PoorMr。Esmondfeltratherfrightened,andtoldatruth,whichwasneverthelessanentirefalsehood。"Uponmyhonor,"sayshe,"I
havenotevenreadtheSpectatorofthismorning。"Norhadhe,forthatwasnottheSpectator,butashamnewspaperputinitsplace。
Shewentonreading:herfaceratherflushedassheread。"No,"
shesays,"Ithinkyoucouldn'thavewrittenit。IthinkitmusthavebeenMr。Steelewhenhewasdrunk——andafraidofhishorridvulgarwife。WheneverIseeanenormouscomplimenttoawoman,andsomeoutrageouspanegyricaboutfemalevirtue,IalwaysfeelsurethattheCaptainandhisbetterhalfhavefallenoutover—night,andthathehasbeenbroughthometipsy,orhasbeenfoundoutin——"
"Beatrix!"criestheLadyCastlewood。
"Well,mamma!Donotcryoutbeforeyouarehurt。Iamnotgoingtosayanythingwrong。Iwon'tgiveyoumoreannoyancethanyoucanhelp,youprettykindmamma。Yes,andyourlittleTrixisanaughtylittleTrix,andsheleavesundonethosethingswhichsheoughttohavedone,anddoesthosethingswhichsheoughtnottohavedone,andthere's——wellnow——Iwon'tgoon。Yes,Iwill,unlessyoukissme。"Andwiththistheyoungladylaysasideherpaper,andrunsuptohermotherandperformsavarietyofembraceswithherladyship,sayingasplainaseyescouldspeaktoMr。
Esmond——"There,sir:wouldnotYOUliketoplaytheverysamepleasantgame?"
"Indeed,madam,Iwould,"sayshe。
"Wouldwhat?"askedMissBeatrix。
"Whatyoumeantwhenyoulookedatmeinthatprovokingway,"
answersEsmond。
"Whataconfessor!"criesBeatrix,withalaugh。
"WhatisitHenrywouldlike,mydear?"askshermother,thekindsoul,whowasalwaysthinkingwhatwewouldlike,andhowshecouldpleaseus。
Thegirlrunsuptoher——"Oh,yousillykindmamma,"shesays,kissingheragain,"that'swhatHarrywouldlike;"andshebrokeoutintoagreatjoyfullaugh;andLadyCastlewoodblushedasbashfulasamaidofsixteen。
"Lookather,Harry,"whispersBeatrix,runningup,andspeakinginhersweetlowtones。"Doesn'ttheblushbecomeher?Isn'tshepretty?ShelooksyoungerthanIam,andIamsuresheisahundredmillionthousandtimesbetter。"
Esmond'skindmistresslefttheroom,carryingherblushesawaywithher。
"IfwegirlsatCourtcouldgrowsuchrosesasthat,"continuesBeatrix,withherlaugh,"whatwouldn'twedotopreserve'em?
We'dcliptheirstalksandput'eminsaltandwater。Butthoseflowersdon'tbloomatHamptonCourtandWindsor,Henry。"Shepausedforaminute,andthesmilefadingawayfromherAprilface,gaveplacetoamenacingshoweroftears;"Oh,howgoodsheis,Harry,"Beatrixwentontosay。"Oh,whatasaintsheis!Hergoodnessfrightensme。I'mnotfittolivewithher。IshouldbebetterIthinkifshewerenotsoperfect。Shehashadagreatsorrowinherlife,andagreatsecret;andrepentedofit。Itcouldnothavebeenmyfather'sdeath。Shetalksfreelyaboutthat;norcouldshehavelovedhimverymuch——thoughwhoknowswhatwewomendolove,andwhy?"
