首页 >出版文学> The Island Pharisees>第10章
  "ButIsupposehe'sreallygood,"shesaid,"Imean,allthosethingshetoldyouaboutwereonly——"
  "Good!"heanswered,fidgeting;"Idon'treallyknowwhatthewordmeans。"
  Hereyesclouded。"Dick,howcanyou?"theyseemedtosay。
  Sheltonstrokedhersleeve。
  "TellusaboutMr。Crocker,"shesaid,takingnoheedofhiscaress。
  "Thelunatic!"hesaid。
  "Lunatic!Why,inyourlettershewassplendid。"
  "Soheis,"saidShelton,halfashamed;"he'snotabitmad,really——thatis,IonlywishIwerehalfasmad。"
  "Who'sthatmad?"queriedMrs。Dennantfrombehindtheurn——"TomCrocker?Ah,yes!Iknewhismother;shewasaSpringer。"
  "Didhedoitintheweek?"saidThea,appearinginthewindowwithakitten。
  "Idon'tknow,"Sheltonwasobligedtoanswer。
  Theashookbackherhair。
  "Icallitawfullyslackofyounottohavefoundout,"shesaid。
  Antoniafrowned。
  "Youwereverysweettothatyoungforeigner,Dick,"shemurmuredwithasmileatShelton。"Iwishthatwecouldseehim。"
  ButSheltonshookhishead。
  "Itseemstome,"hemuttered,"thatIdidaboutaslittleforhimasIcould。"
  Againherfacegrewthoughtful,asthoughhiswordshadchilledher。
  "Idon'tseewhatmoreyoucouldhavedone,"sheanswered。
  Adesiretogetclosetoher,halffear,halfache,asenseoffutilityandbafflement,aninnerburning,madehimfeelasthoughaflamewerelickingathisheart。
  CHAPTERXXI
  ENGLISH
  JustasSheltonwasstartingtowalkbacktoOxfordhemetMr。
  Dennantcomingfromaride。Antonia'sfatherwasasparemanofmediumheight,withyellowishface,greymoustache,ironicaleyebrows,andsometinycrow's-feet。Inhisold,shortgreycoat,withalittleslitupthemiddleoftheback,hisdrabcordbreeches,ancientmahoganyleggings,andcarefullyblackedboats,hehadadry,threadbarequalitynotwithoutdistinction。
  "Ah,Shelton!"hesaid,inhisquietlyfestivevoice;"gladtoseethepilgrimhere,atlast。You'renotoffalready?"and,layinghishandonShelton'sarm,heproposedtowalkalittlewaywithhimacrossthefields。
  Thiswasthefirsttimetheyhadmetsincetheengagement;andSheltonbegantonervehimselftoexpresssomesentiment,howeverbald,aboutit。Hesquaredhisshoulders,clearedhisthroat,andlookedaskanceatMr。Dennant。Thatgentlemanwaswalkingstiffly,hiscordbreechesfaintlysqueaking。Heswitchedayellow,jointedcaneagainsthisleggings,andaftereachblowlookedathislegssatirically。Hehimselfwasratherlikethatyellowcane-pale,andslim,andjointed,withfeaturesarchingjustalittle,likethearchingofitshandle。
  "Theysayit'llbeabadyearforfruit,"Sheltonsaidatlast。
  "Mydearfellow,youdon'tknowyourfarmer,I'mafraid。Weoughttohangsomefarmers——doaworldofgood。Dearsouls!I'vegotsomeperfectstrawberries。"
  "Isuppose,"saidShelton,gladtopostponetheevilmoment,"inaclimatelikethisamanmustgrumble。"
  "Quiteso,quiteso!Lookatuspoorslavesofland-owners;ifI
  couldn'tabusethefarmersIshouldbewretched。Didyoueverseeanythingfinerthanthispasture?Andtheywantmetolowertheirrents!"
  AndMr。Dennant'sglancesatiricallywavered,restedonShelton,andwhiskedbacktothegroundasthoughhehadseensomethingthatalarmedhim。Therewasapause。
  "Nowforit!"thoughttheyoungerman。
  Mr。Dennantkepthiseyesfixedonhisboots。
  "Ifthey'dsaid,now,"heremarkedjocosely,"thatthefrosthadnippedthepartridges,there'dhavebeensomesenseinit;butwhatcanyouexpect?They'venoconsideration,dearsouls!"
  Sheltontookabreath,and,withavertedeyes,hehurriedlybegan:
  "It'sawfullyhard,sir,to——"
  Mr。Dennantswitchedhiscaneagainsthisshin。
  "Yes,"hesaid,"it'sawfullyhardtoputupwith,butwhatcanafellowdo?Onemusthavefarmers。Why,ifitwasn'tforthefarmers,there'dbestillahareortwoabouttheplace!"
