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第4章

  Can'thelpit,andmoreover,sir,speakingforself,don'twantto。
  We'llhavenoloosemoralsinpubliclifedownhere,pleaseGod!"
  Therewasrealfeelinginhiswords;then,catchingsightofCourtier'sface,headded:"Doyouknowthislady?"
  "Eversinceshewasachild。Anyonewhospeaksevilofher,hastoreckonwithme。"
  Themanwiththerefinedfacesaidearnestly:
  "Believeme,Mr。Courtier,Ientirelysympathize。Wehadnothingtodowiththeparagraph。It'soneofthoseincidentswhereonebenefitsagainstone'swill。MostunfortunatethatshecameoutontothegreenwithLordMiltoun;youknowwhatpeopleare。"
  "It'sthehead—linethatdoesit;"saidthethirdCommittee—man;"they'veputwhatwillattractthepublic。"
  "Idon'tknow,Idon'tknow,"saidthelittle—eyedmanstubbornly;
  "ifLordMiltounwillspendhiseveningswithlonelyladies,hecan'tblameanybodybuthimself。"
  Courtierlookedfromfacetoface。
  "Thisclosesmyconnectionwiththecampaign,"hesaid:"What'stheaddressofthispaper?"Andwithoutwaitingforananswer,hetookupthejournalandhobbledfromtheroom。Hestoodaminuteoutsidefindingtheaddress,thenmadehiswaydownthestreet。
  CHAPTERVIII
  BythesideoflittleAnn,Barbarasatleaningbackamongstthecushionsofthecar。Inspiteofbeingalreadylaunchedintohigh—
  castelifewhichbringswithitanearlyknowledgeoftheworld,shehadstillsomeoftheeagernessinherfacewhichmakeschildrenlovable。YetshelookednegligentlyenoughatthecitizensofBucklandbury,beingalreadyalittleconsciousofthestrangemixtureofsentimentpeculiartohercountrymeninpresenceofherself——thatcuriousexpressionontheirfacesresultingfromthecontinualattempttolookdowntheirnoseswhileslantingtheireyesupwards。
  Yes,shewasalreadyalivetothatmysteriousglancewhichhadbuiltthenationalhouseandinsureditafterwards——foetocynicism,pessimism,andanythingFrenchorRussian;parentofallthenationalvirtues,andallthenationalvices;ofidealismandmuddle—
  headedness,ofindependenceandservility;fostererofconduct,murdererofspeculation;lookingup,andlookingdown,butneverstraightatanything;mosthigh,mostdeep,mostqueer;andeverbubbling—upfromtheessentialWellofEmulation。
  Surroundedbythatglance,waitingforCourtier,Barbara,notlessBritishthanherneighbours,wassecretlyslantingherowneyesupanddownovertheabsentfigureofhernewacquaintance。Shetoowantedsomethingshecouldlookupto,andatthesametimeseedamnedfirst。Andinthisknight—errantitseemedtoherthatshehadgotit。
  Hewasacreaturefromanotherworld。Shehadmetmanymen,butnotasyetonequiteofthissort。Itwasrathernicetobewithacleverman,whohadnonethelessdonesomanyoutdoorthings,beenthroughsomanybodilyadventures。Themerewriters,oreventhe'Bohemians,'whomsheoccasionallymet,wereafterallonly'chaplainstotheCourt,'necessarytokeeparistocracyintouchwiththelatestdevelopmentsofliteratureandart。ButthisMr。Courtierwasamanofaction;hecouldnotbelookedonwiththeamused,admiringtolerationsuitedtomenremarkableonlyforideas,andthewaytheyputthemintopaintorink。Hehadused,andcoulduse,thesword,eveninthecauseofPeace。Hecouldlove,hadloved,orsotheysaid:IfBarbarahadbeenagirloftwentyinanotherclass,shewouldprobablyneverhaveheardofthis,andifshehadheard,itmightverywellhavedismayedorshockedher。Butshehadheard,andwithoutshock,becauseshehadalreadylearnedthatmenwerelikethat,andwomentoosometimes。
  Itwaswithquitealittlepangofconcernthatshesawhimhobblingdownthestreettowardsher;andwhenhewasoncemoreseated,shetoldthechauffeur:"Tothestation,Frith。Quick,please!"andbegan:
  "Youarenottobetrustedabit。Whatwereyoudoing?"
