Jervas,inhisredcoat,andsmilinguponabomb—shell,whichwasburstingatthecornerofthepiece。Shevowedthatunlesshemadeagreatmatch,sheshouldneverdieeasy,andwasforeverbringingyoungladiestoChelsey,withprettyfacesandprettyfortunes,atthedisposaloftheColonel。Hesmiledtothinkhowtimeswerealteredwithhim,andoftheearlydaysinhisfather'slifetime,whenatremblingpagehestoodbeforeher,withherladyship'sbasinandewer,orcrouchedinhercoach—step。Theonlyfaultshefoundwithhimwas,thathewasmoresoberthananEsmondoughttobe;andwouldneitherbecarriedtobedbyhisvalet,norlosehishearttoanybeauty,whetherofSt。James'sorCoventGarden。
Whatisthemeaningoffidelityinlove,andwhencethebirthofit?
'Tisastateofmindthatmenfallinto,anddependingonthemanratherthanthewoman。Welovebeinginlove,that'sthetruthon't。IfwehadnotmetJoan,weshouldhavemetKate,andadoredher。Weknowourmistressesarenobetterthanmanyotherwomen,nornoprettier,nornowiser,nornowittier。'Tisnotforthesereasonsweloveawoman,orforanyspecialqualityorcharmIknowof;wemightaswelldemandthataladyshouldbethetallestwomanintheworld,liketheShropshiregiantess,*asthatsheshouldbeaparagoninanyothercharacter,beforewebegantoloveher。
Esmond'smistresshadathousandfaultsbesidehercharms;heknewbothperfectlywell!Shewasimperious,shewaslight—minded,shewasflighty,shewasfalse,shehadnoreverenceinhercharacter;
shewasineverything,eveninbeauty,thecontrastofhermother,whowasthemostdevotedandtheleastselfishofwomen。Well,fromtheveryfirstmomenthesawheronthestairsatWalcote,EsmondknewhelovedBeatrix。Theremightbebetterwomen——hewantedthatone。Hecaredfornoneother。Wasitbecauseshewasgloriouslybeautiful?Beautifulasshewas,hehadheardpeoplesayascoreoftimesintheircompanythatBeatrix'smotherlookedasyoung,andwasthehandsomerofthetwo。Whydidhervoicethrillinhisearso?ShecouldnotsingnearsowellasNicoliniorMrs。Tofts;nay,shesangoutoftune,andyethelikedtohearherbetterthanSt。
Cecilia。ShehadnotafinercomplexionthanMrs。Steele,(Dick'swife,whomhehadnowgot,andwhoruledpoorDickwitharodofpickle,)andyettoseeherdazzledEsmond;hewouldshuthiseyes,andthethoughtofherdazzledhimallthesame。Shewasbrilliantandlivelyintalk,butnotsoincomparablywittyashermother,who,whenshewascheerful,saidthefinestthings;butyettohearher,andtobewithher,wasEsmond'sgreatestpleasure。Dayspassedawaybetweenhimandtheseladies,hescarceknewhow。Hepouredhisheartouttothem,soashenevercouldinanyothercompany,wherehehathgenerallypassedforbeingmoody,orsuperciliousandsilent。Thissociety**wasmoredelightfulthanthatofthegreatestwitstohim。MayheavenpardonhimthelieshetoldtheDowageratChelsey,inordertogetapretextforgoingawaytoKensington:thebusinessattheOrdnancewhichheinvented;
theinterviewwithhisGeneral,thecourtsandstatesmen'sleveeswhichheDIDN'Tfrequentanddescribe;whoworeanewsuitonSundayatSt。James'sorattheQueen'sbirthday;howmanycoachesfilledthestreetatMr。Harley'slevee;howmanybottleshehadhadthehonortodrinkover—nightwithMr。St。Johnatthe"Cocoa—Tree,"oratthe"Garter"withMr。WalpoleandMr。Steele。
*'TisnotthusWOMANLOVES:Col。E。hathownedtothisfollyforaSCOREOFWOMENbesides。——R。
