"Forason,yes;butmylordisnotmyson。Itwashewhocastmeawayfromhim。Itwashewhobrokeourhappinessdown,andhebidsmetorepairit。Itwashewhoshowedhimselftomeatlast,ashewas,notasIhadthoughthim。Itishewhocomesbeforemychildrenstupidandsenselesswithwine——wholeavesourcompanyforthatoffrequentersoftavernsandbagnios——whogoesfromhishometotheCityyonderandhisfriendsthere,andwhenheistiredofthemreturnshither,andexpectsthatIshallkneelandwelcomehim。AndhesendsYOUashischamberlain!Whataproudembassy!
Monsieur,Imakeyoumycomplimentofthenewplace。"
"Itwouldbeaproudembassy,andahappyembassytoo,couldI
bringyouandmylordtogether,"Esmondreplied。
"Ipresumeyouhavefulfilledyourmissionnow,sir。'Twasaprettyoneforyoutoundertake。Idon'tknowwhether'tisyourCambridgephilosophy,ortime,thathasalteredyourwaysofthinking,"LadyCastlewoodcontinued,stillinasarcastictone。
"Perhapsyoutoohavelearnedtolovedrink,andtohiccupoveryourwineorpunch;——whichisyourworship'sfavoriteliquor?
Perhapsyoutooputupatthe'Rose'onyourwaytoLondon,andhaveyouracquaintancesinCoventGarden。Myservicestoyou,sir,toprincipalandambassador,tomasterand——andlackey。"
"Greatheavens!madam,"criedHarry。"WhathaveIdonethatthus,forasecondtime,youinsultme?DoyouwishmetoblushforwhatIusedtobeproudof,thatIlivedonyourbounty?Nexttodoingyouaservice(whichmylifewouldpayfor),youknowthattoreceiveonefromyouismyhighestpleasure。WhatwronghaveI
doneyouthatyoushouldwoundmeso,cruelwoman?"
"Whatwrong?"shesaid,lookingatEsmondwithwildeyes。"Well,none——nonethatyouknowof,Harry,orcouldhelp。Whydidyoubringbackthesmall—pox,"sheadded,afterapause,"fromCastlewoodvillage?Youcouldnothelpit,couldyou?Whichofusknowswhitherfateleadsus?Butwewereallhappy,Henry,tillthen。"AndHarrywentawayfromthiscolloquy,thinkingstillthattheestrangementbetweenhispatronandhisbelovedmistresswasremediable,andthateachhadatheartastrongattachmenttotheother。
TheintimacybetweentheLordsMohunandCastlewoodappearedtoincreaseaslongastheformerremainedinthecountry;andmyLordofCastlewoodespeciallyseemednevertobehappyoutofhisnewcomrade'ssight。Theysportedtogether,theydrank,theyplayedbowlsandtennis:myLordCastlewoodwouldgoforthreedaystoSark,andbringbackmyLordMohuntoCastlewood——whereindeedhislordshipmadehimselfverywelcometoallpersons,havingajokeoranewgameatrompsforthechildren,allthetalkofthetownformylord,andmusicandgallantryandplentyofthebeaulangageformylady,andforHarryEsmond,whowasnevertiredofhearinghisstoriesofhiscampaignsandhislifeatVienna,Venice,Paris,andthefamouscitiesofEuropewhichhehadvisitedbothinpeaceandwar。Andhesangatmylady'sharpsichord,andplayedcardsorbackgammon,orhisnewgameofbilliardswithmylord(ofwhomheinvariablygotthebetter)alwayshavingaconsummategood—humor,andbearinghimselfwithacertainmanlygrace,thatmightexhibitsomewhatofthecampandAlsatiaperhaps,butthathaditscharm,andstampedhimagentleman:andhismannertoLadyCastlewoodwassodevotedandrespectful,thatshesoonrecoveredfromthefirstfeelingsofdislikewhichshehadconceivedagainsthim——nay,beforelong,begantobeinterestedinhisspiritualwelfare,andhopefulofhisconversion,lendinghimbooksofpiety,whichhepromiseddutifullytostudy。Withhermylordtalkedofreform,ofsettlingintoquietlife,quittingthecourtandtown,andbuyingsomelandintheneighborhood——thoughitmustbeownedthat,whenthetwolordsweretogetherovertheirBurgundyafterdinner,theirtalkwasverydifferent,andtherewasverylittlequestionofconversiononmyLordMohun'spart。Whentheygottotheirsecondbottle,HarryEsmondusedcommonlytoleavethesetwonobletopers,who,thoughtheytalkedfreelyenough,heavenknows,inhispresence(GoodLord,whatasetofstories,ofAlsatiaandSpringGarden,ofthetavernsandgaming—houses,oftheladiesofthecourt,andmesdamesofthetheatres,hecanrecalloutoftheirgodlyconversation!)——although,Isay,theytalkedbeforeEsmondfreely,yettheyseemedpleasedwhenhewentaway,andthentheyhadanotherbottle,andthentheyfelltocards,andthenmyLordMohuncametoherladyship'sdrawing—room;leavinghisbooncompaniontosleepoffhiswine。
