AndanotherletterwasfromColonelEsmondtohiskinsman,tosaythatoneCaptainHoltonhadbeenwithhimofferinghimlargebribestojoin,YOUKNOWWHO,andsayingthattheheadofthehouseofCastlewoodwasdeeplyengagedinthatquarter。ButforhisparthehadbrokehisswordwhentheK。leftthecountry,andwouldneveragainfightinthatquarrel。TheP。ofO。wasaman,atleast,ofanoblecourage,andhisduty,and,ashethought,everyEnglishman's,wastokeepthecountryquiet,andtheFrenchoutofit:and,infine,thathewouldhavenothingtodowiththescheme。
Oftheexistenceofthesetwolettersandthecontentsofthepillow,ColonelFrankEsmond,whobecameViscountCastlewood,toldHenryEsmondafterwards,whentheletterswereshowntohislordship,whocongratulatedhimself,ashehadgoodreason,thathehadnotjoinedintheschemewhichprovedsofataltomanyconcernedinit。But,naturally,theladknewlittleaboutthesecircumstanceswhentheyhappenedunderhiseyes:onlybeingawarethathispatronandhismistresswereinsometrouble,whichhadcausedtheflightoftheoneandtheapprehensionoftheotherbytheofficersofKingWilliam。
Theseizureofthepaperseffected,thegentlemendidnotpursuetheirfurthersearchthroughCastlewoodHouseveryrigorously。
TheyexaminedMr。Holt'sroom,beingledthitherbyhispupil,whoshowed,astheFatherhadbiddenhim,theplacewherethekeyofhischamberlay,openedthedoorforthegentlemen,andconductedthemintotheroom。
Whenthegentlemencametothehalf—burnedpapersinthebrazier,theyexaminedthemeagerlyenough,andtheiryoungguidewasalittleamusedattheirperplexity。
"Whatarethese?"saysone。
"They'rewritteninaforeignlanguage,"saysthelawyer。"Whatareyoulaughingat,littlewhelp?"addshe,turningroundashesawtheboysmile。
"Mr。Holtsaidtheyweresermons,"Harrysaid,"andbademetoburnthem;"whichindeedwastrueofthosepapers。
"Sermonsindeed——it'streason,Iwouldlayawager,"criesthelawyer。
"Egad!it'sGreektome,"saysCaptainWestbury。"Canyoureadit,littleboy?"
"Yes,sir,alittle,"Harrysaid。
"Thenread,andreadinEnglish,sir,onyourperil,"saidthelawyer。AndHarrybegantotranslate:——
"Hathnotoneofyourownwriterssaid,'ThechildrenofAdamarenowlaboringasmuchashehimselfeverdid,aboutthetreeoftheknowledgeofgoodandevil,shakingtheboughsthereof,andseekingthefruit,beingforthemostpartunmindfulofthetreeoflife。'
Ohblindgeneration!'tisthistreeofknowledgetowhichtheserpenthasledyou"——andheretheboywasobligedtostop,therestofthepagebeingcharredbythefire:andaskedofthelawyer——"ShallIgoon,sir?"
Thelawyersaid——"Thisboyisdeeperthanheseems:whoknowsthatheisnotlaughingatus?"