  ButCourtiersmiledgrimlyovertheheadofAnn,insilence。
  Atthis,almostthefirsttimeshehadeveryetencounteredadistinctrebuff,Barbaraquivered,asthoughshehadbeentouchedlightlywithawhip。Herlipsclosedfirmly,hereyesbegantodance。"Verywell,mydear,"shethought。Butpresentlystealingalookathim,shebecameawareofsuchaqueerexpressiononhisface,thatsheforgotshewasoffended。
  "Isanythingwrong,Mr。Courtier?"
  "Yes,LadyBarbara,somethingisverywrong——thatmiserablemeanthing,thehumantongue。"
  Barbarahadanintuitiveknowledgeofhowtohandlethings,akindofmoralsangfroid,drawninfromthefacesshehadwatched,thetalkshehadheard,fromheryouthup。Shetrustedthoseintuitions,andlettinghereyesconspirewithhisoverAnn'sbrownhair,shesaid:
  "AnythingtodowithMrs。N—————?"Seeing"Yes"inhiseyes,sheaddedquickly:"AndM—————?")
  Courtiernodded。
  "Ithoughtthatwascoming。Letthembabble!Whocares?"
  Shecaughtanapprovingglance,andtheword,"Good!"
  ButthecarhaddrawnupatBucklandburyStation。
  ThelittlegreyfigureofLadyCasterley,comingoutofthestationdoorway,showedbutslightsignofherlongtravel。Shestoppedtotakethecarin,fromchauffeurtoCourtier。
  "Well,Frith!——Mr。Courtier,isit?Iknowyourbook,andIdon'tapproveofyou;you'readangerousman——Howdoyoudo?Imusthavethosetwobags。Thecartcanbringtherest……Randle,getupinfront,anddon'tgetdusty。Ann!"ButAnnwasalreadybesidethechauffeur,havinglongplannedthisimprovement。"H'm!Soyou'vehurtyourleg,sir?Keepstill!Wecansitthree……Now,mydear,Icankissyou!You'vegrown!"
  LadyCasterley'skiss,oncereceived,wasneverforgotten;neitherperhapswasBarbara's。Yettheyweredifferent。For,inthecaseofLadyCasterley,theoldeyes,brightandinvestigating,couldbeseendecidingtheexactspotforthelipstotouch;thenthefacewithitsfirmchinwasdartedforward;thelipspausedasecond,asthoughtomakequitecertain,thensuddenlydughardanddryintothemiddleofthecheek,quaveredforthefractionofasecondasiftryingtoremembertobesoft,andwererelaxedliketheelasticofacatapult。
  AndinthecaseofBarbara,firstasortoflightcameintohereyes,thenherchintiltedalittle,thenherlipspoutedalittle,herbodyquivered,asifitweregettingasizelarger,herhairbreathed,therewasasmallsweetsound;itwasover。
  Thuskissinghergrandmother,Barbararesumedherseat,andlookedatCourtier。'Sittingthree'astheywere,hewastouchingher,anditseemedtohersomehowthathedidnotmind。
  Thewindhadrisen,blowingfromtheWest,andsunshinewasflyingonit。Thecallofthecuckoos——alittlesharpened——followedtheswift—
  travellingcar。Andthatessentialsweetnessofthemoor,bornoftheheatherrootsandtheSouth—Westwind,wasstealingoutfromundertheyoungferns。
  Withherthinnostrilsdistendedtothisscent,LadyCasterleyboreadistinctresemblancetoasmall,finegame—bird。
  "Yousmellnicedownhere,"shesaid。"Now,Mr。Courtier,beforeI
  forget——whoisthisMrs。LeesNoelthatIhearsomuchof?"
  Atthatquestion,Barbaracouldnothelpslidinghereyesround。HowwouldhestanduptoGranny?Itwasthemomenttoseewhathewasmadeof。Grannywasterrific!
  "Averycharmingwoman,LadyCasterley。"
  "Nodoubt;butIamtiredofhearingthat。Whatisherstory?"
  "Hassheone?"
  "Ha!"saidLadyCasterley。
  EversoslightlyBarbaraletherarmpressagainstCourtiers。ItwassodelicioustohearGrannygettingnoforwarder。
  "Imaytakeitshehasapast,then?"
