首页 >出版文学> Mistress Wilding>第4章
  Vallanceyhadhailedhimcheerily。
  "Thedayisyours,Dick,"hehadcried,whenRichardenteredthelibrarywhereheawaitedhim。"WildWildinghasriddentoTauntonthismorningandistobebackbynoon。Odsbud,Dick!—twentymilesandmoreinthesaddlebeforecomingontheground。Heardyoueverofthelikemadness?
  He'llbestiffasabroom—handle—aneasyvictim。
  Richardlistened,stared,and,findingVallancey'seyesfixedsteadilyuponhim,attemptedasmileandachievedahorriblegrimace。
  "Whatailsyou,man?"criedhissecond,andcaughthimbythewrist。
  Hefeltthequiveroftheother'slimb。"Stabme!"quothhe,"youareinnocasetofight。Whattheplagueailsyou?"
  "Iamnonesowellthismorning,"answeredRichardfeebly。"LordGervase'sclaret,"headded,passingahandacrosshisbrow。
  "LordGervase'sclaret?"echoedVallanceyinhorror,asatsomeoutrageousblasphemy。"Frontignacattenshillingsthebottle!"heexclaimed。
  "Still,claretneverdoeslieeasyonmystomach,"Richardexplained,intentuponblamingLordGervaseswine—sincehecouldthinkofnothingelse—forhiscondition。
  Vallanceylookedathimshrewdly。"Mycock,"saidhe,"ifyou'retofightwe'llhavetomendyourtemper。"Hetookituponhimselftoringthebell,andtoorderuptwobottlesofCanaryandoneofbrandy。Ifhewastogethismantothegroundatall—andyoungVallanceyhadaduesenseofhisresponsibilitiesinthatconnection—itwouldbewelltosupplyRichardwithsomethingtoreplacethecouragethathadoozedoutovernight。YoungRichard,neverloathtofortifyhimself,provedamenableenoughtothestifflylacedCanarythathisfriendsetbeforehim。Then,todiverthismind,Vallancey,withthatrashfreedomthathadmadethewholeofSomersetknowhimforarebel,sethimselftotalkoftheProtestantDukeandhisrighttothecrownofEngland。
  Hewasstillathistalk,Richardlisteningmoodilywhattimehewasslowlybutsurelybefuddlinghimself,whenSirRowland—returningfromScoresbyHall—cametobringthenewsofhislackofsuccess。Richardhailedhimnoisily,andbadehimringforanotherglass,adding,withaburstofoaths,someappallingthreatsofhowanonheshouldserveAnthonyWilding。HiswitsdrownedinthestiffliquorVallanceyhadpresseduponhim,heseemedofasuddentohavegrownasfierceandbloodthirstyasanyscourerthateverterrorizedthewatch。
  Blakelistenedtohimandgrunted。"Bodyo'me!"sworethetowngallant。
  "Ifthat'sthehumouryou'regoingouttofightin,I'lltroubleyoufortheeightguineasIwonfromyouatPrimeroyesterdaybeforeyoustart。"
  Richardrearedhimself,bythehelpofthetable,andstoodathoughtunsteadily,hisglancelaboriouslystrivingtoengageBlake's。
  "Damnme!"quothhe。"Yourwantoffaithdishgracesme—and`t`shgracesyou。Shaltha'theguineaswhenwe'reback—andnotbefore。"
  "Hum!"quothBlake,towhomeightguineaswereaconsiderationinthesebankruptdays。"Andifyoudon'tcomebackatalluponwhomamItodraw?"
