"Iamwillingtowork。It’sforthefreedmenaswellastheChesters,andIthinkitverykindofthemtoletmesharethelaborandthefun。Patronagedoesnottroublemewhenitiswellmeant。"
"Quiterightandproper。Ilikeyourgratefulspirit,mydear。It’sapleasuretohelppeoplewhoappreciateourefforts。Somedonot,andthatistrying,"observedAuntMarch,lookingoverherspectaclesatJo,whosatapart,rockingherself,withasomewhatmoroseexpression。
IfJohadonlyknownwhatagreathappinesswaswaveringinthebalanceforoneofthem,shewouldhaveturneddove—likeinaminute,butunfortunately,wedon’thavewindowsinourbreasts,andcannotseewhatgoesoninthemindsofourfriends。Betterforusthatwecannotasageneralthing,butnowandthenitwouldbesuchacomfort,suchasavingoftimeandtemper。Byhernextspeech,Jodeprivedherselfofseveralyearsofpleasure,andreceivedatimelylessonintheartofholdinghertongue。
"Idon’tlikefavors,theyoppressandmakemefeellikeaslave。I’dratherdoeverythingformyself,andbeperfectlyindependent。"
"Ahem!"coughedAuntCarrolsoftly,withalookatAuntMarch。
"Itoldyouso,"saidAuntMarch,withadecidednodtoAuntCarrol。
Mercifullyunconsciousofwhatshehaddone,Josatwithhernoseintheair,andarevolutionaryaspectwhichwasanythingbutinviting。
"DoyouspeakFrench,dear?"askedMrs。Carrol,layingahandonAmy’s。
"Prettywell,thankstoAuntMarch,wholetsEsthertalktomeasoftenasIlike,"repliedamy,withagratefullook,whichcausedtheoldladytosmileaffably。
"Howareyouaboutlanguages?"askedMrs。CarrolofJO。
"Don’tknowaword。I’mverystupidaboutstudyinganything,can’tbearFrench,it’ssuchaslippery,sillysortoflanguage,"wasthebrusquereply。
Anotherlookpassedbetweentheladies,andAuntMarchsaidtoAmy,’Youarequitestrongandwellno,dear,Ibelieve?Eyesdon’ttroubleyouanymore,dothey?"
"Notatall,thankyou,ma’am。I’mverywell,andmeantodogreatthingsnextwinter,sothatImaybereadyforRome,wheneverthatjoyfultimearrives。"
"Goodgirl!Youdeservetogo,andI’msureyouwillsomeday,"saidAuntMarch,withanapproving;patonthehead,asAmypickedupherballforher。Crosspatch,drawthelatch,Sitbythefireandspin,squalledPolly,bendingdownfromhisperchonthebackofherchairtopeepintoJo’sface,withsuchacomicalairofimpertinentinquirythatitwasimpossibletohelplaughing。
"Mostobservingbird,"saidtheoldlady。
"Comeandtakeawalk,mydear?"criedPolly,hoppingtowardthechinacloset,withalooksuggestiveofalumpofsugar。
"Thankyou,Iwill。ComeAmy。"AndJobroughtthevisittoanend,feelingmorestronglythaneverthatcallsdidhaveabadeffectuponherconstitution。Sheshookhandsinagentlemanlymanner,butAmykissedboththeaunts,andthegirlsdeparted,leavingbehindthemtheimpressionofshadowandsunshine,whichimpressioncausedAuntMarchtosay,astheyvanished……
"You’dbetterdoit,Mary。I’llsupplythemoney。AndAuntCarroltoreplydecidedly,"Icertainlywill,ifherfatherandmotherconsent。"
GoodWives:Chapter7CHAPTER7ConsequencesMrs。Chester’sfairwassoveryelegantandselectthatitwasconsideredagreathonorbytheyoungladiesoftheneighborhoodtobeinvitedtotakeatable,andeveryonewasmuchinterestinthematter。Amywasasked,butJowasnot,whichwasfortunateforallparties,asherelbowsweredecidedlyakimboatthisperiodofherlife,andittookagoodmanyhardknockstoteachherhowtogetoneasily。The`haughty,uninterestingcreature’wasletseverelyalone,butAmy’stalentandtasteweredulycomplimentedbytheofferofthearttable,andsheexertedherselftoprepareandsecureappropriateandvaluablecontributionstoit。
