ItwasthefirstopportunityErskinehadeverenjoyedofspeakingtoGertrudeatleisureandalone。Yettheirconversationhadneverbeensocommonplace。She,likingthegame,playedverywellandchattedindifferently;heplayedbadly,andbroachedtrivialtopicsinspiteofhimself。Afteranhour—and—a—half'splay,Gertrudehadannouncedthatthisgamemustbetheirlast。Hethoughtdesperatelythatifheweretomissmanymorestrokesthegamemustpresentlyend,andanopportunitywhichmightneverrecurpassbeyondrecall。Hedeterminedtotellherwithoutprefacethatheadoredher,butwhenheopenedhislipsaquestioncameforthofitsownaccordrelatingtothePersianwayofplayingbilliards。GertrudehadneverbeeninPersia,buthadseensomeEasternbilliardcuesintheIndiamuseum。WerenottheHindooswonderfulpeopleforfiligreework,andcarpets,andsuchthings?Didhenotthinkthccrookednessoftheircarpetpatternsablemish?Somepeoplepretendedtoadmirethem,butwasnotthatallnonsense?Wasnotthemodernpolishedfloor,witharuginthemiddle,muchsuperiortotheoldcarpetfittedintothecornersoftheroom?Yes。Enormouslysuperior。Immensely——
"Why,whatareyouthinkingofto—day,Mr。Erskine?Youhaveplayedwithmyball。"
"Iamthinkingofyou。"
"Whatdidyousay?"saidGertrude,notcatchingtheseriousturnhehadgiventotheconversation,andpoisinghercueforastroke。"Oh!Iamasbadasyou;thatwastheworststrokeIevermade,Ithink。Ibegyourpardon;yousaidsomethingjustnow。"
"Iforget。Nothingofanyconsequence。"Andhegroanedathisowncowardice。
"Supposewestop,"shesaid。"Thereisnouseinfinishingthegameifourhandsareout。Iamrathertiredofit。"
"Certainly——ifyouwishit"
"Iwillfinishifyoulike。"
"Notatall。Whatpleasesyou,pleasesme。"
Gertrudemadehimalittlebow,andidlyknockedtheballsaboutwithhercue。Erskine'seyeswandered,andhislipmovedirresolutely。Hehadsettledwithhimselfthathisdeclarationshouldbeafrankone——hearttoheart。Hehadpicturedhimselfintheactoftakingherhanddelicately,andsaying,"Gertrude,I
loveyou。MayItellyousoagain?"Butthisschemedidnotnowseempracticable。
"MissLindsay。"
Gertrude,bendingoverthetable,lookedupinalarm。
"ThepresentisasgoodanopportunityasIwill——asIshall——asIwill。"
"Shall,"saidGertrude。
"Ibegyourpardon?"
"SHALL,"repeatedGertrude。"Didyoueverstudythedoctrineofnecessity?"
