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第12章

  Istillstoodabsolutelydumfounderedatwhatappearedtomehermiraculousself—possessionandmostinscrutablehypocrisy,whenthecookentered。
  “Mrs。Poole,”saidshe,addressingGrace,“theservants’dinnerwillsoonbeready:willyoucomedown?”
  “No;justputmypintofporterandbitofpuddingonatray,andI’llcarryitupstairs。”
  “You’llhavesomemeat?”
  “Justamorsel,andatasteofcheese,that’sall。”
  “Andthesago?”
  “Neverminditatpresent:Ishallbecomingdownbeforeteatime:I’llmakeitmyself。”
  Thecookhereturnedtome,sayingthatMrs。Fairfaxwaswaitingforme:soIdeparted。
  IhardlyheardMrs。Fairfax’saccountofthecurtainconflagrationduringdinner,somuchwasIoccupiedinpuzzlingmybrainsovertheenigmaticalcharacterofGracePoole,andstillmoreinponderingtheproblemofherpositionatThornfieldandquestioningwhyshehadnotbeengivenintocustodythatmorning,or,attheveryleast,dismissedfromhermaster’sservice。Hehadalmostasmuchasdeclaredhisconvictionofhercriminalitylastnight:whatmysteriouscausewithheldhimfromaccusingher?Whyhadheenjoinedme,too,tosecrecy?Itwasstrange:abold,vindictive,andhaughtygentlemanseemedsomehowinthepowerofoneofthemeanestofhisdependants;somuchinherpower,thatevenwhensheliftedherhandagainsthislife,hedarednotopenlychargeherwiththeattempt,muchlesspunishherforit。
  HadGracebeenyoungandhandsome,IshouldhavebeentemptedtothinkthattendererfeelingsthanprudenceorfearinfluencedMr。Rochesterinherbehalf;but,hard—favouredandmatronlyasshewas,theideacouldnotbeadmitted。“Yet,”Ireflected,“shehasbeenyoungonce;heryouthwouldbecontemporarywithhermaster’s:Mrs。Fairfaxtoldmeonce,shehadlivedheremanyyears。Idon’tthinkshecaneverhavebeenpretty;but,foraughtIknow,shemaypossessoriginalityandstrengthofcharactertocompensateforthewantofpersonaladvantages。Mr。Rochesterisanamateurofthedecidedandeccentric:Graceiseccentricatleast。Whatifaformercaprice(afreakverypossibletoanaturesosuddenandheadstrongashis)hasdeliveredhimintoherpower,andshenowexercisesoverhisactionsasecretinfluence,theresultofhisownindiscretion,whichhecannotshakeoff,anddarenotdisregard?”But,havingreachedthispointofconjecture,Mrs。Poole’ssquare,flatfigure,anduncomely,dry,evencoarseface,recurredsodistinctlytomymind’seye,thatIthought,“No;impossible!mysuppositioncannotbecorrect。Yet,”suggestedthesecretvoicewhichtalkstousinourownhearts,“youarenotbeautifuleither,andperhapsMr。Rochesterapprovesyou:atanyrate,youhaveoftenfeltasifhedid;andlastnight—rememberhiswords;rememberhislook;rememberhisvoice!”
  Iwellrememberedall;language,glance,andtoneseemedatthemomentvividlyrenewed。Iwasnowintheschoolroom;Adèlewasdrawing;Ibentoverheranddirectedherpencil。Shelookedupwithasortofstart。
  “Qu’avez—vous,mademoiselle?”saidshe。“Vosdoigtstremblentcommelafeuille,etvosjouessontrouges:mais,rougescommedescerises!”