'Twasapointofhonorwiththefinegentlemenofthosedaystoloseorwinmagnificentlyattheirhorse—matches,orgamesofcardsanddice——andyoucouldnevertell,fromthedemeanorofthesetwolordsafterwards,whichhadbeensuccessfulandwhichtheloserattheirgames。Andwhenmyladyhintedtomylordthatheplayedmorethansheliked,hedismissedherwitha"pish,"andsworethatnothingwasmoreequalthanplaybetwixtgentlemen,iftheydidbutkeepituplongenough。Andthesekeptituplongenough,youmaybesure。Amanoffashionofthattimeoftenpassedaquarterofhisdayatcards,andanotherquarteratdrink:Ihaveknownmanyaprettyfellow,whowasawittoo,readyofrepartee,andpossessedofathousandgraces,whowouldbepuzzledifhehadtowritemorethanhisname。
Thereisscarceanythoughtfulmanorwoman,Isuppose,butcanlookbackuponhiscourseofpastlife,andremembersomepoint,triflingasitmayhaveseemedatthetimeofoccurrence,whichhasneverthelessturnedandalteredhiswholecareer。'Tiswithalmostallofus,asinM。Massillon'smagnificentimageregardingKingWilliam,agraindesablethatpervertsorperhapsoverthrowsus;
andsoitwasbutalightwordflungintheair,amerefreakofperversechild'stemper,thatbroughtdownawholeheapofcrushingwoesuponthatfamilywhereofHarryEsmondformedapart。
CominghometohisdearCastlewoodinthethirdyearofhisacademicalcourse,(whereinhehadnowobtainedsomedistinction,hisLatinPoemonthedeathoftheDukeofGloucester,PrincessAnneofDenmark'sson,havinggainedhimamedal,andintroducedhimtothesocietyoftheUniversitywits,)EsmondfoundhislittlefriendandpupilBeatrixgrowntobetallerthanhermother,aslimandlovelyyounggirl,withcheeksmantlingwithhealthandroses:
witheyeslikestarsshiningoutofazure,withwavingbronzehairclusteredaboutthefairestyoungforeheadeverseen:andamienandshapehaughtyandbeautiful,suchasthatofthefamousantiquestatueofthehuntressDiana——atonetimehaughty,rapid,imperious,witheyesandarrowsthatdartandkill。Harrywatchedandwonderedatthisyoungcreature,andlikenedherinhismindtoArtemiswiththeringingbowandshaftsflashingdeathuponthechildrenofNiobe;atanothertimeshewascoyandmeltingasLunashiningtenderlyuponEndymion。Thisfaircreature,thislustrousPhoebe,wasonlyyoungasyet,norhadnearlyreachedherfullsplendor:butcrescentandbrilliant,ouryounggentlemanoftheUniversity,hisheadfullofpoeticalfancies,hisheartperhapsthrobbingwithdesiresundefined,admiredthisrisingyoungdivinity;andgazedather(thoughonlyasatsome"brightparticularstar,"farabovehisearth)withendlessdelightandwonder。Shehadbeenacoquettefromtheearliesttimesalmost,tryingherfreaksandjealousies,herwaywardfrolicsandwinningcaresses,uponallthatcamewithinherreach;shesetherwomenquarrellinginthenursery,andpractisedhereyesonthegroomassherodebehindhimonthepillion。
Shewasthedarlingandtormentoffatherandmother。Sheintriguedwitheachsecretly;andbestowedherfondnessandwithdrewit,pliedthemwithtears,smiles,kisses,cajolements;——
whenthemotherwasangry,ashappenedoften,flewtothefather,andshelteringbehindhim,pursuedhervictim;whenbothweredispleased,transferredhercaressestothedomestics,orwatcheduntilshecouldwinbackherparents'goodgraces,eitherbysurprisingthemintolaughterandgood—humor,orappeasingthembysubmissionandartfulhumility。Shewassaevolaetanegotio,likethatficklegoddessHoracedescribes,andofwhose"maliciousjoy"
agreatpoetofourownhaswrittensonobly——who,famousandheroicashewas,wasnotstrongenoughtoresistthetortureofwomen。
