Touchedtotheheart,Mrs。Marchcouldonlystretchoutherarms,asiftogatherchildrenandgrandchildrentoherself,andsay,withfaceandvoicefullofmotherlylove,gratitude,andhumility……
"Oh,mygirls,howeverlongyoumaylive,Inevercanwishyouagreaterhappinessthanthis!"
GoodWives:Chapter3CHAPTER3ArtisticAttemptsIttakespeoplealongtimetolearnthedifferencebetweentalentandgenius,especiallyambitiousyoungmenandwomen。Amywaslearningthisdistinctionthroughmuchtribulation,formistakingenthusiasmforinspiration,sheattemptedeverybranchofartwithyouthfulaudacity。Foralongtimetherewasalullinthe`mud—pie’business,andshedevotedherselftothefinestpen—and—inkdrawing,inwhichsheshowedsuchtasteandskillthathergracefulhandiworkprovedbothpleasantandprofitable。Butover—strainedeyescausedpenandinktobelaidasideforaboldattemptatpokersketching。
Whilethisattacklasted,thefamilylivedinconstantfearofaconflagration,fortheodorofburningwoodpervadedthehouseatallhours,smokeissuedfromatticandshedwithalarmingfrequency,red—hotpokerslayaboutpromiscuously,andHannahneverwenttobedwithoutapailofwaterandthedinnerbellatherdoorincaseoffire。Raphael’sfacewasfoundboldlyexecutedontheundersideofthemouldingboard,andBacchusontheheadofabeerbarrel。Achantingcherubadornedthecoverofthesugarbucket,andattemptstoportrayRomeoandJulietsuppliedkindlingforsometime。
Fromfiretooilwasanaturaltransitionforburnedfingers,andAmyfelltopaintingwithundiminishedardor。Anartistfriendfittedheroutwithhiscastoffpalettes,brushes,andcolors,andshedaubedaway,producingpastoralandmarineviewssuchaswereneverseenonlandorsea。Hermonstrositiesinthewayofcattlewouldhavetakenprizesatanagriculturalfair,andtheperilouspitchingofhervesselswouldhaveproducedseasicknessinthemostnauticalobserver,iftheutterdisregardtoallknownrulesofshipbuildingandrigginghadnotconvulsedhimwithlaughteratthefirstglance。Swarthyboysanddark—eyedMadonnas,staringatyoufromonecornerofthestudio,suggestedMurillo。Oilybrownshadowsoffaceswithaluridstreakinthewrongplace,meantRembrandt。Buxomladiesanddropiscalinfants,Rubens,andTurnerappearedintempestsofbluethunder,orangelightning,brownrain,andpurpleclouds,withatomato—coloredsplashinthemiddle,whichmightbethesunorabouy,asailor’sshirtoraking’srobe,asthespectatorpleased。
Charcoalportraitscamenext,andtheentirefamilyhunginarow,lookingaswildandcrockyasifjustevokedfromacoalbin。Softenedintocrayonsketches,theydidbetter,forthelikenessesweregood,andAmy’shair,Jo’snose,Meg’smouth,andLaurie’seyeswerepronounced`wonderfullyfine’。Areturntoclayandplasterfollowed,andghostlycastsofheracquaintanceshauntedcornersofthehouse,ortumbledoffclosetshelvesontopeople’sheads。Childrenwereenticedinasmodels,tilltheirincoherentaccountsofhermysteriousdoingscausedMissAmytoberegardedinthelightofayoungogress。Hereffortsinthisline,however,werebroughttoanabruptclosebyanuntowardaccident,whichquenchedherardor。Othermodelsfailingherforatime,sheundertooktocastherownprettyfoot,andthefamilywereonedayalarmedbyanunearthlybumpingandscreamingandrunningtotherescue,foundtheyoungenthusiasthoppingwildlyabouttheshedwithherfootheldfastinapanfullofplaster,whichhadhardenedwithunexpectedrapidity。Withmuchdifficultyandsomedangershewasdugout,forJowassoovercomewithlaughterwhilesheexcavatedthatherknifewenttoofar,cutthepoorfoot,andleftalastingmemorialofoneartisticattempt,atleast。
