’Didhethwartyou?’sheasked。
’Why,yes。Hethwartedmesome。Hisheadisabitswelled,andanhourortwoontheshelfwilldohimgood。’
’Heisapowerfulman,’shesaid,’ajackalofEnver’s。Youhavemadeadangerousenemy。’
’Idon’tvaluehimattwocents,’saidI,thoughIthoughtgrimlythatasfarasIcouldseethevalueofhimwaslikelytobeaboutthepriceofmyneck。
’Perhapsyouareright,’shesaidwithseriouseyes。’Inthesedaysnoenemyisdangeroustoaboldman。Ihavecometonight,MrHanau,totalkbusinesswithyou,astheysayinyourcountry。I
haveheardwellofyou,andtodayIhaveseenyou。Imayhaveneedofyou,andyouassuredlywillhaveneedofme……’
Shebrokeoff,andagainherstrangepotenteyesfellonmyface。
Theywerelikeaburningsearchlightwhichshowedupeverycrannyandcrackofthesoul。Ifeltitwasgoingtobehorriblydifficulttoactapartunderthatcompellinggaze。Shecouldnotmesmerizeme,butshecouldstripmeofmyfancydressandsetmenakedinthemasquerade。
’Whatcameyouforthtoseek?’sheasked。’YouarenotlikethestoutAmericanBlenkiron,aloverofshoddypowerandadevoteeofafeeblescience。Thereissomethingmorethanthatinyourface。
Youareonourside,butyouarenotoftheGermanswiththeirhankeringsforarococoEmpire。YoucomefromAmerica,thelandofpiousfollies,wheremenworshipgoldandwords。Iask,whatcameyouforthtoseek?’
AsshespokeIseemedtogetavisionofafigure,likeoneoftheoldgodslookingdownonhumannaturefromagreatheight,afiguredisdainfulandpassionless,butwithitsownmagnificence。Itkindledmyimagination,andIansweredwiththestuffIhadoftencogitatedwhenIhadtriedtoexplaintomyselfjusthowacasecouldbemadeoutagainsttheAlliedcause。
’Iwilltellyou,Madam,’Isaid。’Iamamanwhohasfollowedascience,butIhavefolloweditinwildplaces,andIhavegonethroughitandcomeoutattheotherside。Theworld,asIseeit,hadbecometooeasyandcushioned。Menhadforgottentheirmanhoodinsoftspeech,andimaginedthattherulesoftheirsmugcivilizationwerethelawsoftheuniverse。Butthatisnottheteachingofscience,anditisnottheteachingoflife。Wehaveforgottenthegreatervirtues,andwewerebecomingemasculatedhumbugswhosegodswereourownweaknesses。Thencamewar,andtheairwascleared。Germany,inspiteofherblundersandhergrossness,stoodforthasthescourgeofcant。Shehadthecouragetocutthroughthebondsofhumbugandtolaughatthefetishesoftheherd。ThereforeIamonGermany’sside。ButIcamehereforanotherreason。IknownothingoftheEast,butasIreadhistoryitisfromthedesertthatthepurificationcomes。Whenmankindissmotheredwithshamsandphrasesandpaintedidolsawindblowsoutofthewildtocleanseandsimplifylife。Theworldneedsspaceandfreshair。Thecivilizationwehaveboastedofisatoy—shopandablindalley,andIhankerfortheopencountry。’
Thisconfoundednonsensewaswellreceived。Herpaleeyeshadthecoldlightofthefanatic。WithherbrighthairandthelongexquisiteovalofherfaceshelookedlikesomedestroyingfuryofaNorselegend。AtthatmomentIthinkIfirstreallyfearedher;
beforeIhadhalf—hatedandhalf—admired。ThankHeaven,inherabsorptionshedidnotnoticethatIhadforgottenthespeechofCleveland,Ohio。
’YouareoftheHouseholdofFaith,’shesaid。’Youwillpresentlylearnmanythings,fortheFaithmarchestovictory。MeantimeI
haveonewordforyou。Youandyourcompaniontraveleastward。’
