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第14章

  andthenhesaidwhathehadtosayonthesubjectofRoscoeandSibyl,hisopinionmeeting,asheexpected,awarmlyhostilereception。ButtheresultofthisconversationwasthatbytelephoniccommandRoscoeawaitedhisfather,anhourlater,inthelibraryattheNewHouse。
  "Gurneysaysyourwife'sabletotravel,"Sheridansaidbrusquely,ashecamein。
  "Yes。"Roscoeoccupiedadeepchairandsatinthedejectedattitudewhichhadbecomehishabit。"Yes,sheis。"
  "Edithhadtoleavetown,andsoSibylthinksshe'llhaveto,too!"
  "Oh,Iwouldn'tputitthatway,"Roscoeprotested,drearily。
  "No,IhearYOUwouldn't!"Therewasabittergibeinthefather'svoice,andheadded:"It'sagoodthingshe'sgoin'abroad——ifshe'llstaythere。I
  shouldn'tthinkanyofuswantherhereanymore——youleastofall!"
  "It'snouseyourtalkingthatway,"saidRoscoe。"Youwon'tdoanygood。"
  "Well,whenareyoucomin'backtoyouroffice?"Sheridanusedabrisker,kindertone。"Threeweekssinceyoushowedupthereatall。Whenyougoin'
  tobereadytocutoutwhiskeyandalltheresto'thefoolishnessandstartinagain?Yououghttobeabletomakeupforaloto'losttimeandaloto'
  spiltmilkwhenthatwomantakesherselfouto'thewayandletsyouandalltherestofusalone。"
  "It'snouse,father,Itellyou。IknowwhatGurneywasgoingtosaytoyou。
  I'mnotgoingbacktotheoffice。I'mDONE!"
  "Waitaminutebeforeyoutalkthatway!"Sheridanbeganhissentry—goupanddowntheroom。"Isupposeyouknowit'stakentwoprettygoodmenaboutsixteenhoursadaytosetthingsstraightandget'emrunnin'rightagain,downinyouroffice?"
  "Theymustbegoodmen。"Roscoenoddedindifferently。"IthoughtIwasdoingabouteightmen'swork。I'mgladyoufoundtwothatcouldhandleit。"
  "Lookhere!IfIworkedyouitwasforyourowngood。Thereareplentymendriveharder'nIdo,and——"
  "Yes。Therearesomethatbreakdownalltheothermenthatworkwith'em。
  Theyeitherdie,orgocrazy,orhavetoquit,andarenousetherestoftheirlives。Thelast'smycase,Iguess——'complicatedbydomesticdifficulties'!"
  "Yousetthereandtellmeyougiveup?"Sheridan'svoiceshook,andsodidthegesticulatinghandwhichheextendedappealinglytowardthedespondentfigure。"Don'tdoit,Roscoe!Don'tsayit!Sayyou'llcomedownthereagainandbeaman!Thiswomanain'tgoin'totroubleyouanymore。Theworkain'tgoin'tohurtyouifyouhaven'tgothertoworryyou,andyoucangetshuto'thisnastywhiskey—guzzlin';itain'tfastenedonyouyet。Don'tsay——"
  "It'snouseonearth,"Roscoemumbled。"Nouseonearth。"
  "Lookhere!Ifyouwantanothermonth'svacation——"
  "IknowGurneytoldyou,sowhat'stheusetalkingabout'vacations'?"
  "Gurney!"Sheridanvociferatedthenamesavagely。"It'sGurney,Gurney,Gurney!AlwaysGurney!Idon'tknowwhattheworld'scomin'towitheverybodyrunnin'aroundsquealin','Thedoctorsaysthis,'and,'Thedoctorsaysthat'!Itmakesmesick!How'sthiscountryexpecttogetitsWorkdoneifGurneyandalltheotheroldnanny—goatskeepupthisblattin'——'Oh,oh!
  Don'tliftthatsticko'wood;you'llruinyourNERVES!'Sohesaysyougot'nervousexhaustioninducedbyoverworkandemotionalstrain。'TheyalwaysgottosticktheWorkiniftheyseeachance!Ireckonyoudidhavethe'emotionalstrain,'andthat'sall'sthematterwithyou。You'llbeoveritsoon'sthiswoman'sgone,andWork'stheverythingtomakeyouquitfrettin'
  abouther。"
  "DidGurneytellyouIwasfittowork?"