AfterthisAmysubsided,tillamaniaforsketchingfromnaturesethertohauntingriver,field,andwood,forpicturesquestudies,andsighingforruinstocopy。Shecaughtendlesscoldssittingondampgrasstobook`deliciousbit’,composedofastone,astump,onemushroom,andabrokenmulleinstalk,or`aheavenlymassofclouds’,thatlookedlikeachoicedisplayoffeatherbedswhendone。Shesacrificedhercomplexionfloatingontheriverinthemidsummersuntostudylightandshade,andgotawrinkleoverhernosetryingafter`pointsofsight’,orwhateverthesquint—and—stringperformanceiscalled。
If`geniusiseternalpatience’,asMichelangeloaffirms,Amyhadsomeclaimtothedivineattribute,forsheperseveredinspiteofallobstacles,failures,anddiscouragements,firmlybelievingthatintimesheshoulddosomethingworthytobecalled`highart’。
Shewaslearning,doing,andenjoyingotherthings,meanwhile,forshehadresolvedtobeanattractiveandaccomplishedwoman,evenifsheneverbecameagreatartist。Hereshesucceededbetter,forshewasoneofthosehappilycreatedbeingswhopleasewithouteffort,makefriendseverywhere,andtakelifesogracefullyandeasilythatlessfortunatesoulsaretemptedtobelievethatsucharebornunderaluckystar。Everybodylikedher,foramonghergoodgiftswastact。Shehadaninstinctivesenseofwhatwaspleasingandproper,alwayssaidtherightthingtotherightperson,didjustwhatsuitedthetimeandplace,andwassoself—possessedthathersistersusedtosay,"IfAmywenttocourtwithoutanyrehearsalbeforehand,she’dknowexactlywhattodo。"
Oneofherweaknesseswasadesiretomovein`ourbestsociety’,withoutbeingquitesurewhatthebestreallywas。Money,position,fashionableaccomplishments,andelegantmannersweremostdesirablethingsinhereyes,andshelikedtoassociatewiththosewhopossessedthem,oftenmistakingthefalseforthetrue,andadmiringwhatwasnotadmirable。Neverforgettingthatbybirthshewasagentlewoman,shecultivatedheraristocratictastesandfeelings,sothatwhentheopportunitycameshemightbereadytotaketheplacefromwhichpovertynowexcludedher。
"Mylady,"asherfriendscalledher,sincerelydesiredtobeagenuinelady,andwassoatheart,buthadyettolearnthatmoneycannotbuyrefinementofnature,thatrankdoesnotalwaysconfernobility,andthattruebreedingmakesitselffeltinspiteofexternaldrawbacks。
"Iwanttoaskafavorofyou,Mamma,"Amysaid,cominginwithanimportantaironeday。
"Well,littlegirl,whatisit?"repliedhermother,inwhoseeyesthestatelyyoungladystillremained`thebaby’。
"Ourdrawingclassbreaksupnextweek,andbeforethegirlsseparateforthesummer,Iwanttoaskthemouthereforaday。Theyarewildtoseetheriver,sketchthebrokenbridge,andcopysomeofthethingstheyadmireinmybook。Theyhavebeenverykindtomeinmanyways,andIamgrateful,fortheyareallrichandIknowIampoor,yettheynevermadeanydifference。"
"Whyshouldthey?"AndMrs。Marchputthequestionwithwhatthegirlscalledher`MariaTheresaair’。
"YouknowaswellasIthatitdoesmakeadifferencewithnearlyeveryone,sodon’truffleuplikeadear,motherlyhen,whenyourchickensgetpeckedbysmarterbirds。Theuglyducklingturnedoutaswan,youknow。"AndAmysmiledwithoutbitterness,forshepossessedahappytemperandhopefulspirit。
Mrs。Marchlaughed,andsmootheddownhermaternalprideassheasked,"Well,myswan,whatisyourplan?"
"Ishouldliketoaskthegirlsouttolunchnextweek,totakethemforadrivetotheplacestheywanttosee,arowontheriver,perhaps,andmakealittleartisticfêeteforthem。"
"Thatlooksfeasible。Whatdoyouwantforlunch?Cake,sandwiches,fruit,andcoffeewillbeallthatisnecessary,Isuppose?"