’WegotoMesopotamia,’Isaid。’Ireckontheseareourpassports,’
andIpointedtotheenvelope。
Shepickeditup,openedit,andthentoreitinpiecesandtosseditinthefire。
’Theordersarecountermanded,’shesaid。’Ihaveneedofyouandyougowithme。NottotheflatsoftheTigris,buttothegreathills。Tomorrowyouwillreceivenewpassports。’
Shegavemeherhandandturnedtogo。Atthethresholdshepaused,andlookedtowardstheoakcupboard。’TomorrowIwillrelieveyouofyourprisoner。Hewillbesaferinmyhands。’
Sheleftmeinaconditionofprettyblankbewilderment。Weweretobetiedtothechariot—wheelsofthisfury,andstartedonanenterprisecomparedtowhichfightingagainstourfriendsatKutseemedtameandreasonable。Ontheotherhand,IhadbeenspottedbyRasta,andhadgottheenvoyofthemostpowerfulmaninConstantinoplelockedinacupboard。AtallcostswehadtokeepRastasafe,butIwasverydeterminedthatheshouldnotbehandedovertothelady。Iwasgoingtobenopartytocold—bloodedmurder,whichIjudgedtobeherexpedient。Itwasaprettykettleoffish,butinthemeantimeImusthavefood,forIhadeatennothingforninehours。SoIwentinsearchofPeter。
IhadscarcelybegunmylongdeferredmealwhenSandyentered。
Hewasbeforehistime,andhelookedassolemnasasickowl。I
seizedonhimasadrowningmanclutchesaspar。
HeheardmystoryofRastawithalengtheningface。
’That’sbad,’hesaid。’Yousayhespottedyou,andyoursubsequentdoingsofcoursewouldnotdisillusionhim。It’saninfernalnuisance,butthere’sonlyonewayoutofit。Imustputhiminchargeofmyownpeople。Theywillkeephimsafeandsoundtillhe’swanted。Onlyhemustn’tseeme。’Andhewentoutinahurry。
IfetchedRastafromhisprison。Hehadcometohissensesbythistime,andlayregardingmewithstony,malevolenteyes。
’I’mverysorry,Sir,’Isaid,’forwhathashappened。Butyouleftmenoalternative。I’vegotabigjobonhandandIcan’thaveitinterferedwithbyyouoranyone。You’repayingthepriceofasuspiciousnature。Whenyouknowalittlemoreyou’llwanttoapologizetome。I’mgoingtoseethatyouarekeptquietandcomfortableforadayortwo。You’venocausetoworry,foryou’llsuffernoharm。IgiveyoumywordofhonourasanAmericancitizen。’
TwoofSandy’smiscreantscameinandborehimoff,andpresentlySandyhimselfreturned。WhenIaskedhimwherehewasbeingtaken,Sandysaidhedidn’tknow。’They’vegottheirorders,andthey’llcarrythemouttotheletter。There’sabigunknownareainConstantinopletohideaman,intowhichthe_Khafiyehneverenter。’
Thenheflunghimselfinachairandlithisoldpipe。
’Dick,’hesaid,’thisjobisgettingverydifficultandverydark。
Butmyknowledgehasgrowninthelastfewdays。I’vefoundoutthemeaningofthesecondwordthatHarryBullivantscribbled。’
’_Cancer?’Iasked。
’Yes。Itmeansjustwhatitreadsandnomore。Greenmantleisdying—hasbeendyingformonths。ThisafternoontheybroughtaGermandoctortoseehim,andthemangavehimafewhoursoflife。Bynowhemaybedead。’
Thenewswasastaggerer。ForamomentIthoughtitclearedupthings。’Thenthatbuststheshow,’Isaid。’Youcan’thaveacrusadewithoutaprophet。’
’IwishIthoughtitdid。It’stheendofonestage,butthestartofanewandblackerone。Doyouthinkthatwomanwillbebeatenbysuchasmallthingasthedeathofherprophet?She’llfindasubstitute—oneofthefourMinisters,orsomeoneelse。She’sadevilincarnate,butshehasthesoulofaNapoleon。Thebigdangerisonlybeginning。’
