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第19章

  Only,theothersdidnotknowofit,wouldneverhearofit。IfPetersucceededhemighttellthetale,butmostlikelyhewaslyingdeadsomewhereintheno—man’s—landbetweenthelines。Weshouldneverbeheardofagainanymore,butourworkremained。SirWalterwouldknowthat,andhewouldtellourfewbelongingsthatwehadgoneoutinourcountry’sservice。
  Wewereinthe_castrolagain,sittingundertheparapets。ThesamethoughtsmusthavebeeninSandy’smind,forhesuddenlylaughed。
  ’It’saqueerending,Dick。Wesimplyvanishintotheinfinite。IftheRussiansgetthroughtheywillneverrecognizewhatisleftofusamongsomuchofthewreckageofbattle。Thesnowwillsooncoverus,andwhenthespringcomestherewillonlybeafewbleachedbones。UponmysoulitisthekindofdeathIalwayswanted。’AndhequotedsoftlytohimselfaverseofanoldScotsballad:
  ’Mony’stheaneforhimmaksmane,Butnanesallkenwharheisgane。
  Owerhiswhitebanes,whentheyarebare,Thewindsallblawforevermair。’
  ’Butourworklives,’Icried,withasuddengreatgaspofhappiness。
  ’It’sthejobthatmatters,notthementhatdoit。Andourjob’sdone。Wehavewon,oldchap—wonhandsdown—andthereisnogoingbackonthat。Wehavewonanyway;andifPeterhashadasliceofluck,we’vescoopedthepool……Afterall,weneverexpectedtocomeoutofthisthingwithourlives。’
  Blenkiron,withhislegstuckoutstifflybeforehim,washummingquietlytohimself,asheoftendidwhenhefeltcheerful。Hehadonlyonesong,’JohnBrown’sBody’;usuallyonlyalineatatime,butnowhegotasfarasthewholeverse:
  ’HecapturedHarper’sFerry,withhisnineteenmensotrue,AndhefrightenedoldVirginnytillshetrembledthroughandthrough。
  Theyhunghimforatraitor,themselvesthetraitorcrew,Buthissoulgoesmarchingalong。’
  ’Feelinggood?’Iasked。
  ’Fine。I’mabouttheluckiestmanonGod’searth,Major。I’vealwayswantedtogetintoabigshow,butIdidn’tseehowitwouldcomethewayofahomelycitizenlikeme,livinginasteam—warmedhouseandgoingdowntowntomyofficeeverymorning。IusedtoenvymyolddadthatfoughtatChattanooga,andneverforgottotellyouaboutit。ButIguessChattanoogawaslikeascrapinaBowerybarcomparedtothis。WhenImeettheoldmaninGloryhe’llhavetolistensometome。’
  ItwasjustafterBlenkironspokethatwegotareminderofStumm’spresence。Thegunwaswelllaid,forashellplumpedonthenearedgeofthecastro。ItmadeanendofoneoftheCompanionswhowasonguardthere,badlywoundedanother,andafragmentgashedmythigh。Wetookrefugeintheshallowcave,butsomewildshootingfromtheeastsidebroughtusbacktotheparapets,forwefearedanattack。Nonecame,noranymoreshells,andonceagainthenightwasquiet。
  IaskedBlenkironifhehadanynearrelatives。
  ’Why,no,exceptasister’sson,acollege—boywhohasnoneedofhisuncle。It’sfortunatethatwethreehavenowives。Ihaven’tanyregrets,neither,forI’vehadamightydealoutoflife。IwasthinkingthismorningthatitwasapityIwasgoingoutwhenIhadjustgotmyduo—denumtolistentoreason。ButIreckonthat’sanotherofmymercies。ThegoodGodtookawaythepaininmystomachsothatImightgotoHimwithaclearheadandathankfulheart。’
  ’We’reluckyfellows,’saidSandy;’we’veallhadourwhack。
  WhenIrememberthegoodtimesI’vehadIcouldsingahymnofpraise。We’velivedlongenoughtoknowourselves,andtoshapeourselvesintosomekindofdecency。Butthinkofthoseboyswhohavegiventheirlivesfreelywhentheyscarcelyknewwhatlifemeant。Theywerejustatthebeginningoftheroad,andtheydidn’tknowwhatdrearybitslaybeforethem。Itwasallsunshinyandbright—coloured,andyettheygaveitupwithoutamoment’sdoubt。
