`And——didsheevermentionme?'heasked,hesitating,asifhedreadedtheanswertohisquestionwouldintroducedetailsthathecouldnotbeartohear。
`Hersensesneverreturned;sherecognizednobodyfromthetimeyoulefther,'Isaid。`Shelieswithasweetsmileonherface;andherlatestideaswanderedbacktopleasantearlydays。Herlifeclosedinagentledream——mayshewakeaskindlyintheotherworld!'
`Mayshewakeintorment!'hecried,withfrightfulvehemence,stampinghisfoot,andgroaninginasuddenparoxysmofungovernablepassion。
`Why,she'saliartotheend!Whereisshe?Notthere——notinheaven——notperished——where?Oh!yousaidyoucarednothingformysufferings!AndIprayoneprayer——Irepeatittillmytonguestiffens——CatherineEarnshaw,mayyounotrestaslongasIamliving!YousaidIkilledyou——hauntme,then!Themurdereddohaunttheirmurderers,Ibelieve。Iknowthatghostshavewanderedonearth。Bewithmealways——takeanyform——drivememad!onlydonotleavemeinthisabyss,whereIcannotfindyou!Oh,God!itisunutterable!Icannotlivewithoutmylife!Icannotlivewithoutmysoul!'
Hedashedhisheadagainsttheknottedtrunk;and,liftinguphiseyes,howled,notlikeaman,butlikeasavagebeastgettinggoadedtodeathwithknivesandspears。Iobservedseveralsplashesofbloodaboutthebarkofthetree,andhishandandforeheadwerebothstained;probablythesceneIwitnessedwasarepetitionofothersactedduringthenight。
Ithardlymovedmycompassion——itappalledme:still,Ifeltreluctanttoquithimso。Butthemomentherecollectedhimselfenoughtonoticemewatching,hethunderedacommandformetogo,andIobeyed。Hewasbeyondmyskilltoquietorconsole!
MrsLinton'sfuneralwasappointedtotakeplaceontheFridayfollowingherdecease;andtillthenhercoffinremaineduncovered,andstrewnwithflowersandscentedleaves,inthegreatdrawing-room。Lintonspenthisdaysandnightsthere,asleeplessguardian;and——acircumstanceconcealedfromallbutme——Heathcliffspenthisnights,atleast,outside,equallyastrangertorepose。Iheldnocommunicationwithhim;still,Iwasconsciousofhisdesigntoenter,ifhecould;andontheTuesday,alittleafterdark,whenmymaster,fromsheerfatigue,hadbeencompelledtoretireacoupleofhours,Iwentandopenedoneofthewindows;movedbyhisperseverance,togivehimachanceofbestowingonthefadedimageofhisidolonefinaladieu。Hedidnotomittoavailhimselfoftheopportunity,cautiouslyandbriefly:toocautiouslytobetrayhispresencebytheslightestnoise。
Indeed,Ishouldn'thavediscoveredthathehadbeenthere,exceptforthedisarrangementofthedraperyaboutthecorpse'sface,andforobservingontheflooracurloflighthair,fastenedwithasilverthread;
which,onexamination,IascertainedtohavebeentakenfromalockethungroundCatherine'sneck。Heathcliffhadopenedthetrinketandcastoutitscontents,replacingthembyablacklockofhisown。Itwistedthetwo,andenclosedthemtogether。
MrEarnshawwas,ofcourse,invitedtoattendtheremainsofhissistertothegrave;andhesentnoexcuse,buthenevercame;sothat,besidesherhusband,themournerswerewhollycomposedoftenantsandservants。
Isabellawasnotasked。
TheplaceofCatherine'sinterment,tothesurpriseofthevillagers,wasneitherinthechapelunderthecarvedmonumentoftheLintons,noryetbythetombsofherownrelations,outside。Itwasdugonagreenslopeinacornerofthekirkyard,wherethewallissolowthatheathandbilberryplantshaveclimbedoveritfromthemoor;andpeatmouldalmostburiesit。Herhusbandliesinthesamespotnow;andtheyhaveeachasimpleheadstoneabove,andaplaingreyblockattheirfeet,tomarkthegraves。
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WutheringHeights[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter17ThatFridaymadethelastofourfinedaysforamonth。Intheevening,theweatherbroke:thewindshiftedfromsouthtonortheast,andbroughtrainfirst,andthensleetandsnow。Onthemorrowonecouldhardlyimaginethattherehadbeenthreeweeksofsummer:theprimrosesandcrocuseswerehiddenunderwintrydrifts;thelarksweresilent,theyoungleavesoftheearlytreessmittenandblackened。Anddreary,andchill,anddismal,thatmorrowdidcreepover!Mymasterkepthisroom;Itookpossessionofthelonelyparlour,convertingitintoanursery:andthereIwas,sittingwiththemoaningdollofachildlaidonmyknee;rockingittoandfro,andwatching,meanwhile,thestilldrivingflakesbuilduptheuncurtainedwindow,whenthedooropened,andsomepersonentered,outofbreathandlaughing!Myangerwasgreaterthanmyastonishmentforaminute。Isupposeditoneofthemaids,andIcried——
`Havedone!Howdareyoushowyourgiddinesshere?WhatwouldMrLintonsayifheheardyou?'