  "Shutup!"Sheridanbellowed。"I'msosicko'thatman'snameIfeellikeshootin'anybodythatsaysittome!"Hefumedandchafed,swearingindistinctly,thencameandstoodbeforehisson。"Lookhere;doyouthinkyou'redoin'thesquarethingbyme?Doyou?Howmuchyouworth?"
  "I'vegotbetweensevenandeightthousandayearclear,ofmyown,outsidethesalary。ThatmuchisminewhetherIworkornot。"
  "Itis?Youcould'apulleditoutwithoutme,Isupposeyouthink,atyourage?"
  "No。Butit'smine,andit'senough。"
  "MyLord!It'saboutwhataCongressmangets,andyouwanttoquitthere!I
  supposeyouthinkyou'llgettherestwhenIkickthebucket,andallyouhavetodoislaybackandwait!Youletmetellyourighthere,you'llneverseeonecentofit。Yougoouto'businessnow,andwhatwouldyouknowabouthandlin'itfiveortenortwentyyearsfromnow?BecauseIintendtoSTAY
  herealittlewhileyet,myboy!They'deithergetitawayfromyouoryou'dsellforanickelandletitbesplitupand——"Hewhirledabout,marchedtotheotherendoftheroom,andstoodsilentamoment。Thenhesaid,solomnly:
  "Listen。Ifyougooutnow,youleavemeinthelurch,withnothin'onGod'sgreenearthtodependonbutyourbrother——andyouknowwhatheis。I'vedependedonyouforitALLsinceJimdied。Nowyou'velistenedtothatdam'
  doctor,andhesaysmaybeyouwon'teverbeasgoodamanasyouwere,andthatcertainlyyouwon'tbeforayearorso——probablymore。Now,that'sallalie。Mendon'tbreakdownthatwayatyourage。LookatME!AndItellyou,youcanshakethisthingoff。AllyouneedisalittleGET—upandalittlegumption。Mendon'tgoawayforYEARSandthencomebackintoMOVING
  businesseslikeours——theylosethestrings。Andifyoucould,Iwon'tletyou——ifyoulaydownonmenow,Iwon't——andthat'sbecauseifyoulaydownyouproveyouain'tthemanIthoughtyouwere。"Heclearedhisthroatandfinishedquietly:"Roscoe,willyoutakeamonth'svacationandcomebackandgotoit?"
  "No,"saidRoscoe,listlessly。"I'mthrough。"
  "Allright,"saidSheridan。Hepickeduptheeveningpaperfromatable,wenttoachairbythefireandsatdown,hisbacktohisson。"Good—by。"
  Roscoerose,hisheadhanging,buttherewasadullreliefinhiseyes。"BestIcando,"hemuttered,seemingabouttodepart,yetlingering。"Ifigureitoutagooddeallikethis,"hesaid。"Ididn'tKNOWmyjobwasanystrain,andImanagedallright,butfromwhatGur——fromwhatIhear,Iwasjustuptothelimitofmynervesfromoverwork,andthe——thetroubleathomewastheextrastrainthat'sfixedmethewayIam。Itriedtobrace,soIcouldstandtheworkandthetroubletoo,onwhiskey——andthatputthefinishtome!