"Thedoctrineofnecessity?"hesaid,bewildered。
Gertrudewenttotheothersideofthetableinpursuitofaball。Shenowguessedwhatwascoming,andwaswillingthatitshouldcome;notbecausesheintendedtoaccept,butbecause,likeotheryoungladiesexperiencedinsuchscenes,shecountedtheproposalsofmarriageshereceivedasaRedIndiancountsthescalpshetakes。
"Wehavehadaverypleasanttimeofithere,"hesaid,givingupasinexplicabletherelevanceofthedoctrineofnecessity。"Atleast,Ihave。"
"Well,"saidGertrude,quicktoresentafanciedallusiontoherprivatediscontent,"sohaveI。"
"Iamgladofthat——moresothanIcanconveybywords。"
"Isitanybusinessofyours?"shesaid,followingthedisagreeableveinhehadunconsciouslystruckupon,andsuspectingpityinhiseffortstobesympathetic。
"IwishIdaredhopeso。Thehappinessofmyvisithasbeenduetoyouentirely。"
"Indeed,"saidGertrude,wincingasallthehardthingsTrefusishadtoldherofherselfcameintohermindattheheelsofErskine'sunfortunateallusiontoherpowerofenjoyingherself。
"IhopeIamnotpainingyou,"hesaidearnestly。
"Idon'tknowwhatyouaretalkingabout,"shesaid,standingerectwithsuddenimpatience。"Youseemtothinkthatitisveryeasytopainme。"
"No,"hesaidtimidly,puzzledbytheeffecthehadproduced。"I
fearyoumisunderstandme。Iamveryawkward。PerhapsIhadbettersaynomore,Gertrude,byturningawaytoputuphercue,signifiedthatthatwasapointforhimtoconsider;shenotintendingtotroubleherselfaboutit。Whenshefacedhimagain,hewasmotionlessanddejected,withawistfulexpressionlikethatofadogthathasprofferedacaressandreceivedakick。
Remorse,andavaguesensethattherewassomethingbaseinherattitudetowardshim,overcameher。Shelookedathimforaninstantandlefttheroom。
Thelookexcitedhim。Hedidnotunderstandit,norattempttounderstandit;butitwasalookthathehadneverbeforeseeninherfaceorinthatofanyotherwoman。Itstruckhimasamomentaryrevelationofwhathehadwrittenofin"ThePatriotMartyrs"as"Thegloriousmysteryofawoman'sheart,"
anditmadehimfeelunfitforordinarysocialintercourse。Hehastenedfromthehouse,walkedswiftlydowntheavenuetothelodge,wherehekepthisbicycle,leftwordtherethathewasgoingforanexcursionandshouldprobablynotreturnintimefordinner,mounted,andspedawayrecklesslyalongtheRiversideRoad。InlessthantwominuteshepassedthegateofSallust'sHouse,wherehenearlyranoveranoldwomanladenwithabasketofcoals,whoputdownherburthentoscreamcursesafterhim。
Warnedbythisthathisheadlongpacewasdangerous,heslackeneditalittle,andpresentlysawTrefusislyingproneontheriverbank,withhischeeksproppedonhiselbows,readingintently。
Erskine,whohadpresentedhim,afewdaysbefore,withacopyof"ThePatriotMartyrsandotherPoems,"triedtocatchaglimpseofthebookoverwhichTrefusiswassoserious。ItwasaBlueBook,fulloffigures。Erskinerodeonindisgust,consolinghimselfwiththerecollectionofGertrude'sface。
Thehighwaynowswervedinlandfromtheriver,androsetoasteepacclivity,atthebrowofwhichheturnedandlookedback。
Thelightwasgrowingruddy,andtheshadowswerelengthening。
Trefusiswasstillprostrateinthemeadow,andtheoldwomanwasinafield,gatheringhemlock。
Erskineraceddownthehillatfullspeed,anddidnotlookbehindhimagainuntilhefoundhimselfatnightfallontheskirtsofatown,wherehepurchasedsomebeerandasandwich,whichheatewithlittleappetite。Gertrudehadsetupadisturbancewithinhimwhichmadehimimpatientofeating。
Itwasnowdark。HewasmanymilesfromBrandonBeeches,andnotsureofthewayback。Suddenlyheresolvedtocompletehisunfinisheddeclarationthatevening。Henowcouldnotridebackfastenoughtosatisfyhisimpatience。Hetriedashortcut,losthimself,spentnearlyanhourseekingthehighroad,andatlastcameuponarailwaystationjustintimetocatchatrainthatbroughthimwithinamileofhisdestination。
Whenherosefromthecushionsoftherailwaycarriagehefoundhimselfsomewhatfatigued,andhemountedthebicyclestiffly。
Buthisresolutionwasasardentasever,andhisheartbeatstronglyas,afterleavinghisbicycleatthelodge,hewalkeduptheavenuethroughthedeepgloombeneaththebeeches。Nearthehouse,thefirstnotesof"Grudelperchefinora"reachedhim,andhesteppedsoftlyontotheturflesthisfootstepsonthegravelshouldrousethedogsandmakethemmartheharmonybybarking。A
rustlemadehimstopandlisten。ThenGertrude'svoicewhisperedthroughthedarkness:
"Whatdidyoumeanbywhatyousaidtomewithin?"
