Thewordswereindefinite,butthevoicewasnot。Neitherwastheviciousgestureofthebandagedhand,whichconcludeditsorbitinthedirectionofthedoorinamannersufficientfortheswiftdispersalofGeorgeandJacksonandseveralfemaleservantswhohoveredbehindMrs。Sheridan。Theyfledlightly。
"Papa,papa!"wailedMrs。Sheridan。"Lookatyourhand!You'doughtn'ttobeensoroughwithEdie;youhurtyourhandonhershoulder。Look!"
Therewas,infact,aspreadingredstainuponthebandagesatthetipsofthefingers,andSheridanputhishandbackinthesling。"Nowthen!"herepeated。"Yougoin'toleavemyhouse?"
"HewillNOT!"sobbedEdith。"Don'tyouDAREorderhimout!"
"Don'tyoubother,dear,"saidLamhorn,quietly。"Hedoesn'tunderstand。YOU
mustn'tbetroubled。"Pallorwasbecomingtohim;helookedveryhandsome,andashelefttheroomheseemedinthegirl'sdistraughteyesapersecutednoble,indifferenttotherabbleyawpinginsultathisheels——therabblebeingenactedbyherfather。
"Don'tcomeback,either!"said,Sheridan,realisticinthisimpersonation。
"Keepoffthepremises!"hecalledsavagelyintothehall。"Thisfamily'sthroughwithyou!"
"ItisNOT!"Edithcried,breakingfromhermother。"You'llSEEaboutthat!
You'llfindout!You'llfindoutwhat'llhappen!What'sHEdone?IguessifIcanstandit,it'snoneofYOURbusiness,isit?What'sHEdone,I'dliketoknow?Youdon'tknowanythingaboutit。Don'tyous'posehetoldME?Shewascrazyabouthimsoonashebegangoingthere,andheflirtedwithheralittle。That'severythinghedid,anditwasbeforehemetME!Afterthathewouldn't,anditwasn'tanything,anyway——heneverwasseriousaminuteaboutit。SHEwantedittobeserious,andshewasboundshewouldn'tgivehimup。
Hetoldherlongagohecaredaboutme,butshekeptpersecutinghimand——"
"Yes,"saidSheridan,sternly;"that'sHISsideofit!That'lldo!Hedoesn'tcomeinthishouseagain!"
"Youlookout!"Edithcried。
"Yes,I'lllookout!I'd'a'toldyouto—dayhewasn'ttobeallowedonthepremises,butIhadotherthingsonmymind。IhadAbercrombielookupthisyoungmanprivately,andhe'sno'count。He'sno'countonearth!He'snogood!He'sNOTHIN'!Butitwouldn'tmatterifhewasGeorgeWashington,afterwhat'shappenedandwhatI'veheardto—night!"
"But,papa,"Mrs。Sheridanbegan,"ifEdiesaysitwasallSibyl'sfault,makin'uptohim,andheneverencouragedhermuch,nor——"
"'Senough!"heroared。"Hekeepsoffthesepremises!Andifanyofyousomuchaseverspeakhisnametomeagain——"
ButEdithscreamed,clappingherhandsoverherearstoshutoutthesoundofhisvoice,andranup—stairs,sobbingloudly,followedbyhermother。However,Mrs。Sheridandescendedafewminuteslaterandjoinedherhusbandinthelibrary。Bibbs,stillsittinginhisgoldchair,sawherpass,rousedhimselffromreverie,andstrolledinafterher。
"Shelockedherdoor,"saidMrs。Sheridan,shakingherheadwoefully。"Shewouldn'tevenanswerme。Theywasn'tasoundfromherroom。"
"Well,"saidherhusband,"shecansettlehermindtoit。Sheneverspeakstothatfellowagain,andifhetriestotelephoneherto—morrow——Here!Youtellthehelpifhecallsuptoringoffandsayit'smyorders。No,youneedn't。I'lltell'emmyself。"
"Betternot,"saidBibbs,gently。
Hisfatherglaredathim。
"It'snogood,"saidBibbs。"Mother,whenyouwereinlovewithfather——"
"Mygoodness!"shecried。"Youain'ta—goin'tocompareyourfathertothat——"
"Edithfeelsabouthimjustwhatyoudidaboutfather,"saidBibbs。"AndifYOURfatherhadtoldyou——"
"Iwon'tLISTENtosuchsillytalk!"shedeclared,angrily。
"Soyou'rehandin'outyouradvice,areyou,Bibbs?"saidSheridan。"Whatisit?"
