Merrygaveadisdainfullittlesniffatthesavoryperfumeofhamwhichsalutedthem,andpausedwithherhandonthegate,asifshefounditpleasanterouttherethaninthehouse。Ralphseemedtoagreewithher,for,leaningonthegate,helingeredtosay,withrealsympathyinhistoneandsomethingelseinhisface,"Yes,I
should;soyouwriteandtellmeallaboutit。Ididn'tknowyouhadanyworries,foryoualwaysseemedlikeoneofthehappiestpeopleintheworld,withsomanytopetandcareforyou,andplentyofmoney,andnothingveryhardorhatefultodo。You'dthinkyouwerewelloffifyouknewasmuchaboutpovertyandworkandnevergettingwhatyouwant,asIdo。"
"Youbearyourworriessowellthatnobodyknowsyouhavethem。
Ioughtnottocomplain,andIwon't,forIdohaveallIneed。I'msogladyouaregoingtogetwhatyouwantatlast";andMerryheldoutherhandtosaygood—night,withsomuchpleasureinherfacethatRalphcouldnotmakeuphismindtogojustyet。
"IshallhavetoscratchroundinalivelywaybeforeIdogetit,forDavidsaysafellowcan'tliveonlessthanfourorfivehundredayear,evenlivingaspoorartistshaveto,ingarretsandonCrusts。I
don'tmindaslongasGrandmaisallright。Sheisawayto—night,orIshouldnotbehere,"headded,asifsomeexcusewasnecessary。
Merryneedednohint,forhertenderheartwastouchedbythevisionofherfriendinagarret,andshesuddenlyrejoicedthattherewashamandeggsforsupper,sothathemightbewellfedonce,atleast,beforehewentawaytofeedonartisticcrusts。
"Beinghere,comeinandspendtheevening。Theboyswillliketohearthenews,andsowillfather。Do,now。"
Itwasimpossibletorefusetheinvitationhehadbeenlongingfor,andintheywenttothegreatdelightofRoxy,whoinstantlyretiredtothepantry,smilingsignificantly,andbroughtoutthemostelaboratepieinhonoroftheoccasion。Merrytouchedupthetable,andputalittlevaseofflowersinthemiddletoredeemthevulgarityofdoughnuts。Ofcoursetheboysupsetit,butastherewascompanynothingwassaid,andRalphdevouredhissupperwiththeappetiteofahungryboy,whilewatchingMerryeatbreadandcreamoutofanold—fashionedsilverporringer,andthinkingitthesweetestsightheeverbeheld。
Thentheyoungpeoplegatheredaboutthetable,fullofthenewplans,andtheelderslistenedastheyrestedaftertheweek'swork。
Apleasantevening,fortheyalllikedRalph,butastheparentswatchedMerrysittingamongthegreatladslikealittlequeenamonghersubjects,halfunconsciousasyetofthepowerinherhands,theynoddedtooneanother,andthenshooktheirheadsasiftheysaid,"I'mafraidthetimeiscoming,mother。"
"Nodangeraslongasshedon'tknowit,father。"
Atninetheboyswentofftothebarn,thefarmertowinduptheeight—dayclock,andthehousewifetoseehowthebakedbeansandIndianpuddingforto—morrowweregettingonintheoven。Ralphtookuphishattogo,sayingashelookedattheshadeonthetallstudentlamp,"Whatagoodlightthatgives!IcanseeitasIgohomeeverynight,anditburnsupherelikeabeacon。Ialwayslookforit,andithardlyeverfailstobeburning。Sortofcheersuptheway,youknow,whenI'mtiredorlowinmymind。"
"ThenI'mverygladIgotit。Ilikedtheshape,buttheboyslaughedatitastheydidatmybuirushesinaginger—jaroverthere。I'dbeenreadingabout'householdart,'andIthoughtI'dtryalittle,"
answeredMerry,laughingatherownwhims。