"Oh,dear,no!Wemusthavecoldtongueandchicken,Frenchchocolateandicecream,besides。Thegirlsareusedtosuchthings,andIwantmylunchtobeproperandelegant,thoughIdoworkformyliving。"
"Howmanyyoungladiesarethere?"askedhermother,beginningtolooksober。
"Twelveorfourteenintheclass,butIdaresaytheywon’tallcome。"
"Blessme,child,youwillhavetocharteranomnibustocarrythemabout。"
"Why,Mother,howcanyouthinkofsuchathing?Notmorethansixoreightwillprobablycome,soIshallhireabeachwagonandborrowMr。Laurence’scherry—bounce。"(Hannah’spronunciationofcharabanc。)
"Allofthiswillbeexpensive,Amy。"
"Notvery。I’vecalculatedthecost,andI’llpayforitmyself。"
"Don’tyouthink,dear,thatasthesegirlsareusedtosuchthings,andthebestwecandowillbenothingnew,thatsomesimplerplanwouldbepleasantertothem,asachangeifnothingmore,andmuchbetterforusthanbuyingorborrowingwhatwedon’tneed,andattemptingastylenotinkeepingwithourcircumstances?"
"IfIcan’thaveitasIlike,Idon’tcaretohaveitatall。IknowthatIcancarryitoutperfectlywell,ifyouandthegirlswillhelpalittle,andIdon’tseewhyIcan’tifI’mwillingtopayforit,"saidAmy,withthedecisionwhichoppositionwasapttochangeintoobstinacy。
Mrs。Marchknewthatexperiencewasanexcellentteacher,andwhenitwaspossiblesheleftherchildrentolearnalonethelessonswhichshewouldgladlyhavemadeeasier,iftheyhadnotobjectedtotakingadviceasmuchastheydidsaltsandsenna。
"Verywell,Amy,ifyourheartissetuponit,andyouseeyourwaythroughwithouttoogreatanoutlayofmoney,time,andtemper,I’llsaynomore。Talkitoverwiththegirls,andwhicheverwayyoudecide,I’lldomybesttohelpyou。"
"Thanks,Mother,youarealwayssokind。"AndawaywentAmytolayherplanbeforehersisters。Megagreedatonce,andpromisedtoheraid,gladlyofferinganythingshepossessed,fromherlittlehouseitselftoherverybestsaltspoons。ButJofrowneduponthewholeprojectandwouldhavenothingtodowithitatfirst。
"Whyintheworldshouldyouspendyourmoney,worryyourfamily,andturnthehouseupsidedownforaparcelofgirlswhodon’tcareasixpenceforyou?IthoughtyouhadtoomuchprideandsensetotruckletoanymortalwomanjustbecauseshewearsFrenchbootsandridesinacoupé,"saidJo,who,beingcalledfromthetragicclimaxofhernovel,wasnotinthebestmoodforsocialenterprises。
"Idon’ttruckle,andIhatebeingpatronizedasmuchasyoudo!"returnedAmyindignantly,forthetwostilljangledwhensuchquestionsarose。"Thegirlsdocareforme,andIforthem,andthere’sagreatdealofkindnessandsenseandtalentamongthem,inspiteofwhatyoucallfashionablenonsense。Youdon’tcaretomakepeoplelikeyou,togointogoodsociety,andcultivateyourmannersandtastes。Ido,andImeantomakethemostofeverychancethatcomes。Youcangothroughtheworldwithyourelbowsoutandyournoseintheair,andcallitindependence,ifyoulike。That’snotmyway。"
WhenAmyhadwhettedhertongueandfreedhermindsheusuallygotthebestofit,forsheseldomfailedtohavecommonsenseonherside,whileJocarriedherloveoflibertyandhateofconventionalitiestosuchanunlimitedextentthatshenaturallyfoundherselfworstedinanargument。Amy’sdefinitionofJo’sideaofindependencewassuchagoodhitthatbothburstoutlaughing,andthediscussiontookamoreamiableturn。Muchagainstherwill,JoatlengthconsentedtosacrificeadaytoMrs。Grundy,andhelphersisterthroughwhatsheregardedas`anonsensicalbusiness’。
