkironwouldhavesaid,Ihadgotgoodvalueinthedeal。
Thenightwasgettingbittercold,ashappensbeforedawn。Itwasfrostagain,andthesharpnessofitwokeourhunger。Igotouttheremnantsofthefoodandwineandwehadalastmeal。I
rememberwepledgedeachotheraswedrank。
’WehaveeatenourPassoverFeast,’saidSandy。’Whendoyoulookfortheend?’
’Afterdawn,’Isaid。’Stummwantsdaylighttogetthefullsavourofhisrevenge。’
Slowlytheskypassedfromebonytogrey,andblackshapesofhilloutlinedthemselvesagainstit。Awindblewdownthevalley,bringingtheacridsmellofburning,butsomethingtooofthefreshnessofmorn。Itstirredstrangethoughtsinme,andwoketheoldmorningvigourofthebloodwhichwasnevertobemineagain。ForthefirsttimeinthatlongvigilIwastornwithasuddenregret。
’Wemustgetintothecavebeforeitisfulllight,’Isaid。’Wehadbetterdrawlotsforthetwotogo。’
ThechoicefellononeoftheCompanionsandBlenkiron。
’Youcancountmeout,’saidthelatter。’Ifit’syourwishtofindamantobealivewhenourfriendscomeuptocounttheirspoil,I
guessI’mtheworstofthelot。I’dprefer,ifyoudon’tmind,tostayhere。I’vemademypeacewithmyMaker,andI’dliketowaitquietlyonHiscall。I’llplayagameofPatiencetopassthetime。’
Hewouldtakenodenial,sowedrewagain,andthelotfelltoSandy。
’IfI’mthelasttogo,’hesaid,’IpromiseIdon’tmiss。Stummwon’tbelonginfollowingme。’
Heshookhandswithhischeerysmile,andheandtheCompanionslippedovertheparapetinthefinalshadowsbeforedawn。
BlenkironspreadhisPatiencecardsonaflatrock,anddealtouttheDoubleNapoleon。Hewasperfectlycalm,andhummedtohimselfhisonlytune。FormyselfIwasdrinkinginmylastdraughtofthehillair。Mycontentmentwasgoing。Isuddenlyfeltbitterlyloathtodie。
SomethingofthesamekindmusthavepassedthroughBlenkiron’shead。Hesuddenlylookedupandasked,’SisterAnne,SisterAnne,doyouseeanybodycoming?’
Istoodclosetotheparapet,watchingeverydetailofthelandscapeasshownbytherevealingdaybreak。UpontheshouldersofthePalantuken,snowdriftslippedovertheedgesofthecliffs。I
wonderedwhentheywouldcomedownasavalanches。Therewasakindofcroftononehillside,andfromahutthesmokeofbreakfastwasbeginningtocurl。Stumm’sgunnerswereawakeandapparentlyholdingcouncil。Fardownonthemainroadaconvoywasmoving—Iheardthecreakofthewheelstwomilesaway,fortheairwasdeathlystill。
Then,asifaspringhadbeenloosed,theworldsuddenlyleapedtoahideouslife。Withagrowlthegunsopenedroundallthehorizon。Theywereespeciallyfiercetothesouth,wherea_rafalebeatasIhadneverhearditbefore。TheoneglanceIcastbehindmeshowedthegapinthehillschokedwithfumesanddust。
Butmyeyeswereonthenorth。FromErzerumcitytalltonguesofflameleapedfromadozenquarters。Beyond,towardstheopeningoftheEuphratesglen,therewasthesharpcrackoffield—guns。I
strainedeyesandears,madwithimpatience,andIreadtheriddle。
’Sandy,’Iyelled,’Peterhasgotthrough。TheRussiansareroundtheflank。Thetownisburning。GlorytoGod,we’vewon,we’vewon!’
