Vallanceyhadhailedhimcheerily。
"Thedayisyours,Dick,"hehadcried,whenRichardenteredthelibrarywhereheawaitedhim。"WildWildinghasriddentoTauntonthismorningandistobebackbynoon。Odsbud,Dick!—twentymilesandmoreinthesaddlebeforecomingontheground。Heardyoueverofthelikemadness?
He'llbestiffasabroom—handle—aneasyvictim。
Richardlistened,stared,and,findingVallancey'seyesfixedsteadilyuponhim,attemptedasmileandachievedahorriblegrimace。
"Whatailsyou,man?"criedhissecond,andcaughthimbythewrist。
Hefeltthequiveroftheother'slimb。"Stabme!"quothhe,"youareinnocasetofight。Whattheplagueailsyou?"
"Iamnonesowellthismorning,"answeredRichardfeebly。"LordGervase'sclaret,"headded,passingahandacrosshisbrow。
"LordGervase'sclaret?"echoedVallanceyinhorror,asatsomeoutrageousblasphemy。"Frontignacattenshillingsthebottle!"heexclaimed。
"Still,claretneverdoeslieeasyonmystomach,"Richardexplained,intentuponblamingLordGervaseswine—sincehecouldthinkofnothingelse—forhiscondition。
Vallanceylookedathimshrewdly。"Mycock,"saidhe,"ifyou'retofightwe'llhavetomendyourtemper。"Hetookituponhimselftoringthebell,andtoorderuptwobottlesofCanaryandoneofbrandy。Ifhewastogethismantothegroundatall—andyoungVallanceyhadaduesenseofhisresponsibilitiesinthatconnection—itwouldbewelltosupplyRichardwithsomethingtoreplacethecouragethathadoozedoutovernight。YoungRichard,neverloathtofortifyhimself,provedamenableenoughtothestifflylacedCanarythathisfriendsetbeforehim。Then,todiverthismind,Vallancey,withthatrashfreedomthathadmadethewholeofSomersetknowhimforarebel,sethimselftotalkoftheProtestantDukeandhisrighttothecrownofEngland。
Hewasstillathistalk,Richardlisteningmoodilywhattimehewasslowlybutsurelybefuddlinghimself,whenSirRowland—returningfromScoresbyHall—cametobringthenewsofhislackofsuccess。Richardhailedhimnoisily,andbadehimringforanotherglass,adding,withaburstofoaths,someappallingthreatsofhowanonheshouldserveAnthonyWilding。HiswitsdrownedinthestiffliquorVallanceyhadpresseduponhim,heseemedofasuddentohavegrownasfierceandbloodthirstyasanyscourerthateverterrorizedthewatch。
Blakelistenedtohimandgrunted。"Bodyo'me!"sworethetowngallant。
"Ifthat'sthehumouryou'regoingouttofightin,I'lltroubleyoufortheeightguineasIwonfromyouatPrimeroyesterdaybeforeyoustart。"
Richardrearedhimself,bythehelpofthetable,andstoodathoughtunsteadily,hisglancelaboriouslystrivingtoengageBlake's。
"Damnme!"quothhe。"Yourwantoffaithdishgracesme—and`t`shgracesyou。Shaltha'theguineaswhenwe'reback—andnotbefore。"
"Hum!"quothBlake,towhomeightguineaswereaconsiderationinthesebankruptdays。"Andifyoudon'tcomebackatalluponwhomamItodraw?"