  Andthinkofthemenwithwivesandchildrenandhomesthatwerethebiggestthingsinlifetothem。Forfellowslikeustoshirkwouldbeblackcowardice。It’ssmallcreditforustostickitout。
  Butwhenthoseothersshuttheirteethandwentforward,theywereblessedheroes……’
  Afterthatwefellsilent。Aman’sthoughtsatatimelikethatseemtobedouble—powered,andthememorybecomesverysharpandclear。Idon’tknowwhatwasintheothers’minds,butIknowwhatfilledmyown……
  Ifancyitisn’tthemenwhogetmostoutoftheworldandarealwaysbuoyantandcheerfulthatmostfeartodie。Ratheritistheweak—enginedsoulswhogoaboutwithdulleyes,thatclingmostfiercelytolife。Theyhavenotthejoyofbeingalivewhichisakindofearnestofimmortality……IknowthatmythoughtswerechieflyaboutthejollythingsthatIhadseenanddone;notregret,butgratitude。Thepanoramaofbluenoonsontheveldunrolleditselfbeforeme,andhunter’snightsinthebush,thetasteoffoodandsleep,thebitterstimulusofdawn,thejoyofwildadventure,thevoicesofoldstaunchfriends。Hithertothewarhadseemedtomakeabreakwithallthathadgonebefore,butnowthewarwasonlypartofthepicture。Ithoughtofmybattalion,andthegoodfellowsthere,manyofwhomhadfallenontheLoosparapets。Ihadneverlookedtocomeoutofthatmyself。ButIhadbeenspared,andgiventhechanceofagreaterbusiness,andIhadsucceeded。Thatwasthetremendousfact,andmymoodwashumblegratitudetoGodandexultantpride。Deathwasasmallpricetopayforit。AsBlenkironwouldhavesaid,Ihadgotgoodvalueinthedeal。
  Thenightwasgettingbittercold,ashappensbeforedawn。Itwasfrostagain,andthesharpnessofitwokeourhunger。Igotouttheremnantsofthefoodandwineandwehadalastmeal。I
  rememberwepledgedeachotheraswedrank。
  ’WehaveeatenourPassoverFeast,’saidSandy。’Whendoyoulookfortheend?’
  ’Afterdawn,’Isaid。’Stummwantsdaylighttogetthefullsavourofhisrevenge。’
  Slowlytheskypassedfromebonytogrey,andblackshapesofhilloutlinedthemselvesagainstit。Awindblewdownthevalley,bringingtheacridsmellofburning,butsomethingtooofthefreshnessofmorn。Itstirredstrangethoughtsinme,andwoketheoldmorningvigourofthebloodwhichwasnevertobemineagain。ForthefirsttimeinthatlongvigilIwastornwithasuddenregret。
  ’Wemustgetintothecavebeforeitisfulllight,’Isaid。’Wehadbetterdrawlotsforthetwotogo。’
  ThechoicefellononeoftheCompanionsandBlenkiron。
  ’Youcancountmeout,’saidthelatter。’Ifit’syourwishtofindamantobealivewhenourfriendscomeuptocounttheirspoil,I
  guessI’mtheworstofthelot。I’dprefer,ifyoudon’tmind,tostayhere。I’vemademypeacewithmyMaker,andI’dliketowaitquietlyonHiscall。I’llplayagameofPatiencetopassthetime。’
  Hewouldtakenodenial,sowedrewagain,andthelotfelltoSandy。
  ’IfI’mthelasttogo,’hesaid,’IpromiseIdon’tmiss。Stummwon’tbelonginfollowingme。’
  Heshookhandswithhischeerysmile,andheandtheCompanionslippedovertheparapetinthefinalshadowsbeforedawn。
  BlenkironspreadhisPatiencecardsonaflatrock,anddealtouttheDoubleNapoleon。Hewasperfectlycalm,andhummedtohimselfhisonlytune。FormyselfIwasdrinkinginmylastdraughtofthehillair。Mycontentmentwasgoing。Isuddenlyfeltbitterlyloathtodie。
  SomethingofthesamekindmusthavepassedthroughBlenkiron’shead。Hesuddenlylookedupandasked,’SisterAnne,SisterAnne,doyouseeanybodycoming?’