AnextraordinarysensationshookErskine;confusedideasoffairylandranthroughhisimagination。Abitterdisappointment,likethatofwakingfromahappydream,followedasTrefusis'svoice,morefinelytunedthanhehadeverhearditbefore,answered,"MerelythattheexpanseofstarsaboveusisnotmoreillimitablethanmycontemptforMissLindsay,norbrighterthanmyhopesofGertrude。"
"MissLindsayalwaystoyou,ifyouplease,Mr。Trefusis。"
"MissLindsaynevertome,butonlytothosewhocannotseethroughhertothesoulwithin,whichisGertrude。ThereareathousandMissLindsaysintheworld,formalandfalse。ThereisbutoneGertrude。"
"Iamanunprotectedgirl,Mr。Trefusis,andyoucancallmewhatyouplease。"
ItoccurredtoErskinethatthiswasafitoccasiontorushforwardandgiveTrefusis,whosefigurehecouldnowdimlydiscern,ablackeye。Buthehesitated,andtheopportunitypassed。
"Unprotected!"saidTrefusis。"Why,youarefencedroundandbarredinwithconventions,laws,andliesthatwouldfrightenthetruthfromthelipsofanymanwhosefaithinGertrudewaslessstrongthanmine。GotoSirCharlesandtellhimwhatIhavesaidtoMissLindsay,andwithintenminutesIshallhavepassedthesegateswithawarningnevertoapproachthemagain。Iaminyourpower,andwereIinMissLindsay'spoweralone,myshriftwouldbeshort。Happily,Gertrude,thoughsheseesasyetbutdarkly,feelsthatMissLindsayisherbitterestfoe。"
"Itisridiculous。Iamnottwopersons;Iamonlyone。Whatdoesitmattertomeifyourcontemptformeisasillimitableasthestars?"
"Ah,yourememberthat,doyou?Wheneveryouhearamantalkingaboutthestarsyoumayconcludethatheiseitheranastronomerorafool。Butyouandafinestarrynightwouldmakeafoolofanyman。"
"Idon'tunderstandyou。Itryto,butIcannot;or,ifIguess,Icannottellwhetheryouareinearnestornot。"
"Iamverymuchinearnest。AbandonatonceandforeverallmisgivingsthatIamtriflingwithyou,orpassinganidlehourasmendowhentheyfindthemselvesinthecompanyofbeautifulwomen。ImeanwhatIsayliterally,andinthedeepestsense。Youdoubtme;wehavebroughtsocietytosuchastatethatweallsuspectoneanother。Butwhateveristruewillcommandbeliefsoonerorlaterfromthosewhohavewitenoughtocomprehendtruth。NowletmerecallMissLindsaytoconsciousnessbyremarkingthatwehavebeenoutfortenminutes,andthatourhostessisnotthewomantoallowourabsencetopasswithoutcomment。"
"Letusgoin。Thankyouforremindingme。"
"Thankyouforforgetting。"
Erskineheardtheirfootstepsretreating,andpresentlysawthetwoentertheglowoflightthatshonefromtheopenwindowofthebilliardroom,throughwhichtheywentindoors。Trefusis,amanwhomhehadseenthatdayinabeautifullandscape,blindtoeverythingexceptarowoffiguresinaBlueBook,washissuccessfulrival,althoughitwasplainfromtheverysoundofhisvoicethathedidnot——couldnot——loveGertrude。Onlyapoetcoulddothat。Trefusiswasnopoet,butasordidbruteunlikelytoinspireinterestinanythingmorehumanthanapublicmeeting,muchlessinawoman,muchlessagaininawomansoetherealasGertrude。Shewasproudtoo,yetshehadallowedthefellowtoinsulther——hadforgivenhimforthesakeofafewbroadcompliments。Erskinegrewangryandcynical。Thesituationdidnotsuithispoetry。Insteadofbeingstrickentotheheartwithasolemnsorrow,asaPatriotMartyrwouldhavebeenundersimilarcircumstances,hefeltslightedandridiculous。Hewashardlyconvincedofwhathadseemedatfirstthemostobviousfeatureofthecase,Trefusis'sinferioritytohimself。