ThesuggestionsankthroughDick'shalf—fuddledsenses,andthescareitgavehimwasreflectedonhisface。
"Damnyou,Blake!"sworeVallanceybetweenhisteeth。"Isthatadecentwaytotalktoamanwhoisgoingout?Neverheedhim,Dick!Lethimwaitforhisdirtyguineastillwereturn。"
"Thirtyguineas?"hiccoughedRichard。"Itwasonlyeight。Anyhow—wait'llI'vesli'thegulletof'sMr。Wilding。"Hecheckedonathoughtthatsuddenlyoccurredtohim。HeturnedtoVallanceywithaludicroussolemnity。"`Sbud!"heswore。"`SascurvytrickI'mplayingtheDuke。
`Streasontohim—treasonnoless。"Andhesmotethetablewithhisopenhand。
"What'sthat?"quothBlakesosharply,hiseyessosuddenlyalertthatVallanceymadehastetocoveruphisfellowrebel'sindiscretion。
It'sthebrandy—and—Canarymakeshimdream,"saidhewithalaugh,andrisingashespokeheannouncedthatitwashightimetheyshouldsetout。ThushebroughtaboutabustlethatdrovetheDuke'sbusinessfromRichard'smind,andleftBlakewithoutapretexttopursuehisquestforinformation。Butthemischiefwasdone,andBlake'ssuspicionswereawake。HebethoughthimnowofdarkhintsthatRichardhadletfalltoVallanceyinthepastfewdays,andofhintslessdarkwithwhichVallancey—whowasacarelessfellowatordinarytimes—hadanswered。AndnowthismentionoftheDukeandoftreasontohim—towhatDukecoulditreferbutMonmouth?
Blakewaswellawareofthewildtalesthatweregoinground,andhebegantowondernowwasaughtreallyafoot,andwashisgoodfriendWestmacottinit?
Iftherewas,hebethoughthimthattheknowledgemightbeofvalue,anditmighthelptofloatoncemorehisshipwreckedfortunes。ThehastewithwhichVallanceyhadprofferedafrivolousexplanationofRichard'swords,thebustlewithwhichupontheinstanthesweptRichardandSirRowlandfromthehousetogettohorseandrideouttoBridgwaterwereinthemselvescircumstancesthatwenttoheightenthosesuspicionsofSirRowland's。Butlackingallopportunityforinvestigationatthemoment,hedeemeditwisesttosaynomorejustthenlestheshouldbetrayhiswatchfulness。
Theywerethefirsttoarriveupontheground—anopenspaceonthebordersofSedgemoor,intheshelterofPoldenHill。ButtheyhadnotlongtowaitbeforeWildingandTrenchardrodeup,attendedbyagroom。
TheirarrivalhadanoddlysoberingeffectuponyoungWestmacott,forwhichMr。Vallanceywasthankful。Forduringtheirridehehadbeguntofearthathehadcarriedtoofarthebusinessofequippinghisprincipalwithartificialvalour。
TrenchardcameforwardtoofferVallanceythecourteoussuggestionthatMr。Wilding'sservantshouldchargehimselfwiththecareofthehorsesofMr。Westmacott'sparty,ifthiswouldbeaconveniencetothem。Vallanceythankedhimandacceptedtheoffer,andthusthegroom—instructedbyTrenchard—ledthefivehorsessomedistancefromthespot。
Itnowbecameamatterofmakingpreparation,andleavingRichardtodivesthimselfofsuchgarmentsashemightdeemcumbrous,VallanceywentforwardtoconsultwithTrencharduponthechoiceofground。AtthatsamemomentMr。Wildingloungedforward,flickingthegrasswithhiswhipinanabsentmanner。
"Mr。Vallancey,"hebegan,whenTrenchardturnedtointerrupthim。
"Youcanleaveitsafelytome,Tony,"hegrowled。"ButthereissomethingIwishtosay,Nick,"answeredMr。Wilding,hismannermild。
"Byyourleave,then。"AndheturnedagaintoValiancey。"WillyoubesogoodastocallMr。Westmacotthither?"
Vallanceystared。"Forwhatpurpose,sir?"heasked。
"Formypurpose,"answeredMr。Wildingsweetly。"ItisnolongermywishtoengagewithMr。Westmacott。
"Anthony!"criedTrenchard,andinhisamazementforgottoswear。
"Ipropose,"addedMr。Wilding,"torelieveMr。Westmacottofthenecessityoffighting。"
Vallanceyinhisheartthoughtthismightbepleasantnewsforhisprincipal。Still,hedidnotquiteseehowtheendwastobeattained,andsaidso。
"YoushallbeenlightenedifyouwilldoasIrequest,"Wildinginsisted,andVallancey,withaliftofthebrows,asnort,andashrug,turnedawaytocomply。
"Doyoumean,"quothTrenchard,burstingwithindignation,"thatyouwillletliveamanwhohasstruckyou?"