Itwasbutthreeyearsbeforethatthechild,thenbuttenyearsold,hadnearlymanagedtomakeaquarrelbetweenHarryEsmondandhiscomrade,good—natured,phlegmaticThomasTusher,whoneverofhisownseekingquarrelledwithanybody:byquotingtothelattersomesillyjokewhichHarryhadmaderegardinghim——(itwasthemerestidlestjest,thoughitneardrovetwooldfriendstoblows,andIthinksuchabattlewouldhavepleasedher)——andfromthatdayTomkeptatadistancefromher;andsherespectedhim,andcoaxedhimsedulouslywhenevertheymet。ButHarrywasmuchmoreeasilyappeased,becausehewasfonderofthechild:andwhenshemademischief,usedcuttingspeeches,orcausedherfriendspain,sheexcusedherselfforherfault,notbyadmittinganddeploringit,butbypleadingnotguilty,andassertinginnocencesoconstantly,andwithsuchseemingartlessness,thatitwasimpossibletoquestionherplea。Inherchildhood,theywerebutmischiefsthenwhichshedid;butherpowerbecamemorefatalasshegrewolder——asakittenfirstplayswithaball,andthenpouncesonabirdandkillsit。'TisnottobeimaginedthatHarryEsmondhadallthisexperienceatthisearlystageofhislife,whereofheisnowwritingthehistory——manythingsherenotedwerebutknowntohiminlaterdays。AlmosteverythingBeatrixdidorundidseemedgood,oratleastpardonable,tohimthen,andyearsafterwards。
Ithappened,then,thatHarryEsmondcamehometoCastlewoodforhislastvacation,withgoodhopesofafellowshipathiscollege,andacontentedresolvetoadvancehisfortunethatway。'Twasinthefirstyearofthepresentcentury,Mr。Esmond(asfarasheknewtheperiodofhisbirth)beingthentwenty—twoyearsold。Hefoundhisquondampupilshotupintothisbeautyofwhichwehavespoken,andpromisingyetmore:herbrother,mylord'sson,ahandsomehigh—spiritedbravelad,generousandfrank,andkindtoeverybody,saveperhapshissister,withwhomFrankwasatwar(andnotfromhisbutherfault)——adoringhismother,whosejoyhewas:
andtakinghersideintheunhappymatrimonialdifferenceswhichwerenowpermanent,whileofcourseMistressBeatrixrangedwithherfather。Whenheadsoffamiliesfallout,itmustnaturallybethattheirdependantsweartheoneortheotherparty'scolor;andevenintheparliamentsintheservants'hallorthestables,Harry,whohadanearlyobservantturn,couldseewhichweremylord'sadherentsandwhichmylady's,andconjectureprettyshrewdlyhowtheirunluckyquarrelwasdebated。Ourlackeyssitinjudgmentonus。Mylord'sintriguesmaybeeversostealthilyconducted,buthisvaletknowsthem;andmylady'swomancarrieshermistress'sprivatehistorytotheservants'scandalmarket,andexchangesitagainstthesecretsofotherabigails。
CHAPTERXIII。
MYLORDLEAVESUSANDHISEVILBEHINDHIM。
MyLordMohun(ofwhoseexploitsandfamesomeofthegentlemenoftheUniversityhadbroughtdownbutuglyreports)wasoncemoreaguestatCastlewood,andseeminglymoreintimatelyalliedwithmylordeventhanbefore。OnceinthespringthosetwonoblemenhadriddentoCambridgefromNewmarket,whithertheyhadgoneforthehorse—racing,andhadhonoredHarryEsmondwithavisitathisrooms;afterwhichDoctorMontague,themasteroftheCollege,whohadtreatedHarrysomewhathaughtily,seeinghisfamiliaritywiththesegreatfolks,andthatmyLordCastlewoodlaughedandwalkedwithhishandonHarry'sshoulder,relentedtoMr。Esmond,andcondescendedtobeveryciviltohim;andsomedaysafterhisarrival,Harry,laughing,toldthisstorytoLadyEsmond,remarkinghowstrangeitwasthatmenfamousforlearningandrenownedoverEurope,should,nevertheless,sobowdowntoatitle,andcringetoanoblemaneversopoor。AtthisMistressBeatrixflungupherhead,andsaiditbecamethoseofloworigintorespecttheirbetters;thattheparsonsmadethemselvesagreatdealtooproud,shethought;andthatshelikedthewayatLadySark'sbest,wherethechaplain,thoughhelovedpudding,asallparsonsdo,alwayswentawaybeforethecustard。
"AndwhenIamaparson,"saysMr。Esmond,"willyougivemenocustard,Beatrix?"