HestoodunderthetreesuntilTrefusisreappearedonhiswayhome,making,Erskinethought,asmuchnoisewithhisheelsonthegravelasaregimentofdelicatelybredmenwouldhavedone。
Hestoppedforamomenttomakeinquiryatthelodgeashewentout;thenhisfootstepsdiedawayinthedistance。
Erskine,chilled,stiff,andwithasensationofabadcoldcomingon,wentintothehouse,andwasrelievedtofindthatGertrudehadretired,andthatLadyBrandon,thoughshehadbeensurethathehadriddenintotheriverinthedark,hadneverthelessprovidedawarmsupperforhim。
CHAPTERXV
Erskinesoonfoundplentyofthemesforhisnewlybegottencynicism。Gertrude'smannertowardshimsoftenedsomuchthathe,believingherheartgiventohisrival,concludedthatshewastemptinghimtomakeaproposalwhichshehadnointentionofaccepting。SirCharles,towhomhetoldwhathehadoverheardintheavenue,professedsympathy,butwasevidentlypleasedtolearnthattherewasnothingseriousintheattentionsTrefusispaidtoAgatha。ErskinewrotethreebittersonnetsonhollowfriendshipandshowedthemtoSirCharles,who,failingtoapplythemtohimself,praisedthemhighlyandshowedthemtoTrefusiswithoutaskingtheauthor'spermission。Trefusisremarkedthatinacorruptsocietyexpressionsofdissatisfactionwerealwayscreditabletoawriter'ssensibility;buthedidnotsaymuchinpraiseoftheverse。
"Whyhashetakentowritinginthisvein?"hesaid。"Hashebeendisappointedinanywayoflate?HasheproposedtoMissLindsayandbeenrejected?"
"No,"saidSirCharlessurprisedbythisbluntreferencetoasubjecttheyhadneverbeforediscussed。"HedoesnotintendtoproposetoMissLindsay。"
"Buthedidintendto。"
"Hecertainlydid,buthehasgivenuptheidea。"
"Why?"saidTrefusis,apparentlydisapprovingstronglyoftherenunciation。
SirCharlesshruggedhisshouldersanddidnotreply。
"Iamsorrytohearit。Iwishyoucouldinducehimtochangehismind。Heisanicefellow,withenoughtoliveoncomfortably,whilstheisyetwhatiscalledapoorman,sothatshecouldfeelperfectlydisinterestedinmarryinghim。Itwilldohergoodtomarrywithoutmakingapecuniaryprofitbyit;shewillrespectherselfthemoreafterwards,andwillneitherwantbreadandbutternorbeashamedofherhusband'sorigin,inspiteofhavingmarriedforlovealone。Makeamatchofitifyoucan。I
takeaninterestinthegirl;shehasgoodinstincts。"
SirCharles'ssuspicionthatTrefusiswasreallypayingcourttoAgathareturnedafterthisconversation,whichherepeatedtoErskine,who,muchannoyedbecausehispoemshadbeenshowntoareaderofBlueBooks,thoughtitonlyablindforTrefusis'sdesignuponGertrude。SirCharlespooh—poohedthisview,andthetwofriendsweresharpwithoneanotherindiscussingit。Afterdinner,whentheladieshadleftthem,SirCharles,repentantandcordial,urgedErskinetospeaktoGertrudewithouttroublinghimselfastothesincerityofTrefusis。ButErskine,knowinghimselfillabletobrookarefusal,waslothtoexposehimselftoo278