  "Notfromme,LadyCasterley。"
  AgainBarbaragavehimthatimperceptibleandflatteringtouch。
  "Well,thisisallverymysterious。Ishallfindoutformyself。
  Youknowher,mydear。Youmusttakemetoseeher。"
  "DearGranny!Ifpeoplehadn'tpasts,theywouldn'thavefutures。"
  LadyCasterleyletherlittleclaw—likehanddescendonhergrand—
  daughter'sthigh。
  "Don'ttalknonsense,anddon'tstretchlikethat!"shesaid;"you'retoolargealready……"
  Atdinnerthatnighttheywereallinpossessionofthenews。SirWilliamhadbeeninformedbythelocalagentatStaverton,whereLordHarbinger'sspeechhadsufferedfromsomerudeinterruptions。TheHon。GeoffreyWinlow;havingsenthiswifeon,hadflownoverinhisbiplanefromWinkleigh,andbroughtacopyof'therag'withhim。
  Theonememberofthesmallhouse—partywhohadnotheardthereportbeforedinnerwasLordDennisFitz—Harold,LadyCasterley'sbrother。
  Little,ofcourse,wassaid。Butaftertheladieshadwithdrawn,Harbinger,withthatplain—spokenspontaneitywhichwassounexpected,perhapsalittleintentionallyso,inconnectionwithhisalmostclassicallyformedface,utteredwordstotheeffectthat,iftheydidnotfundamentallykickthatrumour,itwasallupwithMiltoun。Reallythiswasserious!Andthebeggarsknewit,andtheyweregoingtoworkit。AndMiltounhadgoneuptoTown,nooneknewwhatfor。Itwasthedevilofamess!
  Inalltheconversationofthisyoungmantherewasthatpeculiarbrandofvoice,whichseemseverrebuttinganaccusationofbeingserious——abrandofvoiceandmannerwarrantedagainstanythingsaveridicule;andinthefaceofridiculeapttodisappear。Thewords,justalittlesatiricallyspoken:"Whatis,mydearyoungman?"
  stoppedhimatonce。
  LookingforthecomplementandcounterpartofLadyCasterley,onewouldperhapshavesingledoutherbrother。Allherabruptdecisionwasnegatedinhisprofound,ironicalurbanity。Hisvoiceandlookandmannerwerelikehisvelvetcoat,whichhadhereandthereawhitishsheen,asifithadbeentouchedbymoonlight。Hishairtoohadthatsheen。HisverydelicatefeatureswereframedinawhitebeardandmoustacheofElizabethanshape。Hiseyes,hazelandstillclear,lookedoutverystraight,withacertaindrykindliness。Hisface,thoughunweatheredandunseamed,andmuchtoofineandthinintexture,hadacuriousaffinitytothefacesofoldsailorsorfishermenwhohavelivedasimple,practicallifeinthelightofanovermasteringtradition。Itwasthefaceofamanwithaverysetcreed,andinclinedtobesatirictowardsinnovations,examinedbyhimandrejectedfullfiftyyearsago。Onefeltthatabrainnotdevoideitherofsubtletyoraestheticqualityhadlonggivenupallattemptstointerferewithconduct;thatallshrewdnessofspeculationhadgivenplacetoshrewdnessofpracticaljudgmentbasedonverydefiniteexperience。Owingtolackofadvertisingpower,naturaltoonesoconsciousofhisdignityastohavelostallcareforit,andtohisdevotiontoacertainlady,onlyclosedbydeath,hislifehadbeenlived,asitwere,inshadow。Still,hepossessedapeculiarinfluenceinSociety,becauseitwasknowntobeimpossibletogethimtolookatthingsinacomplicatedway。Hewasregardedratherasalastresort,however。"Badasthat?Well,there'soldFitz—Harold!Tryhim!Hewon'tadviseyou,buthe'llsaysomething。"
  Andintheheartofthatirreverentyoungman,Harbinger,therestirredasortofmisgiving。Hadheexpressedhimselftoofreely?
  Hadhesaidanythingtoothick?Hehadforgottentheoldboy!
  StirringBertieupwithhisfoot,hemurmured"Forgotyoudidn'tknow,sir。Bertiewillexplain。"
  Thuscalledon,Bertie,openinghislipsaverylittleway,andfixinghishalf—closedeyesonhisgreat—uncle,explained。Therewasaladyatthecottage——anicewoman——Mr。Courtierknewher——oldMiltounwenttheresometimes——ratherlatetheotherevening——thesedevilsweremakingthemostofit——suggesting——losehimtheelection,iftheydidn'tlookout。Perfectrot,ofcourse!
