首页 >出版文学> Wuthering Heights>第8章
  `And——didsheevermentionme?'heasked,hesitating,asifhedreadedtheanswertohisquestionwouldintroducedetailsthathecouldnotbeartohear。
  `Hersensesneverreturned;sherecognizednobodyfromthetimeyoulefther,'Isaid。`Shelieswithasweetsmileonherface;andherlatestideaswanderedbacktopleasantearlydays。Herlifeclosedinagentledream——mayshewakeaskindlyintheotherworld!'
  `Mayshewakeintorment!'hecried,withfrightfulvehemence,stampinghisfoot,andgroaninginasuddenparoxysmofungovernablepassion。
  `Why,she'saliartotheend!Whereisshe?Notthere——notinheaven——notperished——where?Oh!yousaidyoucarednothingformysufferings!AndIprayoneprayer——Irepeatittillmytonguestiffens——CatherineEarnshaw,mayyounotrestaslongasIamliving!YousaidIkilledyou——hauntme,then!Themurdereddohaunttheirmurderers,Ibelieve。Iknowthatghostshavewanderedonearth。Bewithmealways——takeanyform——drivememad!onlydonotleavemeinthisabyss,whereIcannotfindyou!Oh,God!itisunutterable!Icannotlivewithoutmylife!Icannotlivewithoutmysoul!'
  Hedashedhisheadagainsttheknottedtrunk;and,liftinguphiseyes,howled,notlikeaman,butlikeasavagebeastgettinggoadedtodeathwithknivesandspears。Iobservedseveralsplashesofbloodaboutthebarkofthetree,andhishandandforeheadwerebothstained;probablythesceneIwitnessedwasarepetitionofothersactedduringthenight。
  Ithardlymovedmycompassion——itappalledme:still,Ifeltreluctanttoquithimso。Butthemomentherecollectedhimselfenoughtonoticemewatching,hethunderedacommandformetogo,andIobeyed。Hewasbeyondmyskilltoquietorconsole!
  MrsLinton'sfuneralwasappointedtotakeplaceontheFridayfollowingherdecease;andtillthenhercoffinremaineduncovered,andstrewnwithflowersandscentedleaves,inthegreatdrawing-room。Lintonspenthisdaysandnightsthere,asleeplessguardian;and——acircumstanceconcealedfromallbutme——Heathcliffspenthisnights,atleast,outside,equallyastrangertorepose。Iheldnocommunicationwithhim;still,Iwasconsciousofhisdesigntoenter,ifhecould;andontheTuesday,alittleafterdark,whenmymaster,fromsheerfatigue,hadbeencompelledtoretireacoupleofhours,Iwentandopenedoneofthewindows;movedbyhisperseverance,togivehimachanceofbestowingonthefadedimageofhisidolonefinaladieu。Hedidnotomittoavailhimselfoftheopportunity,cautiouslyandbriefly:toocautiouslytobetrayhispresencebytheslightestnoise。
  Indeed,Ishouldn'thavediscoveredthathehadbeenthere,exceptforthedisarrangementofthedraperyaboutthecorpse'sface,andforobservingontheflooracurloflighthair,fastenedwithasilverthread;
  which,onexamination,IascertainedtohavebeentakenfromalockethungroundCatherine'sneck。Heathcliffhadopenedthetrinketandcastoutitscontents,replacingthembyablacklockofhisown。Itwistedthetwo,andenclosedthemtogether。
  MrEarnshawwas,ofcourse,invitedtoattendtheremainsofhissistertothegrave;andhesentnoexcuse,buthenevercame;sothat,besidesherhusband,themournerswerewhollycomposedoftenantsandservants。
  Isabellawasnotasked。
  TheplaceofCatherine'sinterment,tothesurpriseofthevillagers,wasneitherinthechapelunderthecarvedmonumentoftheLintons,noryetbythetombsofherownrelations,outside。Itwasdugonagreenslopeinacornerofthekirkyard,wherethewallissolowthatheathandbilberryplantshaveclimbedoveritfromthemoor;andpeatmouldalmostburiesit。Herhusbandliesinthesamespotnow;andtheyhaveeachasimpleheadstoneabove,andaplaingreyblockattheirfeet,tomarkthegraves。
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  WutheringHeights[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter17ThatFridaymadethelastofourfinedaysforamonth。Intheevening,theweatherbroke:thewindshiftedfromsouthtonortheast,andbroughtrainfirst,andthensleetandsnow。Onthemorrowonecouldhardlyimaginethattherehadbeenthreeweeksofsummer:theprimrosesandcrocuseswerehiddenunderwintrydrifts;thelarksweresilent,theyoungleavesoftheearlytreessmittenandblackened。Anddreary,andchill,anddismal,thatmorrowdidcreepover!Mymasterkepthisroom;Itookpossessionofthelonelyparlour,convertingitintoanursery:andthereIwas,sittingwiththemoaningdollofachildlaidonmyknee;rockingittoandfro,andwatching,meanwhile,thestilldrivingflakesbuilduptheuncurtainedwindow,whenthedooropened,andsomepersonentered,outofbreathandlaughing!Myangerwasgreaterthanmyastonishmentforaminute。Isupposeditoneofthemaids,andIcried——
  `Havedone!Howdareyoushowyourgiddinesshere?WhatwouldMrLintonsayifheheardyou?'
