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  Itwasnotlongbeforetheinevitablechangecameinthespiritofthesituation;moreandmorewasSheltonconsciousofaquaintuneasinessintheverybreathingofthehousehold。
  "Curiousfellowyou'vegotholdofthere,Shelton,"Mr。Dennantsaidtohimduringagameofcroquet;"he'llneverdoanygoodforhimself,I'mafraid。"
  "InonesenseI'mafraidnot,"admittedShelton。
  "Doyouknowhisstory?Iwillbetyousixpence"——andMr。Dennantpausedtoswinghismalletwithaproperaccuracy"thathe'sbeeninprison。"
  "Prison!"ejaculatedShelton。
  "Ithink,"saidMr。Dennant,withbentkneescarefullymeasuringhisnextshot,"thatyououghttomakeinquiries——ah!missedit!
  Awkwardthesehoops!Onemustdrawthelinesomewhere。"
  "Inevercoulddraw,"returnedShelton,nettledanduneasy;"butI
  understand——I'llgivehimahinttogo。"
  "Don't,"saidMr。Dennant,movingafterhissecondball,whichSheltonhadsmittentothefartherend,"beoffended,mydearShelton,andbynomeansgivehimahint;heinterestsmeverymuch——
  averyclever,quietyoungfellow。"
  ThatthiswasnothisprivateviewSheltoninferredbystudyingMr。
  Dennant'smannerinthepresenceofthevagabond。Underlyingthewell-bredbanterofthetranquilvoice,theguardedquizzicalityofhispalebrownface,itcouldbeseenthatAlgernonCuffeDennant,Esq。,J。P。,accustomedtolaughatotherpeople,suspectedthathewasbeinglaughedat。Whatmorenaturalthanthatheshouldgropeabouttoseehowthiscouldbe?AvagrantalienwasmakinghimselffeltbyanEnglishJusticeofthePeace——nosmalltribute,this,toFerrand'spersonality。Thelatterwouldsitsilentthroughameal,andyetmakehiseffect。He,theobjectoftheirkindness,education,patronage,inspiredtheirfear。Therewasnolongeranydoubt;itwasnotofFerrandthattheywereafraid,butofwhattheydidnotunderstandinhim;ofhorridsubtletiesmeanderinginthebrainunderthatstraight,wet-lookinghair;ofsomethingbizarrepoppingfromthecurvinglipsbelowthatthin,lopsidednose。
  ButtoSheltoninthis,asinallelse,Antoniawaswhatmattered。
  Atfirst,anxioustoshowherloverthatshetrustedhim,sheseemednevertiredofdoingthingsforhisyoungprotege,asthoughshetoohadsetherheartonhissalvation;but,watchinghereyeswhentheyrestedonthevagabond,SheltonwasperpetuallyremindedofhersayingonthefirstdayofhisvisittoHolmOaks,"Isupposehe'sreallygood——Imeanallthesethingsyoutoldmeaboutwereonly……"
  Curiosityneverleftherglance,nordidthatstoryofhisfourdays'
  starvingleavehermind;asentimentalpicturesquenessclungaboutthatincidentmorevaluablebyfarthanthismerehumanbeingwithwhomshehadsostrangelycomeincontact。ShewatchedFerrand,andSheltonwatchedher。Ifhehadbeentoldthathewaswatchingher,hewouldhavedenieditingoodfaith;buthewasboundtowatchher,tofindoutwithwhateyessheviewedthisvisitorwhoembodiedalltherebelliousunder-sideoflife,allthatwasabsentinherself。
  "Dick,"shesaidtohimoneday,"younevertalktomeofMonsieurFerrand。"
  "Doyouwanttotalkofhim?"
  "Don'tyouthinkthathe'simproved?"
  "He'sfatter。"
  Antonialookedgrave。
  "No,butreally?"
  "Idon'tknow,"saidShelton;"Ican'tjudgehim。"
  Antoniaturnedherfaceaway,andsomethinginherattitudealarmedhim。
  "Hewasonceasortofgentleman,"shesaid;"whyshouldn'thebecomeoneagain?"
  Sittingonthelowwallofthekitchen-garden,herheadwasframedbygoldenplums。Thesunlaybarredbehindthefoliageoftheholmoak,butalittlepatchfilteringthroughagaphadrestedintheplum-
  tree'sheart。Itcrownedthegirl。Herraiment,thedarkleaves,theredwall,thegoldenplums,werewovenbythepassingglowtoablockofpagancolour。Andherfaceaboveit,chaste,serene,waslikethescentlesssummerevening。Abirdamongstthecurrantbusheskeptalittlechantvibrating;andalltheplum-tree'sshapeandcolourseemedalive。
  "Perhapshedoesn'twanttobeagentleman,"saidShelton。
  Antoniaswungherfoot。
  "Howcanhehelpwantingto?"