Thenhetoldmethestoryofhisrecentdoings。HehadfoundoutthehouseofFrauvonEinemwithoutmuchtrouble,andhadperformedwithhisragamuffinsintheservants’quarters。Theprophethadalargeretinue,andthefameofhisminstrels—fortheCompanionswereknownfarandwideinthelandofIslam—
camespeedilytotheearsoftheHolyOnes。Sandy,aleaderinthismostorthodoxcoterie,wastakenintofavourandbroughttothenoticeofthefourMinisters。Heandhishalf—dozenretainersbecameinmatesofthevilla,andSandy,fromhisknowledgeofIslamicloreandhisostentatiouspiety,wasadmittedtotheconfidenceofthehousehold。FrauvonEinemwelcomedhimasanally,fortheCompanionshadbeenthemostdevotedpropagandistsofthenewrevelation。
Ashedescribedit,itwasastrangebusiness。Greenmantlewasdyingandofteningreatpain,buthestruggledtomeetthedemandsofhisprotectress。ThefourMinisters,asSandysawthem,wereunworldlyascetics;theprophethimselfwasasaint,thoughapracticalsaintwithsomenotionsofpolicy;butthecontrollingbrainandwillwerethoseofthelady。Sandyseemedtohavewonhisfavour,evenhisaffection。Hespokeofhimwithakindofdesperatepity。
’Ineversawsuchaman。Heisthegreatestgentlemanyoucanpicture,withadignitylikeahighmountain。Heisadreamerandapoet,too—ageniusifIcanjudgethesethings。IthinkIcanassesshimrightly,forIknowsomethingofthesouloftheEast,butitwouldbetoolongastorytotellnow。TheWestknowsnothingofthetrueOriental。Itpictureshimaslappedincolourandidlenessandluxuryandgorgeousdreams。Butitisallwrong。The_Kafheyearnsforisanausterething。ItistheausterityoftheEastthatisitsbeautyanditsterror……Italwayswantsthesamethingsatthebackofitshead。TheTurkandtheArabcameoutofbigspaces,andtheyhavethedesireofthemintheirbones。Theysettledownandstagnate,andbythebytheydegenerateintothatappallingsubtletywhichistheirrulingpassiongonecrooked。Andthencomesanewrevelationandagreatsimplifying。TheywanttolivefacetofacewithGodwithoutascreenofritualandimagesandpriestcraft。Theywanttoprunelifeofitsfoolishfringesandgetbacktothenoblebarenessofthedesert。Remember,itisalwaystheemptydesertandtheemptyskythatcasttheirspelloverthem—
these,andthehot,strong,antisepticsunlightwhichburnsupallrotanddecay。—。Itisn’tinhuman。It’sthehumanityofonepartofthehumanrace。Itisn’tours,itisn’tasgoodasours,butit’sjollygoodallthesame。TherearetimeswhenitgripsmesohardthatI’minclinedtoforswearthegodsofmyfathers!
’Well,Greenmantleistheprophetofthisgreatsimplicity。HespeaksstraighttotheheartofIslam,andit’sanhonourablemessage。
Butforoursinsit’sbeentwistedintopartofthatdamnedGermanpropaganda。Hisunworldlinesshasbeenusedforacunningpoliticalmove,andhiscreedofspaceandsimplicityforthefurtheranceofthelastwordinhumandegeneracy。MyGod,Dick,it’slikeseeingStFrancisrunbyMessalina。’
’Thewomanhasbeenheretonight,’Isaid。’SheaskedmewhatI
stoodfor,andIinventedsomeinfernalnonsensewhichsheapprovedof。ButIcanseeonething。Sheandherprophetmayrunfordifferentstakes,butit’sthesamecourse。’
Sandystarted。’Shehasbeenhere!’hecried。’Tellme,Dick,whatdoyouthinkofher?’