  ThesuggestionsankthroughDick'shalf—fuddledsenses,andthescareitgavehimwasreflectedonhisface。
  "Damnyou,Blake!"sworeVallanceybetweenhisteeth。"Isthatadecentwaytotalktoamanwhoisgoingout?Neverheedhim,Dick!Lethimwaitforhisdirtyguineastillwereturn。"
  "Thirtyguineas?"hiccoughedRichard。"Itwasonlyeight。Anyhow—wait'llI'vesli'thegulletof'sMr。Wilding。"Hecheckedonathoughtthatsuddenlyoccurredtohim。HeturnedtoVallanceywithaludicroussolemnity。"`Sbud!"heswore。"`SascurvytrickI'mplayingtheDuke。
  `Streasontohim—treasonnoless。"Andhesmotethetablewithhisopenhand。
  "What'sthat?"quothBlakesosharply,hiseyessosuddenlyalertthatVallanceymadehastetocoveruphisfellowrebel'sindiscretion。
  It'sthebrandy—and—Canarymakeshimdream,"saidhewithalaugh,andrisingashespokeheannouncedthatitwashightimetheyshouldsetout。ThushebroughtaboutabustlethatdrovetheDuke'sbusinessfromRichard'smind,andleftBlakewithoutapretexttopursuehisquestforinformation。Butthemischiefwasdone,andBlake'ssuspicionswereawake。HebethoughthimnowofdarkhintsthatRichardhadletfalltoVallanceyinthepastfewdays,andofhintslessdarkwithwhichVallancey—whowasacarelessfellowatordinarytimes—hadanswered。AndnowthismentionoftheDukeandoftreasontohim—towhatDukecoulditreferbutMonmouth?
  Blakewaswellawareofthewildtalesthatweregoinground,andhebegantowondernowwasaughtreallyafoot,andwashisgoodfriendWestmacottinit?
  Iftherewas,hebethoughthimthattheknowledgemightbeofvalue,anditmighthelptofloatoncemorehisshipwreckedfortunes。ThehastewithwhichVallanceyhadprofferedafrivolousexplanationofRichard'swords,thebustlewithwhichupontheinstanthesweptRichardandSirRowlandfromthehousetogettohorseandrideouttoBridgwaterwereinthemselvescircumstancesthatwenttoheightenthosesuspicionsofSirRowland's。Butlackingallopportunityforinvestigationatthemoment,hedeemeditwisesttosaynomorejustthenlestheshouldbetrayhiswatchfulness。
  Theywerethefirsttoarriveupontheground—anopenspaceonthebordersofSedgemoor,intheshelterofPoldenHill。ButtheyhadnotlongtowaitbeforeWildingandTrenchardrodeup,attendedbyagroom。
  TheirarrivalhadanoddlysoberingeffectuponyoungWestmacott,forwhichMr。Vallanceywasthankful。Forduringtheirridehehadbeguntofearthathehadcarriedtoofarthebusinessofequippinghisprincipalwithartificialvalour。
  TrenchardcameforwardtoofferVallanceythecourteoussuggestionthatMr。Wilding'sservantshouldchargehimselfwiththecareofthehorsesofMr。Westmacott'sparty,ifthiswouldbeaconveniencetothem。Vallanceythankedhimandacceptedtheoffer,andthusthegroom—instructedbyTrenchard—ledthefivehorsessomedistancefromthespot。
  Itnowbecameamatterofmakingpreparation,andleavingRichardtodivesthimselfofsuchgarmentsashemightdeemcumbrous,VallanceywentforwardtoconsultwithTrencharduponthechoiceofground。AtthatsamemomentMr。Wildingloungedforward,flickingthegrasswithhiswhipinanabsentmanner。
  "Mr。Vallancey,"hebegan,whenTrenchardturnedtointerrupthim。
  "Youcanleaveitsafelytome,Tony,"hegrowled。"ButthereissomethingIwishtosay,Nick,"answeredMr。Wilding,hismannermild。
  "Byyourleave,then。"AndheturnedagaintoValiancey。"WillyoubesogoodastocallMr。Westmacotthither?"
  Vallanceystared。"Forwhatpurpose,sir?"heasked。
  "Formypurpose,"answeredMr。Wildingsweetly。"ItisnolongermywishtoengagewithMr。Westmacott。
  "Anthony!"criedTrenchard,andinhisamazementforgottoswear。
  "Ipropose,"addedMr。Wilding,"torelieveMr。Westmacottofthenecessityoffighting。"
  Vallanceyinhisheartthoughtthismightbepleasantnewsforhisprincipal。Still,hedidnotquiteseehowtheendwastobeattained,andsaidso。
  "YoushallbeenlightenedifyouwilldoasIrequest,"Wildinginsisted,andVallancey,withaliftofthebrows,asnort,andashrug,turnedawaytocomply。
  "Doyoumean,"quothTrenchard,burstingwithindignation,"thatyouwillletliveamanwhohasstruckyou?"