  I——I'mnothittingitashardasIwasforawhile,andIreckonprettysoon,ifIcangettofeelingalittlemoreenergy,Ibettertrytoquitentirely——I
  don'tknow。I'mallin——andthedoctorsaysso。IthoughtIwasrunningalongfineuptoafewmonthsago,butallthetimeIwasreadytobust,anddidn'tknowit。Now,then,Idon'twantyoutoblameSibyl,andifIwereyouIwouldn'tspeakofheras'thatwoman,'becauseshe'syourdaughter—in—lawandgoingtostaythatway。Shedidn'tdoanythingwicked。Itwasashocktome,andIdon'tdenyit,tofindwhatshehaddone——encouragingthatfellowtohangaroundherafterhebegantryingtoflirtwithher,andlosingherheadoverhimthewayshedid。Idon'tdenyitwasashockandthatit'llalwaysbeahurtinsideofmeI'llnevergetover。Butitwasmyfault;Ididn'tunderstandawoman'snature。"PoorRoscoespokeinthemostprofoundanddesolateearnest。"Awomancravessociety,andgaiety,andmeetingattractivepeople,andtraveling。Well,Ican'tgivehertheotherthings,butIcangiveherthetraveling——realtraveling,notjustgoingtoAtlanticCityorNewOrleans,thewayshehas,two,threetimes。Awomanhastohavesomethinginherlifebesidesabusinessman。Andthat'sALLIwas。IneverunderstoodtillIheardhertalkingwhenshewassosick,andIbelieveifyou'dheardherthenyouwouldn'tspeaksohard—heartedlyabouther;IbelieveyoumighthaveforgivenherlikeIhave。That'sall。Inevercaredanythingforanygirlbutherinmylife,butIwassobusywithbusinessIputitaheadofher。IneverTHOUGHTabouther,Iwassobusythinkingbusiness。Well,thisiswhereit'sbroughtusto——andnowwhenyoutalkabout'business'tomeI
  feelthewayyoudowhenanybodytalksaboutGurneytoyou。Theword'business'makesmedizzy——itmakesmehonestlysickatthestomach。I
  believeifIhadtogodown—townandstepinsidethatofficedoorI'dfalldownonthefloor,deathlysick。Youtalkabouta'month'svacation'——andI
  getjustassick。I'mrattled——Ican'tplan——Ihaven'tgotanyplans——can'tmakeany,excepttotakemygirlandgetjustasfarawayfromthatofficeasIcan——andstay。We'regoingtoJapanfirst,andifwe——"
  Hisfatherrustledthepaper。"Isaidgood—by,Roscoe。"
  "Good—by,"saidRoscoe,listlessly。
  Sheridanwaiteduntilheheardthesoundoftheouterdoorclosing;thenheroseandpushedatinydisksetinthewall。Jacksonappeared。
  "HasBibbsgothomefromwork?"
  "Mist'Bibbs?No,suh。"
  "TellhimIwanttoseehim,soonashecomes。"
  "Yessuh。"
  Sheridanreturnedtohischairandfixedhisattentionfiercelyuponthenewspaper。Hefounditdifficulttopursuetheitemsbeyondtheirexplanatoryrubrics——therewasnothingunusualorstartlingtoconcentratehisattention:
  "MotormanPutsBlameonBrakes。ThreeKilledwhenCarSlides。"
  "BurglarsMakeBigHaul。""BoardWorksApproveBigCar—lineExtension。""Hold—upMenInjureTwo。ManFoundinAlley,SkullFractured。""SickeningStoryToldinDivorceCourt。""PlanNewEighteen—storyStructure。""School—girlMeetsDeathunderAutomobile。""NegroCutsThree。OneDead。""LifeCrushedOut。
  ThirdElevatorAccidentinSameBuildingCausesActionbyCoroner。""DeclareMilitiawillbeMenace。PolishSocietiesProtesttoGovernorinChurchRiotingCase。""Short$3,500inAccounts,TrustedManKillsSelfwithDrug。""FoundFrozen。
  FamilyWithoutFoodorFuel。BabyDeadwhenParentsReturnHomefromSeekingWork。""MinisterReturnedfromTripAbroadLecturesonBigFutureofOurCity。SeesBigImprovementduringShortAbsence。SaysNoEuropeanCityHoldsCandle。"
  (Sheridannoddedapprovinglyhere。)
  Bibbscamethroughthehallwhistling,andenteredtheroombriskly。"Well,father,didyouwantme?"
  "Yes。Sitdown。"Sheridangotup,andBibbstookaseatbythefire,holdingouthishandstothecracklingblaze,foritwascoldoutdoors。
  "Icamewithinsevenoftheshoprecordto—day,"hesaid。"Ihandledmorestripsthandanyotherworkmanhasanydaythismonth。Thenearesttomeissixteenbehind。"
  "There!"exclaimedhisfather,greatlypleased。"What'dItellyou?I'dliketohearGurneyhintagainthatIwasn'trightinsendingyouthere——Iwouldjustliketohearhim!Andyou——ain'tyouashamedofmakin'suchafussaboutit?Ain'tyou?"
  "Ididn'tgoatitintherightspirittheothertime,"Bibbssaid,smilingbrightly,hisfaceruddyinthecheerfulfirelight。"Ididn'tknowthedifferenceitmeanttolikeathing。"
  "Well,IguessI'veprettythoroughlyvindicatedmyjudgement。IguessI
  HAVE!Isaidtheshop'dbegoodforyou,anditwas。Isaiditwouldn'thurtyou,andithasn't。It'sbeenjustexactlywhatIsaiditwouldbe。
  Ain'tthatso?"