**And,indeed,sowashistothem,athousandthousandtimesmorecharming,forwherewashisequal?——R。
MistressBeatrixEsmondhadbeenadozentimesonthepointofmakinggreatmatches,sotheCourtscandalsaid;butforhispartEsmondneverwouldbelievethestoriesagainsther;andcameback,afterthreeyears'absencefromher,notsofranticashehadbeenperhaps,butstillhungeringafterherandnoother;stillhopeful,stillkneeling,withhisheartinhishandfortheyoungladytotake。Wewerenowgotto1709。Shewasneartwenty—twoyearsold,andthreeyearsatCourt,andwithoutahusband。
"'Tisnotforwantofbeingasked,"LadyCastlewoodsaid,lookingintoEsmond'sheart,asshecould,withthatperceptivenessaffectiongives。"Butshewillmakenomeanmatch,Harry:shewillnotmarryasIwouldhaveher;thepersonwhomIshouldliketocallmyson,andHenryEsmondknowswhothatis,isbestservedbymynotpressinghisclaim。Beatrixissowilful,thatwhatIwouldurgeonher,shewouldbesuretoresist。Themanwhowouldmarryher,willnotbehappywithher,unlesshebeagreatperson,andcanputherinagreatposition。Beatrixlovesadmirationmorethanlove;andlongs,beyondallthings,forcommand。Whyshouldamotherspeaksoofherchild?Youaremyson,too,Harry。Youshouldknowthetruthaboutyoursister。Ithoughtyoumightcureyourselfofyourpassion,"myladyadded,fondly。"Otherpeoplecancurethemselvesofthatfolly,youknow。ButIseeyouarestillasinfatuatedasever。WhenwereadyournameintheGazette,Ipleadedforyou,mypoorboy。Poorboy,indeed!Youaregrowingagraveoldgentleman,now,andIamanoldwoman。Shelikesyourfamewellenough,andshelikesyourperson。Shesaysyouhavewit,andfire,andgood—breeding,andaremorenaturalthanthefinegentlemenoftheCourt。Butthisisnotenough。Shewantsacommander—in—chief,andnotacolonel。Wereaduketoaskher,shewouldleaveanearlwhomshehadpromised。Itoldyousobefore。Iknownothowmypoorgirlissoworldly。"
"Well,"saysEsmond,"amancanbutgivehisbestandhisall。Shehasthatfromme。WhatlittlereputationIhavewon,IswearI
caredforitbecauseIthoughtBeatrixwouldbepleasedwithit。
WhatcareItobeacolonelorageneral?Thinkyou'twillmatterafewscoreyearshence,whatourfoolishhonorsto—dayare?I
wouldhavehadalittlefame,thatshemightwearitinherhat。
IfIhadanythingbetter,Iwouldendowherwithit。Ifshewantsmylife,Iwouldgiveither。Ifshemarriesanother,IwillsayGodblesshim。Imakenoboast,nornocomplaint。Ithinkmyfidelityisfolly,perhaps。Butsoitis。Icannothelpmyself。
Iloveher。Youareathousandtimesbetter:thefondest,thefairest,thedearestofwomen。Sure,mydearlady,IseeallBeatrix'sfaultsaswellasyoudo。Butsheismyfate。'Tisendurable。Ishallnotdiefornothavingher。IthinkIshouldbenohappierifIwonher。Quevoulez—vous?asmyLadyofChelseywouldsay。Jel'aime。"
"Iwishshewouldhaveyou,"saidHarry'sfondmistress,givingahandtohim。Hekissedthefairhand('twastheprettiestdimpledlittlehandintheworld,andmyLadyCastlewood,thoughnowalmostfortyyearsold,didnotlooktobewithintenyearsofherage)。
Hekissedandkeptherfairhand,astheytalkedtogether。
"Why,"sayshe,"shouldshehearme?SheknowswhatIwouldsay。
Farornear,sheknowsI'mherslave。Ihavesoldmyselffornothing,itmaybe。Well,'tisthepriceIchoosetotake。Iamworthnothing,orIamworthall。"
"Youaresuchatreasure,"Esmond'smistresswaspleasedtosay,"thatthewomanwhohasyourlove,shouldn'tchangeitawayagainstakingdom,Ithink。Iamacountry—bredwoman,andcannotsaybuttheambitionsofthetownseemmeantome。Ineverwasawe—