  Sheltonlaughedspasmodically;againheglancedaskanceathisfuturefather-in-law。Whatdidthewagglingofhisheadmean,thedeepeningofhiscrow's-feet,theoddcontractionofthemouth?AndhiseyecaughtMr。Dennant'seye;itsexpressionwasqueerabovethefine,drynoseoneofthesortthatreddensinawind。
  "I'veneverhadmuchtodowithfarmers,"hesaidatlast。
  "Haven'tyou?Luckyfellow!Themost——yes,quitethemosttryingportionofthehumanspecies——nexttodaughters。"
  "Well,sir,youcanhardlyexpectme——"beganShelton。
  "Idon't——oh,Idon't!D'youknow,Ireallybelievewe'reinforaducking。"
  Alargeblackcloudhadcoveredupthesun,andsomedropswerespatteringonMr。Dennant'shardfelthat。
  Sheltonwelcomedtheshower;itappearedtohimaninterventiononthepartofProvidence。Hewouldhavetosaysomething,butnotnow,later。
  "I'llgoon,"hesaid;"Idon'tmindtherain。Butyou'dbettergetback,sir。"
  "Dearme!I've'atenantinthiscottage,'saidMr。Dennantinhis,leisurely,drymanner"andabeggarheistopoach,too。Leastwecando'stoaskforalittleshelter;whatdoyouthink?"andsmilingsarcastically,asthoughdeprecatinghisintentiontokeepdry,herappedonthedoorofaprosperous-lookingcottage。
  ItwasopenedbyagirlofAntonia'sageandheight。
  "Ah,Phoebe!Yourfatherin?"
  "No,"repliedthegirl,fluttering;"father'sout,Mr。Dennant。"
  "Sosorry!Willyouletusbideabitoutoftherain?"
  Thesweet-lookingPhoebedustedthemtwochairs,and,curtseying,leftthemintheparlour。
  "Whataprettygirl!"saidShelton。
  "Yes,she'saprettygirl;halftheyoungfellowsareafterher,butshewon'tleaveherfather。Oh,he'sacharmingrascalisthatfellow!"
  ThisremarksuddenlybroughthometoSheltontheconvictionthathewasfurtherthaneverfromavoidingthenecessityforspeaking。Hewalkedovertothewindow。Therain。wascomingdownwithfury,thoughagoldenlinefardowntheskypromisedtheshower'squickend。"Forgoodness'sake,"hethought,"letmesaysomething,howeveridiotic,andgetitover!"Buthedidnotturn;akindofparalysishadseizedonhim。
  "Tremendousheavyrain!"hesaidatlast;"comingdowninwaterspouts。"
  Itwouldhavebeenjustaseasytosay:"Ibelieveyourdaughtertobethesweetestthingonearth;Iloveher,andI'mgoingtomakeherhappy!"Justaseasy,justaboutthesameamountofbreathrequired;buthecouldn'tsayit!Hewatchedtherainstreamandhissagainsttheleavesandchurnthedustontheparchedroadwithitsinsistenttorrent;andhenoticedwithprecisionallthedetailsoftheprocessgoingonoutsidehowtheraindropsdartedattheleaveslikespears,andhowtheleavesshookthemselvesfreeahundredtimesaminute,whilelittlerunnelsofwater,ice-clear,rolledovertheiredges,softandquick。Henoticed,too,themournfulheadofashelteringcowthatwaschewingatthehedge。
  Mr。Dennanthadnotrepliedtohisremarkabouttherain。SodisconcertingwasthissilencethatSheltonturned。Hisfuturefather-in-law,uponhiswoodenchair,wasstaringathiswell-blackedboots,bendingforwardabovehispartedknees,andproddingatthecarpet;aglimpseathisfacedisturbedShelton'sresolution。Itwasnotforbidding,stern,discouraging——notintheleast;ithadmerelyforthemomentceasedtolooksatirical。ThiswassostartlingthatSheltonlosthischanceofspeaking。ThereseemedahearttoMr。
  Dennant'sgravity;asthoughforoncehewerelookinggravebecausehefeltso。ButglancingupatShelton,hisdryjocosityreappearedatonce。
  "Whatadayforducks!"hesaid;andagaintherewasunmistakablealarmabouttheeye。Wasitpossiblethathe,too,dreadedsomething?
  "Ican'texpress——"beganSheltonhurriedly。
  "Yes,it'sbeastlytogetwet,"saidMr。Dennant,andhesang——
  Forwecanwrestleandfight,myboys,Andjumpoutanywhere。
  "You'llbewithusforthatdinner-partynextweek,eh?Capital!
  There'stheBishopofBlumenthalandoldSirJackBuckwell;Imustgetmywifetoputyoubetweenthem——"
  Forit'smydelightofastarrynight——
  "TheBishop'sagreatanti-divorceman,andoldBuckwell'sbeeninthecourtatleasttwice——'
  Intheseasonoftheyear!
  "Willyoupleasetotakesometea,gentlemen?"saidthevoiceofPhoebeinthedoorway。
  "No,thankyou,Phoebe。Thatgirloughttogetmarried,"wentonMr。
  Dennant,asPhoebeblushinglywithdrew。Aflushshowedqueerlyonhissallowcheeks。"Ashametokeephertiedlikethistoherfather'sapron-strings——selfishfellow,that!"Helookedupsharply,asifhehadmadeadangerousremark。
  Thekeeperhewaswatchingus,Forhimwedidn'tcare!
  SheltonsuddenlyfeltcertainthatAntonia'sfatherwasjustasanxioustosaysomethingexpressiveofhisfeelings,andasunableashimself。Andthiswascomforting。
  "Youknow,sir——"hebegan。
  ButMr。Dennant'seyebrowsrose,hiscrow's-feettwinkled;hispersonalityseemedtoshrinktogether。
  "ByJove!"hesaid,"it'sstopped!Now'sourchance!Comealong,mydearfellow;delaysaredangerous!"andwithhisbanteringcourtesyheheldthedoorforSheltontopassout。"Ithinkwe'llparthere,"hesaid——"Ialmostthinkso。Goodlucktoyou!"