"Let'shaveinDicktheScholar,"criedCaptainWestbury,laughing:
andhecalledtoatrooperoutofthewindow——"Ho,Dick,comeinhereandconstrue。"
Athick—setsoldier,withasquaregood—humoredface,cameinatthesummons,salutinghisofficer。
"Telluswhatisthis,Dick,"saysthelawyer。
"MynameisSteele,sir,"saysthesoldier。"ImaybeDickformyfriends,butIdon'tnamegentlemenofyourclothamongstthem。"
"Wellthen,Steele。"
"Mr。Steele,sir,ifyouplease。WhenyouaddressagentlemanofhisMajesty'sHorseGuards,bepleasednottobesofamiliar。"
"Ididn'tknow,sir,"saidthelawyer。
"Howshouldyou?Itakeityouarenotaccustomedtomeetwithgentlemen,"saysthetrooper。
"Holdthyprate,andreadthatbitofpaper,"saysWestbury。
"'TisLatin,"saysDick,glancingatit,andagainsalutinghisofficer,"andfromasermonofMr。Cudworth's,"andhetranslatedthewordsprettymuchasHenryEsmondhadrenderedthem。
"Whatayoungscholaryouare,"saystheCaptaintotheboy。
"Dependon't,heknowsmorethanhetells,"saysthelawyer。"I
thinkwewillpackhimoffinthecoachwitholdJezebel。"
"ForconstruingabitofLatin?"saidtheCaptain,verygood—
naturedly。
"Iwouldasliefgothereasanywhere,"HarryEsmondsaid,simply,"forthereisnobodytocareforme。"
Theremusthavebeensomethingtouchinginthechild'svoice,orinthisdescriptionofhissolitude——fortheCaptainlookedathimverygood—naturedly,andthetrooper,calledSteele,puthishandkindlyonthelad'shead,andsaidsomewordsintheLatintongue。
"Whatdoeshesay?"saysthelawyer。
"Faith,askDickhimself,"criedCaptainWestbury。
"IsaidIwasnotignorantofmisfortunemyself,andhadlearnedtosuccorthemiserable,andthat'snotYOURtrade,Mr。Sheepskin,"
saidthetrooper。
"YouhadbetterleaveDicktheScholaralone,Mr。Corbet,"theCaptainsaid。AndHarryEsmond,alwaystouchedbyakindfaceandkindword,feltverygratefultothisgood—naturedchampion。
Thehorseswerebythistimeharnessedtothecoach;andtheCountessandVictoirecamedownandwereputintothevehicle。
Thiswoman,whoquarrelledwithHarryEsmondallday,wasmeltedatpartingwithhim,andcalledhim"dearangel,"and"poorinfant,"
andahundredothernames。
TheViscountess,givinghimherleanhandtokiss,badehimalwaysbefaithfultothehouseofEsmond。"Ifevilshouldhappentomylord,"saysshe,"hisSUCCESSOR,Itrust,willbefound,andgiveyouprotection。SituatedasIam,theywillnotdarewreaktheirvengeanceonmeNOW。"Andshekissedamedalsheworewithgreatfervor,andHenryEsmondknewnotintheleastwhathermeaningwas;buthathsincelearnedthat,oldasshewas,shewasforeverexpecting,bythegoodofficesofsaintsandrelics,tohaveanheirtothetitleofEsmond。
HarryEsmondwastooyoungtohavebeenintroducedintothesecretsofpoliticsinwhichhispatronswereimplicated;fortheyputbutfewquestionstotheboy(whowaslittleofstature,andlookedmuchyoungerthanhisage),andsuchquestionsastheyputheansweredcautiouslyenough,andprofessingevenmoreignorancethanhehad,forwhichhisexaminerswillinglyenoughgavehimcredit。
Hedidnotsayawordaboutthewindoworthecupboardoverthefireplace;andthesesecretsquiteescapedtheeyesofthesearchers。
Sothenmyladywasconsignedtohercoach,andsentofftoHexton,withherwomanandthemanoflawtobearhercompany,acoupleoftroopersridingoneithersideofthecoach。AndHarrywasleftbehindattheHall,belongingasitweretonobody,andquitealoneintheworld。Thecaptainandaguardofmenremainedinpossessionthere;andthesoldiers,whowereverygood—naturedandkind,atemylord'smuttonanddrankhiswine,andmadethemselvescomfortable,astheywellmightdoinsuchpleasantquarters。
Thecaptainshadtheirdinnerservedinmylord'stapestryparlor,andpoorlittleHarrythoughthisdutywastowaituponCaptainWestbury'schair,ashiscustomhadbeentoservehislordwhenhesatthere。
AfterthedepartureoftheCountess,DicktheScholartookHarryEsmondunderhisspecialprotection,andwouldexaminehiminhishumanitiesandtalktohimbothofFrenchandLatin,inwhichtonguestheladfound,andhisnewfriendwaswillingenoughtoacknowledge,thathewasevenmoreproficientthanScholarDick。