Everythingwentonsmoothlytillthedaybeforethefairopened,thenthereoccurredoneofthelittleskirmisheswhichitisalmostimpossibletoavoid,whensomefive—and—twentywomen,oldandyoung,withalltheirprivatepiquesandprejudices,trytoworktogether。
MayChesterwasratherjealousofAmybecausethelatterwasagreaterfavoritethanherself,andjustatthistimeseveraltriflingcircumstancesoccurredtoincreasethefeeling。Amy’sdaintypen—and—inkworkentirelyeclipsedMay’spaintedvases——thatwasonethorn。ThentheallconqueringTudorhaddancedfourtimeswithAmyatalatepartyandonlyoncewithMay——thatwasthornnumbertwo。Butthechiefgrievancethatrankledinhersoul,andgaveanexcuseforherunfriendlyconduct,wasarumorwhichsomeobliginggossiphadwhisperedtoher,thattheMarchgirlshadmadefunofherattheLambs’。AlltheblameofthisshouldhavefallenuponJo,forhernaughtyimitationhadbeentoolifeliketoescapedetection,andthefrolicsomeLambshadpermittedthejoketoescape。Nohintofthishadreachedtheculprits,however,andAmy’sdismaycanbeimagined,when,theveryeveningbeforethefair,asshewasputtingthelasttouchestoherprettytable,Mrs。Chester,who,ofcourse,resentedthesupposedridiculeofherdaughter,said,inablandtone,butwithacoldlook……
"Ifind,dear,thatthereissomefeelingamongtheyoungladiesaboutmygivingthistabletoanyonebutmygirls。Asthisisthemostprominent,andsomesaythemostattractivetableofall,andtheyarethechiefgetters—upofthefair,itisthoughtbestforthemtotakethisplace。I’msorry,butIknowyouaretoosincerelyinterestedinthecausetomindalittlepersonaldisappointment,andyoushallhaveanothertableifyoulike。"
Mrs。Chesterfanciedbeforehandthatitwouldbeeasytodeliverthislittlespeech,butwhenthetimecame,shefounditratherdifficulttoutteritnaturally,withAmy’sunsuspiciouseyeslookingstraightatherfullofsurpriseandtrouble。
"Amyfeltthattherewassomethingbehindthis,butwouldnotguesswhat,andsaidquietly,feelinghurt,andshowingthatshedid,"PerhapsyouhadratherItooknotableatall?"
"Now,mydear,don’thaveanyillfeeling,Ibeg。It’smerelyamatterofexpediency,yousee,mygirlswillnaturallytakethelead,andthistableisconsideredtheirproperplace。Ithinkitveryappropriatetoyou,andfeelverygratefulforyoureffortstomakeitsopretty,butwemustgiveupourprivatewishes,ofcourse,andIwillseethatyouhaveagoodplaceelsewhere。Wouldn’tyouliketheflowertable?Thelittlegirlsundertookit,buttheyarediscouraged。Youcouldmakeacharmingthingofit,andtheflowertableisalwaysattractiveyouknow。"
"Especiallytogentlemen,"addedMay,withalookwhichenlightenedAmyastoonecauseofhersuddenfallfromfavor。Shecoloredangrily,buttooknoothernoticeofthatgirlishsarcasm,andansweredwithunexpectedamiability……
"Itshallbeasyouplease,Mrs。Chester。I’llgiveupmyplacehereatonce,andattendtotheflowers,ifyoulike。"
"Youcanputyourownthingsonyourowntable,ifyouprefer,"beganMay,feelingalittleconscience—stricken,asshelookedattheprettyracks,thepaintedshells,andquaintilluminationsAmyhadsocarefullymadeandsogracefullyarranged。Shemeantitkindly,butAmymistookhermeaning,andsaidquickly……
