Webumpedandbouncedhorribly,andwereshakenaboutlikepeasinabladder。Ibegantobeacutelyanxiousabouttheoldboneshaker,themoreasweseemedalongwayshortofthevillageIhadproposedtospendthenightin。Twilightwasfallingandwewerestillinanunfeaturedwaste,crossingtheshallowglenofastream。
Therewasabridgeatthebottomofaslope—abridgeoflogsandearthwhichhadapparentlybeenfreshlystrengthenedforheavytraffic。Asweapproacheditatagoodpacethecarceasedtoanswertothewheel。
Istruggleddesperatelytokeepitstraight,butitswervedtotheleftandweplungedoverabankintoamarshyhollow。Therewasasickeningbumpaswestruckthelowerground,andthewholepartywereshotoutintothefrozenslush。Idon’tyetknowhowI
escaped,forthecarturnedoverandbyrightsIshouldhavehadmybackbroken。Butnoonewashurt。Peterwaslaughing,andBlenkiron,aftershakingthesnowoutofhishair,joinedhim。FormyselfIwasfeverishlyexaminingthemachine。Itwasaboutasuglyasitcouldbe,forthefrontaxlewasbroken。
Herewasapieceofhopelessbadluck。WewerestuckinthemiddleofAsiaMinorwithnomeansofconveyance,fortogetanewaxletherewasaslikelyastofindsnowballsontheCongo。Itwasallbutdarkandtherewasnotimetolose。Igotoutthepetroltinsandsparetyresandcachedthemamongsomerocksonthehillside。ThenwecollectedourscantybaggagefromthederelictStudebaker。OuronlyhopewasHussin。Hehadgottofindussomelodgingforthenight,andnextdaywewouldhaveatryforhorsesoraliftinsomepassingwagon。Ihadnohopeofanothercar。EveryautomobileinAnatoliawouldnowbeatapremium。
Itwassodisgustingamishapthatwealltookitquietly。Itwastoobadtobehelpedbyhardswearing。HussinandPetersetoffondifferentsidesoftheroadtoprospectforahouse,andBlenkironandIshelteredunderthenearestrockandsmokedsavagely。
Hussinwasthefirsttostrikeoil。Hecamebackintwentyminuteswithnewsofsomekindofdwellingacoupleofmilesupthestream。HewentofftocollectPeter,and,humpingourbaggage,BlenkironandIploddedupthewaterside。Darknesshadfallenthickbythistime,andwetooksomebadtossesamongthebogs。
WhenHussinandPeterovertookustheyfoundabetterroad,andpresentlywesawalighttwinkleinthehollowahead。
Itprovedtobeawretchedtumble—downfarminagroveofpoplars—afoul—smelling,muddyyard,atwo—roomedhovelofahouse,andabarnwhichwastolerablydryandwhichweselectedforoursleeping—place。Theownerwasabrokenoldfellowwhosesonswereallatthewar,andhereceiveduswiththeprofoundcalmofonewhoexpectsnothingbutunpleasantnessfromlife。
Bythistimewehadrecoveredourtempers,andIwastryinghardtoputmynewKismetphilosophyintopractice。Ireckonedthatifriskswereforeordained,soweredifficulties,andbothmustbetakenaspartoftheday’swork。Withtheremainsofourprovisionsandsomecurdledmilkwesatisfiedourhungerandcurledourselvesupamongthepeasestrawofthebarn。Blenkironannouncedwithahappysighthathehadnowbeenfortwodaysquitofhisdyspepsia。
Thatnight,Iremember,Ihadaqueerdream。Iseemedtobeinawildplaceamongmountains,andIwasbeinghunted,thoughwhowasaftermeIcouldn’ttell。Iremembersweatingwithfright,forI
seemedtobequitealoneandtheterrorthatwaspursuingmewasmorethanhuman。Theplacewashorriblyquietandstill,andtherewasdeepsnowlyingeverywhere,sothateachstepItookwasheavyaslead。Averyordinarysortofnightmare,youwillsay。Yes,buttherewasonestrangefeatureinthisone。Thenightwaspitchdark,butaheadofmeinthethroatofthepasstherewasonepatchoflight,anditshowedarumlittlehillwitharockytop:whatwecallinSouthAfricaa_castrolorsaucepan。IhadanotionthatifI