"You'vegotabettersortofhouseholdart,Ithink,foryoumakepeoplehappyandplacespretty,withoutfussingoverit。ThisroomiseversomuchimprovedeverytimeIcome,thoughIhardlyseewhatitisexcepttheflowers,"saidRalph,lookingfromthegirltothetallcallathatbentitswhitecupaboveherasiftopouritsdewuponherhead。
"Isn'tthatlovely?Itriedtodrawit——theshapewassogracefulI
wantedtokeepit。ButIcouldn't。Isn'titapitysuchbeautifulthingswon'tlastforever?"andMerrylookedregretfullyatthehalf—fadedonethatgrewbesidethefreshblossom。
"Icankeepitforyou。Itwouldlookwellinplaster。MayI?"askedRalph。
"Thankyou,Ishouldlikethatverymuch。Taketherealoneasamodel——pleasedo;therearemorecoming,andthiswillbrightenupyourroomforadayortwo。"
Asshespoke,Merrycutthestem,and,addingtwoorthreeofthegreatgreenleaves,putthehandsomeflowerinhishandwithsomuchgood—willthathefeltasifhehadreceivedaverypreciousgift。Thenhesaidgood—nightsogratefullythatMerry'shandquitetingledwiththegraspofhis,andwentaway,oftenlookingbackwardthroughthedarknesstowherethelightburnedbrightlyonthehill—top——thebeaconkindledbyanunconsciousHeroforayoungLeanderswimminggallantlyagainstwindandtidetowardthegoalofhisambition。
Chapter17DownatMolly's"Now,mydears,I'vesomethingverycurioustotellyou,solistenquietlyandthenI'llgiveyouyourdinners,"saidMolly,addressingtheninecatswhocametroopingafterherasshewentintotheshed—chamberwithabowlofmilkandaplateofscrapsinherhands。Shehadtaughtthemtobehavewellatmeals,so,thoughtheireyesglaredandtheirtailsquiveredwithimpatience,theyobeyed;andwhensheputthefoodonahighshelfandretiredtothebigbasket,thefouroldcatssatdemurelydownbeforeher,whilethefivekitsscrambledafterherandtumbledintoherlap,asifhopingtohastenthedesiredfeastbytheirinnocentgambols。
Granny,Tobias,Mortification,andMolassesweretheelders。
Granny,agrayoldpuss,wasthemotherandgrandmotherofalltherest。Tobiaswashereldestson,andMortificationhisbrother,sonamedbecausehehadlosthistail,whichafflictiondepressedhisspiritsandcastablightoverhisyounglife。Molasseswasayellowcat,themammaoffourofthekits,thefifthbeingGranny'slatestdarling。Toddlekins,thelittleaunt,wastheimageofhermother,andverysedateevenatthatearlyage;MissMuffet,socalledfromherdreadofspiders,wasatimidblackandwhitekit;Beauty,aprettyMaltese,withaserenelittlefaceandpinknose;Ragbag,afunnything,everycolorthatacatcouldbe;andScamp,whowelldeservedhisname,forhewastheplagueofMissBat'slife,andMolly'sespecialpet。
Hewasnowperchedonhershoulder,and,asshetalked,keptpeepingintoherfaceorbitingherearinthemostimpertinentway,whiletheotherssprawledinherlaporpromenadedroundthebasketrim。
"Myfriends,somethingveryremarkablehashappened:MissBatiscleaninghouse!"and,havingmadethisannouncement,Mollyleanedbacktoseehowthecatsreceivedit,forsheinsistedthattheyunderstoodallshesaidtothem。
Tobiasstared,Mortificationlaydownasifitwastoomuchforhim,Molassesbeathertailonthefloorasifwhippingadustycarpet,andGrannybegantopurrapprovingly。Thegiddykitspaidnoattention,astheydidnotknowwhathouse—cleaningmeant,happylittledears!