"What,andwhy,indeed,"saysMr。Esmond。
"Nooneknows,"Beatrixwenton,withoutnoticingthisinterruptionexceptbyalook,"whatmymother'slifeis。Shehathbeenatearlyprayerthismorning;shepasseshoursinhercloset;ifyouweretofollowherthither,youwouldfindheratprayersnow。Shetendsthepooroftheplace——thehorriddirtypoor!Shesitsthroughthecurate'ssermons——oh,thosedrearysermons!Andyouseeonabeaudire;butgoodastheyare,peoplelikeherarenotfittocommunewithusoftheworld。Thereisalways,asitwere,athirdpersonpresent,evenwhenIandmymotherarealone。Shecan'tbefrankwithmequite;whoisalwaysthinkingofthenextworld,andofherguardianangel,perhapsthat'sincompany。Oh,Harry,I'mjealousofthatguardianangel!"herebrokeoutMistressBeatrix。"It'shorrid,Iknow;butmymother'slifeisallforheaven,andmine——allforearth。Wecanneverbefriendsquite;
andthen,shecaresmoreforFrank'slittlefingerthanshedoesforme——Iknowshedoes:andshelovesyou,sir,agreatdealtoomuch;andIhateyouforit。Iwouldhavehadheralltomyself;
butshewouldn't。Inmychildhood,itwasmyfathersheloved——
(oh,howcouldshe?Irememberhimkindandhandsome,butsostupid,andnotbeingabletospeakafterdrinkingwine)。AndthenitwasFrank;andnow,itisheavenandtheclergyman。HowIwouldhavelovedher!FromachildIusedtobeinaragethatshelovedanybodybutme;butshelovedyouallbetter——all,Iknowshedid。
Andnow,shetalksoftheblessedconsolationofreligion。Dearsoul!shethinkssheishappierforbelieving,asshemust,thatweareallofuswickedandmiserablesinners;andthisworldisonlyapied—a—terreforthegood,wheretheystayforanight,aswedo,comingfromWalcote,atthatgreat,dreary,uncomfortableHounslowInn,inthosehorridbeds——oh,doyourememberthosehorridbeds?——
andthechariotcomesandfetchesthemtoheaventhenextmorning。"
"Hush,Beatrix,"saysMr。Esmond。
"Hush,indeed。Youareahypocrite,too,Henry,withyourgraveairsandyourglumface。Weareallhypocrites。Odearme!Weareallalone,alone,alone,"sayspoorBeatrix,herfairbreastheavingwithasigh。
"ItwasIthatwriteverylineofthatpaper,mydear,"saysMr。
Esmond。"Youarenotsoworldlyasyouthinkyourself,Beatrix,andbetterthanwebelieveyou。Thegoodwehaveinuswedoubtof;andthehappinessthat'stoourhandwethrowaway。Youbendyourambitiononagreatmarriageandestablishment——andwhy?
You'lltireofthemwhenyouwinthem;andbenohappierwithacoronetonyourcoach——"
"ThanridingpillionwithLubintomarket,"saysBeatrix。"Thankyou,Lubin!"
"I'madismalshepherd,tobesure,"answersEsmond,withablush;
"andrequireanymphthatcantuckmybed—clothesup,andmakemewater—gruel。Well,TomLockwoodcandothat。Hetookmeoutofthefireuponhisshoulders,andnursedmethroughmyillnessaslovewillscarceeverdo。Onlygoodwages,andahopeofmyclothes,andthecontentsofmyportmanteau。HowlongwasitthatJacobservedanapprenticeshipforRachel?"
"Formamma?"saysBeatrix。"Itismammayourhonorwants,andthatIshouldhavethehappinessofcallingyoupapa?"