  "Hemayhaveadifferentphilosophyoflife。"
  Antoniawasslowtoanswer。
  "Iknownothingaboutphilosophiesoflife,"shesaidatlast。
  Sheltonansweredcoldly,"Notwopeoplehavethesame。"
  Withthefallingsun-glowthecharmpassedoffthetree。Chilledandharder,yetlessdeep,itwasnomoreablockofwovencolour,warmandimpassive,likeasoutherngoddess;itwasnowanortherntree,withagreylightthroughitsleaves。
  "Idon'tunderstandyouintheleast,"shesaid;"everyonewishestobegood。"
  "Andsafe?"askedSheltongently。
  Antoniastared。
  "Suppose,"hesaid——"Idon'tpretendtoknow,Ionlysuppose——whatFerrandreallycaresforisdoingthingsdifferentlyfromotherpeople?Ifyouweretoloadhimwithacharacterandgivehimmoneyonconditionthatheactedasweallact,doyouthinkhewouldacceptit?"
  "Whynot?"
  "Whyaren'tcatsdogs;orpagansChristians?"
  Antoniasliddownfromthewall。
  "Youdon'tseemtothinkthere'sanyuseintrying,"shesaid,andturnedaway。
  Sheltonmadeamovementasifhewouldgoafterher,andthenstoodstill,watchingherfigureslowlypass,herheadoutlinedabovethewall,herhandsturnedbackacrosshernarrowhips。Shehaltedatthebend,lookedback,then,withanimpatientgesture,disappeared。
  Antoniawasslippingfromhim!
  Amoment'svisionfromwithouthimselfwouldhaveshownhimthatitwashewhomovedandshewhowasstandingstill,likethefigureofonewatchingthepassageofastreamwithclear,direct,andsulleneyes。
  CHAPTERXXVIII
  THERIVER
  OnedaytowardstheendofAugustSheltontookAntoniaontheriver——
  theriverthat,likesoftmusic,soothestheland;theriverofthereedsandpoplars,thesilverswan-sails,sunandmoon,woods,andthewhiteslumbrousclouds;wherecuckoos,andthewind,thepigeons,andtheweirsarealwayssinging;andintheflashofnakedbodies,theplayofwaterlilyleaves,queergoblinstumps,andthetwilightfacesofthetwistedtree-roots,Panlivesoncemore。
  ThereachwhichSheltonchosewasinnocentoflaunches,champagnebottlesandloudlaughter;itwasuncivilised,andseldomtroubledbythesehumanisinginfluences。Hepaddledslowly,silentandabsorbed,watchingAntonia。Anunaccustomedlanguorclungabouther;hereyeshadshadows,asthoughshehadnotslept;colourglowedsoftlyinhercheeks,herfrockseemedallalightwithgoldenradiance。ShemadeSheltonpullintothereeds,andpluckedtworoundedliliessailinglikeshipsagainstslow-movingwater。
  "Pullintotheshade,please,"shesaid;it'stoohotouthere。"
  Thebrimofherlinenhatkeptthesunfromherface,butherheadwasdroopinglikeaflower'sheadatnoon。
  Sheltonsawthattheheatwasreallyharmingher,astoohotadaywilldimtheicyfreshnessofanorthernplant。Hedippedhissculls,theripplesstartedoutandswamingravediminuendotilltheytouchedthebanks。
  Heshottheboatintoacleft,andcaughtthebranchesofanoverhangingtree。Theskiffrested,balancingwithmutinousvibration,likealivingthing。
  "IshouldhatetoliveinLondon,"saidAntoniasuddenly;"theslumsmustbesoawful。Whatapity,whenthereareplaceslikethis!Butit'snogoodthinking。"
  "No,"answeredSheltonslowly!"Isupposeitisnogood。"
  "TherearesomebadcottagesatthelowerendofCrossEaton。IwentthemonedaywithMissTruecote。Thepeoplewon'thelpthemselves。
  It'ssodiscouragingtohelppeoplewhowon'thelpthemselves。"
  Shewasleaningherelbowsonherknees,and,withherchinrestingonherhands,gazedupatShelton。Allaroundthemhungatentofsoft,thickleaves,and,below,thewaterwasdeep-dyedwithgreenrefraction。Willowboughs,swayingabovetheboat,caressedAntonia'sarmsandshoulders;herfaceandhairalonewerefree。
  "Sodiscouraging,"shesaidagain。
  Asilencefell……Antoniaseemedthinkingdeeply。
  "Doubtsdon'thelpyou,"shesaidsuddenly;"howcanyougetanygoodfromdoubts?Thethingistowinvictories。"
  "Victories?"saidShelton。"I'dratherunderstandthanconquer!"
  Hehadrisentohisfeet,andgraspedstuntedbranch,cantingtheboattowardsthebank。
  "Howcanyouletthingsslidelikethat,Dick?It'slikeFerrand。"
  "Haveyousuchabadopinionofhim,then?"askedShelton。Hefeltonthevergeofsome,discovery。
  Sheburiedherchindeeperinherhands。
  "Ilikedhimatfirst,"shesaid;"Ithoughtthathewasdifferent。
  Ithoughthecouldn'treallybe——"
  "Reallybewhat?"