"Ithoughtyou'dlikeit,Granny,foryouareadecentcat,andknowwhatisproper,"continuedMolly,leaningdowntostroketheoldpuss,whoblinkedaffectionatelyather。"Ican'timaginewhatputitintoMissBat'shead。Ineversaidaword,andgaveupgroaningovertheclutter,asIcouldn'tmendit。IjusttookcareofBooandmyself,andlefthertobeasuntidyasshepleased,andsheisaregularold————"
HereScampputhispawonherlipsbecausehesawthemmoving,butitseemedasifitwastocheckthedisrespectfulwordjustcomingout。
"Well,Iwon'tcallnames;butwhatshallIdowhenIseeeverythinginconfusion,andshewon'tletmeclearup?"askedMolly,lookingroundatScamp,whopromptlyputthelittlepawonhereyelid,asiftherolloftheblueballunderneathamusedhim。
"Shutmyeyestoit,youmean?IdoallIcan,butitishard,whenI
wishtobenice,anddotry;don'tI?"askedMolly。ButScampwasreadyforher,andbegantocombherhairwithbothpawsashestoodonhishindlegstoworksobusilythatMollylaughedandpulledhimdown,saying,asshecuddledtheslykit。
"Yousharplittlething!Iknowmyhairisnotneatnow,forI'vebeenchasingBooroundthegardentowashhimforschool。ThenMissBatthrewtheparlorcarpetoutofthewindow,andIwassosurprisedIhadtorunandtellyou。Now,whathadwebetterdoaboutit?"
Thecatsallwinkedather,butnoonehadanyadvicetooffer,exceptTobias,whowalkedtotheshelf,and,lookingup,utteredadeep,suggestiveyowl,whichsaidasplainlyaswords,"Dinnerfirstanddiscussionafterward。"
"Verywell,don'tscramble,"saidMolly,gettinguptofeedherpets。Firstthekits,whorushedatthebowlandthrusttheirheadsin,lappingasifforawager;thenthecats,whoeachwenttooneofthefourpilesofscrapslaidroundatintervalsandplacidlyatetheirmeat;whileMollyretiredtothebasket,toponderoverthephenomenatakingplaceinthehouse。
Shecouldnotimaginewhathadstartedtheoldlady。Itwasnottheexampleofherneighbors,whohadbeatencarpetsandscrubbedpainteveryspringforyearswithoutexcitinghertoanygreaterexertionthancleaningafewwindowsandhavingamantoclearawaytherubbishdisplayedwhenthesnowmelted。Mollyneverguessedthatherowneffortswereatthebottomofthechange,orknewthatafewwordsnotmeantforherearhadshamedMissBatintoaction。Cominghomefromprayer—meetingonedarknight,shetrottedalongbehindtwooldladieswhoweregossipinginloudvoices,asonewasratherdeaf,andMissBatwasbothpleasedandtroubledtohearherselfundulypraised。
"IalwayssaidSisterDawesmeantwell;butshe'sgettingintoyears,andthecareoftwochildrenisagooddealforher,withhercookingandherrheumatiz。Idon'tdenyshedidneglect'emforaspell,butshedoeswellby'emnow,andIwouldn'twishtoseebetter—appearingchildren。"
"You'venoideehowimprovedMollyis。Shecameintoseemygirls,andbroughthersewing—work,shirtsfortheboy,anddoneitasneatandcapableasyou'dwishtosee。Shealwayswasasmartchild,butdreadfulcareless,"saidtheotheroldlady,evidentlymuchimpressedbythechangeinharum—scarumMollyLoo。
"BeingovertoMisMinot'ssomuchhasbeengoodforher,anduptoMisGrant's。Girlscatchneatwaysasquickasthey'dountidyones,andthemwildlittletykesoftenturnoutsmartwomen。"
"SisterDaweshasdonewellbythemchildren,andIhopeMr。
Bemisseesit。Heoughttogivehersomethingcomfortabletoliveonwhenshecan'tdoforhimanylonger。Hecanwellaffordit。"