Theinvitationsweresent,nearlyallaccepted,andthefollowingMondaywassetapartforthegrandevent。Hannahwasoutofhumorbecauseherweek’sworkwasderanged,andprophesiedthat"efthewashin’andironin’warn’tdonereg’lar,nothin’wouldgowellanywheres"。Thishitchinthemainspringofthedomesticmachineryhadabadeffectuponthewholeconcern,butAmy’smottowas`Nildesperandum’,andhavingmadeuphermindwhattodo,sheproceededtodoitinspiteofallobstacles。Tobeginwith,Hannah’scookingdidn’tturnoutwell。Thechickenwastough,thetonguetoosalt,andthechocolatewouldn’tfrothproperly。ThenthecakeandicecostmorethanAmyexpected,sodidthewagon,andvariousotherexpenses,whichseemedtriflingattheoutset,countedupratheralarminglyafterward。Bethgotacoldandtooktoherbed。Meghadanunusualnumberofcallerstokeepherathome,andJowasinsuchadividedstateofmindthatherbreakages,accidents,andmistakeswereuncommonlynumerous,serious,andtrying。
IfitwasnotfaironMonday,theyoungladiesweretocomeonTuesday,andarrangementwhichaggravatedJoandHannahtothelastdegree。OnMondaymorningtheweatherwasinthatundecidedstatewhichismoreexasperatingthanasteadypour。Itdrizzledalittle,shonealittle,blewalittle,anddidn’tmakeupitsmindtillitwastoolateforanyoneelsetomakeuptheirs。Amywasupatdawn,hustlingpeopleoutoftheirbedsandthroughtheirbreakfasts,thatthehousemightbegotinorder。Theparlorstruckheraslookinguncommonlyshabby,butwithoutstoppingtosighforwhatshehadnot,sheskillfullymadethebestofwhatshehad,arrangingchairsoverthewornplacesinthecarpet,coveringstainsonthewallswithhome—madestatuary,whichgaveanartisticairtotheroom,asdidthelovelyvasesofflowersJoscatteredabout。
Thelunchlookedcharming,andasshesurveyedit,shesincerelyhopeditwouldtastewell,andthattheborrowedglass,china,andsilverwouldgetsafelyhomeagain。Thecarriageswerepromised,MegandMotherwereallreadytodothehonors,BethwasabletohelpHannahbehindthescenes,Johadengagedtobeaslivelyandamiableasanabsentmind,andachinghead,andaverydecideddisapprovalofeverybodyandeverythingwouldallow,andasshewearilydressed,Amycheeredherselfwithanticipationsofthehappymomentwhen,lunchsafelyover,sheshoulddriveawaywithherfriendsforanafternoonofartisticdelights,forthe`cherrybounce’andthebrokenbridgewereherstrongpoints。
Thencamethehoursofsuspense,duringwhichshevibratedfromparlortoporch,whilepublicopinionvariedliketheweathercock。Asmartshoweratelevenhadevidentlyquenchedtheenthusiasmoftheyoungladieswhoweretoarriveattwelve,fornobodycame,andattwotheexhaustedfamilysatdowninablazeofsunshinetoconsumetheperishableportionsofthefeast,thatnothingmightbelost。
"Nodoubtabouttheweathertoday,theywillcertainlycome,sowemustflyroundandbereadyforthem,"saidAmy,asthesunwokehernextmorning。Shespokebriskly,butinhersecretsoulshewishedshehadsaidnothingaboutTuesday,forherinterestlikehercakewasgettingalittlestale。
"Ican’tgetanylobsters,soyouwillhavetodowithoutsaladtoday,"saidMr。March,cominginhalfanhourlater,withanexpressionofplaciddespair。
"Usethechickenthen,thetoughnesswon’tmatterinasalad,"advisedhiswife。
"Hannahleftitonthekitchentableaminute,andthekittensgotatit。I’mverysorry,amy,"addedBeth,whowasstillapatronessofcats。
"ThenImusthavealobster,fortonguealonewon’tdo,"saidAmydecidedly。
"ShallIrushintotownanddemandone?"askedJo,withthemagnanimityofamartyr。