Esmondblushedagain。"IspokeofaRachelthatashepherdcourtedfivethousandyearsago;whenshepherdswerelongerlivedthannow。
Andmymeaningwas,thatsinceIsawyoufirstafterourseparation——achildyouwerethen……"
"AndIputonmybeststockingstocaptivateyou,Iremember,sir……"
"Youhavehadmyhearteversincethen,suchasitwas;andsuchasyouwere,Icaredfornootherwoman。WhatlittlereputationI
havewon,itwasthatyoumightbepleasedwithit:andindeed,itisnotmuch;andIthinkahundredfoolsinthearmyhavegotanddeservedquiteasmuch。WastheresomethingintheairofthatdismaloldCastlewoodthatmadeusallgloomy,anddissatisfied,andlonelyunderitsruinedoldroof?Wewereallso,evenwhentogetherandunited,asitseemed,followingourseparateschemes,eachaswesatroundthetable。"
"Dear,drearyoldplace!"criesBeatrix。"Mammahathneverhadthehearttogobackthithersinceweleftit,when——nevermindhowmanyyearsago。"Andsheflungbackhercurls,andlookedoverherfairshoulderatthemirrorsuperbly,asifshesaid,"Time,Idefyyou。"
"Yes,"saysEsmond,whohadtheart,assheowned,ofdiviningmanyofherthoughts。"Youcanaffordtolookintheglassstill;andonlybepleasedbythetruthittellsyou。Asforme,doyouknowwhatmyschemeis?IthinkofaskingFranktogivemetheVirginianestateKingCharlesgaveourgrandfather。(Shegaveasuperbcurtsy,asmuchastosay,'Ourgrandfather,indeed!Thankyou,Mr。Bastard。')Yes,Iknowyouarethinkingofmybar—
sinister,andsoamI。Amancannotgetoveritinthiscountry;
unless,indeed,hewearsitacrossaking'sarms,when'tisahighlyhonorablecoat;andIamthinkingofretiringintotheplantations,andbuildingmyselfawigwaminthewoods,andperhaps,ifIwantcompany,suitingmyselfwithasquaw。Wewillsendyourladyshipfursoverforthewinter;and,whenyouareold,we'llprovideyouwithtobacco。Iamnotquitecleverenough,ornotrogueenough——Iknownotwhich——fortheOldWorld。ImaymakeaplaceformyselfintheNew,whichisnotsofull;andfoundafamilythere。Whenyouareamotheryourself,andagreatlady,perhapsIshallsendyouoverfromtheplantationsomedayalittlebarbarianthatishalfEsmondhalfMohock,andyouwillbekindtohimforhisfather'ssake,whowas,afterall,yourkinsman;andwhomyoulovedalittle。"
"Whatfollyyouaretalking,Harry,"saysMissBeatrix,lookingwithhergreateyes。
"'Tissoberearnest,"saysEsmond。And,indeed,theschemehadbeendwellingagooddealinhismindforsometimepast,andespeciallysincehisreturnhome,whenhefoundhowhopeless,andevendegradingtohimself,hispassionwas。"No,"sayshe,then:
"Ihavetriedhalfadozentimesnow。Icanbearbeingawayfromyouwellenough;butbeingwithyouisintolerable"(anotherlowcurtsyonMistressBeatrix'spart),"andIwillgo。Ihaveenoughtobuyaxesandgunsformymen,andbeadsandblanketsforthesavages;andI'llgoandliveamongstthem。"
"Monami,"shesaysquitekindly,andtakingEsmond'shand,withanairofgreatcompassion,"youcan'tthinkthatinourpositionanythingmorethanourpresentfriendshipispossible。Youareourelderbrother——assuchweviewyou,pityingyourmisfortune,notrebukingyouwithit。Why,youareoldenoughandgraveenoughtobeourfather。Ialwaysthoughtyouahundredyearsold,Harry,withyoursolemnfaceandgraveair。Ifeelasasistertoyou,andcannomore。Isn'tthatenough,sir?"Andsheputherfacequiteclosetohis——whoknowswithwhatintention?
"It'stoomuch,"saysEsmond,turningaway。"Ican'tbearthislife,andshallleaveit。Ishallstay,Ithink,toseeyoumarried,andthenfreightaship,andcallitthe'Beatrix,'andbidyouall……"
Heretheservant,flingingthedooropen,announcedhisGracetheDukeofHamilton,andEsmondstartedbackwithsomethinglikeanimprecationonhislips,asthenoblemanentered,lookingsplendidinhisstarandgreenribbon。HegaveMr。Esmondjustthatgraciousbowwhichhewouldhavegiventoalackeywhofetchedhimachairortookhishat,andseatedhimselfbyMissBeatrix,asthepoorColonelwentoutoftheroomwithahang—doglook。
Esmond'smistresswasinthelowerroomashepasseddownstairs。
SheoftenmethimashewascomingawayfromBeatrix;andshebeckonedhimintotheapartment。
"Hasshetoldyou,Harry?"LadyCastlewoodsaid。
"Shehasbeenveryfrank——very,"saysEsmond。
"But——butaboutwhatisgoingtohappen?"