"You——youaredifferent,"Beatrixanswered。"Youareofourblood。"
"Myfatherwasaparson,asyoucallhim,"saidmylady。
"ButmineisapeerofIreland,"saysMistressBeatrix,tossingherhead。"Letpeopleknowtheirplaces。IsupposeyouwillhavemegodownonmykneesandaskablessingofMr。ThomasTusher,thathasjustbeenmadeacurateandwhosemotherwasawaiting—maid。"
Andshetossedoutoftheroom,beinginoneofherflightyhumorsthen。
Whenshewasgone,myladylookedsosadandgrave,thatHarryaskedthecauseofherdisquietude。ShesaiditwasnotmerelywhathesaidofNewmarket,butwhatshehadremarked,withgreatanxietyandterror,thatmylord,eversincehisacquaintancewiththeLordMohunespecially,hadrecurredtohisfondnessforplay,whichhehadrenouncedsincehismarriage。
"Butmenpromisemorethantheyareabletoperforminmarriage,"
saidmylady,withasigh。"Ifearhehaslostlargesums;andourproperty,alwayssmall,isdwindlingawayunderthisrecklessdissipation。IheardofhiminLondonwithverywildcompany。
Sincehisreturn,lettersandlawyersareconstantlycomingandgoing:heseemstometohaveaconstantanxiety,thoughhehidesitunderboisterousnessandlaughter。Ilookedthrough——throughthedoorlastnight,and——andbefore,"saidmylady,"andsawthematcardsaftermidnight;noestatewillbearthatextravagance,muchlessours,whichwillbesodiminishedthatmysonwillhavenothingatall,andmypoorBeatrixnoportion!"
"IwishIcouldhelpyou,madam,"saidHarryEsmond,sighing,andwishingthatunavailingly,andforthethousandthtimeinhislife。
"Whocan?OnlyGod,"saidLadyEsmond——"onlyGod,inwhosehandsweare。"Andsoitis,andforhisruleoverhisfamily,andforhisconducttowifeandchildren——subjectsoverwhomhispowerismonarchical——anyonewhowatchestheworldmustthinkwithtremblingsometimesoftheaccountwhichmanyamanwillhavetorender。Forinoursocietythere'snolawtocontroltheKingoftheFireside。Heismasterofproperty,happiness——lifealmost。
Heisfreetopunish,tomakehappyorunhappy——toruinortotorture。Hemaykillawifegradually,andbenomorequestionedthantheGrandseigniorwhodrownsaslaveatmidnight。Hemaymakeslavesandhypocritesofhischildren;orfriendsandfreemen;
ordrivethemintorevoltandenmityagainstthenaturallawoflove。Ihaveheardpoliticiansandcoffee—housewiseacrestalkingoverthenewspaper,andrailingatthetyrannyoftheFrenchKing,andtheEmperor,andwonderedhowthese(whoaremonarchs,too,intheirway)governtheirowndominionsathome,whereeachmanrulesabsolute。WhentheannalsofeachlittlereignareshowntotheSupremeMaster,underwhomweholdsovereignty,historieswillbelaidbareofhouseholdtyrantsascruelasAmurath,andassavageasNero,andasrecklessanddissoluteasCharles。
IfHarryEsmond'spatronerred,'twasinthelatterway,fromadispositionratherself—indulgentthancruel;andhemighthavebeenbroughtbacktomuchbetterfeelings,hadtimebeengiventohimtobringhisrepentancetoalastingreform。
AsmylordandhisfriendLordMohunweresuchclosecompanions,MistressBeatrixchosetobejealousofthelatter;andthetwogentlemenoftenentertainedeachotherbylaughing,intheirrudeboisterousway,atthechild'sfreaksofangerandshowofdislike。
"Whenthouartoldenough,thoushaltmarryLordMohun,"Beatrix'sfatherwouldsay:onwhichthegirlwouldpoutandsay,"IwouldrathermarryTomTusher。"AndbecausetheLordMohunalwaysshowedanextremegallantrytomyLadyCastlewood,whomheprofessedtoadmiredevotedly,oneday,inanswertothisoldjokeofherfather's,Beatrixsaid,"Ithinkmylordwouldrathermarrymammathanmarryme;andiswaitingtillyoudietoaskher。"
Thewordsweresaidlightlyandpertlybythegirlonenightbeforesupper,asthefamilypartywereassemblednearthegreatfire。
Thetwolords,whowereatcards,bothgaveastart;myladyturnedasredasscarlet,andbadeMistressBeatrixgotoherownchamber;
whereuponthegirl,puttingon,asherwontwas,themostinnocentair,said,"IamsureImeantnowrong;IamsuremammatalksagreatdealmoretoHarryEsmondthanshedoestopapa——andshecriedwhenHarrywentaway,andsheneverdoeswhenpapagoesaway!