"You’dcomebringingithomeunderyourarmwithoutanypaper,justtotryme。I’llgomyself,"answeredAmy,whosetemperwasbeginningtofail。
Shroudedinathickveilandarmedwithagenteeltravelingbasket,shedeparted,feelingthatacooldrivewouldsootheherruffledspiritandfitherforthelaborsoftheday。Aftersomedelay,theobjectofherdesirewasprocured,likewiseabottleofdressingtopreventfurtherlossoftimeathome,andoffshedroveagain,wellpleasedwithherownforethought。
Astheomnibuscontainedonlyoneotherpassenger,asleepyoldlady,Amypocketedherveilandbeguiledthetediumofthewaybytryingtofindoutwhereallhermoneyhadgoneto。Sobusywasshewithhercardfullofrefractoryfiguresthatshedidnotobserveanewcomer,whoenteredwithoutstoppingthevehicle,tillamasculinevoicesaid,"Goodmorning,MissMarch,"and,lookingup,shebeheldoneofLaurie’smostelegantcollegefriends。Ferventlyhopingthathewouldgetoutbeforeshedid,Amyutterlyignoredthebasketatherfeet,andcongratulatingherselfthatshehadonhernewtravelingdress,returnedtheyoungman’sgreetingwithherusualsuavityandspirit。
Theygotonexcellently,forAmy’schiefcarewassoonsetatrestbylearningthatthegentlemanwouldleavefirst,andshewaschattingawayinapeculiarlyloftystrain,whentheoldladygotout。Instumblingtothedoor,sheupsetthebasket,and——ohhorror!——thelobster,inallitsvulgarsizeandbrilliancy,wasrevealedtothehighborneyesofaTudor。
"ByJove,she’sforgottenherdinner!"criedtheunconsciousyouth,pokingthescarletmonsterintoitsplacewithhiscane,andpreparingtohandoutthebasketaftertheoldlady。
"Pleasedon’t——it’s——it’smine,"murmuredAmy,withafacenearlyasredasherfish。
"Oh,really,Ibegpardon。It’sanuncommonlyfineone,isn’tit?"saidTudor,withgreatpresenceofmind,andanairofsoberinterestthatdidcredittohisbreeding。
Amyrecoveredherselfinabreath,setherbasketboldlyontheseat,andsaid,laughing,"Don’tyouwishyouweretohavesomeofthesaladhe’sgoingtomake,andtoseethecharmingyoungladieswhoaretoeatit?"
Nowthatwastact,fortwooftherulingfoiblesofthemasculinemindweretouched。Thelobsterwasinstantlysurroundedbyahaloofpleasingreminiscences,andcuriosityabout`thecharmingyoungladies’divertedhismindfromthecomicalmishap。
"Isupposehe’lllaughandjokeoveritwithLaurie,butIshan’tseethem,that’sacomfort,"thoughtAmy,asTudorbowedanddeparted。
Shedidnotmentionthismeetingathome(thoughshediscoveredthat,thankstotheupset,hernewdresswasmuchdamagedbytherivuletsofdressingthatmeandereddowntheskirt),butwentthroughwiththepreparationswhichnowseemedmoreirksomethanbefore,andattwelveo’clockallwasreadyagain。feelingthattheneighborswereinterestedinhermovements,shewishedtoeffacethememoryofyesterday’sfailurebyagrandsuccesstoday,sosheorderedthe`cherrybounce’,anddroveawayinstatetomeetandescorthergueststothebanquet。
"There’stherumble,they’recoming!I’llgoontotheporchandmeetthem。Itlookshospitable,andIwantthepoorchildtohaveagoodtimeafterallhertrouble,"saidMrs。March,suitingtheactiontotheword。Butafteroneglance,sheretired,withanindescribableexpression,forlookingquitelostinthebigcarriage,satAmyandoneyounglady。
"Run,Beth,andhelpHannahclearhalfthethingsoffthetable。Itwillbetooabsurdtoputaluncheonfortwelvebeforeasinglegirl,"criedJo,hurryingawaytothelowerregions,tooexcitedtostopevenforalaugh。