’Ithoughtshewasabouttwopartsmad,butthethirdpartwasuncommonlikeinspiration。’
’That’saboutright,’hesaid。’IwaswrongincomparinghertoMessalina。She’ssomethingadashedsightmorecomplicated。Sherunstheprophetjustbecausesheshareshisbelief。Onlywhatinhimissaneandfine,inherismadandhorrible。Yousee,Germanyalsowantstosimplifylife。’
’Iknow,’Isaid。’Itoldherthatanhourago,whenItalkedmorerottothesecondthananynormalmaneverachieved。Itwillcomebetweenmeandmysleepfortherestofmydays。’
’Germany’ssimplicityisthatoftheneurotic,nottheprimitive。ItismegalomaniaandegotismandtheprideofthemanintheBiblethatwaxedfatandkicked。Buttheresultsarethesame。Shewantstodestroyandsimplify;butitisn’tthesimplicityoftheascetic,whichisofthespirit,butthesimplicityofthemadmanthatgrindsdownallthecontrivancesofcivilizationtoafeaturelessmonotony。
Theprophetwantstosavethesoulsofhispeople;Germanywantstoruletheinanimatecorpseoftheworld。Butyoucangetthesamelanguagetocoverboth。AndsoyouhavethepartnershipofStFrancisandMessalina。Dick,didyoueverhearofathingcalledtheSuperman?’
’Therewasatimewhenthepaperswerefullofnothingelse,’
Ianswered。’IgatheritwasinventedbyasportsmancalledNietzsche。’
’Maybe,’saidSandy。’OldNietzschehasbeenblamedforagreatdealofrubbishhewouldhavediedratherthanacknowledge。Butit’sacrazeofthenew,fattedGermany。It’safancytypewhichcouldneverreallyexist,anymorethantheEconomicManofthepoliticians。Mankindhasasenseofhumourwhichstopsshortofthefinalabsurdity。Thereneverhasbeen,andtherenevercouldbearealSuperman……ButtheremightbeaSuperwoman。’
’You’llgetintotrouble,mylad,ifyoutalklikethat,’Isaid。
’It’strueallthesame。Womenhavegotaperilouslogicwhichweneverhave,andsomeofthebestofthemdon’tseethejokeoflifeliketheordinaryman。Theycanbefargreaterthanmen,fortheycangostraighttotheheartofthings。ThereneverwasamansonearthedivineasJoanofArc。ButIthink,too,theycanbemoreentirelydamnablethananythingthateverwasbreeched,fortheydon’tstopstillnowandthenandlaughatthemselves……
ThereisnoSuperman。Thepoorolddonkeysthatfancythemselvesinthepartareeithercrackbrainedprofessorswhocouldn’truleaSunday—schoolclass,orbristlingsoldierswithpint—potheadswhoimaginethattheshootingofaDucd’EnghienmadeaNapoleon。
ButthereisaSuperwoman,andhername’sHildavonEinem。’
’Ithoughtourjobwasnearlyover,’Igroaned,’andnowitlooksasifithadn’twellstarted。Bullivantsaidthatallwehadtodowastofindoutthetruth。’
’Bullivantdidn’tknow。Nomanknowsexceptyouandme。Itellyou,thewomanhasimmensepower。TheGermanshavetrustedherwiththeirtrumpcard,andshe’sgoingtoplayitforallsheisworth。There’snocrimethatwillstandinherway。Shehassettheballrolling,andifneedbeshe’llcutallherprophets’throatsandruntheshowherself……Idon’tknowaboutyourjob,forhonestlyIcan’tquiteseewhatyouandBlenkironaregoingtodo。ButI’mveryclearaboutmyownduty。She’sletmeintothebusiness,andI’mgoingtosticktoitinthehopethatI’llfindachanceofwreckingit……We’removingeastwardtomorrow—withanewprophetiftheoldoneisdead。’
’Whereareyougoing?’Iasked。