"Oh,certainly,iftheyareinyourway,"andsweepinghercontributionsintoherapron,pell—mell,shewalkedoff,feelingthatherselfandherworksofarthadbeeninsultedpastforgiveness。
"Nowshe’smad。Oh,dear,IwishIhadn’taskedyoutospeak,Mama,"saidMay,lookingdisconsolatelyattheemptyspacesonhertable。
"Girls’quarrelsaresoonover,"returnedhermother,feelingatrifleashamedofherownpartinthisone,aswellshemight。
ThelittlegirlshailedAmyandhertreasureswithdelight,whichcordialreceptionsomewhatsoothedherperturbedspirit,andshefelltowork,determinedtosucceedflorally,ifshecouldnotartistically。Buteverythingseemedagainsther。Itwaslate,andshewastired。Everyonewastoobusywiththeirownaffairstohelpher,andthelittlegirlswereonlyhindrances,forthedearsfussedandchatteredlikesomanymagpies,makingagreatdealofconfusionintheirartlesseffortstopreservethemostperfectorder。Theevergreenarchwouldn’tstayfirmaftershegotitup,butwiggledandthreatenedtotumbledownonherheadwhenthehangingbasketswerefilled。Herbesttilegotasplashofwater,whichleftasephiatearontheCupid’scheek。Shebruisedherhandswithhammering,andgotcoldworkinginadraft,whichlastafflictionfilledherwithapprehensionsforthemorrow。AnygirlreaderwhohassufferedlikeafflictionswillsympathizewithpoorAmyandwishherwellthroughhertask。
Therewasgreatindignationathomewhenshetoldherstorythatevening。Hermothersaiditwasashame,buttoldhershehaddoneright。Bethdeclaredshewouldn’tgotothefairatall,andJodemandedwhyshedidn’ttakeallherprettythingsandleavethosemeanpeopletogetonwithouther。
"Becausetheyaremeanisnoreasonwhyishouldbe。Ihatesuchthings,andthoughIthinkI’vearighttobehurt,Idon’tintendtoshowit。Theywillfeelthatmorethanangryspeechesorhuffyactions,won’tthey,Marmee?"
"That’stherightspirit,mydear。Akissforablowisalwaysbest,thoughit’snotveryeasytogiveitsometimes,"saidhermother,withtheairofonewhohadlearnedthedifferencebetweenpreachingandpracticing。
Inspiteofvariousverynaturaltemptationstoresentandretaliate,Amyadheredtoherresolutionallthenextday,bentonconqueringherenemybykindness。Shebeganwell,thankstoasilentreminderthatcametoherunexpectedly,butmostopportunely。Asshearrangedhertablethatmorning,whilethelittlegirlswereintheanteroomfillingthebaskets,shetookupherpetproduction,alittlebook,theantiquecoverofwhichherfatherhadfoundamonghistreasures,andinwhichonleavesofvellumshehadbeautifullyilluminateddifferenttexts。Assheturnedthepagesrichindaintydeviceswithverypardonablepride,hereyefellupononeversethatmadeherstopandthink。Framedinabrilliantscrollworkofscarlet,blueandgold,withlittlespiritsofgoodwillhelpingoneanotherupanddownamongthethornsandflowers,werethewords,"Thoushaltlovethyneighborasthyself。"
"Iought,butIdon’t,"thoughtAmy,ashereyewentfromthebrightpagetoMay’sdiscontentedfacebehindthebigvases,thatcouldnothidethevacanciesherprettyworkhadoncefilled。Amystoodaminute,turningtheleavesinherhand,readingoneachsomesweetrebukeforallheartburningsanduncharitablenessofspirit。Manywiseandtruesermonsarepreacheduseverydaybyunconsciousministersinstreet,school,office,orhome。Evenafairtablemaybecomeapulpit,ifitcanofferthegoodandhelpfulwordswhichareneveroutofseason。Amy’sconsciencepreachedheralittlesermonfromthattext,thenandthere,andshedidwhatmanyofusdonotalwaysdo,tookthesermontoheart,andstraightwayputitinpractice。AgroupofgirlswerestandingaboutMay’stable,admiringtheprettythings,andtalkingoverthechangeofsaleswomen。Theydroppedtheirvoices,butAmyknewtheywerespeakingofher,hearingonesideofthestoryandjudgingaccordingly。Itwasnotpleasant,butabetterspirithadcomeoverher,andpresentlyachanceofferedforprovingit。SheheardMaysaysorrowfully……