"Ifyouhadheardthetoneofhervoicewhensheaskedhimwhetherhewasinearnest,youwouldnottalktomelikethis,"
hesaiddespondently。"Iwishhehadnevercomehere。"
"Well,that,atleast,wasnofaultofmine,mydearfellow,"
saidSirCharles。"Hecameamongusagainstmywill。Andnowthatheappearstohavebeenintheright——legally——aboutthefield,itwouldlooklikespiteifIcuthim。Besides,hereallyisn'tabadmanifhewouldonlyletthewomenalone。"
"IfhetrifleswithMissLindsay,IshallaskhimtocrosstheChannel,andhaveashotathim。"
"Idon'tthinkhe'dgo,"saidSirCharlesdubiously。"IfIwereyou,IwouldtrymyluckwithGertrudeatonce。Inspiteofwhatyouheard,Idon'tbelieveshewouldmarryamanofhisorigin。
Hismoneygiveshimanadvantage,certainly,butGertrudehassentrichermentotherightabout。"
"Letthefellowhavefairplay,"saidErskine。"Imaybewrong,ofcourse;allmenareliabletoerrinjudgingthemselves,butI
thinkIcouldmakeherhappierthanhecan。"
SirCharleswasnotsosureofthat,buthecheerfullyresponded,"Certainly。Heisnotthemanforheratall,andyouare。Heknowsit,too。"
"Hmf!"mutteredErskine,risingdejectedly。"Let'sgoupstairs。"
"By—the—bye,wearetocallonhimto—morrow,togothroughhishouse,andhiscollectionofphotographs。Photographs!Ha,ha"
Damnhishouse!"saidErskine。
NextdaytheywenttogethertoSallust'sHouse。Itstoodinthemidstofanacreofland,wasteexceptalittlekitchengardenattherear。Thelodgeattheentrancewasuninhabited,andthegatesstoodopen,withdustandfallenleavesheapedupagainstthem。Freeingresshadthusbeenaffordedtotwostrayponies,agoat,andatramp,wholayasleepinthegrass。Hiswifesatnear,watchinghim。
"Ihaveamindtoturnback,"saidSirCharles,lookingabouthimindisgust。"Theplaceisscandalouslyneglected。Lookatthatrascalasleepwithinfullviewofthewindows。"
"Iadmirehischeek,"saidErskine。"Nicepairofponies,too。"
Sallust'sHousewassquareandpaintedcinnamoncolor。Beneaththecornicewasayellowfriezewithfiguresofdancingchildren,imitatedfromtheworksofDonatello,andveryunskilfullyexecuted。Therewasameagreporticooffourcolumns,paintedred,andaplainpediment,paintedyellow。Thecolors,meanttomatchthoseofthewalls,contrasteddisagreeablywiththem,havingbeenappliedmorerecently,apparentlybyacolor—blindartist。Thedoorbeneaththeporticostoodopen。SirCharlesrangthebell,andanelderlywomanansweredit;butbeforetheycouldaddressher,Trefusisappeared,cladinapainter'sjacketofwhitejean。Followinghimin,theyfoundthatthehousewasahollowsquare,enclosingacourtyardwithabathsunkinthemiddle,andafountaininthecentreofthebath。Thecourtyard,formerlyopentothesky,wasnowroofedinwithdustyglass;thenymphthathadoncepouredoutthewaterofthefountainwasbarrenandmutilated;andthebathwaspartlycoveredinwithlooseboards,theexposedpartaccommodatingaheapofcoalsinonecorner,aheapofpotatoesinanother,abeerbarrel,someoldcarpets,atarpaulin,andabrokencanoe。Themarblepavementextendedtotheouterwallsofthehouse,andwasroofedinatthesidesbytheupperstories,whichweresupportedbyflutedstonecolumns,muchstainedandchipped。Thestaircase,towardswhichTrefusisledhisvisitors,wasabroadoneattheendoppositethedoor,andgaveaccesstoagalleryleadingtotheupperrooms。