Wildingtookhisfriendaffectionatelybythearm。"Itisawhimofmine,"saidhe。"Doyouthink,Nick,thatitismorethanIcanaffordtoindulge?"
"Isaynotso,"wasthereadyanswer;"but……"
"Ithoughtyou'dnot,"saidMr。Wilding,interrupting。"Andifanydoes—why,Ishallbegladtoproveituponhimthathelies。"Helaughed,andTrenchard,vexedthoughhewas,wasforcedtolaughwithhim。ThenNicksethimselftourgethethingthatlastnighthadplaguedhismind:thatthisRichardmightproveadangertotheCause;
thatintheDuke'sinterest,ifnottosafeguardhisownpersonfromsomevindictivebetrayal,Wildingwouldbebetteradvisedinimposingareliablesilenceuponhim。
"Butwhyvindictive?"Mr。Wildingremonstrated。"Rathermusthehavecauseforgratitude。"
Mr。Trenchardlaughedshortandcontemptuously。"Thereis,"saidhe,"norancourmorebitterthanthatofthemeanmanwhohasoffendedyouandwhomyouhavespared。Ibegyou'llponderit。"Heloweredhisvoiceasheendedhisadmonition,forVallanceyandWestmacottwerecomingup,followedbySirRowlandBlake。
Richard,althoughhiscouragehadbeensinkinglowerandlowerinameasureashehadgrownmoreandmoresoberwiththeapproachofthemomentforengaging,cameforwardnowwithafirmstepandanarrogantmien;forVallanceyhadgivenhimmorethanahintofwhatwastoward。
Hishearthadleapt,notonlyatthedeliverancethatwaspromisedhim,butoutofsatisfactionatthereflectionofhowaccuratelylastnighthehadgaugedwhatMr。Wildingwouldendure。Ithaddismayedhimthen,aswehaveseen,thatthismanwho,hethought,muststomachanyaffrontfromhimoutofconsiderationforhissister,shouldhaveendedbycallinghimtoaccount。HeconcludednowthatuponreflectionWildinghadseenhiserror,andwaspreparedtomakeamendsthathemightextricatehimselffromanimpossiblesituation,andRichardblamedhimselfforhavingoverlookedthisinevitablesolutionandgivenwaytoidlepanic。
VallanceyandBlakewatchinghim,andthesuddenmetamorphosisthatwaswroughtinhim,despisedhimheartily,andyetwereglad—forthesakeoftheirassociationwithhim—thatthingswereastheywere。
"Mr。Westmacott,"saidWildingquietly,hiseyessteadilysetuponRichard'sownarrogantgaze,hislipssmilingalittle,"Iamherenottofight,buttoapologize。"
Richard'ssneerwasaudibletoall。Oh,hewasgatheringcouragefastnowthattherenolongerwastheneedforit。Iturgedhimtolengthsofdaringpossibleonlytoafool。
"Ifyoucantakeablow,Mr。Wilding,"saidheoffensively,"thatisyourownaffair。"
Andhisfriendsgaspedathistemerityandtrembledforhim,notknowingwhatgroundshehadforcountinghimselfunassailable。
"Justso,"saidMr。Wilding,asmeekandhumbleasanun,andTrenchard,whohadexpectedsomethingverydifferentfromhim,sworealoudandwithsomecircumstanceofoaths。"Thefactis,"continuedMr。Wilding,"thatwhatIdidlastnight,Ididintheheatofwine,andIamsorryforit。Irecognizethatthisquarrelisofmyprovoking;thatitwasunwarrantableinmetointroducethenameofMistressWestmacott,nomatterhowrespectfully;andthatindoingsoIgaveMr。Westmacottamplegroundsforoffence。ForthatIbeghispardon,andIventuretohopethatthismatterneedgonofurther。"
VallanceyandBlakewerespeechlessinastonishment;Trenchardlividwithfury。Westmacottmovedasteportwoforward,aswaggerunmistakableinhisgait,hisnether—lipthrustoutinasneer。
