"ButIsupposehe'sreallygood,"shesaid,"Imean,allthosethingshetoldyouaboutwereonly——"
"Good!"heanswered,fidgeting;"Idon'treallyknowwhatthewordmeans。"
Hereyesclouded。"Dick,howcanyou?"theyseemedtosay。
Sheltonstrokedhersleeve。
"TellusaboutMr。Crocker,"shesaid,takingnoheedofhiscaress。
"Thelunatic!"hesaid。
"Lunatic!Why,inyourlettershewassplendid。"
"Soheis,"saidShelton,halfashamed;"he'snotabitmad,really——thatis,IonlywishIwerehalfasmad。"
"Who'sthatmad?"queriedMrs。Dennantfrombehindtheurn——"TomCrocker?Ah,yes!Iknewhismother;shewasaSpringer。"
"Didhedoitintheweek?"saidThea,appearinginthewindowwithakitten。
"Idon'tknow,"Sheltonwasobligedtoanswer。
Theashookbackherhair。
"Icallitawfullyslackofyounottohavefoundout,"shesaid。
Antoniafrowned。
"Youwereverysweettothatyoungforeigner,Dick,"shemurmuredwithasmileatShelton。"Iwishthatwecouldseehim。"
ButSheltonshookhishead。
"Itseemstome,"hemuttered,"thatIdidaboutaslittleforhimasIcould。"
Againherfacegrewthoughtful,asthoughhiswordshadchilledher。
"Idon'tseewhatmoreyoucouldhavedone,"sheanswered。
Adesiretogetclosetoher,halffear,halfache,asenseoffutilityandbafflement,aninnerburning,madehimfeelasthoughaflamewerelickingathisheart。
CHAPTERXXI
ENGLISH
JustasSheltonwasstartingtowalkbacktoOxfordhemetMr。
Dennantcomingfromaride。Antonia'sfatherwasasparemanofmediumheight,withyellowishface,greymoustache,ironicaleyebrows,andsometinycrow's-feet。Inhisold,shortgreycoat,withalittleslitupthemiddleoftheback,hisdrabcordbreeches,ancientmahoganyleggings,andcarefullyblackedboats,hehadadry,threadbarequalitynotwithoutdistinction。
"Ah,Shelton!"hesaid,inhisquietlyfestivevoice;"gladtoseethepilgrimhere,atlast。You'renotoffalready?"and,layinghishandonShelton'sarm,heproposedtowalkalittlewaywithhimacrossthefields。
Thiswasthefirsttimetheyhadmetsincetheengagement;andSheltonbegantonervehimselftoexpresssomesentiment,howeverbald,aboutit。Hesquaredhisshoulders,clearedhisthroat,andlookedaskanceatMr。Dennant。Thatgentlemanwaswalkingstiffly,hiscordbreechesfaintlysqueaking。Heswitchedayellow,jointedcaneagainsthisleggings,andaftereachblowlookedathislegssatirically。Hehimselfwasratherlikethatyellowcane-pale,andslim,andjointed,withfeaturesarchingjustalittle,likethearchingofitshandle。
"Theysayit'llbeabadyearforfruit,"Sheltonsaidatlast。
"Mydearfellow,youdon'tknowyourfarmer,I'mafraid。Weoughttohangsomefarmers——doaworldofgood。Dearsouls!I'vegotsomeperfectstrawberries。"
"Isuppose,"saidShelton,gladtopostponetheevilmoment,"inaclimatelikethisamanmustgrumble。"
"Quiteso,quiteso!Lookatuspoorslavesofland-owners;ifI
couldn'tabusethefarmersIshouldbewretched。Didyoueverseeanythingfinerthanthispasture?Andtheywantmetolowertheirrents!"
AndMr。Dennant'sglancesatiricallywavered,restedonShelton,andwhiskedbacktothegroundasthoughhehadseensomethingthatalarmedhim。Therewasapause。
"Nowforit!"thoughttheyoungerman。
Mr。Dennantkepthiseyesfixedonhisboots。
"Ifthey'dsaid,now,"heremarkedjocosely,"thatthefrosthadnippedthepartridges,there'dhavebeensomesenseinit;butwhatcanyouexpect?They'venoconsideration,dearsouls!"
Sheltontookabreath,and,withavertedeyes,hehurriedlybegan:
"It'sawfullyhard,sir,to——"
Mr。Dennantswitchedhiscaneagainsthisshin。
"Yes,"hesaid,"it'sawfullyhardtoputupwith,butwhatcanafellowdo?Onemusthavefarmers。Why,ifitwasn'tforthefarmers,there'dbestillahareortwoabouttheplace!"