"Thishousewasbuiltin11780byanancestorofmymother,"saidTrefusis。"Hepassedforamanofexquisitetaste。Hewishedtheplacetobemaintainedforever——heactuallyusedthatexpressioninhiswill——asthefamilyseat,andhecollectedafinelibraryhere,whichIfounduseful,asallthebookscameintomyhandsingoodcondition,mostofthemwiththeleavesuncut。Somepeopleprizeuncutcopiesofoldeditions;adealergavemethreehundredandfiftypoundsforalotofthem。Icameintopossessionofanumberoffamilyfetishes——heirlooms,astheyarecalled。TherewasaswordthatoneofmyforbearsworeatEdgehillandotherbattlesinCharlestheFirst'stime。Wefoughtonthewrongside,ofcourse,buttheswordfetchedthirty—fiveshillingsnevertheless。YouwillhardlybelievethatIwasofferedonehundredandfiftypoundsforagoldcupworthabouttwenty—five,merelybecauseQueenElizabethoncedrankfromit。
Thisismystudy。Itwasdesignedforabanquetinghall。"
Theyenteredaroomaslongasthewallofthehouse,piercedononesidebyfourtallwindows,betweenwhichsquarepillars,withCorinthiancapitalssupportingthecornice,werehalfsunkinthewall。Thereweresimilarpillarsontheoppositeside,butbetweenthem,insteadofwindows,werearchednichesinwhichstoodlife—sizeplasterstatues,chipped,broken,anddefacedinanextraordinaryfashion。Theflooring,ofdiagonallysetnarrowboards,wasuncarpetedandunpolished。Theceilingwasadornedwithfrescoes,whichatonceexcitedSirCharles'sinterest,andhenotedwithindignationthatalargeportionofthepaintingatthenorthernendhadbeendestroyedandsomeglassroofinginserted。Inanotherplaceboltshadbeendrivenintosupporttheropesofatrapezeandafewotherpiecesofgymnasticapparatus。Thewallswerewhitewashed,andataboutfourfeetfromthegroundadarkbandappeared,producedbypencilmemorandaandlittlesketchesscribbledonthewhitewash。Oneendoftheapartmentwasunfurnished,exceptbythegymnasticapparatus,aphotographer'scamera,aladderinthecorner,andacommondealtablewithoilcansandpaintpotsuponit。Attheotherendacomparativelyluxuriousshowwasmadebyalargebookcase,anelaboratecombinationofbureauandwritingdesk,arackwitharifle,asetoffoils,andanumbrellainit,severalfolioalbumsonatable,somecomfortablechairsandsofas,andathickcarpetunderfoot。Closeby,andseemingmuchoutofplace,wasacarpenter'sbenchwiththeusualimplementsandanumberofboardsofvariousthicknesses。
"Thisisasortofcomfortbeyondthereachofanybutarichman,"saidTrefusis,turningandsurprisinghisvisitorsintheactofexchangingglancesofastonishmentathistaste。"Ikeepadrawing—roomoftheusualkindforreceivingstrangerswithwhomitisnecessarytobeconventional,butIneverenteritexceptonsuchoccasions。Whatdoyouthinkofthisforastudy?"
"Onmysoul,Trefusis,Ithinkyouaremad,"saidSirCharles。
"Theplacelooksasifithadstoodasiege。Howdidyoumanagetobreakthestatuesandchipthewallssooutrageously?"