  Heheldouthisdry,yellowhand。Sheltonseizedit,wrungithard,andmutteredtheword:
  "Grateful!"
  AgainMr。Dennant'seyebrowsquiveredasiftheyhadbeentweaked;hehadbeenfoundout,andhedislikedit。Thecolourinhisfacehaddiedaway;itwascalm,wrinkled,dead-lookingundertheflattened,narrowbrimofhisblackhat;hisgreymoustachedroopedthinly;thecrow's-feethardenedroundhiseyes;hisnostrilsweredistendedbythequeerestsmile。
  "Gratitude!"hesaid;"almostavice,isn'tit?Good-night!"
  Shelton'sfacequivered;heraisedhishat,and,turningasabruptlyashissenior,proceededonhisway。HehadbeenplayinginacomedythatcouldonlyhavebeenplayedinEngland。Hecouldaffordtosmilenowathispastdiscomfort,havingnolongerthesenseofdutyunfulfilled。Everythinghadbeensaidthatwasrightandpropertobesaid,inthewaythatwesuchthingsshouldsay。Noviolencehadbeendone;hecouldaffordtosmile——smileathimself,atMr。
  Dennant,atto-morrow;smileatthesweetaromaoftheearth,theshy,unwillingsweetnessthatonlyrainbringsforth。
  CHAPTERXXII
  THECOUNTRYHOUSE
  TheluncheonhouratHolmOaks,was,asinmanywell-bredcountryhouses——outoftheshootingseason,beitunderstood——thesoulfulhour。Thefermentofthedailydoingswasthenatitsfullheight,andtheclamourofitsconversationontheweather,andthedogs,thehorses,neighbours,cricket,golf,wasmingledwithaliterarymurmur;fortheDennantsweresuperior,anditwasquiteusualtohearremarkslikethese"Haveyoureadthatcharmin'thingofPoser's?"or,"Yes,I'vegottheneweditionofoldBablington:
  delightfullybound——solight。"AnditwasinJulythatHolmOaks,asagathering-placeoftheelect,wasatitsbest。ForinJulyithadbecomecustomarytowelcometheremanyofthosepoorsoulsfromLondonwhoarrivedexhaustedbytheseason,andthanwhomnoseamstressinatwo-pairbackcouldbetterhaveearnedaholiday。
  TheDennantsthemselvesneverwenttoLondonfortheseason。Itwastheirgoodpleasurenotto。Aweekorfortnightofitsatisfiedthem。Theyhadaradicalweaknessforfreshair,andAntonia,evenafterherpresentationtwoseasonsback,hadinsistedonreturninghome,stigmatisingLondonballsas"stuffythings。"
  WhenSheltonarrivedthestreamhadonlyjustbegun,buteverydaybroughtfresh,orratherjaded,peopletooccupytheold,dark,sweet-smellingbedrooms。Individually,helikedhisfellow-guests,buthefoundhimselfobservingthem。Heknewthat,ifamanjudgedpeoplesingly,almostallwerebetterthanhimself;onlywhenjudgedinbulkweretheyworthyofthesweepingcriticismshefeltinclinedtopassonthem。Heknewthisjustasheknewthattheconventions,havingbeeninventedtopreventmanfollowinghisnaturaldesires,weremerelythedisapprovingsumsofinnumerableindividualapprovals。
  Itwasinthebulk;then,thathefoundhimselfobserving。Butwithhisamiabilityanddreadofnotorietyheremainedtoallappearanceawell-bred,docilecreature,andhekepthisjudgmentstohimself。
  Inthematterofintellecthemadearoughdivisionoftheguests——
  thosewhoacceptedthingswithoutamurmur,thosewhoacceptedthemwithcarpingjocularity;inthematterofmoralshefoundtheyallacceptedthingswithoutthesemblanceofakick。Toshowsignofprivatemoraljudgmentwastohavelostyoursoul,and,worse,tobeabitofanoutsider。Hegatheredthisbyintuitionratherthanfromconversation;forconversationnaturallytabooedsuchquestions,andwascarriedonintheloudandcheerfultonespeculiartopeopleofgoodbreeding。Sheltonhadneverbeenabletoacquirethistone,andhecouldnothelpfeelingthattheinabilitymadehimmoreorlessanobjectofsuspicion。Theatmospherestruckhimasitneverhadbefore,causinghimtofeeladoubtofhisgentility。Couldamansufferfrompassion,heart-searchings,ormisgivings,andremainagentleman?Itseemedimprobable。Oneofhisfellow-guests,amancalledEdgbaston,small-eyedandsemi-bald,withadarkmoustacheandadistinguishedairofmeanness,disconcertedhimonedaybyremarkingofanunknownperson,"Ahalf-bredlookin'chap;didn'tseemtoknowhismind。"Sheltonwasharassedbyahorriddoubt。