`Excuseme!'answeredafamiliarvoice;`butIknowEdgarisinbed,andIcannotstopmyself。'
Withthatthespeakercameforwardtothefire,pantingandholdingherhandtoherside。
`IhaverunthewholewayfromWutheringHeights!'shecontinued,afterapause;`exceptwhereI'veflown。Icouldn'tcountthenumberoffallsI'vehad。Oh,I'machingallover!Don'tbealarmed!ThereshallbeanexplanationassoonasIcangiveit;onlyjusthavethegoodnesstostepoutandorderthecarriagetotakemeontoGimmerton,andtellaservanttoseekupafewclothesinmywardrobe。'
TheintruderwasMrsHeathcliff。Shecertainlyseemedinnolaughingpredicament:herhairstreamedonhershoulders,drippingwithsnowandwater;shewasdressedinthegirlishdressshecommonlywore,befittingheragemorethanherposition:alowfrockwithshortsleeves,andnothingoneitherheadorneck。Thefrockwasoflightsilk,andclungtoherwithwet,andherfeetwereprotectedmerelybythinslippers;addtothisadeepcutunderoneear,whichonlythecoldpreventedfrombleedingprofusely,awhitefacescratchedandbruised,andaframehardlyabletosupportitself,throughfatigue;andyoumayfancymyfirstfrightwasnotmuchallayedwhenIhadhadleisuretoexamineher。
`Mydearyounglady,'Iexclaimed,`I'llstirnowhere,andhearnothing,tillyouhaveremovedeveryarticleofyourclothes,andputondrythings;andcertainlyyoushallnotgotoGimmertontonight,soitisneedlesstoorderthecarriage。'
`Certainly,Ishall,'shesaid;`walkingorriding:yetI'venoobjectiontodressmyselfdecently。And——ah,seehowitflowsdownmynecknow!Thefiredoesmakeitsmart。'
Sheinsistedonmyfulfillingherdirections,beforeshewouldletmetouchher;andnottillafterthecoachmanhadbeeninstructedtogetready,andamaidsettopackupsomenecessaryattire,didIobtainherconsentforbindingthewoundandhelpingtochangehergarments。
`Now,Ellen,'shesaid,whenmytaskwasfinishedandshewasseatedinaneasychaironthehearth,withacupofteabeforeher,yousitdownoppositeme,andputpoorCatherine'sbabyaway:Idon'tliketoseeit!Youmustn'tthinkIcarelittleforCatherine,becauseIbehavedsofoolishlyonentering:I'vecried,too,bitterly——yes,morethananyoneelsehasreasontocry。Wepartedunreconciled,youremember,andIshan'tforgivemyself。But,forallthat,Iwasnotgoingtosympathizewithhim——thebrutebeast!Oh,givemethepoker!ThisisthelastthingofhisIhaveaboutme。'Sheslippedthegoldringfromherthirdfinger,andthrewitonthefloor。`I'llsmashit!'shecontinued,strikingitwithchildishspite,`andthenI'llburnit!'andshetookanddroppedthemisusedarticleamongthecoals。`There!heshallbuyanother,ifhegetsmebackagain。
He'dbecapableofcomingtoseekme,toteaseEdgar。Idarenotstay,lestthatnotionshouldpossesshiswickedhead!Andbesides,Edgarhasnotbeenkind,hashe?AndIwon'tcomesuingforhisassistance;norwillIbringhimintomoretrouble。Necessitycompelledmetoseekshelterhere;
though,ifIhadnotlearnedhewasoutoftheway,I'dhavehaltedatthekitchen,washedmyface,warmedmyself,gotyoutobringwhatIwanted,anddepartedagaintoanywhereoutofthereachofmyaccursed——ofthatincarnategoblin!Ah!hewasinsuchafury!Ifhehadcaughtme!It'sapityEarnshawisnothismatchinstrength:Iwouldn'thaveruntillI'dseenhimallbutdemolished,hadHindleybeenabletodoit!'
`Well,don'ttalksofast,miss!'Iinterrupted;`you'lldisorderthehandkerchiefIhavetiedroundyourface,andmakethecutbleedagain。
Drinkyourtea,andtakebreath,andgiveoverlaughing:laughterissadlyoutofplaceunderthisroof,andinyourcondition!'
`Anundeniabletruth,'shereplied。`Listentothatchild!Itmaintainsaconstantwail——senditoutofmyhearingforanhour;Ishan'tstayanylonger。'
Irangthebell,andcommittedittoaservant'scare;andthenIinquiredwhathadurgedhertoescapefromWutheringHeightsinsuchanunlikelyplight,andwhereshemeanttogo,assherefusedremainingwithus。
`Iought,andIwishtoremain,'answeredshe,`tocheerEdgarandtakecareofthebaby,fortwothings,andbecausetheGrangeismyrighthome。ButIBellyouhewouldn'tletme!Doyouthinkhecouldbeartoseemegrowfatandmerry;andcouldbeartothinkthatweweretranquil,andnotresolveonpoisoningourcomfort?Now,Ihavethesatisfactionofbeingsurethathedetestsme,tothepointofitsannoyinghimseriouslytohavemewithinearshotoreyesight:Inotice,whenIenterhispresence,themusclesofhiscountenanceareinvoluntarilydistortedintoanexpressionofhatred;partlyarisingfromhisknowledgeofthegoodcausesIhavetofeelthatsentimentforhim,andpartlyfromoriginalaversion。ItisstrongenoughtomakemefeelprettycertainthathewouldnotchasemeoverEngland,supposingIcontrivedaclearescape;andthereforeImustgetquiteaway。I'verecoveredfrommyfirstdesiretobekilledbyhim:
I'dratherhe'dkillhimself!Hehasextinguishedmyloveeffectually,andsoI'matmyease。IcanrecollectyethowIlovedhim;andcandimlyimaginethatIcouldstillbelovinghim,if——no,no!Evenifhehaddotedonme,thedevilishnaturewouldhaverevealeditsexistencesomehow。Catherinehadanawfullypervertedtastetoesteemhimsodearly,knowinghimsowell。Monster!wouldthathecouldbeblottedoutofcreation,andoutofmymemory!'
`Hush,hush!He'sahumanbeing,'Isaid。`Bemorecharitable:
thereareworsementhanheisyet!'
`He'snotahumanbeing,'sheretorted;`andhehasnoclaimonmycharity。Igavehimmyheart,andhetookandpinchedittodeath,andflungitbacktome。Peoplefeelwiththeirhearts,Ellen:andsincehehasdestroyedmine,Ihavenotpowertofeelforhim:andIwouldnot,thoughhegroanedfromthistohisdyingday,andwepttearsofbloodforCatherine!No,indeed,indeed,Iwouldn't!'AndhereIsabellabegantocry;but,immediatelydashingthewaterfromherlashes,sherecommenced。
`Youasked,whathasdrivenmetoflightatlast?Iwascompelledtoattemptit,becauseIhadsucceededinrousinghisrageapitchabovehismalignity。
Pullingoutthenerveswithred-hotpincersrequiresmorecoolnessthanknockingonthehead。Hewasworkeduptoforgetthefiendishprudenceheboastedof,andproceededtomurderousviolence。Iexperiencedpleasureinbeingabletoexasperatehim;thesenseofpleasurewokemyinstinctofself-preservation,soIfairlybrokefree;andifeverIcomeintohishandsagainheiswelcometoasignalrevenge。
`Yesterday,youknow,MrEarnshawshouldhavebeenatthefuneral。
Hekepthimselfsoberforthepurpose——tolerablysober:notgoingtobedmadatsixo'clockandgettingupdrunkattwelve。Consequentlyherose,insuicidallowspirits,asfitforthechurchasforadance;andinstead,hesatdownbythefireandswallowedginorbrandybytumblerfuls。
`Heathcliff——Ishuddertonamehim!hasbeenastrangerinthehousefromlastSundaytilltoday。Whethertheangelshavefedhim,orhiskinbeneath,Icannottell;buthehasnoteatenamealwithusfornearlyaweek。Hehasjustcomehomeatdawn,andgoneupstairstohischamber;lockinghimselfin——asifanybodydreamtofcovetinghiscompany!