"It’stoobad,forthereisnotimetomakeotherthings,andIdon’twanttofillupwithoddsandends。Thetablewasjustcompletethen。Nowit’sspoiled。"
"Idaresayshe’dputthembackifyouaskedher,"suggestedsomeone。
"HowcouldIafterallthefuss?"beganMay,butshedidnotfinish,forAmy’svoicecameacrossthehall,sayingpleasantly……
"Youmayhavethem,andwelcome,withoutasking,ifyouwantthem。IwasjustthinkingI’doffertoputthemback,fortheybelongtoyourtableratherthanmine。Heretheyare,pleasetakethem,andforgivemeifIwashastyincarryingthemawaylastnight。"
Asshespoke,Amyreturnedhercontribution,withanodandasmile,andhurriedawayagain,feelingthatitwaseasiertodoafriendlythingthanitwastostayandbethankedforit。
"Now,Icallthatlovelyofher,don’tyou?"criedonegirl。
May’sanswerwasinaudible,butanotheryounglady,whosetemperwasevidentlyalittlesouredbymakinglemonade,added,withadisagreeablelaugh,"Verylovely,forsheknewshewouldn’tsellthematherowntable。"
Now,thatwashard。Whenwemakelittlesacrificesweliketohavethemappreciated,atleast,andforaminuteAmywassorryshehaddoneit,feelingthatvirtuewasnotalwaysitswonreward。Butitis,asshepresentlydiscovered,forherspiritsbegantorise,andhertabletoblossomunderherskillfulhands,thegirlswereverykind,andthatonelittleactseemedtohaveclearedtheatmosphereamazingly。
ItwasaverylongdayandahardoneforAmy,asshesatbehindhertable,oftenquitealone,forthelittlegirlsdesertedverysoon。Fewcaredtobuyflowersinsummer,andherbouquetsbegantodrooplongbeforenight。
Thearttablewasthemostattractiveintheroom。Therewasacrowdaboutitalldaylong,andthetenderswereconstantlyflyingtoandfrowithimportantfacesandrattlingmoneyboxes。Amyoftenlookedwistfullyacross,longingtobethere,whereshefeltathomeandhappy,insteadofinacornerwithnothingtodo。Itmightseemnohardshiptosomeofus,buttoapretty,blitheyounggirl,itwasnotonlytedious,butverytrying,andthethoughtofLaurieandhisfriendsmadeitarealmartyrdom。
Shedidnotgohometillnight,andthenshelookedsopaleandquietthattheyknewthedayhadbeenahardone,thoughshemadenocomplaint,anddidnoteventellwhatshehaddone。Hermothergaveheranextracordialcupoftea。Bethhelpedherdress,andmadeacharminglittlewreathforherhair,whileJoastonishedherfamilybygettingherselfupwithunusualcare,andhintingdarklythatthetableswereabouttobeturned。
"Don’tdoanythingrude,prayJo。Iwon’thaveanyfussmade,soletitallpassandbehaveyourself,"beggedAmy,asshedepartedearly,hopingtofindareinforcementofflowerstorefreshherpoorlittletable。
"ImerelyintendtomakemyselfentrancinglyagreeabletoeveroneIknow,andtokeeptheminyourcorneraslongaspossible。Teddyandhisboyswilllendahand,andwe’llhaveagoodtimeyet。"returnedJo,leaningoverthegatetowatchforLaurie。Presentlythefamiliartrampwasheardinthedusk,andsheranouttomeethim。
"Isthatmyboy?"