  "Lookslikeit!"Bibbsagreed,gaily。
  "Well,I'dliketoknowanyplaceIbeenwrong,firstandlast!Insteado'
  hurtingyou,it'sbeenthemakin'ofyou——physically。You'reagoodinchtaller'nwhatIam,andyou'dbeabiggermanthanwhatIamifyou'dgetsomefleshonyourbones;andyouAREgettin'alittle。Physically,it'sstartedyououttobethehuskiestoneo'thewholefamily。Now,then,mentally——that'sdifferent。Idon'tsayitunkindly,Bibbs,butyougottodosomethingforyourselfmentally,justlikewhat'sbegunphysically。AndI'mgoin'tohelpyou。"
  Sheridandecidedtositdownagain。Hebroughthischairclosetohisson's,and,leaningover,tappedBibbs'skneeconfidentially。"Igotplansforyou,Bibbs,"hesaid。
  Bibbsinstantlylookedthoroughlyalarmed。Hedrewback。"I——I'mallrightnow,father。"
  "Listen。"Sheridansettledhimselfinhischair,andspokeinthetoneofareasonablemanreasoning。"Listenhere,Bibbs。Ihadanotherblowto—day,anditwasahardoneandrightintheface,thoughIHAVEbeenexpectin'itsomelittletimeback。Well,it'sgottobemet。NowI'llbefrankwithyou。
  AsIsaidaminuteago,mentallyIcouldn'tevercalledyouexactlystrong。
  Youbeenalittleweakbothways,mostofyourlife。NotbutwhatIthinkyouGOTamentality,ifyou'dlearntouseit。Yougotwill—power,I'llsaythatforyou。Ineverknewboyormanthatcouldbestubborner——neveroneinmylife!Now,then,you'veshowedyoucouldlearntorunthatmachinebestofanymanintheshop,innotimeatall。Thatlookstomelikeyoucouldlearntodootherthings。Idon'tdenybutwhatit'sanencouragin'sign。Idon'tdenythat,atall。Well,thathelpsmetothinkthecaseain'tsohopelessasitlooks。You'reallIgottomeetthisblowwith,butmaybeyouain'taspoormaterialasIthought。Yourtellin'meaboutcomin'withinsevenstripsoftheshop'srecordto—daylookstomelikeencouragin'informationbroughtinatjustabouttherighttime。Now,then,I'mgoin'togiveyouaraise。I
  wantedtosendyoustraightonupthroughtheshops——ayearortwo,maybe——
  butIcan'tdoit。IlostJim,andnowI'velostRoscoe。He'squit。He'slaiddownonme。Ifheevercomesbackatall,he'llbealongtimepickin'
  upthestrings,and,anyway,heain'tthemanIthoughthewas。Ican'tcountonhim。IgottohaveSOMEBODYIKNOWIcancounton。AndI'mdowntothis:
  you'remylastchance。Bibbs,Igottolearnyoutousewhatbrainsyougotandseeifwecan'tdevelop'emalittle。Whoknows?AndI'mgoin'toputmytimeinonit。I'mgoin'totakeyourightdown—townwithME,andIwon'tbehardonyouifyou'realittleslowatfirst。AndI'mgoin'todothebigthingforyou。I'mgoin'tomakeyoufeelyougottodothebigthingforme,inreturn。I'vevindicatedmypolicywithyouabouttheshop,andnowI'mgoin'toturnrightaroundandswingyou'wayoveraheadofwheretheotherboysstarted,andI'mgoin'tomakeanappealtoyourambitionthat'llmakeyoudizzy!"Hetappedhissononthekneeagain。"Bibbs,I'mgoin'tostartyouoffthisway:I'mgoin'tomakeyouadirectorinthePumpWorksCompany;
  I'mgoin'tomakeyouvice—presidentoftheRealtyCompanyandavice—presidentoftheTrustCompany!"
  Bibbsjumpedtohisfeet,blanched。"Ohno!"hecried。
  Sheridantookhisdismaytobetheexcitementofsuddenjoy。"Yes,sir!Andthere'ssomeprettyfatlittlesalariesgoeswiththosevice—presidencies,andapincho'stockinthePumpCompanywiththedirectorship。YouthoughtIwasprettymeanabouttheshop——oh,Iknowyoudid!——butyouseetheoldmancanplayitbothways。Andsorightnow,theminuteyou'vebeguntomakegoodthewayIwantedyouto,Idealfromthenewdeck。AndI'llkeeponhandin'itoutbiggerandbiggereverytimeyoushowmeyou'rebigenoughtoplaythehandIdealyou。I'mstartin'youwithaprettybigone,myboy!"
