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第17章

  AsBibbscameoutoftheNewHouse,aSundaytriowasincourseofpassageuponthesidewalk:anampleyoungwoman,placidofface;ablack—clad,thinyoungman,whoseexpressionwasoneofhabitualanxiety,habitualwarinessandhabitualeagerness。Hepropelledaperambulatorcontainingthethird——andallthreewerenewlycleaned,Sundayfied,andmadefittodinewiththewife'srelatives。
  "How'dyoulikeformetobeTHATyoungfella,mamma?"thehusbandwhispered。
  "He'soneofthesons,andthereain'tbuttwoleftnow。"
  ThewifestaredcuriouslyatBibbs。"Well,Idon'tknow,"shereturned。"Helookstomelikehehadhisowntroubles。"
  "Iexpecthehas,likeanybodyelse,"saidtheyounghusband,"butIguesswecouldstandagooddealifwehadhismoney。"
  "Well,maybe,ifyoukeeponthewayyoubeen,baby'llbeaswellfixedastheSheridans。Youcan'ttell。"SheglancedbackatBibbs,whohadturnednorth。"Hewalkskindofslowandstoopedover,like。"
  "Somuchmoneyinhispocketsitmakeshimsag,Iguess,"saidtheyounghusband,withbitteradmiration。
  Mary,happeningtoglancefromawindow,sawBibbscoming,andshestarted,claspingherhandstogetherinasuddenalarm。Shemethimatthedoor。
  "Bibbs!"shecried。"Whatisthematter?IsawsomethingwasterriblywrongwhenI——Youlook——"Shepaused,andhecamein,notliftinghiseyestohers。
  Alwayswhenhecrossedthatthresholdhehadcomewithhisheadupandhiswistfulgazeseekinghers。"Ah,poorboy!"shesaid,withagestureofunderstandingandpity。"Iknowwhatitis!"
  Hefollowedherintotheroomwheretheyalwayssat,andsankintoachair。
  "Youneedn'ttellme,"shesaid。"They'vemadeyougiveup。Yourfather'swon——you'regoingtodowhathewants。You'vegivenup。"
  Stillwithoutlookingather,heinclinedhisheadinaffirmation。
  Shegavealittlecryofcompassion,andcameandsatnearhim。"Bibbs,"shesaid。"Icanbegladofonething,thoughit'sselfish。Icanbegladyoucamestraighttome。It'smoretomethanevenifyou'dcomebecauseyouwerehappy。"Shedidnotspeakagainforalittlewhile;thenshesaid:
  "Bibbs——dear——couldyoutellmeaboutit?Doyouwantto?"
  Stillhedidnotlookup,butinavoice,shakenandhuskyheaskedheraquestionsogrotesquethatatfirstshethoughtshehadmisunderstoodhiswords。
  "Mary,"hesaid,"couldyoumarryme?"
  "Whatdidyousay,Bibbs?"sheasked,quietly。
  Histoneandattitudedidnotchange。"Willyoumarryme?"
  Bothofherhandsleapedtohercheeks——shegrewredandthenwhite。Sheroseslowlyandmovedbackwardfromhim,staringathim,atfirstincredulously,thenwithanintenseperplexitymoreandmoreluminousinherwideeyes;itwaslikeaspokenquestion。Theroomfilledwithstrangenessinthelongsilence——thetwoweresostrangetoeachother。Atlastshesaid:
  "Whatmadeyousaythat?"
  Hedidnotanswer。
  "Bibbs,lookatme!"Hervoicewasloudandclear。"Whatmadeyousaythat?
  Lookatme!"
  Hecouldnotlookather,andhecouldnotspeak。
  "Whatwasitthatmadeyou?"shesaid。"Iwantyoutotellme。"
  Shewentclosertohim,hereyeseverbrighterandwiderwiththatintensityofwonder。"You'vegivenup——toyourfather,"shesaid,slowly,"andthenyoucametoaskme——"Shebrokeoff。"Bibbs,doyouwantmetomarryyou?"
  "Yes,"hesaid,justaudibly。
  "No!"shecried。"Youdonot。Thenwhatmadeyouaskme?Whatisitthat'shappened?"