  Wildingtookhisfriendaffectionatelybythearm。"Itisawhimofmine,"saidhe。"Doyouthink,Nick,thatitismorethanIcanaffordtoindulge?"
  "Isaynotso,"wasthereadyanswer;"but……"
  "Ithoughtyou'dnot,"saidMr。Wilding,interrupting。"Andifanydoes—why,Ishallbegladtoproveituponhimthathelies。"Helaughed,andTrenchard,vexedthoughhewas,wasforcedtolaughwithhim。ThenNicksethimselftourgethethingthatlastnighthadplaguedhismind:thatthisRichardmightproveadangertotheCause;
  thatintheDuke'sinterest,ifnottosafeguardhisownpersonfromsomevindictivebetrayal,Wildingwouldbebetteradvisedinimposingareliablesilenceuponhim。
  "Butwhyvindictive?"Mr。Wildingremonstrated。"Rathermusthehavecauseforgratitude。"
  Mr。Trenchardlaughedshortandcontemptuously。"Thereis,"saidhe,"norancourmorebitterthanthatofthemeanmanwhohasoffendedyouandwhomyouhavespared。Ibegyou'llponderit。"Heloweredhisvoiceasheendedhisadmonition,forVallanceyandWestmacottwerecomingup,followedbySirRowlandBlake。
  Richard,althoughhiscouragehadbeensinkinglowerandlowerinameasureashehadgrownmoreandmoresoberwiththeapproachofthemomentforengaging,cameforwardnowwithafirmstepandanarrogantmien;forVallanceyhadgivenhimmorethanahintofwhatwastoward。
  Hishearthadleapt,notonlyatthedeliverancethatwaspromisedhim,butoutofsatisfactionatthereflectionofhowaccuratelylastnighthehadgaugedwhatMr。Wildingwouldendure。Ithaddismayedhimthen,aswehaveseen,thatthismanwho,hethought,muststomachanyaffrontfromhimoutofconsiderationforhissister,shouldhaveendedbycallinghimtoaccount。HeconcludednowthatuponreflectionWildinghadseenhiserror,andwaspreparedtomakeamendsthathemightextricatehimselffromanimpossiblesituation,andRichardblamedhimselfforhavingoverlookedthisinevitablesolutionandgivenwaytoidlepanic。
  VallanceyandBlakewatchinghim,andthesuddenmetamorphosisthatwaswroughtinhim,despisedhimheartily,andyetwereglad—forthesakeoftheirassociationwithhim—thatthingswereastheywere。
  "Mr。Westmacott,"saidWildingquietly,hiseyessteadilysetuponRichard'sownarrogantgaze,hislipssmilingalittle,"Iamherenottofight,buttoapologize。"
  Richard'ssneerwasaudibletoall。Oh,hewasgatheringcouragefastnowthattherenolongerwastheneedforit。Iturgedhimtolengthsofdaringpossibleonlytoafool。
  "Ifyoucantakeablow,Mr。Wilding,"saidheoffensively,"thatisyourownaffair。"
  Andhisfriendsgaspedathistemerityandtrembledforhim,notknowingwhatgroundshehadforcountinghimselfunassailable。
  "Justso,"saidMr。Wilding,asmeekandhumbleasanun,andTrenchard,whohadexpectedsomethingverydifferentfromhim,sworealoudandwithsomecircumstanceofoaths。"Thefactis,"continuedMr。Wilding,"thatwhatIdidlastnight,Ididintheheatofwine,andIamsorryforit。Irecognizethatthisquarrelisofmyprovoking;thatitwasunwarrantableinmetointroducethenameofMistressWestmacott,nomatterhowrespectfully;andthatindoingsoIgaveMr。Westmacottamplegroundsforoffence。ForthatIbeghispardon,andIventuretohopethatthismatterneedgonofurther。"
  VallanceyandBlakewerespeechlessinastonishment;Trenchardlividwithfury。Westmacottmovedasteportwoforward,aswaggerunmistakableinhisgait,hisnether—lipthrustoutinasneer。