strickenbymyLadyDuchess'srankandfinery,orafraid,"sheadded,withaslylaugh,"ofanythingbuthertemper。IhearofCourtladieswhopinebecauseherMajestylookscoldonthem;andgreatnoblemenwhowouldgivealimbthattheymightwearagarterontheother。Thisworldliness,whichIcan'tcomprehend,wasbornwithBeatrix,who,onthefirstdayofherwaiting,wasaperfectcourtier。Wearelikesisters,andshetheeldestsister,somehow。
ShetellsmeIhaveameanspirit。Ilaugh,andsaysheadoresacoach—and—six。Icannotreasonheroutofherambition。'Tisnaturaltoher,astometolovequiet,andbeindifferentaboutrankandriches。Whatarethey,Harry?andforhowlongdotheylast?Ourhomeisnothere。"Shesmiledasshespoke,andlookedlikeanangelthatwasonlyonearthonavisit。"Ourhomeiswherethejustare,andwhereoursinsandsorrowsenternot。Myfatherusedtorebukeme,andsaythatIwastoohopefulaboutheaven。ButIcannothelpmynature,andgrowobstinateasIgrowtobeanoldwoman;andasIlovemychildrenso,sureourFatherlovesuswithathousandandathousandtimesgreaterlove。Itmustbethatweshallmeetyonder,andbehappy。Yes,you——andmychildren,andmydearlord。Doyouknow,Harry,sincehisdeath,ithasalwaysseemedtomeasifhislovecamebacktome,andthatwearepartednomore。Perhapsheisherenow,Harry——Ithinkheis。ForgivenIamsureheis:evenMr。Atterburyabsolvedhim,andhediedforgiving。Oh,whatanoblehearthehad!Howgeneroushewas!Iwasbutfifteenandachildwhenhemarriedme。Howgoodhewastostooptome!Hewasalwaysgoodtothepoorandhumble。"
Shestopped,thenpresently,withapeculiarexpression,asifhereyeswerelookingintoheaven,andsawmylordthere,shesmiled,andgavealittlelaugh。"Ilaughtoseeyou,sir,"shesays;
"whenyoucome,itseemsasifyouneverwereaway。"Onemayputherwordsdown,andrememberthem,buthowdescribehersweettones,sweeterthanmusic!
Myyounglorddidnotcomehomeattheendofthecampaign,andwrotethathewaskeptatBruxellesonmilitaryduty。Indeed,I
believehewasengagedinlayingsiegetoacertainlady,whowasofthesuiteofMadamedeSoissons,thePrinceofSavoy'smother,whowasjustdead,andwho,liketheFlemishfortresses,wastakenandretakenagreatnumberoftimesduringthewar,andoccupiedbyFrench,English,andImperialists。Ofcourse,Mr。EsmonddidnotthinkfittoenlightenLadyCastlewoodregardingtheyoungscapegrace'sdoings:norhadhesaidawordabouttheaffairwithLordMohun,knowinghowabhorrentthatman'snamewastohismistress。Frankdidnotwastemuchtimeormoneyonpenandink;
and,whenHarrycamehomewithhisGeneral,onlywrittwolinestohismother,tosayhiswoundinthelegwasalmosthealed,thathewouldkeephiscomingofagenextyear——thatthedutyaforesaidwouldkeephimatBruxelles,andthatCousinHarrywouldtellallthenews。
ButfromBruxelles,knowinghowtheLadyCastlewoodalwayslikedtohavealetteraboutthefamous29thofDecember,mylordwritheralongandfullone,andinthishemusthavedescribedtheaffairwithMohun;forwhenMr。Esmondcametovisithismistressoneday,earlyinthenewyear,tohisgreatwonderment,sheandherdaughterbothcameupandsalutedhim,andafterthemtheDowagerofChelsey,too,whosechairmanhadjustbroughtherladyshipfromhervillagetoKensingtonacrossthefields。Afterthishonor,I