"Assureasthisismygirl!"AndLaurietuckedherhandunderhisarmwiththeairofamanwhoseeverywishwasgratified。
"Oh,teddy,suchdoings!"AndJotoldAmy’swrongswithsisterlyzeal。
"Aflockofourfellowsaregoingtodriveoverby—and—by,andI’llbehangedifIdon’tmakethembuyeveryflowershe’sgot,andcampdownbeforehertableafterward,"saidLaurie,espousinghercausewithwarmth。
"Theflowersarenotatallnice,Amysays,andthefreshonesmaynotarriveintime。Idon’twishtobeunjustorsuspicious,butIshouldn’twonderiftheynevercameatall。Whenpeopledoonemeanthingtheyareverylikelytodoanother,"observedJoinadisgustedtone。
"Didn’tHayesgiveyouthebestoutofourgardens?Itoldhimto。"
"Ididn’tknowthat,heforgot,Isuppose,and,asyourgrandpawaspoorly,Ididn’tliketoworryhimbyasking,thoughIdidwantsome。"
"Now,Jo,howcouldyouthinktherewasanyneedofasking?Theyarejustasmuchyoursasmine。Don’twealwaysgohalvesineverything?"beganLaurie,inthetonethatalwaysmadeJoturnthorny。
"Gracious,Ihopenot!Halfofsomeofyourthingswouldn’tsuitmeatall。Butwemustn’tstandphilanderinghere。I’vegottohelpAmy,soyougoandmakeyourselfsplendid,andifyou’llbesoverykindastoletHayestakeafewniceflowersuptotheHall,I’llblessyouforever。"
"Couldn’tyoudoitnow?"askedLaurie,sosuggestivelythatJoshutthegateinhisfacewithinhospitablehaste,andcalledthroughthebars,"Goaway,Teddy,I’mbusy。"
Thankstotheconspirators,thetableswereturnedthatnight,forHayessentupawildernessofflowers,withaloverlybasketarrangedinhisbestmannerforacenterpiece。ThentheMarchfamilyturnedoutenmasse,andJoexertedherselftosomepurpose,forpeoplenotonlycame,butstayed,laughingathernonsense,admiringAmy’staste,andapparentlyenjoyingthemselvesverymuch。Laurieandhisfriendsgallantlythrewthemselvesintothebreach,boughtupthebouquets,encampedbeforethetable,andmadethatcornertheliveliestspotintheroom。Amywasinherelementnow,andoutofgratitude,ifnothingmore,wasasspritelyandgraciousaspossible,comingtotheconclusion,aboutthattime,thatvirtuewasit’sownreward,afterall。
Jobehavedherselfwithexemplarypropriety,andwhenAmywashappilysurroundedbyherguardofhonor,Jocirculatedaboutthehall,pickingupvariousbitsofgossip,whichenlightenedheruponthesubjectoftheChesterchangeofbase。ShereproachedherselfforhershareoftheillfeelingandresolvedtoexonerateAmyassoonaspossible。ShealsodiscoveredwhatAmyhaddoneaboutthethingsinthemorning,andconsideredheramodelofmagnanimity。Asshepassedthearttable,sheglancedoveritforhersister’sthings,butsawnosignofthem。"Tuckedawayoutofsight,Idaresay,"thoughtJo,whocouldforgiverherownwrongs,buthotlyresentedanyinsultofferedherfamily。
"Goodevening,MissJo。HowdoesAmygeton?"askedMaywithaconciliatoryair,forshewantedtoshowthatshealsocouldbegenerous。
"Shehassoldeverythingshehadthatwasworthselling,andnowsheisenjoyingherself。Theflowertableisalwaysattractive,youknow,`especiallytogentlemen’。"
Jocouldn’tresistgivingthatlittleslap,butMaytookitsomeeklysheregretteditaminuteafter,andfelltopraisingthegreatvases,whichstillremainedunsold。
"IsAmy’silluminationanywhereabout"ItookafancytobuythatforFather,"saidJo,veryanxioustolearnthefateofhersister’swork。
"EverythingofAmy’ssoldlongago。Itookcarethattherightpeoplesawthem,andtheymadeanicelittlesumofmoneyforus,"returnedMay,whohadovercomesundrysmalltemptations,aswellasAmyhad,thatday。