Trefusistookanewspaperfromthetableandsaid,"Listentothis:
'Inspiteoftheunfavorablenatureoftheweather,thesportoftheEmperorandhisguestsinStyriahasbeensuccessful。Inthreedays52chamoisand79stagsanddeerfellto19
single—barrelledrifles,theEmperorallowingnomoreonthisoccasion。'
"IsharetheEmperor'sdelightinshooting,butIamnobutcher,anddonotneedtheroyalrelishofbloodtomysport。AndIdonotsharemyancestors'tasteinstatuary。Hence——"HereTrefusisopenedadrawer,tookoutapistol,andfiredattheHebeinthefarthestniche。
"Welldone!"saidErskinecoolly,asthelastfragmentofHebe'sheadcrumbledatthetouchofthebullet。
"Veryfruitlesslydone,"saidTrefusis。"Iamagoodshot,butofwhatuseisittome?None。IoncemetagamekeeperwhowasaMethodist。Hewasamosteloquentspeaker,butAbadshot。IfhecouldhaveswappedtalentswithmeIwouldhavegivenhimtenthousandpoundstobootwillingly,althoughhewouldhaveprofitedasmuchasIbytheexchangealone。IhavenomoredesireorneedtobeagoodshotthantobekingofEngland,orownerofaDerbywinner,oranythingelseequallyridiculous,andyetInevermissedmyaiminmylife——thankblindfortunefornothing!"
"KingofEngland!"saidErskine,withascornfullaugh,toshowTrefusisthatotherpeoplewereasliberty—lovingashe。"Isitnotabsurdtohearanationboastingofitsfreedomandtoleratingaking?"
"Oh,hangyourrepublicanism,Chester!"saidSirCharles,whoprivatelyheldalowopinionofthepoliticalsideofthePatriotMartyrs。
"Iwon'theputdownonthatpoint,"saidErskine。"Iadmireamanthatkillsaking。Youwillagreewithmethere,Trefusis,won'tyou?"
"Certainlynot,"saidTrefusis。"Akingnowadaysisonlyadummyputuptodrawyourfireofftherealoppressorsofsociety,andthefractionofhissalarythathecanspendashelikesisusuallyfartoosmallforhisrisk,histrouble,andtheconditionofpersonalslaverytowhichheisreduced。WhatprivatemaninEnglandisworseoffthantheconstitutionalmonarch?Wedenyhimallprivacy;hemaynotmarrywhomhechooses,consortwithwhomheprefers,dressaccordingtohistaste,orlivewherehepleases。Idon'tbelievehemayeveneatordrinkwhathelikesbest;atastefortripeandonionsonhispartwouldprovokearemonstrancefromthePrivyCouncil。Wedictateeverythingexcepthisthoughtsanddreams,andeventhesehemustkeeptohimselfiftheyarenotsuitable,inouropinion,tohiscondition。Theworkweimposeonhimhasallthehardshipofmeretaskwork;itisunfruitful,incessant,monotonous,andhastobetransactedforthemostpartwithnervousbores。Wemakehiskingdomatreadmilltohim,anddrivehimtoandfroonthefaceofit。Finally,havingtakeneverythingelsethatmenprizefromhim,wefalluponhischaracter,andthatofeverypersontowhomheventurestoshowfavor。Weimposeenormousexpensesonhim,stinthim,andthenrailathisparsimony。WeusehimasIusethosestatues——stickhimupintheplaceofhonorforourgreaterconvenienceindisfiguringandabusinghim。
Wesendhimforththroughourcrowdedcities,proclaimingthatheisthesourceofallgoodandevilinthenation,andhe,knowingthatmanypeoplebelieveit,knowingthatitisalie,andthatheispowerlesstoshortentheworkingdaybyonehour,raisewagesonepenny,orannulthesmallestcriminalsentence,howeverunjustitmayseemtohim;knowingthateveryminerinthekingdomcanmanufacturedynamite,andthatrevolversaresoldforsevenandsixpenceapiece;knowingthatheisnotbulletproof,andthateverykinginEuropehasbeenshotatinthestreets;hemustsmileandbowandmaintainanexpressionofgraciousenjoymentwhilstthemayorandcorporationinflictuponhimthetwaddlingaddresshehasheardathousandtimesbefore。Idonotaskyoutobeloyal,Erskine;butIexpectyou,incommonhumanity,tosympathizewiththechieffigureinthepageant,whoisnomoreaccountableforthemanifoldevilsandabominationsthatexistinhisrealmthantheLordMayorisaccountableforthetheftsofthepickpocketswhofollowhisshowontheninthofNovember。"