  Everythingseemeddividedintoclasses,carefullydocketedandvalued。Forinstance,aBritonwasofmorevaluethanaman,andwivesthanwomen。Thosethingsorphasesoflifewithwhichpeoplehadnopersonalacquaintancewereregardedwithafaintamusementandacertaindisapproval。Theprinciplesoftheupperclass,infact,werestrictlyfollowed。
  Hewasinthathypersenstiveandnervousstatefavourableforrecordingcurrentsforeigntoitself。Thingshehadneverbeforenoticednowhadprofoundeffectonhim,suchasthetoneinwhichmenspokeofwomen——notpreciselywithhostility,norexactlywithcontemptbest,perhaps,describedasculturedjeering;never,ofcourse,whenmenspokeoftheirownwives,mothers,sisters,orimmediatefriends,butmerelywhentheyspokeofanyotherwomen。Hereflecteduponthis,andcametotheconclusionthat,amongtheupperclasses,eachman'sownpropertywasholy,whileotherwomenwerecreatedtosupplyhimwithgossip,jests,andspice。Anotherthingthatstruckhimwasthewayinwhichthewarthengoingonwasmadeintoanaffairofclass。Intheirviewitwasabaddishbusiness,becausepoorhackBlankandPeterBlank-Blankhadlosttheirlives,andpoorTeddyBlankhadnowonearminsteadoftwo。Humanityingeneralwasomitted,butnottheupperclasses,nor,incidentally,thecountrywhichbelongedtothem。Fortheretheywere,allseatedinarow,witheyesfixedonthehorizonoftheirlawns。
  Lateoneevening,billiardsandmusicbeingoverandtheladiesgone,Sheltonreturnedfromchangingtohissmoking-suit,anddroppedintooneofthegreatarm-chairsthateveninsummermadeasemicircleroundthefenderedhearth。Freshfromhisgood-nightpartingwithAntonia,hesatperhapstenminutesbeforehebegantotakeinallthefiguresintheirparti-colouredsmokingjackets,cross-legged,withglassesintheirhands,andcigarsbetweentheirteeth。
  Themaninthenextchairrousedhimbyputtingdownhistumblerwithatap,andseatinghimselfuponthecushionedfender。Throughthemistofsmoke,withshouldershunched,elbowsandkneescrookedout,cigarprotruding,beak-ways,belowhisnose,andthecrimsoncollarofhissmokingjacketbuttonedcloseasplumageonhisbreast,helookedalittlelikeagorgeousbird。
  "Theydoyouawfullywell,"hesaid。
  AvoicefromthechaironShelton'srightreplied,"TheydoyoubetteratVerado's。"
  "TheVeaud'Or'sthebestplace;theygiveyouTurkishbathsfornothing!"drawledafatmanwithatinymouth。
  Thesuavityofthispronouncementenfoldedallaswithablessing。
  Andatonce,asifbymagic,intheold,oak-panelledroom,theworldfellnaturallyintoitsthreedepartments:thatwheretheydoyouwell;thatwheretheydoyoubetter;andthatwheretheygiveyouTurkishbathsfornothing。
  "IfyouwantTurkishbaths,"saidatallyouthwithcleanredface,whohadcomeintotheroom,andstood,hismouthalittleopen,andlongfeetjuttingwithsweethelplessnessinfrontofhim,"youshouldgo,youknow,toBudaPesth;mostawfullyrippin'there。"
  Sheltonsawanindescribableappreciationriseoneveryface,asthoughtheyhadbeenofferedtrufflesorsomethingequallydelicious。
  "Ohno,Poodles,"saidthemanperchedonthefender。"AJohnnyI
  knowtellsmethey'renothingtoSofia。"Hisfacewastransfiguredbythesubtlegloatingofamanenjoyingvicebyproxy。
  "Ah!"drawledthesmall-mouthedman,"there'snothingfittoholdacandletoBaghda-ad。"
  Onceagainhisutteranceenfoldedallaswithablessing,andonceagaintheworldfellintoitsthreedepartments:thatwheretheydoyouwell;thatwheretheydoyoubetter;and——Baghdad。
  Sheltonthoughttohimself:"Whydon'tIknowaplacethat'sbetterthanBaghdad?"
  Hefeltsoinsignificant。Itseemedthatheknewnoneofthesedelightfulspots;thathewasofnousetoanyofhisfellow-men;
  thoughprivatelyhewasconvincedthatallthesespeakerswereas。
  ignorantashimself,andmerelyfounditwarmingtorecallsuchthingsastheyhadheard,withthatpeculiargloatinglook。Alas!