HearingthathehadlearnedthemfromaJesuit,inthepraiseofwhomandwhosegoodnessHarrywasnevertiredofspeaking,Dick,rathertotheboy'ssurprise,whobegantohaveanearlyshrewdness,likemanychildrenbredupalone,showedagreatdealoftheologicalscience,andknowledgeofthepointsatissuebetweenthetwochurches;sothatheandHarrywouldhavehoursofcontroversytogether,inwhichtheboywascertainlyworstedbytheargumentsofthissingulartrooper。"Iamnocommonsoldier,"Dickwouldsay,andindeeditwaseasytoseebyhislearning,breeding,andmanyaccomplishments,thathewasnot。Iamofoneofthemostancientfamiliesintheempire;Ihavehadmyeducationatafamousschool,andafamousuniversity;IlearnedmyfirstrudimentsofLatinneartoSmithfield,inLondon,wherethemartyrswereroasted。"
"Youhangedasmanyofours,"interposedHarry;"and,forthematterofpersecution,FatherHolttoldmethatayounggentlemanofEdinburgh,eighteenyearsofage,studentatthecollegethere,washangedforheresyonlylastyear,thoughherecanted,andsolemnlyaskedpardonforhiserrors。"
"Faith!therehasbeentoomuchpersecutiononbothsides:but'twasyoutaughtus。"
"Nay,'twasthePagansbeganit,"criedthelad,andbegantoinstanceanumberofsaintsoftheChurch,fromtheproto—martyrdownwards——"thisone'sfirewentoutunderhim:thatone'soilcooledinthecaldron:atathirdholyheadtheexecutionerchoppedthreetimesanditwouldnotcomeoff。ShowusmartyrsinYOUR
churchforwhomsuchmiracleshavebeendone。"
"Nay,"saysthetroopergravely,"themiraclesofthefirstthreecenturiesbelongtomyChurchaswellasyours,MasterPapist,"andthenadded,withsomethingofasmileuponhiscountenance,andaqueerlookatHarry——"Andyet,mylittlecatechiser,Ihavesometimesthoughtaboutthosemiracles,thattherewasnotmuchgoodinthem,sincethevictim'sheadalwaysfinishedbycomingoffatthethirdorfourthchop,andthecaldron,ifitdidnotboiloneday,boiledthenext。Howbeit,inourtimes,theChurchhaslostthatquestionableadvantageofrespites。ThereneverwasashowertoputoutRidley'sfire,noranangeltoturntheedgeofCampion'saxe。TheracktorethelimbsofSouthwelltheJesuitandSympsontheProtestantalike。Forfaith,everywheremultitudesdiewillinglyenough。IhavereadinMonsieurRycaut's'HistoryoftheTurks,'ofthousandsofMahomet'sfollowersrushingupondeathinbattleasuponcertainParadise;andinthegreatMogul'sdominionspeopleflingthemselvesbyhundredsunderthecarsoftheidolsannually,andthewidowsburnthemselvesontheirhusbands'bodies,as'tiswellknown。'Tisnotthedyingforafaiththat'ssohard,MasterHarry——everymanofeverynationhasdonethat——'tisthelivinguptoitthatisdifficult,asIknowtomycost,"headdedwithasigh。"Andah!"headded,"mypoorlad,Iamnotstrongenoughtoconvincetheebymylife——thoughtodieformyreligionwouldgivemethegreatestofjoys——butIhadadearfriendinMagdalenCollegeinOxford;IwishJoeAddisonwereheretoconvincethee,ashequicklycould——forIthinkhe'samatchforthewholeCollegeofJesuits;andwhat'smore,inhislifetoo。InthatverysermonofDr。Cudworth'swhichyourpriestwasquotingfrom,andwhichsufferedmartydominthebrazier,"——Dickaddedwithasmile,"Ihadathoughtofwearingtheblackcoat(butwasashamedofmylife,yousee,andtooktothissorryredone);I
haveoftenthoughtofJoeAddison——Dr。Cudworthsays,'Agoodconscienceisthebestlooking—glassofheaven'——andthere'sserenityinmyfriend'sfacewhichalwaysreflectsit——Iwishyoucouldseehim,Harry。"
"Didhedoyouagreatdealofgood?"askedthelad,simply。
"Hemighthavedone,"saidtheother——"atleasthetaughtmetoseeandapprovebetterthings。'Tismyownfault,deteriorasequi。"
"Youseemverygood,"theboysaid。
"I'mnotwhatIseem,alas!"answeredthetrooper——andindeed,asitturnedout,poorDicktoldthetruth——forthatverynight,atsupperinthehall,wherethegentlemenofthetrooptooktheirrepasts,andpassedmostpartoftheirdaysdicingandsmokingoftobacco,andsingingandcursing,overtheCastlewoodale——HarryEsmondfoundDicktheScholarinawofulstateofdrunkenness。Hehiccuppedoutasermonandhislaughingcompanionsbadehimsingahymn,onwhichDick,swearinghewouldrunthescoundrelthroughthebodywhoinsultedhisreligion,madeforhissword,whichwashangingonthewall,andfelldownflatonthefloorunderit,sayingtoHarry,whoranforwardtohelphim,"Ah,littlePapist,I
wishJosephAddisonwashere!"