’Idon’tknow。ButIgatherit’salongjourney,judgingbythepreparations。Anditmustbetoacoldcountry,judgingbytheclothesprovided。’
’Well,whereveritis,we’regoingwithyou。Youhaven’theardtheendofouryarn。BlenkironandIhavebeenmovinginthebestcirclesasskilledAmericanengineerswhoaregoingtoplayOldHarrywiththeBritishontheTigris。I’mapalofEnver’snow,andhehasofferedmehisprotection。ThelamentedRastabroughtourpassportsforthejourneytoMesopotamiatomorrow,butanhouragoyourladytorethemupandputtheminthefire。Wearegoingwithher,andshevouchsafedtheinformationthatitwastowardsthegreathills。’
Sandywhistledlongandlow。’Iwonderwhatthedeuceshewantswithyou?Thisthingisgettingdashedcomplicated,Dick……
Where,morebytoken,isBlenkiron?He’sthefellowtoknowabouthighpolitics。’
ThemissingBlenkiron,asSandyspoke,enteredtheroomwithhisslow,quietstep。Icouldseebyhiscarriagethatforoncehehadnodyspepsia,andbyhiseyesthathewasexcited。
’Say,boys,’hesaid,’I’vegotsomethingprettyconsiderableinthewayofnoos。There’sbeenbigfightingontheEasternborder,andtheBuzzardshavetakenabadknock。’
Hishandswerefullofpapers,fromwhichheselectedamapandspreaditonthetable。
’Theykeepmumaboutthisthinginthecapital,butI’vebeenpiecingthestorytogethertheselastdaysandIthinkI’vegotitstraight。AfortnightagooldmanNicholasdescendedfromhismountainsandscupperedhisenemiesthere—atKuprikeui,wherethemainroadeastwardscrossestheAraxes。Thatwasonlythebeginningofthestunt,forhepressedononabroadfront,andthegentlemancalledKiamil,whocommandsinthoseparts,wasnotuptothejobofholdinghim。TheBuzzardswereshepherdedinfromnorthandeastandsouth,andnowtheMuscoviteissittingdownoutsidethefortsofErzerum。Icantellyouthey’reprettymiserableaboutthesituationinthehighestquarters……EnverissweatingbloodtogetfreshdivisionstoErzerumfromGally—poly,butit’salongroadanditlooksasiftheywouldbetoolateforthefair……
YouandI,Major,startforMesopotamytomorrow,andthat’saboutthemeanestbitofbadluckthateverhappenedtoJohnS。
We’remissingthechanceofseeingthegoriestfightofthiscampaign。’
Ipickedupthemapandpocketedit。Mapsweremybusiness,andIhadbeenlookingforone。
’We’renotgoingtoMesopotamia,’Isaid。’Ourordershavebeencancelled。’
’ButI’vejustseenEnver,andhesaidhehadsentroundourpassports。’
’They’reinthefire,’Isaid。’Therightoneswillcomealongtomorrowmorning。’
Sandybrokein,hiseyesbrightwithexcitement。
’Thegreathills!……We’regoingtoErzerum……Don’tyouseethattheGermansareplayingtheirbigcard?They’resendingGreenmantletothepointofdangerinthehopethathiscomingwillrallytheTurkishdefence。Thingsarebeginningtomove,Dick,oldman。Nomorekickingtheheelsforus。We’regoingtobeinituptotheneck,andHeavenhelpthebestman……Imustbeoffnow,forI’vealottodo。_Au_revoir。Wemeetsometimeinthehills。’
Blenkironstilllookedpuzzled,tillItoldhimthestoryofthatnight’sdoings。Ashelistened,allthesatisfactionwentoutofhisface,andthatfunny,childishairofbewildermentcreptin。
’It’snotformetocomplain,forit’sinthestraightlineofourdooty,butIreckonthere’sgoingtobebigtroubleaheadofthiscaravan。It’sKismet,andwe’vegottobow。ButIwon’tpretendthatI’mnotconsiderablescaredattheprospect。’