  Inhisopinion,oldMiltoun,thoughassteadyasTime,hadbeenaflattoletthewomancomeoutwithhimontotheGreen,showingclearlywherehehadbeen,whenherantoCourtier'srescue。Youcouldn'tplayaboutwithwomenwhohadnoformthatanyoneknewanythingof,howeverpromisingtheymightlook。
  Then,outofasilenceWinlowasked:Whatwastobedone?ShouldMiltounbewiredfor?Athinglikethisspreadlikewildfire!SirWilliam——amannotaccustomedtounderratedifficulties——wasafraiditwasgoingtobetroublesome。Harbingerexpressedtheopinionthattheeditoroughttobekicked。DidanybodyknowwhatCourtierhaddonewhenheheardofit。Wherewashe——dininginhisroom?BertiesuggestedthatifMiltounwasatValleysHouse,itmightn'tbetoolatetowiretohim。Thethingoughttobestemmedatonce!Andinallthisconcernaboutthesituationtherekeptcroppingoutquaintlittleoutburstsofdesiretodisregardthewholethingasinfernalinsolence,andmetaphoricallytopunchthebeggars'heads,naturaltoyoungmenofbreeding。
  Then,outofanothersilencecamethevoiceofLordDennis:
  "Iamthinkingofthispoorlady。"
  Turningalittleabruptlytowardsthatdrysuavevoice,andrecoveringtheself—possessionwhichseldomdesertedhim,Harbingermurmured:
  "Quiteso,sir;ofcourse!"
  CHAPTERIX
  Inthelesserwithdrawingroom,usedwhentherewassosmallaparty,Mrs。Winlowhadgonetothepianoandwasplayingtoherself,forLadyCasterley,LadyValleys,andhertwodaughtershaddrawntogetherasthoughunitedtofacethisinvadingrumour。
  ItwascurioustestimonytoMiltoun'scharacterthat,nomoreherethaninthedining—hall,wasthereanydoubtoftheintegrityofhisrelationswithMrs。Noel。Butwhereas,therethematterwasconfinedtoitselectioneeringaspect,herethataspectwasalreadyperceivedtobeonlythefringeofitsimportance。Thosefeminineminds,goingwithintuitiveswiftnesstothecoreofanythingwhichaffectedtheirownmales,hadalreadygraspedthefactthattherumourwould,asitwere,chainamanofMiltoun'stempertothiswoman。
  Buttheywerewalkingonsuchathincrustoffacts,andtherewassodeepaquagmireofsuppositionbeneath,thattalkwasalmostpainfullydifficult。NeverbeforeperhapshadeachofthesefourwomenrealizedsoclearlyhowmuchMiltoun——thatratherstrangeandunknowngrandson,son,andbrother——countedintheschemeofexistence。Theirsuppressedagitationwasmanifestedinverydifferentways。LadyCasterley,uprightinherchair,showeditonlybyanaddeddecisionofspeech,acontinualrestlessmovementofonehand,athinlinebetweenherusuallysmoothbrows。LadyValleysworeapuzzledlook,asifalittlesurprisedthatshefeltserious。
  Agathalookedfranklyanxious。Shewasinherquietwayawomanofmuchcharacter,endowedwiththatnaturalpiety,whichacceptswithoutquestioningtheestablishedorderinlifeandreligion。Theworldtoherbeinghomeandfamily,shehadareal,ifgentlyexpressed,horrorofallthatsheinstinctivelyfelttobesubversiveofthisideal。Peoplejudgedheralittlequiet,dull,andnarrow;
  theycomparedhertoahenforevercluckingroundherchicks。Thestreakofheroismthatlayinhernaturewasnotperhapsofpatentorder。Herfeelingaboutherbrother'ssituationhoweverwassincereandnottobechangedorcomforted。Shesawhimindangerofbeingdamagedintheonlysenseinwhichshecouldconceiveofaman——asahusbandandafather。Itwasthisthatwenttoherheart,thoughherpietyproclaimedtoheralsotheperilofhissoul;forshesharedtheHighChurchviewoftheindissolubilityofmarriage。
  AstoBarbara,shestoodbythehearth,leaningherwhiteshouldersagainstthecarvedmarble,herhandsbehindher,lookingdown。Nowandthenherlipscurled,herlevelbrowstwitched,afaintsighcamefromher;thenalittlesmilewouldbreakout,andbeinstantlysuppressed。Shealonewassilent——YouthcriticizingLife;herjudgmentvoiceditselfonlyintheuntroubledriseandfallofheryoungbosom,theimpatienceofherbrows,thedownwardlookofherblueeyes,fullofalazy,inextinguishablelight:
  LadyValleyssighed。
  "Ifonlyheweren'tsuchaqueerboy!He'squitecapableofmarryingherfromsheerperversity。"
  "What!"saidLadyCasterley。
  "Youhaven'tseenher,mydear。Amostunfortunatelyattractivecreature——quiteacharmingface。"
  Agathasaidquietly:
  "Mother,ifshewasdivorced,Idon'tthinkEustacewould。"
  "There'sthat,certainly,"murmuredLadyValleys;"hopeforthebest!"