  “Iamhot,Adèle,withstooping!”Shewentonsketching;Iwentonthinking。
  IhastenedtodrivefrommymindthehatefulnotionIhadbeenconceivingrespectingGracePoole;itdisgustedme。Icomparedmyselfwithher,andfoundweweredifferent。BessieLeavenhadsaidIwasquitealady;andshespoketruth—Iwasalady。AndnowIlookedmuchbetterthanIdidwhenBessiesawme;Ihadmorecolourandmoreflesh,morelife,morevivacity,becauseIhadbrighterhopesandkeenerenjoyments。
  “Eveningapproaches,”saidI,asIlookedtowardsthewindow。“IhaveneverheardMr。Rochester’svoiceorstepinthehouseto—day;butsurelyIshallseehimbeforenight:Ifearedthemeetinginthemorning;nowIdesireit,becauseexpectationhasbeensolongbaffledthatitisgrownimpatient。”
  Whenduskactuallyclosed,andwhenAdèleleftmetogoandplayinthenurserywithSophie,Ididmostkeenlydesireit。Ilistenedforthebelltoringbelow;IlistenedforLeahcomingupwithamessage;IfanciedsometimesIheardMr。Rochester’sowntread,andIturnedtothedoor,expectingittoopenandadmithim。Thedoorremainedshut;darknessonlycameinthroughthewindow。Stillitwasnotlate;heoftensentformeatsevenandeighto’clock,anditwasyetbutsix。SurelyIshouldnotbewhollydisappointedto—night,whenIhadsomanythingstosaytohim!IwantedagaintointroducethesubjectofGracePoole,andtohearwhathewouldanswer;Iwantedtoaskhimplainlyifhereallybelieveditwasshewhohadmadelastnight’shideousattempt;andifso,whyhekeptherwickednessasecret。Itlittlematteredwhethermycuriosityirritatedhim;Iknewthepleasureofvexingandsoothinghimbyturns;itwasoneIchieflydelightedin,andasureinstinctalwayspreventedmefromgoingtoofar;beyondthevergeofprovocationIneverventured;ontheextremebrinkIlikedwelltotrymyskill。Retainingeveryminuteformofrespect,everyproprietyofmystation,Icouldstillmeethiminargumentwithoutfearoruneasyrestraint;thissuitedbothhimandme。
  Atreadcreakedonthestairsatlast。Leahmadeherappearance;butitwasonlytointimatethatteawasreadyinMrs。Fairfax’sroom。ThitherIrepaired,gladatleasttogodownstairs;forthatbroughtme,Iimagined,nearertoMr。Rochester’spresence。
  “Youmustwantyourtea,”saidthegoodlady,asIjoinedher;“youatesolittleatdinner。Iamafraid,”shecontinued,“youarenotwellto—day:youlookflushedandfeverish。”
  “Oh,quitewell!Ineverfeltbetter。”
  “Thenyoumustproveitbyevincingagoodappetite;willyoufilltheteapotwhileIknitoffthisneedle?”Havingcompletedhertask,sherosetodrawdowntheblind,whichshehadhithertokeptup,byway,Isuppose,ofmakingthemostofdaylight,thoughduskwasnowfastdeepeningintototalobscurity。
  “Itisfairto—night,”saidshe,asshelookedthroughthepanes,“thoughnotstarlight;Mr。Rochesterhas,onthewhole,hadafavourabledayforhisjourney。”
  “Journey!—IsMr。Rochestergoneanywhere?Ididnotknowhewasout。”
  “Oh,hesetofthemomenthehadbreakfasted!HeisgonetotheLeas,Mr。Eshton’splace,tenmilesontheothersideMillcote。Ibelievethereisquiteapartyassembledthere;LordIngram,SirGeorgeLynn,ColonelDent,andothers。”
  “Doyouexpecthimbackto—night?”
  “No—norto—morroweither;Ishouldthinkheisverylikelytostayaweekormore:whenthesefine,fashionablepeoplegettogether,theyaresosurroundedbyeleganceandgaiety,sowellprovidedwithallthatcanpleaseandentertain,theyareinnohurrytoseparate。Gentlemenespeciallyareofteninrequestonsuchoccasions;andMr。Rochesterissotalentedandsolivelyinsociety,thatIbelieveheisageneralfavourite:theladiesareveryfondofhim;thoughyouwouldnotthinkhisappearancecalculatedtorecommendhimparticularlyintheireyes:butIsupposehisacquirementsandabilities,perhapshiswealthandgoodblood,makeamendsforanylittlefaultoflook。”
  “ArethereladiesattheLeas?”
  “ThereareMrs。Eshtonandherthreedaughters—veryelegantyoungladiesindeed;andtherearetheHonourableBlancheandMaryIngram,mostbeautifulwomen,Isuppose:indeedIhaveseenBlanche,sixorsevenyearssince,whenshewasagirlofeighteen。ShecameheretoaChristmasballandpartyMr。Rochestergave。Youshouldhaveseenthedining—roomthatday—howrichlyitwasdecorated,howbrilliantlylitup!Ishouldthinktherewerefiftyladiesandgentlemenpresent—allofthefirstcountyfamilies;andMissIngramwasconsideredthebelleoftheevening。”
  “Yousawher,yousay,Mrs。Fairfax:whatwasshelike?”