  `Excuseme!'answeredafamiliarvoice;`butIknowEdgarisinbed,andIcannotstopmyself。'
  Withthatthespeakercameforwardtothefire,pantingandholdingherhandtoherside。
  `IhaverunthewholewayfromWutheringHeights!'shecontinued,afterapause;`exceptwhereI'veflown。Icouldn'tcountthenumberoffallsI'vehad。Oh,I'machingallover!Don'tbealarmed!ThereshallbeanexplanationassoonasIcangiveit;onlyjusthavethegoodnesstostepoutandorderthecarriagetotakemeontoGimmerton,andtellaservanttoseekupafewclothesinmywardrobe。'
  TheintruderwasMrsHeathcliff。Shecertainlyseemedinnolaughingpredicament:herhairstreamedonhershoulders,drippingwithsnowandwater;shewasdressedinthegirlishdressshecommonlywore,befittingheragemorethanherposition:alowfrockwithshortsleeves,andnothingoneitherheadorneck。Thefrockwasoflightsilk,andclungtoherwithwet,andherfeetwereprotectedmerelybythinslippers;addtothisadeepcutunderoneear,whichonlythecoldpreventedfrombleedingprofusely,awhitefacescratchedandbruised,andaframehardlyabletosupportitself,throughfatigue;andyoumayfancymyfirstfrightwasnotmuchallayedwhenIhadhadleisuretoexamineher。
  `Mydearyounglady,'Iexclaimed,`I'llstirnowhere,andhearnothing,tillyouhaveremovedeveryarticleofyourclothes,andputondrythings;andcertainlyyoushallnotgotoGimmertontonight,soitisneedlesstoorderthecarriage。'
  `Certainly,Ishall,'shesaid;`walkingorriding:yetI'venoobjectiontodressmyselfdecently。And——ah,seehowitflowsdownmynecknow!Thefiredoesmakeitsmart。'
  Sheinsistedonmyfulfillingherdirections,beforeshewouldletmetouchher;andnottillafterthecoachmanhadbeeninstructedtogetready,andamaidsettopackupsomenecessaryattire,didIobtainherconsentforbindingthewoundandhelpingtochangehergarments。
  `Now,Ellen,'shesaid,whenmytaskwasfinishedandshewasseatedinaneasychaironthehearth,withacupofteabeforeher,yousitdownoppositeme,andputpoorCatherine'sbabyaway:Idon'tliketoseeit!Youmustn'tthinkIcarelittleforCatherine,becauseIbehavedsofoolishlyonentering:I'vecried,too,bitterly——yes,morethananyoneelsehasreasontocry。Wepartedunreconciled,youremember,andIshan'tforgivemyself。But,forallthat,Iwasnotgoingtosympathizewithhim——thebrutebeast!Oh,givemethepoker!ThisisthelastthingofhisIhaveaboutme。'Sheslippedthegoldringfromherthirdfinger,andthrewitonthefloor。`I'llsmashit!'shecontinued,strikingitwithchildishspite,`andthenI'llburnit!'andshetookanddroppedthemisusedarticleamongthecoals。`There!heshallbuyanother,ifhegetsmebackagain。
  He'dbecapableofcomingtoseekme,toteaseEdgar。Idarenotstay,lestthatnotionshouldpossesshiswickedhead!Andbesides,Edgarhasnotbeenkind,hashe?AndIwon'tcomesuingforhisassistance;norwillIbringhimintomoretrouble。Necessitycompelledmetoseekshelterhere;
  though,ifIhadnotlearnedhewasoutoftheway,I'dhavehaltedatthekitchen,washedmyface,warmedmyself,gotyoutobringwhatIwanted,anddepartedagaintoanywhereoutofthereachofmyaccursed——ofthatincarnategoblin!Ah!hewasinsuchafury!Ifhehadcaughtme!It'sapityEarnshawisnothismatchinstrength:Iwouldn'thaveruntillI'dseenhimallbutdemolished,hadHindleybeenabletodoit!'
  `Well,don'ttalksofast,miss!'Iinterrupted;`you'lldisorderthehandkerchiefIhavetiedroundyourface,andmakethecutbleedagain。
  Drinkyourtea,andtakebreath,andgiveoverlaughing:laughterissadlyoutofplaceunderthisroof,andinyourcondition!'
  `Anundeniabletruth,'shereplied。`Listentothatchild!Itmaintainsaconstantwail——senditoutofmyhearingforanhour;Ishan'tstayanylonger。'
  Irangthebell,andcommittedittoaservant'scare;andthenIinquiredwhathadurgedhertoescapefromWutheringHeightsinsuchanunlikelyplight,andwhereshemeanttogo,assherefusedremainingwithus。
  `Iought,andIwishtoremain,'answeredshe,`tocheerEdgarandtakecareofthebaby,fortwothings,andbecausetheGrangeismyrighthome。ButIBellyouhewouldn'tletme!Doyouthinkhecouldbeartoseemegrowfatandmerry;andcouldbeartothinkthatweweretranquil,andnotresolveonpoisoningourcomfort?Now,Ihavethesatisfactionofbeingsurethathedetestsme,tothepointofitsannoyinghimseriouslytohavemewithinearshotoreyesight:Inotice,whenIenterhispresence,themusclesofhiscountenanceareinvoluntarilydistortedintoanexpressionofhatred;partlyarisingfromhisknowledgeofthegoodcausesIhavetofeelthatsentimentforhim,andpartlyfromoriginalaversion。ItisstrongenoughtomakemefeelprettycertainthathewouldnotchasemeoverEngland,supposingIcontrivedaclearescape;andthereforeImustgetquiteaway。I'verecoveredfrommyfirstdesiretobekilledbyhim:
  I'dratherhe'dkillhimself!Hehasextinguishedmyloveeffectually,andsoI'matmyease。IcanrecollectyethowIlovedhim;andcandimlyimaginethatIcouldstillbelovinghim,if——no,no!Evenifhehaddotedonme,thedevilishnaturewouldhaverevealeditsexistencesomehow。Catherinehadanawfullypervertedtastetoesteemhimsodearly,knowinghimsowell。Monster!wouldthathecouldbeblottedoutofcreation,andoutofmymemory!'
  `Hush,hush!He'sahumanbeing,'Isaid。`Bemorecharitable:
  thereareworsementhanheisyet!'
  `He'snotahumanbeing,'sheretorted;`andhehasnoclaimonmycharity。Igavehimmyheart,andhetookandpinchedittodeath,andflungitbacktome。Peoplefeelwiththeirhearts,Ellen:andsincehehasdestroyedmine,Ihavenotpowertofeelforhim:andIwouldnot,thoughhegroanedfromthistohisdyingday,andwepttearsofbloodforCatherine!No,indeed,indeed,Iwouldn't!'AndhereIsabellabegantocry;but,immediatelydashingthewaterfromherlashes,sherecommenced。
  `Youasked,whathasdrivenmetoflightatlast?Iwascompelledtoattemptit,becauseIhadsucceededinrousinghisrageapitchabovehismalignity。
  Pullingoutthenerveswithred-hotpincersrequiresmorecoolnessthanknockingonthehead。Hewasworkeduptoforgetthefiendishprudenceheboastedof,andproceededtomurderousviolence。Iexperiencedpleasureinbeingabletoexasperatehim;thesenseofpleasurewokemyinstinctofself-preservation,soIfairlybrokefree;andifeverIcomeintohishandsagainheiswelcometoasignalrevenge。
  `Yesterday,youknow,MrEarnshawshouldhavebeenatthefuneral。
  Hekepthimselfsoberforthepurpose——tolerablysober:notgoingtobedmadatsixo'clockandgettingupdrunkattwelve。Consequentlyherose,insuicidallowspirits,asfitforthechurchasforadance;andinstead,hesatdownbythefireandswallowedginorbrandybytumblerfuls。
  `Heathcliff——Ishuddertonamehim!hasbeenastrangerinthehousefromlastSundaytilltoday。Whethertheangelshavefedhim,orhiskinbeneath,Icannottell;buthehasnoteatenamealwithusfornearlyaweek。Hehasjustcomehomeatdawn,andgoneupstairstohischamber;lockinghimselfin——asifanybodydreamtofcovetinghiscompany!