  "Nothing。"
  "Wait,"shesaid。"Letmethink。It'ssomethingthathappenedsinceourwalkthismorning——yes,sinceyouleftmeatnoon。Somethinghappenedthat——"Shestoppedabruptly,withatremulousmurmurofamazementanddawningcomprehension。SherememberedthatSibylhadgonetotheNewHouse。
  Bibbsswallowedpainfullyandcontrivedtosay,"Ido——Idowantyouto——marryme,if——if——youcould。"
  Shelookedathim,andslowlyshookherhead。"Bibbs,doyou——"Hervoicewasasunsteadyashis——littlemorethanawhisper。"DoyouthinkI'm——inlovewithyou?"
  "No,"hesaid。
  Somewhereinthestillairoftheroomtherewasawhisperedword;itdidnotseemtocomefromMary'spartedlips,buthewasawareofit。"Why?"
  "I'vehadnothingbutdreams,"Bibbssaid,desolately,"buttheyweren'tlikethat。Sibylsaidnogirlcouldcareaboutme。"Hesmiledfaintly,thoughstillhedidnotlookatMary。"AndwhenIfirstcamehomeEdithtoldmeSibylwassoanxioustomarrythatshe'dhavemarriedME。ShemeantittoexpressSibyl'sextremeity,yousee。ButIhardlyneededeitherofthemtotellme。Ihadn'tthoughtofmyselfas——well,notasparticularlycaptivating!"
  Oddlyenough,Mary'spallorchangedtoanangryflush。"Thosetwo!"sheexclaimed,sharply;andthen,withthoroughgoingcontempt:"Lamhorn!That'slikethem!"Sheturnedaway,wenttothebarelittleblackmantel,andstoodleaninguponit。Presentlysheasked:"WHENdidMrs。RoscoeSheridansaythat'nogirl'couldcareaboutyou?"
  "To—day。"
  Marydrewadeepbreath。"IthinkI'mbeginningtounderstand——alittle。"
  Shebitherlip;therewasangeringoodtruthinhereyesandinhervoice。
  "Answermeoncemore,"shesaid。"Bibbs,doyouknownowwhyIstoppedwearingmyfurs?"
  "Yes。"
  "Ithoughtso!Yoursister—in—lawtoldyou,didn'tshe?"
  "I——Iheardhersay——"
  "IthinkIknowwhathappened,now。"Mary'sbreathcamefastandhervoiceshook,butshespokerapidly。"You'heardhersay'morethanthat。You'heardhersay'thatwewerebitterlypoor,andonthataccountItriedfirsttomarryyourbrother——andthen——"Butnowshefaltered,anditwasonlyafteraconvulsiveeffortthatshewasabletogoon。"Andthen——thatItriedtomarry——you!You'heardhersay'that——andyoubelievethatIdon'tcareforyouandthat'nogirl'couldcareforyou——butyouthinkIaminsuchan'extremity,'asSibylwas——thatyou——Andso,notwantingme,andbelievingthatIcouldnotwantyou——exceptformy'extremity'——youtookyourfather'sofferandthencametoaskme——tomarryyou!WhathadIshownyouofmyselfthatcouldmakeyou——"
  Suddenlyshesankdown,kneeling,withherfaceburiedinherarmsuponthelapofachair,tearsoverwhelmingher。
  "Mary,Mary!"hecried,helplessly。"OhNO——you——youdon'tunderstand。"
  "Ido,though!"shesobbed。"Ido!"