  Antoniadidnotanswer。
  "Idon'tknow,"shesaidatlast。"Ican'texplain。Ithought——"
  Sheltonstillstood,holdingtothebranch,andtheoscillationoftheboatfreedaninfinityoftinyripples。
  "Youthought——what?"hesaid。
  Heoughttohaveseenherfacegrowyounger,morechildish,eventimid。Shesaidinavoicesmooth,round,andyoung:
  "Youknow,Dick,Idothinkweoughttotry。IknowIdon'ttryhalfhardenough。Itdoesn'tdoanygoodtothink;whenyouthink,everythingseemssomixed,asiftherewerenothingtolayholdof。
  Idosohatetofeellikethat。Itisn'tasifwedidn'tknowwhat'sright。SometimesIthink,andthink,andit'sallnogood,onlyawasteoftime,andyoufeelattheendasifyouhadbeendoingwrong。"
  Sheltonfrowned。
  "Whathasn'tbeenthroughfire'snogood,"hesaid;and,lettinggothebranch,satdown。Freedfromrestraint,theboatedgedouttowardsthecurrent。"ButwhataboutFerrand?"
  "Ilayawakelastnightwonderingwhatmakesyoulikehimso。He'ssobitter;hemakesmefeelunhappy。Heneverseemscontentwithanything。Andhedespises"——herfacehardened——"Imean,hehatesusall!"
  "SoshouldIifIwerehe,"saidShelton。
  Theboatwasdriftingon,andgleamsofsunlightchasedacrosstheirfaces。Antoniaspokeagain。
  "Heseemstobealwayslookingatdarkthings,orelseheseemsasif——asifhecould——enjoyhimselftoomuch。Ithought——Ithoughtatfirst,"shestammered,"thatwecoulddohimgood。"
  "Dohimgood!Ha,ha!"
  Astartledratwentswimmingforitslifeagainstthestream;andSheltonsawthathehaddoneadreadfulthing:hehadletAntoniawithajerkintoasecretnothithertoadmittedevenbyhimself——thesecretthathereyeswerenothiseyes,herwayofseeingthingsnothisnoreverwouldbe。Hequicklymuffleduphislaughter。Antoniahaddroppedhergaze;herfaceregaineditslanguor,butthebosomofherdresswasheaving。Sheltonwatchedher,rackinghisbrainstofindexcusesforthatfatallaugh;nonecouldhefind。Itwasalittlepieceoftruth。Hepaddledslowlyon,closetothebank,inthelongsilenceoftheriver。
  Thebreezehaddiedaway,notafishwasrising;saveforthelostmusicofthelarksnobirdswerepiping;alone,asinglepigeonatbriefintervalscooedfromtheneighbouringwood。
  Theydidnotstaymuchlongerintheboat。
  Onthehomewardjourneyinthepony-cart,roundingacorneroftheroad,theycameonFerrandinhispince-nez,holdingacigarettebetweenhisfingersandtalkingtoatramp,whowassquattingonthebank。Theyoungforeignerrecognisedthem,andatonceremovedhishat。
  "Thereheis,"saidShelton,returningthesalute。
  Antoniabowed。
  "Oh!"she,cried,whentheywereoutofhearing,"Iwishhe'dgo。
  Ican'tbeartoseehim;it'slikelookingatthedark。"
  CHAPTERXXIX
  ONTHEWING
  Thatnight,havinggoneuptohisroom,Sheltonfilledhispipeforhisunpleasantduty。HehadresolvedtohinttoFerrandthathehadbettergo。Hewasstilldebatingwhethertowriteorgohimselftotheyoungforeigner,whentherecameaknockandFerrandhimselfappeared。
  "Ishouldbesorry,"hesaid,breakinganawkwardsilence,"ifyouweretothinkmeungrateful,butIseenofutureformehere。Itwouldbebetterformetogo。Ishouldneverbecontenttopassmylifeinteachinglanguages'cen'estgueredansmoncaractre'。"
  Assoonaswhathehadbeencudgellinghisbrainstofindawayofsayinghadthusbeensaidforhim,Sheltonexperiencedasenseofdisapproval。
  "Whatdoyouexpecttogetthat'sbetter?"hesaid,avoidingFerrand'seyes。
  "Thankstoyourkindness,"repliedthelatter,"Ifindmyselfrestored。IfeelthatIoughttomakesomegoodeffortstodominatemysocialposition。"
  "Ishouldthinkitwellover,ifIwereyou!"saidShelton。
  "Ihave,anditseemstomethatI'mwastingmytime。Foramanwithanycouragelanguagesarenocareer;and,thoughI'vemanydefects,Istillhavecourage。"
  Sheltonlethispipegoout,sopatheticseemedtohimthisyoungman'sfaithinhiscareer;itwasnopretendedfaith,butneitherwasit,hefelt,histruemotivefordeparture。"He'stired,"hethought;"that'sit。Tiredofoneplace。"AndhavingtheinstinctivesensethatnothingwouldkeepFerrand,heredoubledhisadvice。
  "Ishouldhavethought,"hesaid,"thatyouwouldhavedonebettertohaveheldonhereandsavedalittlebeforegoingofftoGodknowswhat。"
  "Tosave,"saidFerrand,"isimpossibleforme,but,thankstoyouandyourgoodfriends,I'veenoughtomakefronttofirstnecessities。I'mincorrespondencewithafriend;it'sofgreatimportanceformetoreachParisbeforealltheworldreturns。I'veachancetoget,apostinoneoftheWestAfricancompanies。Onemakesfortunesoutthere——ifonesurvives,and,asyouknow,Idon'tsettoomuchstorebylife。"
  "Wehaveaproverb,"saidShelton,"'Abirdinthehandisworthtwobirdsinthebush!'"