"Ihaven'tadoubthewill。He'salavishmanwhenhestartstodoathing,butdreadfulunobserving,elsehe'dhaveseentomatterslongago。Themchildrenwastown—talklastfall,andIusedtofeelasifitwasmyboundendutytospeaktoMissDawes。ButIneverdid,fearingImightspeaktooplain,andhurtherfeelings。"
"You'vespokenplainenoughnow,andI'mbeholdentoyou,thoughyou'llneverknowit,"saidMissBattoherself,assheslippedintoherowngate,whilethegossipstrudgedonquiteunconsciousofthelistenerbehindthem。
MissBatwasaworthyoldsoulinthemain,only,likesomanyofus,sheneededrousinguptoherduty。Shehadgottherousingnow,anditdidhergood,forshecouldnotbeartobepraisedwhenshehadnotdeservedit。ShehadwatchedMolly'seffortswithlazyinterest,andwhenthegirlgaveupmeddlingwithheraffairs,asshecalledthehousekeeping,MissBatceasedtoopposeher,andletherscrubBoo,mendclothes,andbrushherhairasmuchassheliked。SoMollyhadworkedalongwithoutanyhelpfromher,runningintoMrs。Pecqforadvice,toMerryforcomfort,orMrs。
Minotforthehigherkindofhelponeoftenneedssomuch。NowMissBatfoundthatshewasgettingthecreditandthepraisebelongingtootherpeople,anditstirredheruptotryanddeserveapartatleast。
"Mollydon'twantanyhelpaboutherworkortheboy:it'stoolateforthat;butifthishousedon'tgetaspringcleaningthatwillmakeitshine,mynameain'tBathshebaDawes,"saidtheoldlady,assheputawayherbonnetthatnight,andlaidenergeticplansforagrandrevolution,inspiredtheretonotonlybyshame,butbythehintthat"Mr。Bemiswasalavishman,"asnooneknewbetterthanshe。
Molly'samazementnextdayatseeingcarpetsflyoutofwindow,ancientcobwebscomedown,andlong—undisturbedclosetsroutedouttothegreatdismayofmothsandmice,hasbeenalreadyconfidedtothecats,andasshesattherewatchingthemlapandgnaw,shesaidtoherself,"Idon'tunderstandit,butassheneversaysmuchtomeaboutmyaffairs,Iwon'ttakeanynoticetillshegetsthrough,thenI'lladmireeverythingallIcan。Itissopleasanttobepraisedafteryou'vebeentryinghard。"
Shemightwellsaythat,forshegotverylittleherself,andhertrialshadbeenmany,hereffortsnotalwayssuccessful,andherrewardseemedalongwayoff。PoorBoocouldhavesympathizedwithher,forhehadsufferedmuchpersecutionfromhissmallschoolmateswhenheappearedwithlargegraypatchesonthelittlebrowntrousers,wherehehadwornthemoutcoastingdownthosetoofascinatingsteps。Ashecouldnotseethepatcheshimself,hefanciedtheminvisible,andcamehomemuchafflictedbythejeersofhisfriends。ThenMollytriedtomakehimanewpairoutofasackofherown;butshecutbothsidesforthesameleg,soonewaswrongsideout。Fondlyhopingnoonewouldobserveit,shesewedbrightbuttonswherevertheycouldbeput,andsentconfidingBooawayinapairofbluetrousers,whichwereabsurdlyhunchybehindandbuttonybefore。Hecamehomeheart—brokenandmuddy,havingbeenaccidentallytippedintoamud—puddlebytwobadboyswhofeltthatsuchtailoringwasaninsulttomankind。
ThatrousedMolly'sspirit,andshebeggedherfathertotaketheboyandhavehimproperlyfittedout,ashewasoldenoughnowtobewell—dressed,andshewouldn'thavehimtormented。Hisattentionbeingcalledtothetrousers,Mr。Bemishadagoodlaughoverthem,andthengotBooasuitwhichcausedhimtobetheadmiredofallobservers,andtofeelasproudasalittlepeacock。
Cheeredbythissuccess,Mollyundertookasetofsmallshirts,andstitchedawaybravely,thoughherownsummerclotheswereinasadstate,andforthefirsttimeinherlifeshecaredaboutwhatsheshouldwear。