  “Yes,Isawher。Thedining—roomdoorswerethrownopen;and,asitwasChristmas—time,theservantswereallowedtoassembleinthehall,tohearsomeoftheladiessingandplay。Mr。Rochesterwouldhavemetocomein,andIsatdowninaquietcornerandwatchedthem。Ineversawamoresplendidscene:theladiesweremagnificentlydressed;mostofthem—atleastmostoftheyoungerones—lookedhandsome;butMissIngramwascertainlythequeen。”
  “Andwhatwasshelike?”
  “Tall,finebust,slopingshoulders;long,gracefulneck:olivecomplexion,darkandclear;noblefeatures;eyesratherlikeMr。Rochester’s:largeandblack,andasbrilliantasherjewels。Andthenshehadsuchafineheadofhair;raven—blackandsobecominglyarranged:acrownofthickplaitsbehind,andinfrontthelongest,theglossiestcurlsIeversaw。Shewasdressedinpurewhite;anamber—colouredscarfwaspassedoverhershoulderandacrossherbreast,tiedattheside,anddescendinginlong,fringedendsbelowherknee。Sheworeanamber—colouredflower,too,inherhair:itcontrastedwellwiththejettymassofhercurls。”
  “Shewasgreatlyadmired,ofcourse?”
  “Yes,indeed:andnotonlyforherbeauty,butforheraccomplishments。Shewasoneoftheladieswhosang:agentlemanaccompaniedheronthepiano。SheandMr。Rochestersangaduet。”
  “Mr。Rochester?Iwasnotawarehecouldsing。”
  “Oh!hehasafinebassvoice,andanexcellenttasteformusic。”
  “AndMissIngram:whatsortofavoicehadshe?”
  “Averyrichandpowerfulone:shesangdelightfully;itwasatreattolistentoher;—andsheplayedafterwards。Iamnojudgeofmusic,butMr。Rochesteris;andIheardhimsayherexecutionwasremarkablygood。”
  “Andthisbeautifulandaccomplishedlady,sheisnotyetmarried?”
  “Itappearsnot:Ifancyneithershenorhersisterhaveverylargefortunes。OldLordIngram’sestateswerechieflyentailed,andtheeldestsoncameinforeverythingalmost。”
  “ButIwondernowealthynoblemanorgentlemanhastakenafancytoher:Mr。Rochester,forinstance。Heisrich,ishenot?”
  “Oh!yes。Butyouseethereisaconsiderabledifferenceinage:Mr。Rochesterisnearlyforty;sheisbuttwenty—five。”
  “Whatofthat?Moreunequalmatchesaremadeeveryday。”
  “True:yetIshouldscarcelyfancyMr。Rochesterwouldentertainanideaofthesort。Butyoueatnothing:youhavescarcelytastedsinceyoubegantea。”
  “No:Iamtoothirstytoeat。Willyouletmehaveanothercup?”
  IwasaboutagaintoreverttotheprobabilityofaunionbetweenMr。RochesterandthebeautifulBlanche;butAdèlecamein,andtheconversationwasturnedintoanotherchannel。
  Whenoncemorealone,IreviewedtheinformationIhadgot;lookedintomyheart,examineditsthoughtsandfeelings,andendeavouredtobringbackwithastricthandsuchashadbeenstrayingthroughimagination’sboundlessandtracklesswaste,intothesafefoldofcommonsense。
  Arraignedatmyownbar,Memoryhavinggivenherevidenceofthehopes,wishes,sentimentsIhadbeencherishingsincelastnight—ofthegeneralstateofmindinwhichIhadindulgedfornearlyafortnightpast;Reasonhavingcomeforwardandtold,inherownquietwayaplain,unvarnishedtale,showinghowIhadrejectedthereal,andrabidlydevouredtheideal;—Ipronouncedjudgmenttothiseffect:—
  ThatagreaterfoolthanJaneEyrehadneverbreathedthebreathoflife;thatamorefantasticidiothadneversurfeitedherselfonsweetlies,andswallowedpoisonasifitwerenectar。
  “You,”Isaid,“afavouritewithMr。Rochester?Yougiftedwiththepowerofpleasinghim?Youofimportancetohiminanyway?Go!yourfollysickensme。Andyouhavederivedpleasurefromoccasionaltokensofpreference—equivocaltokensshownbyagentlemanoffamilyandamanoftheworldtoadependentandanovice。Howdaredyou?Poorstupiddupe!—Couldnotevenself—interestmakeyouwiser?Yourepeatedtoyourselfthismorningthebriefsceneoflastnight?—Coveryourfaceandbeashamed!Hesaidsomethinginpraiseofyoureyes,didhe?Blindpuppy!Opentheirblearedlidsandlookonyourownaccursedsenselessness!Itdoesgoodtonowomantobeflatteredbyhersuperior,whocannotpossiblyintendtomarryher;anditismadnessinallwomentoletasecretlovekindlewithinthem,which,ifunreturnedandunknown,mustdevourthelifethatfeedsit;and,ifdiscoveredandrespondedto,mustlead,ignis—fatus—like,intomirywildswhencethereisnoextrication。