"Whatisgoingtohappen?"sayshe,hisheartbeating。
"HisGracetheDukeofHamiltonhasproposedtoher,"saysmylady。
"Hemadehisofferyesterday。Theywillmarryassoonashismourningisover;andyouhaveheardhisGraceisappointedAmbassadortoParis;andtheAmbassadressgoeswithhim。"
CHAPTERIV。
BEATRIX'SNEWSUITOR。
ThegentlemanwhomBeatrixhadselectedwas,tobesure,twentyyearsolderthantheColonel,withwhomshequarrelledforbeingtooold;butthisonewasbutanamelessadventurer,andtheotherthegreatestdukeinScotland,withpretensionseventoastillhighertitle。MyLordDukeofHamiltonhad,indeed,everymeritbelongingtoagentleman,andhehadhadthetimetomaturehisaccomplishmentsfully,beingupwardsoffiftyyearsoldwhenMadamBeatrixselectedhimforabridegroom。DukeHamilton,thenEarlofArran,hadbeeneducatedatthefamousScottishuniversityofGlasgow,and,comingtoLondon,becameagreatfavoriteofCharlestheSecond,whomadehimalordofhisbedchamber,andafterwardsappointedhimambassadortotheFrenchking,underwhomtheEarlservedtwocampaignsashisMajesty'saide—de—camp;andhewasabsentonthisservicewhenKingCharlesdied。
KingJamescontinuedmylord'spromotion——madehimMasteroftheWardrobeandColoneloftheRoyalRegimentofHorse;andhislordshipadheredfirmlytoKingJames,beingofthesmallcompanythatneverquittedthatunfortunatemonarchtillhisdepartureoutofEngland;andthenitwas,in1688namely,thathemadethefriendshipwithColonelFrancisEsmond,thathadalwaysbeen,moreorless,maintainedinthetwofamilies。
TheEarlprofessedagreatadmirationforKingWilliamalways,butnevercouldgivehimhisallegiance;andwasengagedinmorethanoneoftheplotsinthelategreatKing'sreignwhichalwaysendedintheplotters'discomfiture,andgenerallyintheirpardon,bythemagnanimityoftheKing。LordArranwastwiceprisonerintheTowerduringthisreign,undauntedlysaying,whenofferedhisrelease,uponparolenottoengageagainstKingWilliam,thathewouldnotgivehisword,because"hewassurehecouldnotkeepit;"but,nevertheless,hewasbothtimesdischargedwithoutanytrial;andtheKingborethisnobleenemysolittlemalice,thatwhenhismother,theDuchessofHamilton,ofherownright,resignedherclaimonherhusband'sdeath,theEarlwas,bypatentsignedatLoo,1690,createdDukeofHamilton,MarquisofClydesdale,andEarlofArran,withprecedencyfromtheoriginalcreation。HisGracetooktheoathsandhisseatintheScottishparliamentin1700:wasfamousthereforhispatriotismandeloquence,especiallyinthedebatesabouttheUnionBill,whichDukeHamiltonopposedwithallhisstrength,thoughhewouldnotgothelengthoftheScottishgentry,whowereforresistingitbyforceofarms。'Twassaidhewithdrewhisoppositionallofasudden,andinconsequenceoflettersfromtheKingatSt。
Germains,whoentreatedhimonhisallegiancenottothwarttheQueenhissisterinthismeasure;andtheDuke,beingalwaysbentuponeffectingtheKing'sreturntohiskingdomthroughareconciliationbetweenhisMajestyandQueenAnne,andquiteaversetohislandingwitharmsandFrenchtroops,heldaloof,andkeptoutofScotlandduringthetimewhentheChevalierdeSt。George'sdescentfromDunkirkwasprojected,passinghistimeinEnglandinhisgreatestateinStaffordshire。