"Letherseehimallshewants。"
"You'rea——"Sheridangaveitup。"Idon'tknowwhattocallyou!"
"Letherseehimallshewants,"Bibbsrepeated,thoughtfully。"You'reupagainstsomethingtoostrongforyou。IfEdithwereaweaklingyou'dhaveachancethisway,butsheisn't。She'sgotalotofyourdetermination,father,andwithwhat'sgoingoninsideofhershe'llbeatyou。Youcan'tkeepherfromseeinghim,aslongasshefeelsabouthimthewayshedoesnow。
Youcan'tmakeherthinklessofhim,either。Nobodycan。Youronlychanceisthatshe'lldoitforherself,andifyougivehertimeandgoeasysheprobablywill。Marriagewoulddoitforherquickest,butthat'sjustwhatyoudon'twant,andasyouDON'Twantit,you'dbetter——"
"Ican'tstandanymore!"Sheridanburstout。"Ifit'scometoBIBBSadvisin'
mehowtorunthishouseIbetterresign。Mamma,where'sthatniggerGeorge?
MaybeHE'SgotsomeplanhowIbettermanagemyfamily。Bibbs,forGod'ssakegoandlaydown!'Letherseehimallshewants'!Oh,Lord!here'swisdom;
here's——"
"Bibbs,"saidMrs。Sheridan,"ifyouhaven'tgotanythingtodo,youmightstepoverandtakeSibyl'swrapshome——sheleft'eminthehall。Idon'tthinkyouseemtoquietyourpoorfatherverymuchjustnow。"
"Allright。"AndBibbsboreSibyl'swrapsacrossthestreetanddeliveredthemtoRoscoe,whomethimatthedoor。Bibbssaidonly,"Forgotthese,"
and,"Goodnight,Roscoe,"cordiallyandcheerfully,andreturnedtotheNewHouse。Hismotherandfatherwerestilltalkinginthelibrary,butwithdiscretionhepassedrapidlyonandupwardtohisownroom,andthereheproceededtowriteinhisnote—book。
ThereseemstobeanothercuriousthingaboutLove[Bibbswrote]。
Loveisblindwhileitlivesandonlyopensitseyesandbecomesverywideawakewhenitdies。Letitaloneuntilthen。
Youcannotreasonwithloveorwithanyotherpassion。Thewisewillnotwishforlove——norforambition。Thesearepassionsandbringothersintheirtrain——hatredsandjealousies——allblind。Friendshipandaquietheartforthewise。
Whataturbulenceislove!Itisdangerousforablindthingtobeturbulent;thereareprecipicesinlife。Onewouldnotcrossamountain—passwithathickclothoverhiseyes。Loversdo。Friendshipwalksgentlyandwithopeneyes。
Towalktochurchwithafriend!Tositbesideherthere!Torisewhensherises,andtotouchwithone'sthumbandfingerstheotherhalfofthehymn—bookthatsheholds!Whatlover,withhisfierceways,couldknowthistranscendenthappiness?
Friendshipbringseverythingthatheavencouldbring。Thereisnolaborthatcannotbecomealivingraptureifyouknowthatafriendisthinkingofyouasyoulabor。Soyousingatyourwork。
Fortheworkispartofthethoughtsofyourfriend;soyouloveit!