SirCharleslaughedatthetroubleTrefusistooktoprovehiscase,andsaidsoothingly,"Mydearfellow,kingsareusedtoit,andexpectit,andlikeit。"
"AndprobablydonotseethemselvesasIseethem,anymorethancommonpeopledo,"assentedTrefusis。
"Whatanexquisiteface!"exclaimedErskinesuddenly,catchingsightofaphotographinarichgoldandcoralframeonaminiatureeaseldrapedwithrubyvelvet。Trefusisturnedquickly,soevidentlygratifiedthatSirCharleshastenedtosay,"Charming!"Then,lookingattheportrait,headded,asifalittlestartled,"Itcertainlyisanextraordinarilyattractiveface。"
"Yearsago,"saidTrefusis,"whenIsawthatfaceforthefirsttime,Ifeltasyoufeelnow。"
Silenceensued,thetwovisitorslookingattheportrait,Trefusislookingatthem。
"Curiousstyleofbeauty,"saidSirCharlesatlast,notquitesoassuredlyasbefore。
Trefusislaughedunpleasantly。"Doyourecognizetheartist——theenthusiasticamateur——inher?"hesaid,openinganotherdrawerandtakingoutabundleofdrawings,whichhehandedtobeexamined。
"Veryclever。Verycleverindeed,"saidSirCharles。"Ishouldliketomeetthelady。"
"Ihaveoftenbeenonthepointofburningthem,"saidTrefusis;
"buttheretheyare,andtheretheyarelikelytoremain。Theportraithasbeenmuchadmired。"
"Canyougiveusanintroductiontotheoriginal,oldfellow?"
saidErskine。
"No,happily。Sheisdead。"
Disagreeablyshocked,theylookedathimforamomentwithaversion。ThenErskine,turningwithpityanddisappointmenttothepicture,said,"Poorgirl!Wasshemarried?"
"Yes。Tome。"
"Mrs。Trefusis!"exclaimedSirCharles。"Ah!Dearme!"
Erskine,withproofbeforehimthatitwaspossibleforabeautifulgirltoacceptTrefusis,saidnothing。
"Ikeepherportraitconstantlybeforemetocorrectmynaturalamativeness。Ifellinlovewithherandmarriedher。IhavefalleninloveonceortwicesincebutaglanceatmylostHettyhascuredmeoftheslightestinclinationtomarry。"
SirCharlesdidnotreply。ItoccurredtohimthatLadyBrandon'sportrait,ifnothingelsewereleftofher,mightbeusefulinthesameway。
"Come,youwillmarryagainoneofthesedays,"saidErskine,inaforcedtoneofencouragement。
"Itispossible。Menshouldmarry,especiallyrichmen。ButI
assureyouIhavenopresentintentionofdoingso。"
Erskine'scolordeepened,andhemovedawaytothetablewherethealbumslay。
"ThisisthecollectionofphotographsIspokeof,"saidTrefusis,followinghimandopeningoneofthebooks。"Itookmanyofthemmyselfundergreatdifficultieswithregardtolight——theonlydifficultythatmoneycouldnotalwaysremove。
Thisisaviewofmyfather'shouse——orratheroneofhishouses。
Itcostseventy—fivethousandpounds。"
"Veryhandsomeindeed,"saidSirCharles,secretlydisgustedatbeinginvitedtoadmireaphotograph,suchashouseagentsexhibit,ofavulgarlydesignedcountryhouse,merelybecauseithadcostseventy—fivethousandpounds。Thefigureswereactuallywrittenbeneaththepicture。
"Thisisthedrawing—room,andthisoneofthebestbedrooms。Intheright—handcornerofthemountyouwillseeanoteofthecostofthefurniture,fittings,napery,andsoforth。Theywereofthemostluxuriousdescription。"
"Veryinteresting,"saidSirCharles,hardlydisguisingtheironyofthecomment。