WhentheWhigswentoutofofficein1710,theQueenbegantoshowhisGracetheverygreatestmarksofherfavor。HewascreatedDukeofBrandonandBaronofDuttoninEngland;havingtheThistlealreadyoriginallybestowedonhimbyKingJamestheSecond,hisGracewasnowpromotedtothehonoroftheGarter——adistinctionsogreatandillustrious,thatnosubjecthatheverbornethemhithertotogether。WhenthisobjectionwasmadetoherMajesty,shewaspleasedtosay,"SuchasubjectastheDukeofHamiltonhasapre—eminentclaimtoeverymarkofdistinctionwhichacrownedheadcanconfer。Iwillhenceforthwearbothordersmyself。"
AttheChapterheldatWindsorinOctober,1712,theDukeandotherknights,includingLord—Treasurer,thenew—createdEarlofOxfordandMortimer,wereinstalled;andafewdaysafterwardshisGracewasappointedAmbassador—ExtraordinarytoFrance,andhisequipages,plate,andliveriescommanded,ofthemostsumptuouskind,notonlyforhisExcellencytheAmbassador,butforherExcellencytheAmbassadress,whowastoaccompanyhim。Herarmswerealreadyquarteredonthecoachpanels,andherbrotherwastohastenoverontheappointeddaytogiveheraway。
Hislordshipwasawidower,havingmarried,in1698,Elizabeth,daughterofDigbyLordGerard,bywhichmarriagegreatestatescameintotheHamiltonfamily;andoutoftheseestatescame,inpart,thattragicquarrelwhichendedtheDuke'scareer。
Fromthelossofatoothtothatofamistressthere'snopangthatisnotbearable。Theapprehensionismuchmorecruelthanthecertainty;andwemakeupourmindtothemisfortunewhen'tisirremediable,partwiththetormentor,andmumbleourcrustont'othersideofthejaws。IthinkColonelEsmondwasrelievedwhenaducalcoachandsixcameandwhiskedhischarmerawayoutofhisreach,andplacedherinahighersphere。Asyouhaveseenthenymphintheopera—machinegouptothecloudsattheendofthepiecewhereMars,Bacchus,Apollo,andallthedivinecompanyofOlympiansareseated,andquaveroutherlastsongasagoddess:sowhenthisportentouselevationwasaccomplishedintheEsmondfamily,IamnotsurethateveryoneofusdidnottreatthedivineBeatrixwithspecialhonors;atleastthesaucylittlebeautycarriedherheadwithatossofsupremeauthority,andassumedatouch—me—notair,whichallherfriendsverygood—humoredlybowedto。
AnoldarmyacquaintanceofColonelEsmond's,honestTomTrett,whohadsoldhiscompany,marriedawife,andturnedmerchantinthecity,wasdreadfullygloomyforalongtime,thoughlivinginafinehouseontheriver,andcarryingonagreattradetoallappearance。AtlengthEsmondsawhisfriend'snameintheGazetteasabankrupt;andaweekafterthiscircumstancemybankruptwalksintoMr。Esmond'slodgingwithafaceperfectlyradiantwithgood—
humor,andasjollyandcarelessaswhentheyhadsailedfromSouthamptontenyearsbeforeforVigo。"Thisbankruptcy,"saysTom,"hasbeenhangingovermyheadthesethreeyears;thethoughthathpreventedmysleeping,andIhavelookedatpoorPolly'sheadont'otherpillow,andthentowardsmyrazoronthetable,andthoughttoputanendtomyself,andsogivemywoestheslip。Butnowwearebankrupts:TomTrettpaysasmanyshillingsinthepoundashecan;hiswifehasalittlecottageatFulham,andherfortunesecuredtoherself。Iamafraidneitherofbailiffnorofcreditor:andforthelastsixnightshaveslepteasy。"SoitwasthatwhenFortuneshookherwingsandlefthim,honestTomcuddledhimselfupinhisraggedvirtue,andfellasleep。
EsmonddidnottellhisfriendhowmuchhisstoryappliedtoEsmondtoo;buthelaughedatit,andusedit;andhavingfairlystruckhisdocketinthislovetransaction,determinedtoputacheerfulfaceonhisbankruptcy。PerhapsBeatrixwasalittleoffendedathisgayety。"Isthistheway,sir,thatyoureceivetheannouncementofyourmisfortune,"saysshe,"anddoyoucomesmilingbeforemeasifyouweregladtoberidofme?"