Loveisdemandingandclaimingandinsistent。Friendshipisallkindness——itmakestheworldgloriouswithkindness。Whatcoloryouseewhenyouwalkwithafriend!Youseethatthegrayskyisbrilliantandshimmering;youseethatthesmokehaswarmbrownsandismarvelouslysculptured——theairbecomesiridescent。Youseethegoldinbrownhair。Lightfloodseverything。
Whenyouwalktochurchwithafriendyouknowthatlifecangiveyounothingricher。Youpraythattherewillbenochangeinanythingforever。
Whatanadorablethingitistodiscoveralittlefoibleinyourfriend,abitofvanitythatgivesyouonethingmoreabouthertoadore!Onacoldmorningshewillperhapswalktochurchwithyouwithoutherfurs,andshewillblushandreturnanevasiveanswerwhenyouaskherwhyshedoesnotwearthem。Youwillsaynomore,becauseyouunderstand。Shelooksbeautifulinherfurs;
youlovetheirdarknessagainsthercheek;butyoucomprehendthattheyconcealthelovelinessofherthroatandthefinelineofherchin,andthatshealsohascomprehendedthis,and,wishingtolookstillmorebewitching,discardsherfursattheriskoftakingcold。Soyouholdyourpeace,andtrytolookasifyouhadnotthoughtitout。
Thistheoryissatisfactoryexceptthatitdoesnotaccountfortheabsenceofthemuff。Ah,well,theremustalwaysbeamysterysomewhere!Mysteryisapartofenchantment。
Manuallaborisbest。Yourheartcansingandyourmindcandreamwhileyourhandsareworking。Youcouldnothaveasingingheartandadreamingmindalldayifyouhadtoschemeoutdollars,orifyouhadtoaddcolumnsoffigures。Thosethingstakeyourattention。Youcannotbethinkingofyourfriendwhileyouwritelettersbeginning"Yoursofthe17thinst。rec'dandcontentsdulynoted。"Buttoworkwithyourhandsallday,thinkingandsinging,andthen,afternightfall,toheartheineffablekindnessofyourfriend'sgreeting——alwaysthere——foryou!Whowouldwakefromsuchadreamasthis?
Dawnandthesea——musicinmoonlitgardens——nightingalesserenadingthroughalmond—grovesinbloom——whatcouldbringsuchthingsintothecity'sturmoil?Yettheyarehere,androsesblossominthesoot。Thatiswhatitmeansnottobealone!Thatiswhatafriendgivesyou!
Havingthusdemonstratedthathewasabouttwenty—fiveandhadformedasomewhatindefinitedefinitionoffriendship,butoneentirelyhisown(andperhapsMary's)Bibbswenttobed,andwastheonlySheridantosleepsoundlythroughthenightandtowakeatdawnwithalightheart。
Hischeerfulnesswasvaguelydiminishedbythetroublousstateofaffairsofhisfamily。Hehadrecognizedhisconditionwhenhewrote,"Whowouldwakefromsuchadreamasthis?"Bibbswasasympatheticperson,easilytouched,buthewasindeedlivinginadream,andallthingsoutsideofitwereveiledandremote——forthatisthewayofyouthinadream。AndBibbs,whohadneverbeforebeenofanyage,eitheroldoryoung,hadcometohisyouthatlast。
Hewentwhistlingfromthehousebeforeevenhisfatherhadcomedown—stairs。
Therewasafogoutdoors,saturatedwithafinepowderofsoot,andthoughBibbsnoticedabsentlythedimshapeofanautomobileatthecurbbeforeRoscoe'shouse,hedidnotrecognizeitasDr。Gurney's,butwentcheerilyonhiswaythroughthedingymist。Andwhenhewasoncemoreinstalledbesidehisfaithfulzinc—eaterhewhistledandsangtoit,asotherworkmendidtotheirownmachinessometimes,whenthingswentwell。Hiscomradesintheshopglancedathimamusedlynowandthen。Theylikedhim,andheatehislunchatnoonwithagroupofSocialistswhoapprovedofhisideasandtalkedofelectinghimtotheirassociation。
Theshortdaysoftheyearhadcome,anditwasdarkbeforethewhistlesblew。
Whenthesignalcame,Bibbswenttotheoffice,wherehedivestedhimselfofhisoveralls——hissingledivergencefromtheroutineofhisfellow—workmen——andafterthatheusedsoapandwatercopiously。Thiswashistransformationscene:hepassedintotheofficearatherfrailyoungworking—mannoticeablybegrimed,andpassedoutofittothepavementacheerfullypre—occupiedsampleofgentry,fastidioustothepointofelegance。
Thesidewalkwascrowdedwiththebearersofdinner—pails,menandboysandwomenandgirlsfromthework—roomsthatclosedatfive。Manyhurriedandsomeloitered;theywentbotheastandwest,jostlingoneanother,andBibbs,turninghisfacehomeward,wasforcedtogoslowly。
Comingtowardhim,asslowly,throughthecrowd,atallgirlcaughtsightofhislong,thinfigureandstoodstilluntilhehadalmostpassedher,forinthethickcrowdandthethickergloomhedidnotrecognizeher,thoughhisshoulderactuallytouchedhers。Hewouldhavegoneby,butshelaugheddelightedly;andhestoppedshort,startled。Twoboys,onechasingtheother,sweptbetweenthem,andBibbsstoodstill,peeringabouthimindeepperplexity。Sheleanedtowardhim。
"IknewYOU!"shesaid。
"Goodheavens!'criedBibbs。"Ithouhgtitwasyourvoicecomingoutofastar!"