"Why,"saidhe,hisvoicemightydisdainful,"ifMr。Wildingapologizes,thematterhardlycangofurther。"HeconveyedsuchasuggestionofregretatthisthatTrenchardboundedforward,stungtospeech。
"ButifMr。Westmacott'sdisappointmentthreatenstooverwhelmhim,"
hesnapped,verytartly,"Iamhishumbleservant,andhemaycalluponmetoseethathe'snotrobbedoftheexercisehecametotake。"
Mr。WildingsetarestraininghanduponTrenchard'sarm。
Westmacottturnedtohim,thesneer,however,gonefromhisface。
"Ihavenoquarrelwithyou,sir,"saidhe,withanuneasyassumptionofdignity。
"It'sawantthatmaybesoonsupplied,"answeredTrenchardbriskly,and,asheafterwardsconfessed,hadnotWildingcheckedhimatthatmoment,hehadthrownhishatinRichard'sface。
ItwasVallanceywhosavedthesituation,cursinginhisheartthebearingofhisprincipal。
"Mr。Wilding,"saidhe,"thisisveryhandsomeinyou。Youareofthehappyfewwhomaytendersuchanapologywithoutreflectionuponyourcourage。"
Mr。Wildingmadehimalegveryelegantly。"Youarevastlykind,sir,"
saidhe。
"YouhavegivenMr。Westmacottthefullestsatisfaction,anditiswithanincreasedrespectforyou—ifthatwerepossible—thatI
acknowledgeitonmyfriend'sbehalf。"
"Youare,sir,averymirroroftheelegancies,"saidMr。Wilding,andVallanceywonderedwashebeinglaughedat。Whetherhewasornot,heconceivedthathehaddonetheonlyseemlything。Hehadmadehandsomeacknowledgmentofahandsomeapology,stungtoitbythecurrishnessofRichard。
Andtherethematterended,despiteTrenchard'sburningeagernesstocarryithimselftoadifferentconsummation。Wildingprevaileduponhim,andwithdrewhimfromthefield。ButastheyrodebacktoZoylandChasetheoldrakewasbitterinhisinveighingsagainstWilding'sfollyandweakness。
"IprayHeaven,"hekeptrepeating,"thatitmaynotcometocostyoudear。"
"Havedone,"saidMr。Wilding,atrifleoutofpatience。"CouldIwedthesisterhavingslainthebrother?"
AndTrenchard,understandingatlast,accountedhimselfanumskullthathehadnotunderstoodbefore。ButhenonethelessdeemeditapityRichardhadbeenspared。
CHAPTERVI
THECHAMPION
AsvaingloriouswasRichardWestmacott'sretreatfromthefieldofunstrickenbattleashisadvanceuponithadbeeninglorious。HespokewithconfidencenowofthenarrowescapethatWildinghadhadathishands,ofthethingshewouldhavedonetoWildinghadnotthatgentlemangrownwiseintime。SirRowland,whohadseenlittleofRichard'searlierstrickencondition,wasinameasureimposeduponbyhisblusteringtoneandmanner;notsoVallancey,whorememberedthestepshehadbeenforcedtotaketobolsteruptheyoungman'scouragesufficientlytoadmitofhisbeingbroughttotheencounter。
Richardsodisgustedhimthathefeltifhedidnotquithiscompanysoon,hewouldbequarrellingwithhimhimself。So,congratulatinghim,inacausticmannerthatRicharddidnotrelish,uponthehappyterminationoftheaffair,VallanceytookhisleaveofhimandBlakeatthecross—roads,pleadingbusinesswithLordGervase,andleftthemtoproceedwithouthimtoBridgwater。