AndasIspoketheearthseemedtosplitbesideme,andIwasflungforwardonthegravelwhichcoveredHildavonEinem’sgrave。
AsIpickedmyselfup,andtomyamazementfoundmyselfuninjured,IsawBlenkironrubbingthedustoutofhiseyesandarrangingadisorderedcard。Hehadstoppedhumming,andwassingingaloud:
’HecapturedHarper’sFerry,withhisnineteenmensotrueAndhefrightenedoldVirginny……’
’Say,Major,’hecried,’Ibelievethisgameofmineiscomingout。’
Iwasnowprettywellmad。ThethoughtthatoldPeterhadwon,thatwehadwonbeyondourwildestdreams,thatifwediedtherewerethosecomingwhowouldexacttheuttermostvengeance,rodemybrainlikeafever。IsprangontheparapetandwavedmyhandtoStumm,shoutingdefiance。Rifleshotscrackedoutfrombehind,andIleapedbackjustintimeforthenextshell。
Thechargemusthavebeenshort,foritwasabadmiss,landingsomewhereontheglacis。Thenextwasbetterandcrashedonthenearparapet,carvingagreatholeintherocky_kranz。Thistimemyarmhunglimp,brokenbyafragmentofstone,butIfeltnopain。
Blenkironseemedtobearacharmedlife,forhewassmotheredindust,butunhurt。Heblewthedustawayfromhiscardsverygingerlyandwentonplaying。
’SisterAnne,’heasked,’doyouseeanybodycoming?’
Thencameadudwhichdroppedneatlyinsideonthesoftground。
Iwasdeterminedtobreakfortheopenandchancetheriflefire,forifStummwentonshootingthe_castrolwascertaindeath。IcaughtBlenkironroundthemiddle,scatteringhiscardstothewinds,andjumpedovertheparapet。
’Don’tapologize,SisterAnne,’saidhe。’Thegamewasasgoodaswon。ButforGod’ssakedropme,forifyouwavemelikethebanneroffreedomI’llgetpluggedsureandgood。’
Myonethoughtwastogetcoverforthenextminutes,forIhadaninstinctthatourvigilwasnearitsend。ThedefencesofErzerumwerecrumblinglikesand—castles,anditwasaproofofthetensenessofmynervesthatIseemedtobedeaftothesound。Stummhadseenuscrosstheparapet,andhestartedtosprinkleallthesurroundingsofthe_castrol。BlenkironandIlaylikeaworking—partybetweenthelinescaughtbymachine—guns,takingapullonourselvesasbestwecould。Sandyhadsomekindofcover,butwewereonthebarefartherslope,andtheriflemenonthatsidemighthavehadusattheirmercy。
Butnoshotscamefromthem。AsIlookedeast,thehillside,whichalittlebeforehadbeenheldbyourenemies,wasasemptyasthedesert。AndthenIsawonthemainroadasightwhichforasecondtimemademeyelllikeamaniac。Downthatglencameathrongofmenandgallopinglimbers—acrazy,jostlingcrowd,spreadingawaybeyondtheroadtothesteepslopes,andleavingbehinditmanyblackdotstodarkenthesnows。ThegatesoftheSouthhadyielded,andourfriendswerethroughthem。
AtthatsightIforgotallaboutourdanger。Ididn’tgiveacentforStumm’sshells。Ididn’tbelievehecouldhitme。Thefatewhichhadmercifullypreservedusforthefirsttasteofvictorywouldseeusthroughtotheend。
IrememberbundlingBlenkironalongthehilltofindSandy。Butournewswasanticipated。Fordownourownside—glencamethesamebrokentumultofmen。More;forattheirbacks,farupatthethroatofthepass,Isawhorsemen—thehorsemenofthepursuit。
OldNicholashadflunghiscavalryin。
Sandywasonhisfeet,withhislipssetandhiseyeabstracted。Ifhisfacehadn’tbeenburnedblackbyweatheritwouldhavebeenpaleasadish—clout。Amanlikehimdoesn’tmakeuphismindfordeathandthenbegivenhislifeagainwithoutbeingwrenchedoutofhisbearings。Ithoughthedidn’tunderstandwhathadhappened,soIbeathimontheshoulders。
’Man,d’yousee?’Icried。’TheCossacks!TheCossacks!God!