  Hecameandstoodbesideher。"Youkillme!"hesaid。"Ican'tmakeitplain。Fromthefirstofyourlovelinesstome,Iwasallself。ItwasalwaysyouthatgaveandIthattook。Iwasthedependent——Ididnothingbutleanonyou。Wealwaystalkedofme,notofyou。Itwasallaboutmyidioticdistressesandtroubles。Ithoughtofyouasakindofwonderfulbeingthathadnomortalorhumansufferingexceptbysympathy。Youseemedtoleandown——outofarosycloud——tobekindtome。IneverdreamedIcoulddoanythingforYOU!Ineverdreamedyoucouldneedanythingtobedoneforyoubyanybody。Andto—dayIheardthat——thatyou——"
  "YouheardthatIneededtomarry——someone——anybody——withmoney,"shesobbed。
  "Andyouthoughtwewereso——sodesperate——youbelievedthatIhad——"
  "No!"hesaid,quickly。"Ididn'tbelieveyou'ddoneonekindthingforme——forthat。No,no,no!Iknewyou'dNEVERthoughtofmeexceptgenerously——togive。IsaidIcouldn'tmakeitplain!"hecried,despairingly。
  "Wait!"Sheliftedherheadandextendedherhandstohimunconsciously,likeachild。"Helpmeup,Bibbs。"Then,whenshewasoncemoreuponherfeet,shewipedhereyesandsmileduponhimruefullyandfaintly,butreassuringly,asiftotellhim,inthatway,thatsheknewhehadnotmeanttohurther。
  Andthatsmileofhers,solamentable,butsofaithfullyfriendly,mistedhisowneyes,forhisshamefacednessloweredthemnomore。
  "Letmetellyouwhatyouwanttotellme,"shesaid。"Youcan't,becauseyoucan'tputitintowords——theyaretoohumiliatingformeandyou'retoogentletosaythem。Tellme,though,isn'tittrue?Youdidn'tbelievethatI'dtriedtomakeyoufallinlovewithme——"
  "Never!Neverforaninstant!"
  "Youdidn'tbelieveI'dtriedtomakeyouwanttomarryme——"
  "No,no,no!"
  "Ibelieveit,Bibbs。YouthoughtthatIwasfondofyou;youknewIcaredforyou——butyoudidn'tthinkImightbe——inlovewithyou。ButyouthoughtthatImightmarryyouwithoutbeinginlovewithyoubecauseyoudidbelieveIhadtriedtomarryyourbrother,and——"
  "Mary,Ionlyknew——forthefirsttime——thatyou——thatyouwere——"
  "Weredesperatelypoor,"shesaid。"Youcan'tevensaythat!Bibbs,itwastrue:IdidtrytomakeJimwanttomarryme。Idid!"Andshesankdownintothechair,weepingbitterlyagain。Bibbswasagonized。
  "Mary,"hegroaned,"Ididn'tknowyouCOULDcry!"
  "Listen,"shesaid。"ListentillIgetthrough——Iwantyoutounderstand。Wewerepoor,andweweren'tfittedtobe。Weneverhadbeen,andwedidn'tknowwhattodo。We'dbeenalmostrich;therewasplenty,butmyfatherwantedtotakeadvantageofthegrowthofthetown;hewantedtobericher,butinstead——well,justaboutthetimeyourfatherfinishedbuildingnextdoorwefoundwehadn'tanything。Peoplesaythat,sometimes,meaningthattheyhaven'tanythingincomparisonwithotherpeopleoftheirownkind,butwereallyhadn'tanything——wehadn'tanythingatall,Bibbs!Andwecouldn'tDO
  anything。YoumightwonderwhyIdidn't'trytobeastenographer'——andI
  wondermyselfwhy,whenafamilylosesitsmoney,peoplealwayssaythedaughters'oughttogoandbestenographers。'It'scurious!——asifawaveofthehandmadeyouintoastenographer。No,I'dbeenraisedtobeeithermarriedcomfortablyorawell—to—dooldmaid,ifIchosenottomarry。Thepovertycameonslowly,Bibbs,butatlastitwasallthere——andIdidn'tknowhowtobeastenographer。Ididn'tknowhowtobeanythingexceptawell—to—dooldmaidorsomebody'swife——andIcouldn'tbeawell—to—dooldmaid。Then,Bibbs,IdidwhatI'dbeenraisedtoknowhowtodo。Iwentouttobefascinatingandbemarried。Ididitopenly,atleast,andwithakindofdecenthonesty。ItoldyourbrotherIhadmeanttofascinatehimandthatIwasnotinlovewithhim,butIlethimthinkthatperhapsImeanttomarryhim。IthinkIdidmeantomaryhim。Ihadnevercaredforanybody,andI