  Therehehascontinued,prayinglikeaMethodist:onlythedeityheimploredinsenselessdustandashes;andGod,whenaddressed,wascuriouslyconfoundedwithhisownblackfather!Afterconcludingthesepreciousorisons——andtheylastedgenerallytillhegrewhoarseandhisvoicewasstrangledinhisthroat——hewouldbeoffagain;alwaysstraightdowntotheGrange!
  I-wonderEdgardidnotsendforaconstable,andgivehimintocustody!
  Forme,grievedasIwasaboutCatherine,itwasimpossibletoavoidregardingthisseasonofdeliverancefromdegradingoppressionasaholiday。
  `IrecoveredspiritssufficienttohearJoseph'seternallectureswithoutweeping,andtomoveupanddownthehouselesswiththefootofafrightenedthiefthanformerly。Youwouldn'tthinkthatIshouldcryatanythingJosephcouldsay;butheandHaretonaredetestablecompanions。
  I'drathersitwithHindley,andhearhisawfultalk,thanwith``t'littlemaister''andhisstaunchsupporter,thatodiousoldman!WhenHeathcliffisin,I'moftenobligedtoseekthekitchenandtheirsociety,orstarveamongthedampuninhabitedchambers;whenheisnot,aswasthecasethisweek,Iestablishatableandchairatonecomerofthehousefire,andnevermindhowMrEarnshawmayoccupyhimself;andhedoesnotinterferewithmyarrangements。Heisquieternowthanheusedtobe,ifnooneprovokeshim:moresullenanddepressed,andlessfurious。Josephaffirmshe'ssurehe'sanalteredman:thattheLordhastouchedhisheart,andheissaved``soasbyfire''。I'mpuzzledtodetectsignsofthefavourablechange:
  butitisnotmybusiness。
  `Yester-eveningIsatinmynookreadingsomeoldbookstilllateontowardstwelve。Itseemedsodismaltogoupstairs,withthewildsnowblowingoutside,andmythoughtscontinuallyrevertingtothekirkyardandthenew-madegrave!Idaredhardlyliftmyeyesfromthepagebeforeme,thatmelancholyscenesoinstantlyusurpeditsplace。Hindleysatopposite,hisheadleantonhishand;perhapsmeditatingonthesamesubject。Hehadceaseddrinkingatapointbelowirrationality,andhadneitherstirrednorspokenduringtwoorthreehours。Therewasnosoundthroughthehousebutthemoaningwind,whichshookthewindowseverynowandthen,thefaintcracklingofthecoals,andtheclickofmysnuffersasIremovedatintervalsthelongwickofthecandle。HaretonandJosephwereprobablyfastasleepinbed。Itwasvery,verysad:andwhileIreadIsighed,foritseemedasifalljoyhadvanishedfromtheworld,nevertoberestored。
  `Thedolefulsilencewasbrokenatlengthbythesoundofthekitchenlatch:Heathcliffhadreturnedfromhiswatchearlierthanusual;
  owing,Isuppose,tothesuddenstorm。Thatentrancewasfastened,andwebeardhimcomingroundtogetinbytheother。IrosewithanirrepressibleexpressionofwhatIfeltonmylips,whichinducedmycompanion,whohadbeenstaringtowardsthedoor,toturnandlookatme。
  ``I'Ilkeephimoutfiveminutes,''heexclaimed。``Youwon'tobject?''
  `"No,youmaykeephimoutthewholenightforme,''Ianswered。
  ``Do!putthekeyinthelock,anddrawthebolts。''
  `Earnshawaccomplishedthiserehisguestreachedthefront;hethencameandbroughthischairtotheothersideofmytable,leaningoverit,andsearchinginmyeyes,asympathywiththeburninghatethatgleamedfromhis:ashebothlookedandfeltlikeanassassin,hecouldn'texactlyfindthat;buthediscoveredenoughtoencouragehimtospeak。
  `"YouandI'',hesaid,``haveeachagreatdebttosettlewiththemanoutyonder!Ifwewereneitherofuscowards,wemightcombinetodischargeit。Areyouassoftasyourbrother?Areyouwillingtoenduretothelast,andnotonceattemptarepayment?''
  ``I'mwearyofenduringnow,''Ireplied;``andI'dbegladofaretaliationthatwouldn'trecoilonmyself;buttreacheryandviolencearespearspointedatbothends:theywoundthosewhoresorttothemworsethantheirenemies。''
  ``Treacheryandviolenceareajustreturnfortreacheryandviolence!''
  criedHindley。``MrsHeathcliff,I'llaskyoutodonothing;butsitstillandbedumb。Tellmenow,canyou?I'msureyouwouldhaveasmuchpleasureasIinwitnessingtheconclusionofthefiend'sexistence;he'llbeyourdeathunlessyouoverreachhim;andhe'llbemyruin。Damnthehellishvillain!Heknocksatthedoorasifheweremasterherealready!Promisetoholdyourtongue,andbeforethatclockstrikes——itwantsthreeminutesofone——you'reafreewoman!''
  `HetooktheimplementswhichIdescribedtoyouinmyletterfromhisbreast,andwouldhaveturneddownthecandle。Isnatcheditaway,however,andseizedhisarm。
  ```I'Ilnotholdmytongue!''Isaid;``youmustn'ttouchhim。
  Letthedoorremainshut,andbequiet!''
  ```No!I'veformedmyresolution,andbyGodI'llexecuteit!''
  criedthedesperatebeing。``I'Ildoyouakindnessinspiteofyourself,andHaretonjustice!Andyouneedn'ttroubleyourheadtoscreenme;Catherineisgone。Nobodyalivewouldregretme,orbeashamed,thoughIcutmythroatthisminute——andit'stimetomakeanend!''