say,fromthetwoladiesofCastlewood,theDowagercameforwardingreatstate,withhergrandtallhead—dressofKingJames'sreign,that,sheneverforsook,andsaid,"CousinHenry,allourfamilyhavemet;andwethankyou,cousin,foryournobleconducttowardstheheadofourhouse。"Andpointingtoherblushingcheek,shemadeMr。Esmondawarethathewastoenjoytheraptureofanembracethere。Havingsalutedonecheek,sheturnedtohimtheother。"CousinHarry,"saidboththeotherladies,inalittlechorus,"wethankyouforyournobleconduct;"andthenHarrybecameawarethatthestoryoftheLilleaffairhadcometohiskinswomen'sears。Itpleasedhimtohearthemallsalutinghimasoneoftheirfamily。
Thetablesofthedining—roomwerelaidforagreatentertainment;
andtheladieswereingaladresses——myLadyofChelseyinherhighesttour,myLadyViscountessoutofblack,andlookingfairandhappyaravir;andtheMaidofHonorattiredwiththatsplendorwhichnaturallydistinguishedher,andwearingonherbeautifulbreasttheFrenchofficer'sstarwhichFrankhadsenthomeafterRamillies。
"Yousee,'tisagaladaywithus,"saysshe,glancingdowntothestarcomplacently,"andwehaveourorderson。Doesnotmammalookcharming?'TwasIdressedher!"Indeed,Esmond'sdearmistress,blushingashelookedather,withherbeautifulfairhair,andanelegantdressaccordingtothemode,appearedtohavetheshapeandcomplexionofagirloftwenty。
Onthetablewasafinesword,witharedvelvetscabbard,andabeautifulchasedsilverhandle,withablueribbonforasword—
knot。"Whatisthis?"saystheCaptain,goinguptolookatthisprettypiece。
Mrs。Beatrixadvancedtowardsit。"Kneeldown,"saysshe:"wedubyouourknightwiththis"——andshewavedtheswordoverhishead。
"MyLadyDowagerhathgiventhesword;andIgivetheribbon,andmammahathsewnonthefringe。"
"Puttheswordonhim,Beatrix,"sayshermother。"Youareourknight,Harry——ourtrueknight。Takeamother'sthanksandprayersfordefendingherson,mydear,dearfriend。"Shecouldsaynomore,andeventheDowagerwasaffected,foracoupleofrebellioustearsmadesadmarksdownthosewrinkledoldroseswhichEsmondhadjustbeenallowedtosalute。
"WehadaletterfromdearestFrank,"hismothersaid,"threedayssince,whilstyouwereonyourvisittoyourfriendCaptainSteele,atHampton。Hetoldusallthatyouhaddone,andhownoblyyouhadputyourselfbetweenhimandthat——thatwretch。"
"AndIadoptyoufromthisday,"saystheDowager,"andIwishI
wasricher,foryoursake,sonEsmond,"sheaddedwithawaveofherhand;andasMr。Esmonddutifullywentdownonhiskneebeforeherladyship,shecasthereyesuptotheceiling,(thegiltchandelier,andthetwelvewax—candlesinit,forthepartywasnumerous,)andinvokedablessingfromthatquarteruponthenewlyadoptedson。
"DearFrank,"saystheotherviscountess,"howfondheisofhismilitaryprofession!Heisstudyingfortificationveryhard。I
wishhewerehere。WeshallkeephiscomingofageatCastlewoodnextyear。"
"Ifthecampaignpermitus,"saysMr。Esmond。
"Iamneverafraidwhenheiswithyou,"criestheboy'smother。
"IamsuremyHenrywillalwaysdefendhim。"
"Buttherewillbeapeacebeforenextyear;weknowitforcertain,"criestheMaidofHonor。"LordMarlboroughwillbedismissed,andthathorribleduchessturnedoutofallherplaces。
HerMajestywon'tspeaktohernow。DidyouseeheratBushy,Harry?Sheisfurious,andsherangesabouttheparklikealioness,andtearspeople'seyesout。"
"AndthePrincessAnnewillsendforsomebody,"saysmyLadyofChelsey,takingouthermedalandkissingit。
"DidyouseetheKingatOudenarde,Harry?"hismistressasked。
ShewasastaunchJacobite,andwouldnomorehavethoughtofdenyingherkingthanherGod。
"IsawtheyoungHanoverianonly,"Harrysaid。"TheChevalierdeSt。George——"