  "That,"returnedFerrand,"likeallproverbs,isjusthalftrue。
  Thisisanaffairoftemperament。It'snotinmycharactertodandleonewhenIseetwowaitingtobecaught;'voyager,apprendre,c'estplusfortquemoi'。"Hepaused;then,withanervousgoggleoftheeyesandanironicsmilehesaid:"Besides,'monchermonsieur',itisbetterthatIgo。Ihaveneverbeenonetohugillusions,andIseeprettyclearlythatmypresenceishardlyacceptableinthishouse。"
  "Whatmakesyousaythat?"asked,Shelton,feelingthatthemurderwasnowout。"
  "Mydearsir,alltheworldhasnotyourunderstandingandyourlackofprejudice,and,thoughyourfriendshavebeenextremelykindtome,Iaminafalseposition;Icausethemembarrassment,whichisnotextraordinarywhenyoureflectwhatIhavebeen,andthattheyknowmyhistory。"
  "Notthroughme,"saidSheltonquickly,"forIdon'tknowitmyself。"
  "It'senough,"thevagrantsaid,"thattheyfeelI'mnotabirdoftheirfeather。Theycannotchange,neithercanI。IhaveneverwantedtoremainwhereI'mnotwelcome。"
  Sheltonturnedtothewindow,andstaredintothedarkness;hewouldneverquiteunderstandthisvagabond,sodelicate,socynical,andhewonderedifFerrandhadbeenswallowingdownthewords,"Why,evenyouwon'tbesorrytoseemyback!"
  "Well,"hesaidatlast,"ifyoumustgo,youmust。Whendoyoustart?"
  "I'vearrangedwithamantocarrymythingstotheearlytrain。I
  thinkitbetternottosaygood-bye。I'vewrittenaletterinstead;
  hereitis。Ileftitopenforyoutoreadifyoushouldwish,"
  "Then,"saidShelton,withacuriousminglingofrelief,regret,good-will,"Isha'n'tseeyouagain?"
  Ferrandgavehishandastealthyrub,andhelditout。
  "Ishallneverforgetwhatyouhavedoneforme,"hesaid。
  "Mindyouwrite,"saidShelton。
  "Yes,yes"——the,vagrant'sfacewasoddlytwisted——"youdon'tknowwhatadifferenceitmakestohaveacorrespondent;itgivesonecourage。Ihopetoremainalongtimeincorrespondencewithyou。"
  "Idaresayyoudo,"thoughtSheltongrimly,withacertainqueeremotion。
  "YouwilldomethejusticetorememberthatIhaveneveraskedyouforanything,"saidFerrand。"Thankyouathousandtimes。
  Good-bye!"
  Heagainwrunghispatron'shandinhisdampgrasp,and,goingout,leftSheltonwithanoddsensationinhisthroat。"YouwilldomethejusticetorememberthatIhaveneveraskedyouforanything。"
  Thephraseseemedstrange,andhismindflewbackoverallthisqueeracquaintanceship。Itwasafact:fromthebeginningtotheendtheyouthhadneverreallyaskedforanything。Sheltonsatdownonhisbed,andbegantoreadtheletterinhishand。ItwasinFrench。
  DEARMADAMEitran,Itwillbeinsupportabletome,afteryourkindness,ifyoutakemeforungrateful。Unfortunately,acrisishasarrivedwhichplungesmeintothenecessityofleavingyourhospitality。Inalllives,asyouarewellaware,thereariseoccasionsthatonecannotgovern,andI
  knowthatyouwillpardonmethatIenterintonoexplanationonaneventwhichgivesmegreatchagrin,and,aboveall,rendersmesubjecttoanimputationofingratitude,which,believeme,dearMadame,bynomeansliesinmycharacter。Iknowwellenoughthatitisabreachofpolitenesstoleaveyouwithoutinpersonconveyingtheexpressionofmyprofoundreconnaissance,butifyouconsiderhowharditisformetobecompelledtoabandonallthatissodistinguishedindomesticlife,youwillforgivemyweakness。Peoplelikeme,whohavegonethroughexistencewiththeireyesopen,haveremarkedthatthosewhoareendowedwithricheshavearighttolookdownonsuchasarenotbywealthandbreedingfittedtooccupythesameposition。Ishallneverdisputearightsonaturalandsalutary,seeingthatwithoutthisdistinction,thissuperiority,whichmakesofthewell-bornandthewell-bredaraceapart,therestoftheworldwouldhavenostandardbywhichtoruletheirlives,noanchortothrowintothedepthsofthatvastseaoffortuneandofmisfortuneonwhichweothersdrivebeforethewind。