"There'sonlysmokeoverhead,"saidMary,andlaughedagain。"Therearen'tanystars。"
"Ohyes,therewere——whenyoulaughed!"
Shetookhisarm,andtheywenton。"I'vecometowalkhomewithyou,Bibbs。
Iwantedto。"
"Butwereyouhereinthe——"
"Inthedark?Yes!Waiting?Yes!"
Bibbswasradiant;hefeltsuffocatedwithhappiness。Hebegantoscoldher。
"Butit'snotsafe,andI'mnotworthit。Youshouldn'thave——Yououghttoknowbetter。Whatdid——"
"Ionlywaitedabouttwelveseconds,"shelaughed。"I'djustgothere。"
"Buttocomeallthiswayandtothispartoftowninthedark,you——"
"Iwasinthispartoftownalready,"shesaid。"Atleast,Iwasonlysevenoreightblocksaway,anditwasdarkwhenIcameout,andI'dhavehadtogohomealone——andIpreferredgoinghomewithyou。"
"It'sprettybeautifulforme,"saidBibbs,withadeepbreath。"You'llneverknowwhatitwastohearyourlaughinthedarkness——andthento——toseeyoustandingthere!Oh,itwaskike——itwaslike——HowcanITELLyouwhatitwaslike?"Theyhadpassedbeyondthecrowdnow,andacrossing—lampshoneuponthem,whichrevealedthefactthatagainshewaswithoutherfurs。Herewasapuzzle。WhydidthatadorablelittlevanityofhersbringheroutwithoutthemintheDARK?Butofcourseshehadgoneoutlongbeforedark。Forundefinablereasonsthisexplanationwasnotquitesatisfactory;however,allowingittostand,hissolicitudeforhertookanotherturn。"Ithinkyououghttohaveacar,"hesaid,"especiallywhenyouwanttobeoutafterdark。
Youneedoneinwinter,anyhow。Haveyoueveraskedyourfatherforone?"
"No,"saidMary。"Idon'tthinkI'dcareforoneparticularly。"
"Iwishyouwould。"Bibbs'stonewasearnestandtroubled。"Ithinkinwinteryou——"
"No,no,"sheinterrupted,lightly。"Idon'tneed——"
"Butmymothertriedtoinsistonsendingoneoverhereeveryafternoonforme。Iwouldn'tlether,becauseIlikethewalk,butagirl——"
"Agirllikestowalk,too,"saidMary。"LetmetellyouwhereI'vebeenthisafternoonandhowIhappenedtobenearenoughttomakeyoutakemehome。
I'vebeentoseealittleoldmanwhomakespicturesofthesmoke。Hehasasortofwarehouseforastudio,andhelivestherewithhismotherandhiswifeandtheirsevenchildren,andhe'sgloriouslyhappy。I'dseenoneofhispicturesatanexhibition,andIwantedtoseemoreofthem,soheshowedthemtome。Hehasalmosteverthingheeverpainted;Idon'tsupposehe'ssoldmorethanfourorfivepicturesinhislife。Hegivesdrawing—lessonstokeepalive。"
"Howdoyoumeanhepaintsthesmoke?"Bibbsasked。
"Literally。Hepaintsfromhisstudiowindowandfromthestreet——anywhere。
Hejustpaintswhat'saroundhim——andit'sbeautiful。"
"Thesmoke?"