’Oh,soamI,’Isaid。’Thewomanfrightensmeintofits。We’reupagainstitthistimeallright。AllthesameI’mgladwe’retobeletintotherealstarmetropolitanperformance。Ididn’trelishtheideaoftouringtheprovinces。’
’Iguessthat’scorrect。ButIcouldwishthatthegoodGodwouldseefittotakethatlovelyladytoHimself。She’stoomuchforaquietmanatmytimeoflife。Whensheinvitesustogoinontheground—floorIfeelliketakingtheelevatortotheroof—garden。’
CHAPTERSIXTEEN
TheBatteredCaravanseraiTwodayslater,intheevening,wecametoAngora,thefirststageinourjourney。
Thepassportshadarrivednextmorning,asFrauvonEinemhadpromised,andwiththemaplanofourjourney。More,oneoftheCompanions,whospokealittleEnglish,wasdetailedtoaccompanyus—awiseprecaution,fornooneofushadawordofTurkish。
Thesewerethesumofourinstructions。IheardnothingmoreofSandyorGreenmantleorthelady。Weweremeanttotravelinourownparty。
WehadtherailwaytoAngora,averycomfortableGerman_Schlafwagen,tackedtotheendofatroop—train。Therewasn’tmuchtobeseenofthecountry,forafterwelefttheBosporusweranintoscudsofsnow,andexceptthatweseemedtobeclimbingontoabigplateauIhadnonotionofthelandscape。Itwasamarvelthatwemadesuchgoodtime,forthatlinewascongestedbeyondanythingIhaveeverseen。TheplacewascrawlingwiththeGallipolitroops,andeverysidingwaspackedwithsupplytrucks。Whenwestopped—whichwedidonanaverageaboutonceanhour—youcouldseevastcampsonbothsidesoftheline,andoftenwestruckregimentsonthemarchalongtherailwaytrack。Theylookedafine,hardylotofruffians,butmanyweredeplorablyragged,andI
didn’tthinkmuchoftheirboots。IwonderedhowtheywoulddothefivehundredmilesofroadtoErzerum。
BlenkironplayedPatience,andPeterandItookahandatpicquet,butmostlywesmokedandyarned。Gettingawayfromthatinfernalcityhadcheeredusupwonderfully。Nowwewereoutontheopenroad,movingtothesoundoftheguns。Attheworst,weshouldnotperishlikeratsinasewer。Wewouldbealltogether,too,andthatwasacomfort。Ithinkwefeltthereliefwhichamanwhohasbeenonalonelyoutpostfeelswhenheisbroughtbacktohisbattalion。Besides,thethinghadgonecleanbeyondourpowertodirect。Itwasnogoodplanningandscheming,fornoneofushadanotionwhatthenextstepmightbe。Wewerefatalistsnow,believinginKismet,andthatisacomfortablefaith。
AllbutBlenkiron。ThecomingofHildavonEinemintothebusinesshadputaveryuglycomplexiononitforhim。Itwascurioustoseehowsheaffectedthedifferentmembersofourgang。
Peterdidnotcarearush:man,woman,andhippogriffwerethesametohim;hemetitallascalmlyasifheweremakingplanstoroundupanoldlioninapatchofbush,takingthefactsastheycameandworkingatthemasiftheywereasuminarithmetic。
SandyandIwereimpressed—it’snogooddenyingit:horriblyimpressed—butweweretoointerestedtobescared,andweweren’tabitfascinated。Wehatedhertoomuchforthat。ButshefairlystruckBlenkirondumb。Hesaidhimselfitwasjustlikearattlesnakeandabird。
Imadehimtalkabouther,forifhesatandbroodedhewouldgetworse。Itwasastrangethingthatthisman,themostimperturbableand,Ithink,aboutthemostcourageousIhaveevermet,shouldbeparalysedbyaslimwoman。Therewasnodoubtaboutit。