Howthey’retakingthatslope!They’reintothemnow。Byheaven,we’llridewiththem!We’llgetthegunhorses!’
AlittleknollpreventedStummandhismenfromseeingwhatwashappeningfartheruptheglen,tillthefirstwaveoftheroutwasonthem。Hehadgoneonbombardingthe_castrolanditsenvironswhiletheworldwascrackingoverhishead。Thegunteamwasinthehollowbelowtheroad,anddownthehillamongtheboulderswecrawled,Blenkironaslameasaduck,andmewithalimpleftarm。
Thepoorbeastswerestrainingattheirpicketsandsniffingthemorningwind,whichbroughtdownthethickfumesofthegreatbombardmentandtheindescribablebabblingcriesofabeatenarmy。
Beforewereachedthemthatmaddenedhordehadsweptdownonthem,menpantingandgaspingintheirflight,manyofthembloodyfromwounds,manytotteringinthefirststagesofcollapseanddeath。Isawthehorsesseizedbyadozenhands,andadesperatefightfortheirpossession。Butaswehaltedthereoureyeswerefixedonthebatteryontheroadaboveus,forrounditwasnowsweepingthevanoftheretreat。
Ihadneverseenaroutbefore,whenstrongmencometotheendoftheirtetherandonlytheirbrokenshadowsstumbletowardstherefugetheyneverfind。NomorehadStumm,poordevil。Ihadnoill—willleftforhim,thoughcomingdownthathillIwasratherhopingthatthetwoofusmighthaveafinalscrap。Hewasabruteandabully,but,byGod!hewasaman。I
heardhisgreatroarwhenhesawthetumult,andthenextIsawwashismonstrousfigureworkingatthegun。Heswungitsouthandturneditonthefugitives。
Butheneverfiredit。Thepresswasonhim,andthegunwassweptsideways。Hestoodup,afoothigherthananyofthem,andheseemedtobetryingtochecktherushwithhispistol。Thereispowerinnumbers,eventhougheveryunitisbrokenandfleeing。
ForasecondtothatwildcrowdStummwastheenemy,andtheyhadstrengthenoughtocrushhim。Thewaveflowedroundandthenacrosshim。Isawthebutt—endsofriflescrashonhisheadandshoulders,andthenextsecondthestreamhadpassedoverhisbody。
ThatwasGod’sjudgementonthemanwhohadsethimselfabovehiskind。
Sandygrippedmyshoulderandwasshoutinginmyear:
’They’recoming,Dick。Lookatthegreydevils……Oh,Godbethanked,it’sourfriends!’
Thenextminuteweweretumblingdownthehillside,Blenkironhoppingononelegbetweenus。IhearddimlySandycrying,’Oh,welldoneourside!’andBlenkirondeclaimingaboutHarper’sFerry,butIhadnovoiceatallandnowishtoshout。Iknowthetearswereinmyeyes,andthatifIhadbeenleftaloneIwouldhavesatdownandcriedwithpurethankfulness。Forsweepingdowntheglencameacloudofgreycavalryonlittlewiryhorses,acloudwhichstayednotfortherearofthefugitives,butsweptonlikeaflightofrainbows,withthesteeloftheirlance—headsglitteringinthewintersun。TheywereridingforErzerum。
RememberthatforthreemonthswehadbeenwiththeenemyandhadneverseenthefaceofanAllyinarms。Wehadbeencutofffromthefellowshipofagreatcause,likeafortsurroundedbyanarmy。Andnowweweredelivered,andtherefellaroundusthewarmjoyofcomradeshipaswellastheexultationofvictory。
Weflungcautiontothewinds,andwentstarkmad。Sandy,stillinhisemeraldcoatandturban,wasscramblingupthefartherslopeofthehollow,yellinggreetingsineverylanguageknowntoman。
Theleadersawhim,withawordcheckedhismenforamoment—