  hisanecdoteswouldneverearnforhimthatprizeofpersonsinsociety,thelabelofa"goodchap"and"sportsman。"
  "HaveyoueverbeeninBaghdad?"hefeeblyasked。
  Thefatmandidnotanswer;hehadbegunananecdote,andinhisbroadexpanseoffacehistinymouthwrithedlikeacaterpillar。Theanecdotewashumorous。
  WiththeexceptionofAntonia,Sheltonsawbutlittleoftheladies,for,followingthewell-knowncustomofthecountryhouse,menandwomenavoidedeachotherasmuchasmightbe。Theymetatmeals,andoccasionallyjoinedintennisandincroquet;otherwiseitseemed——
  almostOrientally——agreedthattheywerebetterkeptapart。
  Chancingonedaytoenterthewithdrawingroom,whilesearchingforAntonia,hefoundthathehadlightedonafemininediscussion;hewouldhavebeatenaretreat,ofcourse,butitseemedtooobviousthathewasmerelylookingforhisfiancee,so,sittingdown,helistened。
  TheHonourableCharlottePenguin,stillknittingasilktie——thesixthsincethatshehadbeenknittingatHyeres——satonthelowwindow-seatclosetoahydrangea,thepetalsofwhoseroundflowersalmostkissedhersanguinecheek。Hereyeswerefixedwithlanguidaspirationontheladywhowasspeaking。Thiswasasquarewomanofmediumheight,withgreyhairbrushedfromherlowforehead,theexpressionofwhosefacewasbriskandrathercross。Shewasstandingwithabook,asifdeliveringasermon。Hadshebeenamanshemighthavebeendescribedasabrightyoungmanofbusiness;for,thoughgrey,shenevercouldbeold,noreverlosethepowerofformingquickdecisions。Herfeaturesandhereyeswerepromptandslightlyhard,tingedwithfaithfanaticalinthejusticeofherjudgments,andshehadthatfussysimplenessofdresswhichindicatestherighttomeddle。Notred,notwhite,neitheryellownorquiteblue,hercomplexionwassuffusedwithacertainmixtureofthesecolours,adaptedtotheclimate;andhersmilehadastrangesoursweetness,likenothingbuttheflavourofanappleontheturn。
  "Idon'tcarewhattheytellyou,"shewassaying——notoffensively,thoughhervoiceseemedtoimplythatshehadnotimetowasteinpleasing——"inallmydealingswiththemI'vefounditbesttotreatthemquitelikechildren。"
  Alady,behindtheTimes,smiled;hermouth——indeed,herwholehard,handsomeface——wasreminiscentofdappledrocking-horsesfoundintheSohoBazaar。Shecrossedherfeet,andsomerichandsilkstuffrustled。Herwholepersonalityseemedtocreakas,withoutlooking,sheansweredinharshtones:
  "Ifindthepooraremostdelightfulpersons。"
  SybilDennant,seatedonthesofa,withafeatherylaughshotabarkingterrierdogatShelton。
  "Here'sDick,"shesaid。"Well,Dick,what'syouropinion?"
  Sheltonlookedaroundhim,scared。Theelderladieswhohadspokenhadfixedtheireyesonhim,andintheirgazehereadhisutterinsignificance。
  "Oh,thatyoungman!"theyseemedtosay。"Expectapracticalremarkfromhim?Now,come!"
  "Opinion,"hestammered,"ofthepoor?Ihaven'tany。"
  Thepersononherfeet,whosenamewasMrs。Mattock,directingherpeculiarsweet-soursmileatthedistinguishedladywiththeTimes,said:
  "Perhapsyou'venothadexperienceoftheminLondon,LadyBonington?"
  LadyBonington,inanswer,rustled。
  "Oh,dotellusabouttheslums,Mrs。Mattock!"criedSybil。
  "Slummingmustbesplendid!It'ssodeadlyhere——nothingbutflannelpetticoats。"
  "Thepoor,mydear,"beganMrs。Mattock,"arenottheleastbitwhatyouthinkthem——"
  "Oh,d'youknow,Ithinkthey'rerathernice!"brokeinAuntCharlotteclosetothehydrangea。
  "Youthinkso?"saidMrs。Mattocksharply。"Ifindtheydonothingbutgrumble。"
  "Theydon'tgrumbleatme:theyaredelightfulpersons",andLadyBoningtongaveSheltonagrimsmile。
  Hecouldnothelpthinkingthattogrumbleinthepresenceofthatrich,despoticpersonalitywouldrequireasuperhumancourage。
  "They'rethemostungratefulpeopleintheworld,"saidMrs。Mattock。
  "Why,then,"thoughtShelton,"doyougoamongstthem?"
  Shecontinued,"Onemustdothemgood,one,mustdoone'sduty,butastogettingthanks——"
  LadyBoningtonsardonicallysaid,"Poorthings!theyhavealottobear。"
  "Thelittlechildren!"murmuredAuntCharlotte,withaflushingcheekandshiningeyes;"it'sratherpathetic。"
  "Childrenindeed!"saidMrs。Mattock。"Itputsmeoutofallpatiencetoseethewaythattheyneglectthem。Peoplearesosentimentalaboutthepoor。"
  LadyBoningtoncreakedagain。Hersplendidshoulderswerewedgedintoherchair;herfinedarkhair,gleamingwithsilver,sprangbackuponherbrow;arubybraceletglowedonthepowerfulwristthatheldthejournal;sherockedhercopper-slipperedfoot。Shedidnotappeartobetoosentimental。
  "Iknowtheyoftenhaveaveryeasytime,"saidMrs。Mattock,asifsomeonehadinjuredherseverely。AndSheltonsaw,notwithoutpity,thatFatehadscoredherkindandsquashed-upfacewithwrinkles,whosetinyfurrowswereeloquentofgoodintentionsfrustratedbytheunpracticalanddiscontentedpoor。"Dowhatyouwill,theyareneversatisfied;theyonlyresentone'shelp,orelsetheytakethehelpandneverthankyouforit!"