Muchgratified,Jorushedbacktotellthegoodnews,andAmylookedbothtouchedandsurprisedbythereportofMay’swordandmanner。
"Now,gentlemen,Iwantyoutogoanddoyourdutybytheothertablesasgenerouslyasyouhavebymine,especiallythearttable,"shesaid,orderingout`Teddy’sown’,asthegirlscalledthecollegefriends。
"`Charge,Chester,charge!’isthemottoforthattable,butdoyourdutylikemen,andyou’llgetyourmoney’sworthofartineverysenseoftheword,"saidtheirrepressibleJo,asthedevotedphalanxpreparedtotakethefield。
"Tohearistoobey,butMarchisfairerfarthanMay,"saidlittleParker,makingafranticefforttobebothwittyandtender,andgettingpromptlyquenchedbyLaurie,whosaid……
"Verywell,myson,forasmallboy!"andwalkedhimoff,withapaternalpatonthehead。
"Buythevases,"whisperedAmytoLaurie,asafinalheapingofcoalsoffireonherenemy’shead。
ToMay’sgreatdelight,Mr。Laurencenotonlyboughtthevases,butpervadedthehallwithoneundereacharm。Theothergentlemenspeculatedwithequalrashnessinallsortsoffrailtrifles,andwanderedhelplesslyaboutafterward,burdenedwithwaxflowers,paintedfans,filigreeportfolios,andotherusefulandappropriatepurchases。
AuntCarrolwasthere,heardthestory,lookedpleased,andsaidsomethingtoMrs。Marchinacorner,whichmadethelatterladybeamwithsatisfaction,andwatchAmywithafacefullofmingledprideandanxiety,thoughshedidnotbetraythecauseofherpleasuretillseveraldayslater。
Thefairwaspronouncedasuccess,andwhenMaybadeAmygoodnight,shedidnotgushasusual,butgaveheranaffectionatekiss,andalookwhichsaid`forgiveandforget’。ThatsatisfiedAmy,andwhenshegothomeshefoundthevasesparadedontheparlorchimneypiecewithagreatbouquetineach。"TherewardofmeritforamagnanimousMarch,"asLaurieannouncedwithaflourish。
"You’veadealmoreprincipleandgenerosityandnoblenessofcharacterthanIevergaveyoucreditfor,Amy。You’vebehavedsweetly,andIrespectyouwithallmyheart,"saidJowarmly,astheybrushedtheirhairtogetherlatethatnight。
"Yes,wealldo,andloveherforbeingsoreadytoforgive。Itmusthavebeendreadfullyhard,afterworkingsolongandsettingyourheartonsellingyourownprettythings。Idon’tbelieveIcouldhavedoneitaskindlyasyoudid,"addedBethfromherpillow。
"Why,girls,youneedn’tpraisemeso。IonlydidasI’dbedoneby。YoulaughatmewhenIsayIwanttobealady,butImeanatruegentlewomaninmindandmanners,andItrytodoitasfarasIknowhow。Ican’texplainexactly,butIwanttobeabovethelittlemeannessesandfolliesandfaultsthatspoilsomanywomen。I’mfarfromitnow,butIdomybest,andhopeintimetobewhatMotheris。"
Amyspokeearnestly,andJosaid,withacordialhug,"Iunderstandnowwhatyoumean,andI’llneverlaughatyouagain。Youaregettingonfasterthanyouthink,andI’lltakelessonsofyouintruepoliteness,foryou’velearnedthesecret,Ibelieve。Tryaway,deary,you’llgetyourrewardsomeday,andnoonewillbemoredelightedthanIshall。"
AweeklaterAmydidgetherreward,andpoorJofoundithardtobedelighted。AlettercamefromAuntCarrol,andMrs。March’sfacewasilluminatedtosuchadegreewhenshereaditthatJoandBeth,whowerewithher,demandedwhatthegladtidingwere。
"AuntCarrolisgoingabroadnextmonth,andwants……"
"Metogowithher!"burstinJo,flyingoutofherchairinanuncontrollablerapture。
"No,dear,notyou。It’sAmy。"
"Oh,Mother!She’stooyoung,it’smyturnfirst。I’vewanteditsolong。Itwoulddomesomuchgood,andbesoaltogethersplendid。Imustgo!"