Sheltonlaughedspasmodically;againheglancedaskanceathisfuturefather-in-law。Whatdidthewagglingofhisheadmean,thedeepeningofhiscrow's-feet,theoddcontractionofthemouth?AndhiseyecaughtMr。Dennant'seye;itsexpressionwasqueerabovethefine,drynoseoneofthesortthatreddensinawind。
"I'veneverhadmuchtodowithfarmers,"hesaidatlast。
"Haven'tyou?Luckyfellow!Themost——yes,quitethemosttryingportionofthehumanspecies——nexttodaughters。"
"Well,sir,youcanhardlyexpectme——"beganShelton。
"Idon't——oh,Idon't!D'youknow,Ireallybelievewe'reinforaducking。"
Alargeblackcloudhadcoveredupthesun,andsomedropswerespatteringonMr。Dennant'shardfelthat。
Sheltonwelcomedtheshower;itappearedtohimaninterventiononthepartofProvidence。Hewouldhavetosaysomething,butnotnow,later。
"I'llgoon,"hesaid;"Idon'tmindtherain。Butyou'dbettergetback,sir。"
"Dearme!I've'atenantinthiscottage,'saidMr。Dennantinhis,leisurely,drymanner"andabeggarheistopoach,too。Leastwecando'stoaskforalittleshelter;whatdoyouthink?"andsmilingsarcastically,asthoughdeprecatinghisintentiontokeepdry,herappedonthedoorofaprosperous-lookingcottage。
ItwasopenedbyagirlofAntonia'sageandheight。
"Ah,Phoebe!Yourfatherin?"
"No,"repliedthegirl,fluttering;"father'sout,Mr。Dennant。"
"Sosorry!Willyouletusbideabitoutoftherain?"
Thesweet-lookingPhoebedustedthemtwochairs,and,curtseying,leftthemintheparlour。
"Whataprettygirl!"saidShelton。
"Yes,she'saprettygirl;halftheyoungfellowsareafterher,butshewon'tleaveherfather。Oh,he'sacharmingrascalisthatfellow!"
ThisremarksuddenlybroughthometoSheltontheconvictionthathewasfurtherthaneverfromavoidingthenecessityforspeaking。Hewalkedovertothewindow。Therain。wascomingdownwithfury,thoughagoldenlinefardowntheskypromisedtheshower'squickend。"Forgoodness'sake,"hethought,"letmesaysomething,howeveridiotic,andgetitover!"Buthedidnotturn;akindofparalysishadseizedonhim。
"Tremendousheavyrain!"hesaidatlast;"comingdowninwaterspouts。"
Itwouldhavebeenjustaseasytosay:"Ibelieveyourdaughtertobethesweetestthingonearth;Iloveher,andI'mgoingtomakeherhappy!"Justaseasy,justaboutthesameamountofbreathrequired;buthecouldn'tsayit!Hewatchedtherainstreamandhissagainsttheleavesandchurnthedustontheparchedroadwithitsinsistenttorrent;andhenoticedwithprecisionallthedetailsoftheprocessgoingonoutsidehowtheraindropsdartedattheleaveslikespears,andhowtheleavesshookthemselvesfreeahundredtimesaminute,whilelittlerunnelsofwater,ice-clear,rolledovertheiredges,softandquick。Henoticed,too,themournfulheadofashelteringcowthatwaschewingatthehedge。
Mr。Dennanthadnotrepliedtohisremarkabouttherain。SodisconcertingwasthissilencethatSheltonturned。Hisfuturefather-in-law,uponhiswoodenchair,wasstaringathiswell-blackedboots,bendingforwardabovehispartedknees,andproddingatthecarpet;aglimpseathisfacedisturbedShelton'sresolution。Itwasnotforbidding,stern,discouraging——notintheleast;ithadmerelyforthemomentceasedtolooksatirical。ThiswassostartlingthatSheltonlosthischanceofspeaking。ThereseemedahearttoMr。
Dennant'sgravity;asthoughforoncehewerelookinggravebecausehefeltso。ButglancingupatShelton,hisdryjocosityreappearedatonce。
"Whatadayforducks!"hesaid;andagaintherewasunmistakablealarmabouttheeye。Wasitpossiblethathe,too,dreadedsomething?
"Ican'texpress——"beganSheltonhurriedly。
"Yes,it'sbeastlytogetwet,"saidMr。Dennant,andhesang——
Forwecanwrestleandfight,myboys,Andjumpoutanywhere。
"You'llbewithusforthatdinner-partynextweek,eh?Capital!
There'stheBishopofBlumenthalandoldSirJackBuckwell;Imustgetmywifetoputyoubetweenthem——"
Forit'smydelightofastarrynight——
"TheBishop'sagreatanti-divorceman,andoldBuckwell'sbeeninthecourtatleasttwice——'
Intheseasonoftheyear!
"Willyoupleasetotakesometea,gentlemen?"saidthevoiceofPhoebeinthedoorway。
"No,thankyou,Phoebe。Thatgirloughttogetmarried,"wentonMr。
Dennant,asPhoebeblushinglywithdrew。Aflushshowedqueerlyonhissallowcheeks。"Ashametokeephertiedlikethistoherfather'sapron-strings——selfishfellow,that!"Helookedupsharply,asifhehadmadeadangerousremark。
Thekeeperhewaswatchingus,Forhimwedidn'tcare!
SheltonsuddenlyfeltcertainthatAntonia'sfatherwasjustasanxioustosaysomethingexpressiveofhisfeelings,andasunableashimself。Andthiswascomforting。
"Youknow,sir——"hebegan。
ButMr。Dennant'seyebrowsrose,hiscrow's-feettwinkled;hispersonalityseemedtoshrinktogether。
"ByJove!"hesaid,"it'sstopped!Now'sourchance!Comealong,mydearfellow;delaysaredangerous!"andwithhisbanteringcourtesyheheldthedoorforSheltontopassout。"Ithinkwe'llparthere,"hesaid——"Ialmostthinkso。Goodlucktoyou!"