IncameAmy,quitecalmanddelightfullycordialtotheoneguestwhohadkeptherpromise。Therestofthefamily,beingofadramaticturn,playedtheirpartsequallywell,andMissEliottfoundthemamosthilariousset,foritwasimpossibletocontrolentirelythemerrimentwhichpossessedthem。Theremodeledlunchbeinggailypartakenof,thestudioandgardenvisited,andartdiscussedwithenthusiasm,Amyorderedabuggy(alasfortheelegantcherry—bounce),anddroveherfriendquietlyabouttheneighborhoodtillsunset,when`thepartywentout’。
Asshecamewalkingin,lookingverytiredbutascomposedasever,sheobservedthateveryvestigeoftheunfortunatefêtehaddisappeared,exceptasuspiciouspuckeraboutthecornersofJo’smouth。
"You’vehadalovelyafternoonforyourdrive,dear,"saidhermother,asrespectfullyasifthewholetwelvehadcome。
"MissEliottisaverysweetgirl,andseemedtoenjoyherself,Ithought,"observedBeth,withunusualwarmth。
"Couldyousparemesomeofyourcake?Ireallyneedsome,Ihavesomuchcompany,andIcan’tmakesuchdeliciousstuffasyours,"askedMegsoberly。
"Takeitall。I’mtheonlyoneherewholikessweetthings,anditwillmoldbeforeIcandisposeofit,"answeredAmy,thinkingwithasighofthegenerousstoreshehadlaidinforsuchanendasthis。
"It’sapityLaurieisn’theretohelpus,"beganJo,astheysatdowntoicecreamandsaladforthesecondtimeintwodays。
Awarninglookfromhermothercheckedanyfurtherremarks,andthewholefamilyateinheroicsilence,tillMr。Marchmildlyobserved,"saladwasoneofthefavoritedishesoftheancients,andEvelyn……"Hereageneralexplosionoflaughtercutshortthe`historyofsalads’,tothegreatsurpriseofthelearnedgentleman。
"BundleeverythingintoabasketandsendittotheHummels。Germanslikemesses。I’msickofthesightofthis,andthere’snoreasonyoushouldalldieofasurfeitbecauseI’vebeenafool,"criedAmy,wipinghereyes。"IthoughtIshouldhavediedwhenIsawyoutwogirlsrattlingaboutinthewhat—you—call—it,liketwolittlekernelsinaverybignutshell,andMotherwaitinginstatetoreceivethethrong,"sighedJo,quitespentwithlaughter。
"I’mverysorryyouweredisappointed,dear,butwealldidourbesttosatisfyyou,"saidMrs。March,inatonefullofmotherlyregret。
"Iamsatisfied。I’vedonewhatIundertook,andit’snotmyfaultthatitfailed。Icomfortmyselfwiththat,"saidAmywithalittlequiverinhervoice。"Ithankyouallverymuchforhelpingme,andI’llthankyoustillmoreifyouwon’talludetoitforamonth,atleast。"
Noonedidforseveralmonths,buttheword`fête’alwaysproducedageneralsmile,andLaurie’sbirthdaygifttoAmywasatinycorallobsterintheshapeofacharmforherwatchguard。
GoodWives:Chapter4CHAPTER4LiteraryLessonsFortunesuddenlysmileduponJo,anddroppedagoodluckpennyinherpath。Notagoldenpenny,exactly,butIdoubtifhalfamillionwouldhavegivenmorerealhappinessthendidthelittlesumthatcametoherinthiswise。Everyfewweeksshewouldshutherselfupinherroom,putonherscribblingsuit,and`fallintoavortex’,assheexpressedit,writingawayathernovelwithallherheartandsoul,fortillthatwasfinishedshecouldfindnopeace。Her`scribblingsuit’consistedofablackwoolenpinaforeonwhichshecouldwipeherpenatwill,andacapofthesamematerial,adornedwithacheerfulredbow,intowhichshebundledherhairwhenthedeckswereclearedforaction。Thiscapwasabeacontotheinquiringeyesofherfamily,whoduringtheseperiodskepttheirdistance,merelypoppingintheirheadssemi—occasionallytoask,withinterest,"Doesgeniusburn,Jo?"Theydidnotalwaysventureeventoaskthisquestion,buttookanobservationofthecap,andjudgedaccordingly。