  "ButIdon't——Idon't——Idon'twantit!"Bibbsstammered。
  "What'dyousay?"Sheridanthoughthehadnotheardaright。
  "Idon'twantit,father。Ithankyou——Idothankyou——"
  Sheridanlookedperplexed。"What'sthematterwithyou?Didn'tyouunderstandwhatIwastellin'you?"
  "Yes。"
  "Yousure?Ireckonyoudidn't。Ioffered——"
  "Iknow,Iknow!ButIcan'ttakeit。"
  "What'sthematterwithyou?"Sheridanwashalfamazed,halfsuspicious。
  "Yourheadfeelfunny?"
  "I'veneverbeenquitesosaneinmylife,"saidBibbs,"asIhavelately。AndI'vegotjustwhatIwant。I'mlivingexactlytherightlife。I'mearningmydailybread,andI'mhappyindoingit。Mywagesareenough。Idon'twantanymoremoney,andIdon'tdeserveany——"
  "Damnation!"Sheridansprangup。"You'veturnedSocialist!Youbeenlisteningtothosefellowsdownthere,andyou——"
  "No,sir。Ithinkthere'sagreatdealinwhattheysay,butthatisn'tit。"
  Sheridantriedtorestrainhisgrowingfury,andsucceededpartially。"Thenwhatisit?What'sthematter?"
  "Nothing,"hesonreturned,nervously。"Nothing——exceptthatI'mcontent。I
  don'twanttochangeanything。"
  "Whynot?"
  Bibbshadtheincrediblefollytotrytoexplain。"I'lltellyou,father,ifIcan。Iknowitmaybehardtounderstand——"
  "Yes,Ithinkitmaybe,"saidSheridan,grimly。"WhatyousayusuallyisaLITTLEthatway。Goon!"
  Perturbedanddistressed,Bibbsroseinstinctively;hefelthimselfateverypossibledisadvantage。Hewasasleeperclingingtoadream——aroughhandstretchedtoshakehimandwakenhim。Hewenttoatableandmadevaguedrawingsuponitwithafinger,andashespokehekepthiseyeslowered。
  "Youweren'taltogetherrightabouttheshop——thatis,inonewayyouweren't,father。"Heglancedupapprehensively。Sheridanstoodfacinghim,expressionless,andmadenoattempttointerrupt。"That'sdifficulttoexplain,"Bibbscontinued,loweringhiseyesagain,tofollowthetracingsofhisfinger。"I——IbelievetheshopmighthavedoneformethistimeifI
  hadn't——ifsomethinghadn'thelpedmeto——oh,notonlytobearit,buttobehappyinit。Well,IAMhappyinit。IwanttogoonjustasIam。AndofallthingsonearththatIdon'twant,Idon'twanttoliveabusinesslife——I
  don'twanttobedrawnintoit。Idon'tthinkitISliving——andnowIAM
  living。Ihavethehealthfultoil——andIcanthink。InbusinessasimportantasyoursIcouldn'tthinkanythingbutbusiness。Idon't——Idon'tthinkmakingmoneyisworthwhile。"
  "Goon,"saidSheridan,curtly,asBibbspausedtimidly。
  "Ithasn'tseemedtogetanywhere,thatIcansee,"saidBibbs。"Youthinkthiscityisrichandpowerful——butwhat'stheuseofitsbeingrichandpowerful?Theydon'tteachthechildrenanymoreintheschoolsbecausethecityisrichandpowerful。Theyteachthemmorethantheyusedtobecausesomepeople——notrichandpowerfulpeople——havethoughtthethoughtstoteachthechildren。Andyetwhenyou'vebeenreadingthepaperI'veheardyouobjectingtothechildrenbeingtaughtanythingexceptwhatwouldhelpthemtomakemoney。Yousaiditwaswastingthetaxes。Youwantthemtaughttomakealiving,butnottolive。WhenIwasalittleboythiswasn'tanuglytown;
  nowit'shideous。What'stheuseofbeingbigjusttobehideous?ImeanI
  don'tthinkallthishasmeantreallygoingahead——it'sjustbeengettingbiggeranddirtierandnoisier。Wasn'tthewholecountryhappierandinmanywayswiserwhenitwassmallerandcleanerandquieterandkinder?IknowyouthinkI'manutterfool,father,but,afterall,though,aren'tbusinessandpoliticsjustthehousekeepingpartoflife?Andwouldn'tyoudespiseawomanthatnotonlymadeherhousekeepingherambition,butdiditsonoisilyanddirtilythatthewholeneighborhoodwasinacontinualturmoiloverit?Andsupposedshetalkedandthoughtaboutherhousekeepingallthetime,andwasalwayshavingadditionsbuilttoherhousewhenshecouldn'tkeepcleanwhatshealreadyhad;andsuppose,withitall,shemadethehousealtogetherunpeacefulandunlivable——"
  "Justoneminute!"Sheridaninterrupted,adding,withterriblecourtesy,"Ifyouwillpermitme?Haveyoueverbeenrightaboutanything?"