Heheldouthisdry,yellowhand。Sheltonseizedit,wrungithard,andmutteredtheword:
"Grateful!"
AgainMr。Dennant'seyebrowsquiveredasiftheyhadbeentweaked;hehadbeenfoundout,andhedislikedit。Thecolourinhisfacehaddiedaway;itwascalm,wrinkled,dead-lookingundertheflattened,narrowbrimofhisblackhat;hisgreymoustachedroopedthinly;thecrow's-feethardenedroundhiseyes;hisnostrilsweredistendedbythequeerestsmile。
"Gratitude!"hesaid;"almostavice,isn'tit?Good-night!"
Shelton'sfacequivered;heraisedhishat,and,turningasabruptlyashissenior,proceededonhisway。HehadbeenplayinginacomedythatcouldonlyhavebeenplayedinEngland。Hecouldaffordtosmilenowathispastdiscomfort,havingnolongerthesenseofdutyunfulfilled。Everythinghadbeensaidthatwasrightandpropertobesaid,inthewaythatwesuchthingsshouldsay。Noviolencehadbeendone;hecouldaffordtosmile——smileathimself,atMr。
Dennant,atto-morrow;smileatthesweetaromaoftheearth,theshy,unwillingsweetnessthatonlyrainbringsforth。
CHAPTERXXII
THECOUNTRYHOUSE
TheluncheonhouratHolmOaks,was,asinmanywell-bredcountryhouses——outoftheshootingseason,beitunderstood——thesoulfulhour。Thefermentofthedailydoingswasthenatitsfullheight,andtheclamourofitsconversationontheweather,andthedogs,thehorses,neighbours,cricket,golf,wasmingledwithaliterarymurmur;fortheDennantsweresuperior,anditwasquiteusualtohearremarkslikethese"Haveyoureadthatcharmin'thingofPoser's?"or,"Yes,I'vegottheneweditionofoldBablington:
delightfullybound——solight。"AnditwasinJulythatHolmOaks,asagathering-placeoftheelect,wasatitsbest。ForinJulyithadbecomecustomarytowelcometheremanyofthosepoorsoulsfromLondonwhoarrivedexhaustedbytheseason,andthanwhomnoseamstressinatwo-pairbackcouldbetterhaveearnedaholiday。
TheDennantsthemselvesneverwenttoLondonfortheseason。Itwastheirgoodpleasurenotto。Aweekorfortnightofitsatisfiedthem。Theyhadaradicalweaknessforfreshair,andAntonia,evenafterherpresentationtwoseasonsback,hadinsistedonreturninghome,stigmatisingLondonballsas"stuffythings。"
WhenSheltonarrivedthestreamhadonlyjustbegun,buteverydaybroughtfresh,orratherjaded,peopletooccupytheold,dark,sweet-smellingbedrooms。Individually,helikedhisfellow-guests,buthefoundhimselfobservingthem。Heknewthat,ifamanjudgedpeoplesingly,almostallwerebetterthanhimself;onlywhenjudgedinbulkweretheyworthyofthesweepingcriticismshefeltinclinedtopassonthem。Heknewthisjustasheknewthattheconventions,havingbeeninventedtopreventmanfollowinghisnaturaldesires,weremerelythedisapprovingsumsofinnumerableindividualapprovals。
Itwasinthebulk;then,thathefoundhimselfobserving。Butwithhisamiabilityanddreadofnotorietyheremainedtoallappearanceawell-bred,docilecreature,andhekepthisjudgmentstohimself。
Inthematterofintellecthemadearoughdivisionoftheguests——
thosewhoacceptedthingswithoutamurmur,thosewhoacceptedthemwithcarpingjocularity;inthematterofmoralshefoundtheyallacceptedthingswithoutthesemblanceofakick。Toshowsignofprivatemoraljudgmentwastohavelostyoursoul,and,worse,tobeabitofanoutsider。Hegatheredthisbyintuitionratherthanfromconversation;forconversationnaturallytabooedsuchquestions,andwascarriedonintheloudandcheerfultonespeculiartopeopleofgoodbreeding。Sheltonhadneverbeenabletoacquirethistone,andhecouldnothelpfeelingthattheinabilitymadehimmoreorlessanobjectofsuspicion。Theatmospherestruckhimasitneverhadbefore,causinghimtofeeladoubtofhisgentility。Couldamansufferfrompassion,heart-searchings,ormisgivings,andremainagentleman?Itseemedimprobable。Oneofhisfellow-guests,amancalledEdgbaston,small-eyedandsemi-bald,withadarkmoustacheandadistinguishedairofmeanness,disconcertedhimonedaybyremarkingofanunknownperson,"Ahalf-bredlookin'chap;didn'tseemtoknowhismind。"Sheltonwasharassedbyahorriddoubt。