"TheKing,sir,theKing!"saidtheladiesandMissBeatrix;andsheclappedherprettyhands,andcried,"ViveleRoy。"
Bythistimetherecameathunderingknock,thatdroveinthedoorsofthehousealmost。Itwasthreeo'clock,andthecompanywerearriving;andpresentlytheservantannouncedCaptainSteeleandhislady。
CaptainandMrs。Steele,whowerethefirsttoarrive,haddriventoKensingtonfromtheircountry—house,theHovelatHamptonWick。
"NotfromourmansioninBloomsburySquare,"asMrs。Steeletookcaretoinformtheladies。IndeedHarryhadriddenawayfromHamptonthatverymorning,leavingthecouplebytheears;forfromthechamberwherehelay,inabedthatwasnoneofthecleanest,andkeptawakebythecompanywhichhehadinhisownbed,andthequarrelwhichwasgoingoninthenextroom,hecouldhearbothnightandmorningthecurtainlecturewhichMrs。SteelewasinthehabitofadministeringtopoorDick。
Atnightitdidnotmattersomuchfortheculprit;Dickwasfuddled,andwheninthatwaynoscoldingcouldinterrupthisbenevolence。Mr。Esmondcouldhearhimcoaxingandspeakinginthatmaudlinmanner,whichpunchandclaretproduce,tohisbelovedPrue,andbeseechinghertorememberthattherewasadistiwishtofficeritherexroob,whowouldoverhearher。Shewenton,nevertheless,callinghimadrunkenwretch,andwasonlyinterruptedinherharanguesbytheCaptain'ssnoring。
Inthemorning,theunhappyvictimawoketoaheadache,andconsciousness,andthedialogueofthenightwasresumed。"Whydoyoubringcaptainshometodinnerwhenthere'snotaguineainthehouse?HowamItogivedinnerswhenyouleavemewithoutashilling?HowamItogotraipsingtoKensingtoninmyyellowsatinsackbeforeallthefinecompany?I'venothingfittoputon;Ineverhave:"andsothedisputewenton——Mr。Esmondinterruptingthetalkwhenitseemedtobegrowingtoointimatebyblowinghisnoseasloudlyaseverhecould,atthesoundofwhichtrumpettherecamealull。ButDickwascharming,thoughhiswifewasodious,and'twastogiveMr。Steelepleasure,thattheladiesofCastlewood,whowereladiesofnosmallfashion,invitedMrs。
Steele。
BesidestheCaptainandhislady,therewasagreatandnotableassemblageofcompany:myLadyofChelseyhavingsentherlackeysandliveriestoaidthemodestattendanceatKensington。TherewasLieutenant—GeneralWebb,Harry'skindpatron,ofwhomtheDowagertookpossession,andwhoresplendedinvelvetandgoldlace;therewasHarry'snewacquaintance,theRightHonorableHenrySt。John,Esquire,theGeneral'skinsman,whowascharmedwiththeLadyCastlewood,evenmorethanwithherdaughter;therewasoneofthegreatestnoblemeninthekingdom,theScotsDukeofHamilton,justcreatedDukeofBrandoninEngland;andtwoothernoblelordsoftheToryparty,myLordAshburnham,andanotherIhaveforgot;andforladies,herGracetheDuchessofOrmondeandherdaughters,theLadyMaryandtheLadyBetty,theformeroneofMistressBeatrix'scolleaguesinwaitingontheQueen。
"WhatapartyofTories!"whisperedCaptainSteeletoEsmond,aswewereassembledintheparlorbeforedinner。Indeed,allthecompanypresent,saveSteele,wereofthatfaction。
Mr。St。JohnmadehisspecialcomplimentstoMrs。Steele,andsocharmedherthatshedeclaredshewouldhaveSteeleaTorytoo。
"OrwillyouhavemeaWhig?"saysMr。St。John。"Ithink,madam,youcouldconvertamantoanything。"
"IfMr。St。JohnevercomestoBloomsburySquareIwillteachhimwhatIknow,"saysMrs。Steele,droppingherhandsomeeyes。"DoyouknowBloomsburySquare?"