  `Imightaswellhavestruggledwithabear,orreasonedwithalunatic。Theonlyresourceleftmewastoruntoalatticeandwarnhisintendedvictimofthefatewhichawaitedhim。
  `"You'dbetterseeksheltersomewhereelsetonight!''Iexclaimedinarathertriumphanttone。``MrEarnshawhasamindtoshootyou,ifyoupersistinendeavouringtoenter。''
  ``You'dbetteropenthedoor,you——"heanswered,addressingmebysomeeleganttermthatIdon'tcaretorepeat。
  ``Ishallnotmeddleinthematter,''Iretortedagain。``Comeinandgetshot,ifyouplease!I'vedonemyduty。''
  `WiththatIshutthewindowandreturnedtomyplacebythefire;
  havingtoosmallastockofhypocrisyatmycommandtopretendanyanxietyforthedangerthatmenacedhim。Earnshawsworepassionatelyatme:affirmingthatIlovedthevillainyet;andcallingmeallsortsofnamesforthebasespiritIevinced。AndI,inmysecretheartandconscienceneverreproachedme,thoughtwhatablessingitwouldbeforhimshouldHeathcliffputhimoutofmisery;andwhatablessingformeshouldhesendHeathclifftohisrightabode!AsIsatnursingthesereflections,thecasementbehindmewasbangedontothefloorbyablowfromthelatterindividual,andhisblackcountenancelikedblightinglythrough。Thestanchionsstoodtooclosetosufferhisshoulderstofollow,andIsmiled,exultinginmyfanciedsecurity。Hishairandclotheswerewhitenedwithsnow,andhissharpcannibalteeth,revealedbycoldandwrath,gleamedthroughthedark。
  `"Isabella,letmein,orI'llmakeyourepent!''he``girned'',asJosephcallsit。
  Icannotcommitmurder,''Ireplied。``MrHindleystandssentinelwithaknifeandloadedpistol。''
  ``Letmeinbythekitchendoor,''hesaid。
  ``Hindleywillbetherebeforeyou,''Ianswered:``andthat'sapoorloveofyoursthatcannotbearashowerofsnow!Wewereleftatpeaceonourbedsaslongasthesummermoonshone,butthemomentablastofwinterreturns,youmustrunforshelter!Heathcliff,ifIwereyou,I'dgostretchmyselfoverhergraveanddielikeafaithfuldog。Theworldissurelynotworthlivinginnow,isit?YouhaddistinctlyimpressedonmetheideathatCatherinewasthewholejoyofyourlife:Ican'timaginehowyouthinkofsurvivingherloss。''
  ``He'sthere,ishe?''exclaimedmycompanion,rushingtothegap。``IfIcangetmyarmoutIcanhithim!''
  `I'mafraid,Ellen,you'llsetmedownasreallywicked;butyoudon'tknowall,sodon'tjudge。Iwouldn'thaveaidedorabettedanattemptonevenhislifeforanything。Wishthatheweredead,Imust;andthereforeIwasfearfullydisappointed,andunnervedbyterrorfortheconsequencesofmytauntingspeech,whenheflunghimselfonEarnshaw'sweaponandwrencheditfromhisgrasp。
  `Thecharge,exploded,andtheknife,inspringingback,closedintoitsownerswrist。Heathcliffpulleditawaybymainforce,slittingupthefleshasitpassedon,andthrustitdrippingintohispocket。Hethentookastone,struckdownthedivisionbetweentwowindows,andsprangin。Hisadversaryhadfallensenselesswithexcessivepainandtheflowofblood,thatgushedfromanarteryoralargevein。Theruffiankickedandtrampledonhim,anddashedhisheadrepeatedlyagainsttheflags,holdingmewithonehand,meantime,topreventmesummoningJoseph。Heexertedpreterhumanself-denialinabstainingfromfinishinghimcompletely;
  butgettingoutofbreathhefinallydesisted,anddraggedtheapparentlyinanimatebodyontothesettle。TherehetoreoffthesleeveofEarnshaw'scoat,andboundupthewoundwithbrutalroughness;spittingandcursingduringtheoperationasenergeticallyashehadkickedbefore。Beingatliberty,Ilostnotimeinseekingtheoldservant;who,havinggatheredbydegreesthepurportofmyhastytale,hurriedbelow,gasping,ashedescendedthestepstwoatonce。
  ``Whatistheretodo,now?whatistheretodo,now?''
  `"There'sthistodo,''thunderedHeathcliff,``thatyourmaster'smad;andshouldhelastanothermonth,I'llhavehimtoanasylum。Andhowthedevildidyoucometofastenmeout,youtoothlesshound?Don'tstandmutteringandmumblingthere。Come,I'mnotgoingtonursehim。Washthatstuffaway;andmindthesparksofyourcandle——itismorethanhalfbrandy!''
  `"Andso,ye'vebeenmurtheringonhim?''exclaimedJoseph,liftinghishandsandeyesinhorror。``IfiverIseedaseeghtloikethis!MaytheLord——''
  `Heathcliffgavehimapushontohiskneesinthemiddleoftheblood,andflungatoweltohim;butinsteadofproceedingtodryitup,hejoinedhishandsandbeganaprayer,whichexcitedmylaughterfromitsoddphraseology。Iwasintheconditionofmindtobeshockedatnothing:
  infact,Iwasasrecklessassomemalefactorsshowthemselvesatthefootofthegallows。
  `"Oh,Iforgotyou,''saidthetyrant。``Youshalldothat。Downwithyou。Andyouconspirewithhimagainstme,doyou,viper?There,thatisworkfitforyou!''