couldgettothat_castrolIshouldbesafe,andIpantedthroughthedriftstowardsitwiththeavengerofbloodatmyheels。Iwoke,gasping,tofindthewintermorningstrugglingthroughthecrackedrafters,andtohearBlenkironsaycheerilythathisduodenumhadbehavedallnightlikeagentleman。Ilaystillforabittryingtofixthedream,butitalldissolvedintohazeexceptthepictureofthelittlehill,whichwasquiteclearineverydetail。Itoldmyselfitwasareminiscenceoftheveld,somespotdownintheWakkerstroomcountry,thoughforthelifeofmeIcouldn’tplaceit。
Ipassoverthenextthreedays,fortheywereoneuninterruptedseriesofheart—breaks。HussinandPeterscouredthecountryforhorses,BlenkironsatinthebarnandplayedPatience,whileI
hauntedtheroadsidenearthebridgeinthehopeofpickingupsomekindofconveyance。Mytaskwasperfectlyfutile。Thecolumnspassed,castingwonderingeyesonthewreckedcaramongthefrozenrushes,buttheycouldoffernohelp。MyfriendtheTurkishofficerpromisedtowiretoAngorafromsomeplaceorotherforafreshcar,but,rememberingthestateofaffairsatAngora,Ihadnohopefromthatquarter。Carspassed,plentyofthem,packedwithstaff—officers,TurkishandGerman,buttheywereinfartoobigahurryeventostopandspeak。TheonlyconclusionIreachedfrommyroadsidevigilwasthatthingsweregettingverywarmintheneighbourhoodofErzerum。Everybodyonthatroadseemedtobeinmadhasteeithertogetthereortogetaway。
Hussinwasthebestchance,for,asIhavesaid,theCompanionshadaveryspecialandpeculiargraftthroughouttheTurkishEmpire。Butthefirstdayhecamebackempty—handed。Allthehorseshadbeencommandeeredforthewar,hesaid;andthoughhewascertainthatsomehadbeenkeptbackandhiddenaway,hecouldnotgetontheirtrack。Theseconddayhereturnedwithtwo—miserablescrewsanddeplorablyshortinthewindfromadietofbeans。Therewasnodecentcornorhayleftinthecountryside。ThethirddayhepickedupanicelittleArabstallion:inpoorcondition,itistrue,butperfectlysound。
Forthesebeastswepaidgoodmoney,forBlenkironwaswellsuppliedandwehadnotimetosparefortheinterminableOrientalbargaining。
Hussinsaidhehadcleanedupthecountryside,andIbelievedhim。Idarednotdelayanotherday,eventhoughitmeantleavinghimbehind。Buthehadnonotionofdoinganythingofthekind。
Hewasagoodrunner,hesaid,andcouldkeepupwithsuchhorsesasoursforever。Ifthiswasthemannerofourprogress,IreckonedwewouldbeweeksingettingtoErzerum。
Westartedatdawnonthemorningofthefourthday,aftertheoldfarmerhadblessedusandsoldussomestalerye—bread。BlenkironbestrodetheArab,beingtheheaviest,andPeterandIhadthescrews。Myworstforebodingsweresoonrealized,andHussin,lopingalongatmyside,hadaneasyjobtokeepupwithus。Wewereaboutasslowasanox—wagon。Thebruteswereunshod,andwiththeroughroadsIsawthattheirfeetwouldverysoongotopieces。Wejoggedalonglikeatinker’scaravan,aboutfivemilestothehour,asfecklessapartyaseverdisgracedahighroad。
Theweatherwasnowadrizzle,whichincreasedmydepression。
Carspassedusanddisappearedinthemist,goingatthirtymilesanhourtomockourslowness。Noneofusspoke,forthefutilityofthebusinesscloggedourspirits。Ibithardonmyliptocurbmyrestlessness,andIthinkIwouldhavesoldmysoulthereandthenforanythingthatcouldmovefast。Idon’tknowanysorertrialthantobemadforspeedandhavetocrawlatasnail’space。Iwasgettingripeforanykindofdesperateventure。
Aboutmiddaywedescendedonawideplainfullofthemarksofrichcultivation。Villagesbecamefrequent,andthelandwasstuddedwitholivegrovesandscarredwithwaterfurrows。FromwhatI