  "Don'tyouevenknowwhichwayitwas?"saidLadyCasterley。
  "Well,thevicarsaysshedidthedivorcing。Buthe'sverycharitable;itmaybeasAgathahopes。"
  "Idetestvagueness。Whydoesn'tsomeoneaskthewoman?"
  "Youshallcomewithme,Grannydear,andaskheryourself;youwilldoitsonicely。"
  LadyCasterleylookedup。
  "Weshallsee,"shesaid。Somethingstruggledwiththeautocraticcriticisminhereyes。NomorethantherestoftheworldcouldshehelpindulgingBarbara。Asonewhobelievedinthedivinityofherorder,shelikedthissplendidchild。Sheevenadmired——thoughadmirationwasnotwhatsheexcelledin——thatwarmjoyinlife,asofsomegreatnymph,partingthewaveswithbarelimbs,tossingfromherthefoamofbreakers。Shefeltthatinthisgranddaughter,ratherthaninthegoodAgatha,thepatricianspiritwashoused。TherewerepointstoAgatha,earnestnessandhighprinciple;butsomethingmorallynarrowandover—Anglicanslightlyoffendedthepractical,this—worldlytemperofLadyCasteriey。Itwasaweakness,andshedislikedweakness。Barbarawouldneverbesqueamishovermoralquestionsormatterssuchaswerenotreally,essentialtoaristocracy。Shemight,indeed,errtoomuchtheotherwayfromsheerhighspirits。Astheimpudentchildhadsaid:"Ifpeoplehadnopasts,theywouldhavenofutures。"AndLadyCasterleycouldnotbearpeoplewithoutfutures。Shewasambitious;notwiththelowambitionofonewhohadrisenfromnothing,butwiththehighpassionofoneonthetop,whomeanttostaythere。
  "Andwherehaveyoubeenmeetingthis——er——anonymouscreature?"sheasked。
  Barbaracamefromthehearth,andbendingdownbesideLadyCasterley'schair,seemedtoenvelophercompletely。
  "I'mallright,Granny;shecouldn'tcorruptme。"
  LadyCasterley'sfacepeeredoutdoubtfullyfromthatwarmth,wearingalookofdisapprovingpleasure。
  "Iknowyourwiles!"shesaid。"Come,now!"
  "Iseeherabout。She'snicetolookat。Wetalk。"
  AgainwiththathurriedquietnessAgathasaid:
  "MydearBabs,Idothinkyououghttowait。"
  "MydearAngel,why?Whatisittomeifshe'shadfourhusbands?"
  Agathabitherlips,andLadyValleysmurmuredwithalaugh:
  "Youreallyareaterror,Babs。"
  ButthesoundofMrs。Winlow'smusichadceased——themenhadcomein。
  Andthefacesofthefourwomenhardened,asiftheyhadslippedonmasks;forthoughthiswasalmostorquiteafamilyparty,theWinlowsbeingsecondcousins,stillthesubjectwasonewhicheachofthesefourintheirverydifferentwaysfelttobebeyondgeneraldiscussion。Talk,now,beganglancingfromthewarscare——Winlowhaditveryspeciallythatthiswouldbeoverinaweek——toBrabrook'sspeech,inprogressatthatverymoment,ofwhichHarbingerprovidedanimitation。ItspedtoWinlow'sflight——toAndrewGrant'sarticlesinthe'Parthenon'——tothecaricatureofHarbingerinthe'Cackler',inscribed'TheNewTory。LordH—rb—ng—rbringsSocialReformbeneaththenoticeofhisfriends,'whichdepictedhimintroducinganakedbabytoanumberofcoronetedoldladies。Thencetoadancer。
  ThencetotheBillforUniversalAssurance。Thenbacktothewarscare;tothelastbookofagreatFrenchwriter;andoncemoretoWinlow'sflight。Itwasallstraightforwardandoutspoken,eachseemingtosayexactlywhatcameintothehead。Forallthat,therewasacuriousavoidanceofthespiritualsignificancesofthesethings;orwasitperhapsthatsuchsignificanceswerenotseen?