"Wonderful!Heseestheskythroughit,somehow。Hedoestheuglyroofsofcheaphousesthroughahazeofsmoke,andhedoessmokysunsetsandsmokysunrises,andhehasotherthingswiththeheavy,solid,slowcolumnsofsmokegoingfaroutandgrowingmoreetherealandmixingwiththehazylightinthedistance;andhehasotherswiththebrokensky—lineofdown—town,allmistedwiththesmokeandpuffsandjetsofvaporthathavecolorslikeanorchardinmid—April。I'mgoingtotakeyoutheresomeSundayafternoon,Bibbs。"
"You'reshowingmethetown,"hesaid。"Ididn'tknowwhatwasinitatall。"
"Thereareworkersinbeautyhere,"shetoldhim,gently。"Thereareotherpaintersmoreprosperousthanmyfriend。Thereareallsortsofthings。"
"Ididn'tknow。"
"No。Sincethetownbegangrowingsogreatthatitcalleditself'greater,'
onecouldlivehereallone'slifeandknowonlythesideofitthatshows。"
"Thebeauty—workersseemburiedverydeep,"saidBibbs。"AndIimaginethatyourfriendwhomakesthesmokebeautifulmustbeburieddeepestofall。Myfatherlovesthesmoke,butIcan'timaginehisbuyingoneofyourfriend'spictures。He'dbuythe'BayofNaples,"buthewouldn'tgetoneofthose。
He'dthinksmokeinapicturewashorrible——unlesshecoulduseitforanadvertisement。"
"Yes,"shesaid,thoughtfully。"Andreallyhe'sthetown。TheyAREburiedprettydeep,itseems,sometimes,Bibbs。"
"Andyetit'sallwonderful,"hesaid。"It'swonderfultome。"
"Youmeanthetowniswonderfultoyou?"
"Yes,becauseeverythingis,sinceyoucalledmeyourfriend。Thecityisonlyarumbleonthehorizonforme。Itcan'tcomeanycloserthanthehorizonsolongasyouletmeseeyoustandingbymyoldzinc—eateralldaylong,helpingme。Mary——"Hestoppedwithagasp。"That'sthefirsttimeI'vecalledyou'Mary'!"
"Yes。"Shelaughed,alittletremuously。"ThoughIwantedyouto!"
"Isaiditwithoutthinking。Itmustbebecauseyoucametheretowalkhomewithme。Thatmustbeit。""Womenliketohavethingssaid,"Maryinformedhim,hertremulouslaughtercontinuing。"WereyougladIcameforyou?"
"No——not'glad。'IfeltasifIwerebeingcarriedstraightupandupandup——overtheclouds。Ifeellikethatstill。IthinkI'mthatwaymostofthetime。IwonderwhatIwaslikebeforeIknewyou。ThepersonIwasthenseemstohavebeensomebodyelse,notBibbsSheridanatall。Itseemslong,longago。Iwasgloomyandsickly——somebodyelse——somebodyIdon'tunderstandnow,acowardafraidofshadows——afraidofthingsthatdidn'texist——afraidofmyoldzinc—eater!AndnowI'monlyafraidofwhatmightchangeanything。"
Shewassilentamoment,andthen,"You'rehappy,Bibbs?"sheasked。
"Ah,don'tyousee?"hecried。"Iwantittolastforathousand,thousandyears,justasitis!You'vemademesorich,I'mamiser。Iwouldn'thaveonethingdifferent——nothing,nothing!"
"DearBibbs!"shesaid,andlaughedhappily。
Bibbscontinuedtoliveintheshelterofhisdream。HehadtoldEdith,afterhisineffectiveefforttobeusefulinheraffairs,thathehaddecidedthathewas"amemberofthefamily";butheappearedtohaverelapsedtotheretiredlistafterthatoneattemptatparticipancy——hewasfarenoughdetachedfrommembershipnow。ThesewereturbulentdaysintheNewHouse,butBibbshadnopartwhateverintheturbulence——heseemedanabsent—mindedstranger,presentbyaccidentandnotwhollyawarethathewaspresent。Hewouldsit,faintlysmilingoverpleasantimaginingsanddearreminiscencesofhisown,whilebattleragedbetweenEdithandherfather,orwhileSheridanunloosedjeremiadsuponthesullenRoscoe,whodrankheavilytoendurethem。
Thehappydreamerwanderedintostorm—areaslikeasomnambulist,andwanderedoutagainunawakened。HewassorryforhisfatherandforRoscoe,andforEdithandforSibyl,buttheirsufferingsandoutcriesseemedfaraway。
SibylwasunderGurney'scare。RoscoehadsentforhimonSundaynight,notlongafterBibbsreturnedtheabandonedwraps;andduringthefirstdaysofSibyl'sillnessthedoctorfounditnecessarytobewithherfrequently,andtoinstallamuscularnurse。Andwhetherhewouldorno,Gurneyreceivedfromhishystericalpatientavarietyofpungentinformationwhichwouldhavestaggeredanybodybutafamilyphysician。AmongotherthingshewasgiventocomprehendthechangeinBibbs,andwhythezinc—eaterwasnotputtingalumpintheoperator'sgizzardasofyore。
Sibylwasnotdelirious——shewasathinlittleegowrithingandshriekinginpain。Lifehadhurther,andhaddrivenherintohurtingherself;herconditionwasonlytheadult'sterribleexaggerationofthatofachildafterabadbruise——theremustbescreamingandtellingmotherallaboutthehurtandhowithappened。SibylbabbledherselfhoarsewhenGurneywithheldmorphine。Shewentfromthebeginningtotheendinabreath。Noproteststoppedher;nothingstoppedher。
"Yououghttoletmedie!"shewailed。"It'scruelnottoletmedie!WhatharmhaveIeverdonetoanybodythatyouwanttokeepmealive?Justlookatmylife!IonlymarriedRoscoetogetawayfromhome,andlookwhatthatgotmeinto!——lookwhereIamnow!Hebroughtmetothistown,andwhatdidI
haveinmylifebuthisFAMILY?Andtheydidn'tevenknowtherightcrowd!