Therehehascontinued,prayinglikeaMethodist:onlythedeityheimploredinsenselessdustandashes;andGod,whenaddressed,wascuriouslyconfoundedwithhisownblackfather!Afterconcludingthesepreciousorisons——andtheylastedgenerallytillhegrewhoarseandhisvoicewasstrangledinhisthroat——hewouldbeoffagain;alwaysstraightdowntotheGrange!
I-wonderEdgardidnotsendforaconstable,andgivehimintocustody!
Forme,grievedasIwasaboutCatherine,itwasimpossibletoavoidregardingthisseasonofdeliverancefromdegradingoppressionasaholiday。
`IrecoveredspiritssufficienttohearJoseph'seternallectureswithoutweeping,andtomoveupanddownthehouselesswiththefootofafrightenedthiefthanformerly。Youwouldn'tthinkthatIshouldcryatanythingJosephcouldsay;butheandHaretonaredetestablecompanions。
I'drathersitwithHindley,andhearhisawfultalk,thanwith``t'littlemaister''andhisstaunchsupporter,thatodiousoldman!WhenHeathcliffisin,I'moftenobligedtoseekthekitchenandtheirsociety,orstarveamongthedampuninhabitedchambers;whenheisnot,aswasthecasethisweek,Iestablishatableandchairatonecomerofthehousefire,andnevermindhowMrEarnshawmayoccupyhimself;andhedoesnotinterferewithmyarrangements。Heisquieternowthanheusedtobe,ifnooneprovokeshim:moresullenanddepressed,andlessfurious。Josephaffirmshe'ssurehe'sanalteredman:thattheLordhastouchedhisheart,andheissaved``soasbyfire''。I'mpuzzledtodetectsignsofthefavourablechange:
butitisnotmybusiness。
`Yester-eveningIsatinmynookreadingsomeoldbookstilllateontowardstwelve。Itseemedsodismaltogoupstairs,withthewildsnowblowingoutside,andmythoughtscontinuallyrevertingtothekirkyardandthenew-madegrave!Idaredhardlyliftmyeyesfromthepagebeforeme,thatmelancholyscenesoinstantlyusurpeditsplace。Hindleysatopposite,hisheadleantonhishand;perhapsmeditatingonthesamesubject。Hehadceaseddrinkingatapointbelowirrationality,andhadneitherstirrednorspokenduringtwoorthreehours。Therewasnosoundthroughthehousebutthemoaningwind,whichshookthewindowseverynowandthen,thefaintcracklingofthecoals,andtheclickofmysnuffersasIremovedatintervalsthelongwickofthecandle。HaretonandJosephwereprobablyfastasleepinbed。Itwasvery,verysad:andwhileIreadIsighed,foritseemedasifalljoyhadvanishedfromtheworld,nevertoberestored。
`Thedolefulsilencewasbrokenatlengthbythesoundofthekitchenlatch:Heathcliffhadreturnedfromhiswatchearlierthanusual;
owing,Isuppose,tothesuddenstorm。Thatentrancewasfastened,andwebeardhimcomingroundtogetinbytheother。IrosewithanirrepressibleexpressionofwhatIfeltonmylips,whichinducedmycompanion,whohadbeenstaringtowardsthedoor,toturnandlookatme。
``I'Ilkeephimoutfiveminutes,''heexclaimed。``Youwon'tobject?''
`"No,youmaykeephimoutthewholenightforme,''Ianswered。
``Do!putthekeyinthelock,anddrawthebolts。''
`Earnshawaccomplishedthiserehisguestreachedthefront;hethencameandbroughthischairtotheothersideofmytable,leaningoverit,andsearchinginmyeyes,asympathywiththeburninghatethatgleamedfromhis:ashebothlookedandfeltlikeanassassin,hecouldn'texactlyfindthat;buthediscoveredenoughtoencouragehimtospeak。
`"YouandI'',hesaid,``haveeachagreatdebttosettlewiththemanoutyonder!Ifwewereneitherofuscowards,wemightcombinetodischargeit。Areyouassoftasyourbrother?Areyouwillingtoenduretothelast,andnotonceattemptarepayment?''
``I'mwearyofenduringnow,''Ireplied;``andI'dbegladofaretaliationthatwouldn'trecoilonmyself;buttreacheryandviolencearespearspointedatbothends:theywoundthosewhoresorttothemworsethantheirenemies。''
``Treacheryandviolenceareajustreturnfortreacheryandviolence!''
criedHindley。``MrsHeathcliff,I'llaskyoutodonothing;butsitstillandbedumb。Tellmenow,canyou?I'msureyouwouldhaveasmuchpleasureasIinwitnessingtheconclusionofthefiend'sexistence;he'llbeyourdeathunlessyouoverreachhim;andhe'llbemyruin。Damnthehellishvillain!Heknocksatthedoorasifheweremasterherealready!Promisetoholdyourtongue,andbeforethatclockstrikes——itwantsthreeminutesofone——you'reafreewoman!''
`HetooktheimplementswhichIdescribedtoyouinmyletterfromhisbreast,andwouldhaveturneddownthecandle。Isnatcheditaway,however,andseizedhisarm。
```I'Ilnotholdmytongue!''Isaid;``youmustn'ttouchhim。
Letthedoorremainshut,andbequiet!''
```No!I'veformedmyresolution,andbyGodI'llexecuteit!''
criedthedesperatebeing。``I'Ildoyouakindnessinspiteofyourself,andHaretonjustice!Andyouneedn'ttroubleyourheadtoscreenme;Catherineisgone。Nobodyalivewouldregretme,orbeashamed,thoughIcutmythroatthisminute——andit'stimetomakeanend!''
