"That'syou,"whisperedJack,throwingthewhitecarnationatJill,andshethrewbacktheredone,withherfingeronherlips,forthetalewasveryinterestingnow。
"Shedidnotsuffermuchafteratime,butshescoldedandcried,andcouldnotberesigned,becauseshewasaprisoner。Thequeentriedtohelpher,butshecouldnotdomuch;theprinceswerekind,buttheyhadtheirbooksandplays,andwereawayagooddeal。
Somefriendsshehadcameoftentoseeher,butstillshebeatherwingsagainstthebars,likeawildbirdinacage,andsoonherspiritswereallgone,anditwassadtoseeher。"
"WherewasyourSaintLucy?Ithoughtitwasabouther,askedJack,whodidnotliketohaveJill'spasttroublesdweltupon,sincehiswerenot。
"Sheiscoming。Saintsarenotborn——theyaremadeaftermanytrialsandtribulations,"answeredhismother,lookingatthefireasifithelpedhertospinherlittlestory。"Well,thepoorchildusedtosingsometimestowhileawaythelonghours——sadsongsmostly,andoneamongthemwhichthequeentaughtherwas'SweetPatience,Come。'
"Thissheusedtosingagreatdealafterawhile,neverdreamingthatPatiencewasanangelwhocouldhearandobey。Butitwasso;
andonenight,whenthegirlhadlulledherselftosleepwiththatsong,theangelcame。Nobodysawthelovelyspiritwithtendereyes,andavoicethatwaslikebalm。Nooneheardtherustleofwingsasshehoveredoverthelittlebedandtouchedthelips,theeyes,thehandsofthesleeper,andthenflewaway,leavingthreegiftsbehind。Thegirldidnotknowwhy,butafterthatnightthesongsgrewgayer,thereseemedtobemoresunshineeverywherehereyeslooked,andherhandswerenevertiredofhelpingothersinvariouspretty,useful,orpleasantways。Slowlythewildbirdceasedtobeatagainstthebars,butsatinitscageandmademusicforallinthepalace,tillthequeencouldnotdowithoutit,thepoormothercheeredup,andtheprincescalledthegirltheirnightingale。"
"Wasthatthemiracle?"askedJack,forgettingallabouthisslippers,ashewatchedJill'seyesbrightenandthecolorcomeupinherwhitecheeks。
"Thatwasthemiracle,andPatiencecanworkfargreateronesifyouwilllether。"
"Andthegirl'snamewasLucy?"
"Yes;theydidnotcallherasaintthen,butshewastryingtobeascheerfulasacertaingoodwomanshehadheardof,andsothequeenhadthatnameforher,thoughshedidnotletherknowitforalongtime。"
"That'snotbadforaSundaystory,buttheremighthavebeenmoreabouttheprinces,seemstome,"wasFrank'scriticism,asJilllayverystill,tryingtohideherfacebehindthecarnation,forshehadnowordstotellhowtouchedandpleasedshewastofindthatherlittleeffortstobegoodhadbeenseen,remembered,andnowrewardedinthisway。
Thereismore。
"Thenthestoryisn'tdone?"criedJack。
"Ohdear,no;themostinterestingthingsaretocome,ifyoucanwaitforthem。"
"Yes,Isee,thisisthemoralpart。Nowkeepstill,andletushavetherest,"commandedFrank,whiletheotherscomposedthemselvesforthesequel,suspectingthatitwasrathernice,becauseMamma'ssoberfacechanged,andhereyeslaughedastheylookedatthefire。
"Theelderprincewasveryfondofdrivingdragons,forthepeopleofthatcountryusedthesefierymonstersashorses。"
"Andgotrunawaywith,didn'the?"laughedJack,adding,withgreatinterest,"Whatdidtheotherfellowdo?"