  LordDennis,atthefarendoftheroom,studyingaportfolioofengravings,feltatouchonhischeek;andconsciousofacertainfragrance,saidwithoutturninghishead:
  "Nicethings,these,Babs!"
  Receivingnoanswerhelookedup。
  ThereindeedstoodBarbara。
  "Idohatesneeringbehindpeople'sbacks!"
  Therehadalwaysbeengoodcomradeshipbetweenthesetwo,sincethedayswhenBarbara,agolden—hairedchild,astrideofagreypony,hadbeenhismorningcompanionintheRowallthroughtheseason。Hisridingdayswerepast;hehadnownooutdoorpursuitsavefishing,whichhefollowedwiththeironicpersistenceofaself—contained,high—spiritednature,whichrefusestoadmitthatthemysteriousfingerofoldageislaidacrossit。Butthoughshewasnolongerhiscompanion,hestillhadahabitofexpectingherconfidences;andhelookedafterher,movingawayfromhimtoawindow,withsurprisedconcern。
  Itwasoneofthosenights,darkyetgleaming,whenthereseemsaflyingmaliceintheheavens;whenthestars,fromunderandabovetheblackclouds,arelikeeyesfrowningandflashingdownatmenwithpurposedmalevolence。Thegreatsighingtreesevenhadcaughtthisspirit,saveone,adark,spire—likecypress,plantedthreehundredandfiftyyearsbefore,whosetallformincarnatedtheveryspiritoftradition,andneitherswayednorsoughedliketheothers。
  >Fromher,tooclose—fibred,tooresisting,toadmitthebreathofNature,onlyadryrustlecame。Stillalmostexotic,inspiteofhercenturiesofsojourn,andnowbroughttolifebytheeyesofnight,sheseemedalmostterrifying,inhernarrow,spear—likeausterity,asthoughsomethinghaddriedanddiedwithinhersoul。Barbaracamebackfromthewindow。
  "Wecan'tdoanythinginourlives,itseemstome,"shesaid,"butplayattakingrisks!"
  LordDennisreplieddryly:
  "Idon'tthinkIunderstand,mydear。"
  "LookatMr。Courtier!"mutteredBarbara。"Hislife'ssomuchmoreriskyaltogetherthananyofourmenfolklead。Andyettheysneerathim。"
  "Let'ssee,whathashedone?"
  "Oh!Idaresaynotverymuch;butit'sallneckornothing。ButwhatdoesanythingmattertoHarbinger,forinstance?IfhisSocialReformcomestonothing,he'llstillbeHarbinger,withfiftythousandayear。"
  LordDennislookedupalittlequeerly。
  "What!Isitpossibleyoudon'ttaketheyoungmanseriously,Babs?"
  Barbarashrugged;astrapslippedalittleoffonewhiteshoulder。
  "It'sallplayreally;andheknowsit——youcantellthatfromhisvoice。Hecan'thelpitsnotmattering,ofcourse;andheknowsthattoo。"
  "Ihaveheardthathe'safteryou,Babs;isthattrue?"
  "Hehasn'tcaughtmeyet。"
  "Willhe?"
  Barbara'sanswerwasanothershrug;and,foralltheirstatuesquebeauty,themovementofhershoulderswasliketheshrugofalittlegirlinherpinafore。
  "AndthisMr。Courtier,"saidLordDennisdryly:"Areyouafterhim?"
  "I'maftereverything;didn'tyouknowthat,dear?"
  "Inreason,mychild。"
  "Inreason,ofcourse——likepoorEusty!"Shestopped。Harbingerhimselfwasstandingtherecloseby,withanairasnearlyapproachingreverenceaswasevertobeseenonhim。Intruth,thewayinwhichhewaslookingatherwasalmosttimorous。
  "WillyousingthatsongIlikesomuch,LadyBabs?"