  `Heshookmetillmyteethrattled,andpitchedmebesideJoseph,whosteadilyconcludedhissupplicationsandthenrose,vowinghewouldsetofffortheGrangedirectly。MrLintonwasamagistrate,andthoughhehadfiftywivesdead,heshouldinquireintothis。Hewassoobstinateinhisresolution,thatHeathcliffdeemeditexpedienttocompelfrommylipsarecapitulationofwhathadtakenplace;standingoverme,heavingwithmalevolence,asIreluctantlydeliveredtheaccountinanswertohisquestions。ItrequiredagreatdealoflabourtosatisfytheoldmanthatHeathcliffwasnottheaggressor;especiallywithmyhardlywrungreplies。
  However,MrEarnshawsoonconvincedhimthathewasalivestill;Josephhastenedtoadministeradoseofspirits,andbytheirsuccourhismasterpresentlyregainedmotionandconsciousness。Heathcliff,awarethathisopponentwasignorantofthetreatmentreceivedwhileinsensible,calledhimdeliriouslyintoxicated;andsaidheshouldnotnoticehisatrociousconductfurther,butadvisedhimtogettobed。Tomyjoy,heleftus,aftergivingthisjudiciouscounsel,andHindleystretchedhimselfonthehearthstone。Idepartedtomyownroom,marvellingthatIhadescapedsoeasily。
  `Thismorning,whenIcamedown,abouthalfanhourbeforenoon,MrEarnshawwassittingbythefire,deadlysick;hisevilgenius,almostasgauntandghastly,leantagainstthechimney。Neitherappearedinclinedtodine,and,havingwaitedtillallwascoldonthetable,Icommencedalone。Nothinghinderedmefromeatingheartily,andIexperiencedacertainsenseofsatisfactionandsuperiority,as,atintervals,Icastalooktowardsmysilentcompanions,andfeltthecomfortofaquietconsciencewithinme。AfterIhaddone,Iventuredontheunusuallibertyofdrawingnearthefire,goingroundEarnshaw'sseat,andkneelinginthecornerbesidehim。
  `Heathcliffdidnotglancemyway,andIgazedup,andcontemplatedhisfeaturesalmostasconfidentlyasiftheyhadbeenturnedtostone。
  Hisforehead,thatIoncethoughtsomanly,andthatInowthinksodiabolical,wasshadedwithaheavycloud;hisbasiliskeyeswerenearlyquenchedbysleeplessness,andweeping,perhaps,forthelasheswerewetthen;hislipsdevoidoftheirferocioussneer,andsealedinanexpressionofunspeakablesadness。Haditbeenanother,Iwouldhavecoveredmyfaceinthepresenceofsuchgrief。Inhiscase,Iwasgratified;and,ignobleasitseemstoinsultafallenenemy,Icouldn'tmissthischanceofstickinginadart:hisweaknesswastheonlytimewhenIcouldtastethedelightofpayingwrongforwrong。
  `Fie,fie,miss!'Iinterrupted。`OnemightsupposeyouhadneveropenedaBibleinyourlife。IfGodafflictyourenemies,surelythatoughttosufficeyou。ItisbothmeanandpresumptuoustoaddyourtorturetoHis!'
  `IngeneralI'llallowthatitwouldbe,Ellen,'shecontinued;
  `butwhatmiserylaidonHeathcliffcouldcontentme,unlessIhaveahandinit?I'dratherhesufferedless,ifImightcausehissufferingsandhemightknowthatIwasthecause。O,Iowehimsomuch。OnonlyoneconditioncanIhopetoforgivehim。Itis,ifImaytakeaneyeforaneye,atoothforatooth;foreverywrenchofagonyreturnawrench:
  reducehimtomylevel。Ashewasthefirsttoinjure,makehimthefirsttoimplorepardon;andthen——whythen,Ellen,Imightshowyousomegenerosity。
  ButitisutterlyimpossibleIcaneverberevenged,andthereforeIcannotforgivehim。Hindleywantedsomewater,andIhandedhimaglass,andaskedhimhowhewas。
  ``NotasillasIwish,''hereplied。``Butleavingoutmyarm,everyinchofmeisassoreasifIhadbeenfightingwithalegionofimps!''
  `"Yes,nowonder,''wasmynextremark。``Catherineusedtoboastthatshestoodbetweenyouandbodilyharm:shemeantthatcertainpersonswouldnothurtyouforfearofoffendingher。It'swellpeopledon'treallyrisefromtheirgrave,or,lastnight,shemighthavewitnessedarepulsivescene!Arenotyoubruisedandcutoveryourchestandshoulders?''
  ``Ican'tsay,''heanswered:``butwhatdoyoumean?DidhedaretostrikemewhenIwasdown?"
  "Hetrampledonyouandkickedyou,anddashedyouontheground,''
  Iwhispered。``Andhismouthwateredtotearyouwithhisteeth;becausehe'sonlyhalfaman——notsomuch。''
  `MrEarnshawlookedup,likeme,tothecountenanceofourmutualfoe;who,absorbedinhisanguish,seemedinsensibletoanythingaroundhim:thelongerhestood,theplainerhisreflectionsrevealedtheirblacknessthroughhisfeatures。
  `"Oh,ifGodwouldbutgivemestrengthtostranglehiminmylastagony,I'dgotohellwithjoy,''groanedtheimpatientman,writhingtorise,andsinkingbackindespair,convincedofhisinadequacyforthestruggle。
  `"Nay,it'senoughthathehasmurderedoneofyou,''Iobservedaloud。``AttheGrange,everyoneknowsyoursisterwouldhavebeenlivingnow,haditnotbeenforMrHeathcliff。Afterall,itispreferabletobehatedthanlovedbyhim。WhenIrecollecthowhappywewere——howhappyCatherinewasbeforehecame——I'mfittocursetheday。''
  `Mostlikely,Heathcliffnoticedmorethetruthofwhatwassaid,thanthespiritofthepersonwhosaidit。Hisattentionwasroused,I
  saw,forhiseyesraineddowntearsamongtheashes,andhedrewhisbreathinsuffocatingsighs。Istaredfullathim,andlaughedscornfully。Thecloudedwindowsofhellflashedamomenttowardsme;thefiendwhichusuallylookedout,however,wassodimmedanddrownedthatIdidnotfeartohazardanothersoundofderision。
  ``Getup,andbegoneoutofmysight,''saidthemourner。
  `Iguessedheutteredthosewords,atleast,thoughhisvoicewashardlyintelligible。
  `"Ibegyourpardon,''Ireplied。``ButIlovedCatherinetoo;
  andherbrotherrequiresattendance,which,forhersake,Ishallsupply。
  Nowthatshe'sdead,IseeherinHindley:Hindleyhasexactlyhereyes,ifyouhadnottriedtogougethemout,andmadethemblackandred;andher——''
  ``Getup,wretchedidiot,beforeIstampyoutodeath!''hecried,makingamovementthatcausedmetomakeonealso。
  ``Butthen,''Icontinued,holdingmyselfreadytoflee;``ifpoorCatherinehadtrustedyou,andassumedtheridiculous,contemptible,degradingtitleofMrsHeathcliff,shewouldsoonhavepresentedasimilarpicture!Shewouldn'thaveborneyourabominablebehaviourquietly:
  herdetestationanddisgustmusthavefoundvoice。''
  `ThebackofthesettleandEarnshaw'spersoninterposedbetweenmeandhim:soinsteadofendeavouringtoreachme,hesnatchedadinnerknifefromthetableandflungitatmyhead。Itstruckbeneathmyear,andstoppedthesentenceIwasuttering;but,pullingitout,Isprangtothedooranddeliveredanother;whichIhopewentalittledeeperthanhismissile。ThelastglimpseIcaughtofhimwasafuriousrushonhispart,checkedbytheembraceofhishost;andbothfelllockedtogetheronthehearth。InmyflightthroughthekitchenIbidJosephspeedtohismaster;IknockedoverHareton,whowashangingalitterofpuppiesfromachairbackinthedoorway;and,blestasasoulescapedfrompurgatory,Ibounded,leaped,andflewdownthesteeproad;then,quittingitswindings,shotdirectacrossthemoor,rollingoverbanks,andwadingthroughmarshes:
  precipitatingmyself,infact,towardsthebeaconlightoftheGrange。
  AndfarratherwouldIbecondemnedtoaperpetualdwellingintheinfernalregions,than,evenforonenight,abidebeneaththeroofofWutheringHeightsagain。'
  Isabellaceasedspeaking,andtookadrinkoftea;thensherose,andbiddingmeputonherbonnet,andagreatshawlIhadbrought,andturningadeafeartomyentreatiesforhertoremainanotherhour,shesteppedontoachair,kissedEdgar'sandCatherine'sportraits,bestowedasimilarsaluteonme,anddescendedtothecarriage,accompaniedbyFanny,whoyelpedwildwithjoyatrecoveringhermistress。Shewasdrivenaway,nevertorevisittheneighbourhood:butaregularcorrespondencewasestablishedbetweenherandmymasterwhenthingsweremoresettled。Ibelievehernewabodewasinthesouth,nearLondon;thereshehadasonborn,afewmonthssubsequenttoherescape。HewaschristenedLinton,and,fromthefirst,shereportedhimtobeanailing,peevishcreature。
  MrHeathcliff,meetingmeonedayinthevillage,inquiredwhereshelived。Irefusedtotell。Heremarkedthatitwasnotofanymoment,onlyshemustbewareofcomingtoherbrother:sheshouldnotbewithhim,ifhehadtokeepherhimself。ThoughIwouldgivenoinformation,hediscovered,throughsomeoftheotherservants,bothherplaceofresidenceandtheexistenceofthechild。Stillhedidn'tmolesther:forwhichforbearanceshemightthankhisaversion,Isuppose。Heoftenaskedabouttheinfant,whenhesawme;andonhearingitsname,smiledgrimly,andobserved:
  `Theywishmetohateittoo,dothey?'
  `Idon'tthinktheywishyoutoknowanythingaboutit,'Ianswered。
  `ButI'llhaveit,'hesaid,`whenIwantit。Theymayreckononthat!'
  Fortunately,itsmotherdiedbeforethetimearrived;somethirteenyearsafterthedeceaseofCatherine,whenLintonwastwelve,oralittlemore。
  OnthedaysucceedingIsabella'sunexpectedvisit,Ihadnoopportunityofspeakingtomymaster:heshunnedconversation,andwasfitfordiscussingnothing。WhenIcouldgethimtolisten,Isawitpleasedhimthathissisterhadleftherhusband;whomheabhorredwithanintensitywhichthemildnessofhisnaturewouldscarcelyseemtoallow。Sodeepandsensitivewashisaversion,thatherefrainedfromgoinganywherewherehewaslikelytoseeorhearofHeathcliff。Grief,andthattogether,transformedhimintoacompletehermit:hethrewuphisofficeofmagistrate,ceasedeventoattendchurch,avoidedthevillageonalloccasions,andspentalifeofentireseclusionwithinthelimitsofhisparkandgrounds;onlyvariedbysolitaryramblesonthemoors,andvisitstothegraveofhiswife,mostlyatevening,orearlymorningbeforeotherwandererswereabroad。
  Buthewastoogoodtobethoroughlyunhappylong。Hedidn'tprayforCatherine'ssoultohaunthim。Timebroughtresignation,andamelancholysweeterthancommonjoy。Herecalledhermemorywithardent,tenderlove,andhopefulaspiringtothebetterworld;wherehedoubtednotshewasgone。
  Andhehadearthlyconsolationandaffectionsalso。Forafewdays,Isaid,heseemedregardlessofthepunysuccessortothedeparted:
  thecoldnessmeltedasfastassnowinApril,anderethetinythingcouldstammerawordortotterastep,itwieldedadespot'ssceptreinhisheart。
  ItwasnamedCatherine;buthenevercalleditthenameinfull,ashehadnevercalledthefirstCatherineshort;probablybecauseHeathcliffhadahabitofdoingso。ThelittleonewasalwaysCathy;itformedtohimadistinctionfromthemother,andyetaconnectionwithher;andhisattachmentsprangfromitsrelationtoher,farmorethanfromitsbeinghisown。
  IusedtodrawacomparisonbetweenhimandHindleyEarnshaw,andperplexmyselftoexplainsatisfactorilywhytheirconductwassooppositeinsimilarcircumstances。Theyhadbothbeenfondhusbands,andwerebothattachedtotheirchildren;andIcouldnotseehowtheyshouldn'tbothhavetakenthesameroad,forgoodorevil。But,Ithoughtinmymind,Hindley,withapparentlythestrongerhead,hasshownhimselfsadlytheworseandtheweakerman。Whenhisshipstruck,thecaptainabandonedhispost;andthecrew,insteadoftryingtosaveher,rushedintoriotandconfusion,leavingnohopefortheirlucklessvessel。Linton,onthecontrary,displayedthetruecourageofaloyalandfaithfulsoul:hetrustedGod;
  andGodcomfortedhim。Onehoped,andtheotherdespaired:theychosetheirownlots,andwererighteouslydoomedtoendurethem。Butyou'llnotwanttohearmymoralizing,MrLockwood:you'lljudgeaswellasIcan,allthesethings:atleast,you'llthinkyouwill,andthat'sthesame。TheendofEarnshawwaswhatmighthavebeenexpected;itfollowedfastonhissister's:therewasscarcelysixmonthsbetweenthem。We,attheGrange,nevergotaverysuccinctaccountofhisstateprecedingit;allthatI
  didlearn,wasonoccasionofgoingtoaidinthepreparationsforthefuneral。MrKennethcametoannouncetheeventtomymaster。
  `Well,Nelly,'saidhe,ridingintotheyardonemorning,tooearlynottoalarmmewithaninstantpresentimentofbadnews,`it'syoursandmyturntogointomourningatpresent。Who'sgivenustheslipnow,doyouthink?'