Ifthisexpressivearticleofdresswasdrawnlowupontheforehead,itwasasignthathardworkwasgoingon,inexcitingmomentsitwaspushedrakishlyaskew,andwhendespairseizedtheauthoritwaspluckedwhollyoff,andcastuponthefloor,andcastuponthefloor。Atsuchtimestheintrudersilentlywithdrew,andnotuntiltheredbowwasseengailyerectuponthegiftedbrow,didanyonedareaddressJo。Shedidnotthinkherselfageniusbyanymeans,butwhenthewritingfitcameon,shegaveherselfuptoitwithentireabandon,andledablissfullife,unconsciousofwant,care,orbadweather,whileshesatsafeandhappyinanimaginaryworld,fulloffriendsalmostasrealanddeartoherasanyintheflesh。Sleepforsookhereyes,mealsstooduntasted,dayandnightwerealltooshorttoenjoythehappinesswhichblessedheronlyatsuchtimes,andmadethesehoursworthliving,eveniftheyborenootherfruit。Thedevineafflatususuallylastedaweekortwo,andthensheemergedfromher`vortex’,hungry,sleepy,cross,ordespondent。ShewasjustrecoveringfromoneoftheseattackswhenshewasprevailedupontoescortMissCrockertoalecture,andinreturnforhervirtuewasrewardedwithanewidea。ItwasaPeople’sCourse,thelectureonthePyramids,andJoratherwonderedatthechoiceofsuchasubjectforsuchanaudience,buttookitforgrantedthatsomegreatsocialevilwouldberemediedorsomegreatwantsuppliedbyunfoldingthegloriesofthePharaohstoanaudiencewhosethoughtswerebusywiththepriceofcoalandflour,andwhoseliveswerespentintryingtosolveharderriddlesthanthatoftheSphinx。Theywereearly,andwhileMissCrockersettheheelofherstocking,Joamusedherselfbyexaminingthefacesofthepeoplewhooccupiedtheseatwiththem。Onherleftweretwomatrons,withmassiveforeheadsandbonnetstomatch,discussingWomen’sRightsandmakingtatting。Beyondsatapairofhumblelovers,artlesslyholdingeachotherbythehand,asomberspinstereatingpeppermintsoutofapaperbag,andanoldgentlemantakinghispreparatorynapbehindayellowbandanna。Onherright,heronlyneighborwasastudiouslookingladabsorbedinanewspaper。Itwasapictorialsheet,andJoexaminedtheworkofartnearesther,idlywonderingwhatfortuitousconcatenationofcircumstancesneededthemelodramaticillustrationofanIndianinfullwarcostume,tumblingoveraprecipicewithawolfathisthroat,whiletwoinfuriatedyounggentlemen,withunnaturallysmallfeetandbigeyes,werestabbingeachothercloseby,andadisheveledfemalewasflyingawayinthebackgroundwithhermouthwideopen。Pausingtoturnapage,theladsawherlookingand,withboyishgoodnatureofferedhalfhispaper,sayingbluntly,"wanttoreadit?That’safirst—ratestory。"Joaccepteditwithasmile,forshehadneveroutgrownherlikingforlads,andsoonfoundherselfinvolvedintheusuallabyrinthoflove,mystery,andmurder,forthestorybelongedtothatclassoflightliteratureinwhichthepassionshaveaholiday,andwhentheauthor’sinventionfails,agrandcatastropheclearsthestageofonehalfthedramatispersonae,leavingtheotherhalftoexultovertheirdownfall。"Prime,isn’tit?"askedtheboy,ashereyewentdownthelastparagraphofherportion。"IthinkyouandIcoulddoaswellasthatifwetried,"returnedJo,amusedathisadmirationofthetrash。"IshouldthinkIwasaprettyluckychapifIcould。Shemakesagoodlivingoutofsuchstories,theysay。"AndhepointedtothenameofMrs。S。L。A。N。G。Northbury,underthetitleofthetale。"Doyouknowher?"askedJo,withsuddeninterest。"No,butIreadallherpieces,andIknowafellowwhoworksintheofficewherethispaperisprinted。""