Esmondwouldnotbeputofffromhisgood—humor,buttoldherthestoryofTomTrettandhisbankruptcy。"Ihavebeenhankeringafterthegrapesonthewall,"sayshe,"andlostmytemperbecausetheywerebeyondmyreach;wasthereanywonder?They'regonenow,andanotherhasthem——atallermanthanyourhumbleservanthaswonthem。"AndtheColonelmadehiscousinalowbow。
"Atallerman,CousinEsmond!"saysshe。"Amanofspiritwouldhavesealedthewall,sir,andseizedthem!Amanofcouragewouldhavefoughtfor'em,notgapedfor'em。"
"ADukehasbuttogapeandtheydropintohismouth,"saysEsmond,withanotherlowbow。
"Yes,sir,"saysshe,"aDukeISatallermanthanyou。AndwhyshouldInotbegratefultoonesuchashisGrace,whogivesmehisheartandhisgreatname?Itisagreatgifthehonorsmewith;I
know'tisabargainbetweenus;andIacceptit,andwilldomyutmosttoperformmypartofit。'TisnoquestionofsighingandphilanderingbetweenanoblemanofhisGrace'sageandagirlwhohathlittleofthatsoftnessinhernature。WhyshouldInotownthatIamambitious,HarryEsmond;andifitbenosininamantocovethonor,whyshouldawomantoonotdesireit?ShallIbefrankwithyou,Harry,andsaythatifyouhadnotbeendownonyourknees,andsohumble,youmighthavefaredbetterwithme?A
womanofmyspirit,cousin,istobewonbygallantry,andnotbysighsandruefulfaces。Allthetimeyouareworshippingandsinginghymnstome,IknowverywellIamnogoddess,andgrowwearyoftheincense。Sowouldyouhavebeenwearyofthegoddesstoo——whenshewascalledMrs。Esmond,andgotoutofhumorbecauseshehadnotpin—moneyenough,andwasforcedtogoaboutinanoldgown。Eh!cousin,agoddessinamob—cap,thathastomakeherhusband'sgruel,ceasestobedivine——Iamsureofit。Ishouldhavebeensulkyandscolded;andofalltheproudwretchesintheworldMr。Esmondistheproudest,letmetellhimthat。Youneverfallintoapassion;butyouneverforgive,Ithink。Hadyoubeenagreatman,youmighthavebeengood—humored;butbeingnobody,sir,youaretoogreatamanforme;andI'mafraidofyou,cousin——
there!andIwon'tworshipyou,andyou'llneverbehappyexceptwithawomanwhowill。Why,afterIbelongedtoyou,andafteroneofmytantrums,youwouldhaveputthepillowovermyheadsomenight,andsmotheredme,astheblackmandoesthewomanintheplaythatyou'resofondof。What'sthecreature'sname?——
Desdemona。Youwould,youlittleblack—dyedOthello!"