Blake,whosesuspicionsofsomesecretmattertowhichVallanceyandRichardwerewedded,hadbeenearlierexcitedbyWestmacott'sindiscretions,wasfullofslyquestionsnowtouchingthebusinesswhichmightbetakingVallanceytoScoresby。ButRichardwastoofullofthesubjectofthefearhehadinstilledintoWildingtoaffordhiscompanionmuchsatisfactiononanyotherscore。ThustheycametoLuptonHouse,andasRichardswaggereddownthelawnintothepresenceoftheladies—Ruthandherauntwereoccupyingthestonebench,Dianathecircularseataboutthegreatoakinthecentreofthelawn—hewasaverydifferentpersonfromthepale,limpcreaturetheyhadbeheldtheresomefewhoursearlier。Loudandoffensivewashenowinself—laudation,andsoindifferenttoallelsethatheleftunobservedthelittlesmile,halfwistful,halfscornful,thatvisitedhissister'slipswhenhesneeringlytoldhowMr。Wildinghadchosenthatbetterpartofvalourwhichdiscretionisallegedtobe。
ItneededDiana,who,blindedbynosisterlyaffection,sawhimexactlyashewas,anddespisedhimaccordingly,toenlightenhim。Itmayalsobethatindoingsoatonceshehadendsofherowntoserve;forSirRowlandwasstillofthecompany。
"Mr。Wildingafraid?"shecried,hervoicesochargedwithderisionthatitinclinedtoshrillness。"La!Richard,Mr。Wildingwasneverafraidofanyman。"
"Faith!"saidRowland,althoughhisacquaintancewithMr。Wildingwasslightandrecent。"ItiswhatIshouldthink。Hedoesnotlooklikeamanfamiliarwithfear。"
Richardstrucksomethingofanattitude,hisfairfaceflushed,hispaleeyesglittering。"Hetookablow,"saidhe,andsneered。
"Theremayhavebeenreasons,"Dianasuggesteddarkly,andSirRowland'seyesnarrowedatthehint。
AgainherecalledthewordsRichardhadletfallthatafternoon。
Wildingandhewerefellowworkersinsomesecretbusiness,andRichardhadsaidthattheencounterwastreasontothatsamebusiness,whateveritmightbe。AndofwhatitmightbeSirRowlandhadgroundsuponwhichtofoundatleastaguess。HadperhapsWildingacteduponsomesimilarfeelingsinavoidingtheduel?Hewondered;andwhenRicharddismissedDiana'schallengewithafatuouslaugh,itwasBlakewhotookitup。
"Youspeak,ma'am,"saidhe,"asifyouknewthattherewerereasons,andknew,too,whatthosereasonsmightbe。"
DianalookedatRuth,asifforguidancebeforereplying。ButRuthsatcalmandseeminglyimpassive,lookingstraightbeforeher。Shewas,indeed,indifferenthowmuchDianasaid,forinanycasethemattercouldnotremainasecretlong。LadyHorton,silenttooandlistening,lookedaquestionatherdaughter。
Andso,afterapause:"Iknowboth,"saidDiana,hereyesstrayingagaintoRuth;andasubtlermanthanBlakewouldhavereadthatglanceandunderstoodthatthissamereasonwhichhesoughtsodiligentlysattherebeforehim。
Richard,indeed,catchingthatslylookofhiscousin's,checkedhisassurance,andstoodfrowning,cogitating。Then,quitesuddenly,hisvoiceharsh:
"Whatdoyoumean,Diana?"heinquired。
Dianashruggedandturnedhershouldertohim。"YouhadbestaskRuth,"
saidshe,whichwasananswermoreorlessplaintoboththemen。
Theystoodatgaze,Richardlookingathoughtfoolish。Blake,frowning,hisheavylipcaughtinhisstrong,whiteteeth。
Ruthturnedtoherbrotherwithanalmostpiteousattemptatasmile。
Shesoughttosparehimpainbyexcludingfromhermannerallsuggestionthatthingswereotherthanshedesired。
"IambetrothedtoMr。Wilding,"saidshe。