"Hewentaboutfightingotherpeople'sbattles,helpingthepoor,andtryingtodogood。Buthelackedjudgment,soheoftengotintotrouble,andwasinsuchahurrythathedidnotalwaysstoptofindoutthewisestway。Aswhenhegaveawayhisbestcoattoabeggarboy,insteadoftheoldonewhichheintendedtogive。
"Isay,thatisn'tfair,mother!Neitherofthemwasnew,andtheboyneededthebestmorethanI'did,andIworetheoldoneallwinter,didn'tI?"askedJack,whohadratherexultedoverFrank,andwasnowtakendownhimself。
"Yes,youdid,mydear;anditwasnotaneasythingformydandiprattodo。Nowlisten,andI'lltellyouhowtheybothlearnedtobewiser。Theelderprincesoonfoundthatthebigdragonsweretoomuchforhim,andsetabouttraininghisownlittleone,whonowandthenranawaywithhim。ItsnamewasWill,agoodservant,butabadmaster;sohelearnedtocontrolit,andintimethisgavehimgreatpoweroverhimself,andfittedhimtobeakingoverothers。"
"Thankyou,mother;I'llremembermypartofthemoral。NowgiveJackhis,"saidFrank,wholikedthedragonepisode,ashehadbeenwrestlingwithhisownoflate,andfoundithardtomanage。
"Hehadafineexamplebeforehiminafriend,andhefolloweditmorereasonablytillhegrewabletousewiselyoneofthebestandnoblestgiftsofGod——benevolence。"
"Nowtellaboutthegirl。Wastheremoretothatpartofthestory?"
askedJack,wellpleasedwithhismoral,asittookEdinlikewise。
"Thatisthebestofall,butitseemsasifInevershouldgettoit。
AfterPatiencemadeLucysweetandcheerful,shebegantohaveacuriouspoweroverthoseabouther,andtoworklittlemiraclesherself,thoughshedidnotknowit。Thequeenlearnedtolovehersodearlyshecouldnotlethergo;shecheeredupallherfriendswhentheycamewiththeirsmalltroubles;theprincesfoundbrighteyes,willinghands,andakindheartalwaysattheirservice,andfelt,withoutquiteknowingwhy,thatitwasgoodforthemtohaveagentlelittlecreaturetocarefor;sotheysoftenedtheirroughmanners,loudvoices,andcarelessways,forhersake,andwhenitwasproposedtotakeherawaytoherownhometheycouldnotgiveherup,butsaidshemuststaylonger,didn'tthey?"
"I'dliketoseethemsayinganythingelse,"saidFrank,whileJacksatuptodemandfiercely,"WhotalksabouttakingJillaway?"
"Lucy'smotherthoughtsheoughttogo,andsaidso,butthequeentoldherhowmuchgooditdidthemalltohaveherthere,andbeggedthedearwomantoletherlittlecottageandcomeandbehousekeeperinthepalace,forthequeenwasgettinglazy,andlikedtositandread,andtalkandsewwithLucy,betterthantolookafterthings。"
"Andshesaidshewould?"criedJill,claspingherhandsinheranxiety,forshehadlearnedtolovehercagenow。
"Yes。"Mrs。Minothadnotimetosaymore,foroneoftheredslippersflewupintheair,andJackhadtoclapbothhandsoverhismouthtosuppressthe"hurrah!"thatnearlyescaped。Franksaid,"That'sgood!"andnoddedwithhismostcordialsmileatJillwhopulledherselfupwithcheeksnowasrosyastheredcarnation,andalittlecatchinherbreathasshesaidtoherself,"It'stoolovelytobetrue。"
"That'safirst—rateendtoaverygoodstory,"beganJack,withgravedecision,asheputonhisslipperandsatuptopatJill'shand,wishingitwasnotquitesolikealittleclaw。
"That'snottheend";andMamma'seyeslaughedmorethaneverasthreeastonishedfacesturnedtoher,andthreevoicescriedout,"Stillmore?"