ThoughthetroopersoftheKing'sLife—Guardswereallgentlemen,yettherestofthegentlemenseemedignorantandvulgarboorstoHarryEsmond,withtheexceptionofthisgood—naturedCorporalSteeletheScholar,andCaptainWestburyandLieutenantTrant,whowerealwayskindtothelad。TheyremainedforsomeweeksormonthsencampedinCastlewood,andHarrylearnedfromthem,fromtimetotime,howtheladyatHextonCastlewastreated,andtheparticularsofherconfinementthere。'TisknownthatKingWilliamwasdisposedtodealverylenientlywiththegentrywhoremainedfaithfultotheoldKing'scause;andnoprinceusurpingacrown,ashisenemiessaidhedid,(righteouslytakingit,asIthinknow,)evercausedlessbloodtobeshed。Asforwomen—conspirators,hekeptspiesontheleastdangerous,andlockeduptheothers。
LadyCastlewoodhadthebestroomsinHextonCastle,andthegaoler'sgardentowalkin;andthoughsherepeatedlydesiredtobeledouttoexecution,likeMaryQueenofScots,thereneverwasanythoughtoftakingherpaintedoldheadoff,oranydesiretodoaughtbutkeepherpersoninsecurity。
Anditappearedshefoundthatsomewerefriendsinhermisfortune,whomshehad,inherprosperity,consideredasherworstenemies。
ColonelFrancisEsmond,mylord'scousinandherladyship's,whohadmarriedtheDeanofWinchester'sdaughter,and,sinceKingJames'sdepartureoutofEngland,hadlivednotveryfarawayfromHextontown,hearingofhiskinswoman'sstrait,andbeingfriendswithColonelBrice,commandingforKingWilliaminHexton,andwiththeChurchdignitariesthere,cametovisitherladyshipinprison,offeringtohisuncle'sdaughteranyfriendlyserviceswhichlayinhispower。Andhebroughthisladyandlittledaughtertoseetheprisoner,tothelatterofwhom,achildofgreatbeautyandmanywinningways,theoldViscountesstooknotalittleliking,althoughbetweenherladyshipandthechild'smothertherewaslittlemorelovethanformerly。Therearesomeinjurieswhichwomenneverforgiveoneanother;andMadamFrancisEsmond,inmarryinghercousin,haddoneoneofthoseirretrievablewrongstoLadyCastlewood。Butasshewasnowhumiliated,andinmisfortune,MadamFranciscouldallowatrucetoherenmity,andcouldbekindforawhile,atleast,toherhusband'sdiscardedmistress。SothelittleBeatrix,herdaughter,waspermittedoftentogoandvisittheimprisonedViscountess,who,insofarasthechildanditsfatherwereconcerned,gottoabateinherangertowardsthatbranchoftheCastlewoodfamily。AndthelettersofColonelEsmondcomingtolight,ashasbeensaid,andhisconductbeingknowntotheKing'scouncil,theColonelwasputinabetterpositionwiththeexistinggovernmentthanhehadeverbeforebeen;anysuspicionsregardinghisloyaltywereentirelydoneaway;andsohewasenabledtobeofmoreservicetohiskinswomanthanhecouldotherwisehavebeen。