"DoIknowtheMall?DoIknowtheOpera?DoIknowthereigningtoast?Why,Bloomsburyistheveryheightofthemode,"saysMr。
St。John。"'Tisrusinurbe。YouhavegardensallthewaytoHampstead,andpalacesroundaboutyou——SouthamptonHouseandMontagueHouse。"
"Whereyouwretchesgoandfightduels,"criesMrs。Steele。
"Ofwhichtheladiesarethecause!"saysherentertainer。"Madam,isDickagoodswordsman?Howcharmingthe'Tatler'is!Weallrecognizedyourportraitinthe49thnumber,andIhavebeendyingtoknowyoueversinceIreadit。'Aspasiamustbeallowedtobethefirstofthebeauteousorderoflove。'Dothnotthepassagerunso?'Inthisaccomplishedladyloveistheconstanteffect,thoughitisneverthedesign;yetthoughhermiencarriesmuchmoreinvitationthancommand,tobeholdherisanimmediatechecktoloosebehavior,andtoloveherisaliberaleducation。'"
"Oh,indeed!"saysMrs。Steele,whodidnotseemtounderstandawordofwhatthegentlemanwassaying。
"Whocouldfailtobeaccomplishedundersuchamistress?"saysMr。
St。John,stillgallantandbowing。
"Mistress!uponmyword,sir!"criesthelady。"Ifyoumeanme,sir,IwouldhaveyouknowthatIamtheCaptain'swife。"
"Sureweallknowit,"answersMr。St。John,keepinghiscountenanceverygravely;andSteelebrokeinsaying,"'TwasnotaboutMrs。SteeleIwritthatpaper——thoughIamsuresheisworthyofanycomplimentIcanpayher——butoftheLadyElizabethHastings。"
"IhearMr。Addisonisequallyfamousasawitandapoet,"saysMr。St。John。"Isittruethathishandistobefoundinyour'Tatler,'Mr。Steele?"
"Whether'tisthesublimeorthehumorous,nomancancomenearhim,"criesSteele。
"Afig,Dick,foryourMr。Addison!criesouthislady:"agentlemanwhogiveshimselfsuchairsandholdshisheadsohighnow。IhopeyourladyshipthinksasIdo:Ican'tbearthoseveryfairmenwithwhiteeyelashes——ablackmanforme。"(Alltheblackmenattableapplauded,andmadeMrs。Steeleabowforthiscompliment。)"AsforthisMr。Addison,"shewenton,"hecomestodinewiththeCaptainsometimes,neversaysawordtome,andthentheywalkupstairsbothtipsy,toadishoftea。IrememberyourMr。Addisonwhenhehadbutonecoattohisback,andthatwithapatchattheelbow。"
"Indeed——apatchattheelbow!Youinterestme,"saysMr。St。
John。"'Tischarmingtohearofonemanoflettersfromthecharmingwifeofanother。"
"La,Icouldtellyoueversomuchabout'em,"continuesthevolublelady。"WhatdoyouthinktheCaptainhasgotnow?——alittlehunchbackfellow——alittlehop—o'—my—thumbcreaturethathecallsapoet——alittlePopishbrat!"
"Hush,therearetwointheroom,"whispershercompanion。
"Well,IcallhimPopishbecausehisnameisPope,"saysthelady。
"'Tisonlymyjokingway。Andthislittledwarfofafellowhaswroteapastoralpoem——allaboutshepherdsandshepherdesses,youknow。"
"Ashepherdshouldhavealittlecrook,"saysmymistress,laughingfromherendofthetable:onwhichMrs。Steelesaid,"Shedidnotknow,buttheCaptainbroughthomethisqueerlittlecreaturewhenshewasinbedwithherfirstboy,anditwasamercyhehadcomenosooner;andDickravedabouthisgenus,andwasalwaysravingaboutsomenonsenseorother。"
"Whichofthe'Tatlers'doyouprefer,Mrs。Steele?"askedMr。St。
John。
"Ineverreadbutone,andthinkitallapackofrubbish,sir,"
saysthelady。"SuchstuffaboutBickerstaffe,andDistaff,andQuarterstaff,asitallis!There'stheCaptaingoingonstillwiththeBurgundy——Iknowhe'llbetipsybeforehestops——CaptainSteele!"