"IthinkIshould,Beatrix,"saystheColonel。
"AndIwantnosuchending。Iintendtolivetobeahundred,andtogototenthousandroutsandballs,andtoplaycardseverynightofmylifetilltheyeareighteenhundred。AndIliketobethefirstofmycompany,sir;andIlikeflatteryandcompliments,andyougivemenone;andIliketobemadetolaugh,sir,andwho'stolaughatYOURdismalface,Ishouldliketoknow?andI
likeacoach—andsixoracoach—and—eight;andIlikediamonds,andanewgowneveryweek;andpeopletosay——'That'stheDuchess——HowwellherGracelooks——MakewayforMadamel'Ambassadriced'Angleterre——CallherExcellency'speople'——that'swhatIlike。
Andasforyou,youwantawomantobringyourslippersandcap,andtositatyourfeet,andcry,'Ocaro!Obravo!'whilstyoureadyourShakespearesandMiltonsandstuff。Mammawouldhavebeenthewifeforyou,hadyoubeenalittleolder,thoughyoulooktenyearsolderthanshedoes——youdo,youglum—faced,blue—beardedlittleoldman!Youmighthavesat,likeDarbyandJoan,andflatteredeachother;andbilledandcooedlikeapairofoldpigeonsonaperch。Iwantmywingsandtousethem,sir。"Andshespreadoutherbeautifularms,asifindeedshecouldflyofflikethepretty"Gawrie,"whomthemaninthestorywasenamoredof。
"AndwhatwillyourPeterWilkinssaytoyourflight?"saysEsmond,whoneveradmiredthisfaircreaturemorethanwhensherebelledandlaughedathim。
"Aduchessknowsherplace,"saysshe,withalaugh。"Why,Ihaveasonalreadymadeforme,andthirtyyearsold(myLordArran),andfourdaughters。Howtheywillscold,andwhataragetheywillbein,whenIcometotaketheheadofthetable!ButIgivethemonlyamonthtobeangry;attheendofthattimetheyshalllovemeeveryone,andsoshallLordArran,andsoshallallhisGrace'sScotsvassalsandfollowersintheHighlands。I'mbentonit;andwhenItakeathinginmyhead,'tisdone。HisGraceisthegreatestgentlemaninEurope,andI'lltryandmakehimhappy;and,whentheKingcomesback,youmaycountonmyprotection,CousinEsmond——forcomebacktheKingwillandshall;andI'llbringhimbackfromVersailles,ifhecomesundermyhoop。"
"Ihopetheworldwillmakeyouhappy,Beatrix,"saysEsmond,withasigh。"You'llbeBeatrixtillyouaremyLadyDuchess——willyounot?IshallthenmakeyourGracemyverylowestbow。"
"Noneofthesesighsandthissatire,cousin,"shesays。"ItakehisGrace'sgreatbountythankfully——yes,thankfully;andwillwearhishonorsbecomingly。Idonotsayhehathtouchedmyheart;buthehasmygratitude,obedience,admiration——Ihavetoldhimthat,andnomore;andwiththathisnobleheartiscontent。Ihavetoldhimall——eventhestoryofthatpoorcreaturethatIwasengagedto——andthatIcouldnotlove;andIgladlygavehiswordbacktohim,andjumpedforjoytogetbackmyown。Iamtwenty—fiveyearsold。"
"Twenty—six,mydear,"saysEsmond。
"Twenty—five,sir——Ichoosetobetwenty—five;andineightyearsnomanhathevertouchedmyheart。Yes——youdidonce,foralittle,Harry,whenyoucamebackafterLille,andengagingwiththatmurdererMohun,andsavingFrank'slife。IthoughtIcouldlikeyou;andmammabeggedmehard,onherknees,andIdid——foraday。Buttheoldchillcameoverme,Henry,andtheoldfearofyouandyourmelancholy;andIwasgladwhenyouwentaway,andengagedwithmyLordAshburnham,thatImighthearnomoreofyou,that'sthetruth。Youaretoogoodforme,somehow。Icouldnotmakeyouhappy,andshouldbreakmyheartintrying,andnotbeingabletoloveyou。Butifyouhadaskedmewhenwegaveyouthesword,youmighthavehadme,sir,andwebothshouldhavebeenmiserablebythistime。Italkedwiththatsillylordallnightjusttovexyouandmamma,andIsucceeded,didn'tI?Howfranklywecantalkofthesethings!Itseemsathousandyearsago:and,thoughweareheresittinginthesameroom,thereisagreatwallbetweenus。Mydear,kind,faithful,gloomyoldcousin!Icanlikenow,andadmireyoutoo,sir,andsaythatyouarebrave,andverykind,andverytrue,andafinegentlemanforall——forallyourlittlemishapatyourbirth,"saysshe,waggingherarchhead。