  `Who?'Iaskedinaflurry。
  `Why,guess!'hereturned,dismounting,andslinginghisbridleonahookbythedoor。`Andnipupthecornerofyourapron:I'mcertainyou'llneedit。'
  `NotMrHeathcliff,surely?'Iexclaimed。
  `What!wouldyouhavetearsforhim?'saidthedoctor。`No,Heathcliff'satoughyoungfellow:helooksbloomingtoday。I'vejustseenhim。He'srapidlyregainingfleshsincehelosthisbetterhalf。'
  `Whoisitthen,MrKenneth?'Irepeatedimpatiently。
  `HindleyEarnshaw!YouroldfriendHindley,'hereplied,`andmywickedgossip:thoughhe'sbeentoowildformethislongwhile。There!
  Isaidweshoulddrawwater。Butcheerup。Hediedtruetohischaracter:
  drunkasalord。Poorlad!I'msorry,too。Onecan'thelpmissinganoldcompanion:thoughhehadtheworsttrickswithhimthatevermanimagined,andhasdonememanyarascallyturn。He'sbarelytwenty-seven,itseems;
  that'syourownage:whowouldhavethoughtyouwereborninoneyear?'
  IconfessthisblowwasgreatertomethantheshockofMrsLinton'sdeath:ancientassociationslingeredroundmyheart;Isatdownintheporchandweptasforabloodrelation,desiringKennethtogetanotherservanttointroducehimtothemaster。Icouldnothindermyselffromponderingonthequestion——`Hadhehadfairplay?'WhateverIdid,thatideawouldbotherme:itwassotiresomelypertinaciousthatIresolvedonrequestingleavetogotoWutheringHeights,andassistinthelastdutiestothedead。MrLintonwasextremelyreluctanttoconsent,butI
  pleadedeloquentlyforthefriendlessconditioninwhichhelay;andI
  saidmyoldmasterandfoster-brotherhadaclaimonmyservicesasstrongashisown。Besides,IremindedhimthatthechildHaretonwashiswife'snephew,and,intheabsenceofnearerkin,heoughttoactasitsguardian;
  andheoughttoandmustinquirehowthepropertywasleft,andlookovertheconcernsofhisbrother-in-law。Hewasunfitforattendingtosuchmattersthen,buthebidmespeaktohislawyer;andatlengthpermittedmetogo。HislawyerhadbeenEarnshaw'salso:Icalledatthevillage,andaskedhimtoaccompanyme。Heshookhishead,andadvisedthatHeathcliffshouldbeletalone;affirming,ifthetruthwereknown,Haretonwouldbefoundlittleelsethanabeggar。
  `Hisfatherdiedindebt,'hesaid;`thewholepropertyismortgaged,andthesolechanceforthenaturalheiristoallowhimanopportunityofcreatingsomeinterestinthecreditor'sheart,thathemaybeinclinedtodeallenientlytowardshim。'
  WhenIreachedtheHeights,IexplainedthatIhadcometoseeeverythingcarriedondecently;andJoseph,whoappearedinsufficientdistress,expressedsatisfactionatmypresence。MrHeathcliffsaidhedidnotperceivethatIwaswanted;butImightstayandorderthearrangementsforthefuneral,ifIchose。
  `Correctly,'heremarked,`thatfool'sbodyshouldbeburiedatthecrossroads,withoutceremonyofanykind。Ihappenedtoleavehimtenminutesyesterdayafternoon,andinthatintervalhefastenedthetwodoorsofthehouseagainstme,andhehasspentthenightindrinkinghimselftodeathdeliberately!Webrokeinthismorning,forweheardhimsnortinglikeahorse;andtherehewas,laidoverthesettle;flayingandscalpingwouldnothavewakenedhim。IsentforKenneth,andhecame;butnottillthebeasthadchangedintocarrion:hewasbothdeadandcold,andstark;
  andsoyou'llallowitwasuselessmakingmorestirabouthim!'
  Theoldservantconfirmedthisstatement,butmuttered:
  `Aw'draytherhe'dgoanhisselnfurt'doctor!Awsuduhtaententuht'maisterbetternurhim——unhewarn'tdeeadwhenAwleft,nowtuht'soart!'
  Iinsistedonthefuneralbeingrespectable。MrHeathcliffsaidImighthavemyownwaytheretoo;only,hedesiredmetorememberthatthemoneyforthewholeaffaircameoutofhispocket。Hemaintainedahard,carelessdeportment,indicativeofneitherjoynorsorrow;ifanything,itexpressedaflintygratificationatapieceofdifficultworksuccessfullyexecuted。Iobservedonce,indeed,somethinglikeexultationinhisaspect:
  itwasjustwhenthepeoplewerebearingthecoffinfromthehouse。Hehadthehypocrisytorepresentamourner:andprevioustofollowingwithHareton,heliftedtheunfortunatechildontothetableandmuttered,withpeculiargusto,`Now,mybonnylad,youaremine!Andwe'llseeifonetreewon'tgrowascrookedasanother,withthesamewindtotwistit!'Theunsuspectingthingwaspleasedatthisspeech:heplayedwithHeathcliff'swhiskers,andstrokedhischeek;butIdivineditsmeaning,andobservedtartly,`ThatboymustgobackwithmetoThrushcrossGrange,sir。Thereisnothingintheworldlessyoursthanheis!'