"ImustaskMerry,andmaybefatherwillletmegowithherandhermotherwhentheydotheirshopping,insteadofleavingittoMissBat,whodressesmelikeanoldwoman。Merryknowswhatisprettyandbecoming:Idon't,"thoughtMolly,meditatinginthebushelbasket,withhereyesonhersnuff—coloredgownandthedarkpurplebowattheendofthelongbraidMuffethadbeenplayingwith。
Mollywasbeginningtoseethatevensosmallamatterasthechoiceofcolorsmadeadifferenceinone'sappearance,andtowonderwhyMerryalwaystooksuchpainstohaveabluetieforthegraydress,arosyoneforthebrown,andglovesthatmatchedherbonnetribbons。Merryneverworealocketoutsidehersack,agaybowinherhairandsoiledcuffs,asmarthatandthebraidwornoffherskirts。Shewasexquisitelyneatandsimple,yetalwayslookedwell—dressedandpretty;forherloveofbeautytaughtherwhatallgirlsshouldlearnassoonastheybegintocareforappearances——thatneatnessandsimplicityaretheirbestornaments,thatgoodhabitsarebetterthanfineclothes,andthemostelegantmannersarethekindest。
AllthesethoughtsweredancingthroughMolly'shead,andwhenshelefthercats,afterageneralrompinwhichevendecorousGrannyallowedherfamilytoplayleap—frogoverherrespectableback,shehadmadeuphermindnottohaveyellowribbonsonhersummerhatifshegotapinkmuslinasshehadplanned,buttofinishoffBoo'slastshirtbeforeshewentshoppingwithMerry。
Itrainedthatevening,andMr。Bemishadaheadache,sohethrewhimselfdownupontheloungeafterteaforanap,withhissilkhandkerchiefspreadoverhisface。Hedidgetanap,andwhenhewakedhelayforatimedrowsilylisteningtothepatteroftherain,andanothersoundwhichwasevenmoresoothing。Puttingbackacornerofthehandkerchieftolearnwhatitwas,hesawMollysittingbythefirewithBooinherlap,rockingandhummingasshewarmedhislittlebarefeet,havinglearnedtoguardagainstcroupbyattendingtothedampshoesandsocksbeforegoingtobed。Boolaywithhisroundfaceturneduptohers,strokinghercheekwhilethesleepyblueeyesblinkedlovinglyatherasshesangherlullabywithamotherlypatiencesweettosee。Theymadeaprettylittlepicture,andMr。Bemislookedatitwithpleasure,havingaleisuremomentinwhichtodiscover,asallparentsdosoonerorlater,thathischildrenweregrowingup。
"Mollyisgettingtobequiteawoman,andverylikehermother,"
thoughtpapa,wipingtheeyethatpeeped,forhehadbeenfondoftheprettywifewhodiedwhenBoowasborn。"Sadlosstothem,poorthings!ButMissBatseemstohavedonewellbythem。Mollyismuchimproved,andtheboylooksfinely。She'sagoodsoul,afterall";andMr。Bemisbegantothinkhehadbeenhastywhenhehalfmadeuphismindtogetanewhousekeeper,feelingthatburntsteak,weakcoffee,andraggedwristbandsweresuresignsthatMissBat'sdaysofusefulnesswereover。
Mollywassingingthelullabyhermotherusedtosingtoher,andherfatherlistenedtoitsilentlytillBoowascarriedawaytoosleepyforanythingbutbed。Whenshecamebackshesatdowntoherwork,fancyingherfatherstillasleep。Shehadacrimsonbowatherthroatandoneonthenewlybraidedhair,hercuffswereclean,andawhiteapronhidtheshabbinessoftheolddress。Shelookedlikeathriftylittlehousewifeasshesatwithherbasketbesideherfullofneatwhiterolls,herspoolssetforth,andanewpairofscissorsshiningonthetable。Therewasasortofcharminwatchingthebusyneedleflashtoandfro,theanxiouspuckeroftheforeheadasshelookedtoseeifthestitcheswereeven,andtheexpressionofintensereliefuponherfaceasshesurveyedthefinishedbutton—holewithgirlishsatisfaction。Herfatherwaswideawakeandlookingather,thinking,ashedidso,"Reallytheoldladyhasworkedwelltochangemytomboyintothatnicelittlegirl:Iwonderhowshedidit。"Thenhegaveayawn,pulledoffthehandkerchief,andsaidaloud,'Whatareyoumaking,Molly?"foritstruckhimthatsewingwasanewamusement。