  thoughtitmightbetherereallyWASN'Tanythingmorethanakindofexcitedfondness。Ican'tbesure,butIthinkthatthoughIdidmeantomarryhimI
  nevershouldhavedoneit,becausethatsortofamarriageis——it'ssacrilege——somethingwouldhavestoppedme。Somethingdidstopme;itwasyoursister—in—law,Sibyl。Shemeantnoharm——butshewashorrible,andsheputwhatIwasdoingintosuchhorriblewords——andtheywerethetruth——oh!ISAW
  myself!Shewasproposingamiserablecompactwithme——andIcouldn'tbreathetheairofthesameroomwithher,thoughI'dsocheapenedmyselfshehadarighttoassumethatIWOULD。ButIcouldn't!Ilefther,andIwrotetoyourbrother——justaquickscrawl。ItoldhimjustwhatI'ddone;Iaskedhispardon,andIsaidIwouldnotmarryhim。Ipostedtheletter,buthenevergotit。Thatwastheafternoonhewaskilled。That'sall,Bibbs。NowyouknowwhatIdid——andyouknow——ME!"Shepressedherclenchedhandstightlyagainsthereyes,leaningfarforward,herheadbowedbeforehim。
  Bibbshadforgottenhimselflongago;hisheartbrokeforher。"Couldn'tyou——Isn'tthere——Won'tyou——"hestammered。"Mary,I'mgoingwithfather。
  Isn'ttheresomewayyoucouldusethemoneywithout——without——"
  Shegaveachokedlittlelaugh。
  "Yougavemesomethingtolivefor,"hesaid。"Youkeptmealive,Ithink——andI'vehurtyoulikethis!"
  "Notyou——ohno!"
  "Youcouldforgiveme,Mary?"
  "Oh,athousandtimes!"Herrighthandwentoutinafalteringgesture,andjusttouchedhisownforaninstant。"Butthere'snothingtoforgive。"
  "Andyoucan't——youcan't——"
  "Can'twhat,Bibbs?"
  "Youcouldn't——"
  "Marryyou?"shesaidforhim。
  "Yes。"
  "No,no,no!"Shesprangup,facinghim,and,withoutknowingwhatshedid,shesetherhandsuponhisbreast,pushinghimbackfromheralittle。"I
  can't,Ican't!Don'tyouSEE?"
  "Mary——"
  "No,no!Andyoumustgonow,Bibbs;Ican'tbearanymore——please——"
  "MARY——"
  "Never,never,never!"shecried,inapassionoftears。"Youmustn'tcomeanymore。Ican'tseeyou,dear!Never,never,never!"
  Somehow,inhelpless,stumblingobediencetoherbeseechinggesture,hegothimselftothedoorandoutofthehouse。
  SibylandRoscoewereuponthepointofleavingwhenBibbsreturnedtotheNewHouse。HewentstraighttoSibylandspoketoherquietly,butsothattheothersmighthear。
  "WhenyousaidthatifI'dstoptothink,I'drealizethatnoonewouldbeapttocareenoughaboutmetomarryme,youwereright,"hesaid。"Ithoughtperhapsyouweren't,andsoIaskedMissVertreestomarryme。Itprovedwhatyousaidofme,anddisprovedwhatyousaidofher。Sherefused。"
  And,havingthusspoken,hequittedtheroomasstraightforwardlyashehadenteredit。
  "He'sSOqueer!"Mrs。Sheridangasped。"Whoonearthwouldthoughtofhisdoin'THAT?"
  "Itoldyou,"saidherhusband,grimly。
  "Youdidn'ttellushe'dgooverthereand——"
  "Itoldyoushewouldn'thavehim。Itoldyoushewouldn'thaveJIM,didn'tI?"
  Sibylwasaltogethertakenaback。"Doyousuposeit'strue?DoyousupposesheWOULDN'T?"
  "Hedidn'tlookexactlylikeayoungmanthathadjustgotthingsfixedupfinewithhisgirl,"saidSheridan。"Nottome,hedidn't!"