Andnowtherebefellaneventbywhichthisladyrecoveredherliberty,andthehouseofCastlewoodgotanewowner,andfatherlesslittleHarryEsmondanewandmostkindprotectorandfriend。WhateverthatsecretwaswhichHarrywastohearfrommylord,theboyneverheardit;forthatnightwhenFatherHoltarrived,andcarriedmylordawaywithhim,wasthelastonwhichHarryeversawhispatron。Whathappenedtomylordmaybebrieflytoldhere。Havingfoundthehorsesattheplacewheretheywerelying,mylordandFatherHoltrodetogethertoChatteris,wheretheyhadtemporaryrefugewithoneoftheFather'spenitentsinthatcity;butthepursuitbeinghotforthem,andtherewardfortheapprehensionofoneortheotherconsiderable,itwasdeemedadvisablethattheyshouldseparate;andthepriestbetookhimselftootherplacesofretreatknowntohim,whilstmylordpassedoverfromBristolintoIreland,inwhichkingdomKingJameshadacourtandanarmy。Mylordwasbutasmalladditiontothis;bringing,indeed,onlyhisswordandthefewpiecesinhispocket;buttheKingreceivedhimwithsomekindnessanddistinctioninspiteofhispoorplight,confirmedhiminhisnewtitleofMarquis,gavehimaregiment,andpromisedhimfurtherpromotion。Buttitlesorpromotionwerenottobenefithimnow。MylordwaswoundedatthefatalbattleoftheBoyne,flyingfromwhichfield(longafterhismasterhadsethimanexample)helayforawhileconcealedinthemarshycountryneartothetownofTrim,andmorefromcatarrhandfevercaughtinthebogsthanfromthesteeloftheenemyinthebattle,sankanddied。MaytheearthlielightuponThomasofCastlewood!Hewhowritesthismustspeakincharity,thoughthislorddidhimandhistwogrievouswrongs:foroneofthesehewouldhavemadeamends,perhaps,hadlifebeensparedhim;buttheotherlaybeyondhispowertorepair,though'tistobehopedthatagreaterPowerthanapriesthasabsolvedhimofit。Hegotthecomfortofthisabsolution,too,suchasitwas:apriestofTrimwritingalettertomyladytoinformherofthiscalamity。
Butinthosedaysletterswereslowoftravelling,andourpriest'stooktwomonthsormoreonitsjourneyfromIrelandtoEngland:
where,whenitdidarrive,itdidnotfindmyladyatherownhouse;shewasattheKing'shouseofHextonCastlewhenthelettercametoCastlewood,butitwasopenedforallthatbytheofficerincommandthere。
HarryEsmondwellrememberedthereceiptofthisletter,whichLockwoodbroughtinasCaptainWestburyandLieutenantTrantwereonthegreenplayingatbowls,youngEsmondlookingonatthesport,orreadinghisbookinthearbor。
"Here'snewsforFrankEsmond,"saysCaptainWestbury;"Harry,didyoueverseeColonelEsmond?"AndCaptainWestburylookedveryhardattheboyashespoke。
HarrysaidhehadseenhimbutoncewhenhewasatHexton,attheballthere。
"Anddidhesayanything?"
"HesaidwhatIdon'tcaretorepeat,"Harryanswered。Forhewasnowtwelveyearsofage:heknewwhathisbirthwas,andthedisgraceofit;andhefeltnolovetowardsthemanwhohadmostlikelystainedhismother'shonorandhisown。
"DidyoulovemyLordCastlewood?"