`Imightaswellhavestruggledwithabear,orreasonedwithalunatic。Theonlyresourceleftmewastoruntoalatticeandwarnhisintendedvictimofthefatewhichawaitedhim。
`"You'dbetterseeksheltersomewhereelsetonight!''Iexclaimedinarathertriumphanttone。``MrEarnshawhasamindtoshootyou,ifyoupersistinendeavouringtoenter。''
``You'dbetteropenthedoor,you——"heanswered,addressingmebysomeeleganttermthatIdon'tcaretorepeat。
``Ishallnotmeddleinthematter,''Iretortedagain。``Comeinandgetshot,ifyouplease!I'vedonemyduty。''
`WiththatIshutthewindowandreturnedtomyplacebythefire;
havingtoosmallastockofhypocrisyatmycommandtopretendanyanxietyforthedangerthatmenacedhim。Earnshawsworepassionatelyatme:affirmingthatIlovedthevillainyet;andcallingmeallsortsofnamesforthebasespiritIevinced。AndI,inmysecretheartandconscienceneverreproachedme,thoughtwhatablessingitwouldbeforhimshouldHeathcliffputhimoutofmisery;andwhatablessingformeshouldhesendHeathclifftohisrightabode!AsIsatnursingthesereflections,thecasementbehindmewasbangedontothefloorbyablowfromthelatterindividual,andhisblackcountenancelikedblightinglythrough。Thestanchionsstoodtooclosetosufferhisshoulderstofollow,andIsmiled,exultinginmyfanciedsecurity。Hishairandclotheswerewhitenedwithsnow,andhissharpcannibalteeth,revealedbycoldandwrath,gleamedthroughthedark。
`"Isabella,letmein,orI'llmakeyourepent!''he``girned'',asJosephcallsit。
Icannotcommitmurder,''Ireplied。``MrHindleystandssentinelwithaknifeandloadedpistol。''
``Letmeinbythekitchendoor,''hesaid。
``Hindleywillbetherebeforeyou,''Ianswered:``andthat'sapoorloveofyoursthatcannotbearashowerofsnow!Wewereleftatpeaceonourbedsaslongasthesummermoonshone,butthemomentablastofwinterreturns,youmustrunforshelter!Heathcliff,ifIwereyou,I'dgostretchmyselfoverhergraveanddielikeafaithfuldog。Theworldissurelynotworthlivinginnow,isit?YouhaddistinctlyimpressedonmetheideathatCatherinewasthewholejoyofyourlife:Ican'timaginehowyouthinkofsurvivingherloss。''
``He'sthere,ishe?''exclaimedmycompanion,rushingtothegap。``IfIcangetmyarmoutIcanhithim!''
`I'mafraid,Ellen,you'llsetmedownasreallywicked;butyoudon'tknowall,sodon'tjudge。Iwouldn'thaveaidedorabettedanattemptonevenhislifeforanything。Wishthatheweredead,Imust;andthereforeIwasfearfullydisappointed,andunnervedbyterrorfortheconsequencesofmytauntingspeech,whenheflunghimselfonEarnshaw'sweaponandwrencheditfromhisgrasp。
`Thecharge,exploded,andtheknife,inspringingback,closedintoitsownerswrist。Heathcliffpulleditawaybymainforce,slittingupthefleshasitpassedon,andthrustitdrippingintohispocket。Hethentookastone,struckdownthedivisionbetweentwowindows,andsprangin。Hisadversaryhadfallensenselesswithexcessivepainandtheflowofblood,thatgushedfromanarteryoralargevein。Theruffiankickedandtrampledonhim,anddashedhisheadrepeatedlyagainsttheflags,holdingmewithonehand,meantime,topreventmesummoningJoseph。Heexertedpreterhumanself-denialinabstainingfromfinishinghimcompletely;
butgettingoutofbreathhefinallydesisted,anddraggedtheapparentlyinanimatebodyontothesettle。TherehetoreoffthesleeveofEarnshaw'scoat,andboundupthewoundwithbrutalroughness;spittingandcursingduringtheoperationasenergeticallyashehadkickedbefore。Beingatliberty,Ilostnotimeinseekingtheoldservant;who,havinggatheredbydegreesthepurportofmyhastytale,hurriedbelow,gasping,ashedescendedthestepstwoatonce。
``Whatistheretodo,now?whatistheretodo,now?''
`"There'sthistodo,''thunderedHeathcliff,``thatyourmaster'smad;andshouldhelastanothermonth,I'llhavehimtoanasylum。Andhowthedevildidyoucometofastenmeout,youtoothlesshound?Don'tstandmutteringandmumblingthere。Come,I'mnotgoingtonursehim。Washthatstuffaway;andmindthesparksofyourcandle——itismorethanhalfbrandy!''
`"Andso,ye'vebeenmurtheringonhim?''exclaimedJoseph,liftinghishandsandeyesinhorror。``IfiverIseedaseeghtloikethis!MaytheLord——''
`Heathcliffgavehimapushontohiskneesinthemiddleoftheblood,andflungatoweltohim;butinsteadofproceedingtodryitup,hejoinedhishandsandbeganaprayer,whichexcitedmylaughterfromitsoddphraseology。Iwasintheconditionofmindtobeshockedatnothing:
infact,Iwasasrecklessassomemalefactorsshowthemselvesatthefootofthegallows。
`"Oh,Iforgotyou,''saidthetyrant。``Youshalldothat。Downwithyou。Andyouconspirewithhimagainstme,doyou,viper?There,thatisworkfitforyou!''