"I’mafraidit’simpossible,Jo。AuntsaysAmy,decidedly,anditisnotforustodictatewhensheofferssuchafavor。"
"It’salwaysso。AmyhasallthefunandIhaveallthework。Itisn’tfair,oh,itisn’tfair!"criedJopassionately。
"I’mafraidit’spartlyyourownfault,dear。WhenAuntspoketometheotherday,sheregrettedyourbluntmannersandtooindependentspirit,andhereshewrites,asifquotingsomethingyouhadsaid——`IplannedatfirsttoaskJo,butas`favorsburdenher’,andshe`hatesFrench’,IthinkIwon’tventuretoinviteher。Amyismoredocile,willmakeagoodcompanionforFlo,andreceivegratefullyanyhelpthetripmaygiveher。"
"Oh,mytongue,myabominabletongue!Whycan’tIlearntokeepitquiet?’groanedJo,rememberingwordswhichhadbeenherundoing。Whenshehadheardtheexplanationofthequotedphrases,Mrs。Marchsaidsorrowfully……
"Iwishyoucouldhavegone,butthereisnohopeofitthistime,sotrytobearitcheerfully,anddon’tsaddenAmy’spleasurebyreproachesorregrets。"
"I’lltry,"saidJo,winkinghardasshekneltdowntopickupthebasketshehadjoyfullyupset。"I’lltakealeafoutofherbook,andtrynotonlytoseemglad,buttobeso,andnotgrudgeheroneminuteofhappiness。Butitwon’tbeeasy,foritisadreadfuldisappointment。"AndpoorJobedewedthelittlefatpincushionsheheldwithseveralverybittertears。"Jo,dear,I’mveryselfish,butIcouldn’tspareyou,andI’mgladyouarenotgoingquiteyet,"whisperedBeth,embracingher,basketandall,withsuchaclingingtouchandlovingfacethatJofeltcomfortedinspiteofthesharpregretthatmadeherwanttoboxherownears,andhumblybegAuntCarroltoburdenherwiththisfavor,andseehowgratefullyshewouldbearit。
BythetimeAmycamein,Jowasabletotakeherpartinthefamilyjubilation,notquiteasheartilyasusual,perhaps,butwithoutrepiningsatAmy’sgoodfortune。Theyoungladyherselfreceivedthenewsastidingsofgreatjoy,wentaboutinasolemnsortofrapture,andbegantosorthercolorsandpackherpencilsthatevening,leavingsuchtriflesasclothes,money,andpassportstothoselessabsorbedinvisionsofartthanherself。
"Itisn’tamerepleasuretriptome,girls,"shesaidimpressively,asshescrapedherbestpalette。"Itwilldecidemycareer,forifIhaveanygenius,IshallfinditoutinRome,andwilldosomethingtoproveit。"
"Supposeyouhaven’t?"saidJo,sewingaway,withredeyes,atthenewcollarswhichweretobehandedovertoAmy。
"ThenIshallcomehomeandteachdrawingformyliving,"repliedtheaspirantforfame,withphilosophiccomposure。Butshemadeawryfaceattheprospect,andscratchedawayatherpaletteasifbentonvigorousmeasuresbeforeshegaveupherhopes。
"No,youwon’t。Youhatehardwork,andyou’llmarrysomerichman,andcomehometositinthelapofluxuryallyourdays,"saidJo。
"Yourpredictionssometimescometopass,butIdon’tbelievethatonewill。I’msureIwishitwould,forifIcan’tbeanartistmyself,Ishouldliketobeabletohelpthosewhoare,"saidAmy,smiling,asifthepartofLadyBountifulwouldsuitherbetterthanthatofapoordrawingteacher。
"Hum!"saidJo,withasigh。"Ifyouwishityou’llhaveit,foryourwishesarealwaysgranted——minenever。"
"Wouldyouliketogo?"askedAmy,thoughtfullypattinghernosewithherknife。
"Rather!"