rememberedofthemapIjudgedthatwewerecomingtothatchampagnecountrynearSiwas,whichisthegranaryofTurkey,andthehomeofthetrueOsmanlistock。
Thenattheturningoftheroadwecametothecaravanserai。
Itwasadingy,batteredplace,withthepinkplasterfallinginpatchesfromitswalls。Therewasacourtyardabuttingontheroad,andaflat—toppedhousewithabigholeinitsside。Itwasalongwayfromanybattle—ground,andIguessedthatsomeexplosionhadwroughtthedamage。Behindit,afewhundredyardsoff,adetachmentofcavalrywereencampedbesideastream,withtheirhorsestiedupinlonglinesofpickets。
Andbytheroadside,quitealoneanddeserted,stoodalargenewmotor—car。
Inalltheroadbeforeandbehindtherewasnomantobeseenexceptthetroopsbythestream。Theowners,whoevertheywere,mustbeinsidethecaravanserai。
IhavesaidIwasinthemoodforsomedesperatedeed,andloandbeholdprovidencehadgivenmethechance!IcovetedthatcarasIhavenevercovetedanythingonearth。Atthemomentallmyplanshadnarroweddowntoafeverishpassiontogettothebattle—
field。WehadtofindGreenmantleatErzerum,andoncethereweshouldhaveHildavonEinem’sprotection。Itwasatimeofwar,andafrontofbrasswasthesurestsafety。But,indeed,Icouldnotfigureoutanyplanworthspeakingof。Isawonlyonething—afastcarwhichmightbeours。
Isaidawordtotheothers,andwedismountedandtetheredourhorsesatthenearendofthecourtyard。Iheardthelowhumofvoicesfromthecavalrymenbythestream,buttheywerethreehundredyardsoffandcouldnotseeus。Peterwassentforwardtoscoutinthecourtyard。Inthebuildingitselftherewasbutonewindowlookingontheroad,andthatwasintheupperfloor。
MeantimeIcrawledalongbesidethewalltowherethecarstood,andhadalookatit。Itwasasplendidsix—cylinderaffair,brandnew,withthetyreslittleworn。Therewereseventinsofpetrolstackedbehindaswellassparetyres,and,lookingin,Isawmap—
casesandfield—glassesstrewnontheseatsasiftheownershadonlygotoutforaminutetostretchtheirlegs。
Petercamebackandreportedthatthecourtyardwasempty。
’Therearemenintheupperroom,’hesaid;’morethanone,forI
heardtheirvoices。Theyaremovingaboutrestlessly,andmaysoonbecomingout。’
Ireckonedthattherewasnotimetobelost,soItoldtheotherstoslipdowntheroadfiftyyardsbeyondthecaravanseraiandbereadytoclimbinasIpassed。Ihadtostarttheinfernalthing,andtheremightbeshooting。
IwaitedbythecartillIsawthemreachtherightdistance。I
couldhearvoicesfromthesecondfloorofthehouseandfootstepsmovingupanddown。Iwasinafeverofanxiety,foranymomentamanmightcometothewindow。ThenIflungmyselfonthestartinghandleandworkedlikeademon。
Thecoldmadethejobdifficult,andmyheartwasinmymouth,forthenoiseinthatquietplacemusthavewokethedead。Then,bythemercyofHeaven,theenginestarted,andIsprangtothedrivingseat,releasedtheclutch,andopenedthethrottle。Thegreatcarshotforward,andIseemedtohearbehindmeshrillvoices。A
pistolbulletboredthroughmyhat,andanotherburieditselfinacushionbesideme。
InasecondIwasclearoftheplaceandtherestofthepartywereembarking。Blenkirongotonthestepandrolledhimselflikeasackofcoalsintothetonneau。Peternippedupbesideme,andHussinscrambledinfromthebackoverthefoldsofthehood。Wehadourbaggageinourpocketsandhadnothingtocarry。
Bulletsdroppedroundus,butdidnoharm。ThenIheardareportatmyear,andoutofacornerofmyeyesawPeterlowerhispistol。Presentlywewereoutofrange,and,lookingback,Isawthreemengesticulatinginthemiddleoftheroad。
’Maythedevilflyawaywiththispistol,’saidPeterruefully。’I