  “Listen,then,JaneEyre,toyoursentence:tomorrow,placetheglassbeforeyou,anddrawinchalkyourownpicture,faithfully,withoutsofteningonedefect;omitnoharshline,smoothawaynodispleasingirregularity;writeunderit,‘PortraitofaGoverness,disconnected,poor,andplain。’
  “Afterwards,takeapieceofsmoothivory—youhaveonepreparedinyourdrawing—box:takeyourpalette,mixyourfreshest,finest,clearesttints;chooseyourmostdelicatecamel—hairpencils;delineatecarefullytheloveliestfaceyoucanimagine;paintitinyoursoftestshadesandsweetestlines,accordingtothedescriptiongivenbyMrs。FairfaxofBlancheIngram;remembertheravenringlets,theorientaleye;—What!youreverttoMr。Rochesterasamodel!Order!Nosnivel!—nosentiment!—noregret!Iwillendureonlysenseandresolution。Recalltheaugustyetharmoniouslineaments,theGrecianneckandbust;lettheroundanddazzlingarmbevisible,andthedelicatehand;omitneitherdiamondringnorgoldbracelet;portrayfaithfullytheattire,aeriallaceandglisteningsatin,gracefulscarfandgoldenrose;callit‘Blanche,anaccomplishedladyofrank。’
  “Whenever,infuture,youshouldchancetofancyMr。Rochesterthinkswellofyou,takeoutthesetwopicturesandcomparethem:say,‘Mr。Rochestermightprobablywinthatnoblelady’slove,ifhechosetostriveforit;isitlikelyhewouldwasteaseriousthoughtonthisindigentandinsignificantplebeian?’”
  “I’lldoit,”Iresolved:andhavingframedthisdetermination,Igrewcalm,andfellasleep。
  Ikeptmyword。Anhourortwosufficedtosketchmyownportraitincrayons;andinlessthanafortnightIhadcompletedanivoryminiatureofanimaginaryBlancheIngram。Itlookedalovelyfaceenough,andwhencomparedwiththerealheadinchalk,thecontrastwasasgreatasself—controlcoulddesire。Iderivedbenefitfromthetask:ithadkeptmyheadandhandsemployed,andhadgivenforceandfixednesstothenewimpressionsIwishedtostampindeliblyonmyheart。
  Erelong,IhadreasontocongratulatemyselfonthecourseofwholesomedisciplinetowhichIhadthusforcedmyfeelingstosubmit。Thankstoit,Iwasabletomeetsubsequentoccurrenceswithadecentcalm,which,hadtheyfoundmeunprepared,Ishouldprobablyhavebeenunequaltomaintain,evenexternally。
  Chapter17
  Aweekpassed,andnonewsarrivedofMr。Rochester:tendays,andstillhedidnotcome。Mrs。FairfaxsaidsheshouldnotbesurprisedifheweretogostraightfromtheLeastoLondon,andthencetotheContinent,andnotshowhisfaceagainatThornfieldforayeartocome;hehadnotunfrequentlyquitteditinamannerquiteasabruptandunexpected。WhenIheardthis,Iwasbeginningtofeelastrangechillandfailingattheheart。Iwasactuallypermittingmyselftoexperienceasickeningsenseofdisappointment;butrallyingmywits,andrecollectingmyprinciples,Iatoncecalledmysensationstoorder;anditwaswonderfulhowIgotoverthetemporaryblunder—howIclearedupthemistakeofsupposingMr。Rochester’smovementsamatterinwhichIhadanycausetotakeavitalinterest。NotthatIhumbledmyselfbyaslavishnotionofinferiority:onthecontrary,Ijustsaid—
  “YouhavenothingtodowiththemasterofThornfield,furtherthantoreceivethesalaryhegivesyouforteachinghisprotégée,andtobegratefulforsuchrespectfulandkindtreatmentas,ifyoudoyourduty,youhavearighttoexpectathishands。Besurethatistheonlytieheseriouslyacknowledgesbetweenyouandhim;sodon’tmakehimtheobjectofyourfinefeelings,yourraptures,agonies,andsoforth。Heisnotofyourorder:keeptoyourcaste,andbetooself—respectingtolavishtheloveofthewholeheart,soul,andstrength,wheresuchagiftisnotwantedandwouldbedespised。”