`Heshookmetillmyteethrattled,andpitchedmebesideJoseph,whosteadilyconcludedhissupplicationsandthenrose,vowinghewouldsetofffortheGrangedirectly。MrLintonwasamagistrate,andthoughhehadfiftywivesdead,heshouldinquireintothis。Hewassoobstinateinhisresolution,thatHeathcliffdeemeditexpedienttocompelfrommylipsarecapitulationofwhathadtakenplace;standingoverme,heavingwithmalevolence,asIreluctantlydeliveredtheaccountinanswertohisquestions。ItrequiredagreatdealoflabourtosatisfytheoldmanthatHeathcliffwasnottheaggressor;especiallywithmyhardlywrungreplies。
However,MrEarnshawsoonconvincedhimthathewasalivestill;Josephhastenedtoadministeradoseofspirits,andbytheirsuccourhismasterpresentlyregainedmotionandconsciousness。Heathcliff,awarethathisopponentwasignorantofthetreatmentreceivedwhileinsensible,calledhimdeliriouslyintoxicated;andsaidheshouldnotnoticehisatrociousconductfurther,butadvisedhimtogettobed。Tomyjoy,heleftus,aftergivingthisjudiciouscounsel,andHindleystretchedhimselfonthehearthstone。Idepartedtomyownroom,marvellingthatIhadescapedsoeasily。
`Thismorning,whenIcamedown,abouthalfanhourbeforenoon,MrEarnshawwassittingbythefire,deadlysick;hisevilgenius,almostasgauntandghastly,leantagainstthechimney。Neitherappearedinclinedtodine,and,havingwaitedtillallwascoldonthetable,Icommencedalone。Nothinghinderedmefromeatingheartily,andIexperiencedacertainsenseofsatisfactionandsuperiority,as,atintervals,Icastalooktowardsmysilentcompanions,andfeltthecomfortofaquietconsciencewithinme。AfterIhaddone,Iventuredontheunusuallibertyofdrawingnearthefire,goingroundEarnshaw'sseat,andkneelinginthecornerbesidehim。
`Heathcliffdidnotglancemyway,andIgazedup,andcontemplatedhisfeaturesalmostasconfidentlyasiftheyhadbeenturnedtostone。
Hisforehead,thatIoncethoughtsomanly,andthatInowthinksodiabolical,wasshadedwithaheavycloud;hisbasiliskeyeswerenearlyquenchedbysleeplessness,andweeping,perhaps,forthelasheswerewetthen;hislipsdevoidoftheirferocioussneer,andsealedinanexpressionofunspeakablesadness。Haditbeenanother,Iwouldhavecoveredmyfaceinthepresenceofsuchgrief。Inhiscase,Iwasgratified;and,ignobleasitseemstoinsultafallenenemy,Icouldn'tmissthischanceofstickinginadart:hisweaknesswastheonlytimewhenIcouldtastethedelightofpayingwrongforwrong。
`Fie,fie,miss!'Iinterrupted。`OnemightsupposeyouhadneveropenedaBibleinyourlife。IfGodafflictyourenemies,surelythatoughttosufficeyou。ItisbothmeanandpresumptuoustoaddyourtorturetoHis!'
`IngeneralI'llallowthatitwouldbe,Ellen,'shecontinued;
`butwhatmiserylaidonHeathcliffcouldcontentme,unlessIhaveahandinit?I'dratherhesufferedless,ifImightcausehissufferingsandhemightknowthatIwasthecause。O,Iowehimsomuch。OnonlyoneconditioncanIhopetoforgivehim。Itis,ifImaytakeaneyeforaneye,atoothforatooth;foreverywrenchofagonyreturnawrench:
reducehimtomylevel。Ashewasthefirsttoinjure,makehimthefirsttoimplorepardon;andthen——whythen,Ellen,Imightshowyousomegenerosity。
ButitisutterlyimpossibleIcaneverberevenged,andthereforeIcannotforgivehim。Hindleywantedsomewater,andIhandedhimaglass,andaskedhimhowhewas。
``NotasillasIwish,''hereplied。``Butleavingoutmyarm,everyinchofmeisassoreasifIhadbeenfightingwithalegionofimps!''
`"Yes,nowonder,''wasmynextremark。``Catherineusedtoboastthatshestoodbetweenyouandbodilyharm:shemeantthatcertainpersonswouldnothurtyouforfearofoffendingher。It'swellpeopledon'treallyrisefromtheirgrave,or,lastnight,shemighthavewitnessedarepulsivescene!Arenotyoubruisedandcutoveryourchestandshoulders?''
``Ican'tsay,''heanswered:``butwhatdoyoumean?DidhedaretostrikemewhenIwasdown?"
"Hetrampledonyouandkickedyou,anddashedyouontheground,''
Iwhispered。``Andhismouthwateredtotearyouwithhisteeth;becausehe'sonlyhalfaman——notsomuch。''
`MrEarnshawlookedup,likeme,tothecountenanceofourmutualfoe;who,absorbedinhisanguish,seemedinsensibletoanythingaroundhim:thelongerhestood,theplainerhisreflectionsrevealedtheirblacknessthroughhisfeatures。
`"Oh,ifGodwouldbutgivemestrengthtostranglehiminmylastagony,I'dgotohellwithjoy,''groanedtheimpatientman,writhingtorise,andsinkingbackindespair,convincedofhisinadequacyforthestruggle。
`"Nay,it'senoughthathehasmurderedoneofyou,''Iobservedaloud。``AttheGrange,everyoneknowsyoursisterwouldhavebeenlivingnow,haditnotbeenforMrHeathcliff。Afterall,itispreferabletobehatedthanlovedbyhim。WhenIrecollecthowhappywewere——howhappyCatherinewasbeforehecame——I'mfittocursetheday。''
`Mostlikely,Heathcliffnoticedmorethetruthofwhatwassaid,thanthespiritofthepersonwhosaidit。Hisattentionwasroused,I
saw,forhiseyesraineddowntearsamongtheashes,andhedrewhisbreathinsuffocatingsighs。Istaredfullathim,andlaughedscornfully。Thecloudedwindowsofhellflashedamomenttowardsme;thefiendwhichusuallylookedout,however,wassodimmedanddrownedthatIdidnotfeartohazardanothersoundofderision。
``Getup,andbegoneoutofmysight,''saidthemourner。
`Iguessedheutteredthosewords,atleast,thoughhisvoicewashardlyintelligible。
`"Ibegyourpardon,''Ireplied。``ButIlovedCatherinetoo;
andherbrotherrequiresattendance,which,forhersake,Ishallsupply。
Nowthatshe'sdead,IseeherinHindley:Hindleyhasexactlyhereyes,ifyouhadnottriedtogougethemout,andmadethemblackandred;andher——''
``Getup,wretchedidiot,beforeIstampyoutodeath!''hecried,makingamovementthatcausedmetomakeonealso。
``Butthen,''Icontinued,holdingmyselfreadytoflee;``ifpoorCatherinehadtrustedyou,andassumedtheridiculous,contemptible,degradingtitleofMrsHeathcliff,shewouldsoonhavepresentedasimilarpicture!Shewouldn'thaveborneyourabominablebehaviourquietly:
herdetestationanddisgustmusthavefoundvoice。''
`ThebackofthesettleandEarnshaw'spersoninterposedbetweenmeandhim:soinsteadofendeavouringtoreachme,hesnatchedadinnerknifefromthetableandflungitatmyhead。Itstruckbeneathmyear,andstoppedthesentenceIwasuttering;but,pullingitout,Isprangtothedooranddeliveredanother;whichIhopewentalittledeeperthanhismissile。ThelastglimpseIcaughtofhimwasafuriousrushonhispart,checkedbytheembraceofhishost;andbothfelllockedtogetheronthehearth。InmyflightthroughthekitchenIbidJosephspeedtohismaster;IknockedoverHareton,whowashangingalitterofpuppiesfromachairbackinthedoorway;and,blestasasoulescapedfrompurgatory,Ibounded,leaped,andflewdownthesteeproad;then,quittingitswindings,shotdirectacrossthemoor,rollingoverbanks,andwadingthroughmarshes:
precipitatingmyself,infact,towardsthebeaconlightoftheGrange。
AndfarratherwouldIbecondemnedtoaperpetualdwellingintheinfernalregions,than,evenforonenight,abidebeneaththeroofofWutheringHeightsagain。'
Isabellaceasedspeaking,andtookadrinkoftea;thensherose,andbiddingmeputonherbonnet,andagreatshawlIhadbrought,andturningadeafeartomyentreatiesforhertoremainanotherhour,shesteppedontoachair,kissedEdgar'sandCatherine'sportraits,bestowedasimilarsaluteonme,anddescendedtothecarriage,accompaniedbyFanny,whoyelpedwildwithjoyatrecoveringhermistress。Shewasdrivenaway,nevertorevisittheneighbourhood:butaregularcorrespondencewasestablishedbetweenherandmymasterwhenthingsweremoresettled。Ibelievehernewabodewasinthesouth,nearLondon;thereshehadasonborn,afewmonthssubsequenttoherescape。HewaschristenedLinton,and,fromthefirst,shereportedhimtobeanailing,peevishcreature。
MrHeathcliff,meetingmeonedayinthevillage,inquiredwhereshelived。Irefusedtotell。Heremarkedthatitwasnotofanymoment,onlyshemustbewareofcomingtoherbrother:sheshouldnotbewithhim,ifhehadtokeepherhimself。ThoughIwouldgivenoinformation,hediscovered,throughsomeoftheotherservants,bothherplaceofresidenceandtheexistenceofthechild。Stillhedidn'tmolesther:forwhichforbearanceshemightthankhisaversion,Isuppose。Heoftenaskedabouttheinfant,whenhesawme;andonhearingitsname,smiledgrimly,andobserved:
`Theywishmetohateittoo,dothey?'
`Idon'tthinktheywishyoutoknowanythingaboutit,'Ianswered。
`ButI'llhaveit,'hesaid,`whenIwantit。Theymayreckononthat!'
Fortunately,itsmotherdiedbeforethetimearrived;somethirteenyearsafterthedeceaseofCatherine,whenLintonwastwelve,oralittlemore。
OnthedaysucceedingIsabella'sunexpectedvisit,Ihadnoopportunityofspeakingtomymaster:heshunnedconversation,andwasfitfordiscussingnothing。WhenIcouldgethimtolisten,Isawitpleasedhimthathissisterhadleftherhusband;whomheabhorredwithanintensitywhichthemildnessofhisnaturewouldscarcelyseemtoallow。Sodeepandsensitivewashisaversion,thatherefrainedfromgoinganywherewherehewaslikelytoseeorhearofHeathcliff。Grief,andthattogether,transformedhimintoacompletehermit:hethrewuphisofficeofmagistrate,ceasedeventoattendchurch,avoidedthevillageonalloccasions,andspentalifeofentireseclusionwithinthelimitsofhisparkandgrounds;onlyvariedbysolitaryramblesonthemoors,andvisitstothegraveofhiswife,mostlyatevening,orearlymorningbeforeotherwandererswereabroad。
Buthewastoogoodtobethoroughlyunhappylong。Hedidn'tprayforCatherine'ssoultohaunthim。Timebroughtresignation,andamelancholysweeterthancommonjoy。Herecalledhermemorywithardent,tenderlove,andhopefulaspiringtothebetterworld;wherehedoubtednotshewasgone。
Andhehadearthlyconsolationandaffectionsalso。Forafewdays,Isaid,heseemedregardlessofthepunysuccessortothedeparted:
thecoldnessmeltedasfastassnowinApril,anderethetinythingcouldstammerawordortotterastep,itwieldedadespot'ssceptreinhisheart。
ItwasnamedCatherine;buthenevercalleditthenameinfull,ashehadnevercalledthefirstCatherineshort;probablybecauseHeathcliffhadahabitofdoingso。ThelittleonewasalwaysCathy;itformedtohimadistinctionfromthemother,andyetaconnectionwithher;andhisattachmentsprangfromitsrelationtoher,farmorethanfromitsbeinghisown。
IusedtodrawacomparisonbetweenhimandHindleyEarnshaw,andperplexmyselftoexplainsatisfactorilywhytheirconductwassooppositeinsimilarcircumstances。Theyhadbothbeenfondhusbands,andwerebothattachedtotheirchildren;andIcouldnotseehowtheyshouldn'tbothhavetakenthesameroad,forgoodorevil。But,Ithoughtinmymind,Hindley,withapparentlythestrongerhead,hasshownhimselfsadlytheworseandtheweakerman。Whenhisshipstruck,thecaptainabandonedhispost;andthecrew,insteadoftryingtosaveher,rushedintoriotandconfusion,leavingnohopefortheirlucklessvessel。Linton,onthecontrary,displayedthetruecourageofaloyalandfaithfulsoul:hetrustedGod;
andGodcomfortedhim。Onehoped,andtheotherdespaired:theychosetheirownlots,andwererighteouslydoomedtoendurethem。Butyou'llnotwanttohearmymoralizing,MrLockwood:you'lljudgeaswellasIcan,allthesethings:atleast,you'llthinkyouwill,andthat'sthesame。TheendofEarnshawwaswhatmighthavebeenexpected;itfollowedfastonhissister's:therewasscarcelysixmonthsbetweenthem。We,attheGrange,nevergotaverysuccinctaccountofhisstateprecedingit;allthatI
didlearn,wasonoccasionofgoingtoaidinthepreparationsforthefuneral。MrKennethcametoannouncetheeventtomymaster。
`Well,Nelly,'saidhe,ridingintotheyardonemorning,tooearlynottoalarmmewithaninstantpresentimentofbadnews,`it'syoursandmyturntogointomourningatpresent。Who'sgivenustheslipnow,doyouthink?'