  "Why,"saidhe,hisvoicemightydisdainful,"ifMr。Wildingapologizes,thematterhardlycangofurther。"HeconveyedsuchasuggestionofregretatthisthatTrenchardboundedforward,stungtospeech。
  "ButifMr。Westmacott'sdisappointmentthreatenstooverwhelmhim,"
  hesnapped,verytartly,"Iamhishumbleservant,andhemaycalluponmetoseethathe'snotrobbedoftheexercisehecametotake。"
  Mr。WildingsetarestraininghanduponTrenchard'sarm。
  Westmacottturnedtohim,thesneer,however,gonefromhisface。
  "Ihavenoquarrelwithyou,sir,"saidhe,withanuneasyassumptionofdignity。
  "It'sawantthatmaybesoonsupplied,"answeredTrenchardbriskly,and,asheafterwardsconfessed,hadnotWildingcheckedhimatthatmoment,hehadthrownhishatinRichard'sface。
  ItwasVallanceywhosavedthesituation,cursinginhisheartthebearingofhisprincipal。
  "Mr。Wilding,"saidhe,"thisisveryhandsomeinyou。Youareofthehappyfewwhomaytendersuchanapologywithoutreflectionuponyourcourage。"
  Mr。Wildingmadehimalegveryelegantly。"Youarevastlykind,sir,"
  saidhe。
  "YouhavegivenMr。Westmacottthefullestsatisfaction,anditiswithanincreasedrespectforyou—ifthatwerepossible—thatI
  acknowledgeitonmyfriend'sbehalf。"
  "Youare,sir,averymirroroftheelegancies,"saidMr。Wilding,andVallanceywonderedwashebeinglaughedat。Whetherhewasornot,heconceivedthathehaddonetheonlyseemlything。Hehadmadehandsomeacknowledgmentofahandsomeapology,stungtoitbythecurrishnessofRichard。
  Andtherethematterended,despiteTrenchard'sburningeagernesstocarryithimselftoadifferentconsummation。Wildingprevaileduponhim,andwithdrewhimfromthefield。ButastheyrodebacktoZoylandChasetheoldrakewasbitterinhisinveighingsagainstWilding'sfollyandweakness。
  "IprayHeaven,"hekeptrepeating,"thatitmaynotcometocostyoudear。"
  "Havedone,"saidMr。Wilding,atrifleoutofpatience。"CouldIwedthesisterhavingslainthebrother?"
  AndTrenchard,understandingatlast,accountedhimselfanumskullthathehadnotunderstoodbefore。ButhenonethelessdeemeditapityRichardhadbeenspared。
  CHAPTERVI
  THECHAMPION
  AsvaingloriouswasRichardWestmacott'sretreatfromthefieldofunstrickenbattleashisadvanceuponithadbeeninglorious。HespokewithconfidencenowofthenarrowescapethatWildinghadhadathishands,ofthethingshewouldhavedonetoWildinghadnotthatgentlemangrownwiseintime。SirRowland,whohadseenlittleofRichard'searlierstrickencondition,wasinameasureimposeduponbyhisblusteringtoneandmanner;notsoVallancey,whorememberedthestepshehadbeenforcedtotaketobolsteruptheyoungman'scouragesufficientlytoadmitofhisbeingbroughttotheencounter。
  Richardsodisgustedhimthathefeltifhedidnotquithiscompanysoon,hewouldbequarrellingwithhimhimself。So,congratulatinghim,inacausticmannerthatRicharddidnotrelish,uponthehappyterminationoftheaffair,VallanceytookhisleaveofhimandBlakeatthecross—roads,pleadingbusinesswithLordGervase,andleftthemtoproceedwithouthimtoBridgwater。