SirRowlandmadeasuddenforwardmovement,drewadeepbreath,andassuddenlystoodstill。Richardlookedathissisterassheweremadandraving。Thenhelaughed,betweenunbeliefandderision。
"Itisajest,"saidhe,buthisaccentslackedconviction。
"Itisthetruth,"Ruthassuredhimquietly。
"Thetruth?"Hisbrowdarkenedominously—stupendouslyforonesofair。"Thetruth,youbaggage……?"Hebeganandstoppedinveryfury。
Shesawthatshemusttellhimall。
"IpromisedtowedMr。Wildingthisdayse'nightsothathesavedyourlifeandhonour,"shetoldhimcalmly,andadded,"Itwasabargainthatwedrove。"Richardcontinuedtostareather。Thethingshetoldhimwastoobigtobeswallowedatamouthful;hewasabsorbingitbyslowdegrees。
"Sonow,"saidDiana,"youknowthesacrificeyoursisterhasmadetosaveyou,andwhenyouspeakoftheapologyMr。Wildingtenderedyou,perhapsyou'llspeakofitinatonelessloud。"
Butthesarcasmwasnolongerneeded。AlreadypoorRichardwasveryhumble,hismake—believespiritallsnuffedout。Heobservedatlasthowpaleandsetwashissister'sface,andherealizedsomethingofthesacrificeshehadmade。NeverinallhislifewasRichardsoneartolapsingfromtheloveofhimself;neversoneartoforgettinghisowninterests,andpreferringthoseofRuth。LadyHortonsatsilent,herheartflutteringwithdismayandperplexity。Heavenhadnotequippedherwithaspiritcapableofdealingwithasituationsuchasthis。Blakestoodinmakebelievestoliditydissemblinghisinfinitechagrinandthestormyemotionswarringwithinhim,forsomesignsofwhichDianawatchedhiscountenanceinvain。
"Youshallnotdoit!"criedRichardsuddenly。Hecameforwardandlaidhishandonhissister'sshoulder。Hisvoicewasalmostgentle。
"Ruth,youshallnotdothisforme。Youmustnot。"
"ByHeaven,no!"snappedBlakebeforeshecouldreply。"Youareright,Richard。MistressWestmacottmustnotbethescapegoat。SheshallnotplaythepartofIphigenia。"
ButRuthsmiledwistfullyassheansweredhimwithaquestion,"Whereisthehelpforit?"
Richardknewwherethehelpforitlay,andforonce—forjustamoment—hecontemplateddangerandevendeathwithequanimity。
"Icantakeupthisquarrelagain,"heannounced。"IcancompelMr。
Wildingtomeetme。
Ruth'seyes,lookingupathim,kindledwithprideandadmiration。
Itwarmedherhearttohearhimspeakthus,tohavethisassurancethathewasanythingbutthecowardshehadbeensodisloyalastodeemhim;nodoubtshehadbeenrightinsayingthatitwashishealthwasthecauseofthepalsyhehaddisplayedthatmorning;hewasalittlewild,sheknew;inclinedtositover—lateatthebottle;withadvancingmanhood,shehadnodoubt,hewouldovercomethisboyishfailing。Meanwhileitwasthisfoolishhabit—nothingmore—thatunderminedtheinherentfirmnessofhisnature。Anditcomfortedhergeneroussoultohavethisproofthathewasfullworthyofthesacrificeshewasmakingforhim。Dianawatchedhiminsomesurprise,andneverdoubtedbutthathisofferwasimpulsive,andthathewouldregretitwhenhisardourhadhadtimetocool。
"Itwereidle,"saidRuthatlast—notthatshequitebelievedit,butthatitwasall—importanttoherthatRichardshouldnotbeimperilled。"Mr。Wildingwillpreferthebargainhehasmade。"
"Nodoubt,"growledBlake,"butheshallbeforcedtounmakeit。"
Headvancedandbowedlowbeforeher。"Madam,"saidhe,"willyougrantmeleavetochampionyourcauseandremovethistroublesomeMr。Wildingfromyourpath?"
