"Whatcantherebeinthatlittleprudeofawomanthatmakesmensoraffolerabouther?"criesoutmyLadyDowager。"ShewashereforamonthpetitioningtheKing。Sheispretty,andwellconserved;butshehasnotthebelair。InhislateMajesty'sCourtallthemenpretendedtoadmireher,andshewasnobetterthanalittlewaxdoll。Sheisbetternow,andlooksthesisterofherdaughter;butwhatmeanyouallbybepraisingher?Mr。Steele,whowasinwaitingonPrinceGeorge,seeingherwithhertwochildrengoingtoKensington,writapoemabouther,andsaysheshallwearhercolors,anddressinblackforthefuture。Mr。
Congrevesayshewillwritea'MourningWidow,'thatshallbebetterthanhis'MourningBride。'ThoughtheirhusbandsquarrelledandfoughtwhenthatwretchChurchilldesertedtheKing(forwhichhedeservedtobehung),LadyMarlboroughhasagaingonewildaboutthelittlewidow;insultedmeinmyowndrawing—room,bysaying'twasnottheOLDwidow,buttheyoungViscountess,shehadcometosee。LittleCastlewoodandlittleLordChurchillaretobeswornfriends,andhaveboxedeachothertwiceorthricelikebrothersalready。'TwasthatwickedyoungMohunwho,comingbackfromtheprovinceslastyear,wherehehaddisinterredher,ravedaboutherallthewinter;saidshewasapearlsetbeforeswine;andkilledpoorstupidFrank。Thequarrelwasallabouthiswife。Iknow'twasallabouther。WasthereanythingbetweenherandMohun,nephew?Tellmenow——wasthereanything?Aboutyourself,Idonotaskyoutoanswerquestions。"
Mr。Esmondblushedup。"Mylady'svirtueislikethatofasaintinheaven,madam,"hecriedout。
"Eh!——monneveu。Manysaintsgettoheavenafterhavingadealtorepentof。Ibelieveyouarelikealltherestofthefools,andmadlyinlovewithher。"
"Indeed,Ilovedandhonoredherbeforealltheworld,"Esmondanswered。"Itakenoshameinthat。"
"Andshehasshutherdooronyou——giventhelivingtothathorridyoungcub,sonofthathorridoldbear,Tusher,andsaysshewillneverseeyoumore。Monsieurmonneveu——wearealllikethat。
WhenIwasayoungwoman,I'mpositivethatathousandduelswerefoughtaboutme。AndwhenpoorMonsieurdeSouchydrownedhimselfinthecanalatBrugesbecauseIdancedwithCountSpringbock,I
couldn'tsqueezeoutasingletear,butdancedtillfiveo'clockthenextmorning。'TwastheCount——no,'twasmyLordOrmondthatplayedthefiddles,andhisMajestydidmethehonorofdancingallnightwithme。——Howyouaregrown!Youhavegotthebelair。Youareablackman。OurEsmondsareallblack。Thelittleprude'ssonisfair;sowashisfather——fairandstupid。YouwereanuglylittlewretchwhenyoucametoCastlewood——youwerealleyes,likeayoungcrow。Weintendedyoushouldbeapriest。ThatawfulFatherHolt——howheusedtofrightenmewhenIwasill!Ihaveacomfortabledirectornow——theAbbeDouillette——adearman。WemakemeagreonFridaysalways。Mycookisadevoutpiousman。You,ofcourse,areoftherightwayofthinking。TheysaythePrinceofOrangeisveryillindeed。"
InthiswaytheoldDowagerrattledonremorselesslytoMr。Esmond,whowasquiteastoundedwithherpresentvolubility,contrastingitwithherformerhaughtybehaviortohim。Butshehadtakenhimintofavorforthemoment,andchosenotonlytolikehim,asfarashernaturepermitted,buttobeafraidofhim;andhefoundhimselftobeasfamiliarwithhernowasayoungman,as,whenaboy,hehadbeentimorousandsilent。Shewasasgoodasherwordrespectinghim。Sheintroducedhimtohercompany,ofwhichsheentertainedagooddeal——oftheadherentsofKingJamesofcourse——
andagreatdealofloudintriguingtookplaceoverhercard—