Iftheyhad,itmighthavebeenSOMETHING!Ihadnothing——nothing——nothingintheworld!Iwantedtohaveagoodtime——andhowcouldI?Where'sanygoodtimeamongtheseSheridans?Theyneverevenhadwineonthetable!IthoughtIwasmarryingintoarichfamilywhereI'dmeetattractivepeopleI'dreadabout,andtravel,andgotodances——and,oh,myLord!allIgotwastheseSheridans!IdidthebestIcould;Idid,indeed!Oh,IDID!Ijusttriedtolive。Everywoman'sgotarighttolive,sometimeinherlife,Iguess!
Thingswerejustbeginningtolookbrighter——we'dmoveduphere,andthatfrozencrowdacrossthestreetwereafterJimfortheirdaughter,andthey'dhavestarteduswiththerightpeople——andthenIsawhowEdithwasgettinghimawayfromme。Shedidit,too!Shegothim!Agirlwithmoneycandothattoamarriedwoman——yes,shecan,everytime!AndwhatcouldIdo?Whatcananywomandoinmyfix?Icouldn'tdoANYTHINGbuttrytostandit——andI
couldn'tstandit!Iwenttothaticicle——thatVertreesgirl——andshecouldhavehelpedmealittle,anditwouldn'thavehurther。Itwouldn'thavedoneheranyharmtohelpmeTHATlittle!ShetreatedmeasifI'dbeendirtthatshewouldn'teventakethetroubletosweepoutofherhouse!LetherWAIT!"
Sibyl'svoice,hoarsefrombabbling,becamenomorethanahuskywhisper,thoughshestrovetomakeitlouder。Shestruggledhalfupright,andthenurserestrainedher。"I'dgetupoutofthisbedtoshowhershecan'tdosuchthingsotme!Iwasabsolutelyladylike,andshewalkedoutandleftmetherealone!She'llSEE!ShestartedafterBibbsbeforeJim'scasketwasfairlyunderground,andshethinksshe'slandedthatpoorloon——butshe'llsee!She'llsee!IfI'meverabletowalkacrossthestreetagainI'llshowherhowtotreatawomanintroublethatcomestoherforhelp!Itwouldn'thavehurtherany——itwouldn't——itwouldn't。AndEdithneedn'thavetoldwhatshetoldRoscoe——itwouldn'thavehurthertoletmealone。AndHEtoldherI
boredhim——telephoninghimIwantedtoseehim。Heneedn'thavedoneit!Heneedn't——needn't——"Hervoicegrewfainter,forthatwhile,withexhaustion,thoughshewouldgooveritallagainassoonasherstrengthreturned。Shelaypanting。Then,seeingherhusbandstandingdisheveledinthedoorway,"Don'tcomein,Roscoe,"shemurmured。"Idon'twanttoseeyou。"Andasheturnedawaysheadded,"I'mkindofsorryforyou,Roscoe。"
Herantagonist,Edith,wasnotmorecoherentinherownwailings,andshehadtheadvantageofamotherforlistener。Shehadalsothedisadvantageofamotherforduenna,andMrs。Sheridan,underherhusband'ssharptutelage,provedaneffectiveone。EdithwasreducedtotelephoningLamhornfromshopswhenevershecouldjugglehermotherintoamomentarydistractionoveracounter。
EdithwasincomparablymoreinlovethanbeforeLamhorn'sexpulsion。Herwholebeingwasnothingbutthedeterminationtohurdleeverythingthatseparatedherfromhim。Shewasinastatethatcouldbealteredbyonlythelightestandmostdelicatediplomacyofsuggestion,butSheridan,likelegionsofotherparents,intensifiedherpassionandfedithourlyfuelbyopposingtoitanintolerableforce。Hesworesheshouldcool,andthussetheronfire。
Edithplannedneatly。Shefoughthard,everyotherevening,withherfather,andkeptherbedbetweentimestolethimseewhathisviolencehaddonetoher。Then,whenthemeresightofhersethimtobreathingfast,shesaidpitiablythatshemightbearhertroublebetterifshewentaway;itwasimpossibletobeinthesametownwithLamhornandnotthinkalwaysofhim。