"Andnow,sir,"saysshe,withacurtsy,"wemusthavenomoretalkexceptwhenmammaisby,ashisGraceiswithus;forhedoesnothalflikeyou,cousin,andisjealousastheblackmaninyourfavoriteplay。"
ThoughtheverykindnessofthewordsstabbedMr。Esmondwiththekeenestpang,hedidnotshowhissenseofthewoundbyanylookofhis(asBeatrix,indeed,afterwardsownedtohim),butsaid,withaperfectcommandofhimselfandaneasysmile,"Theinterviewmustnotendyet,mydear,untilIhavehadmylastword。Stay,herecomesyourmother"(indeedshecameinherewithhersweetanxiousface,andEsmondgoingupkissedherhandrespectfully)。"Mydearladymayhear,too,thelastwords,whicharenosecrets,andareonlyapartingbenedictionaccompanyingapresentforyourmarriagefromanoldgentlemanyourguardian;forIfeelasifIwastheguardianofallthefamily,andanoldoldfellowthatisfittobethegrandfatherofyouall;andinthischaracterletmemakemyLadyDuchessherweddingpresent。Theyarethediamondsmyfather'swidowleftme。IhadthoughtBeatrixmighthavehadthemayearago;buttheyaregoodenoughforaduchess,thoughnotbrightenoughforthehandsomestwomanintheworld。"Andhetookthecaseoutofhispocketinwhichthejewelswere,andpresentedthemtohiscousin。
Shegaveacryofdelight,forthestoneswereindeedveryhandsome,andofgreatvalue;andthenextminutethenecklacewaswhereBelinda'scrossisinMr。Pope'sadmirablepoem,andglitteringonthewhitestandmostperfectly—shapedneckinallEngland。
Thegirl'sdelightatreceivingthesetrinketswassogreat,thatafterrushingtothelooking—glassandexaminingtheeffecttheyproduceduponthatfairneckwhichtheysurrounded,Beatrixwasrunningbackwithherarmsextended,andwasperhapsforpayinghercousinwithaprice,thathewouldhavelikednodoubttoreceivefromthosebeautifulrosylipsofhers,butatthismomentthedooropened,andhisGracethebridegroomelectwasannounced。
HelookedveryblackuponMr。Esmond,towhomhemadeaverylowbowindeed,andkissedthehandofeachladyinhismostceremoniousmanner。Hehadcomeinhischairfromthepalacehardby,andworehistwostarsoftheGarterandtheThistle。
"Look,myLordDuke,"saysMistressBeatrix,advancingtohim,andshowingthediamondsonherbreast。
"Diamonds,"sayshisGrace。"Hm!theyseempretty。"
"Theyareapresentonmymarriage,"saysBeatrix。
"FromherMajesty?"askstheDuke。"TheQueenisverygood。"
"FrommycousinHenry——fromourcousinHenry"——cryboththeladiesinabreath。
"Ihavenotthehonorofknowingthegentleman。IthoughtthatmyLordCastlewoodhadnobrother:andthatonyourladyship'ssidetherewerenonephews。"
"Fromourcousin,ColonelHenryEsmond,mylord,"saysBeatrix,takingtheColonel'shandverybravely,——"whowasleftguardiantousbyourfather,andwhohasahundredtimesshownhisloveandfriendshipforourfamily。"
"TheDuchessofHamiltonreceivesnodiamondsbutfromherhusband,madam,"saystheDuke——"mayIprayyoutorestorethesetoMr。
Esmond?"
"BeatrixEsmondmayreceiveapresentfromourkinsmanandbenefactor,myLordDuke,"saysLadyCastlewood,withanairofgreatdignity。"Sheismydaughteryet:andifhermothersanctionsthegift——nooneelsehaththerighttoquestionit。"
"Kinsmanandbenefactor!"saystheDuke。"Iknowofnokinsman:
andIdonotchoosethatmywifeshouldhaveforbenefactora——"
"Mylord!"saysColonelEsmond。