tables。ShepresentedMr。Esmondasherkinsmantomanypersonsofhonor;shesuppliedhimnotilliberallywithmoney,whichhehadnoscrupleinacceptingfromher,consideringtherelationshipwhichheboretoher,andthesacrificeswhichhehimselfwasmakinginbehalfofthefamily。Buthehadmadeuphismindtocontinueatnowoman'sapron—stringslonger;andperhapshadcastabouthowheshoulddistinguishhimself,andmakehimselfaname,whichhissingularfortunehaddeniedhim。Adiscontentwithhisformerbookishlifeandquietude,——abitterfeelingofrevoltatthatslaveryinwhichhehadchosentoconfinehimselfforthesakeofthosewhosehardnesstowardshimmakehisheartbleed,——arestlesswishtoseemenandtheworld,——ledhimtothinkofthemilitaryprofession:atanyrate,todesiretoseeafewcampaigns,andaccordinglyhepressedhisnewpatronesstogethimapairofcolors;andonedayhadthehonoroffindinghimselfappointedanensigninColonelQuin'sregimentofFusileersontheIrishestablishment。
Mr。Esmond'scommissionwasscarcethreeweeksoldwhenthataccidentbefellKingWilliamwhichendedthelifeofthegreatest,thewisest,thebravest,andmostclementsovereignwhomEnglandeverknew。'Twasthefashionofthehostilepartytoassailthisgreatprince'sreputationduringhislife;butthejoywhichtheyandallhisenemiesinEuropeshowedathisdeath,isaproofoftheterrorinwhichtheyheldhim。YoungasEsmondwas,hewaswiseenough(andgenerousenoughtoo,letitbesaid)toscornthatindecencyofgratulationwhichbrokeoutamongstthefollowersofKingJamesinLondon,uponthedeathofthisillustriousprince,thisinvinciblewarrior,thiswiseandmoderatestatesman。Loyaltytotheexiledking'sfamilywastraditional,ashasbeensaid,inthathousetowhichMr。Esmondbelonged。Hisfather'swidowhadallherhopes,sympathies,recollections,prejudices,engagedonKingJames'sside;andwascertainlyasnoisyaconspiratoraseverassertedtheKing'srights,orabusedhisopponent's,overaquadrilletableoradishofbohea。Herladyship'shouseswarmedwithecclesiastics,indisguiseandout;withtale—bearersfromSt。
Germains;andquidnuncsthatknewthelastnewsfromVersailles;
nay,theexactforceandnumberofthenextexpeditionwhichtheFrenchkingwastosendfromDunkirk,andwhichwastoswallowupthePrinceofOrange,hisarmyandhiscourt。ShehadreceivedtheDukeofBerwickwhenhelandedherein'96。Shekepttheglasshedrankfrom,vowingsheneverwoulduseittillshedrankKingJamestheThird'shealthinitonhisMajesty'sreturn;shehadtokensfromtheQueen,andrelicsofthesaintwho,ifthestorywastrue,hadnotalwaysbeenasaintasfarassheandmanyotherswereconcerned。Shebelievedinthemiracleswroughtathistomb,andhadahundredauthenticstoriesofwondrouscureseffectedbytheblessedking'srosaries,themedalswhichhewore,thelocksofhishair,orwhatnot。Esmondrememberedascoreofmarvelloustaleswhichthecredulousoldwomantoldhim。TherewastheBishopofAutun,thatwashealedofamaladyhehadforfortyyears,andwhichlefthimafterhesaidmassforthereposeoftheking'ssoul。TherewasM。Marais,asurgeoninAuvergne,whohadapalsyinbothhislegs,whichwascuredthroughtheking'sintercession。
TherewasPhilipPitet,oftheBenedictines,whohadasuffocatingcough,whichwellnighkilledhim,buthebesoughtreliefofheaventhroughthemeritsandintercessionoftheblessedking,andhestraightwayfeltaprofusesweatbreakingoutalloverhim,andwasrecoveredperfectly。AndtherewasthewifeofMons。Lepervier,dancing—mastertotheDukeofSaxe—Gotha,whowasentirelyeasedofarheumatismbytheking'sintercession,ofwhichmiracletherecouldbenodoubt,forhersurgeonandhisapprenticehadgiventheirtestimony,underoath,thattheydidnotinanywaycontributetothecure。Ofthesetales,andathousandlikethem,Mr。Esmondbelievedasmuchashechose。Hiskinswoman'sgreaterfaithhadswallowforthemall。
TheEnglishHighChurchpartydidnotadopttheselegends。Buttruthandhonor,astheythought,boundthemtotheexiledking'sside;norhadthebanishedfamilyanywarmersupporterthanthatkindladyofCastlewood,inwhosehouseEsmondwasbroughtup。Sheinfluencedherhusband,verymuchmoreperhapsthanmylordknew,whoadmiredhiswifeprodigiouslythoughhemightbeinconstanttoher,andwho,adversetothetroubleofthinkinghimself,gladlyenoughadoptedtheopinionswhichshechoseforhim。Tooneofhersimpleandfaithfulheart,allegiancetoanysovereignbuttheonewasimpossible。