  Theymovedawaytogether;andLordDennis,gazingafterthatmagnificentyoungcouple,strokedhisbeardgravely。
  CHAPTERX
  Miltoun'ssuddenjourneytoLondonhadbeenundertakeninpursuanceofaresolveslowlyformingfromthemomenthemetMrs。NoelinthestoneflaggedpassageofBurracombeFarm。Ifshewouldhavehimandsincelasteveninghebelievedshewould——heintendedtomarryher。
  Ithasbeensaidthatexceptforonelapsehislifehadbeenaustere,butthisisnottoassertthathehadnocapacityforpassion。Thecontrarywasthecase。Thatflamewhichhadbeensojealouslyguardedsmouldereddeepwithinhim——asmotheredfirewithbutlittleairtofeedon。Themomenthisspiritwastouchedbythespiritofthiswoman,ithadflaredup。Shewastheincarnationofallthathedesired。Herhair,hereyes,herform;thetinytuckordimpleatthecornerofhermouthjustwhereachildplacesitsfinger;herwayofmoving,asortofunconsciousswayingoryieldingtotheair;thetoneinhervoice,whichseemedtocomenotsomuchfromhappinessofherownasfromaninnatewishtomakeothershappy;andthatnatural,ifnotrobust,intelligence,whichbelongstotheverysympathetic,andisrarelyfoundinwomenofgreatambitionsorenthusiasms——allthesethingshadtwinedthemselvesroundhisheart。
  Henotonlydreamedofher,andwantedher;hebelievedinher。Shefilledhisthoughtsasonewhocouldneverdowrong;asonewho,thoughawifewouldremainamistress,andthoughamistress,wouldalwaysbethecompanionofhisspirit。
  IthasbeensaidthatnoonespokeorgossipedaboutwomeninMiltoun'spresence,andthetaleofherdivorcewaspresenttohismindsimplyintheformofaconvictionthatshewasaninjuredwoman。Afterhisinterviewwiththevicar,hehadonlyonceagainalludedtoit,andthatinanswertothespeechofaladystayingattheCourt:"Oh!yes,Irememberhercaseperfectly。Shewasthepoorwomanwho————""Didnot,Iamcertain,LadyBonington。"Thetoneofhisvoicehadmadesomeonelaughuneasily;thesubjectwaschanged。
  Alldivorcewasagainsthisconvictions,butinablurredwayheadmittedthattherewerecaseswherereleasewasunavoidable。Hewasnotamantoaskforconfidences,orexpectthemtobegivenhim。Hehimselfhadneverconfidedhisspiritualstrugglestoanylivingcreature;andtheunspiritualstrugglehadlittleinterestforMiltoun。Hewasreadyatanymomenttostakehislifeontheperfectionoftheidolhehadsetupwithinhissoul,assimplyandstraightforwardlyashewouldhaveplacedhisbodyinfrontofhertoshieldherfromharm。
  Thesamefanaticism,whichlookedonhispassionasaflowerbyitself,entirelyapartfromitssuitabilitytothesocialgarden,wasalsothedrivingforcewhichsenthimuptoLondontodeclarehisintentiontohisfatherbeforehespoketoMrs。Noel。Thethingshouldbedonesimply,andinrightorder。Forhehadthekindofmoralcouragefoundinthosewholiveretiredwithintheshelloftheirownaspirations。Yetitwasnotperhapssomuchactivemoralcourageasindifferencetowhatothersthoughtordid,comingfromhisinbredresistancetotheappreciationofwhattheyfelt。
  ThatpeculiarsmileoftheoldTudorCardinal——whichhadinitinvincibleself—reliance,andasortofspiritualsneer——playedoverhisfacewhenhespeculatedonhisfather'sreceptionofthecomingnews;andverysoonheceasedtothinkofitatall,buryinghimselfintheworkhehadbroughtwithhimforthejourney。Forhehadinhighdegreethefaculty,soessentialtopubliclife,ofswitchingoffhiswholeattentionfromonesubjecttoanother。
  OnarrivingatPaddingtonhedrovestraighttoValleysHouse。
  Thislargedwellingwithitspillaredportico,seemedtowearanairoffaintsurprisethat,attheheightoftheseason,itwasnotmoreinhabited。ThreeservantsrelievedMiltounofhislittleluggage;