itwasmarvelloustoseethehorsesreinedininsuchabreak—neckride—andfromthesquadronhalfadozentroopersswunglooseandwheeledtowardsus。Thenamaninagreyovercoatandasheepskincapwasonthegroundbesideuswringingourhands。
’Youaresafe,myoldfriends’—itwasPeter’svoicethatspoke—
’Iwilltakeyoubacktoourarmy,andgetyoubreakfast。’
’No,bytheLord,youwon’t,’criedSandy。’We’vehadtheroughendofthejobandnowwe’llhavethefun。LookafterBlenkironandthesefellowsofmine。I’mgoingtoridekneebykneewithyoursportsmenforthecity。’
Peterspokeaword,andtwooftheCossacksdismounted。ThenextIknewIwasmixedupinthecloudofgreycoats,gallopingdowntheroadupwhichthemorningbeforewehadstrainedtothe_castrol。
Thatwasthegreathourofmylife,andtolivethroughitwasworthadozenyearsofslavery。WithabrokenleftarmIhadlittleholdonmybeast,soItrustedmynecktohimandlethimhavehiswill。Blackwithdirtandsmoke,hatless,withnokindofuniform,I
wasawilderfigurethananyCossack。IsoonwasseparatedfromSandy,whohadtwohandsandabetterhorse,andseemedresolutetopressforwardtotheveryvan。Thatwouldhavebeensuicideforme,andIhadallIcoulddotokeepmyplaceinthebunchIrodewith。
But,GreatGod!whatanhouritwas!Therewaslooseshootingonourflank,butnothingtotroubleus,thoughthegunteamofsomeAustrianhowitzer,strugglingmadlyatabridge,gaveusabitofatussle。Everythingflittedpastmelikesmoke,orlikethemadfinaleofadreamjustbeforewaking。Iknewthelivingmovementunderme,andthecompanionshipofmen,butalldimly,foratheartIwasalone,grapplingwiththerealizationofanewworld。I
felttheshadowsofthePalantukenglenfading,andthegreatburstoflightasweemergedonthewidervalley。Somewherebeforeuswasapallofsmokeseamedwithredflames,andbeyondthedarknessofstillhigherhills。AllthattimeIwasdreaming,crooningdaftcatchesofsongtomyself,sohappy,sodeliriouslyhappythatI
darednottrytothink。IkeptmutteringakindofprayermadeupofBiblewordstoHimwhohadshownmeHisgoodnessinthelandoftheliving。
Butaswedrewoutfromtheskirtsofthehillsandbeganthelongslopetothecity,Iwoketoclearconsciousness。Ifeltthesmellofsheepskinandlatheredhorses,andaboveallthebittersmelloffire。DowninthetroughlayErzerum,nowburninginmanyplaces,andfromtheeast,pastthesilentforts,horsemenwereclosinginonit。Iyelledtomycomradesthatwewerenearest,thatwewouldbefirstinthecity,andtheynoddedhappilyandshoutedtheirstrangewar—cries。AswetoppedthelastridgeIsawbelowmethevanofourcharge—adarkmassonthesnow—whilethebrokenenemyonbothsideswereflingingawaytheirarmsandscatteringinthefields。
Intheveryfront,nownearingthecityramparts,wasoneman。
Hewaslikethepointofthesteelspearsoontobedrivenhome。IntheclearmorningairIcouldseethathedidnotweartheuniformoftheinvaders。Hewasturbanedandrodelikeonepossessed,andagainstthesnowIcaughtthedarksheenofemerald。AsherodeitseemedthatthefleeingTurkswerestrickenstill,andsankbytheroadsidewitheyesstrainedafterhisunheedingfigure……
ThenIknewthattheprophecyhadbeentrue,andthattheirprophethadnotfailedthem。Thelong—lookedforrevelationhadcome。Greenmantlehadappearedatlasttoanawaitingpeople。
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