ToserveKingWilliamforinterest'ssakewouldhavebeenamonstroushypocrisyandtreason。Herpureconsciencecouldnomorehaveconsentedtoitthantoatheft,aforgery,oranyotherbaseaction。LordCastlewoodmighthavebeenwonover,nodoubt,buthiswifenevercould:andhesubmittedhisconsciencetohersinthiscaseashedidinmostothers,whenhewasnottemptedtoosorely。Anditwasfromhisaffectionandgratitudemostlikely,andfromthateagerdevotionforhismistress,whichcharacterizedallEsmond'syouth,thattheyoungmansubscribedtothis,andotherarticlesoffaith,whichhisfondbenefactresssethim。HadshebeenaWhig,hehadbeenone;hadshefollowedMr。
Fox,andturnedQuaker,nodoubthewouldhaveabjuredrufflesandaperiwig,andhaveforswornswords,lace—coats,andclockedstockings。Inthescholars'boyishdisputesattheUniversity,wherepartiesranveryhigh,EsmondwasnotedasaJacobite,andverylikelyfromvanityasmuchasaffectiontookthesideofhisfamily。
Almostthewholeoftheclergyofthecountryandmorethanahalfofthenationwereonthisside。Oursisthemostloyalpeopleintheworldsurely;weadmireourkings,andarefaithfultothemlongaftertheyhaveceasedtobetruetous。'TisawondertoanyonewholooksbackatthehistoryoftheStuartfamilytothinkhowtheykickedtheircrownsawayfromthem;howtheyflungawaychancesafterchances;whattreasuresofloyaltytheydissipated,andhowfatallytheywerebentonconsummatingtheirownruin。Ifevermenhadfidelity,'twasthey;ifevermensquanderedopportunity,'twasthey;and,ofalltheenemiestheyhad,theythemselveswerethemostfatal。
WhenthePrincessAnnesucceeded,theweariednationwasgladenoughtocryatrucefromallthesewars,controversies,andconspiracies,andtoacceptinthepersonofaPrincessofthebloodroyalacompromisebetweenthepartiesintowhichthecountrywasdivided。TheToriescouldserveunderherwitheasyconsciences;thoughaToryherself,sherepresentedthetriumphoftheWhigopinion。ThepeopleofEngland,alwayslikingthattheirPrincesshouldbeattachedtotheirownfamilies,werepleasedtothinkthePrincesswasfaithfultohers;anduptotheverylastdayandhourofherreign,andbutforthatfatalitywhichheinheritedfromhisfathersalongwiththeirclaimstotheEnglishcrown,KingJamestheThirdmighthavewornit。Butheneitherknewhowtowaitanopportunity,nortouseitwhenhehadit;hewasventuresomewhenheoughttohavebeencautious,andcautiouswhenheoughttohavedaredeverything。'Tiswithasortofrageathisinaptitudethatonethinksofhismelancholystory。DotheFatesdealmorespeciallywithkingsthanwithcommonmen?Oneisapttoimagineso,inconsideringthehistoryofthatroyalrace,inwhosebehalfsomuchfidelity,somuchvalor,somuchbloodweredesperatelyandbootlesslyexpended。
TheKingdeadthen,thePrincessAnne(uglyAnneHyde'sdaughter,ourDowageratChelseycalledher)wasproclaimedbytrumpetingheraldsalloverthetownfromWestminstertoLudgateHill,amidstimmensejubilationsofthepeople。
NextweekmyLordMarlboroughwaspromotedtotheGarter,andtobeCaptain—GeneralofherMajesty'sforcesathomeandabroad。ThisappointmentonlyinflamedtheDowager'srage,or,asshethoughtit,herfidelitytoherrightfulsovereign。"ThePrincessisbutapuppetinthehandsofthatfuryofawoman,whocomesintomydrawing—roomandinsultsmetomyface。Whatcancometoacountrythatisgivenovertosuchawoman?"saystheDowager:"Asforthatdouble—facedtraitor,myLordMarlborough,hehasbetrayedeverymanandeverywomanwithwhomhehashadtodeal,excepthishorridwife,whomakeshimtremble。'Tisalloverwiththecountrywhenithasgotintotheclutchesofsuchwretchesasthese。"