  `DoesLintonsayso?'hedemanded。
  `Ofcourse——hehasorderedmetotakehim,'Ireplied。
  `Well,'saidthescoundrel,`we'llnotarguethesubjectnow:
  butIhaveafancytotrymyhandatrearingayoungone;sointimatetoyourmasterthatImustsupplytheplaceofthiswithmyown,ifheattempttoremoveit。Idon'tengagetoletHaretongoundisputed;butI'llbeprettysuretomaketheothercome!Remembertotellhim。'
  Thishintwasenoughtobindourhands。Irepeateditssubstanceonmyreturn;andEdgarLinton,littleinterestedatthecommencement,spokenomoreofinterferingI'mnotawarethathecouldhavedoneittoanypurpose,hadhebeeneversowilling。
  TheguestwasnowthemasterofWutheringHeights:heheldfirmpossession,andprovedtotheattorney——who,inhisturn,provedittoMrLinton——thatEarnshawhadmortgagedeveryyardoflandheowned,forcashtosupplyhismaniaforgaming;andhe,Heathcliff,wasthemortgagee。
  InthatmannerHareton,whoshouldnowbethefirstgentlemanintheneighbourhood,wasreducedtoastateofcompletedependenceonhisfather'sinveterateenemy;andlivesinhisownhouseasaservant,deprivedoftheadvantageofwages,andquiteunabletorighthimself,becauseofhisfriendlessness,andhisignorancethathehasbeenwronged。
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  WutheringHeights[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter18Thetwelveyears,continuedMrsDean,followingthatdismalperiod,werethehappiestofmylife:mygreatesttroublesintheirpassagerosefromourlittlelady'striflingillnesses,whichshehadtoexperienceincommonwithallchildren,richandpoor。Fortherest,afterthefirstsixmonths,shegrewlikealarch,andcouldwalkandtalktoo,inherownway,beforetheheathblossomedasecondtimeoverMrsLinton'sdust。Shewasthemostwinningthingthateverbroughtsunshineintoadesolatehouse:arealbeautyinface,withtheEarnshaws'handsomedarkeyes,buttheLintons'
  fairskinandsmallfeatures,andyellowcurlinghair。Herspiritwashigh,thoughnotrough,andqualifiedbyaheartsensitiveandlivelytoexcessinitsaffections。Thatcapacityforintenseattachmentsremindedmeofhermother:stillshedidnotresembleher;forshecouldbesoftandmildasadove,andshehadagentlevoiceandpensiveexpression:herangerwasneverfurious;herloveneverfierce:itwasdeepandtender。However,itmustbeacknowledged,shehadfaultstofoilhergifts。Apropensitytobesaucywasone;andaperversewill,thatindulgedchildreninvariablyacquire,whethertheybegood-temperedorcross。Ifaservantchancedtovexher,itwasalways——`Ishalltellpapa!'Andifhereprovedher,evenbyalook,youwouldhavethoughtitaheart-breakingbusiness:Idon'tbelieveheeverdidspeakaharshwordtoher。Hetookhereducationentirelyonhimself,andmadeitanamusement。Fortunately,curiosityandaquickintellecturgedherintoanaptscholar:shelearnedrapidlyandeagerly,anddidhonourtohisteaching。
  Tillshereachedtheageofthirteen,shehadnotoncebeenbeyondtherangeoftheparkbyherself。MrLintonwouldtakeherwithhimamileorsooutside,onrareoccasions;buthetrustedhertonooneelse。Gimmertonwasanunsubstantialnameinherears;thechapel,theonlybuildingshehadapproachedorentered,exceptherownhome。WutheringHeightsandMrHeathcliffdidnotexistforher:shewasaperfectrecluse;and,apparently,perfectlycontented。Sometimes,indeed,whilesurveyingthecountryfromhernurserywindow,shewouldobserve:
  `Ellen,howlongwillitbebeforeIcanwalktothetopofthosehills?Iwonderwhatliesontheotherside——isitthesea?'
  `No,MissCathy,'Iwouldanswer;`itishillsagain,justlikethese。'
  `Andwhatarethosegoldenrockslikewhenyoustandunderthem?'
  sheonceasked。
  TheabruptdescentofPenistoneCragsparticularlyattractedhernotice;especiallywhenthesettingsunshoneonitandthetopmostheights,andthewholeextentoflandscapebesideslayinshadow。Iexplainedthattheywerebaremassesofstone,withhardlyenoughearthintheircleftstonourishastuntedtree。
  `Andwhyaretheybrightsolongafteritiseveninghere?'shepursued。
  `Becausetheyareagreatdealhigherupthanweare,'repliedI;`youcouldnotclimbthem,theyaretoohighandsteep。Inwinterthefrostisalwaystherebeforeitcomestous;anddeepintosummerIhavefoundsnowunderthatblackhollowonthenorth-eastside!'
  `Oh,youhavebeenonthem!'shecriedgleefully。`ThenIcango,too,whenIamawoman。Haspapabeen,Ellen?'
  `Papawouldtellyou,miss,'Iansweredhastily,`thattheyarenotworththetroubleofvisiting。Themoors,whereyouramblewithhim,aremuchnicer;andThrushcrossParkisthefinestplaceintheworld。'
  `ButIknowthepark,andIdon'tknowthose,'shemurmuredtoherself。`AndIshoulddelighttolookroundmefromthebrowofthattallestpoint:mylittleponyMinnyshalltakemesometime。'
  OneofthemaidsmentioningtheFairyCave,quiteturnedherheadwithadesiretofulfilthisproject:sheteasedMrLintonaboutit;andhepromisedsheshouldhavethejourneywhenshegotolder。ButMissCatherinemeasuredheragebymonths,and,`Now,amIoldenoughtogotoPenistoneCrags?'wastheconstantquestioninhermouth。TheroadthitherwoundclosebyWutheringHeights。Edgarhadnotthehearttopassit;soshereceivedasconstantlytheanswer,`Notyet,love:notyet。
  IsaidMrsHeathclifflivedaboveadozenyearsafterquittingherhusband。Herfamilywereofadelicateconstitution:sheandEdgarbothlackedtheruddyhealththatyouwillgenerallymeetintheseparts。
  Whatherlastillnesswas,Iamnotcertain:Iconjecture,theydiedofthesamething,akindoffever,slowatitscommencement,butincurable,andrapidlyconsuminglifetowardstheclose。Shewrotetoinformherbrotheroftheprobableconclusionofafourmonths'indispositionunderwhichshehadsuffered,andentreatedhimtocometoher,ifpossible;
  forshehadmuchtosettle,andshewishedtobidhimadieu,anddeliverLintonsafelyintohishands。Herhopewas,thatLintonmightbeleftwithhim,ashehadbeenwithher:hisfather,shewouldfainconvinceherself,hadnodesiretoassumetheburdenofhismaintenanceoreducation。Mymasterhesitatednotamomentincomplyingwithherrequest:reluctantashewastoleavehomeatordinarycalls,heflewtoanswerthis;commendingCatherinetomypeculiarvigilance,inhisabsence,withreiteratedordersthatshemustnotwanderoutofthepark,evenundermyescort:hedidnotcalculateonhergoingunaccompanied。