  Blake,whosesuspicionsofsomesecretmattertowhichVallanceyandRichardwerewedded,hadbeenearlierexcitedbyWestmacott'sindiscretions,wasfullofslyquestionsnowtouchingthebusinesswhichmightbetakingVallanceytoScoresby。ButRichardwastoofullofthesubjectofthefearhehadinstilledintoWildingtoaffordhiscompanionmuchsatisfactiononanyotherscore。ThustheycametoLuptonHouse,andasRichardswaggereddownthelawnintothepresenceoftheladies—Ruthandherauntwereoccupyingthestonebench,Dianathecircularseataboutthegreatoakinthecentreofthelawn—hewasaverydifferentpersonfromthepale,limpcreaturetheyhadbeheldtheresomefewhoursearlier。Loudandoffensivewashenowinself—laudation,andsoindifferenttoallelsethatheleftunobservedthelittlesmile,halfwistful,halfscornful,thatvisitedhissister'slipswhenhesneeringlytoldhowMr。Wildinghadchosenthatbetterpartofvalourwhichdiscretionisallegedtobe。
  ItneededDiana,who,blindedbynosisterlyaffection,sawhimexactlyashewas,anddespisedhimaccordingly,toenlightenhim。Itmayalsobethatindoingsoatonceshehadendsofherowntoserve;forSirRowlandwasstillofthecompany。
  "Mr。Wildingafraid?"shecried,hervoicesochargedwithderisionthatitinclinedtoshrillness。"La!Richard,Mr。Wildingwasneverafraidofanyman。"
  "Faith!"saidRowland,althoughhisacquaintancewithMr。Wildingwasslightandrecent。"ItiswhatIshouldthink。Hedoesnotlooklikeamanfamiliarwithfear。"
  Richardstrucksomethingofanattitude,hisfairfaceflushed,hispaleeyesglittering。"Hetookablow,"saidhe,andsneered。
  "Theremayhavebeenreasons,"Dianasuggesteddarkly,andSirRowland'seyesnarrowedatthehint。
  AgainherecalledthewordsRichardhadletfallthatafternoon。
  Wildingandhewerefellowworkersinsomesecretbusiness,andRichardhadsaidthattheencounterwastreasontothatsamebusiness,whateveritmightbe。AndofwhatitmightbeSirRowlandhadgroundsuponwhichtofoundatleastaguess。HadperhapsWildingacteduponsomesimilarfeelingsinavoidingtheduel?Hewondered;andwhenRicharddismissedDiana'schallengewithafatuouslaugh,itwasBlakewhotookitup。
  "Youspeak,ma'am,"saidhe,"asifyouknewthattherewerereasons,andknew,too,whatthosereasonsmightbe。"
  DianalookedatRuth,asifforguidancebeforereplying。ButRuthsatcalmandseeminglyimpassive,lookingstraightbeforeher。Shewas,indeed,indifferenthowmuchDianasaid,forinanycasethemattercouldnotremainasecretlong。LadyHorton,silenttooandlistening,lookedaquestionatherdaughter。
  Andso,afterapause:"Iknowboth,"saidDiana,hereyesstrayingagaintoRuth;andasubtlermanthanBlakewouldhavereadthatglanceandunderstoodthatthissamereasonwhichhesoughtsodiligentlysattherebeforehim。
  Richard,indeed,catchingthatslylookofhiscousin's,checkedhisassurance,andstoodfrowning,cogitating。Then,quitesuddenly,hisvoiceharsh:
  "Whatdoyoumean,Diana?"heinquired。
  Dianashruggedandturnedhershouldertohim。"YouhadbestaskRuth,"
  saidshe,whichwasananswermoreorlessplaintoboththemen。
  Theystoodatgaze,Richardlookingathoughtfoolish。Blake,frowning,hisheavylipcaughtinhisstrong,whiteteeth。
  Ruthturnedtoherbrotherwithanalmostpiteousattemptatasmile。
  Shesoughttosparehimpainbyexcludingfromhermannerallsuggestionthatthingswereotherthanshedesired。
  "IambetrothedtoMr。Wilding,"saidshe。