Esmond'soldkinswomansalutedthenewpowersinthisway;butsomegoodfortuneatlastoccurredtoafamilywhichstoodingreatneedofit,bytheadvancementofthesefamouspersonageswhobenefitedhumblerpeoplethathadtheluckofbeingintheirfavor。BeforeMr。EsmondleftEnglandinthemonthofAugust,andbeingthenatPortsmouth,wherehehadjoinedhisregiment,andwasbusyatdrill,learningthepracticeandmysteriesofthemusketandpike,heheardthatapensionontheStampOfficehadbeengotforhislatebelovedmistress,andthattheyoungMistressBeatrixwasalsotobetakenintocourt。Somuchgood,atleast,hadcomeofthepoorwidow'svisittoLondon,notrevengeuponherhusband'senemies,butreconcilementtooldfriends,whopitied,andseemedinclinedtoserveher。Asforthecomradesinprisonandthelatemisfortune,ColonelWestburywaswiththeCaptain—GeneralgonetoHolland;CaptainMacartneywasnowatPortsmouth,withhisregimentofFusileersandtheforceundercommandofhisGracetheDukeofOrmond,boundforSpainitwassaid;myLordWarwickwasreturnedhome;andLordMohun,sofarfrombeingpunishedforthehomicidewhichhadbroughtsomuchgriefandchangeintotheEsmondfamily,wasgoneincompanyofmyLordMacclesfield'ssplendidembassytotheElectorofHanover,carryingtheGartertohisHighness,andacomplimentaryletterfromtheQueen。
CHAPTERIV。
RECAPITULATIONS。
Fromsuchfitfullightsascouldbecastuponhisdarkhistorybythebrokennarrativeofhispoorpatron,tornbyremorseandstrugglinginthelastpangsofdissolution,Mr。Esmondhadbeenmadetounderstandsofar,thathismotherwaslongsincedead;andsotherecouldbenoquestionasregardedherorherhonor,tarnishedbyherhusband'sdesertionandinjury,toinfluencehersoninanystepswhichhemighttakeeitherforprosecutingorrelinquishinghisownjustclaims。Itappearedfrommypoorlord'shurriedconfession,thathehadbeenmadeacquaintedwiththerealfactsofthecaseonlytwoyearssince,whenMr。Holtvisitedhim,andwouldhaveimplicatedhiminoneofthosemanyconspiraciesbywhichthesecretleadersofKingJames'spartyinthiscountrywereeverendeavoringtodestroythePrinceofOrange'slifeorpower:
conspiraciessolikemurder,socowardlyinthemeansused,sowickedintheend,thatournationhassuredonewellinthrowingoffallallegianceandfidelitytotheunhappyfamilythatcouldnotvindicateitsrightexceptbysuchtreachery——bysuchdarkintrigueandbaseagents。ThereweredesignsagainstKingWilliamthatwerenomorehonorablethantheambushesofcut—throatsandfootpads。'TishumiliatingtothinkthatagreatPrince,possessorofagreatandsacredright,andupholderofagreatcause,shouldhavestoopedtosuchbasenessofassassinationandtreasonsasareprovedbytheunfortunateKingJames'sownwarrantandsignmanualgiventohissupportersinthiscountry。Whatheandtheycalledlevyingwarwas,intruth,nobetterthaninstigatingmurder。ThenoblePrinceofOrangeburstmagnanimouslythroughthosefeeblemeshesofconspiracyinwhichhisenemiestriedtoenvelophim:itseemedasiftheircowardlydaggersbrokeuponthebreastofhisundauntedresolution。AfterKingJames'sdeath,theQueenandherpeopleatSt。Germains——priestsandwomenforthemostpart——
continuedtheirintriguesinbehalfoftheyoungPrince,JamestheThird,ashewascalledinFranceandbyhispartyhere(thisPrince,orChevalierdeSt。George,wasborninthesameyearwithEsmond'syoungpupilFrank,myLordViscount'sson);andthePrince'saffairs,beinginthehandsofpriestsandwomen,wereconductedaspriestsandwomenwillconductthem,artfully,cruelly,feebly,andtoacertainbadissue。ThemoraloftheJesuits'storyIthinkaswholesomeaoneaseverwaswrit:theartfullest,thewisest,themosttoilsome,anddexterousplot—
buildersintheworld——therealwayscomesadaywhentherousedpublicindignationkickstheirflimsyedificedown,andsendsitscowardlyenemiesa—flying。Mr。Swifthathfinelydescribedthatpassionforintrigue,thatloveofsecrecy,slander,andlying,whichbelongstoweakpeople,hangers—onofweakcourts。'Tisthenatureofsuchtohateandenvythestrong,andconspiretheirruin;andtheconspiracysucceedsverywell,andeverythingpresagesthesatisfactoryoverthrowofthegreatvictim;untilonedayGulliverrouseshimself,shakesoffthelittleverminofanenemy,andwalksawayunmolested。Ah!theIrishsoldiersmightwellsayaftertheBoyne,"Changekingswithusandwewillfightitoveragain。"Indeed,thefightwasnotfairbetweenthetwo。