Thethoughtofhermadethefuturetohimasblackasathundercloud。Ittookthepoweroutofhisjoints,andifshewasgoingtobemucharound,itlookedasifBlenkironmightbecountedout。
Isuggestedthathewasinlovewithher,butthishevehementlydenied。
’No,Sir;Ihaven’tgotnosortofaffectionforthelady。Mytroubleisthatsheputsmeoutofcountenance,andIcan’tfitherinasanantagonist。IguessweAmericanshaven’tgottherightpoisefordealingwiththatkindoffemale。We’veexaltedourwomenfolkintolittletingods,andatthesametimeleftthemoutoftherealbusinessoflife。Consequently,whenwestrikeoneplayingthebiggestkindofman’sgamewecan’tplaceher。Wearen’tusedtoregardingthemasanythingexceptangelsandchildren。IwishIhadhadyouboys’upbringing。’
AngorawaslikemynotionofsomeplacesuchasAmiensintheretreatfromMons。Itwasonemassoftroopsandtransport—theneckofthebottle,formorearrivedeveryhour,andtheonlyoutletwasthesingleeasternroad。ThetownwaspandemoniumintowhichdistractedGermanofficersweretryingtointroducesomeorder。Theydidn’tworrymuchaboutus,fortheheartofAnatoliawasn’talikelyhunting—groundforsuspiciouscharacters。Wetookourpassporttothecommandant,whovisaedthemreadily,andtoldushe’ddohisbesttogetustransport。Wespentthenightinasortofhotel,whereallfourcrowdedintoonelittlebedroom,andnextmorningIhadmyworkcutoutgettingamotor—car。Ittookfourhours,andtheuseofeverygreatnameintheTurkishEmpire,toraiseadingysortofStudebaker,andanothertwotogetthepetrolandsparetyres。Asforachauffeur,loveormoneycouldn’tfindhim,andIwascompelledtodrivethethingmyself。
Weleftjustaftermiddayandswungoutintobarebleakdownspatchedwithscrubbywoodlands。Therewasnosnowhere,butawindwasblowingfromtheeastwhichsearchedthemarrow。
Presentlyweclimbedupintohills,andtheroad,thoughnotbadlyengineeredtobeginwith,grewasroughasthechannelofastream。
Nowonder,forthetrafficwaslikewhatonesawonthatawfulstretchbetweenCasselandYpres,andtherewerenogangsofBelgianroadmakerstomenditup。WefoundtroopsbythethousandsstridingalongwiththeirimpassiveTurkishfaces,oxconvoys,muleconvoys,wagonsdrawnbysturdylittleAnatolianhorses,and,cominginthecontrarydirection,manyshabbyRedCrescentcarsandwagonsofthewounded。Wehadtocrawlforhoursonend,tillwegotpastablock。justbeforethedarkeningweseemedtooutstripthefirstpress,andhadaclearrunforabouttenmilesoveralowpassinthehills。Ibegantogetanxiousaboutthecar,foritwasapooroneatthebest,andtheroadwasguaranteedsoonerorlatertoknockevenaRolls—Royceintoscrapiron。
Allthesameitwasglorioustobeoutintheopenagain。Peter’sfaceworeanewlook,andhesniffedthebitterairlikeastag。Therefloatedupfromlittlewaysidecampstheodourofwood—smokeanddung—fires。That,andthecuriousacridwintersmellofgreatwind—
blownspaces,willalwayscometomymemoryasIthinkofthatday。Everyhourbroughtmepeaceofmindandresolution。IfeltasIhadfeltwhenthebattalionfirstmarchedfromAiretowardsthefiring—line,akindofkeying—upandwildexpectation。I’mnotusedtocities,andloungingaboutConstantinoplehadslackenedmyfibre。Now,asthesharpwindbuffetedus,Ifeltbracedtoanykindofrisk。Wewereonthegreatroadtotheeastandtheborderhills,andsoonweshouldstanduponthefarthestbattle—frontofthewar。