  SirRowlandmadeasuddenforwardmovement,drewadeepbreath,andassuddenlystoodstill。Richardlookedathissisterassheweremadandraving。Thenhelaughed,betweenunbeliefandderision。
  "Itisajest,"saidhe,buthisaccentslackedconviction。
  "Itisthetruth,"Ruthassuredhimquietly。
  "Thetruth?"Hisbrowdarkenedominously—stupendouslyforonesofair。"Thetruth,youbaggage……?"Hebeganandstoppedinveryfury。
  Shesawthatshemusttellhimall。
  "IpromisedtowedMr。Wildingthisdayse'nightsothathesavedyourlifeandhonour,"shetoldhimcalmly,andadded,"Itwasabargainthatwedrove。"Richardcontinuedtostareather。Thethingshetoldhimwastoobigtobeswallowedatamouthful;hewasabsorbingitbyslowdegrees。
  "Sonow,"saidDiana,"youknowthesacrificeyoursisterhasmadetosaveyou,andwhenyouspeakoftheapologyMr。Wildingtenderedyou,perhapsyou'llspeakofitinatonelessloud。"
  Butthesarcasmwasnolongerneeded。AlreadypoorRichardwasveryhumble,hismake—believespiritallsnuffedout。Heobservedatlasthowpaleandsetwashissister'sface,andherealizedsomethingofthesacrificeshehadmade。NeverinallhislifewasRichardsoneartolapsingfromtheloveofhimself;neversoneartoforgettinghisowninterests,andpreferringthoseofRuth。LadyHortonsatsilent,herheartflutteringwithdismayandperplexity。Heavenhadnotequippedherwithaspiritcapableofdealingwithasituationsuchasthis。Blakestoodinmakebelievestoliditydissemblinghisinfinitechagrinandthestormyemotionswarringwithinhim,forsomesignsofwhichDianawatchedhiscountenanceinvain。
  "Youshallnotdoit!"criedRichardsuddenly。Hecameforwardandlaidhishandonhissister'sshoulder。Hisvoicewasalmostgentle。
  "Ruth,youshallnotdothisforme。Youmustnot。"
  "ByHeaven,no!"snappedBlakebeforeshecouldreply。"Youareright,Richard。MistressWestmacottmustnotbethescapegoat。SheshallnotplaythepartofIphigenia。"
  ButRuthsmiledwistfullyassheansweredhimwithaquestion,"Whereisthehelpforit?"
  Richardknewwherethehelpforitlay,andforonce—forjustamoment—hecontemplateddangerandevendeathwithequanimity。
  "Icantakeupthisquarrelagain,"heannounced。"IcancompelMr。
  Wildingtomeetme。
  Ruth'seyes,lookingupathim,kindledwithprideandadmiration。
  Itwarmedherhearttohearhimspeakthus,tohavethisassurancethathewasanythingbutthecowardshehadbeensodisloyalastodeemhim;nodoubtshehadbeenrightinsayingthatitwashishealthwasthecauseofthepalsyhehaddisplayedthatmorning;hewasalittlewild,sheknew;inclinedtositover—lateatthebottle;withadvancingmanhood,shehadnodoubt,hewouldovercomethisboyishfailing。Meanwhileitwasthisfoolishhabit—nothingmore—thatunderminedtheinherentfirmnessofhisnature。Anditcomfortedhergeneroussoultohavethisproofthathewasfullworthyofthesacrificeshewasmakingforhim。Dianawatchedhiminsomesurprise,andneverdoubtedbutthathisofferwasimpulsive,andthathewouldregretitwhenhisardourhadhadtimetocool。
  "Itwereidle,"saidRuthatlast—notthatshequitebelievedit,butthatitwasall—importanttoherthatRichardshouldnotbeimperilled。"Mr。Wildingwillpreferthebargainhehasmade。"
  "Nodoubt,"growledBlake,"butheshallbeforcedtounmakeit。"
  Headvancedandbowedlowbeforeher。"Madam,"saidhe,"willyougrantmeleavetochampionyourcauseandremovethistroublesomeMr。Wildingfromyourpath?"