Doyousayshemakesagoodlivingoutofstorieslikethis?"AndJolookedmorerespectfullyattheagitatedgroupandthicklysprinkledexclamationpointsthatadornedthepage。"Guessshedoes!Sheknowsjustwhatfolkslike,andgetspaidwellforwritingit。"Herethelecturebegan,butJoheardverylittleofit,forwhileProfessorSandswasprosingawayaboutBelzoni,Cheops,scarabei,andhieroglyphics,shewascovertlytakingdowntheaddressofthepaper,andboldlyresolvingtotryforthehundred—dollarprizeofferedinitscolumnsforasensationalstory。Bythetimethelectureendedandtheaudienceawoke,shehadbuiltupasplendidfortuneforherself(notthefirstfoundedonpaper),andwasalreadydeepintheconcoctionofherstory,beingunabletodecidewhethertheduelshouldcomebeforetheelopementorafterthemurder。shesaidnothingofherplanathome,butfelltoworknextday,muchtothedisquietofhermother,whoalwayslookedalittleanxiouswhen`geniustooktoburning’。Johadnevertriedthisstylebefore,contentingherselfwithverymildromancesforTHESPREADEAGLE。Herexperienceandmiscellaneousreadingwereofservicenow,fortheygavehersomeideaofdramaticeffect,andsuppliedplot,language,andcostumes。Herstorywasasfullofdesperationanddespairasherlimitedacquaintancewiththoseuncomfortableemotionsenabledhertomakeit,andhavinglocateditinLisbon,shewoundupwithanearthquake,asastrikingandappropriatedenouement。Themanuscriptwasprivatelydispatched,accompaniedbyanote,modestlysayingthatifthetaledidn’tgettheprize,whichthewriterhardlydaredexpect,shewouldbeverygladtoreceiveanysumitmightbeconsideredworth。Sixweeksisalongtimetowait,andastilllongertimeforagirltokeepasecret,butJodidboth,andwasjustbeginningtogiveupallhopeofeverseeinghermanuscriptagain,whenaletterarrivedwhichalmosttookherbreathaway,foronopeningit,acheckforahundreddollarsfellintoherlap。Foraminuteshestaredatitasifithadbeenasnake,thenshereadherletterandbegantocry。Iftheamiablegentlemanwhowrotethatkindlynotecouldhaveknownwhatintensehappinesshewasgivingafellowcreature,Ithinkhewoulddevotehisleisurehours,ifhehasany,tothatamusement,forJovaluedthelettermorethanthemoney,becauseitwasencouraging,andafteryearsofeffortitwassopleasanttofindthatshehadlearnedtodosomething,thoughitwasonlytowriteasensationstory。Aprouderyoungwomanwasseldomseenthanshe,when,havingcomposedherself,sheelectrifiedthefamilybyappearingbeforethemwiththeletterinonehand,thecheckintheother,announcingthatshehadwontheprize。Ofcoursetherewasagreatjubilee,andwhenthestorycameeveryonereadandpraisedit,thoughafterherfatherhadtoldherthatthelanguagewasgood,theromancefreshandhearty,andthetragedyquitethrilling,heshookhishead,andsaidinhisunworldlyway……"Youcandobetterthanthis,Jo。Aimatthehighest,andnevermindthemoney。""Ithinkthemoneyisthebestpartofit。Whatwillyoudowithsuchafortune?"askedAmy,regardingthemagicslipofpaperwithareverentialeye。"SendBethandMothertotheseasideforamonthortwo,"answeredJopromptly。Totheseasidetheywent,aftermuchdiscussion,andthoughBethdidn’tcomehomeasplumpandrosyascouldbedesired,shewasmuchbetter,whileMrs。Marchdeclaredshefelttenyearsyounger。SoJowassatisfiedwiththeinvestmentofherprizemoney,andfelltoworkwithacheeryspirit,bentonearningmoreofthosedelightfulchecks。
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