  Iwentonwithmyday’sbusinesstranquilly;buteverandanonvaguesuggestionskeptwanderingacrossmybrainofreasonswhyIshouldquitThornfield;andIkeptinvoluntarilyframingadvertisementsandponderingconjecturesaboutnewsituations:thesethoughtsIdidnotthinkcheck;theymightgerminateandbearfruitiftheycould。
  Mr。Rochesterhadbeenabsentupwardsofafortnight,whenthepostbroughtMrs。Fairfaxaletter。
  “Itisfromthemaster,”saidshe,asshelookedatthedirection。“NowIsupposeweshallknowwhetherwearetoexpecthisreturnornot。”
  Andwhileshebrokethesealandperusedthedocument,Iwentontakingmycoffee(wewereatbreakfast):itwashot,andIattributedtothatcircumstanceafieryglowwhichsuddenlyrosetomyface。Whymyhandshook,andwhyIinvoluntarilyspilthalfthecontentsofmycupintomysaucer,Ididnotchoosetoconsider。
  “Well,Isometimesthinkwearetooquiet;butwerunachanceofbeingbusyenoughnow:foralittlewhileatleast,”saidMrs。Fairfax,stillholdingthenotebeforeherspectacles。
  EreIpermittedmyselftorequestanexplanation,ItiedthestringofAdèle’spinafore,whichhappenedtobeloose:havinghelpedheralsotoanotherbunandrefilledhermugwithmilk,Isaid,nonchalantly—
  “Mr。Rochesterisnotlikelytoreturnsoon,Isuppose?”
  “Indeedheis—inthreedays,hesays:thatwillbenextThursday;andnotaloneeither。Idon’tknowhowmanyofthefinepeopleattheLeasarecomingwithhim:hesendsdirectionsforallthebestbedroomstobeprepared;andthelibraryanddrawing—roomsaretobecleanedout;IamtogetmorekitchenhandsfromtheGeorgeInn,atMillcote,andfromwhereverelseIcan;andtheladieswillbringtheirmaidsandthegentlementheirvalets:soweshallhaveafullhouseofit。”AndMrs。Fairfaxswallowedherbreakfastandhastenedawaytocommenceoperations。
  Thethreedayswere,asshehadforetold,busyenough。IhadthoughtalltheroomsatThornfieldbeautifullycleanandwellarranged;butitappearsIwasmistaken。Threewomenweregottohelp;andsuchscrubbing,suchbrushing,suchwashingofpaintandbeatingofcarpets,suchtakingdownandputtingupofpictures,suchpolishingofmirrorsandlustres,suchlightingoffiresinbedrooms,suchairingofsheetsandfeather—bedsonhearths,Ineverbeheld,eitherbeforeorsince。Adèleranquitewildinthemidstofit:thepreparationsforcompanyandtheprospectoftheirarrival,seemedtothrowherintoecstasies。ShewouldhaveSophietolookoverallher“toilettes,”asshecalledfrocks;tofurbishupanythatwere“passées,”andtoairandarrangethenew。Forherself,shedidnothingbutcaperaboutinthefrontchambers,jumponandoffthebedsteads,andlieonthemattressesandpiled—upbolstersandpillowsbeforetheenormousfiresroaringinthechimneys。Fromschooldutiesshewasexonerated:Mrs。Fairfaxhadpressedmeintoherservice,andIwasalldayinthestoreroom,helping(orhindering)herandthecook;learningtomakecustardsandcheese—cakesandFrenchpastry,totrussgameandgarnishdesert—dishes。
  ThepartywereexpectedtoarriveonThursdayafternoon,intimefordinneratsix。DuringtheinterveningperiodIhadnotimetonursechimeras;andIbelieveIwasasactiveandgayasanybody—Adèleexcepted。Still,nowandthen,Ireceivedadampingchecktomycheerfulness;andwas,inspiteofmyself,thrownbackontheregionofdoubtsandportents,anddarkconjectures。ThiswaswhenIchancedtoseethethird—storeystaircasedoor(whichoflatehadalwaysbeenkeptlocked)openslowly,andgivepassagetotheformofGracePoole,inprimcap,whiteapron,andhandkerchief;whenIwatchedherglidealongthegallery,herquiettreadmuffledinalistslipper;whenIsawherlookintothebustling,topsy—turvybedrooms,—justsayaword,perhaps,tothecharwomanabouttheproperwaytopolishagrate,orcleanamarblemantelpiece,ortakestainsfrompaperedwalls,andthenpasson。