  "Oh!"murmuredAuntCharlotte,"that'sratherhard。"
  Sheltonhadbeengrowing,moreuneasy。Hesaidabruptly:
  "IshoulddothesameifIwerethey。"
  Mrs。Mattock'sbrowneyesflewathim;LadyBoningtonspoketotheTimes;herrubybraceletandabanglejingled。
  "Weoughttoputourselvesintheirplaces。"
  Sheltoncouldnothelpasmile;LadyBoningtonintheplacesofthepoor!
  "Oh!"exclaimedMrs。Mattock,"Iputmyselfentirelyintheirplace。
  Iquiteunderstandtheirfeelings。Butingratitudeisarepulsivequality。"
  "Theyseemunabletoputthemselvesinyourplace,"murmuredShelton;
  andinafitofcouragehetooktheroominwithasweepingglance。
  Yes,thatroomwaswonderfullyconsistent,withitsairofperfectsecond-handedness,asifeachpicture,andeachpieceoffurniture,eachbook,eachladypresent,hadbeenmadefrompatterns。Theywereallwidelydifferent,yetalllikeworksofartseeninsomeexhibitionshadthelookofbeingafterthedesignsofsomeoriginalspirit。Thewholeroomwaschaste,restrained,derived,practical,andcomfortable;neitherinvirtuenorinwork,neitherinmanner,speech,appearance,norintheory,coulditgiveitselfaway。
  CHAPTERXXIII
  THESTAINED-GLASSMAN
  StilllookingforAntonia,Sheltonwentuptothemorning-room。TheaDennantandanothergirlwereseatedinthewindow,talking。Fromthelooktheygavehimhesawthathehadbetterneverhavebeenborn;hehastilywithdrew。Descendingtothehall,hecameonMr。
  Dennantcrossingtohisstudy,withahandfulofofficial-lookingpapers。
  "Ah,Shelton!"saidhe,"youlookalittlelost。Istheshrineinvisible?"
  Sheltongrinned,said"Yes,"andwentonlooking。Hewasnotfortunate。Inthedining-roomsatMrs。Dennant,makingupherlistofbooks。
  "Dogivemeyouropinion,Dick,"shesaid。"Everybody'sreadin'
  thisthingofKatherineAsterick's;Ibelieveit'ssimplybecauseshe'sgotatitle。"
  "Onemustreadabookforsomereasonorother,"answeredShelton。
  "Well,"returnedMrs。Dennant,"Ihatedoin'thingsjustbecauseotherpeopledothem,andIsha'n'tgetit。"
  "Good!"
  Mrs。Dennantmarkedthecatalogue。
  "Here'sLinseed'slast,ofcourse;thoughImustsayIdon'tcareforhim,butIsupposeweoughttohaveitinthehouse。Andthere'sQuality's'TheSplendidDiatribes':that'ssuretobegood,he'salwayssorefined。ButwhatamItodoaboutthisofArthurBaal's?
  Theysaythathe'sacharlatan,buteverybodyreadshim,don'tyouknow";andoverthecatalogueSheltoncaughtthegleamofhare-likeeyes。
  Decisionhadvanishedfromherface,withitsarchednoseandslightlyslopingchin,asthoughsomeonehadsuddenlyappealedtohertotrustherinstincts。Itwasquitepathetic。Still,therewasalwaysthebook'scirculationtoformherjudgmentby。
  "IthinkI'dbettermarkit,"shesaid,"don'tyou?Wereyoulookin'forAntonia?IfyoucomeacrossBunyaninthegarden,Dick,dosayIwanttoseehim;he'sgettin'tobeaperfectnuisance。I
  canunderstandhisfeelin's,butreallyhe'scarryin'ittoofar。"
  Primedwithhismessagetotheunder-gardener,Sheltonwent。Hetookadespairinglookintothebilliard-room。Antoniawasnotthere。
  Instead,atallandfat-cheekedgentlemanwithaneatmoustache,calledMabbey,waspractisingthespot-stroke。HepausedasSheltonentered,and,poutinglikeababy,askedinasleepyvoice,"Playmeahundredup?"
  Sheltonshookhishead,stammeredouthissorrow,andwasabouttogo。
  ThegentlemancalledMabbey,plaintivelyfeelingtheplaceswherehismoustachesjoinedhispinkandglossycheeks,askedwithanairofsomesurprise,"What'syourgeneralgame,then?"
  "Ireallydon'tknow,"saidShelton。
  ThegentlemancalledMabbeychalkedhiscue,and,movinghisround,knock-kneedlegsintheirtighttrousers,tookuphispositionforthestroke。
  "Whatpricethat?"hesaid,asheregainedtheperpendicular;andhiswell-fedeyesfollowedSheltonwithsleepyinquisition。"Curiousdarkhorse,Shelton,"theyseemedtosay。
  Sheltonhurriedout,andwasabouttorundownthelowerlawn,whenhewasaccostedbyanotherpersonwalkinginthesunshine——aslight-
  builtmaninaturned-downcollar,withathinandfairmoustache,andafaintbluishtintononesideofhishighforehead,causedbyanetworkofthinveins。Hisfacehadsomethingoftheyouthful,optimistic,stained-glasslookpeculiartotherefinedEnglishtype。
  Hewalkedelastically,yetwithtrimprecision,asifhehadapleasanttasteinfurnitureandchurches,andheldtheSpectatorinhishand。
  "Ah,Shelton!"hesaidinhigh-tunedtones,haltinghislegsinsuchaneasyattitudethatitwasimpossibletointerruptit:"cometotaketheair?"