Everythingseemeddividedintoclasses,carefullydocketedandvalued。Forinstance,aBritonwasofmorevaluethanaman,andwivesthanwomen。Thosethingsorphasesoflifewithwhichpeoplehadnopersonalacquaintancewereregardedwithafaintamusementandacertaindisapproval。Theprinciplesoftheupperclass,infact,werestrictlyfollowed。
Hewasinthathypersenstiveandnervousstatefavourableforrecordingcurrentsforeigntoitself。Thingshehadneverbeforenoticednowhadprofoundeffectonhim,suchasthetoneinwhichmenspokeofwomen——notpreciselywithhostility,norexactlywithcontemptbest,perhaps,describedasculturedjeering;never,ofcourse,whenmenspokeoftheirownwives,mothers,sisters,orimmediatefriends,butmerelywhentheyspokeofanyotherwomen。Hereflecteduponthis,andcametotheconclusionthat,amongtheupperclasses,eachman'sownpropertywasholy,whileotherwomenwerecreatedtosupplyhimwithgossip,jests,andspice。Anotherthingthatstruckhimwasthewayinwhichthewarthengoingonwasmadeintoanaffairofclass。Intheirviewitwasabaddishbusiness,becausepoorhackBlankandPeterBlank-Blankhadlosttheirlives,andpoorTeddyBlankhadnowonearminsteadoftwo。Humanityingeneralwasomitted,butnottheupperclasses,nor,incidentally,thecountrywhichbelongedtothem。Fortheretheywere,allseatedinarow,witheyesfixedonthehorizonoftheirlawns。
Lateoneevening,billiardsandmusicbeingoverandtheladiesgone,Sheltonreturnedfromchangingtohissmoking-suit,anddroppedintooneofthegreatarm-chairsthateveninsummermadeasemicircleroundthefenderedhearth。Freshfromhisgood-nightpartingwithAntonia,hesatperhapstenminutesbeforehebegantotakeinallthefiguresintheirparti-colouredsmokingjackets,cross-legged,withglassesintheirhands,andcigarsbetweentheirteeth。
Themaninthenextchairrousedhimbyputtingdownhistumblerwithatap,andseatinghimselfuponthecushionedfender。Throughthemistofsmoke,withshouldershunched,elbowsandkneescrookedout,cigarprotruding,beak-ways,belowhisnose,andthecrimsoncollarofhissmokingjacketbuttonedcloseasplumageonhisbreast,helookedalittlelikeagorgeousbird。
"Theydoyouawfullywell,"hesaid。
AvoicefromthechaironShelton'srightreplied,"TheydoyoubetteratVerado's。"
"TheVeaud'Or'sthebestplace;theygiveyouTurkishbathsfornothing!"drawledafatmanwithatinymouth。
Thesuavityofthispronouncementenfoldedallaswithablessing。
Andatonce,asifbymagic,intheold,oak-panelledroom,theworldfellnaturallyintoitsthreedepartments:thatwheretheydoyouwell;thatwheretheydoyoubetter;andthatwheretheygiveyouTurkishbathsfornothing。
"IfyouwantTurkishbaths,"saidatallyouthwithcleanredface,whohadcomeintotheroom,andstood,hismouthalittleopen,andlongfeetjuttingwithsweethelplessnessinfrontofhim,"youshouldgo,youknow,toBudaPesth;mostawfullyrippin'there。"
Sheltonsawanindescribableappreciationriseoneveryface,asthoughtheyhadbeenofferedtrufflesorsomethingequallydelicious。
"Ohno,Poodles,"saidthemanperchedonthefender。"AJohnnyI
knowtellsmethey'renothingtoSofia。"Hisfacewastransfiguredbythesubtlegloatingofamanenjoyingvicebyproxy。
"Ah!"drawledthesmall-mouthedman,"there'snothingfittoholdacandletoBaghda-ad。"
Onceagainhisutteranceenfoldedallaswithablessing,andonceagaintheworldfellintoitsthreedepartments:thatwheretheydoyouwell;thatwheretheydoyoubetter;and——Baghdad。
Sheltonthoughttohimself:"Whydon'tIknowaplacethat'sbetterthanBaghdad?"
Hefeltsoinsignificant。Itseemedthatheknewnoneofthesedelightfulspots;thathewasofnousetoanyofhisfellow-men;
thoughprivatelyhewasconvincedthatallthesespeakerswereas。
ignorantashimself,andmerelyfounditwarmingtorecallsuchthingsastheyhadheard,withthatpeculiargloatinglook。Alas!