nevercouldmakegoodshootingwithalittlegun。HadIhadmyrifle……’
’Whatdidyoushootfor?’Iaskedinamazement。’We’vegotthefellows’car,andwedon’twanttodothemanyharm。’
’ItwouldhavesavedtroublehadIhadmyrifle,’saidPeter,quietly。’ThelittlemanyoucallRastawasthere,andheknewyou。
Iheardhimcryyourname。Heisanangrylittleman,andIobservethatonthisroadthereisatelegraph。’
CHAPTERSEVENTEEN
TroublebyTheWatersofBabylonFromthatmomentIdatethebeginningofmymadness。SuddenlyI
forgotallcaresanddifficultiesofthepresentandfutureandbecamefoolishlylight—hearted。Wewererushingtowardsthegreatbattlewheremenwerebusyatmypropertrade。IrealizedhowmuchI
hadloathedthelonelydaysinGermany,andstillmorethedawdlingweekinConstantinople。NowIwasclearofitall,andboundfortheclashofarmies。Itdidn’ttroublemethatwewereonthewrongsideofthebattleline。Ihadasortofinstinctthatthedarkerandwilderthingsgrewthebetterchanceforus。
’Seemstome,’saidBlenkiron,bendingoverme,’thatthisjoy—
rideisgoingtocometoanuntimelyendprettysoon。Peter’sright。
Thatyoungmanwillsetthetelegraphgoing,andwe’llbeheldupatthenexttownship。’
’He’sgottogettoatelegraphofficefirst,’Ianswered。’That’swherewehavethepullonhim。He’swelcometothescrewsweleftbehind,andifhefindsanoperatorbeforetheeveningI’mtheworstkindofaDutchman。I’mgoingtobreakalltherulesandbucketthiscarforwhatshe’sworth。Don’tyouseethatthenearerwegettoErzerumthesaferweare?’
’Idon’tfollow,’hesaidslowly。’AtErzerumIreckonthey’llbewaitingforuswiththehandcuffs。Whyinthundercouldn’tthosehairyragamuffinskeepthelittlecusssafe?Yourrecord’sabittooprecipitous,Major,forthemostinnocent—mindedmilitaryboss。’
’DoyourememberwhatyousaidabouttheGermansbeingopentobluff?Well,I’mgoingtoputupthesteepestsortofbluff。Ofcoursethey’llstopus。Rastawilldohisdamnedest。ButrememberthatheandhisfriendsarenotverypopularwiththeGermans,andMadamevonEinemis。We’reherproteges,andthebiggertheGermanswellIgetbeforethesaferI’llfeel。We’vegotourpassportsandourorders,andhe’llbeaboldmanthatwillstopusoncewegetintotheGermanzone。ThereforeI’mgoingtohurryasfastasGodwillletme。’
Itwasaridethatdeservedtohaveanepicwrittenaboutit。Thecarwasgood,andIhandledherwell,thoughIsayitwhoshouldn’t。
Theroadinthatbigcentralplainwasfair,andoftenIknockedfiftymilesanhouroutofher。Wepassedtroopsbyacircuitovertheveld,wherewetooksomeawfulrisks,andonceweskiddedbysometransportwithouroffwheelsalmostoverthelipofaravine。
WewentthroughthenarrowstreetsofSiwaslikeafire—engine,whileIshoutedoutinGermanthatwecarrieddespatchesforheadquarters。Weshotoutofdrizzlingrainintobriefspellsofwintersunshine,andthenintoasnowblizzardwhichallbutwhippedtheskinfromourfaces。Andalwaysbeforeusthelongroadunrolled,withsomewhereattheendofittwoarmiesclinchedinadeath—grapple。
Thatnightwelookedfornolodging。Weateasortofmealinthecarwiththehoodup,andfeltourwayoninthedarkness,fortheheadlightswereinperfectorder。Thenweturnedofftheroadforfourhours’sleep,andIhadagoatthemap。Beforedawnwestartedagain,andcameoverapassintothevaleofabigriver。Thewinterdawnshoweditsgleamingstretches,ice—boundamongthesprinkledmeadows。IcalledtoBlenkiron:
’IbelievethatriveristheEuphrates,’Isaid。
’So,’hesaid,acutelyinterested。’Thenthat’sthewatersofBabylon。Greatsnakes,thatIshouldhavelivedtoseethefieldswhereKingNebuchadnezzargrazed!Doyouknowthenameofthatbighill,Major?’