Diana'seyesnarrowed;hercheekspaled,partlyfromfearforBlake,partlyfromvexationatthepromptnessofanofferthataffordedafreshandsoeloquentproofofthetrendofhisaffections。
Ruthsmiledathiminaveryfriendlymanner,butgentlyshookherhead。
"Ithankyou,sir,"saidshe。"ButitweremorethanIcouldpermit。
Thishasbecomeafamilyaffair。"
Therewasinhertonesomethingwhich,despiteitsfriendliness,gaveSirRowlandhisdismissal。Hewasnotatbestamanofkeensensibilities;yetevenso,hecouldnotmistaketherequesttowithdrawthatwasimplicitinhertoneandmanner。Hetookhisleave,registering,however,inhisheartavowthathewouldhavehiswaywithWilding。Thusmusthe—throughhergratitude—assuredlycometohavehiswaywithRuth。
Dianaroseandturnedtohermother。Come,"shesaid,"we'llspeedSirRowland。RuthandRichardwouldperhapsprefertoremainalone。"
Ruththankedherwithhereyes。Richard,standingbesidehissisterwithbentheadandmoodygaze,didnotappeartohaveheard。
Thusheremaineduntilheandhishalf—sisterwerealonetogether,thenheflunghimselfwearilyintotheseatbesideher,andtookherhand。
"Ruth,"hefaltered,"Ruth!"
Shestrokedhishand,herhonest,intelligenteyesbentuponhiminalookofpity—andtoindulgethispityforhim,sheforgothowmuchherselfsheneededpity。
"Takeitnotsotoheart,"sheurgedhim,hervoicelowandcrooning—asthatofamothertoherbabe。"Takeitnotsotoheart,Richard。
Ishouldhavemarriedsomeday,and,afterall,itmaywellbethatMr。Wildingwillmakemeasgoodahusbandasanother。Idobelieve,"
sheadded,heronlyintenttocomfortRichard;"thathelovesme;andifhelovesme,surelyhewillprovekind。"
Heflunghimselfbackwithanexclamationofangrypain。Hewaswhitetothelips,hiseyesbloodshot。"Itmustnotbe—itshallnotbe—
I'llnotendureit!"hecriedhoarsely。
"Richard,dear……"shebegan,recapturingthehandhehadsnatchedfromhersinhisgustofemotion。
Heroseabruptly,interruptingher。"I'llgotoWildingnow,"hecried,hisvoiceresolute。"Heshallcancelthisbargainhehadnorighttomake。Heshalltakeuphisquarrelwithmewhereitstoodbeforeyouwenttohim。"
"No,no,Richard,youmustnot!"sheurgedhim,frightened,risingtoo,andclingingtohisarm。
"Iwill,"heanswered。"Attheworsthecanbutkillme。Butatleastyoushallnotbesacrificed。"
"Sithere,Richard,"shebadehim。"Thereissomethingyouhavenotconsidered。Ifyoudie,ifMr。Wildingkillsyou……"shepaused。
Helookedather,andattherepetitionofthefatethatwouldprobablyawaithimifheperseveredinthecoursehethreatened,hispurelyemotionalcourageagainbegantofailhim。Alookoffearcreptgraduallyintohisfacetotaketheroomoftheresolutionthathadbeenstampeduponitbutamomentsince。
Heswallowedhard。"Whatthen?"heasked,hisvoiceharsh,and,obeyinghercommandandthepressureonhishand,heresumedhisseatbesideher。
Shespokenowatlengthandverygravely,dwellinguponthecircumstancethathewastheheadofthefamily,thelastWestmacottofhisline,pointingouttohimtheimportanceofhisexistence,theinsignificanceofherown。Shewasbutagirl,athingofsmallaccountwheretheperpetuationofafamilywasatissue。Afterall,shemustmarrysomebodysomeday,sherepeated,andperhapsshehadbeenfoolishinattachingtoomuchimportancetothetalesshehadheardofMr。Wilding。Probablyhewasnoworsethanothermen,andafterallhewasagentlemanofwealthandposition,suchamanashalfthewomeninSomersetmightbeproudtoownforhusband。
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