"ShirtsforBoo,sir。Four,andthisisthelast,"sheanswered,withpardonablepride,asshehelditupandnoddedtowardthepileinherbasket。
"Isn'tthatanewnotion?IthoughtMissBatdidthesewing,"saidMr。Bemis,ashesmiledatthefunnylittlegarment,itlookedsolikeBoohimself。
"No,sir;onlyyours。IdomineandBoo's。Atleast,I'mlearninghow,andMrs。PecqsaysIgetonnicely,"answeredMolly,threadingherneedleandmakingaknotinhermostcapableway。
"Isupposeitistimeyoudidlearn,foryouaregettingtobeagreatgirl,andallwomenshouldknowhowtomakeandmend。Youmusttakeastitchformenowandthen:MissBat'seyesarenotwhattheywere,Ifind";andMr。Bemislookedathisfrayedwristband,asifheparticularlyfelttheneedofastitchjustthen。
"I'dloveto,andIguessIcould。Icanmendgloves;Merrytaughtme,soI'dbetterbeginonthem,ifyouhaveany,"saidMolly,muchpleasedatbeingabletodoanythingforherfather,andstillmoresoatbeingasked。
"There'ssomethingtostartwith";andhethrewherapair,withnearlyeveryfingerripped。
Mollyshookherheadoverthem,butgotouthergraysilkandfelltowork,gladtoshowhowwellshecouldsew。
"Whatareyousmilingabout?"askedherfather,afteralittlepause,forhisheadfeltbetter,anditamusedhimtoquestionMolly。
"Iwasthinkingaboutmysummerclothes。Imustgetthembeforelong,andI'dliketogowithMrs。Grantandlearnhowtoshop,ifyouarewilling。"
IthoughtMissBatdidthatforyou。
"Shealwayshas,butshegetsugly,cheapthingsthatIdon'tlike。I
thinkIamoldenoughtochoosemyself,ifthereissomeonetotellmeaboutpricesandthegoodnessofthestuff。Merrydoes;andsheisonlyafewmonthsolderthanIam。"
"Howoldareyou,child?"askedherfather,feelingasifhehadlosthisreckoning。
"FifteeninAugust";andMollylookedveryproudofthefact。
"Soyouare!Blessmyheart,howthetimegoes!Well,getwhatyouplease;ifI'mtohaveayoungladyhere,I'dliketohaveherprettilydressed。Itwon'toffendMissBat,willit?"
Molly'seyessparkled,butshegavealittleshrugassheanswered,"Shewon'tcare。ShenevertroublesherselfaboutmeifIietncralone。
"Hey?what?Nottroubleherself?Ifshedoesn't,whodoes?"andMr。Bemissatupasifthisdiscoverywasmoresurprisingthantheother。
"ItakecareofmyselfandBoo,andshelooksafteryou。Thehousegoesanyway。"
"Ishouldthinkso!Inearlybrokemyneckovertheparlorsofainthehallto—night。Whatisittherefor?"
Mollylaughed。"That'sthejoke,sir,MissBatiscleaninghouse,andI'msureitneedscleaning,foritisyearssinceitwasproperlydone。Ithoughtyoumighthavetoldherto。"
"I'vesaidnothing。Don'tlikehouse—cleaningwellenoughtosuggestit。IdidthinkthehallwasratherdirtywhenIdroppedmycoatandtookitupcoveredwithlint。Isshegoingtoupsetthewholeplace?"askedMr。Bemis,lookingalarmedattheprospect。
"Ihopeso,forIreallyamashamedwhenpeoplecome,tohavethemseethedustandcobwebs,andoldcarpetsanddirtywindows,"saidMolly,withasigh,thoughsheneverhadcaredabittilllately。
"Whydon'tyoudustroundalittle,then?Notimetosparefromthebooksandplay?"