"Well,inayearortwoI’llsendforyou,andwe’lldigintheForumforrelics,andcarryoutalltheplanswe’vemadesomanytimes。"
"Thankyou。I’llremindyouofyourpromisewhenthatjoyfuldaycomes,ifiteverdoes,"returnedJo,acceptingthevaguebutmagnificentofferasgratefullyasshecould。"Therewasnotmuchtimeforpreparation,andthehousewasinafermenttillAmywasoff。Joboreupverywelltillthelastflutterofblueribbonvanished,whensheretiredtoherrefuge,thegarret,andcriedtillshecouldn’tcryanymore。Amylikewiseboreupstoutlytillthesteamersailed。Thenjustasthegangwaywasabouttobewithdrawn,itsuddenlycameoverherthatawholeoceanwassoontorollbetweenherandthosewholovedherbest,andsheclungtoLaurie,thelastlingerer,sayingwithasob……
"Oh,takecareofthemforme,andifanythingshouldhappen……"
"Iwill,dear,Iwill,andifanythinghappens,I’llcomeandcomfortyou,"whisperedLaurie,littledreamingthathewouldbecalledupontokeephisword。
SoAmysailedawaytofindtheOldWorld,whichisalwaysnewandbeautifultoyoungeyes,whileherfatherandfriendwatchedherfromtheshore,ferventlyhopingthatnonebutgentlefortuneswouldbefallthehappy—heartedgirl,whowavedherhandtothemtilltheycouldseenothingbutthesummersunshinedazzlingonthesea。
GoodWives:Chapter8CHAPTER8OurForeignCorrespondentLondonDearestPeople,HereIreallysitatafrontwindowoftheBathHotel,Piccadilly。It’snotafashionableplace,butUnclestoppedhereyearsago,andwon’tgoanywhereelse。However,wedon’tmeantostaylong,soit’snogreatmatter。Oh,Ican’tbegintotellyouhowIenjoyitall!Inevercan,soI’llonlygiveyoubitsoutofmynotebook,forI’vedonenothingbutsketchandscribblesinceIstarted。
IsentalinefromHalifax,whenIfeltprettymiserable,butafterthatIgotondelightfully,seldomill,ondeckallday,withplentyofpleasantpeopletoamuseme。Everyonewasverykindtome,especiallytheofficers。Don’tlaugh,Jo,gentlemenreallyareverynecessaryaboardship,toholdonto,ortowaituponone,andastheyhavenothingtodo,it’samercytomakethemuseful,otherwisetheywouldsmokethemselvestodeath,I’mafraid。
AuntandFlowerepoorlyalltheway,andlikedtobeletalone,sowhenIhaddonewhatIcouldforthem,Iwentandenjoyedmyself。Suchwalksondeck,suchsunsets,suchsplendidairandwaves!Itwasalmostasexcitingasridingafasthorse,whenwewentrushingonsograndly。IwishBethcouldhavecome,itwouldhavedonehersomuchgood。AsforJo,shewouldhavegoneupandsatonthemaintopjib,orwhateverthehighthingiscalled,madefriendswiththeengineers,andtootedonthecaptain’sspeakingtrumpet,she’dhavebeeninsuchastateofrapture。
Itwasallheavenly,butIwasgladtoseetheIrishcoast,andfounditverylovely,sogreenandsunny,withbrowncabinshereandthere,ruinsonsomeofthehills,andgentlemen’scountryseatsinthevalleys,withdeerfeedingintheparks。Itwasearlyinthemorning,butIdidn’tregretgettinguptoseeit,forthebaywasfulloflittleboats,theshoresopicturesque,andarosyskyoverhead。Inevershallforgetit。
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