'Twasaweak,priest—ridden,woman—riddenman,withsuchpunyalliesandweaponsashisownpoornatureledhimtochoose,contendingagainsttheschemes,thegeneralship,thewisdom,andtheheartofahero。
Ononeofthesemanycoward'serrandsthen,(for,asIviewthemnow,Icancallthemnoless,)Mr。HolthadcometomylordatCastlewood,proposingsomeinfallibleplanforthePrinceofOrange'sdestruction,inwhichmyLordViscount,loyalistashewas,hadindignantlyrefusedtojoin。AsfarasMr。Esmondcouldgatherfromhisdyingwords,Holtcametomylordwithaplanofinsurrection,andofferoftherenewal,inhisperson,ofthatmarquis'stitlewhichKingJameshadconferredontheprecedingviscount;andonrefusalofthisbribe,athreatwasmade,onHolt'spart,toupsetmyLordViscount'sclaimtohisestateandtitleofCastlewoodaltogether。Tobackthisastoundingpieceofintelligence,ofwhichHenryEsmond'spatronnowhadthefirstlight,Holtcamearmedwiththelatelord'sdyingdeclaration,aftertheaffairoftheBoyne,atTrim,inIreland,madebothtotheIrishpriestandaFrenchecclesiasticofHolt'sorder,thatwaswithKingJames'sarmy。Holtshowed,orpretendedtoshow,themarriagecertificateofthelateViscountEsmondwithmymother,inthecityofBrussels,intheyear1677,whentheviscount,thenThomasEsmond,wasservingwiththeEnglisharmyinFlanders;hecouldshow,hesaid,thatthisGertrude,desertedbyherhusbandlongsince,wasalive,andaprofessednunintheyear1685,atBrussels,inwhichyearThomasEsmondmarriedhisuncle'sdaughter,Isabella,nowcalledViscountessDowagerofCastlewood;andleavinghim,fortwelvehours,toconsiderthisastoundingnews(sothepoordyinglordsaid),disappearedwithhispapersinthemysteriouswayinwhichhecame。Esmondknewhow,wellenough:bythatwindowfromwhichhehadseentheFatherissue:——buttherewasnoneedtoexplaintomypoorlord,onlytogatherfromhispartinglipsthewordswhichhewouldsoonbeabletoutternomore。
Erethetwelvehourswereover,Holthimselfwasaprisoner,implicatedinSirJohnFenwick'sconspiracy,andlockedupatHextonfirst,whencehewastransferredtotheTower;leavingthepoorLordViscount,whowasnotawareoftheothersbeingtaken,indailyapprehensionofhisreturn,when(asmyLordCastlewooddeclared,callingGodtowitness,andwithtearsinhisdyingeyes)
ithadbeenhisintentionatoncetogiveuphisestateandhistitletotheirproperowner,andtoretiretohisownhouseatWalcotewithhisfamily。"AndwouldtoGodIhaddoneit,"thepoorlordsaid。"Iwouldnotbeherenow,woundedtodeath,amiserable,strickenman!"
Mylordwaiteddayafterday,and,asmaybesupposed,nomessengercame;butatamonth'sendHoltgotmeanstoconveytohimamessageoutoftheTower,whichwastothiseffect:thatheshouldconsiderallunsaidthathadbeensaid,andthatthingswereastheywere。
"Ihadasoretemptation,"saidmypoorlord。"SinceIhadcomeintothiscursedtitleofCastlewood,whichhathneverprosperedwithme,Ihavespentfarmorethantheincomeofthatestate,andmypaternalone,too。Icalculatedallmymeansdowntothelastshilling,andfoundInevercouldpayyouback,mypoorHarry,whosefortuneIhadhadfortwelveyears。Mywifeandchildrenmusthavegoneoutofthehousedishonored,andbeggars。Godknows,ithathbeenamiserableoneformeandmine。Likeacoward,IclungtothatrespitewhichHoltgaveme。IkeptthetruthfromRachelandyou。ItriedtowinmoneyofMohun,andonlyplungeddeeperintodebt;IscarcedaredlooktheeinthefacewhenIsawthee。Thisswordhathbeenhangingovermyheadthesetwoyears。IswearIfelthappywhenMohun'sbladeenteredmyside。"
AfterlyingtenmonthsintheTower,Holt,againstwhomnothingcouldbefoundexceptthathewasaJesuitpriest,knowntobeinKingJames'sinterest,wasputonshipboardbytheincorrigibleforgivenessofKingWilliam,whopromisedhim,however,ahangingifeverheshouldagainsetfootonEnglishshore。Morethanonce,whilsthewasinprisonhimself,Esmondhadthoughtwherethosepaperscouldbe,whichtheJesuithadshowntohispatron,andwhichhadsuchaninterestforhimself。TheywerenotfoundonMr。