"Theverybestofall。Youmustknowthat,whileLucywasbusyforothers,shewasnotforgotten,andwhenshewasexpectingtolieonherbedthroughthesummer,planswerebeingmadeforallsortsofpleasantchanges。Firstofall,shewastohaveanicelittlebracetosupportthebackwhichwasgrowingbettereveryday;
then,asthewarmweathercameon,shewastogoout,orlieonthepiazza;andbyandby,whenschoolwasdone,shewastogowiththequeenandtheprincesforamonthortwodowntothesea—side,wherefreshairandsaltwaterweretobuildherupinthemostdelightfulway。There,now!isn'tthatthebestendingofall?"andMammapausedtoreadheranswerinthebrightfacesoftwoofthelisteners,forJillhidhersinthepillow,andlayquitestill,asifitwastoomuchforher。
"Thatwillberegularlysplendid!I'llrowyouallabout——boatingissomucheasierthanriding,andIlikeitonsaltwater,"saidFrank,goingtositonthearmofthesofa,quiteexcitedbythecharmsofthenewplan。
"AndI'llteachyoutoswim,androllyouoverthebeach,andgetsea—weedandshells,andnoendofnicethings,andwe'llallcomehomeasstrongaslions,"addedJack,scramblingupasifabouttosetoffatonce。
"Thedoctorsaysyouhavebeendoingfinelyoflate,andthebracewillcometo—morrow,andthefirstreallymilddayyouaretohaveabreathoffreshair。Won'tthatbegood?"askedMrs。Minot,hopingherstoryhadnotbeentoointeresting。
"Isshecrying?"saidJack,muchconcernedashepattedthepillowinhismostsoothingway,whileFrankliftedonecurlafteranothertoseewhatwashiddenunderneath。
Nottears,fortwoeyessparkledbehindthefingers,thenthehandscamedownlikecloudsfrombeforethesun,andJill'sfaceshoneoutsobrightandhappyitdidone'sheartgoodtoseeit。
"I'mnotcrying,"shesaidwithalaughwhichwasfullerofblithemusicthananysongshesung。"Butitwassosplendid,itsortoftookmybreathawayforaminute。IthoughtIwasn'tanybetter,andnevershouldbe,andImadeupmymindIwouldn'task,itwouldbesohardforanyonetotellmeso。NowIseewhythedoctormademestandup,andtoldmetogetmybasketsreadytogoa—Maying。Ithoughthewasinfun;didhereallymeanIcouldgo?"askedJill,expectingtoomuch,forawordofencouragementmadeherashopefulasshehadbeendespondentbefore。
"No,dear,notsosoonasthat。Itwillbemonths,probably,beforeyoucanwalkandrun,asyouusedto;buttheywillsoonpass。Youneedn'tmindaboutMay—day;itisalwaystoocoldforflowers,andyouwillfindmorehereamongyourownplants,thanonthehills,tofillyourbaskets,"answeredMrs。Minot,hasteningtosuggestsomethingpleasanttobeguilethetimeofprobation。
"Icanwait。Monthsarenotyears,andifI'mtrulygettingwell,everythingwillseembeautifulandeasytome,"saidJill,layingherselfdownagain,withthepatientlookshehadlearnedtowear,andgatheringupthescatteredcarnationstoenjoytheirspicybreath,asifthefairieshiddentherehadtaughthersomeoftheirsweetsecrets。
"Dearlittlegirl,ithasbeenalong,hardtrialforyou,butitiscomingtoanend,andIthinkyouwillfindthatithasnotbeentimewasted,Idon'twantyoutobeasaintquiteyet,butIamsureagentlerJillwillriseupfromthatsofathantheonewholaydownthereinDecember。"
"HowcouldIhelpgrowingbetter,whenyouweresogoodtome?"