Itisbecauseofthis,dearMadame,thatIregardmyselfsodoublyfortunatetohavebeenableforafewminutesinthisbitterpilgrimagecalledlife,tositbeneaththetreeofsafety。Tohavebeenable,ifonlyforanhour,tositandsetthepilgrimspass,thepilgrimswiththeblisteredfeetandraggedclothes,andwhoyet,dearMadame,guardwithintheirheartsacertainjoyinlife,illegaljoy,likethedesertairwhichtravellerswilltellyoufillsmenaswithwinetobeablethustositanhour,andwithasmiletowatchthempass,lameandblind,inalltheragsoftheirdeservedmisfortunes,canyounotconceive,dearMadame,howthatmustbeforsuchasIacomfort?Whateveronemaysay,itissweet,fromapositionofsecurity,towatchthesufferingsofothers;itgivesoneagoodsensationintheheart。
  Inwritingthis,IrecollectthatImyselfoncehadthechanceofpassingallmylifeinthisenviablesafety,andasyoumaysuppose,dearMadame,IcursemyselfthatIshouldeverhavehadthecouragetostepbeyondtheboundariesofthisfinetranquilstate。Yet,too,therehavebeentimeswhenIhaveaskedmyself:"Dowereallydifferfromthewealthy——weothers,birdsofthefields,whohaveourownphilosophy,grownfromthepainsofneedingbread——wewhoseethatthehumanheartisnotalwaysanaffairoffigures,orofthosegoodmaximsthatonefindsincopy-books——dowereallydiffer?"ItiswithshamethatIconfesstohaveaskedmyselfaquestionsoheretical。Butnow,whenforthesefourweeksIhavehadthefortuneofthisrestbeneathyourroof,IseehowwrongIwastoentertainsuchdoubts。Itisagreathappinesstohavedecidedonceforallthispoint,foritisnotinmycharactertopassthroughlifeuncertain——mistaken,perhaps——onpsychologicalmatterssuchasthese。
  No,Madame;resthappilyassuredthatthereisagreatdifference,whichinthefuturewillbesacredforme。For,believeme,Madame,itwouldbecalamityforhighSocietyifbychancethereshouldariseamongstthemanyunderstandingofallthatsideoflifewhich——vastastheplainsandbitterasthesea,blackastheashesofacorpse,andyetmorefreethananywingsofbirdswhoflyaway——issojustlybeyondthegraspoftheirphilosophy。Yes,believeme,dearMadame,thereisnodangerintheworldsomuchtobeavoidedbyallthemembersofthatcircle,mostillustrious,mostrespectable,calledhighSociety。
  >FromwhatIhavesaidyoumayimaginehowharditisformetotakemyflight。Ishallalwayskeepforyouthemostdistinguishedsentiments。Withtheexpressionofmyfullregardforyouandyourgoodfamily,andofagratitudeassincereasitisbadlyworded,Believeme,dearMadame,YourdevotedLOUISFERRAND。
  Shelton'sfirstimpulsewastoteartheletterup,butthishereflectedhehadnorighttodo。Remembering,too,thatMrs。
  Dennant'sFrenchwasorthodox,hefeltsureshewouldneverunderstandtheyoungforeigner'ssubtleinnuendoes。Heclosedtheenvelopeandwenttobed,hauntedstillbyFerrand'spartinglook。
  Itwaswithnosmallfeelingofembarrassment,however,that,havingsentthelettertoitsdestinationbyanearlyfootman,hemadehisappearanceatthebreakfast-table。BehindtheAustriancoffee-urn,filledwithFrenchcoffee,Mrs。Dennant,whohadplacedfoureggsinaGermanegg-boiler,said"Good-morning,"withakindlysmile。
  "Dick,anegg?"sheaskedhim,holdingupafifth。
  "No,thankyou,"repliedShelton,greetingthetableandfittingdown。
  Hewasalittlelate;thebuzzofconversationrosehilariouslyaround。
  "Mydear,"continuedMr。Dennant,whowastalkingtohisyoungestdaughter,"you'llhavenochancewhatever——nottheleastlittlebitofchance。"
  "Father,whatnonsense!Youknowweshallbeatyourheadsoff!"