Holt'spersonwhenthatFatherwasapprehended,forhadsuchbeenthecasemyLordsoftheCouncilhadseenthem,andthisfamilyhistoryhadlongsincebeenmadepublic。However,Esmondcarednottoseekthepapers。Hisresolutionbeingtaken;hispoormotherdead;whatmattertohimthatdocumentsexistedprovinghisrighttoatitlewhichhewasdeterminednottoclaim,andofwhichhevowednevertodeprivethatfamilywhichhelovedbestintheworld?Perhapshetookagreaterprideoutofhissacrificethanhewouldhavehadinthosehonorswhichhewasresolvedtoforego。
Again,aslongasthesetitleswerenotforthcoming,Esmond'skinsman,dearyoungFrancis,wasthehonorableandundisputedowneroftheCastlewoodestateandtitle。ThemerewordofaJesuitcouldnotoversetFrank'srightofoccupancy,andsoEsmond'smindfeltactuallyateasetothinkthepapersweremissing,andintheirabsencehisdearmistressandhersonthelawfulLadyandLordofCastlewood。
Verysoonafterhisliberation,Mr。EsmondmadeithisbusinesstoridetothatvillageofEalingwherehehadpassedhisearliestyearsinthiscountry,andtoseeifhisoldguardianswerestillaliveandinhabitantsofthatplace。ButtheonlyreliquewhichhefoundofoldM。Pastoureauwasastoneinthechurchyard,whichtoldthatAthanasiusPastoureau,anativeofFlanders,laythereburied,aged87years。Theoldman'scottage,whichEsmondperfectlyrecollected,andthegarden(whereinhischildhoodhehadpassedmanyhoursofplayandreverie,andhadmanyabeatingfromhistermagantofafoster—mother),werenowintheoccupationofquiteadifferentfamily;anditwaswithdifficultythathecouldlearninthevillagewhathadcomeofPastoureau'swidowandchildren。Theclerkoftheparishrecollectedher——theoldmanwasscarcealteredinthefourteenyearsthathadpassedsincelastEsmondseteyesonhim。Itappearedshehadprettysoonconsoledherselfafterthedeathofheroldhusband,whomsheruledover,bytakinganewoneyoungerthanherself,whospenthermoneyandill—
treatedherandherchildren。Thegirldied;oneoftheboys'listed;theotherhadgoneapprentice。OldMr。Rogers,theclerk,saidhehadheardthatMrs。Pastoureauwasdeadtoo。SheandherhusbandhadleftEalingthissevenyear;andsoMr。Esmond'shopesofgaininganyinformationregardinghisparentagefromthisfamilywerebroughttoanend。Hegavetheoldclerkacrown—pieceforhisnews,smilingtothinkofthetimewhenheandhislittleplayfellowshadslunkoutofthechurchyardorhiddenbehindthegravestones,attheapproachofthisawfulauthority。
Whowashismother?Whathadhernamebeen?Whendidshedie?
Esmondlongedtofindsomeonewhocouldanswerthesequestionstohim,andthoughtevenofputtingthemtohisaunttheViscountess,whohadinnocentlytakenthenamewhichbelongedofrighttoHenry'smother。Butsheknewnothing,orchosetoknownothing,onthissubject,nor,indeed,couldMr。Esmondpresshermuchtospeakonit。FatherHoltwastheonlymanwhocouldenlightenhim,andEsmondfelthemustwaituntilsomefreshchanceornewintriguemightputhimfacetofacewithhisoldfriend,orbringthatrestlessindefatigablespiritbacktoEnglandagain。
Theappointmenttohisensigncy,andthepreparationsnecessaryforthecampaign,presentlygavetheyounggentlemanothermatterstothinkof。Hisnewpatronesstreatedhimverykindlyandliberally;
shepromisedtomakeinterestandpaymoney,too,togethimacompanyspeedily;shebadehimprocureahandsomeoutfit,bothofclothesandofarms,andwaspleasedtoadmirehimwhenhemadehisfirstappearanceinhislacedscarletcoat,andtopermithimtosaluteherontheoccasionofthisinterestinginvestiture。"Red,"
saysshe,tossingupheroldhead,"hathalwaysbeenthecolorwornbytheEsmonds。"Andsoherladyshipworeitonherowncheeksveryfaithfullytothelast。Shewouldhavehimbedressed,shesaid,asbecamehisfather'sson,andpaidcheerfullyforhisfive—