criedJill,puttingupbotharms,asMrs。MinotwenttotakeFrank'splace,andheretiredtothefire,theretostandsurveyingthescenewithcalmapproval。
"Youhavedonequiteasmuchforus;soweareeven。Iprovedthattoyourmother,andsheisgoingtoletthelittlehouseandtakecareofthebigoneforme,whileIborrowyoutokeepmehappyandmaketheboysgentleandkind。Thatisthebargain,andwegetthebestofit,"saidMrs。Minot,lookingwellpleased,whileJackadded,"That'sso!"andFrankobservedwithanairofconviction,'Wecouldn'tgetonwithoutJill,possibly。"
"CanIdoallthat?I'didn'tknowIwasofanyuse。Ionlytriedtobegoodandgrateful,fortheredidn'tseemtobeanythingelseIcoulddo,"saidJill,wonderingwhytheywereallsofondofher。
"Norealtryingiseverinvain。Itislikethespringrain,andflowersaresuretofollowingoodtime。ThethreegiftsPatiencegaveSaintLucywerecourage,cheerfulness,andlove,andwiththeseonecanworkthesweetestmiraclesintheworld,asyousee,"andMrs。
Minotpointedtotheprettyroomanditshappyinmates。
"AmIreallytheleastbitlikethatgoodLucinda?Itriedtobe,butI
didn'tthinkIwas,"askedJillsoftly。
"Youareverylikeherinallwaysbutone。Shedidnotgetwell,andyouwill。"
Ashortanswer,butitsatisfiedJilltoherheart'score,andthatnight,whenshelayinbed,shethoughttoherself:"HowcuriousitisthatI'vebeenasortofmissionarywithoutknowingit!Theyallloveandthankme,andwon'tletmego,soIsupposeImusthavedonesomething,butIdon'tknowwhat,excepttryingtobegoodandpleasant。"
Thatwasthesecret,andJillfounditoutjustwhenitwasmostgratefulasarewardforpastefforts,mosthelpfulasanencouragementtowardtheconstantwell—doingwhichcanmakeevenalittlegirlajoyandcomforttoallwhoknowandloveher。
Chapter16UpatMerry's"Nowflyround,child,andgetyoursweepingdoneupsmartandearly。"
"Yes,mother。"
"Ishallwantyoutohelpmeaboutthebaking,byandby。"
"Yes,mother。"
"Roxyiscleaningthecellar—closets,soyou'llhavetogetthevegetablesreadyfordinner。Fatherwantsaboileddish,andIshallbesobusyIcan'tseetoit。"
"Yes,mother。"
Acheerfulvoicegavethethreeanswers,butitcostMerryanefforttokeepitso,forshehadcertainlittleplansofherownwhichmadetheworkbeforeherunusuallydistasteful。Saturdayalwayswasatryingday,for,thoughshelikedtoseeroomsinorder,shehatedtosweep,asnospeckescapedMrs。Grant'seye,andonlythegoodold—fashionedbroom,wieldedbyapairofstrongarms,wasallowed。Bakingwasanothertrial:shelovedgoodbreadanddelicatepastry,butdidnotenjoyburningherfaceoverahotstove,daubingherhandswithdough,orspendinghoursrollingoutcookiesfortheboys;whilea"boileddinner"washerespecialhorror,asitwasnotelegant,andthewashingofvegetableswasajobshealwaysshirkedwhenshecould。
However,havingmadeuphermindtodoherworkwithoutcomplaint,sheranupstairstoputonherdust—cap,tryingtolookasifsweepingwasthejoyofherlife。
"Itissuchalovelyday,I'didwanttorakemygarden,andhaveawalkwithMolly,andfinishmybooksoIcangetanother,"shesaidwithasigh,assheleanedoutoftheopenwindowforabreathoftheunusuallymildair。
Downintheten—acrelottheboyswerecartingandspreadingloam;