  Istoodclosetotheparapet,watchingeverydetailofthelandscapeasshownbytherevealingdaybreak。UpontheshouldersofthePalantuken,snowdriftslippedovertheedgesofthecliffs。I
  wonderedwhentheywouldcomedownasavalanches。Therewasakindofcroftononehillside,andfromahutthesmokeofbreakfastwasbeginningtocurl。Stumm’sgunnerswereawakeandapparentlyholdingcouncil。Fardownonthemainroadaconvoywasmoving—Iheardthecreakofthewheelstwomilesaway,fortheairwasdeathlystill。
  Then,asifaspringhadbeenloosed,theworldsuddenlyleapedtoahideouslife。Withagrowlthegunsopenedroundallthehorizon。Theywereespeciallyfiercetothesouth,wherea_rafalebeatasIhadneverhearditbefore。TheoneglanceIcastbehindmeshowedthegapinthehillschokedwithfumesanddust。
  Butmyeyeswereonthenorth。FromErzerumcitytalltonguesofflameleapedfromadozenquarters。Beyond,towardstheopeningoftheEuphratesglen,therewasthesharpcrackoffield—guns。I
  strainedeyesandears,madwithimpatience,andIreadtheriddle。
  ’Sandy,’Iyelled,’Peterhasgotthrough。TheRussiansareroundtheflank。Thetownisburning。GlorytoGod,we’vewon,we’vewon!’
  AndasIspoketheearthseemedtosplitbesideme,andIwasflungforwardonthegravelwhichcoveredHildavonEinem’sgrave。
  AsIpickedmyselfup,andtomyamazementfoundmyselfuninjured,IsawBlenkironrubbingthedustoutofhiseyesandarrangingadisorderedcard。Hehadstoppedhumming,andwassingingaloud:
  ’HecapturedHarper’sFerry,withhisnineteenmensotrueAndhefrightenedoldVirginny……’
  ’Say,Major,’hecried,’Ibelievethisgameofmineiscomingout。’
  Iwasnowprettywellmad。ThethoughtthatoldPeterhadwon,thatwehadwonbeyondourwildestdreams,thatifwediedtherewerethosecomingwhowouldexacttheuttermostvengeance,rodemybrainlikeafever。IsprangontheparapetandwavedmyhandtoStumm,shoutingdefiance。Rifleshotscrackedoutfrombehind,andIleapedbackjustintimeforthenextshell。
  Thechargemusthavebeenshort,foritwasabadmiss,landingsomewhereontheglacis。Thenextwasbetterandcrashedonthenearparapet,carvingagreatholeintherocky_kranz。Thistimemyarmhunglimp,brokenbyafragmentofstone,butIfeltnopain。
  Blenkironseemedtobearacharmedlife,forhewassmotheredindust,butunhurt。Heblewthedustawayfromhiscardsverygingerlyandwentonplaying。
  ’SisterAnne,’heasked,’doyouseeanybodycoming?’
  Thencameadudwhichdroppedneatlyinsideonthesoftground。
  Iwasdeterminedtobreakfortheopenandchancetheriflefire,forifStummwentonshootingthe_castrolwascertaindeath。IcaughtBlenkironroundthemiddle,scatteringhiscardstothewinds,andjumpedovertheparapet。
  ’Don’tapologize,SisterAnne,’saidhe。’Thegamewasasgoodaswon。ButforGod’ssakedropme,forifyouwavemelikethebanneroffreedomI’llgetpluggedsureandgood。’
  Myonethoughtwastogetcoverforthenextminutes,forIhadaninstinctthatourvigilwasnearitsend。ThedefencesofErzerumwerecrumblinglikesand—castles,anditwasaproofofthetensenessofmynervesthatIseemedtobedeaftothesound。Stummhadseenuscrosstheparapet,andhestartedtosprinkleallthesurroundingsofthe_castrol。BlenkironandIlaylikeaworking—partybetweenthelinescaughtbymachine—guns,takingapullonourselvesasbestwecould。Sandyhadsomekindofcover,butwewereonthebarefartherslope,andtheriflemenonthatsidemighthavehadusattheirmercy。
  Butnoshotscamefromthem。AsIlookedeast,thehillside,whichalittlebeforehadbeenheldbyourenemies,wasasemptyasthedesert。AndthenIsawonthemainroadasightwhichforasecondtimemademeyelllikeamaniac。Downthatglencameathrongofmenandgallopinglimbers—acrazy,jostlingcrowd,spreadingawaybeyondtheroadtothesteepslopes,andleavingbehinditmanyblackdotstodarkenthesnows。ThegatesoftheSouthhadyielded,andourfriendswerethroughthem。
  AtthatsightIforgotallaboutourdanger。Ididn’tgiveacentforStumm’sshells。Ididn’tbelievehecouldhitme。Thefatewhichhadmercifullypreservedusforthefirsttasteofvictorywouldseeusthroughtotheend。
  IrememberbundlingBlenkironalongthehilltofindSandy。Butournewswasanticipated。Fordownourownside—glencamethesamebrokentumultofmen。More;forattheirbacks,farupatthethroatofthepass,Isawhorsemen—thehorsemenofthepursuit。
  OldNicholashadflunghiscavalryin。
  Sandywasonhisfeet,withhislipssetandhiseyeabstracted。Ifhisfacehadn’tbeenburnedblackbyweatheritwouldhavebeenpaleasadish—clout。Amanlikehimdoesn’tmakeuphismindfordeathandthenbegivenhislifeagainwithoutbeingwrenchedoutofhisbearings。Ithoughthedidn’tunderstandwhathadhappened,soIbeathimontheshoulders。
  ’Man,d’yousee?’Icried。’TheCossacks!TheCossacks!God!