  "Beforeit'stoolate,then,Iwilleatamuffin。Shelton,passthemuffins!"Butinmakingthisrequest,Mr。Dennantavoidedlookinginhisface。
  Antonia,too,seemedtokeephereyesawayfromhim。ShewastalkingtoaConnoisseuronArtofsupernaturalappearances,andseemedinthehighestspirits。Sheltonrose,and,goingtothesideboard,helpedhimselftogrouse。
  "WhowastheyoungmanIsawyesterdayonthelawn?"heheardtheConnoisseurremark。"Struckmeashavingan——er——quiteintelligentphysiog。"
  Hisownintelligentphysiog,raisedataslightslantsothathemightlookthebetterthroughhisnose-nippers,wastheverypatternofapproval。"It'scurioushowone'salwaysmeetingwithintelligence;"itseemedtosay。Mrs。Dennantpausedintheactofaddingcream,andSheltonscrutinisedherface;itwashare-like,andsuperiorasever。Thankgoodnessshehadsmeltnorat!Hefeltstrangelydisappointed。
  "YoumeanMonsieurFerrand,teachin'ToddlesFrench?Dobson,theProfessor'scup。"
  "IhopeIshallseehimagain,"cooedtheConnoisseur;"hewasquiteinterestingonthesubjectofyoungGermanworkingmen。Itseemstheytrampfromplacetoplacetolearntheirtrades。Whatnationalitywashe,mayIask?"
  Mr。Dennant,ofwhomheaskedthisquestion,liftedhisbrows,andsaid,"AskShelton。"
  "HalfDutch,halfFrench。"
  "Veryinterestingbreed;IhopeIshallseehimagain。"
  "Well,youwon't,"saidTheasuddenly;"he'sgone。"
  Sheltonsawthattheirgoodbreedingalonepreventedallfromadding,"Andthankgoodness,too!"
  "Gone?Dearme,it'svery——"
  "Yes,"saidMr。Dennant,"verysudden。"
  "Now,Algie,"murmuredMrs。Dennant,"it'squiteacharmin'letter。
  Musthavetakenthepooryoungmananhourtowrite。"
  "Oh,mother!"criedAntonia。
  AndSheltonfelthisfacegocrimson。HehadsuddenlyrememberedthatherFrenchwasbetterthanhermother's。
  "Heseemstohavehadasingularexperience,"saidtheConnoisseur。
  "Yes,"echoedMr。Dennant;"he'shadsomesingularexperience。Ifyouwanttoknowthedetails,askfriendShelton;it'squiteromantic。Inthemeantime,mydear;anothercup?"
  TheConnoisseur,neverquitedevoidofabsent-mindedmalice,spurredhiscuriositytoafurthereffort;and,turninghiswell-defendedeyesonShelton,murmured,"Well,Mr。Shelton,youarethehistorian,itseems。"
  "Thereisnohistory,"saidShelton,withoutlookingup。
  "Ah,that'sverydull,"remarkedtheConnoisseur。
  "MydearDick,"saidMrs。Dennant,"thatwasreallyamosttouchin'
  storyabouthisgoin'withoutfoodinParis。"
  SheltonshotanotherlookatAntonia;herfacewasfrigid。"Ihateyourd——dsuperiority!"hethought,staringattheConnoisseur。
  "There'snothing,"saidthatgentleman,"moreenthrallingthanstarvation。Come,MrShelton。"
  "Ican'ttellstories,"saidShelton;"nevercould。"
  HecarednotastrawforFerrand,hiscoming,going,orhishistory;
  for,lookingatAntonia,hisheartwasheavy。
  CHAPTERXX
  THELADYFROMBEYOND
  Themorningwassultry,brooding,steamy。Antoniawasathermusic,andfromtheroomwhereSheltontriedtofixattentiononabookhecouldhearherpractisingherscaleswithacoldfurythatcastanaddedgloomuponhisspirit。Hedidnotseeheruntillunch,andthensheagainsatnexttheConnoisseur。Hercheekswerepale,buttherewassomethingfeverishinherchattertoherneighbour;shestillrefusedtolookatShelton。Hefeltverymiserable。Afterlunch,whenmostofthemhadleftthetable,therestfelltodiscussingcountryneighbours。
  "Ofcourse,"saidMrs。Dennant,"therearetheFoliots;butnobodycallsonthem。"
  "Ah!"saidtheConnoisseur,"theFoliots——theFoliots——thepeople——
  er——who——quiteso!"
  "It'sreallydistressin';shelookssosweetridin'about。Manypeoplewithworsestoriesgetcalledon,"continuedMrs。Dennant,withthatlargefranknessofintrusionupondoubtfulsubjectswhichmaybemadebycertainpeopleinacertainway,"but,afterall,onecouldn'taskthemtomeetanybody。"
  "No,"theConnoisseurassented。"IusedtoknowFoliot。Thousandpities。Theysayshewasaveryprettywoman。"
  "Oh,notpretty!"saidMrs。Dennant!"moreinterestinthanpretty,I
  shouldsay。"
  Shelton,whoknewtheladyslightly,noticedthattheyspokeofherasinthepast。HedidnotlooktowardsAntonia;for,thoughalittletroubledatherpresencewhilesuchasubjectwasdiscussed,hehatedhisconvictionthatherface,wasasunruffledasthoughtheFoliotshadbeenaseparatespecies。Therewas,infact,acuriosityabouthereyes,afaintimpatienceonherlips;shewasrollinglittlecrumbsofbread。Suddenlyyawning,shemutteredsomeremark,androse。Sheltonstoppedheratthedoor。
  "Whereareyougoing?"