outinthebarnherfatherwasgettinghisplowsready;overthehillrosethesmokeofthedistantfactory,andtheriverthatturnedthewheelswasglidingthroughthemeadows,wheresoontheblackbirdswouldbesinging。OldBesspawedtheground,eagertobeoff;thegrayhenswerescratchingbusilyallabouttheyard;
eventhegreenthingsinthegardenwerepushingthroughthebrownearth,softenedbyAprilrains,andtherewasashimmerofsunshineoverthewidelandscapethatmadeeveryfamiliarobjectbeautifulwithhintsofspring,andtheactivityitbrings。
SomethingmadetheoldnurseryhymncomeintoMerry'shead,andhummingtoherself,"InworksoflabororofskillIwouldbebusytoo,"
shetiedonhercap,shoulderedherbroom,andfelltoworksoenergeticallythatshesoonsweptherwaythroughthechambers,downthefrontstairstotheparlordoor,leavingfreshnessandorderbehindherasshewent。
Shealwaysgroanedwhensheenteredthatapartment,andgotoutofitagainassoonaspossible,foritwas,likemostcountryparlors,aprimandchillyplace,withlittlebeautyandnocomfort。
Blackhorse—hairfurniture,veryslipperyandhard,stoodagainstthewall;thetablehaditsgiftbooks,albums,worstedmatanduglylamp;themantel—pieceitschinavases,pinkshells,andclockthatneverwent;thegaycarpetwaskeptdistressinglybrightbyclosedshutterssixdaysoutoftheseven,andageneralairofgo—to—
meetingsolemnitypervadedtheroom。Merrylongedtomakeitprettyandpleasant,buthermotherwouldallowofnochangethere,sothegirlgaveupherdreamsofrugsandhangings,finepicturesandtastefulornaments,anddutifullyaired,dusted,andshutupthisawfulapartmentonceaweek,privatelyresolvingthat,ifsheeverhadaparlorofherown,itshouldnotbeasdismalasatomb。
Thedining—roomwasaverydifferentplace,forhereMerryhadbeenallowedtodoassheliked,yetsogradualhadbeenthechange,thatshewouldhavefounditdifficulttotellhowitcameabout。Itseemedtobeginwiththeflowers,forherfatherkepthiswordaboutthe"posypots,"andgotenoughtomakequitealittleconservatoryinthebay—window,whichwassufficientlylargeforthreerowsallround,andhanging—basketsoverhead。Beingdiscouragedbyherfirstfailure,Merrygaveuptryingtohavethingsniceeverywhere,andcontentedherselfwithmakingthatonenooksoprettythattheboyscalledither"bower。"EvenbusyMrs。Grantownedthatplantswerenotsomessyassheexpected,andthefannerwasnevertiredofwatching"littledaughter"asshesatatworkthere,withherlowchairandtablefullofbooks。
Thelamphelped,also,forMerrysetupherown,andkeptitsowelltrimmedthatitburnedclearandbright,shiningonthegreenarchofivyoverhead,andonthenasturtiumvinesframingtheoldglass,andpeepingattheirgaylittlefaces,andattheprettyyounggirl,sopleasantlythatfirstherfathercametoreadhispaperbyit,thenhermotherslippedintorestontheloungeinthecorner,andfinallytheboyshoveredaboutthedoorasifthe"settin'—room"hadgrownmoreattractivethanthekitchen。
Buttheopenfiredidmorethananythingelsetowinandholdthemall,asitseldomfailstodowhentheblackdemonofanairtightstoveisbanishedfromthehearth。Aftertheroomwascleanedtillitshone,Merrybeggedtohavethebrassandironsputin,andofferedtokeepthemasbrightasgoldifhermotherwouldconsent。Sothegreatlogswerekindled,andtheflameswentdancingupthechimneyasifgladtobesetfreefromtheirprison。