"IwaituntilIknowmymother,sir,tosay,"theboyanswered,hiseyesfillingwithtears。
"SomethinghashappenedtoLordCastlewood,"CaptainWestburysaidinaverygravetone——"somethingwhichmusthappentousall。HeisdeadofawoundreceivedattheBoyne,fightingforKingJames。"
"Iamgladmylordfoughtfortherightcause,"theboysaid。
"Itwasbettertomeetdeathonthefieldlikeaman,thanfaceitonTower—hill,assomeofthemmay,"continuedMr。Westbury。"I
hopehehasmadesometestament,orprovidedfortheesomehow。
Thislettersaysherecommendsunicumfiliumsuumdilectissimumtohislady。Ihopehehasleftyoumorethanthat。"
Harrydidnotknow,hesaid。HewasinthehandsofHeavenandFate;butmorelonelynow,asitseemedtohim,thanhehadbeenalltherestofhislife;andthatnight,ashelayinhislittleroomwhichhestilloccupied,theboythoughtwithmanyapangofshameandgriefofhisstrangeandsolitarycondition:howhehadafatherandnofather;anamelessmotherthathadbeenbroughttoruin,perhaps,bythatveryfatherwhomHarrycouldonlyacknowledgeinsecretandwithablush,andwhomhecouldneitherlovenorrevere。AndhesickenedtothinkhowFatherHolt,astranger,andtwoorthreesoldiers,hisacquaintancesofthelastsixweeks,weretheonlyfriendshehadinthegreatwideworld,wherehewasnowquitealone。Thesouloftheboywasfulloflove,andhelongedashelayinthedarknessthereforsomeoneuponwhomhecouldbestowit。Heremembers,andmusttohisdyingday,thethoughtsandtearsofthatlongnight,thehourstollingthroughit。Whowashe,andwhat?Whyhereratherthanelsewhere?
Ihaveamind,hethought,togotothatpriestatTrim,andfindoutwhatmyfathersaidtohimonhisdeath—bedconfession。IsthereanychildinthewholeworldsounprotectedasIam?ShallI
getupandquitthisplace,andruntoIreland?Withthesethoughtsandtearstheladpassedthatnightawayuntilhewepthimselftosleep。
Thenextday,thegentlemenoftheguard,whohadheardwhathadbefallenhim,weremorethanusuallykindtothechild,especiallyhisfriendScholarDick,whotoldhimabouthisownfather'sdeath,whichhadhappenedwhenDickwasachildatDublin,notquitefiveyearsofage。"Thatwasthefirstsensationofgrief,"Dicksaid,"Ieverknew。IrememberIwentintotheroomwherehisbodylay,andmymothersatweepingbesideit。Ihadmybattledoreinmyhand,andfella—beatingthecoffin,andcallingPapa;onwhichmymothercaughtmeinherarms,andtoldmeinafloodoftearsPapacouldnothearme,andwouldplaywithmenomore,fortheyweregoingtoputhimunderground,whencehecouldnevercometousagain。Andthis,"saidDickkindly,"hasmademepityallchildreneversince;andcausedmetolovethee,mypoorfatherless,motherlesslad。And,ifeverthouwantestafriend,thoushalthaveoneinRichardSteele。"
HarryEsmondthankedhim,andwasgrateful。ButwhatcouldCorporalSteeledoforhim?takehimtorideasparehorse,andbeservanttothetroop?ThoughtheremightbeabarinHarryEsmond'sshield,itwasanobleone。Thecounselofthetwofriendswas,thatlittleHarryshouldstaywherehewas,andabidehisfortune:soEsmondstayedonatCastlewood,awaitingwithnosmallanxietythefate,whateveritwas,whichwasoverhim。
CHAPTERVII。
IAMLEFTATCASTLEWOODANORPHAN,ANDFINDMOSTKINDPROTECTORS
THERE。
DuringthestayofthesoldiersinCastlewood,honestDicktheScholarwastheconstantcompanionofthelonelylittleorphanladHarryEsmond:andtheyreadtogether,andtheyplayedbowlstogether,andwhentheothertroopersortheirofficers,whowerefree—spokenovertheircups,(aswasthewayofthatday,whenneithermennorwomenwereover—nice,)talkedunbecominglyoftheiramoursandgallantriesbeforethechild,Dick,whoverylikelywassettingthewholecompanylaughing,wouldstoptheirjokeswithamaximadebeturpuerisreverentia,andonceofferedtolugoutagainstanothertroopercalledHulkingTom,whowantedtoaskHarryEsmondaribaldquestion。