  "Idon'tquite——"
  "Iaskthesimplequestion:Haveyoueverbeenrightaboutanythingwhateverinthecourseofyourlife?Haveyoueverbeenrightuponanysubjectorquestionyou'vethoughtaboutandtalkedabout?Canyoumentiononesingletimewhenyouwereprovedtoberight?"
  Hewasflourishingthebandagedhandashespoke,butBibbssaidonly,"IfI'vealwaysbeenwrongbefore,surelythere'smorechancethatI'mrightaboutthis。Itseemsreasonabletosupposesomethingwouldbeduetobringupmyaverage。"
  "Yes,Ithoughtyouwouldn'tseethepoint。Andthere'sanotheryouprobablycouldn'tsee,butI'lltakethelibertytomentionit。Youbeenbalkin'allyourlife。PrettymucheverythingIeverwantedyoutodo,you'dletoutSOME
  kindofaholler,likeyouarenow——andyetIcan'tseemtorememberoncewhenyoudidn'thavetolaydownanddowhatIsaid。Butgoonwithyourremarksaboutourcityandthebusinessofthiscountry。Goon!"
  "Idon'twanttobeapartofit,"saidBibbs,withunwonteddecision。"I
  wanttokeeptomyself,andI'mdoingitnow。Icouldn't,ifIwentdowntherewithyou。I'dbeswallowedintoit。Idon'tcareformoneyenoughtto——"
  "No,"hisfatherinterrupted,stilldangerouslyquiet。"You'veneverhadtoearnaliving。Anybodycouldtellthatbywhatyousay。Now,letmeremindyou:you'resleepin'inaprettygoodbed;you'reeatin'prettyfairfood;
  you'rewearin'prettyfineclothes。Justsupposeoneo'thesenoisyhousekeepers——me,forinstance——decidedtoletyoudoyourownhousekeepin'。
  MayIaskwhatyourpropositionwouldbe?"
  "I'mearningninedollarsaweek,"saidBibbs,sturdily。"It'senough。I
  shouldn'tmindatall。"
  "Who'spayin'youthatninedollarsaweek?"
  "Mywork!"Bibbsanswered。"AndI'vedonesowellonthatclipping—machineI
  believeIcouldworkuptofifteenoreventwentyaweekatanotherjob。I
  couldbeafairplumberinafewmonths,I'msure。I'dratherhaveatradethanbeinbusiness——Ishould,infinitely!"
  "Youbettersetaboutlearnin'oneprettydam'quick!"ButSheridanstruggledwithhistemperandagainwaspartiallysuccessfulincontrollingit。"YoubetterlearnatradeoverSunday,becauseyou'reeithergoin'downwithmetomyofficeMondaymorning——or——youcangotoplumbing!"
  "Allright,"saidBibbs,gently。"Icangetalong。"
  Sheridanraisedhishandssardonically,asinprayer。"OGod,"hesaid,"thisboywascrazyenoughbeforehebegantoearnhisninedollarsaweek,andnowhismoney'sgonetohishead!Can'tYoudonothin'forhim?"Thenheflunghishandsapart,palmsoutward,inafuriousgestureofdismissal。"Getouto'thisroom!Yougotaskullthat'sthicker'nawhale'sthigh—bone,butit'scrackedspangallthewayacross!Youhatedthemachine—shopsobadwhenI
  sentyouthere,youwentandstayedsickforovertwoyears——andnow,whenI
  offertotakeyououtofitandgiveyouthemint,youhollerfortheshoplikeacalfforitsmammy!You'recracked!Oh,butIgotafinelayouthere!