Itchangedthewholeroomlikemagic,andnoonecouldresistthedesiretoenjoyitscheerycomfort。Thefarmer'sthree—corneredleathernchairsoonstoodononeside,andmother'srockerontheother,astheytoastedtheirfeetanddozedorchattedinthepleasantwarmth。
Theboys'slipperswerealwaysreadyonthehearth;andwhenthebigbootswereonceoff,theynaturallysettleddownaboutthetable,wherethetalllamp,withitsprettyshadeofpressedautumnleaves,burnedbrightly,andthebooksandpaperslayreadytotheirhandsinsteadofbeingtuckedoutofsightinthecloset。Theywerebeginningtoseethat"Merry'snotions"hadsomesenseinthem,sincetheyweremadecomfortable,andgood—naturedlytooksomepainstopleaseherinvariousways。Tombrushedhishairandwashedhishandsnicelybeforehecametotable。Dicktriedtolowerhisboisterouslaughter,andHarryneversmokedinthesitting—room。EvenRoxyexpressedherpleasureinseeing"thingskindofsprucedup,"andMerry'sgentletreatmentofthehard—workingdrudgewonherheartentirely。
Thegirlwasthinkingofthesechangesasshewateredherflowers,dustedthefurniture,andlaidthefirereadyforkindling;and,whenallwasdone,shestoodaminutetoenjoythepleasantroom,fullofspringsunshine,freshair,andexquisiteorder。Itseemedtogiveherheartformoredistastefullabors,andshefelltoworkatthepiesascheerfullyasifshelikedit。
Mrs。Grantwasflyingaboutthekitchen,gettingtheloavesofbrownandwhitebreadreadyforthebigoven。Roxy'svoicecameupfromthecellarsinging"BoundingBillows,"withaswashingandscrubbingaccompanimentwhichsuggestedthatshewasactuallyenjoyinga"lifeontheoceanwave。"Merry,inherneatcapandapron,stoodsmilingoverherworkasshedeftlyrolledandclipped,filledandcovered,findingacertainsortofpleasureindoingitwell,andaddinginteresttoitbycrimpingthecrust,makingprettydeviceswithstripsofpasteandstar—shapedprickingsofthefork。
"Good—willgivethskill,"saystheproverb,andevenparticularMrs。
Grantwassatisfiedwhenshepausedtoexaminethepastrywithherexperiencedeye。
"Youareahandychildandacredittoyourbringingup,thoughI
dosayit。ThoseareasprettypiesasI'dwishtoeat,iftheybakewell,andthere'snoreasonwhytheyshouldn't。"
"MayImakesometartsorrabbitsofthesebits?Theboyslikethem,andIenjoymodellingthissortofthing,"saidMerry,whowastryingtomouldabird,asshehadseenRalphdowithclaytoamuseJillwhilethebustwasgoingon。
"No,dear;there'snotimeforknick—knacksto—day。Thebeetsoughttobeonthisminute。Runandget'em,andbesureyouscrapethecarrotswell。"
PoorMerryputawaythedelicatetaskshewasjustbeginningtolike,andtakingapanwentdowncellar,wishingvegetablescouldbegrownwithoutearth,forshehatedtoputherhandsindirtywater。AwordofpraisetoRoxymadethatgratefulscrubberleaveherworktopokeaboutintheroot—cellar,choosing"sechaswasprettymuchofamuchness,elsetheywouldn'tbileeven";soMerrywassparedthatpartofthejob,andwentuptoscrapeandwashwithoutcomplaint,sinceitwasforfather。Shewasrepaidatnoonbytherelishwithwhichheenjoyedhisdinner,forMerrytriedtomakeevenaboileddishprettybyarrangingthebeets,carrots,turnips,andpotatoesincontrastingcolors,withthebeefhiddenunderthecabbageleaves。
"Now,I'llrestandreadforanhour,thenI'llrakemygarden,orrundowntowntoseeMollyandgetsomeseeds,"shethoughttoherself,assheputawaythespoonsandglasses,whichshelikedtowash,thattheymightalwaysbeclearandbright。