andlastnightshetalkedtoLordMohunforeversolong,andsentusoutoftheroom,andcriedwhenwecameback,and——"
"D——n!"criedoutmyLordCastlewood,outofallpatience。"Gooutoftheroom,youlittleviper!"andhestartedupandflungdownhiscards。
"AskLordMohunwhatIsaidtohim,Francis,"herladyshipsaid,risingupwithascaredface,butyetwithagreatandtouchingdignityandcandorinherlookandvoice。"Comeawaywithme,Beatrix。"Beatrixsprunguptoo;shewasintearsnow。
"Dearestmamma,whathaveIdone?"sheasked。"SureImeantnoharm。"Andsheclungtohermother,andthepairwentoutsobbingtogether。
"Iwilltellyouwhatyourwifesaidtome,Frank,"myLordMohuncried。"ParsonHarrymayhearit;and,asIhopeforheaven,everywordIsayistrue。Lastnight,withtearsinhereyes,yourwifeimploredmetoplaynomorewithyouatdiceoratcards,andyouknowbestwhetherwhatsheaskedwasnotforyourgood。"
"Ofcourse,itwas,Mohun,"saysmylordinadryhardvoice。"Ofcourseyouareamodelofaman:andtheworldknowswhatasaintyouare。"
MyLordMohunwasseparatedfromhiswife,andhadhadmanyaffairsofhonor:ofwhichwomenasusualhadbeenthecause。
"Iamnosaint,thoughyourwifeis——andIcananswerformyactionsasotherpeoplemustfortheirwords,"saidmyLordMohun。
"ByG——,mylord,youshall,"criedtheother,startingup。
"Wehaveanotherlittleaccounttosettlefirst,mylord,"saysLordMohun。WhereuponHarryEsmond,filledwithalarmfortheconsequencestowhichthisdisastrousdisputemightlead,brokeoutintothemostvehementexpostulationswithhispatronandhisadversary。"Graciousheavens!"hesaid,"mylord,areyougoingtodrawasworduponyourfriendinyourownhouse?Canyoudoubtthehonorofaladywhoisaspureasheaven,andwoulddieathousandtimesratherthandoyouawrong?Aretheidlewordsofajealouschildtosetfriendsatvariance?Hasnotmymistress,asmuchasshedareddo,besoughtyourlordship,asthetruthmustbetold,tobreakyourintimacywithmyLordMohun;andtogiveupthehabitwhichmaybringruinonyourfamily?ButformyLordMohun'sillness,hadhenotleftyou?"