  "Butwhywould——"
  "Itoldyou,"heinterrupted,angrily,"sheain'tthatkindofagirl!Ifyougottohaveproof,well,I'lltellyouandgetitoverwith,thoughI'dprettynearjustassoonnothavetotalkawholelotaboutmydeadboy'sprivateaffairs。ShewrotetoJimshecouldn'ttakehim,anditwasagood,straightletter,too。ItcametoJim'soffice;heneversawit。Shewroteittheafternoonhewashurt。"
  "IrememberIsawherputaletterinthemail—boxthatafternoon,"saidRoscoe。"Don'tyouremember,Sibyl?Itoldyouaboutit——Iwaswaitingforyouwhileyouwereintheresolongtalkingtohermother。Itwasjustbeforewesawthatsomethingwaswrongoverhere,andEdithcameandcalledme。"
  Sibylshookherhead,butsheremembered。Andshewasnotcastdown,for,althoughsomeremnantsofperplexitywereleftinhereyes,theyweredimmedbyanincreasingglowoftriumph;andshedeparted——aftersomefurtherfragmentarydiscourse——visablyelated。Afterall,theguiltyhadnotbeenexalted;andsheperceivedvaguely,butnonethelesssurely,thatherinjuryhadbeencopiouslyavenged。Shebestowedacontentedglanceupontheoldhousewiththecupola,assheandRoscoecrossedthestreet。
  Whentheyhadgone,Mrs。Sheridanindulgedinreverie,butafterawhileshesaid,uneasily,"Papa,youthinkitwouldbeanyusetotellBibbsaboutthatletter?"
  "Idon'tknow,"heanswered,walkingmoodilytothewindow。"Ibeenthinkin'
  aboutit。"Hecametoadecision。"IreckonIwill。"AndhewentuptoBibbs'sroom。
  "Well,yougoin'backonwhatyousaid?"heinquired,brusquely,asheopenedthedoor。"Yougoin'totakeitbackandlaydownonmeagain?"
  "No,"saidBibbs。
  "Well,perhapsIdidn'thaveanycalltoaccuseyouofthat。Idon'tknowasyoueverdidgobackonanythingyousaid,exactly,thoughtheLordknowsyou'velaiddownonmeenough。Youcertainlyhave!"Sheridanwasbaffled。
  Thiswasnotwhathewishedtosay,buthiswordswereunmanageable;hefoundhimselfunabletocontrolthem,andhisquerulousabusewentoninspiteofhim。"Ican'tsayIexpectmuchofyou——notfromthewayyoualwaysbeen,uptonow——unlessyouturnoveranewleaf,andIdon'tseeanyencouragementtothinkyou'regoin'todoTHAT!Ifyougodownthereandshowasparko'realGIT—up,Ireckonthewholeoffice'llfallinafaint。Butifyou'reevergoin'toshowany,youbetterbeginrightatthebeginningandbegintoshowitto—morrow。"
  "Yes——I'lltry。"
  "Youbetter,ifit'sinyou!"Sheridanwassheerlynonplussed。Headalwaysbeenabletosaywhateverhewishedtosay,buthistongueseemedbewitched。
  HehadcometotellBibbsaboutMary'sletter,andtohisownangryastonishmenthefounditimpossibletodoanythingexcepttoscoldlikeadrudge—driver。"Youbettercomedowntherewithyourmindmadeuptohustleharderthanthehardestworkin'—manthat'sunderyou,oryou'llnotgetonverygoodwithme,Itellyou!Thewaytogetahead——andyoubettersetitdowninyourbooks——thewaytogetaheadistodotentimestheworkofthehardestworkerthatworksFORyou。Butyoudon'tknowwhatworkis,yet。Allyou'veeverdonewasjuststandaroundandfeedamachineachildcouldhandle,andthencomehomeandtakeabathandgocallin'。Itellyouyou'reupagainstamightydifferentpropositionnow,andifyou'reworthyoursalt——andyounevershowedanysignsofityet——notanysignsthatstuckoutenoughtobangsomebodyontheheadandmake'emsitupandtakenotice——well,Iwanttosay,righthereandnow——andyoubetterlisten,becauseIwanttosayjustwhatIDOsay。Isay——"
  Hemeanderedtoafullstop。Hismouthhungopen,andhismindwasahopelessblank。
  Bibbslookeduppatiently——anold,oldlook。"Yes,father;I'mlistening。"
  "That'sall,"saidSheridan,frowningheavily。"That'sallIcametosay,andyoubettersee'tyourememberit!"