"Ifyou'vedoneallyourownmending,there'saheapofsockstobelookedover。ThenI'llshowyouaboutdarningthetablecloths。IdohatetohaveastitchofworkleftovertillMonday,"saidMrs。
Grant,whonevertooknaps,andpridedherselfonsittingdowntoherneedleat3P。M。everyday。
"Yes,mother";andMerrywentslowlyupstairs,feelingthatapartofSaturdayoughttobeaholidayafterbooksandworkalltheweek。Asshebraidedupherhair,hereyefelluponthereflectionofherownfaceintheglass。Notahappynoraprettyonejustthen,andMerrywassounaccustomedtoseeinganyother,thatinvoluntarilythefrownsmootheditselfout,theeyeslosttheirwearylook,thedroopinglipscurvedintoasmile,and,leaningherelbowsonthebureau,sheshookherheadatherself,saying,halfaloud,assheglancedatIvanhoelyingnear,"Youneedn'tlooksocrossanduglyjustbecauseyoucan'thavewhatyouwant。Sweeping,baking,anddarningarenotsobadasbeingplaguedwithloversandcarriedoffandburntatthestake,soIwon'tenvypoorRebeccaherjewelsandcurlsandromantictimes,butmakethebestofmyown。"
Thenshelaughed,andthebrightfacecamebackintothemirror,lookinglikeanoldfriend,andMerrywentondressingwithcare,forshetookpleasureinherownlittlecharms,andfeltasenseofcomfortinknowingthatshecouldalwayshaveoneprettythingtolookatifshekeptherownfacesereneandsweet。Itcertainlylookedsoasitbentoverthepileofbigsockshalfanhourlater,andbrightenedwitheachthatwaslaidaside。Hermothersawit,and,guessingwhysuchwistfulglanceswentfromclocktowindow,kindlyshortenedthetaskoftable—clothdarningbydoingagoodbitherself,beforeputtingitintoMerry'shands。
Shewasagoodandlovingmotherinspiteofherstrictways,andknewthatitwasbetterforherromanticdaughtertobelearningallthehousewiferylessonsshecouldteachher,thantobereadingnovels,writingverses,orphilanderingaboutwithherheadfullofgirlishfancies,quiteinnocentinthemselves,butnotthestufftoliveon。Soshewiselytaughtthehandsthatpreferredtopickflowers,trimuproomsandmouldbirds,toworkwellwithneedle,broom,androlling—pin;putareceipt—bookbeforetheeyesthatlovedtolaughandweepovertendertales,andkepttheyoungheadandheartsafeandhappywithwholesomeduties,usefulstudies,andsuchharmlesspleasuresasgirlsshouldlove,insteadoflettingthemwastetheirfreshnessinvaguelongings,idledreams,andfrivolouspastimes。
Butitwasoftenhardtothwartthedocilechild,andlatelyshehadseemedtobegrowingupsofastthathermotherbegantofeelanewsortoftendernessforthissweetdaughter,whowasalmostreadytotakeuponherselfthecares,aswellastriumphsanddelights,ofmaidenhood。Somethinginthedroopofthebrownhead,andthequickmotionofthebusyhandwithalittleburnonit,madeitdifficultforMrs。GranttokeepMerryatworkthatday,andhereyewatchedtheclockalmostasimpatientlyasthegirl's,forshelikedtoseetheyoungfacebrightenwhenthehourofreleasecame。
"Whatnext?"askedMerry,asthelaststitchwasset,andshestifledasighonhearingtheclockstrikefour,forthesunwasgettinglow,andthelovelyafternoongoingfast,"Onemorejob,ifyouarenottootiredforit。IwantthereceiptfordietdrinkMissDawespromisedme;wouldyouliketorundownandgetitforme,dear?"