"'Faith,Frank,amanwithagoutytoecan'trunafterothermen'swives,"brokeoutmyLordMohun,whoindeedwasinthatway,andwithalaughandalookathisswathedlimbsofrankandcomical,thattheotherdashinghisfistacrosshisforeheadwascaughtbythatinfectiousgood—humor,andsaidwithhisoath,"————it,Harry,Ibelievethee,"andsothisquarrelwasover,andthetwogentlemen,atswordsdrawnbutjustnow,droppedtheirpoints,andshookhands。
Beatipacifici。"Go,bringmyladyback,"saidHarry'spatron。
Esmondwentawayonlytoogladtobethebearerofsuchgoodnews。
Hefoundheratthedoor;shehadbeenlisteningthere,butwentbackashecame。Shetookbothhishands,hersweremarblecold。
Sheseemedasifshewouldfallonhisshoulder。"Thankyou,andGodblessyou,mydearbrotherHarry,"shesaid。Shekissedhishand,Esmondfelthertearsuponit:andleadingherintotheroom,anduptomylord,theLordCastlewood,withanoutbreakoffeelingandaffectionsuchashehadnotexhibitedformanyalongday,tookhiswifetohisheart,andbentoverandkissedherandaskedherpardon。
"'Tistimeformetogotoroost。Iwillhavemygruela—bed,"
saidmyLordMohun:andlimpedoffcomicallyonHarryEsmond'sarm。
"ByGeorge,thatwomanisapearl!"hesaid;"and'tisonlyapigthatwouldn'tvalueher。Haveyouseenthevulgartraipsingorange—girlwhomEsmond"——buthereMr。Esmondinterruptedhim,saying,thatthesewerenotaffairsforhimtoknow。
Mylord'sgentlemancameintowaituponhismaster,whowasnosoonerinhisnightcapanddressing—gownthanhehadanothervisitorwhomhishostinsistedonsendingtohim:andthiswasnootherthantheLadyCastlewoodherselfwiththetoastandgruel,whichherhusbandbadehermakeandcarrywithherownhandsintoherguest。
LordCastlewoodstoodlookingafterhiswifeasshewentonthiserrand,andashelooked,HarryEsmondcouldnotbutgazeonhim,andremarkedinhispatron'sfaceanexpressionoflove,andgrief,andcare,whichverymuchmovedandtouchedtheyoungman。LordCastlewood'shandsfelldownathissides,andhisheadonhisbreast,andpresentlyhesaid,——
"YouheardwhatMohunsaid,parson?"
"Thatmyladywasasaint?"
"Thattherearetwoaccountstosettle。Ihavebeengoingwrongthesefiveyears,HarryEsmond。Eversinceyoubroughtthatdamnedsmall—poxintothehouse,therehasbeenafatepursuingme,andI
hadbesthavediedofit,andnotrunawayfromitlikeacoward。
IleftBeatrixwithherrelations,andwenttoLondon;andIfellamongthieves,Harry,andIgotbacktoconfoundedcardsanddice,whichIhadn'ttouchedsincemymarriage——no,notsinceIwasintheDuke'sGuard,withthosewildMohocks。AndIhavebeenplayingworseandworse,andgoingdeeperanddeeperintoit;andIoweMohuntwothousandpoundsnow;andwhenit'spaidIamlittlebetterthanabeggar。Idon'tliketolookmyboyintheface;hehatesme,Iknowhedoes。AndIhavespentBeaty'slittleportion:
andtheLordknowswhatwillcomeifIlive;thebestthingIcandoistodie,andreleasewhatportionoftheestateisredeemablefortheboy。"
MohunwasasmuchmasteratCastlewoodastheowneroftheHallitself;andhisequipagesfilledthestables,where,indeed,therewasroomandplentyformanymorehorsesthanHarryEsmond'simpoverishedpatroncouldaffordtokeep。Hehadarrivedonhorsebackwithhispeople;butwhenhisgoutbrokeoutmyLordMohunsenttoLondonforalightchaisehehad,drawnbyapairofsmallhorses,andrunningasswift,whereverroadsweregood,asaLaplander'ssledge。Whenthiscarriagecame,hislordshipwaseagertodrivetheLadyCastlewoodabroadinit,anddidsomanytimes,andatarapidpace,greatlytohiscompanion'senjoyment,wholovedtheswiftmotionandthehealthybreezesoverthedownswhichlieharduponCastlewood,andstretchthencetowardsthesea。
Asthisamusementwasverypleasanttoher,andherlord,farfromshowinganymistrustofherintimacywithLordMohun,encouragedhertobehiscompanion——asifwillingbyhispresentextremeconfidencetomakeupforanypastmistrustwhichhisjealousyhadshown——theLadyCastlewoodenjoyedherselffreelyinthisharmlessdiversion,which,itmustbeowned,herguestwasveryeagertogiveher;anditseemedthatshegrewthemorefreewithLordMohun,andpleasedwithhiscompany,becauseofsomesacrificewhichhisgallantrywaspleasedtomakeinherfavor。