  Heshookhisheadwarningly,andwentout,closingthedoorbehindhimwithacrash。However,nosoundoffootstepsindicatedhisdeparture。Hestoppedjustoutsidethedoor,andstoodthereaminuteormore。Thenabruptlyheturnedtheknobandexhibitedtohissonaforeheadliberallycoveredwithperspiration。
  "Lookhere,"hesaid,crossly。"ThatgirloveryonderwroteJimaletter——"
  "Iknow,"saidBibbs。"Shetoldme。"
  "Well,Ithoughtyouneedn'tfeelsomuchupsetaboutit——"Thedoorclosedonhisvoiceashewithdrew,buttheconclusionofthesentencewasneverthelessaudible——"ifyouknewshewouldn'thaveJim,either。"
  Andhestampedhiswaydown—stairstotellhiswifetoquitherfrettin'andnotbotherhimwithanymorefool'serrands。ShewasabouttoinquirewhatBibbs"said,"butafterasecondthoughtshedecidednottospeakatall。Shemerelymurmuredawordlessassent,andverbalcommunicationwasgivenoverbetweenthemfortherestofthatafternoon。
  BibbsandhisfatherweregonewhenMrs。Sheridanwoke,thenextmorning,andshehadadrearyday。ShemissedEdithwoefully,andsheworriedaboutwhatmightbetakingplaceintheSheridanBuilding。ShefeltthateverythingdependedonhowBibbs"tookhold,"anduponherhusband'sreturnintheeveningsheseizeduponthefirstopportunitytoaskhimhowthingshadgone。
  Hewasnon—committal。Whatcouldanybodytellbythefirstday?He'dseenplentygoatthingswellenoughrightatthestartandthenblowup。Prettynearanybodycouldshowupfairthefirstdayorso。Therewasabigjobahead。Thismaterial,suchasitwas——Bibbs,infact——hadtobebrokenintohandlingtheworkRoscoehaddone;andthen,atleastasanoverseer,hemusttakeJim'spositionintheRealtyCompanyaswell。Hetoldhertoaskhimagaininamonth。
  ButduringthecourseofdinnershegatheredfromsomedisjointedremarksofhisthatheandBibbshadlunchedtogetheratthesmallrestaurantwhereithadbeenSheridan'scustomtolunchwithJim,andshetookthistobeanencouragingsign。Bibbswenttohisroomassoonastheyleftthetable,andherhusbandwasnotcommunicativeafterreadinghispaper。
  ShebecameananxiousspectatorofBibbs'sprogressasamanofbusiness,althoughitwasaprogressshecouldglimpsebutdimlyandonlyintheevening,throughhisremarksandhisfather'satdinner。UsuallyBibbswassilent,exceptwhendirectlyaddressed,butonthefirsteveningofthethirdweekofhisnewcareerheofferedanopinionwhichhadapparentlybeenthesubjectofpreviousargument。
  "I'dlikeyoutounderstandjustwhatImeantaboutthosestorage—rooms,father,"hesaid,asJacksonplacedhiscoffeebeforehim。"Abercrombieagreedwithme,butyouwouldn'tlistentohim。"
  "Youcantalk,ifyouwantto,andI'lllisten,"Sheridanreturned,"butyoucan'tshowmethatJimevertookupwithabadthing。Therooffellbecauseithadn'thadtimetosettleandonaccountofweatherconditions。IwantthatbuildingputjustthewayJimplannedit。"
  "Youcan'thaveit,"saidBibbs。"Youcan't,becauseJimplannedforthebuildingtostandup,anditwon'tdoit。Theotherone——theonethatdidn'tfall——issoshotwithcrackswehaven'tdareduseitforstorage。Itwon'tstandweight。There'sonlyonethingtodo:getbothbuildingsdownasquicklyaswecan,andbuildover。Brick'sthebestandcheapestinthelongrunforthattype。"
  Sheridanlookedsarcastic。"Fine!Whatwegoin'todoforstorage—roomswhilewe'rewaitin'forthosefewbrickstobelaid?"