’Ararat,aslikeasnot,’Icried,andhebelievedme。
Wewereamongthehillsnow,great,rocky,blackslopes,and,seenthroughsideglens,ahinterlandofsnowypeaks。IrememberI
keptlookingforthe_castrolIhadseeninmydream。Thethinghadneverleftoffhauntingme,andIwasprettyclearnowthatitdidnotbelongtomySouthAfricanmemories。Iamnotasuperstitiousman,butthewaythatlittle_kranzclungtomymindmademethinkitwasawarningsentbyProvidence。IwasprettycertainthatwhenIclappedeyesonitIwouldbeinforbadtrouble。
Allmorningwetravelledupthatbroadvale,andjustbeforenoonitspreadoutwider,theroaddippedtothewater’sedge,andI
sawbeforemethewhiteroofsofatown。Thesnowwasdeepnow,andlaydowntotheriverside,buttheskyhadcleared,andagainstaspaceofblueheavensomepeakstothesouthroseglitteringlikejewels。Thearchesofabridge,spanningtwoforksofthestream,showedinfront,andasIsloweddownatthebendasentry’schallengerangoutfromablock—house。WehadreachedthefortressofErzingjan,theheadquartersofaTurkishcorpsandthegateofArmenia。
Ishowedthemanourpassports,buthedidnotsaluteandletusmoveon。Hecalledanotherfellowfromtheguardhouse,whomotionedustokeeppacewithhimashestumpeddownasidelane。
Attheotherendwasabigbarrackswithsentriesoutside。ThemanspoketousinTurkish,whichHussininterpreted。Therewassomebodyinthatbarrackswhowantedbadlytoseeus。
’BythewatersofBabylonwesatdownandwept,’quotedBlenkironsoftly。’Ifear,Major,we’llsoonberememberingZion。’
Itriedtopersuademyselfthatthiswasmerelytheredtapeofafrontierfortress,butIhadaninstinctthatdifficultieswereinstoreforus。IfRastahadstartedwiringIwaspreparedtoputupthebrazenestbluff,forwewerestilleightymilesfromErzerum,andatallcostsweweregoingtobelandedtherebeforenight。
Afussystaff—officermetusatthedoor。Atthesightofushecriedtoafriendtocomeandlook。
’Herearethebirdssafe。AfatmanandtwoleanonesandasavagewholookslikeaKurd。Calltheguardandmarchthemoff。
There’snodoubtabouttheiridentity。’
’Pardonme,Sir,’Isaid,’butwehavenotimetospareandwe’dliketobeinErzerumbeforethedark。Iwouldbegyoutogetthroughanyformalitiesassoonaspossible。Thisman,’andI
pointedtothesentry,’hasourpassports。’
’Composeyourself,’hesaidimpudently;’you’renotgoingonjustyet,andwhenyoudoitwon’tbeinastolencar。’Hetookthepassportsandfingeredthemcasually。Thensomethinghesawtheremadehimcockhiseyebrows。
’Wheredidyoustealthese?’heasked,butwithlessassuranceinhistone。
Ispokeverygently。’Youseemtobethevictimofamistake,sir。
Theseareourpapers。WeareunderorderstoreportourselvesatErzerumwithoutanhour’sdelay。WhoeverhindersuswillhavetoanswertoGeneralvonLiman。WewillbeobligedifyouwillconductusatoncetotheGovernor。’
’Youcan’tseeGeneralPosselt,’hesaid;’thisismybusiness。I
haveawirefromSiwasthatfourmenstoleacarbelongingtooneofEnverDamad’sstaff。Itdescribesyouall,andsaysthattwoofyouarenotoriousspieswantedbytheImperialGovernment。Whathaveyoutosaytothat?’