Also,Dickseeingthatthechildhad,ashesaid,asensibilityabovehisyears,andagreatandpraiseworthydiscretion,confidedtoHarryhisloveforavintner'sdaughter,neartotheTollyard,Westminster,whomDickaddressedasSaccharissainmanyversesofhiscomposition,andwithoutwhomhesaiditwouldbeimpossiblethathecouldcontinuetolive。Hevowedthisathousandtimesinaday,thoughHarrysmiledtoseethelove—lornswainhadhishealthandappetiteaswellasthemostheart—wholetrooperintheregiment:andhesworeHarrytosecrecytoo,whichvowtheladreligiouslykept,untilhefoundthatofficersandprivateswerealltakenintoDick'sconfidence,andhadthebenefitofhisverses。Anditmustbeownedlikewisethat,whileDickwassighingafterSaccharissainLondon,hehadconsolationsinthecountry;
fortherecameawenchoutofCastlewoodvillagewhohadwashedhislinen,andwhocriedsadlywhensheheardhewasgone:andwithoutpayingherbilltoo,whichHarryEsmondtookuponhimselftodischargebygivingthegirlasilverpocket—piece,whichScholarDickhadpresentedtohim,when,withmanyembracesandprayersforhisprosperity,Dickpartedfromhim,thegarrisonofCastlewoodbeingorderedaway。DicktheScholarsaidhewouldneverforgethisyoungfriend,norindeeddidhe:andHarrywassorrywhenthekindsoldiersvacatedCastlewood,lookingforwardwithnosmallanxiety(forcareandsolitudehadmadehimthoughtfulbeyondhisyears)tohisfatewhenthenewlordandladyofthehousecametolivethere。Hehadlivedtobepasttwelveyearsoldnow;andhadneverhadafriend,savethiswildtrooper,perhaps,andFatherHolt;andhadafondandaffectionateheart,tendertoweakness,thatwouldfainattachitselftosomebody,anddidnotseematrestuntilithadfoundafriendwhowouldtakechargeofit。
TheinstinctwhichledHenryEsmondtoadmireandlovethegraciousperson,thefairapparitionofwhosebeautyandkindnesshadsomovedhimwhenhefirstbeheldher,becamesoonadevotedaffectionandpassionofgratitude,whichentirelyfilledhisyoungheart,thatasyet,exceptinthecaseofdearFatherHolt,hadhadverylittlekindnessforwhichtobethankful。ODeacerte,thoughthe,rememberingthelinesoutoftheAEneaswhichMr。Holthadtaughthim。Thereseemed,astheboythought,ineverylookorgestureofthisfaircreature,anangelicalsoftnessandbrightpity——inmotionorreposesheseemedgraciousalike;thetoneofhervoice,thoughsheutteredwordseversotrivial,gavehimapleasurethatamountedalmosttoanguish。Itcannotbecalledlove,thataladoftwelveyearsofage,littlemorethanamenial,feltforanexaltedlady,hismistress:butitwasworship。Tocatchherglance,todivinehererrandandrunonitbeforeshehadspokenit;towatch,follow,adoreher;becamethebusinessofhislife。
Meanwhile,asisthewayoften,hisidolhadidolsofherown,andneverthoughtoforsuspectedtheadmirationofherlittlepigmyadorer。
Myladyhadonhersideherthreeidols:firstandforemost,Joveandsupremeruler,washerlord,Harry'spatron,thegoodViscountofCastlewood。Allwishesofhiswerelawswithher。Ifhehadaheadache,shewasill。Ifhefrowned,shetrembled。Ifhejoked,shesmiledandwascharmed。Ifhewenta—hunting,shewasalwaysatthewindowtoseehimrideaway,herlittlesoncrowingonherarm,oronthewatchtillhisreturn。Shemadedishesforhisdinner:spicedwineforhim:madethetoastforhistankardatbreakfast:hushedthehousewhenhesleptinhischair,andwatchedforalookwhenhewoke。Ifmylordwasnotalittleproudofhisbeauty,myladyadoredit。Sheclungtohisarmashepacedtheterrace,hertwofairlittlehandsclaspedroundhisgreatone;hereyeswerenevertiredoflookinginhisfaceandwonderingatitsperfection。Herlittlesonwashisson,andhadhisfather'slookandcurlybrownhair。HerdaughterBeatrixwashisdaughter,andhadhiseyes——werethereeversuchbeautifuleyesintheworld?