  "Rent,"Bibbsreturned,promptly。"We'lllosemoneyifwedon'trent,anyhow——theywerewaitingsolongforyoutogivethewarehousematteryourattentionaftertherooffell。Youdon'tknowwhatanamountofstuffthey'vegotpileduponusoverthere。We'dhavetorentuntilwecouldpatchupthoseprocessperils——andtheKrivitchManufacturingCompany'splantisempty,rightacrossthestreet。Itookanoptiononitforusthismorning。"
  Sheridan'sexpressionwasqueer。"Lookhere!"hesaid,sharply。"Didyougoanddothatwithoutconsultingme?"
  "Itdidn'tcostanything,"saidBibbs。"It'sonlyuntilto—morrowafternoonattwoo'clock。Iundertooktoconvinceyoubeforethen。"
  "Oh,youdid?"Sheridan'stonewassardonic。"Well,justsupposeyoucouldn'tconvinceme。"
  "Ican,though——andIintendto,"saidBibbs,quietly。"Idon'tthinkyouunderstandtheconditionofthosebuildingsyouwantpatchedup。"
  "Now,seehere,"saidSheridan,withslowemphasis;"supposeIhadmymindsetaboutthis。JIMthoughtthey'dstand,andsupposeitwas——well,kindofamatterofsentimentwithmetoprovehewasright。"
  Bibbslookedathimcompassionately。"I'msorryifyouhaveasentimentaboutit,father,"hesaid。"Butwhetheryouhaveornotcan'tmakeadifference。
  You'llgetotherpeoplehurtifyoutrustthatprocess,andthatwon'tdo。
  AndifyouwantamonumenttoJim,atleastyouwantonethatwillstand。
  Besides,Idon'tthinkyoucanreasonablydefendsentimentinthisparticularkindofaffair。"
  "Oh,youdon't?"
  "No,butI'msorryyoudidn'ttellmeyoufeltit。"
  Sheridanwaspuzzledbyhisson'stone。"Whyareyou'sorry'?"heasked,curiously。
  "BecauseIhadthebuildinginspectorupthere,thisnoon,"saidBibbs,"andI
  hadhimcondemnboththosebuildings。"
  "What?"
  "He'dbeenafraidtodoitbefore,untilheheardfromus——afraidyou'dseehelosthisjob。Buthecan'tun—condemnthem——they'vegottocomedownnow。"
  Sheridangavehimalongandpiercingstarefrombeneathloweredbrows。
  Finallyhesaid,"Howlongdidtheygiveyouonthatoptiontoconvinceme?"
  "Untiltwoo'clockto—morrowafternoon。"
  "Allright,"saidSheridan,notrelaxing。"I'mconvinced。"
  Bibbsjumpedup。"Ithoughtyouwouldbe。I'lltelephonetheKrivitchagent。
  Hegavemetheoptionuntilto—morrow,butItoldhimI'dsettleitthisevening。"
  Sheridangazedafterhimashelefttheroom,andthen,thoughhisexpressiondidnotalterintheslightest,asoundcamefromhimthatstartledhiswife。
  Ithadbeenalongtimesinceshehadheardanythingresemblingachucklefromhim,andthissound——althoughitwasgrimanddry——borethatresemblance。
  Shebrightenedeagerly。"Lookslikehewasstartin'rightwell,don'tit,papa?"
  "Startin'?Lord!Hegotmeonthehip!Why,HEknewwhatIwanted——that'swhyhehadtheinspectorupthere,so'the'dhavemebeatbeforeweevenstartedtotalkaboutit。Anddidyouhearhim?'Can'treasonablydefendSENTIMENT!'Andthewayhesays'Us':'TookanoptionforUs'!'StuffpileduponUs'!"
  TherewasalwaysanalloyforMrs。sheridan。"Idon'tjustlikethewayhelooks,though,papa。"
  "Oh,there'sgottobesomething!Onlyonechickleftathome,soyoustarttofrettin'aboutIT!"
  "No。He'schanged。There'skindofasettishlooktohisface,and——"
  "Iguessthat'sthecommonsensecomin'outonhim,then,"saidSheridan。
  "You'llseesymptomslikethatinagoodmanybusinessmen,Iexpect。"