  Howthey’retakingthatslope!They’reintothemnow。Byheaven,we’llridewiththem!We’llgetthegunhorses!’
  AlittleknollpreventedStummandhismenfromseeingwhatwashappeningfartheruptheglen,tillthefirstwaveoftheroutwasonthem。Hehadgoneonbombardingthe_castrolanditsenvironswhiletheworldwascrackingoverhishead。Thegunteamwasinthehollowbelowtheroad,anddownthehillamongtheboulderswecrawled,Blenkironaslameasaduck,andmewithalimpleftarm。
  Thepoorbeastswerestrainingattheirpicketsandsniffingthemorningwind,whichbroughtdownthethickfumesofthegreatbombardmentandtheindescribablebabblingcriesofabeatenarmy。
  Beforewereachedthemthatmaddenedhordehadsweptdownonthem,menpantingandgaspingintheirflight,manyofthembloodyfromwounds,manytotteringinthefirststagesofcollapseanddeath。Isawthehorsesseizedbyadozenhands,andadesperatefightfortheirpossession。Butaswehaltedthereoureyeswerefixedonthebatteryontheroadaboveus,forrounditwasnowsweepingthevanoftheretreat。
  Ihadneverseenaroutbefore,whenstrongmencometotheendoftheirtetherandonlytheirbrokenshadowsstumbletowardstherefugetheyneverfind。NomorehadStumm,poordevil。Ihadnoill—willleftforhim,thoughcomingdownthathillIwasratherhopingthatthetwoofusmighthaveafinalscrap。Hewasabruteandabully,but,byGod!hewasaman。I
  heardhisgreatroarwhenhesawthetumult,andthenextIsawwashismonstrousfigureworkingatthegun。Heswungitsouthandturneditonthefugitives。
  Butheneverfiredit。Thepresswasonhim,andthegunwassweptsideways。Hestoodup,afoothigherthananyofthem,andheseemedtobetryingtochecktherushwithhispistol。Thereispowerinnumbers,eventhougheveryunitisbrokenandfleeing。
  ForasecondtothatwildcrowdStummwastheenemy,andtheyhadstrengthenoughtocrushhim。Thewaveflowedroundandthenacrosshim。Isawthebutt—endsofriflescrashonhisheadandshoulders,andthenextsecondthestreamhadpassedoverhisbody。
  ThatwasGod’sjudgementonthemanwhohadsethimselfabovehiskind。
  Sandygrippedmyshoulderandwasshoutinginmyear:
  ’They’recoming,Dick。Lookatthegreydevils……Oh,Godbethanked,it’sourfriends!’