  "Forawalk。"
  "Mayn'tIcome?"。
  Sheshookherhead。
  "I'mgoingtotakeToddles。"
  Sheltonheldthedooropen,andwentbacktothetable。
  "Yes,"theConnoisseursaid,sippingathissherry,"I'mafraidit'salloverwithyoungFoliot。"
  "Suchapity!"murmuredMrs。Dennant,andherkindlyfacelookedquitedisturbed。"I'veknownhimeversincehewasaboy。Ofcourse,Ithinkhemadeagreatmistaketobringherdownhere。Notevenbein'abletogetmarriedmakesitdoublyawkward。Oh,Ithinkhemadeagreatmistake!"
  "Ah!"saidtheConnoisseur,"butd'yousupposethatmakesmuchdifference?EvenifWhat's——his-namegaveheradivorce,Idon'tthink,don'tyouknow,that——"
  "Oh,itdoes!Somanypeoplewouldbeinclinedtolookoveritintime。Butasitisit'shopeless,quite。Soveryawkwardforpeople,too,meetin'themabout。TheTelfordsandtheButterwicks——
  bytheway,they'recomin'heretodineto-night——livenearthem,don'tyouknow。"
  "Didyouevermeetherbefore-er-beforetheflood?"theConnoisseurinquired;andhislipspartingandunexpectedlyrevealingteethgavehimashadowyresemblancetoagoat。
  "Yes;IdidmeetheronceattheBranksomes'。Ithoughtherquiteacharmin'person。"
  "Poorfellow!"saidtheConnoisseur;"theytellmehewasgoingtotakethehounds。"
  "Andtherearehisdelightfulcoverts,too。Algieoftenusedtoshootthere,andnowtheysayhejusthashisbrotherdowntoshootwithhim。It'sreallyquitetoomelancholy!Didyouknowhim,Dick?"
  "Foliot?"repliedSheltonabsently。"No;Inevermethim:I'veseenheronceortwiceatAscot。"
  ThroughthewindowhecouldseeAntoniainherscarletTam-o'-
  shanter,swingingherstick,andhegotupfeigningunconcern。JustthenToddlescameboundingupagainsthissister。Theywentoffarminarm。Shehadseenhimatthewindow,yetshegavenofriendlyglance;Sheltonfeltmoremiserablethanever。Hesteppedoutuponthedrive。Therewasalurid,gloomycanopyabove;theelm-treesdroopedtheirheavyblackishgreen,thewontedrustleoftheaspen-
  treewasgone,eventherooksweresilent。Astoreofforcelayheavyontheheartofnature。Hestartedpacingslowlyupanddown,hisprideforbiddinghimtofollowher,andpresentlysatdownonanoldstoneseatthatfacedtheroad。Hestayedalongtimestaringattheelms,askinghimselfwhathehaddoneandwhatheoughttodo。
  Andsomehowhewasfrightened。Asenseoflonelinesswasonhim,soreal,sopainful,thatheshiveredintheswelteringheat。Hewasthere,perhaps,anhour,alone,andsawnobodypassalongtheroad。
  Thencamethesoundofhorse'shoofs,andatthesametimeheheardamotor-carapproachingfromtheoppositedirection。Theridermadeappearancefirst,ridingagreyhorsewithanArab'shighsetheadandtail。Shewasholdinghimwithdifficulty,forthewhirroftheapproachingcargreweverymomentlouder。Sheltonrose;thecarflashedby。Hesawthehorsestaggerinthegate-way,crushingitsriderupagainstthegatepost。
  Heran,butbeforehereachedthegatetheladywasonfoot,holdingtheplunginghorse'sbridle。
  "Areyouhurt?"criedSheltonbreathlessly,andhe,too,grabbedthebridle。"Thosebeastlycars!"
  "Idon'tknow,"shesaid。"Pleasedon't;hewon'tletstrangerstouchhim。"
  Sheltonletgo,andwatchedhercoaxthehorse。Shewasrathertall,dressedinagreyhabit,withagreyRussiancapuponherhead,andhesuddenlyrecognisedtheMrs。Foliotwhomtheyhadbeentalkingofatlunch。
  "He'llbequietnow,"shesaid,"ifyouwouldn'tmindholdinghimaminute。"
  Shegavethereinstohim,andleanedagainstthegate。Shewasverypale。
  "Idohopehehasn'thurtyou,"Sheltonsaid。Hewasquiteclosetoher,wellabletoseeherface——acuriousfacewithhighcheek-bonesandaflatfishmoulding,enigmatic,yetstrangelypassionateforallitslistlesspallor。Hersmiling,tightenedlipswerepallid;
  pallid,too,hergreyanddeep-seteyeswithgreenishtints;aboveall,paletheashymassofhaircoiledunderhergreycap。
  "Th-thanks!"shesaid;"Ishallbeallrightdirectly。I'msorrytohavemadeafuss。"
  Shebitherlipsandsmiled。
  "I'msureyou'rehurt;doletmegofor——"stammeredShelton。
  "Icaneasilygethelp。"
  "Help!"shesaid,withastonylittlelaugh;"oh,no,thanks!"