’Onlythatitisrubbish。MygoodSir,youhaveseenourpasses。
Ourerrandisnottobecriedonthehousetops,butfiveminuteswithGeneralPosseltwillmakethingsclear。Youwillbeexceedinglysorryforitifyoudelayanotherminute。’
Hewasimpressedinspiteofhimself,andafterpullinghismoustacheturnedonhisheelandleftus。PresentlyhecamebackandsaidverygrufflythattheGovernorwouldseeus。Wefollowedhimalongacorridorintoabigroomlookingoutontheriver,whereanoldishfellowsatinanarm—chairbyastove,writingletterswithafountainpen。
ThiswasPosselt,whohadbeenGovernorofErzerumtillhefellsickandAhmedFevzitookhisplace。Hehadapeevishmouthandbigbluepouchesbelowhiseyes。HewassupposedtobeagoodengineerandtohavemadeErzerumimpregnable,butthelookonhisfacegavemetheimpressionthathisreputationatthemomentwasabitunstable。
Thestaff—officerspoketohiminanundertone。
’Yes,yes,Iknow,’hesaidtestily。’Arethesethemen?Theylookaprettylotofscoundrels。What’sthatyousay?Theydenyit。Butthey’vegotthecar。Theycan’tdenythat。Here,you,’andhefixedonBlenkiron,’whothedevilareyou?’
Blenkironsmiledsleepilyathim,notunderstandingoneword,andItookuptheparable。
’Ourpassports,Sir,giveourcredentials,’Isaid。Heglancedthroughthem,andhisfacelengthened。
’They’rerightenough。Butwhataboutthisstoryofstealingacar?’
’Itisquitetrue,’Isaid,’butIwouldprefertouseapleasanterword。Youwillseefromourpapersthateveryauthorityontheroadisdirectedtogiveusthebesttransport。Ourowncarbrokedown,andafteralongdelaywegotsomewretchedhorses。ItisvitallyimportantthatweshouldbeinErzerumwithoutdelay,soI
tookthelibertyofappropriatinganemptycarwefoundoutsideaninn。Iamsorryforthediscomfortoftheowners,butourbusinesswastoogravetowait。’
’Butthetelegramsaysyouarenotoriousspies!’
Ismiled。’Whosentthetelegram?
’IseenoreasonwhyIshouldn’tgiveyouhisname。ItwasRastaBey。You’vepickedanawkwardfellowtomakeanenemyof。’
Ididnotsmilebutlaughed。’Rasta!’Icried。’He’soneofEnver’ssatellites。Thatexplainsmanythings。Ishouldlikeawordwithyoualone,Sir。’
Henoddedtothestaff—officer,andwhenhehadgoneIputonmymostBiblefaceandlookedasimportantasaprovincialmayorataroyalvisit。
’Icanspeakfreely,’Isaid,’forIamspeakingtoasoldierofGermany。ThereisnolovelostbetweenEnverandthoseIserve。I
neednottellyouthat。ThisRastathoughthehadfoundachanceofdelayingus,soheinventsthistrashaboutspies。ThoseComitadjishavespiesonthebrain……EspeciallyhehatesFrauvonEinem。’
Hejumpedatthename。
’Youhaveordersfromher?’heasked,inarespectfultone。
’Why,yes,’Ianswered,’andthoseorderswillnotwait。’
Hegotupandwalkedtoatable,whenceheturnedapuzzledfaceonme。’I’mtornintwobetweentheTurksandmyowncountrymen。IfIpleaseoneIoffendtheother,andtheresultisadamnableconfusion。YoucangoontoErzerum,butIshallsendamanwithyoutoseethatyoureporttoheadquartersthere。
I’msorry,gentlemen,butI’mobligedtotakenochancesinthisbusiness。Rasta’sgotagrievanceagainstyou,butyoucaneasilyhidebehindthelady’sskirts。Shepassedthroughthistowntwodaysago。’
TenminuteslaterwewerecoastingthroughtheslushofthenarrowstreetswithastolidGermanlieutenantsittingbesideMe。
TheafternoonwasoneofthoseraredayswheninthepausesofsnowyouhaveaspellofweatherasmildasMay。Irememberedseverallikeitduringourwinter’straininginHampshire。Theroadwasafineone,wellengineered,andwellkepttoo,consideringtheamountoftraffic。Wewerelittledelayed,foritwassufficientlybroadtoletuspasstroopsandtransportwithoutslackeningpace。
Thefellowatmysidewasgood—humouredenough,buthispresencenaturallyputthelidonourconversation。Ididn’twanttotalk,however。Iwastryingtopiecetogetheraplan,andmakingverylittleofit,forIhadnothingtogoupon。WemustfindHildavonEinemandSandy,andbetweenuswemustwrecktheGreenmantlebusiness。Thatdone,itdidn’tmattersomuchwhathappenedtous。