poundbeaver,hisblackbuckledperiwig,andhisfinehollandshirts,andhisswords,andhispistols,mountedwithsilver。
Sincethedayhewasborn,poorHarryhadneverlookedsuchafinegentleman:hisliberalstep—motherfilledhispursewithguineas,too,someofwhichCaptainSteeleandafewchoicespiritshelpedHarrytospendinanentertainmentwhichDickordered(and,indeed,wouldhavepaidfor,butthathehadnomoneywhenthereckoningwascalledfor;norwouldthelandlordgivehimanymorecredit)atthe"Garter,"overagainstthegateofthePalace,inPallMall。
TheoldViscountess,indeed,ifshehaddoneEsmondanywrongformerly,seemedinclinedtorepairitbythepresentkindnessofherbehavior:sheembracedhimcopiouslyatparting,weptplentifully,badehimwritebyeverypacket,andgavehimaninestimablerelic,whichshebesoughthimtowearroundhisneck——amedal,blessedbyIknownotwhatpope,andwornbyhislatesacredMajestyKingJames。SoEsmondarrivedathisregimentwithabetterequipagethanmostyoungofficerscouldafford。Hewasolderthanmostofhisseniors,andhadafurtheradvantagewhichbelongedbuttoveryfewofthearmygentlemeninhisday——manyofwhomcoulddolittlemorethanwritetheirnames——thathehadreadmuch,bothathomeandattheUniversity,wasmasteroftwoorthreelanguages,andhadthatfurthereducationwhichneitherbooksnoryearswillgive,butwhichsomemengetfromthesilentteachingofadversity。Sheisagreatschoolmistress,asmanyapoorfellowknows,thathathheldhishandouttoherferule,andwhimperedoverhislessonbeforeherawfulchair。
CHAPTERV。
IGOONTHEVIGOBAYEXPEDITION,TASTESALT—WATERANDSMELLPOWDER。
ThefirstexpeditioninwhichMr。Esmondhadthehonortobeengaged,ratherresembledoneoftheinvasionsprojectedbytheredoubtedCaptainAvoryorCaptainKidd,thanawarbetweencrownedheads,carriedonbygeneralsofrankandhonor。Onthe1stdayofJuly,1702,agreatfleet,ofahundredandfiftysail,setsailfromSpithead,underthecommandofAdmiralShovell,havingonboard12,000troops,withhisGracetheDukeofOrmondastheCapt。—Generaloftheexpedition。Oneofthese12,000heroeshavingneverbeentoseabefore,or,atleast,onlyonceinhisinfancy,whenhemadethevoyagetoEnglandfromthatunknowncountrywherehewasborn——oneofthose12,000——thejuniorensignofColonelQuin'sregimentofFusileers——wasinaquiteunheroicstateofcorporalprostrationafewhoursaftersailing;andanenemy,hadheboardedtheship,wouldhavehadeasyworkofhim。FromPortsmouthweputintoPlymouth,andtookinfreshreinforcements。
WewereoffFinisterreonthe31stofJuly,soEsmond'stable—bookinformshim:andonthe8thofAugustmadetherockofLisbon。BythistimetheEnsignwasgrownasboldasanadmiral,andaweekafterwardshadthefortunetobeunderfireforthefirsttime——andunderwater,too,——hisboatbeingswampedinthesurfinTorosBay,wherethetroopslanded。Theduckingofhisnewcoatwasalltheharmtheyoungsoldiergotinthisexpedition,for,indeed,theSpaniardsmadenostandbeforeourtroops,andwerenotinstrengthtodoso。
Butthecampaign,ifnotveryglorious,wasverypleasant。Newsightsofnature,byseaandland——alifeofaction,beginningnowforthefirsttime——occupiedandexcitedtheyoungman。Themanyaccidents,andtheroutineofshipboard——themilitaryduty——thenewacquaintances,bothofhiscomradesinarms,andoftheofficersofthefleet——servedtocheerandoccupyhismind,andwakenitoutofthatselfishdepressionintowhichhislateunhappyfortuneshadplungedhim。Hefeltasiftheoceanseparatedhimfromhispastcare,andwelcomedtheneweraoflifewhichwasdawningforhim。
Woundshealrapidlyinaheartoftwo—and—twenty;hopesrevivedaily;andcourageralliesinspiteofaman。Perhaps,asEsmondthoughtofhislatedespondencyandmelancholy,andhowirremediableithadseemedtohim,ashelayinhisprisonafewmonthsback,hewasalmostmortifiedinhissecretmindatfindinghimselfsocheerful。