  Onesondied,onequit,andone'saloon!Theloon'sallIgotleft!H。P。
  Ellersly'swifehadacrazybrother,andtheyundertooktokeephimatthehouse。Firstmorninghewastherehewalkedstraightthoughaten—dollarplate—glasswindowoutintotheyard。Hesays,'Oh,lookattheprettydandelion!'That'swhatyou'redoin'!Youwanttospendyourlifesayin','Oh,lookattheprettydandelion!'andyoudon'tcareatinker'sdam'whatyoubust!Well,mister,loonornoloon,crackedandcrazyorwhateveryouare,I'lltakeyouwithmeMondaymorning,andI'llworkyouandlearnyou——yes,andI'lllamyou,ifIgotto——untilI'vemadesomethingoutofyouthat'sfittobecalledabusinessman!I'llkeepatyouwhileI'mabletostand,andifIhavetolaydowntodieI'llbewhisperin'atyoutilltheygettheembalmin'—fluidintome!Nowgoon,anddon'tletmehearfromyouagaintillyoucancomeandtellmeyou'vewakedup,youpoor,pitiful,dandelion—pickin'SLEEP—WALKER!"
  Bibbsgavehimaqueerlook。Therewassomethinglikereproachinit,foronce;buttherewasmorethanthat——heseemedtobestartledbyhisfather'slastword。
  Therewassleetthatevening,withawhoppingwind,butneitherthisstormnorthatotherwhichsoimminentlythreatenedhimheldplaceintheconsciousnessofBibbsSheridanwhenhecameoncemoretothepresenceofMary。Allwasrightinhisworldhashesatwithher,readingMauriceMaeterlinck'sAlladineandPalomides。Thesorrowfullightofthegas—jetmighthavebeenMaymorningsunshineflashingamberandrosethroughtheglowingwindowsoftheSainte—Chapelle,itwassobrightforBibbs。Andwhilethezinc—eaterheldouttobringhimsuchgoldennightsasthese,alltheking'shorsesandalltheking'smenmightnotservetobreakthespell。
  Bibbsreadslowly,butinareasonablemanner,asifheweretalking;andMary,lookingathimsteadilyfrombeneathhercurvedfingers,appearedtodiscovernofault。Ithadgrowntobeherhabittolookathimwhenevertherewasanopportunity。Itmaybesaid,intruth,thatwhiletheyweretogether,anditwaslight,shelookedathimallthetime。
  WhenhecametotheendofAlladineandPalomidestheyweresilentalittlewhile,consideringtogether;thenheturnedbackthepagesandsaid:"There'ssomethingIwanttoreadover。This:
  YouwouldthinkIthrewawindowopenonthedawn……Shehasasoulthatcanbeseenaroundher——thattakesyouinitsarmslikeanailingchildandwithoutsayinganythingtoyouconsolesyouforeverything……Ishallneverunderstanditall。Idonotknowhowitcanallbe,butmykneesbendinspiteofmewhenIspeakofit……
  Hestoppedandlookedather。
  "Youboy!"saidMary,notveryclearly。
  "Ohyes,"hereturned。"Butit'strue——especiallymyknees!"
  "Youboy!"shemurmuredagain,blushingcharmingly。"Youmightreadanotherlineover。ThefirsttimeIeversawyou,Bibbs,youwerelookingintoamirror。Doitagain。Butyouneedn'treadit——Icangiveittoyou:"A
  littleGreekslavethatcamefromtheheartofArcady!"
  "I!I'moneofthehandsatthePumpWorks——andgoingtostayone,unlessI
  havetodecidetostudyplumbing。"
  "No。"Sheshookherhead。"Youloveandwantwhat'sbeautifulanddelicateandserene;it'sreallyartthatyouwantinyourlife,andhavealwayswanted。Youseemedtome,fromthefirst,themostwistfulpersonIhadeverknown,andthat'swhatyouwerewistfulfor。"
  Bibbslookeddoubtfulandmorewistfulthanever;butafteramomentortwothematterseemedtoclarifyitselftohim。"Why,no,"hesaid;"Iwantedsomethingelsemorethanthat。Iwantedyou。"