  Diana'seyesnarrowed;hercheekspaled,partlyfromfearforBlake,partlyfromvexationatthepromptnessofanofferthataffordedafreshandsoeloquentproofofthetrendofhisaffections。
  Ruthsmiledathiminaveryfriendlymanner,butgentlyshookherhead。
  "Ithankyou,sir,"saidshe。"ButitweremorethanIcouldpermit。
  Thishasbecomeafamilyaffair。"
  Therewasinhertonesomethingwhich,despiteitsfriendliness,gaveSirRowlandhisdismissal。Hewasnotatbestamanofkeensensibilities;yetevenso,hecouldnotmistaketherequesttowithdrawthatwasimplicitinhertoneandmanner。Hetookhisleave,registering,however,inhisheartavowthathewouldhavehiswaywithWilding。Thusmusthe—throughhergratitude—assuredlycometohavehiswaywithRuth。
  Dianaroseandturnedtohermother。Come,"shesaid,"we'llspeedSirRowland。RuthandRichardwouldperhapsprefertoremainalone。"
  Ruththankedherwithhereyes。Richard,standingbesidehissisterwithbentheadandmoodygaze,didnotappeartohaveheard。
  Thusheremaineduntilheandhishalf—sisterwerealonetogether,thenheflunghimselfwearilyintotheseatbesideher,andtookherhand。
  "Ruth,"hefaltered,"Ruth!"
  Shestrokedhishand,herhonest,intelligenteyesbentuponhiminalookofpity—andtoindulgethispityforhim,sheforgothowmuchherselfsheneededpity。
  "Takeitnotsotoheart,"sheurgedhim,hervoicelowandcrooning—asthatofamothertoherbabe。"Takeitnotsotoheart,Richard。
  Ishouldhavemarriedsomeday,and,afterall,itmaywellbethatMr。Wildingwillmakemeasgoodahusbandasanother。Idobelieve,"
  sheadded,heronlyintenttocomfortRichard;"thathelovesme;andifhelovesme,surelyhewillprovekind。"
  Heflunghimselfbackwithanexclamationofangrypain。Hewaswhitetothelips,hiseyesbloodshot。"Itmustnotbe—itshallnotbe—
  I'llnotendureit!"hecriedhoarsely。
  "Richard,dear……"shebegan,recapturingthehandhehadsnatchedfromhersinhisgustofemotion。
  Heroseabruptly,interruptingher。"I'llgotoWildingnow,"hecried,hisvoiceresolute。"Heshallcancelthisbargainhehadnorighttomake。Heshalltakeuphisquarrelwithmewhereitstoodbeforeyouwenttohim。"
  "No,no,Richard,youmustnot!"sheurgedhim,frightened,risingtoo,andclingingtohisarm。
  "Iwill,"heanswered。"Attheworsthecanbutkillme。Butatleastyoushallnotbesacrificed。"
  "Sithere,Richard,"shebadehim。"Thereissomethingyouhavenotconsidered。Ifyoudie,ifMr。Wildingkillsyou……"shepaused。
  Helookedather,andattherepetitionofthefatethatwouldprobablyawaithimifheperseveredinthecoursehethreatened,hispurelyemotionalcourageagainbegantofailhim。Alookoffearcreptgraduallyintohisfacetotaketheroomoftheresolutionthathadbeenstampeduponitbutamomentsince。
  Heswallowedhard。"Whatthen?"heasked,hisvoiceharsh,and,obeyinghercommandandthepressureonhishand,heresumedhisseatbesideher。
  Shespokenowatlengthandverygravely,dwellinguponthecircumstancethathewastheheadofthefamily,thelastWestmacottofhisline,pointingouttohimtheimportanceofhisexistence,theinsignificanceofherown。Shewasbutagirl,athingofsmallaccountwheretheperpetuationofafamilywasatissue。Afterall,shemustmarrysomebodysomeday,sherepeated,andperhapsshehadbeenfoolishinattachingtoomuchimportancetothetalesshehadheardofMr。Wilding。Probablyhewasnoworsethanothermen,andafterallhewasagentlemanofwealthandposition,suchamanashalfthewomeninSomersetmightbeproudtoownforhusband。