Allthehousewasarrangedsoastobringhimeaseandgivehimpleasure。Shelikedthesmallgentryroundabouttocomeandpayhimcourt,nevercaringforadmirationforherself;thosewhowantedtobewellwiththeladymustadmirehim。Notregardingherdress,shewouldwearagowntorags,becausehehadoncelikedit:
and,ifhebroughtherabroochoraribbon,wouldpreferittoallthemostcostlyarticlesofherwardrobe。
MylordwenttoLondoneveryyearforsixweeks,andthefamilybeingtoopoortoappearatCourtwithanyfigure,hewentalone。
Itwasnotuntilhewasoutofsightthatherfaceshowedanysorrow:andwhatajoywhenhecameback!Whatpreparationbeforehisreturn!Thefondcreaturehadhisarm—chairatthechimney—
side——delightingtoputthechildreninit,andlookatthemthere。
Nobodytookhisplaceatthetable;buthissilvertankardstoodthereaswhenmylordwaspresent。
Aprettysightitwastosee,duringmylord'sabsence,oronthosemanymorningswhensleeporheadachekepthima—bed,thisfairyoungladyofCastlewood,herlittledaughteratherknee,andherdomesticsgatheredroundher,readingtheMorningPrayeroftheEnglishChurch。Esmondlongrememberedhowshelookedandspoke,kneelingreverentlybeforethesacredbook,thesunshininguponhergoldenhairuntilitmadeahaloroundabouther。Adozenoftheservantsofthehousekneeledinalineoppositetheirmistress;forawhileHarryEsmondkeptapartfromthesemysteries,butDoctorTushershowinghimthattheprayersreadwerethoseoftheChurchofallages,andtheboy'sowninclinationpromptinghimtobealwaysasnearashemighttohismistress,andtothinkallthingsshedidright,fromlisteningtotheprayersintheante—
chamber,hecamepresentlytokneeldownwiththerestofthehouseholdintheparlor;andbeforeacoupleofyearsmyladyhadmadeathoroughconvert。Indeed,theboylovedhiscatechisersomuchthathewouldhavesubscribedtoanythingshebadehim,andwasnevertiredoflisteningtoherfonddiscourseandsimplecommentsuponthebook,whichshereadtohiminavoiceofwhichitwasdifficulttoresistthesweetpersuasionandtenderappealingkindness。Thisfriendlycontroversy,andtheintimacywhichitoccasioned,boundtheladmorefondlythanevertohismistress。Thehappiestperiodofallhislifewasthis;andtheyoungmother,withherdaughterandson,andtheorphanladwhomsheprotected,readandworkedandplayed,andwerechildrentogether。Iftheladylookedforward——aswhatfondwomandoesnot?——towardsthefuture,shehadnoplansfromwhichHarryEsmondwasleftout;andathousandandathousandtimes,inhispassionateandimpetuousway,hevowedthatnopowershouldseparatehimfromhismistress;andonlyaskedforsomechancetohappenbywhichhemightshowhisfidelitytoher。Now,atthecloseofhislife,ashesitsandrecallsintranquillitythehappyandbusyscenesofit,hecanthink,notungratefully,thathehasbeenfaithfultothatearlyvow。Suchalifeissosimplethatyearsmaybechronicledinafewlines。Butfewmen'slife—voyagesaredestinedtobeallprosperous;andthiscalmofwhichwearespeakingwassoontocometoanend。
AsEsmondgrew,andobservedforhimself,hefoundofnecessitymuchtoreadandthinkofoutsidethatfondcircleofkinsfolkwhohadadmittedhimtojoinhandwiththem。Hereadmorebooksthantheycaredtostudywithhim;wasaloneinthemidstofthemmanyatime,andpassednightsoverlabors,futileperhaps,butinwhichtheycouldnotjoinhim。Hisdearmistressdivinedhisthoughtswithherusualjealouswatchfulnessofaffection:begantoforebodeatimewhenhewouldescapefromhishome—nest;and,athiseagerprotestationstothecontrary,wouldonlysighandshakeherhead。