`Who?'Iaskedinaflurry。
`Why,guess!'hereturned,dismounting,andslinginghisbridleonahookbythedoor。`Andnipupthecornerofyourapron:I'mcertainyou'llneedit。'
`NotMrHeathcliff,surely?'Iexclaimed。
`What!wouldyouhavetearsforhim?'saidthedoctor。`No,Heathcliff'satoughyoungfellow:helooksbloomingtoday。I'vejustseenhim。He'srapidlyregainingfleshsincehelosthisbetterhalf。'
`Whoisitthen,MrKenneth?'Irepeatedimpatiently。
`HindleyEarnshaw!YouroldfriendHindley,'hereplied,`andmywickedgossip:thoughhe'sbeentoowildformethislongwhile。There!
Isaidweshoulddrawwater。Butcheerup。Hediedtruetohischaracter:
drunkasalord。Poorlad!I'msorry,too。Onecan'thelpmissinganoldcompanion:thoughhehadtheworsttrickswithhimthatevermanimagined,andhasdonememanyarascallyturn。He'sbarelytwenty-seven,itseems;
that'syourownage:whowouldhavethoughtyouwereborninoneyear?'
IconfessthisblowwasgreatertomethantheshockofMrsLinton'sdeath:ancientassociationslingeredroundmyheart;Isatdownintheporchandweptasforabloodrelation,desiringKennethtogetanotherservanttointroducehimtothemaster。Icouldnothindermyselffromponderingonthequestion——`Hadhehadfairplay?'WhateverIdid,thatideawouldbotherme:itwassotiresomelypertinaciousthatIresolvedonrequestingleavetogotoWutheringHeights,andassistinthelastdutiestothedead。MrLintonwasextremelyreluctanttoconsent,butI
pleadedeloquentlyforthefriendlessconditioninwhichhelay;andI
saidmyoldmasterandfoster-brotherhadaclaimonmyservicesasstrongashisown。Besides,IremindedhimthatthechildHaretonwashiswife'snephew,and,intheabsenceofnearerkin,heoughttoactasitsguardian;
andheoughttoandmustinquirehowthepropertywasleft,andlookovertheconcernsofhisbrother-in-law。Hewasunfitforattendingtosuchmattersthen,buthebidmespeaktohislawyer;andatlengthpermittedmetogo。HislawyerhadbeenEarnshaw'salso:Icalledatthevillage,andaskedhimtoaccompanyme。Heshookhishead,andadvisedthatHeathcliffshouldbeletalone;affirming,ifthetruthwereknown,Haretonwouldbefoundlittleelsethanabeggar。
`Hisfatherdiedindebt,'hesaid;`thewholepropertyismortgaged,andthesolechanceforthenaturalheiristoallowhimanopportunityofcreatingsomeinterestinthecreditor'sheart,thathemaybeinclinedtodeallenientlytowardshim。'
WhenIreachedtheHeights,IexplainedthatIhadcometoseeeverythingcarriedondecently;andJoseph,whoappearedinsufficientdistress,expressedsatisfactionatmypresence。MrHeathcliffsaidhedidnotperceivethatIwaswanted;butImightstayandorderthearrangementsforthefuneral,ifIchose。
`Correctly,'heremarked,`thatfool'sbodyshouldbeburiedatthecrossroads,withoutceremonyofanykind。Ihappenedtoleavehimtenminutesyesterdayafternoon,andinthatintervalhefastenedthetwodoorsofthehouseagainstme,andhehasspentthenightindrinkinghimselftodeathdeliberately!Webrokeinthismorning,forweheardhimsnortinglikeahorse;andtherehewas,laidoverthesettle;flayingandscalpingwouldnothavewakenedhim。IsentforKenneth,andhecame;butnottillthebeasthadchangedintocarrion:hewasbothdeadandcold,andstark;
andsoyou'llallowitwasuselessmakingmorestirabouthim!'
Theoldservantconfirmedthisstatement,butmuttered:
`Aw'draytherhe'dgoanhisselnfurt'doctor!Awsuduhtaententuht'maisterbetternurhim——unhewarn'tdeeadwhenAwleft,nowtuht'soart!'
Iinsistedonthefuneralbeingrespectable。MrHeathcliffsaidImighthavemyownwaytheretoo;only,hedesiredmetorememberthatthemoneyforthewholeaffaircameoutofhispocket。Hemaintainedahard,carelessdeportment,indicativeofneitherjoynorsorrow;ifanything,itexpressedaflintygratificationatapieceofdifficultworksuccessfullyexecuted。Iobservedonce,indeed,somethinglikeexultationinhisaspect:
itwasjustwhenthepeoplewerebearingthecoffinfromthehouse。Hehadthehypocrisytorepresentamourner:andprevioustofollowingwithHareton,heliftedtheunfortunatechildontothetableandmuttered,withpeculiargusto,`Now,mybonnylad,youaremine!Andwe'llseeifonetreewon'tgrowascrookedasanother,withthesamewindtotwistit!'Theunsuspectingthingwaspleasedatthisspeech:heplayedwithHeathcliff'swhiskers,andstrokedhischeek;butIdivineditsmeaning,andobservedtartly,`ThatboymustgobackwithmetoThrushcrossGrange,sir。Thereisnothingintheworldlessyoursthanheis!'