Shewouldthusdescendtothekitchenonceaday,eatherdinner,smokeamoderatepipeonthehearth,andgoback,carryingherpotofporterwithher,forherprivatesolace,inherowngloomy,upperhaunt。Onlyonehourinthetwenty—fourdidshepasswithherfellow—servantsbelow;alltherestofhertimewasspentinsomelow—ceiled,oakenchamberofthesecondstorey:thereshesatandsewed—andprobablylaugheddrearilytoherself,—ascompanionlessasaprisonerinhisdungeon。
  Thestrangestthingofallwas,thatnotasoulinthehouse,exceptme,noticedherhabits,orseemedtomarvelatthem:noonediscussedherpositionoremployment;noonepitiedhersolitudeorisolation。Ionce,indeed,overheardpartofadialoguebetweenLeahandoneofthecharwomen,ofwhichGraceformedthesubject。LeahhadbeensayingsomethingIhadnotcaught,andthecharwomanremarked—
  “Shegetsgoodwages,Iguess?”
  “Yes,”saidLeah;“IwishIhadasgood;notthatminearetocomplainof,—there’snostinginessatThornfield;butthey’renotonefifthofthesumMrs。Poolereceives。Andsheislayingby:shegoeseveryquartertothebankatMillcote。Ishouldnotwonderbutshehassavedenoughtokeepherindependentifshelikedtoleave;butIsupposeshe’sgotusedtotheplace;andthenshe’snotfortyyet,andstrongandableforanything。Itistoosoonforhertogiveupbusiness。”
  “Sheisagoodhand,Idaresay,”saidthecharwoman。
  “Ah!—sheunderstandswhatshehastodo,—nobodybetter,”rejoinedLeahsignificantly;“anditisnoteveryonecouldfillhershoes—notforallthemoneyshegets。”
  “Thatitisnot!”wasthereply。“Iwonderwhetherthemaster—”
  Thecharwomanwasgoingon;buthereLeahturnedandperceivedme,andsheinstantlygavehercompanionanudge。
  “Doesn’tsheknow?”Iheardthewomanwhisper。
  Leahshookherhead,andtheconversationwasofcoursedropped。AllIhadgatheredfromitamountedtothis,—thattherewasamysteryatThornfield;andthatfromparticipationinthatmysteryIwaspurposelyexcluded。
  Thursdaycame:allworkhadbeencompletedthepreviousevening;carpetswerelaiddown,bed—hangingsfestooned,radiantwhitecounterpanesspread,toilettablesarranged,furniturerubbed,flowerspiledinvases:bothchambersandsaloonslookedasfreshandbrightashandscouldmakethem。Thehall,too,wasscoured;andthegreatcarvedclock,aswellasthestepsandbanistersofthestaircase,werepolishedtothebrightnessofglass;inthedining—room,thesideboardflashedresplendentwithplate;inthedrawing—roomandboudoir,vasesofexoticsbloomedonallsides。
  Afternoonarrived:Mrs。Fairfaxassumedherbestblacksatingown,hergloves,andhergoldwatch;foritwasherparttoreceivethecompany,—toconducttheladiestotheirrooms,&c。Adèle,too,wouldbedressed:thoughIthoughtshehadlittlechanceofbeingintroducedtothepartythatdayatleast。However,topleaseher,IallowedSophietoapparelherinoneofhershort,fullmuslinfrocks。Formyself,Ihadnoneedtomakeanychange;Ishouldnotbecalledupontoquitmysanctumoftheschoolroom;forasanctumitwasnowbecometome,—“averypleasantrefugeintimeoftrouble。”
  Ithadbeenamild,serenespringday—oneofthosedayswhich,towardstheendofMarchorthebeginningofApril,riseshiningovertheearthasheraldsofsummer。Itwasdrawingtoanendnow;buttheeveningwasevenwarm,andIsatatworkintheschoolroomwiththewindowopen。
  “Itgetslate,”saidMrs。Fairfax,enteringinrustlingstate。“IamgladIordereddinneranhourafterthetimeMr。Rochestermentioned;foritispastsixnow。IhavesentJohndowntothegatestoseeifthereisanythingontheroad:onecanseealongwayfromthenceinthedirectionofMillcote。”Shewenttothewindow。“Hereheis!”saidshe。“Well,John”(leaningout),“anynews?”