"Yes,mother!"andthatanswerwasasblitheasarobin'schirp,forthatwasjustwhereMerrywantedtogo。
Awaywentthimbleandscissors,andinfiveminutesawaywentMerry,skippingdownthehillwithoutacareintheworld,forahappyheartsatsingingwithin,andeverythingseemedfullofbeauty。
ShehadacapitaltimewithMolly,calledonJill,didhershoppinginthevillage,andhadjustturnedtowalkupthehill,whenRalphEvanscametrampingalongbehindher,lookingsopleasedandproudaboutsomethingthatshecouldnothelpaskingwhatitwas,fortheyweregreatfriends,andMerrythoughtthattobeanartistwasthemostgloriouscareeramancouldchoose。
"Iknowyou'vegotsomegoodnews,"shesaid,lookingupathimashetouchedhishatandfellintostepwithher,seemingmorecontentedthanbefore。
"Ihave,andwasjustcominguptotellyou,forIwassureyouwouldbeglad。Itisonlyahope,achance,butitissosplendidI
feelasifImustshoutanddance,orflyoverafenceortwo,toletoffsteam。"
"Dotellme,quick;haveyougotanorder?"askedMerry,fullofinterestatonce,forartisticvicissitudeswereveryromantic,andshelikedtohearaboutthem。
"Imaygoabroadintheautumn。"
"Oh,howlovely!"
"Isn'tit?DavidGermanisgoingtospendayearinRome,tofinishastatue,andwantsmetogoalong。Grandmaiswilling,ascousinMariawantsherforalongvisit,soeverythinglookspromisingandIreallythinkImaygo。"
"Won'titcostagreatdeal?"askedMerry,who,inspiteofherlittleelegancies,hadagooddealofherthriftymother'scommonsense。
"Yes;andI'vegottoearnit。ButIcan——IknowIcan,forI'vesavedsome,andIshallworkliketenbeaversallsummer。Iwon'tborrowifIcanhelpit,butIknowsomeonewhowouldlendmefivehundredifIwantedit";andRalphlookedaseagerandsecureasiftheearningoftwicethatsumwasameretriflewhenallthelongingofhislifewasputintohisdailytasks。
"Iwish1hadittogiveyou。Itmustbesosplendidtofeelthatyoucandogreatthingsifyouonlyhavethechance。Andtotravel,andseeallthelovelypicturesandstatues,andpeopleandplacesinItaly。Flowhappyyoumustbe!"andMerry'seyeshadthewistfullooktheyalwaysworewhenshedreameddreamsoftheworldshelovedtolivein。
"Iam——sohappythatI'mafraiditneverwillhappen。IfIdogo,I'llwriteandtellyouallaboutthefinesights,andhowIgeton。
Wouldyoulikemeto?"askedRalph,beginningenthusiasticallyandendingratherbashfully,forheadmiredMerryverymuch,andwasnotquitesurehowthisproposalwouldbereceived。
"IndeedIshould!I'dfeelsograndtohavelettersfromParisandRome,andyou'dhavesomuchtotellitwouldbealmostasgoodasgoingmyself,"shesaid,lookingoffintothedaffodilsky,astheypausedaminuteonthehill—toptogetbreath,forbothhadwalkedasfastastheytalked。
"Andwillyouanswertheletters?"askedRalph,watchingtheinnocentface,whichlookedunusuallykindandbeautifultohiminthatsoftlight。
'Why,yes;I'dloveto,onlyIshallnothaveanythinginterestingtosay。WhatcanIwriteabout?"andMerrysmiledasshethoughthowdullherletterswouldsoundaftertheexcitingdetailshiswoulddoubtlessgive。
"Writeaboutyourself,andalltherestofthepeopleIknow。
Grandmawillbegone,andIshallwanttohearhowyougeton。"
Ralphlookedveryanxiousindeedtohear,andMerrypromisedshewouldtellallabouttheotherpeople,adding,assheturnedfromtheeveningpeaceandlovelinesstothehouse,whencecametheclatterofmilk—pansandthesmellofcooking,"Inevershouldhaveanythingverynicetotellaboutmyself,forI
don'tdointerestingthingsasyoudo,andyouwouldn'tcaretohearaboutschool,andsewing,andmessingroundathome。"
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