  Shelton'sownbrownface,nondescriptnose,andhisamiablebutdoggedchincontrastedstrangelywiththeclear-cutfeaturesofthestained-glassman。
  "IhearfromHalidomethatyou'regoingtostandforParliament,"thelattersaid。
  Shelton,recallingHalidome'sautocraticmannerofsettlingotherpeople'sbusiness,smiled。
  "DoIlooklikeit?"heasked。
  Theeyebrowsquiveredonthestained-glassman。Ithadneveroccurredtohim,perhaps,thattostandforParliamentamanmustlooklikeit;heexaminedSheltonwithsomecuriosity。
  "Ah,well,"hesaid,"nowyoumentionit,perhapsnot。"Hiseyes,socarefullyironical,althoughtheydifferedfromtheeyesofMabbey,alsoseemedtoaskofSheltonwhatsortofadarkhorsehewas。
  "You'restillintheDomesticOffice,then?"askedShelton。
  Thestained-glassmanstoopedtosniffarosebush。"Yes,"hesaid;
  "itsuitsmeverywell。Igetlotsoftimeformyartwork。"
  "Thatmustbeveryinteresting,"saidShelton,whoseglancewasrovingforAntonia;"Inevermanagedtobeginahobby。"
  "Neverhadahobby!"saidthestained-glassman,brushingbackhishairhewaswalkingwithnohat;"why,whatthedeuced'youdo?"
  Sheltoncouldnotanswer;theideahadnevertroubledhim。
  "Ireallydon'tknow,"hesaid,embarrassed;"there'salwayssomethinggoingon,asfarasIcansee。"
  Thestained-glassmanplacedhishandswithinhispockets,andhisbrightglancesweptoverhiscompanion。
  "Afellowmusthaveahobbytogivehimaninterestinlife,"hesaid。
  "Aninterestinlife?"repeatedSheltongrimly;"lifeitselfisgoodenoughforme。"
  "Oh!"repliedthestained-glassman,asthoughhedisapprovedofregardinglifeitselfasinteresting。
  "That'sallverywell,butyouwantsomethingmorethanthat。Whydon'tyoutakeupwoodcarving?"
  "Wood-carving?"
  "ThemomentIgetfaggedwithofficepapersandthatsortofthingI
  takeupmywood-carving;goodasagameofhockey。"
  "Ihaven'ttheenthusiasm。"
  Theeyebrowsofthestained-glassmantwitched;hetwistedhismoustache。
  "You'llfindnothavingahobbydoesn'tpay,"hesaid;"you'llgetold,thenwhere'llyoube?"
  Itcameasasurprisethatheshouldusethewords"itdoesn'tpay,"
  forhehadakindofpartiallyenamelledlook,likethatmodernjewellerywhichreallyseemsunconsciousofitsmarketvalue。
  "You'vegivenuptheBar?Don'tyougetawfullyboredhavingnothingtodo?"pursuedthestained-glassman,stoppingbeforeanancientsundial。
  Sheltonfeltadelicacy,asamannaturallywould,inexplainingthatbeinginlovewasinitselfenoughtodo。Todonothingisunworthyofaman!Buthehadneverfeltasyetthewantofanyoccupation。
  Hissilenceinnowaydisconcertedhisacquaintance。
  "That'saniceoldarticleofvirtue,"hesaid,pointingwithhischin;and,walkingroundthesundial,hemadeitsacquaintancefromtheotherside。Itsgreyprofilecastathinandshorteningshadowontheturf;tonguesofmosswerelickingatitssides;thedaisiesclusteredthickarounditsbase;ithadacquiredalookofgrowingfromthesoil。"Ishouldliketogetholdofthat,"thestained-
  glassmanremarked;"Idon'tknowwhenI'veseenabetterspecimen,"
  andhewalkedrounditonceagain。
  Hiseyebrowswerestillironicallyarched,butbelowthemhiseyeswerealmostcalculating,andbelowthem,again,hismouthhadopenedjustalittle。Apersonwithakeenereyewouldhavesaidhisfacelookedgreedy,andevenSheltonwassurprised,asthoughhehadreadintheSpectatoraconfessionofcommercialism。
  "Youcouldn'tuprootathinglikethat,"hesaid;"itwouldloseallitscharm。"
  Hiscompanionturnedimpatiently,andhiscountenancelookedwonderfullygenuine。
  "Couldn'tI?"hesaid。"ByJove!Ithoughtso。1690!Thebestperiod。"Heranhisforgerroundthesundial'sedge。"Splendidline-cleanasthedaytheymadeit。Youdon'tseemtocaremuchaboutthatsortofthing";andonceagain,asthoughaccustomedtotheindifferenceofVandals,hisfaceregaineditsmask。
  Theystrolledontowardsthekitchengardens,Sheltonstillbusysearchingeverypatchofshade。Hewantedtosay"Can'tstop,"andhurryoff;buttherewasaboutthestained-glassmanasomethingthat,whilestingingShelton'sfeelings,madetheshowingofthemquiteimpossible。"Feelings!"thatpersonseemedtosay;"allverywell,butyouwantmorethanthat。Whynottakeupwood-carving?……Feelings!IwasborninEngland,andhavebeenatCambridge。"
  "Areyoustayinglong?"heaskedShelton。"IgoontoHalidome'sto-morrow;supposeIsha'n'tseeyouthere?Good,chap,oldHalidome!Collectionofetchingsveryfine!"