AsIreasoneditout,theTurksmustbeinabadway,and,unlesstheygotafillipfromGreenmantle,wouldcrumpleupbeforetheRussians。IntheroutIhopedwemightgetachancetochangeoursides。Butitwasnogoodlookingsofarforward;thefirstthingwastogettoSandy。
NowIwasstillinthemoodofrecklessbravadowhichIhadgotfrombaggingthecar。Ididnotrealizehowthinourstorywas,andhoweasilyRastamighthaveabiggraftatheadquarters。IfIhad,I
wouldhaveshotouttheGermanlieutenantlongbeforewegottoErzerum,andfoundsomewayofgettingmixedupintheruckofthepopulation。Hussincouldhavehelpedmetothat。IwasgettingsoconfidentsinceourinterviewwithPosseltthatIthoughtIcouldbluffthewholeoutfit。
Butmymainbusinessthatafternoonwaspurenonsense。Iwastryingtofindmylittlehill。AteveryturnoftheroadIexpectedtoseethe_castrolbeforeus。YoumustknowthateversinceIcouldstandIhavebeencrazyabouthighmountains。MyfathertookmetoBasutolandwhenIwasaboy,andIreckonIhavescrambledoveralmosteverybitofuplandsouthoftheZambesi,fromtheHottentotsHollandtotheZoutpansberg,andfromtheuglyyellowkopjesofDamaralandtothenoblecliffsofMontauxSources。OneofthethingsIhadlookedforwardtoincominghomewasthechanceofclimbingtheAlps。ButnowIwasamongpeaksthatI
fanciedwerebiggerthantheAlps,andIcouldhardlykeepmyeyesontheroad。Iwasprettycertainthatmy_castrolwasamongthem,forthatdreamhadtakenanalmightyholdonmymind。Funnilyenough,Iwasceasingtothinkitaplaceofevilomen,foronesoonforgetstheatmosphereofnightmare。ButIwasconvincedthatitwasathingIwasdestinedtosee,andtoseeprettysoon。
Darknessfellwhenweweresomemilesshortofthecity,andthelastpartwasdifficultdriving。Onbothsidesoftheroadtransportandengineers’storeswereparked,andsomeofitstrayedintothehighway。Inoticedlotsofsmalldetails—machine—gundetachments,signallingparties,squadsofstretcher—bearers—whichmeanthefringeofanarmy,andassoonasthenightbeganthewhitefingersofsearchlightsbegantogropeintheskies。
Andthen,abovethehumoftheroadside,rosethevoiceofthegreatguns。Theshellswereburstingfourorfivemilesaway,andthegunsmusthavebeenasmanymoredistant。Butinthatuplandpocketofplaininthefrostynighttheysoundedmostintimatelynear。Theykeptuptheirsolemnlitany,withaminute’sintervalbetweeneach—no_rafalewhichrumbleslikeadrum,butthesteadypersistenceofartilleryexactlyrangedonatarget。Ijudgedtheymustbebombardingtheouterforts,andoncetherecamealoudexplosionandaredglareasifamagazinehadsuffered。
ItwasasoundIhadnotheardforfivemonths,anditfairlycrazedme。IrememberedhowIhadfirsthearditontheridgebeforeLaventie。ThenIhadbeenhalf—afraid,half—solemnized,buteverynervehadbeenquickened。Thenithadbeenthenewthinginmylifethatheldmebreathlesswithanticipation;nowitwastheoldthing,thethingIhadsharedwithsomanygoodfellows,myproperwork,andtheonlytaskforaman。AtthesoundofthegunsIfeltthatIwasmovinginnaturalaironcemore。IfeltthatIwascominghome。
Wewerestoppedatalonglineoframparts,andaGermansergeantstaredatustillhesawthelieutenantbesideme,whenhesalutedandwepassedon。Almostatoncewedippedintonarrowtwistingstreets,chokedwithsoldiers,whereitwashardbusinesstosteer。Therewerefewlights—onlynowandthentheflareofatorchwhichshowedthegreystonehouses,witheverywindowlatticedandshuttered。Ihadputoutmyheadlightsandhadonlysidelamps,sowehadtopickourwaygingerlythroughthelabyrinth。
IhopedwewouldstrikeSandy’squarterssoon,forwewereallprettyempty,andafrosthadsetinwhichmadeourthickcoatsseemasthinaspaper。
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