  “They’recoming,ma’am,”wastheanswer。“They’llbehereintenminutes。”
  Adèleflewtothewindow。Ifollowed,takingcaretostandononeside,sothat,screenedbythecurtain,Icouldseewithoutbeingseen。
  ThetenminutesJohnhadgivenseemedverylong,butatlastwheelswereheard;fourequestriansgallopedupthedrive,andafterthemcametwoopencarriages。Flutteringveilsandwavingplumesfilledthevehicles;twoofthecavalierswereyoung,dashing—lookinggentlemen;thethirdwasMr。Rochester,onhisblackhorse,Mesrour,Pilotboundingbeforehim;athissiderodealady,andheandshewerethefirstoftheparty。Herpurpleriding—habitalmostswepttheground,herveilstreamedlongonthebreeze;minglingwithitstransparentfolds,andgleamingthroughthem,shonerichravenringlets。
  “MissIngram!”exclaimedMrs。Fairfax,andawayshehurriedtoherpostbelow。
  Thecavalcade,followingthesweepofthedrive,quicklyturnedtheangleofthehouse,andIlostsightofit。Adèlenowpetitionedtogodown;butItookheronmyknee,andgavehertounderstandthatshemustnotonanyaccountthinkofventuringinsightoftheladies,eithernoworatanyothertime,unlessexpresslysentfor:thatMr。Rochesterwouldbeveryangry,&c。“Somenaturaltearssheshed”onbeingtoldthis;butasIbegantolookverygrave,sheconsentedatlasttowipethem。
  Ajoyousstirwasnowaudibleinthehall:gentlemen’sdeeptonesandladies’silveryaccentsblentharmoniouslytogether,anddistinguishableaboveall,thoughnotloud,wasthesonorousvoiceofthemasterofThornfieldHall,welcominghisfairandgallantguestsunderitsroof。Thenlightstepsascendedthestairs;andtherewasatrippingthroughthegallery,andsoftcheerfullaughs,andopeningandclosingdoors,and,foratime,ahush。
  “Elleschangentdetoilettes,”saidAdèle;who,listeningattentively,hadfollowedeverymovement;andshesighed。
  “Chezmaman,”saidshe,“quandilyavaitdumonde,jelesuivaispartout,ausalonetàleurschambres;souventjeregardaislesfemmesdechambrecoifferethabillerlesdames,etc’étaitsiamusant:commecelaonapprend。”
  “Don’tyoufeelhungry,Adèle?”
  “Maisoui,mademoiselle:voilàcinqousixheuresquenousn’avonspasmangé。”
  “Wellnow,whiletheladiesareintheirrooms,Iwillventuredownandgetyousomethingtoeat。”
  Andissuingfrommyasylumwithprecaution,Isoughtaback—stairswhichconducteddirectlytothekitchen。Allinthatregionwasfireandcommotion;thesoupandfishwereinthelaststageofprojection,andthecookhungoverhercruciblesinaframeofmindandbodythreateningspontaneouscombustion。Intheservants’halltwocoachmenandthreegentlemen’sgentlemenstoodorsatroundthefire;theabigails,Isuppose,wereupstairswiththeirmistresses;thenewservants,thathadbeenhiredfromMillcote,werebustlingabouteverywhere。Threadingthischaos,Iatlastreachedthelarder;thereItookpossessionofacoldchicken,arollofbread,sometarts,aplateortwoandaknifeandfork:withthisbootyImadeahastyretreat。Ihadregainedthegallery,andwasjustshuttingtheback—doorbehindme,whenanacceleratedhumwarnedmethattheladieswereabouttoissuefromtheirchambers。Icouldnotproceedtotheschoolroomwithoutpassingsomeoftheirdoors,andrunningtheriskofbeingsurprisedwithmycargoofvictualage;soIstoodstillatthisend,which,beingwindowless,wasdark:quitedarknow,forthesunwassetandtwilightgathering。
  Presentlythechambersgaveuptheirfairtenantsoneafteranother:eachcameoutgailyandairily,withdressthatgleamedlustrousthroughthedusk。Foramomenttheystoodgroupedtogetherattheotherextremityofthegallery,conversinginakeyofsweetsubduedvivacity:theythendescendedthestaircasealmostasnoiselesslyasabrightmistrollsdownahill。Theircollectiveappearancehadleftonmeanimpressionofhigh—bornelegance,suchasIhadneverbeforereceived。
  IfoundAdèlepeepingthroughtheschoolroomdoor,whichsheheldajar。“Whatbeautifulladies!”criedsheinEnglish。“Oh,IwishImightgotothem!DoyouthinkMr。Rochesterwillsendforusby—and—bye,afterdinner?”