hisanecdoteswouldneverearnforhimthatprizeofpersonsinsociety,thelabelofa"goodchap"and"sportsman。"
"HaveyoueverbeeninBaghdad?"hefeeblyasked。
Thefatmandidnotanswer;hehadbegunananecdote,andinhisbroadexpanseoffacehistinymouthwrithedlikeacaterpillar。Theanecdotewashumorous。
WiththeexceptionofAntonia,Sheltonsawbutlittleoftheladies,for,followingthewell-knowncustomofthecountryhouse,menandwomenavoidedeachotherasmuchasmightbe。Theymetatmeals,andoccasionallyjoinedintennisandincroquet;otherwiseitseemed——
almostOrientally——agreedthattheywerebetterkeptapart。
Chancingonedaytoenterthewithdrawingroom,whilesearchingforAntonia,hefoundthathehadlightedonafemininediscussion;hewouldhavebeatenaretreat,ofcourse,butitseemedtooobviousthathewasmerelylookingforhisfiancee,so,sittingdown,helistened。
TheHonourableCharlottePenguin,stillknittingasilktie——thesixthsincethatshehadbeenknittingatHyeres——satonthelowwindow-seatclosetoahydrangea,thepetalsofwhoseroundflowersalmostkissedhersanguinecheek。Hereyeswerefixedwithlanguidaspirationontheladywhowasspeaking。Thiswasasquarewomanofmediumheight,withgreyhairbrushedfromherlowforehead,theexpressionofwhosefacewasbriskandrathercross。Shewasstandingwithabook,asifdeliveringasermon。Hadshebeenamanshemighthavebeendescribedasabrightyoungmanofbusiness;for,thoughgrey,shenevercouldbeold,noreverlosethepowerofformingquickdecisions。Herfeaturesandhereyeswerepromptandslightlyhard,tingedwithfaithfanaticalinthejusticeofherjudgments,andshehadthatfussysimplenessofdresswhichindicatestherighttomeddle。Notred,notwhite,neitheryellownorquiteblue,hercomplexionwassuffusedwithacertainmixtureofthesecolours,adaptedtotheclimate;andhersmilehadastrangesoursweetness,likenothingbuttheflavourofanappleontheturn。
"Idon'tcarewhattheytellyou,"shewassaying——notoffensively,thoughhervoiceseemedtoimplythatshehadnotimetowasteinpleasing——"inallmydealingswiththemI'vefounditbesttotreatthemquitelikechildren。"
Alady,behindtheTimes,smiled;hermouth——indeed,herwholehard,handsomeface——wasreminiscentofdappledrocking-horsesfoundintheSohoBazaar。Shecrossedherfeet,andsomerichandsilkstuffrustled。Herwholepersonalityseemedtocreakas,withoutlooking,sheansweredinharshtones:
"Ifindthepooraremostdelightfulpersons。"
SybilDennant,seatedonthesofa,withafeatherylaughshotabarkingterrierdogatShelton。
"Here'sDick,"shesaid。"Well,Dick,what'syouropinion?"
Sheltonlookedaroundhim,scared。Theelderladieswhohadspokenhadfixedtheireyesonhim,andintheirgazehereadhisutterinsignificance。
"Oh,thatyoungman!"theyseemedtosay。"Expectapracticalremarkfromhim?Now,come!"
"Opinion,"hestammered,"ofthepoor?Ihaven'tany。"
Thepersononherfeet,whosenamewasMrs。Mattock,directingherpeculiarsweet-soursmileatthedistinguishedladywiththeTimes,said:
"Perhapsyou'venothadexperienceoftheminLondon,LadyBonington?"
LadyBonington,inanswer,rustled。
"Oh,dotellusabouttheslums,Mrs。Mattock!"criedSybil。
"Slummingmustbesplendid!It'ssodeadlyhere——nothingbutflannelpetticoats。"
"Thepoor,mydear,"beganMrs。Mattock,"arenottheleastbitwhatyouthinkthem——"
"Oh,d'youknow,Ithinkthey'rerathernice!"brokeinAuntCharlotteclosetothehydrangea。
"Youthinkso?"saidMrs。Mattocksharply。"Ifindtheydonothingbutgrumble。"
"Theydon'tgrumbleatme:theyaredelightfulpersons",andLadyBoningtongaveSheltonagrimsmile。
Hecouldnothelpthinkingthattogrumbleinthepresenceofthatrich,despoticpersonalitywouldrequireasuperhumancourage。
"They'rethemostungratefulpeopleintheworld,"saidMrs。Mattock。
"Why,then,"thoughtShelton,"doyougoamongstthem?"
Shecontinued,"Onemustdothemgood,one,mustdoone'sduty,butastogettingthanks——"
LadyBoningtonsardonicallysaid,"Poorthings!theyhavealottobear。"
"Thelittlechildren!"murmuredAuntCharlotte,withaflushingcheekandshiningeyes;"it'sratherpathetic。"
"Childrenindeed!"saidMrs。Mattock。"Itputsmeoutofallpatiencetoseethewaythattheyneglectthem。Peoplearesosentimentalaboutthepoor。"
LadyBoningtoncreakedagain。Hersplendidshoulderswerewedgedintoherchair;herfinedarkhair,gleamingwithsilver,sprangbackuponherbrow;arubybraceletglowedonthepowerfulwristthatheldthejournal;sherockedhercopper-slipperedfoot。Shedidnotappeartobetoosentimental。
"Iknowtheyoftenhaveaveryeasytime,"saidMrs。Mattock,asifsomeonehadinjuredherseverely。AndSheltonsaw,notwithoutpity,thatFatehadscoredherkindandsquashed-upfacewithwrinkles,whosetinyfurrowswereeloquentofgoodintentionsfrustratedbytheunpracticalanddiscontentedpoor。"Dowhatyouwill,theyareneversatisfied;theyonlyresentone'shelp,orelsetheytakethehelpandneverthankyouforit!"