`DoesLintonsayso?'hedemanded。
`Ofcourse——hehasorderedmetotakehim,'Ireplied。
`Well,'saidthescoundrel,`we'llnotarguethesubjectnow:
butIhaveafancytotrymyhandatrearingayoungone;sointimatetoyourmasterthatImustsupplytheplaceofthiswithmyown,ifheattempttoremoveit。Idon'tengagetoletHaretongoundisputed;butI'llbeprettysuretomaketheothercome!Remembertotellhim。'
Thishintwasenoughtobindourhands。Irepeateditssubstanceonmyreturn;andEdgarLinton,littleinterestedatthecommencement,spokenomoreofinterferingI'mnotawarethathecouldhavedoneittoanypurpose,hadhebeeneversowilling。
TheguestwasnowthemasterofWutheringHeights:heheldfirmpossession,andprovedtotheattorney——who,inhisturn,provedittoMrLinton——thatEarnshawhadmortgagedeveryyardoflandheowned,forcashtosupplyhismaniaforgaming;andhe,Heathcliff,wasthemortgagee。
InthatmannerHareton,whoshouldnowbethefirstgentlemanintheneighbourhood,wasreducedtoastateofcompletedependenceonhisfather'sinveterateenemy;andlivesinhisownhouseasaservant,deprivedoftheadvantageofwages,andquiteunabletorighthimself,becauseofhisfriendlessness,andhisignorancethathehasbeenwronged。
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WutheringHeights[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter18Thetwelveyears,continuedMrsDean,followingthatdismalperiod,werethehappiestofmylife:mygreatesttroublesintheirpassagerosefromourlittlelady'striflingillnesses,whichshehadtoexperienceincommonwithallchildren,richandpoor。Fortherest,afterthefirstsixmonths,shegrewlikealarch,andcouldwalkandtalktoo,inherownway,beforetheheathblossomedasecondtimeoverMrsLinton'sdust。Shewasthemostwinningthingthateverbroughtsunshineintoadesolatehouse:arealbeautyinface,withtheEarnshaws'handsomedarkeyes,buttheLintons'
fairskinandsmallfeatures,andyellowcurlinghair。Herspiritwashigh,thoughnotrough,andqualifiedbyaheartsensitiveandlivelytoexcessinitsaffections。Thatcapacityforintenseattachmentsremindedmeofhermother:stillshedidnotresembleher;forshecouldbesoftandmildasadove,andshehadagentlevoiceandpensiveexpression:herangerwasneverfurious;herloveneverfierce:itwasdeepandtender。However,itmustbeacknowledged,shehadfaultstofoilhergifts。Apropensitytobesaucywasone;andaperversewill,thatindulgedchildreninvariablyacquire,whethertheybegood-temperedorcross。Ifaservantchancedtovexher,itwasalways——`Ishalltellpapa!'Andifhereprovedher,evenbyalook,youwouldhavethoughtitaheart-breakingbusiness:Idon'tbelieveheeverdidspeakaharshwordtoher。Hetookhereducationentirelyonhimself,andmadeitanamusement。Fortunately,curiosityandaquickintellecturgedherintoanaptscholar:shelearnedrapidlyandeagerly,anddidhonourtohisteaching。
Tillshereachedtheageofthirteen,shehadnotoncebeenbeyondtherangeoftheparkbyherself。MrLintonwouldtakeherwithhimamileorsooutside,onrareoccasions;buthetrustedhertonooneelse。Gimmertonwasanunsubstantialnameinherears;thechapel,theonlybuildingshehadapproachedorentered,exceptherownhome。WutheringHeightsandMrHeathcliffdidnotexistforher:shewasaperfectrecluse;and,apparently,perfectlycontented。Sometimes,indeed,whilesurveyingthecountryfromhernurserywindow,shewouldobserve:
`Ellen,howlongwillitbebeforeIcanwalktothetopofthosehills?Iwonderwhatliesontheotherside——isitthesea?'
`No,MissCathy,'Iwouldanswer;`itishillsagain,justlikethese。'
`Andwhatarethosegoldenrockslikewhenyoustandunderthem?'
sheonceasked。
TheabruptdescentofPenistoneCragsparticularlyattractedhernotice;especiallywhenthesettingsunshoneonitandthetopmostheights,andthewholeextentoflandscapebesideslayinshadow。Iexplainedthattheywerebaremassesofstone,withhardlyenoughearthintheircleftstonourishastuntedtree。
`Andwhyaretheybrightsolongafteritiseveninghere?'shepursued。
`Becausetheyareagreatdealhigherupthanweare,'repliedI;`youcouldnotclimbthem,theyaretoohighandsteep。Inwinterthefrostisalwaystherebeforeitcomestous;anddeepintosummerIhavefoundsnowunderthatblackhollowonthenorth-eastside!'
`Oh,youhavebeenonthem!'shecriedgleefully。`ThenIcango,too,whenIamawoman。Haspapabeen,Ellen?'
`Papawouldtellyou,miss,'Iansweredhastily,`thattheyarenotworththetroubleofvisiting。Themoors,whereyouramblewithhim,aremuchnicer;andThrushcrossParkisthefinestplaceintheworld。'
`ButIknowthepark,andIdon'tknowthose,'shemurmuredtoherself。`AndIshoulddelighttolookroundmefromthebrowofthattallestpoint:mylittleponyMinnyshalltakemesometime。'
OneofthemaidsmentioningtheFairyCave,quiteturnedherheadwithadesiretofulfilthisproject:sheteasedMrLintonaboutit;andhepromisedsheshouldhavethejourneywhenshegotolder。ButMissCatherinemeasuredheragebymonths,and,`Now,amIoldenoughtogotoPenistoneCrags?'wastheconstantquestioninhermouth。TheroadthitherwoundclosebyWutheringHeights。Edgarhadnotthehearttopassit;soshereceivedasconstantlytheanswer,`Notyet,love:notyet。
IsaidMrsHeathclifflivedaboveadozenyearsafterquittingherhusband。Herfamilywereofadelicateconstitution:sheandEdgarbothlackedtheruddyhealththatyouwillgenerallymeetintheseparts。
Whatherlastillnesswas,Iamnotcertain:Iconjecture,theydiedofthesamething,akindoffever,slowatitscommencement,butincurable,andrapidlyconsuminglifetowardstheclose。Shewrotetoinformherbrotheroftheprobableconclusionofafourmonths'indispositionunderwhichshehadsuffered,andentreatedhimtocometoher,ifpossible;
forshehadmuchtosettle,andshewishedtobidhimadieu,anddeliverLintonsafelyintohishands。Herhopewas,thatLintonmightbeleftwithhim,ashehadbeenwithher:hisfather,shewouldfainconvinceherself,hadnodesiretoassumetheburdenofhismaintenanceoreducation。Mymasterhesitatednotamomentincomplyingwithherrequest:reluctantashewastoleavehomeatordinarycalls,heflewtoanswerthis;commendingCatherinetomypeculiarvigilance,inhisabsence,withreiteratedordersthatshemustnotwanderoutofthepark,evenundermyescort:hedidnotcalculateonhergoingunaccompanied。