Seeingthetwogentlemenconstantlyatcardsstillofevenings,HarryEsmondonedaydeploredtohismistressthatthisfatalinfatuationofherlordshouldcontinue;andnowtheyseemedreconciledtogether,beggedhisladytohinttoherhusbandthatheshouldplaynomore。
ButLadyCastlewood,smilingarchlyandgayly,saidshewouldspeaktohimpresently,andthat,forafewnightsmoreatleast,hemightbelettohavehisamusement。
"Indeed,madam,"saidHarry,"youknownotwhatitcostsyou;and'tiseasyforanyobserverwhoknowsthegame,toseethatLordMohunisbyfarthestrongerofthetwo。"
"Iknowheis,"saysmylady,stillwithexceedinggood—humor;"heisnotonlythebestplayer,butthekindestplayerintheworld。"
"Madam,madam!"Esmondcried,transportedandprovoked。"Debtsofhonormustbepaidsometimeorother;andmymasterwillberuinedifhegoeson。"
"Harry,shallItellyouasecret?"myladyreplied,withkindnessandpleasurestillinhereyes。"Franciswillnotberuinedifhegoeson;hewillberescuedifhegoeson。IrepentofhavingspokenandthoughtunkindlyoftheLordMohunwhenhewashereinthepastyear。Heisfullofmuchkindnessandgood;and'tismybeliefthatweshallbringhimtobetterthings。Ihavelenthim'Tillotson'andyourfavorite'BishopTaylor,'andheismuchtouched,hesays;andasaproofofhisrepentance——(andhereinliesmysecret)——whatdoyouthinkheisdoingwithFrancis?HeislettingpoorFrankwinhismoneybackagain。Hehathwonalreadyatthelastfournights;andmyLordMohunsaysthathewillnotbethemeansofinjuringpoorFrankandmydearchildren。"
"AndinGod'sname,whatdoyoureturnhimforthesacrifice?"
askedEsmond,aghast;whoknewenoughofmen,andofthisoneinparticular,tobeawarethatsuchafinishedrakegavenothingfornothing。"How,inheaven'sname,areyoutopayhim?"
"Payhim!Withamother'sblessingandawife'sprayers!"criesmylady,claspingherhandstogether。HarryEsmonddidnotknowwhethertolaugh,tobeangry,ortolovehisdearmistressmorethaneverfortheobstinateinnocencywithwhichshechosetoregardtheconductofamanoftheworld,whosedesignsheknewbetterhowtointerpret。Hetoldthelady,guardedly,butsoastomakehismeaningquitecleartoher,whatheknewinrespectoftheformerlifeandconductofthisnobleman;ofotherwomenagainstwhomhehadplotted,andwhomhehadovercome;oftheconversationwhichhe,Harryhimself,hadhadwithLordMohun,whereinthelordmadeaboastofhislibertinism,andfrequentlyavowedthatheheldallwomentobefairgame(ashislordshipstyledthisprettysport),andthattheywereall,withoutexception,tobewon。AndthereturnHarryhadforhisentreatiesandremonstranceswasafitofangeronLadyCastlewood'spart,whowouldnotlistentohisaccusations;shesaidandretortedthathehimselfmustbeverywickedandpervertedtosupposeevildesignswhereshewassurenoneweremeant。"Andthisisthegoodmeddlersgetofinterfering,"Harrythoughttohimselfwithmuchbitterness;andhisperplexityandannoyancewereonlythegreater,becausehecouldnotspeaktomyLordCastlewoodhimselfuponasubjectofthisnature,orventuretoadviseorwarnhimregardingamattersoverysacredashisownhonor,ofwhichmylordwasnaturallythebestguardian。
ButthoughLadyCastlewoodwouldlistentonoadvicefromheryoungdependant,andappearedindignantlytorefuseitwhenoffered,Harryhadthesatisfactiontofindthatsheadoptedthecounselwhichsheprofessedtoreject;forthenextdayshepleadedaheadache,whenmyLordMohunwouldhavehadherdriveout,andthenextdaytheheadachecontinued;andnextday,inalaughinggayway,sheproposedthatthechildrenshouldtakeherplaceinhislordship'scar,fortheywouldbecharmedwitharideofallthings;andshemustnothaveallthepleasureforherself。Mylordgavethemadrivewithaverygoodgrace,though,Idaresay,withrageanddisappointmentinwardly——notthathisheartwasveryseriouslyengagedinhisdesignsuponthissimplelady:butthelifeofsuchmenisoftenoneofintrigue,andtheycannomoregothroughthedaywithoutawomantopursue,thanafox—hunterwithouthissportafterbreakfast。