"Oh!"murmuredAuntCharlotte,"that'sratherhard。"
Sheltonhadbeengrowing,moreuneasy。Hesaidabruptly:
"IshoulddothesameifIwerethey。"
Mrs。Mattock'sbrowneyesflewathim;LadyBoningtonspoketotheTimes;herrubybraceletandabanglejingled。
"Weoughttoputourselvesintheirplaces。"
Sheltoncouldnothelpasmile;LadyBoningtonintheplacesofthepoor!
"Oh!"exclaimedMrs。Mattock,"Iputmyselfentirelyintheirplace。
Iquiteunderstandtheirfeelings。Butingratitudeisarepulsivequality。"
"Theyseemunabletoputthemselvesinyourplace,"murmuredShelton;
andinafitofcouragehetooktheroominwithasweepingglance。
Yes,thatroomwaswonderfullyconsistent,withitsairofperfectsecond-handedness,asifeachpicture,andeachpieceoffurniture,eachbook,eachladypresent,hadbeenmadefrompatterns。Theywereallwidelydifferent,yetalllikeworksofartseeninsomeexhibitionshadthelookofbeingafterthedesignsofsomeoriginalspirit。Thewholeroomwaschaste,restrained,derived,practical,andcomfortable;neitherinvirtuenorinwork,neitherinmanner,speech,appearance,norintheory,coulditgiveitselfaway。
CHAPTERXXIII
THESTAINED-GLASSMAN
StilllookingforAntonia,Sheltonwentuptothemorning-room。TheaDennantandanothergirlwereseatedinthewindow,talking。Fromthelooktheygavehimhesawthathehadbetterneverhavebeenborn;hehastilywithdrew。Descendingtothehall,hecameonMr。
Dennantcrossingtohisstudy,withahandfulofofficial-lookingpapers。
"Ah,Shelton!"saidhe,"youlookalittlelost。Istheshrineinvisible?"
Sheltongrinned,said"Yes,"andwentonlooking。Hewasnotfortunate。Inthedining-roomsatMrs。Dennant,makingupherlistofbooks。
"Dogivemeyouropinion,Dick,"shesaid。"Everybody'sreadin'
thisthingofKatherineAsterick's;Ibelieveit'ssimplybecauseshe'sgotatitle。"
"Onemustreadabookforsomereasonorother,"answeredShelton。
"Well,"returnedMrs。Dennant,"Ihatedoin'thingsjustbecauseotherpeopledothem,andIsha'n'tgetit。"
"Good!"
Mrs。Dennantmarkedthecatalogue。
"Here'sLinseed'slast,ofcourse;thoughImustsayIdon'tcareforhim,butIsupposeweoughttohaveitinthehouse。Andthere'sQuality's'TheSplendidDiatribes':that'ssuretobegood,he'salwayssorefined。ButwhatamItodoaboutthisofArthurBaal's?
Theysaythathe'sacharlatan,buteverybodyreadshim,don'tyouknow";andoverthecatalogueSheltoncaughtthegleamofhare-likeeyes。
Decisionhadvanishedfromherface,withitsarchednoseandslightlyslopingchin,asthoughsomeonehadsuddenlyappealedtohertotrustherinstincts。Itwasquitepathetic。Still,therewasalwaysthebook'scirculationtoformherjudgmentby。
"IthinkI'dbettermarkit,"shesaid,"don'tyou?Wereyoulookin'forAntonia?IfyoucomeacrossBunyaninthegarden,Dick,dosayIwanttoseehim;he'sgettin'tobeaperfectnuisance。I
canunderstandhisfeelin's,butreallyhe'scarryin'ittoofar。"
Primedwithhismessagetotheunder-gardener,Sheltonwent。Hetookadespairinglookintothebilliard-room。Antoniawasnotthere。
Instead,atallandfat-cheekedgentlemanwithaneatmoustache,calledMabbey,waspractisingthespot-stroke。HepausedasSheltonentered,and,poutinglikeababy,askedinasleepyvoice,"Playmeahundredup?"
Sheltonshookhishead,stammeredouthissorrow,andwasabouttogo。
ThegentlemancalledMabbey,plaintivelyfeelingtheplaceswherehismoustachesjoinedhispinkandglossycheeks,askedwithanairofsomesurprise,"What'syourgeneralgame,then?"
"Ireallydon'tknow,"saidShelton。
ThegentlemancalledMabbeychalkedhiscue,and,movinghisround,knock-kneedlegsintheirtighttrousers,tookuphispositionforthestroke。
"Whatpricethat?"hesaid,asheregainedtheperpendicular;andhiswell-fedeyesfollowedSheltonwithsleepyinquisition。"Curiousdarkhorse,Shelton,"theyseemedtosay。
Sheltonhurriedout,andwasabouttorundownthelowerlawn,whenhewasaccostedbyanotherpersonwalkinginthesunshine——aslight-
builtmaninaturned-downcollar,withathinandfairmoustache,andafaintbluishtintononesideofhishighforehead,causedbyanetworkofthinveins。Hisfacehadsomethingoftheyouthful,optimistic,stained-glasslookpeculiartotherefinedEnglishtype。
Hewalkedelastically,yetwithtrimprecision,asifhehadapleasanttasteinfurnitureandchurches,andheldtheSpectatorinhishand。
"Ah,Shelton!"hesaidinhigh-tunedtones,haltinghislegsinsuchaneasyattitudethatitwasimpossibletointerruptit:"cometotaketheair?"