PerhapsinNewYorkshemightforgetalittle。Shehadwrittentoaschoolfriend,establishedquietlywithanauntinapartments——andamonthorsooftheatersandrestaurantsmightbringpeace。Sheridanshoutedwithrelief;hegaveheracopiouscheque,andsheleftuponaMondaymorning,wearingvioletswithhermourningandhavingkissedeverybodygood—byexceptSibylandBibbs。
ShemighthavekissedBibbs,buthefailedtorealizethatthedayofherdeparturehadarrived,andwassurprised,onreturningfromhiszinc—eater,thatevening,tofindhergone。"Isupposethey'llbemariedther,"hesaid,casually。
Sheridan,seated,warminghisstockingedfeetatthefire,jumpedup,fuming。
"Eitheryougoouto'here,orIwill,Bibbs!"hesnorted。"Idon'twanttobeinthesameroomwiththeparticularkindofidiotyouare!She'sthroughwiththatriff—raff;allsheneededwastobekeptawayfromhimafewweeks,andIKEPTheraway,anditdidthebusiness。ForHeaven'ssake,goonouto'
here!"
Bibbsobeyedthegestureofahandstillbandaged。AndtheblacksilkslingwasstillroundSheridan'sneck,butnotwordofGurney'sandnoexcruciatingtwingeofpaincouldkeepSheridan'shandinthesling。Thewounds,slightenoughoriginally,hadbecomeinfectedthefirsttimehehaddislodgedthebandages,andhealingwaslongdelayed。Sheridanhadthehabitofgesture;hecouldnot"taketimetoremember,"hesaid,thathemustbecareful,andhehadalsoacuriousindignationwithhishurt;herefusedtopayitthecomplimentofadmittingitsexistence。
TheSaturdayfollowingEdith'sdepartureGurneycametotheSheridanBuildingtodressthewoundsandtohaveatalkwithSheridanwhichthedoctorfelthadbecomenecessary。Buthewasalittlebeforetheappointedtimeandwasobligedtowaitafewminutesinananteroom——therewasadirectors'meetingofsomesortinSheridan'soffice。Thedoorwasslightlyajar,leakingcigar—smokeandoratory,thelatterallSheridan's,andGurneylistened。
"No,sir;no,sir;no,sir!"heheardthebigvoicerumbling,andthen,breakingintothunder,"ItellyouNO!Someo'youmenmakemesick!You'dloseyourconfidenceinAlmightyGodifadoodle—bugflippedhishindlegatyou!Yousaymoney'stightalloverthecountry。Well,whatifitis?
There'snoreasonforittobetight,andit'snotgoin'tokeepOURmoneytight!You'realwaysrunnin'tothewoodshedtohideyournickelsinacrackbecausesomefoolnewspapersaysthemarket'salittleskeery!Youlistentoeverystreet—cornercroakerandthencomeandsethereandtrytoscareMEoutofabigthing!We'reINonthis——understand?ItellyouthereneverWAS
bettertimes。Thesearegoodtimesandbigtimes,andIwon'tstandforanyotherkindo'talk。Thiscountry'sonitsfeetasitneverwasbefore,andthiscity'sonitsfeetandgoin'tostaythere!"AndGurneyheardaseriesofwhacksandthumpsuponthedesk。"'Badtimes'!"Sheridanvociferated,withaccompanyingthumps。"Rabbittalk!Thesetimesareglorious,Itellyou!
We'reinthepromisedland,andwe'regoin'toSTAYthere!That'sall,gentlemen。Theloangoes!"
Thedirectorscameforth,flushedandmurmurous,andGurneyhastenedin。Hisguesswascorrect:Sheridanhadbeenthumpingthedeskwithhisrighthand。
Thephysicianscoldedwearily,makinggoodthefreshdamageasbesthemight;
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