Thiswasnocommonplaceintelligencejob。Thatwasallover,andweweregoingintothefiring—zone,goingtotakepartinwhatmightbethedownfallofourenemies。Ididn’treflectthatwewereamongthoseenemies,andwouldprobablysharetheirdownfallifwewerenotshotearlier。Thetruthis,Ihadgotoutofthewayofregardingthethingasastrugglebetweenarmiesandnations。Ihardlybotheredtothinkwheremysympathieslay。Firstandforemostitwasacontestbetweenthefourofusandacrazywoman,andthispersonalantagonismmadethestrifeofarmiesonlyadimly—feltbackground。
Wesleptthatnightlikelogsonthefloorofadirtykhan,andstartednextmorninginapowderofsnow。Weweregettingveryhighupnow,anditwasperishingcold。TheCompanion—hisnamesoundedlikeHussin—hadtravelledtheroadbeforeandtoldmewhattheplaceswere,buttheyconveyednothingtome。Allmorningwewriggledthroughabiglotoftroops,abrigadeatleast,whoswungalongatagreatpacewithafinefreestridethatIdon’tthinkIhaveeverseenbettered。ImustsayItookafancytotheTurkishfightingman:Irememberedthetestimonialourfellowsgavehimasacleanfighter,andIfeltverybitterthatGermanyshouldhaveluggedhimintothisdirtybusiness。Theyhaltedforameal,andwestopped,too,andlunchedoffsomebrownbreadanddriedfigsandaflaskofverysourwine。IhadafewwordswithoneoftheofficerswhospokealittleGerman。HetoldmetheyweremarchingstraightforRussia,sincetherehadbeenagreatTurkishvictoryintheCaucasus。’WehavebeatentheFrenchandtheBritish,andnowitisRussia’sturn,’hesaidstolidly,asifrepeatingalesson。Butheaddedthathewasmortallysickofwar。
Intheafternoonweclearedthecolumnandhadanopenroadforsomehours。Thelandnowhadatilteastward,asifweweremovingtowardsthevalleyofagreatriver。Soonwebegantomeetlittlepartiesofmencomingfromtheeastwithanewlookintheirfaces。Thefirstlotsofwoundedhadbeentheordinarythingyouseeoneveryfront,andtherehadbeensomepretenceatorganization。
Butthesenewlotswereverywearyandbroken;theywereoftenbarefoot,andtheyseemedtohavelosttheirtransportandtobestarving。Youwouldfindagroupstretchedbytheroadsideinthelaststagesofexhaustion。Thenwouldcomeapartylimpingalong,sotiredthattheyneverturnedtheirheadstolookatus。
Almostallwerewounded,somebadly,andmostwerehorriblythin。IwonderedhowmyTurkishfriendbehindwouldexplainthesighttohismen,ifhebelievedinagreatvictory。Theyhadnottheairofthebackwashofaconqueringarmy。
EvenBlenkiron,whowasnosoldier,noticedit。
’Theseboyslookmightybad,’heobserved。’We’vegottohustle,Major,ifwe’regoingtogetseatsforthelastact。’
Thatwasmyownfeeling。Thesightmadememadtogetonfaster,forIsawthatbigthingswerehappeningintheEast。IhadreckonedthatfourdayswouldtakeusfromAngoratoErzerum,butherewasthesecondnearlyoverandwewerenotyetathirdoftheway。Ipressedonrecklessly,andthathurrywasourundoing。
IhavesaidthattheStudebakerwasarottenoldcar。Itssteering—gearwasprettydicky,andthebadsurfaceandcontinualhairpinbendsoftheroaddidn’timproveit。Soonwecameintosnowlyingfairlydeep,frozenhardandruttedbythebigtransport—wagons。
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