  “No,indeed,Idon’t;Mr。Rochesterhassomethingelsetothinkabout。Nevermindtheladiesto—night;perhapsyouwillseethemto—morrow:hereisyourdinner。”
  Shewasreallyhungry,sothechickenandtartsservedtodivertherattentionforatime。ItwaswellIsecuredthisforage,orbothshe,I,andSophie,towhomIconveyedashareofourrepast,wouldhaverunachanceofgettingnodinneratall:everyonedownstairswastoomuchengagedtothinkofus。Thedessertwasnotcarriedouttillafternineandattenfootmenwerestillrunningtoandfrowithtraysandcoffee—cups。IallowedAdèletositupmuchlaterthanusual;forshedeclaredshecouldnotpossiblygotosleepwhilethedoorskeptopeningandshuttingbelow,andpeoplebustlingabout。Besides,sheadded,amessagemightpossiblycomefromMr。Rochesterwhenshewasundressed;“etalorsqueldommage!”
  Itoldherstoriesaslongasshewouldlistentothem;andthenforachangeItookheroutintothegallery。Thehalllampwasnowlit,anditamusedhertolookoverthebalustradeandwatchtheservantspassingbackwardsandforwards。Whentheeveningwasfaradvanced,asoundofmusicissuedfromthedrawing—room,whitherthepianohadbeenremoved;AdèleandIsatdownonthetopstepofthestairstolisten。Presentlyavoiceblentwiththerichtonesoftheinstrument;itwasaladywhosang,andverysweethernoteswere。Thesoloover,aduetfollowed,andthenaglee:ajoyousconversationalmurmurfilleduptheintervals。Ilistenedlong:suddenlyIdiscoveredthatmyearwaswhollyintentonanalysingthemingledsounds,andtryingtodiscriminateamidsttheconfusionofaccentsthoseofMr。Rochester;andwhenitcaughtthem,whichitsoondid,itfoundafurthertaskinframingthetones,renderedbydistanceinarticulate,intowords。
  Theclockstruckeleven。IlookedatAdèle,whoseheadleantagainstmyshoulder;hereyeswerewaxingheavy,soItookherupinmyarmsandcarriedherofftobed。Itwasnearonebeforethegentlemenandladiessoughttheirchambers。
  Thenextdaywasasfineasitspredecessor:itwasdevotedbythepartytoanexcursiontosomesiteintheneighbourhood。Theysetoutearlyintheforenoon,someonhorseback,therestincarriages;Iwitnessedboththedepartureandthereturn。MissIngram,asbefore,wastheonlyladyequestrian;and,asbefore,Mr。Rochestergallopedatherside;thetworodealittleapartfromtherest。IpointedoutthiscircumstancetoMrs。Fairfax,whowasstandingatthewindowwithme—
  “Yousaiditwasnotlikelytheyshouldthinkofbeingmarried,”saidI,“butyouseeMr。Rochesterevidentlyprefershertoanyoftheotherladies。”
  “Yes,Idaresay:nodoubtheadmiresher。”
  “Andshehim,”Iadded;“lookhowsheleansherheadtowardshimasifshewereconversingconfidentially;IwishIcouldseeherface;Ihaveneverhadaglimpseofityet。”
  “Youwillseeherthisevening,”answeredMrs。Fairfax。“IhappenedtoremarktoMr。RochesterhowmuchAdèlewishedtobeintroducedtotheladies,andhesaid:‘Oh!lethercomeintothedrawing—roomafterdinner;andrequestMissEyretoaccompanyher。’”
  “Yes;hesaidthatfrommerepoliteness:Ineednotgo,Iamsure,”Ianswered。