Shelton'sownbrownface,nondescriptnose,andhisamiablebutdoggedchincontrastedstrangelywiththeclear-cutfeaturesofthestained-glassman。
"IhearfromHalidomethatyou'regoingtostandforParliament,"thelattersaid。
Shelton,recallingHalidome'sautocraticmannerofsettlingotherpeople'sbusiness,smiled。
"DoIlooklikeit?"heasked。
Theeyebrowsquiveredonthestained-glassman。Ithadneveroccurredtohim,perhaps,thattostandforParliamentamanmustlooklikeit;heexaminedSheltonwithsomecuriosity。
"Ah,well,"hesaid,"nowyoumentionit,perhapsnot。"Hiseyes,socarefullyironical,althoughtheydifferedfromtheeyesofMabbey,alsoseemedtoaskofSheltonwhatsortofadarkhorsehewas。
"You'restillintheDomesticOffice,then?"askedShelton。
Thestained-glassmanstoopedtosniffarosebush。"Yes,"hesaid;
"itsuitsmeverywell。Igetlotsoftimeformyartwork。"
"Thatmustbeveryinteresting,"saidShelton,whoseglancewasrovingforAntonia;"Inevermanagedtobeginahobby。"
"Neverhadahobby!"saidthestained-glassman,brushingbackhishairhewaswalkingwithnohat;"why,whatthedeuced'youdo?"
Sheltoncouldnotanswer;theideahadnevertroubledhim。
"Ireallydon'tknow,"hesaid,embarrassed;"there'salwayssomethinggoingon,asfarasIcansee。"
Thestained-glassmanplacedhishandswithinhispockets,andhisbrightglancesweptoverhiscompanion。
"Afellowmusthaveahobbytogivehimaninterestinlife,"hesaid。
"Aninterestinlife?"repeatedSheltongrimly;"lifeitselfisgoodenoughforme。"
"Oh!"repliedthestained-glassman,asthoughhedisapprovedofregardinglifeitselfasinteresting。
"That'sallverywell,butyouwantsomethingmorethanthat。Whydon'tyoutakeupwoodcarving?"
"Wood-carving?"
"ThemomentIgetfaggedwithofficepapersandthatsortofthingI
takeupmywood-carving;goodasagameofhockey。"
"Ihaven'ttheenthusiasm。"
Theeyebrowsofthestained-glassmantwitched;hetwistedhismoustache。
"You'llfindnothavingahobbydoesn'tpay,"hesaid;"you'llgetold,thenwhere'llyoube?"
Itcameasasurprisethatheshouldusethewords"itdoesn'tpay,"
forhehadakindofpartiallyenamelledlook,likethatmodernjewellerywhichreallyseemsunconsciousofitsmarketvalue。
"You'vegivenuptheBar?Don'tyougetawfullyboredhavingnothingtodo?"pursuedthestained-glassman,stoppingbeforeanancientsundial。
Sheltonfeltadelicacy,asamannaturallywould,inexplainingthatbeinginlovewasinitselfenoughtodo。Todonothingisunworthyofaman!Buthehadneverfeltasyetthewantofanyoccupation。
Hissilenceinnowaydisconcertedhisacquaintance。
"That'saniceoldarticleofvirtue,"hesaid,pointingwithhischin;and,walkingroundthesundial,hemadeitsacquaintancefromtheotherside。Itsgreyprofilecastathinandshorteningshadowontheturf;tonguesofmosswerelickingatitssides;thedaisiesclusteredthickarounditsbase;ithadacquiredalookofgrowingfromthesoil。"Ishouldliketogetholdofthat,"thestained-
glassmanremarked;"Idon'tknowwhenI'veseenabetterspecimen,"
andhewalkedrounditonceagain。
Hiseyebrowswerestillironicallyarched,butbelowthemhiseyeswerealmostcalculating,andbelowthem,again,hismouthhadopenedjustalittle。Apersonwithakeenereyewouldhavesaidhisfacelookedgreedy,andevenSheltonwassurprised,asthoughhehadreadintheSpectatoraconfessionofcommercialism。
"Youcouldn'tuprootathinglikethat,"hesaid;"itwouldloseallitscharm。"
Hiscompanionturnedimpatiently,andhiscountenancelookedwonderfullygenuine。
"Couldn'tI?"hesaid。"ByJove!Ithoughtso。1690!Thebestperiod。"Heranhisforgerroundthesundial'sedge。"Splendidline-cleanasthedaytheymadeit。Youdon'tseemtocaremuchaboutthatsortofthing";andonceagain,asthoughaccustomedtotheindifferenceofVandals,hisfaceregaineditsmask。
Theystrolledontowardsthekitchengardens,Sheltonstillbusysearchingeverypatchofshade。Hewantedtosay"Can'tstop,"andhurryoff;buttherewasaboutthestained-glassmanasomethingthat,whilestingingShelton'sfeelings,madetheshowingofthemquiteimpossible。"Feelings!"thatpersonseemedtosay;"allverywell,butyouwantmorethanthat。Whynottakeupwood-carving?……Feelings!IwasborninEngland,andhavebeenatCambridge。"
"Areyoustayinglong?"heaskedShelton。"IgoontoHalidome'sto-morrow;supposeIsha'n'tseeyouthere?Good,chap,oldHalidome!Collectionofetchingsveryfine!"