"Itried,father,butMissBatdidn'tlikeit,anditwastoohardformealone。Ifthingswereonceinniceorder,IthinkIcouldkeepthemso;forIdowanttobeneat,andI'mlearningasfastasIcan。"
"Itishightimesomeonetookhold,ifmattersareleftasyousay。
I'vejustbeenthinkingwhatacleverwomanMissBatwas,tomakesuchatidylittlegirloutofwhatIusedtohearcalledthegreatesttomboyintown,andwonderingwhatIcouldgivetheoldlady。
NowIfindyouaretheonetobethanked,anditisaverypleasantsurprisetome。"
"Giveherthepresent,please;I'msatisfied,ifyoulikewhatI'vedone。Itisn'tmuch,andI'didn'tknowasyouwouldeverobserveanydifference。ButI'didtry,andnowIguessI'mreallygettingon,"saidMolly,sewingawaywithabrightcolorinhercheeks,forshe,too,founditapleasantsurprisetobepraisedaftermanyfailuresandfewsuccesses。
"Youcertainlyare,mydear。I'llwaittillthehouse—cleaningisover,andthen,ifweareallalive,I'llseeaboutMissBat'sreward。
Meantime,yougowithMrs。Grantandgetwhateveryouandtheboyneed,andsendthebillstome";andMr。Bemislightedacigar,asifthatmatterwassettled。
"Oh,thankyou,sir!Thatwillbesplendid。Merryalwayshasprettythings,andIknowyouwilllikemewhenIgetfixed,"saidMolly,smoothingdownherapron,withalittleair。
"Seemstomeyoulookverywellasyouare。Isn'tthataprettyenoughfrock?"askedMr。Bemis,quiteunconsciousthathisownunusualinterestinhisdaughter'saffairsmadeherlooksobrightandwinsome。
"This?Why,father,I'vewornitallwinter,andit'sfrightfullyugly,andalmostinrags。Iaskedyouforanewoneamonthago,andyousaidyou'd'seeaboutit';butyoudidn't,soIpatchedthisupaswellasIcould";andMollyshowedherelbows,feelingthatsuchmasculineblindnessasthisdeservedamildreproof。
"Toobad!Well,goandgethalfadozenprettymuslinandginghamthings,andbeasgayasabutterfly,tomakeupforit,"
laughedherfather,reallytouchedbythepatchesandMolly'sresignationtotheunreliable"I'llseeaboutit,"whichherecognizedasahouseholdword。
Mollyclappedherhands,oldglovesandall,exclaiming,withgirlishdelight,"Howniceitwillseemtohaveaplentyofnew,neatdressesallatonce,andbelikeothergirls!MissBatalwaystalksabouteconomy,andhasnomoretastethana——caterpillar。"
Mollymeanttosay"cat,"butrememberingherpets,sparedthemtheinsult。
"IthinkIcanaffordtodressmygirlaswellasGrantdoeshis。Getanewhatandcoat,child,andanylittlenotionsyoufancy。MissBat'seconomyisn'tthesortIlike";andMr。Bemislookedathiswristbandsagain,asifhecouldsympathizewithMolly'selbows。
"Atthisrate,IshallhavemoreclothesthanIknowwhattodowith,afterbeingarag—bag,"thoughtthegirl,ingreatglee,asshebravelystitchedawayattheworstglove,whileherfathersmokedsilentlyforawhile,feelingthatseverallittlemattershadescapedhiseyewhichhereallyoughtto"seeabout。"
Presentlyhewenttohisdesk,butnottoburyhimselfinbusinesspapers,asusual,for,afterrummaginginseveraldrawers,hetookoutasmallbunchofkeys,andsatlookingatthemwithanexpressiononlyseenonhisfacewhenhelookedupattheportraitofadark—eyedwomanhanginginhisroom。Hewasaverybusyman,buthehadatenderplaceinhisheartforhischildren;andwhenalook,afewwords,amoment'sreflection,calledhisattentiontothefactthathislittlegirlwasgrowingup,hefoundbothprideandpleasureinthethoughtthatthisyoungdaughterwastryingtofillhermother'splace,andbeacomforttohim,ifhewouldlether。