  Sheleftthegate,andcrossedtheroadtowhereheheldthehorse。
  Shelton,toconcealembarrassment,lookedatthehorse'slegs,andnoticedthatthegreywasrestingoneofthem。Heranhishanddown。
  "I'mafraid,"hesaid,"yourhorsehasknockedhisoffknee;it'sswelling。"
  Shesmiledagain。
  "Thenwe'rebothcripples。"
  "He'llbelamewhenhegetscold。Wouldn'tyouliketoputhiminthestablehere?I'msureyououghttodrivehome。"
  "No,thanks;ifI'mabletoridehimhecancarryme。Givemeahandup。"
  Hervoicesoundedasthoughsomethinghadoffendedher。Risingfrominspectionofthehorse'sleg,SheltonsawAntoniaandToddlesstandingby。Theyhadcomethroughawicketgateleadingfromthefields。
  Thelatterranuptohimatonce。
  "Wesawit,"hewhispered——"jollysmash-up。Can'tIhelp?"
  "Holdhisbridle,"answeredShelton,andhelookedfromoneladytotheother。
  Therearemomentswhentheexpressionofafacefixesitselfwithpainfulclearness;toSheltonthiswassuchamoment。Thosetwofacesclosetogether,undertheircoveringsofscarletandofgrey,showedacontrastalmostcruellyvivid。Antoniawasflushed,hereyeshadgrowndeepblue;herlookofstartleddoubthadpassedandleftaquestioninherface。
  "Wouldyouliketocomeinandwait?Wecouldsendyouhome,inthebrougham,"shesaid。
  TheladycalledMrs。Foliotstood,onearmacrossthecrupperofhersaddle,bitingherlipsandsmilingstillherenigmaticsmile,anditwasherfacethatstayedmostvividlyonShelton'smind,itsashyhail,itspallor,andfixed,scornfuleyes。
  "Oh,no,thanks!You'reverykind。"
  OutofAntonia'sfacethetimid,doubtingfriendlinesshadfled,andwasreplacedbyenmity。Withalong,coldlookatbothofthemsheturnedaway。Mrs。Foliotgavealittlelaugh,andraisedherfootforShelton'shelp。Heheardahissofpainasheswungherup,butwhenhelookedathershesmiled。
  "Anyway,"hesaidimpatiently,"letmecomeandseeyoudon'tbreakdown。
  Sheshookherhead。"It'sonlytwomiles。I'mnotmadeofsugar。"
  "ThenIshallsimplyhavetofollow。"
  Sheshruggedhershoulders,fixingherresoluteeyesonhim。
  "Wouldthatboyliketocome?"sheasked。
  Toddlesleftthehorse'shead。
  "ByJove!"hecried。"Wouldn'tIjust!"
  "Then,"shesaid,"Ithinkthatwillbebest。You'vebeensokind。"
  Shebowed,smiledinscrutablyoncemore,touchedtheArabwithherwhip,andstarted,Toddlestrottingatherside。
  SheltonwasleftwithAntoniaunderneaththeelms。Asuddenpuffoftepidairblewintheirfaces,likeawarningmessagefromtheheavy,purpleheatclouds;lowrumblingthundertravelledslowlyfromafar。
  "We'regoingtohaveastorm,"hesaid。
  Antonianodded。Shewaspalenow,andherfacestillworeitscoldlookofoffence。
  "I'vegotaheadache,"shesaid,"Ishallgoinandliedown。"
  Sheltontriedtospeak,butsomethingkepthimsilent——submissiontowhatwascoming,likethemutesubmissionofthefieldsandbirdstothemenaceofthestorm。
  Hewatchedhergo,andwentbacktohisseat。Andthesilenceseemedtogrow;theflowersceasedtoexudetheirfragrance,numbedbytheweightyair。Allthelonghousebehindhimseemedasleep,deserted。
  Nonoisecameforth,nolaughter,theechoofnomusic,theringingofnobell;theheathadwrappeditroundwithdrowsiness。Andthesilenceaddedtothesolitudewithinhim。Whatanunluckychance,thatwoman'saccident!DesignedbyProvidencetoputAntoniafurtherfromhimthanbefore!Whywasnottheworldcomposedoftheimmaculatealone?Hestartedpacingupanddown,torturedbyadreadfulheartache。
  "Imustgetridofthis,"hethought。"I'llgoforagoodtramp,andchancethestorm。"
  LeavingthedriveheranonToddles,returninginthehighestspirits。
  "Isawherhome,"hecrowed。"Isay,whataripper,isn'tshe?
  She'llbeaslameasatreeto-morrow;sowillthegee。Jollyhot!"
  ThismeetingshowedSheltonthathehadbeenanhouronthestoneseat;hehadthoughtitsometenminutes,andthediscoveryalarmedhim。Itseemedtobringtheimportofhismiserablefearrighthometohim。Hestartedwithaswingingstride,keepinghiseyesfixedontheroad,theperspirationstreamingdownhisface。
  CHAPTERXXXI
  THESTORM