Toseewithone'sowneyesmenandcountries,isbetterthanreadingallthebooksoftravelintheworld:anditwaswithextremedelightandexultationthattheyoungmanfoundhimselfactuallyonhisgrandtour,andintheviewofpeopleandcitieswhichhehadreadaboutasaboy。Hebeheldwarforthefirsttime——thepride,pomp,andcircumstanceofit,atleast,ifnotmuchofthedanger。Hesawactually,andwithhisowneyes,thoseSpanishcavaliersandladieswhomhehadbeheldinimaginationinthatimmortalstoryofCervantes,whichhadbeenthedelightofhisyouthfulleisure。'TisfortyyearssinceMr。Esmondwitnessedthosescenes,buttheyremainasfreshinhismemoryasonthedaywhenfirsthesawthemasayoungman。Acloud,asofgrief,thathadloweredoverhim,andhadwrappedthelastyearsofhislifeingloom,seemedtoclearawayfromEsmondduringthisfortunatevoyageandcampaign。Hisenergiesseemedtoawakenandtoexpandunderacheerfulsenseoffreedom。Washisheartsecretlygladtohaveescapedfromthatfondbutignoblebondageathome?Wasitthattheinferioritytowhichtheideaofhisbasebirthhadcompelledhim,vanishedwiththeknowledgeofthatsecret,whichthough,perforce,kepttohimself,wasyetenoughtocheerandconsolehim?Atanyrate,youngEsmondofthearmywasquiteadifferentbeingtothesadlittledependantofthekindCastlewoodhousehold,andthemelancholystudentofTrinityWalks;
discontentedwithhisfate,andwiththevocationintowhichthatdrovehim,andthinking,withasecretindignation,thatthecassockandbands,andtheverysacredofficewithwhichhehadonceproposedtoinvesthimself,were,infact,butmarksofaservitudewhichwastocontinueallhislifelong。For,disguiseitashemighttohimself,hehadallalongfeltthattobeCastlewood'schaplainwastobeCastlewood'sinferiorstill,andthathislifewasbuttobealong,hopelessservitude。So,indeed,hewasfarfromgrudginghisoldfriendTomTusher'sgoodfortune(asTom,nodoubt,thoughtit)。HaditbeenamitreandLambethwhichhisfriendsofferedhim,andnotasmalllivingandacountryparsonage,hewouldhavefeltasmuchaslaveinonecaseasintheother,andwasquitehappyandthankfultobefree。
ThebravestmanIeverknewinthearmy,andwhohadbeenpresentinmostofKingWilliam'sactions,aswellasinthecampaignsofthegreatDukeofMarlborough,couldneverbegottotellusofanyachievementofhis,exceptthatoncePrinceEugeneorderedhimupatreetoreconnoitretheenemy,whichfeathecouldnotachieveonaccountofthehorseman'sbootshewore;andonanotherdaythathewasverynearlytakenprisonerbecauseofthesejack—boots,whichpreventedhimfromrunningaway。Thepresentnarratorshallimitatethislaudablereserve,anddothnotintendtodwelluponhismilitaryexploits,whichwereintruthnotverydifferentfromthoseofathousandothergentlemen。ThisfirstcampaignofMr。
Esmond'slastedbutafewdays;andasascoreofbookshavebeenwrittenconcerningit,itmaybedismissedverybrieflyhere。
WhenourfleetcamewithinviewofCadiz,ourcommandersentaboatwithawhiteflagandacoupleofofficerstotheGovernorofCadiz,DonScipiodeBrancaccio,withaletterfromhisGrace,inwhichhehopedthatasDonScipiohadformerlyservedwiththeAustriansagainsttheFrench,'twastobehopedthathisExcellencywouldnowdeclarehimselfagainsttheFrenchKing,andfortheAustrianinthewarbetweenKingPhilipandKingCharles。ButhisExcellency,DonScipio,preparedareply,inwhichheannouncedthat,havingservedhisformerkingwithhonorandfidelity,hehopedtoexhibitthesameloyaltyanddevotiontowardshispresentsovereign,KingPhilipV。;andbythetimethisletterwasready,thetwoofficershadbeentakentoseethetown,andthealameda,andthetheatre,wherebull—fightsarefought,andtheconvents,wheretheadmirableworksofDonBartholomewMurilloinspiredoneofthemwithagreatwonderanddelight——suchashehadneverfeltbefore——concerningthisdivineartofpainting;andthesesightsover,andahandsomerefectionandchocolatebeingservedtotheEnglishgentlemen,theywereaccompaniedbacktotheirshallopwitheverycourtesy,andweretheonlytwoofficersoftheEnglisharmythatsawatthattimethatfamouscity。