  Thenextminuteweweretumblingdownthehillside,Blenkironhoppingononelegbetweenus。IhearddimlySandycrying,’Oh,welldoneourside!’andBlenkirondeclaimingaboutHarper’sFerry,butIhadnovoiceatallandnowishtoshout。Iknowthetearswereinmyeyes,andthatifIhadbeenleftaloneIwouldhavesatdownandcriedwithpurethankfulness。Forsweepingdowntheglencameacloudofgreycavalryonlittlewiryhorses,acloudwhichstayednotfortherearofthefugitives,butsweptonlikeaflightofrainbows,withthesteeloftheirlance—headsglitteringinthewintersun。TheywereridingforErzerum。
  RememberthatforthreemonthswehadbeenwiththeenemyandhadneverseenthefaceofanAllyinarms。Wehadbeencutofffromthefellowshipofagreatcause,likeafortsurroundedbyanarmy。Andnowweweredelivered,andtherefellaroundusthewarmjoyofcomradeshipaswellastheexultationofvictory。
  Weflungcautiontothewinds,andwentstarkmad。Sandy,stillinhisemeraldcoatandturban,wasscramblingupthefartherslopeofthehollow,yellinggreetingsineverylanguageknowntoman。
  Theleadersawhim,withawordcheckedhismenforamoment—
  itwasmarvelloustoseethehorsesreinedininsuchabreak—neckride—andfromthesquadronhalfadozentroopersswunglooseandwheeledtowardsus。Thenamaninagreyovercoatandasheepskincapwasonthegroundbesideuswringingourhands。
  ’Youaresafe,myoldfriends’—itwasPeter’svoicethatspoke—
  ’Iwilltakeyoubacktoourarmy,andgetyoubreakfast。’
  ’No,bytheLord,youwon’t,’criedSandy。’We’vehadtheroughendofthejobandnowwe’llhavethefun。LookafterBlenkironandthesefellowsofmine。I’mgoingtoridekneebykneewithyoursportsmenforthecity。’
  Peterspokeaword,andtwooftheCossacksdismounted。ThenextIknewIwasmixedupinthecloudofgreycoats,gallopingdowntheroadupwhichthemorningbeforewehadstrainedtothe_castrol。
  Thatwasthegreathourofmylife,andtolivethroughitwasworthadozenyearsofslavery。WithabrokenleftarmIhadlittleholdonmybeast,soItrustedmynecktohimandlethimhavehiswill。Blackwithdirtandsmoke,hatless,withnokindofuniform,I
  wasawilderfigurethananyCossack。IsoonwasseparatedfromSandy,whohadtwohandsandabetterhorse,andseemedresolutetopressforwardtotheveryvan。Thatwouldhavebeensuicideforme,andIhadallIcoulddotokeepmyplaceinthebunchIrodewith。
  But,GreatGod!whatanhouritwas!Therewaslooseshootingonourflank,butnothingtotroubleus,thoughthegunteamofsomeAustrianhowitzer,strugglingmadlyatabridge,gaveusabitofatussle。Everythingflittedpastmelikesmoke,orlikethemadfinaleofadreamjustbeforewaking。Iknewthelivingmovementunderme,andthecompanionshipofmen,butalldimly,foratheartIwasalone,grapplingwiththerealizationofanewworld。I
  felttheshadowsofthePalantukenglenfading,andthegreatburstoflightasweemergedonthewidervalley。Somewherebeforeuswasapallofsmokeseamedwithredflames,andbeyondthedarknessofstillhigherhills。AllthattimeIwasdreaming,crooningdaftcatchesofsongtomyself,sohappy,sodeliriouslyhappythatI
  darednottrytothink。IkeptmutteringakindofprayermadeupofBiblewordstoHimwhohadshownmeHisgoodnessinthelandoftheliving。
  Butaswedrewoutfromtheskirtsofthehillsandbeganthelongslopetothecity,Iwoketoclearconsciousness。Ifeltthesmellofsheepskinandlatheredhorses,andaboveallthebittersmelloffire。DowninthetroughlayErzerum,nowburninginmanyplaces,andfromtheeast,pastthesilentforts,horsemenwereclosinginonit。Iyelledtomycomradesthatwewerenearest,thatwewouldbefirstinthecity,andtheynoddedhappilyandshoutedtheirstrangewar—cries。AswetoppedthelastridgeIsawbelowmethevanofourcharge—adarkmassonthesnow—whilethebrokenenemyonbothsideswereflingingawaytheirarmsandscatteringinthefields。
  Intheveryfront,nownearingthecityramparts,wasoneman。
  Hewaslikethepointofthesteelspearsoontobedrivenhome。IntheclearmorningairIcouldseethathedidnotweartheuniformoftheinvaders。Hewasturbanedandrodelikeonepossessed,andagainstthesnowIcaughtthedarksheenofemerald。AsherodeitseemedthatthefleeingTurkswerestrickenstill,andsankbytheroadsidewitheyesstrainedafterhisunheedingfigure……
  ThenIknewthattheprophecyhadbeentrue,andthattheirprophethadnotfailedthem。Thelong—lookedforrevelationhadcome。Greenmantlehadappearedatlasttoanawaitingpeople。