"Molly,mydear,hereissomethingforyou,"hesaid;andwhenshestoodbesidehim,added,asheputthekeysintoherhand,keepingbothinhisownforaminute,"Thosearethekeystoyourmother'sthings。Ialwaysmeantyoutohavethem,whenyouwereoldenoughtouseorcareforthem。I
thinkyou'iifancythisbetterthananyotherpresent,foryouareagoodchild,andverylikeher。"
Somethingseemedtogetintohisthroatthere,andMollyputherarmroundhisneck,saying,withalittlechokeinherownvoice,"Thankyou,father,I'dratherhavethisthananythingelseintheworld,andI'lltrytobemorelikehereveryday,foryoursake。
Hekissedher,thensaid,ashebegantostirhispapersabout,"I
mustwritesomeletters。Runofftobed,child。Good—night,mydear,good—night。"
Seeingthathewantedtobealone,Mollyslippedaway,feelingthatshehadreceivedaverypreciousgift;forsherememberedthedear,deadmother,andhadoftenlongedtopossesstherelicslaidawayintheoneroomwhereorderreignedandMissBathadnopowertomeddle。Asshesiowlyundressed,shewasnotthinkingoftheprettynewgownsinwhichshewastobe"asgayasabutterfly,"
butofthehalf—worngarmentswaitingforherhandstounfoldwithatendertouch;andwhenshefellasleep,withthekeysunderherpillowandherarmsroundBoo,afewhappytearsonhercheeksseemedtoshowthat,intryingtodothedutywhichlaynearesther,shehadearnedaverysweetreward。
Sothelittlemissionariessucceededbetterintheirsecondattemptthanintheirfirst;for,thoughstillveryfarfrombeingperfectgirls,eachwasslowlylearning,inherownway,oneofthethreelessonsallarethebetterforknowing——thatcheerfulnesscanchangemisfortuneintoloveandfriends;thatinorderingone'sselfarightonehelpsotherstodothesame;andthatthepoweroffindingbeautyinthehumblestthingsmakeshomehappyandlifelovely。
Chapter18MayBasketsSpringwaslatethatyear,buttoJillitseemedtheloveliestshehadeverknown,forhopewasgrowinggreenandstronginherownlittleheart,andalltheworldlookedbeautiful。Withthehelpofthebraceshecouldsitupforashorttimeeveryday,andwhentheairwasmildenoughshewaswarmlywrappedandallowedtolookoutattheopenwindowintothegarden,wherethegoldandpurplecrocuseswerecomingbravelyup,andthesnowdropsnoddedtheirdelicateheadsasifcallingtoher,"Goodday,littlesister,comeoutandplaywithus,forwinterisoverandspringishere。"
"IwishIcould!"thoughtJill,asthesoftwindkissedatingeofcolorintoherpalecheeks。"Nevermind,theyhavebeenshutupinadarkerplacethanIformonths,andhadnofunatall;Iwon'tfret,butthinkaboutJulyandtheseashorewhileIwork。"
ThejobnowinhandwasMaybaskets,foritwasthecustomofthechildrentohangthemonthedoorsoftheirfriendsthenightbeforeMay—day;andthegirlshadagreedtosupplybasketsiftheboyswouldhuntforflowers,muchthehardertaskofthetwo。Jillhadmoreleisureaswellastasteandskillthantheothergirls,sosheamusedherselfwithmakingagoodlystoreofprettybasketsofallshapes,sizes,andcolors,quiteconfidentthattheywouldbefilled,thoughnotaflowerhadshownitsheadexceptafewhardydandelions,andhereandthereasmallclusterofsaxifrage。
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