"Idrinktoyoureyes,mydear,"saystheCaptain,whoseemedtothinkhiswifecharming,andtoreceiveasgenuineallthesatiriccomplimentswhichMr。St。Johnpaidher。
AllthiswhiletheMaidofHonorhadbeentryingtogetMr。Esmondtotalk,andnodoubtvotedhimadullfellow。For,bysomemistake,justashewasgoingtopopintothevacantplace,hewasplacedfarawayfromBeatrix'schair,whosatbetweenhisGraceandmyLordAshburnham,andshruggedherlovelywhiteshoulders,andcastalookasiftosay,"Pityme,"tohercousin。MyLordDukeandhisyoungneighborwerepresentlyinaveryanimatedandcloseconversation。Mrs。Beatrixcouldnomorehelpusinghereyesthanthesuncanhelpshining,andsettingthoseitshinesona—burning。
BythetimethefirstcoursewasdonethedinnerseemedlongtoEsmond;bythetimethesoupcamehefanciedtheymusthavebeenhoursattable:andasforthesweetsandjellieshethoughttheyneverwouldbedone。
Atlengththeladiesrose,BeatrixthrowingaParthianglanceatherdukeassheretreated;afreshbottleandglasseswerefetched,andtoastswerecalled。Mr。St。JohnaskedhisGracetheDukeofHamiltonandthecompanytodrinktothehealthofhisGracetheDukeofBrandon。AnotherlordgaveGeneralWebb'shealth,"andmayhegetthecommandthebravestofficerintheworlddeserves。"Mr。
Webbthankedthecompany,complimentedhisaide—de—camp,andfoughthisfamousbattleoveragain。
"Ilestfatiguant,"whispersMr。St。John,"avecsatrompettedeWynendael。"
CaptainSteele,whowasnotofourside,loyallygavethehealthoftheDukeofMarlborough,thegreatestgeneraloftheage。
"Idrinktothegreatestgeneralwithallmyheart,"saysMr。Webb;
"therecanbenogainsayingthatcharacterofhim。MyglassgoestotheGeneral,andnottotheDuke,Mr。Steele。"Andthestoutoldgentlemanemptiedhisbumper;towhichDickrepliedbyfillingandemptyingapairofbrimmers,onefortheGeneralandonefortheDuke。
AndnowhisGraceofHamilton,risingupwithflashingeyes(wehadallbeendrinkingprettyfreely),proposedatoasttothelovely,totheincomparableMrs。BeatrixEsmond;wealldrankitwithcheers,andmyLordAshburnhamespecially,withashoutofenthusiasm。
"WhatapitythereisaDuchessofHamilton,"whispersSt。John,whodrankmorewineandyetwasmoresteadythanmostoftheothers,andweenteredthedrawing—roomwheretheladieswereattheirtea。AsforpoorDick,wewereobligedtoleavehimaloneatthedining—table,wherehewashiccuppingoutthelinesfromthe"Campaign,"inwhichthegreatestpoethadcelebratedthegreatestgeneralintheworld;andHarryEsmondfoundhim,halfanhourafterwards,inamoreadvancedstageofliquor,andweepingaboutthetreacheryofTomBoxer。
Thedrawing—roomwasalldarktopoorHarry,inspiteofthegrandillumination。Beatrixscarcespoketohim。WhenmyLordDukewentaway,shepractiseduponthenextinrank,andpliedmyyoungLordAshburnhamwithallthefireofhereyesandthefascinationsofherwit。Mostofthepartyweresettocards,andMr。St。John,afteryawninginthefaceofMrs。Steele,whomhedidnotcaretopursueanymore;andtalkinginhismostbrilliantanimatedwaytoLadyCastlewood,whomhepronouncedtobebeautiful,ofafarhigherorderofbeautythanherdaughter,presentlytookhisleave,andwenthisway。Therestofthecompanyspeedilyfollowed,myLordAshburnhamthelast,throwingfieryglancesatthesmilingyoungtemptress,whohadbewitchedmoreheartsthanhisinherthrall。