Underanaffectedcarelessnessofdemeanor,andthoughtherewasnooutwarddemonstrationofdoubtuponhispatron'spartsincethequarrelbetweenthetwolords,HarryyetsawthatLordCastlewoodwaswatchinghisguestverynarrowly;andcaughtsightofdistrustandsmotheredrage(asHarrythought)whichforebodednogood。OnthepointofhonorEsmondknewhowtouchyhispatronwas;andwatchedhimalmostasaphysicianwatchesapatient,anditseemedtohimthatthisonewasslowtotakethedisease,thoughhecouldnotthrowoffthepoisonwhenonceithadmingledwithhisblood。
WereadinShakspeare(whomthewriterforhispartconsiderstobefarbeyondMr。Congreve,Mr。Dryden,oranyofthewitsofthepresentperiod,)thatwhenjealousyisoncedeclared,norpoppy,normandragora,norallthedrowsysyrupsoftheEast,willeversootheitormedicineitaway。
Infine,thesymptomsseemedtobesoalarmingtothisyoungphysician(who,indeed,youngashewas,hadfeltthekindpulsesofallthosedearkinsmen),thatHarrythoughtitwouldbehisdutytowarnmyLordMohun,andlethimknowthathisdesignsweresuspectedandwatched。Sooneday,wheninratherapettishhumorhislordshiphadsenttoLadyCastlewood,whohadpromisedtodrivewithhim,andnowrefusedtocome,Harrysaid——"Mylord,ifyouwillkindlygivemeaplacebyyoursideIwillthankyou;Ihavemuchtosaytoyou,andwouldliketospeaktoyoualone。"
"Youhonormebygivingmeyourconfidence,Mr。HenryEsmond,"saystheother,withaverygrandbow。Mylordwasalwaysafinegentleman,andyoungashewastherewasthatinEsmond'smannerwhichshowedthathewasagentlemantoo,andthatnonemighttakealibertywithhim——sothepairwentout,andmountedthelittlecarriage,whichwasinwaitingfortheminthecourt,withitstwolittlecream—coloredHanoverianhorsescoveredwithsplendidfurnitureandchampingatthebit。
"Mylord,"saysHarryEsmond,aftertheyweregotintothecountry,andpointingtomyLordMohun'sfoot,whichwasswathedinflannel,andputupratherostentatiouslyonacushion——"mylord,IstudiedmedicineatCambridge。"
"Indeed,ParsonHarry,"sayshe;"andareyougoingtotakeoutadiploma:andcureyourfellow—studentsofthe——"
"Ofthegout,"saysHarry,interruptinghim,andlookinghimhardintheface;"Iknowagooddealaboutthegout。"
"Ihopeyoumayneverhaveit。'Tisaninfernaldisease,"saysmylord,"anditstwingesarediabolical。Ah!"andhemadeadreadfulwryface,asifhejustfeltatwinge。
"Yourlordshipwouldbemuchbetterifyoutookoffallthatflannel——itonlyservestoinflamethetoe,"Harrycontinued,lookinghismanfullintheface。
"Oh!itonlyservestoinflamethetoe,doesit?"saystheother,withaninnocentair。
"Ifyoutookoffthatflannel,andflungthatabsurdslipperaway,andworeaboot,"continuesHarry。
"Yourecommendmeboots,Mr。Esmond?"asksmylord。
"Yes,bootsandspurs。Isawyourlordshipthreedaysagorundownthegalleryfastenough,"Harrygoeson。"Iamsurethattakinggruelatnightisnotsopleasantasclarettoyourlordship;andbesidesitkeepsyourlordship'sheadcoolforplay,whilstmypatron'sishotandflusteredwithdrink。"
"'Sdeath,sir,youdarenotsaythatIdon'tplayfair?"criesmylord,whippinghishorses,whichwentawayatagallop。
"Youarecoolwhenmylordisdrunk,"Harrycontinued;"yourlordshipgetsthebetterofmypatron。IhavewatchedyouasI
lookedupfrommybooks。"
"YouyoungArgus!"saysLordMohun,wholikedHarryEsmond——andforwhosecompanyandwit,andacertaindaringmanner,Harryhadagreatlikingtoo——"YouyoungArgus!youmaylookwithallyourhundredeyesandseeweplayfair。I'veplayedawayanestateofanight,andI'veplayedmyshirtoffmyback;andI'veplayedawaymyperiwigandgonehomeinanightcap。ButnomancansayIevertookanadvantageofhimbeyondtheadvantageofthegame。I
playedadice—coggingscoundrelinAlsatiaforhisearsandwon'em,andhaveoneof'eminmylodginginBowStreetinabottleofspirits。HarryMohunwillplayanymanforanything——alwayswould。"