  "No;I'mstayingon,"saidShelton。
  "Ah!"saidthestained-glassman,"charmingpeople,theDennants!"
  Shelton,reddeningslowly,turnedhisheadaway;hepickedagooseberry,andmuttered,"Yes。"
  "Theeldestgirlespecially;nononsenseabouther。Ithoughtshewasaparticularlynicegirl。"
  SheltonheardthispraiseofAntoniawithanoddsensation;itgavehimthereverseofpleasure,asthoughthewordshadcastnewlightuponher。Hegruntedhastily,"Isupposeyouknowthatwe'reengaged?"
  "Really!"saidthestained-glassman,andagainhisbright,clear,iron-committalglancesweptoverShelton——"really!Ididn'tknow。
  Congratulateyou!"
  Itwasasifhesaid:"You'reamanoftaste;Ishouldsayshewouldgowellinalmostanydrawing-room!"
  "Thanks,"saidShelton;"thereshe'is。Ifyou'llexcuseme,Iwanttospeaktoher。"
  CHAPTERXXIV
  PARADISE
  Antonia,inasunnyangleoftheoldbrickwall,amidthepinksandpoppiesandcornflowers,washummingtoherself。Sheltonsawthestained-glassmanpassoutofsight,then,unobserved,hewatchedhersmellingattheflowers,caressingherfacewitheachinturn,castingawayspoiledblossoms,andallthetimehummingthatsofttune。
  Intwomonths,orthree,allbarriersbetweenhimselfandthisinscrutableyoungEvewouldbreak;shewouldbeapartofhim,andheapartofher;hewouldknowallherthoughts,andsheallhis;
  togethertheywouldbeasone,andallwouldthinkofthem,andtalkofthem,asone;andthiswouldcomeaboutbystandinghalfanhourtogetherinachurch,bythepassingofaring,andthesigningoftheirnames。
  Thesunwasburnishingherhair——sheworenohatflushinghercheeks,sweeteningandmakingsensuousherlimbs;ithadwarmedherthroughandthrough,sothat,liketheflowersandbees,thesunlightandtheair,shewasallmotion,light,andcolour。
  SheturnedandsawSheltonstandingthere。
  "Oh,Dick!"shesaid:"Lendmeyourhand-kerchieftoputtheseflowersin,there'sagoodboy!"
  Hercandideyes,blueastheflowersinherhands,wereclearandcoolasice,butinhersmilewasallthewarmprofusionofthatcorner;thesweetnesshadsoakedintoher,andwaswellingforthagain。Thesightofthosesun-warmedcheeks,andfingerstwiningroundtheflower-stalks,herpearlyteeth,andhairallfragrant,stolethereasonoutofShelton。Hestoodbeforeher,weakabouttheknees。
  "Foundyouatlast!"hesaid。
  Curvingbackherneck,shecriedout,"Catch!"andwithasweepofbothherhandsflungtheflowersintoShelton'sarms。
  Undertherainofflowers,allwarmandodorous,hedroppeddownonhisknees,andputthemonebyonetogether,smellingatthepinks,tohidetheviolenceofhisfeelings。Antoniawentonpickingflowers,andeverytimeherhandwasfullshedroppedthemonhishat,hisshoulder,orhisarms,andwentonpluckingmore;shesmiled,andonherlipsalittledevildanced,thatseemedtoknowwhathewassuffering。AndSheltonfeltthatshedidknow。
  "Areyoutired?"sheasked;"thereareheapsmorewanted。Thesearethebedroom-flowers——fourteenlots。Ican'tthinkhowpeoplecanlivewithoutflowers,canyou?"andcloseabovehisheadsheburiedherfaceinpinks。
  Hekepthiseyesonthepluckedflowersbeforehimonthegrass,andforcedhimselftoanswer,"IthinkIcanholdout。"
  "PooroldDick!"Shehadsteppedback。Thesunlittheclear-cutprofileofhercheek,andpoureditsgoldoverthebosomofherblouse。"PooroldDick!Awfullyhardluck,isn'tit?"Burdenedwithmignonette,shecamesocloseagainthatnowshetouchedhisshoulder,butSheltondidnotlook;breathless,withwildlybeatingheart,hewentonsortingouttheflowers。Theseedsofmignonetterainedonhisneck,andasshelettheblossomsfall,theirperfumefannedhisface。"Youneedn'tsortthemout!"shesaid。
  Wassheenticinghim?Hestolealook;butshewasgoneagain,swayingandsniffingattheflowers。
  "IsupposeI'monlyhinderingyou,"hegrowled;"I'dbettergo。"
  Shelaughed。
  "Iliketoseeyouonyourknees,youlooksofunny!"andasshespokesheflungaclovecarnationathim。"Doesn'titsmellgood?"
  "ToogoodOh,Antonia!whyareyoudoingthis?"
  "WhyamIdoingwhat?"
  "Don'tyouknowwhatyouaredoing?"
  "Why,pickingflowers!"andoncemoreshewasback,bendingandsniffingattheblossoms。
  "That'senough。"