"No;I'mstayingon,"saidShelton。
"Ah!"saidthestained-glassman,"charmingpeople,theDennants!"
Shelton,reddeningslowly,turnedhisheadaway;hepickedagooseberry,andmuttered,"Yes。"
"Theeldestgirlespecially;nononsenseabouther。Ithoughtshewasaparticularlynicegirl。"
SheltonheardthispraiseofAntoniawithanoddsensation;itgavehimthereverseofpleasure,asthoughthewordshadcastnewlightuponher。Hegruntedhastily,"Isupposeyouknowthatwe'reengaged?"
"Really!"saidthestained-glassman,andagainhisbright,clear,iron-committalglancesweptoverShelton——"really!Ididn'tknow。
Congratulateyou!"
Itwasasifhesaid:"You'reamanoftaste;Ishouldsayshewouldgowellinalmostanydrawing-room!"
"Thanks,"saidShelton;"thereshe'is。Ifyou'llexcuseme,Iwanttospeaktoher。"
CHAPTERXXIV
PARADISE
Antonia,inasunnyangleoftheoldbrickwall,amidthepinksandpoppiesandcornflowers,washummingtoherself。Sheltonsawthestained-glassmanpassoutofsight,then,unobserved,hewatchedhersmellingattheflowers,caressingherfacewitheachinturn,castingawayspoiledblossoms,andallthetimehummingthatsofttune。
Intwomonths,orthree,allbarriersbetweenhimselfandthisinscrutableyoungEvewouldbreak;shewouldbeapartofhim,andheapartofher;hewouldknowallherthoughts,andsheallhis;
togethertheywouldbeasone,andallwouldthinkofthem,andtalkofthem,asone;andthiswouldcomeaboutbystandinghalfanhourtogetherinachurch,bythepassingofaring,andthesigningoftheirnames。
Thesunwasburnishingherhair——sheworenohatflushinghercheeks,sweeteningandmakingsensuousherlimbs;ithadwarmedherthroughandthrough,sothat,liketheflowersandbees,thesunlightandtheair,shewasallmotion,light,andcolour。
SheturnedandsawSheltonstandingthere。
"Oh,Dick!"shesaid:"Lendmeyourhand-kerchieftoputtheseflowersin,there'sagoodboy!"
Hercandideyes,blueastheflowersinherhands,wereclearandcoolasice,butinhersmilewasallthewarmprofusionofthatcorner;thesweetnesshadsoakedintoher,andwaswellingforthagain。Thesightofthosesun-warmedcheeks,andfingerstwiningroundtheflower-stalks,herpearlyteeth,andhairallfragrant,stolethereasonoutofShelton。Hestoodbeforeher,weakabouttheknees。
"Foundyouatlast!"hesaid。
Curvingbackherneck,shecriedout,"Catch!"andwithasweepofbothherhandsflungtheflowersintoShelton'sarms。
Undertherainofflowers,allwarmandodorous,hedroppeddownonhisknees,andputthemonebyonetogether,smellingatthepinks,tohidetheviolenceofhisfeelings。Antoniawentonpickingflowers,andeverytimeherhandwasfullshedroppedthemonhishat,hisshoulder,orhisarms,andwentonpluckingmore;shesmiled,andonherlipsalittledevildanced,thatseemedtoknowwhathewassuffering。AndSheltonfeltthatshedidknow。
"Areyoutired?"sheasked;"thereareheapsmorewanted。Thesearethebedroom-flowers——fourteenlots。Ican'tthinkhowpeoplecanlivewithoutflowers,canyou?"andcloseabovehisheadsheburiedherfaceinpinks。
Hekepthiseyesonthepluckedflowersbeforehimonthegrass,andforcedhimselftoanswer,"IthinkIcanholdout。"
"PooroldDick!"Shehadsteppedback。Thesunlittheclear-cutprofileofhercheek,andpoureditsgoldoverthebosomofherblouse。"PooroldDick!Awfullyhardluck,isn'tit?"Burdenedwithmignonette,shecamesocloseagainthatnowshetouchedhisshoulder,butSheltondidnotlook;breathless,withwildlybeatingheart,hewentonsortingouttheflowers。Theseedsofmignonetterainedonhisneck,andasshelettheblossomsfall,theirperfumefannedhisface。"Youneedn'tsortthemout!"shesaid。
Wassheenticinghim?Hestolealook;butshewasgoneagain,swayingandsniffingattheflowers。
"IsupposeI'monlyhinderingyou,"hegrowled;"I'dbettergo。"
Shelaughed。
"Iliketoseeyouonyourknees,youlooksofunny!"andasshespokesheflungaclovecarnationathim。"Doesn'titsmellgood?"
"ToogoodOh,Antonia!whyareyoudoingthis?"
"WhyamIdoingwhat?"
"Don'tyouknowwhatyouaredoing?"
"Why,pickingflowers!"andoncemoreshewasback,bendingandsniffingattheblossoms。
"That'senough。"
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