Nodoubt,asakinsmanofthehouse,Mr。Esmondthoughtfittobethelastofallinit;heremainedafterthecoacheshadrolledaway——afterhisdowageraunt'schairandflambeauxhadmarchedoffinthedarknesstowardsChelsey,andthetown'speoplehadgonetobed,whohadbeendrawnintothesquaretogapeattheunusualassemblageofchairsandchariots,lackeys,andtorchmen。Thepoormeanwretchlingeredyetforafewminutes,toseewhetherthegirlwouldvouchsafehimasmile,orapartingwordofconsolation。Butherenthusiasmofthemorningwasquitediedout,orshechosetobeinadifferentmood。ShefelltojokingaboutthedowdyappearanceofLadyBetty,andmimickedthevulgarityofMrs。
Steele;andthensheputupherlittlehandtohermouthandyawned,lightedataper,andshruggedhershoulders,anddroppingMr。Esmondasaucycurtsy,sailedofftobed。
"Thedaybegansowell,Henry,thatIhopeditmighthaveendedbetter,"wasalltheconsolationthatpoorEsmond'sfondmistresscouldgivehim;andashetrudgedhomethroughthedarkalone,hethoughtwithbitterrageinhisheart,andafeelingofalmostrevoltagainstthesacrificehehadmade:——"Shewouldhaveme,"
thoughthe,"hadIbutanametogiveher。Butformypromisetoherfather,Imighthavemyrankandmymistresstoo。"
Isupposeaman'svanityisstrongerthananyotherpassioninhim;
forIblush,evennow,asIrecallthehumiliationofthosedistantdays,thememoryofwhichstillsmarts,thoughthefeverofbalkeddesirehaspassedawaymorethanascoreofyearsago。Whenthewriter'sdescendantscometoreadthismemoir,Iwonderwilltheyhavelivedtoexperienceasimilardefeatandshame?Willtheyeverhaveknelttoawomanwhohaslistenedtothem,andplayedwiththem,andlaughedwiththem——whobeckoningthemwithluresandcaresses,andwithYessmilingfromhereyes,hastrickedthemontotheirknees,andturnedherbackandleftthem。AllthisshameMr。Esmondhadtoundergo;andhesubmitted,andrevolted,andpresentlycamecrouchingbackformore。
Afterthisfeste,myyoungLordAshburnham'scoachwasforeverrollinginandoutofKensingtonSquare;hislady—mothercametovisitEsmond'smistress,andateveryassemblyinthetown,wherevertheMaidofHonormadeherappearance,youmightbeprettysuretoseetheyounggentlemaninanewsuiteveryweek,anddeckedoutinallthefinerythathistailororembroiderercouldfurnishforhim。MylordwasforeverpayingMr。Esmondcompliments:biddinghimtodinner,offeringhimhorsestoride,andgivinghimathousanduncouthmarksofrespectandgood—will。
Atlast,onenightatthecoffee—house,whithermylordcameconsiderablyflushedandexcitedwithdrink,herushesuptoMr。
Esmond,andcriesout——"Givemejoy,mydearestColonel;Iamthehappiestofmen。"
"Thehappiestofmenneedsnodearestcoloneltogivehimjoy,"
saysMr。Esmond。"Whatisthecauseofthissupremefelicity?"
"Haven'tyouheard?"sayshe。"Don'tyouknow?Ithoughtthefamilytoldyoueverything:theadorableBeatrixhathpromisedtobemine。"
"What!"criesoutMr。Esmond,whohadspenthappyhourswithBeatrixthatverymorning——hadwritversesforher,thatshehadsungattheharpsichord。